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Girl pls, at least call an ambulance—
#doodle post#traditional art#my art#just a massive pile in my Procreate rn#wips#i am drowning girl help
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CHYLER LEIGH as ALEX DANVERS SUPERGIRL | (01.13) For The Girl Who Has Everything
#supergirledit#alexdanversedit#tvedit#dcedit#supergirl#singinprincess#... yeah idk who or what to tag for this it has been a bit since i've giffed this show#but i just saw her face in this scene and well#i did things#i miss your face so much ;-;#i don't even like doing the giant gifsets but#doing any less is robbing the world tbh#also this is for spl hence the pink#side note - so help me jesus i am drowning in emoji women what is a girl to do#c*#alex danvers#🌼#spl tag
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Sand: Children of the Sand
#sky children of the light#girl help I am drowning in sand#That’s what you get trying to go off the map#So far so good 👍🏻👍🏻#LOVE this game but the controls are ah…..#They’re not always the most responsive#Which is tough in a game that requires precision and timing#Despite that definitely recommend it’s really beautiful :3
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#Diary#So here’s something I remember DEVASTING me for some#I was at the playground with my step sibling. and we were playing this game where we would swing and point out the smaller kids like ‘Thats#my kid’. Choosing babies basically and not much else. And this one girl was getting teased so we invited her over and she sat in my step#siblings’s lap while they swung. Well this girl chats like the 5 year old she was and I stumbled over my words or something and my step#sibling laughs at me hysterically. That hurt my feelings but I remember thinking that I wanted to be more thick skinned than I was when I#was the girl’s age so I just pushed it back and kept swinging. My step sibling had to#pee or something. so it was just me and this girl. I wasn’t as chatty as my sibling but when the girl slipped off the swing and couldn’t#Get back on. I asked her if she wanted me to help her get back on. and she was like ‘My mom doesn’t let me talk to strangers’#Of course this confused me. because we just met and I am also a child?#She looked. like. uncomfortable near me or something and I just felt so weird in my body#Cause like. I know I’m chubby and taller than other girls but am I really scary like an older boy?#My sibling was an average size and a little malnourished and I was already incredibly insecure about our differences#Like I was wearing knee shorts and a t shirt to swim in the lake and they were wearing a girl’s bikini lol#Then this little kid gets right back on their lap when they got back and I was like ‘😬’ trying not to cry and just walked away to sit by#myself. Now there’s a picture of my clueless father sitting next to me when I’m like ‘Oh ‘extremely high kid voice crack’ sure you can sit#next to me dad😃 Please drown Em in the lake for me because I hate them and that people like them better’ from behind.#This was a pretty regular experience for kids but I was a little off and even kids sense these things lol
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every summer i think my body grows more pores to sweat out of
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I finally finished the front and back panels of the sweater I've been crocheting and my suspicions have been confirmed. I fucked up.
Artists rendition of me trying it on (safety pinned together):
This thing is going to be. so fucking big. My thought process was "well I like oversized clothes, so more big is more better." Next time I will listen to the pattern...
I would show you the actual sweater, but it looks even more ridiculous irl and frankly it would bring shame to my whole bloodline.
#crochet#beginner crochet#girl fucking help me i am drowning in sweater#pattern claimed in total it used 2 skeins of 'pound of love' yarn. I have used 2 for the front and back alone. I fucked up so bad
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Can we get a hint on that "juicy ask" you've promised to draw something for but it will take time? What was it about?
(Me and my friend had a bet whether this is my ask or not)
OH BOY (odds are if you're in my ask box for more than a week I likely want to do something extra with it)
But a lil hint to the one I specifically want to draw a comic for is "Crossover" 👀
#Hope that helps#I am drowning in amazing asks from y'all#I really need to learn how to either draw faster or simplify my style a bit cause ya girl slow af
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i feel a feeling that is genuinely intolerable and go "okay what do i do with this"
therapist brain says "feel ur feelings, its unhealthy to suppress all the time." rational brain says, "hi if we sit with this emotion then we are going to either be bleeding or dead in approximately ten minutes. so whats another option." therapist brain goes "wellll i guess in that case maybe u can distract urself idk, that can be a coping strategy sometimes." rational brain glances at emotion, shakes its head and shoots back "yeahhhh no can do there bud. this one's a real whopper and distractions ain't gonna cut it this time."
