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fuck I'm so overwhelmed rn I'm at PE class rn and I'm sitting out bc I don't feel well but bc of my trauma I had in the past I have to always look around and worry abt a ball smashing into my face and that makes me very stressed plus theres a bee flying nearby and I have a HUGE fear of insects
#fuck#i hate it#i can't wait to get home already#ts is making my neodivergent brain stressed#🦑experiment failed#vent (?)#its more of a rant tho
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HAHA I CALLED IT WE'RE NOT GETTING SEASONS IT'S A FLORA/AMBIENT NATURE UPDATE YESS
#Wildflowers... leaf litter.. falling leaves.. oughhh#Everything was pointing to flora update but I can't wait to see people complaining that we didn't get seasons#Firmly believe mojang will never add seasons for a whole host of reasons and frankly idk why people expected it#Especially because the new features are way more at home in the game?#Like I'm very happy that they're going back and enhancing already existing features/biomes and I hope this becomes a theme for this drop^^
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cheers to the future of humanity (and the future of us)
[ID: Digital illustration in color of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun. The illustration takes place during the ship/home arc, specifically chapter 21. At the center, Vash is grabbing Wolfwood by the collar and pulls him into a kiss in the middle of a celebration. The pair is colored in vibrant warm hues while their surroundings are colored in cooler colors like green and teals. Luida, Brad, Meryl, and Milly are shown amongst the crowd, occupied in the celebrations as Vash and Wolfwood share a moment by themselves at the center. END ID]
#vashwood#trigun#trigun maximum#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#hospital yuri (explodeds) like any average vw enjoyer i will never get over that arc#specifically the scene where they heard the news of earth ships coming and did that little handshake they somehow conjured or#Had already. and then the entire ship had a party... meryl and milly started drinking immediately from joy and dragged vash and ww to get#wasted too and overall celebrate together. the chapter moves quickly just like how the hope was quickly withered out and died just hours#later when knives destroyed it. BUT IM JUST THINKING ABOUT IN THE MOMENT OF IT ALL bc in the same chapter#ww asks for a chance for tomorrow and then gets news of earth ships coming. in this same arc vash is thinking of all the things he needs to#resolve so his home doesn't get attacked so the people he love doesn't have to die and the humans he wants to protect gets to live.#i feel like deep down they both semi-recognize that it can't be this easy and regardless of earth ships coming- there's still a wait for#them to arrive and they have to hold out. and regardless ww still has a mission to follow through and vash knows knives would find out#but in that mood of celebration the entire ship brought in - they can at least let themselves relax for a moment and indulge#how they basically engaged with no violence for the few days they were on that ship coaxing them into domesticity... i feel like their#thoughts would wander to somewhere soft and all#allowing them to push aside the tiptoeing and tenseness and be sweet for a night#ruporas art
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Everyone shut up, The Cure released their new album today
I'm taking the day off
#well. what's left of it#this is going to be the only thing i talk about for the next week#i've been waiting for this all month#'a fragile thing' and 'alone' have already found a home on my pompep playlist#they're both excellent#can't wait to hear the rest of the album#the cure#robert smith#songs of a lost world#fanfic fuel#GET FIRED UP! GET FIRED UP!#yeah i watched the crow last night i'm in full goth mode now
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killing my father he's irking me so badly
#just go and . talk with ppl your age i have nothing to say to you#every time we come here he tries to get all friendly friendly lmao#like aaalright bro perhaps do not put your hand on my shoulder#eugh#it's the same with my mom actually i can't stand it when they're touchy in any way#i don't even like when they stand close to me💀💀💀💀💀#a hug is so bad#and i am a very touchy person lmao#like if we're talking abt love languages i would say physical touch is first💀💀💀💀#anyway#i can't wait to go to bed already#and to go home already hhhhhh#mayor of loserville
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2024 Las Vegas GP | x
#max verstappen#autumn posts#sorry if already shared!!!!!#I needed the second one for my favorites tag because AHHHH#favorites ❤️#gosh........#sopping wet 😵💫#his grip on the bottle the champaign leaking onto his thumb pressed down to keep it in 🫠✨💦 okay!!!!#I can't wait to dive into insta more!! I'll be searching when I get back home from irl holiday times#hope everyone is well!!! ❤️🌅✨
