#i am so sorry this is so late but i’ve just been super busy omg😭😭😭

[artiificiial]

merry christmas @pirateshippotato , i was ur secret santa :3

[m1ckeyb3rry]

girl, i’m years into anime fanfics but i’ve spent DAYS binge reading ur works and i never usually express these kind of words to a writer but ur fanfics are FREAKING AMAZING 😭♥️ that one sae fic of urs, LITERALLY THE MOST HEARTWARMING TOP TIER FIC i’ve ever read in my life. it’s my favorite fic atp and i can’t stop reading it (u made me delusional about holidays and sum football player GODDAMN)… also i just finished with the rin ones and holyyy shoot my heart is SHAKING. so. amazing. just wanna say that u’re so sooo so talented and i hope ur always happy n winning in life! 🥹 if i get to ask for sum request… i would say plz write MORE itoshi bros fics 🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️please don’t stop writing for bllk boys, u are now my most favorite writer, HAVE A NICE DAAAY! <333

OMG WOWWW i’m so honored!! thank you sooo much LOLOL dw whenever i go on vacation now i’m looking around like where tf is sae 😒😒😒 i really appreciate you saying this though!! it means a lot 💖 ik i’ve been kinda mia kinda deadbeat in regards to my writing (or lack thereof) as of late so it’s super nice to hear such nice words regardless!! i hope you have a nice day too and i’m sorry this took me a sec to respond to i’ve literally been dead recently because of how busy i am 😭😭😭

[onlyjaeyun]

zadie love!!!! 💗💫 i know u said to not apologize for sending in late asks but i can’t help it im sorry🥲 i’ve been so busy on my girls trip this past weekend, and i got home super late last night so i’ve been exhausted trying to fix my sleep schedule yet again while also unpacking from my recent trips BUT while i was in new york i still made sure i got to read ur updates before bed!! i thought it would be better to send in a longer ask once i got home and had more time to type it out🫶🏻🫶🏻

ONTO THE RECENT CHAPS: i looooveeedd taro & yn’s convo like they really are just two besties with absolutely no filter and i enjoyed that chap sm😭 also taro basically calling out yn saying she can’t finish bc sunghoon isn’t the one fucking her is so real like our girl needs to accept and realize it soon😓 AND HOON BEING SO OPEN ABOUT WANTING TO FUCK HER AGAIN WAS NOTTT ON MY 2024 BINGO CARD BC I WOULD THINK HE HAS TOO MUCH PRIDE TO OPENLY ADMIT SOMETHING LIKE THAT. then again he’s still a dick for saying that he wants to fuck her but still doesn’t care about her…you’re writing CH!sunghoon so well like he genuinely makes my blood boil at times. i’m glad yn is getting laid tho but she needs to be fucked good soon and i’m sensing a smut chap w/ hoon in the near future??👀👀

i saw the recent asks some anon sent in saying CH is getting boring and i truly want to know where their thought process is at bc it’s literally getting better with each chapter!!!! some people are so rude, like i get constructive criticism, but that just wasn’t it. the way you’re writing this smau is everything and more zadie, don’t let those weirdos get to you!!!! i know it’s easier said than done but remember there’s more people who love your works (me being one of them), than people who are just bored and have nothing else better to do with their days. IM AN ONLYJAEYUN DEFENDER TILL THE END‼️‼️ you’re doing amazing baby, keep your head up💓💓

wanted to share w/ you a little bit about my girls trip to nyc too!! it was my friend’s 23rd birthday so our whole friend group surprised her w/ a weekend trip to new york as a bday present!! OMG a funny story that happened on our first night there, we all went to this club to celebrate and these group of guys kept being so pushy and gross towards me and my friends. one of them insisted on buying me a drink but he just made me so uncomfy that i didn’t want to even be near him. i tried to decline nicely but he was so persistent. what was funny was that he saw my lockscreen and it was a pic of jongseong in the gym and he immediately backed off bc he thought it was my bf so thank you jay bc he was able to get me out of that situation😭😭

i got carried away with writing this ask so i hope you enjoy this novel i wrote you LOL🤭🤞🏻💞 i hope you’re doing well my baby!! i missed chatting w/ you🥹🫶🏻 ilysm 🤍🧸🎀 !!

