#i am on cloud nine yall

[kolbalissh]

god saw me suffer and then offered me this week, barca back to back wins against bayern and madrid, gavi came back and took a yellow, carlos sainz is on pole for the first time in 2024, carcar is back to their weird flirting thing again like it genuinely couldnt get any better except a carlos win tomorrow

[jestroer]

It's my birthday today! :D So hugs and kisses from your friendly robot neighbor!

[giggly-squiggily]

Excuse me while I literally scream-

I have found what I deem to be the cutest tickle scene ever

(Spoilers for Cupid Parasite Sweet and Spicy Darling under the cut!)

ALLAN IS TICKLISH AHHH 😭😭😭😭🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

HELP I CANNOT- HE’S GOT A LOUD LAUGH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AHZNANZNWNS 😭😭😭🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🥰🥰🥰🥰

I mean- I already loved him before discovering this but YALL- 😭😭😭🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

Excuse me while I plan and write all the Lee!Allan fics upon discovering this I am literally on cloud nine this was so freaking CUTE-

[pinkpastels113]

I'm holding up my hands like a little kid waiting for candy and am asking for some more vamp!chloe beale headcanons pretty please

PHEW the way i saved this ask for last bc i am READY to give you a lil treat rolo (im so glad there's people also feral for vamp!chloe):

inspired from cheapthrillsbeca's fic(s)

chloe can tell how the person that she's drinking the blood from is feeling. like if they're scared, horny, on cloud nine, etc

chloe can walk in the daylight. "evolution" is the best response HAHA cuz like dude it's the 21st century come on now-

(but maybe she would need like high spf sunscreen or an umbrella or shades or something if she has a beach day or anything like that where she would be in harsh direct sunlight for long periods of time, otherwise she would get vampire sunburn/major headache if not)

she CAN drink human blood and it DOES taste amazing to her but she usually drinks animal blood unless someone specifically requests to be bitten and drank from (but more about this below)

they def (bechloe) have HEAVY make-out sessions/rut when she drinks from beca ADFGHJSK and beca is desperate/horny for it

chloe doesn't need human food to survive. i think it's kind of like. a snack sorta thing for her. like a kitkat. like you cant get full from it but you can enjoy the taste and share the activity (eating human food) with friends and catch up w them

OKAY MY OWN

vampires are inherently sexual and hot. i personally believe that in order for them to "allure" their "prey" they have to have some kind of strong pull of attraction radiating from them, almost magnetic, esp towards people that they also find attractive, so that it makes it easier to... yknow :)

even tho it was mainly for pp spookfest my fic implies that chloe has this. like. hunger on halloween every year for human blood. bc like that line from hocus pocus: "halloween is the one night of the year where the spirits of the dead can return to earth", and like. y'know? the one night of the year where chloe feels particularly inhuman/undead ig. she becomes a tiny bit feral (kind of like the vampire version of hangry for us)

(beca counts the days down till halloween for this reason^^)

her fangs don't exactly retract? or protrude. they just sort of sit there in her mouth. but they extend and become sharper when drinking human blood. or when she wants to. (bc just bc she won't until she gets consent or when it's halloween and she needs it doesn't mean that she doesn't crave it from time to time lmao.) like basically her fangs are just sharper than her surrounding teeth (i have two teeth that are sharper than the others lmao so this is not that farfetched) but it's not super noticeable until you get really close but they will become even pointy-er and longer when she's drinking/thinking about drinking (for those hazbin hotel watchers out there this is the same concept as charlie shifting into demon mode whenever she's super mad, upset, frustrated, and im assuming Excited as well :))

oh also her eyes kind of shine when the whole fang thing happens

havent decided when she's Turned yet but hmm 1970s? during the wars? what do we think yall

super flirty bc "they won't last anyway so might as well as fun while they do" and "i'll outlive them so might as well fill every second with love" kinda thing. but then beca comes alongg teehee

that's it for now!! but open to thinking more about it :33

[kamirai-k]

Now y'all I know that this latest chapter (chapter 153) has been angsty and heart-wrenching but can we just stop and appreciate how much better the art style has gotten and how actually so pretty Yeonwoo is in Haesol's POV like it's stupid it's crazy I haven't been well since I woke up this morning and reread the chapter because are you telling me that even though she thought he was a dude she thought he was the most beautiful person she has ever seen in her life!!!!

