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In a mood to do nothing but cuddle and nap with someone in bed. Okay maybe kisses are allowed too
#putting together the canopy bedframe last night killed me#i am a very achey ghost#putting together a canopy bed when you’re short fucking sucks#also instructions were super vague and were pictures only so at several points i had to take apart things i built and redo them#it was frustrating#but now i have a cozy bed surrounded by curtains#perfect for snuggles
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Task force with S/O that have big breast please?
AHHHH. I saw this and got sooo excited😭 As a gal that has double Ds it can be such a pain. Buttons busting open, shirts tight in certain areas, just a struggle ;-; but they make wonderful pillows!
Wasn’t sure who you wanted so I added my main 3. If you want price and gaz let me know ^^ Also I am so sorry if Simon is very ooc, I’m trying to go with his current self and exactly pin point it which I find to be a little difficult😅
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Task force with large chested S/O Headcanons
🎀Soap is a cheeky guy, we all know this. Of course he loves you for you! Not just looks! But at times he can’t but to just…stare. He knows it can be rude and weird, but when they’re right there in his face he can’t help it
🎀You could be mid conversation, babbling away at something you were talking about and John would be sitting there eyeing you up, tuning out what you were saying only to be met with your chest in his face as you looked at the man red from getting caught
🎀He means well, honest! But will try every chance he gets to grab them or lay on your chest because of how comfortable it is. A “perfect pillow” as he would say
🎀Purposely buys shirts that are rather a bit too tight for you. Although you may think it doesn’t look good, soap on the other hand is taking mental pictures to remember how you fit into the shirt
🎀Loves to feel you pressed up against him. Yes for the contact because he does enjoy it! But to also feel all of you and be a little more intimate
🎀In general loves to hold them. His thumb gentle rubbing your nipples to piss you off or to tease depending on the mood. But for the most part holds them, massaging them as he leans on your back , leaving trails of kisses along your shoulder to neck
🎀Is basically a child in a candy store
Ghost
🍁Simon is…well let’s say more sneaky than soap is when it comes to taking peaks. No, he doesn’t do it often, but if you just so happen to wear a shirt that fits just right and shows a bit of cleavage? He can’t help himself but to look, especially if he’s taller than you
🍁Although he does enjoy them, he’s more so focused on your other needs. Like if your back hurts or in general breasts are achey to to your hormones. He doesn’t mind whatsoever focusing on making you feel better before anything else happens. Your comfort comes first
🍁Notices every little detail when you move. Purposely walks behind or in front of you so he doesn’t glance down to see you walking with your chest slightly bouncing. Steps? Won’t say anything, but are his weakness when it comes to you. Thank god for the mask
🍁If you ask him to hold them he will. Might be a little unsure of how exactly to please you, again when it comes to physical things, Simon needs a little bit of guidance! He just wants to do right and to be sure you’re okay. But oddly enough finds it to be a stress reliever for himself
🍁Is very gentle with them in the beginning. Gives kisses all over before nibbling and leaving marks all over your chest. Caressing them with his hands, ever so softly pinching them to hear you sweak
🌹When it comes to you? This man looses all train of thought. With every step you take towards him, he can’t help but to look down. You know it’s his weakness and sometimes use it to your advantage, but other times simply oblivious to the fact that he was staring
🌹Alejandro tries his best to a gentleman, but can’t help but to glide his hands over your chest when alone sitting on his lap, squeezing them from pent up sexual tension that you caused
🌹Of course he always asks for permission regardless of how long you’ve been together. He just needs to know what kind of mood your in before he does
🌹Certainly loves when you straddle him and just hold him or perhaps ride him. Not only an amazing sight, but just being close to you is one of his many favorite things
🌹Lays on your chest very often! Just so squishy and comfortable to lay on! Has fallen asleep quite a few times on your chest, with his hand up your shirt on your breast. Could lay like that forever if you allowed him to do so
#headcanons#mw2#modern warfare2#Simon ghost Riley x reader#John soap mactavish x reader#Alejandro Vargas x reader#Simon Riley headcanons#John soap mactavish headcanons#Alejandro Vargas headcanons#x reader#modern warfare
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The Secret Santa OT3 fic that got way out of hand
@artmayhem
Arthur’s world was pain and confusion. He’d been dreaming…No, it had to have been a nightmare. That couldn’t have happened. Lewis would never do something like that. It was just…impossible. Like rain falling up.
Little by little, he started to hear and become aware. He could hear…familiar voices. He knew them but couldn’t quite identify them. A woman’s voice that made his heart smile. A man’s voice that made him feel safe. Another man’s voice that made him want to cry. And…who did that last voice belong to?
It took a bit longer, but he started to hear a bit more. They were whispering. And shouting. And it had to do with…murder?
Oh, no no no no. He couldn’t lose anyone else. He forced his eyes open.
There was Vivi, standing over him like she was trying to shield him with her body. She looked furious, and her eyes were red and puffy from crying. There was a bandage on her face. Lance was next to her, looking just as furious and like he wanted to shoot something but couldn’t because he’d had his gun taken away. They were both looking at something…on the other side of the room. Arthur laboriously turned his head to see what had both of their attention…
…And found himself staring into the eyes of Lewis. Except they weren’t Lewis’ eyes. They were the eyes of the ghost that had tried to kill them. But it was Lewis. So why…
And suddenly everything snapped into place.
Tall with broad shoulders.
Silly pompadour.
Deep voice.
Purple and pink.
The ghost that wanted them dead…was…was Lewis?
It wasn’t a nightmare.
Arthur’s world suddenly snapped into sharp focus as he realized that he was in a room with someone who wanted him dead. He screamed and somehow managed to push himself away despite missing his arm.
He fell off the bed, and his body was on fire! He gasped in pain and panic and there was shouting and he was breathing fast but he couldn’t breathe-
Blacking out was practically a relief.
The next time Arthur woke up he had a much easier time thinking. He had the familiar haze of painkillers, but he could tell he was in a hospital this time. Now that he could remember what happened (Oh my God! Lewis had dropped him off a cliff!), Arthur realized he’d been injured pretty badly and may have almost died. He didn’t feel too awful though…He had all his remaining limbs and could move them. His left shoulder and back felt pretty bad though. He looked around as much as he could without moving his head. Vivi and Lewis (Why?) weren’t around, but Lance was. He’d probably seen Arthur open his eyes so Arthur just turned to meet his gaze. “Hi Uncle Lance.”
Lance seemed to relax a little. “Hey Arthur. How’re you feeling?”
“Loopy.” He hated pain medicine. “Achey. Not as bad as when I lost my arm.”