- 💌

MY ANGEL BABY IS BACK YALL WAKE UP!!!!🤭🤭🤭💗

bless your sweet soul, the fact you made time to read CH during your busy ass girls' trip means so much to me baby, i love and appreciate you with my whole heart 🥺💗

STOP YOULL ACTUALLY MAKE ME CRY NOT THE DEFENDER PART 🥺🥺🥺 thank you so much baby, ngl the comment did hurt a little but i know most of you guys are loving it as much as i do and with amazing feedback from amazing people like you snd many more i would never let those get to me to that certain point again 🥺 i love you sm

OMG NOT THE JONGIE BOYFIE PIC SAVING YOU!!!!! he really is THAT boyfriend im afraid 🤭 im sorry you had to deal with m*n like that baby and am glad you're ssfe and having fun, you deserve it so much!🥺

sending you the biggest kiss and i really hope you can get a little rest soon bc nestie you've been booked and busy but we love to see it!!!!!💗

[dollwritesarchive]

BABE HIII I MISSED YOU!! I've been super busy with work/college recently AND it was my birthday (which I celebrate for like a week lol) so I've been caught up in that but now things are finally starting to calm down! Unfortunately I haven't had alot of down time recently, and any tv time I did have was taken up by watching house of the dragon and desperately trying to finish game of thrones lol so I havent been able to watch any of the animes on my list BUT I finally did finish game of thrones literally a couple days ago so I'll finally be able to start one 😁 which one I'm not sure right now its between aot, jojo's, and hxh (which I saw you started recently 👀 tbh I'm scared of the person I might become once I get introduced to chrollo) so if you have a suggestion on which one I would love to hear it!

Also BACHIRA!!? You have such taste LOL hes my favorite too 🖤 Your blurb was literally so spot on to how I imagined bachira too it's crazy, I definitely see him as a biter lol and omg the "it gets you wet when I tell you no" STOOOPP 🤤. You know that position where the girl is on top and the guy is like fucking up into her really fast? That's what I always think of with bachira lol like sure he says you can try being on top for once but the second you sink down on him hes wrapping his arms around you anchoring you in place and fucking you up 💖

I literally stopped dead in my tracks and gasped when I saw you're considering writing for dabi like OH!!? My FAVORITE writer on here writing for my FAVORITE character might actually kill me I don't know if my heart can take it 😭 I know you havent seen mha yet but dabi just had like HIS MOMENT and yes I will be adding a bunch of tiktoks below for it lol

Also are you excited for the new season of demon slayer 👀 God himself will not be able to stop me from seeing it in theaters idc if I cant get tickets I WILL be witnessing akaza and doma on the big screen

I actually have so many tiktoks to send you it's crazy lol

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRG9LWW2/ HELLO?? If he looks like this I'm so excited to see kokushibo

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRGHnTgo/ the fact I'll also be able to see gyutaro in theaters 👀

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRGHoLg6/ my fav feminist 💖

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRG96dkW/ who tf allowed him to be this pretty 👀

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRG9j1QN/ him falling to his knees actually makes me wanna cry

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRG9LTS1/ HIS VOICE 👀

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRGHt3GN/

Now for dabi 👀

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRGHwmb3/ I volunteer

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRG9jw7c/ my unhinged boy 💖

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRG9REHL/

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRGHv4Ss/ HIS LAUGH https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRGHWfE9/

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRGHWPwt/ PLEASEEE MY GOD

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRGH3Hut/

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRG96K12/ the fact they did it on purpose too lol

