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alright! I feel absolutely insane for this but I'm officially going to comic con Montreal next month to meet Jamie!!!! wtf I’m gonna PUKE!!!!!!!!!! I’m gonna EXPLODE!!!!!! I gotta plan an outfit and I gotta plan what I want to give him!!!!!! omg I have to plan what I want him to write so I can get a tattoo!!! THERE IS SO MUCH TO PLAN
I hope the photo and autograph prices aren't like stupidly crazy 😅
#it was actually cheaper in USD lol#I cannot believe I’m doing this#like sure I paid a bunch of money to go see Ethel Cain in NYC but like… I’m paying money to go meet Jamie for maybe 5 mins total#but also I’ve never been to Canada and I’m going by myself so 🤪🤘
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Well.
I’ve just absolutely outlined yet another GGLAM AU via text with @isingonly4myangel
The AU?
GGLAM Sapphic theatrical production of Dial M for Murder. (This may or may not be influenced by a sapphic production of this I saw two months ago. I have no regrets)
Y’all can all blame (see: thank) her for this.
#I cannot believe I’m doing this#I have been fighting this off for WEEKS#but the text outline exists now so now I have literally no excuse#damn I miss that production#gglam#phoebe d'ysquith#belladonnasandroses#fanfiction#my writing#sibella hallward#monty navarro
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Just added up the total for words in fics I’ve read this month and I can no longer visually recognize numbers
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Don’t mind me, just reading up on knife play at 7pm on a random Thursday for reasons that may or may not be related to this Pavi fic that has possessed me.
I suppose this will count as my one and only kinktober offering….
To my Pavi moots (you know who you are): please try not to die.
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getting back into the untamed and i had a thought. / follow for more yllz babygirlism
#i saw someone a while ago talking about how wwx always has good intentions….#his personal road to hell was paved with good intentions yes but i’m not sure where making a guy eat his own legs fits#it is so funny to me how the tiger tally/yin iron influences wei wuxian differently in each adaptation#i remember making a sliding scale of how ‘culpable’ wwx is from adaptation to adaptation#based on how they portray the mental effects of the iron#but for the life of me i cannot find it :(#wwx really said ‘if i had a cursed amulet i simply wouldnt be corrupted🙄🙄’#that’s basically what he tells lan zhan in this episode…. if necromancy was having ill effects i would notice#and you know. at this point he is lying about everything. but i do wonder how much he actually believes that ����️👁️#how much of his mind is resigned to doing whatever needs to be done to exact revenge regardless of harm to himself#and how much genuinely believes that he’s smart and competent enough to make it through whole#the answer of course is BOTH!! bisexual pride#mdzs#art#mdzs spoilers#wei wuxian#lan wangji#wangxian#mo dao zu shi#grandmaster of demonic arts#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#my art#the grandmaster of diabolism#cql#the untamed#魔道祖师#陈情令#mdzs meme#doodle#lmao
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Sponsors as The Devil:
This card represents being seduced by the material world and physical pleasures. Also living in fear, domination and bondage, being caged by an overabundance of luxury, discretion should be used in personal and business matters.
Ravage, violence, vehemence, extraordinary efforts, force, fatality; that which is predestined but is not for this reason evil


