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so REVENGE, HUH? or justice, if that makes you feel better. it tastes the same when cooked just right. 'I REALLY WANTED A BROTHER.' such a shame to burn a bridge you so desperately wanted to keep, especially when it wasnt even you who started the fire. especially when you hope that not a single fragment of that bridge ever washes ashore.[MAY IT ROT FAR FROM MY SIGHTS] an unfortunate loss! atleast he has his friends.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi prime defenders spoilers#jrwi pd spoilers#jrwi pd#william wisp#vyncent sol#THIS ONE IS FUUUUCKIN OOOOOLLDD RAAAHHHHH i made it like. a year ago. but didnt finish it for so so long bc i just wasnt happy w it.#BUT LIKE A CENTURY EGG the decades of being encased in salt n lime n ash have done WELL to bring out the flavores of this piece#i sorta recently cleaned it up and posted it onto twitty. didnt tag it bc it was SO OLD AND SCUFFED(i see so many MISTAKES NOW)#that i didnt want to expose it to the open air just like that#if i show smth to my small circles then it shall only be understood in those small circles.#open air and open interpretation from minds i cannot predict are NOT something i enjoy the thought of. usually. i am brave tho#BUT EVERYONE ON TWITTY WAS SO NICEEE i was like damn... i guess it IS good enough to be enjoyed by the masses...#lets work on being nicer to our art together. THAT BEING SAID. i really love my colors here HELL YEAHHHH#FIRST TIME IN A WHILE COLORIN THESE BOYS.... i dont use proper color enough..I ALSO RLY LIKE MY BACKGROUNDS HERE#i LOVE when the bg is hyperrealistic (i frankestiened stock photos) and when the subjects are all flat colored n cartoony#recently rewatched Making Fiends and they do that similar thing!! soft shading! lotsa details! almost painted? ill paint one day#ive already rambled so much abt the art im runnin out of ROOm to ramble about WWWIILLIAM GODDAMN WWIIIISP. its been a minute since i saw-#-this episode..but i DO remember the funny smoke trick that will did to his funny brother. EVERYTIME U GIVE AN ORDER. THAT BRINGS HARM-#-INDIRECTLY OR NOT. YOU WILL HEAR THOSE SCREAMS. YOU WILL FEEL THAT PAIN. OHHH WHAT A COOL PUNISHMENT THAT IS#its still an olive branch in a sense! a final chance for big bro bell to show that hes NOT an irrideemable piece o shit. and if not#well. to the wolves of psychosis with him!!! i really think william did the best he could here. if i was in his shoes i have no doubt i-#-woulda done the same. IM ALSO GLAD THAT VYN DECIDED TO STICK AROUND N SUPPORT HIM! thas character development baybe!!#i loooove prime defenders.. its been so long since i watched any eps of it but i KNOW it still has such a grip on my heart..GOTTA rewatch i
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#AUUUGH WAILING SCREAMING CRYING SLIDING DOWN THE WALL SOBBING#BROCEDES PLEASE WHY COULDN'T YOU TWO HAVE BEEN NON-FAMOUS#WHY DID YOU DRAG ALL OF US INTO YOUR SITUATIONSHIP#my mom is sick of me wailing about them. nearly collapsed at work when i remembered 'yes... and team-mate'#sliver springs is going platinum in my house rn#how can you be childhood friends and just fall apart like that? i think about falling out with tas like that and i go nearly catatonic#yeah you're a 7x wdc winner and you got the one wdc that you wanted but was it worth it? was this loss worth it? would you do it again?#going by the interviews they probably would and that's why they fell out in the first place. i literally cannot imagine caring about some#trophy over my childhood best friend but like i guess that's why they're pro level athletes and i'm in my room posting about them#anyway what the fuck was up during f1 photographers during their fallout? why is every photo of them cinematic? did you know we'd be using#them? did you know we'd go crazy? or were you also like 'oh this is cinema in the making. i gotta capture this.'?#anyway for all of that want to know where the quote is from‚ it's jacob black from twilight when bella is getting turned into a vamp#stephanie meyer had one (1) banger line and it was this#brocedes#brocedes edit#f1 edit#f1 web weaving#nico rosberg#lewis hamilton#nr6#lh44#formula 1#web weaving#please ignore my absolutely atrocious photo editing skills. thank you imgflip!!
