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#i've thought here and there (sometimes a lot more than here and there) about changing my name for like 8 years#and idk maybe it is time! maybe it's something to actually consider if i've been actively avoiding considering it for so long#my name now isn't like. particularly meaningful. it was basically just There when i came out as trans#and my feeling towards it was honestly just relief at feeling like i didn't have to make a decision myself#but there are 2 that have both been on my mind this entire time#i've had my current name for 10 years. legally for 9. and it was only like a year after that that i was like hmmm#but even if it wasn't already changed legally i was SO averse to anything that could have possibly been seen as wavering or uncertainty#i came out 10 years ago at 17 and i had to really dig my feet in to get my family on board enough to start transitioning soon as i hit 18#and i felt like being Certain and not showing Any hesitation would make other ppl see me as more legitimate#so no going through multiple names#and then also the Hassle it's just such a pain doing all that legally#idk maybe i just wouldn't bother. just tell everyone in my life that this is the deal now but i'm not bothering w legal documents#idrc about people calling me a different name in medical / official settings as long as it's not incongruous w my gender#or maybe i would do it eventually legally. i've wanted to change my last name the whole time too
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Album Reviews: Sleater-Kinney / The Smile
This week it's like I'm nostalgic for the good old days of January 2024. Way way back in the beginning of this year, I got to review Sleater-Kinney's Little Rope and The Smile's Wall of Eyes. Both are easily among the best albums of this year so far. This week, I got to review the Deluxe Edition of Little Rope as well as The Smile's second studio album of 2024, Cutouts.
Sleater-Kinney Little Rope Deluxe Edition
The Pacific Northwest indie rockers Sleater-Kinney have been on my radar since 1997âs Dig Me Out (got my copy on vinyl). Theyâve done some great albums, but that still stands as my personal favorite. I saw them headline the Siren Music Festival in Coney Island in 2002 and they blew me away. The bandâs 2019 album The Center Wonât Hold was a polarizing album that was so polarizing drummer Janet Weiss left before its release, but I actually really dug it and I even named âThe Future is Hereâ my #1 Song of 2019. Their first post-Janet Weiss album was Path of Wellness, which I named my #6 Album of 2021. There are purists who feel itâs not the same band without Weiss. But Corin Tucker and Carrie Brownstein have kept the band going and their album Little Rope, released in January. This week sees the release of Little Rope Deluxe Edition.
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Deluxe album cover
In my review, I noted that after after Weiss's departure with the album Path of Wellness, "as much as I liked the album - it is a band trying to figure out how to go from being a three-headed monster to a two-headed monster. But with this one, Brownstein and Tucker are clearly past that transition and diving back into the indie rock sound they perfected over the course of the last 30 years." In March, I got to see them live on St. Patrick's Day in Boston at The Paradise performing a number of the songs off of Little Rope, doing 9 of the 10 album tracks. So you're probably wondering, why an expanded edition of an album that came out only eight months ago? Well it has all 10 of the Little Rope tracks as well as three new songs recorded during the recording session, live versions of some of the songs recorded in Australia, and the Frayed Rope Sessions EP, which had stripped back versions of some of the songs.
Brownstein and Tucker front stage at The Paradise on 3/17/24
Bottom line: The original album itself is one of the best albums released this year and you can expect to see it on my Best Albums of 2024 list. The Frayed Rope Sessions are actually rather interesting versions of some of the songs. It's not just a bunch of remixes where they all get lost in the shuffle and don't measure up to the originals, they are actually kind of interesting. The live tracks are good but are they worth re-buying the album you already have? Not really worth re-buying but I'd say some of the new tracks are worth buying on their own, like "Here Today", which could've been included on the album. As a fan I definitely dug these bells and whistles, but what really matters here is the original album!
For info on Sleater-Kinney
Little Rope: 4 out of 5 stars
Little Rope Deluxe Edition: 3.5 out of 5 stars
The Smile Cutouts
At what point does a side project become its own thing and not just a side project of a bigger band that is the "day job" of the members? That's, maybe, more of a philosophical question that encompasses more than just an easy answer, but you got to admit it's an interesting question! Singer Thom Yorke and guitarist Jonny Greenwood are among the strongest members of Radiohead, a band filled with strong personalities. Add to the two of them, Sons of Kemetâs Tom Skinner and their side project The Smile is a band that is bigger than the sum of their parts. I named their first album A Light for Attracting Attention my #1 Album of 2022! That album was good enough to be a Radiohead album. Earlier this year they released Wall of Eyes, which Iâd go so far as to say itâs actually better than some Radiohead albums. After debuting some new songs on their UK tour earlier this year, they have surprised everyone with their third album and second of 2024 with Cutouts, which drops today from XL Records. Somehow they found time to record in Oxford and at Abbey Road Studios!
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I am a huge fan of Radiohead and through this blog Iâve been fortunate enough to cover a number of the band membersâ solo and side projects, i.e. guitarist Ed O'Brien AKA EOBâs album Earth, drummer Philip Selwayâs album Strange Dance and the live album Live at Evolution Studios, bassist Colin Greenwood toured with Nick Cave last year, Yorkeâs soundtrack to Suspiria, and a number of Jonny Greenwoodâs soundtracks (You Were Never Really Here, There Will Be Blood and Spencer). Just this past April, Yorke released his soundtrack to Confidenza. Jonny Greenwood is currently scoring Paul Thomas Anderson's next film The Battle of Baktan Cross as well. But you need to differentiate the solo and side projects from Radiohead. Having said that, it can be hard when you notice the musical sensibilities coming out in their music. For example on Cutouts, one of the standout tracks "Instant Psalm" bears a clear correlation to the Radiohead outtake "I Promise" that was featured on the OK Computer 2017 box set OK Computer OKNOTOK 1997 2017.
The Smile's Skinner, Yorke and Greenwood smiling
Bottom Line: I out and out loved Wall of Eyes and I gave it a very rare 5 out of 5 stars, so this is a tough act to follow whether it was released in the same year or years later. My initial reaction after listening a few times is that it's not as mind-blowing as Wall of Eyes, but it definitely has something special when these three play new music together. My goodness - if this is some thrown together last minute album, it's better than some albums that take years and years to make. It's also a grower of an album that gets better on each listen. The art rock and jazz sound coming into the alt rock is something these guys have perfected. Now if only The Smile would play the U.S. again! Or better yet, Radiohead releases a new album and when they tour, The Smile opens!!!
For info on The Smile
4.5 out of 5 stars
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if you're taking asks for the prompts, can you do 11 and 17 from the angst list with george but have a fluffy ending? she/her pronouns pls
I Can Make It Right
SHSJS I HAVE SO MUCH ANGST IN MY INBOX YALL!
Thanks for the request babe! The way it came out was gender neutral i dont think I user she/her, but it still works trust me!
George x reader imagine (established)
11) "It's not important apparently"
17) "You already made me feel like shit so might as well finish me off"
â ď¸ angst with happy ending, unresolved issue but they're gonna fix it dont worry đ, angry George, swearing
*** = flashback
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You had stood infront of your bathroom mirror finishing up your makeup for the night. Your hair was already done and you had a nice outfit on, not to fancy and not too comfortable. While listening to a playlist George had made for you, you had put down the brushes you were using. It didnt really matter if you cleaned up your makeup that was littered all over the sink right now, but right now you were feeling good.
Today was your and George's 3rd year anniversary and you couldn't be happier about it. Today you two were going to dinner and doing something else which was supposed to be a surprise for you. It was a night on the town.
George and you met 4 years ago actually. You two started out as acquaintances, the slowly grew into friends and then one day he asked you to join him to dinner. At first you were oblivious to his actions, thinking he was just being a good friend, but turns out the more dates you two went on the more you caught on. He officially asked you to be his girlfriend 3 years ago today.
His friends keep on pressuring George to propose already, they think it's been long enough. The only thing close to marriage is a promise ring. He put the ring on your finger as a promise that one day he would marry you, everytime you doubt that he will propose you turn your attention to the cute ring on your finger.
You had turned off the bedroom lights and sat on your bed finally relaxing after struggling to find a decent enough outfit for tonight. George said that he was going to pick you up around 6:00 and now it is 5:47 so you had some time to spare.
You had found yourself scrolling through tiktok because you had nothing else better to do at this moment. It was a guilty pleasure of yours even though you and george both joked around about hating tiktok.
Time began to tick away so you had checked the clock on your phone which said 5:57 pm. You had grabbed shoes that you set up against your bed, slipped them on and grabbed all of your belongings for the night. You stationed yourself in the living room waiting till George came to the door.
Nervousness always came up before a date, it was the anticipation actually. You were excited and nervous about the date as you always were, but today for you was special. It was three years worth of beautiful love. You remembered the time he first said I love you too, it was just like it was yesterday.
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"Hey y/n." George looked towards you. You both were sitting on a plaid, plush blanket with a brown woven basket ontop in between you two. It was just like the movies and that why you cringed because of how cheesy it was when George led you to it.
It was sweet, it was extremely sweet and you loved these dates that George always brung you too. You always felt special when you are sitting next to him.
You responded to George. "Yeah Gogy?" You laughed at the use of his nickname.
"Im trying to be serious right now and you call me Gogy." George smiled and shook his head. "Anyways, you know I love you, right?"
"Of course I do-"
"No I love you. I mean. I'm in love with you." George reached to rest his hand ontop of yours and repeated himself. "I'm in live with you y/n."
You wasted no time answering. "Im in love with you too."
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6:03
George didnt show up yet, but there was no sweat. He was only 3 minutes late, maybe he ran into traffick. Your stomach was rumbling, but you didnt want to eat yet since you two we're planning to go to dinner. Patience is key, and it wasnt like he wasn't late before.
6:10
You started to get worried, it's been 10 minutes and still no sign of your boyfriend. You had gotton up several times to check outside of your door only to be met with no one. Your mind was jumping to conclusions about if he forgot your anniversary, but you shut those thoughts out for the time being.
6:19
Okay this is getting out of hand. You brung out our phone and began to text George, you couldn't believe that you had waited this long before texting the man.
Where are you? Ive been waiting for 29 minutes?!
[Sent: 6:20pm]
George what are you doing?
[Sent: 6:20pm]
You awaited his text message with your phone faced up on the coffee table infront of you. You didn't want to believe that George woukd forget, or overslept, but that was becoming truth the more minutes passed by with no call or text.
6:30
Calling him was useless, because he didn't answer. He didn't hang up on you he just wasn't picking up the phone, like he turned it off. You started to get worried if something happened to him, if he was in a situation where he couldn't call or text you. You wondered if he was safe at home and not out in the middle of the street.
In a flash all your worries subsided when your phone lit up with a notification.
ThisIsNotGeorgeNotFound is live:
Im Playing golf with my friends
That son of a bitch. Pissed off was an understatement, you were fuming. How could he end up streaming at home when you had constantly reminded him about this day, he knew damn well about this day too. How could he?
You ended up grabbing a jacket and your purse and ended up driving to George's place. It seemed like he was mocking you in a way, he knew you had notifications on for Twitch. You loved to support him and his career, but this was making a fool out of yourself.
Your hand tightly gripped the steering wheel as you tried not to run every red light you cane across. You finally came across George's home, you found a place to park and quickly got out of your car and sped walked your way to George's residence. Finally making up to George's door you knocked harshly on the door probably making more noise than what you intended too. You continuously banged on his door until you got fed up.
Remembering that George had given you a key to his house you dig through your purse to get your set of keys out anr unlock his door. You stomped inside his house and closed the door behind you.
"GEORGE! GEORGE!" You yelled through the house. You were being reckless and annoying, but you didnt care at this point you were fuming and needed to tell George how you feel.
You had made your way to George's recording room where he was talking to his friends on discord. George looked towards you in shock clearly not hearing the sounds you were making throughout his house.
"Y/N?!" George yelled and muted his microphone.
"What the hell are you doing?" You exclaimed back.
"Im streaming thats what Im doing!" George sassed back at you, not paying attention to his screen and the chat.
"Dont get smart with me. End the stream."
"What?! No!"
"You heard me, we need to talk." You crossed your arms across your chest. Your heart was beating too fast for your liking and you tried to calm yourself down, but George's comments were getting to you.
George was about to unmute himself and get back to the game. "No we dont-"
"GEORGE END THE FUCKING STREAM! This is embarrassing! Talk to me cause you have some explaining to do." You snapped at him.
A silence tell upon you two and he glared at you before turning to his stream and closing it out.
"Okay guys! Go watch the other boys streams I need to go now! Bye!" George quickly ended and turned off everything.
He turned around to you still sitting in his chair. "What? What do you want?"
"Do you know what today is?" You asked.
"April 30th." George answered bluntly.
"Thats all you have to say?" You asked in shock. "It's our anniversary dickhead!"
"I fucking know that." George said.
"You do? So why did you start streaming and we had dinner plans?!"
"I told you we were streaming! You weren't listening to me!" George stood up from his chair when he said that.
"When the fuck did you tell me this?!"
"A couple days ago! You didn't listen!"
"But you knew that was our anniversary! And we made dinnerr plans-"
George yelled over you. "A month ago! We made those plans a month ago so excuse me for forgetting!"
"So all these other years you remembered our anniversary and went out of your fucking way to cancel other plans around that date, but today you didnt because why?!" Tears were threatening to fall down you cheeks, but you wouldnt let him see you like that.
"Because I planned this already with the boys! And AGAIN you werent listening to me when I said that-"
"There were several other times that you could've told me too! But you didn't!" You sniffed trying to keep the frustrated tears inside.
"I already planned this and I cant go back on my promise-"
"But you can with me?!" You yelled and George stopped talking. He's just studying your face at this point and you hated this silence.
"Its not important apparently." You said while walking out of the recording room.
"You're being a bitch." He mumbled.
"Excuse me?! That is so disrespectful!" You spun around yelled at him.
"You already made me feel like shit so might as well finish me off." George said in a annoying tone.
"Yeah you should feel like shit! I feel like shit too so-!" You threw your hands up in exasperation and stormed out the room. You had made it to the door before George called out to you again.
"Y/n! Y/n! Please!"
"No! Just..." You paused before opening the door and ushering your way out. "Call me when you get your shit together.
You were currently curled up on your couch eating leftovers that you had in the refrigerator. That had satisfied your hunger for the night because the dinner was canceled that night. Your anger and sadness had subsided and you were only left with an unusual feeling in your heart. Your relationship felt incomplete, this fight felt incomplete. You didnt break up with him, but you were waiting for closure.
The TV was the only light in the room. It illuminated what it wanted to, you didnt care if it was too dark. Usually you would be cuddled up with George at this ungoldy hour, but you weren't and that made you tear up.
Your sadness was still there, your anger towards George turned into pity. You were sad about the actions he took, but somewhere in your heart you could forgive him. You could forgive and move on if he would come to you.
Speaking of, you had a knock on your door. You didn't have the strength to get up, but you did. Shuffling your way to the door you sluggishly opened it to find George standing there with his hands in his hoodie. The person you wanted to see, but at the same time you wanted to slam that door in his face.
"Hey." George spoke and you gave him a small smile, nothing more.
You turned around to find your seat back on the couch where you were comfortable, but also giving him a silent invitation to come inside. You had sat down on the couch not paying attention to George, but you knew he closed the door, took off his shoes by yours, and put his keys on the table by the door like he always did. It was like a routine to him.
George ended up awkwardly standing beside the couch as you ignored him.
"You know, if you didnt open the door I would've used my keys like you did." George tried to spark up a conversation, but you only hummed in response. You were scared that if you spoke, you would cry.
George ended up making his way to the couch sitting beside you and pulling you into his embrace. Your head was on his chest and you began to sob. You missed this it's only been a few hours, but you had felt that in those few hours you had lost everything. You continued to sob into his hoodie as he rubbed your back and shushed you, whispering sweet nothings into the air only for you to hear.
"Im here, and Im sorry. Im so fucking sorry that I did this to you and I only hope that you can forgive me." George said, his voice cracking a little when he said that. You kept crying.
That's what you wanted to hear all along, that's what you needed. You could forgive him in due time, you always will because you love him, you will always love him. You both can always make it right.
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Fic Writer Review
Thank you for the tag, @flutteringdreams-matwâ!! I loved reading your review, and Iâm stoked to have the opportunity to fill this out myself, too!
1) How many works do you have on AO3? 46. And not all of them have been transferred over from FFN. Thereâs at least another dozen between multiple fandoms over there, lol.Â
2. Whatâs your total AO3 word count? 656,571. My word.Â
3. How many fandoms have you written for and what are they? When one of your fandoms is DC Comics...Does that count as one or several? LOL. xD
Thereâs been Merlin, Danny Phantom, Batman (Comics), Young Justice (cartoon), Teen Titans (cartoon), Titans (TV Show), Smallville (TV show), The Justice League (movie), The Flash (Arrowverse TV Show), Miraculous Ladybug, Harry Potter, Rise of the Guardians, How to Train Your Dragon, Sword Art Online (anime), Blue Exorcist (anime), The Bright Sessions (podcast). Might be missing some.
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos? 1. Come Alive (Young Justice) 2. life, if well lived (Batman) 3. On Three (Miraculous Ladybug) 4. a million dreams (Batman) 5. Genesis (Danny Phantom)
@redriottedâ should be informed that my top two are fics she requested from me via prompts Iâm sure neither of us expected I would ever fill. Love you, dear! I credit you for these fics!
5. Which of your fic do you want more attention for? Difficult question for me to answer. Iâve been gifted with lovely feedback on most of my work. I guess if I were to choose one it would be Locking Up the Sun (Batman)? Itâs a Fantasy AU. A fantastic exercise in world-building. I had so much fun with it that Iâve been playing with the idea of spinning bits of it into an original work.
6. Do you respond to comments, why or why not? YES. I try to respond to every review and comment I receive. I understand it takes a lot of time and energy for some people, but from the moment I posted my first Merlin fic in 2011, I needed to respond, even if with nothing more than a little thank you. And Iâm not about to stop the habit. I met some of my dearest friends responding to reviews. I still meet wonderful people doing so. :) 7. Whatâs the fic youâve written with the angstiest ending? Uhhhh, Iâm not sure? I guess it depends on perspective. Most of my fics end happily, or rather, I am quite heavy-handed on the comfort part of the Hurt/Comfort trope. I do bittersweet more often than I do angst. I wrote a Merlin AU inspired by The Picture of Dorian Gray about Uther Pendragon that was pretty angsty? Grief was another one, also in the Merlin fandom. Iâm sure there were some in my FFN Merlin oneshot collection Rabbits and Bathroom Breaks that apply, but lord knows I hardly remember half of what Iâve posted in that monster.Â
8. Do you write crossovers? Once. I wrote a Rise of the Guardians/Frozen crossover with an Elsa/Jack Frost pairing as a gift for a friend. 9. Have you ever received hate on a fic? Oh, of course. Who hasnât? Iâve been cursed out more than once, too. It always stings, but itâs a matter of stepping back and asking myself: is this constructive? will this make me a better writer? Once you frame the comment/review that way, itâs a bit easier to see that itâs unproductive to linger on it for long. Itâs someoneâs personal preferences and/or beliefs not aligning with your own. Or someone who canât quite distance themselves from fiction enough to realize you are not always what you write, nor are you a reflection of the characters/plot youâre writing about.
10. Do you write smut? if so what kind? Rarely, and only as crack or as a joke. Nothing I would ever share in public. RIP Uther Pendragon/Troll fic of circa 2013-2014. I do so wish Iâd saved you somewhere safe. 11. Have you ever had a fic translated? Yes, but I have no idea where they are posted or in what language. Most of the requests came over FFN, so Iâm sure theyâre available somewhere. In some capacity.Â
12. Have you ever co-written a fic before? Not quite. My friend and I wrote every other line of the aforementioned Uther/Troll fic in a chatroom, if that counts. 13. Whatâs your all time favorite ship? Iâm far more interested in platonic/family relationships in pretty much every fandom Iâm in. If I were to choose one? Adam Hayes/Caleb Michaels from The Bright Sessions. Or Barry Allen/Iris West in The Flash.
14. Whatâs a WIP that you want to finish but donât think you ever will? *eyes Shift warily*
I KID. I made a promise over half a decade ago, and I intend on keeping it. In all seriousness: A Merlin time-travel fic I started ages upon ages ago. I hardly remember what the point of it was. There is a fun scene Iâve considered posting as a oneshot more than once over the years, though, just because it makes me laugh.
15. What are your writing strengths? Dialogue, I think? I love it.Â
16. What are your writing weaknesses? Imagery/action. Give me a single scene focused on a conversation between two hopeless individuals that need some TLC and let me forget about where they are sitting or if they are sitting at all or if there are things that need describing around them, please and thank you. 17. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic? Iâve done it, in some capacity. I used my knowledge of Latin grammar from old high school classes to try to write spells for Merlin fics. I probably butchered quite a few, lol. I think itâs important to use language as accurately as possible, though, if it were to be used at all. Most of the time I take the lazy manâs route and use dialogue tags and italics, just so I can avoid making ignorant mistakes. As a reader, as long as I have translations in front of me, Iâm golden. 18. What was the first fandom you wrote for? Merlin. I owe that fandom everything. 19. Whatâs your favorite fic youâve written? Come Alive. I donât know that I have ever had so much fun writing anything in my life. a million dreams (my Flying Grayson time travel tear-jerker) and Not a Bit (my MLB Brothers AU, inspired by the original PV) come in close second. I dig my family feels, obviously. 20. What fic are you most proud of? Shift, my Danny Phantom AU, if only because itâs been seven years since I posted its first chapter. Writing it has felt like pulling teeth at certain points, but it has been with me for a long, long time. Rereading it is like looking at a time lapse of how Iâve developed as a writer, lol. Heart of Gold (Merlin) is another. Before Shift, it was the longest fic Iâd ever written, one, and it was my first time really developing an OC/attempting a redemption arc as well. It was far from a perfect fic, but boy did I feel like a queen when I finished it. Iâm sure you mightâve done something like this at some point, @cdelphiki, but here you go! @breynekai-tfc, too! And anyone else who sees and wants to share, please do so!Â
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Guys Like You Chapter 17
Title: Guys Like You
Chapter: 17
Chapter Summary: We'll get through this, I promise.
Rating: 18+
Warnings: I'm almost 100% sure this is legally inaccurate. It's a work of fiction, though so ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻÂ Also, vomiting and mentions of anxiety/poor mental state. Mentions of prior abuse.
{Prologue} {Chapter 1} {Chapter 2} {Chapter 3} {Chapter 4} {Chapter 5} {Chapter 6} {Chapter 7} {Chapter 8} {Chapter 9} {Chapter 10} {Chapter 11} {Chapter 12} {Chapter 13} {Chapter 14} {Chapter 15} {Chapter 16}
Lawyers, attorneys, case building, legal proceedings and court dates all swam around Faye's head to the point she was dizzy. Henry had taken immediate action and gotten in touch with his legal team right away, ultimately being referred to someone more specialized in custody cases who agreed to work with Faye's sister on the case. He as not about to let that slime ball come back after years and take their baby from them.
First, they had to file for Faye to be the sole parent and guardian of Briar, sighting the years long abandonment for terminating any rights he may have had. Then, they had to gather up everything they could proving he was an unfit father, picking at old wounds that Faye would rather be left alone. All she'd had to do was get in contact with her sister and within minutes she had over a dozen pictures of just as many occasions with Faye battered and bruised, or with her fingers in casts, or her lip split. Faye hadn't even known her sister had been taking them, but she had also blocked out a lot of that time of her life. Her sister had always been the more responsible level headed one anyway. She'd probably taken them just in case something like this ever happened.
Her sister had also filed for a restraining order against him on her behalf. She knew what kind of person he was and having a legal order of protection against him was a solid idea. It prevented him from intimidating Faye or trying to just take Briar.
Overall, they were assured by almost everyone that he stood no chance. He had walked out of her life before she was even born and never tried to be in contact since. No judge in their right mind would listen to a word he had to say.
That did very little to settle Faye's anxiety. Over the next few weeks Henry would often find her crying silently, her mind a million miles away dwelling on the what ifs. Briar had moved to sleeping in their bed the same night they had gotten the letter, more for Faye's sake than anything else. Having her daughter close was one of the few things that calmed her down anymore. Henry had tried everything he could think of to take her mind off of what was happening, but with little success. All it would take is one look at Briar and Faye would start tearing up again.
Faye had gotten so bad she would barely eat. She would only pick at her food, nibbling on a few bites here and there. Henry could tell she was losing weight, but he was unable to convince her to actually eat more. She just kept telling him she felt sick all the time. A few times she had even worked herself up into such an anxious mess that she was physically sick. Henry had yet to meet her ex, but he knew he hated him more than he had ever hated anyone in his life. Whoever that slime ball was, he had severely crossed the line. The woman he loved was a wreck because of him, something had to be done.
Henry took it upon himself to pack everyone for the trip to the states, not wanting to add anymore stress to Faye if he didn't have to. Briar had been given Dramamine before the flight and again almost halfway through to keep her from getting sick. Faye's chronically empty stomach faired far worse. She was in and out of the small airplane bathroom, Henry dutifully following each time as she brought up bile or nothing at all, her stomach desperate to rid itself of contents it didn't even have. She even threw up the Dramamine he'd gotten her to take. It was times like this he was eternally grateful he was able to fly privately. The entire flight would have been a nightmare if they had to deal with other passengers at the same time.
He had booked the biggest suite he could within a reasonable distance of the court house where hearings were meant to be held. They wanted to have some privacy before everything happened, though they were planning on staying with Faye's parents afterwards until they went back home. Faye wanted to be impressed and thankful for everything he was doing for her and her daughter, once again, but she didn't have the energy to do much more than squeeze him tight, resting her weary head against his strong chest.
"It'll be alright, darling. No one is going to take our princess away." Henry assured, tilting her head up to kiss her gently.
"It's just dredging up so many bad memories." Faye admitted shakily, wiping her eyes before more tears could fall. Between throwing up and crying she was sure she was dehydrated, her head pounding in synch with her heart to prove it.
"I know, but they're in the past now."
"But they're not." Faye hiccupped, hiding her face in his chest again. "All of this is happening right now."
"This is the last time he is going to have any contact with either of you. Go and take a long shower, darling. Try to relax. You need your sleep."
"I know I look awful." Faye sighed, reluctantly stepping away from him.
"Just as beautiful as ever." Henry corrected, digging through the bags to find Faye's shower bag and something for her to change into. While she was in the bathroom, Henry convinced the half asleep toddler to get ready for bed, handing her a pair of zip up pajamas along with her diaper, reminding her to go potty before he would zip her up.
The child was tucked into the middle of one of the beds, hugging her stuffed bunny tightly and falling asleep almost instantly. Henry went to check on Faye once he was sure she was asleep, smiling softly when he saw her stepping out of the shower.
"Feeling any better?"
"Not really." Faye sighed, letting Henry take the towel from her and dry her off.
"It will be over soon, I promise." Henry assured, pulling one of the shirts she had stolen from him over her head.
"Not soon enough."
~*~
"She ran out as soon as she found out she was pregnant. I tried to track her down for years, but I never could find her. That's the only reason I haven't been in my daughter's life. I could never find an address for either of them. She just vanished."
Faye felt her skin crawl at his words, physically shrinking away from him the moment he laid eyes on her. Everything just came flooding back, and suddenly she was right where she was years ago, having to put up with his lies and manipulations. She could feel more bile threatening to creep up her throat every time she looked at him.
"As you can see, the defendant never filed for sole custody of the child until very recently. It is our belief that she is using the child against my client for some perceived wrongs. She has even fled the country to make sure that my client has no access to the child."
"Alright. Miss Warren?" The judge shifted his attention to the other side of the room. "Is the plaintiff the biological father of the child?"
"Yes." Faye answered softly.
"And did you try to reach out to him after the birth of the child?"
"No, I did not. He left the second he found out I was pregnant. He avoided my attempts to contact him up until I gave birth. He made it pretty clear he wanted nothing to do with us."
"And did you in fact leave the country with the child in an effort to avoid contact with the plaintiff?"
"No. I left because I had a job offer in another country. My daughter came with me, because she is my daughter."
"Your honor, if I may?" Delilah stepped in, squeezing her sister's hand supportively.
"Go ahead Miss... Warren."
"As you can see from the documents I have provided, my client has only moved three times in the last five years. The first was into an apartment in the same town she resided in with the plaintiff before their split. She held a lease in that same apartment until a year and a half ago when she moved to England. She only recently moved from there into a home that she shares with her current boyfriend. For the plaintiff to be unable to locate my client, he would have had put little to no effort into actually looking for her."
"Does Mr. Young have any evidence of him attempting to locate the defendant? What efforts did he make?"
"My client did the searching by himself, there is no paper trail of his efforts."
"So you cannot provide any evidence of his attempts to locate the defendant or the child in question?"
"No your honor."
"Now, Miss Warren... the lawyer, do you have a statement to make?"
"Yes, your honor. As you can see from the documents I have provided you with, my client suffered abuse at the hands of the plaintiff for years. There are not only pictures of the injuries, but also documentation from several emergency room visits due to 'blunt force trauma' along with multiple domestic violence reports against the plaintiff. The plaintiff left shortly after my client revealed her pregnancy and no attempts to contact my client or the child in question are able to be confirmed. Tell me, Mr. Young. If you were so invested in your unborn child, what was the child's expected due date? On what day did my client suffer a miscarriage of one of the children she was carrying? What do you even know about the child you want in your life so badly now?"
"I don't know anything, that bit- the defendant kept her from me."
"Kept her from you, or you didn't try to make any contact?"
"I tried to make contact!"
"Enough, Mr. Young." The judge sighed, leaning back to look at the papers in front of him. "Tell me Miss Warren, what does the child in question know about the plaintiff?"
"Nothing." Faye replied softly. "She didn't have a father in her life."
"Would it be alright if we spoke to the child?" The judge asked, looking over to where Briar sat in the back of the room, playing with her stuffed bunny under Henry's watchful eye.