“That’s…well, it’s not bad, but I wouldn’t say it’s good either,” said Lance. He paused for a moment, giving Arthur a concerned look. “How much do you remember?”
“Lewis is…” Dead, dead, dead. “He dropped me off a cliff,” he finally said, trying very hard not to cry.
Lance nodded. “Yeah.”
“Why would he do that?”
“Because he’s an idiot,” snarled Lance.
Arthur gave Lance a surprised look. Lance had always been pretty fond of Lewis so hearing him talk about Lewis in that tone of voice was rather jarring even if it wasn’t surprising. “Where-where is he? And Vivi? And Mystery? They were here before.”
“We kicked Lewis out,” said Lance matter-of-factly. “Vivi’s family showed up a while ago. Her father said they had some family stuff to talk about. I’m guessing it had something to do with that sword and the tree lady.”
Arthur blinked. “Tree lady?”
“…” Lance sighed. “Right. You were out for that. A tree lady showed up and tried to kill Mystery and Vivi.”
“Why?” Arthur was trying to figure out if they’d ever done anything to piss off a tree or the like but nothing was coming to mind.
“Something to do with Mystery not being a dog.”
Arthur made a face. “What else would he be?”
“Vivi called him something. Can’t remember what,” admitted Lance. “Some sort of fox with a bunch of tails.”
Thanks to being friends with Vivi and Lewis (and watching anime) Arthur realized Lance was talking about a kitsune. “But kitsune are scared of dogs!” Why that popped out, Arthur had no idea. Lance looked just as confused and shrugged. Arthur groaned. “It sounds like Vivi and I need to have a talk.” Preferably in private if it involved things like magic and ghosts. “Do you know when I’m going to be released? I don’t feel as bad as last time…” But he had been dropped off a cliff…Wait. There had been stalagmites. “How am I not dead?”
“Ah, your shoulder was all torn up, but your implant was too tough for the spikes to go through. It sort of deflected you so you missed the others, but your port got caught and torn off,” explained Lance.
“Oh shit.” Arthur’s remaining hand went to his shoulder where the port was connected. “Were they able to reconnect it? Was my shoulder or the implants damaged? Do I need to keep my arm off?”
“They reconnected the port and replaced the implants. You’ll probably need to keep the arm off,” answered Lance. “It’ll need time to heal. The good news is that you should be able to get out as soon as the doctor is able to get a look at you.”
“That’s a relief,” sighed Arthur. Being reminded of the time he’d spent in the hospital last time made him feel sick. “I can live without an arm for a few weeks.”
Lance nodded. “Good. Remember. It’s only for a little while.”
Arthur nodded in thought. This was all a lot to take in. Still, at least Lewis was back. He was…messed up, but that sometimes happened with new ghosts. He was sure he and Vivi would be able to help him recover so that he thought like a normal person…
But what made Lewis want to kill them anyway? They’d all been friends. Even if Lewis had been confused and delusional while getting used to being a ghost, he should recognize that. Maybe he’d been upset about being left behind? That was all Arthur could come up with, and it seemed like a reasonable thing to be upset about.
Arthur certainly wouldn’t want his body rotting and possibly getting eaten by coyotes somewhere.
Well, they could look after Lewis and his body now…And thinking about the fact that Lewis was dead with his body cold and motionless somewhere was really starting to depress Arthur. Should he maybe try to talk to Lewis?
The memory of Lewis looking at him with ruthless contempt and hatred before dropping him flashed into his mind. He inhaled sharply.
“You okay?” asked Lance.
Arthur nodded. “Y-yeah.” He swallowed. “Just thinking…remembering. I think it’s gonna be a few weeks before I can talk to Lewis.”
And something flashed across Lance’s face too quickly for Arthur to properly identify what it was. “That’s fine,” said Lance.
Arthur wondered if he should push it but decided not to. Lance isn’t someone you want to push.
When Arthur is released two hours later, Vivi and Mystery are waiting outside with his van. She let out a rush of air as she ran up and gave him a less-crushing-than-usual hug. “Arthur! Thank God!”
Arthur smiled and gave her a one-armed hug. “Hey Vivi. How’re you and Mystery? You got whacked pretty hard by that bat…” he trailed off as he noticed bandages on her face and hand. “Oh man, did you get cut up in the crash?”
“No, that was the crazy tree lady,” explained Vivi. “Tried to cut my head off.”
“What?!”
Vivi nodded. “Yeah, get in, and I’ll tell you all about it.”
The three climbed in, Vivi driving for once and Mystery flopping onto Arthur’s lap. Arthur studied Mystery curiously. “So…you’re a kitsune?”
“Yes,” said Mystery.
Arthur stared at Mystery in shock, less from the confirmation and more from the fact Mystery just spoke English. “And you can talk?”
“Yes.”
And Arthur connected a couple of dots. “Do you know how Lewis died?”
Vivi slammed onto the breaks. Arthur immediately panics because he completely forgot about Vivi and her not being able to hear about Lewis, but she turns to him with a panicked look on her face. “He wasn’t there!”
Arthur blinked. “Wait. You didn’t-You got your memories back?!”
Vivi turned away from Arthur and started driving again. “Yeah.”
Arthur felt a grin spread across his face. “That’s great!”
“Yeah.”
“We can talk about anything now!” said Arthur. “Oh! How’s Lewis doing?”
“I don’t know,” said Vivi.
Arthur blinked. “You don’t-You’re still upset about him trying to kill us, aren’t you?” Vivi’s hands tightened around the steering wheel. “I’m…upset too. I don’t think I’ll be able to talk to him for a while,” admitted Arthur.
“You shouldn’t talk to him at all!” shouted Vivi.
Arthur gave her a surprised look. “Where did that come from?”
“He dropped you off a cliff!” shouted Vivi. “The only reason you’re not dead is because the stalagmite hit that plate in your shoulder!”
“I-I forgot about the stalagmites,” muttered Arthur. Now he can’t stop thinking about that. “Okay, no talking to Lewis.”
Vivi must be really angry if she doesn’t want to talk to Lewis. Maybe Arthur should give her a few days to calm down.
When they got to the garage, Vivi made it clear she and Mystery were staying for the night. Arthur didn’t argue. He wanted Vivi and Lance nearby after everything that had happened.
There was something depressing about how he didn’t want Lewis around right now.
Arthur was still sore from the injury and tired and loopy from the medication so they just sat on the couch with a blanket covering them for most of the day, even eating on the couch. It was the least Arthur had done in months…He was actually a bit antsy sitting still like this after spending so much time trying to figure out what happened to Lewis.
