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Ykw scratch that tlnm and the Lego movie DOES take place in the same universe after all... I feel like most ppl don't really talk about this too much because tlnm is usually associated w Ninjago rather than the lego movieverse
#apologies i wrote rhat other post about a similar topic to this without considering the airline and back to school short i sorta forgot#anywayy🙏🙏 haven't seen one post about this yet??? idk maybe i just dont scroll down the ninjago movie tag long enough butttttttt#j think we should start associating tlnm w the lego movies rather than Ninjago tbhh but idk maybe thats just me#tlnm#the lego ninjago movie#ninjago#lloyd garmadon#nya smith#lord garmadon#Ninjago movie#the lego movie#zane julien#ok well on a side note tlm Lloyd is more accurate to his early series design if anything#so uh probably the only exception??you never know tho it could still be his movie counterpart you never know ahahhh#but like still. tlnm is defff connected to the lego movieverse more thats that
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No because Lawrence and Adam will forever drive me insane. Like, all romantic possibilities aside… did Lawrence actually care at all? Did he think about Adam while he was being nursed back to health by John?? Did he ask John to free Adam? Does the guilt haunt him, knowing he lost and still made it out while Adam won and died?? When he went back to that bathroom and saw Adam’s corpse did he feel anything??? Or was that expression on his face when he looked at the hacksaw selfish, just thinking about all HE lost? Did he tenderly remove the shackle from Adam’s rotting ankle and wish he’d gotten to do so when the flesh was alive, or did he pop it off without much thought? Was he lying to Adam when he promised to bring back help?? If so, was it malicious or just an effort to comfort him in what Lawrence thought might’ve been both of their final moments? Did he mean to kill Adam when he shot him??? I NEED ANSWERS.
#saw 2004#saw franchise#saw films#saw#saw 3d#saw 7#saw vii#saw the final chapter#it goes by many names#chainshipping#lawrence gordon#adam faulkner#adam faulkner stanheight#adam stanheight#he also goes by many names lol#I got some serious deja vu writing this so if I’ve posted something similar I apologize#it’s very early in the morning lol
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if we are talking about the lost dream lover/daisy scenes from act 1 then we should talk about why those scenes were so good and why the loss of that storyline is so disappointing. because it's not just "oh those scenes looked better or whatever" it was a completely different character and storyline.
even though the companions pushed back way more and the whole narrative was telling you to resist the dream lover, it was somehow far more tempting. you were constantly tempted in dialogues to use your powers and if you did, you slowly started to lose yourself, the narrator said you could feel something slipping away, something you will never get back. You were giving yourself over to the fantasy, a mindflayer illusion
the game asked you during character creation "who do you dream of at night?" obviously meaning "what are you attracted to?" rather than just "you need a guardian. choose one." there is already a different implication there. I wonder how people interpret "guardian" if they don't know about the original dream lover. they might not even create someone they find tempting. a guardian sounds more like a mentor figure, rather than your ideal fantasy partner.
During early access the dream lover not only offered us power, they also showed us a tempting future where we are powerful and important and beloved and we are ruling the world. such universal temptations and desires. and we were resting on a peaceful field with the person of our dreams. it was peace in the dream world vs the real life struggle.
In the end it seemed obvious where this was leading... if you use the tadpole too much, you would have turned into a mindflayer. and whatever is left of your individuality and consciousness would have stayed in that fantasy world with your perfect fantasy partner. the mindflayer illusion forever trapped you. the song "Down by the River" was written about this fantasy dream lover. and what a banger and creative storyline this could have been. what a tragic ending! to just give up, lose yourself in the fantasy, the easy way out. choose this beautiful fantasy over the imperfect real world. and choose your perfect imaginary partner over the flawed real people, your companions. truly I mourn what an incredible storyline this could have been. It would have resonated with basically everyone.
and you would have been constantly tempted. to avoid this fate you would need to struggle constantly while the easy fantasy is dangling in front of your face with a zero difficulty ability check.
