#i blame marauders for getting me back into this fandom
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thatshadowgastwhore · 1 year ago
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i thought to much about a rarepair, fixated on a fic where they are a sidepair at best, thought to much about a post war 5+1 things of silly one-dimensional OC students trying to figure out if the rarepair is actually dating or not, and then my hand slipped and I’m staring at a detailed timeline from 1955-2015 about the OCs families, motivations, ambitions, and goals in life, and now i guess i just have to write about them as the post golden trio generation, please send help i don’t have time for this
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techs-goggles9902 · 8 months ago
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Soft!Crosshair and fem!reader please
Maybe with something about his hand tremors?
Why did you wait for me? - Soft!Cross x fem!reader
REQUESTS OPEN FOR ALL LISTED FANDOMS. READ TERMS BEFORE REQUESTING ON MY MASTERLIST
Word count: 767
Warnings: none? Lmk if I missed something
A/N: Hey, I really wanna know who these anons are or if they’re the same person so I can thank you for these requests!!!! Sorry if this feels rushed or anything. I will happily rewrite it next week if requested. I’ve been sick since Sunday and I feel like trash :P
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Ever since he came back, he’s been… off. His calloused fingers, his eyes, his voice, all once so familiar, now somewhat foreign.
But he’s your Crosshair, he always comes around. You’re his girl. This is no different. Right? And, he always comes back. It’s only been a few hours since the Marauder landed on Padu’s upper level, your home, at the crack of dawn. You were roused by that familiar chime on your comlink.
What the hell, Hunter, you thought when you woke. Couldn’t he wait a few more hours until your alarm went off?
He couldn’t, which you now know.
You met the batch while they were on leave a few years back, fell in love with that tall, lanky sniper of theirs. Once Order 66 happened, Hunter advised you to come with them since Crosshair wasn’t the man you met anymore.
You found Pabu, where you settled down while the boys didn’t. Could you blame them, though?
“Stop staring at me like that, Cross,” you say as you cook him breakfast in your warm kitchen, feeling his gaze dig holes in the back of your head as he sits at the island.
“I’m sorry… I just can’t…” he pauses, swallowing. “I can’t believe you actually waited for me.”
“How could I not? You’re you. No matter what Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dum say,” You turn, about to scrape the eggs onto his plate when you see his watery eyes. Those dark irises that usually pierce into people’s souls now desperately gaze into your own.
“I… I did a lot of bad things. Why do you still love me?” He whispers as you slowly put down the pan of eggs. You step around the island to embrace the sniper, his face buried into your sternum.
“Shhh… You didn’t have a choice, back at Tantiss.” His shaky hands lock around the fabric of your shirt. He doesn’t make any sound, just lets the tears stream down his narrow face, catching on his stubble.
“That doesn’t answer my question, love.”
You sigh, cupping his tear stained face in your soft palms. “I loved you during the war, loved you when you left on missions, I loved you when you joined the Empire. This is no different. You’re mine, I’m yours.”
His eyes widen ever so slightly as he gazes up at you, for once.
“How ‘bout we get some food, real food, in you and then we’ll talk?” You softly ask, pressing a gentle kiss to his forehead.
“Yeah… Yeah, okay.” He nods and you let him go to slide the eggs onto his plate. Watching him eat, you see the muscles working in his jaw as he chews, his temporalis bulging with each bite.
You haven’t seen him since… Kamino. You begged, pleaded for him to join the batch. You remember how he declined and begged for you to join the Empire, they’ll understand, he said.
He finishes eating and you scoop up his plate, turning away to put it in the sink. When you turn around, he’s gone off to your bedroom. You follow, thinking, I bet he hasn’t slept in a while. I mean, really slept.
He stops in the doorway of your room, turning back to you. He quietly asks, “Can I…”
“You don’t need to ask me for anything. What’s mine is yours.”
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You sit against your headboard, his head in your lap. Before, you used to card your hands through his silver curls. Now… You make due with caressing his growing follicles, careful of his lumpy, dented scar.
His hands tremble as they lie against your knee. You tap his fingertip.
“Are you scared?” You ask.
“What? No, why?”
“Your hands.”
“Oh… It just came one day.”
“Tell me… What happened?” You tenderly take his shaking hand in your own and you run your fingers over his too-short nails. Hemlock must’ve had them cut so he wouldn’t claw someone’s eyes out.
Poor Cross… Hemlock’s dying for this.
“You remember the shadows?”
“Mmhmm. The clone assassins.”
“He… Hemlock tried to recondition me into one… I was tested…” He doesn’t have to finish his explanation.
You’re quiet for a beat before you say, “I’m sorry, Cross…”
“Don’t be. You couldn’t do anything.”
“You know, a friend of mine has tremors, too. We can try exercises to… help cope, if you’d like,” you say, pressing your thumb pad down onto his knuckles for a gentle massage.
“I’ll give it a shot, love,” Crosshair says, rolling onto his back to look up at you.
“I love you, Crosshair.”
“I love you too, riduur. You’re my girl.”
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Riduur = spouse in Mando’a
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florsial · 4 days ago
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Hi!!! What r ur thoughts on Snape???🙏
Hiii :D oh this will be fun!
I don't mind him actually! I think he's ONE of the most interesting characters in Harry Potter (Golden Era and during the 70s). I like him much more as a teenager, being a snarky and awkward kid navigating his social surroundings. I'm more sympathetic to him as a teenager (+During First Wizarding War) but I'm a little on the fence when he's a teacher (how he treated Neville and Hermione). I can understand why people dislike him for being a bad teacher.
I will be honest, I definitely think Snape is a HIGHLIGHT example of the Fandom's hypocrisy. There is a constant demand for morally grey characters in the fandom and yet when they are presented with a CANON morally grey character, they cower basically (and I mean this with Dumbledore too!).
I also do think he is demonized a lot, especially his friendship with Lily because it's the fandom's way of making up for the lack of women in every way shape, or form. Everyone is very careful about Lily (Jegulus shippers) and they fear portraying her in any negative manner because they think if they do they will get called misogynistic. So they put everything onto Snape.
If you ask me, his friendship with Lily is very complicated and I don't think either had a mass blame on the falling out. Snape thinks she was choosing his bullies over him and Lily thinks that Snape didn't think of her very highly, which makes it worse by the fact that she was muggleborn. I don't blame Snape for never getting over his hate of James, what the Marauders did to/allowed what happened to him was fucked up.
I was constantly picked on/made uncomfortable/chased around the school by a boy years ago and the adults didn't really hear me out, to this day I still feel uncomfortable. And it's been like what 7 years or so? Shit sticks and it is obvious nothing was done about it.
