#i cannot believe they really made 32 eps like this

[lzhui]

@fairyixing ik like xiao lai started doing a lot of things right n then going above n beyond when he really didnt need to do all that and he Literally asked her to date him n she was like ‘save it for ur confession’ and then has the audacity to pretend not to know whether he actually likes her or not? like girl... he already said he wanted to date u ho are u that stupid

@1yixing im tempted to watch the jpn version bc i like the premise of the drama but boy the plot is literally frying my brain cells how his xiao lai gonna keep letting her off for treating him like shit what a healthy relationship they gonna have im so mad

[swimmingnewsie]

As sad as it makes me, all things must come to an end. And Power Rangers Time Force was no exception. I’m still feeling highly emotion from the finale that “had [me] skipping through the end credits faster that [they’d] ever seen” as Scout said. So let’s round out and list the most domestic moments (among other team highlights) from episodes 31-40

Part 1 || Part 2 || Part 3

Episode 31 - Undercover Rangers

Trip and Katie have ice cream and are obviously treating themselves for going to the grocery store like the twenty-somethings they are

Not necessarily domestic, but Jen walking by that wedding made my heart hurt in so many different ways I cannot

Wes trying to style his hair more like Alex while the literal master of hair gel is in the corner watching and not assisting

Jen getting increasingly jealous when the gym receptionist is flirting with Wes and feeling his muscles gives me Life

Followed by Jen being the pettiest bitch ever and feeling up Eric’s muscles when he comes to help, making Wes grumpy and jealous and Eric just baffled

Episode 32 - Beware the Knight

Jen gives Trip a little swat on the head with a rag telling him not to eat his broom which is literally the most little brother thing to do

Wes talking Trip into going and getting the pizza like a little shit of a big brother

Trip recognizing that He has the pizza and is in control and can eat it on the way home

Hangry Katie

Jen and Katie both giving Trip a love tap on the chin after no one believes his story about how the pizza got trampled

The gang going to see a Frankie Chang movie the next night and Jen just being in a daze afterwards. I love the continuity.

GUESS WHAT- RANGERS IN PAJAMAS. Though Katie and Lucas are passed out on the table and Jen is the only one dressed for bed. So I want to know if the implication is that they’re all just starting to get ready for bed or that they’ve all been up all night and Jen was the only one who actually went to bed.

Also after a season, I’ve finally figured out that Jen has little sheep on her pajamas which is the cutest thing ever. 

Lucas and Jen keeping watch for Wes with coffee is such a sweet moment

Wes telling Lucas and Katie his story with so much energy and enthusiasm 

Episode 33 - Time for Lightspeed

I’ve finally come full circle. I like Eric now. He can hang out and be proper domestic. He’s so grumpy after the attack at the museum and I can Feel Wes’s puppy dog eyes even with his helmet on.

Katie and Jen going and helping the Silver Guardians after many of them have clearly been injured. 

Jen also has the calmest reaction to the fact that they are going up against a Literal Demon

The scene in the clock tower with both teams!

“You got the jackets, now try the dance.”

Episode 34 - Reflections of Evil

You know its a fun episode when we start off with teasing Lucas about his hair

Also, starting off strong with Wes getting all superstitious with them after Lucas breaks a mirror

Most of this episode is morphed and I don’t really care for the monster rush battles that much, but it was still some good action

Trip and Jen watching cartoons together is the sweetest thing though. It makes my heart sing because it seems so out of character for Jen to just vibe in front of the TV.

Also Wes falling asleep sitting up at the end of the episode. Someone put him down for a nap.

Episode 35 - Nadira’s Dream Date

Guess what we get to start another episode teasing Lucas. This time it’s about the fact he probably wants to kiss his car. Excuse me, his racecar. 

Katie playing keep away with Lucas’s notebook- real sibling energy there

Lucas gardening is really nice actually, and all of his interactions with Ransik are pretty funny this episode

The fact that Lucas is Absolutely wearing Wes’s suit jacket and tie is so sweet. (See Below, the left is this episode, the right is ep 29)

The crew badgering him about his date. You love to see it

Then the teasing about how to end his relationship with Nadira

“Fine then get her to break up with you!” “Like that’s gonna happen! I mean look at me! Why would any girl breakup with me?” *disgruntled girl noises*

 The glee they all have when they run Nadira off at the restaurant 

Episode 36 - Circuit Unsure

Circuit telling the gang stories about the past made me smile a lot. It’s a very nice little slice of life moment

Katie being supportive as Jen does research.

Katie and Wes passed out on the floor together after they were holding onto the door for so long

The gang being so happy and grateful when Circuit wakes up

“If you ever run away from us again... Well, we’re all coming with you!”

37 - A Calm Before the Storm

Everyone (sans Jen) being so excited once they realized they can go home soon and hugging and jumping around

Wes following Jen out to the rooftop when he realizes she’s feeling sad

Jen telling Wes that he was always a great red ranger.

The montages in this episode are great but they are mostly moments I’ve pointed out before in the previous posts

“I am gonna miss you.” And this was the first moment I started crying.

Trip saying the clocktower feels like home now.

Eric dropping by to give Wes information on what his dad has been working on.

Mr. Collins giving Wes a hug when he drops by? It also made me cry

38 - The End of Time Part 1

Oh boy, fam, this is it. Usually I do multi part episodes as one long thing, but the finale is special. This is definitely less domestic and more things about the team that shattered by heart

The team refusing to get in the time ship, insisting that they live and fight as a team

Jen comforting Wes and touching his shoulder even he is completely drenched in sweat.

“If you can make your own destiny, so can we.”

Wes tricking the team into the time ship and sending them back hurts so bad. They are screaming for Wes. They don’t want to leave him behind.

Ending on this shot Erin Cahill fully crying is worst thing on my heart.

39 - The End of Time Part 2

Wes is being selfless in this moment, even against his friends wishes. All he wants are for them to be okay, even though he knows he will not be

Katie screaming that she’s not leaving... and the fact that even she isn’t strong enough to break that glass

Wes coming to Eric’s aid after Eric has fallen and is obviously struggling

“From now on, it’s just you and me.”

“No, we may have grown up differently, but we have a lot in common. We both fought to change our destinies and we both succeeded.”

Jen breaking down at learning that Wes died fighting and even more so at the idea of memory adaptation

Wes carrying Eric up to the clocktower to patch him up

Wes looking at the polaroids again.

Eric and Wes Indiana Jonesing out of the exploding clocktower is the coolest image ever

Mr. Collins having a moment with both of his sons

Katie is rubbing Trip’s back and comforting him on the brink of memory adapation

The inner monologues about Wes while they’re in the tubes waiting to get their memory wiped

And then the best moment of all- when they go against all orders and run back to help Wes.

“Hold on, Wes!” - As the music crescendos

40 - The End of Time Part 3

The moment that the team returns to Wes. “We choose to stay and fight.”

The final fight against Ransik is a hard one, but a good one. I can’t express in words how in tense that felt. 

The moment when all hope seems lost, all the rangers are down, and Jen, fully shaking, screams at Ransik “Come and get me!”

Then the final showdown in all its glory

And now the five minute sequence that is making me cry all over again making this post and for the majority of yesterday: The True Goodbye at the beach

“At least now I have a drivers license.”

“Don’t be sorry. I’m gonna miss your hugs.”

“I know. I’m gonna miss you too.”

“You take care of Trip, Circuit!” 

“I wish I could live another thousand years so we could be together again.”

The Salute from the Silver Guardians

And Wes and Eric finally becoming partners 

This was the hardest of the four to make. I know I didn’t talk about Nadira and Ransik and that development because I made this to focus on the core five team, but that also was incredible change to see at the end. I’m grateful to have watched this show and to let it touch my heart in a way I didn’t know it would. This show came to me at just the right time. I have felt and loved this show and its themes and concepts down to my very core. 

Even if the future is written in the stars, it doesn’t mean you can’t grab an eraser. 

[dangermousie]

2020 End of Year Post - cdrama edition

This is only going to cover cdramas that aired in 2020; if I had to make a post about all the cdramas I watched this year, I would still be doing it in three months...

Overall it’s been a fairly decent cdrama year (certainly better than the very lacklustre kdrama year.) It’s no miracle that 2019 was (so many excellent dramas!) but overall pretty solid.

DRAMAS WATCHED

(In order of liking from least to most as opposed to pure quality; I am including if I’ve seen enough to make up my mind; yes I realize that’s inaccurate, but that’s my list)

44 The Legend of Jing Yan - the worst cdrama I have seen this year, and possibly the worst drama of 2020, period. The hero and heroine were both uncharismatic, incapable of acting and saddled with such shrilly moronic characters, the only suspense was how they haven’t both perished long since from forgetting to breathe. Nor was anyone in the rest of the cast much better; the screenplay was written by a lower mammal and the cinematography was the best a third-rate wedding cinematographer could offer. Stay the HELL away from this one.

43 Unicorn Girl - the only unicorn about this bland yet irritating piece of pap was the fact that I was supposed to believe the leads are hockey players.

42 Autumn Cicada - I like spy stories, Allen Ren, and Republican Era settings. I can tune out Communist propaganda with the best of them. Yet, the propaganda ate the story to such a degree that there was nothing left; pre magic change Pinocchio was less wooden then this narrative.

41 You Complete Me - no you do not.

40 Skate into Love - the only positive thing I can say about this is that at least it’s better than Unicorn Girl, if for no other reason that only one of them is supposed to be a hockey player.

39 Irreplaceable Love - how do you make a story about fake siblings with a mad mother falling for each other boring? I don’t know, ask the makers of this.

38 Eternal Love Rain - I hate to rain on their parade, but these two actors cannot act, have about as much chemistry as a piece of bread, and are trapped in a story perfect for entertaining the mental abilities of the leads of Jin Yan.

37 For Married Doctoress - ummmm, you could do worse I guess. It only made me break out in mild hives. The sadistic ending did make me laugh though.

36 Dance of the Sky Empire - why you get Xu Kai and waste him in this insipid mess of a story is beyond me.

35 Love Designer - it’s inoffensive except to my sense of entertainment. There is nothing wrong with it but oh God is it bland.

34 Love a Lifetime - It felt like a lifetime watching this, but I didn’t love it. The story is incoherent, the actors have no chemistry and it’s all an epic waste of time.

33 Love is Sweet - so sweet it gave me diabetes. I like Luo Yunxi and Bai Lu, but there is literally no plot. I don’t need to sink into a plotless morass to watch pretty people engage in PG-rated make-outs. I am an adult with access to stronger stuff if I am thus inclined, though to be fair they could get x-rated and I still wouldn’t be able to sit through so many episodes of plotlessness for that.

32 Fake Princess - I love Zhao Yi Qin, but the guy needs to pick better projects. The female lead in this one has the voice and personality that can strip paint but the story is also doing nobody any favors.

31 The Changan Youth - I lost my brain checking this out. I had to go and read a dense treatise on medieval coinage or Mayan farming to try to recover it.

30 My Dear Destiny - kinda cheesy fun. It honestly shouldn’t be as low except it really feels like community theater.

29 Handsome Siblings - why is the Nic Tse version so good and this one so bad? True mystery for the ages. Chen Zhe Yuan is the sole reason this isn’t lower, because that kid tries SO HARD to make this drama bearable and almost succeeds. I can’t wait to see him in Sha Po Lang which actually will give him something to do.

28 In a Class of Her Own - see my comment on The Changan Youth. But at least Song Weilong is gorgeous to look at.

27 General’s Lady - inoffensive, pretty and so utterly pointless.

26 The Blooms at Ruyi Pavilion - those two leading actors are a no go to me but at least they considerately acted with each other instead of ruining two dramas for me. It’s very pretty though.

25 Jiu Liu Overlord - it’s a mess and I bailed, but I placed it this high merely due to the fact that Lai Yi finally gets a leading role and he’s sexy as fuck and I am shallow. Whoever styled Bai Lu should never work again except at a circus, however.

24 Cross Fire - not my genre and Luhan will always look too much like my cousin for comfort, but it’s a surprisingly gripping and dark drama. I liked it!

23 God of Lost Fantasy - if you want to watch a mediocre wuxia/xianxia, this is not a bad choice. Probably better than Legend of Fei actually, because at least it doesn’t have an A-list cast to waste and gives us Sheng Yilun himbo and shirtless.

