#i am much more a movie person than i am a tv person ahahaha

[inkykeiji]

hi clari! random question but have u started house of dragon?!

also! have u seen the bear? i think u would like it (not anime)

hi anon bb!! <33 i watched the first season but my boyfriend and i have been sooooo lazy with starting the second season >.< i’m going to catch up soon tho!!!

i have not! tho i had someone irl recommend the bear to me as well! i have heard good things about it, and u all knowwwww i love dysfunctional + tragic families, but i am so picky when it comes to tv shows!!! the time commitment scares me LMAO >.<

[yakultii]

@alwayschasingrainbows hi hi thank you sm for all the questions <33 I appreciate u sm ik u accidentally asked on my main but I’m gonna answer them here :))) also thank you for sending ur own answers too I loved reading them and learning more about you and found them super interesting!!!!! <3

1. What is your favourite childhood movie and why?

Strangely I’d never been big on movies or tv as a kid or even now (I want to get more into it now but my adhd still says no) my mum even told me that when I was young she could sit my brothers in front of the tv to be entertained but not me, I’d lose interest hella quickly… probs the first time I got into anything tv related was when I was 10-12 and was invested in the drama of the tv series “dance academy” on abc3 Ive actually met the producer! other than that I didn’t mind a reality show as a kid but then most of that wore off after I studied media in school and we went as live audience to “reality” shows and I realised how set up everything was and couldn’t care less afterward -

If I had to pick any movie that I loved and that still strangely brings me some sort of comfort.. it would have to be the 2010 Jaden Smith Version of Karate Kid ahahaha idk why (well I kinda do there’s lots of reasons but then I’d go on another whole tangent so I won’t) I was like 11 when it came out so I think that can count :) I can weirdly watch it over and over whereas most other movies I watch once and never again.

2. Do you have a favourite book or book series and why?

I talked about this in some previous posts on here but my fav book of all time is “Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine” by Gail Honeyman !!!!! I also am very passionate about “The uncaged sky: my 804 days in an Iranian Prison” by Kylie Moore-Gilbert (the audiobook version narrated by Kylie herself) and fav wholesome series has gotta be the Heartstopper graphic novels!!!! AHAHA again I could go on and on and on about why I love them all individually as they are all VERY DIFFERENT from each other, but I’ll literally be writing like 3 giant essays so I’ll stop myself now!! I will say, while it’s important we consume and love media that we don’t relate to to broaden our perspectives of life, it’s obviously easy to consume and love media that we see a small part of ourselves in and think this has a lot to do with why I love these so much!

3. The colour that makes you happy

Probably a dark green which reminds me of the rainforest:))))

4. Your favourite cereal?

I honestly don’t eat cereal and never really have :,) cereals were kinda demonised in my house as a child (almond mum tings?) but then eventually they weren’t anymore but I never rlly enjoyed their taste - this is such a sad answer but probably Kelloggs sultans bran LMAO. I haven’t had it for years but I rlly don’t mind it … I think it’s probably very different to American cereals cause it’s not sweet … one time I went to an American food store here in Aus and everything I tried taste like pure sugar and hurt my stomach so bad LOL never again I’m hoping and praying that Americans have other food options not featured in this store 😭 cos I understand some of it as a one off dessert but like everyday breakfast omg noooo I hope ur stomachs are ok

5. Your favourite gemstone?

I’m ngl I don’t have a super passionate answer about this one off the top of my head (sorry I’m such a boring person!!) I think they’re all so pretty!!! I gave them a google to try decide which I like most but it’s impossible .. I think I love any of the blue ones!! I’ll tell you one thing I rlly don’t love the yellow topaz cos I’m born in Nov and I see it on everything and I swear it’s the worst one imo like liteeally any other one I love! But I can still appreciate it ig :,)

6. Any activity you liked as a child and do you still like it now?

My biggest pain as a child was athletics!!!! I used to be competitive in 100m, 200m, long jump and triple jump :) sadly I no longer do athletics or compete but my passion for running/competitiveness lived on and by 15 I ran my first half marathon.. but from 17 onwards I got quite sick and was unable to run (minus a few little months of getting back into it over the yrs only to have to stop again) and now I’m 24 and finally getting back into it again.. kinda.. cos my health is still kinda shit but I’ll go for a lot shorter runs a couple times a week and hoping and praying my health gets better so I can proper get back into it.. not to compete anymore just for myself cos it’s one of the only things in this life that brings me joy :) I’ve also always loved taking photos although I’m not professional or anything it’s just been a fun little hobby I guess.. I have a few diff cameras but in currently trying (failing) to save for this new different one.. just waiting for my uni scholarship money this tri bc I’m too unwell to use it to go on a holiday atm I’m gonna use it to buy this camera I’ve been wanting oop :,) I’m a much bigger a fan of film photography over digital but the camera I’m planning on buying is kinda a combo of both eg. It produces images of a similar vibe to film photography but is actually digital so u don’t have to worry about wasting film :) it’s also a point and shoot, super small and can be taken anywhere which is much better than my current digital camera which is bulky and has a million settings idk how to use lol.

7. Have you ever read Lucy Maud Montgomery books?

I was about to say no I’ve never heard of her but then I googled it and saw Anne of Green Gables which I read when I was like literally 8… and as I’ve said in a previous post I never remember what I’ve read even if I read it two minutes ago bc adhd tings but I always remember how it made me feel - and I remember really enjoying it! Maybe I should give it a reread cause I barely remember what it was about :,) as for the rest of her books I don’t think I’ve read any! I love so much that you have a fandom page omgggg I wish I was that passionate about something !!!! PLS PLS give me recommendations if someone were only to read 1 of her books .. okay maybe 2 for now!!!!! I might actually give them a read :)))

Thank you thank you again for all ur kinds words I hope u have the most amazing day/night <33333 I appreciate u a lot!

[sword-of-summer]

All of them answer every question fuck you

ahahaha no i respectfully deny your "fuck you" and i accept the ask and so-

i am 5'10", and i don't wish to be taller or shorter- i am the perfect height for hugs and messy hair, and yep, i like it here-

dream pet would be a mix of golden retriver and a husky called Holly and a chonky cat called Loki- yes ofcourse my future kids have names everyone should name their future pets-

ripped jeans/black pants with a Darth Vader tshirt or a Ethnic Fusion Kurta with black sneakers/artificial leather slip-ons, and if it's cold, a black jacket open obviously- and a black wristwatch i love my black wristwatch.

favourite video game was Clash of Clans and going even back, GTA Vice City and, the og- MARIIOOOO

three things/people are Oreos, Nutella and Pizza. The Holy Trinity-

"Beware me my fingers are smeared with chicken popcorn grease"

you didn't mention an opinion, @chunkybirb, so imma give my opinion on Vanilla ice cream and Nutella- ANYONE WHO HADN'T COMBINED THESE TWO COMBINE THESE TWO THEY ARE FUCKING AWESOME

im either phlegmatic or melancholic bruh idk maybe ik or maybe not

im v v v v ticklish

not an allergy, but an intense hatred for ketchup- i vomit if it gets too close to me fuck you ketchup

im heterosexual

any between tea and coffee but full milk coffee (ik, kill me), never had cocoa- but i love a chocolate or nutella milkshake

both. both is good. (cat and dog)

i would be an elf cause hell yeah, knowledge and wisdom

favourite youtuber is Samay Raina, a stand up comedian turned youtuber who is just awesome-

as i mentioned in 1., i am 5'10"

i would not change my name cause it's the coolest fucking name ever, i am Tanay, and Tanay in Hindi means Son, and my parents literally named their son Son, and hell yeah i like it

i forgot how much i weigh- last i checked it was 75 kilos, but ive gained weight since 2019 so yep, gotta walk in the mornings

yes i believe in metaphysicality cause one- it seems cool- second- me and @theclassyghost discussed a metaphysical life theory that i really really like and metaphysicality gives preservation of knowledge so i believe in spirits

SPACE. SPACE. SPACE.

im not that religious, no

pet peeves no well nah not really

nocturnal def nocturnal i sleep at 4.50 anyway hehehehe

fav constellation is Cassiopeia

fav star is Sirius tho

what the fuck are ball jointed dolls

i do have a fear of losing people that's just anxiety i guess

yep, global warming is real

never thought that much about reincarnation tbh but maybe, i do

fav movie is Spider Man : Into The SpiderVerse and Inception and The Dark Knight Rises and Revenge of The Sith and yes, for my indian gang, 3 Idiots and Gully Boy

yep i get scared v v v easily

i have had no pets but i plan to once i grow up

@chunkybirb 's blog is fucking cool awesome and *chef's kiss* a masterpiece

blue calms me. i love blue.

live in Norway cause pretty lights, snow, and less people than this overpopulated country i am in

born in Mumbai, India

v v v dark brown like it's almost black but no it's dark brown

introvert

horoscopes and zodiacs, i do read them, never believed that much tbh-

HUGS I LOVE HUGS

i really wanna visit my brother i haven't met him in a long time i really wanna play cricket w him just like old times

my sister- she's annoying but well i care for her

nah

tattoos idk bruh im okay idk may get one or may not get one

nope, smoking is ewwww *vomits*

ah my crush- she's cool [ if she exists

when the chalk doesn't write on the board but goes iiiiiieeee I HATE THAT

a sound i love is rain pitter pattering i just hhhhhh sends me into happiness

nope fatass here

nope fatass here

favourite actors have to be eddie redmayne, oscar issac and pedro pascal- and margot robbie and winona ryder in the actresses section also yes, elliot page

bruh already answered in 30.

im okayish!! spotify and tumblr, cool combo-

my hair are okay being black for me

yesterday, monday, from 6.40 to 6.50

music

uhhh naah not that i know of

well in Rick Riordan's Magnus Chase books, the sword of Frey aka Sumarbrander TALKS and demands to be called Jack, so here i am

bakwaas, music and comfy

yep, i believe in evolution

unfollow on hate and when they dm me sending nsfw pics ugh why are people like that

follow, well, i like people and they seem cool, so i follow them

fav kind of person is the one who'll sit with me for hours not even talking and just vibing to music

fav animals are beavers, doggos and cats

three fav blogs are @chunkybirb, @theclassyghost, @little-boats-on-a-lake, @aredhel-of-gondolin, @sue-me-imbadass, @alleenkaas, @my-ackerman, @brrrrrrrrrrzone

fav emoticon has to be ☹ this me seeing my stupidity outrank others

fav meme has to be Butternut is a master of psychological manipulation

INTP

Libraaa let's go

no dog, i have

black darth vader tshirt, black pants, black sneakers and black wrist watch

i have no selfies my phone has no cameras i live in eternal darkness

what the fuck are platform shoes

i, uhhh, i remember weird things like what i drew in class in 3rd while i was supposed to be doing english

lazy ass here, no front flips possible

i like birds they fly

nope i don't Iike swimming i like blankets

wrapped up in blankets reading books sounds better than both

ketchup

hyperspace travel

nope none

reading writing eating sleeping

my friend

tumblr seems cool

i have around 60-70 idk

yes i can run but why

yes they do but what's the fun in that

nope I'd fall over

sapphire let's go

koala bear or panda

sunflower or the one on a lemon tree

ketchup store

one cup of coffee is enough, tysm

read minds that sounds cool cool yeaaahh

nope never wore it a black clothes guy here BatMan

winter winter all year long

i don't know and i don't wanna try

i don't know and i don't wanna know

everyone cause they are better than me

bookstores cause bookstores any bookstores

sneakers, black onez

apparently some gas bitches mixed up to form a planet

non vegetarian but i partake meat just twice or thrice in two weeks

i don't know they don't seem like liking

naaaaaaaah

bugs ew

spiders ew

about the fact that i come off as arrogant and overconfident while in reality it's just that my communication skills suck

i can draw averagely whenever im in a mood

this thing im answering but i like answering it

uhhhhhhh brain freeze- idk bruh questions are good they give knowledge

yep, while sleeping

ahh yes calming, they are

cloudy days cause fucking cool vibes

hehehe wouldn't you like to know, weatherboy

CumuloNimbus i really like it's name yknow nimBUS

dark blue, dark blue always or black

naaaah no freckles

fav thing is when they laugh and it's just happy and we're both laughing like shitheads but who cares we're rebelling against depressing life and we laugh

both. both is good [ fruits and vegetables

sleep but i have to answer 170 questions cause @chunkybirb

sky sky sky it's my blog's header duh uh sKy

sweet and sour candy. SWEET AND SOUR CANDY.

dim lights it makes me feel cool

ahhh so here we go- Mooncalfs, Thunderbirds, Phoenixes, Sphinxes, Dragons that seem to be Space Nebulae, and more and more and more

i really feel like a boomer sometimes

i love everything about this site/app it makes me feel happy cause i like the people and the posts

uhhhhh i think too much about everything cause i just do. i like thinking

"He's dead, guys. For the sake of The Force, please watch Star Wars now he wanted to discuss it with you" actually no i would just say "A big shoutout to Garlic Bread he loved Garlic Bread"

myself cause i should be sleeping but sleep is for the weak and i am the weak and the strong i am a paradox-

that i obsess too much on things and try involving people it never works out

nope. had braces for 4 years, that beat out teeth showing smiles

i prefer computer-tv ahahahahaha

never tried them, so IDK

naaaaah not motion sickness- never travelled by sea so idk seasickness

lobed ears

yep i believe that deeds do count in life and beyond

idk bruh i don't believe in physical attraction too much- bodies are fake- mentally/metaphysically tho, im a 7

ahhhhh many many Stupid Genius, Tani, Tanu, Tanya

i still do-

i really want to talk to a therapist. converse. and discover.

im both, i am both.

10:1 is the ratio- giving 10, receiving 1

uhhh nothing just when i am right and people use the old "disrespect" argument

3, Hindi, Marathi, English

girls

uhh no i am not

my hair i love them everyone says things about my hair but i love them

knowledge vibes i give, someone tells me- and that's all i ever wanted

anyone i know tbh, my mutuals, my friends, my discord friends

ahhh no i wouldn't but i wish i was born 20 years earlier

bleh bloo, neither like nor dislike

i don't know if i have one

i don't know, haven't had physical contact in a long long long time in a galaxy far far away

the above point stands but i would like to ig

anything i write, 3 hours later, i instantly hate just idk why

anything i write

that i am normal no i am not and i am not okay hahahahaha

65-70 ish people

somewhere around-

many many many don't ask please but okay if you do ask

somewhat

uhhhhh idr exactly but i won't tell in public duh uh

mediummm hairrrr

last year lockdown i became harry potter

i don't know buddy i seriously don't know

yep i do cause knowledge i like knowledge

naaah never tried

no i definitely cannot stand on my hands or my head for more than 30 seconds

yep, im pretty sure i answered most of them correctly-

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[konpithepuppy]

[TRANSLATION: POTATO 06.2021]

7 MEN SAMURAI

Proofread by aji10647731 (Twitter)/ @janiappend

Scans not mine

Neither an English nor a Japanese native speaker

Feel free to correct me, thanks

DEGREE OF LOVE

Measuring the degree of love they have for their partner in quiz format. 2 questions that test their relationship and 1 original question for each pair, can they match their answers with each other!? (Interview was done around the 1st 10 days of April)

NAKAMURA REIA x YABANA REI

BEING PIXELATED IN A STREET INTERVIEW?

