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digitalagepulao · 2 months ago

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okay so. finished watching the Black Myth Wukong gameplay, including the secret stuff. and um.

huh?????

#i am soooo fucking confused #by the premise and the endings and the #everything???#im clearly missing smth cus #???????????#black myth wukong

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spaciebabie · 1 year ago

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honestly bro I think the funniest thing Abt being autistic is that I can't tell when people are trying ta be friends with me it just like doesn't click. ppl will all of the sudden start talking ta me and I'll be like, "hm why is this person talking ta me so much all of the sudden do they want something I mean I guess I'll go along with it"

#like I am privy ta the fact that this happens but I can't recognize it in the moment #spacie spoinks #I make friends on accident djdjdjjdjdn #I think that talking 2 me is much like headbutting against a brick wall like it'll break eventually but it's gonna take awhile #and also your head will suffer irreparable damage #I'm soooo fucking dense dude 😭😭#also like. I can tell when ppl are nervous but I can't place why #so like when someone nervously comes up 2 me and starts fucking talking about the lore of garnarak or some shit #b/c they just wanna have a conversation #just like #this is really cool bro but I'm confused asta why you're telling me this #not malicious just genuine confusion #then like a month later I'll be like WAIT THEY WERE TRYING 2 BE MY FRIEND??? AND TALK TA.ME ON A SEMI REGULAR BASIS?? WHOOPSIE #well opportunity for a friend lost b/c I'm just so fucking dense 😭😭😭#can you tell this has happened a lot djdjdndndnndn #anyways. I should get out of bed

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im-smart-i-swear · 7 months ago

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YAY FINALLY MEETING THE WINGED LION!!!! maybe ill get some answers finally

i still dont know whats this guys deal except that hes like a patron of the dungeon? but aside from that hes a total mystery to me. well maybe ill learn more soon!!

also. giga quad head marcille happened. not sure what to do w this info tho

currently at chapter 60!! god i love itzusumi so much...... i love all of them...........

#dunmeshi spoilers #im having a BLAST rn this is so awesome #i also started taking screenshots of panels i think are neat or funny to look back at l8r :)#god. something about the way ryoko kui draws animals is soooo good.... i want to absorb her artstyle so fucking bad #SHES SO GOOD AT DRAWING ANIMALS AND MAKING THEM BELIVABLE AND EXPRESSIVE AND GROUNDED #THE WINGED LIONS EPRESSIONS ARE SOOOO GOOD. GOD #also i love this panel and the next two. the winged lion is just so dissapointed and underwhelmed its so fucking funny #they werent lying this lion IS kinda cunty. havent reached the point where he has abs yet tho(<-that happened right?? or am i wrong lol)#he showed up in laios' dream and basically went 'you need to get your shit TOGETHER and fullfil the PROPHECY' and laios is just. so confuse

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boxwinebaddie · 6 months ago

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everytime i rem(ember) that at the end of rm jersey has short hair something inside me screams and dies

#nina speaks #like Goddaaammnit Dude #it wasnt enough that they literally SHOT his ass #they had to cut his beautiful goregous curly boy HAIR too???#soooooo criminal holy shit count your fucking Days bitch!!!#like i am not saying he didn't look good or his bone structure didn't carry like he looked FIERCE it was a good change of pace #BUT IT WASNT RIGHT!! THEY MURDERED LONG HAIR JERS #smh i just know he woke up after three days hopped up on soooo much morphine all confused looking down at ravenstan #like why is there a beautiful weeping angel holding my hand my face feels weird holy shit am i dead...oh my god...WORSE #aM I BALD???? AM I UGLY??????? JHLKSKDSSDLd REEEAL #like good news u survived being shot bad news we had to cut your hair like jk i'd actually rather die i look like justin fkn bieber #pour one out for short hair yersey...he was mad but he served #kyle was horrified but stan thought he looked cute <3 #soz i had a vivid dream abt this last night and had to share #my supermodel son

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girlscience · 4 months ago

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also what if i'm not nonbinary. what if i'm just a regular woman. what if nothing i thought about myself was real? what if i don't have body image issues of any kind anymore?

