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samthemarvelfan · 4 years

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You Found Me: One Shot

Summary: Bucky Barnes always came home to you. What happens when he doesn't? Worse than that...what happens when he forgets you existed?

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Warnings: A bit of angst and then the squishiest fluff. Mama likes her happy endings, y’all ;)

A/N: I wrote this in an hour and i have no idea where this idea came from lol enjoy! <3

The metal of the chair was as cold as the room. They liked to keep it cold to help him acclimate to being thawed out.

Again.

He sat with perfect posture and waited. What was he waiting for? He didn’t know. He never knew, he wasn’t the one in charge here.

“Soldat.”

He was greeted by a Doctor—at least he looked like a doctor...had the lab coat and everything.

The doctor held a folder out to the him. “Extraction. No witnesses. Eliminate as needed and return to base. Understood?”

Soldat nodded. “Understood.”

He walked with a purpose. He walked like he knew where he was going; like he’d been here before.

The streets were flooded with people. Why wouldn’t they be? It was high-noon on a warm autumn day in New York City.

He didn’t have to look unassuming here, the people didn’t care. He liked that about this place, no one bothered anyone else unless they had a good reason.

And even then, they often didn’t.

About two blocks from the park, the wind shifted, blowing East. Normal, expected; especially with the seasons changing. On his next inhale, he caught the scent of something mouthwatering. Something savory—no, sweet. Buttery too, something he could practically taste on his tongue. Something almost familiar.

He ignored it though, of course he did. His mind and body were on autopilot at this point. Sanction. Extract. Eliminate if necessary.

He looked at the sign that showed the location he was in the park, he was here. Right on to of it—on top of her.

Scanning the field, he spotted her immediately. She was stood on the bridge above the tunnel connecting the two sides of the park. Not an easy escape if she tried it. She’d hit water if she ran left, and the busy New York streets if she ran right.

She’s never going to see it coming...see him.

He rounded the bridge on the city side. If she ran, he’d rather the water be an ally in eliminating the target, instead of the messiness of a car.

Her back was to him while she talked on the phone. She was so unassuming, smiling even, then she laughed.

He froze. Soldat froze. It was like the air had been snatched from his lungs. She laughed again, and suddenly time stood still. His brain fogged with different images. All accompanied by that sound, by that laugh.

He stumbled. The Winter Soldier actually stumbled. “No.” He groaned, closing his eyes tightly and rubbing them with his palms. Another image, accompanied by a feeling. Warmth, elation, safety. Still faceless, but all real and true.

“I’m gonna go, I’ll see you tonight.” He heard her say into the phone. “I love you.”

His heart pounded. Loud, rhythmic thumping in his chest and ears. Another picture floats into his mind...

It’s you.

It comes in flashes at first, like the shuttering of an old film. In a bed, with him. You’re saying the exact same words while you stroke his beard. “I love you, Bucky. I love you.”

Bucky? Who the hell is Bucky? He thinks.

He’s a few steps from you now, four at most. Then he smells something else, something he recognizes immediately—it’s you.

Another chord struck within him, another memory invading the assassins mind.

“James, I cant do this anymore! You leave for days on end, and I never know if I’ll see you again.” You cried.

“Sugar, I’ll always come home to you. I promise.” He reaches for you and pulled you in closed, inhaling your scent.

“What if you don’t? What if they find you?” Tears coat your cheeks.

He shook his head, “No one can keep me from you. No one, I’ll always come back, I’ll always find you.”

You sniffle agains his chest, tightening your grip on him like you’re afraid he’ll float away. “I don’t want to lose you.”

“You won’t, doll. You won’t.”

He shakes his head. “Stop it.” He curses to himself, but it was too late. You’d heard him.

It’s was like everything moved in slow motion. You turned around, eyes wide, like you were staring at a ghost.

“J-J...Bucky?” You call, almost in disbelief at your own words.

He was frozen, you—whoever you were, weren’t supposed to know him. He doesn’t even know himself, why would you?

“No.” He said roughly.

You shook your head and looked down. “They got you. They got you and now you’re here for me.”

“Yes.” What more could he say?

You look back to him, piercing eyes boring into his, “Will it hurt?”

The soldier looked confused, “Will what hurt?” He asks.

You sniffled, “When you kill me, James.”

A punch to the gut. That’s what your words felt like...why? Why did they feel this way? You were a target, a mission. Just another mission.

He swallowed hard. “No.”

And he means it. It will be quick, he’d make sure of it. You weren’t made for suffering, and by the circles under your eyes, you’d been suffering enough.

You nod, accepting your fate, and close your eyes. Bucky takes a step towards you.

“Now, Tony! Now!” You shout, eyes still closed.

Before he knew what was happening, he was grabbing at the sharp pain stinging in his neck.

The last thing he saw was your face, then the world went black.

The beeping wakes him.

Looking down, Bucky sees the wires and tubes connected to the machine next to him.

A hospital. He thinks.

Scooting back, he groans as the muscles that surely haven’t been used for a while protest, and ache.

He tossed his head back against the pillow.

Remember. Remember something...anything.

“You’re awake.”

The melody of your voice brings an immediate calm to him. He sits up, ignoring the pain.

“Relax, you must be hurting. Here,” you held out the cup, “Drink this, it’ll help.”

He looked from you to the mug for a moment, hesitating.

You sigh, putting it in his nightstand, then placing a hand over his. “You’re safe here, Bucky. I promise.”

And he believes you.

“Wh-where am I?” He asks, a voice sounding like he’s swallowed gravel.

You once again hand him the mug, and he sips it eagerly. Tea. He thought. I like tea.

“You’re at a facility in Upstate New York.” You said calmly.

