#i am sososo lonely

[thefabulous-mostgroovy]

this is a serious question: how do you actually go out and Meet People? i have literally two friends, one of them lives in another country, and the other is always too busy to hang out. so, genuinely, how do you meet new people once you've left school?? everyone at my work is either twice my age and weird about trans people, or they're my age but we are Just Work Friends and i barely know how to talk to them.

[cathkaesque]

Terminal case of missing my bf itus

[cimicherrychanga]

btw u guys have to promise to not be mad at me for becoming ur turtle mutual. please

[marxstradamus]

feeling separated

[gibbearish]

huh. having now understood reaching my target audience of one i think i now get why certain artists have gone batshit, and its because no matter their audience size or how explicitly they state things, no one gets what theyre actually saying

[bunflora]

having a normal one tonight

[goldeelocks]

More incoherent complaining sorry (i know ive been so negative lately i just need to vent lol)

I wish I had a disordered friend. Not for competition, just to talk to. Because this was kind of fun at first but now it's consumed my whole life and i don't have control over it anymore and I just wish I had someone in real life to talk to about it because it is SO isolating and lonely to deal with (I mean I don't have to tell you guys that, you all know exactly what I mean lol) but I can't because then I'd give myself away. And I'm not even skinny yet so no-one would take me seriously anyway.

Aaaaaa im sorry I've been complaining so much on here lately, i hate to do it because there are so many wonderful beautiful things in my life that I should be grateful for but instead i choose to focus on all the bad things. I promise I'm not so negative irl lol its just that everyone on here is so kind and understanding and I am sososo grateful for all of you truly. I really don't know where I'd be without all of you.

[druidgroves]

unfortunately i am a pick me girl when it comes to ghosts/the paranormal. im convinced that by being niceys to them that they wouldn't harm me or possess me. what if they're lonely. what if they just want a friend. i would be sososo nice i would let them watch tv & play music for them. i just think the ghosts would like me. im built different.

[etchabot]

You and me will all go down in history...

Collaboration with @vilesorcerer 💚

WAAAH HERE'S A HUGE COLLABORATION BETWEEN ME AND MY SWEETIE BABY HONEY ;_; i did the lines and they did sooo sososo good with like. everything else. they're amazing and i kiss them and i love them so much MWAHMWAHMWAH

we've been giving bethesda toooooo much emotional labor by putting our two men in fallout 3. donnie has been my lone wanderer since ~2017, which was one of the first things i talked about with my then friend, now partner of almost two years. elias is their character who has been through a lot but i am so honored to see how far he (and they!) have come. fallout 3 is kind of shit, but it's *the* shit, and it's *our* shit that we love so much.

this illustration comes from our ideas for an expanded fallout 3 experience which fleshes out the game's themes of destiny and morality. we talk a lot about how we might change the events of the game, particularly those involving battles at the jefferson memorial.

following a vertibird explosion, elias dives into the tidal basin after donnie. scorched debris falls around them as he attempts to pull donnie from the depths...

[puertoark]

My experience with each Amnesia game which I need to share with the world

SO UM. Hi. I fell in love with this game series its been a while and I needed somewhere to talk abt it so here I am !

I'll be depcting my unasked opinion briefly for each game bc god I have sm to talk abt every single one of them

Amnesia: The Dark Descent

Everyone loves this game right right I do too BUT I must say it was personally my least favorite of the series which doesn't mean I didnt fucking loved it. Almost everything abt it is nearly perfect - the ambience and sound design specially is something so so special and dear to my heart from this game oh my

I really enjoyed the narrative too its just that.. it didnt impact me like the others did and I think most of the complaints ppl have about Rebirth are applicable here aswell

I personally felt like the pacing was kinda odd too but thats probably just me anyway I rank TDD with 6 Alexanders and 2 Servant Brutes

Amnesia: A Machine for Pigs

Idk how safe it is to say that on the internet after 10 years but I enjoyed this game sm more than I did with TDD

I know why everyone dislikes this one (no inventory + no sanity + no mechanics + L + ratio) but I gotta say I enjoyed the safer walking simulator with occasional danger like gameplay

And I like how they did it too - This was the game to introduce the flickering light mechanic to when you're in danger and I absolutely love it?? Its more subtle and haunting than the roar + music start playing when you're in danger thing. its elegant and superb MY OPINION

Talking about haunting the HORROR aspect of this HORROR game is nailed aswell in more subtle things too! The atmosphere is so fucking bizarre and oppressive sometimes when youre just reading a fucking note and digging lore like christ. how. I really do enjoy Mandus's character as a creppy factor aswell as the manpigs designs too

Not talking abt Jessica Curry's score for this game bc everyone agrees its a masterpiece

I rank this one with both Edwin and Enoch

Amnesia: Rebirth

hey guys pls stop hating on games that are actual masterpieces plss

Ok now. I too have my negatives with this game. The jumpscares in the fear mechanics. And some scripted ones too but thats it.