"Briar?" Faye called, the child popping up and running over to her mother. "Would you be ok talking to everyone?"
"Ok, Mama!" Briar eagerly accepted, scurrying over to the chair she had seen everyone else take a turn sitting in.
"Hello Briar." The judge greeted, smiling warmly at the child.
"Hi." Briar giggled, squeezing her bunny to her chest.
"I like your bunny. He is very well behaved."
"We be good." Briar confirmed, nodding her head surely.
"Now, Briar, can you tell me about your family?"
"Yeah! I have my mama and that my aunt Lilah! I see Nana and Grampy on the phone too! Oh! And I met Papa family too! We play in the big yard, then we all went to sleep in the couch room and they were all giggling, but I was good!"
"You met your Papa's family?" The judge asked, his brow furrowing.
"I like Papa family." Briar giggled.
"Mr. Young, has the child had contact with your family?" The judge asked.
"Yes, she has recently met my family."
"Mama?"
"Hold on sweetie, Mommy needs to talk to Aunt Delilah." Faye rushed out, turning her terrified eyes to her sister. "What is he doing? Briar has never met his family. I've never met his family!"
"I thought he just congealed in a gutter somewhere. What is Briar talking about? Who's family did she meet?" Delilah whispered back.
"Henry's. She calls him Papa, we met them just a few weeks ago."
"That's kind of adorable, we will circle back to that after we deal with this douchebag. Can you prove she's never met dingus's family?"
"We've only been back in the States for two days. I don't even know where his family lives. Like I said, I never even met them!"
"That's something. Where's her passport?" Delilah mumbled to herself, shifting through the various papers in front of her.
"Papa? Papa, I gotta go!" Briar whimpered, squirming in her seat.
"I'll take you since Miss Warren is too busy." David quickly offered, popping up and reaching for the child before anyone else had a chance to react.
"No!" Briar screamed, kicking and wiggling when he picked her up. "No! Not Papa! Not Papa! Help! Mama!"
"Hey, it's me. It's Papa!" David tried, attempting to wrangle the thrashing child.
"NOT PAPA! WANT HENRY PAPA!" Briar screeched, hitting him in the face with her stuffed bunny.
"David, put her down! You're scaring her!" Faye yelled, anxious tears welling in her eyes. She wasn't sure if it was her heart in her throat, or if the water she'd been sipping on was trying to make a reappearance. The sight of him touching her daughter was enough to make her sick.
"Mr. Young!" The Judge barked, finally succeeding in getting him to release the struggling child. Briar dashed to the back of the room, throwing her arms around Henry's legs, frantically trying to climb him as she cried.
"Hey, it's ok Princess." Henry soothed, lifting her up and holding her tight. "Can you go and sit by Mama after you go potty?"
"NO!" Briar squealed again. "Papa stay! Bad man! Mama!" Briar blubbered almost incoherently, squeezing her bunny tight as she gasped between sobs.
"Ok, ok. I'll be right here. I'll make sure the mean man doesn't touch you or Mummy again, I promise." Henry assured, grimacing when he felt a warm wetness soaking through his shirt. "Princess? Did you have an accident?" Henry asked her quietly, glaring daggers at the other man when she shakily nodded her head.
"He... he scare me."
"I know, it's alright. We'll get you cleaned up, ok?"
"Your honor, may I ask the child a question?" Delilah ventured, standing up and placing her hand on Briar's back to get her attention. "Briar, who is your Papa?"
"Papa." Briar sniveled, hiding her snotty, tear stained face in Henry's neck.
"Your honor, as you can see from the copy of the child's passport, she has only been back in the United States for just over two days. She has never met the plaintiff's parents in her life. She is clearly terrified of him, too. Can we please stop all this nonsense?"
"I've heard all I need to." The Judge decided, turning to look at David. "Mr. Young, you have lied to me several times and provided me no substantial evidence regarding any of your claims. The child does not feel safe with you, and for good reason considering the numerous cases of domestic violence against you. Your parental rights are hereby terminated, and the defendant's request for an order of protection is granted, effective immediately."
"You can't be serious!" He growled, turning his furious eyes to the judge.
"I am very serious, Mr. Young. Even if you did genuinely want to be in the child's life, your previous convictions against the defendant prove you to be unfit to care for her." The Judge continued.
"She's ok." Faye breathed shakily, finally forcing herself to stand on shaky legs, Henry instantly wrapping his arm around her waist to steady her.
"I told you everything would be ok." Henry whispered, kissing her forehead softly. "No one is taking our princess away."
"I sorry Mama. I had accident." Briar sniffled.
"It's ok baby. Did you pee on the mean man?"
"Uh-hu. He scary." Briar mumbled. "No sorry."
"You don't have to apologize to him." Henry assured. "How about we go back to the hotel and get you a bath? We can go out for ice cream after."
"Please." Briar whimpered, continuing to hide in Henry's neck.
"No need to be upset. You're not in any trouble." Faye soothed.
"How about you? How are you doing?" Henry asked Faye, gently leading her out the door.
"Better? I don't know. I'm happy but still so anxious." Faye admitted.
"After all of this I don't blame you, but it's over now, darling. It's all over."
Faye and Briar ended up sharing a long bath when they got back to the hotel, giving Henry time to use the exercise room to relieve some of his own tensions. He had no idea what he would have done if they had been ordered to share custody. He hadn't known the little girl for very long, but she was still his world. He was willing to give up anything if it meant keeping his family together.
When he had gotten back to the hotel room, both of his girls were dressed, Briar happily attempting to dry her mother's hair while she sat on the floor, calling out directions to the little girl. She handed the dryer off to her mother as soon as she saw Henry, happily throwing her arms around his legs.
"You back!"
"Yes, sweetheart, I'm back." Henry chuckled, picking her up and kissing her forehead. "You have to try harder than that to get rid of me."
"Ewww! Papa you smelly!" Briar whined, covering her nose with both hands.
"The audacity!" Henry gasped, hugging her even tighter, laughing when she groaned in protest. "I in no way smell like a sweaty gym sock."
"You icky, Papa!" Briar repeated, pushing his face away with one hand, the other covering her nose. "You take a bath. I get you toys!" She decided, wiggling to be let down. Both adults nodded along as Briar monologued her choices in what Henry should take with him, tossing each one into the tub. She had decided upon a rubber duck, a wash cloth, a Captain America action figure, a horse figurine, the hotel mouthwash and carefully placed his razor on the side of the tub, sternly reminding him not to cut his hair again.
"Ok, princess. Promise I won't cut my hair again." Henry agreed for what had to be the hundredth time since he'd had to cut his hair for work months ago.
"Briar, how about we go finish getting ready, and then when Papa's done, we can all go see Nana and Grampy?" Faye offered, wincing at the decibel of the scream that erupted from the little girl's chest.
"NANA! GRAMPY!" She cheered, racing past her mother, digging through her bag to look for her shoes.
"You might want to hurry, I don't know how long I can keep her here." Faye chuckled, her brows crinkling when she saw the look on Henry's face. "What? You said you were ok with meeting my parents..."
"No, it's not that. That's the first time I've seen you laugh in weeks." Henry pointed out, pressing a soft kiss to her forehead.
"I'm trying to do better. Sorry I've been miserable to be around."
"Don't apologize for how you feel. Anyone would be upset if they had to go through that. I want you happy again, but I don't want you to force it. I want you to be really happy."
"Well, you can make me happier if you showered. The man stink is overwhelming." Faye teased, Henry rolling his eyes at her. "I see how it is, right back to teaming up on me. Just so you know, Kal is usually on my side."
"Guess we'll have to have a tiebreaker then." Faye shrugged, smirking as she left him alone in the bathroom with a shocked smile on his face.
When they finally arrived at Faye's parents home, Briar was about to burst from her seat in excitement. Faye barely got her out of the car before she was scurrying up the front steps, frantically ringing the doorbell. Faye followed behind her daughter, relaxing even more once she was in the familiar surroundings.
Delilah was the one to answer the door, her hair still up in it's sleek, professional updo, though she had changed into more comfortable clothes once she had gotten back to her parent's house. Briar audibly groaned when she saw her aunt for the second time that day. Â "Aunt Lilah! Where Nana?"
"She's in the kitchen, waiting on you." Delilah laughed, moving out of the child's way and wrapping her sister in a hug. "Told you we'd get through this."
"My sister, always there to save my ass."
"And you thought law school was a stupid idea."
"You said the same thing about art school, and look what it got me." Faye teased, nodding at Henry as he made his way up the stairs.
"Ok, you got me there. No one in my law firm looks anything like that. All the ones that ask me out for drinks are fat, bald and married."
"Is that where your standards are now?"
"Basically." Delilah laughed, ushering the two inside.
"Faye!" A short older woman cheered, bustling in from the back of the house with Briar on her hip.
"Hi Mom!" Faye greeted, pulling away from Henry to hug her mother. "Mom, I'd like you to meet my partner, Henry."
"Partner?" Her mother questioned, giving her daughter a strange look.
"It just sounds better than 'boyfriend'. More sophisticated."
"It's a pleasure to meet you, Mrs. Warren." Henry cut in, offering his hand to her only to be pulled into a surprisingly tight bear hug.
"Now, now! We hug around here!"
"Papa give good hugs!" Briar giggled.
"Yes, he does." The older woman agreed, patting his shoulder before venturing back into the house.
"Dad is around here somewhere. Probably break-fixing something." Faye mumbled, taking a quick glance around in an attempt to discern where he was.
"Just follow the sound of objects crying, you'll find him." Delilah laughed. "I think he said something about fixing the ceiling fan in the gremlin's room."
"Which one are you staying in?" Faye asked.
"I'll bite the bullet and sleep in the gremlin room. Not very often you have the chance to score in your childhood bedroom." Delilah teased, Henry shifting his gaze uncomfortably anywhere else.
"Like that isn't what happened when we visited your parents." Faye scoffed, grabbing his hand to lead him down the hallway.
"That's different." Henry mumbled, hefting their bags up as she pulled him away.
"How?"
"They're my family. There's not much I could do by now that one of us hasn't done before."
"Relax, I'm pretty sure my sister knows we've had sex by now. I would know, I told her."
"Only good things I assume?"
"Well the conversation started with me telling her she gave me the wrong size condoms when I moved away."
"Wonderful." Henry sighed, fighting back a laugh when he was led into a room with two twin beds against opposing walls.
"If you want I can help you push those together." A voice from behind offered. "Hi, I'm the dad."
"Hello, sir. I'm Henry." He greeted, setting the bags down and offering his hand, the other man gripping it firmly and resting his other hand on his elbow, giving a curt nod.
Faye's father wasted no time in sequestering Henry off into a different bedroom to hold up the ceiling fan while he worked on it. Henry wasn't sure what he was doing, and he had a feeling he didn't know what he was doing himself. He was either trying to find a bad wire, or attempting to electrocute both of them.
Faye and her sister had wandered back to the living room, curling up on the couch with her head in her sister's lap catching up on everything that had happened while they had been apart. Delilah had been killing it in her law firm, to say the least. She'd bought her first condo and a cat to go with it. The cat hated her, despite her many attempts to befriend the feline now sharing her home.
Briar spent the rest of the afternoon in the kitchen with her Nana, 'helping' her make cookies and brownies. Naturally, she had to sample everything that was being made. She also got sole ownership of the spatula, and she made sure everyone knew it, loudly yelling it to the rest of the house.
They weren't all back in the same room again until dinner time, Briar happily explaining to Henry that she had been the one to make the 'sketti' as she kept calling it. He had doubts to the validity of that statement. He also quickly figured out where Faye had learned to cook. Faye finally did more than pick at her food, actually inhaling three plates of her favorite comfort dish. After they had all stuffed themselves, the three travelers decided to head to bed, the combination of jet lag, the day's events, and the amount of carbs they had just consumed almost putting them into a coma at the table.
Briar went straight into the room at the end of the hall as soon as her pajamas were on, happily leaping onto the giant canopy bed. Surrounding it were stuffed animals of all shapes and sizes, along with tumble mats, a slide, a small ball pit, a mini trampoline and the biggest dollhouse Henry had ever seen. One wall was a chalkboard, several of Briar's artworks still decorating it from the last time she was there, the other walls were painted a soft purple, her name written in big silver letters on the wall behind the bed, peering proudly through the posters of the canopy.
"It's her room at my parent's house." Faye shrugged.
"Tell me again how I'm the one that spoils her?"
"There's more stuff in here now than there used to be."
"No there's not!" Delilah called from down the hall, Faye shooting an annoyed look over her shoulder.
"They're her grandparents, they're supposed to spoil her."
"Is this the biggest room in the house?"
"It used to be our playroom. Dad wanted to turn it into a home theater before I had Briar."
"Papa, watch!" Briar gasped, picking up a remote and turning on the TV mounted on the wall across from her bed.
"A TV of her own in her room." Henry half laughed. "And I get yelled at for sneaking her a biscuit!"
"You sneak her cookies just before dinner!"
"Your mother has been stuffing her with cookies since we got here."
"She hasn't seen her in a while?"
"That settles it, until I end up getting that kid her own pony I don't want to hear another word about me spoiling her." Henry snorted.
"She asked you for a pony, didn't she?"
"It's come up." Henry confirmed, tucking the sleepy, squirmy child in tightly with her bunny under her arm.
"She's not getting a pony." Faye grouched, kissing her daughter's forehead.
"But I want a pony." Briar pouted.
"Where will you keep a pony?"
"The stable where Papa ride horseys."
"You know, Mommy is pretty sure she asked Papa not to take you out there." Faye grouched accusingly, glaring at Henry as he pointedly avoided her gaze.
"She started crying." Henry mumbled, giving her a pathetic look. "I can't say no when she's that upset. It was just the once, I promise. She only pat them, she didn't get on a single horse."
"Wanna ride horsey."
"Anything else you do that I should know about?" Faye asked, raising a brow at her boyfriend.
"I leave my underwear on the bathroom floor every night then put them in the hamper each morning before you wake up."
"Strangely specific."
"It has been eating me up inside for ages. I finally feel free."
It felt like no time at all that Faye was curled up in her old bed, Henry sleeping in the one that used to be her sisters. It felt like even less time before she was jerked out of sleep, her stomach protesting strongly, bile rising into her throat. She jumped out of bed and rushed across the hall to the bathroom, not even taking the time to turn on the lights before violently emptying herself of everything she had eaten that day. Henry was right there only a few seconds later, having been awoken by her frantic rush to the bathroom. He held her hair back at the base of her neck, rubbing her back softly and trying to focus on anything other than her vomiting. He should have been used to it after Faye being literally worried sick for weeks, but the smell got to him every time.
"I think I ate too much." Faye whimpered, using some tissue to wipe her mouth and tossing it into the bowl, flushing it along with everything she'd just thrown up.
"You haven't eaten much in weeks, darling. Maybe you should try pacing yourself more?" Henry suggested, slowly helping her to her feet to rinse her mouth out.
"I know, but I just love my mom's spaghetti so much." Faye whined.
"I'm sure she'll make it again if you just ask her."
"Well that seems obvious now."
"Think you can go back to bed?" Henry asked, leading her back across the hall at her small nod.
After another two days of feeling nauseous, they had all come to the conclusion that her immune system must have been weakened by the stress of everything and caused her to catch some stomach bug. After a week and a half, she was wondering what kind of super bug she had managed to contract. The only time she could keep food down was when she would nibble at things throughout the day. Just how long would it take for her stomach to get used to food again before she could keep it down? She'd hoped she would be able to stomach something more substantial on their last full day with her family, muscling down her mother's homemade waffles until lunchtime. Two bites of mashed potatoes was all it took to tip her over the top, landing right back in the bathroom with Henry holding her hair back.
Thankfully they had noticed the pattern of small bits of food staying down in time for them to fly back to England. The fatigue of her being sick, along with how emotional she was about not being able to actually spend as much time with her family as she would have liked while she was there had her sleeping almost the entire flight. That left Henry dealing with Briar's motion sickness. He was slowly becoming convinced his entire world would be nothing but vomit for the foreseeable future. Faye finally gets to where she can eat just fine, only for Briar to be throwing up kool-aid and vanilla wafers while her mother got some well deserved rest. It was a good thing he loved his girls, otherwise he may begin to resent them soon.
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Lost in a Lightning Storm Ch. 2: Far from Home
Summary: You shouldnât talk about people, and not expect them to find out.
Chapters: 1, 2
While Henrik and Anti were talking to Tubbo and Logan, and then subsequently went off to Nateâs house to do some research, Mare went to go find Anti.
Anti was cackling with the Duke on some rooftop, who had escaped arrest after the chaos he had created. The two chaos-loving criminals were laughing and joking.
âAnti! Your boyfriend is getting too brave, you gotta[1] do something!â Mare said as he leaned over a massive air conditioning unit to get into the glitchâs face. Anti was lying on his back on the rooftop.
âOoooooohhh~ You have a boyfriend?â Remus gave a huge smile, turning on his stomach and kicking his feet up like they were a bunch of pre-teens at a slumber party. âAnd you didnât tell your best friend? For shame.â
âShut up,â Anti kicked him in the face. Then he turned back to Mare. âI donât got[2] a boyfriend.â
âOh, yeah, then what the hell is he?â Mare bit back.
âNone âa yer fookinâ business,â[3] Anti spat back.
âMâkay,[4] whatever,â Mare rolled his eyes. âPoint is, heâs trying to find you.â
âIâm right here, let âim[5],â Anti scoffed, still lying on the ground.
âNo, the old you, the human one,â Mare warned.
âWhy?â Anti spat.
âI donât know, humans are dumb,â Mare spat. âHeâs your problem, you deal with him.â
âFook[6] you!â Anti spat and stormed off.
Directly after he stormed off, he realized that he hadnât asked Mare where Henrik was. But it was too late to storm off. Mostly because he overheard Remus trying to weedle information out of Mare. Anti was too in his own head to admit to even himself that he was embarrassed.
So he went out to find Henrik. Except he wasnât at the hospital . . . and Logan didnât seem to know where he was. He wasnât at the hospital either so Anti ran around for a little bit and found them in Nateâs house.
For a couple moments, Anti debated on how upset Mare would be if he barged into his territory. Then he figured that if Mare didnât want him to trespass, he shouldnât have told him to take care of Henrik . . . and Anti had been in Nateâs house before on multiple occasions.
So Anti tripped about three alarms to get into the house and Nate and Henrik watched him stroll right into the living room where they were.
âDonât yeh[7] two know not ta[8] talk about someone behind their back?â Anti layered on the glitching and blood as much as he could.
âYou are certainly getting better at zat[9] effect,â Henrik complimented.
âYou bleed on my carpet and I will stab you with a soul splitter,â Nate threatened.
Anti pulled out his knife, completely offended that they werenât screaming in terror.
Nate helped up a stake, the wood was etched with runes and spell writing. âAnti, I donât want to explain to the rest of your friends why youâre in pieces.â
âWhy the fook are yeh digginâ inta my personal shite?â[10] Anti demanded.
âBecause zer is much I do not know about you, und I vish to correct zat,â[11] Henrik told him, Nate was on his computer, still looking through old census records and newspaper reports.
âIâm right the fook[6] here,â Anti spat.
âI cannot recall a time ven ve have ever talked about anyâzing,â[12] Henrik told Anti pointedly.
Anti glared at him, his nose scrunched up like the demon was about to pull his lips back in a snarl. âWhy, though? No point in lookinâ[13] fer[14] a dead man.â
Henrik stood up, really studying Antiâs expression, âIf it makes you uncomfortable, I can stop.â
Anti sputtered for a moment, âI donât care.â
âI am serious Anti, if all zis[15] investigation makes you uncomfortable or vas[16] a traumatic experience, I vill[17] stop.â
A myriad of uncomfortable feelings, that Anti refused to unpack or acknowledge, prickled under his skin and boiled his blood. He absolutely refused to be afraid of some past specter he could barely remember. Anti was better than some human whoâs only contribution to the world had been dying so that Anti could be brought into the world.
So instead Anti just scoffed, some derisive, forced laugh, âWhateâer yeh two arses wanna dig up some dead bitch that did me the favor âa dyinâ, go ahead. Here, Iâll eâen help.â[18]
Henrik watched for any sign that Anti was joking or would destroy Nateâs computer. âIf you are certain.â
âOh yeah,â Anti dismissed. âWhat did yeh shitebags find?â[19]
âWell,â Nate stalled as he watched Anti walk over, he stayed braced with his stake. âDonât break my stuff.â
âI won��t,â Anti smiled. âCome on, we got some loser ta[8] find.â
âThat âloserâ is also a past version of you,â Nate pointedly reminded.
âWatch it, meatbag,â Anti warned. âIf he wanted ta[8] stay alive, he shouldnâta[20] died.â
âEloquent,â Henrik commented.
âShut,â Anti hissed back.
âDo you remember your country of origin?â Nate asked. âIâve got several different deaths from lightning storms and factory accidents from the past 150ââ
âI neâer[21] worked in a factory,â Anti huffed, before mentally stalling because he couldnât remember how he knew that, just that he did.
âReally?â Nate commented without even blinking. âThat helps narrow it down. Means you only could have died from lightning if youâre as old as Mare says you are.â
âMare needs ta[8] learn ta[8] keep his trap shut,â Anti scoffed.
âYou were right there when he told me that, and you didnât say anything,â Nate reminded.
Anti looked away from him, âI donât remember this, it didnât happen.â
âAnyways, do you remember where you came from?â Nate turned back to his computer. âI know the Septics first met you in Ireland, but are you from there too?â
âBeen ta a lot âa places,â[22] Anti shrugged. âHow am I supposed ta[8] know?â
âWell it vould[23] make it easier,â Henrik reminded.
Anti rolled his eyes, âI woke up in Australia. I hitched a ride on several hosts until I got ta[8] Ireland. I donât know if I died there, my first ten years were a blur.â
âYou are Australian?â Henrik was staring at Anti.
âNo.â Hunching his shoulders up defensively, Anti glared at the doctor, âMaybe? I canât remember. Whatâs it ta[8] yah[7]?â
âNo, itâs not a bad thing,â Henrik rushed to say. âI just . . . it is a good thing.â
Nate and Anti just stared at him, neither of them sure which direction to take that comment, but Henrik wasnât looking Anti in the eyes anymore. He was glancing at Anti though, a lot.
But with a country narrowed down, Nate was able to eliminate several different possible candidates. Until there were five people left, four men and one woman. Mostly because it wasnât unheard of for gender changes to occur when a human became a demon.
âOkay,â Nate said. âWe have: Caleb Carson, Hannah Laverty, Brendan OâHeyne, Angus Collins, and Joe Morrin. Does anyone sound familiar, I donât see any pictures so . . .â
Antiâs brain felt clouded, like there was something wrong but he couldnât place it. He felt the urge to stab something and run. Like he was in danger.
âAnti? Are you alright?â Henrik asked, there was a look on Antiâs face that the German doctor hadnât seen on him before.
Antiâs attention drifted towards one of the names in particular. He had no memories left of that person.
Much of that person was gone now, eroded away by time, but snippets remained. Being arrested for something . . . feeling disgusting inside afterwards . . .
. . . Feeling sick as the boat wouldnât stop shaking the world around him . . .
. . . The heat of the sun burning his skin, almost hot as the anger that burned inside of him . . .
. . . And then a deafening CRACK as he felt like his body was exploding with pain. And how theyâd just . . .
âThey left me there,â Anti remembered, his form glitching erratically. âThey left my fookinâ[24] corpse ta[8] rot!â
âAntiâ˝â Henrik called out but the two humans watched Anti violently shatter apart in a discorporation.
Nate surged up immediately and took out an amulet necklace. One he had onceâs a while ago to safely carry Mare around. But he used his magic to scoop up as much of Antiâs aura as possible to keep him from fracturing.
âVat[25] happened?â Henrik demanded.
âHe must have remembered something,â Nate tried to calm Henrik down as he was casting spells to see how violent the discorporation was, âI donât think it was a good thing.â
Henrik snatched the necklace away, looking at it. âVill[17] he be alright?â
âHe still seems to be in one piece, but it might take a while for him to reform,â Nate warned.
âI zink ve should stop,â[26] Henrik looked over at Nateâs laptop. âIf I had known his reaction vould have been zis violent I vould have stopped ven he confronted us.â[27]
âYeah,â Nate agreed and watched Henrik put the necklace on. âBe careful with him, an injured demonâs a more dangerous one.â
âI vill[17],â Henrik promised, and gathered up his stuff with a stiff thank you for Nateâs help and the doctor went over to his apartment with the necklace. Anti took a couple of days to reform, but he didnât talk to Henrik. The demon would escape the necklace and then slip back in whenever Henrik was distracted or busy.
After almost a week since the incident at Nateâs house, Henrik decided that, if Anti wasnât going to talk to him, Henrik would talk to Anti. He started out small, complaining about the coffee machine at the hospital, about how muggy the weather was.
Then, one night, while Henrik was sitting on his couch, watching some TV show, or at least had it on in the background while he was staring down at the necklace in his hands, the doctor decided to be a bit more blunt. He watched the gem, saw almost like glitchy lightning crackling underneath the surface. âI must admit, part of ze[28] reason I went digging vas[16] to get a reaction out of you.â
There was a pause to the energy in the necklace. But after a bit the glitched lightning continued as if nothing had happened.
âIf you do not vant to talk about zis matter, I vill not force you,â[29] Henrik told him. âBut I had hoped to get a violent reaction out of you, not to actually harm you. For zat[9] I am sorry.â
Antiâs aura shot out of the necklace was just staring at Henrik. âWhy was that what yeh were goinâ fer?â[30]
âYou have tried to kill me und[31] my friends many times, und[31] I vanted[32] to get you to attack me,â Henrik admitted.
âWhy?â Anti scoffed, plopping down on Henrikâs couch. âIf I wanted yeh[7] dead, I wouldâa[33] done it already.â
He took glared at him. âZat[9] is exactly the problem, you have zis[15] odd stalking infatuation but you have tried to kill me in the past. Not to mention you utterly ruined Averageâs marriage und[31] his ability to visit his children.â
âThe fooker was gettinâ cucked anâ eâeryone knew it,â[34] Anti dismissed.
âShe vas doinâ noâzing of ze sort,â[35] Henrik defended heatedly.
Anti looked away angrily.
The two sat in angry silence for a little while, before Henrik sighed, taking off his glasses to massage the bridge of his nose before carefully putting them back on. âAnti, vat do you vant out of zese interactions ve have?â[36]
The glitch demon decided he would rather talk about literally anything else, but his only other option was talking about his former human life and he wasnât sure which made him look worse. âI like it when yeh[7] get angry at me.â
âIs it simply ze[28] anger or ze[28] attention?â Henrik asked, genuinely trying to understand.
Anti still wasnât looking at him, deciding that heâd rather take the human talk. âMy name used ta[8] be somethinâ[37] else.â
âVich[38] do you prefer?â Henrik asked.
âAnti,â Anti told him hesitantly.
âZen[39] you are Anti,â Henrik agreed. âAs you said, zat[9] man is dead, und[31] you are here.â
Something in Antiâs chest tightened, he didnât like it. He didnât like even the reminder that he was human. But he started leaning over towards Henrik. It was just a little bit of a lean, not enough to even get near Henrik. So the doctor closed the distance for him, lightly resting his shoulder against Antiâs.
âI zink zat you like the attention, vich I am more zen happy to give to you,â[40] Henrik smiled at him as Anti still refused to hold eye contact with him. âUnd ven you know vat you vant, you can tell me in your own time.â[41]
For the rest of the night the two of them sat in almost near silence. Anti wasnât ready to admit anything, but still tantalizingly close all the same. Anti getting closer and close to Henrik until the doctor was pressed up against the side of the couch and Anti was leaning against him. Anti sat next to Henrik as the doctor just ran his fingers through his hair. Anymore and Anti would have started hissing and pulling away. But as he leaned into the touch the glitch decided that he liked this attention.
Henrik occasionally looked over at Anti, smiling at him.
And if, as he scratched his fingers across his scalp, heard him give out very quiet purring sounds, the doctor decided not to tease the glitch demon about them . . . at least not yet.
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Post A/N: Anti in his AU used to be a man by the name of Angus (Jackâs âsurvivalistâ character he made super early in his channel and in this AU Angus was arrested and sent to Australia where he subsequently died from a freak lightning storm, and then cue villain arc.
Side note: Henrik likes Antiâs Australian accent, he likes it a lot! No I will not back down from this extremely unpopular headcanon.
Accessibility Translations:
1. have to
2. have
3. None of your fucking business
4. Okay
5. him
6. Fuck
7. you
8. to
9. that
10. Why the fuck are you digging into my personal shit?
11. Because there is much I donât know about you, and I wish to correct that
12. I canât recall a time when we have ever talked about anything
13. looking
14. for
15. this
16. was
17. will
18. Whatever you two assholes want to dig up some dead bitch that did me the favor of dying, go ahead. Here, Iâll even help.
19. What did you shitbags find?
20. shouldnât have
21. never
22. Iâve been to a lot of places
23. would
24. fucking
25. What
26. I think we should stop
27. If I had known his reaction would have been this violent I would have stopped when he confronted us.
28. the
29. If you do not want to talk about this matter, I will not force you
30. Why was that what you were going for?
31. and
32. wanted
33. would have
34. The fucker was getting cucked and everyone knew it
35. She was doing nothing of the sort
36. Anti, what do you want out of these interactions we have?
37: something
38. which
39. then
40. I think that you like the attention, which I am more then happy to give to you
41. And when you know what you want, you can tell me in your own time.
#Superhero AU#Masks and Maladies#birthday post#footnotes#henrik von schneeplestein#antisepticeye#Nathan Sharp#Antistein#Doctor Glitch#Anti trying desperately to run away from his emotions#finally some relationship progress#Anti's just a scraggly alley cat that doesn't know how to get a home#Anti has feels#angst and feels
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!Too Young To Feel Numb! (Kie x Reader)
ATTENTION!! There are a lot of trigger warnings in this one! Including: drinking, drugs, talks of feeling alone, depression.