turning into a mindflayer wouldn't have been something you have the option to choose. and you can get cured no matter how much you indulged in the tadpole powers. lmao I kinda hate that there is no consequence for any of that now
#the dream lover as a figment of your imagination...a creation of your own new illithid powers...is a more interesting idea to me#also I liked how resisting the temptation was a group effort... if one character used the power... they were all affected#they were in this together#and they all had apology dialogues if you used any of the characters during a cutscene and made them use their illithid powers#bg3#early access#baldur's gate 3#dream lover#daisy#the guardian#bg3 mine#my thoughts#down by the river#my post#my posts#also I wonder how this would have affected the emperor's storyline and how the artefact works...#because he would have been a different character...but I am assuming he still would have existed??#maybe he would have showed himself as a mindflayer from the start... idk...#but the storyline around the artefact probably would have been separate from the dream lover's storyline
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Hey kids, it's your favorite day-themed jester animatronic, now in puppet form! Doesn't it make you want to keep the lights on?
Combining three things guaranteed (unverified-source required) to keep a kid from shutting the lights off in the daycare, this silly fella is what I drew on @daycarefriendpickup's latest Magma.
Closeups, plus sketch and alternate version below cut.
The glue for the googly eyes and button was originally regular white glue, but I eventually came to my senses and used the correct type.
Also, I almost made the legs/pants look like that rough sketch and no, I have no idea why when I had the arms done accordion style in that same exact picture.
#loaf art#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf sun#sundrop#dca fandom#the board was split fairly even theme wise so I ended up going the puppet route#I really like dca art that feature an arts & crafts element so I had fun doing some myself#I'd like to apologize to the folks whose art was above and below mine on the board#the vibe in that section was clearly serious but I still waltzed in at the last second and dropped this in there#what you notice a discrepancy between this version and the one posted by the server's tumblr? No you don't#edit: I found a sketch from early on in the drawing process and added it to the post. It definitely was a choice
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ULTRACATS ALL CATS
#id in alt#blood#ultrakill#ultracats#v1#v2#mirage ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#minos prime#swordsmachine#mindflayer#filth ultrakill#malicious face#yeah ill tag maurice.#vm's art#all the other enemies i dont feel like tagging. sorry#i dont think anybody is searching up “schism ultrakill” on tumblr to be fair....apologies in advance to schism fans if ur out there. my bad#u guys get to have meowrice mthursday early ill post on twit later
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Sanji and Usopp during The Sabaody Incident™ won't leave my mind.
Usopp standing in front of Sanji protectively because he is wounded and he can't fight, so Usopp will do it for him ("I'll do what you can't do").
There is just something about Sanji's expression when he realizes he might actually lose Usopp. This is my interpretation, at least. He is literally frightened.
Usopp helping Sanji stand up to run away. This is crucial for something I want to point out later: Sanji needs help to stand up. (Also, Brook disappears trying to protect them both and saying he will do anything to save them even if it costs him his life. I am feeling sick).
Sanji being self-sacrificing and blaming himself for not being able to protect them/act sooner is not new. But he does manage to gain the strength to fight when Usopp is the only one left with him and the possibility of losing him is even more real now.
The thing that I love the most about this is not Sanji sacrificing himself for Usopp, because he does that. He is like that. But Usopp not running away or moving in the slightest because he refuses to leave Sanji on his own.
Something I'd like to point out too is that Sanji actually touches Kuma before Usopp disappears. He tries to fight and protect him and Kuma could've easily sent Sanji to Momoiro Island right away, and yet Sanji was just sent flying far from the scene and forced to see Usopp disappear in front of him.
And I am not saying that "not being able to protect both Brook and Usopp (especially Usopp) is needed for Sanji to realize he has to become stronger and find more reasons to go back with the crew" but not being able to protect both Brook and Usopp (especially Usopp) is needed for Sanji to realize he has to become stronger and find more reasons to go back with the crew.
Not to mention that we can't deny (right after Water 7/Enies Lobby) that Usopp is one of Sanji's strongest bonds within the crew. This specific scene focusing on them both is more than enough to prove it.
Sanji seeing Usopp disappear in front of his eyes without being able to do anything to save him.