“Why...how did I get here?” He rubbed his eyes with his free hand.

“You needed help. You were being held hostage by HYDRA. Tony...Tony Stark helped me find you. He helped me save you, Buck.”

Stark. Stark. Stark...Howard Stark. December...cold. A crash, the accident...the blood.

“No one here is going to hurt you. They’re helping you, I swear it. They’ve been helping me look for you for the last five years, they never stopped.” Your voice was shaking now. “Dr. Banner developed something, you’ve been sedated for about a week. He’s hoping it will fill the gaps in your memory. A serum of sorts.”

Great. Bucky thinks, Just what I need, another serum.

“And you?” He asked softly, not wanting to upset you more. “Who are you?”

You let out a defeated sigh, he watched you, seeing the pain on your face. Before you could speak, he cut you off.

“I know you, or...my mind knows you. My body. I have all these memories filled with your face. Who are you...to me?”

You look a bit more relieved. “I...I’m...it’s hard to explain—“

James put his hand over yours this time. “Try me, Doll.”

Doll. It came out so naturally, and without inhibitions that it didn’t take a brainiac to know who you were. Not wholly, but he felt it.

He saw the goosebumps on your skin, “I’ve loved you forever, James Buchanan Barnes. There was a time you loved me, too.”

Bucky felt a warmth spread through his chest. It climbed his throat, invading his brain and bursting into fireworks of memories. All vivid and sparkling and bright.

Your name comes out as a whisper at first; so soft you truly didn’t know if you’d imagined it.

You nod frantically. “Yes. Yes, that’s me, baby. That’s me.” You sit next to him, and cup his face in your hands.

He closed his eyes tightly, willing the information to show up.

“Sokovia...they got me in Sokovia. I didn’t...I didn’t keep my promise.” James felt his throat tighten.

“Wh-what promise?” You asked. He opened his eyes and saw the tears pooling in yours.

“I didn’t come home to you. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, Sugar.” James cried. For the first time in years, he was crying...feeling.

He knew he loved you. That much was clear. His mind was still in shambles and he knew that too.

“Yes you did. You found me again, I’ve been on HYDRA’s radar for years trying to get them to send you after me. I knew you were coming for me, so I had everything on standby waiting to get you out of there.” You were proud of yourself, he heard it in your voice. Hell, he was proud of you too.

Bucky sniffled, “My girl took down HYDRA. Damn, I’m a lucky son of a bitch.” He laughed.

Your hand cupped his cheek, the warms bringing so much comfort to him. “I love you, Buck.”

Bucky cupped your face in return, “I love you, too.”

He was nervous, but he leaned in anyway. The kiss was soft and gentle. The feeling of the two of you melding into one was more familiar than anything.

When you pulled away, Bucky kissed your closed eyes. Something he remembers doing a thousand times before.

“What do we do now?” He asked.

“Steve’s on his way. I have a feeling we’re going on a bit of a trip.” You say smiling.

Bucky smiles, grateful he remembers Steve. “A trip? Where to, Doll?”

You smirk and kiss his nose. “To see another old friend of yours—in Wakanda.”

#bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes one shot #winter soldier x reader #bucky barnes angst #bucky barnes fluff

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secretsniper2 · 3 years

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A Walk in the Park

Morning, another dreary day ahead, usual routine, put my robe on, brush hair and put in ponytail, bit of makeup. Downstairs for something to eat and some coffee when i see it by the front door, a letter. Bit strange, i don't usually get letters but its addressed to me so why not check it out?

“Dear Emma, Our scouts saw you a few weeks ago and we believe you would be a perfect fit for our next event, you'll receive fair compensation for your time and equipment will be provided on arrival. we hope you accept.”

Looking over the letter again its as simple as its written, it even has a address, time and date, 5pm this Friday? well its not like im busy or anything, i was going to go to the movies with some friends but they bailed on me, and my account is getting rather empty.. sounds interesting.

“At least i now have something to DO in 3 days!” i chuckle to myself.

Sitting around the house with nothing to do, i think ill check out this address today while its broad daylight, its on the other side of town so i can walk through the park on the way and have some fresh air.

Sliding out of my robe i opt for a white shirt with black pants, always a good combo and some typical shoes for the park and walk. Busy today as usual as people rush in every direction on their way to wherever they are going, after a few brushes with clearly eager hands with 1 cupping my ass i manage to get to the park and take a breath, “pretty handsy today” i think to myself as i run my hand over my freshly groped ass. Another breath in and i continue away from the hands on crowd and move on.

Its quite impressive, iv walked past this building a few times before but this will be the first time i actually see the inside, its usually for high end events the kind of which id never enjoy, the high arches over the front door, the marble columns and statues lining the outside. what kind of job will it be anyway? im not good with food.

i shrug as i walk back through the park, longer route than i need but its a nice day to wander.

As i sit on a bench i can hear something i dont think iv ever expected to hear in a park, someone is moaning, quiet enough to not draw much attention but loud enough to hear if you get too close.. like me. Curiosity has me by the tits now as i turn to the bushes behind my chair and look around a large tree. Red hair swaying back and forth as right on the other side of the tree some girl is getting fucked, hard by her restricted moans, a red ballgag wedged tight in her mouth and a blindfold over her eyes, the man wont see me if i stay behind the tree but with his eyes closed he couldn't see the girl his cock is ramming.

The girl has some small clamps on her nipples with her blue minidress pulled down under her breasts and pulled up over her hips, its nothing more than a loose corset right now, 6 inch heels padlocked to her feet and a collar locked around her neck. Rose red cheeks almost glowing with heat as her moans escape the gag, on closer look the man has his cock buried not in her pussy, its her ass he is stuffing, her pussy is vacant but there's something covering it that has a few wires running up her back leading to a purple remote.

