#i am so fucking done with her
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currently being accused of being depressed (I'm not but I am autistic and have sometimes severe unmedicated anxiety) by my mother because I have a specific schedule and she keeps breaking it which is causing me to shut down until I'm either home alone or everyone else is asleep 😀
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#i fucking despise my mother. there's no dodging how i feel about her now. i already will never be able to come out to her#and i was resigned to accept that but supporting a fucking genocide in the name of christian zionism is the last fucking straw for me#i've sent her a massive fucking email with articles and videos explaining how this isn't a war - it's a genocide and all I got was a super#longwinded sanctimonious response to show for it and she keeps binging cbn and the most ignorant islamophobic xenophobic fearmongering#zionist news outlets about it#i am so fucking done with her#and i can't believe i've been trying to love her for so very long and ruining my own fucking life in the process#i wish i could go back in time and tell my younger self that my parents are very frightened and cowardly people and#they have no fucking idea what they're doing and they do not love you like they claim to or they should and it's okay to not believe#their every word or to not try to bend over backwards to please them#i am so fucking fed up and sick#i remember being a literal 8 year old and being incensed over the iraq invasion shouting at the tv about GWB -#“doesn't he know how many ppl will DIE?!”#and my parents looking at me like i grew a second head.#they haven't fucking changed#why doesn't genocide scare them? where is their sense of fucking mercy and shame?#no wonder my life has been so fucking wracked with mental illness and fear my parents are FUCKING INSANE#it is so fucking exhausting being around them and pretending that they're not
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actually sometimes being neurodivergent is great bc you have a particular kind of Silly Mode that just . manifests glory. harmless fun is my precious side quest & i have a high score in whimsy. like okay if i gotta be the first dork in the dance pit it's gonna be me and this random toddler and we're gonna avril-style rock ouuuuttt
#i also like starting applause i'm really good at it and have a high score in it#i make entire groups cheer a lot. my friends are used to it . i am bolstered by so many of them being theatre kids#im like. let's celebrate! :) a guy did a thing well!!! :)#once we helped someone parallel park and it was SUCH a hard road to do it on#this is in boston. so death be upon drivers. also it was during st. anthony's feast. in the north end. iykyk#and we helped her get in there (one of my friends tbh stood in traffic for her)#and we cheered when she finally parked. she got out and she was crying and laughing and was like#''that was the hardest thing ive ever done ur so sweet''' and meanwhile we were PARTYING#just stone cold sober but like YEAH GIRL YOU DID THE HARD THING FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!#i've been bullied for so much lol i am immune to most insults at this point bc im like#girl when i was 12 i'd already heard every insult and good lord were they specific. just plain ''crazy'' aint it
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giggling and blushinh and kicking my feet and twirling my hair
#she's so fuckign hot i cant think straight... heh#photomode FUCKS i am using reshade for screenshots though#someone already made a preset to get rid of the bloom i might try it later#in photomode you can adjust it so i turned it wayyy down it looks so much better imo#im never gonna get anything done in this game nevermind when i get the full crew 😭#dragon age#da:v#neve gallus#.gameplay#im not spoiler tagging this bc its just her being hot and we all already knew that
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Erina and Sophie....
erina and sophie..... perhaps even sophie and erina....
#persona 5#p5#asks & requests#p5t#p5t erina#p5s#p5s sophia#sophia persona 5#persona 5 sophia#persona 5 strikers#persona 5 scramble#persona 5 tactica#i will fill the p5s tag my fucking self if i have to#comics#chef recommended#good lord is that all the tags i need. am i done am i free. YEESH okay#anyways i think theyd be so silly together#no one utilises the comedic potential of erina living in the fantasy french revolution but i think deep learning ai sophia is a good match#either way theyre so good as parallels like hold on SPOILERS FOR BOTH GAMES PAST THIS POINT#both of them were created as last-ditch efforts. erina is the manifetation of toshiros suppressed hope and rebellion and sophia is ichinose#attempt at understanding the human heart and her own repressed emotions#theyre both constructs of the heart in one form or another even if they were created in v different ways
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transphobes really see a cis woman with short hair and a sharp jawline and go "OH MY GOD THIS IS A BIOLOGICAL MALE MASQUERADING AS A WOMAN TO BEAT R E A L WOMEN UP HOLY SHIT CALL THE POLICE".
Anyway, yet another woman of colour, this time a judoka, is getting "trans allegations" because she defeated her white woman opponent. This time it's Prisca Awiti Alcaraz. Support her and Imane!