Remember what I said about Sanji needing help to stand up seconds ago? Well. This is him the moment Usopp disappears. What adrenaline and the power of love do to a mf.
They are so "I can lose everything, but not you. Oh God, not you" shaped.
#sorry for bringing up sabaody i am sure nobody wants to think about it#but they mean the world to me and there is SO MUCH to unpack#we don't talk enough about this i think ?????#sanji spending two whole years having nightmares about not being able to save usopp. about seeing usopp disappearing in front of him#he still has them btw#sanji having to sleep with usopp post-ts because he is afraid of waking up and seeing he is gone#also i am having thoughts about brook protecting them and#and brook saying he will do anything to save them#because sanji has only heard that from zeff so......... so just thinking. i have thoughts. i told you brook is one of sanji's father figure#back to sanuso- thinking about how this whole scene despite having brook too is mainly focused on both sanji and usopp#thinking abt how the others disappear mostly focusing only on luffy's reactions but this emphasizes a lot sanji's attempts to save usopp#why would you give them a whole scene i am throwing up#sorry still thinking abt sanji apologizing to usopp for not being able to protect him or#or having nightmares he definitely has nightmares about it#and usopp just. staying with him and making him see that he is alright now. and letting him cry.#early post-ts kills me#still angry we don't have almost post-ts sanuso#i might start crying thinking abt them so it'll be better if just shut up and post this#one piece#black leg sanji#usopp#sanuso#sabaody
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i just think objectively that he should be absolutely covered in waddle dees at all times.
bonus flat-colours version:
#kirbytober#kirbtober#my art#king dedede#bandana waddle dee#waddle dees#i also think that he can have a little tail and webbed feet as a treat!!!#sorry but as a bird autist this is not the last birdlike headcanon you'll be seeing from me. i have so many... please ask#apologies in advance for day 07: headcanons. sorry. sorry! sorry#ALSO i am posting this a little early coz i wanna post prompts semi-regularly but there are some i'm skipping? lmk if this is bad form
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To Our Bilbo Baggins...
Here's to our Bilbo Baggins, no matter what guise he wears. To our book Bilbo, our film Bilbo, our Lego Bilbo, our Rankin & Bass Bilbo. To our fandom Bilbo, and all the hats we give him to wear. To our confident Bilbo, to our anxious Bilbo, to our clever Bilbo, to our foolishly brave Bilbo. To our feral Bilbo, to our calm Bilbo, to our grumpy Bilbo, to our determined Bilbo, our sweet Bilbo, our always a little queer Bilbo. Master Baggins. Mister Bilbo. Professor Baggins. William Robert Baggins. Billy-Bob. Bella. Bilba. Bilbo.
Here's to the Consort Under The Mountain, who finds his happiness with his found-family in Erebor. Who hits his stride amongst dwarrow, and slots into place as an ambassador between the three surrounding kingdoms. Who takes tea with Princess Dis every Mersday at 4pm sharp, who trains with Dwalin, and learns to speak Khuzdul with Ori. Who works and sleeps beside his husband, supporting and driving King Thorin onwards to meet all of his goals and dreams for his people. Their people, together, united, content, and in love.
Here's to the confirmed bachelor that lives at Bag End, who returns from adventure, tired and heart-sore, and finds comfort in the sunshine of the Shire. Who works in his garden, grows his tomatoes, and sits outside the big green door with his pipe. Who writes songs and poems, who translates epic tales, and dedicates years of his peaceful life to spinning one of his own. Who takes in his distant cousin, who calls him Nephew, and shares a birthday with him each year, then leaves him to begin his own tales of adventure with a precious golden trinket he picked up many years before.
Here's to the Hobbit who falls somewhere in the middle. Who leaves the Lonely Mountain and returns to his books and his armchair, who plants his seeds and watches them grow, all with the company of another. A dwarf who might have been king, but for one reason or another, has decided instead to spend his days beside the company burglar, both of them in their idyllic reshirement. Sometimes they have a child of their own, sometimes they adopt the self-same distant cousin who calls them both Uncle, and sometimes it's just the two of them, but they are always together, and always at peace, at last.
