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I’m sorry if I’m posting too much 😅 please don’t unfollow me hahah
#i aplogise#don’t unfollow me please#just so much content#chelsea fcw#cfcw#wsl#barclays wsl#womens super league#blueisthecolour#up the chels#ktbffh#woso#woso community#chelsea women
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HE WAS LIKE 'I'LL MAKE THE DECISION FOR YOU'
AAAAGGGHHH I LOVE THE CLASSIC DISTRACT BY KISSING TRICK
HE WAS ALSO SAYING GOODBYE THO JUST LIKE JACK (I think although I can't remember)
I SWEAR HE MET JACK AND JACK WAS LIKE 'there was this guy it doesn't matter who he is but I kissed him and his friend on the lips to say bye and it made me look really cool'
and rogue was like 'woah that's a cool move I'll try it out when I get the chance'
I SWEAR THEY MUST BE SIBLINGS OR SOMETHING
sorry I will not stop having thoughts lol
also my friend texted me about it and I was scared he wouldn't like the episode because he didn't like good omens s2 ending T-T
but he LOVED IT
mainly because he likes dnd and also he said rogue was hot although I can't quite see it imo lolll
YESYESYES OMGGGGGGGGGGGG
IT WAS SO!!!!!!!!! LOVELY!!!!!!!!!! HE DIDNT GUILT TRIP THE DOCTOR OR ANYTHINGGGGGGGG
#also. STOP APLOGISING!!!!!! YOU HAVE NOTHING TO APOLIGISE FOR!!!!!!!!#also me taking ages to respond to asks/not responding at all is NOTHING personal I promise. im just bad at this kind of thing and have no#energy ever. they (the asks) make me happy though :D#that's why this response is so short aswell. chemistry paper 2 tomorrow..... I have never in my life revised this subject#ALSO. im so glad your friend loved it!!!! when I saw he didnt like the ending to go s2 I almost sent out my legions to kill them. glad I#didnt :D#mutual interactions
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7 8 25 50 forgive me for picking alot there were alot of good options
7. How tall are you? liiiike around 1.6 m? 5'3"? idk
8. What do you love about yourself? idk I'm pretty interesting and have cool skillzzz I guess! :P
25. Do you still talk to your first crush? nooo not for years
50. What keeps you going each day? there's fun stuff to do :3
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Hello. I miss those posts where people used to create power points to present things so here I am with some book recommendations. Enjoy. (Part 2 here)
#the amount of time i spent on something that Literally no one asked for lmao#also i aplogise for quality of images etc#im not very tech savy so i literally just. screenshot and use paint. i dont even want to discuss what i had to go through to get the#watermark thing at the back lmao#anyways this is just a bit of fun i might do some more if i'm bored and have the time again#long post#book recs#also if anyone knows how to get the images next to each other hmu because i couldnt#le mine#poems and poetry#chen chen#silas denver melvin
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I have joint pain and a massive tailors bunion so walking SUCKS and I got to use a wheelchair for the first time. Holy shit. I am in awe. It was so much better. It was just a kinda crummy hospital wheelchair but I could move so much better and nothing hurt and also I got to spin around real fast in a small circle while waiting for the lift which was such a small thing but I had so much fun usually the lift and the steps are twin nightmares (standing and having my knees lock or walking and having my hip joints grind) I don’t think my issues are serious enough to buy a wheelchair or consistently rent one since I can walk perfectly well and if I tilt my foot just so then it’s not so much of an issue but it was gonna be a very long day on a big trip so I caved and rented one for the day. Sorry for coming in here and chatting your head off about this but I’m honestly just elated right now it was so cool
Oh chat away!
The spins are great aren't they. And on a recently polished floor is just 👌 [Okay hand emoji]
I'm so glad it helped you, and I hope you enjoyed your trip!