Oh wait.
“Vivi, this might be a bit random, but how did Lewis die and I lose my arm?” asked Arthur.
“I don’t remember,” said Vivi.
Arthur blinked. “Oh, I’m sorry. So your memory…” He thought she’d gotten it back.
Vivi gave him a reassuring smile. “Oh, no, everything else is fine. It’s just that night I can’t remember.”
Arthur let out a sigh of relief. “You had me worried for a moment there…Although if it was bad enough to make Lewis a ghost maybe it’s better we don’t remember,” he admitted as much as it grated him to admit it. “Still, I’d like to know what happened.” He looked down at Mystery, who was lying across their laps. “I don’t suppose you saw what happened?”
“Of course he didn’t,” said Vivi. “He was with me the whole time.”
Arthur blinked. “Oh. Okay.” That didn’t sound right though. If Mystery had been with Vivi, he’d have seen everything Vivi did. Vivi’s memory loss had something to do with what had happened. Mystery hadn’t had any memory loss, right? So…either nothing happened with Vivi (Which made no sense. Her eyes literally glowed.) or Mystery hadn’t actually been with her.
Why were they lying to him?
No. Not both of them. Mystery hadn’t actually been doing a lot of talking (Force of habit?). It was Vivi who was giving all the explanations. So if he was able to talk to Mystery without Vivi around…
Easier said than done. Vivi wasn’t leaving his side.
So Arthur just continued to sit there and stroke Mystery and joke with Vivi and watch the silly cartoons playing today.
It was…nice…but sad. It still felt like something important was missing.
Eventually, it was starting to get late. Lance went to pick up some pizza, including Surf’s Up Surprise. No one felt like cooking.
When Lance got home, Vivi got off the couch to give him a hand. “Want anything to drink?”
“Just some soda, thanks,” said Arthur.
“What would you like Mystery?”
“Meat lover’s pizza.” Mystery licked his mouth. “I’d like tea if Lance has any. If not, just water for me, thanks.”
Vivi nodded. “Be back in a minute.” She walked over to the kitchen. It wasn’t really that far away. Arthur could get over there and back just fine, even with the pain starting to work its way through the medicine.
He bit his lip. He was gonna feel bad about going behind Vivi’s back like this. “Mystery,” he whispered. “Do you know what happened when Lewis died?”
“Yes,” Mystery whispered back.
That hurt. “Then why didn’t you say anything?”
“Vivi made me promise not to tell you, and kitsune can’t break promises,” explained Mystery.
Arthur bit his lip. So Vivi did know and just didn’t want to tell him for some reason. That hurt.
“But Lance and Lewis know too,” whispered Mystery. “I’m not sure if either of them will tell you, but it’s worth a try.”
Arthur nodded. “Okay. Thanks.”
And that was when Vivi got back. “Here’s your gross fish pizza.” Mystery jumped off Arthur’s lap so she could put the plate there. “And your meaty pizza,” she said, putting several plates in front of Mystery, who immediately dug in. “And my supreme pizza.” She flopped down next to Arthur.
Arthur chewed his pizza thoughtfully. “You know…This explains why Mystery can eat stuff dogs aren’t normally supposed to eat. Do you even have any dietary restrictions?”
Mystery licked his lips. “Nope. I actually have a wider range of foods than humans. I just stick to human food because it’s so much tastier.” And with that he went back to eating his pizza.
Arthur hummed in thought. “Actually, why do you disguise yourself as a dog? I thought kitsune were supposed to be scared of dogs…”
“Yes, exactly. I didn’t want anyone to think I was a kitsune, and most people with experience looking for kitsune are aware that we are typically scared of dogs. Pretending to be one would convince most that I’m something else,” explained Mystery. “Also, considering my power level, it seemed kind of silly to be scared of dogs so I decided to get over that fear, and turning into what frightened me seemed like a good way to work on it. It took a while, but eventually it stopped bothering me.” He grinned. “Not to mention the perks that come with being a dog. They knew what they were doing when they let you domesticate them.”
Vivi snorted. “Right, ‘cause you love to be lazy, eat all the food, and get belly rubs.”
“And now I’m wondering who was actually behind all of that,” muttered Arthur. “So, how many tails do you have? It sounds like you’ve been around for a while.”
“Oh, bit of a story there. I used to have nine tails.”
Wow, so Mystery was really old.
“But I made a few bad choices,” continued Mystery. “I ended up having several of my tails cut off and lost the power that came with them.”
“That can happen?” questioned Arthur.
“Yes, fortunately she didn’t get my original tail so I was able to survive and escape with the help of Vivi’s ancestor, who I swore loyalty to as thanks,” continued Mystery. “I’ve been with her family ever since.”
“Still can’t believe I didn’t notice,” muttered Vivi.
“Don’t feel too bad. I’ve gotten pretty good at hiding it,” said Mystery.
“You wear glasses and have a spiky hairdo!” protested Vivi. “How did I not think that was strange?!”
“You know. She has a point,” admitted Arthur. “How did none of us think that was odd? Other dogs don’t wear glasses…”
Mystery chuckled. “I may only have 7 tails, but I still retain the knowledge and tricks I’ve learned over the centuries.”
That made some sense. It was sort of like when Arthur had lost his arm. He’d still had the knowledge to build and repair things. It was just a bit more difficult to do those things until he had gotten his prosthetic attached. “So, you’ll always be around then?”
Mystery nodded. “Unless the Yukinos die out, but I’ll do everything in my power to prevent that.”
“And there are other Yukinos,” admitted Vivi. “I think Mystery just sticks with the ones that decide to go into paranormal investigation. He belonged to Grandmother before me, and she was a priestess. Dad wasn’t interested in that sort of thing so Mystery skipped him as an owner, er, partner? I’m not sure how to describe this.”
“I’d prefer you not refer to yourself as my owner, although I admit that it might be necessary to do so to keep up the illusion,” admitted Mystery. “Other than that, I don’t care too much about how you refer to our relationship. Although I would like to be considered your friend.”
That’s a bit of a relief if Arthur is being honest. He knows that kitsune can become powerful enough that humans can seem…he guesses the best word for it is insignificant. They don’t live as long, they’re not particularly strong, and probably seem pretty foolish at times. Sort of like a silly pet mouse. Given some of the stories Vivi’s told him, he doesn’t think all kitsune share Mystery’s opinion. “I’m happy to be friends.” Mystery flinched. Arthur wouldn’t have noticed if he hadn’t been in contact with Mystery. Arthur frowned. “You okay?”
