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it IS weird that the general consensus on twelve is that peter capaldi is an excellent actor but his episodes are bad (esp in comparison to the general consensus on series 5 being that it's some of the best the show gets) bc i am overall really enjoying series 8, a lot more than the last 3
#eleven had a bunch of episodes that were just hard to follow and thus hard (for me) to emotionally engage in#twelve is awful to people and this does deeply suck sometimes esp when it's just very unneeded#like insulting danny's intelligence or being randomly mean to courtney (what would i give for her and twelve to be given more time#and fleshed out a bit. why does he initially take her into the tardis? can we see more of that?)#but god. is mr capaldi bringing his 1000% everything to this role#those monologues ohhh yeah baby. all the episodes are leaning into the doctor feeling their age and the weight of the universe#w not much left to shield themself from that. so like. i buy it. he's just so fun to watch#and i know he gets like. progressively nicer as his era goes on so i have that to look forward to#dr who#i am being picky abt how clara is written bc im now measuring her against the standards of martha and donna#two of my fav characters in the whole show. by m*ffat standards s8 clara is blowing everybody out of the water#12 era
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Bizzare statement, but Lolth and Corellon as depicted in Evermeet: Island of the Elves are divorce goals for many of the toxic relationships involving my characters.
It's a regular trashfire; my OG dysfunctional, abusive divine family from before the Bhaalspawn obsession kicked in. Throw the whole thing out! Partly why I enjoy using a BG2 tie-in to make my Durge a child of Bhaal and kind of the Seldarine for double the dysfunction, maybe.
Corellon is implied to be a tad obsessed with his gf (not even sure what's happening with Angharradh. 'I declare myself Queen and consort,' meanwhile Corellon's not even looking at her because he's busy looking at Lolth.)
Lolth finds him smothering. Vhaeraun and Eilistraee are neglected. Eilistraee is slightly better treated, but she's also noted to resemble her mother which uhhhh. Eilistraee is 'my child,' Vhaeraun is 'your mother's son.' And even Eilistraee's idea of optimism is; 'if I do something to please father (by recovering one of my mother's lost creations she made for him) maybe he'll divert his attention from obsessing over mother for five seconds and show me an iota of affection!'
Meanwhile Vhaeraun long ago gave up trying and hates them both, and his sister because at least Corellon likes her and Lolth doesn't seem to be physically and verbally abusing her.
"I am Angharradh," the new goddess said in a voice that was wind, moonlight, and music. "From the essence of the three greatest elven goddesses am I born. I am three and I am one—three to ensure that treachery never again enters the heart of a goddess of Arvandor, and one to stand at Corellon's side." Angharradh stooped and touched her hand lightly to Corellon's forehead, and again to his heart. The wounds closed, and the dark aura that clung to him seemed to part. The elf lord opened his eyes at last. They settled, not on the wondrous Angharradh, but upon Araushnee. His gaze held terrible heartbreak and equally strong resolve. "A great evil has entered our midst," he said in a dry whisper. "We must confront it now, for the sake of the Seldarine and all our elven children. The Council is convened. Let any who would, speak freely."
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Corellon looked into Araushnee's malevolent crimson eyes, marvelling that he had never truly seen her before. She stood taut and defiant, her fists balled at her sides and her entire slender form quivering from the effort it took her to keep from striking out at him. Where did it come from—this rage, this terrible ambition? "What is this that you have done?" he said softly. "What could you possibly hope to gain by such actions? If there is anything that you lacked, you had only to speak and I would have given it to you with joy." "Exactly," snarled Araushnee. "You would have given. True power is not given, but seized! As to your 'great gifts,' I held in my hands the destinies of mortal beings—but was my own ever mine to command? You treated me like some cherished and cosseted possession, while standing in the way of everything I desired!" "Not so," Corellon told her gently. "Never did I show you such disrespect. I loved you." "And you will yet live to regret it," she hissed.
And then he - instead of killing her as everybody, including Lolth, knows would be the better option for the safety of everyone - banishes her. Fuck the wellbeing of your children - mortal and divine - as well as other mortals of Toril!
