#i am a very optimistic person lol so I always try to find the good sides of everything.

[crushedsweets]

I am so curious as to what you'd think about Nina and Hoodie as a duo. They've been two of my absolute favorites (even if Brian technically isn't even a creepypasta) since I was younger and I've always loved them as a sort of big brother/little sister pairing. They are so siblings to me I adore them. What are your thoughts on the sillies..

OHHH this is actually super interesting... but also im worried i do not have a lot to say because they won't mesh very well/very much. but i will try. not super realistic headcanons i think but what do i know... <3

brian isnt very present in my story, partially bc ik some mh fans dont like the crossover very much. and by time ninas in the story, i want him+tim to kinda separate from slenderman as toby and kate take over. he's still involved and coming around since he gets horrible slender sickness(but its from the operator) if he's away too long, but he doesn't live near or befriend most of the main cast..

nina is very present in my story because i love her and she is such a good and fun representation of the fandom yk. but brian is much more realistic and late 30s man, while nina is a very cartoonish early 20s girl. theyre on very different fields character and life wise...

BUUUUUUUUUT they would still meet of course.

she'd be bubbling around the entire cast, meeting people through jeff. people initially think she's in the same vein as jeff, natalie, and toby, with a LONG list of blood on their hands influenced by the operator, so they just don't think much about it. theyre mostly surprised by how cheery she is, but the proxies are the first to find out she's just... obsessed with jeff..... so thats very off putting. brian isn't fond of it.

nina would develop some light slender sickness(again, from the operator) just by being around jeff all the time, but the operator never infected her because he didn't see her as a worthy vessel. so, she would have to come to the proxies about it. if toby isnt in the mood or busy, she'd just have to hope brian/tim are around with some pills that'll soothe the pain

brian is more likely to help. with nina, he'd be quick to take on a more protective role, trying to console her as she cries on the couch holding her head whining about static.

initial convos would go smth along the lines of "do you want some coffee ? or uh kids like hot chocolate huh... maybe tea" "i'm literally in my 20s please tell me toby has weed somewhere" "that does not help with this pain i promise" "how would you know" "haha. water it is."

brian was a major stoner back in his early 20s and nina thinks its fucking hilarious. . . she'll try to get him to smoke with her but he's rlly not interested LOLLLL.... hes like 15 yrs older than her he thinks its weird .

again, he's not around a lot, but she's always happy to bump into him. she'd be squealing n shit 'HIII BRIANNNN how r u :3' and he'd just be like :) hey nina. and then never answer the 'how r u' bc he doesnt actually wanna sit and talk .

its a good change of pace. he's been through hell and back for well over a decade by this point, everyone around him is a sad sack of shit, and he spent a long time just. fighting to be an optimistic, cool guy to hang around . . but .... like.... um..... its hard to be that kind of person after all he's been thru. something about nina just forces that sort of like..... glee out of him . its not a huge difference where he's suddenly bouncing and giggling and whatever, he's still just Some Guy. but he'll be like :) lol .

mayhaps he'd catch her trying on toby's goggles and he'd offer to let her try on his mask. but nina would fake gag and be like 'no i dont want that dirty musty nasty sack on my head' and he'd be like ?????. then he'd say she can wash it and then try it on. which.. as an older sibling.... is the type of shit i'd do just to get my sister to do smth for me that i dont wanna do LMFAOOO. she might fall for it just cuz my dear nina is the ultimate fangirl

i dunno i kinda struggled with this one just cuz in my au, they wouldnt be all that close and the Type of characters they are don't mesh very well, but i am super fond of the concept and would love to try expanding on it more

[lullabyalikpoptarot]

&Team's Group Dynamics

Decided to this request, since I like venture out to new groups every so often, so let's look at their dynamics.

Overall Energy (3 of Wands) It seems things move slow for them as a group. It is like they always have to wait for their moment to comeback. Do they have long breaks between comebacks, or do they travel alot? As a group there is a lot they envision and want to do. They also feel they have a long journey together and want to remain together for the long haul.

EJ (Strength) He seems to be the pillar of the group. The one that holds it all together. Is he the leader? He provides comfort and strength to the others. He may also feel like he has to hold it together for the others as well. He seems to be the bold and courageous one of the group.

Fuma (7 of Wands) Well, this dude is a fighter. He may create resistance within the group. May cause a bit of trouble, or create some challenges for the group dynamic. He stands strong in his beliefs, so it may be hard for him to yield to the others. He might feel he always has to push back against them as well. He has a strong determination, so it may be hard for him to back down so easily.

K (6 of Wands) I just realized I forgot to pull a card for him lol Anyway, he may be the one that stands out in the group. Is he the most popular? There is this energy to win for him, a competitive spirit within the dynamics, so it may be hard for others to go against him. He has a strong sense of ego and pride. I don't see it in a negative way, the 5 of wands gives me more that energy, but he does have a winner spirit, so he would want to one up the others. It could be as silly as in playing games or something like that.

Nicholas (10 of Wands) He may be the one that does too much, carries a lot of the burden for the others. Gets very exhausted pretty easily. He can get pretty stressed a lot as well. He just seems to put a lot on his plate. I am not sure how that plays into the dynamics.

Yuma (Justice) He may be the moderator of the group. The person that balances out the group. The more rational and logical one, doesn't really get persuaded by emotions. Can come off pretty cold. He seems fair and balanced. He might be the one that makes the decisions, or has a final say, or they just go to him to decide things. He seems pretty good at making good decisions within the dynamics. I see him wanting to hear both sides of the argument when it comes to disagreements, before coming to a conclusion.

Jo (Knight of Air) He seems to be the chatty one, can be gossipy. He enjoys banter and communication a lot. He is a very curious person and may ask the others lots of questions. He seems to always be willing to learn but can have a mouth that gets him in trouble or says things too quickly.

Harua (5 of Pentacles) He feels he may be lacking, that he may not provide much for the group. He may be the type that isolates himself or doesn't really seek help or support from the others. Or he is someone the members try to help and assist a lot. He can be an outsider at times, or feel like it.

Taki (The Dreamer) He is the optimistic one, the carefree one, a bit naive and childlike. There is an innocence to him. He sees an opportunity in anything, very hopeful. He just kind of goes a long for the ride and just likes having fun, so he can probably spark a lot of joy for the members. They may find him rather adorable and cute. He seems fun to be around. He can lift their spirits.

