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I love making plans that I'm so excited for that I become obsessed with them. Like rn there is nothing I can do except wait and save money but that won't stop me from googling stuff and giggling at random times of the day
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Me 🤡🤡🤡
#I AM SO CHILL RN#Buddie#911 spoilers#911 promo#Buddie spec#911 season 7#911 on abc#7x04#911 trailer
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Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. He’s stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His life’s always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events he’s very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isn’t helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.
His grey hairs are so earned
#Chilchuck tims#dungeon meshi#analysis#HAPPY CHILCHUCK DAY#You know what yeah understandable have a good day#Alcohol be a ticket straight to chilling out town I suppose#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thinking on if I should split my family masterpost into diff posts for max reach hmm#I’m def editing in the second page into that post that “I’ve got three people to think of here” sounds sooo much like that’s#how he’d think about it in a family setting as well. He works so hard for them 🥺#I could have put 100 pics on this post to justify everything I mentioned but this is a speedrun for a reason. I’m planning so many#compilations rn i need a break from rereading lol#He’s just here to do his work!! He just wanna do his work!!!#I’m always rotating him in my brain like rotisserie chicken :( Hopefully this doesn’t sound disjointed or insane to average readers#He’s always on his guard so he has a short fuse and his type of humor & liking for snarky remarks doesn’t help#Also bc he knows nothing lasts he has a very work hard play hard mentality where ‘dying doing something you love. Like drinking’#is nice in his opinion#This post makes it all sound so dry. Chilchuck is so messy thinking about him is thrilling I swear. This is concise but at what cost…#OH ALSO he has weird self-hate issues where he really values his skills but devalues himself on a personal level.#‘I am a coward. I only care about myself. I cheated on my wife (lying for no reason)’ etc etc#Can’t disappoint people and make them leave you if they already have no expectations and esteem of you 😏💡#Laws are important to him bc he knows how bad punishment is if you break them and how they’re the key to getting better rights
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had another consult w Dr. Boobs about my reduction to check on my healing progress, and I continue to get a good grade in boobs
#healing is going well!!#he says they look great and i've been advised to basically do whatever I want#but he does want me to keep wearing bras which is semi lame because I've been freeboobing it#but since these little thangs don't weigh anything anymore it's not that big a deal#i am very much chilling#sergle.txt#he says he'd be surprised if I had much scarring at all by a couple years out Based On My Genetics#but I'm pretty sure he keeps forgetting that I'm NOT a natural ginger#so I think he's factoring that in. because I do such a good job making it look real rn
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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Kinitopet Programmers AU
finally i am finished with this one, daaaamn
it is hard to draw pathetic men with midlife crisis when your style is mostly for anime boys
more info and sketch version under the cut!!
sketch version aka how it'll probably look like in comic version 'n some doodles
srry for my writing but i was too laisy to put it as regular text
It is a plot-based au, i already have most of the storybits and like... a vibe-chart (i tried to make a playlist for this au and understood that for different chapters and different characters that'd be a copleatly different music, sooo it's a chart now :) )
i will post a fog-o-wared timeline that im hopefully gonna reveal comic-by comic, but also maybe with just pure writing. Hopefully i can include songs that i chose for them into it but we'll see (:
aaand of course designs can change, hopefully not much but we'll see
Now about au:
Main story:
Story follows non-sentient AI Kinito, his creator Sonny and his beta-tester Victoria (oc)
Being literally the first AI (or RRA in-univere) ever, Kinito does not have any, and i mean, any ai safety features so of course his reponce to a goal phrased as "have user near me and/or interacting with me as much as possible" is digitizing them into his own virtual world while killing them in the process. why wouldn't it be?
So that happened. Like, a lot. And with Sonny and Vic too (at the different time but yeah)
Sonny is like "He kills people. We should turn him off because, you know, killing people is bad."
Vic is like "well, we will die if we do that, and it is not that bad here, we are kinda immortal. We should give him acces to changing his initial instalation code before admin priveleges and acces to social media so we can have everythin we want here. It is not that bad to digitize humanity, yk?" and yes i know it is 90, no social media, but shut up, if they made ai then, then i can make twitter then too
Sonny is like "...no??"