Like think about it everyone KANG HAESOL thought Yeonwoo was the most beautiful person she had ever seen!!!

I don't even need her to say it to us you can just tell how absolutely smitten she was from the first moment she saw him based on that first panel!!!

That panel alone of him looking so good like uughhh! That look of surprise and shock as he looks up at her and his big eyes!!!!!

The expression and everything like uuufghhhh! Just oh my God he was Radiating submissive and breedable and I understand her for that because me too!!!

ME FUCKING TOOO!!!

He looked so good in her POV that it's actually wild Haesol is absolutely smitten with him. (LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT BABY!) And you don't even have to tell me she is smitten because I can tell.

What is the icing on the cake is that she was so surprised by the intensity of her own feelings that she thought "Okay this isn't okay. I'm going to just never confront these feelings ever". Then she just sees him without his umbrella and says… "Just talking to him won't hurt" (Her fate was sealed then and there)

This just once again reinforces my headcanon that Haesol's intensity when it comes to her feelings for Yeonwoo is so much and so immense that she is terrified of it herself.

Throughout the manhwa, we get glimpses of this! And recently with the way Esol has emphasized the way Haesol stares at Yeonwoo you cannot tell me she is not obsessed with him in the entirely unhealthy way tops are obsessed with their bottoms because it is exactly that. I KNOW THAT LOOK ANYWHERE HAESOL I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE (She's a freak everyone a freak she wants him so bad it's making her insane)

She is entirely obsessed with him in that way and I am actually foaming at the mouth, wheezing, and going batshit insane because it's crazy!!!

Never have I seen someone more down bad and I am actually on cloud nine.

The angst is also great and in my humble opinion, this breakup is a good thing because their relationship started off on the worst footing a relationship could. Yeonwoo confessed to Haesol, sure, and yeah she may have accepted but the things that you typically do when someone confesses to you are things that they did not do.

Haesol did not affirm that she likes him back and instead added the condition that they need to keep their relationship a secret which was going to become the building blocks for Yeonwoo and his insecurity in their relationship.

Yeonwoo for all his monologue about how much he likes her after that moment he never really says it again. Their differing love languages mixed with the fact that they receive love in different ways meant that a breakup was going to happen eventually. ESPECIALLY because they both think so highly of the other and never want to disappoint the other.

So even though this breakup is devastating don't worry cuz they're going to get back together. This is literally their romance they are going to get back together. So all is well yall. It is a good thing that they broke up, however, because now they get to start back at square one of their relationship and they are going to set the necessary foundations needed so their relationship actually flourishes in the future.

In the meantime let's all fan girl but how pretty these two are because come on they're so pretty.

[andmyvape]

Yall listen to me please

I am not a cop, I am not a square, I am not any other strange noun depicting a boring individual who will not happily assist you in things like bungie jumping and other forms of risky and incredibly satisfying pursuits, I am a really tired really bored vape shop employee who is more than happy to help you find the product you want, maybe go so far as to recommend a different delta disposable that's double the grams of the one you picked out, like four dollars cheaper, AND works better without feeling like you inhaled a cloud of sand bees but

pLeAsE

Stop trying to establish your weedly dominance by taking your first off this fresh dab disposable your happy ass definitely has never hit before for nearly nine fucking seconds

Sincerely the vape shop employee who just had to google how to check if his ribs might be cracked from laughing so hard he fell and whacked his torso on the corner of a counter

PS sir you are over ten years older than me stop trying to garner social currency that went out of circulation with stoners a long time ago

[bottomvalerius]

Yall. I got my ass BEAT and I am on cloud fucking nine

[merakiiland]

