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lost & found x x
#twst#twisted wonderland#sebek zigvolt#malleus draconia#twst silver#lilia vanrouge#fanart#this turns into an au#that bicycle is probably bought from human town during lilia's travel#i actually just planned to draw a vs picture between the sebek and the silver bcs it's so funny they comes one after another on the blog#like sebek is making it a match of notes but even tho he is so big his presence is so small compared to how adorable small silver and#small mal mal on that tiny bicycle#sebek's voice OFC I AM NO MATCH when babydragonwakasama is on the opposite side
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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you can be sick and still be tiny !!
chronically ill & disabled regressors i love you !!! <3
#cause i am one !!!#sick ≠ big kid#you can be sick n still be small too !#//little god#age regressor#agere blog#boy regression#boy regressor#boyre#sfw agere#sfw regression#age regression#chronically ill#chronic illness#disabled agere#chronically ill agere#agere gear#agere#agere little#agere moodboard
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DAY 103(123): miscellaneous practice beasts
#codacheetah#isat#loop isat#isat spoilers#(looks at the number discrepancy between days passed and days drawn) AUGH#im so sorry for my absence gamers i have been beaten horrendously by artblock and lack of schedule#i miss drawing for this blog.....i havent been drawing much at all lately frankly its so depressing its not even funny#i was so excited for artfight and ive done one attack. augh#i feel really bad abt not posting here like actually#but better to post something small and random than nothing at all i suppose#um anyways also sorry for posting this at 11:50 again. even when i have no obligation to post i only draw at like 11 pm through 4 am
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heyyyy who wants some lowish-resolution Lights Out angst scribbles before i go sleep!!!
(gonna put this under the cut bc im not sure if it can be considered spoiler-y or not? does this au even Have spoilers if there's no shared cohesive plot yet? who knows! i'm doing this impulsively i don't know what i'm doing ever! ! i like drawing characters in distress and anguish! thank you!)
#also if i dont share them now i just Know i never will#i like scribbling distress but Especially when its barnaby. he has the face for it. sad puppy <3#i mostly scribble these to help myself Think and Visualize#who knows! in a week some or all of them could be rendered non-au-canon by Evolving Ideas#scribble salad#wh lights out au#the last wally one is probably my favorite of the bunch#i like making myself sad by playing the Scene its from in my head <3#wail in anguish puppet boy... wail and sob....#going back to my roots with these babeyyyyyy#kind of. mildly.#its been too fluffy on this blog#i need to remember where im from... what im about... Who I Am....#also 'why is wally so small' bc all of the puppets are there physical sizes#also im Terrible at scribbling consistent size differences <3#i will Always overcompensate <3#anyway this au is called lights out aka I Torment Barnaby On An Intensely Emotional Level#what can i say? i have cuteness aggression <3
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every time a post/poll goes around about being aspec and fandom shipping enjoyment/engagement/whatever im like. NOW can we stop acting like being an aromantic person who enjoys shipping is some kind of Weird Outlier Situation? can we stop acting like this is an Unpopular Opinion or even Persecuted Outcast Take rather than idk, the default standard, just like everywhere else? idk romance repulsed aromantics Yes Including Fiction aren’t the default or even a significant majority and it really drives me nuts when people act like aros who enjoy shipping are somehow Not exactly that.
#gav gab#aro blogging#like gdspeed bud enjoy what you enjoy#glad you’re happy#but can we fucking knock it off with the ‘but am i VALID to be an aro who likes shipping?????’ stuff#like yeah dog you and fucking Everybody Else in fandom#a small handful of ‘im too aro for this’ from the handful of Yes Including Fiction Yes All Of It romance repulsed aros#are not persecuting you or taking away your aro card#anyways that goes along with my general opinion that#going around asking people Is It Valid To Be X Identity And Have Y Experience Or Opinion#is a fundamentally useless and unhelpful thing to do#and is unfair to yourself and to the person you're asking#bc you're placing your like#ability to Have An Identity in someone else's hands#which they did not ask for#and is not theirs to give or not give anyway#this one just super extra annoys me lmao#'am i valid if i'm an aro who still likes shipping?????' well if you weren't#most aros wouldn't be ValidTM#because that is not unusual at all#you know what IS unusual?#being the big mean aro in the corner who DOESN'T like shipping#no none of it yes including that one I Do Mean All
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okay girl I don't even know what you're on because recent johan liebert fans have been spoiled with the gift of actually having so much to read in the johan liebert x reader tags. Before you I swear to god everything was SO DRY AND EMPTY. We have talented authors and fics of course which we eat up in seconds, but its so few and far between that it feels like a dead fandom sometimes. The second you came in it feels like a dam of water exploding over a dessert.
ANNNOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
I WAS JUST KIDDING ON THAT POST BECAUSE I JUST FOUND IT FUNNY BUT NOW I LEGIT DON'T HAVE ANY WORDS IM SOO ????? FHDSKAFHJKASHF FFH MMNN ?/ ?? FHSN H GGGG2382392 FDFA34??????????? FHADHFHFHHHFJDAKFAHJFHAFH NCNDMSNF,MC,MSDFH653742I8746783264HFDSKFBJASLKFJKSCMMMAMAMAMA8F8888123897198381NDSFHJKASHFAR8920NFKLASN @#$$#%^^&%
#I sent a pic to rie about how small the fandom is and its so funni that in “blogs containing johan x reader” it's just me and her listed 😭#(i've been hearting all her oil well fire memes on my first account teh second she posted it but shhh no one tell her that)#i kind of knew what i was getting into because I too am aware of lack of johan content (which is why I started this blog ems) because#I'm pretty sure I've reached the bottom of the tag and read every fic I've found then reread everything again for another time like a dog.#but I guess I'm still a bit used to larger fandoms 😭 like my obsession before monster was DC comics and batfam#but anyways thank you anon ily :((((((((((#suusoh answers
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Remember that time years ago when I posted about how much I loved g3 and their designs, and some brony commented how I totally made the post specifically to troll and get attention from bronies? bc I couldn’t possibly just make a sincere post about loving what I collect?? wild times to be a collector
#I was a bit too late to the game to be truly targeted by the obnoxious part of the brony community#I started this blog in 2014 and it took some time to amass followers#so I wasn’t active in the worst heyday of previous gen hate#and man am I happy for it#this is the only time it happened to me I think#also reminds me of that fandom I used to be in that shall not be named#but it had one giant ship in it#and I shipped a small ship instead#and people made posts about how people who shipped the small ship#just made content specifically to spite the major ship shippers#like do you think I would have written fics for a very small ship to troll the majority of the fandom??#why would I waste my time and energy on that??#anyway that fandom was truly wild too
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writers on this app, remember that "comparison is a thief of joy." it is okay to admire someone else's writing but don't get discouraged and compare your work to theirs because you are two different people and you have different approach of writing. yes, you are very talented and your writing is beautiful. it is disheartening to see your work not getting recognized or appreciated but it will someday. by that time, you are your first audience and as long as that piece of work makes you feel good for you gace your best, it is all that matters. you are enough and so is your wtitings. so appreciate yourself and be kind to yourself.
#gonna be honest i am speaking from experience#so many people think that they are not talented enough just because they are a small blog or very new to writing#but it is a journey and truly a good one#appreciate yourself#pasi.txt
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frickin shite that was the worst small group I've ever been to in my life
#the eisegesis made me want to rattle out of my bones in frustration#got corrected for trying to cross-reference because ''we only stick to our one passage'' and nearly fucking cried about it#I PHYSICALLY CANNOT NOT CROSS-REFERENCE SCRIPTURE#not only is it a shitty hermeneutical process but it's also just Not How My Brain Works!!#y'all have seen me crossreference on this blog it isn't just the Bible! I can't Not crossreference things to save my life#and I basically got (admittedly she was trying to be kind about it) corrected in front of the entire group of 20somethings#and the couple that leads it are so PARTICULAR and nitpicky and it has to be done their way or you're gonna get corrected#my first introduction to her was her coming up to me while I was working the sound booth and telling me about something#wrong with my production setup that I KNEW ABOUT and WAS AND STILL AM NOT ABLE TO CHANGE#(our camera for livestreams doesn't have a high enough mount and I don't have space to extend it higher so we catch the tops#of people's heads in the camera shot)#and the girl I went bc I want to get to know her better WASNT EVEN THERE#I spent the entire time trying not to cry or look at anyone#I need to find a different small group... sorry all the kids my age were nice but I can't handle the structure or leaders#Lu rambles#adulthood woes
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8 characters confirmed for Like a Dragon: Infinite Wealth, the first entry in the series to feature all faceclaims from the previous game!