Yabana: The interview this time is for us pair to match our answers. There are 3 questions in total.

Nakamura: Let us answer after "go". The first question is, "What is the best memory of us two?" Ready, set, go..."my sister..."

Yabana: "Going to an instrument store..." It is clear that we are completely talking about different things (LOL).

Nakamura: Mine is about my sister giving Yabana a jersey. My sister likes Yabana and she gives him advice through me. She gives advice like, "His hair is long, it is better for him to cut it. His hairstyle in summer 2 years ago is good." (LOL).

Yabana: Also, she said, "He always wears shabby sweatshirt," so I received a brand new jersey from her through Reia (LOL).  What I was trying to say earlier is the time where the 2 of us went to instrument store to see some bass.

Nakamura: We also did that! After buying the bass, I got it painted by Yabana's father. But, since we both talked about family members, I wonder if this is partially correct (LOL).

Yabana: Let's perfectly match in the 2nd question. "Describe your relationship in one word." Ready, set, go..."a bad companion!"

Nakamura: "Boyfriend-girlfriend!" We didn't match again (LOL).

Yabana: We often talk but we usually endlessly talk about things that won't do any good, right? That is like being bad friends having fun.

Nakamura: We talk about things like our fave musics or fave manga. Our hobbies match.

Yabana: It's just that there is no substance (LOL).

Nakamura: No matter how late at night it is already, Yabana plays with me when I invite him in a game, so I think our relationship is like a boyfriend who cannot refuse to his girlfriend's invites (LOL).

Yabana: I see. Well, playing a game late at night is also a bad thing so this means that this is also partially correct...(LOL).

Nakamura: Right? (LOL). We are at the last question now. "If you are called for another street interview for a television show, are you going to do it?" Ready, set, go..."I won't do it!"

Yabana: "I will do it!"...we didn't match (LOL).

Nakamura: Well, when Yabana appeared in the street interview for 「Getsuyou Kara Yofukashi」, I asked the manager, "Can I also do an interview like that?" And then, I was told, "No, you can't," by the manager.

Yabana: Really? (LOL)  I also contacted the manager before the filming just in case, I asked if it's okay to take an interview. And then, since the manager said it's okay, it was a chance to advertise 7 MEN 侍 in a television!

Nakamura: It seems like it is okay for Yabana to do it, but not for me (LOL). But I have a feeling that I want to be on an interview too. Oh, well, next time when the 2 of us got interviewed, I think let's do the interview where I am the only one being pixelated.

Yabana: That's probably suspicious in the contrary! (LOL)

SUGETA RINNE x MOTODAKA KATSUKI

THE PERCENTAGE OF WATCHING EACH OTHER'S TV SHOW APPEARANCES IS?

Motodaka: Our best memory, huh.

Sugeta: Rinne thought of something!

Motodaka: Well, let's say our answers. Ready, set, go!

Sugeta: "When we welcomed Reiwa!"

Motodaka: "Sexy Zone's..." Ah!! Wait, that's my answer too! (LOL)

Sugeta: You're  trying to talk about Sexy Zone, right? (LOL) Is it about a concert tour?

Motodaka: Yup. During Sexy Zone's concert tour, only our hotel room was the Cinderella-like (LOL). We were ojousama-like.

Sugeta: That also crossed my mind!

Motodaka: But if we talk about something special, it is definitely the moment where we welcomed Reiwa.

Sugeta: We went to watch a late-night movie, and since it will be Reiwa very soon, we spent time together. When it became 12 midnight, we went," Ye~y, It's Reiwa now~!"

Motodaka: That was special.

Sugeta: I took a screenshot of the time "0:00" that was displayed in my phone.

Motodaka: For me, I recorded the memory of us when it turned 12 midnight that day.

Sugeta: That was nostalgic~!

Motodaka: The next one is to describe in one word our relationship. Shall we it say at once!? Ready, set, go!

Sugeta: "Consultation partner!"

Motodaka: "Comrade!"...Aah (LOL).

Sugeta: When Rinne is not interactive, right? You always try to symphatize with me.

Motodaka: It is a situation where I'll be made to ask, "Did something happen?" You are little bit annoying type of person (LOL).

Sugeta: Fairly, I am easy to understand.

Motodaka: That makes me slightly sullen (LOL).

Sugeta: What do you mean by comrade?

Motodaka: After we each did different projects, we end up in the same unit.

Sugeta: I see. The 3rd question is about how much we watch each other's tv appearances. Let's answer in percentage. Is that good? Let's answer it?

Motodaka: Ready, set, go..."80%"!

Sugeta: "90%"! That was close ~! Rinne records the quiz shows every week. Since I also want to try appearing in tv shows, so I watch shows that I have the possibility to appear in. I almost watch all of the shows where Katsuki appear too.

Motodaka: Me too, more than the shows where I appear, I overwhelmingly watch more shows where Rinne appear than mine. But I can't watch it in real time so I answered "80%".

Sugeta: Rinne watch the shows multiple times because Rinne loves appearing in shows.

Motodaka: I watch shows where I think I did good in recording.

Sugeta: Certainly! I think if I'm not in good shape during the recording, I will not watch it that much. By the way, I still watch my appearance in 「SASUKE」until now (LOL). Everyone watched it during the rehearsal for ARASHI-san's concert, right?

Motodaka: That was exciting~!

Sugeta: I watch with my family Katsuki's appearance in quiz shows. When Rinne got the right answer even though Katsuki didn't, I noisily go, "Why didn't Katsuki got it right?" (LOL).

Motodaka: That's natural for a quiz show. It's tough but that's my fate...

SASAKI TAIKO x KONNO TAIKI

CLEANING AFTER TAIKO CHALLENGE...

Konno: Our best memory, let's say our answers after the go signal! "Fireworks in Odaiba."

Sasaki: "Amusement park!" Ah~that one~ (LOL). The one where we watched fireworks!!

Konno: That was around 4-5 years ago already, right?

Sasaki: That was close to the end of summer.

Konno: Yabana, me, Sakuchan (Sakuma Ryuto) and you (Taiko) were there.

Sasaki: The fireworks were really beautiful. We could see it from the restaurant. Although it is a beautiful memory, it didn't come to my mind~!

Konno: Well, the amusement park is also a good memory. (Takahashi) Yuto and (Iwasaki) Taisho were there too. Everyone went to places like haunted house, it was really fun~(LOL).

Sasaki: There was a collaboration with 「Kurosaki-kun no Iinari ni Nante Naranai」right at that time. I wanted to ride Kurosaki-kun's gondola no matter what so I rode the ferris wheel around 3 times. That was fun~.

Konno: Next, "Describe in one word your relationship." Ready, set, go..."close friends!"

Sasaki: "Consulatation partner!" Well, we said 2 different things but they mean the same thing.

Konno: Yeah. Since we are always together, our trust with each other is not just on the shallow level.

Sasaki:  Even the things that I can't tell to other people, I talk about those with Konpi (Konno). I generally give positive advices to Konpi. When he consults to me saying, "I want to try this but...," I reply, "I think that's great." I think that we won't know the result until we try it so it is better to freely do it.

Konno: For the last question, with the theme that's only for us 2, "What is the best Taiko Challenge episode?" Let's match our answers time.

Sasaki: Okay. Ready, set, go!

Konno and Sasaki: "Shampoo!" Ye~y! (High five)

Konno: That is a masterpiece.

Sasaki: It has the most number of likes and plays.

Konno: The one with cola is also good but if it's the best, then it's gotta be the content with shampoo.

Sasaki: The content with cola became known but even I myself think that the content with shampoo is a masterpeiece. I planned that 2 weeks before the filming. I thought that I'll do that on my birthday. And then, Akarui Tonikaku-san did that in the variety show.

Konno: What a timing (LOL).

Sasaki: I was troubled, "Uwa, seriously! It overlaps with my plan!", but since I wanted to do it so I took the risk and did it.

Konno: Well, that is the best. I like the part where you poured the water to yourself, but what happened to your room?

Sasaki: It got wet. In Johnny's stages, when we use water, the water flows into the orchestra pit (a space that is lower than the main stage), but in my house there's no such system like that!

Konno: AHAHAHA!

Sasaki: That's why with a drainer similar to the one used in cleaning the windows, I cleaned the room by making the water flow into the veranda. Cleaning the mess afterwards was miserable (LOL).

RECENT HAPPENINGS

Sugeta Rinne: I can now do 70kg of bench press! I thought of doing a bench press that is about my weight, but I am happy that I was able to do 10 more kilos from my weight. Since I still do 3 reps x 3 sets, so I want to increase the number.

Motodaka Katsuki: There are also 4th year undergraduates in the graduate school seminar. It was my first time meeting them recently, and I feel excited that they're my juniors. Until now, there are seniors that I am close with, but I don't have a junior who is close with me. I wonder if they'll be close with me!?

Nakamura Reia: My dad gave me the latest game console for my birthday. The controller is amazing that the vibration changes when the character is walking in grassy place and when the character is walking in soil. I don't have that much games for it yet but I want to play with it a lot.

Yabana Rei: A little while ago, I went to watch Rinne's 「Hidamari no Ki」(the show ended) in Osaka. I wasn't able to go in Tokyo shows but it was really popular so I really had to see it. I also watched Sexy Zone's concert the next day, it was a fulfilling trip.

Konno Taiki: When I'm at home or when I'm on the move, I only listen to western music. In someway or another, it looks like I have a phase for Japanese music and western music, and now I am into western music. I keep repeating the songs that I like more than broadening the songs that I know. There are a lot of songs by male artists [that I listen to].

Sasaki Taiko: I have fully mastered the stores in the suburbs of Tokyo that sell in large quantities!  Depending on the store, the proportion varies and that excites me~. For example, 800 yen for 24 bottles 500 mL of water, there are great deals and it is super fun. I also bought toilet paper that I split with my friend.

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #310

“i get pretty just to fuck my face up.”