However, it is wrong of Severus to take it out on Harry! That I won't deny. Like I said before, I don't blame people for not liking him as an adult. It's just when they condemn a teenager for this?? Ehhhhh...
He as a character is interesting. I see him as a very "child imagination" character, going from an abused and forgotten (using that word loosely) kid to a war hero basically. It's almost like it's what everyone imagined as a kid. I think he definitely fantasized about something like that as a child. Being an abused boy and wanting out. And thinking back on it when he was dying.
When he was starting Hogwarts, I hc that he was very fidgety. Skining-picking habit, twitchy, not staying still, picking at his lip, and was physically all over the place. His friendship with Lucius can actually be pretty sweet. Severus cools out the longer he goes to Hogwarts.
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moonys-wrld · 11 months ago
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Bedtime Stories
Fandom: Marauders
Pairing: James Potter x gn!Gryffindor!Reader
genre/trope: friends-ish to lovers, mostly mutual pining
Warnings/Tags: no major warnings. pure fluff, all comfort. mentions of reader having soft hands.
Summary: you and James have been crushing on each other for some time. after reading together at the end of a long week, you fall asleep cuddling in bed.
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After a week of tests and studying you are just about ready to collapse into bed and sleep forever. Thankfully it's Friday and you can sleep in tomorrow if you so choose.
You lie in bed, waiting for sleep to overtake you, but it never comes. You're too anxious about the test results, which don't come until Monday evening, so you decide to go down to the common room to read by the fire until you're able to sleep.
You walk downstairs into the warm and cozy environment that is the Gryffindor common room and James Potter instantly catches your eye. He's sitting on the couch closest to the fireplace, staring into the flames. You notice a faraway look in his eyes and decide to carefully approach him.
Silently, as to not disturb the comfortable peace of the room, you sit next to him. The feeling of the couch shifting under you jolts him back to reality and he quickly looks over to you.
You smile at him as a greeting before asking, "Why are you awake so late, James? are you okay?" It comes out in a soft whisper.
He glances over at you; his expression softens at the sight of you. "Just couldn't sleep," he replies, rubbing his eyes. He looks exhausted, dark rings are under his eyes, and his hair is disheveled. He's not his cheerful, bouncy self. "Wasn't expecting to see you here though, you having trouble sleeping too?"
"Yeah, came out to find a book to read to fill the time. got any recommendations?" you ask looking at him with soft eyes and a sleepy smile. You can't help but think about how pretty he looks, messy curls and all.
He smiles at you, a hint of warmth in his eyes. There's something about James when he's tired that makes him... cuter? you've always thought he was the cutest boy in Gryffindor, but now, here in the common room, next to the fire, it just feels so much more intimate.
"Uh..." he pauses, his forehead creasing in thought. "I maybe know a book you could read. An adventure novel with a bit of romance, action, and mystery. I've been meaning to read it as well, Remus recommended it."
"Will you read it to me then?" you asks him softly, you can feel your face heating up just being this close to him. If anyone asks, you'd blame it on the fire.
His face heats up as well, tinging his handsome features with a pinky-red hue. How could he say no to you? He's already falling for you, and he's so obvious about his feelings that all of his friends know, as do yours, and probably all of Gryffindor as well. The only one who doesn't know, is you.
With a sheepish smile and soft eyes, he nods in agreement. "Sure, I can do that. The book is in my dorm." He stands up from the couch, extending a hand to help you up.
You take his offered hand and continue holding onto it while walking to his dorm. Looking down to hide the smile you just can't seem to get rid of, you lean slightly closer to whisper, "Are you sure we won't wake the boys up? I don't wish to get on their bad side."
His soft eyes are amused by the concern you show for his friends, as well as the shy smile on your face. He can't help but find you cute.
"No, they won't wake up, they're deep asleep. I promise." He smiles, your hand in his feels so precious. Your hands are soft, and delicate inside his rough, calloused, Quidditch playing ones. His smile grows, and you have to stop yourself from swooning even more.
You reach his dorm room. "Ready to read?"
"You mean listen to you read? of course!" you say softly with a laugh and a hint of excitement. Finally looking up at him after staring at the floor the whole walk, you notice he's looking directly at you causing your face to heat you more, you're practically on fire as he opens the door to his shared dorm with the other 3/4th of the marauders.
"Heh, you're right," he chuckles. "I'm an amazing reader, so you'll definitely enjoy it," he says with a cocky tone. With that, he pulls the curtain around his bed out of the way for you. He's not quite sure why he's so nervous, I mean you're just reading, right? This doesn't for sure mean you like him back, right?
He finds a copy of the book he was referring to on Remus' bedside table and smiles at you. "Ready to start, then?"
You smile up at him before practically throwing yourself onto his bed and pulling him down with you. "Okay, now read to me pretty boy," you whisper, trying not to wake the other boys.
Your unexpected compliment catches him off guard, but he's not about to complain. The position you've put yourselves in is perfect for him as well. His arns wrap around you, one arm around your back and the other holding the book, as you lay on top of him, pressing yourself against his chest, all with the curtains closed to not wake anyone. The feeling of being so physically close to each other is almost too good to be true.
"Alright," he replies softly, and opens the book to chapter one. "Are you comfortable?"
Laying on his chest, you can hear his rapid heartbeat but choose to ignore it and how it causes your own speed up as well. "Yeah, I'm super comfortable Jamie."
The nickname makes his heart soar. He's tempted to just toss the book and wrap his arms around you and pull you closer. You are everything he's ever dreamed of in a partner, and now, well... here you are.
"Then I can begin?" he asks softly, and glances at you as if he's expecting your permission.
"of course. please start," you reply softly, pulling a blanket around the both of you for some more warmth.
He smiles, looking down at you before staring. "Alright," he says softly and starts reading the book from the beginning. His voice is gentle and soothing, a hint of intimacy in the way he speaks. And while he's reading, he can't help but feel and think about how natural your body feels pressed against him. He wants you to be comfortable, but he also wants you to be closer.
You start feeling sleepy listening to his voice, the soothing and gentleness of his voice has you falling asleep after only 5 minutes of him reading. Subconsciously, you pull yourself further into his embrace in your sleep, wrapping yourself around him more.
James notices your movements and the way you're burying yourself into him. It's something he enjoys deeply. You're pressed against him, the warmth of your body seeping into his skin. And as your sleep grows deeper, your breathing becomes slower and more even. A smile spreads across his face as he realizes you've fallen asleep. It's so... domestic.
He wraps his arm around you, pulling you closer, and continues reading, keeping his voice soft. It was cute how you would nuzzle closer to him while sleeping.
After 30 minutes when he knows you're good and asleep, James stops reading and decides to go to sleep as well, but not before double-checking that you're comfortable. The two of you sleep peacefully like this for a few hours before morning eventually arrives.
