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THE VENCHURINE CONE FINALLY CAME!!
#;ooc#ooc#me pulling the d.ebby r.yan face: it was bc of the doodle right- (it wasnt)#/<- lit had to go to hard pity and left me bald#aka zero savings for b.oothill#BUT IT FINALLY CAME!!!! it took like 80 pulls something-#i can rest in peace now#I THOUGHT ALL THOSE PULLS WERE GONNA BE FRUITLESS#as he says; HIGH STAKES HIGH REWARDS!! (<-im spiraling into madness/j)#NEVER BACK DOWN NEVER WHAT!!! NEVER GIVE UP#still i was left c.onstantine-less... (I DID NOT GET HIS AHH👹)#i can log off my god-
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they really made me pay for my sins (staying up drawing oc angst) by deploying The Mosquito
#i was lying wide awake at fucking 4am scared out of my mind and paranoid that any sound i was hearing was buzzing#Ok bug likers log off this is ur last warning#i fucking hate mosqutioes so much. oh my god. i literally hate hate hate bugs in my home it fucking kills me#STO P !!! SCARING ME !!!!!!!! IN MY HOUSE !!!!!!! I THOUGHT THIS WAS A SAFE SPACE !!!!!!!!!!!!#i even moved to another room and it fucking FOLLOWED ME THERE#unless there was another one. Or maybe i just fucking hallucnated the buzzing because my brain hates it so much who knows#cant do this shit anymore i need a genie so i can wish there are never any bugs in my house ok#let me live . let me live#crammerposting
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SRS LOG- 7/10/2023
And lo, I have been indoctrinated into drawing funky little teeth.
#SRS Log#manny scribbles#reminders#color coordination i don't know her#but i totally yanked the way people in frontier tag draw teeth shhh don't tell anyone#digimon#digimon frontier#piano no mori#kai ichinose#i can tell kouji and izumi were the warm ups OURGH my eyes#(god its only a year old but yeeeeesh)#if anyone viewing later on would like to see the finished product of takuya flipping bokomon off#I am asking you and granting you full autonomy to harass and spam my inbox because I want to finish and post it.. but ADHD
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i have a script that i need to have by tomorrow and here i am at 4 am in the fuckin mornin, listening to too sweet by hozier and thinking of nasty wrenpc fucking.
#FUCKING HELL#FUCKING !!! WREN GET OUT OF MY HEAD !!!!!!!!!#okay anyways im gonna log off to try and finish this script#so i can SLEEP#god#i need to stop procrastinating until 3 AM !!!!!!!!#dean rambles#anyways mayhaps upcoming comic idea would be wrenpc
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Thoughts on Purgatory Day 4:
God what a fun day, and yet funnily enough a much more relaxed one.
It's gonna be interesting to see what the ramifications of blue's logout strat are gonna be because it's definitely going to be banned, but, from my understanding, blue used this strat to prove a point: that red's strategy was unfair.
Which is true, or at least I think it was true.
Personally, I feel like it was mostly unfair due to how difficult it used to be to get to global, but I feel like the admins have pretty fairly counteracted that and balanced things with today's introduction of the spawn portals.
Because with red's strat players HAD to physically travel to global and turn in the contracts within at least the last 30 minutes of gameplay. The portals now easily allow other teams to show up and at least put up a good fight, and we actually got to see how effective they are today with cellbit and charlie's assist they pulled for roier. If they had been just slightly quicker, green might've been able to steal back the win.
Which I think brings me to the other potentially unfair part of red's strat that I've seen be brought up which is that it isn't fair for streamers in European timezones/streamers who play earlier. Which is a fair criticism, but honestly I haven't personally been able to think of a way for the admins to balance the contracts around that without either: A) completely changing how contracts work, or B) unfairly punishing later streamers.
I think it's complicated, and I feel like the main thing that's gonna result from today isn't going to be them banning turning in tasks late but instead banning logging out right in front of the global NPCs. Knowing the admins, they'll probably figure out something I hadn't thought of and make the whole thing more fair for everyone.
Competition and lore wise, tomorrow is gonna be really interesting as well. A small alliance might be blooming between red and green and that might have massive ramifications going forward. That and I think (???????) that players might be getting their eggs tomorrow (?????). I know they described a period in which they had to keep them alive and the actual event ends on the 10th so I'm guessing they're arriving tomorrow. If they are, that shit is going to be crazy.