“It’s nothing,” said Vivi. “He just feels bad about hiding it from us for so long.”
“…Yeah, I can see why that would be upsetting,” admitted Arthur. “Why didn’t you tell us anyway? It seems like it would be pretty easy to prove.”
“I still had enemies that I would have attracted to us. Pretending to be a dog isn’t just convenient. It hides my energy and power so that I can’t be tracked, and there are entities that wanted to find me and would have hurt or even killed you if they succeeded.”
“Like whoever cut off your tails?” asked Arthur. “That’s someone I wouldn’t want to run into.” For some reason that sent Mystery and Vivi into a giggle fit. “Am I missing something?”
“You ran her over with the van,�� explained Mystery.
Arthur abruptly recalled the mad dash away from Lewis’ horrible semi-truck. “Holy crap! I completely forgot that we hit someone! Oh, wait, she attacked us.” Arthur paused. “I think it was a ‘she’ anyway. Was that a tree growing out of her head?”
“Yes, she was a jubokko, a type of tree yokai that feeds on blood,” explained Mystery. “It’s…complicated. I’d rather not talk about my past with her.”
Arthur could understand that, and he was pretty sure she didn’t have anything to do with the original injuries so he let it drop. “Is she going to come back?”
“No.” Mystery grinned. “I took back my blood from her, and that is what gave her life in the first place.”
“Oh, that’s…good to know.” Spirit rules. So complicated.
Arthur fell asleep at some point and slept the whole night. He woke up on the couch with Vivi leaning against him. He felt a bit sore from sleeping on the couch, and he had phantom pains that he didn’t know how he’d slept through, but he felt more rested than he had in months. He glanced at Vivi, debated for a moment, and decided to shake her awake. “Huh, wha-what is it?”
“I need my pain medication,” grit out Arthur.
Vivi shot up. “Oh! Right! Want me to get it for you?”
Arthur shook his head. “Nah. It’ll work better if I eat something with it. Let’s eat breakfast.” He paused. “In the kitchen. Not out here.”
Vivi smiled and nodded. “Sounds good.”
It was just cereal since they still didn’t feel like cooking. “You should try to go to work today,” said Arthur. “Duet’s pretty lenient, but I don’t think she’ll be happy about you taking even more time off.”
Vivi bit her lip. “I don’t know. You almost died…”
Arthur smiled. She’d been like this last time too, staying at his place, worrying over his health, trying to do everything for him. She’d been overprotective and overbearing, but he understood why. He’d have done the same if it was Vivi who’d lost an arm and nearly bled to death. Still, he wasn’t nearly as bad off this time, and he knew how to do his daily tasks with only one arm now. “I’ll be fine. This isn’t like last time. Heck, I’m thinking of going back to work today too.”
Vivi gave him an annoyed look. “You just had surgery. You should be resting.”
“Yeah, I won’t work a full day, and I won’t do anything too difficult. Mostly secretary work, some oil changes, the like.” Vivi still looked unsure. “C’mon, there’s no way Uncle Lance will let me do anything that might make things worse.”
Vivi nodded. “Right.” If there was one person who was as concerned for Arthur’s health as her, it was Lance. “You’re right. We need to get back to our normal schedules…or at least as much as we can.”
Arthur frowned. “Yeah.” Lewis was a ghost. Nothing would ever be normal again. “Yeah, I think I’ve been putting that off for longer than I should.” And Heaven help him, but the smile Vivi gave him made him feel even better than the medicine.
Arthur really did stick to secretary stuff for most of the day. He’d figured out how to do most repairs and maintenance stuff with one arm, but it could be tricky and more physically demanding.
That being said, Arthur really wanted to get back in the garage, so he called dibs on anyone who came needing a battery or oil change. Tire changes took enough physical effort that he’d save them for once he was feeling better.
And being in the garage would give him a chance to talk to Lance. “Uncle Lance?”
“Yeah?”
“Do you know what happened when I lost my arm?”
Lance paused for a moment. “Yeah.”
“Will you tell me?”
“No.”
Arthur huffed. “Why not? What is going on?”
“You have enough problems as it is,” said Lance. “I’m not adding to that burden. Just let it go. Please.”
Oh no. It was bad if Lance said please. “Okay. I won’t ask you again,” promised Arthur.
There was still Lewis after all.
Actually talking to Lewis was easier said than done. Arthur was still having some nightmares about Lewis looking at him the way he had and dropping him and all the other attempts and…
Yeah, Arthur wasn’t sure he was ready to face Lewis yet. Maybe one day, but not now.
But talking over the phone should be okay!
That was the plan anyway. Except he was still getting that out of service message whenever he tried to call Lewis.
…
Lewis’ phone must’ve been busted when he…died. Actually, could Lewis even use a phone anymore? Arthur was pretty sure Lewis had something to do with the malfunctions his van and arm had experienced, and other ghosts had messed with their electronics before.
So…Arthur would have to call a different Pepper. Should he call Mr. or Mrs. Pepper? Or…
Well, there was one more option that might know what happened. Arthur dialed the number and waited while the phone rang.
“Arthur!”
Arthur smiled. “Hi Belle.”
“I heard about what happened! Are you okay?!”
Arthur nodded. “Yeah, I’m…well, I’m injured and a bit traumatized, but it’s not nearly as bad as last time. I just have to let my shoulder heal for a few weeks before I reattach my prosthetic.”
“That’s good.”
“So, how are you guys doing? How…How’s Lewis doing?”
Belle was silent. “He’s grounded.”
Arthur blinked. “He’s 21.”
“Well, he’s a ghost. He can’t rent his own apartment, and Mom and Dad were pretty upset with him.”
“But you’re okay with him being…you know?”
“We’re not happy about him being dead,” said Belle. “But he’s still here so it’s not as bad as it could be. Paprika’s kind of scared of him because of how he looks though.”
Arthur laughed nervously. “Yeah, he can be pretty scary looking, huh?”
“Cayenne thinks he looks pretty cool though so she keeps him company,” continued Belle. “I…I know that he’s changed. He’s not as happy. But maybe he’ll go back to how he was before?”
Arthur winced. “I’m not sure. He did die. That had to be traumatic, and trauma can change a person.”
“Yeah…”
“But how is Lewis doing? I…I wasn’t conscious to see what happened, but it sounds like he’s calmed down.”
“Yeah, he doesn’t seem like a rage ghost. Actually, he’s been kind of emo, locking himself in his room most of the day.”
“Oh, wow, that’s bad.”
“He feels bad about what happened,” said Belle. “And he’s kind of beating himself up over everything he did.”