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I am at the eye doctor
I dragged my ass out of bed and made it to the dang eye doctor on time
The hardest part of my day is done
#now i just have to have my retinas photographed and do the periphery vision game#already had the air puff eye pressure test. which is the main reason i'm here#i have elevated intraocular pressure and i'm diabetic so i am on Glaucoma Watch#weeeeeee#mod post#i am so tired my dudes#yesterday was a lot and then i had trouble getting to sleep on time. and then i kept waking up#can't wait to go home and rewatch the new dungeon meshi with hubby#and just chill... and probably nap
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#Can't wait to get home from work so I can draw more of this boy already#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow
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also btw i did the most stupid thing ever
#so yk#i wanted to buy a pair of jeans#so since i was coming home for Christmas#i decided to order it online#but at the time of ordering#i distinctly remember putting my home address#and i waited and waited for it to come#and then i recieved a call from thr delivery#he told me he was standing outside my college#i was like 'but i'm at home'#then he told me he can't take it back#I'll have to some how collect it#so then i remembered that my roommate from first year was staying back for reasons#so then i called her#and she told me she's in Rishikesh 🤡#but she told me one of my classmates is still back in there#but THAT DUDE FOR THE LIFE IN ME WOULDN'T PICK UP HIS CALLS#so then i had the texr in the official college group if anyone was back there in college#and this very kind soul replied to me instantly#she even went out to get thr parcel but by then the dude told me that he's already left#so he'll come back tomorrow and gimme the parcel#which is today#and that kind girl told me she'll get it for me#🥹🥹#such a pretty soul#not to mention the parcel is cash on delivery 🤡🤡#so I'll have to send her the money online#🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡#clownery at it's peak#cherry coke 🍒🥤
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5 AM
Just me and my overactive mind facing the nighttime again 🙃
#hopefully the meds work but while waiting for them to kick in I get so damn nervous#and sometimes I do get nights where even on my full dose my anxiety is too overpowering and I just. Do Not Sleep#I mean I do eventually but not without spiraling first :')#way before I was prescribed sleep meds my longest was 3 nights without sleep while on a VERY stressful trip#I felt like I was gonna die and I did not sleep until I got off the plane and was back at home#(this was like 15 years ago already but it still haunts me fhfgsgdh)#my best friend and I were having a conversation today#and she was like 'not sleeping can make you hallucinate right?'#and I was like :') I get the hallucinations in other scenarios too#BUT I also get what she meant#not sleeping is really bad for me mentally which is why I can't do 'sleep restriction therapy'#and fun fact#a lot of my OCD obsessions revolve around sleep!!!#which is 'awesome' because laying in bed with insomnia makes my OCD flare up so like#the two get to feed off each other and make my life a living hell!!!#and don't even get me started on my sleep paralysis episodes#(which I like to think of as just my brain misfiring but that my aunt tells me is saints or demons trying to talk to me)#'cause she hallucinates too but hers are like 'spiritual' or whatever#same with my mom's hallucinations as well#and to add fuel to the dumpster fire of my mind and body is the fact I've been overcaffeinating again#which I've known not to do ever since I was in middle school and saw the pediatric cardiologist who specifically said 'hey don't do that'#fast-forward to adulthood and I still haven't learned how to handle anything#like. I have heart meds and sleep meds and migraine meds and IBS meds#and yes meds are good but like. I know you need to incorporate lifestyle changes as well#which I do for like 2 weeks until the next time I fuck up#I've been so irresponsible lately but like. ESPECIALLY today#didn't eat#took some meds on an empty stomach and forgot to take my other ones at all#had too much caffeine#stressed out over some stupid situations thanks to overthinking
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good morning and merry christmas !! aesthetic photo of my cookies be upon ye