#am i happy? sad? content? stressed? idk #can my emotion just be confused???#will say i am very certain of being bisexual. i feel suprisingly settled in that in a way i never have. which is wonderful #and strangely freeing. it makes me happy :)#everything else though???? man i don't fucking know #i am bouncing between soooo many tv shows and youtube series and dnd podcasts and video games and different fanfics #i feel sooo all over the place and it's not fun and it's confusing and i don't feel like i know who i am anymore #(which has been building for a while. this isn't a new feeling. i just haven't talked about it)#IM NOT EVEN SURE I LIKE DRAGONS ANYMORE 😭😭#or that I want cats anymore 😭#like who am I if I don't????? 😭

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trashbaget · 8 months ago

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tell me your failed/embarrassing flirting stories to make me feel better, i’ll go first: today i said “get out of my way” forgot to say “i’m kidding” then immediately said “bye”

#it is awful having feelings for someone you know and have an established friendship with #but crushing on someone i barely know is knew to me and i legit feel like an idiot every time i do something stupid like this #i can’t just. talk to the guy #if i say hey and he says sup i say ‘sup indeed’ like what the fuck is that #i can barely even say hello to him #don’t get me wrong i’ve DONE it but most days i’m like #ah fuck there he is #okay you can do it just say hi #just say what’s up #and then he’s already gone #also. like. the setting we’re in is soooo not good for talking or flirting realt because um. it’s work he’s my coworker.. so um. do i fuckin #ask him for his number?? or to hang out??? but like. he’s kind of a stranger to me what do i want to hang out for 🧍#but like. i dont want to do that until i have at least one successful interaction #or like. an actual conversation.#which is gonna be really hard to manage because he doesn’t talk much at all to anyone and i really only talk if someone talks to me first or #i’ll say something absolutely idiotic and ridiculous (and honestly i do that no matter what)#anyway so um. i guess i’m just gonna keep making a fool of myself until i get it right and hopefully i don’t screw it up 🥴#i lost all my confidence in the last year and i cant do anything chill or smooth anymore (i was never that good in the first place but at #least i could PRETEND i knew what i was doing. like i could sell it. the whole weird and lost bit.)#anyway. i felt better for like 5 minutes when some guy at the gas station flirt failed with me on the way home. but that’s partly my fault #too oops. in his defense he probably could not see that i had headphones on bc upon mirror inspection they were well blended with my hair #but i was waiting to cross the street and this guy tried to like nod and smile and i did not know it was to me until i got to the other side #where the gas station was and and like. tried again and i awkward half smiled and saw his face get all mushy and confused like mine FELT 20 #mins before when i’d flopped so hard trying to flirt and by the time i’d processed WAIT i think he was FLIRTING WITH ME i was already gone 🤡#but at least it ended better than the poor 14yo who very confidently asked for my number #who. i shit you not. SCREECHED for a solid 44.5 seconds and bolted the other direction when i said sorry im 21 #his friends were standing there like wtf too and one was like i am so sorry about him 🤦#cheers to being fools universe

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queen-mabs-revenge · 10 months ago

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ok but one of the joys of good omens: putting your favorite historical figure in the 'other tags to include' field on ao3 for funsies