My adrenaline skyrockets as the man starts looking around for observers but luckily looked away first so i leaned back around the tree and was not gone as far as they knew, my own cheeks red now after watching what's going on, my own pussy pulsing as arousal sets in, i slowly look around the tree and the man is gone, the redhead is still there, on all 4s and shaking in a euphoric bliss.

A hand, grasping my shoulder and neck, squeezing tight my surprise wasted on a sharp inhale rather than a scream for help, im spun around and his eyes are staring daggers into mine, normally i would be thrashing by now but the sheer surprise, this man who was just fucking the other girl places a wet hand over my mouth. fear over the cause for the wetness keeps my lips sealed as my eyes lock to his own. The remaining hand which had spun me around was already working on my pants, pushing under and into my long since wet panties, his large fingers pushing in without a moments hesitation as his knuckle grinds into my clit.

I orgasm, faster than iv ever cum before, what takes minutes for me with my vibrator took this man seconds with 2 large fingers, 2 large fingers which are now moving like pistons as im spun around yet again, my back to him as his hand that was over my mouth leaves his mark on my lips as my neck is grasped. led from behind to the other girl who is now sitting up, blindfold off and eyes gazing at me, my body under the command of another's forceful insistence.

The hand that had been massaging me close to another orgasm withdraws as he trails my own juices up under my shirt and pinches my nipple through my bra. The man commands and the girl responds by crawling up and begins to pull my pants down, white panties soaked and stuck to my pussy in full view to this woman as my pants are pulled down to my knees. A little giggle from the woman reveals shes removed her gag, handing it to the man who then lowers to the ground, my body falling after him, the woman crawling under my pants and looks up, face now between my legs as my panties are dragged aside by her thin fingers.

As i open my mouth to beg her not to continue i see a flash of red and my mouth widens in surprise, the gag the redhead was wearing, biting and drooling on was now buckled into my own mouth, biting instinctively against the situation the man begins pulling my shirt and bra up over my head. Im helpless and exposed, 1 arm from this man is holding both of mine behind my back and i cant beat his strength. His remaining hand cupping my breasts 1 at a time as his friend peals my panties off my pussy.

“She looks so tasty! how much can i have?” the redhead gleefully says like a child talking about chocolate.

“Till i say so” the man responds in a deep throaty voice.

Its all she needed to hear as her face sinks into my sex, her lips locking with my won and her nose presses against my clit, her tongue working my walls over and then sinking in for a better taste.

To say im the loudest moaner would be natural, of course iv never been gagged and eaten out by another woman before, her nose running back and forth as i cum right on her tongue which she slurped up with a desperation iv never seen on anyone before. the sounds of her moaning into my pussy sending shivers up my spine, why couldn't i just ignore the sounds?

Eyes shooting open at the thought, what if someone else is now watching me cum at the tongue of this woman with a gag in my mouth? ill be seen as the pervert here more than these 2! The hand that had been working my breasts moves again, this time to my gagged mouth, covering it easily he pinches my nose as well, i cant breathe! and this woman has doubled her effort, at this rate ill cum for a 3rd time in as many minutes!

Mind begging for air, brain screaming for it as my eyes fall on the mans face, his cold expression telling me that it wont end soon, muscles tensing as my pussy shakes with a tongue and fingers working hard, another orgasm slurped up by the hungry redhead and still the man holds tight, the woman now focussing on my throbbing clit which, till now has only been rubbed by her nose on occasion, hot lips tight at the base as her tongue caresses as she sucks hard.

a 4th orgasm tears through my body, iv never had 4 in a row, most iv had till now was 2 in a row. These 2 are pushing me and they don't care if i break! Air rushes in as the man releases my nose, waiting for the exhale he pinches again, the woman pressing fingers deep inside, my G-spot being massaged as my clit is sucked.

“Enough Cunt” the man says, loud enough to be heard by just us as the woman breaks away from my throbbing pussy, her handiwork was leading me to a 5th, release the man has taken away as the source of pleasure slides out from between my legs with her face glistening in my pleasure, a smile on her face and eyes on mine. the lights dim as im forced to pass out.. not here, with them.

“nooo..” i weakly say into the gag.

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Cold, wet, exhausted.. My eyes open and im alone, in a small, secluded alcove of bushes, no one would find her here but why am i here? im in another part of the park entirely! did they really move me while i was unconscious? at least my clothes are all back on, a bit forced, but with a noticeable difference.. my panties are gone, bra too.. my soaked pussy in my pants and rigid nipples rubbing against my shirt, its already chafing and i have barely moved!

“Home is.. that way” i think to myself as i shamble out of the bushes, my pants occasionally making contact with my hypersensitive pussy, my muscles jerk or twitch in response as it takes me 15 minutes to walk 3 minutes with me constantly looking over my shoulders, occasionally looking at others and becoming very aware of my nipples making their presence known to any who would look my way.

Safe, i think. Doors locked as i check the clock on the wall, iv been gone all day! how long was i out? did they do anything to me while i was unconscious? ill have to give my body a look in my room, walking up my stairs i look completely different compared to this morning, my neat hair in a ponytail? now a utter mess, my white shirt not missing a button and my nipples pressing through the thin fabric, my black pants now dirty and panties missing with a soaked pussy just underneath.

Stripping in my room i turn to my mirror, my breasts have bruises, my pussy burning red, clit still throbbing. looking at my soaked pussy my mind drifts back, i could have ran! i could have screamed! but i just watched and wanted and then joined them. was i really that needy? that pent up?