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how rude
#new series of fanarts specifically showing wesker standing fruity after participating in violence#the context for this is this dude tried to kill him and didnt realize he was a lil over his paygrade#resident evil#re#albert wesker#also on ao3 if you type in 'al' to tag wesker as a character the first thing to pop up is his character tag#but the second thing#is 'needy albert wesker'#that is the second most common character tag#we all know. we know#bigarts#theres uhhhhh one more re fanart im gonna do but i cannot remember what it was#oh my god. i forgot. help#oh right i did draw some spice of ada pegging wesker but im not posting that. just know it exists#eye strain /
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IT'S ALL OVER NOW, ALL OUT TO SEA. @thetroubletones, i love you!
#gleeedit#glee#finnhudsonedit#finn hudson#gleesource#ehmuh#userjustine#userneptune#usermd#addys-beth#*#re: gfx#re: ts lyrics#*gleemidnights#the second instalment in the els midnights glee saga and it only took me 4 months !!!#veryyyy proud of this and i had a lot of fun experimenting (just like i did the first time) even if it did make me. unspeakably sad. HSJHSJ#and really. what other choice was there for this song ??#anyway. PEAK OF MY CAREER. shjshjs (the set i drop next week will also be the peak of my career stay tuned)#istg this was inspired by another set but it's been so long i literally cannot remember and it's killing me 😭#as always. for emmakins <33 I LOVEEEE YOU
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The Grandpapa Palpatine Club
#rey skywalker#ken palpatine#jedi prince#i CANNOT believe i didn't come up with this sooner#Remember kids: If there's a dumb idea in canon i can guarantee Legends did it first#oh man when they did rey palpatine in TROS i actually said 'Ken Palpatine!' aloud in the theater#what a time#not a quote
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When one of his children is outed by the press as queer (for example: Tim is outed as bi to the public), Bruce Wayne causes a scene.
Firstly, he calls his lawyers to know which articles can be taken down and who can be taken to court. Yes, even positive articles, because he is protective af and his kids' sexualities should NOT be something the public know or talk about. It's too personal, they shouldn't be talking about who his kids are dating and if they are dating. Leave his kids alone. (And yes, he is acting the same way if they make an article about his boys dating a girl. Get out of his kids' life. Write an article about Dick dating the gorgeous supermodel Kory Anders? He is coming for you.)
Secondly, he wears a annoyingly staining lipstick at the next gala he goes to, and he flirts loudly with as many men as possible, and makes out with as many men as possible. Wanna be homophobic? You will be homophobic to him before you touch his kids.
#bruce wayne#batman#batfam#dc comics#my ramblings#I believe that Bruce is queer but unlabelled because he doesn’t have the time or care about that#HE HAS CRIMES TO FIGHT!#like he only learns what some labels mean when his kids come out to him#he is very open minded he just cannot know everything in the world#like he has to many contingency plans to remember to also remember queer labels he has priorities#and his kids come first so here he is learning some labels for them#and kissing men but like he already did that before
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To celebrate 10 years in this god forsaken fandom, I redrew the og art of my fave paranormal investigators !
Singles and small rant below cut :P
Cannot believe it’s been a damn decade. This fandom and these characters have done so much to shape me and help me turn into the person- and artist!!- I am today, and I am forever grateful for the friends I’ve made along the way. (You know who you are 😉)
I cannot believe young Gooze looked at Johnny Ghost and said Yeah, that’s my entire personality now, and then it WAS. Now I’m an inducted thespian with a love for dramatizing everything, and for doing stupid voices, and a buncha other stuff. I even took his name, Johnny/Ghost. Which I suppose a lot of us have, huh?
Anyway if you’re looking down here, hi, here’s the first ever piece of fanart young Gooze did (that I can find)
(Yes, that’s Ghost and Jimmy. And yeah it’s bad, but I was a very young child. Let’s appreciate how far I’ve come, yeah?)