Summary: Y/n started smoking weed at the age of 8, Itâs all sheâd known; She grew up around it so it was normal for her to start super young, she told herself thatâs the farthest sheâd go...only smoking weed..never any hard drugs. She thought she could learn from her parent's mistakes, guess not.Â
pairing: Kie x female!reader, Rafe x Platonic! reader, JJ x Sister figure! reader
Warnings: Substance abuse, depression, suicidal thoughts, marijuana Underage drinking,(reader is 15),
A/N: Alot of grammar errors because i dont feel like checking it so sorry....not really,hehe
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I use to think people were crazy for even thinking about doing anything harder than weed. Yeah...I was like 7 so it doesnât count.âYo you gonna babysit that shit or pass it, I mean...I have all day but  would love to do something besides wait for you to pass the blunt.â I rolled my eyes waiting for JJ to hand it to me.âChill, whatâs up your ass today?â
He finally passes it, after what felt like hours. I take a long hit before seeing heâs actually wanting me to answer his question.âNothin. man, Iâve just got places to be.â I mumbled out hoping he wouldnât start asking any further questions. He stares blankly awaiting me to pass it back, knowing I donât share my feelings so he simply lays off. âHey. You trynna go surfing todayâŚ.whenever youâre done with yourâŚ.things..?â
âUhh, yeah text me and-â Iâm cut off by the sound of my phone vibrating...Barry.
Barry:
Meet in twenty? I got extra today
I look up from my phone stuttering my words, and fumbling.âUhm, I gotta go do something, but Iâll text you later to surf, yeah?â I say nodding towards JJ as I began walking out.âUhm yea sure, hey-â I was already out the door.â-be safe.â he muttered to himself left wondering why I left so fast. On the way to my bike, I ran into Kie and Pope laughing about something before Kie began to make her way over towards me.
âHey, Y/n! Heading out so fast, are we?âKie pouted her lip out mimicking a whimpering sound.â heh, yeah sorry bub. I gotta go handle some things and Iâll be back later.â I peck her lips in a swift movement as well as pull up the front of her crop top, covering her exposed cleavage.âThose are my love,keep them coveredâ I wink at her. She laughs and heads inside after blowing me a kiss,that I catch and pretend to place in my heart..Wow im so whipped.
My thoughts cut off by a loud vibrating noise.
Barry:
You coming?
Read: 46 sec.ago
Me:
Omw now!
Read: just now
I hop on my bike heading over to Barryâs place knowing a shortcut I found a few days ago.
It only takes 10 minutes before iâm in front of his house walking up the steps of the porch.My clean oxygen is immediately replaced by the smell of cigarettes,weed,and...Is that burnt hair?I scrunch my face in disgust at the awful smells.âAye look who it is!â Barry calls out after seeing my face, Heâs standing beside..Rafe cameron.
Now...Iâm not friends with Rafe but i also donât exactly despise him.I babysat wheezie all summer last year,most the time heâd join..keep me company;I donât think he knew i was with Kie but heâs not all bad.Heâs helped me more times than I can count,only because i've done the same for him though.
âYo waddup.I didnât expect to see you here.â I share a short handshake with Barry and side hug Rafe,he seems unprepared for it so he stumbles a bit but eventually hugs back quickly.âuh yeah.just doing some..businessâ Rafe says avoiding eye contact,looking everywhere except my face.âanyway i'm gonna head out, i'll catch you guys later.â Rafe walks towards,im guessing his bike;I head inside following barry so i didnât really catch what he drove in.
âSo like I said I've got your usual ,and then I got a little extra something I thought you may like.âHe continues on but I'm so wrapped up in the fact that I want to consume something soon,anything;I donât know exactly what he's saying.âSound good?â He asked âUh what?sorry I zoned out a bit.âI shook my head pushing my long hair out of my eyes.âLook,Usually altogether this would be alot of money but considering I stole the pills,I'll spare you the oxy,wadda yuh say?â, âYeah sure,80$?â
He nods his head holding his hand out as i hand him the money.He hands you a bag full of coke in a plastic baggy, along with the pills in its original container it was prescribed. âIght,thanks man.Ill see you later next week!â I wave goodbye as I show myself out, shoving the âthingsâ I had bought into my bag and swinging it back on my back.
~Incoming call from:Bubbs<3
I instantly pick up not wanting to worry her.
I instantly hear the boys laughing and playing in the background,but wait for her to say something.âHey baby, you heading back yet?â Kie questioned sounding bored of the childish boys we spend our time with.âNot yet,i promise im almost done,ask the boys if there's drinks at the chateau please.âShe turns her head away from the boys asking what there is to drink besides sink water.
I hear a chorus of âWe just stocked upâ,âAll good momma bird.â and other sayings coming from the overly hyper boys.âDid you hear that,or need me to repeat?â She hesitantly says, making sure Iâm still listening âGotcha,I'm headed your way now,see you thereâ I say quickly hanging up without giving her time to respond.
I hop on my bike and drive towardsâŚ...the opposite of the chateau,instead deciding to go to the Camerons.I drive,stuck in thought of what ill do when i get there,not quite sure why i decided to come.I had been so lost in thought I didnât realise I was suddenly at the Cameron residence. I park my bike and began walking up to the door,but before I can knock,Rafe walks up behind me.
âY/n?â I swiftly turn around being scared for a minute before realizing who it was.âOh!uhm. yeah...heyâ I âsmoothlyâ sayâwhat are you doing here?â he asks..The whole conversation was a blur and before I knew it I was walking up to his room to hang out.I sit on the bed laying back asking about what he wants to do.âI don't know,you came here,what'd you have in mind?â He asked curiously.âI'm not sure.â I snorted at my inability to maintain a conversation.
I dig into my bag as he starts up about how he broke his bed frame the other day, because he put too many boxes on the bed while getting rid of some old things. I finally found what I was looking for,the baggy of white powder.I lifted it up smiling widely.âCan I do this here or no?âI question,feeling my body begin to sweat at the thought of getting to snort the white powder.
âUh,I mean.. yea sure,didn't know you did that kind of thing.. but I mean go ahead.â He rambles. He stares into space as I do a few lines, my eyes opening wide at the sensation of sudden adrenaline;I look over to see him trying not to stare.âOh my bad,You want some?â I ask holding up the dollar folded into a cylinder shape , gesturing to the lines of coke spread on the dresser.
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Hours go by,giggling,cracking jokes with rafe as well as doing oxy and maybe overdoing it with the coke seeing as the bag was almost gone.Rafe hasn't done much.I on the other hand was feeling VERY shaky and everything was just so hilarious..until it wasnt.My high started to get bad and overall scary.I must've did too much in such a limited amount of time.I look at my phone .
17 missed calls from Bubbs<3
8 missed calls from John B:)
9 missed calls from Popey boi
11 missed calls from JJ
Incoming call from Bubbs<3
âHe-h-hello ,hi,hey.â
âDON'T âHIâ ME!â Kie instantly began screaming into the phone making me move my face away from it as Rafe looked at me with a worried expression on his face.
âY/n,Where have you been! Iâve been so worried! Iâve-â I Blanked out again not in the mood to be yelled at.âYeah,hey I nee-need,will-can youcomeandpickme upâ I say jumbling all my words together. âAre you okay?Why are you talking like that?''She ask worried about my state of mind.
âYeah am- I fine,Yesâ I say yet again struggling to sound normal. I guess I was on speaker because JJ immediately began yelling into the phone asking about where I was.âRafes houseâ Rafe sat silently waiting for them to break out into hysterics about me being with him.The phone went silent for a moment before the call ended.âSo does that mean they not-....Vodkaâ was all i said before heading downstairs Rafe was sober enough to be able to notice what i was doing.I quickly went downstair searching through the freezer.
âYessss.âI exclaimed before chugging the vodka.âRafe continuously asking me to give him the bottle.I chugg at least half the pint bottle before having to give it up because Sarah comes down the stairs.âY/n what're you doing here?â She asks excitedly until she saw me tripping over my own feet walking towards her,âWoah!â she caught me just before I hit the floor.
She turned to the door hearing someone pull up.Kie.âRafe what did you do to her?â Sarah asked, holding me up scared of how out of it I was.âSHE BROUGHT COKE HERE,i did a bit with her, but she did A LOT. I legit did nothing this time I swear on everything!âHe trailed back up the stairs not caring about the situation now that Sarah was there to take care of you.Â
I began to sweat, tears running down my face. scared of what's happening to me.John b and Kie rush through the front doors asking where I am.âIN HERE GUYS!â Sarah screamed for them to hear her.My eyes rolling to the back of my head as I went in and out of consciousness.
âBABYYYY!!!â i exclaimed making grabby hands at Kie as i started crying harder
Sarah helped me stand up shakingly as I tried to walk to my girlfriend,She came running towards me with a concerned look on her face. She grabs my face pecking my lips,âBub. I need you to listen to me, okay?â I nodd in awe of the gorgeous girl in front of me.âJohn B is gonna take you to the van,we need you to tell us everything you took to get in this state, okay?â I drowsily  nodded,growing tired.
Just as she said,the tall boy picked me up bridal style carrying me out to the twinkie.
I take notice to seating arrangement so i can close my eyes and know whos talking ,JJ being in the passenger seat,Pope watching From the bench behind the driver's seat.Kie stepped up into the van sitting on the floor of the vehicle waiting for John B to place me down beside her.As he did I sat up enough to lean my back against her chest.
JJ was surprisingly silent.Too silent.Pope looked so worried at my sweating body and dripping wet hair from  sweat,tears,and vodka mixture.âOkay,Y/n,What did you take?â my girlfriend sits grabbing my face turning me to face her, my legs straddling her thighs on the floor as I nuzzle my head into the crook of her neck,but she pushes my head up making me pout but not being able to maintain due to the dizziness. âI took a few oxy,uhm when I -then i did a few lines of coke,andâŚ..i chugged half a pint of vodka..â i said tears filling my eyes trying to not look into anyone's eyes,
Silent JJ was no more .âAre you fucking kidding me.Y/n Y/m/n Y/l/n.Youâre not supposed to take oxy and drink alcohol together.much less do oxy or coke at all.ARE YOU DUMB!â JJ began turning around. A Quiet âim sorryâ came from my mouth.John B finally pulled into the chateau.
Kie carried me while my face stayed nuzzled in her neck still crying due to my,still,VERY high state.she sat me down on the couch out on the porch as everyone except her,went to get a few things.Pope came back with water and a wet rag to place on my head.JJ brought a blanket,John B came back empty handed because he only went inside to pee.
âKie?â I whispered scared she was mad.âYes baby?âÂ
âAre you mad at me?â I questioned hiding my face in her shoulder due to the amount of dizziness being insured. She leaned her head on mine with an unknown amount of emotions,not quite sure of how to fully answer. âNo I- I just donât know what you were thinking I just- Well I figured you wouldnât ever do anything like this considering what we talked about-and -and what you went through with your parents..âÂ
âI know-I wanted to feel better tho..I just feel like i have no one-â
Shortly realising the guys were still in on the conversation as Pope cut in.
âY/n, you have,and always will have us..â I lift my head from the girls shoulder  before slowly looking at Pope in his sad worried eyes.
âI guess, I like-I dont know guys what you want me to say..Im trying to be better for myself for everybody,but nothing was working and i ran into barry one day and we talked and he offered a way to help,of course i was hesitant but its really not that bad...Im actually fine!â I said standing up as John b followed me.
ây/n, you were just saying you need help,so what the fuck are we supposed to do ,one minute you need help and having to be ushered here so you dont die! And-and-the next thing youâre yelling at us about how your fine,youâre not fine and you know it!â I stopped as I watched the long haired boy fight back tears trying to explain how all of them feel.
âFuck you guys honestly,Im not a child i know how i feel,this is all just bullshit!â I yelled at them all, I ran to the spare bedroom covered in sweat,tears,and vodka; I slowly sink into the bed as tears fall down my face crying myself to sleep,what i didnât know was that my bestfriendâs and girlfriend were all huddled up outside the door awaiting me to fall asleep so that they could come in and cuddle me to make me feel better.Sometimes things get better, but i dont think this is one of those times atleast for now anyway..
#outerbanks x reader#pogues x reader#pogues imagine#kie x reader#kie imagines#depression#jj maybank x reader#jj maybank x y/n#jj maybank imagine#jj maybanks smut#john b x reader#john b routledge#sarah cameron x reader#pope x reader#madison bailey#madison bailey x reader#rudy pancow x reader
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Fic Writer Questions!
tagged by @palamedessextus đ thanks friend!
1) How many works do you have on AO3?
64! only five more to the magic number ayyyyy and then iâm legally obligated to never post another one.
2) Whatâs your total AO3 word count?
289,575 apparently??? which seems way way way higher than i ever would have guessed, wow. who knew!
3) How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?
31 on ao3, although thatâs lumping, eg, all marvel subfandoms together. but i have a ridiculous amount of wips in all kinds of other fandoms that i havenât/wonât post, soooo.... more than that! and i donât want to list them all bc thatâd be a long boring read!
4) What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
it serenely disdains to destroy us, a magnus archives fic that, i somewhat vainly note, has been orbiting in the top few top kudosed fics in the tag since i posted it womp womp.
concerning flight, because we all thirsty for thor/loki+gender and i for one support us.
untitled porny snippet (yes thatâs actually what itâs called), because same as above. (i see u, kudos-to-comment ratio and i aint mad but.... i see u. all you dirty birds out there shamefully yet silently jerking it. kudos to YOU.)
an experiment in posthumous subsistence, a batman/joker zombie au i wrote fucking TEN YEARS AGO ALMOST. why???? why is this fic so popular?? iâm barely a good writer now and i sure as shit wasnât one a decade ago! the terrible title alone should disqualify it from being read, but i guess the people want what they want. and what they want is batman and joker handcuffed together, trying to escape the zombie apocalypse ¯\_(ă)_/ÂŻ
all good things, some stucky hydra trash party-adjacent smut regarding piercings. i stand by this one 100%, it deserves every kudo(s?) tbh.
5) Do you respond to comments, why or why not?
i do, depending on the comment! i donât think comments like âloved this!â / âthanks for writing!â are written with the intent to receive a response (or at least, when i write them on other peopleâs fics, i certainly donât expect one). theyâre like an extra kudo(s?), and i appreciate them a lot, but theyâre not really an invitation to Discuss. whereas if someone clearly has put a lot of thought into a comment, or asked a question, or made some observations that i jive with, or just seems like they want to engage, then hell yeah i jump in there. love that shit.Â
6) Whatâs the fic youâve written with the angstiest ending?
i guess arguably thine own self, which is some hydra husbands abo. laugh all you want, itâs one of my fave of all my fics lmao. probably specifically bc of the unpleasant/open ending.
7) Whatâs the fic youâve written with the happiest ending?
probably moderation is a memory! since it, unlike 99% of all my other stuff, isnât just total smut, and the whole point of writing it was to wallow as deep as possible in the sauce of giddy teenage infatuation, it got the opportunity to have an actual emotional arc (more or less). furthermore i could not possibly bring myself to break johnny lawrenceâs tender little heart ever, that would hurt me far more than it would hurt him.
8) Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one youâve written?
i only realised while answering this question that apparently.... no i donât write crossovers! which is not at all a deliberate choice, i guess a compelling enough one just hasnât occurred to me yet!Â
9) Have you ever received hate on a fic?
shockingly no! by some accidental miracle iâve managed to fly under the radar so far, despite some of the really buckwild stuff iâve posted. however, considering some of the stuff iâm probably ABOUT to post.... that clean track record might soon come to an end lmao.
10) Do you write smut? If so what kind?
lmao. uhhhh. almost exclusively, and i guess??? all kinds? this is clearly a question composed by someone who does not write smut.
11) Have you ever had a fic stolen?
not that i know of, and i wouldnât really care if i did.Â
12) Have you ever had a fic translated?
yeah i think a few....? a number of people have asked anyway and i always say yes, so probably thereâs at least one floating around out there somewhere.
13) Have you ever co-written a fic before?
i have! just once, and we really made it count. itâs called a reptile dysfunction, which should tell you all you need to know.Â
14) Whatâs your all time favorite ship?
thorki, probably. i always have and always will come back to it, no matter what. itâs got such a ferociously timeless staying power and so much potential variation, i donât think i could ever get bored of it, regardless of what level of marvel-exhaustion i might feel at a given time, or what tropes, kinks, or stage of literary pretension iâm at. truly the oh tee pee.Â
15) Whatâs a WIP that you want to finish but donât think you ever will?
ohhhhh all 836575927 of them, but. thereâs this one thorki fic i started almost ten years ago as an experiment with a new-to-me style, which turned out over the intervening years to become my main style, and looking back on that fic, which for many years was a touchstone of writing-to-aspire to for me, itâs actually Not Very Good lol. but i still love the core concept, which is a canon divergence berserker thor au, but not only is it a somewhat inaccessible (admittedly less so since the deadpool movies came out, which was a hilarious pipe dream back when i started writing it) x-force comics crossover, but i wrote myself into a bunch of corners and have yet to dig up the energy to write myself back out of them! i go and reread it every year or so and think âhmm... maybe now...â but tbh itâs just not really good enough to bother! perhaps someday iâll repurpose the best elements of it into something new.
16) What are your writing strengths?
man, itâs so hard to say. in much the same way that you can spend hours every day staring at yourself in a mirror, yet be utterly incapable of picking yourself out of a lineup, i spend a lot of time eyeballing my writing, but stepping back it seems like a chaotic mass of nonsense with few cohesive throughlines. iâm good at writing smut, i know that much! and in that vein, i think i am good at smut bc i am very good at committing to the bit, as it were. getting into the nitty gritty of experience and sensation (physical or emotional) and rendering largely abstract internal concepts in fairly comprehensible ways. i think my prose is quite decent on a sentence level too.
17) What are your writing weaknesses?
utterly incapable of finishing anything! or plotting anything! canât mange a cohesive emotional arc! write myself into overly structured corners or out onto a vast plain with no structure in sight! all the macro elements of storytelling totally elude me, which is very frustrating when i have all this tasty fleshed out micro-level character stuff, but no narrative skeleton upon which to drape it.
18) What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic? Â donât! unless you are very sure you know what youâre doing, and the other language bits are a) very few, b) easily contextually understood, and c) actually adding something other than a weird flex that you know google translate exists.
19) What was the first fandom you wrote for?
11yo me wrote spock/kirk/janice rand and thought she invented the concept of a threesome. brand been stronk since day one đ¤. (the vulcan salute is right next to the devil horns in my emoji list, so....)
20) Whatâs your favorite fic youâve written?
i love the (ongoing) better with you series very much, not least because iâm still absolutely flabbergasted that i wrote something that long. i think itâs actually pretty good all things considered and itâs very dear to me on many many levels. but the fic that i just viscerally adore, that i love the style of, and that i had such a transcendent, invigorating, organic Experience writing, is temper its strength, adding honey until quite cold, which is a terror fic with the inexplicable pairing of edward little/hartnell, featuring crossdressing and gender stuff. it just burst out of me fully formed one day and i donât think iâve managed to top it yet!Â
lowkey tagging @lingua-mortua @pitcherplant @kaasknot @froggy-babyy @deputychairman @nomercyonlytears @clockheartedcrocodile
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Riding On
Ch 17-Let Me Take An ElfieâŚ
Summary: Christmas arrives in the Adler household and its full of laughter, giggles, and one huge gift that money simply canât buyâŚ
Warnings:Â Bad Language words, Smut (NSFW, 18+)
Pairing:Â Frank Adler x Fliss Gallagher
A/N:Â So, like, Iâm over 2020 and wish it was Christmas already. This chapter brings Riding On Part 1 to a close and Iâll be likely taking a little break from writing this to concentrate on some stuff I have going on Stark Spangled for the Birthday Party! I hope you enjoy!
This one is dedicated to The EvangersâŚyou know who you are!
Chapter Song: Â I Wish It Could Be Christmas Everyday by Wizard (because who doesnât?)Â
Series Masterlist // Â WIYPT Masterlist
When the Snowman brings the snow, well he just might like to know, heâs put a great big smile on somebodyâs face. If you jump into your bed, quickly cover up your head. Donât you lock the doors, you know that sweet Santa Clause is on the way.
 Monday morning rolled round and for the first time in ages Frank woke well rested. After their plan had worked, he and Fliss had played the recording back to Greg who had been torn between calling them a pair of reckless dumbasses, and being elated with what it meant. Whilst he was unsure the court would permit it as evidence, he was going to have âsome damned fun filing it anywayâ and then set about giving them the final coaching for the Child Welfare Department interviews on Monday.
To Frank and Fliss, this was the final thing they could do. The last chance they had to get their feelings across and make a good impression before it was then over to the courts. And whilst Fliss was still hopeful that Polland would sign the papers as soon as he realised they had him on tape, Frank wasnât quite as optimistic. So it was for that reason that over breakfast on the Monday he found himself rehearsing his speech to the Social Worker, just had he had done 2 years or so prior.
He neednât have bothered though because, as Greg had predicted, the Social Workers discussion with him mainly centred on practical things such as Frankâs new job and his role, what Fliss did for a living, their new home and a little bit of digging into her background which was done sensitively and compassionately. It was the same Social Worker from 2 years back, a dark haired lady called Sarah Kellet, which Frnak was glad about, and sheâd smiled when sheâd run through things, checking all the facts that Greg had provided her before simply stating that was all she needed.
âWhat, no soul-searching questions?â Frank asked, arching an eyebrow. She chuckled and shook her head.
âNot this time.â she smiled âItâs a little different Mr Adler. You already have formal Guardianship over Mary so this isnât about whether youâre suitable or not. This is really just a fact gathering exercise about whether or not formally providing you with Parental Status would be in her best interests.â
Frank swallowed and Fliss gently tangled her fingers in his as Sarah looked at them and smiled.
âDonât worry.â She beamed. âWhen I spoke to Mary before itâs clear sheâs exceptionally settled, and she adores her new brother as she refers to him as. Youâve created a very stable and loving environment for her, youâre financially credible, not that thatâ the be all and end all, and you have a home, family supportâŚall of this will be evidenced in my report.â
âSo, do you make recommendations to the court?â Fliss asked and Sarah shook her head.
âNot as such, Iâm merely here to pull together a factual, comprehensive report on how Mary is.â She tapped her pen slightly âAnd itâs always a little easier in cases like this when the minor has been in the care of the applicant prior to it. But, I will be making it quite clear in my conclusions that from the CWD point of view it would be in Maryâs best interests for the court to allow the adoption to go ahead, regardless of Maryâs father raising his objections. Basically if comes down to it, weâll be fighting your corner.â
Fliss turned to Frank who let out the breath he hadnât realised heâd been holding and she smiled at him.
âSo, thatâs it.â Sarah shrugged. âIâll send a copy of everything through to the courts and your attorney Mr Adler. All thatâs left is for me to wish you both a Merry Christmas and Iâll see you at the hearing whenever that is.â They both rose, shaking her hand and then Frank held the door to the room open for Fliss. She stepped out in front of him, and turned to him smiling.
âThatâs it.â She shrugged âWe did everything we could.â âYeah, yeah I know.â He nodded âIâm just relieved itâs all over. Well, for now anyway.â
âYup, so letâs get on with enjoying Christmas.â Fliss beamed as they walked down the corridor to the little area at the bottom where Mary was waiting. She was sat, reading a book being supervised by another one of the social workers and looked up, smiling as they entered. The woman whoâd be supervising left them alone after bidding them goodbye and the three of them walked out to the truck.
âThink your mom and dad will be ok with Alex for a little longer?â Frank asked as Mary bounced ahead of them slightly.
âSure, why?â
âI thought we could take her for a pizza and bowling, just the 3 of us before we pick Evelyn up from the airport.â Frank said âBeen a while since we went.â âYeah, sounds good.â Fliss beamed âIâll call mum and let her know.â
Of course Verity and Bill were only too happy to keep Alex. Sian and the twins had arrived earlier that morning and Verity told Fliss that Sian was enjoying Auntie cuddles whilst batting her eyes at Steve asking him if he fancied another. Steveâs response had been to choke on his coffee. They headed to the bowling alley, where Fliss and Mary found to their delight that the skittles were all painted like elves for the festive period. They had 3 games and as usual they whooped Frankâs ass, leaving him in a fake mood declaring Christmas was cancelled. No sooner had the words left his mouth, Mary had vaulted onto his back causing him to laugh and attempt to pull her off. Eventually he succeeded and dangled her upside down by her ankles, the girl shrieking as he swung her round before setting her down.
âSheâs getting a bit big to do that with now!â he looked at Fliss, letting out a huff as Mary righted her sweater and climbed into the truck.
âWell, she is 10 in a couple of months.â Fliss smiled and Frank shook his head.
âDonât remind me.â
Fliss chuckled as she climbed into the passenger seat and the 3 of them headed off to the airport to collect Evelyn. They stood in the arrival lounge, Frankâs arm tossed over Flissâ shoulders and Fliss could tell he was a little apprehensive. This was the first time heâd seen Evelyn since she had admitted outright sheâd bribed Polland to give evidence. Heâd told Fliss he wasnât sure how he was going to react, that he didnât want to be angry, but he couldnât help it. Fliss had simply told him that theyâd deal with whatever happened when it came.
As Evelyn walked through the glass double doors, pulling a huge case behind her, Mary shot forwards to greet her and the woman bent down, giving her a cuddle. Once more it struck Frank just how different it all was to the first meeting theyâd had just over 2 years ago and as he watched his mother gently smooth Maryâs hair back any anger he was feeling simply dissipated. He knew only too well after the events of the last few years, he couldnât change the past but he could make sure history never repeated itself. He watched as Mary and his mother made their way over to him and he took a deep breath as Evelyn glanced up at him, her face wrought with worried anticipation. She opened her mouth to say something, and Frank knew full well it was going to be an apology so he shook his head.
âItâs done.â He said simply âAnd I donât wanna waste a single second more thinking about it, ok mom?â
Evelyn nodded, tears filling her eyes, and then in a sudden display of affection she moved to embrace him. It was a little stiff but Frank didnât shy away, wrapping his arms around his mother in a gentle hug before he pulled away and took her bag off her.
When they reached Bill and Verityâs neither Frank nor Fliss was surprised to find that Verity had laid a spread on. She loved entertaining and so had taken it upon herself to pull together a buffet consisting of a selection of cold meats, breads, cruditĂŠs, dips and savoury snacks along with a huge plate of her infamous brownies. No sooner had Frank walked into the kitchen he had a beer thrust into his hand by Steve who winked at him and he turned to Fliss a little sheepishly with a shrug.
âIâll drive home.â She rolled her eyes playfully as she gently turned Alex so that he was against her chest, head raised slightly as he looked around.
âOh fuck that.â Evelyn said, taking the red wine that Bill handed her as Frank gave a snort at his motherâs language, not that it surprised him, sheâd always been quite colourful that way despite her proper appearance and professional demeanour âWeâll get a cab. Itâs Christmas.â âSee, she gets it!â Steve nodded to Evelyn who simply shrugged and took a sip of her wine before she set it down on the kitchen counter.
âMay I?â she asked Fliss, gesturing to Alex and Fliss smiled.
âOf course, hereâŚâ she passed him over and Evelyn looked at the baby who broke into a gummy smile.
âHe gets more like you ever time I see him.â Evelyn whispered, looking at Frank who smiled.
âYeah, so Iâm toldâ he shrugged, attempting an air of nonchalance but as Fliss looked at him smirking he knew he had failed. He fucking loved the fact his boy looked like him, it massaged his ego and he didnât care one iota about how smug it made him appear.
After Mary, Charlie and Joel had eaten, the three of them headed upstairs to the movie room, arms laden with snacks as Bill put The Santa Clause on the large screen and the adults all settled in the living room. Evelyn asked if she could feed Alex and Frank obliged, handing her the baby and the bottle. There was a little more chat before Verity cleared her throat and addressed the huge elephant in the room.
âSo, how did it go with the social worker kids?â
Fliss and Frank exchanged a glance before Frank smiled âGood, really good. In fact, she said in her conclusion theyâll recommend the adoption is processed regardless of any objections but, weâll see. For now weâve done everything we can so itâs down to the court in the New Year.â
âOh, thatâsâŚthatâs great, thatâs reallyâŚ.great.â Bill said, nodding as his eyes misted over and Verity stood up, moving to give Fliss a cuddle as her eyes had filled at the sight of her fatherâs emotions. Frank could feel the tears stabbing at his eyes too so, under the guise of nipping to the bathroom he took a moment and headed through the kitchen and out of the bi-folding doors, stepping onto the veranda which overlooked the landscaped garden and pool area.
Lost in his own thoughts, he hadnât been out there that long when he heard someone behind him. A tumbler of scotch was pushed into his hand and he looked up as Steve clapped a hand on his shoulder.
âThought you might need that.â He said, as he set the bottle and his own glass down on the table, fishing in his pocket for his cigarettes. As he sparked it up he took a drag, blowing it out to the side taking care to remain hidden.
âFucking 38 and still hiding the fact I smoke from my mum.â Steve snorted and Frank shook his head.
âHate to break it to you Steeb but she knows.â He chuckled at the look on Steveâs face âShe was complaining to Fliss about it the other day.â âNo shit.â Steve muttered, âOh, well, fuck itâŚâ
Frank laughed again and took a sip of his drink before he asked Steve about the house he was purchasing just out east of Tampa. Steve explained the sale was going through now and they should be ready to move in towards the middle of January.
âGood.â Frank nodded âIf you need a hand, moving and stuff, just holler. Lord knows you did enough for us, Iâd be glad to help.â âDonât worry you will be.â Steve smirked and Frank snorted.