#yakuza#like a dragon#yakuza like a dragon#like a dragon 8#like a dragon infinite wealth#jo sawashiro#joon-gi han#seong-hui#yu nanba#koichi adachi#saeko mukoda#daigo dojima#masumi arakawa#HEY-OHHHHHHHH if you've had me send wips of this or seen me talk about this on snap's blog (or are snap) hiiiiii :)#SOURCES ARE LINKED ON THE YOUTUBE VIDEO BTW I'M NOT JUST LINKING IT AS A MIRROR FOR ONCE#plz don't let this one flop this took ages and i'm actually really really happy with it#second time editing a video But (For The Most Part) It Kind Of Slaps Your Honor. So I'm Told.#some small mistakes here and there but i am not re-rendering this for the nth time so deal with it <3#speaking of thank GOD the music is made specifically to be listened to repeatedly#if no one else got me i know “yokohama crackhouse” got me#also hehehe jo and arakawa mirroring heheheheheeeee#i'm so excited for them to be BACK back. OBVIOUSLY#because arakawa's flashback is confirmed to be an entirely new scene too#i kinda wonder if it's related to like. when nakai said he paid special attention to his and jo's scenes even though they hardly even speak#are we... are we getting a peek... are we getting a peek into the vault...#make monologue and soliloquy canon or i'm killing the hostages#no im literally going to die if we get new interactions#also can't fucking count so i originally intended to feature majima but this ain't like a dragon NINE#and everyone already knows he'll be in it anyway (same could go for the party but idc DO NOT SEPARATE) ok thanks bye#my clips
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more of them. this time season 4 :)
i feel like this season they started experimenting a bit more with how they animate certain things. musk ox mania is a good example bc they had those impact effects and also that transformation at the end. also the liturgusa krattorum magical girl transformation
part 1 | 2 | you are here | ?
additionally i am a big fan of this bonus tbh
#me on mobile looking at my blog for 5 min straight (i am looking at these gifs):#i like how you can see my wk binge progress by looking at the post dates of each one of these#debated with myself on if i should include the one of the disk in the lobster trap just bc it is so small and hard to see#alas it evens out the number of gifs so it is staying lmao#honestly hilarious how this devolved from just cps transformation effects into anything that looks cool#wild kratts#chris kratt#martin kratt#gif#gif warning#flashing gif#flashing cw
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Have a look at two icons with my baby.
#the baby is no longer this small#The side blog is using the left one already and I am considering using the right one on my main....#I'm not sure what's stopping me from it#trixie baby
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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING
#cw blood#luckys original content#ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG#also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project#FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD#SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter#and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do#THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG#i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then#i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that#ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours#so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time#i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly#and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more#but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho#we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange#yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but#she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that#i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated#i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others#AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG#IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL#LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU#AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU
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really wish people would read blog rules more, it makes running blogs like this very low reward and you feel like a machine if people aren't commenting and aren't even abiding by one of the, honestly, very few and politely phrased rules i even have
#then i'm left trying not to respond like a bitch when the rules are there in the first place so i don't have to have negative interactions#with the people who come to this blog#like keeping it 100 you write for yourself but you write for ENGAGEMENT and COMMUNITY#and these days in fandom there really is no community#for any fandom across the board#people see something and move on#that's bad enough at killing fandoms#but the fact that a creator can have really only one super hard rule and it gets disregarded every day#day in and day out! and i really mean it this rule gets broken in my inbox DAILY man!#i write for a lot of small fandoms or smaller characters i love the characters i'm happy to do it#but i have an adult job. college. friends. family. my own original creative projects#and even if i don't respond to the asks where people are blatantly violating /again/#one of my FEW rules#it's exhausting to even see it !!!#it makes me not feel like a person#who cares what the girl behind the screen asked me not to do? right?? but i'm about done#i'm only at my breaking point because i've had this blog now for what three or four years??#and no matter how i phrase the rule people break it#no matter how many reminder posts#it's exhausting because it's an every day daily thing#idk maybe i'll feel better abt it in the morning but i'm getting exhausted tbh#exhausted as in this blog might be going BYE BYE i wont delete i think you'd have it up until tumblr goes away but i am getting pissed off#TRULY pissed off bc it's been years of me asking cmon now
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Hope the thing I ordered for Tyler came through. And I hope my parents still give it to him, even though I’m not there.
#(ooc) btw small text is his internal monologue that is being. automatically posted cause he is in hell#why am i not making small text posts more often then? He Does Not Think /silly#...but honestly maybe its good to not think when youre stuck in the void w no hope of getting out. and youll never see your loved ones again#i made this blog for the Funneys and now im kinda sad.
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