By the time you wake up the next morning, the sun is shining through the windows and seeping into the curtains around the bed. Not wanting to wake James, you don't move around too much other than to reposition yourself slightly so that you can look up at his face, smiling at the peaceful look upon it.
You're content in his arms, and with the warmth of your bodies pressed together, the early morning rays of sunlight, and the look of innocence on his face, it all gives you such a peaceful feeling.
You're not entirely sure you want to wake him. You could stay like this for a while, his arms surrounding you, his face so close to yours. You've never felt so safe and at peace before.
Smiling up at him, you feel him shift under you, stirring awake. once his eyes open, your smile widens before saying "Good morning, Jamsie."
He finds himself looking at you, a beautiful person laying in his arms and smiling at him. His heart skips a beat.
"Morning," he replies softly. You know, you're the first one to ever call him "Jamsie", and he kind of likes it. He smiles at you, stroking a gentle strand of hair off of your face.
"Can we stay like this forever?" you ask laying your head back down on him, "you're quite warm and comfy," you add with a small giggle.
A soft chuckle escapes him at your words, a hint of amusement and adoration tinging his voice. He was aware of how warm and comfortable you thought he was, he felt the same way.
"Yeah," he replies softly, "I'm fine with that." He soothingly strokes his fingers softly down your shoulders and back while looking down at your face. He was in heaven right now, and he'd never wanted anything more in life than to remain here with you forever.
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~ The end! I might do a pt. 2 where the rest of the marauders wake up and find them cuddling but im not sure yet.
ALSO this is my first ever fic posted and english isn't my first language so feedback is welcomed and appreciated!!
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my-castles-crumbling · 5 months ago
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Hi I really wanted to know how exactly do the marauders connect to the actually Harry Potter books and more detail about them if u can plss cause I loveeee this Fandom but it's really new to me and I get so confused sometimes 😭😭
I feel as if you've asked me to give a Ted talk. Do you have an hour? Two? Damn.
 okay so basically in Harry Potter 3 the Marauders map was introduced and it was written by four people right? and one of them was Harry Potter's dad, James Potter and the rest of them were his friends which are Sirius (Harry's godfather, who escaped prison in HP3) Remus (the DADA professor in HP3) and Peter (the bad guy who actually betrayed harry's parents and sold them to Voldemort then blamed it on Sirius, then helped Voldemort come back to power.)and the Marauders is based off of their time in school and being BFFs, because they were, and all of their friends and the map and the whole peter-betraying-james-blaming-sirius thing is basically the only Canon or like real thing that it is based off of. I mean some other things are found in the books but everything else is made up by the fandom because we are all delusional in a good way. so like the idea that Sirius and Remus are dating is not actually in the books but that's pretty much agreed upon and the idea that James and regulus are dating is one thing that people ship, other people ship James with Lily which is Harry's mom. what else oh all of their friends are people that have only been mentioned like once in the books like Mary, Marlene, Alice who is Neville's mom, Dorcas, Evan, Barty, they're all either people who were mentioned in the books to be in the Order of the Phoenix or who were mentioned to be Death Eaters but most of them are only literally mentioned once, but we just kind of took them and ran with it. so most of the Marauders fandom is just head cannons it's not actually in the books. some people will write about like Sirius and Remus like in book four or five - their reunion and what that might look like and then some people take the idea of 'the prank' and write about that which is a time where Sirius told Severus Snape about Remus being a werewolf (he is canonically a werewolf) but really that's the only thing... and I wrote this with voice to text so that's why it's so long and rambling. Yeah.
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rweoutofthewoods · 6 months ago
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How did you get into Jegulus?
Oh this is fun bc I don't think I've fully explained before. I blame tiktok, I always liked wolfstar and spent time in and out of the hp fandom since I was old enough to be on the internet (mostly drarry though) and some random time in 2022 tiktok decided to start showing me a ton of marauders content, which honestly I STILL DON'T KNOW WHY. It just started popping up on my fyp even though I'd never heard of most of the new wave marauders stuff. That led to me reading a bunch of newer hp fics I hadn't read since I dipped from hp for Voltron in like 2017. Basically, I read every200k+ word hp fic I could find and eventually I ran out of my old ships and decided wtf I'll read jegulus. MIND YOU, I'm an OG fan so I hated the idea of jegulus at first because it was always jily and the thought of anything else never crossed my mind. But I started reading jegulus fics and got hooked. Then I wanted to get back into writing, went to finish my last Voltron fic, and then decided to write my own jegulus. I started anti-hero for NaNoWriMo in 2022 and just never stopped writing after that... Jegulus was just the perfect ship for me, and I'm not sure I can even imagine anything else ever giving me the inspiration and drive to write that jeggy does.
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I'm relatively new to the HP/Marauders fandom, but already Jegulus has a CHOKEHOLD on me. I'm sitting here crying thinking about two characters that probably never met. I'm blaming it on the amazing fic writers who put this ship in my head and pulled me in so quickly.
I saw a post that said "Fortnight" from TTPD was Regulus about James who had married Lily and I'm SCREAMING.
From my own mind, I decided "Down Bad" was James about Regulus if they had a relationship before Reg joined the Death Eaters.
"I'm down bad crying at the gym" - okay James is a himbo and likes to work out but imagine Reg had joined him for a few sessions and was whispering encouragement to him while he lifted or whatever and now James in the gym alone. I'm not crying, you are.
"Teenage petulance" - they were teens when they dated, easy enough
"Down bad, waking up in blood" - okay this I imagine James wakes up in the morning and his knuckles are bloody and bruised because he had either 1) fought with someone because they were talking shit about Reg or 2) he was just so angry that he punched a wall
"Staring at the sky, come back and pick me up" - I imagine they had a lot of late night dates in the astronomy tower AND b/c Regulus is named after a star, James looks to the sky to try to get a glimpse of anything related to Reg
"Did you take all my old clothes? Just to leave me here naked and alone" - okay this one! (the timeline isn't perfect but I don't care okay just pretend) Reg took one of James' quidditch jerseys and so when James is getting ready for a match, he's sat on the bench in the locker room when he realized it was gone and it really fuckin hits him that Reg is gone
"cosmic love" and "heaven struck" - Reg is all of James' stars and the heavens
"I loved your hostile takeovers" - Reg and his friends doing anything bitchy around the marauders
"Encounters closer and closer, all your indecent exposures" - every time they snuck into a closet or classroom to make out
"How dare you think it's romantic, Leaving me safe and stranded" - Reg broke up with James because he knew the Blacks would force him to join the Death Eaters and he didn't want to pull James into that
So, no. I'm not okay. Thanks for coming to my TedTalk.