#good omens #this post inspired by my having a lot of heartbreaking thoughts about keats lately #(he's in rome from 31 oct till his death on 23 feb so he's often on my mind in the winter)#and then wondering what if the ineffables were at the dinner where shelley was being That Atheist #ohhhhhhmg come on the hilaRITY #sdkfjsfdfs the whole dinner being a conversation about god's existence and shelley being obnoxious about it #and baiting v devout haydon about whether shakespeare believed in god or not #that's soooo the two idiots in a tiff over smth and crowley egging shelley on to fuck with aziraphale #(not that he needed much egging - oh peebs)#aziraphale in a spite parry miracles haydon the inspiration for 'christ's entry into jerusalem'#keats watching the interplay and kind of half-repulsed/half-enamored by shelley-as-nudged-by-crowley #something something so much demon imagery in keat's poetry something iDK #'the last whom i love more the more of blame is heap’d upon her - maiden most unmeek - i knew to be my demon poesy'#something something 'i should have been a rebel angel had the opportunity been mine'#LAMIA? HELLO???#GOD OK OK OK OK #which would make keats kind of being always a little wary of shelley and not taking up his offer to convalesce with him in pisa #and going to rome instead kind of a consequence of aziraphale and crowley bullshit #oof ouch it hurt itself in its confusion #goD aziraphale's take on keats given his whole victorian charity schtick in the edinburgh minisode I AM FASCINATED #esp given keats's background as a pharmacist and surgeon's assistant - my guy was def on the scalpel side of the resurrectionist trade #MANY THOUGHTS #anyway there are only two tagged appearances of keats in good omens fic but aziraphale fucks shelley once so like

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vegaseatsass · 2 years ago

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Oh btw that Never Let Me Go episode ruuuuuuuuled

#it just gets better and better #phuwin was not lying that episode was hella romantic #and i'm so glad nuengpalm got some positive elder role models to normalize happiness for them #i DO think palm needs to meet someone who teaches him about d/s #because the fact that he likes being ordered around and serving palm romantically def complicates his confusion about his role #ben made me feel for him 100% aw and i'm soooo relieved chopper is a good boy #i will support him if he just goes ape shit but i love a narrative like this where he's navigating so much and staying so good #i am a bit team phum not in how he's terrorizing nuengdiao and anyone who associates with him #but in that his grievances w/ nueng's parents are kinda legit #but nueng shutting the fuck down the idea that non's gratitude to the family justifies servility on any level #makes me think the narrative gets that to at least some extent #so i'm interested in where things will go since tanya is a beloved figure who had one of the best parental reactions to a kid coming out #ever #but she's still the head of a corporate empire with a mafia underbelly #yk?????#i love nueng for just not even touching the idea that his dad was so benevolent in that moment #he didn't even go there! it's besides the point! we don't own you! you don't owe us your life! it's your life!#so proud of him #also: SO PROUD OF PALM for really taking up space this episode #flirting with his WHOLE chest being honest about his feelings #a beautiful beautiful thing to witness!#never let me go #never let me go spoilers

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pinkiepiebones · 1 year ago

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So. That season finale, huh.

#miraculous ladybug #soooo adrien ISN'T an amok? And now fucking Lila is the Butterfly? And what attacked her? AND KWAMIS HAVE TRUE FORMS #I am so confused by this french cartoon y'all

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wabblebees · 2 years ago

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#....... not trying to judge here #but. lmfao #LMFAO. WHY would you post a charles dickens quote and... watermark it. w your own instagram. wtf #if youd made art for it/with it thats wonderful!! hell yeah watermark that shit #like. they credited dickens in the text of the post. but it was a pic of a page of his writing #like. just... cropped to be the relevant quote? and they watermarked it #TWICE #with their... instagram handle #with a slash in front of the @... even tho it was a WATERMARK. EVEN THO it was the EXACT same as their tumblr handle.#is this vagueblogging?? am i vaguing?? im not trying to be rude im just. baffled lmao #i went to their blog to see if there was an explanation but. no dice #they had TONS of other quotes by other authors in... the same exact format. pic of cropped quote on page. watermarked ''ig: @/[redacted]''#and they had some of their own writing too! but... just as textposts?? soooo... no watermark.#im just. so confused😅😂😭 i was gonna send them an anon to ask abt it but their asks+msgs were totally off... bro i just wanna uNdErStAnD #and. obv mr dickens doesnt particularly care at this point lmfao #but still... bizarre #why would you put an @/ in the watermark........ babes... that doesnt make any fucking sense......................#maybe im getting judgy now lmao. but thats why i did it in my own post instead of theirs anyway #🤷 doesnt affect my life. i just hope someone explains to them how watermarks actually work...#bee speaks