Tasi as a character is amazing, I love her saur much I loved the mechaninc of dont "die" or else you'll be a ghoul in ten minutes and I love how talkative she is…. ik a lot of people don't like it but I think it works just perfectly with her character - esp since shes not "alone" like the other 3 and I LOVE her relationship with her pregnancy and Amari. By the end, her story had me in pieces like no ending was satisfactory enough and…. and…..

I LOVED the scenarios and atmosphere too Frictional nailed it with art direction and sound design as ALWAYS

Amnesia: The Bunker

My second fave of the series I rank with 9 Makkas and 1 lovely Amari

I am shaking, in tears, in pieces, trembling, floored, literally on your walls

God.

This game had no right in being this haunting and sad, literally… For me this game is the one that stands out the most in the franchise. I loved how most of the storytelling was on the scenarios and events of the bunker. A quiet, superb story. I loved every single detail abt it like I literally cant even describe it

The historical context, setting, ost, gameplay, CHARACTERS LIKE… HENRI AND AUGUSTIN I AM SO SORRY SOSOSO SORRY OMFG I could spend DAYS talking about them, talking about all the nuances of this game

Ofc they nailed the atmosphere and sound design but this time its better than its ever been. Feels so lonely and isolated being Henri on the bunker then you peek outside and theres a fucking WAR ready to take his life. The war that made his bff (prob his only family) a monster and took everything of them both. How scary it is to even use a gun sometimes… absolute masterpiece. Frictional peaked hard

I rank this one with one Henri one Augustin and one rabbit toy

thank you frictional games for ruining my life with horror games that for some reason had some of the best human and existential narratives ive ever experienced

Still have to play Justine tho.

[polyamorouspunk]

omg for sleepover friday i NEED to rant about my crush cause hes so akdjakdj <33

so, of course, as is in true queer fashion, i am madly in love with my best friend - i mean what can i say? he is GORGEOUS and the most kind, caring, charismatic boy ive ever met, and ive met a LOT of boys. hes one of the only people i know that fully accept me and are 100% okay (and not secondhandedly uncomfortable) with my transness/queerness - im a t4t poly gay man.

so! we spend like every second ever together and he is so nice to me and i love being around him. the only problem here is that i have no clue if he may even ever like me back. i met him this school year, and he is very picky about who he likes / dates - hes stated it takes him years to like / get a crush on anyone - but im like . the opposite. i get crushes sososo easy and they stick like GLUE and i had a crush on him from the first time i spoke to him and he touched my face in a way that felt so insanely intimate and sweet.

anyway, to the point. we both actively yearn about how much we wish we could have a boyfriend - were both lonely gay men. why wouldnt we? - and it is so insanely painful because like. dude. im perfect for you. youre perfect for me. HOW do you not see that? :( every time he talks about something he likes in a boy it feels like hes vaguely hinting at being in love with me but i know hes not cause idk why would he be?

we text each other every time something good, bad, neutral happens. we call when we get home every day until we go to bed and we text each other when we wake up. HOW IS HE NOT MY BF :(

also the other day i wrote a paragraph ab how much i loved him (3k+ characters) and he was like “i love you” “i love you i love you i love you” and its never been so obvious to me how much im in love w someone UGH

idk why im sending this tbh maybe for advice so like 1) should i make a move and 2) how do i make a move

also for sample heres what a goodnight text from him looks like (to see if maybe im just over-exaggerating)

“Hey, imma assume ur asleep. So goodnight, I love you so much, so soooooooooooo fucking much. I cannot WAIT to see you tomorrow, goodnight and I hope you have amazing dreams 💗”

AAAAA im having a he likes me he likes me not moment tbh

Aaaah that’s so cute you HAVE to do something omg you have to bro that’s some fairy tale level shit omg go for iiiit live your best gay life 2024 let’s goooo

[lutavero]

1, 4, 8 and 26?

