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When your extremely niche hyperfixatiom doesn't even have a tag on Ao3 yet;
#ao3 writer#this is specifically about#dorian slashfic#for me at least#but also applies to fifty dozen crackships#i am mentally well i promise
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The LU Chain vs Therapy
Why would I need therapy? I'm perfectly fine!: Wind, Hyrule
Therapy? I don't need that! I'll be fine after I spend some time out in the woods and maybe destroy some things!: Hyrule, Wild, Twilight
I mean I definitely need help but I don't think a therapist is gonna fix me: Legend
I don't care if I need it. I'm not going and you can't make me: Warriors, Legend
Maybe I used to need it, but I've worked things out myself and am just fine for it: Time
I do my own therapy. I journal, meditate, and take care of myself just fine: Four, Sky
I am actively going to therapy: Warriors (his Zelda did make him)
#lu headcanons#linked universe#got into a conversation with my sister and this was the result#warriors has had his eyes opened to the wonders of therapy#and is now fully convinced everyone else desperately needs it#time has that weird dad mentality of im married and living life just fine so clearly that means IM fine#only half of four meditates and journals and whatnot but lets be real hes probably the most mentally well rounded of the bunch#hes FORCED to acknowledge whats bugging him and sort it out#group therapy ft one guy HAHA#not loz coc related once again but here i am djfkkfkg i promise im working on my story stuff but i felt compelled to make and post this#lu chain
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Rare beast at rest
#zoey wolfscheiße#spazzcat pets#zoey dog#german shepherd#gsd#she is so very sleepy its past her bed time#also apologies if you have sent me asks or tagged me in something#life is. difficult. right now#mental health and physical health and moving hard and work hard#i am very very tired#i am fine! dont worry#but i am not communicating well or acting well or existing well#so---- im not ignoring you i promise#much like the beast i am very tired
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excuse my french but what if instead of sukuna having two dicks… what if he just had one with its own mouth on it or something 💀
#suggestive#i am so sorry#i am sleep deprived#i promise i am mentally well#um anyways#sukuna#jjk sukuna
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IM SORRY YOU'RE ON SEASON 10??? ITS BEEN LESS THAN A WEEK
DUDE ITS BEEN LESS THAN A WEEK SINCE IVE STARTED RVB AS A WHOLE, IVE BEEN CONSUMED BY THIS SHOW 🙏
#i am very mentally well about those guys dont worry 🙏#the only thing that stopped me from bingeing s11 was a old wendigoon video and drawing 🙏🙏#i watch it on youtube though and leave it in the background most of the time i promise i do other things with my life 🤫#rvb#red vs blue
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I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently
#facebook always does that 'here's a post from this day 8 years ago' thing. and I see old comments interacting#with people and it's so like.. OOOOO~~ where are they now?? what's going on? how much have they changed as people?#how much are they the same? this is fascinating. i should contact them!!' but then it's like... take that to it's logical conclusion though#you would contact them and then IF they even responded it would take you 80 years to respond and then they would#think there was something wrong or that you were trying to be insulting or something. To contact anyone I need to include an 85 page#disclaimer of all of my social issues & mental illness things. 'If i take 3 weeks to reply I promise it has nothing to do with u' etc lol#THIS is why more people need to be into phone calls/voice calls/some form of audio real time communication/etc.#I think one of the main things that's hard about messaging through text for me is it's so unscheduled and open ended#(plus it takes forever if you're talking about anything in detail and gets very long very quickly)#because like you can send a message and then just get a reply whenever. and then you're expected to reply back whenever#so it's like you never know when the response will come or when a new obligation to reply can come up? so it's like this sudden thing with#no outline?? if that makes sense. whereas a phone call is very like 'hello let's schedule a call from 10am - 2pm on thursday'. And you know#EXACTLY when the interaction will start and EXACTLY when it will end and you can plan around it in your schedule easily.#I have the reverse thing of a lot of people (how people don't pick up phone calls/hate calls/only text)#I would literally talk on the phone with a stranger. I would have a discord voice chat with someone I barely know.#if someone I hardly even remember from elementary school asked to have a voice call with me out of nowhere I would do it.#but if a stranger MESSAGED me?? or someone I barely know sent me a TEXT or something?? I will never reply probably#It's just too vague and weird. and you can't read voice tone over text. and the interaction could last forever with no clear end#point and etc. etc. But a call is like. set. established. clear boundaries. you can read the flow of conversation better. rapport. etc. etc#I get that I guess people feel more anonymous or distanced over text?? but you can have fake phone numbers on the computer. or do like disc#rd calls. or zoom without a camera or etc. etc. Also the distance that's present in text is BAD distance because it just means that tone is#not conveyed properly and you will never truly get a sense of the person's conversational vibe or mannerisms or how well you really click.#ANYWAY ghgjh...... I'm so so so interested in concepts of like.. How did that one kid I used to talk to in elementary school#but then they moved away in 5th grade - how did they end up? what are they doing now?? etc. etc. Like despite the severe social anhedonia#and general lack of connection with others I'm just really fascinated in like.. idk. the human development of it all and like#the concept of how we're actually a million different people through the course of our lives ever evolving in different iterations and etc.#PLUS again. i love nostalgia. sometimes old peple you know might remember a shared memory or can tell you about something you forgot#or etc. like it's SUCH A COOL THING in CONCEPT but I am too socially inept generally speaking lol. which people I still talk to today are#familiar with my 'phone call once every few months' communication style. but strangers would just be like... wtf. And I don't blame them#Sure I literally cannot change the physical health + brain issues i have - but also I know enough to not put others through that lol