22 Renascence - the insane cuts (it went from 70 eps to 36!!!) made a fairly cheesy story into a total mess. But I had a good time until I finally bailed mainly because of the male lead (Chen Zhe Yuan yet again carrying a not-good 2020 drama on his shoulders; the guy should be nicknamed Atlas) and the insane but in a fun way story. The female lead (both the character and the actress) were not up to par but oh well.

21 Legend of Fei - only this high because objectively there is nothing I disliked it. But there is nothing I liked either. The most uninspired drama on the list. If you could eat cardboard, this is what it would taste like.

20 Ever Night 2 - compared to EN1, it’s a waste of film. On its own merits, it’s not very good (the cast replacements are uniformly inferior and Dylan Wang is so wrong for Ning Que I cannot even put it into words; the script is useless.) But it had some parts I loved so very VERY much (all the shippy stuff was perfection) so I don’t feel too bitter.

19 Castle in the Sky 2 - a lovely if not too complex fairy tale. It is inferior to its prequel because it doesn’t have Zhang Ruo Yun who elevated it, but it’s still a solid bit of fun.

18 The Great Ruler - it’s very high fantasy, very pretty, and surprisingly involving.

17 (tie) Legend of Two Sisters in the Chaos - the secondary couple steals the show but the rest is not too bad if not too involving.

17 Legend of Awakening - a solid bit of fun with a seriously BDSM streak (theme this year apparently - but come on, the lead’s powers only activate when he’s in extreme pain!) It’s a bit generic and the costuming is done by a blind person, not to mention the OTP is a NOTP, but the rest of relationships (romantic and platonic) are wonderful (I live for the found siblings story in this one) and I like most of the characters.

16 Consummation - a rare modern cdrama I liked; a sweet coming of age story (and love story) even if wrapped in a pretty weird virtual reality concept.

15 Oops the King is in Love - this is how you do a low budget, sweet, silly piece of fluff. Our heroine pretends to be a eunuch and crosses paths with a powerless young king and they are adorable, even more so than the drama.

14 Song of Glory - pretty solid, though draggy and I didn’t love the toothpaste filter. But A+ cast, excellent leading couple chemistry, Li Qin being a BAMF and a leading man (Qin Hao) who is actually an adult.

13 And the Winner is love - objectively kind of a mess (and the heroine has the brainpower of a gnat), but the OTP chemistry is excellent and Luo Yunxi fighting and flirting with a fan as finally a leading man is worth the price of admission.

12 Miss S - snazzy and snappy and stylish and whatever else starts with S.

11 Eternal Love of Dream - I don’t know if it would work for you as well if you weren’t a hardcore shipper for this OTP in Three Lives but I was and this was such a darling, wonderful, shippy delight; plus I love this type of high fantasy.

10 (tie) Maiden Holmes - solid and sweet and a wonderful OTP. Proves that functional doesn’t have to mean boring. If you watch one cross-dressing drama this year make it this one.

10 Qin Dynasty Epic - srs bsns history epic. I am not far into it but it’s so good and smart and visually stunning (if you love battles, this one is for you.)

9 Love Lasts Two Minds - I adored this so much more than I should objectively have, but it’s so beautiful (and no I am not just referring to Alan Yu’s face) and the OTP has wonderful chemistry and the story is solid, and the whole trope of her memory being wiped but falling for him all over again while he’s constantly and utterly devoted is a fave; plus he’s in pain and semi-dyng for most of it so sluuuurp (happy ending, don’t worry)

8 To Love - yes, a modern drama is this high! But it involves intensity, tragedy, genuine adults and sexiness that is Lin Gengxin. And there is an actual plot and darkness OMG!

7 Legend of Xiao Chuo - so beautiful, so fun, so full of gorgeousness of Shawn Dou. Plus, Liao is a rare setting for a cdrama and there are a lot of characters and stories I liked a LOT. Less ship content than I wanted but more than I expected.

6 The Romance of Tiger and Rose - so so delightful. I was literally laughing out loud. I have no idea if it will work as well if one isn’t a seasoned watcher of period cdrama/reader of web novels, with bonus for watching/reading Goodbye My Princess, but it was a complete delight for me (and yes, I shipped for real, as well. Best of both worlds.)

5 Twisted Fate of Love - Jin Han gets a leading period drama role! And he’s enjoying it to the hilt, excellent as a smart, twisty bastard who is also charming and so madly in love with heroine. Sun Yi is beautiful and tough and her chemistry with JH is on fire, the story never drags, and it’s so twisty and fun and just awesome.

4 Love In Between - the most underrated drama on this list. It has no big names or big budget, but it’s wuxia that’s clever, driven, tragic, hopeful and so beautifully shot. Three separate (amazing) OTPs, a leading man who is so not typical (a doctor who cannot fight and who never acquires this ability) and who is intense and smart and damaged, a heroine who puts her quest ahead of her emotions, an unhealthy degree of involvement by yours truly. This is a drama Fei should have been.

3 Love and Redemption - such a lovely, addictive, utterly romantic fairy tale. I was obsessed with it for a reason. All the tropes you love and some you didn’t know you did, a star-crossed OTP to the nth power (and a secondary OTP I hardcore love), a twisty yet coherent plot, some insane chemistry and so much whump and hurt/comfort they must have bought blood packets in bulk.

2 Go Ahead - yes, I can’t believe it either. A contemporary slice of life cdrama made it this high on my list. But the way it feels so real, the found family perfection, the characters I love and loathe, the perfect cherry of a wonderful OTP that hits my narrative kinks on top, and just a perfect storm of loveliness all around with this one.

1 The Wolf - is that any surprise to anyone who’s checked out this tumblr for the last couple of months? Tragic, intense and gorgeous; so romantic and angsty and passionate it made me lose my mind (though some of it was gone the moment the camera panned to Darren Wang) - all my favorite tropes and then some; this is a drama that may not be perfect but it is 100% and then beyond perfect for ME.

FAVORITE DRAMA

The Wolf - I have seen objectively better cdramas; even this year. But it has been literal years since I have been this hardcore obsessed, this utterly pleased, this emotionally catered to and devastated at once. A beautiful dark fairy tale that manages to own me despite the storytelling gaps due to censorship, it took me for one of the biggest emotional roller coaster rides of my drama watching career. Visually gorgeous, poetic, intense, and so romantic it took my breath away, this is not just my favorite cdrama of 2020, it’s my favorite drama this year period, and the one cdrama this year to make it into my permanent Top 10 cdramas list.

WORST DRAMA

Legend of Jin Yan - see my write up for it for why as I refuse to waste more time on this stupid mess.

FAVORITE MALE CHARACTER

Wolfie, The Wolf - he is such a haunted, tormented, complex, dark mess; loving and violent, severely damaged and with a hidden yearning softness, longing and aloof. And the amount of charisma and sheer masculine sex appeal Darren Wang brings to the role is insane and not something I see much of in a cdrama. Plus, that character arc with its rapid fall and slow painful redemption is A++++

Runner Up:  Sifeng, Love and Redemption - has a male lead ever loved more utterly and selflessly, suffered more thoroughly and beautifully, and managed to have such chemistry with both his leading lady and his leading man (that his leading lady temporarily turned into) at once? The answer is no.

Almost made the cut - Feng Xi, Twisted Fate of Love, Han Shuo, The Romance of Tiger and Rose, Qing Ci, Love in Between.

FAVORITE FEMALE CHARACTER

Xiao Qian, The Romance of Tiger and Rose - so funny, so much the reason this drama was such a delight. I adore her beyond words.

NEEDS TO BE MURDERED

Murder Daddy, The Wolf - I am sad the censors robbed us of seeing him die on screen. He was fully human but nonetheless managed to be the worst monster in a drama full of literal ones.

Ling Xiao’s Mom, Go Ahead - I hate her so much I don’t want to look up her name. She abused the kid, the disappeared and came back to abuse him some more. I mean she literally gave her child mental health issues. She is the WORST.

FAVORITE SHIP

Xing’er x Wolfie, The Wolf - are you kidding me? Who else could it ever be for me? They destroyed each other and saved each other, sworn enemies and childhood lovers, soulmates and epic messes, they couldn’t live with or without each other. The longing, the passion, the intensity, the angst, the epicness. LIKE THERE ARE NO WORDS!!!!

FAVORITE SECONDARY OTP

Si Yuan, Shen Manqing, Love in Between - I loved them as much and often more than the main OTP. So much angst and passion and a happy ending! She is a seeming sect darling (except the sect is horrible and also sexist so her only worth is as a marriage candidate) and he’s an information broker who is actually one of the members of a destroyed sect that’s blamed for the massacre of her family. That chemistry and yearning is insane. The scene where she touches his face when he’s unconscious was in serious running for my favorite scene of 2020.

NOTP

Legend of Awakening - I have never seen a couple that didn’t just have no chemistry but exhibited actual revulsion towards each other before watching Chen Feiyu and Cheng Xiao try to act as lovers in this one. It was almost entertaining to be honest.

FAVORITE SCENE

It’s a tie and both are from The Wolf. One is a sequence where Wolfie marches to the walls alone, seeking death at Xing’er’s hands and the whole sequence with the battle and rescue follows. The other is the intercut between Xing’er going to her wedding and Wolfie going to his execution, and the auto-da-fe being intercut with her wedding.

BIGGEST CRUSH

Wolfie, The Wolf - Ummm have you seen this tumblr lately, it’s basically a drool shrine to the man.

BEST SCENE STEALER CHARACTER

Yelü Yansage, The Legend of Xiao Chuo - I have loved this actor since The Myth and he continued to competently steal every scene he was in.

NEEDS A SEQUEL

To Love - come out of the coma, dammit!!!!!!!

NEEDS A DIRECTOR’S CUT

The Wolf - duh. It started out as 59 eps and got cut to 49. I reaiize some stuff is never gonna get put in due to censorship, but some of the stuff that got cut got for time reasons because they were deluded and hoping to get a TV broadcast so ep count had to be under 50. I mean I doubt the censors would care if they kept scenes of Wolfie building her a swing or whatever. I really really want a director’s cut the way Goodbye My Princess did even if like with GMP it’s only three extra eps. Hell, I will take extra three minutes, as long as those three minutes are Darren Wang shirtless or with a sword. Ahem.

NEEDS SCISSORS TAKEN TO IT

The Song of Glory - it’s a fairly solid drama but honestly it didn’t need to be as long as it was and kind of got draggy and I got lost interest. (I could have gotten snarky and said all the dramas I didn’t like needed scissors taken to them in their entirety but decided to play nice.)

TOO MANY SCISSORS TAKEN TO IT

There are a number of dramas I could complain about with regard to this (hi there, darling The Wolf!) but this award goes to Renascence - poor Renascence was never going to be a masterpiece, but it had the potential to be a bit of good cheesy fun until it had its run time cut by more than half and became an incoherent piece of insanity.

TROPE THAT NEEDS TO DIE

Dumb shrill innocent heroine who can’t tie her shoes - see basically all the cdramas I didn’t like this year.

FAVORITE TROPE WE’VE SEEN A LOT OF

Male lead torture - I mean it’s always open season on that in cdramas, but between Love and Redemption, The Wolf, Love Lasts Two Minds, Love in Between and so on, it was a banner year!

BIGGEST DISAPPOINTMENT

Legend of Fei - what a waste of that cast; what a waste of our finite time on this Earth. What a waste of my intelligence to hope for something better and stick with it for a dozen eps. I have had stale wonderbread that had more personality than this drama.There is absolutely nothing that stands out about this drama in any way,  from half-dimensional characters, to actors who are sleepwalking, to a plot that moves at the speed of an arthritic snail, to uninspired cinematography and direction, to lack of any chemistry between anyone in the cast. If paint-by-numbers was done by a group of particularly linear robots, it might come across the same way as this drama.

BIGGEST GOOD SURPRISE

The Wolf - honestly, I did not expect it to come out AT ALL EVER let alone to become my favorite drama of 2020. I was not familiar with the leading man (hahah), I liked Li Qin but wasn’t yet obsessed with her, and Xiao Zhan was excellent in The Untamed but I was hardly going to follow him from drama to drama (and I don’t do SLS any way.) And the trailer was enjoyable but unlike seemingly everyone, I didn’t think it was going to be some epic masterpiece. And then it came out and while it wasn’t objectively an epic masterpiece, it pulled out all the favorite tropes, shippy and narrative kinks from the deepest darkest recesses of my id. And I fell harder than I have in years. 