âHowâs Sian taking to the move? Fliss said she was a little apprehensive.â âYeah, she was.â Steve shrugged âBut sheâs also excited. I mean of course sheâs nervous to leave her family behind but she knows itâs too good an opportunity to pass up on, and it wonât be forever. Probably about 5 years or so and weâll head back home.â âI wouldnât bet on it.â Frank said, knocking back his scotch.
âWhyâs that?â Steve asked, his voice coming out as a slight mumble as he held his cigarette between his lips so he could top Frankâs glass up again.
âWell-cheers-â Frank nodded, taking the tumbler off him â-itâs like Fliss said, once this place gets itâs claws into you, you kinda grow to love it.â
Steve chuckled and dropped his now done dab end onto the floor under his foot before he bent down and retrieved it, slipping it into his pocket to dispose of later.
âSo, Fliss told you that we got family coming out this New Year?â Steve asked.
âShe mentioned one of her cousinsâŚâ Frank paused âTabs was it?â
âBabs.â Steve corrected âWe got 4, thereâs Eva whoâs married to a Police Officer called Ari, Jen whoâs married to a lawyer called Andy and Amber who is married to CurtisâŚâ âHe the train mechanic?â Frank racked his memory and Steve nodded.
âYeah, they all still live in Liverpool but Babs, the one thatâs comingâŚsheâs something else.â Steve snorted. âShe lives in Australia with a photographer called Hugh. Well, I say photographer, heâs kind of a trust fund rich boy that plays at it, you know? Nice enough guy though, always happy to shout you on a night out.â
âSo they making a special trip over orâŚâ âTheyâre taking some kind of sabbatical, if you can take a sabbatical from doing fuck all.â Steve shrugged â6 month tour of the US starting here. Sheâs fucking great fun though. Her and Fliss are the same age and were thick as thieves growing up, used to get into all sorts of mischief.â He shook his head. âThey once set fire to a bin on a park. By accident mind. They were pretending to smoke these hollow twig things stuffed with dried grass and when one set on fire Babs panicked and tossed it into the bin.â Frank snorted as Steve continued.
âThe whole thing went up.â Steve chuckled âSo they legged it and got followed home by an off duty copper. Dad and Uncle Ted went ballisticâŚ
âWaitâŚyou dadâs brother is called Ted?â Frank asked.
âYeah, Bill and Ted.â Steve grinned. Frank looked at him, before the pair of them burst out laughing, and couldnât stop. It wasnât that funny, it really wasnât, but the more Steve laughed, the more Frank did, and the more Frank laughed, the more Steve died. By the time Frank managed to control himself he had tears of pure mirth in his eyes and he wiped them as his laughter subsided and he managed to take a breath, clutching at his side.
âWhat you two laughing at?â Fliss asked, stepping outside.
âYour face.â Steve shot back.
âTwat.â Fliss narrowed her eyes at him and she turned to Frank who was still chuckling âAnd I donât know what you find so funnyâŚâ
âNothing at all baby.â He smirked, dropping a kiss to her head, âNothing at all.â ******
There were sore heads in the Adler household the next day. Theyâd stayed at Bill and Verityâs till well past midnight, and had left Mary there as sheâd passed out asleep with the twins in the movie room. After theyâd managed to herd all the kids to bed, the adults had continued drinking and eventually called it a night when Bill had fallen asleep in his arm chair, dropping his glass of brandy all over the floor.
Fliss had stable duties that morning, and took off early even though she felt she was still half drunk and when she returned a few hours later Frank and Evelyn were sat at the breakfast bar, each nursing cups of coffee and looking half dead. Eventually they all managed to muster enough about themselves to shower, dress and head over to pick Mary up. Frank was low-key pleased to see Steve looked worse than he felt and after a quick coffee they set off into the little town to have a walk round the Christmas Stalls that had been set up before they grabbed a bite to eat and Evelyn started telling Fliss a few stories about Frank and Diane when they had been children at Christmas.
âI think my personal favourite will be the carol service when you were 6.â Evelyn looked at Frank and he groaned taking a sip of his soda as he leaned back in his chair âHe has a lovely voice you know and that year he was selected to do a solo.â âWe donât need to hear thisâŚâ Frank started to protest but Fliss cut him off.
âYes we do, go on Evelyn.â
âSo his particular hymn was Hark, the Herald Angels Sing. And the line âGod and sinners reconciledâ was proving a little tricky for him as he rehearsed.â
âI was 6.â Frank deadpanned.
âIâm well aware, it still doesnât stop it being funny.â Evelyn grinned âSo up he gets, sings out the song note and word perfect until he gets to this line and belts out âGod and sinners dressed in styleââ
Fliss snorted and Mary let out a howl of laughter.
âYouâre such a loserâ she looked at him
âQuit it or youâll be getting no presents tomorrow morning.â
âWhateverâ
âHey, do you remember that year grandpa sent us nothing?â Frank suddenly had a recollection and he looked at Evelyn who let out a loud laugh.
âGod yes, you and Diane were disgusted!â
âOh, the last year before he died-â Frank started to explain as Fliss looked at him blankly â-well, he was clearly feeling his age and found that shopping for Christmas gifts had become too difficult. So he decided to send checks to everyone instead. In each card he wrote, âBuy your own present!â and mailed them early. Only when we opened them, there was no checkâŚheâd forgotten to enclose them with the cards.â
âSo you all literally got a card with âbuy your own presentâ written inside?â Fliss laughed and Frank chuckled
âYeah, which to be fair dad thought was hilarious butâŚpoor Grandpa was devastated. He tried to blame Santa, of course, but it didnât wash.â
âThatâs because Santa isnât real.â Mary looked at him.
âYes he is.â Fliss sighed âIâm not having this debate with you again.â âYou said yourself the other day that Frank was incapable of organising anything because he was a man so how could one dude organise gifts for the entire world?â Mary looked at her and Frank turned his head slowly to Fliss.
âOh, you did, did you?â
Fliss hesitated, before she sighed âCome on, your organisational skills at home are ridiculous.â
âDo our bills get paid on time?â
âYes, but-â
âHave either of the kids died yet?â
âNoâŚâ Fliss laughed.
âThen weâre good!â Frank shrugged, his hand gently dropping to his sonâs tummy as he lay asleep in the stroller parked next to him âI find your lack of faith disturbing. And if weâre being sexist, I know Santa is a man as a woman wouldnât be able to hack driving a sleigh around for a night, not to mention the complete mess sheâd make trying to park itâŚâ
âWow!â Fliss looked at him as he laughed, âOk, buddy, I bed I can think of 5 reasons why I would jump at the chance to be Santa.â
âGo on.â He teased and Fliss held up her hand, counting on her fingers as she spoke.
âOne, I could grow to the size of Hawaii knowing itâs simply all part of the job. Two, Iâd simply be able to buy one big, black belt, and brass buckle, and be accessorized for life. Three there would be no reason to have my hair colour done. Four, everyone would be extremely nice to me, regardless of my behaviour and five, if people commented that my belly jiggled when I laughed I could hit them with my purse.â
âSixâŚâ Evelyn picked up as Frank laughed âYou would always work in sensible footwearâ
Frank shook his head âShe always is anyway, not like you wear high heels to ride horses in and muck out stallsâŚâ
âThose boots hurt when theyâre not worn in.â Mary jabbed back âI know.â
With a snort Frank leaned back and looked down at Alex âBuddy, you better hurry up and start talking, I need someone here to even out the numbers.â
After another hour or so, when it was dark, they headed home and Evelyn bid them all a good night, heading to her guest suite above the garage to read and relax, declining their offer to join them for a drink stating sheâd had quite enough the night before.
Mary wasnât far behind, the excitement of the last few days having wiped her out, plus as she reminded Frank and Fliss, the sooner she went to bed the sooner it would be present time. She headed off for a bath before she settled down with her book upstairs and an hour or so later Frank went up to took her in, finding her fast asleep with Fred curled around her head.
It wasnât even 8:30 pm and Fliss and Frank were all set for the evening. Presents wrapped, kids settled, and Frank had just moved to grab them a beer each when his phone sounded in his pocket. Â He glanced at the shitty Nokia he was being forced to use after smashing his Samsung against the wall and frowned.
âItâs Greg.â He said before he answered. âHey man.â
âSâup, listen, you guys free if I pop in for 5? I got a Christmas card for you and I forgot to drop it off earlier.â
âYeah, sure.â Frank chuckled. âJust come on round the back, gate and the door are open.â
âNo worries pal, see you in 15.â
âHe coming over?â Fliss asked as Frank tossed the phone down on the side.
âYeah, just for 5 minutes. Says he has a card for us.â
âA card?â
âYeah, you know what heâs like. Heâs probably had it for weeks and forgotten about it.â Frank shrugged, passing Fliss an open beer as they both crossed to the sofa. They settled down to watch the Christmas special of Brooklyn 99 and true to his word, Greg walked in 15 minutes or so later.
âHey Greg, you want a beer?â Frank stood up, gesturing to the kitchen area.
âNo I canât stay, I just wanted to give you this before tomorrow.â
Frank paused and took the envelope off him. âThis isnât a card?â he frowned.
âNo, itâs a little better than that.â Greg beamed as Fliss rose to her feet, crossing to where Frank was stood. With a frown, Frank turned the envelope over, opened it and as his eyes scanned the piece of paper he felt his mouth grow dry and his heart suddenly pounded so hard he felt it was going to thump right out of his chest.
âHe signed the papersâŚâ Frank whispered, swallowing as he looked at the document in his hands. âLissy, PollandâŚhe signed the adoption papers.â
âWhat?â Fliss breathed out as she took it from him, her eyes roving the wording before she looked at Frank, then Greg. âI- when?â
âI had a call earlier this afternoon saying they were dropping the objection.â Greg smiled. âSeems he suddenly had a change of heart when his Attorney told him he was on tape confessing to taking a bung and attempting to blackmail Fliss. I wonât tell you what he called him, it was a 4 letter word and ended in tâŚpretty sure you can fill in the gaps.â He nodded to the paper in Fliss hand âI asked him to hurry that through and it arrived about half an hour before I called. I wanted to give it to you in person.â
âSoâŚwe donât need to go to court?â Frank breathed out, his eyes brimming with tears.
Greg shook his head âThereâll be a finalisation hearing in January but coupled with that and the CWD report itâs gonna simply be a formality. Itâs as good as done.â âSo, weâreâŚâ Fliss took a deep breath âWeâre gonna be her parents?â
Greg nodded. âYup.â
Frank was struggling for words as he looked at his best friend before he pulled him into a huge bro hug. He stepped back, wiping his eyes as Fliss moved forward to hug Greg too, before they both walked him to his car.
âI owe you, big time.â Frank croaked and Greg waved him away as he opened the door to his Merc.
âI told you it would work out.â He shrugged, smiling broadly. âMerry Christmas guys.â
The two of them waved him off before Fliss turned to Frank, her tears falling down her cheeks âI canât believe itâŚâ âMe neither.â Frank spluttered and Fliss leaped into his arms, the pair of them laughing in sheer joy. Even thought theyâd thrown themselves into the holiday spirit, neither of them had been able to shake that little feeling that a small, dark cloud was still following them. And now that was gone.
It was over. All over. Theyâd won.
Fliss and Frank headed back inside, both resisting the urge to wake Mary to tell her, deciding theyâd leave it for the morning, but they absolutely did decide to crack a bottle of champagne open.
But Frank had an even better idea, one that came to him on a whim as they walked back through their garden. Silently he disappeared into the little laundry room at the side of the kitchen and when he emerged, Fliss had her back to him so she didnât see him deposit the 2 pool towels on the breakfast bar. He moved to where she reaching for two champagne flutes, and as she stood on her tiptoes, he wrapped his arms around her from behind causing her to jump a little.
âI canât believe it.â Fliss whispered âI mean I hoped heâd back down butâŚâ
âI knowâ Frank kissed her neck tenderly âAnother huge Christmas Eve huh? Second one in a row?â
Yeah.â She sighed happily, her hands falling on top of his arms, rubbing gently. âYou know last year I was so nervous when I found out I was pregnant.â
âSo was I, and that was before you told me that bit of news.â He smiled, his chin resting on her shoulder. âIâd been trying to propose for ages. I was shitting my pants it was gonna go wrong or youâd turn me down.â
âNot a chance Sailor.â She turned her head to look at him. âYouâre stuck with me.â He pressed a kiss to her lips and the pair of them stood in silence in their kitchen, lost in their own thoughts, simply looking out of the window over their garden which was illuminated softly by the lighting round the pool area. Eventually Frank remembered his original plan and he smiled to himself.
âSo all the presents are wrapped, everyoneâs in bed waiting for the big guy with the sack to arriveâŚâ Frank muttered, his lips grazing her neck âThe pool heaters have been on all dayâŚwhat about a Christmas Eve dip?â
Fliss turned in his arms, arching an eyebrow âWould you merely be trying to get me naked Francis?â
âYes.â He nodded and she giggled.
âSkinny dipping? On Christmas Eve?â
âYou lost your sense of adventure Cowgirl?â he teased.
Fliss peered round him to where Alex was sleeping in the basinet and with a grin pulled back and whipped off her T-shirt. âDoes that answer your question?â
Frank laughed and caught the top as she threw it at him, tossing it to the side as he grabbed the towels. By the time he caught up with her outside Fliss was on the edge of the pool in nothing but her baby-blue cotton panties and his eyes scanned up her legs and the rest of her body until they locked onto hers. She bit her lip as she stepped out of her underwear and Frank felt his cock twitch as she turned and coyly shot him a look over her shoulder before she descended down the mosaic tiled steps at the shallow end of the pool. Â
Not wanting to waste a second more he threw the towels down on one of the sun loungers and reached over his head, grabbing a fistful of his grey t-shirt. He pulled it off before be quickly undid his belt and in one swoop yanked down his loose jeans and boxers.
Fliss dropped off the bottom step, her shoulders dipping under the warm water as she turned to watch Frank following her in, her eyes trailing up from his knees over his thighs, semi-erect cock which stood beneath that happy trail that led down his slim, flat yet ever so slightly soft stomach and up to his broad shoulders and strong arms. Her eyes moved to his handsome face, the stubble on his jaw line always gave him a more rugged look and his short hair was spiked up messily as it usually was at the end of the day.
Fuck, he was beautiful.Â
And not just on the outside. Even before the events of the last few weeks Fliss knew her man was the most caring, wonderful and doting father and lover on the planet but since the issue with Polland had raised its head she'd seen a side to him that she had only ever caught glimpses of before. A softer, vulnerable side and it filled her heart with even more love for him for reasons she couldn't explain other than it just did. He wasn't afraid to show weakness to her, he wasn't ashamed to tell her his fears. Because they were a true partnership. And as she watched him crouch down so his body was submerged in the water, his eyes sparkling in the lights, she felt an unnerving spike of desire that was so strong it surged right from her toes up her body, leaving her slightly fuzzy headed, like she was drunk on love.Â
Frank cocked his head playfully to the side as Fliss gracefully pushed off the ball of her foot and swam towards him before she twisted in the water slightly and brought her legs out in front of her. She wrapped them round his waist, settling herself on his lap as his large hands gently splayed on her back. Fliss nuzzled her nose against his chin, nudging his head back so she could chain soft kisses across his jaw line, her lips skating the bristles on his face as she gently nipped at his skin. Frank let out a soft sigh, his hands pulling her closer as she moved her affections down his neck, over his Adamâs apple before she gently sucked at the junction of his shoulder and neck, grinding down on him, her bare core slicking over his cock.
"Fuck, Liss..." he stuttered, pulling back to look at her, the water sloshing around them "what's got into you, pretty girl?"
"Nothing yet." She purred back.
Frank looked at her, but before he could make a smart reply sheâd dropped her hand from his shoulder into the pool and wrapped her palm around him making him choke on his words slightly as she stroked him with a few quick flicks of her wrist.
âJesus babyâŚâ he managed to croak as her eyes locked onto his and a smirk curled on her lips. She leaned forwards, her teeth nipping at his ear and he gave a soft groan, his head falling back slightly as she continued to work him, her hand pumping up and down his now rock hard dick. And then she stopped, and he felt her mouth curve open and her breath was hot on his skin as she whispered 3 words that sent red hot fire coursing through his entire body.
âFuck me, Sailor.â
He didnât need asking twice.Â
Fliss moved herself, guiding him to where she wanted and she sank down onto his length, his hands grabbing her hips as she took him in completely, a low, drawn out gasp escaping her lips as Frank hissed slightly as her walls clamped around him. He gave himself a moment, enjoying the feel of her before he thrust upwards, his fingers curling around her soft flesh as he drew back slowly, before pushing back into her deeply, rotating his hips. Flissâ hands curled around his shoulders, her head tipping back, eyes closed in pleasure, the action causing her breasts to rise out of the water. Keeping his rhythm slow and deep he dipped his head, his tongue tracing a stripe down her cleavage, the salty tang of the pool water hitting his taste buds as he directed his attention to her nipple, flicking and sucking softly, all the time listening and feeling her reactions as she pushed down further against him, desperate for more. For whatever reason, Fliss was in a downright filthy mood and Frank had a feeling that slow and steady wasnât going to be enough. He moved his mouth, nipping up her neck before his lips pressed onto hers, the kiss filthy as his tongue fucked her mouth and he pulled back as he began to back himself up to the side of the pool.
With a quick movement he turned so Flissâs back was against the tiled edge, and he looked at her as she stared at him, her deep brown eyes wide with lust as he dipped his head to kiss her again.
âTurn around.â He instructed, his voice low and Fliss complied, moving off him and spinning in the water. One large hand slid up her spine to her neck and his fingers gently curled around her nape as he pushed her forwards slightly, before he slid both his hands up her arms and directed her hands to grip at the lip of the pool.
Flissâ body was tingling with anticipation. Her palms gripped round the rough surface of the pool edge as she surrendered to Frankâs control, his chest pressing against her back, lips sucking at her neck.
âIf this is too much, tell meâŚâ he whispered against her skin. Fliss tilted her face round to look at him, seeing those ocean blues she loved shining with love and what looked like a slight glimmer of concern. And she knew why. Whilst their sex was hot, passionate, loving, it was very rarely rough because he didnât want to push her too far knowing her past. But she wanted this, she needed it. She smiled at him, pressing her lips to his.
âI trust you.â She promised him gently and Frank kissed her again before he pulled away. His hands gripped her hips, lifting her ass up so her feet planted on the floor of the pool as he rose to his, the water lapping around his thighs as he buried himself into her with one swift movement. He pulled out slowly before he thrust back into her, grinding against her as she gasped, her head tilting backwards as he continued rocking his hips back and forth, slowly at first, his movements gathering pace until he built up into a fast, relentless rhythm, every drive into her jolting her forwards slightly as she braced herself against the edge with her arms, elbows locked to absorb the shock. Pants, whimpers, soft cries and the debauched sound of sloshing and skin slapping skin filled the otherwise silent night air of the garden and Frank dropped his eyes to the point where he was pounding in and out of his girl, the sight of where they were joined was hot as fuck and he let out a groan as he watched for a second, before his eyes flicked back up to Fliss. Her head was dropped between her arms, slightly twisted to the right and he could see her eyes were closed, jaw slack, full lips open in a silent cry.
As he continued his powerful, fast thrusts, his cock brushed occasionally against that spot inside and Fliss felt the coil in her belly beginning to tighten slowly, each time he hit it. Frank adjusted his stance and bent over, his right hand falling over hers as he too braced himself against the edge of the pool, giving a dirty grind and Fliss cried out loudly at the sensation.
âFuck, right thereâŚâ she encouraged and Frank repeated the movement again, his bottom lip caught between his teeth as he was fighting the urge he was feeling to come.
âLiss, shitâŚâ he gasped, his left hand dropping between her legs, coaxing her clit and after a few strong strokes Fliss arched her back, her head following as she let out a cry of his name as the world tilted on its axis, her orgasm rocking her to her very core. The feeling was too much for Frank and with a loud moan that rumbled from his chest he followed her right over the edge, his thrusts growing sloppy as he pumped through his own release before he stilled, his head bowing as he waited for the surge of ecstasy to dissipate.
Eventually the fog lifted enough so that he was able to bend his knees slightly, and with the arm that was curled around Flissâ waist he turned them in the water. Fliss was near dead weight and went with him obligingly, his cock still buried in her as he pivoted and dropped down so that his back was against the wall of the pool and she sat on his lap, the water gently splashing around their shoulders.
Frank cradled her close, pressing a kiss to her neck as he gave a low hum of satisfaction, her head falling back against his shoulder, a smile flickering across her lips.
âYou knowâŚâ Frank mumbled after a little moment of silence âCowgirls will always be my favourite, even in reverse.â
Fliss gave a soft chuckle as she opened her eyes and titled her head to look at him. âI prefer sailorsâŚâ she smirked and he laughed, pressing his lips to hers.
âYou ok?â he asked, as her hands fell over his arms, fingers softly skating up his wet skin and she gave a nod.
âNever better.â She affirmed.
âGood.â He kissed her temple. âYou wanna get out orâŚâ
âNo, Iâm good here for a while.â She purred and he smiled, his mouth dropping to her shoulder where he pressed another kiss to her skin.
Eventually Fliss reluctantly conceded that they probably should get out as Alex would want feeding again any time soon. But, not wanting the moment to end, Frank suggested that whilst she showered he could do the feed and light the fire-pit. Fliss agreed and after wrapping herself in a towel she kissed him again and headed upstairs. Frank dried himself off, located his T-shirt and shrugged it on, leaving the towel round his waist as he warmed a bottle for his now grumbling son. By the time Fliss came back down stairs in her plaid sleep pants and tank, Alex was just finishing up. Frank passed him over, and they both headed back outside. Once the fire was lit Frank scooted off for a quick shower and returned 10 minutes later to find Alex settled once more in the basinet, tucked snuggly under his Christmas blanket that was decorated with little Santaâs and trees, his eyes roaming the starry sky. Â Fliss sat with her legs under a tartan fleece on the outside sofa, the bottle of champagne stood in the middle of the table in an ice bucket and either side of it rested two full flutes. With a satisfied sigh Frank sat next to her, reaching for his drink and resting his feet on the table as Fliss snuggled under his arm. The pair of them clinked their glasses together, shared another soft kiss and settled into a soft chatter.
It was cosy, domestic, loving, and everything Fliss had ever dreamed of having, but never in a million years thinking sheâd experience, and as they sat talking and laughing, speculating about Maryâs reaction the news of her adoption being tomorrow, she felt herself suddenly choked with emotion and she sat up, looking at her man.
âI think sheâs gonna...â Frank trailed off, frowning at the look on Flissâ face âHey, honey whatâs wrong?â âAbsolutely nothing.â She muttered, clambering onto his lap so she was straddling him, jolting the glass he was holding a little and sending some of the Moet spilling onto the patio.
âYou sure?â he titled his head to look at her and she nodded, sniffing back her tears as she kissed him, her hands running through his messy hair.
âIâm just so happy Frank, I canât stop thinking about how much I lucked out.â She whispered as she pulled away and Frank smiled against her mouth.
âI think Iâm the one that lucked out.â He whispered, his spare hand reaching up to smooth her hair back slightly.
âMaybe we can agree weâre both lucky bastardsâ she grinned and he chuckled, his eyes locking onto hers.
âI can live with that.â He agreed.
******
For the second day in a row Frank and Fliss woke with hangovers, as post the champagne they hit the bourbon and didnât go to bed until 2 am. Now it was half 6 and Frank wasnât impressed that he was going to have to deal with a hyper 9 year old who was currently bouncing on his bed, a 16 week old and his mother with a headache and only 4 and a half hours sleep.
After they sat and opened the gifts in their stocking, Frank telling Fliss to leave the thin, flat box until she was alone, they headed downstairs. Frank grinned at Fliss as Mary bust into the family room and glanced at the presents which were arranged in a pile by the sofa. The three of them exchanged their gifts, Fliss being especially delighted with her Spa Day voucher from Mary and Alex, which Frank informed her Simon had also gotten one for Bonnie so they could go together. Frank had also bought her a few new pairs of riding breeches, signed her up for a yearâs subscription to Kindle Unlimited, a few more items of clothing, a 3 Pandora charms in the shape of the letters, F, M and A meaning she had one for them all and a stunning silver and diamond necklace and earring set from Tiffanyâs which Fliss gasped at when she opened. In contrast Fliss had bought Frank a new phone from Alex and Mary to replace the one heâd smashed against the wall, a few T-shirts and then cryptically told him the biggest gift from her was yet to come.
âYouâre not pregnant again are you?â he leaned over and asked her semi-seriously.
âFuck, no!â she spluttered and he let out the breath he hadnât realised heâd been holding. âItâs just a little bigâŚyouâll see.â
Before he could press her any further, Mary gave a loud shriek as she unwrapped the hooded top that was decorated the same as her Gillet and grinned, jamming it on over her pyjama top. Frank laughed as she did a parade in front of them before she paused, looking at the door to the little room off the kitchen. Frank had covered over the door frame in wrapping paper as it held her big present and Mary looked at it, before she turned to Frank and Fliss, frowning.
âWhatâs that?â
âDunno.â Frank teased âWhy donât you go through and see?â
Mary looked at the pair of them again before she ran over, her reindeer slippers padding over the floor and she tore through the paper, pushing the door open.
Frank curled his arm round Fliss, kissed the side of her head as they followed her into the room where Mary was stood, gaping around.
As a surprise theyâd turned it into a little sitting room of sorts for her. Over the last 4 weeks they had meticulously emptied it of the crap that had been in there since theyâd moved in and theyâd completely re-decorated it. Frank had painted a pale yellow on 3 of the walls, the 4th at the back was papered with a huge picture of Monty in the pasture. Her show rosettes were hung on a trellis which Frank had screwed to the wall with plenty of space for more and on the shelving unit which housed a large, flat screen Tv, Blu-ray player and Android box were positioned a few photos of various family shots. To finish the room off, 2 huge bean bags were placed in the middle of the room which were big enough for Fliss and Frank to lie in (they'd had a lot of fun trying them out) and there was a small desk in the corner along with an office chair. But it was the electronic keyboard nestled in the corner of the wall that held the TV that caught Maryâs eye.
As Fred sauntered in and hopped up on a bean bag as if he owned the place, Mary walked over to the keyboard running her hands along it before she turned to look at the two adults, her mouth hanging open.
âWe thought you might like a place to hang out or chillax or whatever it is you kids do now...â Frank smiled âYou know, instead of always needing to go to your room when Rosie or whoever comes over. You can study in here too as well.â
âAnd trust me you'll want your own space once this monster starts crawling.â Fliss smiled, readjusting Alex in her arms slightly.
âI love itâŚâ Mary gasped, looking around her eyes brimming âMy own special living roomâŚand a sort of piano.â
âWell, you keep up your lessons with Nanny V and we might, and I mean might, get you a real oneâ Frank smiled and Mary beamed at him before she shot over to the pair of them. Frank picked her up with a groan and kissed her cheek.
âRosie is gonna be well jel.â She giggled and Frank laughed as Mary leaned over to kiss Flissâ cheek.
âThereâs something in the desk for you too.â Frank took a deep breath, setting Mary down on the floor. As she walked over the room, Frank moved, his arm hooking round Flissâ waist as they watched her open the lid of the desk and take out the envelope. With a frown she pulled it open and her eyes widened as she looked at the detail.
âIs thisâŚâ she started breathing deeply, her gaze shooting up to Frankâs, her eyes filling with tears âHeâŚâ
Frank nodded, his own eyes pricking with tears âYeah, he signed the papers Stack.â
âSo, IâmâŚIâm adopted?â she stuttered.
âNot quite butâŚâ Frank sniffed, âItâs about as good as done, yeah. Greg got those yesterday.â
As Mary looked back down at the paper in her hand, Frank spotted a tear fall from her face and then he frowned as he saw her legs starting to shake. In a flash he was by her side, catching her as she dropped to her knees. She wrapped her arms around his neck, the paper scrunching slightly in her hand as she buried her face into the crook of his neck and began to cry.
Frank pressed his face into her hair, trying desperately to keep his own tears from falling but failing miserably. Fliss was already gone, and she moved to walk towards them, dropping gently to her knees, Alex held safely in her arms.
âWeâre gonna be a proper family.â Mary sobbed and Frank stuttered a laugh as he pulled back to look down at her.
âMary, baby, we already were.â His voice cracked and she nodded against his neck, before she started to cry again. At that point Thor walked into the room and pushed his nose straight in between Mary and Frank, licking her face and letting out soft little whines.
Mary giggled and grabbed his fur gently âThor, get off you doofusâŚâ
âIs everything ok?â a voice made all of them look up to see Evelyn in the doorway, wrapped in a dressing gown and slippers. Frank, who had momentarily forgotten heâd text her to come join them, looked up through his tears and nodded. Fliss took the paper out of Maryâs hand and held it out to Evelyn. She gently gripped it, her eyebrows raised slightly, and then her hand flew to her mouth when she read the writing.
âOh, thatâsâŚ.thatâs fantastic!â she sniffed, âReallyâŚâ
Mary, whose sobs had now subsided suddenly pulled back from Frank and looked at Fliss, âWe need to give Frank his present!â
âYup, we do!â
âYeah, whatâŚâ Frank frowned âIâm kinda scared about this you know.â âOh trust me, youâre gonna LOVE it!â Mary grinned, before she stood up straight.
âWhy donât you let me watch Alex whilst you head out?â Evelyn smiled and Fliss handed him over to his grandmother before the three of them headed to the hallway. Fliss fished the garage keys off the hooks by the door and tossed them to Frank who caught them in his right hand.
âYouâre gonna need thoseâ she smiled. Frank arched an eyebrow as he shoved on his sneakers but didnât say anything as they headed out into the December sun, making their way over the drive.
âIs something gonna jump out at me?â he paused, the keys in the door.
âNo.â Mary grinned. With one final, suspicious look at them he flung the up-and-over door open and stopped dead as he looked into the now full space of the double garage, his mouth hanging open.
