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#dick talking#im normal#except im not#i love him so fucking much#and wanna kiss him#and hold his hand#and be his partner#i am hopelessly in love with him#and it's a problem#idk if he likes me back#i kinda think he doesn't#and i fucking cant ruin this friendship#i just can't#it means too much#he means too much to me#and i love him soooo fucking much#I can't fucking lose him#i want so much more#but i can't lose this#i cant lose him#it would hurt too fucking much#and so ill say silent#and pretend im not hopelessly in love with him
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Dear lord all mighty please forgive me of my sinful thoughts of this man 🛐😭😭😭😭🙏🏼
I just ✋🏼😭 Felix 🙏🏼 please I just think you’re the sweetest little gremlin to ever grem in the whole world. I wanna just squeeze ya and give you the cutest hairstyles please!!!😭
lixie core ☀️
#lee felix#I am hopelessly in love with him#he doesn’t know I exist#oh Felix#I can’t blame you#I don’t think you would be interested anyway 🥲
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Pac: I wish I had a really nice background story for my- why I'm here. But you know, Felps just crashed the ship and I'm stuck! Fit: You've got an interesting history though, Pac! I mean, look at you escaping that prison! Like, that was not easy for you to do. [...] You've told me lots of stories about yourself and Mike's adventures. You've got a very interesting backstory. Pac: Thank you Fit, thank you. I'm glad to hear that you think it's cool. Fit: I mean– the cannibalism part, that sucks, but it is– It's cool! It's cool.
People keep wondering when Pac's going to tell Fit how he lost his leg, but during their date last week, Fit implied that their characters already had this discussion! Although this could've been an OOC part of their conversation, they've referenced this specific part of Pac's lore in past streams (this is just the most explicit example we've had so far).
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Pac: I wish I had a really nice- um, background story - background story for my- why I'm here. But you know, Felps just crashed the ship and I'm stuck!
Fit: [Chuckles] Well no- you've got an interesting history though, Pac! I mean, look at you escaping that prison! Like, that was not easy for you to do.
Pac: ...No, yeah, you're right.
Fit: You know, and you've been- you have- you've told me lots of stories about yourself and Mike's adventures, like– You've got a very interesting backstory.
Pac: Thank you Fit, thank you. I'm glad to hear that you think it's cool.
Fit: I mean, I mean– the cannibalism part, I mean, that sucks, yeah, but it is– It's cool! It's cool.
Pac: Yeah, right? Yeah- that's- that's not a good part, right? Yeah, I- ugh, yeah, it's a– [He takes a deep breath] Yeah. It's ok.
Fit: Y-yeah, yeah...
Pac: It's ok.
#Hideduo#Pactw#FitMC#QSMP#FitPac#January 9 2024#I was like ''???'' when I didn't see anyone else talking about this but tbf a LOT happened that day#So this is just me dusting dirt off this gem of lore and polishing it before presenting it to the community for re-inspection#<- can you tell I'm writing this in the early AMs#I'm falling asleep at my desk#Q#Anyways. Fit is so lucky Pac's got... interesting taste in men#''Cool trauma bro!'' are you INSANE#I can't remember how chat reacted but I was screaming#lmfaooo#Pac and Fit are so awkward and I find that hopelessly charming#Even if it makes me want to hide my face in my hands and scream#frickin. ''cool trauma bro'' FitMC you're so lucky he loves you#ALSO has anyone else noticed Pac almost always looks down at his leg whenever they bring up the topic of what happened to him in prison?#It's such a small little character trait but I LOVE it#The attention to detail!!! I love it!!!!#Pac's such a good roleplayer
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Please don’t ever become a stranger who’s laugh I could recognize anywhere
Please don’t ever become a stranger who’s laugh I could recognize anywhere
Please don’t ever become a stranger who’s laugh I could recognize anywhere
Please don’t ever become a stranger who’s laugh I could recognize anywhere
Please don’t ever become a stranger who’s laugh I could recognize anywhere
Please don’t ever become a stranger who’s laugh I could recognize anywhere
Please don’t ever become a stranger who’s laugh I could recognize anywhere
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Why did you ..