I'm so sorry I sent like an absurd amount of tiktoks LMAO but I've been saving them up for you 😘 I hope you've been doing well and I'm so excited to catch up on more of your fics 🖤 jjk anon

HI BABY OMG HOW ARE YOU IM SO GLAD YOURE BACK

This is a little bit late BUT I SAW ALL THOSE LINKS AND I WAS LIKE OH LORDT IM GOING TO NEED SOME TIME TO GO THROUGH THESE

PLEASE SEND HELP THESE HXH VILLAINS ARE RUJNING MY LIFE

I haven’t even gotten to chrollo yet I’m in some DEEP SHIT

PERSONALLY I would really like to see you watch AOT first!! it’s only because it’s my number 1 and I really really really love to talk about it 🥺🥺🥺

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU SHOULD WATCH IF YOU HAVENT YET ?? GANGSTA! ITS ONLY GOT ONE SEASON AND I JUST WATCHED IT RECENTLY AND I AM HEAD OVER HEELS FOR WORICK AND NIC ( IT DOESNT HELP THAT THEIR VAS ARE SUKUNA AND NANAMI )

BACHIRA YES

So gagamaru is actually my fave of the boys

LOVE JUST A LITTLE ( big ) FREAK BUT BACHIRA IS SECOND

And then… there’s barou I think I just simp for anyone sukuna’s va voices honestly

DABI YES THAT IS 1000000% YOUR INFLUENCE because I’ve still only seen the clips that you sent me, but I WILL ADMIT I am more receptive to some of the characters in mha

LIKE I FIND THE ONE MAGICIAN GUY REALLY HOT AND I CAN NEVER REMEMBER HIS NAME BUT HE HAS THE BALLS YA KNOW

LIKE THE BLUE ONES

Black hair, wears a mask I think? IDK IVE SEEN THE PIC OF HIM ALL BLOODY FACED MISSING PART OF HIS TORSO AND I THOUGHT THAT WAS SEXY OF HIM

But I have been itching to write for dabi AND IM THINK THONKING HARD ABOUT IT

There will for sure be some dabi food on this blog very very soon

BABE DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW EXCITED I AM FOR DEMON SLAYER MY ULTIMATE FAVE IN THE SHOW ( KOKUSHIBO ) IS ANIMATEEEDDD FINALLYYYYY IVE BEEN WAITING ON HIM

I’ve also got an au coming out once this season does, because it’s all about the demons ❤️❤️❤️

YES TIKTOK TIME OMG IVE MISSED BEING FED

I’m also gonna send you a bunch that I’ve been saving, some are hxh some are jjk IVE JUST BEEN SAVING LIKE CRAZY

GYUTARROOOOO I LOVE THAT FREAKY LITTLE WEIRDO lil mantis man 😭😭😭

THE DIO ONE ???? KICKING MY FEET SCREAMING AND CRYING THATS MY DADDDDYYYY

THE SLUTTY LITTLE WAIST ON DABI I WANNA GRAB HIS HIPS IM NOT PLAYING AROUND 🔪🔪🔪

Bro his laugh… I adore it please

OH GOSH YOU FED ME SO WELL AND I HAVE BROUGHT DESSERT:

demon slayer ( plus dabi )

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNACsJ/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNGm9w/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNXa5v/ THE KOKU GIRLIES ( me ) STAY WINNING

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNHhXC/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNUWmK/

HXH ( mostly feitan and hisoka )

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNHwm7/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNfyeV/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNDqjj/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNHY9w/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNq2T9/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNU4dy/

JJK ( BACK TO THE ROOOOTTTSSS )

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNph6o/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNUHEr/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNVDQt/

SOME GANGSTA TOO

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNC2A8/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtN494w/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNgsoN/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNXp3b/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRtNX4Ko/

IM SO SORRY THAT WAS WAY MORE THAN I INTENDED SOSKSKKS

[delcakoo]