#taleblr#johnny ghost#johnny toast#venturiantale#jesus christ i cannot believe its been 10 years#the impact this shit has had on me… lord…#i will never forgive Them for turning out the way they did#but i can continue to love these characters and the Things they gave me#my love for theatre and drama and improv and doing voices. my love for the paranormal. my entire sense of humour.#johnny ghost literally came to my house and transed my gender and forced me to be hella annoying the rest of my life#also fun fact Johnny Toast was my first ever fictional crush ! and now i call scratch (his model) my wife. so.#thats just funny to me. JHGHGHDFS#i realized the other day it has in fact been 10 years. since 2014. i remember young me sitting in class doodling the vt logo frm memory#shit blows me away. young me had no idea what i was getting into#watching that shitty lil gmod rp channel. had no idea the person it would turn me into.#taleblr fandom i love you. i give yall big smooches. yall are amazing and i thank yall for indulging my silly art#ik. i havent been posting art long. but yknow. still.
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Im always thinking about the tubbo execution t.b.h.
coz like it sucked for EVERYONE but schlatt and wilbur, who orchestrated it. Techno realized his allies didn’t give a shit about him. Tubbo was killed traumatically. Tommy watched his best friend be murdered by a man who he thought was his ally. The crowd is various levels of shocked depending on their allegiance
#I.D.K. I’m not like a tubbohead or anything. This is purely from a techno fan lens.#Like. Techno realized that he would not be helped as he had helped them.#I think thats really when the initial wither thing became an Idea„ if not the absolute final choice.#I think he still had hope that they’d get rid of schlatt and then at LEAST there’d be an election or something. If not the complete#Dissolution of lmanburg as a nation.#Like he knew that nobody gave a shit if he lived or died#That his allies thought him to be a monster. But still he committed to them in the hopes that they would repay his loyalty. And they did !!#I guess !!!!! They repayed him by giving him reason to start killing !!!#Ughghgh.#Just. Standing on the podium with schlatt and quackity and the entire server behind his back. And stalling.#Waiying for your ALLIES to come fucking help. To make any sort of distraction. To give him an out or smt.#And they don’t. Nobody does antthing. Techno is fully fucking alone !!!!#I think its like magical.#Such a defining moment for him.#No matter how much I give and give and give I cannot expect kindness in return so I have to stop being taken advantage of !!!! Only other#Thing I know how to do is massacre. So I guess thats what we’re doing now.#Its so fundamental to his character that he is extremely giving and also completely unwilling to take shit after the first wither event.#I call it the first wither event because I can’t remember the cannon name.#The festival ? Shrugggg.#rat.op.tag#technoblade#rat.techno.tag#ander stop writing the entire post in the tags challenge.#Its just EASIERR.
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seeing a post that gets some things right (interesting complex john thoughts) but other parts dead wrong (bad dean takes) has me like *eye twitch*
#reducing a complicated plot to dean hates all monsters and thinks every monster needs to be killed is um. first of all not even canon#do i need to bring out all the posts abt dean's monster ethics and how he thinks a monster is someone who hurts / kills innocent ppl#and that definition includes humans who do monstrous things too (a theme explored in multiple episodes in s1 !!!!)#but anyways. no he did not think jack should be killed bc he was ~not human~ he thought jack was a Dangerous supernatural being#since ya know. he Was. literally thee most powerful being after god / amara. and they had no idea what he might do. he was not their Baby#or their Kid yet. he was a stranger. a strange new supernatural being that they might have to stop.#s12 finale literally leaves off on a cliffhanger positioning jack to potentially be the new 'Big Bad'#so he's a stranger AND the son of lucifer (they had no idea how that would affect jack yet) AND he seemingly brainwashed cas and kelly#bc remember cas was all about Free Will and Choice and Fuck Heaven / Paradise / Peace#and then suddenly he's going against his core beliefs talking abt paradise on earth and jack needing to fulfill his Destiny like ???#i'd be sus af too if i were dean#dean had no reason to trust jack right off the bat. 'oh but he should've trusted him bc cas did' ok and cas is dead now so ??#then there's the soulless jack stuff which is a whole other complicated beast. and dean was not the only one trying to stop jack then eithe#but anyways. no you cannot reduce dean's complex feelings abt jack to simply 'lol dean hates monsters and wants them all dead'#he doesn't. half his family and friends are literally monsters. anyways.#vic.txt
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han mianimator blast
#credit goes to ricky for coming up w han mianimator#this has been inmy head either ever since i watched reani or listened to han mis plot#i cannot remember what i did first .#anywayy#shaperaverse#han mi#ballad of lost hollow#paul shapera#shaperaverse fanart#art tag
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“John decided I didn’t have to die over an honest mistake” WHAT.