Maki (The World) It seems he completes the group in some sort of way. He seems like a sweet and comforting person to the others. He can be pretty protective of the members, weird cause he is the youngest, but there is a loving energy to him. He could be the one that allows them to see the world differently and makes them aware of different perspectives.

Overall, the group energy seems nice from what I got here, nothing too dramatic I am picking up on.

[delurkr]

Omg your favorite character is John?!! That's really interesting tbh I wasn't expecting that. I love him sm. Would you mind kind of explaining why he's your fave? No pressure of course :)

Yesss he's awesome lol. I have so many reasons and I'll never remember them all at once but I'll mention some of the main ones 😁

Neurotic, angry, cowardly, aggressively optimistic based on nothing but stubbornness, he's my exact type of fictional character lol. Not to mention he pretty much spends the entirety of the game defaulting to being dead wrong on just about everything, which is always a bonus. I don't know why I find these kinds of things hilarious instead of annoying but I do 😂

He's got good points too. He's a perfect repackaging of his previous doubles; they're made of all the same ingredients and it's a lot of fun to make the connections among them. He's grown more as a person though, with his alcohol recovery being an obvious example. He's got some awareness of his issues and he's working on himself; we love to see it.

Also he was the first character in the game to feel real to me, if that makes sense, like he felt like a whole person without me having to read into anything. He has a variety of interests for one thing and that always helps make characters feel real, but also he's just a hot mess of a human; he has a lot of stupid pretensions, inconsistencies, emotions dialed up to 11, ye olde internal battles of wanting to act one way and doing the opposite, etc etc. And this is a weird thing to try to explain but for all his literacy his speech is very unrefined. He fits the arrogant academic trope in one sense but there's a lot more to him than "reads books" and I love that for him.

He's part of some of the best dynamics in the game (I am obsessed with John/Andrew and John/Taylor). Also he's such an important part of the game as a whole, like imagine LH without John. Characters don't have to be that important to be my faves but there's more to work with when they are.

Shoutout to his design in general and his outfit in particular (he's so extra lol), the ✨sledgehammer moment✨ including the associated character development, and his lack of romantic storyline; and lastly his acting is really good and his voice is cool 😂 It's also relevant how some players immediately slap him with negative preconceived labels without giving it a second thought the entire game but I'll spare everyone the rant (it makes me more defensive of him, my saltiness on this topic runs deep). But the bottom line is that I love him very much and I love to see other people loving him, so thank you for this ask 😊

[7ndipity]

Hiiii! Happy New Year and congratulations on the 2K followers!! You totally deserve it, your writing is top tier ❤️ I hope the shipping game isn't over, but if it is, feel free to ignore! :)

I am a college student, and my sign is Cancer, and my personality is basically this: I am a smartass who owns it, clumsy af-always keeps breaking and losing stuff, has a teensy bit of leader instinct, pretty good at speeches, but at the same time I'm pretty childish, and people immediately assume I am very innocent due to my babyface™ when in fact I'm not lmao. I'm very good at using my cuteness to get my way, no one can resist me hehehe and I'd also call myself a pretty good singer! But I can get whiny and pouty when I don't get my way. I am a girlie girl who still loves pink lol! I love reading books so much that I forget the world around me when I start a book. I love music, especially singing. I can also be dramatic af. I am also hopelessly romantic, and want to be swept off my feet. I'm super optimistic, and try to look at the bright side. I can also be crazy and weird at times. Also can get ridiculously clingy - I'm a very lovely dovey person, I'll be randomly hugging and smooching my loved ones whenever I feel like it, and the sort of person to blurt out ily at the most random times. I love it when ppl remember a very teensy weeny detail about me and when they take the effort to try something just cause I recommended it. Especially if it's books and music. I have a very dumb sense of humour, and I tend to be unintentionally funny to people. I've also got a very short temper, and the moment my patience wears thin shit goes down and I turn into a screaming banshee lol.

Physically, I'm a shortie so I get teased very much about it and tho I've gotten used to it over the years it still bothers me. Also super insecure about my thicc thighs and big butt 😩 andddd I have a very tiny button nose which again was the butt of many jokes since school but I've learnt to embrace my cute nose! I do have a nice dimpled smile and that's the only physical feature about myself that I like. My eyes are kinda big too, not bambi-big, but still, pretty big. Again, like I mentioned, I have a babyface so people think I'm still in school 💀 and my high pitched voice doesn't help either.

In short, people describe me as a cute, smart and sunshiney person. I think that pretty much sums me up! Whoops that turned out longer than expected, sorry :(

Looking forward to your answer, and thank youuuu in advance! You're the best 🫰🏼

I would ship you with Jin, and maybe Tae! They're both classic romantics, and are quite physically affectionate, though in slightly different ways, and although they're quite stubborn and dramatic too, I think they would potentially match your energy.

I think Jin's into that classic girly girl vibe(he would also be into princess treatment), so he would find your style and energy quite attractive(Also, I firmly believe that he’s a thighs man, and I will die on that hill) Plus, he would love that you have a similar silly sense of humor, the man needs someone to laugh at his dad jokes!

Tae also has a love for softer, sweet styles, and he’s also has that cuter, baby-ish energy at times, but with that mischievous nature underneath, which means you'd both see right through your games, but you'd still go along with them anyways, lol!(Also Capricorns are supposed to be a good match for Cancers)

Hope this was alright💜

[honest-moth-of-silver-grove]

Hi! I’d like to request a matchup with a character from Baldur’s Gate 3 if that’s okay! <3

my pronouns are she/her and I’m asexual biromantic. I’m an ESFJ and a Gemini. I have green eyes and brown hair, I have a mullet with blue strands. I dress with vintage/fairy grunge clothes. I wear lots of rings and love to exchange them with others.

I’m the mom friend of the group, always there for everyone and my friends say that I’m really good at comforting people. I’m also calm and responsible, I usually am the one that takes care of other people. I’m very optimistic, I always try to see the good in everything and I often put other’s needs before my own. I love making others laugh to lighten the situation I’m not afraid to stand up for myself but sometimes it’s hard for me to say no to things. I also dislike when someone is too serious and really can’t take a joke as I tend to use humor as my coping mechanism. All my friends tell me I’m very smart, I get very good grades and I do well in school. I also try to help my friends with study and school as much as possible. I’m also very ambitious, I always try to achieve my goals.

My love languages are, receiving, physical touch and words of affirmation and giving, quality time and words of affirmation.

