#i am not a secret to be kept
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missing ranchers forever and ever and ever (a redraw of THIS from a year ago)
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#i haaaate drawing shirts. i hate them i hate their stupid sleeves#and their stupid collars. it doesnt make sense and its stupid and difficult#its why i never give tango any. i cant do it more than once#anyway. RANCHERS! in honour of the wip currently sat at 10k that made me sad abt double life again (it's fluff. why am i sad)#juno.art#double life smp#dlsmp#jimmy solidarity#tango tek#tango tek fanart#jimmy solidarity fanart#double life fanart#life series#trafficblr#traffic series#solidaritygaming#solidarity gaming#tangotek#life series fanart#also yeah i kept tango's colours the same as his secret life ones. he just looks really nice with the pinks etc#(dedicating this to my mother too. who looked and went “aw what a lovely bf and gf”#and then stared at me awkwardly when i said neither of them were the gf. she did like the drawing tho
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Obi-Wan Kenobi & Padmé Amidala mourning Anakin Skywalker
Art reference: Bela Čikoš Sesija - Mourning of Christ
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#obi wan kenobi#padme amida#anakin skywalker#tag this as whatever you want#i dont care#anidala#obikin#obianidala#star wars#boxalienist#rots#i havent posted in a hot minute#i apologize#but i am back#the mandalorian#grogu#star wars art#classical art#i kept padmes face dark because their love was secret#and obi wan is in the light... just because#Ewan McGregor#hayden christensen#natalie portman
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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Also, finding out in 4SD that Matt told Laura secret Matron stuff makes me take that look back over her shoulder in the Downfall prologue as the predecessor to the Matron way, way more seriously. If I may borrow the immortal, ineffable words of Taliesin Jaffe: I have ideas.
#Laura knows what she’s doing#I am going to rewatch Downfall and just hyper analyze everything that woman does#and kudos to Matt for being willing to spill secrets he’s kept so close because he knew it would make Laura’s role play that much better#cr downfall spoilers#cr downfall#cr spoilers#critical role spoilers#cr3 spoilers#critical role#cr3#el talks#4sd spoilers
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“And you made me someone who has to keep a secret I never wanted to keep. I was raised by someone who had so many awful secrets, and when I started my life as a Shadowhunter I wanted to do it openly, and honestly. But now I’m just someone else with secrets I can never tell. Just like my dad.”
#OH NO NO NO!!!!#i did NOT need to read about how terrified kit is of being like his dad#his dad who always kept secrets and never had time to LOVE#oh i am a mf mess leave me alone#kit herondale#johnny rook#the last king of faerie#the dark artifices#the wicked powers#seasons of shadowhunters#tlkof#tda#twp#tsc
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i don't know what order to start Dissecting, so i'll just start with:
it's absolutely fascinating how the dynamic Wally & Barnaby had - to my knowledge - before the update, and a dynamic i'd seen speculated elsewhere and generally accepted, has been completed turned on its head
see, given that Wally is the "main character" and Barnaby is classified as "his best friend", i got the feeling that Barnaby kind of... tags along on Wally's 'shenanigans'. that he's the sidekick, the best friend. especially since their dynamic has been previously & briefly described as "Barnaby is very polite to Wally." he's the Companion.
but the audios sorta paint a reverse picture. in the Interview, when Barnaby enters stage right, he completely bowls over Wally's introduction and dominates the interview. when the interviewer asks how the two of them are handling the fame, even outright asking Wally, Barnaby doesn't hesitate to answer the question himself, and only about himself. Wally doesn't get another word in edge-wise until the interviewer explicitly singles Wally out.
(now, an argument could be made that Barnaby knew that Wally was somewhat overwhelmed with all of the questions, and tried to take the reins to give him a reprieve. but, considering that the interview seems to be very early on the possible timeline - like, very soon after Welcome Home debuted - i don't think this is likely. i doubt Barnaby and Wally would've had the time to solidify their dynamic or really get to know each other that well yet)
and Barnaby continues to take point in pretty much all of their other conversations, too. like in the mystery Howdy/Barnaby/Wally audio, their interaction gives off the vibes that Wally is Barnaby's sidekick, his tag-along.
(on a related tangent, it's fascinating how the website described the episodes as "[beginning] with Wally introducing the focus or theme for the day before coming across other characters who would join him on his escapades until the end of the day." but from pretty much everything we've seen so far, it seems like He's the one who's just along for the ride, bouncing from neighbor shenanigan to neighbor shenanigan instead of having his own adventures.
of course, if the 14 audios are present time, which is honestly somewhat likely, this could be because the show isn't running. they aren't doing episodes - they're just existing, doing their things. no need for Wally to take point in any way shape or form. tangent over)
in the 14 audios with Barnaby, he doesn't even acknowledge Wally until the very end - which, of course, could be because that's how the scenes are set up. except that in some of them, the characters do directly acknowledge Wally's presence outside of the endings. Eddie in 5-14, Howdy and Poppy in 1-14, and Frank in 4-14 (technically, since he was infodumping to Wally at the very start before Barnaby interrupted). you'd think that a guy would try to include his best friend a little more!