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seriousbrat · 28 days ago
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Some people will say there’s no way James and Remus were not at least a teeny bit in the joke. Do you think there’s truth in Snape’s claims? It seems that a lot of his readings on the Marauders are true, and Harry just refuses to believe it because he hates Snape and likes Sirius. Could it be true that James got cold feet, or simply wanted to come out as the hero?
One could argue that Remus, who chronically needs to be the good guy, would never agree to something that dangerous - but he did agree to many escapades from the Shack, which also endangered students and villagers. How far would he let his friends go before he challenges them?
I don’t personally believe this, whenever I try to puzzle it together like that, I find that it ultimately undermines the characters, specially Sirius’s and James’s. It erases Sirius vindictive recklessness and daredevil edge and replaces it with uncharacteristic cold calculation. James also has a moment that shows a lot of his core - his black and white morality (that this time absolutely pointed to the right direction) leading him to risk his own life to save another.
It’s a theory on the fandom that sounds interesting to explore and I’m curious to find someone who can convincingly back it (it’s just gnarly because one tends to get roped into very aggressive marauders vs snape discourse)
I mean I think it's fairly obvious that it was meant to be Sirius's idea, and that neither James nor Remus were involved. I don't think Snape is supposed to be a reliable source of information about the Marauders, as he is heavily biased against them-- though obviously, there is more truth in what he says about James than what Harry initially realises, but like many things the truth lies somewhere in between both versions.
Going back to the Shrieking Shack convo, Remus says this:
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Remus says that James had "heard what Sirius had done," implying that James didn't know what Sirius was planning until it was already underway. I mean of course Remus might be lying, but I find this unlikely. I think this version of events aligns pretty well with what we know about James in that he's brave and self-sacrificing, and from a young age (hogwarts express scene) he does display a strong sense of very black and white morality. As you implied, this often manifests in negative ways, such as bullying Snape, but also I think it wouldn't have allowed him to stand by while someone, even Snape, was in mortal peril.... let alone participate.
To me it's obvious that Snape would assume that Remus and especially James were in on it. He doesn't really know who they are as people aside from cruel bullies, he's programmed to think the absolute worst of them, which to be fair is very understandable. If it was me, I'd probably believe James was in on it too. Or at least I'd want to believe-- I think there's a chance that Snape knew, very deep down, that James wasn't involved, but blaming the boy he hates is easier and less painful than having to be in his debt. Obviously Snape isn't going to want to owe James anything, much less his life. There's truth to Snape's vision of James, but he's quite clearly strongly biased against him, just as Remus and Sirius are biased in his favour. So no, Snape isn't an objective or reliable source when it comes to the Marauders and especially James-- why would he be?
I think if the truth had been that James was involved or that he only did it to help his friends, this information would have been given to us from a more reliable source than Snape. I've written about this before, but the fact that Dumbledore immediately compares the life-debt between Harry and Peter to the one between James and Snape to me implies that James saving Snape was not meant to be a selfish act. Narratively, the way Harry acts that night is supposed to reflect the way James would have acted, hence 'Prongs rode again,' hence Harry mistaking himself for his dad.
Later, we obviously learn things about James that are less admirable, but that doesn't mean that the above doesn't still hold true. James is meant to be both things, it's what makes him a complex character-- neither the flawless hero he's made out to be by his friends, nor the irredeemable villain that Snape sees him as.
Something that might have been interesting (and I really wish I'd thought of this for my fic honestly) is for James and Sirius to casually joke about feeding Snape to Remus, and while James only ever saw it as a joke Sirius took it at face value, assuming that James would approve when he actually set it in motion.
As for Remus (sorry this is so long already but I realised I haven't addressed the bit about Remus) even though it's still incredibly risky and irresponsible I think there's a difference between him wandering the grounds with two large animals, and deliberately sending someone into an enclosed area with a werewolf. Obviously it's absolutely insane that they'd let Remus out at all, but they were assuming (foolishly, perhaps) that it would be deserted at night and that Sirius and James could keep Remus in check. The risk is abstract, and seemingly they were proven right, as there were never any incidents-- although there could have been, obviously. Still, sending Snape down the willow by himself, deliberately putting a specific person in danger, is imo on a different level, and I think reading between the lines of Remus's fairly neutral explanation of the prank it's clear he doesn't approve. It seems INCREDIBLY unlikely that Remus was in on it, as it would have undoubtedly resulted in his expulsion, not to mention someone's blood on his hands.
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cattiemk · 10 months ago
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choices, is like, the best fic ever, because it knows how to tell a story without justifying the things people do because of what happens to them. for regulus, for example, because he’s psychically abused and mentally abused(+ the yk sexual abuse and stuff), but it doesn’t excuse the fact that he did horrible things for himself. like when barty sexually assaulted mary and regulus found out and stopped it, but also hid the real culprit of the assault and blamed it on someone else, while also changing mary’s memories so the person regulus blamed it on was what she remembered. that was for himself, maybe a little bit for barty but mainly for himself. what made that so disgusting was that mary went through what regulus did, and yet he still helped cover it up.
regulus is not a good person. and james even said: “maybe he wasn’t a good person, but he tried to be” and he did try, but he also didn’t want to be a good person. he knew he was bad and he didn’t do anything to stop it.
you could argue that he did it all for sirius or james, but there was no reason for him to meddle in what happened to mary. he should’ve stopped it, yes, but he also should’ve turned barty in when they found out. he never should have invaded her mind like that, and he knows what it feels like to have someone in your mind too. yet he still did it. and i love regulus with all my heart, but we can’t pretend he didn’t do what he did in this fic.
he also became a death eater, which i know was forced by his mother or did it for sirius or whatever, but he was a wizard nazi. even if he didn’t believe in what they stood for, he still became one. people in the marauders fandom like to justify barty and evan(and don’t even get me started on how they treat bellatrix) and regulus for being wizard nazis because they were “going through a lot and evan and regulus were forced” but they still were. we can’t just forget that. and i love barty and evan too, but they were death eaters. and i know it’s fiction, but just because it’s fiction doesn’t mean we can ignore the bad things people do. and so in choices it doesn’t justify what he did or make him a good person, but it tells a story. regulus is human. he’s gone through hell and back, but instead of playing the hero he played the villain, or maybe the anti hero. people have to remember that.
i also love that choices ends with the line “from us so much will grow” because without them we wouldn’t have a harry potter. we could also talk about drarry and the whole slytherin x gryffindor pararrel, godric x salazar, monty x alphard, james x regulus, and finally harry x draco. we could talk about that, but i think the main intention of that line was that without james’s sacrifice harry and lily and also him would all be dead. we wouldn’t have a harry potter x draco malfoy ship. i just think that’s so beautiful.
we could also talk about the wolfstar, or the girls(because stan lily for not putting up with james’s cheating), or jily, or lucius malfoy(who is so evil and yet so interesting), or the badass that is cerci greengrass, or even how FUCKING sad it is, but this is getting to long, lol
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A Ball That Will Change Lives - Chapter 7
Fandom: Harry Potter (Marauders characters)
Pairing: Royal!James/Bodyguard!Lily/Commoner!GN!Reader
Characters: James Potter, Lily Evans, Evan Rosier, Regulus Black
Plot: The mysterious person stuck inside the house is found and brought to the Prince and Princess.