I absolutely love listening to music, it helps me relax and I really like reading. I also love watching horror movies even though it’s impossible to scare me. I also play Dungeons and Dragons with my friends anytime I can. also, I absolutely love musicals and I’m definitely a theatre kid.

have a great day :)

A/N: Ooh, okay! Because you submitted a second asking clarifying you had no gender preference, I’ve just gone ahead and picked the person I think is best suited for you. So for you @sapphirest0nes , I’m thinking your best romantic matchup would be… Gale!

☸ Gale would be a great fit for you! I see Gale as someone who’s demisexual/graysexual and biromantic. This makes him much more likely to understand your sexuality and to be very accepting of it. I also categorize him as an ENTP, which makes him very compatible with your ESFJ. You’re both extroverted and fairly people-oriented. There are notable differences, however… Where you tend to be more organized and sort of traditional in your thinking/processing, he is more creative/unconventional. It may strike you as odd at first, but that’s not necessarily a bad thing, as it will show you a wider perspective. His NT also means he’s more ‘in his head’ than other types, but as you mentioned, your friends tell you you’re very smart, and you do well in school. These qualities of intelligence will further attract him to you, as someone with NT believes the element of intellectual connection is just as important as the romantic one. As a Gemini, you may find you see with two lenses- one that is more adventurous and outgoing, and one that’s more reserved. This is a plus to Gale as he sort of walks that line of over-achieving and contemplative. 

He really likes your style, the sort of vintage/fairy thing. He was drawn to a goddess previously, so the sort of fairytale, fantastical component of your fashion is something he’s very much attracted to. He also admires the edge of your more grunge looks, mainly because he doesn't have one lol. It makes people think twice about messing with you and it's nice to feel sort of protected in a relationship. And he likes your fascination with rings. Granted he may ask to absorb the magic out of them, while the issue of the orb in his chest is still a thing, but he also likes how they look on your fingers. And he likes how he feels more sophisticated and cultured when he wears the ones you share with him. 

Gale doesn’t require a babysitter- he has Tera for that. But he does enjoy how you watch out for him. Besides his tressym, very few people have had his best interest at heart. Gods know Mystra certainly didn’t. He thinks it's so sweet of you to care about his comfort and to want to take care of him to a degree. He thinks you’re so wonderful, he often has doubts about deserving you. But when you remind him how much you love him by going out of your way to make him feel better, he knows your love is real. He does wish, however, that you’d let him try and take care of you more often. He knows you’re very responsible, but he wants to do for you what you do for him. Let him pamper you one day. Let him give you an evening or afternoon that’s all about you. He wants you to feel as loved and appreciated as he does. When you light up when he gives you something, or after he says one of his many puns, it makes him think he might just be worthy of your affection. 

He loves to make you laugh. Well, he tries very hard to make you laugh. He’s not the greatest comic, but he does enjoy a good pun or play on words. He knows he isn’t the smoothest talker, but that’s okay. He just really wants to see your beautiful smile when you tilt your head back and laugh at his attempts- all in good fun, of course. 

He’s a huge admirer of how determined you are, being quite the determined student himself. The two of you can spend hours just pouring over your respective texts, nestled quite close, studying together in silence. It may not look like a fun date to others, but it’s special to the two of you. 

He loves listening to music with you. And he’ll gladly accompany you to any orchestra or recital. It makes his day when you light up, talking about all the different aspects of theater and live performance that you know yourself. He feels like he’s been given a backstage pass or some sort of super secret insider knowledge thanks to you. 

He’s not the hugest fan of horror, or scaring oneself intentionally. But he will do his best to endure it for you. Just don’t take it personally if he runs out of the room after a jump scare only to send back an astral projected version of himself. He wants to enjoy it with you, truly. But scary things are just not for him. Maybe try reading him more mystery-type stories with elements of horror, he’d probably be more interested in those. 

Overall he thinks you’re wonderful. You’re kind and smart and have a level head on your shoulders. You appreciate his wit and you laugh at his jokes. You’re the best thing to ever happen to him. Gale knows, beyond a shadow of a doubt, he’s the luckiest man to be able to have you. 

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[pixelagames2000]

Ok so here’s a drawing I made to show the many ways I can relate to Optimus Prime

I am not very animated, I’m very reserved with my emotions, it’s mostly my face that’s not very expressive, I can however express myself in other ways, like with my voice and body,

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My voice can be very monotone and blunt, but it can also be expressive in some ways, I’m very soft spoken but I can project.

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I don’t cry unless something breaks me, I don’t get angry often and when I do, I don’t explode, I emplode. I do laugh, but it’s not LOL laugh, it’s more like a snicker,chuckle,giggle or just a “heh” or even a quiet/silent wheeze.

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I’m very articulative, I speak more intelligently then formally, but I suppose there are some situations we’re i talk formally, it all depends on the situation (I suppose I have a way with words bit eh who knows, and if so then speech therapy really did work wonders)

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I do not like conflict or drama, and I do not want to harm others, but if there comes a situation where I need to defend myself and others, I will

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I do not like conflict or drama, and I do not want to harm others, but if there comes a situation where I need to defend myself and others, I will

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I’m easily trusting of others, because I wanna see the best in them (and I have trouble seeing red flags) I prefer to resolve issues in a peaceful and civil manner, I won’t punish people for doing something wrong or get mad at them, I will be disappointed tho and shake my head, and if necessary give them a stern or firm lecture

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Calm is my default setting, i have been told I’m wise in many ways, but I’m still naive to the ways of the world (hay I’m only 23 I’m still learning) I’m quiet,serious,sensitive and kind, I’m loyal and faithful, I can be stubborn but only with things I’m passionate about like my projects, I’m the support of my friend group, I’m always there to help and support others if they need a friend to comfort them, I’m eternally Optimistic tho I can be anxious and doubt myself from time to time, and I’m compassionate I try to be understanding and respectful as best I can, I try to be pleasant.