#also getting a wheelchair or something like it could be something to consider in the future#a lot of us can walk objectively fine but may use it for pain or long distance travel etc.#my first chair was a manual I used about 4 times in 2 years for those reasons#in fairness I probably should have uaed it more but I was a stubborn mare of a child#but yeah itll be there in case of emergency or bad pain days and can take some of the stress that arises from finding a suitable hire#oh but Im really glad it helped you!#(and you dont have to aplogise for chattering away its welcome any time!)#ask box#disability#wheelchair#wheelchair user#chronic pain
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If we're buddies and I sing speak around you it means I'm at 100% comfortable level with u
#i catch my self and aplogise allot for it and one of my friends was like#no youre good i like your little songs 🥺#i may be annoying but i am like a bird it is my love language
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>i go on twitter for the first time in a while >immediately see a post about a parent forcing their son to stay a daughter even though they self harmed and almost took their own life over it and then sent them to a mental health facility and then " have been "in her business" for the past 2 years. " >check replies
>realise that people so utterly fucking stupid can somehow find each other
#another tumblr user bitches about twitter youre welcome#i aplogise i just get fucking annoyed a trans issues#how about you let your child be who they want since theyre not you and will never be you#who they are affects nobody you can fucking shut up#“grow up” bro you grow up anymore youre gonna be in a fucking grave with that old ass mentality
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So many of your edits have been suggested to me on my 'for you' and I've adored all of them 💚 Thank you for the work and time you put into this older fandom and creating content for it. Your works are a delight ☺️💚
Seriously?! This just made my day! It means the world to me, you have no idea how much this makes me feel worth while making all these edits and people enjoying them!! <3 And the fact people suggest them to you, like WOW?! I shall not stop making edits as long as it continues to bring joy for the charmed fandom!
#sorry this got lost in other messages#i can only aplogise#i never in my dreams would of thought#people would be suggesting my edits to others#i never feel i can compare to most editors out there#so when people say they like them i get all sad/happy#lol
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sometimes I'm like 'wait maybe I shouldnt have posted that' or 'hmm maybe I shouldn't have put that in the reblog' and then I remember I can do whatever the hell I want and who cares if I did whatever !!! maybe I shouldnt care so much!!
#though obviously if someone asks me not to do a certain thing I will aplogise 100x over and not do it again#marzzz's yappy yap yaps#I have been yapping a lot sorry about that#omfuck of course I'm having doubts about posting this girl just CLCIK THE DAMN BUTToN
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#her aplogising for that outburst is how i felt the other day after saying i wanted to die in giovanni's ribussy#p
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despite not having seen your face i dont think there would be many similarities
Apparently i look like the female version of a Chud. Now i had to google what a Chud is and what i found is this. I can definitely see the similarities
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dazed heart — l.hs
pairing: non-idol!heeseung & fem!reader word count: 1.7k tags: friends to lovers (?), masturbation(male recieving), sub(?)heeseung, kind of whipped reader, teasing if you squint, little nipple play, MDNI lmk if i missed something uwu. a/n: it's my first time writing something sort of excplicit, so i aplogise if it is something wrong. don't be afraid to tell me, constructive criticism are welcome !!!
The rain poured endlessly as you watched it fall through the window. Not like you didn’t like rainy days, in fact you loved them but today's plan was going out with your best friend, a little attempt to clear both of your minds, spend time together since your jobs kept you both bussy. But just a few minutes after your arrival at his house, it started raining.
Sure you could do something indoors, but your heart felt suffocated by his presence at his own home, cold weather making it more difficult for you to stay focused.
You have been friends with Heeseung a while ago, a friend from a friend. You were pathetically quick at catching feelings and decided to keep them to yourself. Heeseung was quite flirty with everyone, even you, and you couldn’t help but imagine how sweet his love must feel. Not thinking about anyone else, no other girls around him, just you and him, together. Sharing feelings and soft cuddles.
Sitting at his gaming chair you rubbed your palms above your thighs, chasing some warmth. You regretted putting those shorts on, searching out for a blanket.
‘’Need anything, pretty?’’
Not those pet names again… You looked at him. He was laying on his bed, scrolling through his social media. Heeseung was wearing some pants on top of his knees with a white t-shirt perfectly buttoned. The way his free hand was placed behind his head, gazing you over the screen made you somewhat flutter.
‘’I’m just feeling a little bit cold, but it’s fine.’’
