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#twst#twisted wonderland#sebek zigvolt#malleus draconia#twst silver#lilia vanrouge#fanart#this turns into an au#that bicycle is probably bought from human town during lilia's travel#i actually just planned to draw a vs picture between the sebek and the silver bcs it's so funny they comes one after another on the blog#like sebek is making it a match of notes but even tho he is so big his presence is so small compared to how adorable small silver and#small mal mal on that tiny bicycle#sebek's voice OFC I AM NO MATCH when babydragonwakasama is on the opposite side
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes āohhh yeah bc pinkā#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going āwhat about the pink onesā on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other āqueerā folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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Yandere Chrollo Kissing Thought
A/n: Proof read enough to get sick of 3 paragraphs, grammatical errors(?) tbh just sentence structure dw, and teeth. A paragraph about teeth. Thank u and good night.
Chrollo is waiting for the right moment to kiss you. He wants it to be magical, other worldly, just as enchanting as he fantasizes it to be; the plush flesh of your lips and tease of your tongue already invading his mind. Are you the type to be shy and only caress your tongue against his time and time again, or are you bold and willing to give every fiber of yourself to him? Swirling, interlocking, and roping around each other sloppily-- it's the thing of every man's dream.
He wants to feel the structure of your teeth through your warm lips, the outward curve of your lower face clashing against his. Would it be weird if he let his tongue slip across your teeth and to your gums? Occasionally, of course. Chrollo finds the idea of feeling the texture and shape of each individual tooth slotted in the wet, firm insides of your jaw alluring. He longs to study your body, to worship it like it was meant to be. Treasure and read it over repeatedly like the many books he's stowed away in his personal collection of stolen items.
But how to do that without you trying to scratch his face off like an ungrateful house cat? Seems like only time will tell. For now, he'll just stick to kissing your cheeks while you're dead asleep, or ghosting his lips over your shoulders if your guard is down on a good day. Chrollo wants you to at least tolerate him-- which also already seems light years away-- but woe is him for trying to give you a semblance of his affection for you. He's already got you in his unyielding hold, now he just has to play the long game. And it's not like he's worried about rushing things. You two are going to stay together for a very long time, so you'll give in sooner or later. He knows you, and you'll have to.
#yandere#x reader#yandere blog#male yandere#yandere x reader#yandere hxh#yandere hunter x hunter#yandere chrollo lucilfer#yandere chrollo#yandere chrollo x reader#yandere chrollo lucilfer x reader#yandere hxh x reader#yandere hunter x hunter x reader#wrote this bc i myself havent recieved any smooches in a while#and its been crossing my mind lately errruh#anyyyywaayyyyy#supes tired#dont ask (or plz ask) about the teeth thing#dont act like yall were never a little curious#like when u had a wiggly tooth and poked and prodded in ur bactieria infested mouth#and when u finally got that thing out#u slide ur tongue over the gap#oddly satisfying#right#like am i right#or am i right#hopefully not a tough crowd tonite folks#i used to just rip em out for this reason tbh#just the wiggly ones tho lol#small write for the nite whoo hoo
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#death note#light yagami#l lawliet#eyestrain#?#i like shapes and colors AND patterns#fun combinations of all of those things#anyway i feel like i donāt talk in the tags on this blog as much as i used to. i need to do that more how else will i make more ppl#parasocially in love w meā¦..#so hmm. i graduate in less than a month which is exciting bc school sucks ass and i want to be done w it forever (until i decide i want#to go for a masters that is T_T) and have u guys heard abt the mcrtour? making mefeel fucking craaazyyyyyy yes iām gonna try for#tickets. and perhaps even visit some beloved mutuals in the process. and fool that i am i never finished my last scarf but am wanting#to start a new one but this one is for someone so perhaps i will have more motivation to like. actually finish it lol. knitting btw. i am#not very good at it but it is a good skill to have and crocheting is my motherās thing and i like the look of knit better. i got yarn the#other day and i was like ough am i remembering their favorite color correctly but if not i can just die forever or smth. iām not sure#what pattern i wanna do or if i want to add a second color or anything but like i have a small collection of yarn that i got when it was#on sale like crazy so iām sure i can find smth that will complement my base color if need be#okay iām done goodbye
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you can be sick and still be tiny !!
chronically ill & disabled regressors i love you !!! <3
#cause i am one !!!#sick ā big kid#you can be sick n still be small too !#//little god#age regressor#agere blog#boy regression#boy regressor#boyre#sfw agere#sfw regression#age regression#chronically ill#chronic illness#disabled agere#chronically ill agere#agere gear#agere#agere little#agere moodboard
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ARLIGHT PEOPLE, AFTER A TON OF HARD WORK AND HAIR PULLING, i present to thee....