Notes: This blog is anti-JKR and her beliefs. This blog is a safe space.
Masterlist - Chapter 1 - Chapter 2 - Chapter 3 - Chapter 4 - Chapter 5 - Chapter 6 - Chapter 7 - Chapter 8 - Epilogue
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You were in your room, where you’d been locked when they saw the royals coming. You hoped the Prince and Princess had come for you. Come to find you.
As the time went on, you watched as the two of them turned and they were about to get on their horses again, when you heard a very loud voice. For a moment, you couldn’t place it, and then you realised it was your own.
You were a little worried at first that your stepfamily wouldn’t let you go, but then you realised the two you were trying to get the attention of were royals and they could help get you away from here.
That's when you started yelling, wishing they could hear you but unsure if they could.
Thankfully, it worked and you saw them turn back towards the house. You saw James look up and see you. A small smile graced your face as he rushed over to his fiancé. You watched as your stepmother got slapped and the Prince moved towards the house until you couldn't see him anymore.
Within moments, you heard footsteps and you ran over to the door.
“Please help me,” you yelled. “I’m locked in here.”
“Step back, please,” you heard.
You moved far away to the other side of the door before calling back, “the doors clear.”
The door flew off its hinges as you screamed and two men rushed in. Two of the royal guards, if you were to guess.
“You’re requested downstairs by order of the Prince and Princess,” one of them told you.
You stood up shakily, before walking to the door. You turned to them. “Thank you.”
Both of them walked behind you as you walked downstairs. Once you got to the front door, you started feeling less shaky. You turned to the guards. “I know you’re not here to protect me, but can you make sure they don’t come near me? They’ll try to stop anything that could mean I leave them or actually live a happy life.”
They both nodded as you walked out and over to the Prince and Princess. You were feeling somewhat ashamed because you didn’t feel as amazing as you did at the ball. What if they weren’t here for you? What would happen to you then?
Before you knew it, you were standing in front of the royals, with both the guards still flanking you.
“Your highnesses,” you said as you bowed.
You saw Lily take a step forward taking your hand. “Can you please stand and look at us?” You heard what sounded like pleading in her voice.
You looked up, but it didn’t look like either of them fully recognised you. Who could blame them? You looked almost nothing like you did at the ball, not with all the dirt, grime and bruises.
They looked saddened at your appearance. James took your hand and he asked, “we’ve been trying to look for the one we found at the ball. They dropped this ring.” Lily held it out to show you and you instantly recognised it. “It’s a magical ring. It will only fit the person who wore it.”
“Can I please try it on?”
“That’s why it’s there,” Lily said. “Would you like to put it on yourself or do you want one of us to do it?”
You looked at your hand still being held by James. You looked up at Lily, “Will you please put it on for me?”
She picked up your other hand, liking having both of them touch you and hold your hands. She slid the ring on your finger. It fit perfectly, just like you knew it would and a light swirled around all of you.
“It is you,” James gasped, when the light went away. “When I saw you, I hoped it was.” He moved closer to hug you when you winced. He pulled back quickly, looking concerned.
Before he could ask anything, Lily did, “who hurt you?”
“Them,” you responded quietly. “They’re my stepfamily.” You’d never told anyone they hurt you and now, telling them, it felt like a weight lifted from your shoulders.
You moved closer to them, hugging them as they hugged you. James pulled away first, but only slightly, “Is there anything you want from inside?”
You leaned against him, “can I get new things?”
“Are these the only types of clothes you own?”
“Aside from what I was wearing at the ball, yes.”
“Then yes. These don’t look like they fit and aren’t suitable for a royal.”
You nodded. “There are a couple of things I want inside though. That outfit is one and a couple of my parents' things.”
Lily pulled back too and held your hand. “Of course you can. We’ll send a couple of our guards up with you.”
She left for a moment and you leaned into James, feeling his warmth and his arms around you. He kissed the top of your head and pulled back, taking your hands, bringing them up and kissing your knuckles.
When he moved your hands down, Lily had come back with two of their guards. “This is Royal Guards Rosier and Black. They’ll accompany you inside so you can retrieve your items.” She took your hand and kissed your palm. “We’ll be waiting here and dealing with them.” She waved her hand towards your stepfamily.
“Thank you.” You leaned over kissing her cheek. “I’ll be back soon.”
The guards followed you inside and you went to retrieve your items.
“Would you prefer to freshen up before going back downstairs?” one of them asked. You recognised the voice but couldn’t place it.
You hesitated. “Are you sure that they won’t mind?”
“They definitely won’t. They want you to be comfortable.”
You looked up this time. It was the same guard who spoke both times, but this time you recognised his voice. “Regulus?” Then you looked at the other guard. “Evan?”
They both smirked before bowing. “Your highness.” They stood back up.
You laughed, feeling free. Friendly faces everywhere today. You smiled at both of them.
“I’ll get my stuff and get cleaned up.”
“We will wait, your highness,” Evan told you. “They will definitely be willing to wait for you.”
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resident-gay-bitch · 4 months ago
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Hello there, I’m in genuine need of more fandom / online friends so like, if you also want more friends, here’s some info about me and maybe we can be friends? <3
My names Jay, I’ve recently picked it for myself (and then realised I could have possibly had an even cooler name Bo which is the shortened of my middle name and now im cursing myself for not realising it sooner and questioning weather or not to do a switch cause idk if Bo or Jay suits me better?!!). I’m 20 and FtM, and I go by he/they pronouns primarily but I also don’t mind if you use any others :)
I’m also Australian so yeah idk if that’s a selling point or not
Oh and I’m labelled as queer, I guess, but dude sexuality is confusing. I’ve recently been going down the aromantic / asexual spiral of questioning but I’m so unsure of everything I really suck at telling the difference between platonic and romantic feelings. I’m also somewhere in the sapphic spectrum I believe. So if you can relate to this mindfuck in any way that would also be rad.
I write fan fic for the Marauders Fandom (sirius is my everything and I’m also a tall sirius truther) and also Stranger Things but primarily Steddie for that tbh.