#sadnees#can you hear me#you broke my heart#this is a cry for help#heart been broke so many times#i still love you#the day i loved you#i loved you#i am in pain#heart break#you broke my fucking heart#heartbreak#heartbroken#please#please please please#please help#denial#hopelessly devoted to you#greif#you’re losing me#losing myself#did you miss me?#i miss him#did you go and make promises you can't keep?#how could i do this to myself#don’t let me down#just why#whyyyy#emotional wounds#spilled emotions
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l love how the fandom (including me) barely gives a thought about the story,but is hyper on getting Pipravi on screen😭😭lol but can you blame us??
One moment of Pipravi teasing eachother>>>>>>>the entire Twilight series, Colleen Hoover's whole career and most of the other "romance"novels l have read
#they are my babies#how can you not fall in love with them#a good girls guide to murder#pipravi supremacy#the way I am hopelessly in love with Ravi but still ship him and Pip with my whole life#fictional guys>>>>>>#ravi singh#pippa fitz amobi#pipravi
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Leon S. Kennedy X Reader
TW : Blood, Gore & Near death experience
Contains : Hurt/Comfort
You laid there in the snow, as you wondered if life was worth living. Your vision blurry as your eyelids threatened to close any second. You clutched your stomach hoping that it will stop the blood from flowing out but it was just wishful thinking. The white surface was splattered with blood, it was a bloody massacre. Looking around as your eyes scanned the area searching for a radio, hoping that maybe he will answer it or that maybe he's coming to rescue you.
The radio laid near a body of an dead zombie whom you had eliminated during the fight that broke out. You groaned as you tried your best to crawl towards that radio. Your blood staining the pure snow as it dripped from your wound. Your eyes watered from the pain as you crawled. As soon as you reached that radio you grabbed it and rested your back against the abandoned truck. No signal, oh you were so gonna die. At this point, death felt inevitable.
Everything felt hot, it made you feel like taking off your clothes but you knew better than to do that and let hypothermia terminate you. A static came on the radio, lighting a glimmer of hope inside you as you picked it up and brought it closer to your mouth.
"This is-" You immediately started speaking.
"(Name)! Is that you? Where the fuck have you been? I'm searching all over for you" Leon. It was his voice. Oh you felt so much better after listening to his voice that your eyes started tearing up and you felt like a child who wanted to scream for someone to help her.
"Leon.. I lost my way and had to face several undead and bio weapons." You gulp continuing as he listens quietly "I got stabbed during the fight, I am unable to move" You choked while saying that as you didn't want him to worry.
"What do you see around yourself?" Leon asked. You knew he was coming to save you. You could onlu pray that he makes it in time.
"I see an abandoned truck, covered with snow and alot of bloody dead bodies" your speech getting heavy and low as it was getting hard for you to breathe. You could see the fog erupting from your mouth as you spoke into the radio.
"Alright. Keep talking to me. I'm heading towards you" Leon spoke calmly. He tried his best to keep calm and not to do anything irrational. He didn't want to scare you nor he wanted to think that you're at death's door.
"I'll try" your voice very low and fragile.
"(Name)" you could tell he was running from the way he was speaking.
"Yes...Leon" you softly spoke as your eyes started getting heavy and your heartbeat slowing. You wanted to sleep so bad...
"Remember you asked me if I ever thought of marriage?"
"I do, I do remember Leon. Why.. are you asking me that?" His sentence peaked your interest as you furrowed your eyebrows. You were curious about where he was getting at and you wanted to stay awake to hear him speak. You wanted to hear him.
"I've always thought marraige was not for me, I always thought I did not deserve love but then you came. I know it sounds cheesy but bear with me (name) I Love you and if there's anyone I want to marry its you. It want it to be you and no one else" He confessed. You would be lying if you were to say that it did not make your heart skip a beat or two.
"Is that a proposal, Leon?" You chuckled but it ended in a fits of cough as you tried to breathe properly.