Do you have a clock in your room? No. What book, movie, TV show, or video game have you been wanting to start up? I *want* to read The Testaments by Margaret Atwood, but I care more about reading Wings of Fire, so I probably realistically won't for a long time. I don't read enough for that; Sutherland will surely keep pumping out books in the series so I'll never catch up, haha. As for a movie, I've been interested in seeing Jacob's Ladder for a very long time; it served as a very large influence on the Silent Hill series, and boy, anyone who brings up video games in front of me knows SH is my SHIT. I also just know I'm bound to like it with how essentially legendary it is in the psychological horror genre, which is my favorite. Onto TV show, I'm not certain. Shows don't really interest me. I would like to keep watching A:TLA w/ Sara, but "start up" implies beginning something new, so. Lastly, video games. There are a LOT of games I want to play, but yeah, I have no operational gaming console above a PS2. I'm dyinnnngggggg to play a ton of PS4 remasters (namely the original Spyro the Dragon trilogy and SoTC), but as for a fresh game I've never experienced, Ico, which is from the same producers of Shadow of the Colossus. It's an old game, and Mom's bought it off of Ebay for me twice, but neither disc worked - they froze only minutes into the game. It's hella expensive in new condition though because of its age... so who knows when I'll actually get to play it. Do you put anything else on your grilled cheese sandwiches? Just butter. Have you ever read a book in a different language? I've read some simple fairy tales as well as the play Faust in German courses. Do you want to go to the Harry Potter theme park at Universal? I have no connection with the franchise, but I mean, I'd go if you're paying, haha. If you had a secret room in your house, how would you decorate it? I'm trying to think what kind of room I'd keep a secret... Ha, actually, IF my love of tarantulas expands so largely to having dozens (which I doubt, but I acknowledge the possibility once I get my own place), a room kept on the down low to others just for them would be pretty cool. Imagine someone not knowing they're sharing a house with like, a hundred Ts, haha. As for actual decor, I'm unsure. I'd definitely keep it generally dark for them as nocturnal creatures, maybe with some Halloween decorations, like lots of fake webbing and neon green or orange lights. Man... that sounds dope. What did you get your dad for his last birthday? I couldn't buy him anything, nor did I actually make anything since I didn't know what to create. I just told him happy birthday, of course. Do any of your relatives live in another country? No. Are you claustrophobic? In some spaces, yes. Ever seen Blair Witch? Without spoilers, you know "that part" near the end? Yeah, if you've seen it, you know. That would be a fucking NIGHTMARE for me. Even watching it made me squirm. When grocery shopping, do you usually buy brand names or store brand? With most items anyway, we just get the store brand bc we cheap. Around what time do you usually eat dinner? Generally between 5:30-6:30 nowadays. Do you have any clothing that you get dry cleaned? No. Do you like foods with coconut in it? Eugh, not a coconut fan. I don't hate it as much as I used to, but I still don't like it. Have you ever researched your family history? No, but some past relative researched our family tree. Have you ever had surgery that kept you in the hospital for over a day? No. Do you like carrots more if they’re raw, or cooked? I hate carrots. Did you play with Legos as a kid? Nah, I was more into Lincoln Logs. Which bothers you more… spelling mistakes or bad grammar? It really depends on the severity and simplicity of the spelling or grammar rule. Grammatical misuse of "there/their/they're" stand out very strongly to me, though. Have you ever bought anything off of eBay? Yeah, a good number of things. Is anybody in your family schizophrenic? If so, what is their life like? I have a scizophrenic half-sister that I've never met, so I couldn't tell you. How organized is your mind? How do you know it's organized/disorganized? My mind is running Windows '98 with multiple windows and even more tabs open, all of them not responding. :^) Why do you follow the religion that you do? I don't follow one. My personal religious journey was a train wreck liberating to jump off of. Do you feel superior to others because you're that religion? I don't care if you're atheist, Christian, Buddhist, Islamic, whatever - you are by no means superior to another person in any way just because you believe different things happen once you die. If you do, it's time for some introspection. Are you a blind believer, or do you frequently challenge your own beliefs? Seeing as I went from Catholic to Christian to briefly Neo-Pagan-ish to what I am now, just believing there's some higher power/knowledge and some form of sentience after death, I obviously challenge them. What's the greatest thing about science? Life itself. This universe, this planet, your state of just knowing is a product of science, and that's pretty damn beautiful. Are you emotional or very stolid? I know I'm too emotional. I'm trying to get better about it. Do your siblings look like you? To a degree, but not NEARLY as much as they look like each other. Ashley and Nicole have been mistaken multiple times in their lives and even asked if they're twins. How many states have you lived in? Just this shitty one. How many states have you traveled through/vacationed in? Traveled through, a whole lot. Up and down the east coast. I've stayed in New York, Florida, Ohio, Illinois, South Carolina briefly, and I think possibly Michigan as a baby. Which state was/is your favorite? I don't know. Not NC, haha. You have two weeks alone in any place in the world; where would you go? Alone? Um... I dunno. I'd get lonely through two weeks in absolute isolation. How old were you when you first moved out of your parents' home? I want to say I was 18 when I briefly "moved in" with Jason and our roommates. Did you ever have to move back in? Yeah; the apartment didn't last very long. None of us were ready. How old were you when you thought you were "in love" for the first time? I was in love at 16. I'd fight God literally for eternity to prove that fact. How many exterior doors are in your home? Two, or maybe three, depending on your outlook. We have like this deck in the back with a roof and mesh separating you from the outside, and then you properly go into the yard from the door beyond that. How many cars have you owned? I myself, none. How many email accounts do you have? Ummmm my very first one I misspelled, so I didn't use it long before making a new one with the correct spelling, then later I had no choice but to make a Gmail to use YouTube, and I know I've had at least one email specifically for school. I'm probably forgetting some other oldies I used for small things. What was the last movie you watched alone? The Shining. What (if any) one television program do you watch religiously every day/week? None. What (if any) is your favorite sport? Dance. Scoff at that shit and then try one dance session and tell me it's not one. What is your favorite musical? None. Have you ever seen a live opera production? No. Dressing up for an evening out: Pants or skirt? Pants. I don't show my legs. What do you currently hear right now? I'm listening to Dance With the Dead's "The Man Who Made a Monster." I LOVE the aesthetic of synthwave and rock mixed together, but the only problem I have with this song is that it's very repetitive. Still stuck in my head though, haha. What type of survey do you refuse to take? I'm not into bolding surveys, specifically. Do you like to run? bitch fuck no Do you think you could run the mile in 10 minutes? Zero chance. What was the longest movie you watched? Hm, I don't remember... It's faintly there in my head, I just can't identify it... Have you ever been to a job interview? Well yeah. Who was the last person to call you? My psychiatrist. Now that I'm doing the partial hospitalization program again, he calls once a week. When was the last time you talked to your last ex boyfriend? Uhhh I think around the start of this month? Missed him and felt like chatting for a bit. Is your dog mixed or full? I don't have a dog, buuuut... we're getting one soon! I'm quite sure she's a mutt. What was the last thing you and your mother did together? Rode to the pharmacy to pick up my meds. Do you take good pictures? I like to think so. What is your display picture on myspace/facebook right now? The most recent selfie I took and liked. I'm finally comfortable using makeupless photos as a display picture. :') Not that I like my body by any means, I just don't care enough to feel like I HAVE to wear makeup to be even remotely pretty in the face. As for everywhere else... ahahaha. What is going on outside right now? It's raining. Like it has been for what feels like literally weeks - and it might actually have been. There's been one or two sunny days in a huge streak of just nothing but rain. It's so gross outside by now; we've been under a flood warning for days on end. Who was the last person you kissed? My best friend, but we were dating then. What color looks the best on you? Black. Have you ever bought the wrong size because you were too lazy to check it? Oh, absolutely. I LOATHE trying on clothes. You have to essentially drag me to go do it. I don't have a good reason other than I don't want to, lol. What was the last thing you bought over 5 dollars? I put down the deposit on my tattoo. c: Do you have any mag subscriptions? No. What is something you're not scared of but a lot of people are? Snakes are probably the highest on the list. I adore snakes, all snakes. Would you ever have a threesome? No; I'm strictly monogamous and to me would be cheating even if your partner was in on it. Are you an U.S. citizen? Yep. Do you have any step siblings? I have a stepbrother, yeah, but I don't see him as my brother, honestly. He's a very quiet and reclusive guy I've had almost no conversations with, and they've only ever been short. Do they annoy you? Nah, he's fine. How many times a day do you talk to your mom on the phone? Well, we live together... What did you wear yesterday? The same pjs I'm in now. I'm changing when I take a shower later. The tank top is a Day of the Dead-esque skull pattern, while the pants are mostly navy with skulls and candy can crossbones that say "nice until proven naughty" arching over and beneath them. They were a Christmas gift from my sis and are really soft and comfortable. Really don't care that it's now out of season, I wear them anyway. I do not match colors AT ALL, but again, I don't care. What color straightener do you have? We don't have one; neither Mom or I use one. Do you listen to music really loud or really low? Turn that shit up LOUD. I'll be nearly deaf one day, but... worth it? lol Do you live with anybody other than your siblings and your parents? No. Both my sisters have moved out. I'm still here because I'm just not emotionally or financially equipped to live on my own yet. Who was your last crush? I still like my best friend, but agree with her that right now isn't the time for anything. How many tattoos do you have? Currently only six. :( What is your favorite thing to do? Car rides with Mom while I ride passenger, controlling the music nice and loud with my iPod. It's odd, considering I'm very afraid of being on the road, but it's just such a freeing, wild feeling to blare music and just go, letting your mind wander. How many pets do you own? I only have a cat and a snake right now, but we're getting a dog hopefully very soon, preferably today actually when Mom has to go to the appropriate city for her normal check-up to keep her cancer at bay. Her name is Vanna and sounds so perfect for us. Mom can barely wait. Are you close with your parents? Yes, very, Mom especially. Where do you shop the most for your clothes? Hot Topic or Wal-Mart. I'd really like more stuff from Rebel's Market; they have such a wide range of stuff that just scream my aesthetic. I got my purse from there, and it's fantastic quality and so cool-looking. Have you ever read a whole series of books? Well, one trilogy that I remember: Shiloh. I adored those books and the movies. I got very, very deep into Warriors by Erin Hunter, but then my interest in reading waned, and I'm immensely behind. I don't think I'll pick it up again, but I've thought briefly about it. When you tell someone you love them do you mean it? Yes. Are you going to walk at your graduation or just pick your diploma up? I walked. Do you ever eat anything everybody else thinks is gross? Hm, perhaps. I'd have to think for a while. What did you do for your last birthday? I just ate pizza at home with my one sister that was free that day, Mom, and a family friend, as well as opened presents. What do you plan on doing for your 18th birthday? I don't recall, but I think that may have been when I was in the psych hospital. Or was that my 21st? I don't remember. Do you have to type with good grammer? Yes. I type pretty much exactly how I talk. What is your favorite quote? It's hard to pick one singular favorite. Are you allowed to cuss in front of your parents? Dad could care less, but I try to limit myself with Mom, especially with "fuck." She's not a fan, nor does she like if I just swear too much in front of her. Like she won't yell at me or anything, she just makes it clear she wants me to stop. How long was your last phone conversation? Just a couple minutes. I didn't get the Zoom link to group therapy one day and let the place know. Turns out their email was fucking up. Which one of your friends annoy you? The family friend I mentioned a few questions above has the ability to be incredibly aggravating. I love her, but she has zero issue with inserting herself into everything (and sometimes we just don't want to see her), and she voices incredibly rude opinions literally no one asks for a whoooole lot. She's got a strong tendency to try to take control over every situation. Her being our landlord now makes it harder to speak up, and besides, no one wants to hurt her feelings. Don't be mistaken though, she truly is an incredible person with a heart more caring than probably any person I know. Have you ever lost a close friend to death? No, thank fuck. I mean, I think. I do believe one of my childhood online friends committed suicide because of sexual abuse from her own fucking brother, but I guess I'll never know. She was talking to me one night horribly depressed and scared and then just vanished. Bless her, I loved her. Do you know someone who suffers from addiction? Yes. Do you have a lot of pictures in your room? Tons of posters and artwork, anyway. I currently don't have any photographs, but I got this shadowbox thing for my bday to decorate with pictures of Teddy so I can use it in my "tribute shrine" or whatever for him, and I'd also like to frame the picture of Sara's and my first hug and maybe put it on my bedside table. Do you have Facebook? Yeah, I do. Have you ever found a dog/cat on the side of the road? I myself, no, but a friend's mom did find two poor kittens thrown aside in a fucking plastic bag... Some people are abominable. Knowing how much my family loved cats, she reached out to us, and we took them in and named them Aphrodite and... I can't remember the other's name. She disappeared kinda early. Aphrodite wound up being one of my most beloved cats and was even the mother of a kitten that same family adopted. Delilah is still alive, doing wonderfully, and incredibly loved. <3 Aphrodite, meanwhile, as well as all our other cats at the time, were taken by animal control because our neighbors were tired of them wandering, even though they were too fucking cowardly to confront us first. I've said in many surveys that I am very much against outdoor cats, but I wasn't then because I was uninformed and really didn't understand. I wailed and sobbed and just pure shrieked like a banshee outside when we came home to learn they were taken. I have no clue how any are now, and that's the worst part. Do you go bowling in your town? We are in the middle of a pandemic, lol. Even beforehand though, I rarely went. Last time I did was on a date with Girt. We had fun. Do you have a drive-in theater? No sir. What brand is your favorite shoe? Converse. Is your best friend's mom like your own? They're quite similar, yes. Both are very sweet and caring for others. Do you have anxiety or depression? Try both. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? Sonic. Do you own a pair of brass knuckles? Nah. Have you and your friends ever made up a word? Likely as kids. Do you have any embarrassing baby pictures of yourself? Not that I know of. What is the worst smell in the world? Anyone remember that survey I took mentioning my dog's old tumor? Yeah, that after he spent overnight in a diaper and inevitably peed himself in his old age. And he had a UTI. You probably can't even imagine how fucking vomit-inducing that smell was. Do you dye your hair a lot? No. :/ I really wish. I have so many colors I wanna try. Do you have anybody in your family who rides dirtbikes/fourwheelers? Not really? No one in my family owns one. My younger sister would totally go if you asked her and had one for her to use, though. She's done it plenty before. Have you ever rode a dirtbike/fourwheeler? Yeah, a fourwheeler, and it's really fun! Tell me how you got one of your scars? Hmmm, let's think of a unique one. Ah, my shins, left one especially. When I shave my legs, they get unbelievably itchy, even if I use lotion, and I would scratch my skin absolutely raw so often that I have permanent scars. It's partially why I barely shave my legs anymore. Have you ever had a friend who cut themselves? I know many, sadly. I don't know of any that still do, thankfully. I promise, it never helps. If you ever have the urge, I can't suggest enough running where you want to self-harm under cold water or slap the location (like your wrist) with a rubber band. The latter is especially helpful. It's a similar burning sensation and doesn't leave marks. It would help me refrain sometimes. What is your favorite thing to do in the summer? Swim in a nice, warm pool. Otherwise, become a hermit and wait for the outdoors to not be prepared to melt the flesh off my bones. x_x Do you go tanning or do you lay out? Neither, ugh. As you can guess from above, I hate the sensation of heat on me. What is your favorite skin lotion? I just really like cocoa butter. Smells really good and is perfectly moisturizing. Do you use a lot of hair products? The only hair product I use is shampoo, haha. Do you have a cousin you dislike? No. Well, one is incredibly brainwashed and misled by her psychopath of a father, but I love her nonetheless. We talk now and again because family is important to her. Have you ever heard Theory of a Deadman? Yeah, they're good. What is your comfort food? Absolutely ice cream. Who is your celebrity crush? Mark Fischbach/Markiplier is a perfect human being with the looks of a god and heart of a saint and you cannot convince me otherwise. What’s the song you most wish you had written? "Imagine" by John Lennon is a high contendant, for sure. Definitely something I'd write. Have you ever been stuck by someone very annoying on a plane/bus/etc? I think so at one point or another. Did you get lost at all on your first day of high school? Ha, for sure. Have you ever been interrupted during sex? A bitch knows how to act asleep if she hears a door so much as barely squeak, I'll tell you that much lmaooo. Have you ever been recorded doing stupid things while drunk? No. Has a significant other ever called you by the wrong name? No. Have you ever cooked anything and it turned out horrible? I've barely actually cooked anything in order TO fuck up. Have you ever made a bad first impression on someone’s parents? I can't say with certainty, but I think Jason's mom had her doubts about me at first because she commented on the ripped jeans I wore when I went to his house for the first time. She came to love me like her own though, and I love(d) her. I was actually just thinking about her and how she's doing the other day. What is a food that you always are in the mood to eat? Always? Perhaps sour candy, like Sour Punch Straws in specific. Ever held a newborn animal? Many kittens, yes. Do you make a wish when you blow out your birthday candles? I do, but just for the annual appeal of it. I don't actually believe it will have any effect on what I wished, it's just... normal, ig. What is the last thing you searched for online? Medical coding classes. Having trouble finding any free ones that are actually legit... Is it wicked hard for you to sleep when it's hot in your room? It's borderline impossible. Do you dunk your cookies in milk? Sometimes, and almost always with Oreos. Do medical terms make you uncomfortable? Ha, speaking of medical coding... No, not really. It's unnerving to hear "you have _____," but I understand it can be something so, so minor. Of course, it could be the exact opposite, but. I also actually find it quite interesting to learn the Latin roots of the terms. Are you afraid of failure? Beyond measure. Have you been called a bad influence? Yes, to my former friend's son. Not that that witch of a woman was a great person. I'd love to know how an infant can be negatively affected by receiving nothing but love from his "aunt," also having no concept of understanding about me being unemployed and not very "adult-ish" in general, which I'm sure is what she meant. Normally judgment hits me deep, but that shit I just rolled my eyes at.

[tortugannastudies]

☀️ Summer studying challenge ☀️ - Giant catchup post

Well, I thought I would give myself a week after the quarantine challenge, but that didn’t happen. I’ve been super busy with work, also had a nice week of kind of screen free time, so yeah, lots going on. Not sure how interesting this is going to be... Lots of love to whoever is reading this though 😘!

Week 1

13th July -  What are your plans for this summer?

Lots of work! More than I’ve had since before the pandemic. Also some relaxing in nice places. I also want to do some sewing and drawing and other crafts! 🎨

14th July - Have your plans changed at all because of the pandemic?

Unfortunately, yes, a lot...

15th July - Do you have a specific goal for this summer?

Reorganize my life in a way that allows me to grow as a person, prepare for changes ahead, accomplish goals (even at a slow pace) while not being overly stressful and constraining.

16th July - Do you have a lot of work to do for school or university or your job this summer?

Yep, I’m teaching two 6 day weeks in August, and am also working on training some newer teachers at one of my company’s schools. It’s exciting and fun, but it’s a bit much compared to how lax my pace has been for the past months.

17th July - What is the most important task that you need to complete this summer?

Renew my visa and complete the series of textbooks I’m making.📚

18th July - What do you usually do during the summer?

For the past 5 years, my summer break has only been ten days long, so work most of summer and then have a long week of visiting someplace cool.⛩

19th July - What did you do during the summer when you were a young child?