I’m also in the Good Omens fandom, as well as a few others more casually and don’t write fic for them :) recently I’ve been starting to watch JJK cause my best friend is really into it
My favorite two movies of all time are Rocky Horror Picture Show and Cars. That probably tells you a lot about me to be honest so do with that as you will :)
My favorite musicians are David Bowie at No. 1 (my lord and saviour), Maya Hawke, Hozier, Radiohead (im not a red flag I promise), Conan (I’m seeing him on fri wtf), ooo and I’ll add SOAD cause I’m really into them this month. But it’s ever changing really and there are too many to choose from, I’d say they’re my most listened to though :) I am chronically listening.
Uh I’m gonna spitball some more facts about me this is kinda hard:
I’m the eldest of 4 kids 💀 one of them is 5 years younger than me 💀💀 the other two are 6 years younger 💀💀💀 (I love them sm the annoying shitstarters)
I love to draw and make art but I suck at anatomy and colour theory it makes me want to rip my hair out (and I wanna be a fan artist so bad)
I’m attempting to learn bass but I also cannot commit to learning the bass (I blame my sibling for keeping it in their wardrobe so I forgoet it exists)
I am 90% sure I’m neurodivergent I just cannot really afford to get that diagnosis rn ya know?!
I did ballet & dance most of my life 🤯🤯 (now I’m a bartender and my old ballet teacher is a regular at the sailing club I work and now I look queer and cunty as hell and every time she sees me she just stares in disbelief and fake smiles it’s hilarious)
I still sleep with my childhood teddy :( I love her she is my one thing I would save in a fire. Her name is charlotte and she’s probably 3 years overdue for a bath but I love her
I’m fucking weird about stars - the shape not the astrology - like I love them. I see them and I get very excited and I draw them everywhere (you can probably tell off all my master lists, they all have stars drawn on the title strips 😭) I just really love them they’re so cute. I almost named myself Star actually
I’m a sagittarius. I don’t know what that means but I know it means a lot of things to people so hopefully it’s good things!
My favorite colour is green but more so earthy and cool greens. I love a good scrumptious yummy green, something mossy something sagey. I have a green wall in my room and it’s very nice to look at.
I lived abroad for a little bit as a teen in Vietnam which was amazing and I’m planning to move somewhere abroad again next year hopefully (seriously get me the hell out of SA)
My biggest dream / goal / career choice for most of my life was to be an actor but now I’m just kinda existing with no real drive or purpose in life. But I might pick acting back up now I’m becoming more comfy with myself and my gender :) my dream role is to play Frank from Rocky.
Uuuuuh that’s all I can think of :)
So yes, I hope I have appealed to your interests in one way or another. And if you’d maybe like to be friends please don’t hesitate to send me a message!
Maybe tell me a cool fact about yourself?
Or if you’re too shy to message first you could just add a random comment here or say something in the tags? I’ll message you! <3
Also if you have anymore questions I am trying to be a bit more of an open book, I love when people dive in with the nitty gritty so if you have strange questions I’ll probably be very excited to answer them lmao
Anyway, I hope you have a lovely day random people in my phone I hope to befriend <333
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clonehub · 2 years ago
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I've been trying my absolute hardest to say next to nothing about tbb as a series this year for both my own peace of mind and my own (and frankly my friends) safety but what i can't be quiet on is people of all kinds but especially the usual culprits blaming Saw for Techs death when Saw was there for an actual mission for the rebellion and The Bad Batch were there because Crosshair explicitly chose not to leave with them when they gave him the chance.
Because all this blaming shifting just looks racist. Some folks are foaming at the mouth to be able to condemn a Black character for hell for an event that, frankly, had nothing to do with him in the slightest. Seeing people first blame the bad batch for "abandoning" Crosshair as if they didn't try multiple times to save his life in the finale of season 1 only for him to refuse EVERY TIME. He nearly drowned on Kamino and told omega to leave him. They were walking through the tube and he stopped. They were on the platform and he refused to go with them. Omega tried. The marauder was right there. He turned his back on them.
Crosshair made his choice but I'm firmly of the opinion that because he's being largely perceived as an edgy and hurt white man, the audience is denying his culpability and removing his agency as a character in that moment in order to extend a level of forgiveness that they absolutely will not give to any characters of color. They're shifting the blame to every nearby character because of weird racism and colorism that i don't feel like expanding upon here.
And rather than just travel the obvious line the authors have laid out, up to and including the fact that he does not have his chip because Rau and Corbett said so 7 times in one interview, rather than see that actions often have greater consequences than people expect or intend, they want to shift all of the blame to a Black man who were there for all of 30 seconds and who had his own goals he had to take care of because he had his own people to take care of. At no point was Saw obligated to stop his entire mission for the bad batch. He was trying to fight the empire. They were trying to save their brother. It sucks but Saw really didnt need to stop. Why was Saw obligated to change his plans for them? Why couldn't they change their plans for the rebellion?
This fandom is too comfortable with racism and colorism but specifically Anti-Blackness. I was going to try and let this go because often times when I mention Crosshair especially in the past i get levied with false accusations and bad faith reads of what I'm saying but this is anti Blackness. There are people making jokes about hunting down, beating, and shooting a Black male character for something that was a whitewashed man's fault.
And shit like this is why this show either needs to change or go. I and others predicted this kind of thing like two years ago and we've only been proven right time and again. From me being racially harassed to people complaining of Blackwashing because they hate Black people so much that they think a person of color not passing for white makes them Black and therefore bad, to what I'm seeing now: largely white people daydreaming about being violent against a Black man. Because they refuse to see that the character they perceive as white is responsible for his own actions the way every other character in the series is responsible for theirs. It's just racism and anti Blackness all around.