"I'm sorry it can't be at somewhere special or romantic.... I think I see you. Stay there I'm coming" You saw him running towards you as you smiled softly. Maybe this wasn't a bad way to die.
"Hey" He squatted down and immediately wrapped a jacket around you to keep you warm.
"Leon.. its so good to see you" Your face pale as all the life from it had gone and now you looked almost as good as dead.
"Good to see you too, (name)" He brushed your face hair aside as he kissed your forehead softly, letting his lips linger for a bit to let you know that he's here.
"You could have just went with your team, Leon"
"And leave you here? Fuck no. You're coming home with me" Leon snuck his arms under your knee and behind your back as he picked you up. You felt so safe and you knew now that you were gonna make it safe and alive.
"Home. I like the sound of that" you leaned your head against his chest as you took in the warmth his body radiated. You could live in his arms forever.
"Our home" He muttered under his breathe. You somehow managed to smile a little at that but it was getting hard to keep up.
"Stay with me (name) don't close your eyes. Keep talking to me" Leon softly said. He was starting to panick a little but with you in his arms, he was willing to stay calm just for you. You were determined to stay alive. You wanted to stay alive just for him.
"Don't you think it's getting a little too hard on you?" You chuckled
"I don't care how hard it gets as long as I still have you" Leon smiled softly as he looked into your eyes. And suddenly loving him didn't feel like a feeling at all, it felt like walking into a home.
Sorry guys I was busy saving a world from apes and then I got teleported to another universe where I had to save people from turning into zombies 😞 (this is satire please 😭)
#leon kennedy x reader#leon kennedy#resident evil x reader#leon x reader#fanfiction#re x reader#re2 leon#re4 leon#re2#re4 remake#re6#re6 leon#leon kennedy fanfic#fanfic#i am hopelessly in love#i love him#so much love
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Should i forget him and move on or should I start
manifesting
#girl blogger#girl blogging#manifesting#gonna make him mine#move on#female loneliness#female manipulator#lana del rey#lily rose depp#kendall jenner#lana del ray aesthetic#hopelessly in love#am i insane#wizard liz#vintage americana#crush#female hysteria#girl rotting#cinnamon girl#coquette girl#girl interrupted syndrome#tumblr girls#this is what makes us girls#girlhood#law of attraction#positivity
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EDOLISSE AND VARRICK
These Hands, If Not Gods by Natalie Diaz | Still from When A Man Loves (1927) | Snippet from Richard Siken's "Crush" | Still from Lodger (???) | Poem from Margaret Atwood's "You are Happy"
#a lot of references to religion though that's probably mostly on Edolisse's part#I imagine Edolisse and Varrick's attraction to each other is a little superficial in the beginning#she's clearly a very pretty twenty something and Varrick doesn't want to hold her back#Rabbitt themselves said that Varrick is worried about getting involved with the LDB due to not wanting to burden them#On Edolisse's end she's only really hung up on her past relationships#Her late husband and the nature of his death is still a fresh wound that takes a long time to heal#So they really start to relate to each other when they talk about their pasts and their previous partners#Both their previous partners had been killed and they both sort of blame themselves for it#Though most of Edolisse's partners have died so she's terrified something will take Varrick away from her too#It takes awhile but she starts to see his strength#both physical and mental strength#she starts to get comfortable with the idea of being with him then falls hopelessly in love with him#While they don't have an extremely long life ahead of them (Varrick is an older man after all) Edolisse is determined to make it last#web weaving#The credits to the other quotes are in the images themselves and I am LAZY#WickVeil#Edolisse Wickham#Varrick Veil#tes v skyrim#tesblr#At this point I feel a little bad for clogging up the Varrick's tag with my bullshit :(((#I JUST THINK OF THEM A LOT OKAY?