Summer was when we’d go back to France and spend time at the sea with my grandparents.

Week 2

Kamigamo shrine - Kyoto

20th July - Do you usually go on vacation during the summer?

Yes! Though it isn’t necessarily super long.

21st July - What is the best vacation you have ever been on? (note: does not have to have been during summer)

Oof, I can’t pick a favourite! When my closest friends have come to visit here it’s been magical every time! Also the first time I came to Japan, before moving here, and had the chance to visit so many different places and meet so many people!

22nd July -  What is your dream vacation?

Very long, in a country I haven’t been to yet, with time to relax, explore, and experience the country’s culture. Also going to a well known place that feels like a home away from home! (did this one two weeks ago :) )

23rd July - What is the worst vacation you have ever been on?

Probably the time I was a leader at a scouting camp during which my grandma passed away :/

24th July - What is your favourite vacation memory?

Again, the list is too long and picking one is impossible! Just a random one that came to mind instead: Making tents and houses for playmobil toys out of grass, also making nests for birds and feeding goats.🐐

25th July - What was is your favourite event or day in the summer?   Are you a ‘summer person’ or do you prefer it when it is colder?

Maybe fireworks!🎇 I love summer... but I also really like autumn. Autumn that great back to school, crunch leaves vibe, also my birthday...

26th July - What is your typical daily routine in the summer?

Not having one right now is a problem I need to work on!

Week 3

27th July -  Do you stay indoors or outdoors more in the summer?

Depends where I am. Where I live it’s too hot and humid, so mostly inside, but I usually go somewhere a little cooler for the holidays, then go for lots of walks. In France I’d be outdoors quite a bit.🏞

28th July - How do you stay motivated to study during the summer?

Ahahaha... Honestly though, hoping getting a little more involved with people in the studyblr community will help me out with this.

29th July - Have you done or are you planning to do any activities (such as work experience, summer schools or watching lectures) other than normal work during the summer?

Teaching a couple weeks of summer school, might have to job hunt too.

30th July - Beach or Swimming pool?

Beach ! 🏖

31st July - What do you like most about the beach?

Seashells, waves, bodyboarding over waves, diving under waves, snorkeling, fishies, walking in the sand, making sandcastles or giant sand sculptures, picnics, reading... 🌊🐚⛱

1st August - What is your least favourite thing about the beach?

Salt, burning your feet, when there are too many people.

2nd August - What is your song of the summer this year?

The bardcore version of “Somebody that I used to know” by Hildegard von blingin https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ch1aVmjvYTI

also prism by ampm https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FvdL0XQrlzk

Week 4

3rd August - What is your ultimate summertime song?

No idea, but “Hey soul sister” came to mind so *shrugs*

4th August - What is your favourite summertime movie?

Not too sure, but the one that came to mind when reading this question was Spirited away.

5th August - Do you read a lot in the summer?

I try to/ want to.

6th August - What book are you currently reading?

Oathbringer by Brandon Sanderson !

7th August - What is your favourite summer ‘beach read’ book?

Haven’t read on the beach in what feels like a bout ten years, but probably Harry Potter !

8th August - What TV show are you currently watching?

Re:Zero Kara, Decadence, Fruits Basket, Fugou Keiji - Balance Unlimited, The Great Pretender, Card captor Sakura, Rent-a-Girlfriend, King of highschool... Might be dropping some of them, but they’re still all on my watch list now.

9th August - What was the last movie you watched?

Promare and some Re: Zero Kara movies. I really enjoyed Promare and the Zero Kara movies gave some really nice backstory info and better understanding of some characters.

Week 5

10th August - What is your favourite summertime snack?

I don’t think I have any summer specific snacks... Maybe eating boiled eggs at the beach... Ooh! And Ice cream! 🥚🍦

[babeejeon]

tag tag tag

 @livlovesbangtan and @gukieyoongles tagged me, thanxx 🤭🤭🤭 

I wrote too much stuff and also stupid stuff, feel free to pass it if it bores you. But it really relieved me to get these of my chest.

little rules our game has is;

*tag the person who tagged you

*answer the questions

*tag 10 people

i am starting ahahaha!

1. how tall are you?

I am 163 cm i guess, but I haven’t have measured since 8th grade and actually I feel like I haven’t grow since then. And my lil sis is even taller than my ideal height, ugh cryyy... Is there any one magic to spare me a few centimeters 🙏🙏

2. what colour and style is your hair?

My real hair colour is dark brown but i colored my hair with some temporary hair dye at the end of 2017 and around february 2018, 2 times. I dye it to a colour ‘Toffee Caramel’ and since my hair has really dark colour i didn’t expect it to change my hair colour too much but i think it did. Actually the dye was popular and also under nice brand. So i trusted and it was saying only for 28 wash or something <sorry i couldn’t translate 🤭🤭🤭> But i still have that dye at the ends of my hair but it looks horrible but my hair is so damaged. I cut it short, it doesn’t get longer and i don’t know what to do. I want to dye my hair in darker colour, similar to my real hair color and have my own colour back but my sister doensn’t let me do. HELP!!!

3. what colour are your eyes?

Dark brown 🤭🤭🤭 listen this song  😉 this song for all the jungoo lovers..

PS: I might write somethings about this song 🤭🤭🤭

4.  do you wear glasses?

Thankfully no. Because glasses never look good on me, even sunglasses. Maybe because i have sharp and thick eye brows but i love my eye brows  🤭 🤭🤭 But everyone in my family wears glasses due to eye problems so i might wear in the future.

5.  Do you wear braces?

I never wear braces and actually i am scared of dentists so i am glad. 

6.  what’s your fashion sense?

Actually it is very complicated. I might like anything. But i am not so into popular fashion sense, i sometimes find it weird or can’t like some fashion trends no matter what. 

I like to wear anything i found stylish and what wanted to wear and if feel that suited me. Actually if i feel confident with my clothes, hair, make up and over all look, my day starts so nice but if not, nothing helps too much. But lately i am in a depressive mood, especially at college and i feel super fat and ugly and i had other problems. But i am in a spring break and i hope to start motivated to new semester.

I love high waisted jeans and short tshirts. I dont like thick sweaters because i feel suffocated idk why. I love wearing short sleeves any time. I love sneakers. I love cute clothes. 

7.  full name?

I dont want to expose my real name here, I mean friends i have here know it but this post can be seen by everyone and i dont want anyone from my real life to find me so i am passing this question, sorry 🤗🤗🤗

8.  when were you born? 

I was born in 1999 and @gukieyoongles i definetely agree to you about being 90′s child ahaha if my older sister read this she would laugh at this 90′s child part but yes i am 😒😒😒

9.  where are you from and where do you live now?

I will pass this question too, sorry 🤗🤗🤗

10.  what school do you go to?

I am in college or university, I don’t know the difference between them, please enlighten me. We use university in my language but to be exact i am undergraduate student.

11.  what kind of student are you?

I used to be number one student because my mother was primary school teacher, my father is professor at university and my sister studied in best schools. So i had the effect and actually i was so focused and used to this thing. But in last semester of 10th grade my life turned upside down in the aspect of success. I lose it so fast and it added up my depression, I felt like only speciality i had was being a succesful student and now i am nothing. But i actually lost my motivation that times so i didnt put some effort. But due to my 10 years of hard work, I get the chance to get into nice university.

I am still lazy and unsuccessful but lately trying to get better so wish me luck 🙏🙏🙏

12.  do you like school?

I dont like it but that must be something with my self. Because after 2 semesters i still couldn’t adapt it totally. I hate being alone at school but also i am not such a social butterfly. So i feel confused. I have friends but i feel awkward sometimes. I don’t know adult life is so hard.

And also i sometimes feel like i hate my major but sometimes i love. So when the lessons are hard i cry and feeling like i dont belong here. So my advise is studying your dream job. but i dont have one, so yeah 😫😫😫

13.  favorite subject? 

Actually none, engineering majors suck. I love English lessons because i only feel confident in them and understand things easily and sometimes enjoy. But it is also about academic sides of English, so not very fun.

14.  favourite tv shows?

I don’t watch tv, also i don’t watch tv shows online too. I sometime start series on Netflix or some korean dramas but lose my interest soon. I AM BORED BORING 🤐🤐🤐

15.  favourite movie?

I don’t have an exact one but I love Harry Potter films and Midnight in Paris as the ones i remember. I recently watched To All The Boys i Loved Before, Like for Likes(korean film), Shazam and enjoyed all there of them.  But i don’t have a favourite one because i don’t watch a lot.

16.  favourite books?

I am not a good reader of real life books because i might lost my consciousnes with fanfiction and fangirl stuff. But now i really want to read somethings, but have no time, but will try my best.  This year i finally read Pride and Prejudice and love it too much. *searches for her Darcy hopelessly* 🤭🤭🤭 I also read a book related to Pride and Prejudice, it’s name is Austenland and it slapped me in the face about reality. If someone read it, dm me, i really need someone to talk about it without giving spoilers.

Also i read last year Stranger by Albert Camus. I don’t think i understand it exactly but it gave me this feeling in my chest. I think a lot of people probably read it, I would also love to talk about this book if you dm me.

I read all Harry Potter books except the last one idk why. But i read them in 8th grade. I know I was pretty late to read them but I was scared of Harry Potter 🤭🤭🤭 But now I reminisce that year as the best year of my life despite the fact that i was preparing for high school enterance exams. So Harry Potter holds a lot of emotions and memories for me.

17.  favourite pastime?

Wasting my time! Spending all my time on social media. Sleeping too much. Listening music with my earphones and stare outside dreamily. Doing some penpal and bulletjournaling projects(i cant do lately tho)

But in everyday life my favourite past time is listening songs we like while my sister is driving us to school. We also talk, gossip, laugh, sing along. We do it everyday while commuting and i enjoy it too much. Our school is pretty far and i dont really enjoy car rides but sometimes i enjoy this time too much that i want it to last longer.

18.  do you have any regrets?

Too many. But i can’t change them. So best thing is focusing to future but I am a person who lives thinking past and lost chances or mistakes so it ruins me. But actually to live it free, forgetting and trying to not to do them again is the best.

19. dream job?

I dont really know, but something that can make me happy. I want to go to work eagerly, enjoy my work and be proud of with my life. Something that can satisfy me and make me improve myself.

I had dreamed to be singer similar to @livlovesbangtan . But I might hate singing if I have the responsibility so no. I would love to sing and annoy people while showering like Namjoon. 🤭🤭🤭

20. would you ever like to be married?

Yes, i would love to. But actually for a very long time marriage scared me. Because of the people around me and our culture. My dad and mom had rational marriage so it also made me lose my faith. Also i see like everyone marry and streotypical life starts. People work, have childs and WHAT!!!

I am not necesserily living for marrying. I would never, if I can’t find the love of my life or i can’t trust someone. But i am such a hopeless romantic, I want to experience pure love for someone and get the same love back. It doesn’t sound so realistic so I might find it ever. But still i wish.

I want to have someone I can trust but actually it never happens in real life. Or i can’t like someone in that way, i always find some flaws. So i really need to fall in love miserably to not to see anything and love someone too much, but i don’t know if i can.

I want my s/o to propose me in a night picnic, alone and out of sudden. I would love him to carry the ring in his necklace and didn’t plan to propose exactly. Like he wants to but doesn’t know when, so he carries it with him. And that night with outbursting love, he would propose me and i accept and we have surprise weddding that night by our selves. UwU *dead*

21.  would you like to have kids?

I am not sure. First of all, I would marry to spend all my time with my s/o not for having childs. <saying this just because a lot of people around me does like that> 

I love kids but I am not sure. Like they are so cute as a baby and child but what if i can’t stand while they are in puberty?! 🤭🤭🤭

Also i sometimes feel like ‘why did i born? i didn’t want this? i don’t want to live!’ . Also feel like what if my child feels the same? Also think it is selfish to bring someone to life because we want to but life is just for suffering. Idk, i am pretty pessimist sometimes. And i dont know 😭😭😭

but i love babies, especially when they hold my forefinger with their whole fist. *cryyyyyy*

22.  how many?

Idk, bro.

23.  do you like shopping?

Yes 😉🤗🤭 i love to buy stupid things that i dont need or use.

24.  what countries have you visited?

I only visited UK and actually i loved it 😍😍😍. Also spent one day in Georgia, see around in a one day trip. But i would like to see more. 

25.  scariest nightmare you have ever had?

Let’s not talk about this. I see stupid, weird, annoying, scary dreams too much and i hate it.

26.  any enemies?

I used to have too many, but actually i realised it was one sided hate. They annoyed me but didn’t give any fuck. I hated but it only effected me, they continued carelessly so i decided to not to have one. I feel annoyed and dislike and hate people but control it to not to effect on my life. Also i try to not to have any fights with anyone. If i really don’t like them i ignore them etc.

27. any significant other?

Not yet but waiting for him to find me!

But i can’t pass this without mentioning jeon the dork jungkook. I love him 😍😭🤭

28. do you get along with your family?

I love them and i am very attached to them but also fight with them time to time.

29.  do you believe in miracles?

I believe but don’t believe i will have one.

30. how are you?

I dont know. Not too bad, not too good, enjoying but sometimes bored but sometimes tired of this life but sometimes enjoying too much???

I warned at the start so i don’t know if someone is reading still. but thanks for reading and feel free to talk to me about this stuff.

I tag everyone who wants, please tag me so i can read your answers. as the 10 people thing;

@teanites @artjjk @nochuuuenthusiast @yoongspeach @iamsadsstuff @mintseesaw @jeons-wasabi @arthoejaebum @yoongithes @kayakookie

[ckcker]

Preparations For a Body That Will Accept Anything

At the 3-story leather bar, I was took with the passing memory of the woman at the suburban street art fair who sold prints of her digital collages which mostly layered closeups of leaves with washed out details of a shiny face or medium shot of a nude body, turned away.  “These are all digital collages made with my original images” she explained.  A lily pad leaf with holes and computerized discoloration was placed over the muscled ass and lower back of a blonde man with his profile clipped in atmospheric glow filters.  I completed the perimeter of her booth, which stood out from the woodworking/practical crafts and cityscape photos on wraparound canvas that dominate these kinds of events. In her space, a nymph-like quality and color palette you might associate with the lives of nymphs predominated, communicating the highest rigor of a paganistic fashion shoot.  She turned to a woman approaching her booth and said “these are all digital collages made with my original images.”  