Heeseung put his phone down, looking at you with furrowed brows.
‘’No, it isn’t. Do you need a blanket? Hoodie? Some sweatpants?’’
‘’I’m okay! Really. Don’t worry.’’
‘’Come here.’’
He patted an empty spot near him on his bed. You hesitated for a while. Was it okay to cuddle with friends? Was it okay to cuddle with someone you had strong feelings for? You didn’t want to ruin anything because of your awkwardness or how you could feel after that. The idea of being wrapped around his arms was so tempting, feeling his warm embrace your body, so close to him.
You let out a small sigh, standing from the chair and walking towards the edge of his bed. Heeseung gave you some space as he watched you with a soft smile spreading through his lips. How could you say no to him? He looked so cute when things turned out his way.
Cautiously you made yourself some space, and soon one of his arms was embroiled to your waist, slightly pulling you closer. ‘It’s just to warm up, Jesus’ you thought to yourself, trying to calm your pounding heart. You just hoped he didn’t notice.
Resting your head on his shoulder, you closed your eyes, enjoying the moment. God knew when you could be like this with him again, so you better take that opportunity. Even though you closed your eyes you felt his eyes glued on you.
You tried to act cool, ignoring the glance that made you shiver, but was useless.
‘’Is everything alright?’’
Heeseung took his time to respond.
‘’I just thought you looked very pretty.’’
JesusfuckingChrist.
You felt like you stopped breathing, sudden cold sweat running down your back. Was he flirting? Not that you cared but it was a moment sort of… intimate.
‘’Must be the outfit i choose.’’ He chuckled, shaking his head.
‘’No — I mean always.’’
This time you couldn’t keep yourself together. With some hidden courage you looked up, searching for his gaze but Heeseung was looking at you previously. Your heart skipped a beat when you noticed.
You parted your lips as an intent to say something but nothing came to your mind. It was blank. Was even worse when you caught his eyes analysing your facial expression, your eyes one by one, reaching your lips and back again to your eyes.
This flirty motherfucker.
“Heeseung—“
“Can I kiss you?”
You didn’t think twice, taking his offer like your life depended on it. You nodded but before he could make any move, you readjusted your position for a better and comfortable access.
Taking your time, you slowly made disappear any space between your lips, pressing on them.
It lasted about a few seconds before Heeseung started to move them softly. There was no rush: his parents weren’t at home, and the heavy rain made the perfect atmosphere. You didn’t doubt before kissing him back, savouring his lips. They were as soft and sweet as you pictured in your head.
Suddenly, somehow, you took the lead and straddled him, deepening the kiss a bit more. His hands were placed at your waist, caressing them with both thumbs. You broke the union between both mouths to kiss his neck. Hearing his breath hitch gave you the impulse to continue, to work his tender skin with your teeths and tongue.
As your mouth began to earn soft gasps from him, your hands worked to unbutton his t-shirt. Opening it and slid it through his arms.
Your lips went down his collarbone, making sure no inch of skin was untouched by your lips. His hand roamed your body, leaving soft sighs against his skin. You couldn’t believe that was happening, like a dream come true. You were afraid that it was just a lucid dream, your imagination scaring you for leading into such an accurate scenario. But the way his body was softly moving under yours, claiming in silence for more of your touch made you feel more alive than ever.
Your lips trailed down damp kisses, arriving to catch one of his nipples. You sucked and licked amused by the noises his throat left. Starting to feel aroused, your hips began to rock his, feeling his boner getting hard in no time.
‘’Y/n… ‘’ his lips let out a moan, his hands grabbing your waist.
As his hips were rubbing your clothing core, you detached your lips from him, looking up to meet his gaze.
The image was heavenly. Chest going up and down trying to catch his breath, cheeks with a slight blush on them, and his pleading eyes trying to tell you something, but he was a little bit shy to say it out loud. You could figure it out tho.
Your hands flew to the hem of his pants, looking once again to hip waiting for a response. When he nodded, you hooked the waistband and slowly pulled down. With a bit of his help, the bottoms were forgotten somewhere on the floor.
You couldn’t help but look at his erection, a small damp patch darking his underwear.