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you have such a firm grasp on me you could hurt me repeatedly and i will still ask you to hold me tightly knowing you will not
#gloomy#blindness#in love#needy wh0re#the heart killers#why am i like this#hopelessly in love#never enough#girl rotting#lost#him
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march literally has me kicking my feet and rolling around my bed 24/7 i can't wait to see how these two losers (affectionate) end up falling in love
#fields of mistria#march fields of mistria#my farmer's name is beetle she's a lil' guy#and i can't wait to draw more of these two. maybe even write a fic. who knows#the world is my oyster and i got a whole year of content to wait for so#march usually isn't the type of person i go for in these games and yet here i am. hopelessly in love with him#fanart#fields of mistria fanart#fields of mistria oc#my art
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when you realize the obsession has gone too far and you actually start getting sad that they're not real
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I think I've become an official HI3 player. I check the HSR leaks hoping for iterations of HI3 characters now
#I have little hope about some of them. For instance the Su and Kevin voice actors are taken by Aventurine and the Trailblazer iirc?#Kalpas' voice actor does the male Dreamseeker in Part 2 of HI3 which is not as terminal considering HSR is a different game but still#Luocha thankfully exists. I don't think they'll be introducing Kiana anytime soon#I would love Sakura but I'm way more into PE Sakura than CE Sakura and then there's what they did with Miko#Some of my favourite things of PE Sakura they gave to Jingliu or Acheron already (freeze time‚ haunted and corrupted by loss‚#unable to unsheathe a sword and memories coming back to her when she does‚#piercing someone's heart with her sword but the other person living on with a new life‚...)#Thus an iteration of all that but with the cool things missing could get messy and unsatisfactory pretty easily#Mobius and MEI are similar to Mei and Herta so they're in a similar situation to PE Sakura#I find Griseo somewhat unsettling in a good way and in a way same with Eden. I love all the loss weighing on her as if she had already dead#with the concept of her being The Era itself and the era dying. So I wouldn't mind seeing them too#Hua seems like she may appear in the Xianzhou? Given the Marshall existence and that the Xianzhou drinks a lot of those concepts#Blade‚ Dan Heng and Jingliu drink so much of Fu Hua. I don't care about Hua though. The Herrscher I did like though#I'm curious about what they'll do#Other than the Chinese voice actor having already a steady job in Mihoyo‚ there's echoes of Kalpas in Blade‚ Arlan and Sam#so I really don't have much hope there. Not as little as with Kevin and Su perhaps but... yeah not really a lot of hope#Yet here I am. Hopelessly hoping for a Kalpas iteration. Imagine how beautiful the fire would be *sigh*#I was so mad about him being my favourite in HI3 but it just makes sense#Besides the Guzm.a process he went me go through‚ he truly has a lot of themes going on that recall Blade. I don't know...#I like his CN voice actor a lot‚ and how he plays Kalpas in particular‚ both when he's calm and when he's deranged#The Dreamseeker doesn't have the same voice at all unfortunately. I would really love to see him in HSR what can I say#That's the kind of person I've become. In a little bit of time I'll be wanting a Kalpas plushie at this rate#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later
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#kip sabian#wrestling#no hes a big beautiful beefcake and i am hopelessly in love with him#those arms could hurl me into the sun and i would thank him#yes i have issues whats your point#my beloved#kip in a box#boxman saga
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He texted me back!! (Like four hours ago, lol) I was being a little bit petty because he waited like 16 hours to text me back, so I waited longer to respond than I usually would've. I was expecting the worst, but he was so kind and understanding. He reassured me that everything was okay, and he was, indeed, happy to help. I was so relieved because I had started thinking that I crossed a line, but he actually couldn't have given me a better response. (I'm so in love)
#and when I responded back he replied almost immediately#;ljdghkjdfhg;kdjh#I just want to jump into his arms#I am so hopelessly in love with him#male teacher crush#teacher and student#teacher crush community#male teacher x female student#teacher crush#teacher x student#male tc#teacher cc#s#teacher confessions#male teacher#tc blog#tcc feelings#tc crush#tcc#tc community#teacher crush blog#teacher crush confessions
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as much as i'd like to see forcebook play their ages, i don't really mind them playing 18-22 year olds because i can easily forgive a lot of shitty behavior in that age group. it's a really rough time in your life, often your first time out on your own, when you might not quite grasp how dire the consequences of your actions can be because you won't "get in trouble." when you're graduating from Teenhood, there's sometimes a learning curve with "my parents ragged on me about X just because they're parents" to "oh they actually did know better i shouldn't do that shit" - sometimes you have to learn that on your own. add alcohol, the pressure of college, shifting identities, etc., it's a good recipe for some nice 'n' easy character development.