The 3-story leather bar had its own approach to nature.  Importantly, it was named after an animal, and the animal most critical to the identity of the United States.  Conventional urinals were replaced with a long trough, bringing to mind rustic farm life and the day to day experience of domesticated animals.  High on the priority list of the men filling the space was the task of infinite looking around.  Evaluating a face and body in a swarm of people and occasionally speaking to the face and body evaluated.  This was prime nature: silent looking, but not silent in fact as usually a mouth accentuated the other direction of an eye.  A man approached me leading with his lit phone, “has anyone ever told you you look like him?,” the image of a famous and often arrested young actor on his screen.  “Yes, a few times.”  Being spoken to is obviously less interesting than silent looking in a place like this.  Humans enjoy staring at animals, at vistas, at trees, I won’t accept they abuse with curiosity alone, ahahaha, nature’s voyeur, “I’m gay” I thought, as an older man attempted to place his hand in my pee stream before it reached the piss trough.  Our eyes didn’t meet before I said “no” in the tone of disciplining a pet and jerked my cock away.  I did not want his hand in my pee stream and did not even give myself a chance to think about it.

When I was able to observe it, I observed that my neighbor Rob went out a lot.  I usually preferred to stay in and experienced going out by not moving and then by watching people move for me.  Some part-memorized quote on the longevity of the action movie guided this habit of mine, that action movies remain popular because they convince a viewer’s mind that they themselves are catapulting their bodies then holding a gun sideways, punching a face that deserves it until its new form is noticeable, screaming at an approaching animal villain or rock.  The action movie takes our bodies back to a primeval routine of violent exercise and the bodies react by pretending we did something crucial. My experience of watching men reveal both their well-exercised and freely ignored bodies through a sexual broadcast was equivalent to being in the same room as a TV showing the poorly received 9th season of a popular police drama watched by a cousin I hadn’t seen in 6 years, its audio annihilating the interesting chirps of two sparrows outside the window, that I turn and look at directly only once before I decide it’s time to leave the room.  But in some cases such broadcasts were enough surreptitious movement for my body to feel a moment free from the control of my memory and mind. I noticed Rob coming back at various times: 2:33, 1:02, 1:35, 4:21, always in the AM, 1:56, 3:22, 3:06, 5:10, 2:09.  The men coughed, rotated, considered viewers “weak little faggots who need my cock,” 3:46, 12:47, some laid on their sides for several hours, shirtless but not totally sexual in their presentation, some kinda hesitation in their eyes as if testing the world to see if the world thought them attractive.  I felt shanked by what I interpreted as hints of stapled longing in their faces, all of my senses indicated that I was living in the Koyaanisqatsi of porn.  Keeping secrets in the era of social media is an aggressive method of remaining unshared. Yet the spills from certain years stay sticky and even sometimes find a way to tower over me.  Until they are presented to other people, the gore associated with those lost frenzies remains uncleared, yes, freedom fries mist in freezers past like Chrysippus' ass, who made him laugh to death, mhmm.  

Since there had to be an afterimage to the disappearance of an old life, it had to be this: relaxed by the hands off finesse of fate, I lazily controlled myself to decide there wasn’t any other choice but fate.  Always available to the world was my face, to just hide it with a mask or veil would only bring more charged glances or wild guesses.  To be conceived of as sexy was blood-curdling.  I looked up the plastic surgeon with the lowest cumulative online rating, it was Gabe Jenkins and I called the office.  After hearing a high octave off-phone grunt, a voice said

“Dr Jenkins office?”

“Hi do you” I experienced a brisk intake, “Do you do all kinds of” here I laughed like I was trying to encourage someone I thought of as insecure after they made a difficult-to-react-to joke during a conversation “plastic surgery?”

“Yes we offer a number of options,” they responded without interest.

My lack of response gave the woman some go ahead to list the procedures, “breast enhancement, fillers, nose reconstruction, face lift, buttocks enhancement, some men like the calf implants, pec implants, jaw reshaping.  What are you looking for exactly?”

“I have some �� a few ideas.  I” I looked at a long strand of black hair that hung from the stationary ceiling fan and was not mine “want to…look like — is it possible to make my face look older? I specifically would like forehead lines and crow’s feet.  And if there is a way to get my neck to sag lower than it is now that would be great. I am 27, I would like to look at least 78 if possible, hello?”

The voice had interest in it, “please don’t call here again if you are going to waste our time.”

“I am being very serious.  I would like plastic surgery to look older,” and there was silence.  

I considered what I could say to make it real. “Please, I would like the procedures done as soon as possible, there is a big gala I will be attending in Singapore next month” but I fear-laughed and the woman exited.  

I had no thoughts to live for, and then suddenly in a breakthrough moment I discovered that, after many many months, I had a thought: I should slowly begin to get plastic surgery to look older.  Now I needed money to make this happen.  Because then my disappearance would appear more accurate.  With the jowls of a 92 yr old man I would feel liberated.  But that wasn’t enough — I wanted more than anything to reproduce the appearance of a man well over 100.  In fact my thought revealed to me that I was a futurist because I would only settle for looking as old as someone whose life expectancy extended to at least 173.  I wanted to be old in a way no one had yet even imagined.  This would involve a lot of planning, sketching, file-saving and interviewing, and would likely be the type of initiative that lasts an entire life, and I would start with forehead lines.  An ease-in for the body and for the eyes of those that recognized me, and achievable with a budget eyebrow pencil for now.  Keeping costs down was a second thought that entered exactly behind the first thought that appeared after many months.  The eyebrow pencil could also be used for crow’s feet, frown lines, liver spots; but the application of frail sag on my neck, the indistinct recognition of the world suggested by the droop of eyes, the tint play of bald spots under white hair that is shiny and limp, the lowered vocal octave and general bodily slackening were all protruding costs. If I could not formulate, participate in or witness a revolution then I would elect to suffer a much more minor revolution that you might try to call a celebrolution.  As, though the actions and voices that built up the center of what we celebrate as a ‘political climate’ had shifted in an obvious external pivot towards a ‘something totally else,’ it still stood despite the panic that the country needed to focus on the opinions and physical movements of celebrities, and actually not ‘despite’ but ‘because of.’  And plastic surgery was often used by celebrities to command and maintain the public’s focus by recreating a version of themselves they believed responsible for their entry point into wealth and unhinged visibility. Since I was not known for anything and in fact could even be summarized as a loser or more accurately lost, and that I could barely string a sentence together and sometimes ate peanut butter sandwiches and then looked at my hands to discover I had actually eaten an entire pen — this meant my use of plastic surgery could be a revolution in my opportunities. That is, the opportunities that trickle down from achieving grotesque notoriety.  A celebrolution to solve a chunky lil personal puzzle.  

I knew the lines in my palms very well, and so I looked forward to the inevitable submission of lines all over my face because I wanted to know those lines just as well.  I wanted to know them as well as I knew the tone of no worries found in the whoosh sound effect that separates two segments of an entertainment news TV show.  It became a sound I carried with me everywhere, I’ve looked at birds fly past me and heard the sound, communicating that something is leaving.  It gave me a short leak of light, in a moment, and then I could not wait to see what came next.  It was a sound I would need as a score for the before/after of my first forehead-aging and chest droop surgery.  I can definitely say that I’ve had a bird fly past me before.  I simply wanted more free time to formulate a plan for my future appearances, it filled my thoughts all day long. Monetarily I was forsaken, choked out and in need of unbound frondescence.  I never stopped thinking I had some level of luck, I had two lamps, but then there was the job which was just about all I could handle, and, full-time-as-part-time to its core, it tossed me about, took time away from my obsessions, and so I repressed and regularly said ‘yes’ to survive.  At work there was Rachel, who had been entranced by Tom Hiddleston and who first introduced the word ‘clopening’ to me, and Gifford, whose name I could not disassociate from Gabrielle Giffords, and Steven, whose quick rescuing reaction to an elderly customer’s near dive over an uninhibited bag of packing peanuts resulted in the customer’s maximum level of comfort and safety, considering the stakes.  That lack of hesitation in making a decision, and in making the right decision, the most helpful and societally selfless decision, caused me to immediately respect Steven.  So when he found the time to comment on something to me, I tried very hard to engage.  As he explained to me during a lunch break, “The USA does not exist. The White House does not exist. They are using holograms to deceive everyone. God destroyed Earth by fire. And these demon parasites knew it and fled and hid from God and God’s army. Well, they lost. God rules and is in control. Stop watching media. They are lying to everyone. The media all sold their soul to Illuminati demons and are no more. There is nothing more than demons and clones using holograms to run deception. Better wake up. The Heavenly Bodies are right above your head.”  And then he would laugh like he didn’t care if it was true.

[moonraccoon-exe]

COON! You Play Horizon now? First DA:I and now Horizon? Ugh, all those awesome Gaming choices. I sadly didn’t play the game but I watched a playthrough and it is soooo stunning. I am so weak for games with such beautiful environments (one of the aspects why I love The Witcher). And YES for the badass female protagonist. Aloy is awesome isn’t she? I am glad that you are having fun after the initial problems. And i hope you‘ll be having a blast through the rest of the game. :3 -Peridot

PERIDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( ´ ▽ ` )

*SMOOCHIE*

HEWWO PERIDOT AKSJFKLAGDJGALKGDJ ZOMG HELLO I’M SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU AROUND AGAIN!!!

And hell yeah, I’m playing Horizong and I’m SO OBSESSED, YOU HAVE NO IDEA KLAJSKLGJFH. I’ve had a few days that I’ve stayed up past 1 am, which is like unusual in me because I love sleeping, just to keep playing. I haven’t gotten to play daily because my bro almost daily hogs the TV lmao, but when I do, dammit, it’s so difficult to take a pause! THIS ISN’T HEALTHY AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH

And hell yeah it would be an awesome gaming choice. You’re like me and I’m like you just in different countries. The world was like “Yes, I will just copy paste this creature because Ive run out of ideas and just drop one here and the other across the ocean lmao what are the chances they’ll find each other” but the joke’s on the world because now we’re buddies lol

Honestly, the stuff you like is like. A mirror or like I ghostwrite what you tell me HOW DO YOU DO THAT. Or is it me who is a mirror and ghostwriting? HURRR e3e

But I digress ahahah

It’s okay to have only watched a playthrough! There’s people that do just that and that’s okay. Everybody experiences games in their own way, and not just as in their subjective perceptions of it, but also how they got into it in the first place! I’ve known people into the XV fandom that don’t even have a console, but that doesn’t make their experience any less fantastic!! Same for you, it’s okay to not have played it.

However, I do suggest it if you ever get the chance! I’m a little sad that I got it as second hand because I think “I know it’s just some miserable pennies to them but how I wish I could have helped with the popularity rating in the developers’ offices!”, that’s how damn good and incredible it is. Well designed, every single thing is where it needs to be, everything is so thoroughly thought through (oh my god so many tho’s), it’s absolutely gorgoeous. but I think you don’t need me to say that, you’ve watched the whole thing already and I’m just starting the climax!

Lemme add a keep reading right here, aye buddy? :3

So yep, big recommendation over here!!

I’m SO SO SO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO VERY WEAK FOR GAMES WITH BEAUTIFUL VIEWS AND ENVIRONMENTS TOO OH MY GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWDAKL SFJ DLKHAJ DLIFJA EGKLDJ BAKLDG

*EXPLODES*

SEE, PERIDOT? SEE? WE’RE LITERALLY THE SAME THING JUST SPEAKING DIFFERENT LANGUAGES, HOW DID WE STUMBLE UPON EACCH OTHER, this is like that one movie Parent Trap, and we’re the twins, except we’re not twins and you have your twin alskdjgk lmao why am i digressing so much today .3. 

But really, I really really really love games with big and beautiful maps. It’s one of the reasons it saddens and frustrated me so much to be unable to play Breath of the Wild, I’ve heard the setting there is absolutely mesmerizing and stunning!!! But yes. Games with big beautiful maps and environments are the absolute BEST, they’re my jam, I could buy a game with the most horrible of plots just for the map and I’d LOVE it.

And the environment here in Horizon? Fuknin.g Spectalcular! OH MY GAWD IT’S SO GODDAMN BEAUTIFUL AND SOOOOOOOOOOOO STUNNING, I CAN’T GET TIRED OF IT IT’S ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC AND GORGEOUS AND SO BREATHTAKING.

There’s lots of snowy mountains and paths, too, which makes me so happy and comfy because I LOVE SNOWY ENVIRONMENTS. And I love climbing to high places to look around (you can tell I love finding Observatories aksldjlkg). I’m in love with ALL THE RIVERS HAVE YOU SEEN HOW MANY RIVERS HORIZON HAS? MANY. MUCH. VERY. LOTS. IT’S SO MUCH WATER I LOVE WATER BODIES AND SPECIALLY LAKES AND RIVERS AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!

And all the nature all the plants and flowers and trees gawds fuck me I fangasm, such a BEAUTIFUL scenario!

HOLY HOH, THE WITCHER HAS A BEAUTIFUL ENVIRONMENT TOO HUH??? .3. I mean it doesn’t surprise me, it IS a fantasy plot and an RPG so naturally it has to have a BEAUTIFUL open world and wide map full of nature and gorgeous sights. GAWDS AKJFDG IKLJOLDKJFA GKLDJ KLJAD LK *GRABBY HANDS*

HELL YEAH ALOY IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FREAKING...SUPERB FUNKY LITTLE CREATURE, MOST FANTASTIC AND SKILLED AND STRONGEST BADASS BEING, THAT WONDERFUL AND AMAZING OH MY GAWD OH MY GAWD I FANGASM AGAIN MY LOVE FOR ALOY IS IMMEASURABLY INSANE AND HUGE GAWDS DAMN ME I LOVE HER SO MUCH ALKSFJ KHD JHKLGF

Gods, she’s such a gorgeous example of a badass strong female lead role. She’s strong and has her own personality and determined and gawds damn me oh my god I melt I LOVE HER SO MUCH

She as a child was adorable and I was like oooh okay I like this, and then in that montage where she’s training, and you see her give a roll when she’s a kid and when she lands she’s an adult? OH FUCK ME TAHT’S WHAT I WAS ARROWED OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD SHE’S SO B ADASS AND SO STRONG AND SO SKILLED AND OH MY GOD IT KILLED ME

I at first was afraid that I wasn’t going to do well with this game, because I’m not very good with technology stuff, and that still counts for in game things. Like, give me a sword and an ancient spell book, I catch my grip. But give me a...the triangle artifact she finds in the beginning? Not sure what it’s called in english. That thing that scans and analyzes, and codes, and metal things and I’m...hngngh...l os t. I can barely understand a smartphone, you can’t give me futuristic gadgets and expect me to do well XD

But I’m doing strangely phenomenal!! I caught my grip really fast and I’m doing fantastic with everything. Agaklsjggadk, the more I type, the more I want to leave to go game, ahaha!! Aaaahhhhhhh, but yes, I was a bit insecure at first but gods damn me am I obsessed now alksjdf dglkdj

I do am having a blast!! I’m doing as usual and going for all available sidequests before progressing in the story, so I’ve been walking around for a while before reaching the Carja place and meeting the sun king and stuff. Current mission of main story is cleaning 1 more corrupted area. EASY PEASY. 