“About that. Did Lewis ever say why he was trying to kill us?”
Belle was silent for a moment. “You don’t know?”
“No. I’m pretty sure Vivi and Uncle Lance know, but they won’t tell me for some reason. It’s actually starting to freak me out a little.”
“Um, well, Mom and Dad did tell me, but we don’t really want Cayenne and Paprika to find out,” explained Belle.
Arthur winced. “Wow, was it really that bad?”
“Yeah. Did Lewis zap your memory too?”
“Wait. ‘Too’. As in he zapped someone’s memory?”
“Um…”
“Is that what happened to Vivi?!”
“Um…Yeah, Lewis said she saw him die and he didn’t want her to see that and did something, but he didn’t know he did it until he realized she didn’t recognize him,” explained Belle. “He managed to fix it. Maybe he could fix yours too.”
“I don’t think my memory loss is magic,” said Arthur. “I lost a lot of blood when I lost my arm, and that can cause just enough brain damage to retain all the normal functions but permanently lose recently recorded events.” Besides, if Lewis had caused the Arthur’s memory loss, wouldn’t he have reacted the same way as Vivi? “Although I guess he could sort of cure me by telling me what happened. I’m kind of nervous about seeing him again though…I tried calling him, but I guess he messes with electronics?”
“Actually, Mom and Dad took his phone privileges away,” said Belle. “They said he could have them back once he proved he could be reasonable and responsible.”
“So, he isn’t messing with electronics?”
“I think it depends on how he feels. He’s been watching the TV just fine most of the time, but sometimes he’ll get upset and the TV goes all fuzzy until someone hits it,” explained Belle.
“That’s good to know.” Now that Arthur thought about it, his arm had functioned fine in that haunted mansion.
…
Where did Lewis even get a haunted mansion?
“So, uh, do you want me to tell you what happened?” asked Belle. “I might be missing a few of the details, but I got the main gist of it.”
Arthur opened his mouth to say ‘yes’ but found himself stopping. “I feel conflicted.”
“Uh, so you don’t want me to tell you?”
“I want to know, but I feel like I shouldn’t hear it from you, which is really frustrating because clearly something horrible and important happened that everyone is hiding from me for some reason!” rambled Arthur.
“Well, I kind of understand why they don’t wanna tell you,” admitted Belle. “But why wouldn’t you want me to tell you?”
“I have no idea!” Arthur thought for a moment. “Did you have any questions after you were told?”
“A lot. Most of them haven’t been answered.” Belle paused. “By the way, were you feeling some sort of emotional turmoil when all that happened?”
“I can’t say for sure. Probably. I’m usually freaking out pretty badly during the investigation.” Plus his general feeling of being left out and longing and jealousy. He didn’t want to talk about that with Belle. Oh. “I think I just figured it out.”
“You did?!”
“There’s a lot of personal feelings involved that I’m not comfortable talking about at all, but if I have to I would prefer to only say it to the people it involves,” explained Arthur. He sighed “Which means I’ll have to talk to Lewis.”
“Are you sure you’re okay with that?”
“No. I guess I’ll have to make myself be okay with it then,” said Arthur.
“Uh…How does that work?”
Arthur paused. “I guess I’ll stare at pictures of Lewis until I stop panicking.”
“Will that work?” asked Belle.
“I don’t know. I gotta try something!” Arthur groaned. “Why does this all have to be so complicated?”
“Because you guys run around hunting ghosts?” suggested Belle.
“…Yeah, that’s probably it,” admitted Arthur. “So, I’ll see you soon, hopefully.”
“Yeah, hopefully,” agreed Belle. “…We miss you.”
Arthur winced. He’d been avoiding the Peppers. It was…painful seeing them without Lewis around. “Yeah, soon. I promise.” He ended the call.
So, now he had to learn to not be scared of Lewis. Easier said than done.
The next couple of weeks were spent recovering enough to work full time in the garage again, hanging out with Vivi and Mystery while watching a lot of sci-fi. Arthur actually had to suggest a couple of scary movies to break things up a bit.
Vivi and Mystery were actually spending a lot more time with him than they had last time he was injured. Nice as it was, this meant that Vivi wasn’t trying to talk to Lewis.
Arthur knew what it felt like to be left out like that, and that was what pushed him to go to the Pepper house a little over three weeks after the incident.
Not that it was going well. He was just starting at the door, willing himself to knock on the door or ring the doorbell, but then he’d think about Lewis answering the door and freeze up.
Maybe he wasn’t quite ready for this.
Then the choice was taken out of his hands by the door opening. Thankfully, it wasn’t Lewis that opened it. “Hi Mrs. Pepper.”
Mrs. Pepper sighed. “Hello Arthur. It’s nice to see you are doing well.”
“Yeah, you too, and I, um, kind of wanted to ask Lewis something. Is he home?”
Mrs. Pepper nodded. “He’s still grounded. We said he could go back to working at Pepper Paradiso in the kitchen, but he’s having some trouble making himself look human so he prefers to stay home.”
“Oh, wow, that’s not good.” Lewis loved cooking. He only refused to do it when he was really upset. “Can I see him?”
Mrs. Pepper hesitated for a moment. “If you’re both up to it.”
“I’m not sure I am,” admitted Arthur. “But I want to try.”
“All right.” Mrs. Pepper moved aside so Arthur could come into the house. “Lewis! Arthur’s here!”
“What?!” Lewis appeared at the top of the stairs. Arthur winced. Lewis was still in his suit, but had his face instead of the skull. Thankfully, Lewis looked more shocked than anything else so Arthur didn’t get a flashback. “Arthur, what-what are you doing here?”
Arthur took a deep breath. “We need to talk.”
“Right, I, uh, let me come down-”
“In private. I…I think this needs to be a private conversation,” interrupted Arthur.
Lewis looked nervous. “I could…soundproof my room?”
He could do that? “Yeah, that sounds good,” agreed Arthur.
“I’ll check on you two in half an hour,” said Mrs. Pepper. That got a wince from both Arthur and Lewis. She used to be willing to leave them alone for hours…
Still, they went to the room, and Lewis did something that caused everything to get a purple tone. Arthur poked at the wall curiously. “Huh, does this have something to do with that haunted mansion you were in before?”
“Yeah, I, uh, made that,” admitted Lewis.
“That’s pretty impressive,” complimented Arthur. Lewis was a pretty powerful ghost to pull something like that off. “But why did you do that instead of coming to Tempo?”
“Because I wanted to scare you,” admitted Lewis. He closed his eyes. “I wanted to hurt you. I knew that everyone else would disprove, but I still wanted to because I thought I knew better than them.”