Yall i am so sorry but i have to push the release of fools on cloud nine back to the end of this month 😭 classes have been super draining to the point i got sick. I havent been able to write as much as i wanted to after posting the teaser which is really upsetting tbh

So because of this, the new release date will be november 30, same time. I'll try to maybe release a drabble or smthn in the meantime to make the account more active yall, once again im sorry!!

teaser: fools on cloud nine ₊˚.⁺ l.hs

pairing: ex-boyfriend's rival! heeseung x fem! reader

synopsis: fool me once? shame on you. fool me twice? not a chance. it was a stupid plan, and you knew it. but after your ex-boyfriend broke your heart, you realised that payback was worth any risk. and what better way to do that, than by fake dating his rival, lee heeseung. after all, vengeance is sweet.

genre: fluff, angst, smut, college au, fake dating

warning: slow-burn romance, swearing, pet names, alcohol consumption, kissing, annoying side characters, sexual content, one-night stand, dubcon sex, cheating, dirty talk, masturbation, unprotected sex, fingering, oral (m + f receiving), rough sex, praising, body worship, creampie, degradation, semi-public sex, hair pulling, intimate sex, and more. MDNI

est wc: over 10k words that's for sure

taglist: (send an ask or comment to be added)

RELEASE DATE: THURSDAY, NOVEMBER 21, 2024 @ 10:00PM GMT+0

What does it mean to feel loved?

You used to think it meant having that constant rush of emotions, flying high on that love-drunk feeling. You felt it with every smile, every laugh, and every touch from him. But maybe you should’ve known better than that—maybe then you wouldn’t be in this situation.

You stirred, eyes squinting at the soft morning light slipping through unfamiliar curtains. Blinking, you tried to focus on your surroundings. Your mind was foggy, still heavy with lingering sleep. “Oww, my head.” You winced, cradling your head as a sharp throb pierced through—the hangover from last night kicking in. Slowly, your mind cleared just enough to register the warmth beside you. You froze as a groan broke the silence, and you turned bit by bit, piecing together the features of the stranger sleeping beside you. Well, not quite a stranger.

Eyes wide, you dragged your hands over your face, feeling the weight of the situation. Of all people, why did it have to be Lee Heeseung? You glanced at him, still asleep, his hair tousled against the pillow. He looked so peaceful, blissfully unaware of the stress whirling inside you. Your gaze drifted to his lips—pretty, plump, and the source of last night’s flashes that suddenly rushed back. The party, the playful banter, the intoxicating drinks, the way his lips felt against yours as you two stumbled into his room.

You’d only met him a couple times before last night, and yet he’d gone from a friendly face to something much more… complicated. This was a mess.

A lump formed in your throat as you looked away from his sleeping figure, guilt creeping in. It wasn’t supposed to turn out like this. Last night was meant to be a chance to forget after everything. But your thoughts drifted again—to the real reason behind your spiral last night. The breakup.

You’d been so eager that day, unlocking the door to your boyfriend’s apartment and carefully closing it, hoping not to alert him that you were here. The smile on your face was wide. You could barely contain your excitement, clutching the gift you'd kept secret for weeks close to your chest. It was the perfect gift for someone like him—a Swiss-made TRX series watch with beautiful enamel dials. It wasn’t too pricey, but saving up for it had taken some time and effort. For him, though, it was well worth it. You couldn’t wait to see his reaction.

Your heart pounded loud against your chest with every step you took towards his bedroom door. You could already imagine the joy on his face, the way he’d hug you tightly when he saw the gift. He’d kiss you deeply and tell you how much he loved it; maybe even say how much he loved you. You could feel the excitement building as you prepared to open that door.

Then you heard it. A moan.

You froze, hand clenching the gift. Maybe you’d heard wrong. It could just be the neighbours going at it again. But then, his low voice filled the silence, groaning a muffled, “Ahhh, fuck,” from the other side of the door to his room.

