#i am devastated once again
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gwynbleiddyn · 3 months ago
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i feel like the dream in grimbold's camp at the beginning of book 6 should come with a warning that it will remove ur heart from ur body with the surgical accuracy of a drunk rhino
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crustyfloor · 4 months ago
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A new pop-up store dropped for ALIEN STAGE's 2nd anniversary and wow. It's so sick.
It's Interesting what exactly these experiments are focusing on and monitoring.
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Instrument practice
I found it interesting earlier that Till was so tame, more so than he usually is when he's going through experiments, but music, and making music is what he loves doing, So he was fully in his element here. This was probably the only thing he was made to do by the aliens that he at least tolerated.
(Additionally, judging by his collar (orange), he was at least calm. maybe he just isn't fazed anymore.)
//Side note, that head contraption looks familiar BUT this most likely isn't related at least i hope
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(It puts me at ease, at least..)
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Dance practice
This surprised me, but I suppose Mizi needed more skills.
She looks very startled here, and nervous(?) +It looks like she's doing this while singing. And with that face covering I assume this was a test monitoring her dance balance, precision, etc. At first, I did think it was odd, "Why would Shine put her through that" But alas I was reminded that even though Mizi is the flower of the group she was never untouchable, to Shine, this was the equivalent of teaching your dog to sit and stay.
(seeing this it reminded me of those scenes in movies where the people are dancing, and the music gets faster and faster until they fall. I wonder if she was doing through something similar to that)
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Singing practice (?)
Similar to Till she also looks quite calm outwardly, if the machine around her neck is an iteration of the collars they have, then this process wasn't something she liked, or given how intense this experiment looks, this was a test of high-pressure to ensure she always stayed calm during performances (?). Then again this could also be a posture practice given all the structure focused on maintaining her position.
(What I believe was another form of this test was shown before so I think so)
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(With her hands in a praying stance I wonder if she was praying to herself or singing a religious song (sweet dream?) It's also interesting that the machinery around her looks like a halo, and she looks so...angelic? holy?)
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Image making practice
By image making, I think they made Ivan replicate expressions with his face. Whether this process was painful for him or not...I'm not sure. But it looked visibly uncomfortable, maybe that was the point. (His expression, even in this circumstance is so dubious..)
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Ivan, among other things, needed to have a spotless appearance to be successful, his image was a priority given his skills were certainly guaranteed.
I assume the aliens eventually took note of his lack of expression, in the real world this can be a detriment to one's career, so the Aliens had to ensure quality was perfect. (To a more...dedicated level)
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Superiority test
'Superiority test' Is very vague.
HyunA is very calm here too, likely sedated in that water with all the tablets on her. I guess this was a test to get an idea of a pet human's strengths and weaknesses, endurance, and temperament to compare and contrast them with others, testing who is more viable for Alien stage?
Another interesting, and sad part about this is that HyunWoo was there, watching his sister through her experiments.
(Also, it looks like both of her legs are normal, no alien leg yet.)
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Heart rate variability
And finally, the most visceral of them all. The wording 'variability' makes this all the more sickening, the Aliens were testing his heart hours, testing it at different rates, speeds, and states. And he was in agony the entire time. Even the way he's clutching his chest, it gives me chills. This would've been a completely harmless test in a normal setting, as something quite similar to this can be performed efficiently in real life. But he's being tortured in the process.
This is one of the first times we've ever seen Luka's face so truly clear and unprotected, (understandably so.) He's even crying.
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krismatic · 17 days ago
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When the Moon moves through Gemini, its motion can easily be observed in a single night as it appears first west of Castor and Pollux, then aligns, and finally appears east of them.
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puppy-phum · 28 days ago
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not at them revealing to us in rapid continuation that a) wen xiao has had frequent nightmares ever since her master died and b) zhuo yichen haven't been able to dream ever since his brother got him one of ran yi's scales when he was under fourteen.
aka thinking about the times they've spent together healing each other's wounds and handling their grief and: zhuo yichen has had to watch wen xiao suffer from her nightmares while being unable to dream himself, probably hoping he could help wen xiao by taking away her dreams, too. meanwhile, wen xiao has seen zhuo yichen lose himself into the fact that he considers the waking world an endless nightmare he's stuck in while wen xiao either prefers being awake or is at least sometimes able to escape into nicer, happier dreams while asleep.