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im-tempted · 4 days ago

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I don't agree with dressing to a strict "aesthetic" because I think that's cringe and lame and let yourself have fun

I am very militant about iconography though

You can dress however you want but what's the main focus what pokemon type are you dressed for

Don't be out here dressed in shit for four DIFFERENT things you can't be out here in blood colours and water related jewelry it makes no sense

#i don't think I talk at all on here about how weird I am with clothes #but i am VERY weird about clothes #and cant fucking mix up my iconography people will get confused #anyways does anyone have any good red colour aligned jewellery I can put in my snake bites they look weird when I wear anything but green #<- im soooo mentally ill in ways y'all don't even KNOW yet #adam fucking around

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evendrierguys · 7 months ago

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me and oj watched the 2008 live action higurashi movie last night and 24 hours later i am still not over how absurd it was. like first and foremost it follows the plot of onikakushi pretty closely all the major beats are there but it tries so hard to shove in as many things as possible from other arcs it's just. simultaneously so much and so little as an adaptation

#.rtf #wait till i tell you satoko and rika are more or less side characters. wait till i tell you the games club was omitted entirely.#wait till i tell you i am fairly certain shion is there for one scene but since the movie did absolutely NOTHING to establish her existence #it did not even occur to me it could be her until oj pointed it out. it just felt like mion was acting super ooc.#wait till i tell you not only is ooishi skinny but he just talks to keiichi in the school. no sign of his car or its air conditioning #also a lot of attention is drawn to takano being soooo spooky and mysterious when she is not supposed to stand out that much that early.#it gets genuinely confusing and if even my friend oj who is miyotakanofan34000 thinks it's weird. it's weird!#(genuinely liked the choice to have a creepy painting of her though. i'll give the movie half a star for that)#there's way more i could talk about but i don't wanna be here all night. so uhh yes i saw keiichi's fuck shirt and it is indeed funny

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the-potato-beeper · 8 months ago

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i got to the tiefling party in bg3 last night and i can not stop thinking about it. i am very sad about it actually, bc i didn't recruit Karlach soon enough, so i didn't have high enough approval to romance her 😭😭😭😭😭

instead, i'm romancing Wyll! he was my second choice, so after having a bit to reflect, i'm still pretty happy with how the party turned out! he sadly turned down my offer to dance, i think i only had medium approval? but! i was able to talk to him the morning after and confirm i wanted to date him, so that's going well, i think!

#key speaks #bg3 #i am SO FUCKING SAD i can't romance Karlach yet :C #her approval is only at like. 5? bc i recruited her really late #and forgot to bring her out for most of the goblin camp #i didn't ask her out bc i knew she'd turn me down #Astarion and Lae'zel both propositioned me—#i THINK that's what happened with Lae'zel??????? not sure #that was very intense and also confusing #they're both at neutral approval still #and Astarion fucking disapproved when i turned him down #and i get why bc i've seen soooo many spoilers abt his backstory #but also #really man?#really?#i have high approval with Shadowheart but i don't want to romance her #(sorry Shadowheart!)#Gale said 'if we were closer i would've showed you some magic' or something like that #and he's a little old for me so i'm not to broken up about it #(nothing against y'all who like him he just seems definitely middle aged while i am very much Not)#but anyways! Wyll is great and i love him already #not romantically (i'm a lesbian) he's just amazing #i do have an itty bit of a crush on Karlach which is why i'm so sad i couldn't romance her #but that's ok. i'll romance her next time and for this time i have Wyll!#who is also great even if i'm not rly attracted to him #Tav definitely is tho! i've decided.