#Then Eilistraee is fucking desperate for any scrap of affection she can get from her parents it's like:#'mother actually *wants* to spend time with me?? This is the best day of my life!'#While Lolth - who just stole some of her possessions - is insulting her in her head and tuning out everything she says#Vhaeraun just wants them both to fuck off and die and leave him to his partying (and scheming)#lore stuff#pointy eared stuff#This is how it would've ended up if Vel went down the AA route#'You're going to sit there on your assigned pedestal and let me spoil you as my pet'#-VS-#'I am deeply unhappy with the way you treat me and find you lackluster as a leader and plan to tear your throat out and replace you-#-as a villain.'#edgelord hours
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like why did they change where Vegeta was when Cell announced the cell games in the anime
why did they make this vegeta starting shit with yamcha instead of chillin in the lab with his family? why did they take Bulma out of the lab? Why'd they say she was Out while Dr Brief was repairing 16? Why did they change Bulma working on advanced robotics to running in late with her baby?
it's the same scene except: - Bulma's actively at work being a scientist - Vegeta's not being rude to her (or anyone else!) - Vegeta waits for Trunks instead of leaving the room - Cell interrupted the airwaves, which means Trunks and Vegeta were just hanging out with Bulma and Dr B while they were working
Those are all Great Character Details!! That the anime rails against!!
#these cowards afraid of showing Vegeta actively choosing to be around his wife and child even when he's Bad#Because Goku who is Good never ever even once makes that choice onscreen outside of filler#and then they justify that choice by making Chi-Chi seem horrid and unreasonable for (checks notes) Not Wanting Her Child to Die#anyway I am once again being bitter about anime vs manga klasjdklasd#I can't believe I let the anime convince me I hated Goku man Goku's SUCH a good and ridiculous character in the manga#the anime just SUCKS at letting him be who he's always been#and has to reframe and recontextualize and reword everything he does so that it seems like he's Actually Quite Mature and Thoughtful nO#THAT's VEGETA YOU COWARDS#also the fact that bulma said she wouldn't live with him at the beginning of this arc to him casually hanging out with her and trunks#after cell beat his ass and humbled him is REALLY GOOD SUBTEXT for their shared relationship having improved without showing it#it's great subtext for all three of them and toei just went 'nah' and decided to make it a whole group shot so ...? Master Roshi could sit#and explain how ??? Tournaments Work??? Just so Cell could log on and also explain how tournaments work?? God it's been so long#since I've watched the anime and now when I do it just makes me mad aklsdjskja the manga is SOOOOO much better#there are some spots where the pacing is more ideal in the anime like goku turning ssj for the first time but like man. everything else is.#like why are you making Goku snarky with Vegeta dude his clapbacks are SO much funnier when they're just Tactless Honesty#like Vegeta's not insulted by Snark bitch he grew up in the Freeza force that man was raised by THE bitchiest drag queens#Vegeta's insulted by someone saying something deeply and insultingly True to his face as if it's the fucking weather#Goku in the anime is like 'a battle of wits hoho' but Goku's purity is part of the joke he's not snippy he's just got no social etiquette#He's just honest! He's not trying to be insulting. That's what MAKES it insulting! That's the WHOLE GAG of why Vegeta can't stand him#Goku is always just telling the truth and it's always the rudest shit Vegeta's ever heard in his life#'it's a sunny day! i'm way stronger than you! see you out there bud!' 10000% Genuinely Friendly. Golden Retriever-Ass Pure.#Infuriating. Hilarious.#anyway I looked at anime clips to make sure I remembered things right and that was a mistake#as someone who has a soft spot for it and grew up on it -- compared to the manga it's bad and it's always been bad#and toriyama was right to be disinterested in watching it jesus christ they BUTCHERED his work#anyway this has been another shot of haterade with sketches thank you for scrolling my rambletags askljdask#dbtag#i just truly can't get over how they make Vegeta call her 'woman' in the anime and he literally only ever calls her Bulma in the manga#except for on namek when he refers to her as 'the/that woman' because she is a complete stranger#why is he calling her woman like he's a 1940s american husband and not an extraterrestrial from a deeply advanced society toei
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i think i finally get all those “maybe we could do with a little less shipping in fandom. this is not a complaint but a cry for help” aromantic posts
#>be me#>aro#>find a piece of work that speaks to me deeply#>the character dynamics are fascinating and i want to see more of it#>check out the fandom#>half of it is shipping#>not only that but there is also a fuck ton of absolutely rancid ship discourse#>so shippers act like they are absolutely persecuted for shipping x ship#>see the absolutely batshit take of “seeing the characters as siblings is bad because they act toxic to each other-#obviously the better interpretation is toxic yaoi”#>also see the equally as bad take “these characters are BASICALLY BROTHERS and if you ship them IT’S BASICALLY INCEST”#>they are not canonically lovers nor siblings#>they just exist in the same space#>… why#>it’s like wanting to study bugs in a place with no bugs. so you import the bugs. like yeah it’s harmless but why did you go to the trouble#of bringing the bugs here when there aren’t any bugs and people aren’t here for bugs. instead of idk. going to a place with bugs??#>the shippers are complaining about how people hate their ship and there’s not enough of it (at least half of the fandom ships them)#>not a whole lot of people but a few hate on the ship and like 6x the amount of haters immediately start screaming at the haters#>the homestuck fandom handled this better. please guys#>people may not like your ship. block. move on#>people may ship something that you see as an absolute insult to the themes of the work. block. move on#>and like yeah i get that this is the singular ship in the entire fandom so there’s gonna be more of it#>but i am starving for purely platonic content. please.#>i do not want to continue having to willfully misinterpret romantic/familial content as platonic#>i’m going back to the “homestuck fandom handled this better” point actually#>like there is an honest to god blog called “this ship is better than davekat”#>and i can guarantee that if i tried to make an equivalent blog in this fandom i would be killed instantly#>generally it’s not a great place to be as a platonic relationships enjoyer which sucks because the canon material is cool as shit#>the only thing i can think of to do is wait like a year to see if this situation resolves itself#>and hope to god that there’s more platonic content by then
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Besties it might be so fucking over. If we get Bride Sharena it's so fucking over. Like I cannot even express how bad it's gonna be for me specifically.