“Right, um, that’s what I wanted to talk about…sort of. What happened that made you want to kill us so much?” asked Arthur. “I know it must have been something bad, but-”
“Wait,” interrupted Lewis. “You thought I was trying to kill all three of you?”
Arthur nodded. “Yeah, you stopped all of us in front of your mansion and then tried to attack and blow us up. And you ran us off the road and down a cliff.”
Lewis covered his mouth, looking ill and muttering something under his breath. “That-I, uh, wasn’t thinking things all the way through. I didn’t want to hurt Vivi and Mystery. Just you.”
What? Arthur suddenly didn’t feel nervous and scared now. He just felt numb and a bit sick. It took a few minutes for him to find his voice. “Why?”
“I thought you killed me,” admitted Lewis.
“I could never do that,” Arthur immediately responded. “Why would you think I would do something like that?”
“You really don’t remember?” asked Lewis. When Arthur shook his head, Lewis handed him the golden heart that was always floating in front of his chest. “Maybe this will help.”
Arthur stared at it in confusion before realizing that it could be opened. Inside was a picture of Lewis and Vivi hugging each other with smiles on their faces. All it did was make Arthur feel depressed. “Is this supposed to be doing something?”
Lewis looked a bit surprised. “I don’t get it. This fixed Vivi’s memories.”
Arthur let out a hysterical giggle. “That-I’m missing my memories because I nearly died from massive blood loss and spent a week in a coma!” Seriously, just because they were ghost hunters didn’t mean everything had a supernatural explanation. “I could barely move when I woke up! How the Hell could I have hurt you?!”
Lewis just stared at him. “You really don’t know.”
“Of course I don’t! I wouldn’t be this frustrated and upset if I did!” complained Arthur.
Lewis pinched the bridge of his nose. “Okay, okay, I can-I’ll tell you, but neither of us is going to like it.”
“I can already tell,” muttered Arthur.
“So, we went to investigate a haunted cave,” started Lewis. “Very creepy. Opening looked like a monster face, and there was green mist all over the place.”
Arthur nodded. Sounded like the sort of place Vivi would love to visit.
“You wanted nothing to do with it, but we convinced you to go inside.”
That was typical too.
“And we came to a fork in the cave and decided to split up. Vivi went to the lower level with Mystery. We went to the upper level.”
“Why?”
“Well, we thought it would be faster that way,” said Lewis.
“No, I mean why did we split up like that. After you and Vivi started dating you two always paired up when we had to split up. So why did you suddenly change it this time?” pressed Arthur.
Lewis’ face turned sort of purple and see through enough for Arthur to just be able to see the skull underneath. “Well, you were really scared, and we felt like we might have been leaving you out of things a little too much.”
Arthur had felt left out. It had felt like he only saw them on ghost hunts in the weeks leading up to whatever had happened. The split up still seemed to come out of nowhere though. “Okay, I’ll buy that.” He supposed the why wasn’t that important in this case. “And then what happened?”
“We followed the path up to a cliff that was pretty high up.” Lewis swallowed. “There-there were stalagmites.”
Arthur gripped at his pants. He could tell they were getting close to the point where Lewis died.
“And I wanted to see if I could see Vivi, but I couldn’t, and you made a sound, and I turned, and your hand was on my chest-”
What?
“And you pushed me and-”
“You’re lying,” interrupted Arthur.
Lewis blinked. “Huh?”
“You’re lying,” repeated Arthur, glaring at Lewis. “I would have never hurt you, much less-” Arthur stood. “If you’re not going to tell me then I’ll just ask your parents or Belle.”
Lewis stood. “Whoa! Wait! Don’t! It wasn’t you!”
“You just said it was!” Arthur reached for the door.
“You were possessed!”
Arthur paused for a moment. He turned back towards Lewis. “Possessed?”
“There was a demon in the cave,” Lewis rapidly explained. “You were freaking out pretty badly, which let it possess you, and it used your body to…kill me.”
That…That was awful, but Arthur could admit it made more sense than him wanting to kill one of the people he loved. “If I was possessed, then why would you want to kill me?”
“I didn’t know you were possessed, okay?!” said Lewis. “I just remember seeing you grinning and pushing me! I didn’t know about you being possessed until the demon showed up and possessed you again!”
“Again? It happened twice?!”
Lewis blinked. “Uh, yeah, when I…dropped you. It, uh, showed up and reattached itself and we had to rip your arm off again.”
Arthur’s hand went to his port. “My arm?! Again?!”
“Um, yeah, it was sealed in your arm. Did-did no one tell you about this?”
“No! Why was there a demon in my arm?!”
“Uh, well, apparently the possession started in your arm and was mostly in there,” explained Lewis. “So to stop the possession Mystery removed your arm.”
“Mystery?! But he’s a little-” Arthur stopped himself. “He’s not a dog. He’s a kitsune. And I never asked how big he is out of his disguise.”
“He’s big enough for you to ride him like a pony,” said Lewis.
Big enough to maim someone then. “And you didn’t know any of this?” pressed Arthur.
“That happened after I died. I think it took a few hours for me to wake up,” explained Lewis. “If I had known…I swear I would have never tried to hurt you. You have to believe me.”
Arthur’s mind was racing too much for him to answer. He’d been possessed. Something made him hurt Lewis. Did that mean he killed Lewis? Or did the blame lay squarely with the demon? Why would Vivi and Lance hide this from him? Why didn’t Mystery warn him while he was looking for Lewis?
Why him? Why Lewis? What did they do to deserve this?
Why? Why? Why?
“I need a minute.” Arthur was barely aware of the words coming out of his mouth, but he knew they were true. He flew out of the room, down the stairs, out of the house, barely hearing people calling his name. He needed to get out of here. He needed to go, go, go.
And now he was in his van and driving, driving, driving. He wasn’t even paying attention to where he was going. Did it matter where he went? Did it matter if he came back?
Eventually, Arthur started to calm down. He was still an odd combination of upset and numb, but he was thinking a bit more clearly now so he realized that it was starting to get late and he had no idea where he was.
…
Now what?
Eventually, Arthur started to get hungry so he finally stopped at a gas station to refuel, grab a snack or two, and maybe get directions to somewhere to eat/sleep.
The door dinged as Arthur walked inside. “Hey,” said the cashier.
“Hey,” said Arthur as he walked over to the snack aisle. They had a few protein bars. That would work. Arthur eyed the energy drinks for several minutes before sighing and getting a can of coffee. He didn’t want to stay up all night, just last long enough to grab a meal and find a motel or something.