How did you get into graphics/gif making? Oh wow, I... it happened so long ago omg, it's actually nearing 10 years?? 💀 believe it happened around 2014! I became sososo obsessed with the How To Train Your Dragon franchise and that led me to Tumblr because that was where the gifs were coming from to facebook and it made me make this Tumblr blog and then just fell in love with these evermovers <33 And then a kind blog explained how to download a free software so that I could make my own. <3

What do you enjoy about making graphics/gifs? The fact that I can rewatch certain scenes infinite times, that while cropping you can notice small, otherwise hidden details. Coloring and blending can be fun too! And then I get to read all of your nice little compliments in the tags or your metas. ♥♥♥ That is definitely up high on this list.

Your favorite graphic and or gif created by yourself? This got a little long 😅 I am still so!! proud of this color palette Jaskier set, this orange/gold Clary set, this TK set is just so dear to me, and then there is this set I did for @kiras-sunshine birthday last year, this Tarlos s3 pride set with this Bi!Nancy set, and special shoutout to the sets I made last year for the Lone Star Season 3 Ep and Character weeks, with a special spot being reserved for my feral cat! TK set!! The best legacy I could hope to leave!! 💖💖

Texture(s) you like! Ripped paper and bokeh!!

Ask a graphic / gif maker

[darkdoverpseeker]

🕊️🖤

[ apologies for resending this, but i’ve realise i neglected to use emojis last time. i’m sososo sorry, still learning about the tumblr rp community! 🙏 ]

hello my dead dovies!

i am a 29-year-old woman (she/her/hers) looking for another 21+ roleplay partner who has discord. please respect that i would prefer not to write with a cisman. i’m a literate writer who loves to worldbuild and am capable or multi-paragrah replies; i’d like someone with a similar skill level/passion.

i would like to begin this post discussing my one ““limit””, because i feel it’s an odd one when concerning a dead dove role play. i enjoy writing about/around/referencing/implying intimate 18+ situations, but when it comes to writing the explicit act itself, it just doesn’t interest me. i believe there are flowery ways to write about the topic, without having to get into the knitty-gritty details. again, physical attraction/acts of intimacy will take place, and we can absolutely write about them, i just prefer we go the flowery route with anything explicit.

however, other 18+ topics (such as violence, gore, drug use, illness/sickness, crime, etc) are 100% things we can dig into, deep and dirty, knitty and gritty, all of it. <3

if you’ve continued reading passed this point, then let’s move forward.

i’m specifically looking for an m/m hetalia role play. the first character i play is southern italy, and while i can write against most any character, i’ll provide a few ideas… spain, prussia, france, portugal, netherlands, denmark, russia. open to 2ps as long as they aren’t overly edgy. i would also enjoy writing greece against turkey, but only turkey.

the plot/story idea i’m looking for is also somewhat specific.

i’m craving a stalk/victim roleplay. potentially (hopefully) with a decent age-gap, though with both characters still being 18+. idc we’re glorifying this horrible scenario because i love this trope. :)

this would be a humanverse au, or some variation of a modern omegaverse au, and whoever you choose to play would be an intimacy seeking stalker (and an alpha if applicable). tl;dr, an intimacy seeking stalker is typically someone who is (often, but not explicitly) lonely, and becomes romantically/intimately obsessed with/protective of their target, sometimes to the point of misinterpreting the actions or words of the victim as meant for them, or even perceiving an actual relationship between the two of them. we can also throw in a good ole dose of obsessive love disorder, which basically exacerbates this type of stalking. old “presents as an overwhelming, obsessive desire to protect and possess another person.” less likely to be violent/pushy/angry than other types of stalkers, though they can certainly delve into those things. after all, there are obviously going to be darker/taboo aspects of this plot.

i want us to play with all the classic stalker moves/tropes — leaving mail and gifts, taking photos, peeping through windows, knowing where they live, knowing their phone number, breaking in… i do not want to portray any physical violence from the stalker towards the target, though manipulation isn’t off the table.

in this roleplay i’d like for the stalking to start out small/slow/subtle, and escalate over time. i will likely portray lovino as initially put off, but eventually giving in/playing along. like i said, we’re glorifying this awful trope so there will be some level of reciprocation at some point.

like this and i’ll send you a message asap!

like if interested!

[monkeesque]

the problem is that i AM lonely and my mum is right except its not bc of phones or bc nobody calls each other anymore or whatever the fuck its bc everyone i see on a daily basis i harbor a strangely strong sense of distrust towards and would honestly prefer to not hang out with them in my free time ever . and the ppl i do like are either sososo fucking busy or in different countries

[underlash-owl]

yes.