Here's to Bilbo Baggins, who is forever changing in our hands, but who, at his core, will always be courageous, always be impulsive, and always do the right thing, no matter what it may cost him. Who will always be kind, always love a good joke, and always take pleasure in good food and song.
Here's to Bilbo Baggins.
#Happy birthday Bilbo Baggins (:#(I know I'm early but... if I don't post this now I'll chicken out and delete it haha)#this concept is one I've seen used around several fandoms and I just really wanted to write one for Bilbo because he's my favourite <3#Apologies if anyone else has already done this!#bilbo baggins#blorbo baggins#the hobbit#bilbo#frodo baggins#thorin oakenshield#bagginshield#hobbit day#conkers-theficwriter#conkers corner
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Lmao dudes short as hell
#welcome home#welcome home wally#welcome home julie#welcome home frank#welcome home sally#welcome home poppy#wally darling#julie joyful#sally starlet#frank frankly#poppy partridge#probably done b4 but..#shitpost#my art#this is starting to gain as much notes as my early sm content#thank god! I hate everything I drew for that fandom and am ashamed that those are my most popular posts#I apologize to pelo
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Gettin this out in case anyone's confused & not in the discord to see the announcement but there's a song uploaded onto Jash's Spotify that he didn't make nor put out
Bro is confused as well so idk what's goin on either [the message from Jash himself is below v]
Wanted to quickly say that here so non discord pals can know!
[Edit: its like 99% likely this is the same person that messed with JH's Spotify. It has the exact same song & writers name. Also, the person is prolly just doing this for shits & giggles. So like don't give em much attention or anythin]
#bro cannot catch a break with these music websites i stg#either they release his music late/early or put out songs that aren't even his#at best they struggle with lyrics rip#anyway so like don't panic or anythin but also be wary of it lol#rip CJ tho man poor dude cant even post music as he wants#chonny jash#moss post#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cj mind#cj heart#cj soul#putting this under the extra tags so others can see it apologies
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Aww I love this art style! It’s so…squishable? I can’t think of a good way to describe it, but it makes me happy. Cute plushies in the form of drawing.
As for a situation, I love Ace in any situation, but how about a happy Ace and Levi? Ace likes to talk, and Levi likes to listen.
squishable little guys. thank you for the request!
#danganronpa despair time#drdt#fuit gumy art#requested situation#ace markey#levi fontana#EDIT: UH. HI. THIS WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE UPLOADED YET#BUT I WAS AWAY ALL DAY FOR TWO DAYS STRAIGHT AND FORGOT TO READJUST THE QUEUE.#THIS ISN'T THE WORST POST TO BE ACCIDENTALLY UPDATED EARLY BUT I WOULD LIKE A REMINDER THAT I SCREWED UP REGARDLESS#PLEASE STILL ENJOY THE EARLY LEVI DEBUT. I APOLOGIZE TO TODAY'S INTENDED POST THAT I HAVE TO PUSH BACK
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What primarily drew me to Kazurei as a pairing isn't the roommate trope, nor the golden retriever and brood cat trope, or the gay spy x family gag, but rather this scene from Episode 8 (that I'm somehow still not over.)
It's the mutual reluctance to love and let themselves heal, with the exception that Kazuki couldn't stand to see Rei in the same position as him, so he offers to take care of him anyway. Both, who had a rough relationship with love, let themselves confide in each other. Rei, who found comfort and experienced what it's like to be taken care of, and Kazuki, who can't help but to extend care because it's something that's just... natural to do in his position. Kazuki, who is hurted by love that is taken from him over and over again, offers what he'd regard as a bare minimum because deep down, he wants his remaining loved ones (and in this timeline just rei) to feel the love he always desired.
Though Kazuki is seemingly full of emotions every time (enough to almost repress his sadness), his actions are always so gentle and full of warmth.