“I’d like to buy these,” said Arthur, placing the two items on the counter and pulling out a twenty. “And put the change on pump five.”
The cashier started to ring him up. “Sure thing.”
“Also, I’m not from around here. Do you know anywhere I can buy some food this time of night and a decent motel I can stay at?”
“There’s a Motel 8 a few streets down with some fast food places nearby,” said the cashier.
Arthur nodded. They’d stayed at Motel 8’s before. They were usually decent and had cable. “So will do I need to head straight or take any turns?”
“Turn right out of the station. You should see the sign in a few minutes. There’s a few fast food places around that might still be open.”
“Thanks.” Arthur walked out, tossed his food into the van, and got his gas. He took a moment to eat the protein bar before heading back out.
The Hotel 8 was right where the cashier said it would be. Arthur went ahead and got a room for two nights in case the reception would close later. Then he went and grabbed a fish sandwich and fries from a nearby McDonalds.
And now he was sitting in his room, just staring at the wall as he tried to figure out what to do. It wasn’t like he’d planned any of this. Arthur’s phone buzzed in his pocket.
Oh. He’d forgotten about that. He pulled it out and saw dozens of missed texts and calls, mostly from Vivi and Lance. They mostly consisted of how he was running late, did something come up, you should’ve been home by now, are you okay, are you hurt, where are you?
Arthur felt a bit guilty. What should he say? He bit his lip. He didn’t want to talk to them right now to tell the truth. Still, he should let them know he was alive. “I’m fine. I know about the cave. I need some time to myself,” he texted back to Lance and Vivi.
Then he turned off his phone. He didn’t have a charger with him, and his phone was starting to run low.
God, Arthur was exhausted in so many ways. Arthur flopped on a bed. He hadn’t bothered to bring any clothes, but what he was wearing should work as pajamas.
…
…
He couldn’t sleep.
Arthur groaned and turned on the television. He didn’t bother to change the channel. He didn’t care what he was watching. He just needed a distraction.
He wished he’d remembered to grab his medicine before he’d run off.
Arthur must have fallen asleep at some point because he woke up the next morning feeling sore and with the beginnings of a headache.
Something squeezed his arm.
Arthur screamed, flailed, and managed to throw what was on his arm off and into the wall. The startled shriek and purple caused Arthur to do a double take.
It was one of Lewis’ little ghosts. It was looking at Arthur like he’d just told it Santa didn’t exist. “Shit! Sorry, you startled me!” Arthur looked around for a moment. He didn’t see any other ghosts, including Lewis. “Where the heck did you come from?”
The little ghost let out a warble. It still looked pretty upset. Arthur sighed and held his hand out in front of it. “Okay, look, I’m sorry. I went to sleep alone, and then woke up with something else in bed with me. I thought you were a wild animal. Or maybe a clever cat. Something that might try to bite me.”
The little ghost was looking a little less contrite. It nuzzled Arthur’s hand. Arthur pet it. “Huh, when you’re not trying to kill a guy, you’re actually kind of cute,” admitted Arthur. “But what are you even doing here? I’m pretty sure Lewis isn’t nearby. I guess he could’ve followed me, but he doesn’t have a car so that would be obvious.”
It was at this point the ghost let out a chirp, flowed up Arthur’s arm, curled around his neck, and nuzzled his cheek with another chirp. Arthur shuddered. “Uh, you’re cute and friendly, but wow that feels weird…” The nuzzling stopped, but it stayed curled around him. Arthur sighed. “Okay, so I’m on my own with a ghost. Well, now’s as good a time as any to make a plan.” Arthur sat on the bed. “Well, I guess I should get something to eat first.” The ghost perked up and gave him a happy look and chirp. “…Can you even eat? And if you do how does that even work?” The ghost warbled. “Then…I don’t have any other plans. I’ll have to eat lunch and dinner at some point. Maybe stop at a bank and pick up some supplies. I can’t exactly live in the same outfit for the whole time I’m here.”
The ghost scrunched up its face and stuck out a tongue. Arthur chuckled. “I guess I’ll make it up as I go along, but for now I’d like to clean up so could you let go for a bit?” The ghost did so, curling up on the bed instead. Arthur briefly wondered how much the ghost understood before heading to the bathroom.
While he could clean up pretty much the same as usual with the provided soap, there wasn’t any hair gel provided. His hair was already starting to droop. Maybe he had a tin in the van from their last trip.
A quick search showed that A: Uncle Lance had been very thorough about cleaning up the van when he’d moved it inside the garage and B: There was no hair gel or any other styling products of any kind. Arthur debated on whether to buy a new tin or if he could survive a ponytail for a few days.
Eh, he’d have to buy more eventually.
“I’m heading out. Do you-” The ghost flew out of the hotel room and into the van. “Well, okay then.” Arthur locked the door and got into the van where the ghost was exploring everything. “I’ll have to leave you in here during some of my shopping. You okay with that?” The ghost let out a chirp. It was smiling so Arthur took it as a ‘yes’. “Off we go.”
First stop was the McDonald’s again. Arthur got a parfait specifically so he could save a couple of berries and see if the ghost could eat them.
They fell back out of the ghost. Go figure.
After that, Arthur managed to find a bank and withdraw some money. Then he found a Wal-Mart and got a few essentials that would let him survive a few days away from home.
That was really all he had planned for today. “Well, I came here to think. Maybe I can find a park or a nature walk or something?” Although the latter seemed unlikely. This was a pretty small town.
The park they had was a bit small. There was some playground equipment that was mostly deserted except for some mothers with very young children. A couple of people walking dogs.
Oh, right, school day. Well, it worked in his favor.
Arthur just walked for a while, going in circles after a bit. Thinking on everything. Lewis had tried to kill him specifically, not the whole rest of the gang. Vivi had lied to him about why. Lance…Well, Arthur wasn’t sure if he’d lied, but he’d made it clear he wasn’t going to tell Arthur what had happened.
And that was without getting into the issues with Mystery. If he’d been able to talk the whole time, he could have told Arthur what happened in the cave the whole time! Heck, Mystery could have told Lewis and calmed him down. Or even told them that there was a demon in that cave and prevented everything!
A demon…Arthur rubbed his scarred shoulder. He’d been possessed by a demon. Twice by the sound of things. That couldn’t be good.
Arthur still didn’t remember what had happened. Not that he was surprised, but he was a bit disappointed that he was still drawing a blank.
So…what did he know about demons? They’d never run into one before, thank goodness, but Vivi had talked about them before.