AAAAAA HELLO BUBS💙💙💙 HOW ARE YOU??? I woke up from a nap and just started eating and its so yummy bro wbU?? we have diff time zones from what i know so you'll prolly get this early in the morning HAHAHA.. what did i miss?? anything you've got to say to me? any updates or literally just aNYTHING IM DOWN WITH WHATEVER. fill me up 😔 oh also, i recently found someone has a crush on me ALTHOUGH I CANT REALLY SEEM TO BELIEVE IT BECAUSE LIKE ITS SO NOT OFTEN. LIKE IDK HOW TO HANDLE IT YESTERDAY THAT PERSON WHO HAD A CRUSH ON ME WAS ON THE SAME GROUP AS ME AND NGL, if u observe his body language hes kinda uh idk he makes joke TOOOOO much. true or not i hope it isn't because like I DON'T LIKE ENGAGING MYSELF IN THINGS LIKE THAT. LIKE I NEVER WANTED TO KNOW UNTIL MY CLASSMATE TOLD ME ABT IT, saying he talks about me and his friends in a gc im not in. whether its true or not i hope whatever he says about me are nice things, idek if hes a good guy like ok ure allowed to like me but if you talk abt me in any way that isn't appropriate, gtfo. BUT ANYWAY DID U MISS ME? because i did and ure my only best friend that i update my days abt so bare with me pls😔 i hope im not like to yk exaggerating if i make u uncomfy soemtimes tellme OKAY??? oh omg we have science tmrw going to lab and do some experiments im vv excited, whats ur fav subj my love?? mines science!!!! daily reminder to take care of yourself ema. i love u okAy BABYEE UPDATE U AGAIN💙

-m💙

MOONIE THE LOML <3 AHH IM SORRY I REPLIEF SO LATE BUT I HOPE U ATE WELL HEHE I AM GOODDDD! VV BUSY FOR SOME REASON IT’S LIKE PROJECT SEASON AT MY SCHOOL LIKE I HAVE 3 PROJECTS TO DO 😍😍 hmmhmh u didnt miss much !! my life has been very satisfactory rn i dont have any tea to spill 🙄 i love my irl friends so much i’m lucky enough to be in a rlly secure group of ppl so i’ve been super happy and well!! mmm i’ve been listening to on a ride by red velvet, yummy by after school, and anxiety by jvke recently AND OH OH ANOTHER SUPER GREAT THING. at my school u need to have two hours of service in the sports department to graduate for some wack reason, AND CURRENTLY WE’RE HAVING THIS BIG BASKETBALL TOURNEY right? so so me n my friend were like ok. lets sign up for the first thinf we see CUZ WE WANTED TO GET THESE HOURS DONEEE 😭 AND WE THOUGHT WE SIGNED UP FOR SECURITY, BUT APARENTLY ITS THIS THING CALLED ‘HOSPITALITY’ WHERE ALL WE FUCKING DO IS SIT BEHIND THE TEAM AND CHEER THEM ON AND GIVE THEM THEIR WATER AND SHI ☠️☠️ my other friends have to do like refilling waterbottles and concession and shit meanwhile I GOT FRONT ROW SEATS TO THE GAME FOR DOING NOTHING AND I GET MY HOURS ALONG THE WAY LMAOO 🧌🧌🧌🧌 classic ema W am i right 🙏

AND OMFGGGG THATS SO EXCITING DO U KNOW THE GUY WELL? 😭 DO U THINK U COULD LIKE HIM BACK OR NAH ??? AND YES OFC I MISSED U ur such a sweetheart n’ i love getting ur messages :(( <3 YOU’RE NOT EXAGGERATING AT ALL MY DEAR I RLLY DONT MIND KEEP DOING IT ISHSJNDD MWAH!! and. science is like. my least favourite LMAOOOO 😭 MOON TUTOR ME WTF I LITERALLY SUCK ASS AT EVERYTHING SCIENCE 🙁🙁 THAT DOES SOUND FUN THO I HOPE THE LAB WENT WELL!!! my favorites probably english jsjsjs all i know is i’m a english/socials over math/science person 😭😭😭