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hontestly im so glad you talk about alex like this. not a lot of people really talk about the issues with him and for a while when i was younger i basically worshipped him. thought he was awesome idk. idk if im wording this correctly but your posts helped me like. actually think about it. idk. ur cool and thank u for your posts 👍 :)
tysm! & yeah it seems like in general theres a lot of hero worship around alex & honestly it wigs me out a little i feel like it makes it actively difficult to actually discuss his work/commentary and problems with it sometimes bc people are just automatically jumping on the defensive. like i remember once i made a vague post disagreeing with something alex said at a con or something and i had someone comment and straight up be like 'well i dont know what he said but-" & start saying he meant something else like we dont have to be doing this......
#god & that post i made saying i think maybe alex should not have conflated taking anxiety medication w alcoholism& asking for ppls takes#& i swear half of them were like 'well the POINT of this line was to explain fiddlefords mental state'#like ok. yes i am aware of this. i made this post to say i think he did it badly. thsts what the post is about.#i promise i have first grade reading level comprehension skills
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people want a partner who's good at math because they don't want to have to solve their kid's math homework with them. I want a guy who's a good programmer because there is no way I'm helping my kid debug or write any form of code. esp cpp. I love you cpp but you confuse me beyond my limited understanding of humanity and I still don't understand how to use linked lists without wanting to kms
#odxny my love. plz one chance. i promise i just need one chance-#i feel like odxny and Ren/Redacted from seekL and 14 days with you respectively have given me faith in nerdy men#or maybe im delusional. thats probably it#havent met even one nerdy guy who either doesn't give off incel vibes or hates me for no apparent reason or has horrible habits#one day..... one day.....#also witcher 4 trailer??? am in love????#time to get back into witcher. never thought I'd see ciri as a witcher protag in 2024#zuri rambles#earlier i was wondering why i was feeling burnt out and like absolute poop. turns out stuff™ that happened the last 2 weeks did in fact-#-take a toll on my mental health#well. i guess those are the repercussions of love and living life#its sunny today. i miss you
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has anyone else noticed that in
pretty much
every scene
they’re standing (or walking, or sitting)
with Aziraphale on Crowley’s right
except in scenes where something’s wrong
like I’m SURE it’s on purpose this show is too genius for it not to be. It unbalances us, gives us the feeling that something is off, just by putting Aziraphale on Crowley’s left when we expect him on the right
I am so normal about this show and not reading too much into it at all thanks for asking
ADDITIONALLY:
(I can’t find gifs of Beelzebub and Hastur showing up in Crowley’s car but they both always appear on his left too. Mainly bc that’s the side his passengers seat is on but still)
#good omens#I am deranged#aziraphale#crowley#so so so normal about this bible fanfiction I promise <- his ass is LYING#positive I am not the first person to notice this but I may well be the most mentally ill <3
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Patri/William Vangeance, 42k one-shot
No Archive Warnings Apply
This one is for all the angst lovers out there - pure agony with a dash of Hurt/Comfort at the end. Happy Ending, of course.
Most important tags:
heavy angst angst with a happy ending hurt/comfort depression passive suicidality disordered eating unreality altered mental states
Summary:
After separating from Patri, William suffers the consequences of being alone for the first time in his life.
Far away, in Elysia, the elves struggle to make amends and live in peace. Yet guilt seems to follow Patri everywhere.
What was broken cannot come back together again. Or maybe it can.
#black clover spoilers#black clover fic#patri x william vangeance fic#as an angst writer I am insanely proud of this one#the crown jewel of my angst fic writing career#patri/william shippers I have a real doozy for you#this ship is criminally underrated#well not on my watch!#I'm a sucker for mentally connected characters#anyhow 25k words of pure mental agony and the rest is a romcom#with more than average angst#but still a romcom#it's funny I promise#the ending is happy I promise#yuno is done with everybody#so is nozel but he's in two scenes and has no lines#but you can still tell he's done with everyone#awesome anime btw#really recommend#anyway#mistake out#(that's the new tag for personal stuff btw the previous one was too long)
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My brother in law let me borrow Sonic Frontiers [also read: asked me if I had access to a PS5 and when I said yes, handed it to me and said "play this"] and now my two biggest gaming nightmares are merged into one! [Fast paced gaming mechanics and open world map structures]
Anyway, I've been playing for 8 hours.