‘’S--Stop looking, it’s embarrassing…’’
You chuckled, shaking your head.
‘’Says who?’’
And before Heeseung could say anything, you grabbed his shaft around your hand and started to move it up and down. The fabric between his dick and your palm was making the move a bit restricted, but it didn’t stop you.
You saw him grabbing the sheets under both of you, holding back a few moans that were hard to retain. You didn’t want that, you needed to hear him. How good you were making him feel.
You sped up your pace, making his body squirm as his lips parted to let out soft, kind-of-pitched moans. That kept you going, ignoring the wetness between your legs, just wanting to focus on him.
‘’Please p--please… take…’’
‘’Hm?’’
You knew. Heeseung knew you knew. And he wasn’t having it.
‘’Don’t test me, y/n.’’
‘’Oh? What’s with that tone?’’ you squeezed his tip, earring a loud moan from him. ‘’Watch out.’’
You were having the time of your life, having him at your service and there wasn’t anything he couldn’t do. Fuck, that submissive trait of him made you hornier.
‘’I’m sorry just — take it out, please.’’
Enough of making Heeseung suffer. You nodded at his words, hooking the hem of his underwear and pulling down enough for his dick to come out, smacking his abs. Took you a few minutes to resume what you were doing. His tip was covered up with pre cum, so when you slid your hand all the way down, it was smooth.
No slow pace this time, just you jerking off your best friend like it was a usual activity between him and you. And it could be your frequent activity to do more often if he wanted, but now wasn’t the right time to think about that. The way your name left his lips made your head spin.
His eyes were closed, hands holding for dear life into his bed sheets that his knuckles were turning white. Oh, to engrave that image in your brain.
Soon his hips helped you out, bucking into your fist like he was fucking you deep inside. At that point, Heeseung could care less if the neighbours could hear him.
‘’Fuck! Just like that… feels so good.’’
His back was arched a bit, and even your arm was starting to feel numb due the lack of experience, somewhere inside you took strength to continue pleasing him.
Your hand was moving up and down, the slick noises filling the room as you gave everything to help him reach his highest point. No inch of his dick was left unnoticed, sometimes you slowed your pace reaching his base just for coming back at his tip to stroke it with eagerness.
Heeseung could feel a knot tighten on his abdomen.
‘’Fuckfuckfuck! D–Don’t stop please…! I’m s–so close!’’
It was fucking tempting to suddenly stop any move, only for him to cry and beg you to continue, that he was feeling so good for you to stop. But you were not that mean, right?
You sped up your pace a little more, all that your aching limb let you. Heeseung was just a few strokes away from release.
‘’God! I’m cumming! K–Keep going I’m cumm—’’
His words lingered in the air as the climax reached him, tensing his body.
As he told you, you kept your pace, helping him through his high. Heeseung’s back was arched, his hot seed dripping down your hand and reaching his abs. Mouth opened as quiet moans left his throat.
Gently, as his cock softened in your hands, you stopped your movements watching him come back to reality. He gave you a tired look but in his lips was a smirk.
‘’That was…’’
‘’...amazing, wasn’t it? I can tell.’’
He laughed, kicking you softly with his knee.
‘’ Wait, let me bring you some towels to clean this mess.’’
You caressed his thigh, leaving towards the bathroom. As you left, Heeseung sighed feeling complete, his heart pounding fiercly inside his chest.
#enhypen#drabble#enha#enha x reader#enhypen hard hours#enhypen hard thoughts#enha heeseung#enha smut#heeseung scenarios#chaconnewon
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the guide to crushes and how to bag them ft. neighbour!soonyoung smau !
¡ pairing : neighbour& singer!soonyoung x reader, strangers to beef havers to bee ef efs to lovers, hoshi being down bad ( is this showing my type ) also ft. seungkwan.
! genre : fluff, humour,oneshot smau.
¡ warnings : cussing.