My hand already beating my mind to the punch as my fingers circle my clit, sitting on my bed i fall back as i work hard, my need burning again, harder than usual. My fingers clearly not up to the task i roll over to my bedside table, my toys will scratch this itch as usual, at least to release.

Why? WHY?! why did i enjoy what they did?! the man pinning me with 1 arm and the woman, that redhead, her mouth.. her lips, the skill and determination.. why did i love every second of her attention, rolling over, closing my legs, locking my vibrator against my clit it isnt enough! its always worked before,

“my favourite position and toy have never failed me before” i plead in my head as i curl into a ball as the vibrations stir me into a frenzy, memories of what happened still fresh in my mind, nipples pinched, clit sucked, pussy devoured.

“nnnngh! Cmmmm NNNNNNN” i grunt into my pillow!

why wont it work! i need to, i want to cum! why why whyyy! my mind racing with desire when a thought rose up. Moving my arms behind my back i grab my elbows with my hands and squeeze hard, i bite my pillow and moan as a colossal orgasm tears my pussy to pieces on its way out! the single largest orgasm iv ever had and my arms race to the vibrator and turn it off with tears in my eyes, i know what they did to me.. but what did they do to me?

#Stories #Custom

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secretsniper3 · 3 years

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A Walk in the Park

“At least i now have something to DO in 3 days!” i chuckle to myself.

i shrug as i walk back through the park, longer route than i need but its a nice day to wander.

“She looks so tasty! how much can i have?” the redhead gleefully says like a child talking about chocolate.

“Till i say so” the man responds in a deep throaty voice.

Its all she needed to hear as her face sinks into my sex, her lips locking with my won and her nose presses against my clit, her tongue working my walls over and then sinking in for a better taste.

“nooo..” i weakly say into the gag.

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“nnnngh! Cmmmm NNNNNNN” i grunt into my pillow!

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twilightprince101 · 5 years

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THIS JUST IN FOR TAZ AMNESTY: EVERYTHING IS FUCKED

OKAY SO WE FINALLY GOT A SCOPE OF JUST HOW DANGEROUS THE CURRENT MONSTER IS AND IT IS ACTUALLY TERRIFYING HOW SMART THIS FUCKER IS

•IT IS COLLECTING INFORMATION ON ALL OF THE PINE GUARD EVEN STEALING GOVERNMENT FILES, SO SMART THAT ITS BASICALLY PIECING TOGETHER EVERYTHING BIT BY BIT

•THE VISION OF THE TELESCOPE TIES IN WITH HOW IT IS “A CAMERA AND MICROPHONE” AND WITH HOW IT PICKED UP MINERVA’S MUSIC I HAVE A FEELING THAT THE ABOMINATION IS GOING TO USE THAT TO FURTHER PROVE SYLVAIN’S EXISTANCE EVEN IF IT FAILS

•SINCE IT READ INTO NED’S MEMORIES IT KNOWS ABOUT THE FIRE AND AUBREY’S NECKLACE SO NOT ONLY IS IT EXPOSING EVERYTHING TO THE TOWN ITS PLOTTING TO TEAT THE PINE GUARD APART FROM THE INSIDE OUT

•AND SINCE IT CAN COPY ANY PERSON DOWN TO THEIR FACIAL HAIR AND MEMORIES IT CAN DISGUISE ITSELF AS LITERALLY ANYONE SO SINCE IT TALKED AS NED EVERYONE IS GOING TO BLAME NED AND TEAR THE GROUP APART EVEN MORE

•AND IN THE END EVEN IF THEY DEFEAT THE ABOMINATION THERE’S NO ESCAPE FROM THE WAR NOW!!! BASICALLY EVERYONE KNOWS ABOUT THE GATE AND THE PINE GUARD WILL BE IN SHAMBLES!

SO NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS EVERYTHING IS FUCKED

TLDR

WAR IS COMING AND EVERYONE IS FUCKED AND I AM TERRIFIED GRIFFIN PLEASE JUST RELEASE THE EPISODE NEXT WEEK I BEG YOU I CANT WAIT THIS LING

#spoilers #taz spoilers #amnesty spoilers #taz amnesty spoilers #the adventure zone spoilers #the adventure zone amnesty spoilers #taz #taz amnesty #the adventure zone #the adventure zone amnesty

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honeypot-head · 7 years

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3 years later and i’ve been avoiding writing so much. it’s the only way i know how to properly express my emotions and feel better. when i pick up that pen, my heart, my feelings, my thoughts, my existence is etched into paper with dark black ink. and i read. and i understand who i am. i’m trying to understand where i lost who i was. i’m 17 and my life is in shambles. i’m 17 and i don’t want to have sex, so he shoves me into a wall. i smile. i’m 17 and i bruise easily. i’m 17 and in love. i’m 17 and i’m heart broken. i cant wait to turn 18. i’m finally 18. it’s my birthday. i swallow the bottle of pills. i’m 18 and i wake up the next day, vomiting. i’m in class the next day. no one knows. im 18 and i start college and it’s great. im 18 and my grandma passed away. i don’t eat anything for a week. i’m 19 and i smoke too much. i’m 19 and college is hard and guys only want sex and people talk even if they’re your sorority sisters and my classes are struggling, and my mother is suicidal and my mental health is continuously deteriorating. and my parents don’t care. i’m 19 and I was raped last year. I was raped. I was held down and raped. don’t touch me. don’t touch me. don’t touch me. i’m 19 and he was my best friend. i’m 19 and i don’t know where my body is. i’m 19 and why would someone do this to me i’m 19 and i stop talking to my best friend of 8 years bc i can’t look at her anymore i’m 19 and he took my spirit 1 year later and i’m 20 and how did no one hear what was going on i’m 20 and how did no one see me crying i’m 20 and “lauren used to be so much more fun” 3 years later and my moms still screaming at me trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong 3 years later and i still don’t know how to deal with the pain 3 years later i’m 20 years old and i write to exist. so i don’t disappear. but i haven’t been writing. 3 years later and i’ve been fading away.

i’m 20 years old. but i’m not sure what comes after that.