What makes it more beautiful is how Rei adapts Kazuki concept's, or rather, way to express love to Miri (with the most apparent example being Episode 9) considering Kazuki was probably one of if not the first person he'd experienced and therefore actively saw it from. He initially wasn't able to comprehend how to love and be loved, and only through Kazuki's deeds did he learn how comforting and nice it is to be cared for, so he wanted to extend that to Miri after realizing how much his family meant to him.
Going back to the topic, I genuinely adore how Kazurei is a pairing consisting of two people who weren't given the opportunity to love, and during their time before Miri subconsciously fulfilled each other's emotional needs. Though initially distant, they immediately clicked because they fit together like puzzle pieces. Similar desires but difference in approach and seek what the other has.
While there is mutual understanding between them, being able to read each other, neither of the two had the will to step onto each others' boundaries and address it. It was satisfying to see them grow closer emotionally and form the courage to communicate, with great examples being the last few episodes of the series.
Tl;dr the soft aspect of Kazurei made me complerely fall in love with the pairing and I used to be neutral about it
#buddy daddies#kazuki kurusu#rei suwa#kazurei#i did not fuckinf mean to type a long post oh my GOD my apologies for being so obsessed with them#buddy daddies meta#if it even... counts???#idk LMAO#we loving that dash of early codependency 😍#and now they finally stand on equal footing if its to be miri's parents UGH#this probably doesnt make sense and has a lot of errors because im supposed to be doing smth else rn but#kazurei in the brain (they wont get out!!!)#can i be normal about this family for one fucking SECOND
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Gravity Falls: For Your Own Good, Ch. 6
Summary: A few years after moving to Gravity Falls and having his lab built, Stanford Pines happens upon his estranged twin brother, Stanley. He mentally prepared himself to be suffocated by his brothers neediness all over again - what he wasn't prepared for was Stanley walking right past him like he didn't even notice him.
Rating: M for language, violence, and adult implications
Preface: Dialogue only, but some actions will be annotated for clarity. Cross-Posted on AO3 Here
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CH.6
“Good evening, Stanley.”
“...”
“I can see in lieu of speaking, you have instead chosen to communicate with an obscene hand gesture- two obscene hand gestures. I'll excuse your immaturity because I understand you might be feeling… upset.”
“Upset? Me? What could I possibly be upset about?”
“I understand your current state of… lodging is making you apprehensive. On account of being involuntarily committed.”
“You not picking up sarcasm doesn’t surprise me. And this isn’t an involuntary commitment; this is an unlawful abduction and confinement. I have enough experience with both to know the difference.”
“You what?”
“Ask me whatever stupid questions you’re about to ask, but I refuse to stand up. This is literally the first bed I’ve had since prison; and in that bed I had to worry about bed bugs, dirty needles, poisonous snakes… and Jorge.”
“What was that last thing that you just whispered to yourself?”
“Don’t worry about it. Now, what do you want, Doc? You here to scan me again? Get me to take more drugs? Ask me weirdly personal questions like your hot friend?”
“I want to talk. I may have come on a little strong when we crossed paths in town, in order for you to truly understand where I’m coming from, I’m going to have to give you some context in place of your lost memory.”
“Please tell me you’re not about to give me the tragic backstory of you and your missing twin.”
“Listen, Stanley, you don’t remember this; but we had a falling out ten years ago.”
“Aaand you’re doing it. Yeah, that’s pretty much what I was expecting. Fine, I’ll play along.”
“We were in our senior year of high school. You ruined a project of mine, and it cost me my dream college. We had a fight, and you got- you left home after that.”
“Man, dunno why I’d do something like that.”
“You were scared of me leaving you.”
“Did a shitty thing, and ended up alone anyways. That's something I'd expect from me.”
“And then you tried to justify it and say there was a silver lining-.”
“I’m sorry.”
“...What?”
“I’m sorry. You didn’t deserve that.”
“... Where’s your excuse?”
“Hm?”
“Your excuses- your reasons? You cannot just apologize- so casually.”
“Sure I can. I just did. You don't accept it, that’s your right."
“...You don’t mean that.”
“Naw, I’m pretty sure no one deserves to be betrayed. I’m sorry you were.”
“Saying sorry doesn’t make it okay.”