2020 DRAMAS I HAVEN’T SEEN THAT I MOST WANT TO WATCH

None. Covid Year gave me PLENTY of time

BEST NON-2020 DRAMA I’VE WATCHED IN 2020

Novoland Eagle Flag and Joy of Life - they are in my Top 10 dramas from anywhere now. They are quite different except being smart and giving me protagonists to obsess over.

ETA: Also The Untamed because @idlewilds3 pointed out I actually watched it in 2020 even though I didn’t think so because this hellyear has lasted about three decades.

MOST ANTICIPATED IN 2021

I am gonna limit it to dozen and leaving out ones that aren’t necesarily supposed to air next year (Joy of Life 2, Love in Flames of War, Novoland Princess from Plateau.)

Monarch Industry, Novoland Pearl Eclipse, Silk Washing Stream, Dream of Changan, Sword Snow Stride, Wu Xing Shi Jia, Ancient Love Poetry, Immortality, The Long Ballad, Mirror Twin Cities, The Imperial Age, Fall In Love

[chalkrevelations]

Episode 32 of Word of Honor, and once again, this is just. A LOT. A LOT is happening, and all of it is A LOT. Also, show, what is even happening? I have questions. A LOT of questions.

(Spoilers. Go ahead and scroll on by, then come back later, if you want to watch it unspoiled.)

BUT FIRST, before anything else, you know I have to yell about this for a minute because we once again see that the Gu Xiang/Cao Weining relationship and the Wen Kexing/Zhou Zishou relationship are the same relationship. We get the same scene with A-Xiang and Cao Weining – again – that we’ve already seen with Wen Kexing and Zhou Zishu, this time from Ep 27, with Fan Shishu in the role of Ye Baiyi. Fan Shishu (YBY) asks “Do you know who she (he) is?” and this time, Cao Weining knows, just as ZZS knew in Ep 27. Cao Weining (ZZS) literally throws himself in front of A-Xiang (WKX) to protect her (him). “Kill us both” (Ep 27). “If you’re going to hurt her, kill me first” (Ep 32). Fan Shishu, like YBY, eventually lets A-Xiang and Cao Weining go, despite having them in a position where he could do them in. Color palettes between the two couples in these scenes match again, with the younger couple being more intense this time – A-Xiang and Wen Kexing in pinks, Cao Weining and Zhou Zishu in blue. (ZZS is mainly in creams and grey, but the piping on his robes is a very light blue, I think the greys have a blue undertone to them, and when you stand him next to Chengling in more intense blue while he’s wearing that particular outfit, it really starts to pull out the blue of ZZS’s outside robe – you can see this at the end of Ep 26.) Between the way these relationships continue to mirror each other and the hairpin scene from the last ep, I honestly don’t know what our takeaway is supposed to be, other than that WKX and ZZS are essentially married.

I also find it interesting - although this almost seems like too much of a stretch to be anything other than coincidence - that we get a specific callback to Ep 27 in this episode, as Ep 27 is also when WKX talks about not wanting to lie to Chengling about who he is anymore, and this ep is when they finally (apparently) meet again after Chengling learns the truth.

Aaaand now A-Xiang is crying, so of course I’m crying. Aaaand then we have the mournful montage. Give me a minute. And some tissues. I notice how much of this mournful drunken montage is ZZS remembering all the times he was cranky with WKX. Oh, honey. No. That’s what you’re remembering, because you feel bad, but it’s not what he would remember at all, if he was looking back over his time with you. And even if he did, it would be with great fondness.

Yeah, so, if I haven’t mentioned, this episode is a LOT. We get a big confrontation between WKX and half the jianghu/the Scorpions/some of the Ghost Valley contingent, ZZS showing up to support his man, Fantastic Cranky Grandpa of my heart getting in his eleven cents, Chengling shooting one of his dads, and two yeets off a cliff. And that’s only 15 minutes into the episode. This is too much, show. And I have too many questions. Also some observations. Also some wild speculation, not just about the fact that Wen Kexing is not dead but also about how he may have (not) got that way. And not just because there’s still four episodes left, and it’s too early for him to be dead.

First a small observation but pretty significant, I think: WKX is NOT in his blood-red Ghost Valley master robes during this confrontation. In fact, I think we’ve seen this set of robes in happier days with Zhou Zishou and Chengling. Just noticing this. Also noticing WKX’s face when Shen Shen starts going on about WKX’s parents and how omg if they could see WKX now they’d die all over from the shame, and WKX’S expression is like, the fucking audacity of Shen Shen saying this, and if he could actually kill people with the power of his mind, Shen Shen would be twitching and frothing on the ground. Also noticing the complete change when WKX sees Chengling – it’s like Shen Shen ceases to even exist for him. Gong Jun, your face, it’s killing me. Anyway, I’m going to start wildly speculating here for a minute, because WKX is willing to let Chengling kill him, because he’s so tired and wants to stop fighting, but he’s going to kick everyone else’s ass who even tries it? And then Chengling is actually the one who shoots him and yeets him off the cliff? Is this a set up? Is Chengling in on this? Is he the one who’s supposed to “kill” WKX? If so, at what point did we get Chengling in on this? And who did it? Did Chengling send what’s his name, Jing Beiyuan’s guard, away on purpose at this particular point, because he knew ZZS would show up in time for this confrontation if he heard about Chengling’s reaction to the news about WKX? And do I actually believe Chengling is smart enough – and a good enough actor – to pull off any of this? (Look, I love our little goldbean plenty, but let’s face it, he’s not the brightest kid running around here.)

Also, my dudes. My clever little killers. Xie Wang and Wen Kexing. I am unwilling to believe that you two aren’t somehow still together on this in some way in order to fuck over Awful Yifu. Your antagonistic back and forth seems a little bit like playing roles. Xie Wang gives Awful Yifu a weird side-eye a few times when Awful Yifu talks about how tricksy and cunning WKX is, like maybe he’s reconsidering, and do not tell me you’re questioning and reconsidering whatever deal you’ve made with WKX, little gambler. Why does your Awful Yifu’s bs always work on you? This is really not the time to roll the dice again. I’m assuming A-Xiang is still the only one who knows about their tete-a-tete? If so, this is a side-take I never would have expected on “you don’t fail me, and I won’t fail you.” Honor among thieves? Stick to the plan, Xie’er, whatever the hell it is. Do not blink.

So then, Ye Baiyi shows up, and my immediate reaction is NO. My beloved cranky grandpa, don’t fuck this up, because whatever is going on seems to already have a lot of moving parts with a lot of places for things to go wrong! But … are you in on it, too? Have YOU coordinated with Chengling? (If so, maybe you should have warned him to expect ZZS’s wild-card self-yeet over the cliff’s edge, since you’ve already seen how self-destructive self-sacrificing these two can get over each other.) Making me even more suspicious, Ye Baiyi later proceeds to walk out of a banquet before even eating anything. This guy is walking away from food? There is no clearer sign in this ep that something is up.

Also, while we’re on the banquets, listen. I cannot be the only one who wants to punch Zhao Jing in the face during his interminable yapping during both post-fight banquets. This is one of those places where the show and the actor have done their job too well, because he is so dislikeable and so off-putting that I almost can’t bear to actually watch him. And yet, I can’t fast-forward, because what if I miss some info? Like the fact that … you know, I went back to watch this bit three times, and that is a very … interesting series of camera shots during the second banquet - after the toasts, just as a couple of randoms start advocating for Zhao Jing as head of the Five Lakes Alliance, and we move from Xie’er to Shen Shen to Chengling, all of them still standing, facing Zhao Jing after their individual toasts, all of them in a formation that’s almost caging him in from the front and both sides. It gets more interesting every time I watch it. Is … is Shen Shen also in on this, somehow?

See, I know that is a lot of wild speculation. I know Wen Kexing got yeeted off a cliff, and Ye Baiyi was busy catching Zhou Zishu. And we saw a body. And ZZS set that body on fire. But I also know that Liu Qianqiao was the person holding vigil outside the shed where the body was being held. And I know she’s the other person, besides ZZS, who we know of that knows the facemask disguise technique (in fact, didn’t she learn it from ZZS’s shifu?) We actually get reminded of this later on in this very episode. Which makes me wonder if that was actually WKX’s body, or somebody else, in the shed. Who “found” that body and recovered it? Was it a Scorpion or one of the Ghost Valley contingent? Also, where’s that key WKX was waving around, and why does no one seem to remember it?

 Other things:

lol at A-Xiang’s reaction to Jing Beiyun talking about how ZZS used to ask him to set ZZS up with girls. Further lol at Jing Beiyuan, “And funny enough, he was NEVER interested in them. Welp, time for another drink!” Seriously, Qi Ye, we like you, you can absolutely stay.

Still at the banquets, Xie Wang seems discombobulated during a lot of this. And then when Awful Yifu calls him Zhao Xie’er in front of everybody, holy shit, he’s getting everything he ever wanted. Xie’er, you … you’re not going to fall for this again, are you? Please tell me you are not falling for this again, at what is likely a crucial moment. This is NO TIME to take another roll of the dice, little gambler. Stick with the plan, whatever the hell it is.

Oh, hey! Are we finally getting some backstory on Fantastic Cranky Grandpa? Oh. OH. “Our child?” What is up, my friend? (I did go back to Ep 16, when WKX calls Chengling “my child��� while defending him against Ye Baiyi, and looking at the Mandarin subtitles, I can’t entirely figure out (with my Level 2 Duolingo Mandarin) all of the nuances of these two references, but it doesn’t look like they’re using the same words to describe these relationships.) So some further wild speculation: Apparently, Cranky Grandpa Fantastico is solitary drinking in the dark instead of feasting at the banquet, over someone who (he feels) foolishly wanted to save the lost souls in the Ghost Valley? And now he feels like fate is making fun of him? And he’s asking Dead Beloved what he would do in Ye Baiyi’s position? Ye Baiyi, is it possible that fate is making fun of you because you have found yourself in the position of saving a lost soul from the Ghost Valley? Also, Ye Baiyi, I’ve noticed the children have been turning you grey. I don’t think you had that grey streak when you showed up for the first Hero’s Conference, did you? In fact, I feel like you got offended when WKX talked shit about possible grey hairs on your head. 

Duan Pengju, this asshole, omg … OMG. Well. I guess you got your confirmation, Xie’er. Were you really considering rolling the dice again? AT THIS POINT?

[feedergoldfish]

Leet: Tastes like the bread my aunt Tammy used to make. Only with fewer files.

Jessie: I cannot believe I’m going to ask this, but files?

Leet: Yeah, she made them to try and break my uncle Pete out of prison, but sometimes she’d forget which loaves had the files and the gunpowder and the spoons in them.

Jessie: Spoons.

Leet: Sure. She figured he could file them down to make a knife.

Jessie: Why didn’t she just smuggle in a knife?

Leet: Huh. That’s a really good idea!

Jessie: Was your family allotted just the one normal IQ, and you had to share it out among you?

Leet: I don’t know what that means, so … maybe!

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The Oz 9, ep 32.

[marukrawler]

bakugan liveblogging episode 32 because i’ve been putting it off for so long and i need ANSWERS

- oh we’re off to a great start already :I

- if this episode SOMEHOW makes me ship dan and runo im gonna be pissed lmaooo

- on the flip side. . .i get to listen to tigress for a whole episode eyy.

- lars lion shut the fuck up, give her a different lesson

- IM GONNA BE PISSED REGARDLESS I SEE

- WHY IS THIS IMPORTANT TO THE PLOT I HATE IT

- only way i could not hate this is if it was julie they were talking about but its not so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

- baby runo is like “i dont wanna go outside and play bc i got no friends” and im like. mood.

- you know, a possible lesson for runo could be that she has a hard time making friends because she’s quick to anger?? i know that’s not what’s happening right now but like. im just putting it out there.

- ok damn i take it back LARS LION COME GET UR NEW LESSON ITS CRITICALLY RELEVANT

- so you’re saying that dan played in the park of runo’s town (1) time in his life and then never came back?? unless dan lived in the same area and moved right after

- runo fr about to throw hands w a toddler

- he’s a kid holy shit

- i don’t like where this is going

- love how she gives an actual description for julie but the others? my guy friends whomst?

