#i am in MOURNING

[antisocialpyromaniac]

I think I got all the important bits.

[cal-kestis]

battle choso (ง •̀–•́)ง

[sakuraluck]

when they took out the instruments, i just knew we were never going to recover

[helsex]

Well might as well post a final update to my vest, final being because unfortunately it is gone for good

At least I have these pictures though! Wish I could've gotten around to my back patch still

[I.D. In alt text]

[nkirschtein]

so long, yuuri on ice

8 years ago yuuri on ice season 1 started airing

6 years ago MAPPA announced that we would be getting a movie

5 years ago the release was delayed

3 years ago we got a teaser trailer

today it was officially announced we will never see this movie.

[clarkslana]

CHENFORD — 6.06 Secrets and Lies

[afc-richmond]

Time to win the whole fucking thing.

[fandominstability]

Killing Lilia off on the episode that dropped ON MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY feels homophobic, fuck you Marvel

[through-rosey-glasses]

Don't mind me listening to the kazoo theme music on repeat while crying in the shower

[thomasbrodiesandwich]

you mean to tell me im never gonna see george rexstrew eat up his role acting like the cuntiest edwardian ghost, strutting about, breaking boys' hearts while pining for his best mate???? im DEVASTATED

[mallory-keen-to-kill]

maya hawke has a boyfriend... nobody talk to me rn

[gointothevvater]

I know I don't talk about him as much as I do about other characters, but I absolutely adored Edgar and I am so, so sad to have seen him go, even if it reunites him with Eric 😔🖤

[lewishamiltonstuff]

i knew this was gonna come to an end eventually but not like this?? Ykwim?

[heartricky]

kum junhyeon - midnight showers

┌─── ∘°❉°∘ ───┐

summary: after returning home from boys planet, kum junhyeon finds you in his room, awaiting his arrival to shower him with love and care following his loss on the survival show "boys planet".

kum junhyeon x f!reader

a/n: this is my way of dealing with the loss of junhyeon at the finale.

the room was cold. the presence of your boyfriend has slowly drained from walls, evaporating away in the four months he had been staying at the dorms, for the show "Boys Planet" that he had decided to compete in.

the room was cold, but then it wasn't. the door creaked open, the sounds of the rusting hinges breaking the silence, piercing the overwhelming loneliness that covered the room.

"baby?" you called out to him, as he stepped into the room, his shoulders sagging.

the surprise on his face was evident, but damn did it feel good to see you.

he dropped his bags on the floor, instantly melting into your open arms. it wasn't long before you felt the fabric that met your neck starting to feel damp and you heard the sniffles, breaking the silence once more.

"come to bed honey, you've had a long day." you tell him, rubbing his back continuously waiting for him to respond.

you don't hear a vocal response, only feeling the motions of him nodding his head up and down, before dragging you to the cold bed that had stayed unslept in for months, crawling under the covers with you.

you reach out to hold him, but instead he says, "wait I need to shower and we both need to change into pyjamas."

you agree, letting him get up to go to the bathroom, changing yourself whilst he is in there, and waiting for him on the edge of his bed once again.

loving people is hard, but loving junhyeon seems to be a walk in the park, it never comes with struggles or issues, and even when one of you is upset, or in junhyeon's case, distraught beyond belief, it doesn't take much for either of you to feel better again when in the presence of your other half.

your other half, junhyeon. he walks out of the bathroom, hair still slightly damp, water dripping slowly from his face. smiling lightly at the boy you love so dearly, you reach out and grab the towel from his hands, slowing scrunching out the rest of the water, drying his hair for him as you both sit in silence.

"I love you," you tell him, "and so do many others. the fact that you didn't debut tonight does not mean you won't ever debut again, hyeonie. your fans will wait for you just as I will."

you reach around to hug him from behind, placing your chin on his shoulder, legs moving to surround his.

"im so proud of you. its beyond amazing how well you have done and I have no doubts that you won't be scouted by big companies from this. you can do it hyeonie, its just that this time isn't the one."

"but if this one isn't the one" he interrupts, grabbing your hands from his waist, turning around to face you, "then which one is? I don't want to wait more years to have an opportunity like that again, I want to feel happy again, like I did on the stage tonight."

"and you will, baby. I'm so sure of it. just be a little more patient. I will be right there with you to wait as well, hopefully that will make it a bit more bearable." you reach to ruffle his hair as you say the words felt from the bottom of your heart.

"I love you", you continue, "and I always will. you make me so proud to be your girlfriend and everyday I fall more and more in love with you and your talents. many others have too. it will get better, I promise you."

he doesn't believe you. you can tell in his eyes, but instead he chooses to nod and replies, "thank you baby, for making me feel better."

"I love you hyeonnie. you don't need to thank me."

junhyeon grabs you, pulling you under the covers once more, hugging you in his bed, bathing in your warm presence. with you, his room doesn't feel so cold now.

you both don't fall asleep for awhile, simply holding each other and enjoying each others company as the night passes.

and if you had to tell him it all over every night from now on until he believed it, you would.

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[statleragainstposers]

Please do not talk to me about the cook-off

[twicetolivetwicetodie]

Fuck you Netflix for cancelling Dead Boy Detectives