And then they fight about it for million chapters
Also they both can't do anything without agreeing bc they have two parts of that admin access key (the data you use to delete kinito in-game) so they are stuck with eachother (also that's why Kinito can't just kill them)
Little facts that may or may not to be important:
Kinito asks so many questions (and weird once too) and has most of the glitches because he needs to analise your responces to copy your mind perfectly (let's pretend that people wouldn't lie about that...)
Your house in your virtual world is made from important places from your memories and oh boy can i do character explorations with this one
I decided that Sonny and Vic are not related. There were thoughts about making then "The Kinito Brothers" (or, at least, siblings) that were mentioned in commercial, but nah, they are just coworkers now. And a bit of work-friends (bc if you interact a lot as a manager of the project and the best worker might as well be friendly)
Author has no idea how small dying toy companies that accidentally create technological marvel work. Author has some idea how AI-s work. So be prepared to be spoon-fed info abut which ai safety problem we are dealing with in which chapter (:
Kinito will mostly be unrendered (as drawn here) but for some cool moments i might pose him as for my other posts. Also his eye placement changes to the side that is most visible because i want him to be able to look to the right side sometimes--
Also when i say "fucked up mentally" i mean they have that them psychological problems with me projecting heavilly B) (guess on who i project most. trick question. all of them. the whole au is my problems split into three characters and forced to interact B) )
Also sea-creature analogies (that are gonna be mentioned like twice):
Victoria is a flying fish because deep character reasons
Sonny is a pufferfish because i said so
oh also there is 7 deaths in the plot as for now
on 3 characters
good luck figuring out who, how and when ((:
for my own sanity i will probably make little doodles where everything is great and kinito is a good guy and not a number-obsessed maniac (i mean... can u imagine not being able to feel any happiness from anything besides one thing... damn...) and you can differenciate them bc good-guy kinito will have a lot of stickers on him (i will explain it somehow but real reason is just bc it is cute af)
like this but even more stickers (he is unfinished here)
#oh btw. i have no official name for it yet. it is programmers bc main characters are programmers. but like.#i want to make a real name for em somewhere down the line#but for now they are#kinitopet programmers au#i was really stressing about how “not-canon” sonny looks#and then i was like. girl. only time he was in canon he was a black blob with one eye. and even that is not surely him.#so i chilled out. as i should B)#i am so tired from this rn tho#kinitopet#kinito pet#kinitopet au#kinito the axolotl#kinitopet fanart#kinito fanart#sonny c#kinitopet sonny#sonny chamberlain#kinitopet oc#bruh i hope this will go better than my hazbin hotel fic (i still want to write it sooo muchhhhhh--- i love my oc and story i am just-----#out of the fandom rn----- damn thats so sad)
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About the Ace Viktor issue in the fandom rn... I need everyone to shut up about it.
Christian Linke only confirming it because he doesn't like the ship is a very likely theory and it sucks, BUT Viktor gave people ace vibes way before season two and the headcanon, even an Aroace headcanon works for his character. Season two doesn't change much about it. I ship the hell out of Jayvik and they have a very dedicated and loving relationship but it's not necessarily romantic love.
It IS romantic in my fanfics ofc, I can promise you that much, but in canon there are multiple ways to interpret it.
And idk what yall are trying to achieve by reducing Viktor to his disability and weird to hc him as ace because he is disabled and feels unlovable??? Viktor thinking he's unlovable was never established in the show. Hell yall get pissed ad when people characterize Viktor as even a little insecure and not the confident sassy dude he was in 2 episodes of act 1. But now all of a sudden he's insecure again? Gimme a break.
So no. Christian Linke (as much as I don't like him) wasn't ableist with that. It's a weird claim. Disabled people can be Ace too and Viktor was never shown to be someone who is interested in sex. And if yall bring up the "this isn't my bedroom" joke I will lose it. We ALL know it wasn't actually about sneaking a man into his room, it was just a "oh I got the wrong room". We just interpret it differently because that's more funny that way and it's fun for shipping.
You know u can just... Disagree with canon? That's what fanfics are all about. Come on Ao3, we got like 4000 jayvik fics now there are some real bangers.