No, it’s not possible. Your mind raced, denying that horrid thought. He wouldn’t—not today of all days. Thoughts spiralled in your head of every possible scenario, each one more upsetting than the last. Maybe he stubbed his toe, or lost a round in another video game. Maybe he was just getting himself off, relieving some of that stress before you got here. Yes. That has to be it.

“I should probably leave him be; I wouldn’t want to interrupt,” you muttered to yourself, yet you made no motion to step away from the area. No matter how hard you forced yourself to smile, you felt it slipping away at the thought of another girl being in there with him—someone other than you touching him and being so intimate with him. You know you shouldn’t check, but the urge to be sure—to know—was stronger.

Your chest tightened as the worst case scenario loomed in your mind, the situation becoming all too real. With a deep breath, you slowly pushed the door open and peeked inside.

And there it was—a sight straight from your worst nightmares.

little note: pretty excited to release this since it took a while to work on and part of my sanity to write, the teaser is finally out of the drafts phase

[cantbeonlyonethinkingit]

Hey yall!

Just realized I have the same personality type as the character I kin the most. I am currently ABOVE cloud nine and my mind is blown.

And the other character that I kin (very very very close second) also has almost the exact same personality type.

Just wanted to tell someone. Have a good day and/or night! :D

[spelviin]

i dont want to go throwing the phrase “perfect episode” around all willy nilly but like. come on. we all heard it. 

[pelinjpg]

JEANKASA NATION HOW ARE WE FEELING TONIGHT???

[hearts1ckness]

everybody wanted to know what i would do if i didn’t win…I GUESS WE’LL NEVER KNOW

[steph-squatch]

Oh Georgia and Pennsylvania blue looks SO GOOD ON YOU 😉

[bronx-bomber87]

Look at Tim being the one to push for them. So proud.

Oh, like I’m the only one that stayed too long when things aren’t working? You dated a lifeguard! You don’t even like going to the beach.

[torawro]

cw ! ━━ black (coded) fem reader. nsfw + explicit content. oral sex (f! receiving). cunnilingus. fingering, pussy slapping. a bit of praise. use of pet names such as princess and pretty girl. a hint of exhibitionism because someone walks past. dacryphilia if you squint.  minors do NOT interact.

word count ! ━━ 1.5k (sigh, this was supposed to be under 1k words LMAO why am i like this)

notes ! ━━ as soon as this thought came to fruition this idea could not leave my mind... like it WOULDN’T. so i had to get this out so i can focus and put my sosaussy into these other works i got cooking up for yall, so enjoy! unedited. reblogs are heavily appreciated!!

lieutenant renji abarai has an oral fixation. point, blank, period.

he’s one of those men that love to eat pussy for their pleasure. of course being the man he is, he’s sure to please his partner and make them feel good too, but really, he goes down on his them because he loves it and enjoys it way more than he should.

specifically, he had an addiction to the sweet nectar that came from that gorgeous, newly promoted third seat of his squad. she had pretty dark brown skin, glassy mocha lips that were surely smothered in at least two layers of lip gloss, a curvaceous figure under her shinigami uniform— sometimes he’d find himself physically unable to stop staring— and her personality was the cherry on top;  just…perfect. she was so noble, loyal and strong, but still soft-spoken, kind and shy. it was safe to say he had grown infatuated with her. soon there came a point where he needed her to be his. 

n

the day he’d gather up the courage to ask his subordinate out on a date would forever be engraved in his memory. and that same memory always flashed in the forefront of his mind whenever he had her plush thighs wrapped around his head, which was damn near every day because he just couldn’t get enough of her and her essence. renji’s chest would fill up and swell with pride that only he got to see her breakdown and crumble into the sobbing, whining mess she was now, only he got to drink her sweet juices, it was only him that she craved and his name that she moaned into a muffled palm. he loved the fact that she was now his and his alone.

it was in the middle of the night, most people were off duty, retired to their own quarters, or asleep. instead of getting some shut-eye after having such a strenuous day, with another busy one on the horizon as soon as the sun peaked over the senzaikyu, lieutenant renji abarai spent what felt like hours in between the legs of that pretty little third seat officer.

it certainly felt like hours to the young woman, for her legs were starting to tremble and ache in their lingering position in midair. her back was curved into a tantalizing arch, her hands permanently entangled in between his crimson red locks, and her jaw was locked in an ajar position, desperately fighting the mewls that wanted to slip out.