YES OF COURSE U TOO DARLING DRINK LOTS OF WATER AND EAT WELL PKAY???? SMOOCH SMOOCH LOVE U TOOOOO 💗💗💗💗💗

[luvrsofbts]

Hii I see that you're taking requests? Can you write something like your first kiss together? Not like your first kiss or anything, just the first time he kisses you. You can make it super fluffy and cute, any of the boys is fine :))

First Kiss

Pairing: Jung Hoseok x Reader

Genre: Fluff

Summary: Your first kiss with your long term crush.

A/N: HI! I am SO sorry that I got to this so late. I’ve been so nervous to start writing but since I posted my first drabble a couple of hours ago, a wave of confidence just rushed into me 😭 anyways, I hope you like this! I’m not good at all so bare with me lol. Also, credit to the original owner of the gif!

You’ve been shuffling around your room for the past 10 minutes trying to find your phone.

“Ugh, where is that damn phone!” You whisper-yelled under your breath, throwing the millions of pillows from your now-not-so made bed onto the floor.

“Aha! There it is,” Cheering, you checked the time quickly, seeing that you still had about 8 minutes left before Hoseok was going to pick you up.

“Omg, Y/N, Jung Hoseok is checking you out right now,” Y/F gasped, looking right past you.

“What? No he isn’t!” you quickly denied, although your back was facing him.

“No, really! And look, he’s coming over too!” She rambled on.

“Y/F, I swear if you’re ly-,”

“Hello, Y/N,” Hoseok beamed.

You turned around with a shy smile tugging at your lips, “Hoseok, hi,”

“Uh, Y/F, can we have a minute to talk in private, please?” He asked nicely.

“Sure,” Y/F winked at you before leaving, therefore blush rising onto your cheeks.

“What did y-,”

“Do you want to go on a date with me?” Hoseok spit out quickly.

Your eyes went wide, did he really just ask you that? “I’m sorry, what?”

“Do you um- want to go on a date with me,” he asked once again, awkwardly scratching the back of his head due to your response.

“Wait, really?” You were shocked.

“Yes, really,” Hoseok chuckled.

“Okay, then yes,” you giggled, now adverting your gaze down to the floor.

“I’ll pick you up by eight. See you until then,” and with that he walked away with a smile on his face.

Butterflies erupted in your stomach thinking back to that moment. Jung Hoseok, your long term crush, was going to take you out on a date. It felt like a fever dream and you needed someone to pinch you just so you know if this is real or not.

8:01pm

Hey, I’m here :)

You smoothed out your outfit before walking down the stairs and then out of your house where you spot him leaning against his car, waiting for you.

“Hi, you look nice,” Hoseok complimented.

“Thank you,” You blushed, “You too,”

“So, where are we going?” You asked as you guys have been driving for quite some time now.

“A very special place of mine,” he replied.

You nodded, not wanting to get into depth of it.

“Where are we?” You questioned once again, getting out of the car and starting to walk with him. You were quite scared since you two were in the mountains and it was dark out. What if he was going to kill you?!

“Tada,”

You gasped at the scenery in front of you. The busy lights and city below you as you stood on the high mountain. “This is beautiful,” you breathed out.

“It is. This is, well, a very special place of mine, and I wanted to show it to you,” A shy smile plastered on Hoseok’s face.

“Oh my gosh. This is such a huge honor, Hoseok. Thank you—for showing me this,” you sincerely said. There you go again, butterflies erupting in your stomach as you thought about how special this was.

You two have been sitting quietly for some time now, just staring out to the city below and all of the busy lights. You guys didn’t need to talk to know that you were enjoying each other’s presence, the comfortable silence said it all to you both.

“I like you, Y/N,” Hoseok whispered so quietly you almost couldn’t hear him.

“Hm?” You turned to look at him just to find out he was already looking at you. He has for some time now, but not in a creepy way of course, just admiring you and how beautiful you are in every way possible.