I’m surprisingly having more troubles with sidequests than main story actually ahahaha!! Like, “clean this corrupted area” yeah sure there you go. Sidequest, kill this one lonely machine that popped up from nowhere. Sure pal I’m- DEAD? WHAT DO YOU MEAN DEAD!?!? OH MY GO- OH MY GOD I DIED AGAIN STOP- HOW DO I HIT IT- NO- NO I’M DEAD AGAIN, OH MY GOD STOP!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

Main story be like “go clean this corrupted area level 16″ pfff easy peasy. Sidequest be like “explode this zone level 8″ yeah okay OH MY GOD I’M DEAD, WHY, OH MY GOD THAT MACHINE IS GIGANORMOUS WHY IS LEVEL 16 FULL OF SMALL ONES AND THIS ONE HUGE IS- OH MY GOD STOP!!!!!!!!!!

Ahahahah but I’ve managed to clear sidequests! Some after many attempts, but cleared them. Gods is the explosive trap a miracle .3.

But anyways, that’s that dear Peridot!!! Thank you for whishing for me to enjoy the rest of the game, I’m SO sure I’ll have the blast of my life with everything yet left to do!!

I’m queueing this for an hour that suits you better, dear friend. Hopefully you’ll see this in your morning :)

Anyways!! Dear Peridot, that’s that about Horizon!! As always, it’s such a joy getting to talk with you. Thank you for dropping by, you superb muffin

Talk to you later, buddy!! Hugs for you!!

[theuniversebeyondtherain]

Flower crown, fairy lights, daisies, 1975, pantone, moodboard, stars, plants, converse, lace, sunrise, overalls, combat boots, winged eyeliner, pastel, tattoos, piercings, messy bun, cry baby, grunge, old books, beaches, 11:11, painting, thunder, storms, love, clouds, coffee, marble (sorry I just can't restrain myself ahahaha)

flower crown: when did you last sing to yourself?

This morning while I was packing my things? I seriously can’t restrain myself, even when my voice was completely broken I sang a bit :3

fairy lights: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know?

Too many things... Maybe I’d want to know it make it through my studies or if I can achieve my dreams to become a writer and to open my own bookshop ? Or maybe i’ll just ask it if my beloved cat if happy where he is now, or if I could have done something more to help before he died...

daisies: what is the greatest accomplishment of your life?

Hum..... Being alive I guess? Though I ca’t really say I’m in good health but at least I’m here, happy and alive with my friends and my family?

1975: what is the first happy memory that comes to mind, recent or otherwise?

Two days ago, I went shopping with my mom. It had been a very long time since I went with her. It made me very happy to do that with her. (since I live in a different city I usually go with my friends, @le-rire-des-etoiles I’ll always remember when you shut the curtain closed while saing “HIDE” xD It was so true !!!

pantone: describe a person close to your life in detail.

Wow I’ve got like 4 ppl that came up to my mind rn... Which one should I chose :3 I’ll start with the first one that appeared to me. She has long brown hairs (she’ll never do anything to them I tried to convince her to die them in green for a night with a perfectly nice hair coloring which didn’t last more that one shampoo but I’m still trying xD). She has some rectangular glasses because she doesn’t see very well with her brown eyes. She’s kinda small (smaller than me and I consider myself as a Hobbit xD), but as we say, everything small is cute! She’s very energic, she works in a school with some small children. She’s passionate about everything she does, which goes from friends, to work, parties and family. She’s a veeeery bad loser when we play (she can throw the cards at your face when we play Uno xD very funny actually) and we don’t always agree but it’s always nice because we can talk about almost everything without going into a big fight. But still, when she has an opinion, it’s almost impossible to make her changer her mind or even accept you have a different opinion, but it’s almost always on un-important subjects so it’s not a big deal. She’s very friendly and a very good cook too, even if shes kinda desperate that I can’t really make decisions, and I really love her.

moodboard: do you feel you had a happy childhood?

Yep, it was hard sometimes, but when I consider my friends childhoods, I definitly have a happy one.

stars: when did you last cry in front of another person?

Last night? We were watching a singing contest at the TV and we tarted crying like babies in front of one man... Still, amazing moment.

plants: pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them.

@snarky-goldfish, @le-rire-des-etoiles and another friend who’s not on tumblr (Xao) because I can’t do that without all of them. They’re the best bunch of friends I’ve ever had and stargazing without all three of them wouldn’t be as fun as it would be with the three of them. @snarky-goldfish would go for the sarcastic or the sexual inuendues, @le-rire-des-etoiles would roll her eyes but go for it with a bunch of fun facts about it, and Xao and I would just listen and laugh while thinking about very sexual things that don’t belong there because we have a dirty mind xD

converse: would you ever have a deep conversation with a stranger and open up to them?

I had once, and we became friends xD But that’s not a thing I normally do, I guess it just depend of the feeling I have with this person?

lace: when was your last 3am conversation with someone, and who were they to you?

It was like two weeks ago I think ? I was sick AF and so was my best friends so we start chitchatting instead of sleeping because we’re fucked up like that xD

sunrise:pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally.

“Life isn’t about finding yourself, it’s about creating yourself.” Troye Sivan.

overalls: what would you do with one billion dollars?

Go in vacation and fuck this world I guess? XD

combat boots: are you a very forgiving person? do you like being this way?

I am, I don’t know how to keep a grudge against someone for a long time. But I learned to be less forgiving or at least, even if I can forgive I never forget. But being always angry about someone is exhausting and I have better things to do.

winged eyeliner: write a hundred word letter to your twelve year old self.

Hum.... Let’s pass this one darling because I’ve already wrote a novel with the answers and I still have like the half to go xD But I can do that in another post :P

pastel: would you describe yourself as more punk or pastel?

OMG definitely punk xD I love pastels too, but I’m more like punk and colors everywhere (even if they don’t belong together).

tattoos: how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain.

I love tatoos, I’d love to get one but I’m afraid of needles xD And I’m not against piercings even if I won’t have it, It’s leaves marks and I have already enough of them.

piercings: do you wear a lot of makeup? why/why not?

Not a lot of but I do wear make up. I like to cover my scars, I’m quite insecure about them.

messy bun: the world is listening. pick one sentence you would tell them.

But in times of crisis, the wise build bridges, while the foolish build barriers.

cry baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel.

OMG that’s gonna be a long one... Let’s begin : Sting (in which he reformed The Police, it was fucking amazing), Tokio Hotel, twice (I loved them and it was some very good concerts), Katy PErry (She was very nice actually), Silbermond (in some ancients roman ruins, I loved it), Tiger Lilies (freak show, scary but amazing), Queen, the Musical (not FReddy Mercury but still great), Within Temptation, twice too (first one was beautiful, the second much less because they wanted us to be seated like WTF), Tarja Turunen (I’m still crying because it was beautiful, and the drummer was amazing), Nightwish, three times (I WANNA GO AGAIN !!!!), Nickelback (I was in the first raw thanks to a friend, it was amazing!!!). Imagine Dragons (Loved it even if I drank a bit too much vodka), Robin des Bois (Loved it and cried a bit), The Script (Still there, once of the most beautiful ones), and I’m going to see Fall Out Boy next week :D

grunge: who in the world would you most like to receive a letter from and what would you want it to say?

I really don’t know...

old books: what’s one thing you don’t want your parents to know?

I saw a porno for the first time when I was 10 and it actually really trauamtized me.

beaches: if you had to dye your hair how would you dye/style it and why?

Purple/pink because I already tried all the natural colors and I like the purple best :P

11:11:name three wishes and why you wish for them.

Well, it’s said that if we talk about our whishes they don’t come true... So i’ll better stay quiet ;)

painting:what is the best halloween costume you have ever put together? if none, make one up.

Hum..... Two years ago, a friend of mine tried to put make up on me so I would look like the black swann in the Black Swan movie... I ended up as the Joker and it was faaaaar more fun !

thunder: what’s one thing you would never do for one million dollars?

Kill or abuse someone.

storms: you on only listen to one song for the rest of your life, or only see one person for the rest of your life. which and why?

Never give up on your dreams from Two Steps From Hell because it’s freaking inspiring and also it doesn’t have lyrics so I won’t grow tired of the voice or anything... But for the one person I’ll end up with the rest of my life... I can’t choose. Normally I would have said my cat but since he’s not here anymore.... I really don’t know ^^

love: have you ever fallen in love? describe what it feels like to realise you’re in love.

Yes I have. It’s like having a bunch of butterflies in the stomach... I didn’t really understood what was happening to me and the next thing I knew was that I was always smiling and feeling happy. I blushed a lot too but it’s kinda normal for me xD I don’t reallly know what it felt when I realised it, I was just really happy and I wanted to share my happiness too. It wa like seeing the sun everyday even if it was raining. It was the first time I was in love so yeah... it sounds a bit childish ^^

clouds: if you’re a boy, would you ever rock black nail polish? if you’re a girl, would you ever rock really really short hair?

Fuck yeah I’m a girl and I’ve gone with realy short hair in which I put some hair gel for years ! Even if I’m strating to let them grow now (the last one was too short, they were like 5mms long at the back... too short), I’ll always like short hair :D

coffee: what’s your starbucks order, and who would you trust to order for you, if anyone?

Well given that I don’t like coffee, I’ll say they’re iced green tea... But It’s trust @snarky-goldfish and @le-rire-des-etoiles to order me something because they know me by heart and they’ll go for something I wouldn’t have even try (and mostly liked) without them.

marble: what is the most important thing to you in your life right now?

Writing. I’m fed up with my studies and I really need a way to clear my mind and not t explode. So writing it is ! Because I’ll always like it more than sports xD

So here you go Sweetheart @roxas-j-frost ! There was a hell lot of questions but I’ve managed to answer them all !! Yeepee !!! I really had fun with that and I hope you’ll like my answers !!!

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answering every question in this meme by tina-warriorprincess because nowhere does it say it’s an ask meme and i goddamn want to so there

1. First things first, did you have a good year? - nope 2, How old did you turn this year? - *breaks out the calculator* 34 3. Do you feel your age? - physically? sure. emotionally and psychologically and all that jazz? nope, because stagnation. 4. Did your appearance change in anyway? - i dyed two blue streaks in my hair over the summer then i cut them off in the fall and then i cut some long bangs in the winter, and the necklace with an eye pendant i’ve been wearing since 2000 broke and i’ve run out of eye pendants so no more of that around my neck :/ 5. Post your favorite selfie.

^ oh wait you need my face in there right? not just kafka’s sleeping peepers...

^ nice to see sebastian still likes to shoulder-surf even though he’s grown up.

^ here he is as a baby teen.

(shame i don’t have a photo of him doing that as a three-week-old but trust me, he got up there as a wee babeh too.

6. If you traveled, where did you go? - if by “travel” you mean “stayed more than one day away from home” then, uh...madrid. with my bro et al. we did not do tourism. 7. Which fashion trends did you love? - idek what the fashion trends were. i’ve been neck-deep in 1800s clothes patterns. Which fashion trends did you hate? - i continue to hate people’s habit of pretending to have either a) only one leg or b) having their legs wrong-way round. allow me to illustrate:

also? fucking black plastic stretch chokers. look, i had to live through seeing that shit in my teens in the goddamned 90s and now you’ve made me live through it again and not only that, but apparently i’m old enough for shit from my teens to be able to make a goddamned come back i mean jesus.

9. What was your favorite article of clothing this year? Post a pic if possible? - i bought a mother-fucking black corset in a second-hand store and sweet baby jesus it is beautiful and no i don’t have any photos yet which my bad i need to show it to peeps. 10. What song sums up this year for you? “Jesus Christ” by Brand New, “Do you believe you’re missing out / Everything good is happening somewhere else” 11. What album came out and has been on heavy rotation since then? the only album of this year that i’ve listened to is The National’s Sleep Well Beast but the compilations of the year that have been on pretty steady rotation are the two Folk Bangers that have been wandering around tumblr. 12. What was your favorite movie of the year? - that came out this year? Not just that i watched this year? because lawdy, i am not up to date. but Perfectos desconocidos. 13. Did an actor/actress catch your attention for the first time this year? dear michael c hall: i will now watch all of your things. 14. Favorite new TV show? god, i marathoned so many new ones. i want to say the golden girls but it wasn’t new to me, really, so i’m going to go with dexter.  15. Which new ship/fandom has taken over a lot of your time, attention, and tears? i am dead inside. also fandom is dead to me. 16. What food did you try for the first time? god, um... tripe? i don’t know what particular style there were in - they were aunt’s, and therefore delish.

^ these are not aunt’s, but an acceptable approximation. 17. Did you make any big permanent changes this year? you mean the self-harm scars? nope. nothing big and nothing permanent, as in fixed and unchangeable. 18. What was one nice thing you did for someone else? i mailed out christmas present. 19. What was one nice thing you did for yourself? i bought myself a fucking corset aw yiss. 20. Did you develop a new obsession? ahahahahahaha oh god so many i need to be stopped. cross stitch and embroidery and painting and sculpture and weaving and clothes patterns. i think that sums up the haze of obsession. 21. Did you vote? just this past week in fact. 22. Did you move? nope. 23. Did you get a job? *sobs* eta: again, completely forgot of those four days of trail as a receptionist at the radiology desk of a hospital with zero training thank you very fucking much. 24. Did you get a pet? i have emotionally adopted so many of the dogs and cats at the shelter, but they sadly remain at the shelter. but i do have new snails that hatched under my care and a glow worm. a glow wooooorm. 25. Do you regret not doing anything? all the things. 26. Do you regret doing something? all those obsessions. just, omg self, chill. also, self-harm, always a bad. and just generally being an emotional fuck-up, that too. 27. Have you done anything that scared you? well i mean sometimes going out for a walk counts, what with anxiety. eta: i absolutely forgot my stint as a receptionist at the radiology desk of a hospital with zero (0) training. that was pants-shittingly scary. 28. Did anyone/thing make you so mad it stayed with you for days? have you met my parents? 29. Did you lose anyone close to you? nope. 30. Did you fall in love? with mahself! no, wait, not even that.  31. Did you fall out of love? with mahself! no, wait, that’s not even funny. 32. Did you start a new relationship? with mah- i’ll stop now. 33. Did you go through a break up? can we stop with the relationship questions? 34. Did you have to cut ties to someone? well i mean i don’t call my brother and when he calls he never says anything and i never tell him anything because Disapproval and also Judgment so i mean that relationship is like... 

water me, seymour

35. Who was important to you this year but wasn’t important last year? the shelter cats. do not underestimate the power of purrs and cuddles. i need to be loved too. 36. Who wasn’t as important to you this year as they were last year? pilates peeps, because i quit after our summer break. 37. If you could have a do over on one thing you did, would you take it? yeah. i would not be in fucking barcelona on the day of a goddamn terrorist attack thank you very much. 38. What was the best moment of the year for you? there was good? i want to say finishing the life-size mannequin of me but it’s turned out too big so i need to fix it again so the sense of accomplishment is a bit dead... 39. What was the worst? have i mentioned being across the plaza from the terrorist attack or? 40. Did anything happen that you were sure would change you as a person but it really didn’t? all that therapy and employment-geared therapy and ahahaha. 41. Did anything happen to you that you were sure wouldn’t change you as a person but it did? nah. 42. What are you most proud of accomplishing? that top with lining and boning and lacing and everything. i did it all from pattern design to cutting to learning how to use the sewing machine to tweaking the end result and look i made a thing, okay? What have you learned about yourself this year that you didn’t know in the years prior? i can make mangos sprout. sure, it’s not really a thing i can do - seed’s gonna do what a seed’s gonna do - but i’m still proud of my tiny mango babies. 43. Did your opinion of anyone change for the better? nah. 44. Did your opinion of anyone change for worse? nah. 45. If you make resolutions, did you complete them this year? i continue to be rotund, so no. 46. If you make resolutions, what will your resolutions be for the coming year? same as every year, pinky. 47. If you could go on an adventure during the remaining days of the year,  where would you go and what would you do?  Who would you go this? - christ, there’s like three days left, man. um. museum, walk, and fancy dinner with mah bean, @seschat, because yass. 49. What do you wish for others for the coming year? health, joy, and to be treated kindly. 50. What do you wish for yourself? same. especially the latter, i mean ffs.