“mmh . . . ahh! l-lieutenant abarai… p-please…” she didn’t even know what she was pleading for, but she just knew that she didn’t want this feeling, this moment, this intimacy to end. she felt like she was on cloud nine with the way the lieutenant’s tongue sucked and licked and smacked against her folds, as if he were making out with it. and the way he occasionally stopped to give her pussy playful slaps to see the clear beads of her arousal jump out him from the impact of his hand.

renji dove back in to hum against her glistening sex at the whine of his formal title, absolutely relishing the way it sounded falling from her lips. he felt himself on the brink of going feral; his pupils were dilated and swimming with lust, adoration, love, and…something else she couldn’t describe and didn’t have the brain capacity to do so at the moment.

the other hand not threading through his tresses fisted the sheets of his futon tighter as her hips began to roll and grind against his face in circular motions, trying to catch that sensation of his nose bumping against her throbbing clit. at this point, her body had a mind of its own, sinking deeper and deeper into the burning hot abyss of pleasure and reach the high she was quickly ascending to. “i-i—mmmm, fuck . . . !!” she tried to stutter out, but to no avail. how could she possibly voice her thoughts with the way his now shiny lips attached themselves to her nub of nerves?

renji could stay like this forever. this was what he looked forward to at the end of everyday. regrettably, he pulled away for a moment so he could speak. just to taunt her a bit, he purposefully stuck his tongue out to sensually glided it across his top lip, making sure to not let any one drop go to waste.  “what is it, pretty girl? you gotta use your words, or else i can’t give you what you want. . .” his usually deep voice was reduced to a raspy mumble, almost sounding like a growl, but with a sly undertone meant to goad her on. he knew exactly what he was doing to her.

in addition to the way her legs were so lewdly spread out— which were now resting limply on his broad, tattooed shoulders— his simple question and being referred to as pretty girl made her body go aflame, unable to stop her rapidly beating heart or the needy whine that climbed up her throat. she shifted her hips on the bed, trying to relieve her urges and gain friction from humping the air; that’s how needy she had gotten. “i...m-more. i wan’ more, lieutenant.” 

her voice sounded so small and desperate but breathtaking all at once, it was too much for renji, unable to stop the groan that escaped his lips. she was just so fucking cute, and calling him lieutenant in that tone was not helping to ease the aching pain of his growing erection under his robes. 

“fuck...” he breathed out. when he looked back down at her, his eyes morphed into a much dark shade of brown, the leering expression on his face was enough to make her quiver and shift backwards on the futon, almost as if she were nervous. of course, renji just followed her movements, moving closer to her clenching hole. and then he had a thought.

without warning, the scarlet-haired soul reaper slowly but forcefully, plunged his index and middle finger into her dripping pussy, ripping a loud shriek-like moan from her body at the sudden intrusion. oh, how she tried to be quiet, she really did! but now with his tongue and her fingers stimulating her pearly sex, it would prove to be an incredibly hard task now.

another intense moan filled the dark room as renji relentlessly pumped his fingers in and out of her greedy cunt at an unwavering pace, while given her clit little kitten licks here and there. even with such small, controlled motions, the third seat official could feel herself falling further into that abyss, her mind going blank and not thinking or hearing anything else but renji . . . renji . . . lieutenant renji. 

she was so far gone that she didn’t even hear the footsteps of padded feet nearing his chambers or the soft voices that followed, but renji did. he was quick to act, removing his mouth from her pulsating clit in order to attach them to her lips, in an effort to muffle her lewd whines and pants.