I am SO back i missed you SOSOSO MUCH . how have you been in the time i was gone? lonely, definitely

no, i have bumbling idiots everywhere around me at all time.

[shirajellyfish]

Ooh this looks fun! I don’t like the ask game format much and this is too many for tags so I will just. Answer all the questions. Under the cut because it’s long

1. Shandzii. I saw the jester because of Shandzii and was like wait wait WAIT  minute is that a robot jester where can I get more of this because I need MORE

2. Robot! Jesters!!!!I have always loved robots and robot things. I also realized a few years ago how much I love jesters. I spend hours on ebay looking at (... and occasionally buying) weird porcelain jesters. Most are terrible and it’s hilarious. I love them. So when I saw ROBOT JESTERS it was already all over for me. The lore and phenomenal voice acting only worsened my brainrot.

3. Uhhhh. I don’t know. Over a year by... some amount. I haven’t been counting oops.

4. Nah. I don’t think SB actually seems like that good of a game? As an interactive space to explore it’s cool, but the actual gameplay inside that space doesn’t particularly make me want to play it. (I would say I’m also too baby to play horror games, but SB fails so hard at being spooky 99% of the time that I can’t say that would be an issue here.)

5. I mean I did write a 470K word fanfic (”I see you, Sundrop!”) so it would be weird if I didn’t say that

6. I love biblically accurate art the most. I don’t think that style is necessarily better than any other, it just scratches my particular brain in just the right way. For fics I will read literally anything with a plot if the writing is decent. I will read a story where Sun and Moon are your shoelaces if you can make it work. I devour fanfics and I love them.

7. Mer AU is my favorite! Mermaids are also a thing I like a lot like a whole lot. Though really any kind of creature or cryptid makes me so excited.

8. Riley Greene! A character built to find answers for all the silly questions I have about the details of how animatronics work haha

9. Biblically accurate DCA my BELOVED. I honestly don’t see why people think he’s creepy. Maybe it’s just my face blindness talking but he is perfect and good to me.

10. Fanficfanficfanficfanfic.Ohhh so much fanfic. So tasty fanfic.

11. Sun. I’m sorry, Moon... If both were in a trash compactor and I could only save one, I’d dive into the compactor and die trying to save both. But if I was just casually hanging out with them for an hour and I had to choose which, it’d be Sun. Time for arts and crafts.

12. What’s not to love about Eclipse? Feral fandom Eclipse or combo Eclipse goodest boy canon Eclipse or spooky BB world glitch Eclipse, all of it is great.

13. I’m one of the people that doesn’t think of Sun as affected by the virus, as he doesn’t harm Gregory at all. Maybe he would have been a bit calmer though, he seems lonely in SB.

14. I’m torn between “what if he was SCRUNKLY” and “Maybe like the in game ads where he’s calm and sleepy?” because both are so good.

15. Definitely two people. That was my headcanon before Ruin, but Ruin pretty much confirms it.

16. Robot stuff! I looove the little details about how robots work, how they think, what it’s like to be one. Repair scenes are my favorite.

17. Sexual content. Not shaming, I’m just asexual myself and would just rather not see it because of personal preferences. If you like that kind of thing you are valid, it’s just not for me.

18. New chapters from sooo many fanfics. So so sososos many FANFICS feed me new chapters.

19. YES let’s sit down and do crafts let’s play games. (After I finish hiding behind things panicking because I am SHY, anyway)

20. If you (literally anyone reading this) has a fanfic I want to eat it. Let me eat it.

alright dca fandom, here's some questions bc i'm curious. the funky jesters make our brains go brr, but why? treat it as an ask game or answer in the tags if you feel like it! :)

how did you get here?

why these characters in particular? what was the hook for you?

how long have you been here?

have you actually played fnaf sb?

if you make content, what's your favorite piece you've contributed?

what's your favorite sort of art or fic? what genre/flavor/style?

what's your favorite au?

do you have any ocs, or have any ocs you're fond of?

what do you think of the dca's canon appearance? Scary? Cute? Something else?

what keeps you in this fandom despite the very small amount of canon content the dca had?

be honest: if you had to pick only one, sun or moon?

thoughts on eclipse?

thoughts on pre-glitch sun?

thoughts on pre-glitch moon?

do you interpret sun and moon as two sides of the same person, or truly two separate beings in one body? does it matter?

what's something in the fandom you'd like to see more of?

what's something in the fandom you'd like to see less of?

anything you're looking forward to?

do you think you'd actually get along with the dca if you met them irl?

free space! talk about whatever's on your mind!