In front of him was a fairly large boat. It had a covered lower deck area which housed the main engine and cockpit and a large, open flat stern area with benches. It was old, and in need of a fuck tonne of work but Frank was absolutely over the moon.
âHoly shit. YouâŚyou bought me a boat?â he turned to Fliss who grinned and nodded.
âI suppose technically I bought us a boat, butâŚâ she shrugged as Frank moved over to examine it. He ran his hands over the hull, which was sound enough considering the state the rest of it was in and he turned to Fliss, his handsome face splitting into a huge smile. Â
âItâs a wreck, I love it!â he beamed and Fliss grinned as he took her face in both hands and kissed her âThank you baby.â âWell I thought about getting a newer one but I know youâve always wanted to do your own upâ she smiled as he pulled away âPlus, from a purely selfish point of view, Iâm kinda looking forward to seeing you full of grease again.â
He grinned and arched an eyebrow before he kissed her again and Mary made a gagging noise. He turned to her, playfully swatting at her head and the 3 of them made their way back to the house, Frank casting a loving glance at his newest prized possession before he pulled the door down and locked it.
They exchanged gifts with Evelyn over breakfast, both Mary and Alexâs piles in the living room were significantly larger when they finished opening the bags full each and then following a breakfast of pancakes and bacon which was made whilst dancing around the kitchen to various Christmas songs, Fliss and Mary headed over to the yard to see to the horses and sneak a quick ride in before they needed to head over to Bill and Verityâs.
Fliss opted to shower first so she could get Alex ready and once she was alone she took her time to open the present Frank had told her to leave until later. As she pulled off the wrapping paper she smiled to herself as she saw the Victoria Secrets box and lifted the lid off, gently pulling back the pink tissue wrapping. Biting her lip she pulled out the sheer gold negligee, which was beautiful and rather classy as well, before she placed it back in the box and headed into the bathroom.
Just as sheâd finished dressing Frank walked into their room, Alex in his arms and he smiled, pressing his lips to hers.
âI opened itâŚâ Fliss smiled against his mouth.
âYeah?â
âMmmhmmmâ she affirmed âI happen to think I suit gold.â
Frank smiled âIâm sure you do.â
She grinned and took Alex off him before she headed out of the room, Frank watching her go before he stripped off his clothing and headed into the bathroom.
20 minutes or so later, dressed casually in a pair of jeans and a red and blue flannel button down, he wandered into the family room and stopped dead as he caught sight of Alexâs outfit.
âLissy, what the fuck is my boy wearing?â Frank stared at the baby who was sat on Maryâs knee on the sofa, dressed in a green elf onesie. It had a black strip round the middle with a little yellow belt buckle detail, and the collar was red and ruffled. The legs were red and white hooped, just like tights, and on his head sat a red and green hat. As Frank stared at him in disbelief, Alex gazed up at his dad and let out a loud excited noise and waved his hands and legs.
âHe looks cute, Frank.â Mary grinned, herself dressed in a white little blouse detailed with christmas patterns. Fliss walked over from the kitchen where she had been boxing up the sugar cookies she had made and grinned as Frank glared at her, pointing to Alex.
âHeâs a fucking elf.â He deadpanned. âIn tights.â
âLanguage.â Fliss slapped his arm lightly before she shrugged and gestured to her own Christmas sweater which depicted Santa stuck upside down in a chimney âItâs Christmas.â Frank shook his head. âHe looks ridiculous.â
âDonât be a scrooge.â Mary grinned and Frank shot her a glare, before he glanced at his son again, shaking his head. Alex seemed absolutely nonplussed at the fact his Mother had dressed him in the utterly stupid get up and Frank turned, shaking his head as Fliss smirked at him.
âEveryone is gonna laugh at him.â He pouted and Fliss snorted
âNo theyâre not!â
Frank knew he wasnât going to win the argument, Fliss was as big a child as anyone when it came to Christmas, but he was damned if he was going to let his boy be the subject of ridicule without a fight. But whatever protest he had left died in his throat as at that point Evelyn walked back into the room, a few more gift bags in her hands for Flissâ family and Roberta and let out a little chuckle.
âOh my God, doesnât he look adorable.â She clapped her hands and walked towards her grandson.
Fliss bit her lip, her shoulders shaking with laughter at the utter indignation on Frankâs face as he rolled his eyes, letting out an exasperated growl as she slid her arms up round his neck. âFine, justâŚwhatever.â He sighed as she pulled his head down to hers, catching his lips in a soft peck. âPoor kidâs gonna grow up with a complexâ he mumbled against her mouth âFirst the dinosaur outfit at Halloween, now thisâŚâ
âWell, so he doesnât feel too bad, I got you a matching jumper.â
âYeah Frank, you can put it on and then we can all take an elfie with your new phone, geddit?â Mary grinned and Fliss snorted. Frank pulled back and glared at Mary âOver my dead body.â âCan be arranged.â She retorted, and at that Fliss and Evelyn burst into laughter.
âWell thatâs just mean.â Frank pouted and Fliss grinned, standing on her tiptoes.
âIâll make it up to you later Sailor.â She whispered, her lips brushing his ear âIâll let you decide if gold really is my colour for yourselfâŚâ
âYeah?â he asked, arching an eyebrow, his hands dropping to her hips.
âIf you wear the sweaterâŚâ âThatâsâŚthatâs blackmail.â He narrowed his eyes.
âI know.â She pulled back, turning to Mary and Evelyn. âOk, shall we load the cars up? Mary you wanna ride with me or Frank?â
âWhoâs goinâ to get Roberta?â
âFrank.â Fliss said âIâm taking Alex and ThorâŚand Fred.â She added as an after-thought. âThen Iâll go with him.â She nodded âThat ok?â
âSure.â Fliss smiled, her hand dropping to Maryâs head.
There was a sudden, excited bustle around the room as everyone moved to get their things togetherâŚand Frank went upstairs to change into his new elf sweater.
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Riding On
Ch 17-Let Me Take An ElfieâŚ
Summary: Christmas arrives in the Adler household and its full of laughter, giggles, and one huge gift that money simply canât buyâŚ
Warnings:Â Bad Language words, Smut (NSFW, 18+)
Pairing:Â Frank Adler x Fliss Gallagher
A/N:Â So, like, Iâm over 2020 and wish it was Christmas already. This chapter brings Riding On Part 1 to a close and Iâll be likely taking a little break from writing this to concentrate on some stuff I have going on Stark Spangled for the Birthday Party! I hope you enjoy!
This one is dedicated to The EvangersâŚyou know who you are!
Disclaimer: This is a pure work of fiction and classified as 18+. Please respect this and do not read if you are underage. I do not own any characters in this series bar Fliss Gallagher and the other OCs. By reading beyond this point you understand and accept the terms of this disclaimer.
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Chapter 16 Part 2
 Monday morning rolled round and for the first time in ages Frank woke well rested. After their plan had worked, he and Fliss had played the recording back to Greg who had been torn between calling them a pair of reckless dumbasses, and being elated with what it meant. Whilst he was unsure the court would permit it as evidence, he was going to have âsome damned fun filing it anywayâ and then set about giving them the final coaching for the Child Welfare Department interviews on Monday.
To Frank and Fliss, this was the final thing they could do. The last chance they had to get their feelings across and make a good impression before it was then over to the courts. And whilst Fliss was still hopeful that Polland would sign the papers as soon as he realised they had him on tape, Frank wasnât quite as optimistic. So it was for that reason that over breakfast on the Monday he found himself rehearsing his speech to the Social Worker, just had he had done 2 years or so prior.
He neednât have bothered though because, as Greg had predicted, the Social Workers discussion with him mainly centred on practical things such as Frankâs new job and his role, what Fliss did for a living, their new home and a little bit of digging into her background which was done sensitively and compassionately. It was the same Social Worker from 2 years back, a dark haired lady called Sarah Kellet, which Frnak was glad about, and sheâd smiled when sheâd run through things, checking all the facts that Greg had provided her before simply stating that was all she needed.
âWhat, no soul-searching questions?â Frank asked, arching an eyebrow. She chuckled and shook her head.
âNot this time.â she smiled âItâs a little different Mr Adler. You already have formal Guardianship over Mary so this isnât about whether youâre suitable or not. This is really just a fact gathering exercise about whether or not formally providing you with Parental Status would be in her best interests.â
Frank swallowed and Fliss gently tangled her fingers in his as Sarah looked at them and smiled.
âDonât worry.â She beamed. âWhen I spoke to Mary before itâs clear sheâs exceptionally settled, and she adores her new brother as she refers to him as. Youâve created a very stable and loving environment for her, youâre financially credible, not that thatâ the be all and end all, and you have a home, family supportâŚall of this will be evidenced in my report.â
âSo, do you make recommendations to the court?â Fliss asked and Sarah shook her head.
âNot as such, Iâm merely here to pull together a factual, comprehensive report on how Mary is.â She tapped her pen slightly âAnd itâs always a little easier in cases like this when the minor has been in the care of the applicant prior to it. But, I will be making it quite clear in my conclusions that from the CWD point of view it would be in Maryâs best interests for the court to allow the adoption to go ahead, regardless of Maryâs father raising his objections. Basically if comes down to it, weâll be fighting your corner.â
Fliss turned to Frank who let out the breath he hadnât realised heâd been holding and she smiled at him.
âSo, thatâs it.â Sarah shrugged. âIâll send a copy of everything through to the courts and your attorney Mr Adler. All thatâs left is for me to wish you both a Merry Christmas and Iâll see you at the hearing whenever that is.â They both rose, shaking her hand and then Frank held the door to the room open for Fliss. She stepped out in front of him, and turned to him smiling.
âThatâs it.â She shrugged âWe did everything we could.â âYeah, yeah I know.â He nodded âIâm just relieved itâs all over. Well, for now anyway.â
âYup, so letâs get on with enjoying Christmas.â Fliss beamed as they walked down the corridor to the little area at the bottom where Mary was waiting. She was sat, reading a book being supervised by another one of the social workers and looked up, smiling as they entered. The woman whoâd be supervising left them alone after bidding them goodbye and the three of them walked out to the truck.
âThink your mom and dad will be ok with Alex for a little longer?â Frank asked as Mary bounced ahead of them slightly.
âSure, why?â
âI thought we could take her for a pizza and bowling, just the 3 of us before we pick Evelyn up from the airport.â Frank said âBeen a while since we went.â âYeah, sounds good.â Fliss beamed âIâll call mum and let her know.â
Of course Verity and Bill were only too happy to keep Alex. Sian and the twins had arrived earlier that morning and Verity told Fliss that Sian was enjoying Auntie cuddles whilst batting her eyes at Steve asking him if he fancied another. Steveâs response had been to choke on his coffee. They headed to the bowling alley, where Fliss and Mary found to their delight that the skittles were all painted like elves for the festive period. They had 3 games and as usual they whooped Frankâs ass, leaving him in a fake mood declaring Christmas was cancelled. No sooner had the words left his mouth, Mary had vaulted onto his back causing him to laugh and attempt to pull her off. Eventually he succeeded and dangled her upside down by her ankles, the girl shrieking as he swung her round before setting her down.
âSheâs getting a bit big to do that with now!â he looked at Fliss, letting out a huff as Mary righted her sweater and climbed into the truck.
âWell, she is 10 in a couple of months.â Fliss smiled and Frank shook his head.
âDonât remind me.â
Fliss chuckled as she climbed into the passenger seat and the 3 of them headed off to the airport to collect Evelyn. They stood in the arrival lounge, Frankâs arm tossed over Flissâ shoulders and Fliss could tell he was a little apprehensive. This was the first time heâd seen Evelyn since she had admitted outright sheâd bribed Polland to give evidence. Heâd told Fliss he wasnât sure how he was going to react, that he didnât want to be angry, but he couldnât help it. Fliss had simply told him that theyâd deal with whatever happened when it came.
As Evelyn walked through the glass double doors, pulling a huge case behind her, Mary shot forwards to greet her and the woman bent down, giving her a cuddle. Once more it struck Frank just how different it all was to the first meeting theyâd had just over 2 years ago and as he watched his mother gently smooth Maryâs hair back any anger he was feeling simply dissipated. He knew only too well after the events of the last few years, he couldnât change the past but he could make sure history never repeated itself. He watched as Mary and his mother made their way over to him and he took a deep breath as Evelyn glanced up at him, her face wrought with worried anticipation. She opened her mouth to say something, and Frank knew full well it was going to be an apology so he shook his head.
âItâs done.â He said simply âAnd I donât wanna waste a single second more thinking about it, ok mom?â
Evelyn nodded, and then in a sudden display of affection she moved to embrace him. It was a little stiff but Frank didnât shy away, wrapping his arms around his mother in a gentle hug before he pulled away and took her bag off her.
When they reached Bill and Verityâs neither Frank nor Fliss was surprised to find that Verity had laid a spread on. She loved entertaining and so had taken it upon herself to pull together a buffet consisting of a selection of cold meats, breads, cruditĂŠs, dips and savoury snacks along with a huge plate of her infamous brownies. No sooner had Frank walked into the kitchen he had a beer thrust into his hand by Steve who winked at him and he turned to Fliss a little sheepishly with a shrug.
âIâll drive home.â She rolled her eyes playfully as she gently turned Alex so that he was against her chest, head raised slightly as he looked around.
âOh fuck that.â Evelyn said, taking the red wine that Bill handed her as Frank gave a snort at his motherâs language, not that it surprised him, sheâd always been quite colourful that way despite her proper appearance and professional demeanour âWeâll get a cab. Itâs Christmas.â âSee, she gets it!â Steve nodded to Evelyn who simply shrugged and took a sip of her wine before she set it down on the kitchen counter.
âMay I?â she asked Fliss, gesturing to Alex and Fliss smiled.
âOf course, hereâŚâ she passed him over and Evelyn looked at the baby who broke into a gummy smile.
âHe gets more like you ever time I see him.â Evelyn whispered, looking at Frank who smiled.
âYeah, so Iâm toldâ he shrugged, attempting an air of nonchalance but as Fliss looked at him smirking he knew he had failed. He fucking loved the fact his boy looked like him, it massaged his ego and he didnât care one iota about how smug it made him appear.
After Mary, Charlie and Joel had eaten, the three of them headed upstairs to the movie room, arms laden with snacks as Bill put The Santa Clause on the large screen and the adults all settled in the living room. Evelyn asked if she could feed Alex and Frank obliged, handing her the baby and the bottle. There was a little more chat before Verity cleared her throat and addressed the huge elephant in the room.
âSo, how did it go with the social worker kids?â
Fliss and Frank exchanged a glance before Frank smiled âGood, really good. In fact, she said in her conclusion theyâll recommend the adoption is processed regardless of any objections but, weâll see. For now weâve done everything we can so itâs down to the court in the New Year.â
âOh, thatâsâŚthatâs great, thatâs reallyâŚ.great.â Bill said, nodding as his eyes misted over and Verity stood up, moving to give Fliss a cuddle as her eyes had filled at the sight of her fatherâs emotions. Frank could feel the tears stabbing at his eyes too so, under the guise of nipping to the bathroom he took a moment and headed through the kitchen and out of the bi-folding doors, stepping onto the veranda which overlooked the landscaped garden and pool area.
Lost in his own thoughts, he hadnât been out there that long when he heard someone behind him. A tumbler of scotch was pushed into his hand and he looked up as Steve clapped a hand on his shoulder.
âThought you might need that.â He said, as he set the bottle and his own glass down on the table, fishing in his pocket for his cigarettes. As he sparked it up he took a drag, blowing it out to the side taking care to remain hidden.
âFucking 38 and still hiding the fact I smoke from my mum.â Steve snorted and Frank shook his head.
âHate to break it to you Steeb but she knows.â He chuckled at the look on Steveâs face âShe was complaining to Fliss about it the other day.â âNo shit.â Steve muttered, âOh, well, fuck itâŚâ
Frank laughed again and took a sip of his drink before he asked Steve about the house he was purchasing just out east of Tampa. Steve explained the sale was going through now and they should be ready to move in towards the middle of January.
âGood.â Frank nodded âIf you need a hand, moving and stuff, just holler. Lord knows you did enough for us, Iâd be glad to help.â âDonât worry you will be.â Steve smirked and Frank snorted.
âHowâs Sian taking to the move? Fliss said she was a little apprehensive.â âYeah, she was.â Steve shrugged âBut sheâs also excited. I mean of course sheâs nervous to leave her family behind but she knows itâs too good an opportunity to pass up on, and it wonât be forever. Probably about 5 years or so and weâll head back home.â âI wouldnât bet on it.â Frank said, knocking back his scotch.
âWhyâs that?â Steve asked, his voice coming out as a slight mumble as he held his cigarette between his lips so he could top Frankâs glass up again.
âWell-cheers-â Frank nodded, taking the tumbler off him â-itâs like Fliss said, once this place gets itâs claws into you, you kinda grow to love it.â
Steve chuckled and dropped his now done dab end onto the floor under his foot before he bent down and retrieved it, slipping it into his pocket to dispose of later.
âSo, Fliss told you that we got family coming out this New Year?â Steve asked.
âShe mentioned one of her cousinsâŚâ Frank paused âTabs was it?â
âBabs.â Steve corrected âWe got 4, thereâs Eva whoâs married to a Police Officer called Ari, Jen whoâs married to a lawyer called Andy and Amber who is married to CurtisâŚâ âHe the train mechanic?â Frank racked his memory and Steve nodded.
âYeah, they all still live in Liverpool but Babs, the one thatâs comingâŚsheâs something else.â Steve snorted. âShe lives in Australia with a photographer called Hugh. Well, I say photographer, heâs kind of a trust fund rich boy that plays at it, you know? Nice enough guy though, always happy to shout you on a night out.â
âSo they making a special trip over orâŚâ âTheyâre taking some kind of sabbatical, if you can take a sabbatical from doing fuck all.â Steve shrugged â6 month tour of the US starting here. Sheâs fucking great fun though. Her and Fliss are the same age and were thick as thieves growing up, used to get into all sorts of mischief.â He shook his head. âThey once set fire to a bin on a park. By accident mind. They were pretending to smoke these hollow twig things stuffed with dried grass and when one set on fire Babs panicked and tossed it into the bin.â Frank snorted as Steve continued.
âThe whole thing went up.â Steve chuckled âSo they legged it and got followed home by an off duty copper. Dad and Uncle Ted went ballisticâŚ
âWaitâŚyour dadâs brother is called Ted?â Frank asked.
âYeah, Bill and Ted.â Steve grinned. Frank looked at him, before the pair of them burst out laughing, and couldnât stop. It wasnât that funny, it really wasnât, but the more Steve laughed, the more Frank did, and the more Frank laughed, the more Steve died. By the time Frank managed to control himself he had tears of pure mirth in his eyes and he wiped them as his laughter subsided and he managed to take a breath, clutching at his side.
âWhat you two laughing at?â Fliss asked, stepping outside.
âYour face.â Steve shot back.
âTwat.â Fliss narrowed her eyes at him and she turned to Frank who was still chuckling âAnd I donât know what you find so funnyâŚâ
âNothing at all baby.â He smirked, dropping a kiss to her head, âNothing at all.â ******
There were sore heads in the Adler household the next day. Theyâd stayed at Bill and Verityâs till well past midnight, and had left Mary there as sheâd passed out asleep with the twins in the movie room. After theyâd managed to herd all the kids to bed, the adults had continued drinking and eventually called it a night when Bill had fallen asleep in his arm chair, dropping his glass of brandy all over the floor.
Fliss had stable duties that morning, and took off early even though she felt she was still half drunk and when she returned a few hours later Frank and Evelyn were sat at the breakfast bar, each nursing cups of coffee and looking half dead. Eventually they all managed to muster enough about themselves to shower, dress and head over to pick Mary up. Frank was low-key pleased to see Steve looked worse than he felt and after a quick coffee they set off into the little town to have a walk round the Christmas Stalls that had been set up before they grabbed a bite to eat and Evelyn started telling Fliss a few stories about Frank and Diane when they had been children at Christmas.
âI think my personal favourite will be the carol service when you were 6.â Evelyn looked at Frank and he groaned taking a sip of his soda as he leaned back in his chair âHe has a lovely voice you know and that year he was selected to do a solo.â âWe donât need to hear thisâŚâ Frank started to protest but Fliss cut him off.
âYes we do, go on Evelyn.â
âSo his particular hymn was Hark, the Herald Angels Sing. And the line âGod and sinners reconciledâ was proving a little tricky for him as he rehearsed.â
âI was 6.â Frank deadpanned.
âIâm well aware, it still doesnât stop it being funny.â Evelyn grinned âSo up he gets, sings out the song note and word perfect until he gets to this line and belts out âGod and sinners dressed in styleââ
Fliss snorted and Mary let out a howl of laughter.
âYouâre such a loserâ she looked at him
âQuit it or youâll be getting no presents tomorrow morning.â
âWhateverâ
âHey, do you remember that year grandpa sent us nothing?â Frank suddenly had a recollection and he looked at Evelyn who let out a loud laugh.
âGod yes, you and Diane were disgusted!â
âOh, the last year before he died-â Frank started to explain as Fliss looked at him blankly â-well, he was clearly feeling his age and found that shopping for Christmas gifts had become too difficult. So he decided to send checks to everyone instead. In each card he wrote, âBuy your own present!â and mailed them early. Only when we opened them, there was no checkâŚheâd forgotten to enclose them with the cards.â
âSo you all literally got a card with âbuy your own presentâ written inside?â Fliss laughed and Frank chuckled
âYeah, which to be fair dad thought was hilarious butâŚpoor Grandpa was devastated. He tried to blame Santa, of course, but it didnât wash.â
âThatâs because Santa isnât real.â Mary looked at him.
âYes he is.â Fliss sighed âIâm not having this debate with you again.â
âYou said yourself the other day that Frank was incapable of organising anything because he was a man so how could one dude organise gifts for the entire world?â Mary looked at her and Frank turned his head slowly to Fliss.
âOh, you did, did you?â
Fliss hesitated, before she sighed âCome on, your organisational skills at home are ridiculous.â
âDo our bills get paid on time?â
âYes, but-â
âHas Alex died yet?â
âNoâŚâ Fliss laughed.
âThen weâre good!â Frank shrugged, his hand gently dropping to his sonâs tummy as he lay asleep in the stroller parked next to him âI find your lack of faith disturbing. And if weâre being sexist, I know Santa is a man as a woman wouldnât be able to hack driving a sleigh around for a night, not to mention the complete mess sheâd make trying to park itâŚâ
âWow!â Fliss looked at him as he laughed, âOk, buddy, I bed I can think of 5 reasons why I would jump at the chance to be Santa.â
âGo on.â He teased and Fliss held up her hand, counting on her fingers as she spoke.
âOne, I could grow to the size of Hawaii knowing itâs simply all part of the job. Two, Iâd simply be able to buy one big, black belt, and brass buckle, and be accessorized for life. Three there would be no reason to have my hair colour done. Four, everyone would be extremely nice to me, regardless of my behaviour and five, if people commented that my belly jiggled when I laughed I could hit them with my purse.â
âSixâŚâ Evelyn picked up as Frank laughed âYou would always work in sensible footwearâ
Frank shook his head âShe always is anyway, not like you wear high heels to ride horses in and muck out stallsâŚâ
âThose boots hurt when theyâre not worn in.â Mary jabbed back âI know.â
With a snort Frank leaned back and looked down at Alex âBuddy, you better hurry up and start talking, I need someone here to even out the numbers.â
After another hour or so, when it was dark, they headed home and Evelyn bid them all a good night, heading to her guest suite above the garage to read and relax, declining their offer to join them for a drink stating sheâd had quite enough the night before.
Mary wasnât far behind, the excitement of the last few days having wiped her out, plus as she reminded Frank and Fliss, the sooner she went to bed the sooner it would be present time. She headed off for a bath before she settled down with her book upstairs and an hour or so later Frank went up to took her in, finding her fast asleep with Fred curled around her head.
It wasnât even 8:30 pm and Fliss and Frank were all set for the evening. Presents wrapped, kids settled, and Frank had just moved to grab them a beer each when his phone sounded in his pocket. Â He glanced at the shitty Nokia he was being forced to use after smashing his Samsung against the wall and frowned.
âItâs Greg.â He said before he answered. âHey man.â
âSâup, listen, you guys free if I pop in for 5? I got a Christmas card for you and I forgot to drop it off earlier.â
âYeah, sure.â Frank chuckled. âJust come on round the back, gate and the door are open.â
âNo worries pal, see you in 15.â
âHe coming over?â Fliss asked as Frank tossed the phone down on the side.
âYeah, just for 5 minutes. Says he has a card for us.â âA card?â
âYeah, you know what Zaraâs like. Heâs probably had it for weeks and forgotten about it.â Franks shrugged, passing Fliss an open beer as they both crossed to the sofa. They settled down to watch the Christmas special of Brooklyn 99 and true to his word, Greg walked in 15 minutes or so later.
âHey Greg, you want a beer?â Frank stood up, gesturing to the kitchen area.
âNo I canât stay, I just wanted to give you this before tomorrow.â
Frank paused and took the envelope off him. âThis isnât a card?â he frowned.
âNo, itâs a little better than that.â Greg beamed as Fliss rose to her feet, crossing to where Frank was stood. With a frown, Frank turned the envelope over, opened it and as his eyes scanned the piece of paper he felt his mouth grow dry and his heart suddenly pounded so hard he felt it was going to thump right out of his chest.
âHe signed the papersâŚâ Frank whispered, swallowing as he looked at the document in his hands. âLissy, PollandâŚhe signed the adoption papers.â
âWhat?â Fliss breathed out as she took it from him, her eyes roving the wording before she looked at Frank, then Greg. âI- when?â
âI had a call earlier this afternoon saying they were dropping the objection.â Greg smiled. âSeems he suddenly had a change of heart when his Attorney told him he was on tape confessing to taking a bung and attempting to blackmail Fliss. I wonât tell you what he called him, it was a 4 letter word and ended in tâŚpretty sure you can fill in the gaps.â He nodded to the paper in Fliss hand âI asked him to hurry that through and it arrived about half an hour before I called. I wanted to give it to you in person.â
âSoâŚwe donât need to go to court?â Frank breathed out, his eyes brimming with tears.
Greg shook his head âThereâll be a finalisation hearing in January but coupled with that and the CWD report itâs gonna simply be a formality. Itâs as good as done.â âSo, weâreâŚâ Fliss took a deep breath âWeâre gonna be her parents?â
Greg nodded. âYup.â
Frank was struggling for words as he looked at his best friend before he pulled him into a huge bro hug. He stepped back, wiping his eyes as Fliss moved forward to hug Greg too, before they both walked him to his car.
âI owe you, big time.â Frank croaked and Greg waved him away as he opened the door to his Merc.
âI told you it would work out.â He shrugged, smiling broadly. âMerry Christmas guys.â
The two of them waved him off before Fliss turned to Frank, her tears falling down her cheeks âI canât believe itâŚâ âMe neither.â Frank spluttered and Fliss leaped into his arms, the pair of them laughing in sheer joy. Even thought theyâd thrown themselves into the holiday spirit, neither of them had been able to shake that little feeling that a small, dark cloud was still following them. And now that was gone.
It was over. All over. And theyâd won.
They headed back inside, both resisting the urge to wake Mary to tell her, deciding theyâd leave it for the morning, but they absolutely did decide to crack a bottle of champagne open.
And then Frank had an even better idea, one that came to him on a whim as they walked back through their garden. Silently he disappeared into the little laundry room at the side of the kitchen and when he emerged, Fliss had her back to him so she didnât see him deposit the 2 pool towels on the breakfast bar. He moved to where she reaching for two champagne flutes, and as she stood on her tiptoes, he wrapped his arms around her from behind causing her to jump a little.
âI canât believe it.â Fliss whispered âI mean I hoped heâd back down butâŚâ
âI knowâ Frank kissed her neck tenderly âAnother huge Christmas Eve huh? Second one in a row?â
Yeah.â She sighed happily, her hands falling on top of his arms, rubbing gently. âYou know last year I was so nervous when I found out I was pregnant.â
âSo was I, and that was before you told me that bit of news.â He smiled, his chin resting on her shoulder. âIâd been trying to propose for ages. I was shitting my pants it was gonna go wrong or youâd turn me down.â
âNot a chance Sailor.â She turned her head to look at him. âYouâre stuck with me.â He pressed a kiss to her lips and the pair of them stood in silence in their kitchen, lost in their own thoughts, simply looking out of the window over their garden which was illuminated softly by the lighting round the pool area. Eventually Frank remembered his original plan and he smiled to himself.
âSo all the presents are wrapped, everyoneâs in bed waiting for the big guy with the sack to arriveâŚâ Frank muttered, his lips grazing her neck âThe pool heaters have been on all dayâŚwhat about a Christmas Eve dip?â
Fliss turned in his arms, arching an eyebrow âWould you merely be trying to get me naked Francis?â
âYes.â He nodded and she giggled.
âSkinny dipping? On Christmas Eve?â
âYou lost your sense of adventure Cowgirl?â he teased.
Fliss peered round him to where Alex was sleeping in the basinet and with a grin pulled back and whipped off her T-shirt. âDoes that answer your question?â
Frank laughed and caught the top as she threw it at him, tossing it to the side as he grabbed the towels. By the time he caught up with her outside Fliss was on the edge of the pool in nothing but her baby-blue cotton panties and his eyes scanned up her legs and the rest of her body until they locked onto hers. She bit her lip as she stepped out of her underwear and Frank felt his cock twitch as she turned and coyly shot him a look over her shoulder before she descended down the mosaic tiled steps at the shallow end of the pool. Â
Not wanting to waste a second more he threw the towels down on one of the sun loungers and reached over his head, grabbing a fistful of his grey t-shirt. He pulled it off before be quickly undid his belt and in one swoop yanked down his loose jeans and boxers.
