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oneroomjestershow · 2 months ago

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#14 days with you #14dayswithyou #14dwy #14dwy elanor #okback to my enclosure 🍖#the first image's dialogue if from first day! everything else mybrain #actually there are sketches that are from april last year i failed her so much i coudln't get anything right but now i feel better #also my brain can't understand how her clothes work but its ok its ok WAIT i think i was just iluminated while writting thistag what was th #ill keep that in mind next time i draw her i hope i don't forget #i was given unlimited knowledge for a split second what do i do now who did this that was scary #ok im going back to being OCpilled havea nice day

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s4tj · 3 months ago

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#testing out clipstudio. sorry i dont like it. i cant find anything there #and i feel like younger version of myself who did everything in photoshop by hand #not knowing any instruments #im too tired to actually learn how to work in csp but right now i dont have anything else with me #so sticking to whatever instruments i have i guess #i miss my wife (my brushes and settings and filters)#sorry if it looks weird. im away from my pc and i only have a laptop with a really bad display and i can't see anything i do #my art #pokemon #reshiram

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imeriayapping · 6 months ago

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My god i just crave loscar fanfiction but my last resort that I'm holding into before starting is boyish, send help

#i read everything i possibly could enjoy that have logan in it #like literally not only loscar but I've gon through whole of “logan sargeant” tag on ao3 #i can name majority of ships that he is in frome my head right now #but I'm holding back before starting boyish bc 1 i hate unfinished works #2 i just know i will love it so I try to wait till it's so bad I can't find anything else (i think I'm already at this stage)#and only thing i have left is my own writing that i don't even want to reread #loscar #my biggest thank you possible to everyone who writes loscar fanfiction #didn't kms yet bc of y'all so that is something

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mewkwota · 2 months ago

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I'm still thinking about this old post and how Volnutt looks absolutely cute in that dress, which I hope you realize he's cosplaying again-- there's no way I could've designed something that pretty.

Anyways, hear me out, because Volnutt's position in being the Master's favorite Unit makes a lot of sense for this. So I chose Shinku's outfit out of the others also for that reason.

#and something about “you who the master loved” or something. so see? that totally-not-bias is there too so it Works.#y'know I'm still mad only because I can't draw regular roses #so how the heck am I expecting myself to draw the illusion of one with that dress? I failed you shinku #also. this thought became so much that I totally could imagine who else could be who. it's almost /too/ perfect ahah #but for now I just want to appreciate how cute volnutt looks in this no?#doodle-daas #rock volnutt #frills are so tricky but when you get them right it's so ~Pretty~#and yeah I had to super extend the skirt part because volnutt didn't shrink or anything it's supposed to fit him properly ^^;

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its-a-beautful-day · 5 months ago

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Updating my donation post as it's been a few months. I'm still struggling with being homeless and I recently lost my health insurance (yayy turning 26!)

I've applied for section 8 at a local large city but that can take time. I'm also in the months long process of applying for SNAP/medicaid. I've also applied for financial assistance through my work to help me as well but I'm unsure of the turn around time or how much they can assist me.

Currently with the cost of rent in my local area the best option might be for me to renovate a free mobile home. However I need to move it to a lot/mobile home park with hookups and that can cost alot of money. The current estimate I got is around $8,000.

This doesn't include the lot rent per month or the cost of fixing the mobile home. But I do get to own the trailer after and can sell it once I have my feet under me again and ready to move.

I've been looking into so many different options but I'm struggling with finding something in my budget. Current income restricted housing is at a 1 to 2 year wait list. Others require a $48 per person application before you get to even see the apartment (for a one bedroom no less)

I've already made so many sacrifices during this year including not perusing fighting to get my cat back. Unfortunately with the way I can't find housing there wasn't a hope I could find housing and have it allow pets.