both sections of the brain shrug at each other and then The Disorder brain raises its hand smugly and simpers out "hiiii remember me? yeah this is the reason i exist teehee :) give me five minutes and I'll have an amnesia wall erected and another part of the brain shoved into the forefront and then we'll be right as rain! and this emotion can go rot in the locked cabinet of horrors until another part accidentally stumbles upon it again in the future or until the lock breaks. :)"
#girl help I've just been drawing and then BOOM. unbearable feelings drowning me !!!! drownding !!! i am drowndinging !!!#i dont wanna do this anymoreeeee im so tired of this#i go ''wow this sure is intolerable! how have i ever dealt w this!'' and then the DID does its thing some more👍#''gee that sounds so helpful!'' my body is in shambles from the overwhelming amounts of undealt with trauma :]#there are many other downsides but . i ain't getting into all that dhfjdldl#im just . grrrrr. maybe its bc i was drawing another part of the brain but c'mon 😭 i was drawing them HAPPY !! playing!! having fun!!#trying to make smth nice for us !!!! god damn this is so ridiculous#i want to go to bed fjfkdl im so tired and frustrated w everything man im trying so hard and it all seems to go towards nothing#im just not doing well idk also this counselor i have has been so flaky and its making me feel so ... eeurgghh#i understand they dont think im a suicide risk so im low on the priority list but I'd like to just... be a priority for somebody just once#boohoo poor me etc etc. other ppl need the help more than i do i know. im just. tired.#there isnt rly a lot anybody can do anyways to help i guess#still makes me insane thinking abt how the social worker had nothing for me except ''well ... u could go to the homeless shelter''#im just... theres so many fucked up things abt that. sigh. oh well oh well oh well.#just keep making my shitty art and trudging thru the days and finding good things in a day when i can scrape em together !!!!#argh. sigh. I'll go figure out some food to eat tonight.#pippen needs 2nd breakfast#suicide mention#self harm mention
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man i understand jack shit about whatever subtext or depth or whatever there was to wind waker
#there are so many posts abt ppl talking abt the characters and their motivations and what they say#and the world and shit and like. man i am struggling to grasp any of it esp with the varying perspectives#+ i never managed to get far and currently do not have access to the actual game#brother i thought windwaker took place only 100 years after oot until my friend had to directly tell me that that wasnt the case#idk what tetra has going on in like any regard or whats up with the king or the rito or the world as a whole#man i thought the king of hyrule was still clinging to the past too and only recently found oit that thats not the case#but the whole point a to point b of ending uo with st new hyrule and things kinda being back to normal is just.#man idk whats going on with wind wakernand id like to find out for the sake of using and referencing some parts of it#in ph and post-ph fic stuff. girl help im drowning i cant get a handle on wtf ww has going on#tbh i dont know shit abt oots subtext either just the basic stuff. i get mm but you kinda have to to get all the masks n shit#salty talks
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I keep reading the anthology of the most devastating stories ever and then getting sad and saying damn why are these so devastating. sir you were the one who wanted to read it again.
#at this point it's like girl help I am drowning in existential philosophy and I'm this close to switching my (future) college major#I'm getting incoherent now because the only thought in my mind is#life is meaningless without the promise of death and without that fear you can never find hope
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i need to draw spark the electric jester as lain. he's literally lain.
#my depressed disheveled anime girl.......#i am falling.... i am fading.... i am drowning help me to breathe...#candle lit smile that we both share.........#i hate this game sm i hate this ending sm i just gotta live w it smh.
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Haha Wow Omg i sure wish there was someone really handsoem and cool Nd awesome here to explain how to work schism tracker to me (WINK)
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Final Light Allegiances
LONG POST AHEAD!!!
This is all characters thus far! Everyone here has a design, and majority have backgrounds or personalities. Feel free to reference this post whenever someone gets mentioned to learn a bit more about them, I will update this as needed. ???s are characters who exist but have no design, name, or personality yet.