(Side note: It was also a delight to see teams casually hanging out more together today. As much as I enjoy the competition, I missed them all just chilling)
Overall, congrats blue on the win! Cheesy as fuck and they knew it but it was absolutely deserved! They worked their asses off! And green put up a hell of a fight! I hope they get their chance to win as well tomorrow!
#qsmp#soup speaks#it could be perceived that way but this really isnt meant to be a discourse post#i just like thinking about strategy and gameplay balancing lol#this event has been so delightful for me i love disecting possible tactics and ways the admins can make things more fair#while still rewarding interesting and smart strategies#because red's strategy WAS smart#and with the addition of the portals its a lot more fair and opens up opportunities for some sick ass skirmishes over global tasks#i think it also opens up a lot of opportunities for teams to get creative#because all the teams DO have streamers who log in later#even if theyre not their pvp heavy ones#off the top of my head blue has tina missa and rivers#and green has bagi quackity and roier#and not all of those people are the best at pvp but thats where creativity and strategy come in#id love to see blue team come running in with a bunch of explosives or poisoned arrows or other ranged attack methods#to try and stop red team or green team without getting too close contact#like AHHH!!!! i wanna see teams get really creative with this!!! i love fun strategies!!!!#theres so much fun bullshit you can do in this scenario#like god i could sing red's praises so much theyre so tactical and think so strategically its fucking awesome#their cave base made specifically so that it would be less detectable using cave layers? and convincing people they still live at spawn?#delightful#and shoutout blue team for the way they've let people play to their strengths#they caught on to so many good strats early on like moving their base off island and tea being the best food source#and god the way green really came back together today was such a delight to watch#i hadn't caught much of their pov prior to today but i tuned in while they were grinding to fight blue and it was so much fun#i hope them and red actually commit to the little alliance they've formed and try to secure green the win tomorrow#god this event spawns such shit discourse but also im so delighted by it#sorry for the fucking essay in the tags i just have so much to gush about this event kudos to the admins this is sick#qsmp purgatory#really putting the blog back in tumblr blog with this one huh
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Scrolling through my old posts to check my current companion tags and I found my reaction to the series 8 trailer and it's so wild seeing me of 10 years ago say I'm not convinced by Peter Capaldi yet, who is my favourite Doctor of all time.
Like, I know he takes a while to warm up and I know it took me even longer to emotionally accept the fact that David Tennant had been knocked off the top spot, but it's just so weird to see!
#peter capaldi#doctor who#the twelfth doctor#twelve#you mean I wasn't instantly and irrevocably in love with Twelve from the moment his eyebrows appeared in Day of the Doctor???#with Ncuti I was immediately on board from the moment we saw his 'what the hell is going on' thing but apparently it took longer for Peter#I do remember I was excited by his casting announcement though#I was in Majorca and stayed back at the hotel with my dad for the special announcement show while my mum and aunt went out#and there's a photo of me grinning my head off when I joined them bc I was so excited#but clearly the trailers had me uncertain#tbf I do recall being a bit annoyed by the 'am I a good man' arc and series 8 Twelve is not Twelve at his peak#but like that's the point#anyway I'm not here trying to convince past me#she'll get there#just god it's so strange#but that's literally why I do this#this is the purpose of me logging all my doctor who thoughts in real time on tumblr.com and tagging them obsessively#so I can look back on them and see what my initial impressions were vs where I'm at now#dw#dwmine#mine#also in the process I just found a bunch of posts from 2013 and 2014 without tags of dwmine so I've fixed that now#I wonder how many are floating around from the early years of this blog#I've caught many of them over the years but clearly there are still some out there
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if every text post on your blog is some soapbox ass post or fandom drama i’m just gonna assume you’re the problem. and also that you’re the most miserable type of person on earth. and that ur a virgin
#soapbox as in. Taking A Stand (mind u nothing is happening and whatever is happening well 99.2% of genpop have never heard of it so. chill)#like i get people can be annoying esp in fandom spaces like opinions will clash but getting up in arms about shit like that is crazy like.#why do u care just log off go talk to ur fandom friends or irl friends or something like my god it is not that hard i prommy
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WOULD YOU GUYS LIKE TO SEE MY FUGLY UGLY ASS ALLEGORY OF THE CAVE X FAHRENHEIT 451 CROSSOVER DRAWING THAT I WAS FORCED TO DO FOR SCHOOL….. ITS SO UGLY AND MONTAG IS
WHITE.