- lars lion: my otp cannot be split by julie >:(

- i literally can’t believe this is actually what the episode is about

- did u forget this is a trial

- im crying he just beat you at baseball and called you a sore loser, not even maliciously. why is this such a huge fucking deal

- hE’S A BABY OH MY GOD

- but then again, im inclined to believe that dan’s typical fight strategy is not unlike one a toddler would use so

- that’s news to me

- this is the point where runo should just show her the middle finger tbh

- i feel like they should’ve had dan as a 12 yr old fight against runo because that would’ve been significantly less awkward

- so apparently, lars lion and tigress are both thinking that runo is acting impulsively. runo says its because she’s always wanted to beat dan and honestly, i believe her (she challenged dan to a brawl when she first ran into him in ep 5 after all??) so idk why tf tigress is like “is that really it, my lady?” y’all are making no sense to me.

- if this was a lesson about runo hiding her vulnerability behind anger and a false confidence, i would agree that not being honest with herself is only going to hurt her in the future. but if it’s some specific dumb fucking reason like “you need to be honest about how you feel about dan uwu” then no.

- i have to give a shoutout to crow for serving us looks we didn’t even ask for

- also how is this fighting dan when this kid has just been using nullifying abilities to take down runo. the real dan would never be this smart

- the fact that runo had 0 wins but then immediately won 2 battles in succession within 20 seconds is. wild. it wasn’t even a good battle strategy, she just used her gate cards and somehow didn’t get countered (idk maybe dan used up all the abilities for his bakugan idk the rules like that)

- where did the colors go

- you’re gonna lose the battle for sure now runo lmaoooo

- these ppl are really like “be honest w yourself uwu” and if i was runo, i’d be so confused??? at least give her a hint????

- tigress: i can’t beat the shit out of you without coming closer

- how do you not only forget this happened but like. knowing this now has such an impact on you???? “damn dan asked me to play with him after he beat me and he remembered my name, maybe i won’t kill him after all”

- in all fairness, it was not only incredibly specific but also really fucking stupid

- WHY ARE THESE THE IMAGES CHOSEN, THIS IS THE WORST WAY TO SELL A SHIP, I HATE THIS EVEN MORE NOW

- if anything, this just jolted MY memory and made me remember how bad these two are for each other romantically. wow

- YOU DIDN’T EVEN LIST ANY GOOD QUALITIES??? YOU LOVE DAN BEING THIS MUCH OF A PIECE OF SHIT TO YOU?? WOWW

- HOW AM I PREFERRING THE ENG DUB’S “WE’RE FRIENDS FOREVER DAN” VERSION MORE, I HATE IT HERE

- also why is she floating

- i have no words

- i knew this would happen and im still not

- woww

- YOU FORCED THIS TO HAPPEN??? WHAT DO YOU MEAN ‘IT CAN’T BE’ YOU DUMB BITCH

- ok that’s kinda excessive lmao

- bitch you know you don’t give af about the friends, you were steering her AWAY from the friends to begin with

- im so bitter lmao nobody’s otp but lars lion’s is canon, we can all go home

- omgg shut up i hate this episode

- can’t believe runo having no friends or social skills let her to fall for kid dan because he was nice to her and remembered her name, he literally has no other redeeming qualities than being nice to her (1) time every time they meet and its wild that this was runo’s lesson, they were really scrambling for literally anything to use for the girl trials and IT SHOWS.

[kingreywrites]

In what order would you rate all the songs in the Tangled franchise from best to worst (including movie and series) and why would you rate them that way?

That sort of question is so stressful like, I hope none of you expect me to have good taste or anything, I'm only listening to songs for the emotions they give me asgdhjdj also if I didn't make a mistake, there's exactly 40 songs between the movie and the series and it pleases me greatly

Anyway this is very long so read more it is (and btw since i cannot ever make up my mind this is far from a fixed list, ask me tomorrow and it'll be different asfhdjd the first ones and the last ones stay mostly unchanged but the middle is a big puddle of what i've been listening to the most lately)

1. I See The Light

It's very soft and very sweet and I could spend my life listening to it. I loved it before even watching Tangled for the first time and now I've got all this emotional attachment too so like yeah it deserves the first spot

2. Stronger Than Ever Before

Straight out banger okay, I love it so much and it always put me in such a good mood 😭💕

3. Buddy Song

Same reasons as above asghdjd

4. When Will My Life Begin (reprise)

Dude I just….. yeah this song always makes me emotional it's so freaking great i wish it was one hour long

5. Next Stop Anywhere (reprise)

Underrated new dream duet, again i only wish it was LONGER

6. The Girl Who Has Everything (reprise)

i listen to it and i cry what more can i say it's too sOFT

7. Everything I Ever Thought I Knew

Listen it's eugene's song at this point i cannot deny that i just love these songs based on what they make me feel and this one makes me feel a LOT

8. Nothing Left To Lose

Discovered the show through it and that part when they both sing at the same time hits just right 😌

9. Mother Knows Best (reprise)

It hurts but god is this an awesome villain song, both in the performance and the lyrics ;-;

10. Ready As I'll Ever Be

I love that song but I'll be honest I mostly love Varian's part and the chorus (?) part….. it's a banger but i tend to skip cass and rapunzel's part asfhdjdk (sorry it's still amazing tho 😭)

11. Life After Happily Ever After

Eugene's part 💕💖💖💕💖💖🥰💕🥰💕

12. Bigger Than That

Lance has the best voice all his songs are the coolest

13. Crossing The Line

The beginning between Rapunzel and Cassandra?? Unparalleled, I just. wish they kept going like this. Cass' solo part is still great but the beginning was SO good

14. With You By My Side

Very sweet and I love when people sing together asgdhjd

15. Waiting In The Wings

I do not have the same adoration some people do for it but it's clearly a banger, tbh the best Cass song even tho I've rated some higher here (but it's because there's other people in them)

16. I Will Make You Proud (reprise)

Can they start making these damn reprise longer I LOVE THE KEY CHANGE

17. I Will Make You Proud

I love itttt

18. Next Stop Anywhere

Honestly I feel it should be higher but I forgot so it's here instead asghdjdj i'm not remaking this but I love it (especially the Rapunzel and Eugene's parts because like. i'm me. ofc)

19. Wind In My Hair

It's stuck in my head like 70% of the time and i'm not even complaining about it

20. Through It All

I just…… love group numbers ghdhdjd it's catchy and i wish i could… idk, frame Eugene's "we all must heed the call" cause his voice is awesome here

21. Set Yourself Free

I really love Rapunzel that's all 🥺

22. Listen Up

Yes it's mostly useless but i love that song so much i can't explain it, IT GIVES ME ENERGY (also cap's moment is awesome gjfhfjgh)

23. Mother Knows Best

I'm all for upbeat and chilling villain songs, and Gothel's are amazing examples of that

24. If I Could Take This Moment Back

Okay I do like it and I do enjoy the angst but since it's like, nearly the only new dream duet in the series, I wish we got something better 😔 i like happy fun songs so much

25. When Will My Life Begin

It's such a nice song I know it by heart and I love it :')

26. The Girl Who Has Everything

I have Thoughts about this song and its meaning but it gave me the reprise and it's also very cute and catchy so I still listen to it quite often

27. Wind In My Hair (reprise)

It's soooo short but when she starts it up it's really amazing, it's just not that different from the og which is longer, so I tend to listen to the first one more

28. Life After Happily Ever After (reprise)

*listen to Rapunzel's part* *skip forward for 3000 years* *listen to the end* asfhdjdj Rapunzel's voice makes up for the annoyance tho i'm so proud of her

29. Something That I Want

Catchy, even though it doesn't really feel like tangled to me

30. Hurt Incantation

Literally one of the most fascinating twist of the series, it's not a song I listen to in itself but it's hella cool

31. Healing Incantation

Same, difficult to listen to it as a song but it's pretty and just… rapunzel singing it brokenly over Eugene's body haunts me ;-;

32. I Have A Dream

Group numbers my beloved <3 it ended a bit low on the list but idk i like it

33. The View From Up Here

It's cute idk what my brain has against it but i think it's the birds scaring me asgjdjjk no honestly i just think i have no emotional connection to it

34. I've Got This

Very plot focused song which is okay but it's just not really interesting to listen to it separate from the show, if that makes sense

35. More Of Me

A cool song but i just don't seek it out

36. I'd Give Anything

Pretty song but i cannot disconnect it from how stupid it is for Rapunzel's character arc so like, not the worse in melody but i avoid it

37. Friendship Song

I forget that it exists half the time… it really doesn't add much and i don't get why they made it 😅

38. Waiting In The Wings (reprise)

The only reprise that's actively worse than the original, both because of the twist and because the kid's voice just ain't it 😭

39. Living The Dream

I honestly don't care about it and Hookhand's an ass

40. Hookfoot's Ballad

Last on behalf of the ep making me believe that Eugene and Rapunzel were going to argue while singing and i got hookfoot instead. also it sucks

[lockdownuk]

Lockdown Diary Part 2

A personal account during the lockdown in the UK due to the Covid-19 outbreak.

23/03/2020 8:30pm Boris Johnson, UK Prime Minister, gives a live address to the nation to, effectively, put the country on lockdown to stem the spread of the deadly coronavirus strain, Covid-19.

Many of us have been self-isolating for days but this latest development within the UK in reaction to the pandemic feels very serious and very scary. I decided to keep a simple diary and where better but online.

Day 31: I went to Tesco’s at Hampton at @8pm. It was weird. But I made it less weird by buying (amongst all the legit stuff I needed and some stuff for Karen’s mum) more booze. I have, atm about 30 assorted cans and 60 assorted bottles. I’m gonna stop buying booze now until I’m down to the last dozen. I don’t want owt to happen and I leave many behind!

Day 32: More than a calender month! I was rung up by a recruitment agent today about a contract with DHL as a remote support engineer to their aviation section. €400 a day! I’ve applied. Few beers tonight, watching a new Netflix release (Extraction) and catching up with Fog, Ham, Andy and Rog later at 10:30pm - yikes, might be pissed.

Day 33: Typing this on day 34. Dossed around during the day, few beers and another video call with fog, Ham and Rig plus I invited John Monk along. He was his usual self and signed off from the call with a moonie! Later on I had the pleasure of Scottish Louise video calling me! She was pissed, in her shed drinking den at her home with some neighbour called Ronnie and her daughter Ellie. She was her usual outrageous self who imaprted such gems as “Tim, you look old” and “Roger on coke is the only time I’ve taken it up the arse”. Nice.

Day 34: Today I skyped Laurie and ‘met’ Matthew and Nicholas for the first time. It was bloody fantatsic. Janine was there as well.I cannot believe it takes lockdown (plus an idea to get Laurie to add me to his regular Monday skype chat with Dad) that managed to get us doing something that should have happened years ago! It was so great to talk to them all face-to-face. Janine hasn’t changed a bit, Matthew is very quiet with Nicholas being the more gregorious twin. And Laurie is still Laurie. I’m reminded of how much I sort of miss him! It was all so comfortable. I loved it! Tomorrow is Dad’s 85th hence the 3-way chat idea. I hope it comes off!

Day 35: So dad and Laurie and I skyped. It was OK but my video feed was very dark, (still dunno why) and Lauire’s kept freezing. I dropped out so as to leave them to it, my thinking being the extra person takes up bandwidth, with the promise I’d call dad later. Before I could, Rita called me and suggested Dad and I skype, which we did. So, all in all, a good day of comms! And Dad seems his happy usual self - 85 years old! Amazing.

Day 36: I am really struggling to motivate myself this week. Today, I’ve done fuck all of note. That is all.

Day 37: A similar day to yesterday. All I have really managed to do is lay down audio from Pink Floyd (Absolutely Curtains) to a video I shot of a cow on yesterday’s walk. I am having a downer of a week without any good reason why, ld aside. I have worn my new walking boots today (’cos my old ones are leaking, I found out yesterday) and they fucking hurt, despite having tried to wear them in for months, albeit pathetically. Also, a few days ago (Friday 24th April), I got notification from HM Revenue & Customs that I’m getting tax rebate (from 2018-19) of £392. Yay!