#WHAT.#WHAT?#WHAT!!!#god what the fuck#so many people have died in these games unjustifiably#Bobby’s wife is the first one to come to mind since that was last movie#but fucking. the ice popsicle lady that witnessed a crime but didnt say anything.#Timothy young that felt remorse and guilt after killing a kid.#Lynn who’s only crime was infidelity as far as I can remember.#fucking everyone in saw 2 who were put in the stinky house specifically for crimes they didn’t commit.#AND THE COPS KID FROM SAW 2 WHOS ONLY CRIME WAS BEING BORN.#you just. you cannot say that this far into the franchise you can’t#the disparity between adopting Hoffman for committing murder under johns name and adopting Logan for making an itty bitty innocent mistake-#-is too much. what is going on.#I don’t have enough mental dexterity to explain how bad that twist was but holy fucking shit did that piss me off#god is spiral gonna be worse than this. it is isn’t it.#that’s it goodnight#saw#jigsaw#Starry speaks
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It’s going swell.
#it’s nasty work locking me in ‘easy mode’ with the score penalty#but ‘easy mode’ is whooping my ass like ascension 7 did in is3#this humbling… is difficult for me to shoulder LMAO#I cannot remember the last time I struggled in IS like this#maybe in Fungimist when my roster was ass and I had no clue what I was doing#but Dawg if I don’t start with a Medic then IS4 refuses to give me one later#I literally have yet to do a run where I’ve been given a Medic ticket#did Sami cannibalize all the Medics? is that what this is?#Gummy & Quercus have been putting in an absurd amount of work 😭#Wtf is with that first final boss tho#why is my Collapse rating off the goddamn charts all the time I’m already HURTING#Sami got TOO MANY HANDS rn LMAOOO#but we ball#arknights#明日方舟#is4
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if we're being honest, i don't think will and clarisse's relationship ever fully recovered or that they could even close to what they were before tlo. i think there's this all-consuming rage that fills will whenever he interacts with clarisse and it shows. also i think the apollo cabin refuses to use that specific chariot again.
#im sorry but you cannot tell me that will doesn't resent clarisse for what the ares cabin did during the war#in my heart i Know that will can barely be in the same room as her those first few months after tlo#and i think it bubbles over at one point and she confronts him#c: what the hell is your problem solace?#will exploding from the pent up rage: YOU! YOU'RE MY FUCKING PROBLEM!#w: my cabin is dead because you chose a /fucking/ chariot over the lives of your fellow campers!#w: and all you ever talk about is your losses. 'oh silena! i lost my silena'#w: i dont give a fuck LaRue who you lost! my siblings are dead bc of you! remember that.#w: everytime you use that stupid fucking chariot remember just how many of my siblings died#will solace#clarisse la rue#pjo#the last olympian
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he’s like a beedle or somethin
#shep arts#content smp#csmp#arathain#mason arathain#i have not had the spoons to properly draw recently between school and being mentally ill soo yeah#if you get any art from me it’ll either be ibis doodles or like messy colored sketches like this#i gave them a pole hammer causw it was the first weapon i was given when i asked friends what weapon I should draw them with#its not too different from my usual armor design for them I did plan to change everything up more but ehhhh whatever the coloring was fun#i completely forgot i was gonna render the like wingy bits on their armor like more solid like it was metal worked to look like bug wings#only remembered that after I had done all the coloring and was shading so by then I was not going to bother with it like eh who cares#I dont care enough to fix it at least#the colors & some design things are based on green june beetles btw cause I love those silly guys…#I love bugs they’re so funky (<- cannot be in the same room as a bug because I’m terrified of almost all of them)
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i think growing up is just life repeatedly sucker punching you and saying bitch you thought things were gonna better lmao no you're so naive and stupid for having hope in 20 years the world will be flaming bag of garbage and no matter how hard you work you'll get eliminated at some point
