#i am not exaggerating

[strangeswift]

who up grieving their faded hyperfixations because there is unfortunately nothing that makes you enjoy living more than being hyperfixated on a good piece of media and now it’s just gone.

[raspberrysmoon]

so who was going to tell me that james tolbert has two videos up on youtube teaching starkid choreography. no one remembers achmed and cup of roasted coffee. im about to start sobbing you have no idea

[bellesdiaries]

If you only knew how my heart lifts when I think of you. And I think of you often.

[ilovedthestars]

i'm only about 3/4 through the neon court on my reread, and i apparently didn't write anything down in all of the midnight mayor, so this is by no means a complete list, but please enjoy:

Some Ways People Have Described Matthew Swift

“He’s a sorcerer. […] Doesn’t stop him from looking like a starving pigeon, does it?” (Vera, MoA 320)

“You look like a piece of rotting road kill.” (Blackjack, MoA 357)

“This is a new one. […] Me talking to a bloody mystic power no less, disguised as a guy with a face like a soggy sandbag” (Blackjack, MoA 360)

“You’re not that guy who keeps on getting beaten up by inexplicable mystical darkness, are you?” (Dr. Seah, TNC 131)

“You’ve done well, Matthew. While resembling a chewed-up rodent you’ve still managed to make them afraid.” (Bakker’s ghost, TNC 307)

“Bloody hell are you all right I mean obviously you’re not all right you look like a fucking bulldozer has been using you for practice and getting it wrong but I guess what I’m asking is, are you bleeding internally?” (Penny, TNC 408)

*page numbers are from my trade paperback copies, which are roughly 500 pages long

(In his defense, some of these take place immediately after Matthew has been beaten up by inexplicable mystic darkness. However, considering that he spends approximately 50% of his time in that state, i think those are still representative)

[theenderwalker]

three years since sad-ist dropped dawn of the 16th, an animatic that, in as many words, literally changed my life

[bayfuzzball7050]

Had a mom talk about my transition and she poked at all my weak spots and insecurities I am not sure I’m recovering from this one

[valcaira]

Immunocompromised culture is developing 10+ different allergies out of fucking nowhere

[fuck-john-calvin]

*trembling, panting, and covered in blood of an unnatural color* I read every single piece of CoCaL lore guys

[krishna-sangini]

Okay, so today as I was getting ready to go to an Odia restaurant with my aunt, I was listening to random songs. I was basically doing my makeup in front of the mirror when 'O Rangrez' started playing.

Now, I totally associate that song with our very own Mr. Krishn Vasudev Yadav. Soooooo, yeah. I have a whole MV (ft. Keshav and I 🙈) directed in my mind when that song comes on. Sooooo yeah. I was thinking of Him while listening to the song and I happened to look in the mirror.

And OH BOY the smile I had... I ain't exaggerating, it was simply beautiful. That's when I realised how lovely we look while thinking about someone we deeply love. It's a whole different feeling, an ethereal one...❤️

[pippin-katz]

“I’m so normal about Red, White & Royal Blue.” - I say as I hit replay for the fourth time today

[aconstantstateofbladerunner]

Was recently reminded of Dekugate as apparently Swifties are mad at this one woman who had something going on with Taylor. No idea what, but they dedicate a whole discord and Reddit with over a thousand members just bashing her and stalking her every move online. They even make plans on discord trying to come up with things to ruin her reputation it's insane behavior. Everything she does they have to comment on it and get angry.

I've seen bits and pieces of this and I think it might be multiple women. The primary fandom i based dekugate on, the directioners, do this sometimes too; stalking the guys' ex girlfriends sometimes years after the fact and construe everything they do as still being 'obsessed' and wanting to get back into the 'fake PR' relationship with former boybanders. That being said, those people aren't super common. A discord and reddit with hundreds of people is new.

[back2bluesidex]

Call him Corporal Jung from now on.

[justanotherhawksfangirl]

Guess who got to meet THE Zeno Robinson today 👀

[totally-not-deacon]

Just finished Gore x Vigilant and...

I need a minute. Holy FUCK.

[jaz-it-up]

my roommate took adderall on an empty stomach and got so scared of the stimulant stimulating her that she called an ambulance so now there's an ambulance sitting outside my dorm hall

[oplishin]

professional wrestling is better than the things you like