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darabeatha · 8 months ago

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THE VENCHURINE CONE FINALLY CAME!!

#;ooc #ooc #me pulling the d.ebby r.yan face: it was bc of the doodle right- (it wasnt)#/<- lit had to go to hard pity and left me bald #aka zero savings for b.oothill #BUT IT FINALLY CAME!!!! it took like 80 pulls something-#i can rest in peace now #I THOUGHT ALL THOSE PULLS WERE GONNA BE FRUITLESS #as he says; HIGH STAKES HIGH REWARDS!! (<-im spiraling into madness/j)#NEVER BACK DOWN NEVER WHAT!!! NEVER GIVE UP #still i was left c.onstantine-less... (I DID NOT GET HIS AHH👹)#i can log off my god-

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clegfly · 1 month ago

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Hey I just want to make this post really quickly to say:

All of you out there that are passionate about a piece of media, even just a little, just know that you are the foundation of what makes fandom spaces fun, creative, kind and enjoyable. NEVER forget that.

People try to bring other fandom spaces down all the time. Every fandom has its toxicity, and some bad sides are definitely more substantial and visible than others. It’s just what happens when you put a bunch of people together in one community, and shit’s bound to crop up at some point. But no matter what people’s general opinions on YOUR passions are, never, EVER let them get you down. Because your passion overrides any “toxicity” your space has.

Those that are creative, those that are analytical, those that have that very clear and very beautiful passion and love in their hearts for the media they talk about is what makes fandom spaces so beautiful and fantastic to me. Seeing others like me talk about and express through their own mediums just how much something I love means to them makes me feel a warmth in my heart you can’t get anywhere else.

So, I just wanted to say: I love you all. Please never let anyone get you down. You are all amazing, passionate people, and you are what makes fandom so special, to me and so many others. Keep doing what you’re doing.

#I will ALWAYS be known in my social circles as the person who’s spent WAY too much money on their omori collection #and I love every goddamn second of it. I love looking around my room and seeing MY pure love and passion for something.#I love logging onto tumblr and seeing so many others #whether they’re in a fandom I’m personally passionate about it not #express that love in their own ways. it makes me feel so happy #I myself can be VERY sensitive to hatred towards my passions or the fandoms for them at times #because I love them so much #but sitting down for a moment #looking around and realising how much you love this thing #that feeling is ALWAYS worth more than the hatred you see. please remember that #I see fandom members and spaces get attacked and ridiculed all the time simply because people don’t like the media #and to those people I say fuck off. and I urge you to enjoy what you love anyway #because YOU love it. YOU care about it. and god that’s all that matters #it is special to you and you deserve to enjoy it and love it in peace.#i love you all <3 #fandom

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simcardiac-arrested · 6 months ago

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they really made me pay for my sins (staying up drawing oc angst) by deploying The Mosquito

#i was lying wide awake at fucking 4am scared out of my mind and paranoid that any sound i was hearing was buzzing #Ok bug likers log off this is ur last warning #i fucking hate mosqutioes so much. oh my god. i literally hate hate hate bugs in my home it fucking kills me #STO P !!! SCARING ME !!!!!!!! IN MY HOUSE !!!!!!! I THOUGHT THIS WAS A SAFE SPACE !!!!!!!!!!!!#i even moved to another room and it fucking FOLLOWED ME THERE #unless there was another one. Or maybe i just fucking hallucnated the buzzing because my brain hates it so much who knows #cant do this shit anymore i need a genie so i can wish there are never any bugs in my house ok #let me live . let me live #crammerposting

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tortoise-teapot · 1 month ago

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ahhhh the relief i just felt after deciding avery convinces the veilguard crew that the veil's gotta go (if for no other reason than besides it's the practical, prudent thing to do given its state and nature)(lol and lmao at 'veilguard') and they all figure it out amicably (or at least nonviolently) while facing the larger threat and solas helps clean up the south (after putting up like one million more wards around the black city) and then when the dust has settled he and avery go soothe the blight tesseract thing (takes a few centuries) and then-- ok i'll stop

is it as high tension as the narrative in canon? nope! but it felt like getting in a warm bath