#imane khelif#prisca awiti#paris 2024#olympics#i am So done#leave women (trans or otherwise) the fuck alone#also yes i know imane is intersex not cis!!! the first paragraph doesn't apply to her (overexplaining just to be clear)#but imane still id's as a woman and honestly i think anyone who goes against her word should be punched in the face
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something something the yoshizawa sisters resemble rumi but youve already heard that
#persona 5 royal#persona 5#sumire yoshizawa#kasumi yoshizawa#rumi persona 5#maruki i am going to fucking kill you]#genuinelu. honest to god. i want to kill this man#sumire deserved so much better this game did not di her right at all#also to a bigger extent kasumi too. u couldve done so much for her too#but nooooo#this was going to look sm diff then it took a life of its own as i rendered#not even sure if i like it but it works i guess
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day 6
#i kinda dont like this one much#i would have done something with more focus in the eyes#but honestly i am tired#and i wanted to draw rose#so i decided to listen to “when olivia matures into bravocat” by pengosolvent bc it reminds me of her#but i started getting emotional#but i dont think i managed to capture the feeling i wanted very well#but ill post it anyway#i want to draw more roses#im reluctant to put tags on this one tbh#doodle#rose lalonde#homestuck#cringetober 2024#cringetober#and FUCK i just realized i skipped gijinka#anyway theres still time#its not morning yet for me!!!!!!!!#starters fandom here i go
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Next time, I'll lock the windows too.
#genshin#genshinedit#genshinet#genshin impact#chiori#m:gifs#m:*#m:gifs:chiori#AND EVERYONE CHEERED#she's so pretty. hold a knife to my neck tf#i am still pretty disappointed in her kit though#i really liked the idea of that one leak where she had straight-line crowd control by summoning a huge pair of scissors#that would have been really unique and useful#in general they could have done so much more with her seamstress theme#alas. she does duel wield tho i can always fuck with a duel wielder
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”shuro is romanticizing falin’s autism while simultaneously hating laois!!!!”
hey guys what if I fucking exploded
#talk away ⌞🍵🍋 ⌝#oh my god#I am not even a toshiro fan but this annoys the shit out of me#toshiro likes falin because unlike laois he relates to her!#with laois he’s constantly having micro aggressions done to him#even the nick name laois gave him ‘shuro’ is a micro aggression!#he doesn’t exactly like laois because he feels his boundaries are always being walked over-#-with laois#falin doesn’t do that with him and he relates to her incredibly#that’s why he loves her so much!#also gonna be honest here#I love chimera falin#but if I was in toshiro’s shoes#I too would probably suggest just killing her lol#*internal screaming*#toshiro nakamoto#shuro nakamoto#laois touden#falin touden#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi spoilers#delicious in dungeon spoilers#also#one last thing#he doesn’t even hate laois#he dislikes how he constantly ignores and commits micro aggressions against him#and also feels envious of him#but he does not fucking hate him#and while there is the big problem that toshiro never communicates any of that with laois
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okay no offense but i’m not a fan of Five finding his “real life” dolores. like, that diva was literally a coping mechanism for him. a tangible reminder that he was so lonely that he made a literal piece of plastic his companion. i think the idea of it is sweet but at the end of the day i think that if Five did find someone romantically it should be someone that makes him feel silly and carefree, not someone that is a fleshy replica of an Apocalyptic Souvenir
#shall i tag tua fandom? fuck it i shall#the umbrella academy#five hargreeves#i don’t rlly remember how young five was when he found her#but either way i want less fics where five and dolores find each other irl and more fics of him being fucking crazy about her in a real way#in researching this topic i asked my boyfriend about what he would do in five’s situation and… well…#he would have done unspeakable things to that literal mannequin#that’s like psychological horror to me i think we should explore that side of their dynamic more#bc yes that’s gross (to me) but saying you’d fuck a mannequin as a joke is one level but fully believing it’s a person is another so like#how did he get there#not embarrassed of tua stuff btw but i AM embarrassed by the mannequin fucking discussion going on in the tags so hello side blog
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so.... i finally started watching burrow's end
#feather speaks#burrow's end#dimension 20#jaysohn burrow's end#lila burrow's end#tula burrow's end#ava burrow’s end#thorn burrow's end#viola burrow's end#i had so much fun drawing these#i started yesterday and i am most of the way through episode three and holy shit#the bear???? what the fuck that's was so awesome#i also. saw tula and fell in love so expect more doodles of her#tired mom energy my beloved#i had to draw thorn looking haunted#done pretty quickly overall#i forgot how to draw stoats kjhgdfhkjfg#i drew them all the time as a kid#that knowledge? gone
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.. opinions on wind runner? i feel like im one of the only ones that genuinely hates her sometimes
If you feel like the only one who genuinely hates her, I think you need to look around more. Wind Runner is a very widely disliked character, because she's often used within the story as a small antagonist who "threatens" the authority of Tall Shadow. Gray Wing dislikes her. Thunder is openly cat-racist to her. She spends several books trying to break through the moor cats' xenophobia to join a group that came to HER LAND.