#COVERED IN BLOOD. SCREAMING CRYING. I HATE BRIDAL BANNERS!!!! I HAD BRIDAL BANNERS!!!!!! I HATE BRIDAL BANNERS‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#this would be like. the single worst fucking alt for her to me and i'm not fucking kidding.#and it would be like insult to injury given she HASN'T had an alt. SINCE YEAR ONE.#dude i know it's NOT that serious but it is SO FUCKING DIRE. TO ME.#i PROMISE you. i WILL become the single most ANNOYING person on tumblr dot com if this comes to be#our sneak peaks are embla/alcryst. btw.#seems like.#just .... please let it be nobody i actually care deeply about..... i do love alcryst he's one of my faves...#but like. i don't esp care in this case.#idk i'm just insane. i know i'm insane. i have so many problems. i am painfully aware of it.#like man i will go as far as to say i don't even wanna see a groom alfonse. that's how serious i am.#like. sameish reaction to alcryst maybe like. it's fine but i don't really care. he might like nice. don'r care.#but sharena i feel something fucking visceral. i KNOW i have fucking problems. I KNOW.#guuhhhhhg PLEASE......... PLEASE........... this is my one fucking request. PLEASE.......#don't do this to me.
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all this boils down to I think is the fact that I'm just waiting to get chased out of the jrwi fandom the same way I was chased out of the j.se fandom. lmao !
#sorry im psychoanalyzing myself on the dash today#sorry 2 anyone who knew me in 2018 it was a dark and deeply disturbing time for me.#nothing like having an entire discord server of the most popular well known artists in a fandom#ganging up on you for some ??? still unknown reason. and sending u a constant stream of insults to your work and personalith#and also the death threats !!!!! i was barely able to survive the first time i dont know how i would do with a second round of that. lmao.#ultimately i think i would probably do a little bit better bc i am . more of an adult now and have slightly more of a life outside of#my stupid online fanworks but still. with the amount of mental health crises have had in the last 3 months alone ???? no thank youuuu#anyway. all this to say i am this 🤏 close to having a total meltdown at work. lol. bare minimum of tasks it is !! fuck everything fr !!!
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Cool mushroom facts, perilous ocean journeys, government fish surveys— I don’t know what you do for a living, but it sounds really cool!
i'm an ecology student! i'm about to go into my last year of undergrad. currently i work for a soil testing lab, but i've also worked for farms, dog care companies, and the state department of conservation. upside is i get a bunch of cool stories and i also get to engage with my special interests 24/7. downside is the pay is so ass you wouldn't BELIEVE they're trying to hire people with advanced degrees. one time i saw a job listing for a bat study that paid $14/hr and wanted applicants to have a master's degree. for those outside my specific part of the US that's the starting pay at mcdonalds. imagine if they made you get a master's degree to work at mcdonalds!!!