#characters like arc are exactly the kind who scratch the itch in my brain#local grumpy dumbass finds out actions have consequences and you have to be nice for people to like you#you know if he were in his thirties i'd be like what HAPPENED to you there must be an explanation for why you can't function properly#but at 20 i'm like oh you haven't ironed out the kinks in your personality yet and haven't figured out how to relate to people#and what your place is in the world#ptl liveblog#it's the same with theo like. grieving. lonely. scared. language/cultural barriers. hopelessly in love and unsure if it's reciprocated.#AND EIGHTEEN#like woof#mew? his two closest friends are assholes his first love slept with one of them he has this HUGE project that may fail bc of it all#and he may not graduate if it doesn't work AND HE'S TWENTY-TWO#of COURSE he loses his mind and tries to cling to anything he can: the wrong guy. drugs. alcohol. revenge.#(as i was writing this all out and i was thinking oh should i write something about top or akk)#(and 1. besides aprilcheum top is the most Hinged character on the show)#(and akk i am realizing i struggle with not just because he's underdeveloped)#(which he is don't fight me on this)#(but because i was like him when i was 18 and i still haven't forgiven myself for the ways in which i acted like him at that age lol)#(so he frustrates me a lot)#ANYWAY ANOTHER TANGENT......#i had a weird weekend guys i'm stressed out idk i just want to yap
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This has been on my draft since September, wayback when I did not know how Oshi no Ko's story will progress. So the setting of this story is after chapter 159.
While other OnK readers absolutely believe that Aqua likes Kana or that them ending up together is endgame, I am one who won't believe anything unless the character says it himself or until the story is concluded. It's just that, I've seen this built-up chemistry for so many times, a short-haired-not-main-character girl falling for the main character, but never ending up together. I don't write stories, but if my favourite OnK character will end up in an "unrequited" love, here's my prompt. It's somehow inspired by them.
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Scenario: Ruby successfully had a solo tour concluded at Tokyo Dome. A congratulatory party is being held and former members of B-Komachi were invited, Kana included. Amidst the busy party, Kana finds herself at the balcony, Aqua approaches.
Kana: Isn't this familiar?
Aqua: What is?
Kana: When we were preparing for JIF, we were also at the balcony. Only difference is you're here as you are and not disguising as Pieyon.
Aqua: You're right.
Kana: I briefly remember you telling me all sort of things I haven't said to anyone about and that you were my fan. Were you, Aqua?
Aqua: I am still a fan.
Kana: That feels nice, finally hearing it without a mask.
Aqua: ...
*Kana drops her keys*
*Aqua kneels down and picks it up*
Kana: Haha! This also looks familiar! Remember how you knelt down at the playground and persuaded me to become an idol?
*Aqua stands up, keys still in his hand*
Aqua: That sure feels like ages ago.
Kana: My logic was telling me back then that "no" was the only possible answer to that offer but I saw potential on Ruby right there and then. Come to think of it, I even thought of her having similarities with Ai-san, even without knowing yet that she's your mother.
*Kana gazes at Ruby as she is being surrounded by influential people from the industry congratulating her on the success of her solo tour*
Kana: Ruby is really meant to be an idol.
Aqua: It was her dream, and Ai's dream for her.
Kana: What about your dream? How is medical school going?
Aqua: I'm now a resident in the nearby hospital.
Kana: Really?! Good for you, Aqua! Never once doubted you! I was sure you'll be able to fulfill your dream of being a doctor.
Aqua: ... By the way, I saw your latest movie.
Kana: You did? I was good right?