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Tagged by: @roombagreyjoy​ <3 Rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people

THE LAST

1. drink: black coffee 2. phone call: a close friend 3. text message: coincidentally the same friend 4. song you listened to: Wrabel - The Village 5. time you cried: beginning of June I think? Idk, I’m not really capable of crying 6. dated someone twice: ahahaha, I have to date someone once before I can date them twice... and that hasn’t happened yet 7. kissed someone and regretted it: roughly the same thing as above 8. been cheated on: just look at the answer of seven 9. lost someone special: depends on how you define it - I’ve never had someone close to me die, thankfully... but I’ve lost quite a lot of special people to other things in the past three years 10. been depressed: right now, today, this wonderful hour *shrugs* 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: I’ve only gotten buzzed so far 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS 12. Red 13. Red (but also yellow) 14. Red (also blue) IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU 15. made new friends: oh yes and I couldn’t be more lucky about that 16. fallen out of love: yes 17. laughed until you cried: maybe once? hopefully? I dunno, I don’t laugh that much 18. found out someone was talking about you: YES AND I WANT TO BURN THOSE BITCHES TO THE GROUND

19. met someone who changed you: definitely 20. found out who your friends are: yes 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: 1. I’ve never kissed anyone 2. I hate facebook and I never open it unless I have no choice GENERAL 22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: I avoid facebook like it’s the plague 23. do you have any pets: I wish... 24. do you want to change your name: I like my first name, but I want to change my middle and family names 25. what did you do for your last birthday: I had a fight with one of my closest friend, had a group of more than a hundred people who didn’t even know me randomly sing “Happy Birthday” to me (I cried), drank vodka, tried to beat depression back with a stick, went to the finals of a competition (my birthday was on Sunday, we were in a different city for the competition the entire weekend), didn’t do as well as I’d liked, cried again when my coach tried to comfort me, hung out with some friends on the beach, swimming despite the cold weather, spent the entire train ride back to my hometown pranking friends and sticking my head out the window to watch the stars... all in all, definitely not the worst birthday I’ve had 26. what time did you wake up: something around 14 o’clock, if I’m not wrong? 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: finally started watching Brooklyn Nine Nine 28. name something you can’t wait for: the day I graduate and move out 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: today, unfortunately 31. what are you listening to right now: Wrabel - The Village 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: nope 33. something that is getting on your nerves: the fact that fucking depression won’t leave me alone 34. most visited website: this fucking hellhole of a site 35. hair colour: dark brown 36. long or short hair: short 37. do you have a crush on someone: no 38. what do you like about yourself: generally everything about the person I am today, with very few exceptions that I’m working to improve 39. want any piercings: not really anything fancy but I’m planning on getting one on the helix of my right ear xd 40. blood type: AB+ 41. nickname: Fox (someone I used to be close friends with gave me the nickname because I love foxes and it stuck through the years) 42. relationship status: single 43. zodiac: Taurus but I disagree with 50% of the zodiac posts out there xd 44. pronouns: she/her 45. favourite tv show: eh... the more I love a show the more it ends up disappointing me so there are none currently 46. tattoos: I’m too young to get one, but I have plans for several and I can’t wait until I’m old enough and financially stable so I can get them 47. right or left handed: in the general case, right handed... but there’s this funny thing called cross-dominance that loves to complicate my life  48. surgery: nope 49. piercing: none yet 50. sport: Kangoo Jumps and horse riding (but I rarely get to do the second because #money #time #distance :/) 51. vacation: anywhere where I don’t have to see my parents and don’t have anything specific to do 52. pair of trainers: mmm the only pairs of shoes I own are boots MORE GENERAL 53. eating: pelmeni, pasta, pizza 54. drinking: coffee coffee COFFEE (also tea, water and smoothies to substitude food) 55. im about to: practice my language skills on Duolingo and read up on Norse mythology

56. waiting for: graduation day, seriously I can barely survive here 57. want: look above... but also, to change the world and make it a lot better for everyone 58. get married: probably not, at least not legaly 59. career: mostly figured out, waiting to graduate so I can get on with it

WHICH IS BETTER 60. hugs or kisses: I haven’t kissed anyone but hugs are super nice

61. lips or eyes: always eyes 62. shorter or taller: both? like, for example short people are so fiery in order to make up for their height but I also love hugging them because I get all mushy like “YES LET ME CRADDLE YOU AND PROTECT YOU I WILL DO ANYTHING FOR YOU” while taller people tend to challenge my competitiveness a lot (Idk why but I always end up competing with tall friends and I love it) 63. older or younger: uuuh I dunno? maybe older? I mean, half my friends are several years older than me but somehow I get along with them way easier (also, there’s less teenage melodrama around them and more real talk and goofiness without unnecessary complications xd) 64. nice arms or nice stomach: both I guess 65. hook up or relationship: relationship 66. troublemaker or hesitant: troublesolver XD nah, always depends on the situation but I usually do anything to stand my ground and defend my position HAVE YOU EVER 67. kissed a stranger: nope. 68. drank hard liquor: yes, but I’ve never been drunk 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: no 70. turned someone down: yes 71. sex on the first date: *cough* I have to go on a date first and that hasn’t happened *cough* 72. broken someone’s heart: probably 73. had your heart broken: ahahaha what are feelings let’s ignore those 74. been arrested: nope 75. cried when someone died: no 76. fallen for a friend: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN 77. yourself: I try 78. miracles: I’m a weird mix between “everything happens for a reason” and “FUCK FATE I MAKE MY OWN DESTINY” 79. love at first sight: eh... more like “more-than-friendly feelings after several conversations” (I’m really quick at figuring people out and, thankfully, I’ve never been wrong so far) 80. santa claus: haven’t in quite a long time (fun fact: I was scared of telling my parents that I didn’t believe anymore) 81. kiss on the first date: how the fuck would I know? 82. angels: I’m agnostic, so allow me to take a neutral strance here - I neither believe nor *not* believe OTHER 83. current best friends name: I’m never gonna pick between friends about who’s the “best”... if you’re my friend, then you’re fam and I’ll go to the other end of the world for you, it’s that simple 84. eye colour: brown 85. favorite movie: Wonder Woman <3 also How To Train Your Dragon

I’m not gonna tag 20 people because I don’t communicate with that many people on tumblr, but here are some: @youbuggingme @distractedbylife @goshimeverythingtrash @thesarcasticweirdo127 @robb-greyjoy

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Massive Ask

I was tagged by @ysabelmystic

Putting this under a read more  bc it seemed fun & I love doing stuff  my followers tag me in <3

Rules: tag 20 people    [ I won’t bc I’m bad at tagging, so if you want, go right ahead! ]

The Last:

1. Drink: Orange juice

2. Phone Call: My dad, though he didn’t pick up. Boo. 

3. Text message: Mum; sent her a pic of dogs, to which she replied with a message she must’ve butt texted me: “Pin mom inmate and pmmmmhom”

4. Song you listened to: Bloom- The Paper Kites  ( thanks, Spotify discover weekly. )

5. Time you cried: Literally just an hour or so ago at auditions. Got emotional talking about Hunchback lmao.

Have You:

6. Dated someone twice:. Not really. Haven’t really ‘dated’ either. Don’t think dating someone twice is v smart. Idk. 

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Uh, not really? I mean, maybe a little regret, but it was more a peck than a real kiss so. Eh. 

8. Been cheated on: No

9. Lost someone special: Yeah. Death & just grown apart wise. 

10. Been depressed: Yes, unfortunately. 

11: Gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope. I’ve only ever tried various beers & wines & moonshines, but I’ve never drank a whole glass of anything so. 

List 3 Favorite Colors:

12. Teal

13. green

14: black

In the last year, have you…

15. Made new friends: yes!!

16. Fallen out of love: Yes, unfortunately. 

17. Laughed until you cried: Yes! Thank goodness. 

18. Found out someone was talking about you: Ahahaha, yeah. I usually find that out pretty fast though; people who talk about me behind my back have a tendency to be very obvious about it bc they’re nasty people lmao. 

19. Met someone who changed you: Yes. 

20. Found out who your friends are: Hahahhaha, yep!

21. Kissed someone on your FB list: Nah. 

GENERAL:

22. How many Facebook friends do you know in real life: All but two of them. I don’t usually friend people unless I know I know them, so it’s either IRL or really close. 

23. Do you have any pets: Three dogs & two horses. 

24. Do you want to change your name: At times! There’s definitely names I like better than mine, but it’s my name that my family gave me so. Shrugs. 

25. What did you do for your last birthday: Uh? I don’t... remember? I think I had a Phantom of the Opera themed birthday, so that was cool. 

26. What time did you wake up: Like 9:00, though I tried to fall back asleep lmao

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Tungle.hell

28. Name something you can’t wait for: My theme commission for my Elias blog!! Also, Hunchback of Notre Dame. 

29. When was the last time you saw your Mom:  Spent all day with her today. :]

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I had been more unafraid to audition, yknow? Wish I could just change how scared & sad I am all the time so I have nothing holding me back, even a bit. 

31. What are you listening to right now: My Spotify Discover Weekly. ( This question reminds me of Deviantart... oof.. ) 

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yep! I was partnered up with an older gentleman named Tom in Iolanthe! He was a lot of fun to talk to, & he encouraged me sliding across the stage on my belly, so I’m pretty chill with him. 

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: Right now? Uh, having to watch my brother’s dogs out of the blue, but otherwise, nothing 34. Most visited website: Prob tumblr 35. Mole/s: Idk?? I have a lot of freckles, but nothing that sticks out. 

36. Mark/s: I have a bunch of freckles. A scar on my chin, a scar on my knee, a scar on my foot.

37. Childhood dream: To Play Christine Daae on Broadway!! Still is my dream tbh. 

38. Hair color: Brunette with (very grown out) honey-colored ombre

39. Long or short hair: long, now! It’s down to my mid back. :]

40. Do you have a crush on someone?: I crush on too many people. 

41. What do you like about yourself: I have a good singing voice, I think. & I think I value kindness, so I try & strive for that a lot. 

42. Piercings: Ear Piercings, but I think they’ve healed up; I was on swimteam, & I was paranoid about ripping my ears or cap so I never wore earrings & now am suffering for it. 

43. Blood type: uh. 

44: Nicknames: A, anne. Anything, at this point

45. Relationship status: Single & wishing I was in a relationship, but I’m definitely married to my jobs rn bc I have no time for anything else. 

46. Zodiac: Sagittarius

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favorite TV show(s): Parks & Rec, Game of Thrones, K-On!

49. Tattoos: None, but I desperately want a Firefly from TLOU on my hip. I’d also like a skulduggery thing eventually, tho idk where. 

50. Right or left hand: Right

51. Surgery: Wisdom teeth. 

52. Hair dyed a different color: Yeah-- I dyed it ombre & i’m planning on dying it again once I get it trimmed. 

53. Sports: I was on a swim team for 8 years, but I quit about 4 years ago. 

54. Vacation: I’ve been to California, Florida, Delaware, South Carolina, Georgia, New York (New York), Wyoming, South Dakota, Montana, Texas, Kansas & Missouri. I’ve never been out of country, but I desperately want to go to Ireland & Japan. 

55. Shoes: My Twisted X boots or Twisted X tennies. Represent my dad’s business, hell yeah!

56. Eating: I just ate Wendy’s bc I’m unhealthy lmao

57. Drinking: i’m not drinking anything rn

58. I’m about to: Get to answering asks & drafts. oof. 

59. Waiting for: my Big Break. 

60. Want: My dreams to come true... now! I don’t wanna wait!

61. Get married: I’d like to, eventually. But I want it to be the really right person, so. I’m not rushing. 

62. Career: Broadway actress

WHICH IS BETTER:

63. Hugs or kisses: Both!!! Hugs are nice in any situation, but I bet a good kiss from someone you love is like the warmest of fall evenings. 

64. Lips or eyes: Eyes

65. Shorter or taller: TALLER TALLER TALLER TALLER TALLER

66. Older or younger: Older, def. 

67. Nice arms or nice stomach:  u h. I mean. I like both? But I love strong arms. 

68. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive

69. Hook up or relationship: Relationship, by far

70. Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker. 

HAVE YOU EVER:

71. Kissed a stranger: Hahaha, yeah. I played spin the bottle at a con, though it was just a little tiny peck. Never anything more intense than that. 

72. Drank hard liquor: Yep!

73. Lost glasses/contact lenses: I totally lost my glasses 74. Turned someone down: .. yes.... mainly bc they’re people I see as more friend or sibling relationships with them than romantic. 

75. Sex on first date: no, probably not. I’m way too shy to do that. Plus, that like.. ruins the whole first date! It’s gotta be SWEET. It’s gotta be ROMANTIC. It’s gotta end with a KISS ON THE HAND & a PROMISE FOR ANOTHER. 

76. Broken someone’s heart: Hueh. yeah. Unfortunately. Oof. 

77. Had your heart broken: Yes!

78. Been arrested: Nope nope nope nope. Thank God. I’m pretty much a goody-two-shoes tho, so. 

79. Cried when someone died: Oh yeah

80. Fallen for a friend: Yeah, haha

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

81. Yourself: Somewhat!

82. Miracles: Yes!

83. Love at first sight: I think there CAN be, but I think it tends to be mixed up with infatuation at first sight. 

84. Santa Claus: I want to believe

85. Kiss on the first date: Nothing too intimate. Something sweet, like a hand kiss or a cheek kiss. 

OTHER:

86. Current best friend:  My best friend IRL is Ivy. She’s a doll. 

87. Eye color: Brown

88. Favorite movie: SWEATS.  I have a lot of faves. 

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questions

very gracias for tagging me mary @tempus-fugit-so-study

rules: answer the questions and then tag 20 people!