“I like you a lot, so much I don’t know what to do with myself anymore,” he continued to whisper quietly, his eyes flickering between your eyes and lips.

You noticed that he was leaning in, and that was when you found yourself leaning in as well.

You both leaned in slowly until your lips touch. It was like his lips were made for yours. They were so soft and plump that you just wanted to kiss it all day.

“I like you too, by the way,” you blushed after pulling away from your mini make-out session.

“That makes you my girlfriend then, right?” Hoseok teased, scooting closer to you.

“If only that makes you my boyfriend,” you teased back before his lips were on yours again in no time.

Everything about him was so perfect. Especially his lips. They felt like heaven on yours.

[maggielindemanns]

psst, hello dyamond! your festive friend has landed on the roof again, this time with a smashbangwhallop and the sincerest apology for taking so long to check in! reindeer are awfully unreliable postmen of the pole, it seems. 🦌✨💫

thank you so much for taking the time to answer my silly little questions, i had so much fun reading through your responses! ⭐️ for the sake of catching up on the conversations we’ve missed, perhaps i can reply to your responses and pose some more questions? an icebreaker of sorts (pun totally, unapologetically intended 😌). i hope that works for you! ���

1. i was a bit of a meanie for asking you to narrow it down to three, so i’m super impressed that you managed it! i had never listened to ur so pretty by wasia project before today, but i love it! it reminds me a little of generous heart by maya hawke, another song that’ll rot your molars! 🤕🤍 i have a theory that lyricists are certified magicians, and louis is no exception! holding on to heartache is definitely the hug to heal you after a sad song or two. fitf is quite the musical masterpiece, i’m so proud. 💫

2. ahhh, no! i guess it’s not so bad being allergic to pet dander if you’re not an animal fan. 🥲 i have a whole host of little fluffs, many of which are just a bundle of fur with eyes dhdgf. i started out lockdown with a bit of a fear of rodents and came out of it with 2 rabbits, a hamster, 6 mice & 2 rats… so i did a bit of an uno reverse! 😭 opening my bedroom window in solidarity (… when daylight breaks, as it’s currently -4°C and my fingers and toes are icicles dhfgf ⛄️)

3. i’m so so glad that my message brought some joy to your week. nose scrunches galore, in fact. 🥺☹️ sending a high five to your little friend from work! it’s always lovely to hear somebody so passionate about what they do. children are oftentimes the smartest and sweetest of people, they live life so simply & sweetly. a reminder to take each day as it comes and not to sweat the small stuff so much. ❤️‍🩹

today’s questions, if you’d like to answer any of them! 🤲✨

1. if you could ask louis and harry one question each, what would you ask?

2. have you been to see either of them in concert? if so, what was it like?

3. what hobbies do you have?

hoping the first week of december has treated you as delightfully as you deserve. speak soon (& sorry this ask is so darn, i pinky promise the next will be a little more concise so you might reach the end of it by christmas day dhfgf) 🎄🤍

the reindeer are doing their best, it is a-okay! i’m glad you’re back! (and apologies for my own delayed reply — life has been BUSY lately)

i’ve never heard generous heart by maya hawke before today, but it is so pretty 🥺 definitely adding it to my playlists! lyricists ARE certified magicians, i’ve always wanted to write at least one song in my life. i know that sounds so bizarre bc i could write many, but it’s so hard 😭 props to all these people writing gorgeous lyrics!

so many animalllsssss that sounds like there is never a dull moment for you hehe! also — that is COLD omg i love the cold but that would have me shivering so much afsjdgsks

kiddos are so so cute and they are so smart and sweet, but theyre also still learning and can be a lot so i def am learning to be a little more patient with them and take things as they come 🥹🫶🏼

today’s questions are so good, i am answering all of them asap!