Then, when Moth Flight is old enough to be a relevant character in Forest Divided, Wind Runner is turned into Yet Another mean mom the very moment Moth displays ADHD. She's contrasted to her mate Gorse Fur, who is a Soft And Good Dad, and ultimately MASSIVELY punished with the harrowing events of Moth Flight's Vision (even though, for most of that book, she's completely right.)
Ask yourself why they're especially harsh on WIND RUNNER for being mean to her child, in the arc with Tom the Fucking Wifebeater and his redemption death, plus Thunder being forced to stop being mad at his abuser Clear Sky, please.
To me, Wind Runner is an intense, ambitious woman who's demonized for it in a way that men just aren't. She's subject to several misogynistic trends within WC, plus a huge helping of xenophobia that goes absolutely unexamined. If DOTC cared at all about women, it would have treated her with the nuance she deserves.
Wind Runner is treated with nearly endless suspicion by Gray Wing through books 1 - 3, while he's bending over backwards to suck Clear Sky's toes.
Her wanting to join the group that came TO HER HOME and being a bit pushy about it earns a stronger reaction from Gray Wing than Clear Sky murdering people.
She's pressured into changing her name "to fit in," and it's still not enough. She wanted to join the group so bad she changed her name, at the request of the Mountain Cats, for a chance of being better accepted
This came after she'd already saved Jagged Peak's life when a burrow collapsed on him. She's plenty trustworthy.
She keeps doing shit to try and prove herself to this group of assholes. Remember Bumble being dragged back to her domestic abuser? Gray Wing interprets this as a power struggle, when WIND RUNNER WAS NOT EVEN PART OF THE GROUP AT THE TIME.
From Wind Runner's POV, she did something that the Moor cats wanted done. It was fucking evil. It was committing violence against another member of the out-group the cats see her as.
But who actually has the power here? Tall Shadow does.
Gray Wing said it himself that she could have come up with some excuse for Bumble to stay, and she didn't. In fact, any cat could have spoken up. No one did.
and still. STILL. Wind Runner gets nothing. Her reward is Gray Wing surmising that actually, her doing their sick dirtywork was a political move.
It's more consistent as a motivation with how Wind Runner wants to join their group. The thing she's been doing.
She only actually gets to join the group after Thunder starts publicly hurling slurs at her for suggesting they need to be ready for Clear Sky to attack them. "What do you know about peace? Last time I was here you were NOTHING BUT A ROGUE WITH A ROGUE'S NAME"
Gray Wing even starts purring when she gives birth, because her ambition goes away briefly and she "stops bossing everyone around." this is treated like a sweet thing. god forbid women retain their personalities when they have kids
She loses her first premature child to a seizure and Gray Wing starts proselytizing his religion to her. "Maybe it's a good thing your weakest child died because Jesus has them now" I want to beat him with a hammer
When her second child gets sick, Clear Sky has a bright idea that involves killing it. I refer to this as his "reverse leper colony" suggestion. He only develops a sense of humanity towards the sick when his brother's pregnant wife is in danger. Wind Runner and her kitten barely seem to clock as people to him.
It's only after her SECOND baby succumbs to a horrible, painful death that she decides the moor cats are assholes, and she goes to start her own group. It's LONG overdue. I was extremely excited to see it.
Now. Listen.
I've been treated just like Moth Flight before. I've practically heard the scolding in Book 6 Chapter 3 verbatim. I'm not downplaying anything about Wind Runner being harsh to her; being yelled at like that never fixed the problem.
What I'm saying is that this is the SAME arc that summons the hollowed-out ghost of Storm to coo that Clear Sky "never drove anyone away" with his abusive behavior and gives Tom the Wifebeater a heroic redemption death.
So why is the scolding from Wind Runner treated as unambiguously harsh? What's the difference between her and them?
Why is it that outside of this little bubble of the community, you can get buried in a flood of people crying about how "Clear Sky made Summisteaks Butt he thought it was the right thing :((( He feels bad about shoving Thunder's face in a weeping, pus-filled wound and trying to kill him :((((" but Wind Runner is mean about Moth Flight not catching a rabbit and she should be skinned alive
Why is WIND RUNNER held responsible for the death of Clear Sky's child in Moth Flight's Vision, WHEN IT WAS COMPLETELY HIS OWN FAULT??