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franollie · 8 months ago
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ok so back in december i posted some old marauders art i found in my digital sketchbook, and i said something along the lines of i want to make a post on the marauders fandom and how it’s changing fandom as a whole. and then i forgot about it. BUT BEHOLD! Fran’s study on transformative fandom through the marauders fandom! strap in because this is gonna be a long one:
I want to preface this by saying i have a lot of nostalgia for harry potter—more specifically the marauders—but i obviously do not support jkr and her transphobia.
reminder that I am critiquing the marauders fandom as a whole. as a w h o l e as in the collective fandom. not you specifically. okay?
now, if i remember correctly, the marauders fandom started because people shipped wolfstar and wanted to explore their dynamic in hogwarts. simple as that.
then, it came out that jkr was making blatantly transphobic comments. at this point in time, i had moved away from the harry potter fandom as a whole because i saw something shinier to hyperfixate on (hello sailor moon), so i’m foggy on the details in terms of the marauders fanbase at the time. but from what i understand people started pointing out the racism in the series as well.
flash forward to 2020–the marauders renaissance on tiktok. suddenly the marauders fandom was no longer just wondering what the 4 marauders + lily would have been doing in school. it had expanded to involve a diverse array of characters with agreed upon backstories. And it was really fun to dive back into the fandom. for many, it was reclaiming a series that held a lot of nostalgia to a lot of people from a bigoted woman.
however, i think with the rise in popularity of the marauders fandom—an entirely transformative fandom—fandom as a whole made a switch from creating fanworks out of love and respect for a piece of media to caring about the fan content first and foremost over the media itself. that’s not me saying that the marauders fandom is to blame for everything wrong with modern fandom—the lack of community, the complete disregard of canon characterization, lack of media literacy, etc.—but i do think the marauders fandom gave all these issues the little nudge they needed to take a deep rooted place in how fandom works.
when fandom becomes canon, it’s easy to ignore genuine problems within the fandom as “oh well its not really canon”. But thats really only true to a certain extent. Most people within the marauders fandom consider ATYD as the canon they follow when ATYD is in fact fan fiction. additionally, i’ve met people in the marauders fandom who haven’t read ATYD.
the marauders fandom is quite literally whatever you want it to be, and that’s fun but it’s not fandom in the traditional sense.
remember those new characters i mentioned earlier? well a large majority of them are women including many women of color. however, these women are almost entirely used as props for the boys’ stories and are entirely one dimensional. (lily is snarky and smart, mary is fun loving, marlene is a party animal, dorcas is cold-hearted softie, pandora is ditzy, but most importantly they’re all ✨girl bosses✨). that’s not to say these girls dont have potential for interesting stories or that no one writes them as three dimensional characters. but the fandom at large uses them as props for their favorite mlm ship. jegulus having more fics than jily (the only canon ship in this fandom) alone proves this point.
“but what about marylily/pandalily?” also great ships that i love, but they only really exist to get lily out of the way for james to be with regulus. thus, they are inherently supporting the internalized misogyny of the marauders fandom. i’m not disregarding people who do genuinely ship marylily and pandalily, but that is where the ships stemmed from.
first and foremost fandom is about loving the source material so much you’re inspired to engage with others who enjoy the source material. you can’t really enjoy fandom if you don’t know the characters or world you’re working with; kind of a “you have to know the rules before you break them” type of situation.
i could talk more on the internalized misogyny within the marauders fandom or how we can use the marauders fandom as a study on fandom in the modern age. instead, i’ll leave on this note: as i said before, fandom is about loving the source material so much you want to engage with others who enjoy the source material, and at the end of the day the source material for the marauders fandom is harry potter. and i don’t have much love left for a series that is transphobic or a fandom that doesn’t treat its women with the same care as it’s men.
to reiterate: i not implying that everyone who enjoys marauders materials supports jkr, in fact i’d go as far to say most marauders fans are actively against jkr. however, i feel uncomfortable in a space that fundamentally cannot exist without harry potter.
i have a lot of ideas for marauders stuff and i still enjoy these characters (namely dorlene and jily) but me including my versions of these characters doesn’t really solve the problem. atp can the problems even be solved? idk this got away from me, and i still have more thoughts.
so yeah! peace love and trans rights 🫶 probs won’t post much marauders stuff—not that i really did before but some of you follow me for marauders content for some reason???
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jfpstarchaser · 2 years ago
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Okay, so. I don't know if this is something that fits with the marauders, but i love transmigration stories, like really enjoy them. So I've read SVSSS. And it can be put in any fandom, no matter how different from the novel, you just can put the transmigration plot of svsss in anything and make it work.
Now back to the marauders,,,
Just. Reggie transmigrating into a famous series of books he's read years ago, Harry Potter, and it's magical, it's beautiful, everything is new. But the catch is: he's not in the years shown in the book, no. He's way back, wherein Harry, the protagonist, is not even born yet.
He's freaking out.
Between so many people he could be, the universe put him in Regulus Black's body. Sirius Black's death eater little brother. Barely mentioned in the books. Regulus, who is also going to die.
You can't really blame him for freaking out. He doesn't want to die. Nor does he want anything to do with all the drama going down in just a few years, leading to the start of the books.
But he can't just deviate the story from it's course, who knows what could happen if he changes it too much?
He needs to figure out a way to avoid dying, but still doing his character's job, that was to steal the horcrux and destroy it.
But, how? He doesn't know.
Anyway, there's more, but idk? Just an idea. Gonna put jegulus and wolfstar somewhere there, cause they're all queer, trust me, prongs told me.
I also just know that Reggie's fav character in his past life was James. Even though he's just mentioned in the books. So, imagine him just looking at him every chance he gets. Because, wow, James really is the sun.
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eyeless-jeff666 · 2 months ago
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I Think We're Alone Now
First writing for this fandom and especially wolfstar! Fluff, mild angst, songfic Wordcount: 457
“Children, behave.”
Something Sirius and his gang had been told more than once. Not by Sirius’ mother, she would never have said it as softly as he heard from his friends’ parents. Back then, despite his family, he felt like he could rule the world just by being part of the Marauders alone.
“And watch how you play.”
Sirius wished he had. Wished he had made better decisions, known things sooner. Wished he hadn’t suspected the wrong person. He wished he had watched out better for signs of a frail, lacking-behind boy becoming who he was today.
“And so we’re running just as fast as we can.”
Oh, how they had run. Across the school ground, around the Quidditch field, the whomping willow and back. For no particular reason other than feeling the wind on their faces and the stinging in their lungs as they laughed, encouraging  Peter as he arrived way after them.
“Holding onto one another’s hand.”
He wished he hadn’t been too scared to. Too scared to hold Remus’s hand, too scared to kiss him or even tell him what he felt. The warm feeling whenever he looked into the other’s eyes, the pang of utter sadness as he lay in Sirius’ lap after a full moon.
“Trying to get away, into the night.”
How often he’d dreamed of breaking free. Twelve years of dreaming, of seeing the man he’d wrongfully blamed again. To embrace him tightly and never let go. He had wanted to kiss him, tell him everything, fall asleep with him.
“And then you put your arms around me and we tumble to the ground.”
After meeting again that fateful night. The situation was complex, feelings running high like a rollercoaster. Happiness, fear, anger, disgust. Oh, how his heart had  started beating the second Remus began joking and embraced him. And all those years seemed unimportant for a moment.
“I think we’re alone now.”
After their friendship had ended through death and betrayal, they were alone. No longer friends but lovers who danced slowly in the dim light of softly flickering flames. Kissing as though it was all they were born to do.
“There doesn’t seem to be anyone around.”