“Didn’t say it did. Nothing can- it’s already happened, and there’s no changing it. You don’t wanna forgive and forget? I won’t make you.”
“And you’re going to simply… move on?”
“Look, PhD, I can’t tell you why your real twin did what he did, or what was going through his head when he did it. But he did the wrong thing to the wrong person, and paid for it. It’s too bad you had to pay for it too.”
“You are-.”
“Can see why you’d get us mixed up though. All I do is ruin things, too. Maybe if that thing with your project hadn’t happened, you wouldn’t be a wackjob who carries a tranq gun with him everywhere and abducts people off of the street.”
“I’m not mixing anything up. You are exactly who I keep trying to tell you that you are. You’re just not you right now.”
“I’m never anybody but me. You feel better now? Get all of that out of your system?”
“Now that I have told you what separated us-.”
“I’m gonna take that as a no.”
“Can you fill me in on the years that followed?”
“Doc, a lot of what I remember is like smoke - it’s hazy, and it’s hard to hold onto, can you be specific?”
“How about we start with something tangible?”
“Like what?”
“I am going to slip a paper and a pen through the slot in the door. Write down a list of the people who’ve tried to kill you.”
“You sure?”
“Yes. You told my associate a number of alarming things during his interview with you, and he reported that a not insignificant number of those things revolved around people trying to kill you.”
“A lot of them still want me dead, you know. If they figured out where I was, they might raid this place. It’s not too late to just… let me go, and we can pretend none of this happened. I’m not gonna hold a grudge against you, it's clear to me you've got issues because your real twin is either dead or hiding in Cuba.”
“They can try. They’ll fail.”
"Gutsy. We coulda been friends if you weren't insane."
"...We were."
"If you say so."
To be continued...
#early amnesia au#gee Ford I wonder what Stan is so upset about#fords evil basement sub lab#stan finally apologizes to ford but its all for nothing#for your own good#Stan calling Ford anything but his name#fanfiction#fanfic#cross posted on ao3#stanford pines#ford pines#stanley pines#stan pines#mullet stan#fiddlestan implied#gravity falls#mystery trio
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Happy Style Week, Goobers!!
I won’t have time to follow any of the prompts, but I’ve been enjoying everyone’s posts so much that I decided to do some quick drawings of my own AU idiots! And of course, they had to be sucking face
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I really tried to do these quickly so there’s lots of flaws but just don’t pay attention to those!! I really pushed myself to stick to my references, for better or worse ahaha!
#asteria’s art#sp style#sp stanky#kyle broflovski#stan marsh#yes I only ever draw art for my own fics I’m SORRY#it felt really funny using my usual brushes on RSB/LPM Style#and I altered the ref for EWILY Style because I needed them being GROSS#Nasty Boys#anyway happy Style week gang#this is an early apology for the chapter of LPM I’ll be posting in a couple days#ewily#exactly where i left you#RSB#remplir sa bouche
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Hello! I finally opened kofi commissions again!
Update: Art improvement and quality and fair prices for me and you
if you tip me, I will draw you something random (I will stalk your account to find something and to draw it as a surprise)
WILL DRAW
Hollow knight
Fandom Art (movie, game, series)
OCs and AUs- Ships (Canon x Canon, Oc x Canon, & Self-ship)
Humans
Perspectives (it will vary on price)- Furry/Antho
Blood/Mild gore (scars & wounds *it depend on context*)
Feel free to ask me about anything if it is not listed here
WILL NOT DRAW
NSFW/fetish
Suggestive
Hate Art
Extreme gore
Mecha (Note: I can draw robots like ultrakill or robot ocs but i cannot draw complex mecha, feel free to ask)
*Please note that I would decline your commission request if i am not comfortable with the subject*
Recap of kofi commission options with prices down below ⬇️ (full information is in kofi)
Rendered character/characters with no background = $12 minimum (prices depend on request)
Fully Illustrated art (with backgrounds) = $35 is the minimum (prices depend on request)
Again.. full information is in kofi
#Ok it's the middle of the night and I am typing all of these#I am sleepy and my eyes hurt from typing this but I wanna do this early#I stopped comms because I want to study Perspectives & compositions. But I'm gonna continue again because I'm confident with my abilities#My art#commission#art commisions#commissions open#Kofi#Artists in kofi#artists in need#hollow knight#Hollow knight art#Hollow knight fanart#Hk#Hk art#hk little ghost#Hk knight#Pure vessel#hk pure vessel#Hk hornet#hk monomon#Quirrel#Hk quirrel#Mantis#Bug art#Not my oc#hk soul master#Hk nosk#Yea my apologies for tagging all characters. I wanted to try to get this post on the surface#Because I need to make money somehow
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It's so important to me that Minkowski and Eiffel and Hera spend December 25th together to celebrate Eiffel's birthday post-canon. And the hope that they spend that day together is a sentiment shared by Gabriel Urbina.