Day 38: I received notification today that I’ve got a speeding ticket…last Thursday back from Tesco’s - 87mph somewhere between the A1 and Elton. I am hoping it’s a fixed penalty. I dunno whether it is yet, I just have to send the form off confirming it’s my car and I was driving. I spoke with Lynda from Woodfords asking her to ask for a rent reduction before I sign for another year. Plus, I let her know that I will be Howard and Sue’s eyes as the look at rental properties in Oundle - I do hope they return although it would be a shame for them that their plans have been scuppered (she’s lost her job in Oz due to Covid-19)

Day 39: Today I started another piece of exercise - up and down the stairs 26 times. Not sure why 26 - it was some thing online to do with the London Marathon, I think. It fucking killed. I used 13 clothes pegs for a counting system. I asked Karen to pick up some stuff when she was shopping (burgers, radishes) - Dan dropped them off, He was with Shaggy (driving his van) and going to see Jonah. That pisses me off - they should be social distancing, ffs.

Discoevered, today, that Cornershop, post-Brinful are fucking excellent. listening to the album ‘England is a Garden’ as I type.

Day 40: That 26 times up and down the stairs is fucking hard. I did videos about it today. My legs are aching like fuck right now.

Day 41: Just done Young Sam’s (Sam Clews) quiz. 3rd week running and it’s now become a habit and something I look forward to. Out of all the internet driven socialising I’m undertaking in ld, this is the weirdest - I feel totally detatched from all others taking part but, now, would feel pissed off if I didn’t or couldn’t join in. I got 47/70 this week. My best score and only about 8 off the winning score  -  most others aren’t doing it on their own!

Today’s walk was a cloudy one - I captured some fine, dramatic pics of the clouds. I am getting into this photography lark, albeit very amateurish. But, when I post any pics online (mostly FB), they seem to be widely appreciated, which is nice.

Day 42: Applied for a remote service delivery job with a firm called TTEC. £60k. Finished watching The Outsider. The creepiest TV show I have seen in years. Really great use of background music.

Day 43: Finished Mindhunter S2 last night. It’s so good but I cannot quite put my finger on why. Today has been a nothing day apart from day 2 of me not typing the letter ‘e’ in any post or comments on FB for a week. It’s hard.

Day 44: Watch Anna last night. A Luc Besson film that starts a kick-ass suprermodel. It’s right down my street. Today I have been lazy af. I need to pick up my online learning again…tomorrow, maybe! I watched Andy Murray Resurfacing. A documentary on Amazon. Fantastic. What a top man he is. Completely human and completely inhuman!

Day 45: Much talk in the news of possible lockdown relaxation. I am off the opinion we should stay the course until we are completely assured of beathing this thing i.e. a working, widely available vaccine. Dad and I Skyped - he is doing well, as usual. So is Rita. They both seem very happy in lockdown! Today has been a glorious day, weather wise. I had my walkk at 10ish this morming and it was very warm. Hottest day of the year so far I reckon.

Day 46: Bank holiday Friday (75th anniversary of VE day). Nice walk. Chat with Karen letting her know about being caught speeding just in case I am banned and need some out of town shopping. Watched second episode of DEVS by Alex Garland. It’s good and intriguing. Now, @7pm, gonna eat and hit the beers and smokes.

Day 47: Typing this at 15:45 on day 48. I had lots of beers and a good old chat with Rog…

Day 48: Today’s daily press conference was eagerly anticipated today with rumours of a relaxation in lockdown. It seems it was a fuss about nothing with no clear instructions - I didn’t watch it but, skimming the BBC news site, I shan’t be doing anything different over the next few weeks, not that I would anyway - furlough and self isolation are the order of the day and I won’t change that until I am sure it’s safe. Meanwhile people, including Danny flaunt the rules, it’s been pointed out to me plus I know he spends time with Jonah and Marc. It really fucks me off. So, the actions of the few mean I will lock myself down for as long, if not longer, as it takes. Attended Sam Clews quiz again. It passes the time. Also, I had half a scotch bonnet chilli with tea tonight (roasted veg, cous cous and sausages). Ridiculously hot!

Day 49: Received the speaker I ordered a few days ago (from eBay). It’s an AudioPro Addon T10. I got it for a very reasonable price from a German shop. As a result, the power lead isn;t three pin and that has seriously fucked me right off!

Meanwhile, I did my 26 stair climb before my daily walk today. It was easier than usual (surprise surprise) and I did 7km - but that was tough! ‘Cos I am on (yet another) free trial of Amazon Prime, I am ramping up watching stuff available. Last night I watched Booksmart - really nice little film with a great soundtrack. I am listening to Dan the Automater as I type. Today I watched half (3 eps) of The Night Manager and the film ‘The Founder’. The former is a superb series, the latter an OK film about Ray Kroc - the supposed founder of McDonald’s. Except he wasn’t; he was the wrong side of ambitious and a cunt.

Day 50: Stripped the 2 pin cable from the speaker I received yesterday and wired up a 3 pin plug and it worked. Win. And it sounds great. Win-win. Went to go shopping in Hampton but the car wouldn’t start. Loss. But it was the battery so I managed to borrow Karen’s jump starter which worked. Win.

Spent £107. Loss. But just under £40 was booze plus £10 for two big pizzas, two sides (dirty fries) and some dips. Win. Didn’t do any online learning - seriously fucking letting myself down. Loss.

Did my usual walking and 26 stair climb. The latter is hard but defo getting easier. Win. Day 51: Sam’s 51st birthday on day 51 - coincidence! Today I received my face mask from Lou - House of Stewart tartan. I’m pleased with it and that I have got a mask now. I managed to get up at a reasonable hour, just left 09:00, and revisit my web design course. Module 1, lesson 5 and I am fucking stuck. Trying to code an online CV with a side nav bar and I cannot get it to fucking work. Grrrrrr. Later, i got into a FB dispute (easily distracted due to the above) with someone over his statement of fact (Tim Martin’s treatment of Whetherspoons’ employees) when he doesn’t know it’s fact. It probably is, but that is not the fucking point.  I wish I could leave these sort of spats alone. I am drinking, at 20:45, peppermint tea as I type. Jeez, what’s happened to me?

Day 52: Well, last night took a swift chnage. Rog message me and, to cut a long story short, I hit the beers, also called Foggy later, got trashed. I got up today at gone 1pm. Sam posted on fb that Paul had forgort her birthday yesterday. Oh dear! The 26 stair climb and walking each day is noticeable for how knackered my legs feel all the time, I noticed today!

Day 53: My birthday! Nice comments and banter of FB. Rachael brought round a bottle of whisky; gobsmacked. Karen popped round some beers and sausage rolls. Sam sent a card, as did dad with a £50 cheque. Dan’s ordering me a pizza later.

Chuffed! Day 54: I went to bed late after a lot of beers, huge pizza and chips, a few smokes and a long call with WWJ and video chats with Fog then Rog. Got up around 1pm and dossed with my usual exercises and I made fish pie with a scotch bonnet. Day 55: Late one last night but up early today (11ish). Really fretting about hospital tomorrow. Nervous anyway but the safety aspect, in terms of Covid-19, isn’t helping.

Day 56: Hospital appointment was just for an eye scan so the consultant can review it. I was very surprised to see how few people were wearing face masks! I did two lots of washing today. (After the hospital) I went to Morrsions, Asda (queue too long though), B&M (queue too long though) then Tesco’s. All to buy a baseball cap ‘cos I’m fucked if I’m going to wet my hair each time I go out and want it to look presentable! In Morrsions (no mens’ clothing apart from underwear!) I stocked up of 10 cans of sugarfree apple Caraboa….I was only thinking of this drink just the other day. Yesterday I finished The Night Manager on Amazon. I liked it a lot but, also, expected much, much more from it consdiering the hype. Hugh Laurie has come a long way from comedy sketches with Stephen Fry!

Day 57:Received an email from Sueanne yesterday asking ( as designated spokesperson for everyone) how I am. The most interestring piece of news in a rather uninformative email was that the US has started to open resorts!

Day 58: I am writing this on Day 59. I started a two walk a day regime. The first walk I do is shorter, around 4km. my aim is to be ready for 1,000,000 steps Diabetic UK challenge (throughout July, August and September). I need to do just under 11,000 steps a day. The relaxation in ld rules makes this achievable. On that score, I am allowed to visit a friend’s house, as long as it’s just the two of us, outside, 2m apart. I went round Karen’s last night. I was desperate to have a Happy Hour (I allow myself a midweek beer - today (well, yesterday) is/was Wednesday!) of sorts with another human (rather than a video chat). I was there for about 2 hours, very enjoyable, and then came home. Then I had usual roasted veg with rice and sausages but I couldn’t eat it. I used half a scotch bonnet rather than the usual birdeye chillis. It was too hot, had to sling it! Had a few more beers and, hence, neglected my diary duties!

Day 59: It’s 01:20am. I don’t know why I am still awake and up, but I am. But, also, I am now going to bed. Nothing else to report, really.

Day 60: Half way through 12 weeks furlough. I was discussing this with Dad and Rita earlier - I am expecting that, at the end of 12 weeks, I’ll be laid off. I hope I’m wrong but I reckon it’s well on the cards. Off to have a beer round Karen’s in a sec which will be pleasant. Just a hour or so. It’s fucking windy today so I shall wrap up!

[calleditwhatitwas]

rules - answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people.

I was tagged by @poetmendes​ and @honeyyshawn​​ (*heart eyes at you guys* )

- what was your last…

1) drink - pomegranate juice

2) phone call - a girl from school for a team project

3) text message - my dad

4) song you listened to - I’ve literally only been listening to The Weeknd’s new E.P since it came out

5) time you cried - probably in the last month

- have you ever…

6) dated someone twice? - nope

7) kissed someone and regretted it? not really I don’t think

8) been cheated on? - kinda, my ex stayed with me until he was sure that the other girl he was interested in was willing to date him. I think cheating isn’t always necessarily physical, so.

9) lost someone special? - yep

10) been depressed? also yes, i was extremely depressive from age 13-16 and was on antidepressants and everything

11) gotten drunk and thrown up? - i totally did but I didn’t throw up because of the drinking per say, it was the 45 minutes highway car ride after the party that killed me

- fave colours

12) pale pink

13) white

14) black

- in the last year have you…

15) made new friends? - a few

16) fallen out of love? - i like to think i have, now.

17) laughed until you cried? - i literally always cry when i laugh it’s a curse

18) found out someone was talking about you? - yeah but it actually wasn’t in a bad way this time which makes me feel real good :)

19) met someone who changed you? - kind of?

20) found out who your friends are?-  a little, yeah. break ups sure have a way of revealing who your true friends are

21) kissed someone on your facebook friends list? - yep, my ex

22) how many of your facebook friends do you know irl? - most, probably

23) do you have any pets? - i have a lil doggy his name is stitch and he’s a shi tsu!!!

24) do you want to change your name? - not really

25) what did you do for your last birthday? - my boyfriend made me this three course meal and it was great bc the way to my heart is through my stomach

26) what time did you wake up today? 6am, sad face

27) what were you doing at midnight last night? - i was on tumblr as usual

28) what is something you can’t wait for? - all i do is wait for things. i can’t wait for university to meet new people (AKA HOT BOYS), i can’t wait to get out of uni and work in a field i love, i can’t wait to meet someone who isn’t gonna fuck me over and love me and treat me the way I deserve to, etc. etc.

29) what is your favourite animal? - dogs for sure

30) what are you listening to rn? - privilege by the weeknd

31) have you ever talked to a person named tom? - nope

32) something that’s getting on your nerves - everything. everything gets on my nerves

33) most visited website - google?

34) hair colour - my natural hair color is brown but i dye it and right now it’s a very very dark brown

35) long or short hair? - medium short I’d say

36) do you have a crush on someone? - does shawn mendes count

37) what do you like about yourself? - i like that i’m such a transparent person, in the way that i’m very honest about myself and to others. i also like how resilient i am 

38) want any piercings? - YES i have a whole vision for my future ear piercings and i’m super excited but that shit is expensive as hell

39) blood type - O+

40) nicknames - ju, juju

41) relationship status - single af

42) sign - libra!!!

43) pronouns - she/her

44) fave tv show - i love love love jane the virgin and was super into the vampire diaries back when it was a thing (like this tumblr was previously a tvd blog no kidding and 99% of my followers are tvd blogs still lmao)

45) tattoos - i had one when i was 16 which i don’t regret at all, i just wish i had spent more time choosing where i wanted to put it on my body because now that i want another one in the same place it kind of fucks it up

46) right or left handed - right

47) ever had a surgery? - yup, broke my foot a few years ago

48) piercings - i have the two usual lobe piercings and i have a conch piercing in my left ear but i’m planning to have like five more!!!

