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BENEDICT IS S4 LEAD.
THEY HAVE JUST CONFIRMED IT I AM SCREAMING I CAN'T I AM SHAKING I AM SOBBING I AM ROLLING ON THE GROUND AS IF I HAVE JUST FOUND OUT I AM PREGNANT WITH MY FIRST CHILD OR SOMETHING IT IS PATHETIC BUT I AM PANICKING AND CRYING.
IT LUKE THOMPSON'S TIME I CAN'T DO THIS BRO WTF EVERYONE GONNA SIMP OVER MY MAN NOW (I AM NOT A CRAZY FAN I SWEAR) I WOULDN'T I CAN'T BEAR THIS IT FEELS LIKE MY HEART IS ACTUALLY GOING TO FUCKING STOP BEATING BYEEE.
HELP ME PLEASE WHAT DO YOU MEAN BENEDICT IS GONNA GET MARRIED TO SOMEONE WHO IS NOT ME??? BYEEEE.
#imgondeletedis being silly#imgondeletedis bullshit#im going to kms#im going insane#I AM PANICKING#I AM SHAKING#I AM CRYING#I AM CRYING ACTUALLY#I AM INSANE#SOMEBODY SEND HELP#SEDATE ME#bridgerton#benedict bridgerton#benedict bridgerton x reader#benedict bridgerton angst#benedict x reader#bridgerton season 3#luke thompson#benedict bridgerton x you#anthony bridgerton#luke newton#eloise bridgerton#taylor swift#bridgerton season 4#polin#kanthony#benophie#my heart is pounding#help me please#bridgerton netflix
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Germany really went from "I don't feel hate" to this
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RICKY TRYING TO MAKE ME CRY RN
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My landlord replaced my broken stove with the most disgusting dirty stove that’s clearly been stored in a shed for 20 years piece of shit I’ve ever seen. I’m so fucking angry I could cry.
#I am crying actually#I’m am so fucking beat down by life#I cannot handle one more fucking thing going wrong for me#personal#I’m going to bed. fuck all of this.
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ITS HAPPENED EVERYONE STAY CALM ITS HAPPENED
MY SHERSHAAH IS A MARRIED MAN (rip to all the hearts today)
No nazaar to this duo THEY LOOK SO GOOD ❤️🫶🏽🥹😍
Please I could cry! God I have seen what’ve you’ve done for others. LET IT BE ME NEXT.
#the way he looks at her#i could cry#I am crying actually#sidharth malhotra#kiara advani#Sid and Kiara wedding#bollywood
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Rough days are the worst, I’m sorry you gotta have one :(
I don’t have a lot of great advice other than take it easy and don’t force yourself to try and create or do stuff.
I usually just exist on those days. Binge YouTube or a show while like taking super frequent breaks. Sometimes playing a game with no real objective or stress (like sky cotl) helps my brain focus on stuff.
https://goblin.tools is pretty helpful at helping to break down to do tasks if that’s something you struggle with.
I love you /p
I'm not crying you are
#i am crying actually#i lied#you're so sweet#i guess i needed to hear that today#if I'm not tired for another week again I'll draw you smth#eventually#maybe#we'll see
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not at me being tempted to pull on ALL fontaine characters 😭😭😭😭 farewell my resolution to be f2p this year
#🎐#have u guys seen the leaks COZ I HAVE AND I WANNA CRY#I AM CRYING ACTUALLY#AAAAAAA#IVE NEVER BEEN THIS HYPED FOR A NATION SINCE INAZUMA
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two years of denial finally pay off. dean winchester alive
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please lord make him the biggest star the world has ever known
"With age on his side, he could yet go onto break all the records to be the most successful of all time."
Quotes from: x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x
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your doing great, you’ll make it through this, you have the bravery and determination. you’re amazing, wonderful, smart person and I believe in you
I'M GONNA CRY
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the thing is that they're so fascinated by sex, they love sex, they can't imagine a world without sex - they need sex to sell things, they need sex to be part of their personality, they need sex to prove their power - but they hate sex. they are disgusted by it.
sex is the only thing that holds their attention, and it is also the thing that can never be discussed directly.
you can't tell a child the normal names for parts of their body, that's sexual in nature, because the body isn't a body, it's a vessel of sex. it doesn't matter that it's been proven in studies (over and over) that kids need to know the names of their genitals; that they internalize sexual shame at a very young age and know it's 'dirty' to have a body; that it overwhelmingly protects children for them to have the correct words to communicate with. what matters is that they're sexual organs. what matters is that it freaks them out to think about kids having body parts - which only exist in the context of sex.
it's gross to talk about a period or how to check for cancer in a testicle or breast. that is nasty, illicit. there will be no pain meds for harsh medical procedures, just because they feature a cervix.
but they will put out an ad of you scantily-clad. you will sell their cars for them, because you have abs, a body. you will drip sex. you will ooze it, like a goo. like you were put on this planet to secrete wealth into their open palms.
they will hit you with that same palm. it will be disgusting that you like leather or leashes, but they will put their movie characters in leather and latex. it will be wrong of you to want sexual freedom, but they will mark their success in the number of people they bed.
they will crow that it's inappropriate for children so there will be no lessons on how to properly apply a condom, even to teens. it's teaching them the wrong things. no lessons on the diversity of sexual organ growth, none on how to obtain consent properly, none on how to recognize when you feel unsafe in your body. if you are a teenager, you have probably already been sexualized at some point in your life. you will have seen someone also-your-age who is splashed across a tv screen or a magazine or married to someone three times your age. you will watch people pull their hair into pigtails so they look like you. so that they can be sexy because of youth. one of the most common pornography searches involves newly-18 young women. girls. the words "barely legal," a hiss of glass sand over your skin.
