#i am pure trash

[theangrypomeranian]

having brainrot for another fandom when you've been in one for so long is low key terrifying lol

[thedragonsfate]

LMAO can you imagine reading a story where two traumatized FIFTEEN year old boys going through a consistently life threatening situation and simultaneously learning that they have a lot to navigate in their romantic relationship revealed by this time that is Very Hard because it reveals a dissonance in their understanding of the world. where they then both become separately aware of and commit to amending and understanding one another, to the point that they are able to begin discussing how one of their Perspectives has been very hurtful to his bf followed by several apologies and acknowledgements that the former didn't understand but wants to.

Where the bf who had been feeling very hurt is able to safely and healthily express how the others perspective maybe wasn't fair to him and potentially counter to a lot of what he stands for but maybe has skirted around bc of perceived judgment. Where him doing so is in direct pursuit of his own trauma recovery. Where the bf who didn't understand proceeds to show several instances of him actively trying not only to amend his judgement but to show explicitly that he is actively working in real time to expand his world view, because he didn't understand before but that doesn't mean he can't come to understand.

Where they learn about conflict in a relationship and how it's not always explosive but can be insidious as it creeps up in the both of you quietly if you don't actively seek resolution. Where they show incredible skill at listening to eachother to understand, and the bf who has spent this time thus far exhibited as The Good One of the two is able to admit and understand where he has gone wrong and chooses to see that the world is more complicated than he thought. To realize that darkness can facilitate growth and that harsh reactions often come from a place of hurt and it's not fair to inflict punishment onto something just because it's scary, that it's important to extend your hand first and try for understanding, even with things you've spent your life considering Inherently Bad/Evil like death.

Where the hurt bf is able to focus on embracing the hard parts of his life and how they've shaped him and lean even further into his nature of Reaching Out to those in need that other folks shy away from while also maintaining the beginnings of a healthy conversation with his bf about what that means to him. Where he is able to acknowledge how the world has hurt and judged him and use his newfound safe space to find even more people he is ready to open up to and lean on separate from his partner and his partners individual journey into understanding him.

can you IMAGINE reading this beautiful story abt two fifteen year olds learning these really hard lessons together that so many adults cannot grasp, learning to navigate conflict by understanding that they love eachother and that is enough to facilitate the conversations required to keep going if they're willing to try

can you IMAGINE reading such a poignant story about the beginnings of recovery and escaping a state of Survival to become who you are and who you want to be, of showing that recovery is not as easy as choosing to ignore the torment build into your perception of the world - but that you can get to a place where you can begin choosing to understand and accept those things in order to be able to choose your own idea of happiness, of showing light in the dark and dark in the light, of showing the strength in being true to yourself as you depend on oneanother, of having a harsh and difficult past and getting to a point where you're able to look back and say I Don't Want To Do That Anymore, of opening your eyes to the beauty of dark things and letting go of a Very Human instinct to condemn them because you're able to see how you may have been wrong and can now choose to expand how you see the world

can you IMAGINE reading that book and your take away being

"this healing teenager is Cringy and OOC in his recovery bc he acts like a dorky teenager experiencing joy and his boyfriend is Evil bc he's OBVIOUSLY against everything the other stands for TOXICALLY and should be cast aside because he doesn't deserve his partner if he doesn't immediately understand every aspect of his trauma without them discussing it as, again, a FIFTEEN YEAR OLD"

[psy-ay-ay]

i thought i hated kizaru but the amount of absolute vitriol i have for akainu ohmygod like if you tell me he's going to die in ep 1000 i'll try to bend spacetime to be able watch the next 500 episodes in one day just to see him die

[thehappiestgolucky]

Trying out Rain World purely because of the art style.

I am terrible at it

Have a lil Odessa. She’s trying her best

[landfilloftrash]

Feel like im collecting Pokemon gym badges with the gods we’ve encountered and are giving me their tokens to call upon them

[the-kipsabian]

done with the second worst part of cleaning, i have vacuumed

[daydreamerwonderkid]

The urge to create a powerpoint presentation full of all my stupid faves grows every day ...

[carriagelamp]

the only reason i know about the fourth wing is because youtube recommended me a fansong of it and from the lyrics alone i knew what to expect (mid writing)

The concept sounded really good! I love a good dragon rider story and people seemed so hyped about it! But man, I just couldn't get into it. Maybe my expectations were overblown but it just felt so middling, and the romance(?) was really stilted, abrupt and just... not appealing. I have nothing against with some good smut but it just felt like it was trying too hard to be a tiktok ~*spicy*~ book, yknow? And so many things just felt like they did not fit with the world or pacing or whatever. I dunno. Weird book. Disappointing.