#personal log #meddle boys #veilguard spoilers #i'm sorry for all the ocposting i think im losing my mind #the only other option is avery ko's solas before he can bind himself then does it himself jdhdkdj #i mean take it down #not bind himself god jdhskdj avery would never #sorry no way in hell avery is ever letting him do something that fucking stupid #he is in no state to make a decision like that in that moment #veilguard ending is too final my meddle boys have meddling to do yet #them vs the industrial revolution has been very fun to play with #VHENAN WHY ARE YOU SENDING ME TELEGRAMS STOP WE CAN TALK IN THE FADE TONIGHT STOP WE DON'T HAVE TO SPEND OUR COIN ON THIS STOP #IT'S FUN STOP #shsgjshdh they run out of God Money and have to get jobs kshshdkdh #avery is SUCH a tech yuppie jdhdjdh catch him with the latest iPhonograph #dorian pavus XII: yeah my two weird uncles came free with my birthright #that sounds weird. dorian and the amatus adopted #.... yall don't even want to know how far into the future these two go. i'm pushing star trek au territory #solas is in science avery is in command--#avery outranks solas significantly and solas wouldn't have it any other way #'vhenan people are trying to ask me favors to convince u of things again'#'well what are they'#'....ensign schmidt wants thursday off.'#'that can be arranged'#this couple is old. old as balls #i think they would break ds9 if i popped them in there even tho they fit... perfectly...#i think they would have more fun out in the delta quadrant #that's where they get picked up lmao hell yeah janeway would recruit them #WAIT LMAO JDHDJ solas&avery: is it just me or does our captain sound just like flemeth.....#they got no magic outside of thedas tho :(

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lemongogo · 16 days ago

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need 2 find myself again in 2025 . tbhwu

#depression has hollowed me out in2 a shell of my former self #and i thmk i need 2 grit my teeth and just get over It whatever It is #recognizing its no easy task but also knowing i cant keep on like this #and allowing myself to spiral into misery thereby preventing any possible change or growth #sigh …. sogh .. i want 2 be a person again . picture friends circa 2008 outlining me in chalk. i want 2 know theres something there #how u ask (me asking myself)#idk but one way or anotjer . and not in that new yrs resolution fallacy way #anyways . anyways z . crazy how a week off from work will leave u feeling real again #i gotta get out of there . step 1😭🙏🙏#its especially hard when everyone arnd you is objectively doing better. partners finances purpose . >staring in2 the camera 1000 yd stare #u get thru the beast of being a teenager like thank god thats over and then b4 you even catch ur breath #your mid 20s are casting a shadow over u like some menacing thing and u have to gulp and say hes right behind me isnt he #i think people often like to give the advice that youll figure it out but it leaves me feeling so disquieted #bc its like sure im sure i will ive made it this far i can do what i need to get by when the moment matters #but it does nothing to assauge the immediate anxiety and feelings of worthlessness and lack of direction yk #goddmanit assuage i spelled it wrong everyone point and laugh #bc its like what if i dont and i mean that in a very like . existential & not material way . idk what im saying but i think thats the advice #i hate most . not sure if u have felt or do feel the same . -__- like yes oersonal experience sure whatever happens will happen and you will #simply adjust but will i ever feel like its something i want to experience/endure .#whatever anyways x2. im journalling i think that helps me the best rn . and its the one thing thats allowed me hope and i think #having that time to examine and mull over and deconstruct is rly helpful tbh. and i would like to think #over the long term i can repair my creativity and cultivate a new outlet that doesnt leave me feeling empty if i cant draw as i used to #yaar #i feel like i dont write for very long tho thats the one thing that kinda blows #two pages maybe and ive only addressed two maybe three points if im being generous lol i get so bored with the actual motion #when my mind moves 10x as fast . and idc for audio logs either ykwim.#ohh tumblr how i love u . tag system like no other

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lemonlimestar · 2 months ago

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google how do u unlearn deep-seeded shame. google how do u engage in active conversation without guilt.

#it is Rough when you are already bad at reading tone and then are thrown into a friendship with conversation that is entirely virtual #like god am i annoying do u hate me (no) (they can literally log off if they do)#i know it isn’t true and i’m usually an amiable person but i do wonder what the general perception of me is to my online friends #it’s okay tho i just gotta learn to chill :) my friends care about me and are kind to me <3 yay <3 #what’s bro yappin about

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mandiips · 2 years ago

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SRS LOG- 7/10/2023

And lo, I have been indoctrinated into drawing funky little teeth.

#SRS Log #manny scribbles #reminders #color coordination i don't know her #but i totally yanked the way people in frontier tag draw teeth shhh don't tell anyone #digimon #digimon frontier #piano no mori #kai ichinose #i can tell kouji and izumi were the warm ups OURGH my eyes #(god its only a year old but yeeeeesh)#if anyone viewing later on would like to see the finished product of takuya flipping bokomon off #I am asking you and granting you full autonomy to harass and spam my inbox because I want to finish and post it.. but ADHD

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hakusins · 8 months ago

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i have a script that i need to have by tomorrow and here i am at 4 am in the fuckin mornin, listening to too sweet by hozier and thinking of nasty wrenpc fucking.

#FUCKING HELL #FUCKING !!! WREN GET OUT OF MY HEAD !!!!!!!!!#okay anyways im gonna log off to try and finish this script #so i can SLEEP #god #i need to stop procrastinating until 3 AM !!!!!!!!#dean rambles #anyways mayhaps upcoming comic idea would be wrenpc

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billpottsismygf · 8 months ago

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Scrolling through my old posts to check my current companion tags and I found my reaction to the series 8 trailer and it's so wild seeing me of 10 years ago say I'm not convinced by Peter Capaldi yet, who is my favourite Doctor of all time.