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Anyway that’s basically it, I might have missed a few things but eh it’s whatever, sorry if there’s any spelling errors, I am dyslexic so I can make mistakes like that, also I’m on the Autism spectrum, so a good bit of these traits that I share with Optimus, are autistic traits

Dose this mean Optimus is autistic? No most likely not, tho it would be cool if he was, Also this is random but you know how the matrix of leadership has helped Optimus to grow and improve, I kinda feel a similar thing with the Holy Spirit (yes I’m also Christian) because it��or god or Jesus, has also helped me grow as a person and learn to have self control, so there’s that witch I find to be an interesting…thing…(I know the word to use I just don’t know how it’s spelled) anyway hope you found this interesting ^^

[officialgleamstar]

To allow you to talk about Mercarol to your heart's content: how did they meet and what did they think about each other at first 🥰

Hi Dora 🥰‼️ Sorry for saying I wanted to talk about Mercarol and then going to sleep instead. Unfortunately I am, persistently, a sleepy lil guy,

I think they probably would have met when the Oak-Garcia family signed up for kids’ soccer! Carol is forever the distant mom, so her first impression was secondhand through Darryl - “some weird hippies signed their twins up for soccer. They seem… high energy.” etc etc - so probably not. Entirely positive LOL. When she first meets Mercedes in person, I don’t imagine this would change, though I do think Carol fell a little bit in love with Mercedes the first time they spoke. Not with her as a person, but just with the idea of a woman who is very open and relaxed, who is happy with her life and her family. I think Carol would get really fixated on her and try to write it off as dislike but actually she’s utterly entranced by Mercedes

Mercedes, on the other hand, would have a more positive view on Carol at first. Mercedes is open-minded to the extreme, so she always tries to have a good first impression of people. She would find Carol awkward, but also clearly intelligent and probably be really curious about her life. And also she’s attractive ☝️ I do think Carol is Mercedes’s type (blonde, shorter than her, optimistic (even if Carol is more over-confident than optimistic but those are hard to tell apart at first!)). I don’t think Carol would linger in Mercedes’s mind, not the way that Carol would fixate on her, but she would definitely notice whenever Carol actually came to a soccer game. And then go bother her because Carol is just so funny! (Carol is dying trying not to embarrass herself.)

[aphrodeiities]

𝔣𝔢𝔢𝔡𝔟𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔰𝔦𝔵𝔱𝔢𝔢𝔫

♇ I opted in for a full natal chart with additional degree interpretations. I went through Pluto’s entire reading with a green, yellow and red highlighter to indicate what I agreed with, neither agreed nor disagreed (or for sections which could only be confirmed over time), or disagreed - and the vast, vast majority, like 98%, was green… and nothing was red, including comments about personal family life, which - how could a stranger have known?! I’m really astounded that Pluto was able to make such sharp and accurate comments about me, and I’ve definitely gained a firmer sense of self through this reading. 

♇ Unfortunately, I am not a celebrity (as Pluto might suggest ;p), but I have been told numerous times that I could be a successful sitcom character, lol. I tend to have a strong personality and that does mean that people either love or hate me. Interestingly I’ve always been envious of the celebrity life - I really love to entertain and draw attention in a group (in fun and playful ways!), it might be narcissistic of me to say but I do think I’d make a great celebrity. I’m at university now, so it’s harder to be socially very well established, but when I was at school, even if I didn’t know everyone in my year group, I was definitely a known figure overall - and definitely popular within my social sphere, as you wrote. 

♇ Also on the financial aspect - sadly, not a nepo baby (or I would be living the celeb life right now), but my immediate family is wealthy and I’ve had enormous financial privilege to support my lifestyle and dreams. 

♇ You were also right to note a certain depressive quality to my chart. I’ve actually personally struggled with depression for a significant amount of my life. It’s very easy for me to slip into depressive states, while also trying to be optimistic and diligently focusing on my tasks - I’m impressed this contradictory quality was also noticed! Overall I’ve always felt quite contradictory in character, and I noticed this, too, in how certain aspects of my chart would imply one character trait, and then another one would diverge and slightly contradict and offer more nuance in this way.

♇ The repeated comments on an obsessive nature - also extremely true. I obsess over my passions, my relationships, my long-term goals, and I find it very hard to be moderate in my approach to things. I was surprised that you were able to pick up on this as well, especially as I really do try to tone it down around other people. The comments on being potentially two-faced, or multifaceted, are also 100% correct - I try to overall be on good terms with people, and I’m prone to agreeing with someone solely to flatter them and gain their trust (which is not a great character trait, I admit, but it is certainly there). 

♇ This reading was genuinely incredible and I might hang it up on my wall - or show anyone trying to befriend me first, so they know what they’re getting into! 

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[ithinkabouttzu]

Hiii, first of all, I love you blog and the whole vibe. You're probably the first blog I've seen with the combination of kpop and band of brothers, cool combo.

I would like to request a band of brothers ship :))) My pronouns are he/him, I'm pretty short. I play the guitar and love drawing, photography... just anything artistic. I'm always optimistic and am very social. I love giving gifts whether its art or self baked food or random rocks... fun fact, I'm Belgian and I've been to bastogne a whole lot of times growing up,hope that enough information ;)

Also, I think you would really like @rogue-barnes-durin-main they're lovely and your blogs are somewhat alike ;)

Have a great day!

Yes hii thank you so much for your request and i’m so glad you like my blog! 💖

I ship you with…

David Webster!

Song recommendation: Cruel Summer - Taylor Swift

- OMG what an iconic couple

- Okay so I think you guys would meet in a public library or something like that, both of you are so artistic and smart (in your own respective ways ofc) but he’d be trying to find a seat in there, and that’s when he sees you

- You looked so handsome but angelic at the same time, it almost took him of guard for a second because he wasn’t expecting someone so pretty to be in a library on the weekend.

- You would be so focused, on whatever you were doing, and he would be nervous to come and sit by you because he wouldn’t want to disturb you

- And you obviously catch on to his extreme staring at you, when you look up from your work and give him a sweet smile

- He almost passes out in that moment, you just smiled at him? Btw your gorg smile literally has his face in a deep shade of red

- He has to go over to you now, when he finally does, he can finally see how nice you look in the window sunlight, he can also see what you’re working on, it’s a drawing, and that’s when he’s like wait, that’s actually like so good??

- “That’s a real pretty drawing you got there, by the way, what’s your name?” AHHHH that’s exactly how he says it

- And of course you guys start talking together, immediately hitting it off, talking about all kinds of stuff, like what you usually draw, and his writings, the best books to read all of it, even to where the librarian has to tell you guys to leave because you guys are way too loud for a library

- he would find you extremely fascinating, you guys would go to a cafe afterwards because he just wants to get to know more and more of you atp, and the rest is history.

- He loves and admires your positive attitude so much, it really uplifts him in days where he feels like absolute shit, on his bad days, you can always bring a smile to his face with your encouraging personality

- You’re more of the social one in the relationship, but overall both of you are pretty outgoing when it comes to hanging out with friends, y’all are always talking to others and making friends with people, I think you guys would be a very charming couple in terms of talking and socializing, y’all are just so nice who wouldn’t wanna hang out with y’all?!