49) sport - i played soccer and ringette all of my life, but i practically tried every one there is, i was a very sporty kid

50) vacation - i’ve been to portugal to visit family but i really want to go to scandinavian countries and basically europe in general

51) trainers - pink vans

- more general

52) eating - i love pasta with a passion and anything with carbs basically

53) drinking - i love iced tea and also mcdonald’s iced coffee but i’m also really big on water like i can’t go two hours without drinking water

54) i’m about to watch - the client list

55) waiting for - a shit ton of things

56) want - shawn mendes to love me unconditionnally tbh

57) get married - yes

58) career - i’m going to uni in psychoeducation 

59) hugs or kisses - i like hugs a little more

60) lips or eyes - eyes!!

61) taller or shorter - i'm 5′’3 so there is no guy that’s shorter than me lol

62) older or younger - older, i need some fucking emotional MATURITY

63) nice arms or stomach - arms, but tbh i don’t mind a little chub, i’m chubby myself 

64) hookups or relationships - i’m a relationship hoe my baby ass literally can’t hook up with a stranger but i wish i wasn’t such a baby so badly

65) troublemaker or hesitant - my libra ass is BOTH

66) kissed a stranger - nope

67) drank hard liquor - i have

68) turned someone down - it happened 

69) sex on first date - my baby ass cannot. my baby ass literally can’t even go on a date with a stranger, let alone fuck one

70) broken someone’s heart - i have, i think.

71) had your heart broken - definitely. other than by my ex, i break my own heart like a champ all on my own

72) been arrested - nope

73) cried when someone died - i always cry in movies and tv shows when someone dies

74) fallen for a friend - no

- do you believe in

75) yourself - fuck i TRY

76) miracles - realistically i don’t they exist, but i sure wish they do

77) love at first sight - yes and no

78) santa claus - ?? no ??

79) angels - not really but kinda?

80) eye colour - dark brown

81) best friends’ name - joëlle

82) favourite movie - oh girl i can’t keep track of my favorite movies, like i love a shit ton of them but i never made a list out of them

83) favourite actor - the only one i think on top of my head rn is my favorite chick flic actor, which 100% is gerard butler he’s so hot don’t fight me on this

84) favourite cartoon - sponge bob?

85) favourite teacher’s name - last time i cared enough to have a favorite teacher was in middle school tbh

[briarforgers]

Thanks for tagging me love @rnaxwellbeaumont​! 💕

LAST… [1] drink: frosted cinnamon [2] phone call: my friend [3] text message: from the same friend lmao [4] song you listened to: only u by laboum [5] time you cried: last sunday … we watched a movie and it was so beautiful and painful that I cried loool

HAVE YOU EVER… [6] dated someone twice: nahh [7] been cheated on: nopes [8] kissed someone and regretted it: I never kissed someone lol [9] lost someone special: yes :[10] been depressed: yeah… last month I was so down bc I kept being reminded by my parents to study hard and the pressure was sth I really couldn’t handle [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: nopesss

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] green [13] sky blue [14] pink

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: yes!! [16] fallen out of love: no [17] laughed until you cried: YES it’s bc of my idiot friends lmao [18] found out someone was talking about you? yep… but I didn’t care bc I do the same thing :D [19] met someone who changed you: yepz [20] found out who your true friends are:  yes!!! [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: no

GENERAL… [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: I have like 1.2k friends and I think I know 300+ of them personally…  [23] do you have any pets: five dogs… four cats… two fish… [24] do you want to change your name: I’m fine with my name :) [25] what did you do for your last birthday: Just celebrated it at home hehe [26] what time did you wake up: 5am :-/ 8:30am class sucks [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: watched laboum’s mv aaaa they’re so cute!! [28] name something you cannot wait for: semestral break lol and Christmas! [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: an hour ago [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: hmm… me being a sensitive binch… [31] what are you listening to right now: only u by laboum! [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: I think so??? [33] something that is getting on your nerves: ppl from my other fandom :-/ [34] most visited website: twitter, yt and tumblr (also a local gossip site bc they serve good #teas) [35] moles: I… have a lot lol [37] marks: keloid, a small burn mark and birthmark… stretch marks?? [38] hair colour: black-brown [39] long or short hair: mid-length [40] do you have a crush on someone: oh… well I have a crush on a local actor named John Lloyd Cruz! [41] what do you like about yourself? my funny ass I love making my friends laugh! [42] piercings: earlobes [43] blood type: B+ (confirmed from our blood typing activity yesterday :D) [44] nickname: Nics/Niknik [45] relationship status: single ! [46] zodiac sign: taurus [47] pronouns: she/her [48] fav tv show: B99 and La Luna Sangre (even tho I haven’t watched a single ep since two weeks ago fff) [49] tattoos: none… and I don’t plan to since it’s prohibited at school. also since I’m a medtech student we can’t have them [50] right or left handed: right

FIRST… [51] surgery: none [52] piercing: earlobes [53] best friend: *mariah carey voice* I don’t know her [54] sport: badminton [55] vacation: our province!  [56] pair of trainers: skechers… I loved it so much I cried when my parents donated it to a foundation lol

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: none atm [58] drinking: water [59] i’m about to: cry… I’m still waiting for class suspension announcement 😭 [60] listening to: tattooed on my mind [61] waiting for: CLASS SUSPENSION ANNOUNCEMENT 😭 [62] want: new phone :( Mine got stolen and I’m currently using my mom’s phone [63] get married: I want to… but I’ll put it aside first lol [64] career: none

WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: hugs! [66] lips or eyes: both!! [67] shorter or taller: taller bc I’m a tol girl (yeah… 176cm) [68] older or younger: older… maybe 3-5 years [70] nice arms or nice stomach: both! [71] sensitive or loud: sensitive [72] hook up or relationship: relationship of course [73] troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? nah [75] drank hard liquor? yes it was the worst day of my life [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? nopez [77] turned someone down: no one is interested in me lmao [78] sex on first date? ??? [79] broken someone’s heart? never [80] had your own heart broken? yep many times :-/ [81] been arrested? no :D [82] cried when someone died? yep :( [83] fallen for a friend: ???

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? sometimes I do, sometimes I don’t [85] miracles? yes there can be miracles when you believe 😂 [86] love at first sight? no [87] santa claus? whomstdve?? [88] kiss on the first date? no [89] angels? yes

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: hmm can’t say right now bc idk if she considers me as her best friend lol I need confirmation [91] eye colour: black brown [92] favourite movie: mulan, tangled and moana!

tagging @allthecowslovetheleo​ @hwuariana-writer-movie-star​ @cheesepots​ and whoever wants to do this!! :D

[flamboyantommo]

92 Truths

My favorite moodboard artist, @wonderdaysoflunacy​, tagged me in this. Thanks, Jess! 

Rules: Once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 people to tag!

THE LAST… 1. Drink: water

2. Phone call: I forget her name, but it was someone I had to call to confirm one of my field trips for summer camp. 

3. Text message: 'Hahaha oops. Well we’re on the same page now!’

4. Song you listened to: Despacito is on right now, so I’ll say that. Don’t hate. It’s part of a playlist on Apple Music, lol. 

5. Time you cried: I’m not much of a crier, but it was probably in March when we put our cat down. =(

HAVE YOU EVER… 6. Dated someone twice: No

7. Been cheated on: No

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: Nah

9. Lost someone special: Yeah

10. Been depressed: I don’t think so. 

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Absolutely. 

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS:

12.  Pink

13. Purple

14. Yellow

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 12. Made new friends: Absolutely. 

16. Fallen out of love: I don’t think so? 

17. Laughed until you cried: Duh. 

18. Found out someone was talking about you: Yeah. Oh well. 

19. Met someone who changed you:  I think so, yeah. 

20. Found out who your true friends are: Oh, yeah. 

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Nah. 

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: All of them, but I’m not like... friends with them, you know what I mean? 

23. Do you have any pets: A kitten named Bandit. He’s such a pain in the ass, lol. 

24. Do you want to change your name: Would love to, but it’s pointless now. I’m almost 27. 

25. What did you do for your last birthday: This sounds bad, but I don’t think I did anything? I can’t remember, haha. I mean, I turned 26. What’s there to really celebrate? 

26. What time did you wake up: Like, 7 something because the cat kept fucking whining. There was nothing wrong with him. He was just bored. See what I mean about being a pain in the ass? 

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: I think I was already sleeping, hahaha. I know, what a party animal. 

28. Name something you cannot wait for: Getting a real job! God, I’m such a grown up. 

29. When was the last time you saw your mother: Like five minutes ago when I went down to the kitchen. 

30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My job situation. 

31. What are you listening to right now: Sainte’s new EP. Check it out. My favorite so far is With or Without Me. 

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yeah, I went to high school with a guy named Tom. And one of my coworkers is named Tom, but we also call him TJ. 

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: The sore throat and coughing situation I got going on. Who gets sick in the fucking summer? Me! That’s who! 

34. Most visited website: AO3, Facebook, Twitter and Tumblr

35. Elementary: My dear Watson? What is this question asking? 

36. High School: Yeah, I went. My coworker and I were talking about this just yesterday, about how we would go back in a heartbeat. Times were just easier back then. 

37. College/university: I went. I would also go back in a heartbeat, just without the studying and homework and tests. You know, the boring stuff. 

38. Hair colour: Black

39. Long or short hair: My hair’s kind of short. It’s around my shoulders when it’s down. 

40. Do you have a crush on someone: Who has the time?! 

41. What do you like about yourself: My sarcasm; also, my quick wit and my amazing sense of humor. And my ability to write a fic when I feel motivated to. 

42. Piercings: I have my ears pierced, but haven’t worn earrings in about nineteen years, lol. 

43. Blood type: The fuck? 

44. Nickname: Ange

45. Relationship status: Single Pringles

46. Zodiac sign: Cancer

47. Pronouns: She/her

48. Favourite TV show: I don’t actually watch TV anymore. I stopped watching most of my shows a few years ago, and stopped with The Walking Dead after Negan’s first episode, because, just... no. 

49. Tattoos: Would love one but I’m afraid of needles. Plus, I don’t know what I would get. 

50. Right or left hand: I’m a righty. 

FIRST… 51. Surgery: I fractured my ankle in third grade and they put me under so they could reset the bone and stuff. Does that count? 

52. Piercing: Just the ears. 

54. Sport: Never played a sport, but I watched a lot of baseball when I was a kid. 

55. Vacation: Disney World when I was ten. 

56. Pair of trainers: Probably some tacky 90s brand, lol. 

57. Eating: What?

58. Drinking: What are you asking me? 

59. I’m about to: eat dinner. 

60. Listening to: Sainte. Didn’t I just answer this? 

61. Waiting for: Food to be ready. 

62. Want: Crab legs, but I’m getting chicken. 

63. Get married: Mehhhh. Who knows? 

64. Career: Teaching! One day...

YOUR TYPE… 65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs

66. Lips or eyes: Eyes

67. Shorter or taller: Taller, definitely

68. Older or younger: Older, please. 

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: Arms, I guess? 

71. Sensitive or loud: Both? 

72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant, I guess. 

HAVE YOU EVER… 74. Kissed a stranger?: No, that’s terrifying. 

75. Drank hard liquor?: Yeah. Oh college... 

76. Lost glasses contact/lenses: I lost my reading glasses when I moved back from college after graduation and haven’t bothered to look for them since. That was five years ago. I never used them anyway. 

77. Turned someone down: Yes

78. Sex on first date: No

79. Broken someone’s heart: Not that I know of. 

80. Had your heart broken: Nah

81. Been arrested: No, thank God. I wouldn’t survive. 

82. Cried when someone died: Yeah.

83. Fallen for a friend: No, thank God. 

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 84. Yourself: Usually. 

85. Miracles: Not really

86. Love at first sight: Nah

87. Santa Claus: Not anymore. 

88. Kiss on the first date: Sure.

89. Angels: Not really. 

OTHER… 90. Current best friend’s name:  Courtney. Jen. Emily. Rachel. Missi. 