AND THE HOUNDS ARE DISGUSTING THE COLORING IS SO SHITTY AND MILDRED …. Well ok she looks alright kindof but the COLORING ….. SKETCH WAS BETTER but do you guys. Do you still want to see it…….,,,,,,
ALSO NO OFFENSE TO WHITE PEOPLE PLEASE I LOVE YOU GUYS 🫶😁👍 within reason
#like ok maybe it isn’t. THAT bad#NO NO I TAKE THAT BACK I JUST LOOKED AT IT RIGHT NOW AND THE COMPOSITION IS ALL FUCKING VOER THE PLACE#IT. IT IS. THAT BAD#IF YOU GUYS SAY YESS YOULL SEE#ok but nasty bad art aside I know some of you will be asking why white Montag is such a bad thing and#there isn’t anything wrong with it!!! it’s just that for me personally#after I did a bit more thinking I was. physically incapable of perceiving Montag as anything other than POC/nonwhite#so when I look back at my old f451 art and stare into the eyes of a pale skittish twink it just#it doesn’t click. like that isn’t MY Montag if ykwim#now trembling BROWN skittish twink. that’s a different story#AGAIN I DONT have any issues with ppl making their own versions white I just think that . for me specifically. he looked a bit funny#a little off. a bit too crackerish for my liking#where is bros melanin 😭#I’m complaining right now but if I wanted to I could just… go in and try and make the skin tone darker#I might do that depending on how tired I feel after doomscrolling#also if it matters even though I have read the book over at least 8 times now not once have I touched either of the movies.#and it will STAY THAT WAY. until I completely log my notes for the book#then I can move on to the movies 🥰#but I will admit 2018 did sort of lead me to having a change of heart w my design. just a little. just a teensy bit. kinda. sort of?#actually not really now that I think about it#I have my own reasons.#TOO MANY WHITE PEOPLE MY EYES THEY BURN AAAYHHHHH MY EYES OW OW OW OWIEEEE#my Beatty design was so white that my eyes developed stage 4 cataracts#I needed a palate cleanser that WASNT Millie… oh god my Millie design…#she was white there too. terrible#it’s okay… 💔 I’ve since learned and moved on#ARGH GUYS I DONT HATE WHITE PEOPLE I JUST THINK THAT MORE SKIN COLOR VARIATIONS WOULD E NICE
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google how do u unlearn deep-seeded shame. google how do u engage in active conversation without guilt.
#it is Rough when you are already bad at reading tone and then are thrown into a friendship with conversation that is entirely virtual#like god am i annoying do u hate me (no) (they can literally log off if they do)#i know it isn’t true and i’m usually an amiable person but i do wonder what the general perception of me is to my online friends#it’s okay tho i just gotta learn to chill :) my friends care about me and are kind to me <3 yay <3#what’s bro yappin about
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me desperately trying to get into the humanities classes i need to graduate as an engineering major (most of them are full and those that aren't still have major restrictions)
#like listen i get why humanities courses are necessary for engineering students#hell i encourage and support it#but im having so much trouble getting into the art classes for my “pathway”#because rpi couldn't just say “take x electives” noooo#they all need to be related#but god im so tired of it ive been trying to get in#got off the waitlist for drawing once but that was a bad semester schedule#really regretting it now i shouldve just dropped thermo and taken drawing#cause of COURSE all of my pathway is locked behind basic drawing#and of course i got the wrong day for registration so it was completely full by the time i logged in#im like third on the waitlist so well see what happens#at least i hope im still on the waitlist bc the portal stopped showing my position#ugh#i really don't want to switch my pathway everything else has essays i hate essays#at least senior year will be 90% electives bc im a stubborn idiot and have been replacing actual electives with major related stuff#because after next semester i literally have TWO more major related classes#well at least senior year will be light#maybe they'll actually let me into an art class#hey a gal can dream#otherwise imma need four philosophy classes to make up for it#gotta love how im expected to sift through tons of daily newsletters and school store promos to find one bit of info#like bestie i am doing an internship i am not thinking about rpi#still don't even know if i have housing next semester they said end of november so who tf knows
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why...