- Okay, when you bake him dessert as a gift for the first time, this man swears he fell in love, like actually swore up and down he was gonna marry you after he had a bite of the brownies you gifted him

- speaking of baking, I think you two would spend just one day where you guys bake up a whole bunch of cookies and such at it would be so fun and cute, he would be like such a romantic the whole time, putting cookie dough on his finger for you to eat, kissing your cheek and holding you while you prepare the baking pans and the dough, it would be so nice oh my gosh

- Or if you give him something that you drew or painted, his heart would literally melt, he knows how much thought and time you must’ve put in it and just that alone makes him fall in love with you all over again, he literally with thank you over and over again til you’re just like, “Dude, chill” LOL

- and in return of course he writes you a small poem that’s so romantic and sweet, it would literally bring you tears to your eyes, cause literally the thought of someone writing you a poem, confessing how much they’re in love with you is so adorable 😭

- He would find it SOO cool that you play guitar, like that’s just so neat to him and he would literally beg you to play something for him, he’s honestly such a fan girl for you when you play it and he just full on loves when you play the guitar, it also gives him hella butterflies

- omg omg omg, how could I forget your photography, he would jokingly always ask for you to take a pic of him while you guys were out together, and whenever you guys have a date outside or out in nature he would ask you to bring your camera stuff or whatever you use for photos,

- Like say you guys were on a picnic, he’d become the temporary photographer 🤣 he’d just be like, “babe look” and he would talk all kinds of photos, and even if they’re completely horrible you can’t tell him that because that would break his ego into pieces LMAO

- But I think you guys would go together sooo well, I can get like 100% that he would completely treat you like royalty and it would be so cute 😭 you never have to worry about anything ever when you’re with him

Thank you again so much for your request!! And i’m def going to check out @rogue-barnes-durin-main ‘s blog RNNNN 😋💛💛💛

[deadinthename]

Hello father I am here requesting you tell me about 1 of your oc's. Tell me about them. Or Mamon (I think that's how you spell their name? It's been a few years). I want to hear about your ocs. Tell me about your ocs.

uh oh i gotta talk abt my ocs. that i barely think abt. uh oh ummm how about nikita from my apocalypse gang since the maemon has literally nothing going on lol. info under cut

heres some newer refs (months ago) i had for them when my pc was busted

and here are the 1st really old outdated refs (along w their 2 travel buddies)

the lore keeps changing based on what i think would make sense but the basic gist is that niki was formerly a soldier for a private military company (i dont really have a name for em lol), and everyone in it got augmented a lot and put through rigorous training,, the world everyone lives in is almost completely covered in snow bc of. something. nuclear holocaust? apocalypse? idrk yet but somns been wrong with the earth for a long time. bc of that soldiers go through a lot of horrible stuff and i think maybe they fight with other PMCs and stuff for limited resources kinda like in Fallout but thats less important!

niki did somn or other to get kicked out or escape the PMS, and he had to rough it in the cold on his own. electronics break down in extreme temperatures so his augmented leg(s? idk if its one or both rn) sometimes need repairs,, he s abt to stop in an old shack when he finds this doctor (angel, right side) and this teenager thats good with guns (sorrel, left side) in there, and they all decide to travel together for some reason or another. working that out too lmao

nikita's personality is kinda like a tired optimist, like they went through a lot of terrible stuff but they always try to find a way to make the best outta it. very huggable, ver loving. skilled in combat and big in heart... likes fishing and just wants to chill forever

i think. thats it for now

[bboisawesome]

⚠️((If you haven’t seen Ninjago Prime Empire, SPOILERS!!!!))⚠️

Just finished Prime Empire. I’m gonna stand by this statement ‘till the day I die.

Jay gets all the good seasons.

He’s only had two, but both have been awesome. A lot of the arcs since the model change haven’t been my cup of tea. I hated Sons of Garmadon, Hunted was okay, but I hate Harumi. And March of the Oni was also around that same rank for me.

Aspheera was pretty interesting, and I did enjoy the Never Realm. But Prime Empire is the most I have enjoyed Ninjago in a while!

It can’t surpass the amazing streak we had with Possession, SkyBound and Hands of Time (plus Day of the Departed). But it is pretty high up there for me!

Can’t wait to see what Master of the Mountain has in store! Hopefully this good season streak will keep building, cause I’ve heard Crystalized has been…disappointing, unfortunately.

But for now I am freaking about Prime Empire! I loved Okino, I loved Superstar Rockin’ Jay, I loved the whole Jay reasoning with Unagami! I just cared about so many things this season and got invested in the characters. The world of the game and the NPCs there just got me so immersed! Not to mention the SkyBound parallels.

If you follow me, you probably know by now that SkyBound is my favourite season. So I was possibly reaching for some of them, but still!! The season literally starts with Clutch finding the Teapot of Tyrahn!!! Or what looks to be like it, and then a flash of gold light offscreen once Clutch walks away, rubbing the teapot.

They’re teasing me and I know it!

We get all of the ninja slowly disappearing until only Nya and Jay are left. Nya disappears and Jay is left alone to fix the mistake. I know in SkyBound the other ninja were there when Nya died. But Jay was still the only one who could fix it, cause he had the wish. So I think the parallel still stands.

And they didn’t disappear in the same order, (and Zane and Pixal weren’t even in the game) but I still think it counts.

I got to see Jay being more serious and determined to take down the big bad and save his friends. Love when Jay takes a bit of responsibility and steps up! Not to mention him using the fact that he was left behind by his birth parents to try and reason with Unagami! Even though Jay was raised by wonderful parent,(Ed and Edna love him so much) it still has to be a bit confusing and hurtful to know you weren’t wanted or given up. He had to of sat there wondering why? What was the reason? And Jay being highly optimistic, even if he complains all the time, chooses to believe it was a good reason. And he might never get to know that reason, but I think it’s pretty nice closure getting to help Unagami and Dyers reconcile, and help Unagami to get that reason that Jay will probably never get.

Jay still very much loves Ed and Edna, and I feel he will always consider them his parents, but I also feel like it’d always bother him a bit to not know why he was abandoned. So that’s why I really liked this part, kind of feels like a nice way for him to get a bit of closure on that matter.