maybe i'm reading into it too much. & given what we know about Wally as a character, it would make sense for Barnaby to be the go-getter Main Guy of the two. but it really seems like its Barnaby & Wally instead of Wally & Barnaby. he's just kinda... there. going along with whatever Barnaby is up to.
but also, on the other side of things - & it's occurring to me as i type this, it's interesting how in a lot of audios, Barnaby seems to seek Wally out. in "Just So", he shows up to fetch Wally. in 4-14, Barnaby interrupts Frank and Wally's gardening session, almost as if he's stopping by to check on his little buddy. in 7-14, Barnaby calls Julie's house (presumably) searching for Wally, or at least checking in once again. something to consider in all of this!
#and if the 14 audios are in the same day along a timeline - which they Are. im trying to puzzle it out rn but anyway -#its interesting how barnaby just kept. checkin. in.#they had three audios where they were already hanging out and then got two (technically three) more where barnaby checked in!#it feels like there's something there...#separation anxiety? a compulsion? love for his buddy? a secret fourth thing?#maybe he could tell something was Off with wally that day...#(which is a topic i will ramble about in a different post)#its a push & pull to be certain....#but yeah that plus all the evidence of Barnaby kinda being the Lead and wally being brushed off to the side....#what a complicated fuckin picture it paints!!! dont know what it means yet!#i have another post im working on centering on how the neighbors seem to treat each other - wally & eddie especially#but this post aint about that. itll be related though#homebogging#wh speculation#please let this have made sense!#when i make posts i just kinda throw myself at it bc i have No organizational skills!#my brain is a complete incoherent mess and i am so sorry if this post is messy <3
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When the skies spit out some new mystery, you can bet that I'm comin' to find you. After all, there ain't nobody else who handles the unexpected quite like you do.
#oyuun and val continue to march heavensward-- on tonight's episode: a detour to mhach#one of my goals with my alt was to tank more because aside from it not being Tsuna's flavour-- i also have tankxiety lmao#HOWEVER I MAIN TANKED DUN SCAITH with oyuun whispering secret knowledge in my ear. It was really fun because I kept forgetting to mit lmao#anyway am I having Val and Leofard feelings when I thought I wouldn't? m-maybe so!#gpose#valtyrja tag
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I've realized that everyone's second season and onwards, there is constant talk of "nothing carrying over" and you can tell everyone kinda thinks that everyone else should forget who they were last season.
y'know, other then them. everyone has sorta been very, "Don't hold a grudge against me for past seasons! it's a totally different season!" and then they turn around and talk about their grudge towards a different person because of a PAST SEASON.
i love it. everyones alittle hypocritical!
#i don't mention anyones but it's about basically everyone#tho i don't think i've seen lizzie do it rn.#but everyone sorta does it at least ones#wild life smp#not tagging spoilers cause it really isn't. it's just a observation and it's happened multiple times in past seasons aswell! :D#life series#last life#double life#limited life#secret life#not tagging 3rd life cause their was no past seasons to hold grudges for (:#silly observation that i think people should think about more :3#also i kept messing up while writing this because i'm so extremely jittery. My hands a shaking because I am eepy and very hungry probably
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Well well well, look what we have here
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#i would have 100% kept this a secret if you guys said no#nevermore webtoon#annabel nevermore#spoopy's art corner#spoopy's meme corner#i am genuinely impressed by some of my rendering here#like wow
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Mrs Danvers: and so Manderley burns! You thought I would have let you live your happily ever after in this fancy house? No! This was Rebecca’s fancy house! Hers! And you will not-
“I”: *beat* well, we were going to leave it anyway, so————okay?
Mrs Danvers: *record scratch* …Pardon?
Maxim de Winter: yes, we are going away for a while-maybe a few months, a year even? Better to get somewhere else and let everyone forget about what happened.
Mrs Danvers: wait a second-
“I”: maybe selling the house would be the right thing to do!
Maxim de Winter: I mean, it’s more Rebecca’s mausoleum than my family home at this point.
“I”: and you could have kept being its unspoken mistress like you were before! Shame you are burning it down! With Rebecca’s precious memorabilia inside!
Mrs Danvers: *slow realization*
Mrs Danvers: you did not win-
Maxim de Winters: Rebecca’s nightgowns are quite inflammable.