#just me hi#i put them on the plate and then the little devil and my shoulder said Hey what if we spent the next 20+ minutes editing it#and they were right that was fun lmfvshgh#Except for looking for a glitter brush on ibis! why are all the thumbnails so blurry it hurts my eyes Ghfksfjvk#yea the phone is working out good :) i'm gonna be taking pictures of everything now ehehehgh#also forgot to eat these for the 20+ minutes i was playing w/ the pictures#my breakfastttt: (went to go count but i have eaten some now. ouh) ✋10 🤚 christmas cookies :3#they're little ones- oh hey these pretzel one are kinda salty! yaaay#i like the swirly/horseshoe ones the most though. nyum#/we have pozole my mom made last night but i think that has to be warmed up hfhsvh#we got back from christmas midnight mass and everyone- Everyone (crazy) went to bed as soon as we got home lmfhvshg#i don't think that's ever happened. usually a couple are still awake until dawn and Then they go to sleep lol#yea but we didn't even get to try to the pozole last night <//3 helped to strain it last night though :D it smelled kinda sweet+spicy so ou#//we're waiting til i think friday or saturday for presents this year because of the Events so noo wrapping cleaning today 🎉💥 kfsvh#and i've been asked what i wanted. see i don't have that trouble of suddenly not having a want in the world: i just kinda don't have that#already for some reason lmao ?? so yea default state. do you think i'll get socks kfshvfh#//do love having to go back into my tags and add the topic slash bc every topic is related All the time Forever lmfsh#//hey but i DO need socks HEY i'm not joking anymore. don't want any with patterns though they will bother me lol#cuz unless i like the patterns i am not going to wear them :/ that is unless i think they're silly then they pass#are they holiday-themed? i'll prolly still wear them during the fourth of july so we can guarantee 1 whole day of use lhfshvjg#however during the warmer days (anything above 55 degrees) i wear chanclas w/o socks. so maybe not so much guaranteed#and also if i can't find it's match i will just never wear it again. truly tragic#i'm painstakingly matching my plain white socks i can Not handle patterned socks again#/wait was this post about cookies. dude how did we get here Lmfjvskfhvahfhvj#//Okay i'm gonna ummm#Ummmmmmmm#uuuuhm. draw :3 Toodles !! merry christmas !! <3
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Me panicking because i have 9 missed calls and 5 emails talking about my absence and how "a colleague could take over for me" vs. Me knowing it's really not that important no matter how pushy a client is and that on top of it I'm underpaid and have way to much overtime so i shouldn't even care
#i have 14 hours overtime#collected within 2 weeks lol#you know how it's apparently mandatory for companies in germany to have a way track employees working time? yeah we're#the only company in the whole fucking country who doesn't do that (obviously that's not true there's probably plenty more but it's#still not right.) so we don't get paid overtime nor does it get acknowledged in any way#so technically we're not allowed to even it out (which most people try to do anyway because tf do they think they are asking us to work for#free) but I'm dedicated to not collect any more unpaid working hours so i take the liberty to leave work early this week#so today i left at 12pm (and then got home 4 hours later because another person decided to kill themselves by train. they should call me#first. or anyone else taking the train. I'm sure there'd be plenty of volunteers to do the killing if it means not another miserable day#stuck in a disgusting train). and i logged in again at 6pm today to see if i have anything important messages (stupid i know)#and i saw the missed calls and that there had been an email exchange with me in the cc talking about the 'changes' made in one of the#articles and that someone else could do that for me since i couldn't be reached and at first i felt ashamed and scared#but now it's honestly just pissing me off. that asshole can't write emails and communicate requests like normal people can he#he already called me last week about something completely stupid and acts like his matters are the most important shit in the world#fuck you if you can't wait one day you should have sent this a month earlier because i won't stay online everyday#just to see if there might be an 'important' change you want me to make Immediately. bitch.#also missed two calls from my colleague but she didn't send any messages about what she wanted so i asked her because i felt bad for not#being online and turns out she wanted Nothing. just hear how i was. JUST TEXT ME THEN???? I HATE IT HERE FUCK YOU#seriously i don't get paid enough for this to bother me so much. she probably gets 12-15€ more than me per hour#of course she doesn't care about her overtime as much as i do. i get minimum wage which is less than what I'd get if i still worked at uni#as a student assistant so fuck this shit it's really not important or worth it. from now on i'll only put in minimum effort too#sorry got carried away. rant over now i guess#void screams#work stuff