I also just had lots of fun watching this season. I love video games, so seeing this awesome world of players, and all the cool world building for the game was amazing. I love the different realms they could go to, the little events they could use to get money and buy items and skins. It was just fun. Not to mention the inclusion of older game styles. I thought that was pretty funny for them to go through, since I personally am not that great at side scrollers and classic platformers.

I loved Jay’s skin, I wish he kept it for the entirety of the season lol. Kai looked awesome too. Cole and Nya just both kept the techno ninja gear, which looked fine, I just would’ve liked to see more personalized skins for them. Lloyd had one too, but it was just for a disguise, plus…it was super ugly. Lloyd, honey, that fit was not it.

Oh also…Jay cult.

That’s all I’ll say about that. Lol

I would say more, but I am slowly forgetting everything cause I’m tired. So I think I’m gonna end this rant. I enjoyed Prime Empire, and I will be drawing Superstar Rockin’ Jay!

[nickeverdeen]

hi!! hope you’re having a good day— can i please request a matchup for the maze runner &/or star wars? whatever you’re most comfortable with! im bisexual & use she/her pronouns btw :)

im an esfj & cancer, so it kinda stands to reason that im very sensitive and bubbly haisjdjejd. i always try to be optimistic and make a good impression with people, i care a lot about how others think about me but i also want to make sure they know i care about them! i can put up a front of being much happier and nicer than i actually am, which tends to get really exhausting. im not a huge fan of crowds, but i still like going out and going for little adventures! i love nature and animals, as well as anything that’s soft or cute. im very affectionate with the people i care about and i love complimenting others, but i get really flustered whenever someone does the opposite to me lol. my hobbies include yoga, gardening, baking, going for walks, and napping! im considered pretty but i have a baby face so people don’t really take me seriously a lot. i can get annoyed when people don’t listen to me and sometimes am a bit bossy.

please & thank you!!

Heyyy I did both and I hope they’re okay with you 🫶

Your Maze Runner match is…

Teresa

Teresa is not very extroverted so you’d have to get her out of her shell

Oh my girl. She’d be very pleased about the fact that you care about her and others

Loves your optimism

Teresa doesn’t really like that you keep the mask of a happy person on and that it exhausts you so she’ll try to reassure you that you don’t have to do it

She doesn’t like crowded place herself so she’d take you somewhere into the nature where you can have some adventures and a little peace of quiet

Teresa very often compliments you back

When she finds out that you get flustered when she does it, she’d ask you if it’s alright that she compliments you back

Teresa has no fucking idea how to bake

Like if her life would depend on her baking she’d be dead real fast

Likes to go on walks with you

Teresa might try joga once or twice, but she’d give up and just watch you

If you’d fall asleep on her shoulder or lap she’d definetly get butterflies

Covers you with blankets everytime you take a nap and she doesn’t

Teresa herself can get bossy, but not very often so she understands you and doesn’t get mad about it, she’d just feel very uncomfortable

Your Star Wars match is…

Han Solo

Han is extrovert himself so you two would about this probably get along

He’s not that much optimistic, but he definetly finds your optimism funny

Height jokes all the way

Han is gonna try to take the mask off and tell you that you don’t have to do it, at least not infront of him

Adventures? Oh hell yes

Han would take you for some adventures into diffrent galaxies

Somehow gets you bunch of stuffed animals

Likes getting the compliments that you’re giving him

Once he found out that when he compliments you back you get flustered he’d compliment you all the time

Han would probably only go for walks with you on diffrent planets and take naps with you

He isn’t really into baking, gardering or yoga

He’d watch you do yoga, gardering and baking

Han would try to help you with the gardering

He jokes about your baby face a lot, but if anyone else does he’ll be really protective

He’s bit bossy himself so he understands it

Because of the bossiness he might start an argument and feel bad for doing so afterwards

Exploring a new planet? It’s a date!

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[softxsuki]

Hello sunshine!! Please take as much time as you need with this, thank you for such a wonderful event.

My pronouns are they/them. Fandoms are haikyuu, tears of themis and txt. I would prefer a romantic matchup and my MBTI is ENFP. I am a Sagittarius (sun,mercury &venus) Leo Moon and Aquarius (Rising & Mars). What I value most in a relationship is emotional support, teamwork and communication. I always liked people with gentle eyes or eyes that are the most noticeable part of someone. Anyone with an aura that comes off shy and introverted but still sure of themselves is very attractive to me. Personality would be someone who’s kindness + sincerity + integrity shines through even if they are a bit apprehensive towards people or situations. Big heart energy, if I must say.

My personality is I am a good balance of emotions and logic. I love making people laugh and loosen up and I’m always ready to lend an ear. Sincerity is my favourite attribute in someone so it’s what I try to be everyday. The therapist friend and mom of the group most times. Troubles can weigh on me for days but I always remain optimistic despite. I am an ambivert with more introverted hobbies like writing, watching new shows and finding new music, reading poetry & non fiction, taking long walks and learning new languages.

Currently I am in a degree studying Cognitive Science with a minor in Computer Science. Random things that are very dear to me are my dogs, early mornings, my dark blue windbreaker, fruits and the 2001 movie, Artificial Intelligence. The quote I always live by is, “Follow your heart but take your brain with you.”

For the scenario, I would like a scenario about 3am late night talking, giggling under the covers about stupid jokes and talking about the most random topics. Thank you so much for doing this, take care of yourself. ❤️

1000 Follower Matchup Event #13

My event is now CLOSED but I will be doing more events like these in the future. You can check out the masterlist to this event here.

Note: 100000 years late, but it's finally here. Hope you enjoy. Also side note to anyone looking through my masterlist, I need to fix all the links on my account so they don't go straight to google (on mobile) and some just don't work so I'll need to work on that soon. In the meantime if you can't find your matchup that I've already posted you can try searching for it like Matchup #1 or something. idk. or send me an ask and I'll try and find it for you

I match you with SUGAWARA, SOOBIN, and LUKE

Runner-ups were Asahi, Taehyun, and Vyn

Sugawara:

I instantly thought Suga was a great match for you because you said you like someone with gentle eyes and I just LOVE Sugawara’s eyes. They look so comforting, like you can just open up to him about your deepest darkest secrets and he’d listen unconditionally. 

Study dates are in your future with Suga, I’m not sure if he’s incredibly smart, but I’m pretty sure he isn’t failing like our beloved Tanaka or Kageyama lol. So you’d both have tons of study dates, though he does get distracted MANY times by your beauty and just stares at you with loving eyes until you catch him and make him focus on his work again. Cute~ He appreciates how intelligent you are, but also how laid back you can be. You’re the only person who’s ever really there for him so the fact that you can also listen to his worries and make him feel better on his bad days is so so special to him. He’d go out of his way to show you little signs of his thanks–nothing crazy, just things like bringing you flowers, buying you breakfast in the morning before your classes, little things to show he was thinking of you!