#personal #i dont know what else to do #im honestly just really sad #text #poetry #poets on tumblr #spilled ink #dark poetry #poem #mine

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elliotthezubat · 7 years

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DEATH CITY DAYS GAIDEN 2: Mikan Tsumiki; The Origin

-Mikan shivered against the cool breeze that blew past. How long had it been since she had decided to run away from home, from the misfortune and bulling she was subjected to? It felt like a few days, but it easily could have been around a week as well. She looked up at the sky. It looked like it would rain soon, and hard. She needed to find shelter and fast. Picking up her pace a bit, she spotted what looked like the opening to a cave. Perfect. She’ll just wait out the storm in there. Pulling a flashlight from her back, she made her way into the abyss, unaware of the events that would be set in motion by doing so- Mikan: *shivering* co-cold…..maybe i…s-should have..taken a j-jacket too… The cave was largely quiet. And yet, it felt like the walls were covered in eyes. Mikan:.... *trembling, but keeps going forwards*...... ?? *she spots something hunched over* um.....e-excuse me...are you...ok? ???: "Stay. Away." mikan: !!! *she stops in her tracks* ???: "No one should be here...Not you." mikan: ......I....don't have anywhere else to go... ???: "...Hmph. Join the club." mikan:..... *her eyes are trying to adjust to the dark*... ???: "Cast away...Abandoned...Harmed..." mikan:.....*slowly approaching the voice* I...wont hurt you...I...think I...understand that pain... ???: *growls* "My pain is beyond your understanding, child..." mikan: ..... *In the shadows is seen a man, covered in scarves* mikan: ....*slowly approaching* ???: *growls* "Back!" *a scarf launches at her* mikan: !! *she doesn't move* *The scarf wraps around her wrists and ankles, holding her up* ???: "Stay where you are." *The man stands, walking towards her* mikan: .... *she hardly seems phased, but still worried* *The man inches closer, slowly emerging from the shadows, revealing his head is covered in scarves. He seems hesitant to approach, looking at her.* mikan: ....... *she still has a startled expression, but doesn't seem too afraid* ???: "Wh-What is with that look? Why are you like that?" mikan: ?? w....what do you mean? ???: "You should be afraid! Like I am!" mikan: ??? you..d-don't sound it....I-m not...trying to imply you aren't! ???: "...I am afraid. Of everything. Which is why..." *The scarves tighten around her wrists and ankles, one sliding along her neck* mikan: *slight wince* ah...am I...going to die? ???: "It is how I remove what I fear..." mikan:...I guess.....it's fitting for....for trash like me... ???: "...Trash, you say?" mikan:... *nod* ???: "...What do you know of being discarded?" mikan: ....if I vanished, no one would even care...not even my own family. ???: "...He abandoned me." mikan: ?? ???: "My...The one who created me." mikan:.......*her expression changes to one of sympathetic sadness* ???: "..." *shakes* "I want to be alone..." *The scarf is still around her neck* mikan: if you...want to kill me...I wont s-stop you....I don't...think I could... *The scarf tightens along her neck* ???: "No...No one can stop me..." mikan: ...... *The scarf doesn't tighten any more* ???: "..." *he shambles towards her...the scarves around his head pull back, revealing his face, his three eyes staring at her* mikan: *looks at him before passing out* -- ???: "Wake up." mikan: nn...*eyes opening* nnhuh? ???: "...Hello." *he is still unmasked, sitting across from her* mikan: *coughs* ah... *she notices her bag is on the ground next to her....* -seems she's deeper in the cave now- mikan: did you...bring me here? ???: "...I was not comfortable leaving you there. Vagrants, pests...rats." mikan:...um....t-thank you....I guess.... ???: "..." *turns his back to her, sitting on the floor* mikan:.....*looks around for a light source to indicate whether it was day or night* ???: "You were out hours. You must not have slept in some time." mikan: !! oh. I guess I've been.....wandering a while... ???: "...I suppose you eat, too." mikan: ...ah! right! *she checks her bag for her food rations* ???: "...Don't expect me to feed you. Unless you like rats." mikan:... .___.; ???: "...How much food did you bring?" mikan: only to last two weeks...after that, I would h-have left myself at the m-mercy of the elements... ???: "And just die? That was your plan, to slowly die of starvation? Hardly pragmatic." mikan:....I guess im....j-just a stupid weakling after all... ???: "...You are willing to face Death. Not stupid. Not weak. Just...not the best approach." mikan:...?? ???: "Why didn't you choose a method that would be quick and relatively painless?" mikan:.....because....part of me is...scared to... ???: "Afraid...of Death. Always Death. Always afraid of him. Him, him, him! mikan: ?? ???: "He did this to me! Him! Monster! Abomination! Father!" *slams his fist into the wall, making a shattering sound* "AAAAH!" mikan: *without thinking, she runs.....over and hugs him.* ???: "!!! U-Unhand me! *he turns away--but he isn't pushing her off of him, as he clutches his broken hand* mikan: !!!! y-your hand! *she goes over to her bag and pulls out a medkit* h-here... ???: "!!!" *he recoils, not recognizing the box* mikan: I-its ok...I wont..h-hurt you...I want to..make it better... ???: "Nothing can make it better! I--" *he groans, clutching his hand, crying* mikan: h-here....