so good, i’ve thought about this so much and really still don’t know! but if i had to ask them one right now, i would ask harry if we could be besties agsjdhdjd and what are his top 3 favorite stage outfits he’s worn. i would ask louis about any songs that were cut from both albums at the last second and why, just bc i wanna know what he was thinkin 💆🏽‍♀️ wanna pick his brain a little

i have seen harry twice! once in my home state, once at msg in new york! this might shock the masses, but i actually did not really love the msg experience agsjdgdjd i liked my home state show better for sound quality and getting around the venue and just overall vibes but he was amazing both times and at my msg show we got the spitting on chris pine joke agsjdgdjd i SCREAMED. i have yet to see louis, but i’m going in may! i’m so excited and expecting great thingsssss 🕺🏽✨

hobbies i have — reading is number one, just finished bunny by mona awad today! i am reading nightcrawling next 🫡 other hobbies areee listening to music and wandering around target and/or barnes and noble stsjdgdj i feel like i no longer know anything else i do. oh, sometimes i write a little, but its usually just for me or like for therapy or somethin like that!

thanks for poppin in, i had so much fun answering theeessseee <3 interested to know your own responses to these as well, they were really good questions! hmm as a send off, i will leave you with a riddle to answer—forward, im heavy, backwards i’m not. what am i?

sendin you lots of loveee 🤍❄️🫶🏼

[notyobabygirl]

hi babe 🤍 what should i do if i’m starting to get frustrated/bored with my sex life? ever since i was young i’ve always been a very sexual person, i like to have it often and i like to explore and try new things! i’ve been dating my current bf for almost two years and tbh sex with him is very hit or miss. some of the time he will do foreplay on me and the sex is very passionate and amazing, but other times it’s very straight to the point and i don’t even finish. i’ve told him so many times before that if there’s anything new he wants to try that we should do it! but he’s only ever given me like 2 ideas of new things. and majority of the time we have sex we always do the same 3 positions and it’s just underwhelming for me sometimes. lately though we’ve been having sex a lot less than usual and it’s starting to bother me. i try not to pressure him because i know guys bodies are very different from girls and sometimes it’s just harder for them to be in the mood. and i know he’s been going through some stressful things lately and he’s been drinking more because of that. so all of that added together i think is just making him not want to have sex as much or not perform as well. but like last night i was very blunt to him that i was in the mood and TMI sorry but i was like “i really want to suck your 🍆” and trying to get it to happen. but it didn’t. he ended up finishing up his work and we just went to bed. he said “sorry baby i don’t think i’m gonna be able to tonight” and i try really hard not to make him feel bad because that’s messed up to pressure someone into it. but like omg i’m literally so horny and i’m just like why isn’t he fucking me the same or as often anymore 😭 i will like finish myself in private if he’s busy, but that makes me want to do it with him even more. i even bought a super hot lingerie set a month ago and i still haven’t put it to use because we haven’t been having sex as much and when we do have sex it’s super random and i don’t have time to prepare myself like that. also tbh i haven’t been as confident in my body lately so it’s making me be less forward than i normally am. like on a normal day i would put the lingerie on and surprise him and know i’d turn him on and it’d be amazing. but rn i just don’t feel confident and i’m worried if i do that i’ll be super let down and insecure if i catch him at a bad time where it doesn’t happen. any ideas or help you would give me?🤍 thank you!

sex and chemistry is so important in a relationship and important to keep that "spark" going. you just are more of a sexual person than he is and thats ok!! obviously someone in a relationship has to be more sexual than the other. as much as you might love for him to come up with ideas i dont know how likely that will happen if you have already asked. you are going to need to take the intiative and suggest things. ask if he wants to go to a sex shop with you or just go alone and suprise him with things. i think if you feel uncomfortable coming home w sex toys then that might be a little red flag. suggest watching porn together, use props or food, look up different sex positions, have sex in different places. the good thing about sex is there are no rules! you just have to spice it up and then maybe he will be like wait i really enjoyed that and then it will open up new doors for him