3am’s with Sugawara:

For some reason, I headcanon that this man can’t stay up late for the life of him

So 3am’s with Suga are delirious; he’s just rambling on about something and isn’t fully making sense, so you’re just laughing at him and he gets pouty because his half-awake self thinks you’re making fun of him

You had proposed the idea of a sleepover to him, and he was really trying his best to stay awake

Cue him jolting up and running to the bathroom to throw cold water over his face every few minutes

You do try and tell him that it’s okay for him to just fall asleep, but he refuses, he NEEDS to stay awake

Mission failed though because he does end up falling asleep as you just admire his sleeping face, deciding to end your attempt at an all nighter and just sleep with him as well

He does wake up early though and uses the time to admire you as you sleep

Soobin:

Okay so I had originally had Taehyun as my first choice, but after months of letting this matchup sit, I thought Soobin would be a better choice. Now excuse me if any of this is wrong, it’s been a long time since I delved into anything-txt-related, but I do still keep up with their music. I just haven’t had time to watch their other stuff SIGH. But again the eyes part made me choose him. Soobin has the cutest, most gentlest eyes in the whole world. Literally if he ever looks at me and asks me for anything, I’d have to give it to him, how can you say no? And let me just say, he definitely uses that to his advantage.

With the boys he’s a cheeky menace, but with you, he’s just so incredibly sweet (but still has his playful moments whenever he isn’t being shy). I’d like to think he’d be a gentleman with his s/o and treat them with so much love and care. He loves how intelligent you are and likes to watch you study instead of doing any studying himself lol. Really soft with you.

3a.m’s with Soobin:

I think he’s used to staying up late so being up at this time is no issue for him

He’ll think of something fun for the two of you to do together, whether it be playing games, or making a late night meal if you’re craving it

I picture cute convenience store runs as you both giggle in the dark of the night, as if only the two of you exist in the world–not a worry in sight

Soobin is more of a listener, so when you return to the comfort of your bed, he looks in awe at everything you tell him, listening to every little detail and jumping in to respond whenever it feels right to do so

It’s like staying up late with your best friend

You both make a bet on who can stay up the longest, whoever falls asleep first has to buy the other food the next day–something cute like that

Overall, it’s a fun night

Luke:

Your very own golden retriever, protective boyfriend. Shy, yet confident Luke, he’s perfect for you. He’d love your dogs, since I’m pretty sure he’s a dog person–love that. He’s a detective (and very in-shape) so he loves going on morning walks with you and your dogs. Early mornings are his favorite time of day to spend with you, seeing your face each morning is like the equivalent of drinking coffee for other people.

He’s typically busy with work, but whenever he’s free, he loves watching movies with you and just staying home to spend lots of time with you doing all your favorite things. He’s fascinated that you love learning different languages so he probably asks you to teach him a new word each day just so he can be included in that part of your life. In return he’ll let you in on some detective secrets (nothing classified though, sorry).

Best partner you could have really.

3a.m’s with Luke:

I need to replay every chapter of tot i swear

But I think Luke is the type to stay up late doing detective work (research and thinking things through) so he’s used to staying up

On the rare free nights that he gets, he’d feel super relaxed finally not having any work to do so he might feel a little drowsy as he listens to you chat about your day and other little things that come to your mind

He listens to every word though, refusing to fall asleep and leave you speaking to yourself

Use this opportunity to get him to say cute things without a filter, he’s usually not as confident with his words of affection when he’s wide awake (even though he does really care for you, he’s not fully used to it yet)

Throws the covers over the two of you and cuddles into you

Doesn’t fall asleep until you do first, no matter how tired he is

Not that thrilling, but definitely still tons of fun

EVENT REQUESTS ARE CLOSED

REGULAR REQUESTS ARE OPEN

Posted: 5/25/2023

[diffuserlover]

Hiii💕 I was wondering if I can request a ship for Ateez, Enhypen, and TXT pls🙏

I’m mostly on the reserved and calm side. I’m usually shy around people and some may say I look intimidating but once I’m comfortable around someone I tend to be a very passionate person at heart. I’m on the emotional side and like being expressive it’s like second nature to me. I’m also very kind and generous people usually take that for granted but once they do, let’s just say they’d wish they did lol. I’m always open minded and optimistic at best and not afraid to speak my mind. My peers always say I seem to look like I was born to lead lol and my humor is kinda on the sarcastic side at times. I’m also an animal lover and my love language is quality time and physical touch. Hobbies are traveling, learning different languages, writing, baking, playing games, watching shows and just chill😌

Ideal: to be honest looks don’t really matter to me, personality can go all the way for me. I just would like to be with someone who’s going to be patient and understanding, someone who also is persistent and share the same passionate side like me. But I also love the idea of opposites attract too

HIII!! I am so so sorry for the long wait!! I really hope you like your ships!! Have a good rest of your day!!

ATEEZ:

I ship you with…

Mingi

I feel like you really are meant to be with Mingi

Mingi can be a quiet extrovert, he needs someone to be that loud introvert

He loves how kind you are, he absolutely adores you for it

He often comes to you for pep talks and just to get some advice because of how optimistic you are, he wishes it would rub off on him

He finds your sarcastic side hilarious

Mingi is definitely a physical touch kinda person, so prepare for the clinging

He would love to bake with you and be with you all day

You guys pick shows to watch together, Mingi often wants you to watch Anime’s with him and you pick what you like

If you guys could you would own 10,000 animals, but I could see you guys having a pet together

Overall, I think you guys are so wholesome together<3

Enhypen:

I ship you with…

Jay

I feel like your good for Jay like a good influence on him

You express your emotions very well and Jay appreciates that and is trying to get better at that

Because your love language is quality time Jay often takes you shopping, any type of shopping. Grocery, clothes, shoes, anything you want

Jay wants to travel the world with you before you guys settle down

He loves baking with you and making fun treats for the other members

He loves your sarcastic side

One time Jay surprised you with a pet because he knows how much you love animals(not a cat though💀)

Jay doesn’t seem like a very physical affectionate person but tries for you

Movie nights are a must for you guys

Overall, you guys are very cute, it gives like the color black and pink:)

Txt:

I ship you with…

Yeonjun

He thinks you are so adorable

In the beginning of you guys first meeting he thought you were kinda scary but he melted when he started to get to know you and realized how shy and cute you are

He loves how optimistic you sometimes it really helps him through a bad day

Playing games with him is always a mess, he’s so competitive he will never and I mean NEVER let you win ahahaha

Whenever he sees you baking he will taste test your baking

He loves how sarcastic you can be and loves your humor

You guys make heads turn when you enter a room

I feel like Yeonjun hates not being around you and whenever he has the day off he’s rushing over to your place to do whatever he just wants to be with you

Overall you guys are so fun together<3

[feral-mouse]

Bouquet and tulip for all kiddos👀

Hehe it was fun doing research for these uwu. Since it's gonna be long, I'm putting it under the cut lol

💐 [BOUQUET] If you could send your OC a bouquet, what flowers would make it up and what is the overall message?