*she takes his hand and begins patching it up with bandages and splints* ???: "...It...hurts less..." mikan: *she smiles* im....glad I could...be of some use... ???: "..." *nods* "...Thank you." mikan:.......^^ ???: "...You are smiling." mikan: !! .////.; ???: "Your name..." mikan: !! ah! it's mikan tsumiki! >///< ???: "...Why 'ah'?" mikan: s-sorry I just....g-got startled... q////q ???: "...Hmm. Usually I get startled..." mikan: ...... ???: "I am the Kishin." mikan: eh?...I thought...they were just a myth... Kishin: "Far from it...I am the one and only..." mikan:....are you...going to kill me then? Kishin: "...I am considering..." mikan:...oh.... Kishin: "...I will need time to heal..." *the scarves surround him, covering him in a ball* mikan:...ok....*she just curls up in a small corner before drifting off from exhaustion* Kishin: ("...An odd one...Something about her...") mikan: .....zzzz..... --- *The scarves recede, as the Kishin looks at the splint on his hand...He has healed* Kishin: "Hmmm..." *looks up to see whether Mikan is still here* mikan: *still asleep* Kishin: "...Oh." mikan: zzzz.... Kishin: "..." ("The floor is uncomfortable...") *slips his scarves under her, carefully, lifting her up and folding the scarves under to make a bed* mikan: mmn.... Kishin: "..." *looks at her bag* ("Did she even pack a blanket?") -no she did not- Kishin: "..." *forms additional scarves like a bedsheet to put over her* mikan: *seems to be relaxing now* Kishin: "..." ("Usually they recoil from me...") mikan: zzzzz... Kishin: ("...She seems at peace.") mikan:....*small smile* Kishin: "..." -\\\\- -- mikan: *waking up* Kishin: "Zzz..." Kishin: *murmurs in his sleep* mikan: ?? Kishin: *murmuring in his sleep* "Wh-Why did you...?" mikan:.....*awkwardly leans against him* Kishin: "..." *his breathing calms down...he smiles* mikan:....*she smiles and hugs his arm* Kishin: *his arm pulls away from her...and goes around her shoulder* mikan:.. !! .////. Kishin: *moans lightly in his sleep* mikan: .///////. Kishin: *his breathing evens out, as he sleeps* mikan:....u////u Kishin: "Zzz..." -- mikan: *struggling to cook a squirrel* hmm.. .~. Kishin: "You are doing that wrong. The flame needs to be higher..." mikan: s-sorry...im not..used to doing this. ^^; Kishin: "Then learn..." *he takes her hand to hold the squirrel closer to the flame* "And we must fan the flames..." mikan: .///. r-right... Kishin: *his scarves fan the flames to cook the squirrel* "...I'm sorry there is not better food." mikan: I-it's fine, really. Kishin: "...What do you eat?" Mikan: well, I guess there might be some berries in the bushes not far from here... Kishin: "...Outside?" *shudders* mikan: I-if you want, I could go for you... Kishin: "...Fine. Get your berries. Feed yourself." *turns away* mikan:...... -minutes later- mikan: I'm back. Kishin: *shuddering in the corner* mikan: are you...ok? Kishin: "So long...you were gone..." mikan: ah, s-s-sorry! It t-took me l-l-longer than I-I thought to find the bushes... Kishin: "...I thought you would leave." mikan: I-I'm sorry I made you worry sir... Kishin: "...Why did you come back? No rational person would return..." mikan: I guess....I e-enjoy your company. Kishin: "...Eat your berries." *curls up into a ball* mikan:.....I-if you want some...I'll leave some aside for you. Kishin: "...Thank you." mikan:....*she smiles* Kishin: "..." *reaches for one berry* "...Mmm." Mikan: how is it? Kishin: "...Good." Mikan: that's good. *she smiles* Kishin: "...Did anyone follow you?" Mikan: no...I don't think there's anyone here for miles... Kishin: "...Good. That's how I like things..." mikan:.....you've..must have been lonely a long time... Kishin: "...I don't need other people. They only make me afraid." mikan:....people can be cruel...cant they? Kishin: "They ARE cruel!" mikan:....you...aren't wrong... Kishin: "...How did you come to your conclusion?" mikan:....I was....abused...I just...couldn't take anymore...so I left... Kishin: "...I am sorry." mikan:....its....my own fault... Kishin: "...How can it be your fault, if you were abused?" mikan: eh? Kishin: "...You are not at fault." mikan: I'm...not? Kishin: "No...The one who hurt you is at fault..." mikan:...... Kishin: "..." *pat pat* mikan: *small blush* t-thank you...sir. Kishin: "...Asura." mikan: ?? Kishin: "My name...is Asura." mikan: I see....t-thank you....asura. Asura: "...Why thank me? I do nothing." mikan: you've made my time here..less lonely....*she smiles* Asura: "...Not my intention. You don't eat much, you stay out of my way..." mikan: ..... Asura: "..." *sniffs, wipes his face* mikan:...?? Asura: *curls up into a ball, starting to wrap himself in sleeves* mikan:...did I...do something wrong? Asura: *shakes his head* "F-F-Fath--" mikan:....*walks over...and gently hugs him* Asura: *shudders but does not push her away* mikan:....*smiles, still holding him* Asura: *cries, not coming closer but still shuddering* mikan:...I hope this...doesn't come off as strange but......you have a very handsome face... Asura: *he pulls back* mikan: ah! s-sorry! was that...too forwards? Asura: "Wh-What are you trying to do to me?" mikan: *hands up* I-I'm not trying anything, really! Asura: "...You promise?" mikan: *she nods* Asura: "...Th-Thank you..." mikan: *asleep* Asura: *shivering...turns to look at her* mikan: zzz.... Asura: "..." *pushes her shoulder* mikan: mmn? Asura: "You awake?" mikan:....I am now... Asura: "!!! S-Sorry..." mikan: its ok...did you...need something? Asura: "...I'm cold." mikan: ......