I've anyone has suggestions for finding roomates (that's not Facebook) or housing please feel free to message me

I'm also doing donation doodles for any donation over $10, give me a suggestion or prompt when you donate otherwise you get a bug art lol

#star's art #artist on tumblr #my art #mutual fund #Homeless #fundraising #Donation doodles #Kofi #artist on kofi #Housing help #Currently homeless and disabled and I don't have insurance so Im missing my doctor appointment and running out of my ptsd medicine #I'm working two jobs right now as best as I can #But I'm so tired and I just want to finally have a home #I miss my craftroom #I miss having my own personal space #I miss my garden #My cat #Oh ginger I miss you so much #You don't know why I left and never came back #I'm sorry I can't get you #I'm sorry he won #I didn't even get to go to pride this year cause it was fucking sold out and I was hoping to connect with the booths that would help me #I'm so so tired #I've been struggling for so long now #Average rent here is $800 for a one bedroom and over a $1000 for anything else #I've been priced out of where I've been living for over 13 years #And it's not like I can just get random roommates im fucking transgender like that's literally dangerous #I'm disabled and transgender and homeless with ptsd and I'm so tired #Universal basic income when

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mokeonn · 4 months ago

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I think something that is REALLY fun about having a small animal that needs to live in a habitat is making it a hobby to try to make the best possible habitat for them. Like there's nothing more fun than planning and executing different ways create paradise for an animal with a brain no larger than a peanut.

#simon says #currently I'm TRYING to work on moving out so I can't really afford to upgrade my Hamster's tank just yet #but since it's a size 20 tall I got for free there's a lot of wasted vertical space i want to utilize #so im currently plotting making a little platform for her to climb on that has some toys or hides for her #I've honestly been looking at some of the reptile tanks at my store because some of them LOOK like hamster heaven #but I'll have to do a lot more research before I do that #also I will probably never post the hamster tank here until I upgrade it because small pet people are... something else #like i understand that when it comes to small pets like reptiles/small mammals/fish there's a lot of misinformation about proper care #but people get very hostile if your set-up is anything less than Ideal #like currently my tank is just adequate #it does it's job and my hamster is happy and healthy #but because it is not ideal (bigger and fancier) I will likely face backlash #like I know a 20 gal tall is NOT the perfect tank size and shape #and even just going from a 20 tall to a 20 wide would be a huge improvement #but I do not have the money to buy a new tank right now #so i must make do and improve what I have until I have the ability to upgrade #i really do want to make a little hamster paradise for her tho #i love my lil silly beans. she deserves a 100 gallon paradise in my mind #but alas. we must make do with what we have

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which-qsmp-egg-would · 7 months ago

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Today's the day we finally move to the new house! It's been a rough journey and a very stressful one, but I'm happy to see it's almost over <3 Our cats are... less than pleased with us lol.

Taking a hiatus has been a huge help, and I'm so glad that many of you have stuck around! Doing Poll's Egg Playdate has been very fun and I hope it continues further! I'm not going off of hiatus just yet; I plan to make my grand return on JUNE 1ST, with the (very short) April recap posting on June 8th.

All of this is to say:

If anyone has poll ideas, requests for accessibility, formating changes, or just any ideas, my inbox is wide open!

I can't wait to come back and make polls again ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

#qsmp #not a poll #I'm trying not to make huge plans because it's just me working here #but I really do want to make things better!#maybe I can squeeze something in for pride month when I come back? I don't have any good ideas right now though #I can't think of anything else to say here #but I plan to start stocking up my queue so I have less to worry about in june #I'm hoping we don't get a new egg until then because I won't be able to edit any of those polls #The problem I'm having with nacho is bad enough #I think Nacho will just have to be in the 'other/combo' option #okay I think I'm done just throw questions into my inbox and I'll answer them as best as I can #although if I ignore any its because I don't have a good answer

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didnt-hear-idsb-live-again · 14 days ago