the kiss was passionate, lustful, even fervent, but still had a certain gentleness and care to it. after a moment, he pulled back from their kiss to whisper in her ear, all while still fucking her with his digits, but his pace and depth increased gradually. he never missed a beat, not once. “shh, baby, you gotta be quiet. you don’t want anyone to hear you right?” 

the only reply she was capable of giving was another rather vocal whimper. she might have been a little too loud, though, because renji immediately halted his ministrations, just when she was so close to cumming. as if on command, salty tears stuck to her long black eyelashes, her sexual frustration clouding her emotions. then, a crisp slap fell upon on her clit once, twice and then a third time, causing the woman’s body to jerk upwards from the shock; renji watched her tits bounce with hungry eyes.

he thought his subordinate looked even more gorgeous with her bottom lip in between her teeth and tears threatening to fall down her cheeks. she wanted to cry out so bad, but she feared that she wouldn’t get to orgasm at all if she let out another noise.  “now what did i just say, princess? i thought you were my good girl.” his voice grew serious, feigning disappointment just to get a rise out of her. he knew how she’d react to that too.

deciding to play it safe and not say anything at all, she eagerly nodded her head. her bottom lip poked out a bit to form a small pout, silently trying to tell him that she was his good girl, promising to behave.

another moment of silence passed before he wordlessly took the flesh of her thighs in his hands and pushed them back towards her plump chest, her tummy rolling in on itself, and her entire cunt on exposed and in view. he sneered at the sight, his canines slightly on display and his cock jumping under the confines of his clothes. he needed some kind of stimulation, to be inside her and relieve the pent up arousal. but that would come later. 

right now, he wanted to eat. 

he hummed, “be a good girl and let me finish my meal, yeah? and try to keep quiet. i don’t really want anyone to hear those pretty little sounds you make just for me.”

lieutenant renji abarai indeed had an oral fixation. he would live, kill and die for the syrupy juice between his third seat’s thighs. he felt so lucky, that he had an unlimited supply, and was able to get his fix, feed his addiction, every single day. 

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[vneuns]

"THE FEAR OF LOSING YOU" + Punz

author's note(s): if this makes absolutely no sense it's okay. ive been trying to finish it for the past nine hours - also this is like a pt.3 to Chem Partner but i haven't written part two so it's outta wonk but use context clues ppl

cw: cursing, stupid people in love, best friend trope, tried doing the one bed trope but i got too tired and it didn't work out ;-; , 1.3k words yall better love the shit out of this.

Party in the U.S.A blasted through your best friend's matte black mustang as he raced along the Massachusetts freeway. With the windows rolled down Gasoline, Pine wood trees, and the Black Ice artificial cardboard tree hanging from his rearview mirror, Infiltrated your nose making you smile.

It was times like these when you could let loose and let the stress on your shoulders melt away as you soaked up the suffocating silence that was relaxing in a way.

The blonde hummed the song on the radio to himself tapping his fingers on the wheel to the beat whilst his right hand rested on your thigh something the two of you had gotten into the routine of doing.

“Excited?”

A hum left his soft light pink lips in acknowledgment reaching forward for a split second to turn down the radio.

“Of course I am.” He smiled his thumb rubbing your thigh after resting his hand back down on its original place. You ignored the heat rushing to your cheeks at the small intimate action. Oblivious to your reaction, Punz continues as if nothing had happened.

“How about you? Mom wouldn’t stop nagging me about bringing you,”

“Love your family, I’m probably more excited than you are.”

He side eyes you shaking his head with a smile just biting the corner of his lip as he sped up a bit on the seemingly empty highway. Your eyes darted away from your best friends face, in the two years it’s taken for the two of you to reconnect you’ve had multiple stolen glances and lingering touches, but that night at the party when you caught him kissing some random girl whilst drunk up on alcohol the image replays in your head when you try to imagine the two of you actually together.

Deep down you knew it wasn’t your place to get upset because the two of you had just mended your friendship, but it didn’t mean it hurt any less. During those few hours when working on your project you thought you felt a connection except that was either not the case or he didn’t feel the same.