*she hugs him* Asura: "!!!" *clutches her, shuddering* mikan: *blushes* !! o///o Asura: "I'm scared..." mikan:....*hugs* its ok... Asura: *holds onto her, trying to steady his breath* mikan:.....U//////U Asura: *calms down...rests his head against her chest* mikan:....*pets his head* Asura: "..." *what sounds like a small purr emanates from him* mikan: !!.... ^///^' Asura: "Zzz..." -- mikan: zzz... *still snuggled up next to him* Asura: *yawns...opens an eye...sees Mikan* "..." *sniff* mikan: zzz... Asura: "..." *pushes lightly on her shoulder* mikan: mmmnnn.... *yaaawn* Asura: "You awake?" mikan: y-yes.. Asura: "Good..." *pulls away from her, stands up...offers a hand to her* "Come with me. We are going outside." mikan: oh? o-ok... -its overcast- Asura: "...Looks like rain soon." mikan: hmm...is there...something you wanted to show me? Asura: "...I am going hunting." *he points up ahead* mikan: .... *There is a lake up ahead* Asura: "...You smell. Go bathe." mikan: o-ok... Asura: "While you do, I'll find fruit, roots, and meat for you. Wait for me here." mikan: ok... Asura: *turns and departs...* --- mikan: *resurfaces from the water, nude* Asura: *around the lake, the path of trees and bushes blocking any view of the lake...he carries a sack of berries, as well as two rabbits by the ears...and three backpacks of campers' supplies* mikan: hmm? *watching him* Asura: "I have returned with--" *steps out from the trees and bushes--and sees her* "..." mikan: .... o/////////////////o Asura: "..." *small nosebleed...then he falls backwards* mikan: ah!! -minutes later- Asura: *groaning...* "Wh..." mikan: are you ok? *she letting him rest his head on her lap...also she is dressed now* Asura: o_____o *his scarves pop up under him, crab-walking him backwards off her lap to avoid her--then bashes his head into a tree* "Ow!" mikan: aH! Asura: *sits up abruptly against the tree, looks at her* "...You are clothed now." mikan: y-yes.... ./////. Asura: "...I am sorry." mikan: y-you didn't do anything wrong! Asura: "I thought humans prefer to be dressed." mikan: t-then how would I take a bath? ^^; Asura: "...Oh...Sorry. I have not been around humans much. Especially not naked ones." mikan: .///.; Asura: "...Well. At least you look clean. And smell better." mikan: t-...thank you. Asura: "...Do you feel better?" mikan: yes....w-what about you? Asura: "...My head hurts. I will recover. I also--!!! Oh no! The bag of berries! Did they get damaged?!" mikan: n-no. they're right here.... Asura: "...Okay. I tried to pick out ones you may like." mikan:..thank you.. Asura: "...Let us get back. Make a meal." -later- mikan: I think I've gotten a hang of this now... where did you find this? *she had a stove with her* Asura: "...Abandoned." mikan: oh.... Asura: "..." *clears his throat* "You have gotten better at skinning them. The rabbits." mikan: .....I guess.....we all have to die sometime... Asura: "...Not all die..." mikan: ?? Asura: "...Death Himself..." mikan:....ah... Asura: "..." *shudders* mikan: ?? is....something wrong? Asura: "He...was awful." mikan:....*hugs* Asura: "..." *hugs back* mikan:....you've been....lonely so long...haven't you? Asura: "...Eight..." mikan:...eight? Asura: "...hundred." mikan: !! Asura: "I am...have been trapped so long..." mikan:..... Asura: "...Skinned...Trapped alive and in constant pain...800 years..." mikan: *teary eyed* Asura: "..." *starts crying, holding onto her* mikan: *holds him tightly* you've suffered so much... Asura: "I-I'm sorry..." mikan: its fine....you've...held that burden for so long... Asura: *nods* "800....800..." mikan:.....*nuzzles against him* Asura: "..." *nuzzles back* mikan:.... *blush* Asura: "...You are..." mikan: ?? Asura: "...fascinating." mikan: m-me? Asura: "...I don't see anyone else here." mikan:...how am I..f-fascinating? Asura: "...No human I know...would be this close..." mikan: eh? what do you mean? Asura: "...I am the Kishin. The embodiment of fear...madness..." mikan:.... Asura: "...You...You should be...terrified." *pushes back* "Wh-Why aren't you? What are you doing to me?" mikan: ??? I guess.....I've been...lonely too... Asura: "...Do you want...to..." mikan: ?? Asura: "Be lonely...together?" mikan: *blushing* I would...like that. Asura: "..." *leans against her* mikan:.... *standing up on her toes* >///< Asura: o\\\\\o -smooch- mikan: >//////< Asura: *stunned...then...holds her hips* mikan: *soft sigh* Asura: *lifts her up* mikan: U////U Asura: "..." *kisses her again, a bit harder now* mikan: >/////< Asura: *continues kissing her, as he moves forward until her body leans against the cave wall, as he puts her legs around him* mikan: mmn~ >////< *pant pant* Asura: *his scarves are moving along her legs...* mikan: aahh~! >///o Asura: "...What do you feel right now?" mikan: n-nervous.. .////. but it....f-feels good... Asura: "...Are you...afraid?" mikan:...I-if its you....i'll be ok... Asura: "..." *his scarves slides up her legs* mikan: a-ahhh! >///< *her hips jerk* -- mikan: *laying in his arms, panting* Asura: *looks shocked* mikan: *pant* a-are you...ok? Asura: "That was...new." mikan: w-was it....good? Asura: .