91. Eye colour: Brown

92. Favourite movie: I don’t really have one, to be honest. 

OK, I’m tired, haha. To do this, I tag: @hrrytomlinson, @louislittlefeetsies, @almightyroseharru, @louissbbtomlinson, @istealifly, @dimpled-halo, @twopoppies, @jaerie, @louissunshine, @suddenclarityharry, @headscarvesandtattoos, @juliusschmidt, @temporaryfixlouis, @allwaswell16, @icanhazzalou, @letsjustsee, @gaycousinlarry and I know that’s not 25 people, but I think that’s good, haha. Only do this if you really want to, and if you want to do it, but I didn’t tag you, just do it anyway and tag me in it! 

[1-800-shadowhunter]

…SHOULD WE KNOW US A LITTLE BETTER TAG…

tagged by @yugyeomie-pentagon​ thanks babes!!!

RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 ppl…

THE LAST:

1. Drink: pepsi

2. Phone call: My mum called me yesterday 

3. Text message: my friend texted me telling me where to meet her

4. Song you listened to: KSI - Transforming (lit ep fam)

5. Time you cried: about 20 mins ago, my brother was acting weird so I cried while laughing cause so funnny

6. Dated someone twice: I’ve never dated anyone lol

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: I’ve never kissed anyone

8. Been cheated on: I’d have to date for that 

9. Lost someone special: Yes, quite recently too

10. Been depressed: I don’t think so

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: I’ve been more tipsy than drunk

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: pink, turquoise, gold

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: Yassss, new online friends and irl friends

16. Fallen out of love: nahhh

17. Laughed until you cried: all the time

18. Found out someone was talking about you: yup

19. Met someone who changed you: I don’t think so

20. Found out who your friends are: Nah, I did that a while ago

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: like my family I guess????? (does that count lol???)

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: All of them

23. Do you have any pets: I have a dog

24. Do you want to change your name: Nah, I don’t really care tbh

25. What did you do for your last Birthday: I went to a restaurant with my family

26. What time did you wake up: around like 10am

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: I was asleep

28. Name something you can’t wait for: the summer holidays!!!!! Like it cannot come quick enough I swear

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: like 20 mins ago

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: My lack of motivation for anything, like i want to do more but i physically cannot

31. What are you listening right now: Homegrown podcast 

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah I know a couple of Tom’s

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: this girl i know is posting snaps of a party she is at and she’s such a fake drunk and its pissing me off how she and her friends act

34. Most visited Website: Tumblr lol

35. Elementary: finished

36. High School: I got one year left

37. College: (we call it university) I will hopefully start next year.

38. Haircolor: kinda like a milk chocolate colour, but can sometimes look dark

39. Long or short hair: a bit past shoulder length

40. Do you have a crush on someone: nah

41. What do you like about yourself: My confidence and ability to not give a shit lol

42. Piercings: I have the standard ear piercings 

43. Bloodtype: idk tbh

44. Nickname: my family call me Tay

45. Relationship status: single pringle

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favorite TV Show: hells kitchen and peaky blinders

49. Tattoos: I’m not old enough

50. Right or left: right handed 

51. Surgery: I fractured my finger when I was like 7 so I had to have that sorted

52. Piercing: again earssss

53. Sport: HA nope

55. Vacation: I haven't been on one for a while but my fave holiday was either a trip to Disney world or a Caribbean cruise i went on years ago

56. Pair of trainers: idk what this is asking but my fave trainers are my addidas superstars basic bitch

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: My fave food is probably like noodles or chicken

58. Drinking: Tea or fizzy drinks

59. I’m about to: watch youtube videos probably 

61. Waiting for: my exam results (please pray for me lads)

62. Want: to pass my exams tbh

63. Get married: idk yet 

64. Career: Idk yet

WHICH IS BETTER

65. Hugs or kisses: hugs 

66. Lips or eyes: lips (contradicts the first one lol)

67. Shorter or taller: either but taller I guess

68. Older or younger: both are okay (as long as not too young/old) but older i guess

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: nice arms

71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive. I don’t think I could cope with loud

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship. I don’t like just hooking uo 

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant 

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a stranger: nope 

75. Drank hard liquor: I love vodka and fruit ciders so hell yeah

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: literally all the bloody time

77. Turned someone down: Once before

78. Sex in the first date: nope and I don’t think I ever would

79. Broken someones heart: I doubt it

80. Had your heart broken: nah 

81. Been arrested: nope

82. Cried when someone died: yes 

83. Fallen for a friend: I think so

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: sometimes

85. Miracles: I’m not too sure

86. Love at first sight: Idk tbh

87. Santa Claus: nope

88. Kiss in the first date: yeah, like cheek kisses and that can be friendly and just like a polite thing to do

89. Angels: I think I might (but not in a religious way if that makes sense??? Probably not lol)

OTHER:

90. Current best friends name: I have a group of best friends 

91. Eyecolor: brown, generic af

92. Favorite movie: THERES SO MANY!!!! umm Honey, maid in Manhattan, mean girls, the purpge, etc

I’m tagging: (not tagging 20 people, also just picked a few people from my notifs)  @rosyvivi @punkbrenderesa @fineapple @cosmixqirls @yerikim @taekeyxx

[vibrantbloom]

the very lovely @teamnouis tagged me to do this

Rules: Once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 people to tag!

THE LAST… 

1. Drink: tea

2. Phone call: my mama

3. Text message: I haven’t checked my phone since I left work agkhdjg so becca I think

4. Song you listened to: want you back by haim

5. Time you cried: literally five minutes ago at a tv show, I was fully sobbing

HAVE YOU EVER… 

6. Dated someone twice: no

7. Been cheated on: nope

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: kind of

9. Lost someone special: yes

10. Been depressed: have you seen me this week, lmao yes

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: yes but funnily enough every single time this has happened has been after a night out with my dad

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS: 12. soft purple 13. teal 14. dark red

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 

15. Made new friends: mostly online but yes

16. Fallen out of love: nope

17. Laughed until you cried: absolutely

18. Found out someone was talking about you: yes

19. Met someone who changed you: not really met someone new but kind of yes

20. Found out who your true friends are: oh yeah

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: nope

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I never use facebook so I have no idea, I assume most

23. Do you have any pets: not anymore

24. Do you want to change your name: last name? nope but I appreciate people adjusting to my first name preference

25. What did you do for your last birthday: went to see billy elliot on stage

26. What time did you wake up: 6.50am

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: desperately trying and failing to sleep

28. Name something you cannot wait for: concerts - london and coldplay next week, brighton pride, harry this year and next year, little mix

29. When was the last time you saw your mother: right now

30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: have more friends that I could see often

31. What are you listening to right now: nothing

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: the only person I can think of is my old lecturer, I would’ve expected to know more toms 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: mixed messages from people

34. Most visited website: this hellsite

35. Elementary: not great, lots of bullying 

36. High School: some great years of friendship but never quite feeling like myself, sadly ended in a bad way

37. College/university: an absolute personal nightmare from start to finish, I loved what I studied but I’m surprised I got through uni

38. Hair colour: brown

39. Long or short hair: short, soon to be shorter

40. Do you have a crush on someone: leave me be

41. What do you like about yourself: I’m a caring and compassionate person

42. Piercings: I wish

43. Blood type: why

44. Nickname: becks, boo, bear, anything @johnwatso feels like calling me

45. Relationship status: extremely single, the most single

46. Zodiac sign: leo

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favourite TV show: jane the virgin, gilmore girls, orphan black, breaking bad, grey’s, still oth trash

49. Tattoos: four with more to come soon

50. Right or left hand: right

FIRST… 

51. Surgery: none

52. Piercing: ears

54. Sport: competitively, basketball

55. Vacation: I can’t remember if it was spain or LA, I think spain! funny now that I think of it because they’re both the places my dad ending up living in

56. Pair of trainers: no idea

57. Eating: nothing

58. Drinking: nothing

59. I’m about to: sleep please

60. Listening to: I’m going to put on the another round live ep

61. Waiting for: the cleansing experience of coldplay live, july 21st

62. Want: contentment

63. Get married: I used to think no but maybe I want to call someone my wife someday

64. Career: I’ve started realising that I can see myself what I’m doing now in a different kind of company but generally writing or being an editor

YOUR TYPE… 

65. Hugs or kisses: both?? but I keep thinking about just long cuddles in someone’s arms lately

66. Lips or eyes: Lips okay thanks bye

67. Shorter or taller: I really don’t mind 

68. Older or younger: generally older but just nobody more than a year or two younger

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: what’s does nice mean here? I’m partial to a soft tum but honestly it doesn’t matter 

71. Sensitive or loud: a bit of both depending on what the situation calls for, they’re not mutually exclusive

72. Hook up or relationship: I am a relationship person through and through, if the next person I met was my person that would be fine with me

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: I’m too fucking hesitant, I love being around people who make me less like that but they’re rare

HAVE YOU EVER… 

74. Kissed a stranger?; yeah

75. Drank hard liquor?: god yes, since I was far far too young

76. Lost glasses contact/lenses: no my eyesight is too bad for that

77. Turned someone down: I grew up in pubs so yes all the time

78. Sex on first date: no but that’s not something I’d have an issue with

79. Broken someone’s heart: I think maybe but I hope not

80. Had your heart broken: a little

81. Been arrested: almost but we got out of it

82. Cried when someone died: ohhhh yeah, full dramatic graveside breakdown in front of 100 people cool cool 

83. Fallen for a friend: let’s not

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 

84. Yourself: doing my best, more and more all the time

85. Miracles: nope

86. Love at first sight: no, attraction but not love

87. Santa Claus: ofc

88. Kiss on the first date: yes???

89. Angels: I mean no but I have enough in my earthly versions

OTHER… 

90. Current best friend’s name: edel as my person who has always been there since I was 12 years old, becca as who I’ve really connected with as an adult

91. Eye colour: greeny bluey ajhfakjdf

92. Favourite movie: moonlight, moulin rouge, pride, brokeback

I tag anyone who reads all the way down to here

[pasteltarrasque]

thanks @lemongogo​ for tagging me to talk way too much about myself. an excuse is always appreciated :P

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

LAST:

1. Drink: coffee ! 2. Phone call: if skype calls w my dnd group don’t count, then my Granny 3. Text message: “link fucking one hit disintegrated a teenage hill troll” 4. Song you listen to: the acoustic version of stay by zedd and alessia cara 5. Time you cried: i think last week ?

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: nah :/ 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: i’ve only kissed one person and Yes 8. Been cheated on: not that i kno of!  9. Lost someone special: Oh Yes 10. Been depressed: ur looking at it 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: i was getting there, but didn’t actually

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: blue, green, and peach!