All images and art of these characters can be found here, with short bios.
Colony of Clickers
A group of cats who, under their commander's guidance, were able to 'tame' the clicking ones and control them. They are the only colony to be successful post-Final Light, and are even allowed to roam during the day within their settlement thanks to the protection of the clicking ones.
Commander
Voice of Snow - Black tom with white speckles and blue eyes. The first cat to successfully rebuild a colony, but failed the Seasonal Trials. Ex-Colony of Fireflies.
Advisor
N/A - Voice of Snow, oddly, has refused to appoint an advisor. While nothing enforces this, many are unhappy about this decision.
Hunter Denning
Diesel - Ashen-colored tom with pale blue eyes. Shade of Maple’s partner. Huge flirt, openly poly, loves his boyfriend.
Shade of Maple - Calico tom with several scars. Diesel’s partner, ex-Colony of Bones.
Guard Denning
Wing of Hawk - Tortie tom with a short tail and large brown eyes. His epithet is “Talon of Hawk”. Ex-Colony of Mist, last known surviving member.
Winnie - White and orange molly with green eyes. Ex-Colony of Storm, Winter Paw.
Healer Denning
Arrow - Calico molly with blue and orange eyes. Stressed over the lack of healers in the colony, often works alongside the Dreamers. Ex-Colony of Storm.
Trainee Denning
Cypress - Silver molly with spotted tabby markings. Excitable and curious.
Student of Maple - Brown tabby tom with amber eyes and a red marking on his chest.
Followers of the Lynx
A remnant of the colonies of old, the Followers were and still are the protectors of the Lynx's artifact- one of the four artifacts a cat needs to become a colony's commander. They still accept challengers even now, the whole colony voting to determine if a cat is worthy of leadership. Ever since the Final Light, no cat has gotten a majority vote.
Leaders
Polarbear - Large white tom with tan spots and green/blue eyes. Leader by election, Slate’s partner. Secretly manipulating the Followers to prevent the Lynx’s artifact from ‘getting into the wrong hands’. Unfortunately, by his definition, any hands are the wrong hands. Killed Maia, an orange tabby who was a member of the Followers, in order to keep this secret.
Slate - Calico tom with green eyes and missing tail. Leader by blood, Polarbear’s partner. Aware of Polarbear’s crimes but chooses to stay silent in order to keep his only friend alive.
Members
Pumpkin - Brown and white molly with copper eyes. Has a collar with a pumpkin name tag. Previously a house pet, found and trained by Polarbear.
Heart of Ember - Tortie molly with green eyes. Ex-Colony of Bones, Call of Dream’s kit.
Ruin/City Cats
Less of a 'faction' and more of a vague group, the City Cats (or as they're more recently known as, the Ruin Cats) survived through sheer numbers alone, and continued on with life as if nothing had changed. Hundreds of cats still roam the streets, gather at the abandoned mall in massive groups, and trade and sell their goods. The only change seems to be the camaraderie many cats now feel for their neighbors- the sudden deaths of so many uncovering something lost buried in many.
Leader
Audrey - Black long-furred molly with blue eyes. Longest lived leader of the City Cats, famous for her honesty and honor.
Merchants
Cade - Hairless cat with pale yellow eyes. Mall merchant, sells herbs.
Members
Cross - Brown tom with grey-green eyes. Claws-for-hire, good friends with Audrey.
Isaiah - Brown and white tom with blue eyes.
The Dreamers
Ashamed in the part they played in Call of Dreams' ostracization, three cats agreed to atone for their actions by dedicating their lives to helping those who needed it. Over time they made a name for themselves for their selfless and virtuous actions, and others joined to help. The group named themselves after the cat who brought them all together, in her honor.
Founders
Song of Marigold - Beige and brown mackerel molly with violet eyes. The first and most vocal of Call of Dreams’ persecutors. Has been going after Dreams for months prior, and when she first spoke against her, the others began dog-piling. Feels no sympathy, but pretends anyways. Ex-Colony of Bones.