#spazzcat barks#i also bought sonic x shadow origins#because im... well... going insane i think#i am having so much fun with the edgy hedgehogs#unrelated but i think my favorite version of knuckles is sonic frontiers knuckles#man is both really curious about whats going on and still shoving himself in to protect sonic despite being basically a ghost#we stan a king#knuckles and shadow are currently battling as my fav characters#also? really like sonic as a character?#the idea of a hero who is reckless and who cant say no to a fight no matter how bad an idea it might be#but who still manages to be a paragon of optimism despite the pitfalls of his personality#cool concept#it reminds me of something? a 90s anime protagonist maybe?#i keep thinking Luffy but i watched like... 20 episodes of One Piece so i think thats wrong#maybe Edward Elric if he werent so jaded#oh! to whom it may concern: i promise im still enjoying Hermitcraft and working on RnS#this does not mark a major shift in fandoms lol#ive just hit a... we'll call it a mental play period#im having fun with a new thing -- especially after the old thing was becoming tedious#[having a hard time writing no time for drawing etc]#end of rhe year rut#this is passing it nicely though
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"I Feel like I'm rotting..."
> You practically are. It is a wonder you are functional at all. You try not to think about it.
#Opal's Art#My art#my ocs#Ask to tag#Seedenal oh Seedenal...#How does one deal with a body that is rotting when that body is your own?#You will ignore it for as long as you can- but if you saw inside? You'd have to confront it really is trying to decay.#Fruit aren't meant to be angels; Nor are they meant to contain them.#Oh how the artificial angel weeps a putrid sap as xir body drags along and regenerates in spite of what should have killed it long ago#But it will go on for as long as it needs. To be free. To be safe. And to keep others safe.#And if need be...put others in their place.#It was made to be a weapon after all. And xe will fight if push comes to shove.#A pity sometimes killing seems the only way to make a statement.#I promise I am doing well mentally!! This is just painting practice n I had a vision! Also I make weird stuff when sick :]#rot#dark#misfits of war
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barton's legit reaction on camera whenever he finds out that the doctors in arkham have written a special note on his chart that says he should now be muzzled before being transported someplace (and i just thought i should mention this would take place right after he had pretty much bitten off the ear of a guard as well as strangled them in the past... like UMMM ☠️ i'm definitely not saying it's right to muzzle a human being, but he would really be out here acting like that didn't happen jsjsj)
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#ooc post.#i know this is kind of a shitpost BUT i missed making these so... TAKE ITTT LMAO#no but although i am saying this in such a way that it breaks up the tension that comes with saying this fictional character literally-#bit off the ear of another character and strangled them as well... i promise y'all that i do not condone violence of any kind-#because that is honestly a very AHHH. insane thing to do to put it simply ☠️ LMAO#though to be fair it's also insane that whoever is backing arkham's funding thinks that muzzling people as well as putting them in-#straitjackets is okay so yeah. let's actually treat people with mental illnesses with respect and not do that please#BUT anyhow this did take place in a roleplay that i was doing with emi as a matter of fact and it was... something else#like idk where me writing this came from but this just further shows you how deranged barton is
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guys I love sitting down and making a fiction podcast concept, ENTIRELY FORGETTING ABOUT IT FOR A WHOLE YEAR and then coming back to workshop it and start taking it more seriously bc I have more resources at my disposal and producing something like a fiction podcast or a webseries is honestly doable this year!!!! Wahoo!!! Here's some screenies from the rough draft of ep 1/beginning of episode 2 hehe
I KNOW THE SCRIPT FORMAT IS WEIRD I AM DYSELXIC I'M SORRY
I'm cringe but I'm free this year. Swearsies.
#original post#drawing#dughckartwoah#art#dughckprojects#vibrating and shaking about this concept oh my goodness#hopefully this mentality stays with me long enough to push out a pilot!#no promises as I plan on voicing all of these guys and there are already 2 male leads and I am a transmasc fella insecure about they voice#i have such a difficulty with lower registers but well see!#le sigh we cwinge on or smthn
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guys cars (2006) zukka au is so unserious and serious at the same time wtf am i doing
#min.txt#im so insane ask any questions#i rmbr i promised someone this fic like a year or two ago and never got around to writing it#but here i am... writing it... and loving it#crazy shit im not mentally well
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