Tag list: @st-leclerc @rubywingsracing @saviour-of-lord @three-days-time @the-wall-is-my-goal @albonoooo @ch3rubd0lls @brawngp2009
#LOL#boring conceptually fire as a drawing? maybe#this was originally the fia and then I thought that was potentially problematic LOL#and then it was money but that so BORING#and also ?? how do u draw that#I can’t believe this is the one and only time I draw sponsors#I’m in hell it was terrible ppl who draw them are so strong#this is a tumblr exclusive I cannot post this anywhere else 😭#I think it’s self explanatory but obviously being caged by luxury and money like how the fia is trying to make f1 more sponsor friendly#by reducing swearing#also a lot of the sponsors are… ethically questionable#chose Ferrari bc the hp logo on this team is a sin#McLaren bc I can’t stop thinking about the vape sponsor LOL just interesting… picks. I don’t trust u zak brown#would’ve added redbull/kick but that would’ve fucked the composition color wise#f1#formula 1#f1 fanart#f1 art#annie’s art#formulanni#formula one fanart#the devil#f1 tarot
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tix are purchased. official tentative count is 7. hoping to make it 9-10 after the 2025 US tour announcement
sigh… seeing my favorite band 5 times is not enough. time to make it 7-9
#going to london#to see#los campesinos!#i’m so excited#i cannot believe i’m doing this#two night stand#vivposting#viv's now playing:#all your kayfabe friends
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different.
#can’t help but recognize how kieran is a fantastic unspoken representation of autism#i see a lot of myself in him and the way that he is so isolated and lonely and yet cannot help but perform and find solace in his daily#routines is so heartbreaking in its own way to me. like no matter what you do or where you are you have no choice but to be yourself and fun#nction the only way you know how and it will never not be vastly different from everyone else. and when you’re surrounded by people who DONT#like you and will not accommodate and are not at all willing or curious in understanding WHY you are the way you are you’re left to just ….#live in your own head forever. i’m certain kieran thinks many wonderous things and sees the world in a beautiful light and i know this becau#se i am autistic myself and because of that i see the world in colours that neurotypical people will never comprehend but we’re never allowe#d to see the world through kieran’s eyes. we are never allowed to see where his heart rests or the poetry he waxes or what he believes or wh#at his triggers are or what’s a stim and what’s just habit or anything. anything. the breeze sounds different to him and he can hear birds f#or miles and the sun makes every hair on his arms tingle and that’s why he wears layers everywhere and every green he sees sings a beautiful#song to him and yet we’ll never know. because he is too different even for the van der linde gang. he is incomprehensible to them and he doe#s all of his 4/5 daily tasks over and over and over again and while he would always do them and will always do them because they are innate#to him no one will ever know just what they mean to him. no one will ever know that kieran duffy can distinguish the horses behind him by th#eir breathing cadences behind him as he scrubs the spare saddle with the sun high above his head and he can know when something is wrong bec#ause he can hear it. no one will ever know that he CAN read but the only thing he’s interested in is books about wildlife and horses and fis#h in particular and no one will ever know because he knows no one will ever understand or even care and if they do they’ll be sure to make#it a point to tell him how DIFFERENT he is. and realistically even if the vdl’s DID come around to liking him he STILL would NEVER be unders#tood. i know for certain he would always be described as odd and despite its new affectionate approach he would still be the odd one out wit#h his daily routines and his texture preferences and his inability to make eye contact and his erratic seemingly random triggers and his#anxiety that seems to have a mind of its own. no one would ever know how bright the tree leaves are in his eyes or how every horse smells di#fferent or why sometimes it’s more fun to reel his rod in over and over instead of actually catching a fish. he will always be …. different.#sorry. novel moment. he means a lot to me.#i’m not super happy with how he looks in these but i’m just trying to draw more :’) i always say that but i always mean it too#also if my novel makes no sense then just ignore it. it’s late and my head hurts. i tend to get tangential#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#image#art#hero draws sometimes
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man people really hate that orym still gets sad about his husband and father being murdered huh
not only is healing not linear and one’s progress shouldn’t be compared to someone else’s, but orym is actively in a situation that is bringing up that trauma and grief again and again, and you just want him to ignore that? to never talk about it??
like, I’ve been really stressed out lately in a way that’s bringing up a lot of old, tough memories and just a *smell* started to trigger a spiral, but you want orym to be perfectly reasonable when he’s dealing with the organization that killed his family, friends, and coworkers???
I also think that some of you just don’t like that Liam’s narration style utilizes a lot of imagery and parallels, because I’ve seen takes that are like ‘liam narrating orym being reminded of laudna’s past as she plays with her puppets shows that he doesn’t view laudna as a full person’ and ‘orym telling laudna that she has more love than delilah and that she deserves to live outside of delilah’s shadow means that he is incapable of viewing her beyond her history with delilah’—and with the latter take specifically: literally no? what? the whole recent arc has been laudna struggling to do that herself? how is orym trying to combat that view reinforcing it?
