#i am on the verge of a mental breakdown
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at least we have some good news: the arrivals of danjuma and porro mean that the team’s average sexiness score has gone up
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Random studyblr post #?/?
The only thing keeping me sane is the new Linkin Park album. I have 2 exams, a report and a paper due next week, and of course I started at the very last minute
#i have a headache#it's 5pm on a friday#i just got back from a lecture#i haven't eaten anything yet#i am on the verge of a mental breakdown#my weekend will be full of studying because I can't start at a responsible time 😭
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Today we will run with only one car, how am I feeling you ask? Fine, completely fine *visible eye twitch*
#Not only we are with only one car#I can't even scream of crashgate#I am on the verge of a mental breakdown#aston martin#formula 1#f1blr#singapore gp 2023
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the best(worst(best)) part about euclidia's destruction is that bill did it to prove himself,, because he says in the book that everyone loved him,,but based on that color-code lullaby from his mom,,,,it makes it sound like he really needed comfort because he was ostracized for his mutation and only felt safe with his parents(or at least his mom,,verdict still out on the status of his daddy issues,,),but even then they took him to the eye doctor to 'fix' him and 'make the visions go away' which he viewed as blinding him,,,,,so like,,no one seemed to believe bill at all,and he really wanted to show that the 3rd dimension he sees was real and that he was right,and thought it would be good for them to see it,,,,but in the process he just tore his dimension apart so horribly his brain literally blocks the memory because he cant confront the regret,especially with his parents fate, considering that after losing ford and getting drunk,he tries to call his dead mom and wonders where they all went,,,,,he wanted them all to see the stars like he did,,,,,,god,,and hes also getting a bad grade in therapy,,something he just discovered on his own and is apparently possible to achive for him
#its like 12:30 but god i love bill cipher and his disastrous regret of destroying his home#the transcript of the police call after bill goes to the bar makes me mentally ill#he had a breakup and wants to talk to his mom about it#why would alex hirsch do this#god i should be going to sleep#i just love when villains are seen at their lowest and on the verge of a breakdown from their regret and have to confront it fully#and with bill cipher i am getting a full course meal with beverages included
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NOW IN BETTER QUALITY????? I CANT DO YHIS RN I CANT EVER DO THIS😭😭😭
he’s fucking pouting i’m trembling with cuteness aggression and i just KNOW it’s the ‘2 are all I need we’re good’ line fuck this how am i horny and sad at the same time i am literally vibrating!!!!!
HIS FUCKING POUT I KEEP LOOKING AND !!!
#WHY IS HE SO HOT#HES SO HOT WHEN HE EXISTS#I AM ON THE VERGE OF SCREAMING#HIS FUCKING PO U. Y#i’m making the sound like a dog squeaky toy#only this show will make me have a mental breakdown and my back arch in the same scene#fuck man!!!!!#levi ackerman#aot anime#levi.pic
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I’m back with another song that I think honestly fits TOO WELL for a Just Dance character (Jack Rose, in this case) for them not to incorporate it somehow at some point;
Breathe In, Breathe Out - Set It Off
Okay, so, just take a look at this small except from the song:
“Your poker face could make them melt,
Just sit back and deal with the hand you’re dealt
Face facts, it won’t be easy this time
Sticks like a tack in the back of my mind
Hurts so deep when I think too much
And breathing gets harder,
Take a look at me,
From one side, I seem to be
So calm, so cool, collected
And on the other side, I’m melting down”
You know how @signofthestriking was talking about the concept of a disheveled Jack Rose dancing to Gasoline? Kinda the same idea here; everybody sees him as this super put-together, “perfect” person, but in truth he’s actually a complete mess, he just tries his best not to show it.
But, there comes a point where he just can’t take it anymore. And the façade slips.
On one side, Jack makes it seem like he’s so unbothered by everything he’s had to experience throughout his life.
The side that people don’t get to see of him, however, is just how incredibly traumatized and hurt he actually is from everything.
Is this making sense?
I hope this is making some kind of sense 💀
mb if it doesn’t, I’m like, about to go to sleep but I just needed to get all of my thoughts out into a post before I could so this is NOT proofread for any repetitiveness or rambling I just needed to get it out 😭 hope it at least makes a bit of sense though because I really DO believe that this song would be PERFECT for him
might add more onto this at another point in time if I think of anything else I wanna say about it !!
#this idea literally has my whole brain rn#I am once again asking for Ubisoft to bring Set It Off songs into Just Dance#PLEASE#just dance#just dance jack rose#just dance lore#*bonks Jack’s head* this bad boy can fit SO MUCH trauma !!!#he is literally constantly on the verge of a complete mental breakdown#‘‘this is fine’’: Jack Rose after suffering through horrific childhood trauma that still continues to extend into even his adulthood#night swan for mother of the year /s
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on my knees begging to stop feeling like shit for one day of my life like oh my goddd girl give me a break what is this‼️
#i think ive been on the verge of a horrible mental breakdown since april and every bad day i have makes it worse like 😭#< can u tell today was one of those bad days ahaha 🥰#dont wanna get too deep on here i hate venting like that but. dear god <3 i am so tired <3#txt
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HYBERNATION MODE ON............
#im legit on the verge of a complete mental and/or physical breakdown...#the temperature drops by a few degrees and the sun sets earlier and all of a sudden i cant imagine being operational past like. 2pm#but its not that its been like that this whole time but now its stressing me out bc im BUSY.#i got places to be..... that require me to forsake my daytime naps which are the only thing holding me togetherrrr..........#and truth be told thats part of why i dropped out 💀 but i was in denial. still am to an extent#piksla.txt
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Buying swimwear in the year of our Lord 2024 seems like an impossible task. Like what's going on with all these bikini bottoms that fully expose your ass cheeks. Some of us girlies seek comfort. 😭😭😭
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"No burnouts" Ferrari tell that to my brain instead
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Sometimes your head just randomly starts a war with you.