LAST:

1. Drink: strawberry water 

2. Phone call: my music teacher trying to recruit me for band ahaha

3. Text message: my friend morgan -- i had got this really hilarious photo of her while she was jumping into the pool

4. Song you listened to: save me (bts)

5. Time you cried: i cry everyday over fictional characters, but the last real cry i guess was over a year ago

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: no (cause you know, one comes before two and i havent ever)

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no

8. Been cheated on: no

9. Lost someone special: sadly

10. Been depressed: i have SAD :/

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: no

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12. light cyan

13. emerald green

14. lavender

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: definitely

16. Fallen out of love: fallen out of crushes, yes, but definitely not love

17. Laughed until you cried: the happy marauder stories

18. Found out someone was talking about you: yes (i found the one where someone truly believed i was the devil very comical)

19. Met someone who changed you: everyone i’ve met changed me, some more than others

20. Found out who your friends are: i’d say yes but there are days when i feel as if i dont know where i belong

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: definitely not

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them

23. Do you have any pets: unfortunately no (just wait until i reach Adulthood)

24. Do you want to change your name: yeah, but hannah’s okay too. i just want to change my korean name

25. What did you do for your last Birthday: i usually dont celebrate my birthday, but my friends surprised me with a mini party. it was the most thoughtful thing anyone ever did for me

26. What time did you wake up: 5:30 am. i couldnt sleep

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: stargazing bc mentioned above couldnt sleep

28. Name something you can’t wait for: for school to start, to meet my new korean school students, to actually get my hands on sheet music

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: few hours ago

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish i could be kinder and a better shoulder for others. and to be more decisive with who i am and what i want to be

31. What are you listening to right now: my bts playlist

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: read about one, does that count (happened to be a mass murderer but let’s overlook that)

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: all the fakeness that surrounds me wherever i go. its always there 

34. Most visited websites: fanfiction.net, tumblr, duolingo, daum

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME.

35. Mole/s: yes

36. Mark/s: as in birthmark? no

37. Childhood dream: to be a teacher

38. Hair color: dark brown

39. Long or short hair: it’s kinda in the middle haha

40. Do you have a crush on someone: no

41. What do you like about yourself: the spark i feel when i teach, even though it’s not like im an official teacher or anything

42. Piercings: ears, done when i was an infant

43. Blood type: b 

44. Nickname: mochi, kimbap, wonder-kim, publicist kim

45. Relationship status: single (and it will stay that way)

46. Zodiac: sagittarius

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favorite TV show: reply 1988, fight for my way, lookout (oh the tears)

49. Tattoos: nope, though i did want a very deathly hallows sign. not sure about that

50. Right or left hand: right

51. Surgery: nope

52. Hair dyed in different colour: never, but my sister’s trying to convince me

53. Sport: not that athletic, but somewhat active competitive swimmer and this year i qualify for the mini ski competitions at the ski resort i go to (not as much anymore, since i’m packed with preschool volunteer work)

54. no question??

55. Vacation: kings cross, to see platform 9 3/4

56. Pair of trainers: Nike

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: i had a sandwich 12 hours ago

58. Drinking: water

59. I’m about to: go to bed

61. Waiting for: my stationery order filled with gifts for friends, school to start, ski season to begin

62. Want: to fully read the hp series again (which i cant since my mom threw out my copy and it’s been like four years and ahhh my potterhead soul is unhappy lol)

63. Get married: probably not. i’d probably end up adopting children and pouring my all into them

64. Career: i’ve always wanted to be either a biology professor or an early education teacher. both education careers i guess

65. Hugs or kisses: smiles

66. Lips or eyes: eyes

67. Shorter or taller: shorter

68. Older or younger: younger most of the time with friends and family, older when im doing the things i love

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: ... my stomach and arms are great the way they are, so yeah?

71. Sensitive or loud: i tend to be both, depending on the situation

72. Hook up or relationship: yeah, just like mary, friendship sounds great.

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: both, there are times en i channel my inner james potter and sirius black

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a Stranger: no

75. Drank hard liquor: ummm no and probably never ever during my time 

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: blind as a bat so i end up holding on to them for life, can’t ever lose them

77. Turned someone down: yes

78. Sex on the first date: um no

79. Broken someone’s heart: i hope not

80. Had your heart broken: thanks james and lily. and sirius. and remus. and basically all of the marauders era children that got killed (wHYYYYYYYYYYYY)

81. Been arrested: nope, and i hope it stays like that cause jail doesnt sound cozy

82. Cried when someone died: do the marauders count

83. Fallen for a friend: once (and i’ll regret that forever)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: nope

85. Miracles: i think its more of a you get what you give sort of thing

86. Love at first sight: only in books

87. Santa Claus: i have to pretend i do for the sakes of the little children i teach

88. Kiss on the first date: no date in the first place ahahaha

OTHER:

90. Current best friend name: mary, lusineh, yootae, pirate slime, aryaan, aren, james potter, sirius black, remus lupin, lily evans, marlene mckinnon, mary macdonald, dorcas meadowes

91. Eye color: brown

92. Favorite movie: all-time it’s the hp series and wonder woman. those two have a special spot in my heart.

NOW, TAG 20 PEOPLE: @architstudy @whenstudyblooms @maryberrystudy @iris-is-studying @headgirlstudy​ and anyone else who wants to do this!!

[vampirevocalistyuli]

tagged by @treehug (( I got tagged! Unfortunately, I don’t have enough people to tag with, so, uh...do this if you want to?

Answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people.

the last … 1. drink: milk 2. phone call: ...I...can’t remember; it’s been months... 3. text message: my dad 4. song you listened to: Beat Rock 3 ‘Days’ [*hides face in hands*] 5. time you cried: over a sad, sad headcanon 6. dated someone twice: None. |D 7. kissed someone and regretted it: Never. |D 8. been cheated on: that stupid app game 9. lost someone special: ...... 10. been depressed: Getting over it, I guess. 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: I don’t drink. |D

favorite colors 12. to wear: red and black. Maybe some pink. 13. ??? What is the question? 14. What’s the question??

in the last year have you… 15. made new friends: Totes. 16. fallen out of love: pizza 17. laughed until you cried: I forgot what it was; probably something silly and petty 18. found out someone was talking about you: No, I think. I’m so out of touch... 19. met someone who changed you: Ahahaha. No. 20. found out who your friends are: This could mean different things. 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: I don’t use Facebook. At all.

general 22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: Eh. 23. do you have any pets: I wish. 24. do you want to change your name: Nah, I’m fine with it. 25. what did you do for your last birthday: Nothing special; just the usual day for me. 26. what time did you wake up: 7-7:30 AM 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: Getting some progress in an app. 28. name something you can’t wait for: A new pen tablet. Mostly. 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: 5 years ago. 31. what are you listening to right now: Beat Rock 3 ‘Days’ [*facedesks*] 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: I don’t think I’ve met someone named ‘Tom’ before. 33. something that is getting on your nerves: Summer. 34. most visited website: ...tumblr 35. hair colour: Black with some gray 36. long or short hair: Long, I guess? 37. do you have a crush on someone: Have I...? 38. what do you like about yourself: I can cook. 39. piercings: one on each ear. Boring, I know, and I like it that way, thank you. 40. blood type: Vampiric 41. nickname: Yuki (yes, it’s literally one letter away from ‘Yuli’), Reno (hardly used though) 42. relationship status: N/A 43. zodiac: Gemini; almost a Cancer cusp too. 44. pronouns: He/She/They, call me whatever, I don’t care. Well, except ‘It’; I’m not an object. 45. favourite tv show: Anime 46. tattoos: Ah, no. 47. right or left handed: right-handed 48. surgery: Nope. 49. piercing: I already answered this. 50. sport: Video games...? 51. vacation: Too much of a hassle. Ironic, I know. 52. pair of trainers: I don’t wear trainers.

more general 53. eating: eggs 54. drinking: milk 55. i’m about to: try and get some replies in. Keyword: ‘try’. 56. waiting for: INSPIRATION! 57. want: money, money, money, the drive to draw, and the perfectly articulated Barbie doll. 58. get married: [*SNORTS*] 59. career: I want to draw. 60. hugs or kisses: The chocolate, I hope? 61. lips or eyes: Hair. 62. shorter or taller: Shelves? 63. older or younger: Age is just a number? 64. nice arms or nice stomach: Nice arms so I can lift heavy stuff easy. 65. hook up or relationship: Meh. 66. troublemaker or hesitant: Why would I ask or look for trouble in the first place? 67. kissed a stranger: On the cheek, and I was a kid. 68. drank hard liquor: I’d rather drink soda than that. 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: I don’t wear glasses. 70. turned someone down: Specify ‘what for’ please. 71. sex on the first date: No way. 72. broken someone’s heart: Have I? 73. had your heart broken: I’ve lost count. 74. been arrested: No. 75. cried when someone died: Of course.. 76. fallen for a friend: Haven’t felt that.

do you believe in … 77. yourself: [*ugly laughing*] 78. miracles: Totes. 79. love at first sight: Only for fictional characters. 80. santa claus: Eh. 81. kiss on the first date: That must be one awesome person, and if I was out of my mind. 82. angels: Yep.

other 83. current best friend’s name: That’s a secret. |D 84. eye colour: Brown. 85. favourite movie: Pop’n Music The Movie!!

[nc-ty]

11 Questions Tag

I was tagged by @lemmetalkaboutkpop (literally forever ago but your questions took so much thought hahah, thank you💕) and @jeno-jeyes (thanks!💕) (I’m answering 22 questions because I was tagged twice so this will be really long lol sorry)

Rules: answer the 11 questions I come up with, add 11 of your own questions and tag more people.

1. If you could teleport anywhere in the universe, where would you want to go? I’d love to go to another planet that has life on it!! Or else just somewhere far away from everything so I could look at it all (as long as I wouldn’t die lol)☄

2. If you were stuck in a fairytale for the rest of your life, which one would you want to be stuck in the most? Honestly fairytales creep me out so I wouldn’t want this but if I had to pick then probably Cinderella because the animals are cute and I could talk to them🐥

3. What is your favourite type of meal? Breakfast or dessert!! (and if you mix them together like sweet cereal or crepes with nutella or whatever then omg😩👌)

4. If you’re going to watch Produce 101, who are your top 11? If not, who are your top 11 biases? I might watch pd101 I’m not sure yet but I don’t know much about it so I’ll do my top 11 biases - lee taeyong, kim taehyung, byun baekhyun, mark lee, min yoongi, wen junhui, mark tuan, jackson wang, kwon jiyong, cha eunwoo anddd chae hyungwon (this physically hurt😢)

5. What is the weirdest experience you’ve had with a substitute teacher? I don’t think I’ve had anything that strange but one time this substitute taught my class the wrong thing and we all failed our English coursework🙃

6. What are you looking forward to most this weekend? I’m not, it just means I’m further into my exams and I’ll be even more stressed

7. What are you passionate about? I’m pretty passionate about my opinion on certain subjects (homophobia, racism etc, all the important stuff), reading and probably biology🤓

8. If you had to pick any character in a book, movie or tv show who is most similar to you, who would you choose? Why? This is such a difficult question because I’m just not as exciting as any characters😣 I relate to chandler from friends in some aspects but I’m not as funny… and also liesel from the book thief except with less balls… idk hahah

9. What is your favourite joke? There’s this really long joke about snails going on a picnic that is the least funny joke in the world and I can’t even tell it because I always cry before I finish it but I don’t even want to tell anyone because it’s so bad I’m embarrassed to say it’s my favourite joke ahahaha I’ve loved it since I was about 10 though (if you actually want to hear it feel free to ask, but it’s shit🐌)

10. What is the best school memory you have had? I’m really emotional about this because it was my last day of school on thursday, I’ve had so many good memories💕 the one that comes to mind is when my best friend hit this girl who deserved it and I just felt so proud and it started a whole big thing but it was so worth it and everyone was like “yeah good job for slapping her!!!!” or else just all the times where I laughed until I nearly threw up or until I had tears streaming down my face WHY AM I STARTING TO TEAR UP WHILE I’M TYPING THIS AAH😢

11. If you could want anything in the world, what would it be and why? What I want is to know what I want lmao, I just want to be happy and comfortable (how boring, sorry)

Now onto the next 11 (I am so sorry for making you scroll through this but I’m on mobile so I can’t do the thingy and I cba turning my computer on, pls don’t hate me)

1. Favourite song from your childhood/growing up? Dragostea din tei by ozone😍😍 OR thunderbirds are go by busted👌 everything in my childhood was so good!

2. Is there anything happening soon that you’re excited about? The end of exams (although they’ve hardly started), summer holidays, my school formal and green day’s concert🎶 all of these are at least a month and a half away but I have nothing sooner than that

3. If you could have any pet, what would it be and what would you name it? If we’re talking anything… a pocket-sized elephant called marmalade but they don’t exist😭🐘 other than that I’m pretty content with my two cats tbh💕🐈

4. Favourite music video? I love the dunkshot selfcam one with my whole heart, but also switch… and war of hormone will always be precious to me! And currently I can’t get over 365 fresh👍👍 I can’t pick, and I’ve probably forgotten something

5. Favourite concert or someone you would like to see? The first time I went to see hudson taylor was incredible, so was seeing marianas trench! I’d like to see bts/nct/everygroupthatwillnevercometoeurope😊

6. Favourite type of weather? Sunny with a nice breeze☉

7. Best holiday you’ve been on/favourite place you’ve visited? Carvoeiro in Portugal, I love it and the fact that I’m not going there this year actually breaks my heart💔 the people are amazing, the beach is beautiful, the night life is so good - you should all go

8. Your first word? Star🌟

9. City or countryside? Countryside🌳 but with easy access to the city

10. Favourite film? Peter Pan (2003) (still makes me cry lmao)

11. Do you have a dream or something you definitely want to do in life? Nope, I just want to be happy but idk what will make me happy so it’s a bit of a problem😓 I’m hoping that uni will help me figure it out!! I’d definitely love to travel though🌎

Okayyy my questions now (honestly I’m exhausted, why did I do this all in one go??)

1. What is your happy song? 2. How do you attempt to make yourself feel better when you’re sick? 3. Favourite currently airing tv show? Or favourite ever if you aren’t watching anything at the minute! 4. What is home to you? 5. Do you have a pet hate? What is it? 6. What are you most scared of? 7. What made you fall for your bias? 8. One good decision you’ve made in life? 9. If you could spend 24 hours as another person (fictional or not) who would it be and why? 10. What’s your favourite cereal? 11. What is something you’re really interested in?

I tag: @griffinrunes @fresh-and-ten @softybub and @reikojinxx