Ripple of Bramble - Torbie molly with green eyes. Openly accused Call of Dreams of falsifying prophecies for her own benefit. Ex-Colony of Fireflies.
Valley of Apricot - Orange tom with bright green eyes. Openly reminded everyone of Call of Dreams’ past as a lawbreaker. Ex-Colony of Storm.
Members
Breeze of Dawn - Orange mackerel tom with dull green eyes. Ex-Colony of Bones, Call of Dream’s kit. Hides his association with Call of Dreams despite loving her deeply, and fears everyone will look at him differently if they found out.
Ruby - Silver molly with dark grey markings and blue eyes. Extremely optimistic and bubbly, and passionate to learn about healing. Unfortunately for everyone (especially Dawn, who she likes), she sucks at medicine.
The Forgotten Colony
The Colony of Mist had two choices- flee, and lose their home they fought for so long for and lost so many to, or defend it and lose it all anyways. So, a third option was chosen: collapse the entrance to the caves, and live within the tunnels until the danger passed. As the tunnels collapsed, the Colony of Mist began their wait. With three years having gone by, hope dwindled, and the colony accepted that the world above was lost.
Commander
Commander of Ash - White and grey cat with pale yellow eyes.
Advisor
Voice of Dove - Grey tabby with green eyes.
Hunter Dennings
Blossom of Peach - White and orange molly with orange eyes.
Frost of Heather - Fluffy cream tabby tom with lilac eyes. Distant and cold, but friendly.
Echo of Sparrow - Cream and brown molly with brown eyes and white speckles.
Healer Dennings
Blur of Fennel - Brown tabby tom with a cream underbelly and green eyes. Short tempered and closed off, but extremely empathetic.
Stream Of Amber - White and orange mackerel molly with amber eyes. Selectively mute. Curious and reserved, likes to let Fennel talk for her.
Trainee Dennings
Outsiders
Call of Dreams - Tan and black molly with amber eyes. Also known as ‘the Shining One’, she was suddenly contacted by the gods who warned her of the Final Light. When she tried to relay the message, she was shunned. She stole three kits and ran away right before the Final Light, saving their lives and raising them as her own. Ex-Colony of Bones.
Creek - Grey tom with a black collar and green eyes. Bailey’s partner. He takes in and cares for whoever he finds, likely good friends with the Dreamers.
Bailey - Heavily scarred brown tabby molly with green eyes. Creek’s partner. Has a rough past as a city cat, which she isn't particularly ashamed of.
River - Short-haired blue molly with green eyes. Guards the river and helps cats across, especially when the river gets violent. Real name unknown.
Riddle of Raven - Long-haired black tom with white points and chest and orange eyes. Wears a necklace with fangs and claws as protection. Ex-Colony of Bones, Call of Dream’s kit. Left to find out what happened to his parents.
#Feel free to ask about any of these guys!#Unfortunately theres still about 10 or so spaces I wanna fill here#and since (fun fact) almost all of these characters were abandoned OCs or adopts#its. slow going.#I've always loved the idea of giving old unwanted characters new life. IDK if thats. weird? They get a second shot at being loved :)#also note: 'partner' can mean anything from spouses to dating to QPP#Polarbear and Slate are something like QPPs for example#FOR THOSE CURIOUS BTW. 23% OF THESE FUCKERS ARE CALICOS OR TORTIES. GIRL HELP IM DROWNING IN WHITE BLACK AND ORANGE PATCHES#final light#wip#worldbuilding#writeblr#writing#neverlight era#the forgotten colony#ruin cats#followers of the lynx#the dreamers#colony of clickers#i am NOT tagging all the characters sorry
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Me: Oh nice! Finally getting somewhere with the 40+ chapter section-
Me: Wait
Me:
Me: ...Why is chapter 45...... 32 pages long and not done.....
#LITERALLY STILL GOING#YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S THE HORN CHAPTER IT CAN BE LONGER#I GUESS#throwing tables#Is this too long?? Where the FUCK would I even part it.#Girl help I am drowning in the pages of my hubris#Never to be seen again#KB Rambles#Skyrim
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Tumblr should just have a "This is a Bot" function under the block button at this point.
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