\\\\. "I-I think so...I have nothing to compare it to." mikan: ^^; asura..I... Asura: *seizes her wrist* mikan: !! Asura: "...I wanted to hurt you..." *looks at the marks where his scarves wrapped around her* mikan:..... Asura: "...I wanted to make you scream. Because I am afraid...and I am madness..." mikan:.... Asura: "...Do I scare you?" mikan:...*she shakes her head* Asura: "...I don't understand that...I was...um..." .\\\\. "...Rough." mikan: I-its fine....I've.....had worse.....*tearing up* Asura: "...S-Stop that..." *his scarves move along her back--bringing her to him in a hug* mikan:.....*hugs him* to be honest...I feel....safer with you. Asura: "..." *nods* "I-I don't know why...but...yes..." mikan:..I....think....I love you. Asura: "...What does that feel like?" mikan: it's....a warm and happy feeling, when you really like someone a lot...like you want to be with them forever. Asura: "..." *shivers* "I feel cold...I don't know what that feels like...that...happiness." mikan:...I hope I can show you..somehow.... *kisses him softly* Asura: "..." *closes his eyes, feeling the warmth of her lips upon him, as he lets out a small whimper* mikan: *rubs his back* Asura: *curls up against her* -- Asura: *steps out of the cave...inhales deeply* mikan: good morning. *smiles* Asura: *smiles back* "You slept well." mikan: ^^ Asura: *stretches* "I shall hunt for our breakfast." *holds her by the shoulders, kissing her lips* mikan: U///U Asura: *pats her shoulder* "Be back shortly." *turns and heads into the woods* mikan: *watches before returning inside and setting up their 'home' a little more* Asura: *explores around the woods...and notices a shoe-print* "..." -later- Asura: *looking deathly serious...as he drags something--someone--behind him on the ground* mikan:..... *she already has the knife out* Asura: "...Are you prepared?" mikan:....yes. i'm ready... Asura: "There is no going back, upon the consumption..." mikan:...*she nods* it will be worth it... Asura: "..." *reaches for her, resting a hand along hers, the one without the knife* "Whatever happens, whatever you choose...I...love you." mikan:...*she raises the knife, and plunges it into the stranger's throat* Stranger: *screams, choking on their own blood...drowning...* Asura: *pleased smile* mikan: *slashes* -blood sprays all over- Asura: *looks at her, the blood falling along her and her clothes...a puddle forms from the corpse* mikan: *panting* Asura: "??? Mikan?" mikan: did I....do it? *looking...waiting for something* Asura: "...Dig into their chest...Remove from them their very soul..." mikan: *nods and cuts the chest open, searching....* *A white light emerges from the chest cavity...* Asura: "There..." mikan:...*she tears out a wriggling thing.....and swallows it* Asura: *smiles* "Glorious..." mikan: ...!!! *a strange feeling overwhelms her* ah... Asura: "!!!" *approaches her* mikan: *stumbles* ah.....*panting and shaking* Asura: "Mikan!" *catches her" mikan: *panting, steadying her breath* I...I think...im ok now... Asura: "..." *smiles lightly, caressing her cheek* mikan: it was....tingly... Asura: "Hee hee...Yes...It usually is..." *lays a hand along her stomach* mikan: *blush* Asura: "...Is your...'tummy' okay?" mikan:...*chuckles* I-its fine. ^^ Asura: *smiles...then looks down at the dead stranger* "...We have to take care of this..." mikan:...shall I prepare dinner? Asura: "...I will help." -- Asura: "There...I think it is ready." mikan: *begins eating* mm.. Asura: *staring at her...* -w- -- Asura: "!!! Are you hurt?" mikan: I'm...im ok...thank you for helping me out there...I managed...to get buttataki's soul... Asura: *smiles* "I knew you would..." mikan: so close now... Asura: "Indeed..." *sneers* "Ready for the next task?" mikan: yes...*smiles* I've been...looking forward to this one... Asura: *offers his hand* "Let us depart..." -- Asura: "Where is it?" mikan: I think it's here...there it is... -the ruins of baba yaga's castle lies ahead- Asura: "...Are you prepared?" mikan: yes. Asura: *nods, then points* "That location will be a good one where to hide..." mikan:...*she smiles* Asura: "...You realize what you will have to do. Are you prepared to do so? Give up any remaining humanity you have?" mikan:...yes. if it means you wont be alone, then i'd gladly do so. Asura: "...I love you." -- mikan: *smiling, looking over the bodies of her former classmates, holding a wriggling orb* this is....the last one I need... Student #1: *bleeding to death* "W-Why...?" mikan: I'm not doing this for power...im doing it for love. ^^ Student #1: "...LAAAAAAAAAAME--" -STAB- mikan: how annoying... Student #1: X__X Asura: *small chuckle* "You were incredible. Such finesse..." mikan: *she smiles* I love you...so much. *she consumes the soul* -a loud boom is heard throughout the building- Asura: *stands still, even as the force of power blasts past him, knocking debris by him...he sneers* "Amazing..." mikan: *eyes open...they are now blood red* ah... *she sees herself in the mirror* ah....is that...me?....*she smiles* Asura: *approaches her* "Yes...in all your glory..." mikan:...*she hugs him* Asura: "!!! ..." *embraces her* mikan: you don't...have to be lonely anymore now... Asura: *sniff* "That...makes me feel...happy?" mikan: ....*she smiles and kisses him* Asura: *leans down to reach her lips, kissing back*

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