Like, I know he takes a while to warm up and I know it took me even longer to emotionally accept the fact that David Tennant had been knocked off the top spot, but it's just so weird to see!

#peter capaldi #doctor who #the twelfth doctor #twelve #you mean I wasn't instantly and irrevocably in love with Twelve from the moment his eyebrows appeared in Day of the Doctor???#with Ncuti I was immediately on board from the moment we saw his 'what the hell is going on' thing but apparently it took longer for Peter #I do remember I was excited by his casting announcement though #I was in Majorca and stayed back at the hotel with my dad for the special announcement show while my mum and aunt went out #and there's a photo of me grinning my head off when I joined them bc I was so excited #but clearly the trailers had me uncertain #tbf I do recall being a bit annoyed by the 'am I a good man' arc and series 8 Twelve is not Twelve at his peak #but like that's the point #anyway I'm not here trying to convince past me #she'll get there #just god it's so strange #but that's literally why I do this #this is the purpose of me logging all my doctor who thoughts in real time on tumblr.com and tagging them obsessively #so I can look back on them and see what my initial impressions were vs where I'm at now #dw #dwmine #mine #also in the process I just found a bunch of posts from 2013 and 2014 without tags of dwmine so I've fixed that now #I wonder how many are floating around from the early years of this blog #I've caught many of them over the years but clearly there are still some out there

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serethereal · 1 year ago

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if every text post on your blog is some soapbox ass post or fandom drama i’m just gonna assume you’re the problem. and also that you’re the most miserable type of person on earth. and that ur a virgin

#soapbox as in. Taking A Stand (mind u nothing is happening and whatever is happening well 99.2% of genpop have never heard of it so. chill)#like i get people can be annoying esp in fandom spaces like opinions will clash but getting up in arms about shit like that is crazy like.#why do u care just log off go talk to ur fandom friends or irl friends or something like my god it is not that hard i prommy

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runningatypufullspeed · 10 months ago

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WOULD YOU GUYS LIKE TO SEE MY FUGLY UGLY ASS ALLEGORY OF THE CAVE X FAHRENHEIT 451 CROSSOVER DRAWING THAT I WAS FORCED TO DO FOR SCHOOL….. ITS SO UGLY AND MONTAG IS

WHITE.

AND THE HOUNDS ARE DISGUSTING THE COLORING IS SO SHITTY AND MILDRED …. Well ok she looks alright kindof but the COLORING ….. SKETCH WAS BETTER but do you guys. Do you still want to see it…….,,,,,,

ALSO NO OFFENSE TO WHITE PEOPLE PLEASE I LOVE YOU GUYS 🫶😁👍 within reason

#like ok maybe it isn’t. THAT bad #NO NO I TAKE THAT BACK I JUST LOOKED AT IT RIGHT NOW AND THE COMPOSITION IS ALL FUCKING VOER THE PLACE #IT. IT IS. THAT BAD #IF YOU GUYS SAY YESS YOULL SEE #ok but nasty bad art aside I know some of you will be asking why white Montag is such a bad thing and #there isn’t anything wrong with it!!! it’s just that for me personally #after I did a bit more thinking I was. physically incapable of perceiving Montag as anything other than POC/nonwhite #so when I look back at my old f451 art and stare into the eyes of a pale skittish twink it just #it doesn’t click. like that isn’t MY Montag if ykwim #now trembling BROWN skittish twink. that’s a different story #AGAIN I DONT have any issues with ppl making their own versions white I just think that . for me specifically. he looked a bit funny #a little off. a bit too crackerish for my liking #where is bros melanin 😭#I’m complaining right now but if I wanted to I could just… go in and try and make the skin tone darker #I might do that depending on how tired I feel after doomscrolling #also if it matters even though I have read the book over at least 8 times now not once have I touched either of the movies.#and it will STAY THAT WAY. until I completely log my notes for the book #then I can move on to the movies 🥰#but I will admit 2018 did sort of lead me to having a change of heart w my design. just a little. just a teensy bit. kinda. sort of?#actually not really now that I think about it #I have my own reasons.#TOO MANY WHITE PEOPLE MY EYES THEY BURN AAAYHHHHH MY EYES OW OW OW OWIEEEE #my Beatty design was so white that my eyes developed stage 4 cataracts #I needed a palate cleanser that WASNT Millie… oh god my Millie design…#she was white there too. terrible #it’s okay… 💔 I’ve since learned and moved on #ARGH GUYS I DONT HATE WHITE PEOPLE I JUST THINK THAT MORE SKIN COLOR VARIATIONS WOULD E NICE

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iron-niffler · 2 months ago

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me desperately trying to get into the humanities classes i need to graduate as an engineering major (most of them are full and those that aren't still have major restrictions)