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maybe tiny demon starting scouts wasn't the best financial decision
#lila speaks#she's so happy thooooo#she can't wait to get out the door once she's home from school#like i would've never been able to do such things when i was her age#purely anxiety reasons my mum tried to get me to go to brownies#but i came home with a headache and never went again lolzzzz#it's 133 pounds just for her starter uniform blankets and some badges to get her started#like that's not even her den kit her camping stuff#there's a sleepover in may and thats 60 pounds#plus 10 pounds for her upcoming badge day#why do i do this to myself#and she's already been to two sessions and i still don't have iy#i will have it but not for another week and i know i'm in a better place than most i know this#just pls lemme have my little mardy in peace#mwah
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loooooove talking about korean dramas with my grandma (who knows all the names of the actors and is a real kdramaholic)
looooove talking about sci-fi stuff with my mum (who adores star trek, doctor who, lord of the rings, and the like)
looooove coming from a family of women with great taste in media <3
#I'm so damn lucky that I can get along with my family so well#on a similar note:#love playing mobile/card/board games with my grandpa who's obsessed with riddles and games of any kind#love hiking the mountains with my step-dad who loves nature and animals and fart jokes#I MISS MY FAMILY#(I just came home from summer but I already miss them and I can't wait for Christmas)
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it takes a special kind of skill to get on the wrong bus while thinking "i have to make sure i don't get on the wrong bus again" but apparently that's a skill i have.
#i wish i fucking DIDN'T!!!!!!! but OH WELL!!!!!!!!!#jesus fuck some kid almost hit me with his bike i hope he fucking dies#anyway now i just have to sit on the side of the road for 20 minutes waiting for the next bus with all this frozen food in my bag#it's already been more than an hour since i bought it so that can't be good#stay tuned to find out if i accidentally poison my entire family#this was after a two hour long train journey btw which included a delayed train that made me miss my bus by literally 30 seconds#so i had to wait FORTY MINUTES for the next one#and THAT was after i waited almost two hours for a five minute doctor's appointment!!!!! i was supposed to be home two hours ago!!!!!!!!#i was supposed to get some work done today!!!!!! but what did i get instead???? a fucking headache!!!!!!!!!#and PROBABLY FOOD POISONING!!!!!!!!
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I finally got Hope a harness!!! I can't wait to take her on walks now that I've got it, I feel a lot more confident with it than a collar and she seems to really like it!
I got the OneTigris Fire Watcher 2.0 in navy for her, and I got a really nice leash with a second handle near where it clips to her harness. There's some other things I wanna get for her so we can start Canicross training bc I know she'd love Canicross, she loves to run and I wanna run with her. I wanna get her checked by her vet before we begin training tho, make sure she's sound enough for Canicross, but goddddd I'm so fuckin excited!!!!
Maybe after Canicross training we could do dry land mushing??? maybe I can get a skateboard or something and we can go flying around the town. I wanna get her shoes, tho, because right now the temperature dictates if we go for walks or not that day. I also have to get her a water bottle for hotter days with or without shoes tbh. Today it's too hot and humid, so I don't want to take her for a walk, but when it's cooled down again I'm so walking with her- maybe we'll go to petsmart and people watch for exposure training????
just. godddd I'm so happy and so fucking excited I love Hope so much
#⭑🛠⭑ Hey so *infodumps about the thing I’m into* { Tony Talks }#⭑🛠⭑ Little Lantern’s Spark of { Hope }#it fits her so good I'm so happy#I can't wait to get her in to the vet's and have her checked over#and then I can get a pulling harness later!!! and a canicross belt!!!!#and we can start running together!!#I need to teach left and right commands tho#I wanna teach her to slow down and that'd be “Easy easy” and ignoring things is already “Leave it”#left and right I think are gonna be Haw and Gee tbh#like sled dogs bc I like that#I know I want sprint to be something like “Take it home” but idk what I want go to be#“Walk on” maybe?? but I've been using that as a general continue command#all of this can be done in her OneTigris harness thankfully#and!!! I wanna decorate her harness!!! I want a blue lantern velcro patch on the front#and some custom patches of all the dogs we've had so far#especially Taffy#Taffy would've loved Canicross too
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