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pussymasterdooku · 9 months ago

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i love you absolute quiet room at the library……

#my hobby: literally just chilling in here #the handful of other people around are like. ivy league students studying or whatever and i’m like #drinking my coffee reading my emails. breaking out the book i brought from my town library. working on my fic #where else will i find a room in public quiet enough for me to read!!! and it’s so empty and i have a couch and an ottoman…😚👌#AND a lovely view of the pvd skyline!! the only downside is that i will have to move my car at some point and also it’s not my car #bc service yesterday was gna take too long and now i’m in a loaner and it’s SOOOO confusing it’s newer than my car but worse #WHERE’S MY BLINDSPOT CAM @ THIS 2022 ACCORD SPORT #WHERES MY HEATY SEATY!!!!!! it’s fine but was VERY strange driving in. i’ll be glad to get my baby back today #and with her airplane-takeoff-sounding wheel bearing finally fixed!!! YAHOO!!!!!!!#but eva has a weird day today bc she goes in on thursdays but has a meeting at 6 today so. idk i’ll take her home at 2 and get my car then #but i wasn’t gna drive over the fucked up washington bridge twice just a couple hours apart. like it’s fine when she 9-5s it but 10-2?#absolutely not. library time #so here i am 🥰#a ten is blogging

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fingertipsmp3 · 1 year ago

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The slides for class today look deceptively simple. Should I be concerned

#i realised that probably the reason i'm not doing great with class right now is i'm not really doing anything to prepare #other people in the class already have knowledge either because they've done this before or they know more javascript than me #(which is not hard since i don't know javascript)#but because i go in knowing nothing i just sort of fumble my way through and end up sitting there 2+ hours after the start of class #completely bamboozled and with my brain fried and no finished tasks to show for it #i get the work done eventually but i have to google thee most basic questions or rewatch segments of class (it is recorded thank god)#to understand it. which like.. don't get me wrong; i feel like if i was capable of paying attention better i'd probably understand it all #the first time around. my instructors are great. but i am not capable of paying attention #as soon as i don't understand something i just get confused and zone out instead of processing the information that would help me understan #it is soooo bad i hate it. so i was like okay. why don't i go through the slides first #read a couple of articles on this stuff and talk myself through the tasks. not DO them yet because i get plenty of time to do them tonight #we get like 15-20 minutes per task. sometimes half an hour if it's a big one #but making sure i understand how to do them will ensure i don't spend those 15-30 minutes having a breakdown #but with this one i was like... it looks okay???#i think my biggest problem irt coding is i can never remember the fucking syntax. like i'm well aware of HOW to do stuff #i know how to link a stylesheet or a script file to a html file i can just never remember the exact syntax #i always have to google it or look at a previous project i made (on which i googled it)#<link ref='stylesheet' href='styles.css'></link> and <script src='script.js'></script> right?? please tell me that's right #so it's like. do i know what a loop is? yes. do i know what an array is? yes. do i know what an object is? i think so #do i know how to make any of these? NO because i don't know the syntax!!!#it's upsetting lol. i really wonder if these motherfuckers can code from their brains or if they're googling it as well sometimes #personal

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wewontbesleeping · 1 year ago

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$630 on vet bills this time <3

#I’m soooo stressed wtf #confused abt how to pay rent but we’ll see lmao #I don’t want kids cats are expensive enough #I’m also stressed bc of the whole med schedule Alice has to be on for a few weeks now #I am sooo fucking mad at llewyn like it feels like 20% of my brain is constantly just working to keep him away from Alice #idk what to do at this point #bc if I’m not perfect 100% of the time #he attacks her #like if I look away for a second he attacks her #if I don’t latch the door tightly enough he attacks her #and he’s trying to kill her it’s not casual #and I don’t even know how to deal w the emotions I feel about it #because I kind of fucking hate this cat #but it’s not his fault I guess so idk!!!!#like it’s such a complicated relationship #yes you are trying to constantly kill my cat but you’re also just a cat #and he isn’t MY cat so there’s really nothing to do!!!#I just have to wait out the lease until I can find somewhere else #it’s just so fucking hard to constantly be ‘on’ and vigilant for attacks #like it’s sent my anxiety through the roof

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