Ok so it took me some time to look up a bunch of flower meanings so I can mix and match them lol. I'm not that good with flowers so idk if all of these meanings will work. I also accidentally turned it into more of a "what bouquet represents them" as opposed to "what do I wanna tell them personally" 😭. Ig it's just time to be mean to some of my ocs lol. But this is what I got

Dan is getting a boquet of peonies and white roses. These represent his want to start over with new beginnings while trying to hide his shame by being optimistic and compassionate. He feels like he could do better with himself so he's embarrassed to admit why he wants to change so much 😔

Randy gets a nice one lol. His is filled with orange roses and heliconias to show his immense passion for the things that he likes (human flesh). He's a very happy guy. He's filled with a lot of energy and desire to eat.

Davis is just getting a bunch of snapdragons because he's an asshole pejjfkksv. I also couldn't find any other flowers that fit him 😭. It represents his strength and underlying deception. If I did wanna send him a message, maybe I could add some black roses to it to be like "you're an asshole and you're gonna die because of it 😤" lejgklakv

Ronny's bouquet is filled with red roses, anemones, and proteas. Yes I am bullying him pejguisov.He longs for a change and to transform himself into the best version of himself that will make himself happy, even if it comes with the cost of scaring everyone else away. The anemones also represent his clashing thoughts, losing hope in humanity while at the same time anticipating that maybe someone will prove him wrong.

Cyrus is getting a single daffodil. I am bullying him too lpsofiks. This is supposed to represent the tragedy of his life by isolating himself from the rest of the world in attempt to protect others as an act of chivalry. But also he doesn't realize that he's only hurting his mental health by doing so 😭

Elowyn gets a nice bouquet lol. She doesn't deserve it but laosjclsivks. She gets orchids and purple irises. These show off everything that she stands for and strives to be. She wants to represent the body of femininity, elegance, etc, all while imparting her wisdom and findings to the rest of the world.

🌷 [TULIP] What is your OC's favourite flower and colour?

Dan would like daffodils. They're bright and look like they got little trumpets at the end of them. He likes the shapes they make lol. His favorite color is blue, leaning on the lighter or tealer side uwu

Randy likes larkspur flowers because he thinks they look funny lol. Why they have little bulb heads? It looks like they got little teeth and have a tongue sticking out. Why they look like that? His favorite color would be neon purple, or honestly neon anything. Just something loud and out there lol

Davis would probably like delphiniums. He likes the clusters they make and would honestly love to put some up around his house. He also likes the color green and prefers darker greens

Ronny would love black roses because he'd think they're cool as fuck lol. Their aesthetic is so sick. Other than that, his favorite color is purple uwu

Cyrus loves sunflowers. There's something about them, maybe it's because they're always associated with happy emotions, but he thinks they're cute. His favorite color would be a very pale light blue

Elowyn thinks gladiolus flowers look very pretty. They look very soft and she wants to put one behind her ear. She also loves the color pink 💖

[kiisuuumii]

Things will get better. Know your worth. Sometimes it’s hard to see, especially when you feel let down or unnoticed. Sometimes the best way to get what you want is to be open to it, no matter what form it comes in. You catch more fish with a net than a rod and line. Your talent and way with words does not go unnoticed, and your sensitivity is not a weakness. As a sensitive person, I too struggle with overwhelming emotions. It does however mean that when something feels good, it’s a deeper feeling than others will feel, and it also means your empathy is so strong that you will always be openly compassionate which will encourage others to do the same. You are capable of influencing others to do good deeds as well, and when you are able, the good you feel is incomparable. Focus on your light, what makes you happy by being you. Follow your bliss in yourself, then the need for another to make you happy will become less important. There are ways to create the love you so desire through writing. If you really see yourself in it and feel it for the thing you are writing of, no one can take that away.

-Sky Anon

its a bit of a curse, isnt it?—feeling so much, i mean. youre right though that that means we feel the good just as deeply. i know that things will get better, i'm not one to be so much of a pessimist that i start to really believe that things wont; i very much cling tightly to the probability, no matter how small, that ill one day live the life that i want, in the love that i want, with even more people who love and care about me for who i am, just like i want. one day the things i feel now (and maybe the things you feel now) will be just a memory; we wont remember how we felt, only that we did

i think that might be why i am the way i am in this moment, and lately (i promise im not usually so openly self-deprecating, this is just a particularly rougher patch lmao); i want to hold onto some of the feelings i have right now, for a little while longer, just to really feel them, until im spent. esp when it comes to trying to be open to other forms of the things i want. ive been trying to stay optimistic ofc, but i think if youre stuck on something, theres a reason for it; it wouldnt be smart for me at least to force myself open rn when there are things this closedness is probably trying to teach me

certainly doesnt mean im not trying to move forward tho ! if you can picture it, im always walking on a path forward, only looking back occasionally, while crying my heart out lol

also, one thing you might have a bit wrong about me is that i don't want someone to make me happy. id done a lot of looking for that in other people when i was younger, and as i separated myself from that version of me over the years, ive come to learn how to find and make happiness for myself (even if its not perfect, the way i do it, and even if it takes me a hot minute sometimes); i guess you could say im more looking for someone(s) to be happy with, to live life with, the good and the bad (even when i cant see past the bad at times), and that im trying to put aside some of my own feelings to make room for that

i feel like i sound condescending or dismissive, and im sorry if i do come across that way, but lowkey this helped me kinda see why i still havent let some things go despite my saying so; so thank you, sky anon, for taking the time to write such a heartfelt message !! i might not understand everything yet, but youve given me a piece of clarity thatll at least help me start