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#my Florida shirt just got taken down from Etsy for no fucking reason #Taylor's team just CHUCKED the book at me and fucking LIED in their report to Etsy about it #said I infringed on their trademarks for Lover 1989 and Reputation in their report #and I used.... NONE OF THOSE THINGS. NOT ONE.#that shirt has (obviously) nothing to do with any of those albums even #not in the metadata not in the tags not in the SEO nothing #and since it had no tags of those things it didn't pop up in a sweep and get auto-taken down. it was targeted by them & they manually did i #that design is SO by the book legally and bc of how successful it is I've worked VERY hard to make it that way. even in the SEO #and I mean everything in my shop I go out of my way to make legal but #like that is probably the most actually black and white legal piece of fan merch I've ever seen in my fucking life #but I can't fight back because if I fight back.. if they want it down the next option is prove to Etsy that they're SUING ME #so like. yeah not trying to fuck around and find out there #and that is awful for multiple reasons.#1. I have lost like 90% of my income for the rest of the year. I've grown to rely on income from that shirt as I should bc IT'S FINE #2. it's about to be the holidays. this makes 1 worse and also - people will be searching for this shirt bc it's on ppls holiday wishlists #they now won't be able to find mine #and will therefore google it and buy one of the MILLION FUCKING STOLEN VERSIONS WHICH ARE STILL UP BY THE WAY #and 3. I can't even have these stolen versions taken down anymore because I don't have a leg to stand on since the real thing now doesn't-#exist to prove it's mine #I want to fucking throw up like idk how to do anything other than be sobbing in a fucking ball on the floor #like this is probably the 2nd worst thing that has happened to me in my life lmao #like this shirt was single-handedly paying my rent every month and I had other income but. that shirt was my cushioning #my whole Etsy shop is FUCKED without it like absolutely fucked it was carrying the whole entire thing #I'm scared to upload or DO anything else w my Etsy even because if they just made up lies to get that shirt down #then I am SURE they've got something against me or my shop #and like fucking WHY I work so hard to make everything FAIR AND RIGHT #I worked so fucking hard on that shirt that thing was like my child like my actual full pride and joy #I want to scream I don't even know what to do with myself #it feels like someone just shoved me into a room shut the lights off locked the door and threw away the key #that shirt has been like probably the proudest achievement of my life like no joke and everything I've put into it & my Etsy just got kille

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battywitch · 2 months ago

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I just can't believe that zero pain is the normal amount to be in

#i literally can not remember ever having no pain and it's entirely possible i have been in pain since before birth #usually it's just distracting and makes it so i can't do what i want/need to #but on worse days i can not stop thinking about the pain and i can barely get out of bed for food and such #i feel like such a lazy useless pile of steaming shit right now #i haven't even done anything particularly strenuous #like. sure i had a bad phase with migraines and not sleeping and then pmdd and menstrual hell and the hurricane #and mixed into that i might have pushed myself physically a few times #and if i were anyone else i would be advising the exhausted person to just let themselves rest a bit #but i can not stop thinking about everything that needs to be done #and how much worse other disabled people have it #and how my partner isn't able to rest because they're working overtime hurricane related shifts #and i can't get the voices of my family out of my head about how lazy disabled people are #(but then they'll also accuse people of faking disability if the disabled person pushes themselves)#i hate this and i hate myself and it's infuriating to keep trying to make myself more normal #but it doesn't work and i just keep ending up feeling even more exhausted when i try to start working out (yoga and squats and such)#if I'd had covid and was dealing with long covid I'd understand and maybe be more forgiving #but this started way before covid 19 (which i haven't had afaik) and only got worse after i had shingles #i am so angry and so sick of being exhausted all the time #... it's a bad fatigue and not great pain time and I'm emotional and so fucking frustrated

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spiritcc · 3 months ago

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at this point I don't even know if tag fragmentation in the general russian holmes space is worth addressing. a few years ago I successfully kept the ancient customs intact because I wrote a post so deranged and pretentious it displeased people into doing what I wanted but nowadays what's the point in making a grand return of being terminally online if yall kinda right

#history: in the ice age the soviet series were exclusively russian sherlock holmes #the 2013 show is about to appear under a surprisingly generic title of Sherlock Holmes that is also russian #the contemporaries can't come up with anything better than naming it the new russian holmes #it is a decade later #soon it will be 11 years of nrh being *new*#and russian sh keeps dying out in favour of soviet sh #tag fragmentation occurs where the historic russian sh name with almost 15 years of tumblr history gets shafted in favour of soviet sh #a relatively new tag nowhere near of the russian sh legacy #as someone who actually scrolled it all the way back to the very beginning and yes to the first posts of circa 2010/2011 #you can guess why I felt strongly about it since you are just creating an issue that never was and also making a false impression #of how sparsely populated soviet sh is while all this time it was just a secondary but also straight up unused tag #the same thing having two tags with totally different content bc of tag fragmentation is quite annoying #but it is now the modern age and idk if you can even go that deep into any tag anymore with how the search function doesn't work #and who could be wrong. russian sh Is soviet. nrh Is new. and nrh will never change and mix with the russian sh search forever.#plus what is the issue. russian sh gets one post a week and nrh gets one every half a year. the annoyance exists to me only.#do we assemble a council and grant both shows new unique tags and resolve the mistakes of our ancestors #while erasing 10+ years of history behind their current tags in the process thus basically wiping the fandom clean #or do we just live with it while occasionally shrugging at how this all happened #I thought and fought to keep it the way it was because adding to a search that goes back to 2010 is what it's all about o7 #but nowadays truly. everyone else is technically right. what's the point