barely legal. there are bills in place that will not allow people to feel safe in their own bodies. there are people working so hard to punish any person for having sex in a way that isn't god-fearing and submissive. heteronormative. the sex has to be at their feet, on your knees, your eyes wet. when was the first time you saw another person crying in pornography and thought - okay but for real. she looks super unhappy. later, when you are unhappy, you will close your eyes and ignore the feeling and act the role you have been taught to keep playing. they will punish the sex workers, remove the places they can practice their trade safely. they will then make casual jokes about how they sexually harass their nanny.
and they love sex but they hate that you're having sex. you need to have their ornamental, perfunctory, dispassionate sex. so you can't kiss your girlfriend in the bible belt because it is gross to have sex with someone of the same gender. so you can't get your tubes tied in new england because you might change your mind. so you can't admit you were sexually assaulted because real men don't get hurt, you should be grateful. you cannot handle your own body, you cannot handle the risks involved, let other people decide that for you. you aren't ready yet.
but they need you to have sex because you need to have kids. at 15, you are old enough to parent. you are not old enough to hear the word fuck too many times on television.
they are horrified by sex and they never stop talking about it, thinking about it, making everything unnecessarily preverted. the saying - a thief thinks everyone steals. they stand up at their podiums and they look out at the crowd and they sign a bill into place that makes sexwork even more unsafe and they stand up and smile and sign a bill that makes gender-affirming care illegal and they get up and they shrug their shoulders and write don't say gay and they get up, and they make the world about sex, but this horrible, plastic vision of it that they have. this wretched, emotionless thing that holds so much weight it's staggering. they put their whole spine behind it and they push and they say it's normal!
this horrible world they live in. disgusted and also obsessed.
#this shifts gender so much bc it actually affects everyone#yes it's a gendered phenomenon. i have written a LOT about how different genders experience it. that's for a different post.#writeblr#ps my comments about seeing someone cry -- this is not to shame any person#and on this blog we support workers.#at the same time it's a really hard experience to see someone that looks like you. clearly in agony. and have them forced to keep going.#when you're young it doesn't necessarily look like acting. it looks scary. and that's what this is about - the fact that teens#have likely already been exposed to that definition of things. because the internet exists#and without the context of healthy education. THAT is the image burned into their minds about what it looks like.#it's also just one of those personal nuanced biases -#at 19 i thought it was normal to be in pain. to cry. to not-like-it. that it should be perfunctory.#it was what i had seen.#and it didn't help that my religious upbringing was like . 'yeah that's what you get for premarital. but also for the reference#we do think you should never actually enjoy it lol'#so like the point im making is that ppl get exposed to that stuff without the context of something more tender#and assume .... 'oh. so it's fine i am not enjoying myself'. and i know they do because I DID.#he was my first boyfriend. how was i supposed to know any different#i didn't even have the mental wherewithal to realize im a lesbian . like THAT used to suffering.
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"I'll show you every day that choosing to live was worth it"
some of my favourite scenes from @hijinks-n-lowjinks' fic things i would miss from the other side . this fic tore my heart out fr but like in a good way and i wanted to pay it homage the only way i know how <3
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#itafushi#fushiita#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#I LOVE PLOTTING AND ALSO SCHEMING#listen i have a lot of feelings and i needed 2 process them and i do that by making art 2 target my mutuals directly#read my about it's there it's in the fineprint if we talk You Are Not Safe smile#i just . BITING BITING BITING this fic#the domesticity the grief the casual yet unfathomably deep soulmatism.......im ruined i tell u Ruined#so naturally i dropped everything#remember how i said lefts/rights r my enemy my beloathed my nemesis. MIRRORS MADE IT SO MUCH WORSE FHGDSAJFGJS I WANTED DEATH#i was like this is incorrect. no this is correct. flips them around in my head. no im wrong again actually#purgatory tbh but we got there (watch me be wrong again tho if i am wrong again i think i will Cry)#anyway!!! i don't have much else to say except pls read the fic and show jinx some love they 1000% deserve it this fic 1000% deserves it#i could only draw so many scenes but i would draw all of it if i could#fr i ws so paranoid abt accuracy lmao cut 2 footage of me looking up rice cooker models and wtf the colour 'carnelian' was#i hope i got everything right i hope i did it justice :'>#also if any1 mentions how megumi's arm in 3 is at an awkward angle. look me in the eye and tell me youve comfortably cuddled with someone#i will call u a liar
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It does not take a priest to see you and Rogue's souls touch in every gaze.
GAMBIT & ROGUE | X-Men ‘97 1.05 “Remember It"
#gambit x rogue#rogue x gambit#x men 97#x men 97 spoilers#xmen97edit#xmenedit#marveledit#animationedit#cartoonedit#tvedit#userrobin#userninz#useranimusvox#userstream#dailyflicks#cinemapix#televisiongifs#xmen 97#romy#daniedits#I am... UNWELL#screaming crying throwing up (but like actually doing those things)
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Hello Ethubs nation :]
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#gremnda art#this is the silliest thing i've drawn in a while and i am so happy w it#i just read a heavy angst fic with etho and bdubs#this is my way of coping guys let me have this#ethubs#hermitshipping#trafficshipping#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#oo look at me go making ship art#guys im from dsmp fandom i feel like im committing an actual crime by drawing ship art#please be nice i will cry
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This is the face of a man forced into Doing A Bit so his cast can earnestly focus on the themes of the season.
#i am ACTUALLY crying from laughter oh my god#Fantasy High#Adventuring Party#fhjy spoilers#Dimension 20#Brennan Lee Mulligan#BLeeM
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