#i can't wait to get home already
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scientificbiosecurity · 9 months ago
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fuck I'm so overwhelmed rn I'm at PE class rn and I'm sitting out bc I don't feel well but bc of my trauma I had in the past I have to always look around and worry abt a ball smashing into my face and that makes me very stressed plus theres a bee flying nearby and I have a HUGE fear of insects
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radpool · 1 month ago
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I can't remember all the times I tried to tell myself
to hold on to these moments as they pass
- counting crows, a long december
detail below the cut (and wolverine angsty musings in the tags lol)
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grayeet · 4 months ago
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HAHA I CALLED IT WE'RE NOT GETTING SEASONS IT'S A FLORA/AMBIENT NATURE UPDATE YESS
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ruporas · 2 years ago
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cheers to the future of humanity (and the future of us)
[ID: Digital illustration in color of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun. The illustration takes place during the ship/home arc, specifically chapter 21. At the center, Vash is grabbing Wolfwood by the collar and pulls him into a kiss in the middle of a celebration. The pair is colored in vibrant warm hues while their surroundings are colored in cooler colors like green and teals. Luida, Brad, Meryl, and Milly are shown amongst the crowd, occupied in the celebrations as Vash and Wolfwood share a moment by themselves at the center. END ID]
#vashwood#trigun#trigun maximum#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#hospital yuri (explodeds) like any average vw enjoyer i will never get over that arc#specifically the scene where they heard the news of earth ships coming and did that little handshake they somehow conjured or#Had already. and then the entire ship had a party... meryl and milly started drinking immediately from joy and dragged vash and ww to get#wasted too and overall celebrate together. the chapter moves quickly just like how the hope was quickly withered out and died just hours#later when knives destroyed it. BUT IM JUST THINKING ABOUT IN THE MOMENT OF IT ALL bc in the same chapter#ww asks for a chance for tomorrow and then gets news of earth ships coming. in this same arc vash is thinking of all the things he needs to#resolve so his home doesn't get attacked so the people he love doesn't have to die and the humans he wants to protect gets to live.#i feel like deep down they both semi-recognize that it can't be this easy and regardless of earth ships coming- there's still a wait for#them to arrive and they have to hold out. and regardless ww still has a mission to follow through and vash knows knives would find out#but in that mood of celebration the entire ship brought in - they can at least let themselves relax for a moment and indulge#how they basically engaged with no violence for the few days they were on that ship coaxing them into domesticity... i feel like their#thoughts would wander to somewhere soft and all#allowing them to push aside the tiptoeing and tenseness and be sweet for a night#ruporas art
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vladdyissues · 6 months ago
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Everyone shut up, The Cure released their new album today
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I'm taking the day off
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teddybeartoji · 4 months ago
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killing my father he's irking me so badly
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sainz100 · 5 months ago
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2024 Las Vegas GP | x
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dizzydoyer · 9 days ago
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What if the person (You) chosen for the housing association was nonbinary and used they/them pronouns? Would their gender be respected by Home or would they be misgendered/have gender roles be forced upon them? Further, would Wally even consider applications with people identifying as such? Would he respect them, or be content with what Home decides is right? There were trans and gender nonconforming people in the 60s-70s, so it wasn't unheard of but considered rare.
It's a special kind of horror for sure, and something I could see Home in this au doing to someone to make them suffer (to clarify I myself am nonbinary and have a morbid fascination with such dynamics being explored).
Actually yes. Sex and gender would be very important. Originally, I was going to make this from a comic perspective of (You). Sort of from a first person view. I would make that person Wally's wife. But I'm probably going to have to change that. Just so I can include anyone, (especially you)
I need to make character sheets actually detailing these things.
This is going to be an especially heavy AU with very religious undertones. I sort of take Beta Wally and run with him. The idea here is almost forced conversion, and being made to accept yourself. Even if that isn't how you feel inside. This is supposed to be hell, and this specifically is about personal stagnation. You're encouraged to be you (the you, you were born/made by God as), even if it isn't who you want to be. It's a horror we all knew of in the 2000's, I grew up with a lot of stuff surrounding that.
Lot of Christian/Catholic undertones, even when the God we'll be dealing with is an Eldridge abomination that's bored and playing with humans.
In other words! Yes, please include yourself. But this is the 70's and the characters very much have to hold themselves as they would in regular social situations. Those characters that are trans (like Poppy) or are gay (like Frank), their truest self is behind closed doors. Though, ultimately this is about self discovery. No, their pronouns won't be respected for a while at least. But that might change, it depends on how the story goes. It'll probably end up being fairly disjointed.
It might be better to make two characters. One for the start, how they were before. Then another, or when they actually discover themselves. The big thing here is "breaking free".