! a/n : it's already the next day in korea but it's not here so happy birthday to my first bias in svt hehe you're the reason I even got interested in wanting to know them and I couldn't be more grateful 💌 have a good one hoshiiii 💌 ( saying that as if he'll see this but anyways u get it 😅😅😅) let me know what u think of this 🙏
1. make them want you first ( reasons could range from wanting to date you to wanting to almost murder you BUT ITS STILL A WIN CAUSE THEY WANT YOU!!!! [ dead or alive could vary] )
2. first impressions can be manipulated to have even better later impressions ☝️( aplogise for ur mistakes brother )
3. accidentally flirt with them but make it seem like a mistake so ur not tooo obvious.
4. Talk to them and become friends.
5. Go out on a few dates.
6. Try letting them know your feelings after a few dates if you think it's right.
4. say fuck it and let it alllll out ( do or die lolzie yolo 🙌🙌🙌🙌)
5. bagged them with only 4 steps 🙏🙏🙏( p.s results may vary for u 😅😅😅😅😅 I got lucky i wasn't immediately murdered 🙏🙏🙏)
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heya, can I please request hc’s of how 141 boys would react to their s/o finding out they(141) cheated on their s/o (reader) . im in need of some angst 😭
Oh, boy.
Long disclaimer: this has been in my ask box since July, and I am well aware that it's unlikely you're still in need for angst. I quickly came to the realisation after working on it for a few days that I misread the entire prompt and had written for Price and Soap with YOU being the one to cheat on THEM (141). In my perfectionist state, I abandoned the whole thing, choosing to forgo the whole prompt even if it meant denying someone who was clearly interested in my work something that they'd asked for that I could (reasonably) provide. Nobody should have to wait this long for their ask to be answered, and I'm incredibly apologetic that I was so selfish as to leave it go stale in my inbox. Anon, sweetheart, I highly recommend that you search for another writer to fulfill this, because I'm sure they would gladly dive into the idea that the 141 are cheating on YOU, and not the other way around like I misunderstood. It is entirely uncouth for me to make someone wait this long for a simple ask – don't even get me started that it isn't even in HC format – and I can only apologise that even when it is 'out', now, it is not what you asked for and is my initial interpretation of your ask. I did not do it justice. You deserve better, anon. I sincerely aplogise.
Some of the Boys with Cheating S/Os
TW: General angst, adultery, mild aggression, mention of arson (mild)...
Captain John Price
Anyone knew it wasn't easy being married to a man such as John Price, himself included. He would have traded the life he had if he could, but he couldn't, nor wouldn't, because that wasn't the man he knew himself to be. Sure, in some perverted timeline, a thousand light years away wherein he didn't feel a sense of pride, responsibility, or accountability over the people with whom he shared his country, might he have taken that job as head of accounting he would have been promised, had he gone to university, or simply devoted his life to the blues and twos of the constabulary. None of it would have been harder work that he currently undertook, but it was honest work. And that was the sort of man he was: honest, dependable, and loyal.
That being said, much like the aforementioned, neither of those exclusive three things were easy to achieve. Nor adhere to. But when he stood at that altar in his pin-striped suit, pink and red corsage on chest, and spoke his vows to love you in sickness and in health - and, Christ, he didn't take them lightly - and you returned them, he hoped that you meant it.
And that wasn't to imply that you didn't. You did. Most ardently.
But the nights were long, cold, and unbearable without John. When he was back, he was often distant for a week or two, reeling from whatever madness he saw in the field. If he did make it back into his own mind, he was unlike the man who left beforehand. In fact, he would only return a few days prior to leaving, and then the cycle spun again. And again. And again.
He never spoke about it – the field. Never took a moment to cry in front of you – you heard him, of course you did, in the shower, when he thought you were doing the laundry – and if you did press him on the matter, he simply washed it away with a dismissive hand and a non-committal 'I'm fine, love'.
That might have been when it started. The distance. When the nights become longer, colder, and so unbearable that you needed something to warm the space beside you when he was away. That was all it was ever supposed to be.
John found the men's razor in the bin in the bathroom. It was your colleague, Mark's. He'd come over one evening to comfort you when John was away. It was supposed to be a bottle of wine and a walk home for him, but he woke up in your bed, and there was no stopping what had started, then.
There was no moment of doubt in John.