marisha frequently evokes delilah imagery in her narration of laudna and we all agree that it rules, so why is it suddenly Problematic that orym also thinks about these parallels? hot take I guess but I think it’s cool actually that liam pays attention to how his friend describes her character and has his own character engage with it.
#I think liam’s narration is great for orym bc he’s a quiet character but if that’s not your thing cool!#but like don’t you see what he’s trying to do on a technical level?#he’s not pointing it out bc orym hates it he’s pointing it out bc he’s signaling how orym notices and remembers and cares#the stress may not be helping my impulse control 😬#but also I cannot believe that people are still taking orym in such bad faith 100+ episodes in and I’m tiiirrrred#eve talks#critical role#orym of the air ashari
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jerejean actually means so much to me like.. they both see things in the other person that they refuse to see in themselves..
#DO YOU CATCH MY DRIFT#like jean believing his isn’t capable of not being a problem and#the jeremy sees#HIS KIND HEART#and jeremy blaming himself for noah etc etc#but jean seeing that he is GOOD#“not your capacity for unkindness” and all that#and jean believing that he cannot be loved#(and dare I say jeremy loving him)#and also catlaila#“you’re our friend and we love you” JEUWHSJ#and also#they hold each other accountable#“do not backslide jeremy”#“they are not your partners “#GULP#and then jeremy being like#“you didn’t deserve that “#FUXK WHAT I DEsever WHAT ANBOIT WJAG I WANT#THEY BOTH SEE THE GOOD IN EACH OTHER EVEN IF THEY DON’T SEE IT IN THEMSELVES#omg#so sorry I just finished studying for like 5 hours I’m going kind of insane if you can’t tell#tgr#the golden raven#tgr spoilers#jerejean#jean moreau#jeremy knox#aftg#the sunshine court
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this is your daily reminder that a collab with a luxury brand around the historicals is NOT the same as reviving the historical line
#*screaaaaaaams*#cannot believe i just made a post about them being a luxury nostalgia brand. and now this#(also i do think some of the items are cute! that’s not what i’m criticizing here)#agblr#american girl#american girl doll#ag#ag crit#from my slate
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who remembers when homin were in a church in Spain and got into an argument so bad that Changmin ran out of the church and went back to the hotel alone. And then Yunho didn’t come back to their room so Changmin sat in the shower fully clothed and thought about how he regretted flirting with girls the whole trip and not spending enough time with Yunho. And then he called Yunho begging for him to come back and he did. And then they solo tripped in Spain without any staff for two extra days alone. Who remembers. I remember.
#they literally have NEVER been normal about each other#what were they even doing in the early 2010s#I want to say this was 2013 but I could be wrong#definitely 2011-2013#there’s a post about this on this website somewhere but I can’t find it#if ANYONE finds it please PLEASE send it to me#it’s from an old photobook i believe#maybe el sol? but that was 2011 and I’m p sure this happened in 2013#this is homin history we cannot lose old texts#homin#TVXQ
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“Are you two DRUNK right now??”
#not enough midnight burger fanart out there so I’m doing my part- here are my favorite idiots#not platonic not romantic but a secret third thing#midnight burger#caspar midnight burger#ava midnight burger#ava maddox#midnight burger podcast#Caspar x ava#podcasts#audio drama#fanart#caspava#they are giggly drunks who enable each other’s idiocy#i absolutely cannot get enough of them#Ava gets really touchy and Caspars that guy who’ll be like ‘does anyone dare me to do *inset stupid thing*#and everyone else is like ‘dude nobody’s daring you to do anything’ and he’s like ‘wow I can’t believe you guys are making me do this’#ava wears glasses but they’re in her pocket or somethin idk I didn’t want to draw them#pose is referenced from mellon_soup cause I could not for the life of me draw correct anatomy tonight#and I needed to get this drawing out of my brain and on to paper STAT#I have GOT to stop drawing the knuckles on the hands#it looks fucking terrible and yet I keep doing it it’s like a curse#artists on tumblr#traditonal art#sketch#art#drawing#my art#we open at six#my stupid aro ass when I realized that they’re probably meant to be romantic in the show: 👁️👄👁️#<<that’s me coming out btw 🤪 thx for reading the tag ramble
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while isha was very much a cutesy character that helped soften some of the harsh moments of season 2, i ultimately feel that her existence was unnecessary.
the moment she appeared onscreen and immediately tagged along with jinx, i got the sense that she was incredibly hamfisted into the plot for the purpose of eventually making jinx Suffer More. the progression of their relationship (which i understand happened over a timeskip, but seriously that timeskip is doing too much heavy lifting -- a problem in its own) from "annoying kid following me around" to "new little sister" isn't elegantly alluded to, it's constantly made extremely obvious. and just to make sure we get the point, riot puts the final nail into that narrative coffin by having jinx literally say aloud that isha is a basically a younger version of powder and paints her hair blue. and then two episodes later, she's gone. just to give jinx yet another reason to go insane, which she doesn't really need.
isha has literally no dialogue. she serves to remind the audience of jinx's past, minus the trauma. it's easy and expected to project a young powder onto every scene she's in, which is just a waste of a new character. but even before the direct isha/powder comparison, jinx declares that she's discarded that persona, that "jinx" is no more. somehow, isha's mere presence even calms down jinx's psychosis to the point that she has a mild break for presumably the first time in a while only after isha is taken away, which just feels extremely lazy and gratuitous -- like the big bad Insanity is just a convenient lever to pull when the plot needs more tension and drama, rather than something that jinx has suffered from her whole life, and which silco's death amplified to the max.