So, why should I hate her? Because she's mean to the idiot protagonists? Because she's Yet Another Bad Mom whose actions ARE treated as Bad in the story, in the arc famous for openly weeping whenever someone's mad at their abusive dad?? When she has this whole horrific, unexamined story about how incredibly bigoted The Settlers are towards her and the extremes she goes to in order to please them?
I'm glad she's mean, actually. She should have been even meaner. I think she should have a gun
#so anon I am very sorry#Uou are going to the Shadow Realm#I am the patron saint of every woman in wc#but especially the ones in dotc#because that arc does them so fucking dirty#Wind Runner can be as mean as she wants I support her#The Settlers deserve it actually#Wind Runner#Windstar#Warrior Cats Analysis#also again everything wind runner has ever done that was mean was done worse by clear sky#but clear gets off with a slap on the wrist. IF that.#while Wind Runner gets her leg sickeningly snapped on screen as several paragraphs detail her growing fever and horrible agony#before the magic of JesusClan heals her and bestows her lives upon her#Guys getting hurt in WC: ''owie''#Girls getting hurt in WC: (you can hear the writer breathing heavily through the 6 paragraphs of prose they use to describe her injury)#..........also. to put into perspective just how fucking bad the misogyny in this arc is;#there are only 4 female characters in Book 1 who survive to the end of Book 6. Besides some cameo cats who exist in the tribe#Wind Runner is one of them. The other three are Settlers.#I won't even say their names lol. Can you even remember who all three of the other ones are#warrior cats analysis
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btw i love revenge stories i dont think anyone should ever move on peacefully. a bit obsessed with the way weissman went to the synagogue and rabbi and asks, "my choices killed a child. would god take mercy on someone like me?" and the rabbi says "it's not god's mercy you should look for. its the child's" and like you think that would spur this man into charitable activities and to maybe look out for orphans but instead he goes on a 24 hour revenge bender that ultimately ends in two revenge killings and his own death. what's better than righteous anger and wrath and love twisting someone into the worst but also a truer version of themselves <3
#like im not even reaching here. (sort of am. whatever)#rabbi goldstein essentially goes 'think of esther. you need to be a man she would take mercy on. be someone she can forgive'#and it takes all of 10 minutes for karl weissman to decide yeah ok what i need is double homicide#do i think esther would have wanted revenge in her name. dunno. maybe.#she is 11 and very much the victim of this story. maybe she would have wanted karl to just live. kids are cruel and kind in that way#but to be fair this is esther 'fuck with me and you'll hang like a dog' jankovsky#so im willing to believe she was rooting for him#also the immediate choice to make elias suffer by shooting his leg (? maybe arm) before actually killing him#i dont know. the deliberate cruelty right after he visits the synagogue. an act of defiance. giving himself up after its done. it gets me#i love . I LOVE REVENGE :) GREATEST PLOT POINT EVER!!!!!!!!#sorry everyone about the bodies thoughts. i have no idea how long this is going to last#bodies netflix#karl weissman
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My favorite scenes in season 2, I am done with the men in their lives
#Hotd#house of the dragon#rhaenyra targeryan#alicent hightower#anti daemon targaryen#anti aegon ii targaryen#my queens#hotd season 2#house of the dragon s2#hotd spoilers#rhaenys and alys were perfect in this season too#Rhaenys is so fucking done with Daemon#the harrenhall scene with Milly and baby Jaehaerys#so creep so magic so awesome so haunted#i am also tired of Alicent just crying and begin sad while men are making decisions#i still remenber her in the small council ONE MORE WORD AND I WILL HAVE YOU REMOVED FROM THIS CHAMBER AND SEND TO THE WALL#let those women begin in ACTUAL CHANGE HERE not Otto not Daemon
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what if i combined both of my main interests right now. what then
warning for a mile long rant of cookie flavor speculations in the tags
#i debated whether or not i should give enid her wolf ears since. you know.#ended up going with it because she is so fucking cute with them#confetti cake is so perfect for her too. obviously shes a cake werehound!#i was gonna do black spaghetti for wednesday but i think black dahlia was just too perfect. and i love the red accents.#i feel like a genius for both of their flavors. i am literally the best artist that ever lived#i'll probably draw more of the wednesday cast as cookies later.#bianca as a gem mermaid who can transform into a land cookie mayhaps? im thinking sapphire or zircon#eugene as honeycomb toffee.#tyler as a cake werehound as well? or maybe a cake wraith with a cookie form?#xavier as charcoal cookie maybe. since his drawings seem to be charcoal.#morticia as vanilla bean cookie? gomez as black tea cookie?#weems as petit four cookie duh#thornhill as sundew cookie#thanks for the 5 wednesday/cookie run fans listening out there.#ok im done.#pchii art#enid sinclair#wednesday#wednesday addams#wenclair#crk fanart#cookie run
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