#truly insulting what they'll pay people once they realize you'll do something for free#however i am unfortunately a sucker. and i was deeply disappointed that i couldn't apply for the bat study#asks#anon#probably should start a jay lore tag#jay lore
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im DYING LAUGHING at "girls been rendered like a worryingly ripped raisin"
She looks like a very jaundiced strip of jerky!! ALL the githyanki look like. Dangerously malnourished compared to everyone else?? And like idk maybe thats healthy for their physiology but given their fuckin Neitzchian philosophy I find that hard to believe, I've SEEN the creche
#to ne clear!! i am not trying to insult her!#i am expressing CONCERN for this deeply abused and angry little gremlin#ngl i reeeally hope she develops as the game progresses bc. i love the trauma vibes she shares with shadowheart#but i just find the githyanki...kind of repugnant honestly#theyre fuckin planar colonialists as far as i can tell#as shitty as being enslaved by mindflayers obviously is i havent really come across them before outside bg3 and#well#finding it difficult not to draw certain comparisons given current political climate lets say#all im saying is its rough when *lae'zel* is the most likeable one ive seen#also theyre bitches to fight can i just say that. im. so fucking bad at combat i maybe need to drop down to the lowest difficulty
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for your bsd warriors au. have you had any thoughts on the subject of names? because the naming conventions are so specific, i'd love to see what your thoughts on it were
I haven’t thought of any names for the characters yet but if there is one thing i am not going to be doing is limiting myself! I’d like to imagine that because cats of different backgrounds joining the ADA and Port Mafia clans they don’t really stick to a certain theme, whatever the cat feels fits the most is what their name should be. Names in warrior cats are supposed to be unique to the cat I feel, they should be happy with their name and show it off with pride. So, if they want to why make them stick to a certain set of names according to their eyes.
With that aside I will be giving them a prefix and suffix but also may add a small little system where cats they deem important to them can call them only by their prefix because prefixes are unique to them! I will not have any repeating names.
#bsd warriors au#bungou stray dogs#warrior cats#FIRST ASK IM ACTUALLY SO HAPPY#anyways i went on a whole rant#but i always had the view of wc names being unique#i never liked to limit myself to like traditional naming#so i also kind of reflected that onto these clans haha#YES I AM GOING TO BE NAMING MY OC SPARKLEMOON!!!#SHES VERY AWESOME AND COOL!!#actually dont have a oc named that but i like the name#i might snatch it lol#also i will not be making a names insults#like foxheart#i wont be doing that i think it would be deeply frowned upon#and also really shitty of the leader to agree with a name like that
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hey did you know if you constantly post about how bad taylor swift is and how much you dislike her music / think she’s basic / swifties are so annoying / etc etc etc you are actually also obsessed with taylor swift?
#squiggalicious#to be clear i have no dog in this fight i am DEEPLY ambivalent#i have seen a disproportionate amount of posts making fun of her in the last week and it’s just wild to me how ppl dont make the connection#like bestie even if every word out of your mouth was an insult you still spent 10 hours talking about tatlor swift#pretend that doesnt have typos im on mobile#can’t be bothered to fix it
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just got straight-up negged…while in line for the bathroom…at transgender social night…at a socialist taphouse…by a white trans woman…who then used autism as her excuse for doing classic mean girl bully techniques on a stranger. probably the single most Portland experience I’ve ever had.
#lifeblogging#it’s the compliment-insult-compliment sandwich#like for example#‘you’re so brave to wear that dress’#very effective at wrong-footing strangers#anyway I am SO deeply tired of ‘autism means grown adults can do/say whatever they want’#I know enough people on the spectrum to know#that being an asshole isn’t a diagnostic criterion
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#i GET IT#you guys diagree with me#but its been like THREE DAYS NOW.#i am tired#like do you want me to delete the post#??#i swear to god ill do it if it gets u guts to lay off#i am deeply tired and a bit exhausted from it all please#i am not begruding your love for the character i simply have my perspective on his character#thats all#its MY perspective#based on my experiences and my own research and expertise#if u have another opinion of fantasy racism then its your opinion#if u think it aligns then fuck let it align#just maybe do it not in my inbox and not with insults#look I’m just going to keep blocking and deleting#I don’t even have the energy to do the tit for tat back and forth anons#okay? okay
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also I can't believe I didn't mention this on my previous post but our instructor was giving us some tips on our makeup and how we're wearing our uniform and stuff (this part is normal at my job don't worry) and she said I have an EXOTIC BEAUTY. exotic. I think this is the worst thing anyone has ever said to my face lol
#she basically called me ugly in front of the entire class#when I mentioned to my closer coworkers afterwards they were all like#no!!! that was a compliment!!!#no the fuck it isn't?#you won't go to someone who's actually pretty and go omg you're SO exotic#wtf does that even mean also#there's nothing exotic about my face. I'm just black! these are black features!#I know I'm ugly like. I am FULLY aware of that. but it was just so shocking to get an actual back handed compliment like this to my face#all I was used to was uncomfortable silence when I said that about myself#you know. when u say ''I'm ugly'' and no one has the heart to disagree bc they don't wanna lie to you but also don't wanna hurt ur feelings#so they're just like 😶#that shit I'm used to! happened more times than I can count in high school and scared me deeply#but having someone actually say I look ''exotic'' never happened before and it was humiliating lmao#I guess I didn't mention it in my previous post bc I was so distraught about fucking up and saying the wrong things throughout the day#that I didn't even remember someone insulted me anymore#but now I remembered and ooooh boy I will not forget it lol#and right on the day I was feeling my most average. I even took a selfie. my first selfie in like a year#and now we're back to square zero because I'm EXOTIC! killing myself rn#rambles*
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damn you seem really unpleasant to be around
Bro you have no idea.