#is it that now that im finally 'focusing'#i get hit with massive anxiety and shock#stop😣#im gonna watch a spooky video from garrett he always lifts my mood up#oh god its at alighthouse#im so sad lol#ok logging off fr#im going to FOCUS#I GOT THIS#I CAN DO IT#IF NOT FOR ME AT LEAST FOR LIAM
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i genuinely don't understand how so many people misinterpret or are straight-up completely wrong about multiple things in dead money
#dax rambles#it's my favourite of the DLCs by a landslide i love it to death but like#my god it is the absolute least subtle with its storytelling come the fuck on lmao#i do not understand how people miss the entire “letting go” theme which is quite literally spelled out for you#and how people somehow try to villainize vera when she was a victim of addicition + a terminal disease + dean's manipulation and blackmail#and how people -- bethesda included apparently -- also try to villainize sinclair#and yeah no absolutely neither of those characters are perfect by any means sinclair especially but holy shit#how do you read the logs and listen to the tape and take away those conclusions#well i guess those people probably didn't lol but still#and yeah i know that most of the blackmail tape got cut off due to a bug but even without the missing content you can fucking tell how dean#was treating vera the missing audio makes it 1000x worse though#fnv
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I cannot stay at this job for a second longer than I have to this sucks so bad holy shit
#ember talks#my supervisor keeps saying she wants to bring me on as a contractor after the internship ends and I have no way of telling her uh#respectfully I do not think I’d live through the semester if I did that#it’s not even grueling work I just hate the content and the company culture is a funeral at best#I can do corpo culture w layoffs or I can look at photos of necropsies for 8 hours a day#I can’t do both but I have to this summer#especially with the continued assumption I’m cis and straight and neurotypical in such a weirdly aggressive way#I have a presentation that I’ve been putting off building the slide deck for bc I just. I don’t know how to spin my project#it’s basically a grunt labor project but I’m qualified enough to speak to the principles behind it#but I was told to not talk abt the principles#or about what an archive is#and I got flack for not working 20 extra unpaid hours last week but there’s no way for me to do that without getting fired#I hate it so fucking much I’m so tired#I’m so tired of being tired#I know every job is going to suck but at least the other ones don’t have me staring at viscera trying to figure out how I can upload it#I know I should feel fortunate to have this job but I’m just lying on the floor sobbing rn#I’ve been working since 6:30 this morning I should just. stop#log the fuck off give the fuck up try again next week#(Monday I have an interview for a hopefully chiller job in the fall and I’m very excited for it tbh)#the team seems cool and it’s . idk it’ll be something I can live with doing#and I can work my other school year gig and I miss that team so much and they said they missed me too and#god I just rly wanna work full time at the library I work at during the year
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can you please stop reblogging that car its literally like the sixth time i've had to see it today you only need to self reblog once after posting
fuck you
#it is literally not my fault that you’re on tumblr for so long that you’re seeing it that many times. try logging off#i considered being civil but honestly i am so fucking tired of people trying to tell me what i’m allowed towith my own work#on my own blog#i spend hours and hours on my art and i share it for free i can reblog it as much as i want#if you can’t stand to scroll past it a few times (or god forbid even reblog it) that is not my problem at all. unfollow me.#i don’t even post art that often like LEAVE ME ALONEEEE#nyms asks#also not for nothing but mobile tumblr is also glitching rn and often rbs things multiple times when i’m only trying to rb once#so if ur seeing it rbed several times within an hour or 2 i’m sorry (to everyone except this anon)#anyway. my work deserves to be seen and also you can’t tell me how to run my own blog
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remind me not to stay up until midnight
#logging off for the day because the LAST thing my brain needs right now is to STIR this green goop cauldron (chuckle)#in my defense my adoptive uncle was over for game night and I always find it hard to wind down after getting hyped up for game night#but..... I should've gone to bed EARLIER. and then maybe got UP earlier. given myself a buffer time in the Morning instead of at Night#feel free to ignore me btw this is basically me talking to myself. strategizing. in the hopes of finding a solution#and reinforcing positive behavior (for myself AND for whoever's reading this. hopefully this is helpful not stressful <3)#Robin speaks#Robin processes emotions on main#even though the emotion is just t i r e d#I'm working on healthy behaviors! and I'm getting better at it!#if you take only two things from my personal mental health tag rambles I would like them to be:#A) it often takes time (YEARS) and a lot of intentional hard work for people to find out what works for their brain#and B) you can abide in God even in the midst of bad brain times.#anyway! goodbye!#got to go eat lunch!
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it only just registered in my brain that palomas name means dove.
#escaped audios#i can feel my salvadoran ancestors glaring at me#i am#deeply disappointed#that it took#SO GOD DAMN LONG FOR THAT TO REGISTER#IN MY PEA SIZED BRAIN#anyways logging off#goodbye yall#i give up
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