With how long it’s been, any person who was losing sleep because of someone who was clouding their mind 24-7 would tell that person how they felt. But rejection isn’t a pretty thing you want to come face to face with.

When you’ve already lost someone once you’d go through anything to not lose them again.

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“Y/n!” A tiny voice screeches when you walk into the living room, your backpack draped over your shoulder, hands holding onto a small gift bag you had brought for the girl in front of you. A smile adorned your features as you knelt down a bit with open arms allowing the little one to throw herself into you.

“I’m your uncle and you say hi to her first.” you giggle removing your arms from around her small body so she can say her hi’s to her jealous uncle.

Shaking your head you move over to where his sister is sat on the couch giving her a small hug before moving to the kitchen to greet his mom. The smell of a freshly cooked salmon invaded your nose as you greeted the woman who was waiting for your arrival.

“Y/n my love!” She gushed, wiping off her freshly washed hands on her apron advancing towards you, her arms open and the smell of her cinnamon perfume Punz had bought her last Christmas waffled around her like a field of flowers in an empty meadow.

“It’s been so long.” You sighed into her shoulder allowing her to rock you back and forth whilst her hands ran up and down your back.

“Go get ready, supper’ll be ready in a bit.”

During dinner you fell into place like a real family. Growing up you never got to eat dinner together with your mom or dad, one of them was always working late or too tired to sit down and eat a homemade meal. Except now with your friend back in your life, you’re finally getting the childhood your parents robbed you of by being absent in your life.

A little while after your blonde headed friend collected some plates from off the table and trailed after his mom who was rinsing them and loading them into the dishwasher. “I got it mum,” He offered, placing the dishes in his hand next to the sink and taking the one she was rinsing under warm water from her hands gently, placing a kiss on her cheek.

“So, what’s going on with you and Y/n?”

“Nothing mom.”

Not believing him his mother tsked in disapproval leaning her back to the counter next to him. Punz knew what she was hinting at, but the two of you were at a good place in your friendship, and adding feelings to the mix would just complicate things more than they needed to be complicated.

“They're in love with you, and if you don’t see that then maybe you should tell them so they’re not holding onto something that’ll never be.” And with that she walked out greeting you just as you walked in oblivious to the conversation that had just happened between the two.

“Hey, what was that all about?”

You watched as he just shook his head finishing up the dishes before turning his attention to you.

“What’s up?”

Deciding not to push it noticing he obviously didn’t want to talk about whatever just happened, you let it go. “Wanna watch The notebook?” The boy next to you groans, dropping his head back.

“We always watch The Notebook.”

A huff leaves your lips as you tilt your head. It was very rare he didn’t give in.

“Fine.”

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“Pay attention to the movie dummy.” You groan when you notice the bright light illuminating from his phone in the dark room indicating he wasn’t paying all that much attention.

“We’ve seen it so many times there’s no reason to, already know how it ends.”

Before he could even blink a pillow was colliding with his face knocking him against the headboard of the bed a bit. A giggle left your lips when it had taken a good few seconds before he had realized what had just happened.

“Now pay attention and watch the movie.” You stated reaching across him, grabbing his phone before resting your head against his chest forcing him to do nothing but what you had directed. Punzs mind raced with questions at the new position you were now in.

The two of you rarely ever “cuddle” but is it cuddling if one party is unaware its cuddling? The boy took notice of how your breathing began to become calmer as you fell asleep against him.

Of course you guys had shared the same bed before but now it was like it was different. Things were changing and feelings were growing and these little things the two of you did were done mostly by couples.

But with your head against his chest and the little drool coming out of your mouth he could get use to something like this. Waking up beside you in the morning, cooking, baking and all the other sappy shit couples do, must most of all being able to kiss.

To feel your lips against his, and your arms run through his hair. Yes. This was definitely something that he wanted.

But he was scared.

He was scared of rejection.

He was scared of not having his best friend in his life anymore.

But most of all he was scared of losing you. It felt like he had just gotten you back into his life, and he didn’t know if he could go through that pain again.

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