My designs for Calypso and Circe!!
#artists on tumblr#art#digital art#artwork#fanart#Character Design#Epic the Musical#epic the circe saga#circe saga#circe epic the musical#circe#Circe design#calypso#Calypso wisdom Saga#I am so so happy with the final designs of the two HEHEHEHEHE#I THINK THEY BOTH LOOK VERY LOVELY!! AND I AM PROUD#ESPECIALLY CIRCE'S#I popped off with her#AND I DID SAY SHE WAS GONNA HAVE ONE TIT OUT#Just covered with her hair for that family-friendliness for the blog lol#I would ramble about my thoughts behind tge designs but. it's night. I am not putting myself through that LOL#And you mightnbe thinking...#Where js my design for Odysseus??#i SWEAR I HAVE A DESIGN FOR HUM. IT'S ALMOST DONE. I JUST NEED TO FINALLY SOME SMALL TPUCHES BEFORE I SHOW HIM#AND AND#WOMEN ARE MUCH EASIER TO DESIGN FOR ME- SO THAT'S WHY I FINISHED DESIGNING HIM AND NOT ODYSSEUS...#he's coming i swear#ā What PĆ©nelope tells herself while waiting for Odysseus LOL#I also want give a shoutout to Gigi because MAAAAN#THEIR DESIGNS ARE SO SO GOOD THEY INSPIRE ME A LOT WITJ MY CHARACTER DESIGNING
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DAY 103(123): miscellaneous practice beasts
#codacheetah#isat#loop isat#isat spoilers#(looks at the number discrepancy between days passed and days drawn) AUGH#im so sorry for my absence gamers i have been beaten horrendously by artblock and lack of schedule#i miss drawing for this blog.....i havent been drawing much at all lately frankly its so depressing its not even funny#i was so excited for artfight and ive done one attack. augh#i feel really bad abt not posting here like actually#but better to post something small and random than nothing at all i suppose#um anyways also sorry for posting this at 11:50 again. even when i have no obligation to post i only draw at like 11 pm through 4 am
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i miss carpisuns sometimes </3
#not necessarily that I regret switching over but i just get like nostalgic for an earlier time in the ml fandom#s3 was soooo much fun for me#and the long hiatus before s4 was also the best. so good wasnāt ready for it to end when it did haha#things just feel so different in the fandom now#both the fandom has changed and I have changed#and of course the STORY has changed#and I like donāt know what to do about that or how to react#cause I am used to being one of the guys who is defending mlās honor with my life lol#committed to spreading positivity#and I still want to be that guy!#but itās like. idk. I donāt recognize this story anymore#this isnāt the same story that I fell in love with years ago. but I donāt want to just like Leave??#I do want to see how things play out bc I am still invested in these characters#and I would love to still be part of the fan community and connect with people over a mutual love for this thing#that has been important to me for years and has inspired me to create and learn new skills and make new friends!#but I also donāt just want to shut up and pretend Iām happy about things I am decidedly unhappy about lol#like itās honestly surprising to me that a only a small minority of the fandom seems to feel the way I do?#and the majority are still super pumped and frustrated at the people who are complaining#and really. I donāt WANT to rain on anyoneās parade. I honestly donāt#I was part of the parade for years! I had the best time in the parade! I donāt want to ruin the good time!#so i try not to be too salty on main ? but i feel like Iām going a little crazy lmao! like Iām just one bitter little miser fhdjjd#i mean i guess itās kind of a good thing that I moved blogs tbh lol#cause now when i whine only a fraction of the people have to be exposed to it š#but man i hate knowing that people might think of me as a salter#I mean itās valid if people are trying to have fun and do not want to hear my complaining haha#but also do i automatically have to be a salter. are the only options support and defend ml 100% at all times or Be A Salter#or can there be a third category of certified ml lover that is just disappointed in recent events & disagrees with the new writing direction#is that too much nuance for tumblr lol#see maybe thatās why I miss carpisuns. she didnāt have to ask this question. she was only full of LOVE!#but therein lies the ironyā¦like marinette I have made this choice out of loveā¦for what the story once wasā¦what is to become of me nowā¦
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every time a post/poll goes around about being aspec and fandom shipping enjoyment/engagement/whatever im like. NOW can we stop acting like being an aromantic person who enjoys shipping is some kind of Weird Outlier Situation? can we stop acting like this is an Unpopular Opinion or even Persecuted Outcast Take rather than idk, the default standard, just like everywhere else? idk romance repulsed aromantics Yes Including Fiction arenāt the default or even a significant majority and it really drives me nuts when people act like aros who enjoy shipping are somehow Not exactly that.