Aqua: You've always been good at acting.
*Kana laughs proudly*
Aqua: ... In the end, I was not able to watch your graduation concert last time. I'm sorry.
Kana: I noticed. But don't worry about it. There were so many things that happened that time. It can't be helped. I'm just glad we were able to conclude that tour without trouble.
Aqua: But if I did, I would have...
*Aqua gets cut by a guy who approached Kana*
Kana: Is it time already?
*the guy nods*
Kana: I'm sorry, Aqua. We have to go.
*Aqua lost in his own thoughts*
Kana: Hey, would you mind handing me my keys?
*Aqua forgot that he's still holding the keys. When he opened his hand, he noticed the keychains were a glove catching a ball, and the word "dream"*
And in a split second, everything flashed in his mind. That first catch ball with Kana. The second time where they talked about their future plans and dreams.
Kana: Aqua?
Aqua: I'm sorry. Here you go.
Kana: Thank you. It was nice catching up with you.
*Kana walks a way, her hand being held by the guy*
Memcho passed by as Kana was leaving. Kana said her goodbye as they had other commitment to attend to. Memcho approached Aqua at the balcony.
Memcho: Kana left already.
Aqua: "Ah-kun". It's funny. I never cared for it too much, but it's a bittersweet feeling to hear Arima call me as Aqua. Just Aqua.
Memcho remembered how happy Kana was when she started calling Aqua "Ah-kun". It was something that belonged to Kana and Aqua, and now it's gone.
Memcho places her arm in Aqua's shoulder, leaning her head towards Aqua and silently comforting him. Kana and Aqua are two dear friends she watched closely. Memcho knows that Kana likes Aqua from the time they went home after JIF. And she knows that Aqua cares a lot for Kana which is why he distanced himself from Kana in order to protect her. So many things could have been said but it's too late.
The party ended and they went home. Aqua headed to his room. He sat on his bed, sitting idly, staring at the corner of his room. He then noticed the luggage that he and Kana bought. He pulled out the luggage, opened it, and brought out what's inside, one by one.
The script to "I'll Go With Sweet Today" where in he got to act with Kana again. A stack of books with trivial contents, the same books Kana likes to read. The umbrella that Kana placed over him when he was drenched in the rain, after accidentally hurting Kana. The hat that Kana left on the street as she was running away from the reporter. Kana's white glowstick. He picks up the glowstick and thought of that concert that he missed. He would have waved this glowstick for Kana. Her dream was for him to look at her not knowing that her dream already came true. But it's too late now. That time is gone and he already lost the opportunity to say anything. He returns everything inside the luggage, slowly closing it down and kept it again in the corner of his room, just as how he kept his feelings in the corner of his heart.
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Kana: That was nostalgic.
The guy: Are you still...towards Aqua...
Kana: Oh no, not anymore! Though I won't deny the fact that a huge part of my youth was seriously in love with him.
Kana picks up her keys from her purse, and caught a glimpse of her keychains- a glove catching a ball, and the word "dream".
Kana: Ah-kun was my dream. But some dreams were just not meant to be realized.
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#I will not be tagging the title of the show but the characters I will#kana arima#arima kana#aqua hoshino#hoshino aqua#just go to hell you idiot aqua#did I just make a fanfic an au or whatever this is hahahahaha#I am so sold that Kana and Aqua are not going to end up together#that all those Aqua and Kana anime original scenes is to make me feel better because anime production already know the ending of the manga#also this story is not new but it's sad and bittersweet and throws in the what ifs and what could have beens#because well Kana really was hopelessly in love with Aqua from that Sweet Today adaptation until the chapter 150#and Aqua is an idiot to think that no one will like Kana and steal her from him because he never said anything to Kana#and I don't think at the rate where the manga is going right now I don't think there's an appropriate timing to lead back to them#I don't want everyone to think that when a chapter about Kana releases regarding this matter that Kana is ruining the momentum of the#revenge side of the story I am so tired of reading hate about Kana I just want this girl to be happy#even if that happiness is found outside the main characters of onk
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