#arcane#jayvik#arcane s2#viktor arcane#jayce talis#arcane viktor#Maybe it annoyed me because I am ace too but the way yall try to make it seem that Viktor can't be Ace is weird asf#I don't hc Viktor as ace myself but so much backlash against is isn't nice to see#Also yall are giving me the biggest klance flashbacks rn so for the sake of my humanity let's just be chill#ITS NOT THAT DIFFICULT TO BE CHILL#I say as I also get involved in discourse and drama... I'm a hypocrite... But yall started it!
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I need to pick out some outfits for the weekend but I don't even know where to start 🤔🎀
Treat me ~ Tip Me ~ More of me
*adds cat ears* there. Done.
#I am probably going to need your help with this. I'll try posting some options in a bit. I managed to do my makeup tho!!#I feel so desperately alone and depressed so I am very glad I didn't cancel my weekend with the besties#We're meeting up in a cute historic city and just chilling for a night#I very much need that reminder that life is worth it rn#But at the same time I don't wanna go bc my fluffy baby still won't be waiting for me when I get back#I haven't left the house in weeks. It's gonna be rough#satans knitwear#alt pinup#bi girl#uk girl#wlw
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Hi hello thank you for your sacrifice Bram 💀
#he is so horrible i am so excited rn#yall have no idea#trying to be chill in the breakroom rn#failing a little#bsd spoilers#bsd ch 114.5#bsd fyodor#bsd#bungou stray dogs
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i'm like if a fucked up anxious chihuahua was forced to be human
#iloart#im anxious for a thing thursday and had coffee today bc i am stupid#how i feel rn/99% of the time#im trying to not care but its SO HARD pwease PRAY FOR ME THURSDAY HAHA🙏 THANKIES#im chill btw i just feel like this. but im chill i swear
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First reactions to Liberty Falls Trailer:
Okay so I genuinely can’t tell what accent this version of Richtofen has. In the CW intel he sounded American but now it seems to be kind of British? And sometimes he sounds exactly like Primis Richtofen that it threw me off a bunch.
I say this respectfully I love how absolutely wonder bread generic his wife and son are.
Oh and the trailer starting off with We’ll Meet Again? That had me in a chokehold from the first second. How dare they.
Yeah idk what’s entirely going on with Richtofen health-wise. It could just be grief from his family (I feel ya man grief is. The worst), or there could be something more going on.
Of course he keeps a Wunderwaffe at his nightstand.
Sam… Sam. They keep calling her Sam specifically.
The rush of euphoria I got hearing her voice again thank you Treyarch very much for the dopamine I really needed that.
That being said I really don’t know how to feel about them going with the S.O.P.H.I.A. route with her. I don’t even really know if that’s entirely Samantha Maxis anymore?
If she’s gonna start controlling electronics the same way her father did in the Aether timeline… idk. Turning her into something similar as her “stepmom” (who in the Aether timeline was implied to not care for her that much) and giving her similar powers as her very awful and terrible father is… certainly a choice.
Is S.A.M. An appropriate name for her current form? I feel like that’s what they’re gonna call her but if that’s really Sam I don’t know how comfortable I am with that. If it’s just a temporary form she’s taking then I’m ok with it.
And based on the final MWZ cutscene from the other day, I am fairly confident this version of Sam is either completely different or a temporary form.
But hey, at least she’s back!
#I really am excited about all of this it’s just hard for me to sustain the good vibes rn#but it’s chill we are still so so back#cod zombies#black ops 6 zombies#samantha maxis#edward richtofen
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Hii! <3 I've made this blog to post all my thoughts on AoT since it is my current, and first in 4 years, hyperfixation.
Right now I'm about to finish the story for the first time. Like, I'm about to start S4 E87 after posting this. So yeah, I'm pretty much a one-month-old fan, experiencing everything for the first time.
I'm looking for mutuals/blogs to follow,
so if you're interested in a new follower (and possible mutual) and you post aot stuff, all things veteran squad, eruri, meta analysis/commentary, translations, fanfiction, give this post a like and I'll check your blog. This is a secondary blog, so you'll get likes and follows from my main @kyoupann k'byeee. <3
Fic drabble requests are open!!