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jaythenugget · 1 year ago
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do any other dragon age fans sometimes just. randomly get insanely hyped over dragon age again and redownload all games that haven't been touched in months or years and deliriously start playing them every day, and then brainrot about it for a few months until it dies out.. and then the cycle repeats itself
it's like a fever 😭😭😭 i wanted to go to sleep but now im sitting here at 3 am trying to fix my dao again (which stubbornly refused to work and was crashing every few minutes and because of that i last played it like 5 years ago)
I'm like a sleeper agent. once i wasn't thinking about this game for like 2 years until some higher power randomly decided that if i don't get into it again I'll actually disintegrate
anyway i need to see my wife zevran i need to see him so bad please dao be kind to me and let me play—
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merrymissmouse43 · 2 years ago
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The moment of instant regret when JJ realizes how much he hurt Kiara by calling her a kook and how all the fight just immediately drains out of him afterwards
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Yeah....
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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago
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:-P
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mistbornthief · 2 years ago
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xue yang looking at the candy and smiling as he died broke something deep within me i haven’t been right since
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ukulelegodparent · 28 days ago
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Just went to uni and instead of doing anything spent 3h agonising about ending my relationship. I'm sure this is good and normal
#it. idk I just don't really wanna be single rn and deal with all of that#and also I have silvester and first new year weekend plans hinging on this person and I kinda really don't want to find something else to do#but by god#I mean maybe my expectations are just too high as to how much I see my partner (doubtful)#or her lifestyle (has a shitton of things going on) and personality (not super communicative) are just not suited for polyamory#(and I have the same problems but I'm not the person who has two partners)#(and the fact that I can't really get a read whatsoever on her other partner is not helpful. like we vibe on occasion but mostly#I just do not get him at all)#but idk. like. we see each other like twice a week and those are like. during dance and for a pubquiz#and maybe going to the library#and it's just like to my expectations we are barely doing the bare minimum I need to have my emotional needs met#so whenever something falls through I am immediately devastated#but again I feel like 'I would like to see you outside of a social engagement with our friends at least once a week#and additionally also would like to sleep in the same bed as you at least once a week' are not high expectations whatsoever#and yet ....#when did we last have sex? Oh idk in october? maybe? I don't remember#which is that super important to me in a relationship? no. but like I don't think it's bc neither of us is interested#it's bc since then we have not managed to sleep in the same bed while neither of us was either on their period or extremely tired#and idk maybe I should write this to them instead of like. venting on tumblr. like this is also very much on me#but like#idk maybe it just also is a sign that maybe I don't care so much about this relationship. but also I feel like I still care more than her.#which isn't great#idk advice?#it's just. this current situation has me regularly having several hour breakdowns bc shit's not working out once again.#and that situation I really don't like
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stargazingbitch · 11 months ago
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Ricky when I catch u ricky Ricky when I catch u
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eviebakes · 2 years ago
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No but how much Joel loves Ellie?? Getting her chef boyardee and board games. The blatant joy at seeing her smile and laugh. Asking her for bad puns and opening up about Sarah. Accepting her for who she is and telling her it wasn’t time that healed his wounds. The way the choice was never a choice for him at all; that the decision was her, always her, even before they stepped foot in that hospital, and I just—!!
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kainebell · 6 months ago
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I’m replaying Rising Tides and, like, I get that the main goal of this book was to be educational since it was part of a green mobile gaming event. So I understand why the writers played it safe by centering the book around activism, the power of journalism, and the ways that big companies are more responsible for climate change than the average individual. But at the same time, i can’t stop imagining a reality where this book is a fast-paced eco-thriller and not the snoozefest it actually is (mostly because i watched How to Blow Up a Pipeline the other day) 😭 The story suggests journalism is the true driving force of social change when neither Charlie nor MC are journalists, just the subjects of journalism. This puts them in super passive positions, making it a pretty boring game to play bc you don’t actually get to do much, just read about what other characters are doing. Buuuut if it were about guerrilla activism, Charlie and MC could’ve been in far more active positions within the story, which could have been actually entertaining and supported by the leftist ideas that are at the heart of the story the writers were trying, and kind of failing, to tell
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edelyra · 1 year ago
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I wish more people would understand that you can be sad / devastated by a character's death without it automatically meaning that their death was pointless or that it was due to bad writing.
A character's death can be sad and fulfill the plot (often they even go hand in hand), these statements aren't mutually exclusive.
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hopeinthebox · 11 months ago
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tagged by the tastemaker @cordiallyfuturedwight for the january receipts and would you believe it i'm actually on time
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tagging a few favs: @aprylynn @jiminsproof @thvinyl @jimin-gaon @visionsofgideontheninth @btscontentenjoyer @kimchokejin @jihopesjoint @eoieopda @monismochi <333 and you too if you fancy it
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lovethistoomuch · 10 months ago
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!!!!warning: disco elysium spoilers ahead!!!!
I just played through the tribunal and i cannot fucking believe it! i failed every single check except saving the "gardener not gardener lawyer lady" and kim in the end, thank fuck! but everyone else died. they're all dead....fuck
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clownery-and-fuckery · 11 months ago
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"I love you" "it'll pass" tech and crosshair respectively. no one even look at me.
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