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yep! 16. Fallen out of love: kinda 17. Laughed until you cried: probably 18. Found out someone was talking about you: Oh Yes 19. Met someone who changed you: yep 20. Found out who your friends are: ye 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: neop

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them ? 23. Do you have any pets: i have a bunch of plants, and that’s generally the same. i got a sansevieria, a peace lily, an ivy of some sort, a christmas cactus, aloe vera, and a couple small cacti and succulents 24. Do you want to change your name: nah, it’s a good one 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: i stayed home and ate birthday cheesecake, then that weekend i went to stay at my cousins ! wish i could’ve done more, but it was nice ^-^ 26. What time do you wake up: usually between 6-8 am, but during the summer i stay up way too late so i sleep in til like 9 or 10:30. my body physically cannot sleep in past 11 am, i do not kno y 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: playing dnd  28. Name something you can’t wait for: getting another tattoo sunday! 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: october 20th, 2015 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my sister is more supportive of me being gay 31. What are you listening to right now: i like me better by lauv ~ 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i had a best friend growing up whose dad is named tom, so at least him 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: not right now, but give me a day and my brother’s gonna eat me out of the house and i’m gonna b so pissed 34. Most visited website: it’s a blue shit show, take a fucking guess

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: nope 36. Mark/s: i got some freckles scattered kinda weirdly,  37. Childhood dream: i kept changing it growing up, but the big ones have been dog groomer, ornithologist, and opening a used bookstore in my hometown ! 38. Hair color: brown 39. Long or short hair: short short  40. Do you have a crush on someone: not really 41. What do you like about yourself: i’m a good friend i hear ? and i’m generally p strong and fit, and now that i’m part of a dnd campaign that gets into A Lot of things i’ve been writing lil fics for it and they’re p good i think! 42. Piercings: just my ears 43. Blood type: 0 neg!! i try to donate as often as i can 44. Nickname: rae and rach, nothing too creative :/ 45. Relationship status: single pringle 46. Zodiac: cancer ! 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show: i’m only a couple eps in rn, but brooklyn 99 ! i just don’t watch a lot of tv shows tbh

49. Tattoos: i have one on my foot of the asl “i love you” sign that my mom drew, then i’m getting one sunday of some flowers that have a lot of meaning to me on my side ! i don’t want more than that i think, besides adding a lil bee to the flowers later. just lil things that mean a lot to me and i can easily cover up 50. Right or left hand: right 51. Surgery: i almost had my appendix removed when they thought i had appendicitis, but the only actually surgery i had was when i had my wisdom teeth removed 52. Hair dyed in different color: rn the ends r a bit lighter than my natural color, but in general i’ve never dyed my hair too far from what it is naturally 53. Sport: rock climbing 55. Vacation: i wanna go to france one day :0 56. Pair of trainers: i have my blue running shoes i like a lot, and some off brand converses

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: nothing, tho i should  58. Drinking: ^ 59. I’m about to: get myself lunch and then write some even tho i should b working on stuff to sell on etsy shhhhhhhhhhh 61. Waiting for: the next time my dnd group can have a game ahhhh 62. Want: to finish painting and cleaning my room jfc kid get to work 63. Get married: IT WOULD B QUITE NICE TO HAVE A WIFE WHOMST I LOVE AND LOVES ME BACK MY DUDE  64. Career: either open my used bookstore, or actually use my computer science degree i’m working on to get a cool techie-something job

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: i defoo get more hugs which i love, but i think kisses from the right person would be Pretty Great 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: both r nice 68. Older or younger: in a relationship ? kind a more the same age i think 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: i’m such a lesbian for buff arms 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive 72. Hook up or relationship: relationshipppp 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: lil bit of troublemaker i guess, i’m too hesitant myself

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: nope 75. Drank hard liquor: yea 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: yep 77. Turned someone down: yepyep, guys only hit on me now that i kno i’m a lesbian apparently 78. Sex on the first date: i don’t think i’ve ever even had a proper date 79. Broken someone’s heart: not that i kno of !!! i hope not !!!!!!!! 80. Had your heart broken: not romantically  81. Been arrested: nopppe 82. Cried when someone died: not at her funeral, but for sure 83. Fallen for a friend: ye

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: i think so 85. Miracles: sure 86. Love at first sight: not really 87. Santa Claus: nah 88. Kiss on the first date: it happens whether i believe in it or not, but would i do it ? if it’s a good date then Sure  

OTHER:

90. Current best friend name: lucy :0 91. Eye color: bluee 92. Favorite movie: i haven’t seen it yet, but i know, in my heart, it’s wonder woman

NOW, TAG 20 PEOPLE: i taggggg [insert ur name here if u wanna do it!]

[yeol-mints]

First time to do a tag game!

I was tagged by @kyungminie​ to do this tag! Thank you for tagging me, it’s my first doing this tagging thing actually c: 

Tagging some new people, let’s be friends! : @hoshipabo​ @lovesjjks​ @softy-boi​ @glitterpinkunicornworld-blog​ @hideouslyadorkable @ondk17

And anyone else who would like to do this! Tell me if don’t like to be tag, sorry!

THE LAST…

1.Drink: Iced tea 2.Phone call: My roommate 3.Text message: “i’m sorry.” 4.Song you listened to: All I Wanna Do - Jay Park 5.Time you cried: Not remember..

HAVE YOU EVER… 6.Dated someone twice: No 7. Been Cheated on: No  8.Kissed someone and regretted it: No 9.Lost someone special: yes 10.Been depressed: Recently 11.Gotten drunk and thrown up: I don’t drink

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: Black, White & Blue!

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 15.Made new friends: Yeah 16.Fallen out of love: No 17.Laughed until you cried: Yup, because my friend joke about something 18.Found out someone was talking about you: I guess yes, not remember 19.Met someone who changed you: Yup~ 20.Found out who your true friends are: I always keep my circle of friends small and really close with them. 21.Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Nope!

GENERAL… 22.How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Almost all of them but I rarely use facebook these days. 23.Do you have any pets: No ): But, I really want to have a cat! 24.Do you want to change your name: No~ 25.What did you do for your last birthday: There was deadline for an assignment so I’m mostly busy working on it. But, I got a surprise party at the night though from my friends! 26.What time did you wake up: About 13 hours ago? 27.What were you doing at midnight last night: Already asleep since I haven’t sleep for the last two days? :/ 28.Name something you cannot wait for : Holiday! I’m so tired with all of these assignments, I have to wait for May to end then it’s holiday for one month! Yay! Oh, also seventeen’s comeback ofc c: 29.When was the last time you saw your mother: This year’s january.. Currently attend college in diff city from my family ): 30.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I don’t really know.. I haven’t thought about it.. 31.What are you listening to right now: Healing - Seventeen 32.Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I guess I have 33.Something that is getting on your nerves: this neverending assignments, i hate them 34.Most visited website: Tumblr? and Yt? 35.Elementary: Yup? 36, High School: Yes? 37.College: Currently attend it.. It took most of my time;; 38.Hair color: Dark brown 39.Long or short hair: Short hair! I always cut it when it grows longer past my shoulder 40.Do you have a crush on someone: Hoshi? lmao. No~ My bf wouldn’t be happy if I had crush on someone lol 41.What do you like about yourself: Most of the time, I tend to think positively especially in negative situations? 42.Piercings: only my ears 43.Blood type: B! 44.Nickname: Chels, Cen, Panda 45.Relationship status: in a relationship 46.Zodiac sign: Aries 47.Pronouns: she/her

48.Favorite tv show: I rarely watch tv, so yeah.. Blame the college works.. 49.Tattoos: Nope 50.Right or left hand: Right~ 51.Surgery: Nope 52.Piercing: Other than my ears, no~ 54.Sport: I used to be in basketball team when I was in highschool but since I enter the uni the only sport I do is running lmao 55.Vacation: I actually want to visit Japan or maybe South Korea? Only because of the cherry blossoms! It looks pretty there c: 56.Pair of trainers: ?? 57.Eating: I prefer homemade foods because my mom’s cooking is soo good! But, I also like pizza 58.Drinking: I love milk! 59.I’m about to: Sleep! I have class tomorrow morning :( 61.Waiting for: the amount of my assignments decrease but it will never happen lol 62.Want: watch ofd ep 3, haven’t watch it 63.Get married: Later? When I finish college and work for about 2 years or more? 64.Career: Probably anything related to civil engineering 65.Hugs or kisses: Hugs! 66.Lips or eyes: Eyes! 67.Shorter or taller: Both are fine 68.Older or younger: Both are fine, as long as the gap not too much 70.Nice arms or nice stomach: um, doesn’t matter 71.Sensitive or loud: Both? 72.Hook up or relationship: Relationship~ 73.Troublemaker or hesitant: Both lol

HAVE YOU EVER… 74.Kissed a stranger?: No 75.Drank hard liquor? : I don’t drink lol 76.Lost glasses contact/lenses? : Yup, I became a mess because of that, can’t see clearly and had to depend on my friend lol 77.Turned someone down?: Yes 78.Sex on first date?: No way 79.Broken someone’s heart?: I dunno, I hope not 80.Had your heart broken?: um, no 81.Been arrested?: No 82.Cried when someone died?: Yes 83.Fallen for a friend?: Yes, with my current bf actually

DO YOU BELIEVE IN….

84.Yourself?: Ofc~ 85.Miracles?: Not really 86.Love at first sight?: Not really 87.Santa Claus?: No 88.Kiss on the first date?: lol no, because i don’t do that on my first date 89.Angels?: Maybe?

OTHER…. 90.Current best friend’s name: can’t say it.. 91.Eye color: Brwnn 92. Favourite movie: How to train your dragon?

[tsukimi-chan]

92 Truths

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag!

tagged by: @hinatas-smile ❤ thanksss

LAST… [1] drink:  Ribena [2] phone call: Younger brother [3] text message: Mum [4] song you listened to: Florence + The Machine - Breath Of Life [5] time you cried: Uuhhhhh sometime last week 

HAVE YOU EVER… [6] dated someone twice: No [7] been cheated on: Nah [8] kissed someone and regretted it: Nopeee [9] lost someone special: No [10] been depressed: Still am bruh [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: Ew no, but I have been drunk once ;;

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] Purple [13] Blue [14] Pastel Pink

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: I’d like to think so (I make friends online heh) [16] fallen out of love: Never was in love lmao [17] laughed until you cried: Definitely  [18] found out someone was talking about you: Yeee [19] met someone who changed you: Everyone has influence on me so yeah [20] found out who your true friends are: Yup [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: Family???? lmao

GENERAL… [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: The majority, except three friends from tumblr :D  [23] do you have any pets: Uh well being in temp accommodation we’re not allowed pets, so my aunt/cousins are looking after our dog, but pretty sure we’ve lost him to them now lmao [24] do you want to change your name: Nah I like it [25] what did you do for your last birthday: Nothing [26] what time did you wake up: Uh 7am then 12pm [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Playing a game on my phone [28] name something you cannot wait for: Tomorrow, it’s ma’s birthday [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: Just now, she pocked her head round the corner saying she’s going out in a sec [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Hmm I wanna say how anxious I am so then I could work finally but lmao I’m working on it [31] what are you listening to right now: The tap of my laptop keys pad hah [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: Ye [33] something that is getting on your nerves: Everything when Im hormonal  [34] most visited website: Tumblr, Youtube [35] elementary: Primary school was public [36] high school: Public [37] college: I dropped out due to depression / anxiety  [38] hair colour: Brown, purple and blue/grey [39] long or short hair: medium length, just a little past shoulders [40] do you have a crush on someone: No [41] what do you like about yourself? That I’m open-minded and easy to talk to?? i hope [42] piercings: Well, lobes? sorta,one cartilage and my tongue, defo want more [44] nickname: Kay [45] relationship status: Single [46] zodiac sign: Aquarius [47] pronouns: She/her but I really don’t mind/care [48] fav tv show: Criminal Minds, and documentaries like the Zoo ones, 24 hours in A&E,  [49] tattoos: THREE WOOO already planned my next one, first was a little semi-colon (mental health awareness) and then the other two are my 21st presents  [50] right or left handed: Righty

FIRST… [51] surgery: A tooth removal when I was lil [52] piercing: The lobes [53] best friend: Samantha  [54] sport: LMAO YOU having a giggle [55] vacation: Uh lanzarote when i was 2? So i dont remember  [56] pair of trainers: no idea

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: Nothing, waiting for mac and cheese to be cooked for dinner [58] drinking: Ribena [59] i’m about to: Watch another ep of a drama, i think [60] listening to: The onion and bacon fry [61] waiting for: Nothing? [63] get married: Not right now and it’s not something I’ve ever considered, [64] career: NO CLUE, though I’m perusing something in the health and social care environment 

WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: Hugs [66] lips or eyes: Eyes [67] shorter or taller: Both  [68] older or younger: Older but I really don’t mind [70] nice arms or nice stomach: Arms [71] sensitive or loud: Sensitive [72] hook up or relationship: Relationship [73] troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? Nope [75] drank hard liquor? No [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? Yea [77] turned someone down: Yes [78] sex on first date? PAHAHAHA NO wtf is a date [79] broken someone’s heart? nah, not that i know of anyway [80] had your own heart broken? Yeah, when I burnt my cookies [81] been arrested? No [82] cried when someone died? No [83] fallen for a friend? Nahhhh, not yet? :’)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? Depends [85] miracles?  Sometimes [86] love at first sight? Appearances ye sure, I’m like DAMN LOOK AT THEM I LOVE THEM [87] santa claus? No [88] kiss on the first date? Why not? if the mood is right ~*~* [89] angels? Yup

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: If you are a friend you are a best friend, pretty muich, but uh Abi? if i have to pick one BUT JITSKE HAS MY HEART LMAO [91] eye colour: They’re all gorgeous [92] favourite movie: idk there’s too many, probably disney, mulan or something

I TAG uh: @tsukki-monster, @kuroo-tetsu, @wonderfulcatman, @floresmortales, @pocket-merlin, @k-vxx, @melodramatize @roady and any who want to?  also remember you guys don’t have to do this, it’s not compulsory