He knew it immediately; you had another man by your side.
He most expected it. That might have been the most devastating part of all. That, in sickness, he knew you might have longed for the warmth of a man to the point of committing adultery, even if you professed that your heart still lay with him. Even if he knew, himself, that it still did.
You knew he knew it, too, when he sidled into the kitchen with a hand palming his beard, and he placed the razor beside the pot of bolognese you were monitoring as it bubbled away.
"Got something to say?" He asked.
For some god-forsaken reason, there was no malice in his tone. He should have been near-boiling over the thought of another man with his hands on you – the body that he had sworn to cherish and to hold until the day he died.
But, as was the case when he took his vows, he did not take them lightly.
And though you sobbed, pitifully, and asked him to be quick with the divorce papers, so that you might quit your job and move somewhere else - somewhere less suffocating from the lies and the deception – John did not give up.
He threw the razor back into the bin. He sat you at the dining room table. He asked you to explain. Everything. From the very beginning – not since Mark, not since that bloody bottle of red wine, not since the gentle hand he placed on your knee when he should have been out the door – the complete, unabashed beginning when you first lost a modicum of care for him.
When you did finish speaking, the sun had come up. It must have been seven in the morning, but your eyes were so bloated, your words had torn such a scratch into your throat that you couldn't ask what time it was, nor even be able to see the clock on your kitchen wall.
It wasn’t pretty, the things you both spoke about, of the late nights spent texting John, asking if he was doing alright – to utter radio silence on the other end – as another man lay between your legs, suckling against your sopping cunt, and dragging every droplet of cum and sinful moan your voice had to offer, of the dissolved shared affection and broken trust that lined every sentence, of the nervousness as you walked into the pharmacy to ask for a morning-after pill, just to quell the shame you felt about having another man's uncloaked cock in your cunt, even though you were up-to-date on birth control that month.
But if anything permeated throughout the entire conversation, that cemented the idea that, if he hadn't asked you to be his wife, that someone else would have surely filled the role better than you – it was that he was not going to give up on you.
He'd given those vows as a promise, not as a suggestion. In sickness and in health. Till death do you both part. And you could have – and had – moped about how terrible a wife you were, how he should leave at the soonest possible moment and never look back, but that wasn't going to happen, so long as John Price was your husband.
Because if there was one thing he would do, in every facet of life, perverted timeline or not, it was try.
For John Price would never give up on his lawfully-wedded wife.
John "Soap" MacTavish
There's a pair of underwear in the wash that doesn't fit him. He knows because he tried them on. They're initial-ed in sharpie on the inside label. JR. They're not his initials, that’s for certain. They're not his favoured design. They're not in the shade he wears. They're a lot of things that they aren’t and shouldn't be, like in the wash at all, beside your panties, one of your special weekend bras, and old bedsheets.
James Robinson, your pilates instructor.
It takes him too long to rack his brain before he happens upon the name, arriving at it after consulting your calendar magnet-ed to the fridge, spending the rest of the time thinking with them on the kitchen counter. He nurses a glass of milk as he does. It isn't right for alcohol at the time. It's only five in the morning, though if it were five in the afternoon he would have already taken the next bus to the White Rabbit pub and burnt them in the trash out in the alleyway, just to send a message to you to never give them back to the man who took you from him, when they better suited being strapped to one of his homemade explosives and thrown through the bastard’s office window.
The cereal you munch as he stares at you that same morning tastes sour. Seems like it’s gone off, but Johnny's drinking a glass – his third that morning – so you surmise it’s just about ready to turn. His eyes won't leave you. They often never did, particularly in the mornings, but not like this. Not with such intensity that your stomach draws bile from your liver.
The boxers are in the knife drawer.
You don’t know that the boxers are in the knife drawer, and if you did, you might have even fessed up before he had the opportunity to confront you about it. You’re a coward. You know it. He knows it, too. That’s why he’s waiting for the right time.
And when it is – the right time, that is – he digs them out from between the cutlery and throws them in your lap. It’s silly, really, the thought that takes the place of confusion in your brain. It’s stupid. Naive. Idiotic. Perverted.