But Minkowski canonically cares about Christmas itself. Minkowski has people in her life whom she could spend Christmas with. And so there will probably have to be a difficult conversation at some point after the Hephaestus crew return to Earth, when someone says how good it will be to have Renée there for Christmas Day again. And Minkowski will have to look at her husband, or her relatives, or her in-laws - people who loved her and mourned her and celebrated upon her return from the dead - and she'll have to tell them that she won't be there on Christmas Day. And if the person who asks knows her at all, they'll see the look on her face and know that there's no negotiating to be done here.
It's not exactly that she doesn't want to celebrate Christmas with the people she used to celebrate Christmas with. But she can do that on any day near the end of December. Spending December 25th with Eiffel and Hera is something she absolutely cannot compromise on.
The main reason she'd give for this is that December 25th is Eiffel's birthday. Whether or not it matters to him as much as it used to, Minkowski wants Eiffel's birthday to get the recognition it deserves, because it was so important to him and he never expected anyone else to care or remember.
A second reason - one she might never speak aloud - is that she's always thought that Christmas is a time for family, and nowadays that means that spending it with Eiffel and Hera feels right to her.
But I think there's a third, perhaps equally important, reason underneath those two. Maybe she doesn't admit it to herself consciously, but I think part of Minkowski believes that the only people who can really understand the complicated way she now feels about December 25th are the two people who were there with her when everything went to hell on Christmas Day.
It was December 25th when they realised they'd made contact with aliens, and when Hilbert locked Minkowski outside the airlock and tried to incapacitate Eiffel and tore out Hera's personality hardware, and when everything Minkowski had thought she knew about the Hephaestus mission fell apart.
How can she exchange gifts with people for whom it isn't the anniversary of the one of the worst days of their life? How can she gather round a Christmas tree with people who've never feared for their lives at the hands of Alexander Hilbert and Goddard Futuristics? How can she eat turkey and trimmings with people who weren't there when the Christmas dinner was never eaten because there was a murderous mutiny from one of the intended guests? How can she spend December 25th with people for whom it's never been a day of betrayal and fear and loss and uncertainty eight lightyears away from Earth?
Eiffel doesn't remember that awful Christmas and that brings its own kind of pain for Minkowski. But he was there, and so was Hera, and so (no matter what anyone else expects) Minkowski needs to be with them on that complicated day.
#Wolf 359#w359#Renée Minkowski#Renee Minkowski#I wrote this intending to schedule it to post on Christmas Day#but I'm kidding myself if I think I can do delayed gratification like that#I have to post things as soon as I write them#so you're getting it now#Apologies if it's too early in December for Christmas-related posting#I guess I'll reblog it on Christmas Day instead#I nearly fucked up this post by mentioning Christmas traditions that I don't think are celebrated in the US#But luckily I remembered just in time that Christmas crackers are not universal among Christmas-celebrators#I almost mentioned charades but idk if that has Christmas associations in the US or even if it's widely known#I do think Minkowski would absolutely love Charades though#if she played with people on the same wavelength as her that is#Eiffel would be trying to act out very specific scenes from films Minkowski has not seen and she'd get so annoyed lol#wolf 359 spoilers#w359 spoilers#the empty man posteth
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