Fliss dropped off the bottom step, her shoulders dipping under the warm water as she turned to watch Frank following her in, her eyes trailing up from his knees over his thighs, semi-erect cock which stood beneath that happy trail that led down his slim, flat yet ever so slightly soft stomach and up to his broad shoulders and strong arms. Her eyes moved to his handsome face, the stubble on his jaw line always gave him a more rugged look and his short hair was spiked up messily as it usually was at the end of the day.
Fuck, he was beautiful.Â
And not just on the outside. Even before the events of the last few weeks Fliss knew her man was the most caring, wonderful and doting father and lover on the planet but since the issue with Polland had raised its head she'd seen a side to him that she had only ever caught glimpses of before. A softer, vulnerable side and it filled her heart with even more love for him for reasons she couldn't explain other than it just did. He wasn't afraid to show weakness to her, he wasn't ashamed to tell her his fears. Because they were a true partnership. And as she watched him crouch down so his body was submerged in the water, his eyes sparkling in the lights, she felt an unnerving spike of desire that was so strong it surged right from her toes up her body, leaving her slightly fuzzy headed, like she was drunk on love.Â
Frank cocked his head playfully to the side as Fliss gracefully pushed off the ball of her foot and swam towards him before she twisted in the water slightly and brought her legs out in front of her. She wrapped them round his waist, settling herself on his lap as his large hands gently splayed on her back. Fliss nuzzled her nose against his chin, nudging his head back so she could chain soft kisses across his jaw line, her lips skating the bristles on his face as she gently nipped at his skin. Frank let out a soft sigh, his hands pulling her closer as she moved her affections down his neck, over his Adamâs apple before she gently sucked at the junction of his shoulder and neck, grinding down on him, her bare core slicking over his cock.
"Fuck, Liss..." he stuttered, pulling back to look at her, the water sloshing around them "What's got into you, huh?"
"Nothing yet." She purred back.
Frank looked at her, but before he could make a smart reply sheâd dropped her hand from his shoulder into the pool and wrapped her palm around him making him choke on his words slightly as she stroked him with a few quick flicks of her wrist.
âJesus, babyâŚâ he managed to croak as her eyes locked onto his and a smirk curled on her lips. She leaned forwards, her teeth nipping at his ear and he gave a soft groan, his head falling back slightly as she continued to work him, her hand pumping up and down his now rock hard dick. And then she stopped, and he felt her mouth curve open and her breath was hot on his skin as she whispered 3 words that sent red hot fire coursing through his entire body.
âFuck me, Sailor.â
He didnât need asking twice.Â
Fliss moved herself, guiding him to where she wanted and she sank down onto his length, his hands grabbing her hips as she took him in completely, a low, drawn out gasp escaping her lips as Frank hissed slightly as her walls clamped around him. He gave himself a moment, enjoying the feel of her before he thrust upwards, his fingers curling around her soft flesh as he drew back slowly, before pushing back into her deeply, rotating his hips. Flissâ hands curled around his shoulders, her head tipping back, eyes closed in pleasure, the action causing her breasts to rise out of the water. Keeping his rhythm slow and deep he dipped his head, his tongue tracing a stripe down her cleavage, the salty tang of the pool water hitting his taste buds as he directed his attention to her nipple, flicking and sucking softly, all the time listening and feeling her reactions as she pushed down further against him, desperate for more. For whatever reason, Fliss was in a downright filthy mood and Frank had a feeling that slow and steady wasnât going to be enough. He moved his mouth, nipping up her neck before his lips pressed onto hers, the kiss filthy as his tongue fucked her mouth and he pulled back as he began to back himself up to the side of the pool.
With a quick movement he turned so Flissâs back was against the tiled edge, and he looked at her as she stared at him, her deep brown eyes wide with lust as he dipped his head to kiss her again.
âTurn around.â He instructed, his voice low and Fliss complied, moving off him and spinning in the water. One large hand slid up her spine to her neck and his fingers gently curled around her nape as he pushed her forwards slightly, before he slid both his hands up her arms and directed her hands to grip at the lip of the pool.
Flissâ body was tingling with anticipation. Her palms gripped round the rough surface of the pool edge as she surrendered to Frankâs control, his chest pressing against her back, lips sucking at her neck.
âIf this is too much, tell meâŚâ he whispered against her skin. Fliss tilted her face round to look at him, seeing those ocean blues she loved shining with love and what looked like a slight glimmer of concern. And she knew why. Whilst their sex was hot, passionate, loving, it was very rarely rough because he didnât want to push her too far knowing her past. But she wanted this, she needed it. She smiled at him, pressing her lips to his.
âI trust you.â She promised him gently and Frank kissed her again before he pulled away. His hands gripped her hips, lifting her ass up so her feet planted on the floor of the pool as he rose to his, the water lapping around his thighs as he buried himself into her with one swift movement. He pulled out slowly before he thrust back, bottoming out as she gasped, her head tilting backwards as he continued rocking his hips back and forth, slowly at first, his movements gathering pace until he built up into a fast, relentless rhythm, every drive into her jolting her forwards slightly as she braced herself against the edge with her arms, elbows locked to absorb the shock. Pants, whimpers, soft cries and the debauched sound of sloshing and skin slapping skin filled the otherwise silent night air of the garden and Frank dropped his eyes to the point where he was pounding in and out of his girl, the sight of where they were joined was hot as fuck and he let out a groan as he watched for a second, before his eyes flicked back up to Fliss. Her head was dropped between her arms, slightly twisted to the right and he could see her eyes were closed, jaw slack, full lips open in a silent cry.
As he continued his powerful, fast thrusts, his cock brushed occasionally against that spot inside and Fliss felt the coil in her belly beginning to tighten slowly, each time he hit it. Frank adjusted his stance and bent over, his right hand falling over hers as he too braced himself against the edge of the pool, giving a dirty grind and Fliss cried out loudly at the sensation.
âFuck, right thereâŚâ she encouraged and Frank repeated the movement again, his bottom lip caught between his teeth as he was fighting the urge he was feeling to cum.
âLiss, shit...â He gasped, his left hand dropping between her legs, coaxing her clit and after a few strong strokes Fliss arched her back, her head following as she let out a cry of his name as the world tilted on its axis, her orgasm rocking her to her very core. The feeling was too much for Frank and with a loud moan that rumbled from his chest he followed her right over the edge, his thrusts growing sloppy as he pumped through his own release before he stilled, his head bowing as he waited for the surge of ecstasy to dissipate.
Eventually the fog lifted enough so that he was able to bend his knees slightly, and with the arm that was curled around Flissâ waist he turned them in the water. Fliss was near dead weight and went with him obligingly, his cock still buried in her as he pivoted and dropped down so that his back was against the wall of the pool and she sat on his lap, the water gently splashing around their shoulders.
Frank cradled her close, pressing a kiss to her neck as he gave a low hum of satisfaction, her head falling back against his shoulder, a smile flickering across her lips.
âYou knowâŚâ Frank mumbled after a little moment of silence âCowgirls will always be my favourite, even in reverse.â
Fliss gave a soft chuckle as she opened her eyes and titled her head to look at him. âI prefer sailorsâŚâ she smirked and he laughed, pressing his lips to hers.
âYou ok?â he asked, as her hands fell over his arms, fingers softly skating up his wet skin and she gave a nod.
âNever better.â She affirmed.
âGood.â He kissed her temple. âYou wanna get out orâŚâ
âNo, Iâm good here for a while.â She purred and he smiled, his mouth dropping to her shoulder where he pressed another kiss to her skin.
Eventually Fliss reluctantly conceded that they probably should get out as Alex would want feeding again any time soon. But, not wanting the moment to end, Frank suggested that whilst she showered he could do the feed and light the fire-pit. Fliss agreed and after wrapping herself in a towel she kissed him again and headed upstairs. Frank dried himself off, located his T-shirt and shrugged it on, leaving the towel round his waist as he warmed a bottle for his now grumbling son. By the time Fliss came back down stairs in her plaid sleep pants and tank, Alex was just finishing up. Frank passed him over, and they both headed back outside. Once the fire was lit Frank scooted off for a quick shower and returned 10 minutes later to find Alex settled once more in the basinet, tucked snuggly under his Christmas blanket that was decorated with little Santaâs and trees, his eyes roaming the starry sky. Â Fliss sat with her legs under a tartan fleece on the outside sofa, the bottle of champagne stood in the middle of the table in an ice bucket and either side of it rested two full flutes. With a satisfied sigh Frank sat next to her, reaching for his drink and resting his feet on the table as Fliss snuggled under his arm. The pair of them clinked their glasses together, shared another soft kiss and settled into a soft chatter.
It was cosy, domestic, loving, and everything Fliss had ever dreamed of having, but never in a million years thinking sheâd experience, and as they sat talking and laughing, speculating about Maryâs reaction to the news of her adoption being tomorrow, she felt herself suddenly choked with emotion and she sat up, looking at her man.
âI think sheâs gonna...â Frank trailed off, frowning at the look on Flissâ face âHey, honey whatâs wrong?â
âAbsolutely nothing.â She muttered, clambering onto his lap so she was straddling him, jolting the glass he was holding a little and sending some of the Moet spilling onto the patio.
âYou sure?â he titled his head to look at her and she nodded, sniffing back her tears as she kissed him, her hands running through his messy hair.
âIâm just so happy Frank, I canât stop thinking about how much I lucked out.â She whispered as she pulled away and Frank smiled against her mouth.
âI think Iâm the one that lucked out.â He whispered, his spare hand reaching up to smooth her hair back slightly.
âMaybe we can agree weâre both lucky bastardsâ she grinned and he chuckled, his eyes locking onto hers.
âI can live with that.â He agreed.
******
For the second day in a row Frank and Fliss woke with hangovers, as post the champagne they hit the bourbon and didnât go to bed until 2 am. Now it was half 6 and Frank wasnât impressed that he was going to have to deal with a hyper 9 year old who was currently bouncing on his bed, a 16 week old and his mother with a headache and only 4 and a half hours sleep.
After they sat and opened the gifts in their stocking, Frank telling Fliss to leave the thin, flat box until she was alone, they headed downstairs. Frank grinned at Fliss as Mary bust into the family room and glanced at the presents which were arranged in a pile by the sofa. The three of them exchanged their gifts, Fliss being especially delighted with her Spa Day voucher from Mary and Alex, which Frank informed her Simon had also gotten one for Bonnie so they could go together. Frank had also bought her a few new pairs of riding breeches, signed her up for a yearâs subscription to Kindle Unlimited, a few more items of clothing, a 3 Pandora charms in the shape of the letters, F, M and A meaning she had one for them all and a stunning silver and diamond necklace and earring set from Tiffanyâs which Fliss gasped at when she opened. In contrast Fliss had bought Frank a new phone from Alex and Mary to replace the one heâd smashed against the wall, a few T-shirts and then cryptically told him the biggest gift from her was yet to come.
âYouâre not pregnant again are you?â he leaned over and asked her semi-seriously.
âFuck, no!â she spluttered and he let out the breath he hadnât realised heâd been holding. âItâs just a little bigâŚyouâll see.â
Before he could press her any further, Mary gave a loud shriek as she unwrapped the hooded top that was decorated the same as her Gillet and grinned, jamming it on over her pyjama top. Frank laughed as she did a parade in front of them before she paused, looking at the door to the little room off the kitchen. Frank had covered over the door frame in wrapping paper as it held her big present and Mary looked at it, before she turned to Frank and Fliss, frowning.
âWhatâs that?â
âDunno.â Frank teased âWhy donât you go through and see?â
Mary looked at the pair of them again before she ran over, her reindeer slippers padding over the floor and she tore through the paper, pushing the door open.
Frank curled his arm round Fliss, kissed the side of her head as they followed her into the room where Mary was stood, gaping around.
As a surprise theyâd turned it into a little sitting room of sorts for her. Over the last 4 weeks they had meticulously emptied it of the crap that had been in there since theyâd moved in and theyâd completely re-decorated it. Frank had painted a pale yellow on 3 of the walls, the 4th at the back was papered with a huge picture of Monty in the pasture. Her show rosettes were hung on a trellis which Frank had screwed to the wall with plenty of space for more and on the shelving unit which housed a large, flat screen Tv, Blu-ray player and Android box were positioned a few photos of various family shots. To finish the room off, 2 huge bean bags were placed in the middle of the room which were big enough for Fliss and Frank to lie in (they'd had a lot of fun trying them out) and there was a small desk in the corner along with an office chair. But it was the electronic keyboard nestled in the corner of the wall that held the TV that caught Maryâs eye.
As Fred sauntered in and hopped up on a bean bag as if he owned the place, Mary walked over to the keyboard running her hands along it before she turned to look at the two adults, her mouth hanging open.
âWe thought you might like a place to hang out or chillax or whatever it is you kids do now...â Frank smiled âYou know, instead of always needing to go to your room when Rosie or whoever comes over. You can study in here too as well.â
âAnd trust me you'll want your own space once this monster starts crawling.â Fliss smiled, readjusting Alex in her arms slightly.
âI love itâŚâ Mary gasped, looking around her eyes brimming âMy own special living roomâŚand a sort of piano.â
âWell, you keep up your lessons with Nanny V and we might, and I mean might, get you a real oneâ Frank smiled and Mary beamed at him before she shot over to the pair of them. Frank picked her up with a groan and kissed her cheek.
âRosie is gonna be well jel.â She giggled and Frank laughed as Mary leaned over to kiss Flissâ cheek.
âThereâs something in the desk for you too.â Frank took a deep breath, setting Mary down on the floor. As she walked over the room, Frank moved, his arm hooking round Flissâ waist as they watched her open the lid of the desk and take out the envelope. With a frown she pulled it open and her eyes widened as she looked at the detail.
âIs thisâŚâ she started breathing deeply, her gaze shooting up to Frankâs, her eyes filling with tears âHeâŚâ
Frank nodded, his own eyes pricking with tears âYeah, he signed the papers Stack.â
âSo, IâmâŚIâm adopted?â she stuttered.
âNot quite butâŚâ Frank sniffed, âItâs about as good as done, yeah. Greg got those yesterday.â
As Mary looked back down at the paper in her hand, Frank spotted a tear fall from her face and then he frowned as he saw her legs starting to shake. In a flash he was by her side, catching her as she dropped to her knees. She wrapped her arms around his neck, the paper scrunching slightly in her hand as she buried her face into the crook of his neck and began to cry.
Frank pressed his face into her hair, trying desperately to keep his own tears from falling but failing miserably. Fliss was already gone, and she moved to walk towards them, dropping gently to her knees, Alex held safely in her arms.
âWeâre gonna be a proper family.â Mary sobbed and Frank stuttered a laugh as he pulled back to look down at her.
âMary, sweetheart, we already were.â His voice cracked and she nodded against his neck, before she started to cry again. At that point Thor walked into the room and pushed his nose straight in between Mary and Frank, licking her face and letting out soft little whines.
Mary giggled and grabbed his fur gently âThor, get off you doofusâŚâ
âIs everything ok?â a voice made all of them look up to see Evelyn in the doorway, wrapped in a dressing gown and slippers. Frank, who had momentarily forgotten heâd text her to come join them, looked up through his tears and nodded. Fliss took the paper out of Maryâs hand and held it out to Evelyn. She gently gripped it, her eyebrows raised slightly, and then her hand flew to her mouth when she read the writing.
âOh, thatâsâŚ.thatâs fantastic!â she sniffed, âReallyâŚâ
Mary, whose sobs had now subsided suddenly pulled back from Frank and looked at Fliss, âWe need to give Frank his present!â
âYup, we do!â
âYeah, whatâŚâ Frank frowned âIâm kinda scared about this you know.â âOh trust me, youâre gonna LOVE it!â Mary grinned, before she stood up straight.
âWhy donât you let me watch Alex whilst you head out?â Evelyn smiled and Fliss handed him over to his grandmother before the three of them headed to the hallway. Fliss fished the garage keys off the hooks by the door and tossed them to Frank who caught them in his right hand.
âYouâre gonna need thoseâ she smiled. Frank arched an eyebrow as he shoved on his sneakers but didnât say anything as they headed out into the December sun, making their way over the drive.
âIs something gonna jump out at me?â he paused, the keys in the door.
âNo.â Mary grinned. With one final, suspicious look at them he flung the up-and-over door open and stopped dead as he looked into the now full space of the double garage, his mouth hanging open.
In front of him was a fairly large boat. It had a covered lower deck area which housed the main engine and cockpit and a large, open flat stern area with benches. It was old, and in need of a fuck tonne of work but Frank was absolutely over the moon.
âHolyâŚyouâŚyou bought me a boat?â he turned to Fliss who grinned and nodded.
âI suppose technically I bought us a boat, butâŚâ she shrugged as Frank moved over to examine it. He ran his hands over the hull, which was sound enough considering the state the rest of it was in and he turned to Fliss, his handsome face splitting into a huge smile. Â
âItâs a wreck, I love it!â he beamed and Fliss grinned as he took her face in both hands and kissed her âThank you baby.â âWell I thought about getting a newer one but I know youâve always wanted to do your own upâ she smiled as he pulled away âPlus, from a purely selfish point of view, Iâm kinda looking forward to seeing you full of grease again.â
He grinned and arched an eyebrow before he kissed her again and Mary made a gagging noise. He turned to her, playfully swatting at her head and the 3 of them made their way back to the house, Frank casting a loving glance at his newest prized possession before he pulled the door down and locked it.
They exchanged gifts with Evelyn over breakfast, both Mary and Alexâs piles in the living room were significantly larger when they finished opening the bags full each and then following a breakfast of pancakes and bacon which was made whilst dancing around the kitchen to various Christmas songs, Fliss and Mary headed over to the yard to see to the horses and sneak a quick ride in before they needed to head over to Bill and Verityâs.
Fliss opted to shower first so she could get Alex ready and once she was alone she took her time to open the present Frank had told her to leave until later. As she pulled off the wrapping paper she smiled to herself as she saw the Victoria Secrets box and lifted the lid off, gently pulling back the pink tissue wrapping. Biting her lip she pulled out the sheer gold negligee, which was beautiful and rather classy as well, before she placed it back in the box and headed into the bathroom.
Just as sheâd finished dressing Frank walked into their room, Alex in his arms and he smiled, pressing his lips to hers.
âI opened itâŚâ Fliss smiled against his mouth.
âYeah?â
âMmmhmmmâ she affirmed âI happen to think I suit gold.â
Frank smiled âIâm sure you do.â
She grinned and took Alex off him before she headed out of the room, Frank watching her go before he stripped off his clothing and headed into the bathroom.
20 minutes or so later, dressed casually in a pair of jeans and a red and blue flannel button down, Frank wandered into the family room and stopped dead as he caught sight of Alexâs outfit.
âLissy, what the fuck is my boy wearing?â Frank stared at the baby who was sat on Maryâs knee on the sofa, dressed in a green elf onesie. It had a black strip round the middle with a little yellow belt buckle detail, and the collar was red and ruffled. The legs were red and white hooped, just like tights, and on his head sat a red and green hat. As Frank stared at him in disbelief, Alex gazed up at his dad and let out a loud excited noise and waved his hands and legs.
âHe looks cute, Frank.â Mary grinned, herself dressed in a white little blouse detailed with christmas patterns. Fliss walked over from the kitchen where she had been boxing up the sugar cookies she had made and grinned as Frank glared at her, pointing to Alex.
âHeâs a fucking elf.â He deadpanned. âIn tights.â
âLanguage.â Fliss slapped his arm lightly before she shrugged and gestured to her own Christmas sweater which depicted Santa stuck upside down in a chimney âItâs Christmas.â Frank shook his head. âHe looks ridiculous.â
âDonât be a scrooge.â Mary grinned and Frank shot her a glare, before he glanced at his son again, shaking his head. Alex seemed absolutely nonplussed at the fact his Mother had dressed him in the utterly stupid get up and Frank turned, shaking his head as Fliss smirked at him.
âEveryone is gonna laugh at him.â He pouted and Fliss snorted
âNo theyâre not!â
Frank knew he wasnât going to win the argument, Fliss was as big a child as anyone when it came to Christmas, but he was damned if he was going to let his boy be the subject of ridicule without a fight. But whatever protest he had left died in his throat as at that point Evelyn walked back into the room, a few more gift bags in her hands for Flissâ family and Roberta and let out a little chuckle.
âOh my God, doesnât he look adorable.â She clapped her hands and walked towards her grandson.
Fliss bit her lip, her shoulders shaking with laughter at the utter indignation on Frankâs face as he rolled his eyes, letting out an exasperated growl as she slid her arms up round his neck.Â
âFine, justâŚwhatever.â He sighed as she pulled his head down to hers, catching his lips in a soft peck. âPoor kidâs gonna grow up with a complexâ he mumbled against her mouth âFirst the dinosaur outfit at Halloween, now thisâŚâ
âWell, so he doesnât feel too bad, I got you a matching jumper.â
âYeah Frank, you can put it on and then we can all take an elfie with your new phone, geddit?â Mary grinned and Fliss snorted. Frank pulled back and glared at Mary âOver my dead body.â âCan be arranged.â She retorted, and at that Fliss and Evelyn burst into laughter.
âWell thatâs just mean.â Frank pouted and Fliss grinned, standing on her tiptoes.
âIâll make it up to you later Sailor.â She whispered, her lips brushing his ear âIâll let you decide if gold really is my colour for yourselfâŚâ
âYeah?â he asked, arching an eyebrow, his hands dropping to her hips.
âIf you wear the sweaterâŚâ âThatâsâŚthatâs blackmail.â He narrowed his eyes.
âI know.â She pulled back, turning to Mary and Evelyn. âOk, shall we load the cars up? Mary you wanna ride with me or Frank?â
âWhoâs goinâ to get Roberta?â
âFrank.â Fliss said âIâm taking Alex and ThorâŚand Fred.â She added as an after-thought. âThen Iâll go with him.â She nodded âThat ok?â
âSure.â Fliss smiled, her hand dropping to Maryâs head.
There was a sudden, excited bustle around the room as everyone moved to get their things togetherâŚand Frank went upstairs to change into his new elf sweater.
***** Chapter 18
#riding on#frank adler#frank adler x ofc#frank adler x original female character#gifted#gifted fan fic#chris evans#chris evans characters
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Honestly, I don't understand what some GA supporters, Gillovny haters and David haters, which I believe are mixed groups, against David and a friendship, albeit at a distance and occasionally with Gillian. At SM, the haters draw him as if he were the same arrogant actor who was portrayed in the 90s, who didn't have a friendly off-screen relationship with Gillian (hello, they are both very introverted and worked 17 hours together. How much could they handle this work overload? (to be continued..)
 Are these followers afraid that GA is getting involved with a "rapist/misogynist", just because his have a relationship with a 27-years-old girl? Why did David write about incest is his last book? Why did he say that he wouldn't like to with Gillian on anything but The X Files? Why was he openly a sex addict? And this arguments being based entirely on facts and gossip from 15/20 /25 years ago?
People draw David as if he were a maniac who can attack Gillian at any time, and that she doesn't know his true nature, so he has a relationship. It's amazing how people make assumptions based on the past things and don't even bother to keep up with what they're doing today. And even worse: they think they can govern your personal lives. I saw it from Gillovnys in the past, and now i see it in these groups.
I read these anons earlier and spent some time thinking about your remarks and the larger implications of certain accusations and DD/GAâs relationship. This response way longer than I intended, but like I said, I spend some time thinking about your comments. And when I say itâs long, I mean itâs long.
Antiâs alleged issues with DD is a combination of things: misogyny, sexism, homophobia, pedophilia, and being friends with an alleged sex trafficker.
David has said some homophobic, misogynistic, and sexist remarks. Itâs one of those things that, although a handful of people knew better, his views were ânormalâ back then. This isnât to excuse David, but rather, provide context. Because thereâs problematic shit and beliefs from 10 and even 5 years ago. The question I ask myself is: has David unpacked these beliefs? Is he learning and growing?
The fact that they have to dig into shit from the 90s to find shit on him says A LOT. Maybe heâs learned to keep those views to himself OR maybe he realized that some of his beliefs were fucked up and left them in the past. Iâm not saying that no one canât be upset about what he said or even dislike him now because of it. However, I donât think people who genuinely dislike him are sending hate anons to people because they like him.
I really donât like talking about the pedophilia and him âknowingâ heâs friends with a sex trafficker accusations because, even when accusations are proven to be false, someone will believe there's truth to them. It taints a person and that's generally speaking. The reason Iâm addressing them now and with you is because I want to be transparent about whatâs going on with Antis and my issues with them. I donât want to be accused of bias or protecting DD because Iâm âhidingâ the truth.
This man in Hollywood accused David of being sexually inappropriate with a minor who later became his wife. Apparently, this happened in Davidâs trailer during the original run of the X-Files and was well known on set. This revelation occurred during the Me Too era, like when accusations were hot and took just about everyone accused of impropriety down. For reference, Harvey Weinstein, a powerful producer with more money and influence, was taken down. Louis CK, well respected before his victims came out. Pre Me Too: Bill Cosby. Aziz Ansari. Hell, even some of the faces of the movement were taken down.
So, this Hollywood dude claimed on twitter that David was touching on a minor while at work and EVERYONE on set knew, but somehow this story never caught on. Virtually no media outlets picked this up. And this accusation is worse than the Aziz accusation and he was torn to shreds as his career took a hit. But David can be accused of this horrendous thing and no one reacts to it??? Apparently, he must have better lawyers than Harvey, Louis, etc because the rumors never even took flight. AND, I believe the thread is still up too. Not even crazed right wingers or pizza gate fanatics were interested in this story. However, since David is involved with a significantly younger woman this means that that rumor is true.Â
The thing is: thereâs implications to this accusation that the antis didnât think of and they got mad at me and others about it.
They said that Gillian hated David, didn't talk to him, and ignored him as much as she could because she knew about all of this. So, I asked, âIf she knew David was a predator, why did she keep working with him? If you argue it was due to contract reasons, why did she work with him on IWTB and Seasons 10 and 11? Why didnât she report him?â
Me and others were accused of holding women accountable for mensâ actions. But that still doesnât answer the question, right? If Gillian hated David because heâs a predator, why did she still work with him? Her âhateâ was supposed to be âproofâ that he was morally corrupt. Since Gillian âhatedâ David, weâre supposed to hate David.
Another layer: Davidâs friends with a guy who allegedly is a sex trafficker, which to Antis mean that David knows and is okay with this. Theyâre friends, how could he not know???
This is important to note because they switch between Gillian knowing David is a âpredatorâ and not knowing depending on the argument. So, when they swore up and down that she hated him, Gillian âknew.â Now that Gillian and David confirmed they are friends in some capacity, âjust because sheâs friends with him doesnât mean she knows everything about him.â
Interesting, right?
They used examples of Harvey Weinstein and Ted Bundy to prove how someone can hide despicable acts after swearing up and down Gillian KNEW, which is why they werenât friends. And, if youâre thinking...well what about Davidâs friend who allegedly is a sex trafficker, wouldnât the same logic apply to him?
BINGO.
There are a million excuses and justifications when you apply their logic to Gillian, but they never give David the benefit of the doubt. They never critically examine any information theyâre given if it paints David in a bad light. Then they put their heads in the sand if this info implicates Gillian. And the sad part is that I can go on a longer rant tearing their accusations apart.
There isnât any consistency from Antis. Iâd respect them if theyâd dropped Gillian because sheâs friends with the âpredatorâ they hate. But no, their stance and justification changes so she's always in a good light.
You see how low they're willing to stoop to justify their hate. They arenât content with disliking David, they need others to hate him too. They're too invested to admit they were wrong because then theyâd have to face how foolish they looked hating David on the behalf of Gillian who doesnât hate him at all. All that energy and hate for nothing.
Lastly, I genuinely do believe Antis are afraid that David and Gillian may be fucking or, at least, that casual fans will come to that conclusion. Think about it: who reacts like this to two people, who many thought hated each other, essentially announcing they are friends?
Who?
These are two adults with (an) adult kid(s). And they could literally become grandparents at any time. lol. These are two people who have known each other for damn near 30 years and Antis think they know David and Gillian better than they know each other.
But a simple photo got them rattled because they HAVE TO admit Gillianâs friends with David. She inadvertently put them in a corner and the only way out of it is to admit something they mocked others for believing. Their other options would fall into Gillovny thinking: they're fucking or dating.
And thatâs what theyâre really upset about.
They were left with options that fell into Gillovny thinking and had to choose the lesser of the evils. And they canât say David and Gillian arenât friends without looking delusional. Especially when they donât have their handy dandy convenient excuses of âpromoâ for the x files or a charity. lol. Especially when they took a personal photo together and posted it online.
And I guess thatâs the beauty of the picture: youâre only left with three options. Because, if you take friendship off the table, there is no other way to explain why David was there that doesnât suggest them being intimately acquainted with each other.
Iâll say this: Antis donât care about facts if the facts canât be used as ammunition to shit on someone even if they have to distort it.
Now I know this is long and Iâve discussed things you didnât intend, but I guess I needed this rant. LOL. Some Gillovnies and David fans may be upset that I discussed those topics, but most of the people on my blog either already heard about this OR have read me discuss it before.
Either way, Antis are hypocrites and shouldnât be taken seriously.
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Life After Snowpiercer: Adjusting To The Everyday Life
Summary- 5.4k Curtis Everett x You. The new way of life is becoming routine, and your starting to adjust. Curtis does his best to help you along. Warnings- swearing, hints of smut, talk of pregnancy.Â
A/N- yea, it's a slower chapter, I suppose like a filler. But this was the mood I was in, so this is what happened. Â
A/N2- To see the story behind the picture, read this short- Surprise
Chapter 10 / Masterlist
Slowly the new room was becoming 'Home', it had been a couple weeks since Curtis brought you to the room, and together you two cleaned it out of the personal stuff that couldn't be used, and you took the time to bring down yours and his few belongings. Since settling in, he brought you two a couple changes of clothing, and for the first time in years, you were able to give both of your clothes a proper wash. A few things were just unable to be saved, one of his jackets, you just couldn't salvage, but the other couple you could. Part of you wished you were able to clean out your bunk in the tail-end. But it was a days travel through the deep snow to get back to the car, and you couldn't bring yourself to mention it to Curtis, not when there was so much going on.