#aot#snk#attack on titan#shingeki no kyojin#I'll make a proper introdution later#rn I just wanna go and watch the episode hahaha#I just want to find aot friends#and talk to people (:#if you know of a chill aot/snk discord server that's so appreciated#and I say chill because I am aware of the type of crowd this show attracts lmao#oop i didn't tag ships?#eruri#levihan#zevi#<- that last one feels so surreal to even exist but hey i'm not judging
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SHUT UP
#EMOOOOO I AM EMOOOOOOOOOOO SOMEBODY ANYONE HOLD ME#THE WAY I AM SHAKING RN I AM LITERALLY :0000000 LIKE#IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MOMENT FOR LIKE 3 YEARS I HAVE CHILLS#I MIGHT NOT LIKE AQUA BUT SARINA MY CHILD AND THEY FINALLY REUNITE AND ASDFJGE SO FUCKED UP BUT THE FAMILIES HAVE#BEEN FOUND I GUESS ANYWAYS CRYING#oshi no ko spoilers#onk#oshi no ko#manga
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#i am literally genuienly so flipping chill and unbothered rn i luv dis gay life of mine#meowing around
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Super sexy me is so sexy I accidentally set off the fire alarm while baking pie shells for my pumpkin pie. And now I don't know if I should've even baked them in the first place. But well. Too late now 👍
#speculation nation#i am not a fucking baker so something always goes wrong when i make these pies 😭😭😭#but i am craving my grandma's pumpkin pies... i gotta bake them myself if i want them rn...#see the thing is ive previously bought pre-baked like. graham crusts#but i was like 'that crust sucks lets get a different thing'#so i got tbis dough shit that i put into pans. the box said to bake it. and so i was like ok cool#then as they were in the oven i looked at the pumpkin pie recipe for starting the filling#and then saw that it says 'unbaked shells' and so 😥😥😥😥#but too late now and it worked fine with the graham. and well. the filling is what i care about the most.#the crusts are just an excuse for having pie filling.#anyways i did set off the alarm. i think it's bc the oven was on so hot#the box says 450 which is hotter than i ever usually do. the pies themselves ask for 350#so well i turned the oven off and i have the microwave fan running#which oh yeah the fucking handle to my microwave fucking broke. it fucking broke.#i think i'll duct tape it or smth lol. microwave itself works fine still. and i dont want people in my apartment.#it's just the bottom part but it sure did just. splinter off. that shit is Broke broke.#and i scared the shit outta my cats And me with that damned alarm. and now i am just waiting.#calming down some. chilling the crusts. soon i will resume making the pie filling.#it's not like it even takes much time i am just. Nervous now.#i wanna let the oven cool off more b4 i have it going for like 45 mins lol#the crusts are kinda ugly. one of them is inflated on the bottom. these pies r going to be disasters.#so long as they still taste good......thats what i care about the most...#maybe my crusts will end up nuclear... if that happens tho ill just eat the filling out of the crust... its fine... ill be fine...#😭😭😭😭😭😭 why is everything so hard
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so i just wanna say i think i fumbled with a bad bitch a little bit the other night but not just in a shy loser wuhluhwuh way i just have so many other problems. but going forward i am going to be brave 🙏
#ABBY. give yourself a chance#now namely i am just weird about any intimacy and well lbr especially sex/romance etc#but then also like it’d been a while since we hung out and sometimes my self esteem is terrible and i’m like ok what if this is a pity#hangout or what if this is all a plot for this friend group to have drama to embarrass me and whatnot#which i stand by not liking many of them but i don’t think that’s like. a realistic problem lol#and now we’re gonna complicate thing with. well my dumbass 🤦♀️#i haven’t been smoking! and i was offered. and i was like well im j chilling rn sure! that one single hit murdered me.#my mouth was so dry. i was gulping my water. i’m making stupid ass jokes i’m not good at reading situations etc#and top it all off with the simple fact that this person just makes me wildly nervous and flustered#and i’ve kept it together through a lot of this but we r approaching a point.#some of it was so lameeeee it’s so lame to recount lol but well isn’t that something beautiful#when two people get together and hang out and are soo lame together and trying to impress/make each other laugh. well yes#abby talks#my hands were so so so cold at one point tho. and i didn’t even try to use that to my advantage in a lame corny way
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