#gav gab#aro blogging#like gdspeed bud enjoy what you enjoy#glad youāre happy#but can we fucking knock it off with the ābut am i VALID to be an aro who likes shipping?????ā stuff#like yeah dog you and fucking Everybody Else in fandom#a small handful of āim too aro for thisā from the handful of Yes Including Fiction Yes All Of It romance repulsed aros#are not persecuting you or taking away your aro card#anyways that goes along with my general opinion that#going around asking people Is It Valid To Be X Identity And Have Y Experience Or Opinion#is a fundamentally useless and unhelpful thing to do#and is unfair to yourself and to the person you're asking#bc you're placing your like#ability to Have An Identity in someone else's hands#which they did not ask for#and is not theirs to give or not give anyway#this one just super extra annoys me lmao#'am i valid if i'm an aro who still likes shipping?????' well if you weren't#most aros wouldn't be ValidTM#because that is not unusual at all#you know what IS unusual?#being the big mean aro in the corner who DOESN'T like shipping#no none of it yes including that one I Do Mean All
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Have a look at two icons with my baby.
#the baby is no longer this small#The side blog is using the left one already and I am considering using the right one on my main....#I'm not sure what's stopping me from it#trixie baby
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well bat you canāt just drop that youāre a signed up expert on the 2006 250 cc szn and not share WHY (unless you already have ofcā¦..Iām so sorry tumblr search is so ass) please divulge!! I see bb Jorge domination from the wiki š also Aleixā¦Doviā¦and Chaz Davies entered under like 5 different teams omfg what was going on w Caseyās bestie that year
JORGE DOVI TITLE FIGHT JORGE DOVI TITLE FIGHT omg, I'm like the #1 scholar of 2006-07 250cc era (admittedly another one of those fields where I'm not exactly getting a lot of competition on this website, guys please they're so funny). my short thesis for their 250cc vibe is here, where I described it as the huis clos of teenage motorcycle racing. which!! it is
also jorge categorically did NOT dominate that season, he scored only 17 more points than dovi!! but the thing is that jorge wins WAY more races than dovi does (the races dovi win are pretty cool, mind) - it's as close as it is because jorge is a bit less consistent and also tends to stink up the place in the wet. and then 2007 is a way more dominant season... still, broadly everyone's very impressed with dovi because the consensus is that dovi's honda is way way inferior to jorge's aprilia. see from the 2008 season preview (x):
MotoGP has received a welcome injection of young blood this year, and all of the rookies have been fast. The first question we hoped to see answered is the duel between Jorge Lorenzo and Andrea Dovizioso. Last year, Dovi managed to make Lorenzo's life very difficult, despite being on vastly inferior machinery. This year, the Italian is only on slightly inferior equipment, and will be hungry for revenge. Lorenzo, for his part, will want to make his mark on the series, and get a good finish to establish his place in the hierarchy, which he feels is really at the very pinnacle.