Maybe someday.Â
But there was one thing you knew made it from the tail-end, cause Curtis carried it with him everywhere, and that was the slightly smudged charcoal drawing you commissioned back when you knew it was close to Curtisâs birthday before the riot, and you had seen him tuck it away when you two first moved in. So when you opened the drawer and it wasn't safely tucked in the folds of your few clothes, you felt your heart catch. âNo, where is it?!â
Starting to pull out the items from the drawer, and shaking them out, your panic got the best of you, and you were searching among the bedding stored there when Curtis walked into the room to find you on your knees, looking under the bed, among all the stuff on the floor. âBaby, what is going on?â And he was shocked further to see you come out from under the bed with tears brimming your eyes. âCurtis I can't find it, and I saw you put it away.â
Confused, he used his boots to gently push stuff aside and squatted down next to you, gripping your chin to have you look at him. âPut what away Babygirl?â His brows are raised well above his beanie in concern and you sniffle in his hold. âThe drawing of us, the picture. I could have sworn you put it in the dresser before your shower the other night, and now...â your hands pick up one of his shirts as if the picture will just fall out from underneath it. Curtisâs blue eyes snap in understanding and he lets you go, opening his jacket and pulling out a slightly bent out of shape paper.
âI got it right here, sorry Babygirl. I just usually carry it on me for safekeeping. I put it away the other day cause we were going to be working on the water, and didn't want it to get ruined.â He handed it over and your teary face turns into an uplifted one, careful when you took it. âOf course! Curtis, I don't know where my head's at these days. Everything is just... â You sigh, and looked at him apologetically. You've been terribly emotional the past few days, and you've either been mad at Curtis or crying over nothing. Shaking his head, he grunted to move to a stand, taking your hands and drawing you up.
âIt's okay, I don't need to carry it anymore.â He used the sleeve of his shirt to wipe at your cheeks. âWhat did you want to do with it?â You look at the picture and smile again, it simply made you happy and you pointed to a spot above the door. âCan you hang it up? Then this place can be officially home.â You held it back out and he took it, there was a lip of steel running along the wall just above the door, and Curtis arched to his toes to get high enough and set it on the beam, stepping back. âHow's it look Babygirl?â His arm moving around your waist and pulling you in front of him. Letting yourself lean back against his chest while studying the picture sitting above your doorway, you tilted your head up to look at him. âPerfect, Welcome Home.â
It was so easy to make you happy, Curtis let his hands slide around to your midsection and just hold you there, kissing your tilted back forehead. âIt is perfect.â He really couldn't remember when he had been happier, everything was going okay, the people were settling in and accepting this new way of living, the greenhouse was thriving, as well as the remaining animals that survived the crash. People were eating actual food, for the first time in 17 years, at least for the tail-enders. You actually we're coming around to more affection, although he would wake up to find you worrying yourself in the dark now and then, you were far easier to coax into his arms and fall back asleep. Assuring you that whatever happened, you two would deal with it together.
That was the last part, waiting to see if you were actually pregnant or not. I could see it worrying you, making you fret when you thought no one was paying attention. And Matt. Matt, Curtis was at a loss of what to do with that fucker. He was still locked in the Car they stuffed him in weeks ago. But you insisted on once a day walks with him, and Curtis to. There was no way in hell he was leaving you alone with Matt. Brother or Not. Speaking of which, Curtis knew what was coming and you turned to look up at him, the question in your eyes.
âCan we go see Matt now Curtis?â you worried your bottom lip, always seeming to be nervous to ask, although he never told you no. Today was no different, kissing your forehead.
âOnly if your up for it Babygirl.â He said with a bit of hesitancy, simply cause not even 20 minutes ago you had been in a full panic. But you nodded with affirmation, and grabbed at your jacket, and stuffed a hat on your head since usually you all went outside for the fresh air and sunshine, although still bitterly cold. So many years in the dark, you especially couldn't get enough of the sun. Curtis would find you often standing outside, lips blue with your eyes tilted into the sun, seeming to soak it in. The man pictured you soaking it in, light was drawn to light. Why you were drawn to him, he didn't know. Leading you down the aisle, his hand resting in the small of your back.
Snapping open the heavy door between cars, you leaped over the gap, and worked Matt's car open, and light spilled into the darkness to show Matt leaning against a wall. One arm hooked over his knee, lifting his head to scowl at the two of them, you went in wringing your hands and smiling hopefully. Curtis right behind you, a dark imposing figure scowling. The complete opposite of your hopefulness. âHey Matt, how you feeling today?â
Matt snorted and tugged on the heavy livestock chains around his ankle. âFucking fantastic Dear Sister. Living the fucking dream.â Curtis snarled out while digging for the locks keys in his pocket and handing you off a knife for protection in case Matt happened to overpower him. âCut the shit, Matt. She didn't come here for you to be a little bitch.â Cutis squatted down and yanked his leg into the light enough so he could see the lock. Matt seemed to somber a bit. âBeen better Y/N, thanks for asking.â His hand moved to his now bare ankle rubbing at the red ring. Curtis stood and reached to grasp Matts forearm, bringing him up to a stand.
This was ritual by now, You and Matt walking ahead just a little, Curtis not far behind. Close enough that should Matt try to put a hand on you, Curtis would snap your brother's neck. It was a promise he made to Matt when you first started this. Otherwise, Curtis didn't interfere with your conversation. Most of the time. Your hands were stuffed in your sleeves as you trudged along, your voice optimistic, hopeful that Matt would engage back. âThe greenhouses are really thriving Matt, they survived the crash intact for the most past. A bit of the pipework bringing the water in got damaged, but we've been regularly melting snow to compensate.â
âYou think You all will be able to keep up with that? Eventually, the water is going to run out. Without the train moving anymore, it's not gathering any to store in the tanks.â Matt smirked as if he was dropping some devastating news, looking between you and Curtis.
âWere keeping a close eye on the tanks, and only using that for stuff absolutely necessary. Everything else... well we're covered in snow.â You kicked at the Frozen snow covering the ground. But he was right, eventually the water would become an issue, just like the power. The whole train was temporary. Eventually they will have to move, see if they can find something more suitable for the group on the outside of one of the cities. Of course, they were estimating where they were on the tracks. Curtis, Edgar, and John having dug through Wilford's main car a few weeks ago and came across maps. If their estimations are right, they were somewhere in what was once Russia.
A massive landscape staring at the map. But dotted with cities. All Curtis had to do was convince the council that packing up a small scouting party and seeing if they were near any of the major cities, it would mean more supplies available to them. They had to get off the train, all its resources were going to run out eventually. Wilford never prepared for the Snowpiercer to ever be at a standstill. These worries were settled at the back of Curtis mind, but these walks with Matt, he was sure to remind them of it. Even you sobered a bit after Matts little jibe.
âWe will deal with it when it comes up Matt.â You wanted to reach out, staring at Matt. God, he looked so much like your father, just not the coldness. Your father always so welcoming and open, Matt though sniffed either from the cold or distaste to your answer. âWell, we were able to deal with it till your man insisted on crashing the train. We would certainly not be stranded in the middle of fucking Russia. Couldn't have planned that a little better Curtis. Crashed us somewhere with resources at least? But you never think ahead, do you Everett. Always just brute Force and no couth, is there anything between those ears?â Matt hissed at him, his rage crossing his face once more.
Once more he got the best of your temper as he was bad-mouthing Curtis for those few seconds before Curtis could put a stop to Matts ranting, you pushed against your brother's chest, sending him sprawling in surprise. Curtis actually had to hide a chuckle of surprise himself, but you were furious and snarling at your brother. âJesus Christ, your just... Cruel all the time, aren't you. Fuck you, Matt. Curtis, I'm done.â You turned away and brushed past Curtis, in which he shook his head, and went to collect Matt, grabbing him by the collar of his jacket and pushing him forward. âYa know, you would think you would learn to at least treat her decent since shes the only one who gives a shit about you and why you're still alive.â
Matt snorted as he trudged back through the snow, following your quicker paced form as you reached the outskirts of the camp once more.
âMaybe it's time she grew up Curtis, quite thinking that any of us are out for more than ourselves.â
âWell your certainly proving that to her aren't you,â Curtis growled as they to reached the outskirts of the camp, the snow here all pounded down from people walking on it all day long. âWhen that day comes and she gives up on you entirely, what do you think is going to happen to you?â Curtis said darkly, and Matt eerily grinned. âBe the day I end up going free.â
âWe will see about that.â Curtis pushed him back up the stairs and into the darkness of his car once more. Matt plopped on the mattress while Curtis went to lock him back up, Matt watching him closely, and to the open door, debating. Curtis even though he wasn't looking at him knew his thoughts. âTry it and it won't end good for you Matt.â Wait, we got to wait... The younger man thought, instead getting himself comfortable. Their guard won't be up forever.
You just had to get away, even managing friendly conversations was out of your wheelhouse right now, and you stomped back to your room, and slammed the door behind you as if you were a child all over again, grabbing a pillow off the perfectly made bed this morning and sitting on the edge of it, you screamed into it. What was it going to take to get the meanness out of Matt?! You have done nothing but be good to him short of letting him go free, had even managed to get Curtis to reluctantly agreed that if there was any change, they would see about giving him a bit more freedom. But nothing you tried softened him. Nothing. Ripping off your jacket and hat, you shoved them away into the chair when you sat down, and you just suddenly felt drained. All over, like it all just seeped from you.
Sighing, you lift your hands and rub at your face, glancing up at the picture hanging above the door. That made you smile, thinking back on earlier when Curtis hung it up for you. Maybe it's not all bad, and you shrug off the negativity being around your brother brings on you. Changing into something not as warm, you decide the best way to spend the rest of the day was helping in the greenhouse, and maybe the kitchen. Things would be okay, you were doing more than surviving, you all were actually living.
When you left the car and headed towards the greenhouse, you didn't even glance at the car that held Matt, giving it a wide berth, entering the greenhouse, immediately the earthy smell the plants gave off was as good to you as feeling the sun on your face. A musty heaviness of dirt, greenery, and water. All over the labors of the past few weeks showed with healthy trees bearing apples, bright and red. Green sprouts of leaves down rows and rows, all edible. Even now one of the people who worked the kitchen was picking bundles, piling them in her apron. âHow do you know what is ready?â You asked, wandering down the aisle while piling your hair behind your head and trying it off.
âEasy child.â The older worker said, holding out a leaf that was full and vibrant for you to take. âGo ahead, taste it.â You ripped off a piece of it and slipped it in your mouth, when the tender leaf crushed between your teeth, vibrant fresh bitterness flooded your mouth, your taste buds still getting used to food. âWhen these bunches are all full like this, it's meant to be picked.â
âWhat is this?â Unable to help yourself, you ripped off another piece and chewed on it, getting the same overwhelming effect from before. âKale. I will sautee this just a bit in some marrow, and put it in a soup for the camp today. Shave off some of that meat off a hock in the freezer, add those new baby potatoes we have at the end.â The older woman continued on, bringing you to where the rows of potatoes were hidden from view, her fingers digging into the dirt and dragging up the bulbs, shaking the dirt off them. âWe get enough of them, and you have yourself a meal.â
You dug your fingers into the moist wet dirt, the sensation oddly familiar and weird, bringing back memories of planting flowers with your mother in the front of the house. The woman watched her with interest, taking in your reaction to it all. âYer from the back, aren't ya?â You nodded slightly, and carefully brushed off the dirt encasing the baby potatoes. âYes, one of the tail enders who came up with Curtis.â
âAhh, yes. Thought you looked familiar. What your man did letting us go took a lot of guts, not many would have that. Trust me, very few of us have much to thank Wilford for or have any reason to give him loyalty. My name is Tess by the way.â
âIt was touch and go, but it was the right thing to do. We can't start living a new life following the old ways.â You shrugged and Tess smiled at your words, her wrinkles lining around her eyes deepening.
âLike hearing wisdom come right out of the babes mouth. I could use your help if you don't mind. Getting this camp fed is a couple people process, It's my turn to water but I got to get this all started up. Feeding all these people is a lot different than just cooking for Wilford.â She continued placing potatoes in her apron. âall-day process, and the only way we don't burn through what we got stored. You mind watering for me?â
âBe a pleasure to.â You assured her and you took over where she had left off. Curtis came later to find you, having poked his head in earlier to see you were settled into a project after dealing with Matt, he didn't want to bother you. But now it was getting late, and after pouring over the maps in what they turned into a meeting space of sorts with the rest of the âcouncilâ they formed, passing ideas of where to go, and how to proceed, he was tired. The sky was starting to darken, and spending a quiet evening with you really was all he wanted at this point. Figuring you would be where he had left you, Curtis shrugged off his jacket as he went into the humid car, glancing around, and walking down the aisle, checking the rows till he found you, kneeling while using your hands to churn dirt, snipping off any dead leaves on each individual plant, a small trailer left behind you.
âThere you are... was wondering where you had gotten off to.â Heavy boots thudded the floor and you looked up in surprise. Your hair curling around your temples and a streak of dirt across your forehead, you gave him the sweetest smile that Curtis would have sworn made his heart skip a beat. âYou've been in here all afternoon, think it's time we call it a day.â Hand reaching for yours, you hesitate cause yours are dirty, but a wiggle of his fingers, enticed you, and you let him pull you up. âIt can't be that late, it's still light.â
âIn here, artificial lighting for the plants.â Leading you to a window, you leaned into his side, looking at the way the sky was painted in so many vibrant hues.
âAlright, maybe I did lose track of time. I only meant to stay in here for a couple hours.â You admitted and he laughed, his arm resting around your waist.
âCome on, let's go eat.â
As becoming another regular was all eating dinners together. Tess would bring out whatever, and those that didn't have something stored away would come to get a bit of whatever she made that day. Groups of you would sit together, and slowly it was a mingling of people. Today you sat at Curtisâs side, sipping from a cup he brought you, and across from you, Edgar and Yona did the same as you, Yona talking about what she was doing with the kids. The kids, it was hard to think of them as the trains orphans anymore. They simply seemed to just belong to everyone now, no longer separating the train in classes as before.
âTeach them some manners, the little shites.â Edgar teased Yona, and you nudged your boot against his leg to get his attention.
âExcuse you, you were no peach either Edgar. Always sassing when you didn't get your way.â You smirked back at him over your cup as you sipped from it, Yona giggling at his side, and he narrowed his eyes at You. âI was a great kid! I listened. Kinda.â
âRight. Just as good as you listen now.â Curtis laughed deeply, moving to get up, and held out a hand to take the emptied dishes to bring them back to the kitchen. You moved to a kneel, beckoning Edgar to turn around. âLet me look at your back, see how that scar is healing.â Pushing himself from the wall, he twisted, and hiked the back of his shirt up. You leaned in closer, tracing around it for a moment. âSore any? It looks really good, considering what happened.â
He pulled away and tugged his shirt down, giving a roll of his shoulder. Whenever the matter of his scar came up, he would go quiet. âItâs a'right. Tender once in a while, especially when hauling stuff.â
âYea, you probably should have waited to do the cleanup.â
âWell, it had to be done.â He stated, and Yona next to him frowned slightly studying him. But Curtis coming back distracted them from the conversation, and you yawned, pushing to a stand.
âDoesn't matter if it had to be done, still should have waited. Night.â Biding your goodbye to your companions, a hot shower sounded excellent, and Curtis came up behind you, wrapping his arms around your middle.
âYou okay?â a soft kiss was pressed just at the hollowed curve of your neck, and you let your hands weave over the top of his around your stomach. âYea, just super tired suddenly. Been feeling this way most of the day. I'm sure it's nothing. â
He lifted his head and frowned hearing that. âYou sure you shouldn't go see Price? Could be something.â You turned just as you reached the door, and pulled yourself in close against him with a fist of your hands in his shirt, leaning up to tease your lips against his. âHandsome, I'm fine. Tired is all... I promise.â Blue eyes looked slightly doubtful, but he relented and the two of you went into the room.
âWould you tell me if you thought otherwise?â Curtis locked the door while you started stripping out of the dirtied clothing to escape into the bathroom. Curtis caught just a glimpse of your backside, and inhaled sharply. No sex for the past month and half was starting to in ways he didn't care for. But it didn't matter, there was no way in hell he was going to try anything until you were ready. Instead, he set about taking off his boots, sitting on the edge of the bed to untie them, make himself comfortable.
In the bathroom, you turned on the water and slipped in before it got hot. Not wanting to waste any water, and tipped your head back to moisten your hair, and start scrubbing it, getting the dirt and sweat out from earlier. Then getting ready to wash your body, you looked down and saw red swirling by your feet. Your hands start roaming over your body quickly without thinking, a panicked cry out. âCurtis!â You twist in the shower, looking behind you to see if your cut anywhere and it hits you.
You had your period. If came... You weren't pregnant.
And that moment relief flooded you so intensely, you slid to the floor of the tub, somewhere between a cry and laugh of relief, Curtis burst into the bathroom, in response to you calling his name. âY/M?! Baby, you okay?â He opened the curtain to find you sitting on the bottom, and immediately scanned you going to his knees. Cupping your face as you had it pressed to your knees, making you lift up to look at him. Your body shaking slightly under his hold. âWhat is wrong?â and that's when he caught the bit of red escaping down the drain. âFuck, where are you hurt?â He is shifting you forward and you finally regain yourself enough to put a stop to him.
âI'm fine, I'm okay. Turn the water off and hand me a towel?â You ask and he reached over to turn it off, worried eyes finding you again and his hands seeking to look for whatever was causing you to bleed, but you grab his hands to make him focus on you. âIt came Curtis. I'm not pregnant.â
His face is just stunned, his shirt half clinging to him from where he had leaned into the spray to check on you, and you couldn't help but giggle at the way he looked, blinking water out of his face before he repeated what you said. âYou're not pregnant...?â the realization flooded his expression to relief and you nodded with a grin. âYou're not pregnant!â He repeated and drew you into his arms, hugging each other out of relief. âOh Babygirl, thank god. Are you okay?â He leaned back to look at you, and moved to get up and grab a towel, holding it open for you. Pulling yourself to a stand, you step into it, feeling prominently better then you had since you were raped.
âRelief Curtis, I just feel light as air. I didn't know what we were going to do if I was.â You pressed your face into his chest, breathing in deeply while he rubbed your back through the towel.
âWe would have done everything we could, just like for any other child,â Curtis assured you, thanking everything under the moon and stars though that you weren't made to go through that as well as everything else that had happened. You mumbled in his chest, and lifted your face to look up at him. âI will go see Price in the morning, just to be sure.â
âThank you.â Curtis kissed your forehead and let his hands cup your face, kissing you in that slow way that made your heart flutter, you opened to him, your tongue sliding with his and a soft moan between you two. Curtis pulled back and let his forehead rest against yours, his hands had fallen to your hips and his fingers flexed through the terry cloth. âYou better get dressed Babygirl.â Both your eyes closed, merely breathing in each other before he moved to kiss your forehead and released you.
Curtis left you to pull on a large tee, it swept well down your thighs that you've been sleeping in as we as well as a pair of panties with a liner, brushing all your hair out, and debating about putting it up, you recalled that Curtis loved your long hair. Spreading it around your shoulders, you brush it out more till it's soft waves were shining, and once you checked to make sure any mess was gone. Flicking off the switch you came into the room being dark, Curtis sitting on the edge of the bed, waiting for you to get in since you always slept against the wall. When he saw you, his hands opened up and you happily stepped into them, resting your cheek against the top of his head.
Nuzzling against your ribcage for a moment, and his hands sliding up and down along your sides, you let your fingers slide through the back of his head, and along his neck. âToday was a good day, right?â You ask softly while lifting your head to look at him. Your hands settled on his bare shoulders. Curtis lifted his head just a bit and looked up at you, flattening his hands against the small of your back and pulling you in closer. âIt was a good day Babygirl.â His hands lightly pressed against the back of your thighs and you shifted to straddle him, letting your forehead rest against his. âEven with everything that happened today, it was a good day.â His arm tightened around you and shifted back with a slight roll so he could lay you down and shifted to his side next to you. Â Â
Loping an arm around your hip and kissing your shoulder, you slid in closer to his heat while he dragged the blankets that was collected. You felt him relax under your fingers playing in his hair, and although you didn't fall into the same lull that he did, his breathing turned shallower, soft snores rolling from his chest. Twisting to your side, his hand instinctively tightened around you, but you weren't going anywhere. Your gaze was able to follow the lines of his face from the window right behind your head, casting the room in a silver glow. Your thoughts drifted.
You were lucky, You knew it. Curtis had been with you since practically you came on the train, kept you alive and safe. You've done what you could to show your love back over the years, but you knew in this you wouldn't still be here if it wasn't for him. Even these past few weeks, surviving through the revolt, he didn't even realize it was coming back to him that saved her from the attackers. Everyone was so focused on surviving, they forgot why they survived.
If it wasn't for Curtis, they would be wasted away in the darkness, a forgotten memory of a past life.
And he never asked for anything in return. Not really. Not even during this time where you were slowly opening back up did he push for me. And another day, another time you would have fallen into that mind-frame that he no longer wanted you. But you knew better, just that morning you happened to see him relieving himself in the shower, barely catching whispers of your name, just under the sounds of his grunts. You knew he was trying to be quiet, not wanting to pressure you.
A soft shift and your name brought you out of your thoughts, and Curtis was leaning on his elbow, blue eyes searching your face. âWhat's on your mind Babygirl?â he had expected you to deal with some conflicting emotions since finding out that you were not pregnant, but you just looked at him with a soft expression, leaning into him and kissing him deeply, your hands clutching his shoulders and leaning back, bringing him along, and the kisses turned more feverish. Curtis groaned against your lips and down along your jawline, hissing softly against your neck. âAre you sure?â His head lifted, his hands cupping your face to search you for any doubt, any sign that you didn't want him to touch you and make love to you.
Your hands splayed over his chest raised just above you, spreading your fingers through the crisp dark scattering of hair and hummed softly in appreciation of the feeling against your palms, nodding. âPlease Curtis... I miss you. But I'm scared.â
His head tilted and those kisses against your neck went to your face, each one a well placed soft brushed of lips warming you. âscared of what Babygirl?â
âWhat-what if I'm broken?â Your brows furrowed, and your fingers eased to his back, tracing along the flexing of muscles.
âBabygirl, you're not broken. I promise.â Curtis rubbed along your hip under your shirt. âBut there's no rush Y/N.â
Your eyes roamed him and then your hands folded into your shirt and you pulled it off, letting it fall off the end on the bed.
âShow me.â You lean back into the pillows, and then Curtis shifted, wide shoulders blocking out the rest of the room as he leaned over you, leaving you gasping underneath him. Tilting your head back to give him access to your neck, outside, the stars.
There were so many stars and those desired kisses on your neck, his calloused hand sliding along your skin.
Your breathing came out in rushes, the stars going blurry in your vision. Curtis's hand grasped your chin lightly and made you look at him.Â
"Babygirl, I got you. Your safe."
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The lecture hall they were in was one of those large amphitheater types that gave the students a semi-anonymity from the teacher far up front if you stayed towards the back. Gray preferred it that way, but strangely a girl he knows, that tends to sit up front was right in front of him today. He wouldnât say they were friends, but after a couple of classes together, they were comfortable enough to engage in conversations. His eyes narrow in, studying her odd behavior as she typed furiously on the phone held low in her lap. Something clearly had her agitated.
âPsst,â he leans in whispering quietly so as not to attract attention. âPsst, Levy, whereâs the fire?â
Without turning around, the woman holds up a pointer finger, effectively hushing him. âOne second,â she mumbles, too engrossed in whatever conversation she was already in.
He sits back in wait and goes back to listening to the teacher. That was fine with him, considering heâd only been interested because it wasnât her norm. Maybe she was fighting with her parents or boyfriend and that was none of his business. But no matter how hard he tried to focus on the lecture, his eyes kept shifting back to Levy every time she moved. Ugh! It was distracting! Sheâd shift in her chair, at times typing slower and relaxed, then switch instantly all hunched into another round of animated typing.
âOi!â He whispers through clenched teeth. âAt least sit still, youâre kinda distracting.â
Levy stops typing in a huff, but just as sheâs about to tell him to back off, she notices a couple other students around them not so subtly staring at her as well. âSorry,â she mumbles, âitâs just my best friend and she freaking out right now.â
âDoesnât she know youâre in class?â
âYeah, but,â Levy sighs, âitâs complicated, okay. Iâm sorry if I was being distracting.â
âItâs fine, but are you okay?â
She looks to her phone, then teacher, biting her lip in debate. The professor hadnât noticed anything amiss yet and since she was running out of options... Levy quickly shoots off a final text to her friend, bundles up her stuff, climbing under the desks that separated them and takes a seat next to Gray. Being small had its advantages. She takes one last look towards the front to make sure the teacher was none the wiser before relaxing with a long exhale.
In a low tone, she leans closer to hide their conversation. âMy friend would kill me if she knew I was talking to anyone else about this, but Iâm running out of arguments. She been freaking out about a guy and is torn about giving him a second chance.â
âWhat, did he cheat on her? Cause Iâd say get rid of the loser.â
âItâs, um, more complicatedâ weâre not actually sure if he did cheat or not.â
âStill, if thereâs even a question, itâs better to just not deal with a guy like that.â
âOh, I totally agree! Iâd normally be the first to say dump the loser. But I donât know...â she shrugs, âI did some digging on my own and after the stuff I saw, Iâm inclined to believe his story. She was really excited about Natsu too.â
Gray suddenly places his hand on her arm, âhold up, did you say Natsu? Is your friends name Lucy?â
âYeah! Howâd you know?!â
âShhh!â
The pair stiffen at the sound of a fellow students voice and hunch closer to quiet their sound. âHow do you know Natsu or Lucy?â
âWell,â Gray chuckles, âthat idiot is my best friend and heâs all messed up over this Lucy friend of yours.â
âNot!â Levy crosses her arms, âthen why didnât I see you in any of his Insta pics?â
âI hate taking pictures so Iâm the guy behind many of those photos.â
âOkay, that could be true. Then, um, howâd they meet? If heâs your best friend youâd know details.â
Gray sits back and grins, âIâm the one who found her note in his pocket. If it wasnât for me, it wouldâa got washed and theyâd never met up again.â
âPfft. Okay, I believe you cause I remember her telling me thatâs what he told her.â She sits back as well, âguess this really is a small world. Do you think she should give him a second chance? Wait,â she waves her hand, wiping the statement away, âactually, I want more details, like do you know who this Touka girl is?â
âPsycho girl, yeah I do. Sheâs been stalking him for a couple of years, always seems to show up when she thinks thereâs a rival. To be honest Iâm not even sure how she found out about that cafe date, but I assume she follows him around.â
âTheyâve never dated?â
âNope. See, Natsuâs a friendly guy, very naive about women or people in general. You could say heâs the type who just likes to be friends with everyone. So, at first, he tolerated her since she was nice, kind of bright and seemed intelligent, absolutely no red flags in the beginning... that is until Lisanna came along.â
âLisanna?â
âShe was just a girl in one of his class about a year and a half ago.â He waves his hand curtly, âno romantic interest, just lab partners and acquaintances like how weâre chatting right now, but in Toukaâs eyes, she was competition. After that, psycho came out. She started doing stuff like show up whenever they were together, claiming to be his girlfriend, approaching Lisanna outside of school, we also found her fake Insta page, well the first one anyways, Natsu said Lucy showed him a new one. Touka finally backed off when Lisannaâs real boyfriend showed up one day and told her to stop bothering his girl.â
âWoâw, this is not helping actually. I mean, she sounds irritating.â
âSheâs never done anything more than creepy stuff so far, but yeah, I never liked her. I told him he shouldâa set her straight right from the beginning but noooo, he felt bad for her.â
âThis is so much to process, I feel like Iâm in a Korean drama.â
âTell me about it, I mean my girl is kinda clingy but nowhere near psycho stalker chick. Hey, tell ya what since class is almost over. How about we grab lunch after, and Iâll fill you in on any details you want. Whatever you wanna know about Natsu.â
âNo bro-code between you guys?â
âTch, heâll owe me big time when this is over.â
âSounds like a plan. âLevy chuckles, âtheyâll both owe us something.â
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Many thanks to @scribbles97 for the reassurance on this. Major tissue warning...well, for all this fic really ::sigh::
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Scott stared at Virgil as he hugged Gordon, a mixture of emotions spinning around in his head. Everything said he should take Virgil home and protect him, protect Alan who stood at the edge of their little group, fear under the determination in his eyes as he watched Virgil. But this was the first request his brother had made the entire time they had been here. This could be a step in the right direction.
A check of the time. He caught Johnâs eyes and didnât even have to ask as his brother read his intentions. Eos was giving a clear weather report in moments.
Scott rolled his shoulder and winced. Heâd had worse. âOkay.â He pressed his lips together as they all turned automatically to him for direction. âLetâs do this.â He held back on demanding a formation. This wasnât a mission. Yet, it was. Falling back on IR protocol helped.
Regardless, Scott was moving first, taking point.
The gravel told him his brothers had responded automatically into following him. Scott Tracy, ever the troop leader, be it scouts, International Rescue or simply family.
He didnât have to look back to know it was Virgil directly behind him, John at the rear and Gordon and Alan in the middle.
It was the way it was done.
They didnât have far to go. His Mom and his brother had almost made it to their destination. Which was probably a good thing as Scott could hear the limp in Virgilâs step, the stubborn idiot.
The ravine shallowed around a curve and several steep steps led them up the last stretch of the trail to a large fenced platform complete with seating.
Virgil stepped past Scott the moment he could, hurrying across the lookout to the view.
And what a view it was.
The mountain they were on dropped away at almost cliff angles off to the right and from here he could see all the way across to Mount Rainier. The massive hulk of a volcano glared at Scott and he glared back. Ever covered in snow, the sleeping giant dominated the view.
