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no way me too these past three days i’ve been thinking ahead about a lot of things and i am scared

visiting family is always nice!! i hope you have fun <33

HI TUMBLR JUUST SAID I DONT FOLLOW YOU IDK HOW THAT HAPOENED

SOOO SICK & TWISTED OF TUMBLR TO TRY TO RIP US APART

but also HI ray how are you ??

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school wants to kill both of us doesn’t it 😮‍💨

the sweatshirt thing is SO REAL i have this orange shirt and whenever i wear it i’m like “i’m literally neil omg”

i really need to get up and do my work but i’ve been laying in bed procrastinating for the last half hour 😭😭 i think I should probably go do it now

thank you!! i hope school gets better for you also <33

hiii ray i just saw you in my notes, how are you? i haven't heard much from you in a while

helloooo tessa yeah i feel like I haven’t talked to you in forever 😭 i’ve been on and off of here mostly because i’m busy with exams right now and life is just generally chaotic, but other than that it’s been pretty good! this four day weekend has been great and very needed lol.

how about you??

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hiii ray i just saw you in my notes, how are you? i haven't heard much from you in a while

helloooo tessa yeah i feel like I haven’t talked to you in forever 😭 i’ve been on and off of here mostly because i’m busy with exams right now and life is just generally chaotic, but other than that it’s been pretty good! this four day weekend has been great and very needed lol.

how about you??

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they could NEVER 😌

HI MADI! I’ve been pretty good (aside from exams) how about you??

I have four days off of school this weekend it is honestly such a blessing it is healing me

HI TUMBLR JUUST SAID I DONT FOLLOW YOU IDK HOW THAT HAPOENED

SOOO SICK & TWISTED OF TUMBLR TO TRY TO RIP US APART

but also HI ray how are you ??

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POV: Jeremy Knox just said he’s going to lawschool

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in retrospect it's so funny that trc was set during like 2011-13. Were aglionby boys doing swag aesthetic selfies while Adam was sacrificing himself to a sentient forest

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I think about this every day. btw.

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Shoutout to my favourite bitch Adam Parrish

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it was only Adam, lonesome Adam

All I've Ever Known - Hadestown, Anaïs Mitchell/ Sputnik Sweetheart - Haruki Murakami/ Blue Lily, Lily Blue - Maggie Stiefvater/ Homecoming - Green Day/ Seek You: A Journey Through American Loneliness - Kristen Radtke/ Virginia Woolf/ Anna Haifisch/ Life - J Dilla/ Jenny Slate/ Postcolonial Love Poem - Natalie Diaz/ Hanif Abdurraqib/ To Die For - Carol Lee/ The Lonely City: Adventures in the Art of Being Alone - Olivia Laing/ Nobody - Mitski

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i know it still hurts that you’ll never get an apology from them. so i’ll be the one to apologize to you. i’m sorry they didn’t value your kindness. i’m sorry you feel embarrassed and ashamed. i’m sorry people lie. i’m sorry someone preyed on your vulnerabilities. i’m sorry they tainted the concept of love for you. i’m sorry they didn’t respect your boundaries. i’m sorry you kept quiet just to keep the peace. i’m sorry you feel used. i’m sorry for all of it.

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and if i said. kevjean.

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hello aftg tumblr will you accept my humble offering

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❗️❗️PLEASE READ❗️❗️

Yesterday I came across this account “young9aa” on TikTok and found that they have reposted my art without credit (and without consent) as well as removing my watermark. It’s one thing to repost art (I know I can’t avoid that) but i deliberately made my watermark big and obvious so even if no credit was given you would know who the artwork rightfully belongs to. This person has actively removed my watermark and taken the credits from me.

it would really mean a lot to me if you could reblog and share this and comment on their page to ask them to remove my work♥️♥️♥️

I have reported them but unfortunately the company said there is nothing to be done.

Thanks! Have a lovely day xx

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also, absolutely nobody in this series makes me laugh as much as gansey does. So here’s my non exhaustive gansey hall of fame

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how has it been a year since tsc that is actually not real

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"You gave me a key and called it home."