"What was that for?" You chuckle, holding them up. Sure, if he wants that now, you're quite ready for it–
"–They're not mine."
All prior concern is embellished with fear. A gall builds in your stomach – you’re about to throw up, and a dry heave makes it to the base of your throat, a quick gulp forcing anything bitter back down. It’s simply foolish, how easily it makes complete sense. The nervous drinking all morning, the gaze that wouldn’t leave yours, the smell of cigarette ash on his fingers when he handed you the carton of milk for your cereal. And you think, oh-so naively, that there may be a chance to refuse his insinuation.
“They're not yours? Who else could these belong to, Johnny? They fit you, don't they?"
"Really? Seriously?" He bites back a disgusted scowl, you see it in his cupid’s bow, hunched up towards his nostrils exactly how it manifests in his nightmares, the scent of rotting bodies, dirty blood, unfinished business. "J.R."
You go blank. There’s nothing at all. You’ve never thought about nothing at all before. It’s a desolate place, the emptiness of your mind. It ruminates in your soul like footprints in a field at night. Who they belong to, why they’re there, why they’re no longer. There’s nothing to be seen, nothing to be heard, nothing to be felt – the trees are too far drawn into the night to be real; tangible.
"Johnny–" it spills out suddenly.
"–Don't you go sayin' my name with those dirty fuckin' lips!” He growls.
"We can – we'll talk about it.” Some things are coming to mind. Not many. Self-preservation related, mostly. “Sit down.” You wave your hands wildly. “I can explain everything, I promise–”
"–Oh," there was almost amusement in his voice, edging on the maniacal, certainly psychotic, "You take me for a fuckin' bampot, don't ye?"
"Johnny, please!"
He nears. He’s animalistic, right now, the way he's stalking you like a tiger who can’t pounce because you haven’t yet turned your back to him, and it wouldn’t be fun until you did. You've never seen that look on him. You never want to again, if he can help it, though you’re not sure he can. It's better suited to the field, staring down an enemy from close range, just before he sets a bullet straight through his head. A sharp fear rises behind the upset. It’s cold. It lingers like a needle beneath skin. It hurts.
"Get out of my house."
"What? Johnny?"
"I said, get out of my fuckin' house!" He swells with an uncanny rage.
Only when you do leave, retreating into the hallway wearing your pyjamas only, does he heave a breath or two that turn solidly into anguished pants, choked sobs and lonely wails. It isn’t supposed to turn out like this, sitting before the lift of your apartment complex, covering the guilt with the ruse of having lost your keys if anyone stops to ask if everything is okay, though everything is most certainly not okay.
James was a nice man. Johnny was a nicer one. But the quell in your throbbing, begging cunt from months of being apart from Johnny was even nicer when James indulged, tongue lapping over your folds like a dog wishing to please its owner. You told him you enjoyed it, even left him with a kiss on his cheek, and he left as soon as it ended, though you hid from him the fact that you threw up in the toilet as soon as you locked the door, sobbing into the same sheets he had you dribble your cum, wishing you could reverse time.
Johnny will never forgive you. That much is true. No matter how much you plead at his doorstep for him to reconsider the relationship – his mind is not so weak, and he finds it endearing that you seem to be convinced otherwise. Though, he does regret one thing – not taking your things, too, along with James’, to the empty lot behind the correctional youth centre and paying the kids there to watch it burn.
BONUS: Phillip Graves
Totally not because I feel bad about letting down anon... no way...
It's three weeks after the fact of your adultery that a text pops up on your phone, unattended, that reads something to the effect of feeling guilty about your time spent with a man for the benefit of revenge, suspecting that Graves, too, has been cheating, as you delicately lament to your best friend, Emily.
Naturally, he confronts you, and you know better than to lie to a man with an arsenal of juggernauts at his disposal, so you confirm his suspicions, and explain that it was by no fault but your own that you slept with Adam.
He’s furious, ardently so – justly so – and you explain that it was undeserved on both sides, to which he seems inexplicably confused, until landing on the understanding that you thought a woman you saw at a hotel with Adam was his lover. And you realise… he wasn’t cheating on you.