But it's ok. Nobody will know.
#my hip is fucking with my head again#it just feels weird#i dont even know if its pain or not#and just thinking about it puts me on the verge of a mental breakdown#I'm nauseous#breathing is kinda hard sometimes#idk why this is so bad#like yes i selfharmed on the same spot on my hip for years and years#yes i sometimes went deeper than i should have#yes some of it got lightly inflamed and i never took care of my wounds properly#yes my hip started hurting like two years after i started selfharming there#yes it got worse again when i selfharmed under alcohol influence during covid#yes all pain and hindered movement in my hip are probably a direct consequence of my own action#this is my fault#so why does it make me freak out so bad?#am i scared that it will happen again?#am i scared i won't be able to walk for months again?#am i overwhelmed by guilt and regret#am i deeply ashamed of myself?#idk what is going on#but it really is hurting me on a bad level right now and i keep feeling it and i don't know what is real and what is just memories#this is so idiotic#it's not like you can traumatise yourself#so why is my bosy reacting like it' s traumatized?#it does not have any right to do that#jesus please help me#tw self harm#tw sh#tw sh related
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i’m paranoid i’m paranoid im paranoid why does everyone here hate me why am i hated im so scared i don’t wanna be here WHY AM I FREAKING OUT
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it is not even noon and i have been on the verge of tears five times today. really excited for my 8 hour shift
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i'm going to be so honest i think my 20s are just defined by bad decisions
#need a sign on my forehead that says radioactive or something#im so serious im on the verge of a mental breakdown i hate how i cant stop slutting around like bro am i THAT desperate#get a FUCKING GRIP#i say this knowing that if the second guy asks to fuck i'll say yes despite my Policy#hhh muy god. maybe it's the alcohol talking idk i just feel like complete shit i hate boys so much.#C E L I B A C Y dot gif
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flatmate has a girl over i am suddenly extremely uncomfortable
#sorry i only ever come here to rant its bc im losing all my interests / passions and always need someone to talk to but have no friends 🤪#negative cw#thats a lie partially in that i am emotionally incapable of talking ab it i just. i have no people i have no outlet#but tumblr hasnt been doing it for me lately. im not sure if jts#its the mental illness or if its just being full time employed leaves me so burned out that i can barely function#so hobbies just become non existent#doesnt really matter either way tho bc i can barely pay my bills on full time wages theres nothing i can do to fix things#time off or less hours isnt an option and i sont have the money to get anything diagnosed#i think i need. a lot of support ive been kinda rawdogging life for 26 years but ill be honest gang its starting to really impact everything#i do not. feel like i am a fully functioning human. i am not capable of being a functional adult in society#but its also like. i have to be#my parents dont really believe in mental health stuff or autism or anything and certainly wouldnt believe if i tried to say i was disabled#its just like. no one ever believes me ab that kinda stuff and i dont have the money to get it diagnosed#and without a diagnosis theres not much that can be done but also even with a diagnosis theres nothing#government disability allowance is $78 a week maximum and only covers specifically medical costs for that disability#like i genuinely feel on the verge of a breakdown so bad that i would need a care person#but alas. thats just literally never a possibility for me#i dont have money and i dont come from money and i will be forced to work full time through breakdowns until i die#there is nothing that can be done to help me or fix me#and that just. it sucks#anyway#hope this girl is nice bc my cat refuses to be in my room and its giving me anxiety bc what if hes scared of her and runs away#2 much going on in my head but i can not stop it so here we are#sorry y'all r my rant place#i have been thinking ab trying to step away from the internet a bit but its also.#not really a thing i can do bc everything costs money these days#social clubs r barely existent and the ones there are cost a shittone#I'd just. I'd like to be in a better place. I just don't know how to get there
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some days you really just want to scream why is this so hard!!!!!! why is life so hard for me!!!!!!!!!!!!
#maybe it's bc i just started my period or maybe it's bc im on the verge of my next breakdown but im struggling!!!!!!!!!!#yesterday i realized it's been exactly 2 years since i moved into this living situation im still stuck in and it just hit me#as i was trying to fall asleep that like ok i just lost 2 more years of my life!! i accomplished absolutely nothing and#just ran in fucking circles going nowhere and literally have done Nothing#and not to make excuses but im only now realizing how badly covid fucked me like not covid covid but covid time#as in like jobs and having any sort of future like that was Exactly the time after i graduated that i needed to be doing shit and i couldnt#and yeah i know there are sooooo many people in similar situations bc of covid but god i just feel like such a failure which i am#but i just feel so helpless like i honestly do not know how to move forward#or what i even want out of life anymore if anything at all and yes ok so period plus 2 year anniversary plus my birthday next week so im#extremely on the edge rn#and anyway last night i was crying bc of the 2 year thing then u know how when u sometimes start crying about one thing#u start crying about just everything wrong in your life so yeah i did that and then suddenly it was about still living here#and still living in this state and still living with mentally abusive relatives and how much of a failure i am at my age and how my birthda#will make me feel like shit and how much i miss my dogs and how much i worry about my cat and how i cant ever lose her ever no matter what#like i simply will not go through another pet death i just wont. and then all roads lead to my biggest mistake and regret so my ex then#all that and how i literally cant change any of those things at all and how much i feel like a prisoner and i cant escape and anyway.#im just not doing well lately lmao
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