Mrs Danvers: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
#rebecca#daphne du maurier#maxim de winter#mrs danvers#crack but also text#personally I am in the camp that Mrs Danvers wanted to spite Rebecca too because she kept secrets from her#but for the ones that think it was all for making a point to Maxim and I this is what I think went down
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obsessed with this. April doesn’t know what happened to her boys except that they were attacked and are now MIA, so she got out all these pictures of them and an old newspaper (which im going insane over btw it isn’t always addressed in the show but like!!! so many people know of them!!! theyr in the newspaper!!) to look over
please take note Raph’s huge smile, Mikey yucking it up for the camera, the candid shots of Leo, Don’s professional little pose, and the picture of Splinter as well
#TMNT 2003#TMNT 2k3#TMNT#April O'Neil#20s musings#2k3#april#yall i am unwell....#the fact that she has all these in the first place makes me emo#like they have to be kept so secret and hidden im sure they get nervous about pictures to begin with!!#and she has all these#probably keeps them in a lock box#and she pulled them all out because she misses her weird little mutant family sm!!!#crying and screaming forever over this
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day 786361249757 of thinking about chicoree fics
#chicoree is my roman empire#nobody will understand#their writing shaped me into who i am today as a hq stan#actually they got me into mha for a sec too#a core memory is me holding my moots at gunpoint to read adore you#every other fic I KEPT TO MYSELF#like my secret stash of droogs#watch me be 80 and yap about this to my grandchildren#if chicoree has 10000 fans then im one of them#if chicoree has 1 fan then that's me#if chicoree has 0 fans then im dead#personal
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in the pursuit of not sounding crazy - we made a deranged noise. Pack it up boys, they all think we’re psychotic now. Time to go home. Maybe next time your love won’t make someone feel bad - maybe try not crying. I haven’t seen normal people but damn - sure is probably real if I were to watch it
#sizzle rambles#Idk - I’m trying not to text my mom#I’m probably quitting my new college course - it’s kinda collapsing as a course anyway#For other reasons#And my friends are doing secret Santa without me#I shouldn’t be surprised at this point - they are barely my friends#am I annoyed a break up dominoed into this - yes#am I annoyed the fall out has not been so life shattering for him - also yes#is this a healthy thing to ruminate on? No#I’ve been seriously doubting my ability to communicate but I think I realised he just wasn’t listening#Also I feel like everyone forgot how to understand metaphors#I kept using metaphors to try condense my feelings and got blank faced
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So I have watched Salaar only once (can't watch it again for some time), but I am so so obsessed
But I have some questions
At the end of movie, Deva is revealed to be Dhaara Raisaar's son, who would have become the 'karta' of Khansaar. And I don't understand how he couldn't have known that
He is clearly well versed in Shouryaangas' customs (that sword ritual he performs at the end of movie, same as others), and his and his mother's association with Dhaara was known, given the fact they came for her after Dhaara was assainated
Considering the royalty Mannar siblings grew up in and the fact that the Shouryaangas know about him, they look at him as their leader (Bhaarava and his men recognis him, were Looking for him), the possibility that both Deva and Vardha are/were unaware of his parents and supposed destiny is not sitting right with me.
Even if the possibility that Deva's parents were estranged, how could he or anyone else around him, not have known
#i can't afford any nore brain rot that I already have#but also I am spiralling#salaar#devaratha raisaar#Shouryaangas#it is possible that his existence was kept a secret by his tribe#but that too has some hole in it
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Actually I'm ok with the fact that I didn't get to go to NYCC for Alex's panel because, having reviewed the footage, I think if I was there in person I would have simply actually passed away
#the fucking instinctual Bill Cipher laugh he did without even initially thinking about it had me screaming lmfao#also him teasing that Bill and Ax's lore is deep enough to need to be kept secret I almost dropped my damn phone#and the fact that we lost two whole pages of info about Bill's dimension im SCREECHIGN#***and*** him teasing that he might be exploring those two things in later gravity falls content if he gets the chance?????#I have Ascended. I am no longer on this plane of existence. Bill Cipher has physically dragged my soul out of my body.#back to the laugh - I think it was fucking hilarious that no one else seemed to catch it (or at least no one really reacted)#and how he then talked about it afterward because he caught it himself and he was like#“if you're recording this rewind to that after this is over and listen and you'll hear it”#meanwhile the moment i fucking heard it my ears perk up like a damn cat and im like “IS THE TRIANGLE GUY IN THE ROOM WITH US RIGHT NOW-”
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oh so paul wrote an opera? that’s fun. and it’s a semi-autobiographical story about a fictional character who is definitely him but also not? uh-huh. and it heavily involves themes of WW2 trauma, education, the death of the protagonist’s father, and the struggle to maintain healthy relationships? wait stop. wait wait wait a minute. oh god. oh no. isn’t this where—
#mentally I am at paul’s house throwing bricks through his window#liverpool oratorio I see you. I understand you.#i would say that this has a much more lighthearted vibe. and yet there are also all the ghosts#LOTS of ghost action and we do NOT have time to unpack that. we don't even have time just to unpack 'kept in confusion'#‘Ghosts of the past. Tossing and turning. Somehow I'm learning Secrets I'd rather not know. Can't it be simple? Why does it have to be so?'#paul mccartney#the wall
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