#i've been spiralling for *checks watch* 48 and change hours#this whole year has been a mental breakdown#i am in fact deeply toxic to be around rn lmao#that's not an insult it's fact babe#it's the reality of being very mentally ill‚ abused and isolated#but if I have to put up with myself so can the rest of y'all#not really concerned with being palatable to other people when Im hanging on by a thread#the block button is right there. love it learn it use it#knee of huss#asks#anon
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i HATE how the name 'scrooge' has become an insult aimed at people who are deemed 'too greedy' or 'bad because they don't like and/or celebrate xmas.' he literally gets redeemed. the whole story is about him becoming a better person.
it's antisemitism, isn't it? like that is the only reason why 'scrooge' is an insult.
NON JEWS LAY OFF. you may interact but if u clown on this u will be blocked.
#this post is not about antisemitism within a christmas carol itself bc while there are negative stereotypes present in it#and it certainly Can Be antisemitic (like in certain adaptations) it really isn't a black and white thing. like yeah scrooge falls into#negative stereotypes about jews. no he isn't actually meant to be jewish. yes his name is constantly leveraged as an insult against jews.#he literally becomes a better person at the end. yes this is framed through his acceptance of xmas. no it isn't like a merchant in venice#with shylock converting at the end but it does echo of it.#like yes!!! it has fueled a shit ton of antisemitism. no scrooge is not actually jewish. yes many portrayals and#adaptations ARE deeply antisemitic. the story is not on its own about a jew who has to accept xmas into his life but it could easily be#read as that. charles dickens was more antisemetic about oliver twist apparently but i haven't read it so idk!!!#myevilposts#a christmas carol#sorry everypony a christmas carol is my new obsession and i need to yell about it. no i am not xtain yes it is february.
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i mean i get why it sucks but i've been having an existential crisis that keeps me up at night for most of my life too and i'm not producing people expressly to abuse them and use them as tools about it. Astrals are just on something else i guess
i'd say it's a question of scale in general, as in an existential crisis coming so deeply from a whole different life in your head would fuck someone up much more. but anyway i keep saying Lucilius' way to treat other is bad, in those same posts in fact, just that his issues with depersonalization/derealization are also extremely compelling and actually make me feel bad for him. Those two feelings can coexist, and i don't mean that you have to be nicer to him or anything. i'm just saying he's still an interesting character.
#like idk as someone who suffered from both scenario ie: abuse from family and lover#and this feeling of twisting yourself to try to overcompensate on the neglect you've been through#AND as someone who genuinely feels like i'm walking my life as dissociated from reality#and have to constantly remind myself to remain close to earth while being scared when the apathy knocks in#especially after too-realistic dreams that can really make it seem like something is deeply wrong with me and i shouldn't be here#i have actually deep feelings for both situation#yeah Lucilius's way to treat others is wrong. i've never denied it or implied that because he was a sad meow meow it was forgiveable#all i've been saying is that damn actually this feeling of complete disconnect resonate with me to the point of shattering my glass house#and while compassion and empathy are stuff i deeply deeply prioritize in my life#i have those episodes of pure apathy especially after a disconnection like that#that genuinely scare me and that i have to work twice harder to feel myself back into controlling my thoughts#and therefore am deeply scared of the flipside of not managing to fight it#which actually make me much more empathic to characters who can't. actually.#like i have this thing where i see characters who struggles with similar issues than me and make all the wrong choices#because i pity them like i'd pity myself in the mirror on a bad day#like i'm sorry i don't want to be tmi or justify myself in such a way but i've tried just being more general#and if we're going to put personal experience into all of this i have all day#i have a trauma for all of the stuff i have lighthearted but strong opinions about#i insult Lucilius every other day i feel like it's a bit sad that the day i say i do actually like how interesting his drama is#that i have to argue for the reasons why those issues - while not erasing his flaws - are worth being emotional about#and i'm not asking you to feel this way and you should stick to how you feel bc your personal experience is what should shape your feelings#but you also need to accept that i have my own as well#ichareply#anonymous#ichafantalks gbf
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