#and then you just have to get up and keep living anyway because what else is there to do?#but man my heart keeps feeling heavier with every blow#2024 has literally been the worst year ever god personally too#like everytime i think it can't possibly get worse than this it does#i remember literally 9th jan i had such a horrible breakdown in an auto because the first friend i ever made#after school was leaving my work and therefore my life#9 days into the year. seriously. and i was so happy on 8th because it was my birthday#i don't know im trying hard to think okay this doesn't even affect me it's fine im privileged enough that even my own countrys politics#barely affects me#but just. india is already so behind in everything. if developed nations are doing shit like this then well#it will never get better right like who do we even strive to be#i want to get more into indian politics but my god. it's so horrifying and depressing all the time#like i remember resolving to follow politics closely few years ago and the first news#i read was about some minister talking about how girls skirts lengths IN SCHOOL is the reason boys do sa and boys will be boys etc etc#i know i could just follow business news stuff like that god knows it'll help in my field but it just. doesn't resonate with me doesn't#make me feel anything at all. like i so desperately want to care about ooh stock markets and how to grow your money etc etc#but when i think about being rich enough to invest idle money all i can think is sitting in my own home peacefully#drinking a glass of cold coffee and just being able to breathe freely because me and my sister used to joke in childhood#when dad went thru a coffee v bad for health phase and he wouldn't let us drink it so we would drink it very sneakily#at night when he was asleep or went out for an hour and make absolutely no noise while mixing the sugar. we said that we know#we'll* know we have achieved true freedom and happiness in life when we can peacefully drink cold coffee in the hall and not secretly#in the dead of night in our room#i don't even know what im talking about and my period is late again and nothing is working and my lazer focus#that i had built in the past few weeks is gone because suddenly im like what is the point????#i just don't understand how the fuck humans can fight over stupid fucking things like who is kissing who and who is doing what with their#body instead of focusing on collective issues like our planet is dying so fucking fast and every summer is getting impossibler to survive#i hate that the united states control the UN fuck this world fr man i hate being born in such horrible helpless times#like call me a kid or dumb or whatever but i cannot understand how MILLIONS of people do not#have sympathy for ppl around them and who don't care about the planet at all like how????? how did you grow up????#not trying to boast but this is so natural to me!!! didn't you make save water save earth posters in school!!! didn't anyone
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um. tfw your life is about to change massively very very soon and it still doesn't even feel real yet and still feels like somethings gonna pop up and it won't actually happen and also you're scared as fuck that you're too stupid to actually do it and it'll all be for nothing
#like what do you mean full time salaried w benefits and paid vacation just to do. school.#what made you so enthusiastically think i was the perfect one to do this#when the last approx 20something other guys were like ummmm no you cannot do it#tbf like all that other shit up there aside#this did actually come at the perfect time#i look back on who i was during my masters and i legit do not recognize that person#i barely even remember it i have to look at pictures to think back on who i was#in a strange roundabout way being forced home to stay for a while#kind of re centered me and gave me time to come back to myself in a big way. i was really lost before#and chaining something like this directly after my masters would have been disasters#even like this time last year i did not have this level of mental clarity#and i think thats why i didn't get any of the other positions i was just in a fog and i think people could tell#so as much as like im super scared and nervous about this big change and big exit from my comfort zone#and a little sad and mournful that im leaving my family and wont hear my native language all day every day anymore#im the most ready ive ever been#2019 me was NOT ready im scared of her tbh!! idk what wave i was on but it was weirdo shit!#im also proud that i essentially rawdogged and brute forced a lot of introspection and improvement#entirely on my own#like i really can only just describe it as clarity i feel like i matured 10 years in 4 and cleared all the fog#i feel so good about the way i handle things and react to things now vs then#im like 500x more unbothered and actually know how to put myself first now#anyway uh this prob could have been its own post in and of itself#but woteva innit im proud of how much internal repairs i did on myself over the last few years#became a stable genius as it were#whos a lot more clearly defined and present#but fuck man! i am still scared of being 2stupid
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