And their lives.
It had been that volcano that had triggered the avalanche that took their mother and almost Virgil. The mountain behind them had shook just enough to destabilise the load and down it came.
Scott walked slowly onto the platform, his eyes not leaving the source of so much pain.
Gordon followed Virgil, stepping up to the railing beside his brother. Virgil had taken his jacket off and flannel was flapping in the wind. Scott frowned.
John hovered beside Scott. âItâs an impressive sight.â
Scott grunted, not willing to concede.
It was irrational to dislike a landform that had no sentience or care for the lives around it.
But he did anyway.
âWhatâs this?â Alan had lagged behind a little, but was now frowning at a large grey rock in the middle of the lookout. âItâs got Momâs name on it!â
That got everyoneâs attention. Four older Tracys narrowed in on the youngest. On closer inspection, it became a sculpted volcanic monument, a deep grey abstract flame.
At the base was an inscription.
Lucille Virginia Taylor Tracy
2007 - 2045
Taken from me on this mountain, but forever in my heart.
May your spirit live on in your children
And the flames of the âbirds you inspired.
Scott stared at it for several frozen seconds before reaching out and touching the rough volcanic rock that was reaching up to the pale blue sky.
âDad must have...Scott did you...?â Alan was staring up at him. Scott didnât have to look at him to know that.
A soft breath across his lips. âNo. No, I didnât.â Fingertips on coldâŚburning cold rock. âDad never mentioned it.â
John was circling it, first with his eyes, then with his phone, no doubt scanning and forwarding details to Five.
Gordon was still. Uncharacteristically still.
Alan was crouched down and wiping dust off the plaque, his fingernails digging into the grooves of the letters and scraping out dirt.
Lichen was growing on the rock. Wet greenery was growing about the base.
There was a sudden sobâŚ
âŚand Scott could not catch his breath.
Oh god.
âScott?â
Virgil. He was here for Virgil.
But something was broken and he was horrified to find that it was him. The first sob was joined by a second. He shoved his hand over his mouth, but more escaped.
Eyes wide and blurring he took a step back only to find himself wrapped in flannel.
Red flannel.
Beloved, soft, warm, brotherly flannel.
âItâs okay. Itâs okay.â Rumbling voice, a big hand in his hair, a shoulder, strong arms that caught him and guided him to sit.
And held him.
Rocked him.
Just like Mom used to all those years ago.
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TBC
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Fukigen na Mononokean Ch. 79
Hey guys. I hope you all are doing alright with everything going on, please stay safe out there!
These month weâre back to the search, and finally... a lead? Though it might not be the one they hoped for...
Please remember to check out the official English release when it comes out, preferably on Crunchyroll if youâre able to!
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Fukigen na Mononokean Chapter 79 - Murmuring Waves
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Ashiya: Happy!
Ashiya: New Year!
Mononokean: Happy New Year.
Abeno: Let us work hard together this year, as well.
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[Hot spring buns.]
Ashiya: Here, a souvenir from my trip. (To have with your tea!)
Abeno: (Thanks...)
Ashiya: There's also seafood crackers, cake, tea, bath salts, soap, a post card and...
Ashiya: A plush of the local mascot, the hot spring fairy, Kurage the dizzy jellyfish.
Ashiya: Please accept them.
Mononokean: Thank you, Hanae!
Abeno: Still, you definitely bought too much.
Mononokean: How was your family trip?
Ashiya: I went into the hot springs, ate crab, celebrated the New Year and had a really great time.
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Ashiya: And...
Ashiya: The inn where we stayed was close to the ocean.
Abeno: !
Ashiya: I really heard it... the sound of waves.
Ashiya: ...Abeno-san.
Is there really no ocean in the Underworld?
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Fuzzy: !
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Okina: Happy New Year, Mononokean.
Mononokean: Happy New Year, Okina-sama.
Okina: I'm not here to request an exorcism, but rather to deliver my New Years greetings.
Is Abeno-dono here?
Mononokean: The master is currently out...
Mononokean: He won't be back until this evening, so I'll tell him to visit your shrine for New Years greetings.
Okina: There's no need for that. Just tell him I said, "I'll be in your care this year, too."
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Okina: ...Hm? Was there another visitor before me?
Okina: This demon seems to be in terrible condition... (You should exorcise it quickly or else...)
Mononokean: Don't worry. That's a jellyfish plush that Hanae bought in the Mundane world.
Mononokean: The hot spring fairy, Kurage the dizzy jellyfish!
Okina: (Hohhoh) How careless of me.
I must have totally mistaken it for a demon I met in the Mundane world's sea long ago. (So you're Kurage the dizzy jellyfish.)
Okina: Come to think of it, I haven't been to the ocean in a long time. I wonder if that demon is doing well... (Its name was... Kuraake?)
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Mononokean: Okina-sama,
Okina: Hm?
Mononokean: This is completely unrelated, but...
Have you ever heard something about there being an ocean in the Underworld?
Okina: In the Underworld?
Okina: (Hmmm...) Many years ago, a demon I met told me something...
Okina: But I don't remember who they heard it from...
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Abeno: .....
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Abeno: Did you hear anything?
Ashiya: What about you, Abeno?
Abeno: I couldn't hear a thing.
Ashiya: Really...
Ashiya: I couldn't make it out very well,
Ashiya: But...
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Ashiya: I feel like there's the faint sound of the ocean mixed in with all the noise!
Abeno: ...That makes this the second time.
Abeno: If it's the same sound as the first day of the search,
Then you probably weren't mishearing things.
Abeno: I don't know if the sound of waves is related to Aoi, but
Since we haven't been able to find any other clues before now, there may be some merit in spending our remaining days investigating it...
Ashiya: ...There's just something a little weird.
Abeno: Weird?
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Ashiya: Somehow I can hear the waves coming from the sky.
Abeno: Ah?
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Ashiya: There's not an ocean floating in the sky, right? (Or is that possible in the Underworld?)
Abeno: !
(Ashiya: I'm not mistaken, either...)
Abeno: .....
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Abeno: (That butterfly...)
[The bugs I've seen in the forests have nearly all-black bodies...
That butterfly is the only one that's yellow...]
Sfx: Grrrrowl...
Abeno: !
What was that noise just now? (It can't be Aoi..?!)
Ashiya: That was my stomach. (It's lunchtime, isn't it...?)
Abeno: What the hell, jerk.
Ashiya: ...Huh?
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Ashiya: Now I hear it coming from...
Ashiya: That direction.
Abeno: ...!
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Ashiya: !
Ashiya: Abeno-san!?
Ashiya: What happened?! Abeno-san!?
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Abeno: !
Abeno: Ugh...
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Abeno: It disappeared...!?
Ashiya: (Found you!!) Abeno-san, are you alright?!
Ashiya: What was that flash of light...?
Abeno: Ashiya...
Can you hear the ocean?
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Ashiya: I can't hear it all anymore...
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Mononokean: The sound of waves came from a yellow butterfly?
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Mononokean: That's really strange.
Ashiya: Yeah...
Ashiya: So we've decided to look for that butterfly during our search for Aoi from now on.
Ashiya: If things go well, we might be able to capture it.
Sfx: Clang! Slam! Thunk! Crash!
Ashiya: ..... (Did a tea bowl break...?)
Fuzzy: !?
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Abeno: Found it...
Abeno: A bug net.
Mononokean: How nostalgic! Aoi had to use one for a request a long time ago! (So it was still in the storeroom, huh.)
Abeno: I was only able to dig out this one...
Ashiya: It'd be good if we could catch it tomorrow!
Abeno: There's no guarantee it will show up, though...
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Abeno: It showed up.
Ashiya: It showed up!!
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Ashiya: But, it's flying awfully high up...! (Can the bug net reach?!)
Abeno: This bug net can extend to about 2 meters in length... We should just be able to reach it.
Ashiya: To the right! Right! Higher up!
Ashiya: You almost had it!
Ashiya: There! Get it!!
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Ashiya: !
Ashiya: You caught it!
(Ashiya: Huh?)
Ashiya: Nothing's inside...
Abeno: TCH.
Ashiya: (He looks super irritated!)
Abeno: Let's take turns. You do it this time...
Ashiya: Roger!
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Ashiya: Yah!
Ashiya: Ha!
Ashiya: Hoh!
Ashiya: Hyah!
Ashiya: Take that!
Ashiya: And that!
Abeno: !
Ashiya: I can't... reach it!
Abeno: We can't do a thing if it's that high up...
Ashiya: (panting) W... What will we do now?
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Ashiya: Abeno-san, look! I was able to catch a black butterfly really easily...!
Abeno: Are you messing around...?
Ashiya: That's not it!?
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Ashiya: I just don't think the black butterflies are very wary...
Abeno: !
Ashiya: Demons don't normally enter the forest, so it's become a paradise for insects...
Isn't that why they don't even recognize us as potential predators?
Ashiya: On top of that, this place is mainly a feeding ground of blooming flowers...
They drink the flower's nectar, but they probably don't know what to do when something diverges from their normal routine...
Ashiya: Meanwhile, that yellow butterfly
Flew up above our heads in order to avoid us.
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Ashiya: It's as if it's observing our actions.
Abeno: .....
Abeno: If that's true,
Then it must have been watching us from the first day of the search.
Abeno: When you first heard the sound of the ocean.
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Ashiya: (Ever since the very first day...?!)
[Ashiya: AOI-SAAN!! Are you there!!]
Ashiya: (Maybe that butterfly...)
Ashiya: (Came out because it heard me calling out to Aoi-san!?)
Ashiya: (Even though it's wary of our unfamiliar forms,)
Ashiya: (Maybe it came to lead us toward where Aoi-san is...!)
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Abeno: .....
Abeno: ...Have we met before?
Abeno: Do you know
Abeno: ...where they are right now?
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Abeno: Is Aoi...
Abeno: Still alive...?
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Ashiya&Abeno: !?
Ashiya: The sound of waves...
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Butterfly: Return to the Mundane world.
Ashiya: !
(Don't go searching any further than this...)
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(Aoi is...)
Ashiya: ...h!
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Abeno: !
Abeno: Ashiya!
Let's follow that butterfly!
Ashiya: Abeno-san!
Abeno: !?
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Ashiya: ...You
Ashiya: Didn't hear that voice just now?
Abeno: A voice?
Abeno: ...
Abeno: ...No.
Abeno: ...
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Abeno: ...Did that butterfly say something?
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Ashiya: "Return to the Mundane world," it said.
And, "Don't go searching any further than this."
Ashiya: ...And then...
......
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Ashiya: It said, Aoi-san...
Ashiya: Died.
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Abeno: .....
Abeno: .....
Ashiya: ...But,
Ashiya: That voice...
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Ashiya: The butterfly's voice...
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Ashiya: Was the same as Sakae's!
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Abeno: ...What...?
#The Morose Mononokean#fukigen na mononokean#fukigen na mononokean translation#fukigen na mononokean chapter 79#fukigen na mononokean 79#manga translation
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Finding Atlantis (part 2)
Pairing: Baekhyun x Reader
Genre: Action/Adventure, Enemies to Lovers, PirateAU
Description: 20 years ago the seas became angry. Unruly and unkind to any sailor, to any ship that dared venture too far out in her waters. Many a man has heard the tales of Atlantis, the lost city, the key the ocean. But fewer men know the tale of itâs missing child. The key to the ocean, the key to Atlantis but a lost little one. The power one would hold should they find this child would be nearly that of Poseidon himself. Thus, the hunt began.
A/N: Hereâs pt2 i have up to like...8 written but iâm gonna upload from here on out like weekly probably while i work to finish writing the rest of the story
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Part 15, Part 16, Part 17, Part 18
Youâve known Byun Baekhyun for two years less than you've had your ship. You met him in Arae, a well known pirate city in the west, when you were 21 and he was 22. He was fairly well-known around the city. People knew him as a charming and witty pirate in training. He worked on different crews mainly as sailing master to whoever was willing to pay the most. If you needed information, he would most likely have it or know where to get it.
Junmyeon had gone off with Yixing to post âHelp Wantedâ posters in places around the city. You had snuck off for a drink in a bar. You were tired, and the three of you had been looking for more crewmen for days.
Heâd slid up to your side with his best smile and a gleam in his eye that drew you into him. That and the eye patch he sported. He was possibly one of the most handsome men you had ever initially seen, with his white teeth, the sneaky look in his eye, and the earrings and jewelry adorning his body.
âYou must be new around here,â he observed.
You downed the rest of your drink. He watched in silence. âIs it obvious?â
He motioned for the bartender and ordered two more of the drink you had been drinking. âKind of. I usually know all the pretty people that frequent Arae.â The drinks were placed in front of you both. You took the one he nudged your way with a snort.
âThat line work on everyone you hit on at a bar?â
He laughed around a sip of his drink. âI donât know. Is it working with you?â
You paused in bringing the cup back to your lips to really get a look at the man next to you. He was handsome, sure. And yeah you guessed he was kind of charming with his bright smile and pretty fingers wrapped around his own drink. His hair looked soft, and the mole above his lip was kind of cute. But boy, did he have some big ass ears.
Fuck it, it had been a couple of weeks since youâd had sex. Who were you to turn down an offer like this? You didnât even need to work for it. âYeah I think it might be working,â you told him. His eye widened at your admission. âSo, you got a place around here or what?â
He smiled fully again then, finished off his drink, stood up from his chair and held out a hand for you to take.
The moment you put your hand in his sealed your fates together.
He fucked you, against the hotel mirror, cracked in the middle when he slammed you too roughly against it. You fucked him, in the dirty motel shower when he had gone to clean himself off and you left painful bites along his wet skin and pushed him under the spray of the water and pulled another orgasm out of him with nothing but your hand and kisses hard enough to make his lip bleed. You fucked each other, one last time on the bed, arms pinned above your head as he marked your own skin with sucks and bites that stung for days after.
You lay on your back, chest heaving as he put on his boots. You had called it quits because you needed to leave soon. To find Junmyeon and Yixing. They wouldnât be worried, but they would ask questions. Questions you didnât have the energy to answer.
A click of metal on your wrist shocked you out of your fucked-out stupor.
âWhat the-â You yanked against the metal and heard it clang against the bed frame.
He stood up, straightened out his shirt and pushed back his hair, looked down at you in satisfaction. Covered in marks, cuffed to the bed, and naked as the day you were born. âSorry, itâs nothing personal sweetheart. I had a good time, butâŚâ he jingled the pouch of money that was in your discarded trousers on the ground. Â
You stared in disbelief. A bit impressed, but more pissed off. You couldnât really be that upset since youâd let your own guard down. âIf youâre going to rob me and ditch me chained to this bed, the least you can do is kiss me goodbye, you dick.â You sat up the best you could and pulled the sheet up to cover yourself with your free arm.
He held your money pouch out of reach as he leaned down to press a rough kiss against your lips. You bit his hard enough to draw blood. When he pulled away and brushed the blood off his bottom lip with a clipped laugh, you bared your teeth. âCute.â
You licked the blood off your own lip and spat it on the sheet at your side. He tossed your money in the air and caught it with a smirk. âThanks for the pouch, and the sex. Youâre not bad, kid,â he said appreciatively. âGood luck getting out!â He wiggled his fingers and disappeared from the room with a bounce in his step. You nodded to yourself and laughed sourly at the situation youâd been left in.
âBastardâŚâ you muttered as you pulled your free hand back from under your sheet. The hand youâd snuck into his pocket with the pouch of money you pulled off him as you bit his lip. âDumbass,â you said with a smile. The money he had on him is more than what you were carrying around, you could tell from its weight. If he was going to rob you, you could rob him right back. Fuck him and his handcuffs.
It took half an hour before someone came to help you out of your cuffs. Thatâs how you met Seulgi. She was a maid at the hotel, and came to clean when she found you bruising your own wrist trying to yank your arm free. She used a pin in her hair to uncuff you and you offered her a job on your ship on the spot. Maybe you could thank him for that at the very least.
Every encounter you've had with Baekhyun since then has ended with one of you bleeding, beaten, or abandoned in some location with no way home. You donât think that youâre someone who really hates anyone. You understand people usually have their reasons for doing things, and there are times when people need to die for particularly horrid crimes.
Itâs never personal for you.
But Byun Baekhyun? You loathe him. You cannot fucking stand that sorry excuse for a pirate and youâre glad to know he feels the same. The hatred you feel for him, oh itâs personal. Any pain you want to inflict on him, is entirely for your own pleasure.
He smiles, all teeth, at you from behind bars. âLong time no see. Glad to see youâre in good health.â He scans you from top to bottom. âYou look much better than you did the last time we met, sweetheart.â
âThatâs Captain to you,â you correct. He raises his hands in mock apology. âWhat are you doing here?â
âWeâre just your average stowaways Captain. Nothing less, nothing more.â His response in relaxed, comes out too easily.
âBullshit,â you bite out. âGive me a real reason why youâre aboard my ship or Iâll kill you and your little friend, right here.â He raises his eyebrows but his earlier smile melts into a smirk. âIâm waiting.â
He shrugs innocently. Fuck it. You pull out your gun and shoot it once right above his head without warning. He jumps and the prisoner in the other cell lets out a surprised yelp at the noise.
âSpill it,â you growl. Your ears ring from the sound of the gun firing in such a small space, but as much as it hurt you, it had to hurt him more.
âFuck.â He winces and digs a finger into his ear. His expression finally turns serious when he brings his attention back to your face. He looks you dead in the eye. âI know youâve got the Princess of Atlantis aboard this ship.â
It feels as though time stops. You try to keep your expression neutral, but he must find some kind of break in your facade because he brightens immediately. The excitement in his eye makes his smile look wild. âYou do, donât you?â he asks with barely concealed mirth.
You raise your gun between his eyes. âWhat do you want?â You can feel the panic rising in your veins. You close your eyes for a second and try to hold in your anger. âIf you donât give me a reason not to fucking kill you both right here in the next 5 seconds-â
âI know how to find Atlantis,â he starts. You open your eyes to properly judge the words coming from his mouth. âI know how to get the princess back home. Sheâs been lost for years, everyone knows that. I donât know how long sheâs been aboard your ship but I know that itâs been long enough that youâve stopped actively looking for the city.â He sounds serious enough in his explanation.
But then again, he would say anything to save his own life.
âHow do you know that Iâve been looking for ways to find Atlantis?â You and your crew gave up trying to find it almost 3 years ago. Every man and his mother has been looking for the Princess of Atlantis since news broke out of her going missing 20 years ago. You didn't think that anyone had caught on to your ship looking for the lost city itself and not its lost princess.
Baekhyun rolls his neck slowly, you cock your gun impatiently. âHold on, hold on. Give me a second!â he exclaims. âItchy trigger finger,â he mutters under his breath. He clears his throat and settles back into seriousness. âI have my sources okay. Nearly everyone on Arae knows that she vanished and that thereâs a hefty reward for her capture. Everyone has been looking for her for years, but not you. Not your ship. Youâve been looking for clues to the city itself. It doesnât take a genius to put together the pieces that you must already know of her whereabouts.
âIt was honestly a shot in the darkâŚassuming that sheâs on the ship, but youâve already told me everything I needed to know.â He smiles devilishly.
âI havenât told you shit.â
âYou and I both know that youâre wrong about that.â His eyebrow quirks quickly. You exhale angrily. âItâs only a matter of time before a lesser man puts together the same pieces that I did.â He tilts his head cockily. You lower your gun but keep your eyes trained on him.
Cocky bastard.
You've come to know Baekhyun as a captain known for his wits, craftiness, and unpredictability. Youâve crossed paths many a times in the past, and as much as you hate to admit it, he may be one of the smartest pirates around. Because of his reputation you are willing to believe that he gathered this information on his own and hasnât gone around spreading it to just anyone. If heâs got a hunch about a prize, he goes after it on his own.
He may have gotten the information from real sources, but that doesn't mean that you trust him. You put your gun in its holster and decide to end your questioning there. You donât want him to get any information out of you accidently before you get a chance to talk to your crew.
Fuck. âDonât you have any more questions!?â he calls out after you. âIâd be more than happy to answer them!â
You continue your way out of the room, but not before tossing back a, âShut up Byunâ and leaving them entirely.
~~~
You call your first mate and navigator to your quarters for a meeting. You leave the ship in Yixingâs capable hands while you all have this dire discussion.
Fingers tap nervously on the table top as Yeri and Junmyeon settle in across from you. Thereâs no plan to ease into this conversation, so you bite the bullet and get right to the chase.
âByun knows how to find Atlantis.â You hear an intake of breath but close your eyes rather than meet the looks on their faces. âI know we said that we would give up on this wild goose chase years ago. I know that. The clues back then were always dead ends, useless, or wastes of timeâŚif not all three.â You exhale tiredly, in disbelief at the words coming from your mouth. âBut I think that Byun could be telling the truthâŚand I may be willing to try one last time to find AtlantisâŚfor the princess.â
You lift your eyes from the table to gauge their expressions. Junmyeon looks at you pensively, a bit of disappointment in his eyes while Yeri avoids your eyes and instead focuses on the table.
âCaptainâŚhavenât youâŚhad run ins with him in the past? How could you trust him?â Junmyeon asks carefully.
âDo you mean the time he locked me in the brig of his ship, tried to kill me, and then left me for dead on a deserted island? Or maybe the time he shot me in the arm at that bar in Arae because I bought the last pint of his favorite beer? Oh! Or perhaps you mean the time he tried to turn me in for a bounty on my head and I had to handcuff him to a sink and knock him unconscious just to get away?â You list a few of your encounters off the top of your head and Junmyeon winces. âYeah, donât worry I havenât fucking forgotten.â
You can also remember all of the bounties that you lost to him and his crew. Your ship could be the first notified, but somehow he would manage to get there first and claim the reward that you were hired for. The information was getting slipped to him by members on your crew that heâd bribed.
Letâs just say you had to do some pest extermination and reevaluating the so-called loyalty of your crewmen.
âI donât trust him,â you tell them simply. âBut Iâm willing to follow his information, if it seems trustworthy, just one last time.â
âOne last time?â Junmyeon asks hopefully. Since the first days of Storm Chaser, Junmyeon has been here at your side. Heâs seen you run yourself ragged trying to find the lost city in your early days as captain.
You place your hand on his. âOne last time,â you assure him. You look over to Yeri who hasnât said a word since the conversation began and can feel how tense she is. âItâll be fine Yeri. If it works, it works. If it doesnât, then we kill Byun and the princess will stay here on the ship with the crew. Weâre all a family, remember?â She smiles a bit and relaxes at your words. âEither way I win, so I just need you two to be on my side when I bring this before the rest of the crew.â
Yeri finally nods and places a hand on your shoulder. âOkay Captain,â she says with a squeeze.
âIâm in Capân,â Junmyeon says assuredly. âOne last time.â He warns.
You smile sadly. âOne last time, I promiseâŚâ you let out a breath you didn't realize you were holding. âI guess we should call off this other bounty hun-â
A gunner bursts into your room. âCaptain, the prisoners escaped.â
You groan and stand up from the table. âDid anyone search the prisoners before we locked them up?â The gunner looks sheepish.
âWe took away their swords, knives, and gunsâŚâ he starts.
You storm out of the room. âATTENTION! I WANT EVERYONEâS ATTENTION RIGHT FUCKING NOW.â You wait a total of 30 seconds for the attention of anyone around. âI want ALL men to look for the prisoners. If you catch sight of them and they try to runâŚyou have my explicit permission to shoot them in their fucking kneecaps. Byun is an expert lock picker so I want him brought straight to me before heâs taken back to the brig!â No one moves. âGO ON!â
~~~
Baekhyun is thrown at your feet on the main deck not long after setting everyone on the crew to find him and his accomplice.
His kneecaps are still fully intact (much to your dismay).
You look towards Minseok. âSearch him thoroughly.â You glance at Baekhyun who looks all too smug about finding his way out of your brig once. âI want him striped, and searched thoroughly,â you emphasize, leaning closer to Minseok pointedly.
Minseok smirks happily. Baekhyun finally looks a bit nervous. You smile gratuitously and leave Minseok to it. You know that Minseok will get the job done and make Baekhyun regret every second of it.
âYeri!â Blonde hair bounds over to you. âChart a course for the closest port. We need to make a stop before we make any hasty moves.â
âAy, Capân,â she says happily. You watch proudly as she ties up her hair and heads to the maps that she knows like the back of her hand. In your periphery you catch Baekhyun being dragged back below deck, but his gaze is fixed on Yeri. You frown and make a mental note to, personally, check that heâs sufficiently locked up.
Heâs fucking up to something. You can feel it as clearly as you can the beginning of a storm.
~~~
A week passes on the sea with no issues. The weather has been kind, and has sped up your arrival time to Glacia, a large island close by that your ship can use to restock and prepare for its next course.
The prisoners have been quiet and fairly respectful (in the best way that prisoners can) and have caused minimal issues. Youâve sent Yixing down to try and pull information from either of them about the whereabouts of Atlantis, but he hasnât gotten anywhere fruitful. Youâre planning on waiting until getting to port and dragging the information out of Baekhyun even if it kills him.
Much to your annoyance, his presence has awoken the curiosity and gossipy side of your crewmen. It's slowly driving you absolutely batshit crazy.
You go down to the food storage to refill your canteen with drinking water, and to sneak a bottle of rum to your room (hopefully without being caught by your first mate). You crouch down among the secured bottles when whispering catches your attention. You freeze where you are in fear of Yixing or Junmyeon shaming you for stealing liquor from the storage, but you quickly recognize the voices of other crewmen as they get closer.
You strain to hear the conversation, but they start talking louder once they assume the room is empty. Mark, your junior gunner, whispers, âI heard he lost his eye fighting a baby kraken single-handedly.â You immediately know theyâre talking about Baekhyun and the urge to reveal yourself and cut the conversation off is only slightly less than your desire to eavesdrop.
âI heard he slept with the eldest son of the King of Jekyll and was shot in the eye for ruining the Princeâs engagement.â Wendy, a boatswain whispers back excitedly.
âI heard that ever since he lost his eye, his fighting has only gotten better.â Taeyong, a junior sailing master says.
âThat's true! He practiced fighting with one eye closed as a child and then took his own eye out to prove that he can still fight just as well and beat any other swordsman with just one eye.â Wendy says. You resist the urge to snort.
âWowâŚheâs fucking crazy,â Taeyong says in shock. âThe eye patchâŚis kind of sexy though. I have to give it to him.â
âHeâs kind of amazing don't you think? He even dared try and kill the Captain multiple timesâŚâ You pick out the voice of Kun, your cook. If youâd planned on interrupting before you definitely arenât going to now. Theyâre talking about you now too?
Mark gasps. âWho do you think would win in a sword fight? Have they ever fought one on one like that? I think Byun would win, the one eye thing probably makes all his other senses strongerâŚâ
âNah, sheâs the best swordsman alive. Thereâs no way sheâd lose a fight like that with him.â You smile as you pick out Minseokâs voice. Damn right.
âDidnât they fuck? Did he ditch her after they had sex? Isnât that why she hates him so much? That and the fact that heâs likeâŚtried to murder her.â Wendy inquires. You hear a giggle.
âThey definitely fucked; she would have killed him long ago if she wasnât in love with him. They say the line between love and hate is super thin,â Taeyong says as if it's a well-known fact.
âDonât you all have work to be doing?â You ask after hearing enough. You stand up from your spot, rum in one hand, your water in the other and your deadliest glare on your face. âOr would you all like to continue to discuss my sex life and rumored love of the son of a bitch locked in the prison of my ship?â
Everyone straightens and Mark lets out a noise of surprise.
âSorry Captain!â Wendy, Kun, Mark, and Taeyong say in unison before scurrying from the storage room.
Minseok walks up to you with a smile on his face, and nudges your arm holding the rum with his elbow. âYou planning on telling your husband about this?â
You grimace. âDonât call him that. And donât tell him about this,â you hiss. He laughs. âIâm still angry with youâŚgossiping about me on my own ship.â
âThereâs nothing else to do these days, and weâve got the âfamedâ Captain Byun Baekyun aboard. Of course people are gonna gossip, you know itâs all in good fun.â He grabs the rum from your hand, uncorks it with his teeth and takes a huge swig. âIf you were actually angry, you would have stopped them earlier. You can still scare the newer members but I know youâre not going to do anything about it.â He holds the bottle out towards you. âYou were eavesdropping as if you were interested in the topic at hand,â he says smugly.
You grab the bottle with a frown. âOh shut upâŚâ you take a swig and hand it back to him. You point a finger at him threateningly. âSeriously, donât tell Junmyeon or Yixing about this Minseok. Iâm serious. They give me enough shit about not drinking while Iâm supposed to be on duty.â
Minseok laughs around another swallow of the liquor. âAy, ay, Captain.â His voice is nothing but playful, and you know that later tonight youâre going to get an earful from either your first mate or quartermaster based off of something they heard from an âanonymous sourceâ.
You leave the bottle with him, a promise of âkeeping this between you two and finishing off the evidence on his ownâ on his lips as you sulk to the kitchen for dinner and then to bed.
As expected, Junmyeon bites your ear off at dinner about drinking down in the food storage and you apologize profusely. Yeri laughs at your side and Minseok peaks his head in the kitchen with a smile and thumbs up before vanishing again.
Mutineer.
~~~
Your door slams open at the early hours of the morning startling you out of your sleep. You groan and sit up in your bed tiredly. âListen, I said I was sorry Junmyeon. You already ripped me a new one Iâm not going to drink againâŚâ You rub your eyes and finally recognize the face in your doorway.
Yixing looks frantic and not at all bothered by your sleep driven rumbling. âThereâs a ship in the distance off of starboard. A couple of our men are down, knocked out but alive and-â
âAnd let me guess,â you interrupt and your mind immediately switches awake. Sleep long forgotten as you begin putting on your boots. âThe prisoners escaped.â
Yixing swallows, his expression turning grim. âAnd theyâve taken Yeri.â
Fuck.
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