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galaxywhump · 5 months ago

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It sucks that I don't really have a life right now, but I promise I'll come back properly once I'm done with the worst of the final stretch of my studies

#still working on my thesis cause i'm a chronic procrastinator #and doing anything else makes me feel guilty #i miss writing stories but i just can't right now #marti talks #uni stuff

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unproduciblesmackdown · 4 months ago

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no context no details "these days ppl can't Work Through Conflicts or they don't Try hard enough & this is why Communities are broken :(" how is it meaningfully different from "look at the divorce rates Today vs in the '50s :( everyone just throws marriages away. Women aren't having Kids everyone just throws Families away"

"oh these days people can think about their experiences as Trauma or Abuse simply if they Want to :( you can't even talk to anyone anymore, if you make them uncomfortable (through no fault of your own. they're too sensitive & i'm simply always Being Normal) they'll be crying victim :(" how is this meaningfully different from "ugh how can a man talk to a coworker woman anymore or even look at her. how can men try to flirt with and date women anymore :( everythinnng's misogyny ohh harassment assault oppression because you breathed in her direction :("

#i don't even value the No Context ''community'' as necessarily worthier than these Marriages & Nuclear Families #if preserving any group as a community means like ''this person doesn't want any contact w/this other person?#what Disposability Politics they're engaging in :( foregone conclusion they must 'forgive' to maintain community :)''#then what tf is this community trying to be. if it can be destroyed by the truth...if it must be maintained by kindly facilitating abuse...#even setting [abuse] aside like so do you think anyone Can't insist someone else can't have interpersonal access to them for any/no reason #if you think it's for No Good Reason then like. what Connection do you think you might succeed in reclaiming there?#z for zachariah book ending. no scenario where Anything should be ''preserved'' via authoritative enforcement (much of any other kind?)#now thinking of aplatonic people. the ''friendships'' i had where Someone decides we're friends now & i'm Mean for being like tf?#other Stock ''Friendly'' Activities that if someone initiates it's Mean to refuse. presumptions it's Unfriendly to not live up to or w/e tf #then multiple Friendships where someone's abusive. won't take No for a [i don't want to give you a shoulder massage] Will be demeaning #not meaningfully different from [ways romantic relationships are supposed to work] or [family] or [coworkers] or [classmates] orrrr #again like ''social skills'' is to neurodivergence as ''financial literacy'' is to impoverishment #''Just be normal'' like which people / what experiences / whose voices must be Excluded for a ''Just Being Normal :)'' situation #community MUST be good like uh must family? marriage? romance? love? friendship? What community. what family. etc #''ugh Everyone can call Everything trauma/abuse'' that's right. we can consider context always. ohh Everything's sexist now smhhh....#ohhh i can't even uncritically say words i always say with 0 sense of malice or harm w/o some rword crying Ableism #no not Literal rword haha. Gay As In So Stupice lol. you don't call rworded ppl rwords it's bad taste etc theoffice.png

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anotherpapercut · 1 year ago

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CORRECT THANK YOU FOR SHARING

#submission #I actually have seen this meme because someone sent it to my supervisor at some point and she showed it to all of us ajdbkajs #working with a bunch of gay autistic math nerds fucking rules lmfao y'all have no idea #one of my bosses is super into sci fi and is also a math teacher and puts star trek and firefly and buffy and hitchhikers guide etc etc #references in EVERYTHING he makes. I took a math class from him once and all of the test questions were about some fuckin show #whenever he runs meetings he asks us questions based on star trek usually. recently in a meeting he asked us to choose the best captain #I'm one of only like 3 people who watches all of this shit so I looove going to meetings when he runs them #bc he'll ask some fuckin question like who's the best star trek captain. and the 3 of us who knows what's going on will just start arguing #while everyone else looks around like what the fuck is going on right now (this one always gets the newbies)#my ALL TIME favorite Jake moment tho was when I was there one night and there were no students so we were all just hanging out #and Jake walks out of his office and he looks kind of annoyed. and he's a big dude like super tall and broad and loud as hell #so I can hear him like mumbling shit all annoyed and I'm like hey Jake what's up? you doin ok?#and he sighed and was like no. the schools internet filter started blocking my FAVORITE board game forum #and now when I have a thought I can't just look it up to see if anyone's said anything about it. and that's like ALL I do. it's so annoying #and I was like Jake maybe that's why they blocked it akddjkansbdjsdbebs #god I love that dude. and this barely mentions my other supervisor who is autistic and pansexual and married to a woman #and both of them foster several kids. Jake has like 10 fuckin kids or smth bc he was fostering a couple of kids and then he got married #and she already had children and then they had a baby together. idk he's got like a whole baseball team they're very cute

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ibrokeeverything · 1 year ago

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hELP

The gay pirates have taken over my brain. Like, I was already super excited for season two before today, but ever since the trailer came out, I'm completely incapable of thinking about anything else.