all of the interesting plotlines i was looking forward to, like caitlyn's spiral into vengeance and fascism, jinx's rage and grief and psychosis causing chaos, vi and caitlyn either reconciling or being unable to in the end... it all just feels like it was brushed aside. jinx, after firing a rocket that killed half the piltover council, decides she just won't fight piltover anymore; caitlyn, who's grateful for ambessa's support and guidance in her crackdown on zaun, suddenly turns on her to aid vi; vi, forgetting her life-threatening feud with jinx, abruptly remembers they indeed are sisters who shared a life. so many conflicts conveniently resolved in seconds, when they should've taken at least a few minutes to untangle -- all because we needed so much time devoted to isha and jinx's relationship.
don't get me wrong, i LOVE the emotional moments that have been present so far. i think they do still hit, but their beauty is definitely muted because the pacing is a complete disaster. it was really difficult to enjoy isha having a bug battle with jinx when 1. i didn't even really recognize that jinx and 2. i was constantly thinking about what the other characters were doing. with how many plotlines need to be wrapped up before the finale (zaun's independence, the black rose vs. the medarda clan, mel's supposed magehood, etc.), i'm really not confident that we'll get a satisfying ending, and honestly i wouldn't have minded not having isha in the plot at all if it meant we could get a more coherent and less rushed overarching storyline.
#arcane isha#arcane#insights#arcane spoilers#sigh... and i really truly believed arcane would go the route of the legendary entirely faithful and high-quality game-to-tv adaptation#who knows? maybe i'm just an asshole for not being completely enamored with isha#but i really did not feel like her presence was organic#we don't need her to see what jinx as a normal adult could have been because we already KNOW she had that path closed off to her years ago#and she already had more than enough to propel her chaotic fury and madness after season 1#so now that most of season 2 has NOT been about her waging war on piltover... i do feel rather disappointed#despite the eternal beauty of the animation and the worldbuilding and the music... season 2 cannot hold a candle to season 1#i’m conflicted because she was honestly adorable and her moments were cute but i would take finished storylines over her any day
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In defense of Sejanus Plinth part 2 cause I’m still seeing TERRIBLE takes.
I am convinced (and this is my OPINION but I will try to back it up with relevant info from the books) that Sejanus could not have “done a lot of good” if he stayed in the Capitol and used his “privilege” to end the games like Plutarch did.
Reason one: Our wonderful president of Panem is literally famous for poisoning people. The games are Coriolanus Snow’s claim to fame, his means of control. He NEEDS the games. If Sejanus stayed in the Capitol and gave one INKLING that he was going to threaten the Games’ sanctity Coriolanus. Would. Poison. Him. Like literally immediately.
Reason two: Yes the Plinths have money. Spoiler, so do most in the Capitol. Many of Coriolanus’s classmates are equal in wealth to Sejanus’s family (aka the Heavensbees, Cranes, and Creeds). The only reason Coriolanus hates specifically the Plinths for their wealth is because they are DISTRICT. In Coriolanus’s eyes they do not DESERVE their wealth because of where they came from. Yeah, Sejanus never starved like Coriolanus did. He was not really that privileged though. In the books, he lived in an apartment that was NOT ON THE CORSO that looked unimpressive from the outside, suggesting that the Plinths would never have the real status of a born Capitol citizen. Sejanus and the rest of the Plinths were and always will be outcasted because of their origin. That doesn’t sound like privilege to me. Doesn’t sound like something he could use for a lot of good.
Number three (the most important) reason: That is not the POINT of his character. Sejanus is kind and he speaks his mind and he cannot look past atrocity. Plutarch did a lot of good, yes, but he did some TERRIBLE shit to get to that end. Sejanus COULDN’T do that. He would not have the heart. He was too good for a world like Panem, the point is that his kindness cannot exist in a world like that, it will be snuffed out.
Anyway, sorry for the rant but like… yes, morally grey characters like Plutarch are cool and interesting to read about. But I feel like there’s this obsession with conniving characters and they’re starting to be seen as the only GOOD characters because people love to insert their own beliefs or methods onto literature. Sejanus is a wholeheartedly good person and not under any circumstance morally grey. If that makes him boring, fine. But like, don’t say “oh he should have done (insert thing so incredibly out of character it’s insane) instead!” when it makes no sense and completely disregards the point of his character.
#sejanus plinth#coriolanus snow#tbosas#I’m seeing so many bad takes I cannot take it#Cannot believe SEJANUS PLINTH has antis#what do you MEAN
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Alright fuck it, here’s how I think the Batfam vote in the 2025 Sanrio Character Ranking.
Bruce: Bad Badtz-Maru

Alfred: Tuxedosam

Dick: Aggretsuko

Barbara: Hangyodon

Jason: Kuromi

Tim: Hanamaruobake

Steph: Gudetama

Cass: Pompompurin

Damian: Kabukinyantaro

Duke: Sweetcoron

#Bruce: this is stupid i can’t believe you’re making me do this *scrolls directly to bad badtzmaru*#I’m not pulling any similarities between the characters here this is just how I feel they would vote#I cannot justify these answers but I am correct#I was tempted to let Cass vote for Cinamaroll but I couldn’t bring myself to do it#I have more I just couldn’t do all the pictures in one post one sec#batfam#dcu#batman#bruce wayne#jason todd#tim drake#dick grayson#barbara gordon#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#damian wayne#duke thomas#alfred pennyworth#hello kitty#Sanrio#long post
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