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butchkaramazov · 4 months ago
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i am forced to give my guitar to my cousin ONCE & he 1. loses my fav plectrum (it's in the guitar hole 🤬🤬🤬) 2. jams my plectrum holder and 3. snaps a cord located inside the guitar hole ???? it's just dangling outside idk im gonna bash his face in the next time he comes over
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naomiknight-17 · 1 year ago
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I am at the eye doctor
I dragged my ass out of bed and made it to the dang eye doctor on time
The hardest part of my day is done
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twincitiesgemini · 19 days ago
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anant-chaos-incarnation · 4 months ago
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also btw i did the most stupid thing ever
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aizawashuichi · 2 months ago
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hate hate hate that I am no longer used to write on my phone.
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fantabulisticity · 3 months ago
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Welp. I came home sick from work because my cough is worse today and a little lower in my chest. Wearing a mask gave me some humidity to breathe, and that helped a bit, but I took it off when I got home and now I'm coughing again. I'm going to take a hot bath and breathe in the humidity for a while.
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heartshattering · 1 year ago
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5 AM
Just me and my overactive mind facing the nighttime again 🙃
#hopefully the meds work but while waiting for them to kick in I get so damn nervous#and sometimes I do get nights where even on my full dose my anxiety is too overpowering and I just. Do Not Sleep#I mean I do eventually but not without spiraling first :')#way before I was prescribed sleep meds my longest was 3 nights without sleep while on a VERY stressful trip#I felt like I was gonna die and I did not sleep until I got off the plane and was back at home#(this was like 15 years ago already but it still haunts me fhfgsgdh)#my best friend and I were having a conversation today#and she was like 'not sleeping can make you hallucinate right?'#and I was like :') I get the hallucinations in other scenarios too#BUT I also get what she meant#not sleeping is really bad for me mentally which is why I can't do 'sleep restriction therapy'#and fun fact#a lot of my OCD obsessions revolve around sleep!!!#which is 'awesome' because laying in bed with insomnia makes my OCD flare up so like#the two get to feed off each other and make my life a living hell!!!#and don't even get me started on my sleep paralysis episodes#(which I like to think of as just my brain misfiring but that my aunt tells me is saints or demons trying to talk to me)#'cause she hallucinates too but hers are like 'spiritual' or whatever#same with my mom's hallucinations as well#and to add fuel to the dumpster fire of my mind and body is the fact I've been overcaffeinating again#which I've known not to do ever since I was in middle school and saw the pediatric cardiologist who specifically said 'hey don't do that'#fast-forward to adulthood and I still haven't learned how to handle anything#like. I have heart meds and sleep meds and migraine meds and IBS meds#and yes meds are good but like. I know you need to incorporate lifestyle changes as well#which I do for like 2 weeks until the next time I fuck up#I've been so irresponsible lately but like. ESPECIALLY today#didn't eat#took some meds on an empty stomach and forgot to take my other ones at all#had too much caffeine#stressed out over some stupid situations thanks to overthinking
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tardis--dreams · 6 months ago
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Me panicking because i have 9 missed calls and 5 emails talking about my absence and how "a colleague could take over for me" vs. Me knowing it's really not that important no matter how pushy a client is and that on top of it I'm underpaid and have way to much overtime so i shouldn't even care
#i have 14 hours overtime#collected within 2 weeks lol#you know how it's apparently mandatory for companies in germany to have a way track employees working time? yeah we're#the only company in the whole fucking country who doesn't do that (obviously that's not true there's probably plenty more but it's#still not right.) so we don't get paid overtime nor does it get acknowledged in any way#so technically we're not allowed to even it out (which most people try to do anyway because tf do they think they are asking us to work for#free) but I'm dedicated to not collect any more unpaid working hours so i take the liberty to leave work early this week#so today i left at 12pm (and then got home 4 hours later because another person decided to kill themselves by train. they should call me#first. or anyone else taking the train. I'm sure there'd be plenty of volunteers to do the killing if it means not another miserable day#stuck in a disgusting train). and i logged in again at 6pm today to see if i have anything important messages (stupid i know)#and i saw the missed calls and that there had been an email exchange with me in the cc talking about the 'changes' made in one of the#articles and that someone else could do that for me since i couldn't be reached and at first i felt ashamed and scared#but now it's honestly just pissing me off. that asshole can't write emails and communicate requests like normal people can he#he already called me last week about something completely stupid and acts like his matters are the most important shit in the world#fuck you if you can't wait one day you should have sent this a month earlier because i won't stay online everyday#just to see if there might be an 'important' change you want me to make Immediately. bitch.#also missed two calls from my colleague but she didn't send any messages about what she wanted so i asked her because i felt bad for not#being online and turns out she wanted Nothing. just hear how i was. JUST TEXT ME THEN???? I HATE IT HERE FUCK YOU#seriously i don't get paid enough for this to bother me so much. she probably gets 12-15€ more than me per hour#of course she doesn't care about her overtime as much as i do. i get minimum wage which is less than what I'd get if i still worked at uni#as a student assistant so fuck this shit it's really not important or worth it. from now on i'll only put in minimum effort too#sorry got carried away. rant over now i guess#void screams#work stuff
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