So now I'm stuck listening to because the night and rotating the babygirls in my head like a microwave

#i wanted to write tonight #but the part I'm at in the fic im working on right now is not even close to the mood im in now 😅#what can you do #anyway i already watched two episodes for my rewatch of the first season so i feel like i should call it for the night #but i can't make my brain focus on anything else #never underestimate the power of gay pirates #the absolute brainworms #im just rambling now because i don't know what to do #i should just read fanfic or something #i need to make an amv for because the night sometime #i just heard it for the first time in the trailer and im OBSESSED #anyway I'll actually post this and stop dumping my stream of consciousness into the tags 😅#our flag means death #ofmd #ofmd season 2

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running-in-the-dark · 4 months ago

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I've bought so many RH dolls in the past four weeks or so. it's. really disappointing and stressful and stupid and I hate myself, ngl.

#I did really well for a little while there #then I had a very bad couple of days and. I don't know. I don't get it. I guess that explains why I bought a couple that day.#but it just. hasn't stopped since then.#I'm actively working on stopping again now. like it shouldn't be hard right?? but I see them and it's like. oh this is the thing that I #love a lot right now. buying it makes me feel good. nothing else matters. money isn't real. just buy it. it's so pretty.#and it DOESN'T make me happy! of course it doesn't! I feel way too guilty about it!#but I can't do anything about it. I've tried thinking about selling some of my dolls and it legit makes me panic #like the thought alone is so scary that I can't even consider it really #which makes NO sense!#it's so embarrassing and I'm really ashamed and I hate myself #personal

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tardis--dreams · 1 month ago

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Me panicking because i have 9 missed calls and 5 emails talking about my absence and how "a colleague could take over for me" vs. Me knowing it's really not that important no matter how pushy a client is and that on top of it I'm underpaid and have way to much overtime so i shouldn't even care

#i have 14 hours overtime #collected within 2 weeks lol #you know how it's apparently mandatory for companies in germany to have a way track employees working time? yeah we're #the only company in the whole fucking country who doesn't do that (obviously that's not true there's probably plenty more but it's #still not right.) so we don't get paid overtime nor does it get acknowledged in any way #so technically we're not allowed to even it out (which most people try to do anyway because tf do they think they are asking us to work for #free) but I'm dedicated to not collect any more unpaid working hours so i take the liberty to leave work early this week #so today i left at 12pm (and then got home 4 hours later because another person decided to kill themselves by train. they should call me #first. or anyone else taking the train. I'm sure there'd be plenty of volunteers to do the killing if it means not another miserable day #stuck in a disgusting train). and i logged in again at 6pm today to see if i have anything important messages (stupid i know)#and i saw the missed calls and that there had been an email exchange with me in the cc talking about the 'changes' made in one of the #articles and that someone else could do that for me since i couldn't be reached and at first i felt ashamed and scared #but now it's honestly just pissing me off. that asshole can't write emails and communicate requests like normal people can he #he already called me last week about something completely stupid and acts like his matters are the most important shit in the world #fuck you if you can't wait one day you should have sent this a month earlier because i won't stay online everyday #just to see if there might be an 'important' change you want me to make Immediately. bitch.#also missed two calls from my colleague but she didn't send any messages about what she wanted so i asked her because i felt bad for not #being online and turns out she wanted Nothing. just hear how i was. JUST TEXT ME THEN???? I HATE IT HERE FUCK YOU #seriously i don't get paid enough for this to bother me so much. she probably gets 12-15€ more than me per hour #of course she doesn't care about her overtime as much as i do. i get minimum wage which is less than what I'd get if i still worked at uni #as a student assistant so fuck this shit it's really not important or worth it. from now on i'll only put in minimum effort too #sorry got carried away. rant over now i guess #void screams #work stuff

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