[xcziel]

i am SO IRRITATED with @support @staff right now

like this detaching a post from its link to each individual reblog in a chain is a NIGHTMARE

-> new hyperfixation, and i'm trying to backread some of the associated blogs that have been around a while, yeah?

and i'm on mobile, which is relevant because hey fuck app users is i guess the motto?

so used to, if you wanted to read a few months/years back on a blog you could: find a tag of theirs, click on a post that was around the time you were interested in, be ported to the blog's dash AS OF THAT TIME IN THE PAST, and just scroll along

but now, because tumblr, for whatever moronic reason, has isolated posts so that

clicking takes you to an individual pane for *only* that post, not where it is on the blog timeline

AND NOW you CANNOT reach a previous reblog from clicking on the username in the reblog (only the og post)

the ONLY way to get back to older posts is to SCROLL MANUALLY FOR LITERAL HOURS

if i want to see posts from 2017, finding an old post and clicking on it does NOTHING to help me - it has been snipped out of its native environment and shown to me, but the other posts available as links at the bottom pane are just whatever tumblr algorithm thinks are 'relevant', not access to the rest of the blog timeline

this is true EVEN ON MY OWN BLOG and

I HATE IT

either make the Archive function work on mobile or GIVE BACK THE FUNCTIONALITY THAT WE HAVE ALWAYS HAD

[gemkun]

@maquiscursed said:   [    PATTER    ]   for   our   muses   to   have   a   conversation   in   the   car   in   neuvillette's   office   while   the   rain   patters   down   around   them   (from   wriothesley   to   neuvillette)

      —       glass   panes,   surrounding   the   outskirts,   DO   NOT   go   unnoticed   by   the   pair   as   droplets   trickle   along,   leaving   lines   that   glimpse   out   into   the   land   of   justice.   the   culprit   should   be   some   scientific   phenomena   explained   in   the   very   same   books   that   outline   most   of   the   whereabouts   in   this   building.   but   inevitably,   it   is   not.

      the   truth   doesn’t   need   to   be   broadcasted   nor   deliberated   over   in   the   confines   of   the   office.   it   is   as   known   of   a   fact   as   it   is   as   known   as   the   governing   laws   of   the   nation.

      instead,   the   topic   is   lamentably   mediocre   and   lacklustre.   to   the   average   person.   but   for   the   chief   justice,   it   is   a   sworn   duty   and   livelihood.   he   breathes   it   as   if   it   were   the   very   lifeblood   that   runs   through   his   veins,   travelling   like   the   stream   of   water   falling   from   above.

❝   thank   you   for   coming   on   such   short   notice.   ❞   sincerity   is   littered   in   his   speech,   directed   to   the   administrator.   ❝   i   wish   to   discuss   the   new   inmate.   ❞

      the   invitation   lies   in   plain   sight.   despite   the   choice,   neuvillette   will   make   good   on   his   promise.   he   will   SCOUR   all   until   he   is   satisfied   with   his   investigation   and   confident   in   the   oratrice   and   its   judgement.

❝   would   now   be   an   appropriate   time   for   you?   ❞

[starfallenwishes]

If anyone wants to know where I’ve been... I’ve been hunting. 

I hate talent book farming. That’s the only reason I don’t have more. But I’ll get there. Still have quite a bit of time. I have pretty much no money I can drop because my client dropped us and we have to take time off to move clients and I wasn’t lucky to have people give me Christmas. But goddammit am I gonna have this fucking big chested sassy dendro bitch. 

[pomogranategf]

I AM NOT YOUR MOTHER. EVEN IF I WAS. ID MAKE YOU BEG FOR EVERY SHOE THAT I PICKED UP!!!!!!!!!!!

[ineffable-gallimaufry]

i can't even complain about taylor swift around here without getting the whole "oh because you listen to such good music as i like little girls" LIKE YOU CAN'T GO AFTER DANNY ELFMAN YOU PIECE OF SHIT. HE WRITES BETTER MUSIC THEN YOU WILL EVER LISTEN TO APPARENTLY

[kavehater]

I’m a descendant of the prophet (kind of) and all I have to show for it is my obsession with an anime blond guy …

[fingertipsmp3]

Kinda want to create one of those like 100 days of self care or mental health or something challenges for myself & post abt it each day to hold myself accountable

[mellomadness]

I’m so fucking done with programs not fucking working properly, not having the bare minimum functionality, and going behind user’s backs to make updates that users explicitly said they don’t fucking want

YES, THIS IS ABOUT PHOTOSHOP. HOW COULD YOU TELL?