And the confusion compounds in your mind, realising his naivité of your illicit relationship was fueled only by the fact that you’d been attending book club at such ridiculous times in the night. He’s pacing, gasping for air as you rightfully say;
“I can’t believe you thought I was going to book club this whole time.”
And he stills, like a lamb, crouches against the dresser, and exclaims with such anguish that you wish you’d never said anything about it at all:
“There’s no book club?!”
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sorry for my love of seaman...
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NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i will NEVER aplogise for my love of seaman. seaman nation new world government, he has built nations and he will do it again
SEAMAN WORLDWIDE SEAMAN FOREVER
because after all...
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spark | wriothesley
in which you and wriothesley find an unlikely spark.
CHAPTER TWO: ARRANGED
prince!wrio x fem!noble!reader, invented country au
✧ genre: fluff, angst...? maybe...? if you squint...?, arranged marriage trope
✧ tw: usage of damn, if you see anything else lmk <3
✧ word count: 456 words (i'm SO SORRY EWOIHSFOSDL)
✧ playlist: spark - taeyeon, radio - lana del rey, deja vu - txt, darl+ing - seventeen, invu - taeyeon, agora hills - doja cat, killin' me good - jihyo, i like you (a happier song) - doja cat & post malone, fever - enhypen, eleven - ive, hype boy - newjeans, hard to love - rose, sour grapes - le sserafim, oh my god - adele, my head & my heart - ava max, nonsense - sabrina carpenter, the feels - twice, might as well - wayv
✧ pre-reading note: yo uh there might be inconsistencies between this chapter and the last one, the idea for some of this came AFTER the publishing of the prev chapter so uh yeah!
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ii. arranged
He strides in, holding a pot of tea on an ornate silver tray that gleams in the warm light.
'Oh, no!' the queen chuckles. 'He's our teaboy. He quite likes to dress up, my ladies in waiting tell me he's quite the charmer.' You let out a shaky breath. You like the queen, she's sweet and seems to have an excellent relationship with her people. The king, too, is nothing but jovial. If you're to marry Wriothesley, at least his family is nice, and the rumours say he is too.
'No, that's Wriothesley.'
He's more ethereal than you ever could have thought. Ebony hair streaked through with silver and wearing a grey suit accented with a crimson tie, he was the most beautiful thing you'd ever seen. His smile, radiant enough to light up the whole kingdom, and his sweet dimples that just made him seem all the more handsome. Black studs glinted in both of his ears, giving off the impression of someone tough, but with that grin you couldn't see him as anything other than the sweetheart everyone said he was. And he's walking over to you. Uh-oh.
He takes a seat next to you on the couch, chuckling softly and aplogising for being late. He looks even more ravishing from here, and as he turns to you, you quickly turn around, suddenly very interested in your tea.
'Hello darling. Thought I was going to have to remind you to close your mouth.'
The side eye you give him was devastating. He snickers quietly at your switch up, then speaks in a rich, deep tone.
'Mother, Father, Queen Eliana, King Richard. May I take me bride-to-be on a little walk?'
Your mother giggles daintily, and your father nods his approval. As quickly as he sat down, Wriothesley stands back up and offers you a gloved hand. You take it, and your mother shoots you a glance that's both a warning and a knowing smirk at the same time.
'Shall we?'
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The garden is absolutely dreary. Winter has hit Emeia hard, and the leaves have abandoned the fingers of the trees which arch longingly for summer. Icy white roses still bloom in early winter, and you admire their sweet aroma as you stroll around the path with Wriothesley. He's surprisingly easy to talk to, and you find yourself laughing a lot more than you thought you would, ladylike manners and covering your mouth be damned. It starts getting dark and the cold caress of the breeze makes you shiver. Wriothesley, being the gentleman he is, notices, and offers you his coat.
'No, I'm okay thanks. I think we should head inside then. And... thanks for tonight, Wrio.'
He smiles.
'Wrio, huh? I like that name.'
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a/n: i am so so sorry that this is insanely short but i'm running low on motivation :/ i promise i'll get more out soon even if there's a bunch of short parts pls don't hate me :P
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