(this is also what sets up dovi being late noughties motogp forums' darling, like I cannot emphasise enough how much they LOVED that guy in 2008. plucky underdog syndrome)
it's a big dovi story point that him sticking with honda during 250cc is like,, a real act of loyalty. and initially it gets paid off when he gets the repsol honda ride in 2009, and then it gets rather less paid off when it all becomes a bit ugly in 2010-11 (more on that here). so it's not even that dovi's defeats during 250cc reflect BADLY on him.... but. but!! the joy of it is that these two SO clearly do not fuck with each other that the vibes are just consistently DREADFUL. in really fun ways!! you've obviously always got these great podium photos where one guy aggressively does not want to be there
generational vibes mismatch
it's also just so AWKWARD because dovi just doesn't really care to engage with jorge AT ALL and jorge is playing out all these sports movie narratives in his head where dovi is like,, his great teenage rival who he learns so much from fighting before joining the big leagues. dovi is not interested in being jorge's great teenage rival. and jorge is just so dramatically undersocialised that his attempts to sidle up to dovi and engage with him are consistently very funny to watch. cf something like sepang 2006... jorge is always trying so so hard. not always clear WHAT he's trying but he sure is trying
and 2007 adds another great twist with this, where jorge shows up with increasingly zany celebrations. so dovi's not only being beaten but he's also having to watch his title rival like,, show up in full gladiator kit. which is just. not dovi's vibe. regular reminder that jorge had a dovi mask made but unfortunately never used it:
as far as WE know, he still has that thing. anyway please just take a moment to picture dovi's reaction to jorge lorenzo showing up with a mask of his face. just let that image sit there for a moment in your mind's eye. appreciate it
what dovi had going for him those years was, a) the power of his contempt and distaste for jorge, and b) the ability to remind everyone of how underpowered his bike was. and both of those things were perfect to very much GET to jorge, like it genuinely would've been easier for him if dovi could've had the decency to openly despise him. he wants some feisty rivalries!! not dovi just staring at him like he's dirt on his shoe and then turning away omg. here's jorge about dovi in 2008 (from the longer post about the jorge/dovi feud):
'play the victim' godddd you can really picture dovi doing his factual neutral little just :) telling :) it :) like :) it :) is :) lines about how shit his bike is while jorge is having so many emotions he's going to explode. you get the sense jorge felt dovi was always looking down on him, like it's SUCH an unpleasant vibe... and jorge basically confirmed that's exactly what was going on when he said the following in 2018, during their teammate stint:
DURING MY WHOLE CAREER TRIED TO UNDERMINE MY MORALE likeeee this goes SO far back... jorge seeing dovi as this kind of condescending know-it-all who has always thought he's smarter than jorge... it's such a horrid little dynamic with two fundamentally clashing characters repeatedly trapped together, all of jorge's brash earnestness constantly colliding against the wall that is dovi's cold disinterest. funny in every single iteration, I'm so so glad they got to be title rivals for two years to consolidate their life-long loathing of each other. now THERE is a reconciliation that is not happening any time soon. anyway, if literally a single person is interested in more in-depth discussion of the 2006-07 250cc seasons and the actual races therein, lmk
#trying to post my niche interest into the mainstream consciousness (for a given value of the word 'mainstream')#the sete stuff was an unqualified success. big investment and now EYE am getting sent stuff i never would have found. 10/10#has singlehandedly made this whole motogp blogging adventure worth it#casey/valentino have admittedly taken things out of my hands but it's not really paid any dividends yet#partly because this website's understanding of casey remains ass. maybe one day#if anyone wants to take up the jorge/dovi cause... i'm sure there's a lot of stuff out there i haven't dug up. pls#//#brr brr#morale tag#batsplat responds#mind u i've tried to do a few like. photo hunts. get some material over the years#and it is just COMICALLY lacking. like my god did these guys ever even do the slightest bit of small talk during pressers??#THEY'VE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR TWO DECADES
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Remember that time years ago when I posted about how much I loved g3 and their designs, and some brony commented how I totally made the post specifically to troll and get attention from bronies? bc I couldnāt possibly just make a sincere post about loving what I collect?? wild times to be a collector
#I was a bit too late to the game to be truly targeted by the obnoxious part of the brony community#I started this blog in 2014 and it took some time to amass followers#so I wasnāt active in the worst heyday of previous gen hate#and man am I happy for it#this is the only time it happened to me I think#also reminds me of that fandom I used to be in that shall not be named#but it had one giant ship in it#and I shipped a small ship instead#and people made posts about how people who shipped the small ship#just made content specifically to spite the major ship shippers#like do you think I would have written fics for a very small ship to troll the majority of the fandom??#why would I waste my time and energy on that??#anyway that fandom was truly wild too
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physically restraining myself from redrawing a bg n making it unnecessarily complicated n detailed
#I AM NOT DRAWING A BUNCH OF DETAILED BUILDINGS FOR A SMALL BG PIC IM NOT IM NOT#one of my nr 1 rules making the ask blog was that i was gonna half ass shit more#so that id actually get shit done#i can either go complicated or detailed#if i do both ill never finish anything u_u#i should actually be going 2 bed tbh............#But! im at least working on shit for the blog again which feels great!#still have some other projects i gotta finish also.... But i have abit more wiggle room 2 also do my own shit inbtween#for now..........#until deadlines catch up with me again B)#tho hopeully i can plan out my time better n not spend like 2 or 3 months filled with anxiety B)#rambles#also semi related i am also restraining myself from making an aradia ask blog................. u dont know how tempted i am#but i also know i dont have the time for it.................................................................#but.................................................................................#i wanna
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okay girl I don't even know what you're on because recent johan liebert fans have been spoiled with the gift of actually having so much to read in the johan liebert x reader tags. Before you I swear to god everything was SO DRY AND EMPTY. We have talented authors and fics of course which we eat up in seconds, but its so few and far between that it feels like a dead fandom sometimes. The second you came in it feels like a dam of water exploding over a dessert.
ANNNOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
I WAS JUST KIDDING ON THAT POST BECAUSE I JUST FOUND IT FUNNY BUT NOW I LEGIT DON'T HAVE ANY WORDS IM SOO ????? FHDSKAFHJKASHF FFH MMNN ?/ ?? FHSN H GGGG2382392 FDFA34??????????? FHADHFHFHHHFJDAKFAHJFHAFH NCNDMSNF,MC,MSDFH653742I8746783264HFDSKFBJASLKFJKSCMMMAMAMAMA8F8888123897198381NDSFHJKASHFAR8920NFKLASN @#$$#%^^&%
#I sent a pic to rie about how small the fandom is and its so funni that in āblogs containing johan x readerā it's just me and her listed š#(i've been hearting all her oil well fire memes on my first account teh second she posted it but shhh no one tell her that)#i kind of knew what i was getting into because I too am aware of lack of johan content (which is why I started this blog ems) because#I'm pretty sure I've reached the bottom of the tag and read every fic I've found then reread everything again for another time like a dog.#but I guess I'm still a bit used to larger fandoms š like my obsession before monster was DC comics and batfam#but anyways thank you anon ily :((((((((((#suusoh answers
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frickin shite that was the worst small group I've ever been to in my life
#the eisegesis made me want to rattle out of my bones in frustration#got corrected for trying to cross-reference because ''we only stick to our one passage'' and nearly fucking cried about it#I PHYSICALLY CANNOT NOT CROSS-REFERENCE SCRIPTURE#not only is it a shitty hermeneutical process but it's also just Not How My Brain Works!!#y'all have seen me crossreference on this blog it isn't just the Bible! I can't Not crossreference things to save my life#and I basically got (admittedly she was trying to be kind about it) corrected in front of the entire group of 20somethings#and the couple that leads it are so PARTICULAR and nitpicky and it has to be done their way or you're gonna get corrected#my first introduction to her was her coming up to me while I was working the sound booth and telling me about something#wrong with my production setup that I KNEW ABOUT and WAS AND STILL AM NOT ABLE TO CHANGE#(our camera for livestreams doesn't have a high enough mount and I don't have space to extend it higher so we catch the tops#of people's heads in the camera shot)#and the girl I went bc I want to get to know her better WASNT EVEN THERE#I spent the entire time trying not to cry or look at anyone#I need to find a different small group... sorry all the kids my age were nice but I can't handle the structure or leaders#Lu rambles#adulthood woes
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more of them. this time season 4 :)
i feel like this season they started experimenting a bit more with how they animate certain things. musk ox mania is a good example bc they had those impact effects and also that transformation at the end. also the liturgusa krattorum magical girl transformation
part 1 | 2 | you are here | ?
additionally i am a big fan of this bonus tbh
#me on mobile looking at my blog for 5 min straight (i am looking at these gifs):#i like how you can see my wk binge progress by looking at the post dates of each one of these#debated with myself on if i should include the one of the disk in the lobster trap just bc it is so small and hard to see#alas it evens out the number of gifs so it is staying lmao#honestly hilarious how this devolved from just cps transformation effects into anything that looks cool#wild kratts#chris kratt#martin kratt#gif#gif warning#flashing gif#flashing cw
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