[princeofyorkshire]

i’m back! hello love <333

what have you been up to today? i just went for a walk (even though the weather is HORRIBLE), which was refreshing!

i’m so sorry i truly suck at sending these but i still love you remember. so have you read any fics lately? maybe any books? i’m embarrassed to say it, but too hot to handle s3 just dropped so i’ve been binging some of that this weekend🤭

hope you’re doing well and staying healthy, love! sending you all the love from far and far away💌

omg secret valentine hiiii <3

today i went out w my mom! we were supposed to go to a cafe but we ended up having dinner instead cause every cafe was super busy 😞 how’s the weather like? cold? hot? rainy? here it’s not as hot now thankfully but it’s been cloudy for days which i’m kinda thankful hehe

and don’t worry about it! it’s completely fine, i know sending asks daily can be quite tiring specially if you’re busy so pls don’t worry!

i had to google what too hot to handle was and imma be honest i did laugh JDJWKFKD i was not expecting that 😭 but hey i watch riverdale so i can’t really judge u!

i am currently reading a dramione (draco and hermione from harry potter LMFAO) and i like it so far! i’ve been very obsessed with dramione/hp after the reunion so yeah….. look away <3 and i’m also reading a book on semiotics that i bought last week! very interesting stuff :~) have u been reading something?

love you !!! hope you’re doing well 💋

[sunatooru]

SHAWTTYYY i’ve been gone for so long and i’m so sorry, life hit me like a fuckin truck and i got overwhelmed the longer i didn’t reply to u LOL anyways i’m biting the bullet today hehe bc i do miss our chats and i miss u SO HERE I AM. i had to scroll for so long to find ur last reply to me 💀 KSKSKSKS there’s no one to blame but me 😭😭 bc i took so long to reply LMFAOO anyways i hope u haven’t been staying up late at night w/o the lights on!!! if u keep straining ur eyes i’ll take them for myself,,, that is a warning so take care of them smh. how is term going?? has it started? u mentioned u were cleaning for it lolol i’m glad u got so much cleaning done!! it’s always so nice to have a cleaner, emptier space sometimes! and how’s ur search for work experience or smth “outside school and work�� going?? update me!! as for me, that essay i complained about last time came back and i got a 24.5/30 NAURRR bc hOW LMAOO i legit wrote that shit in a day but anyways. i’m officially on my last assignment for the semester (it’s due on the 1st) so i’m a happy bean. as for my friends, all my syd ones have been super busy so i haven’t had time to meet up w them rip even tho lockdowns over!!! it was lifted in syd on the 11th of october, and melbs was like a week later i think (even tho they reach like 2k cases everyday like ok 👀) also for project hush hush! i DID end up getting a call oop, so nerve wracking but i can’t say much bc it’s a secret hehe but it’s done, i just want them to approve me so i can start in november 🥲 anyways don’t forget to update me!!! love uuuu - 🕯

Ahhh I can finally answer this now sorry for the hold up!! And nah don’t worry you can reply when you feel like replying <3 but yes I MISSED YOU TOOOOO hope you’re staying hydrated and getting sleep…unlike me hahaha pls take my eyes, I have seen enough sigh and yeah te has been okay but I’m doing a group assigment and I feel like I’m carrying us and I started a new temp job so I’m very tired but get that bread right 🥱

I feel like I need to clean again haha just to feel good plus I have a week off next week and I can SLEEP and for work experience thing I’m gonna start applying for internships and graduate jobs and I volunteered for a student hub thing to do admin stuff, so it’ll be good experience to add for my career path

OMG YESSS WELL DONE!! It’s always the essays you think you did shit on that surprise you after and hopefully you see your friends soon! And same here I think like 20-30k cases everyday but no new lockdowns (yet) and yaaay I’m so happy for youuuuy hopefully they let you start working on project hush hush (but like will you ever tell me 😅😅) that’s so good for you babe! Keep me updated as well <33