And there didn’t have to be. The two of them were enough, safe in the walls of 12 Grimmauld Place, with the whole night to spend together without worrying what tomorrow was going to bring should it come for them.
“The beating of our hearts is the only sound.”
When they fell asleep together. Calmed by the steady sound of the other’s heartbeat and breathing, a gentle reminder they were still alive. Traumatized, scared, stressed but alive and together. And they promised to stay that way until death do them part.
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slitheringghost · 3 months ago
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snape + 1, 5, 14
lily + 2, 11, 12
sirius + 7, 15, 16
(sending you my three fav marauders' era characters <3)
Thank you so much for the ask! <3
Snape
1. what i most like about them
I really like the glimpses we see of child!Snape as a friend. He tries to reassure Lily when she's worried about being Muggleborn, he’s not mad at her when she deflects blame onto him about Petunia, and then is “encouraged” when she brightens. He’s also so visibly upset when she's sorted into Gryffindor. (As I’m not a Snape fan that’s… sort of where the list of things I like about him end.)
5. a headcanon i have
Cheating because this falls under “a HC someone else has” but I really love it. From this post - that Snape tried to set Lily up as the exceptional Muggleborn amongst his Slytherin friends when he came into Hogwarts. It’s clear he came in prepared to impress the Slytherin purebloods (at least that’s how I take the “Snape came in knowing more curses than half the kids in 7th year” comment, that he was loudly showing off his knowledge) and it makes a lot of sense to me that he *also* planned to ~get Lily in the with the Purebloods~ and make her social climb along with him. Evidently Snape knew about Muggleborn prejudice, and he also expected Lily to be in Slytherin for 2+ years pre Hogwarts and knows she would’ve experienced alienation and hostility in it similar to how he would.
It feels like such a Slytherin-esque loyalty thing for Snape to do (and heavily misguided of course but well intentioned), to lie to Lily about how Muggleborns are treated and keep it secret from her for years only to come into Hogwarts prepared to be like “Hello Slytherins this is my super special Muggleborn friend she’s totally Not Like Other Muggleborns look how powerful she is, pls accept us”. That post interprets her as a Parselmouth so it’s questionable how much it would work without that (though Parselmouth Lily is excellent and now my HC too), but regardless I think he’d at least try anyway.
14. my fav au for them
I... can't think of anything rn sorry.
Lily
2. what i hate about them
Nothing, she’s perfect <3 In seriousness, I don’t dislike anything about her, but I’ll talk about some of her flaws (because despite fandom claiming she’s written as a Saint, she clearly has them).
- She’s emotionally volatile when she’s hurt - i.e. she blames Snape for Petunia’s anger when Lily readily went sneaking with Snape (and frankly I’d guess that Lily was the one who suggested that they sneak into Petunia’s room in the first place, even if Snape was the one who found the letter).
- She’s a fash apologist. Invented Snape apologism, no Snape fan could get on her level. Defends her fascist terrorist friend when he’s going around attacking Muggleborn students while calling them slurs - including her (most likely) friends like Mary Macdonald.
- Manipulative and knows how to use people’s weaknesses against them! She strikes back viciously using Petunia's insecurity. She does the same with Snape (bringing up the Prank, I'd wash your pants if I were you Snivellus) and James (That Whole Rant in SWM). In these cases, it was deserved and Lily was completely right and did nothing wrong in those scenes… BUT I'm sure this tendency played a role at points when others didn't deserve it too.
I also see her as really leaning into those manipulative tendencies when she was working for the Order and trying to figure out a way to deflect the Killing Curse to save Harry i.e. I interpret her dynamic with Bathilda Bagshot in part as her manipulating Bathilda for information, maybe about Dumbledore and Grindelwald’s experiments, and possibly unethically using Legilimency in those situations too. (More on Lily being manipulative here)
11. what i think of that character's friends
I’ve talked about that some here - I think the obvious answer to “where are Lily’s friends” is “they were horribly murdered” and it bothers me how people downplay the tragedy of the First War and its effect on Lily.
I like to go with Mary Macdonald and Marlene Mckinnon as her friends for several reasons. There's the alliteration (that also exists with Sirius and Snape - it's like Lily's found family got its own little naming pattern) and that the three of them could allude to the three Marys at Christ's resurrection, with Lily as the (not so Saintly) Virgin Mary, and the name Marlene apparently stems from Mary Magdalene.
Plus, Lily having one Muggleborn girl friend and one pureblood girl friend gives an interesting variation of dynamics to explore, and commonalities and culture clash, etc.
The dynamic between Lily and Mary also has the potential to be fascinating, because Lily being friends with her while Snape is tormenting her and Lily is defending him? Extremely spicy.
12. how i think their childhood was like
It was like, fine but I still HC some mild dysfunction amongst the Evans family. In that they're the kind of class conscious parents who see their children as idealizations vs. real people. They clearly didn't do anything to stop the fighting between Lily and Petunia, and I HC that when Lily got pregnant, it's not like they wouldn't accept her back or anything, but Lily also didn't entirely feel like she could live with them without their judgment - being pregnant at 19 and jobless and unmarried doesn't look good to the neighbors etc. Which made her more likely to accept James’s proposal.
I like this fic’s take on the dynamic (the excerpt is from a letter Lily’s writing to Mary Macdonald):
My parents are fine, you know - I mean since you're also muggleborn I suppose you do know. They ask me how I'm doing at school and how my classes are and the answer might as well be in Ancient Greek, but they nod along with it and smile and say they're sure I'll get top marks, etc. I think what they like more than anything else is that they've got a daughter in boarding school in
Sirius
7. my unpopular opinion on them
Sirius was severely physically abused by Walburga lol (and likely Orion too). People make Walburga into the kind of abusive parent that like, Molly Weasley canonically is - who screams at her children constantly and is very critical of them with high expectations and apparently uses corporal punishment often.
But none of Molly’s kids would have a complete breakdown if they were brought back to the Weasley house. Sirius’s situation pretty clearly implies extreme childhood trauma, which can take many forms (Harry was physically abused, but his situation is extreme even without it) but the details we get about the Blacks and Walburga really heavily imply physical abuse (…and tbh sexual abuse was also my first thought). There's also the fact that the magical world is centuries behind the Muggle world in terms of social progress, and so violent abuse is much more normalized (proven with Merope's situation, more on that here), which makes it even more likely that the Blacks (who are at the extreme end of that culture) are deeply violent.
15. my hc for their style
Predictably, leather jackets, and in general getting really into Muggle fashion.
16. what song i think they'd like
Cop Car by Mitski <3 Also I’m just projecting my taste onto Sirius some, but I think he’d love Velvet Underground. (Additionally, I HC Lily loving Nico and Chelsea Girl being her fav album).
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