They could be repelled by faith, holy water, holy salt, could not set foot on sanctified ground, you should never say a demon’s name because that would catch its attention (Arthur briefly wondered if that applied to other means of communication before shutting down that line of thought for his own peace of mind.), they lied, they only told the truth when it would hurt someone, they could possess people, they targeted people who were emotionally or psychologically vulnerable…
Arthur ran his hand down his face. Anxiety, fear of being abandoned by his now dating friends, longing for said friends, some admitted jealousy, and more than a little panic and fear at being in a rumored to be haunted cave where people had been horribly murdered. He could see why the demon had latched onto him. Vivi and Lewis had both been excited and eager to explore. They hadn’t even grabbed half the supplies Arthur had brought.
…
That happened a lot. Lewis and Vivi would get excited and be so sure that nothing bad would happen that they’d run in with the bare minimum of preparation, like they were invincible. Meanwhile Arthur would run after them telling them to be careful because there were bears around here, and that house is not structurally sound, and you should have a way to keep from getting lost in a cave!
…And that was the practical, normal dangers that Arthur could look up on his phone if he needed to. The more esoteric, supernatural stuff was Vivi’s domain. He didn’t recall seeing her take more than a bat with an ofuda on it and a few vials of holy water unless she knew they needed something specific. A lot her supplies were left in the van…
Arthur shook her head. Even if Vivi could have maybe prevented it, that was a big maybe. They’d never know for sure…and if Arthur was being honest he probably could have prevented it by telling them…Well, not how he had feelings for them but at least that he felt left out and would like to spend more time with them. And maybe asked if they could do something other than sleuthing, like go to a convention or something. It might’ve helped lessen his anxiety.
Arthur had no idea if Lewis could’ve done anything to prevent his death. He liked ghosts and stuff like Vivi but wasn’t knowledgeable enough to get the same amount of use out of Vivi’s collection. The only thing Arthur could come up with was Lewis taking the lower path with Vivi, and who knows how that would have gone. Maybe the demon would’ve made Arthur jump off the cliff or gone after Vivi or Lewis.
The fact of the matter is that Arthur just didn’t know enough about what had happened. Yeah, he’d gotten the story from Lewis, but that was from Lewis’ point of view. If Arthur still had his memories he could look back and point out every moment he’d messed up and what he could’ve done differently.
…
Maybe it was a good thing he couldn’t remember what happened in that cave. He felt guilty enough as it is even knowing he’d been possessed at the time. He’d probably be a mess if he actually remembered anything.
It was at that moment he saw a food truck. What time was it? He didn’t have a watch. He mostly used his phone to tell the time when he was out and about. Well, he was getting hungry and there was a line so he was going to say it was around lunchtime. He walked over and got in line. Looked like a Mexican food truck. Maybe they had fish tacos.
No fish tacos. He settled for a couple of chicken tacos instead. They were actually pretty good. “Now what?” He felt done with walking for the moment. He walked back to his van where the little ghost wrapped around him making happy sounds. “Want to explore a bit?”
While exploring Arthur found an old-fashioned movie theatre. He figured he could sneak the ghost inside so he bought a ticket for a movie he was unfamiliar with.
It was a weird movie, but Arthur would watch it again. The ghost fell asleep part way through. This made it easier to leave in the van when Arthur found a small library.
Arthur spent his time on reddit looking at threads about people talking about being lied to or who survived murder attempts. It wasn’t exactly pleasant to read, but it did help Arthur sort through his feelings.
Once it got a bit later, Arthur left the library and found a semi-decent restaurant where he made a half hearted attempt to eat healthy by ordering the grilled chicken sandwich and green beans. Then it was back to the hotel room for the night.
Arthur sat on the bed, kicking his feet as the ghost channel surfed. “You know…That was nice. Being on my own and just doing whatever for the day,” mused Arthur. “It’s something that’ll get old fast, and I think I’d rather be with…a friend. But I guess it’s good to have some time to yourself every now and then so you can sort your thoughts out.”
The ghost just yawned. Arthur yawned too. “Yeah, bed sounds good.”
The next day started much the same, except Arthur woke up a bit earlier and didn’t panic when he felt the little ghost cuddling him. He decided to be lazy and lay there for a bit before getting up.
He decided on pancakes for breakfast, just because. Then he went back to the park. He wasn’t sure it he’d be there long enough to see the food truck again, but he had seen a café he might be able to try.
Arthur had been watching a squirrel navigate some branches when he heard a dog barking. He didn’t think anything of it since he’d seen a few dogs walking around.
“Arthur!”
“Wha?” Arthur turned just in time to find himself with an armful of Vivi. “Vivi?!”
“Oh God, I didn’t think we were gonna find you!” Vivi pulled back to give him a glare. “What were you thinking running off like that!”
Arthur winced. “I’m sorry. I just wanted to be alone,” admitted Arthur. “I did send those texts to let you know I was okay.”
“Anyone could’ve sent those texts!”
“My screen has a lock on it,” argued Arthur. “How did you even…” Arthur trailed off as he noticed who else was there. Mystery was standing a respectable distance to let Vivi have her say, but behind Mystery was a very-nervous looking Lewis with a familiar ghost rubbing up against him. “…Were you spying on me?”
“No!” Lewis shook his head rapidly. “I didn’t even mean for Anaheim to end up with you!”
Arthur blinked. “You named him Anaheim?”
Lewis did that weird purple blush. “Um, yeah, anyway I guess he must’ve wandered into your van while we were talking. I didn’t notice until I realized he was moving away with you, and when Vivi said you were missing I thought maybe I could use that to track you,” he explained with a shrug.
Vivi spun to face Lewis with a glare. “I still can’t believe you told him! Isn’t it enough that you tried to-”
Arthur slammed his hand over Vivi’s mouth. She gave him a startled look. “Look, we are in the middle of a public park. Do you really have this conversation here?”
Vivi removed his hand. “We shouldn’t be having this conversation at all!”
Arthur took a deep breath. “Vivi, you are a strong, independent woman and one of my best friends, but this is my life, not yours. I…I think I’d actually forgotten that.”
Vivi looked confused. “Huh?”
Arthur sighed. “Let’s find somewhere private when can talk about this.” He turned to Lewis. “That means you too.”
Lewis looked a bit surprised and…hopeful? Wow, he really must’ve been miserable since coming back.
For some reason, they ended up at…Arthur wouldn’t call it a mall, but it was sort of built like one. There were a bunch of stores in a larger building, along with a couple of restaurants. Arthur waited until they got some food (Arthur absentmindedly noticed Lewis slipped his food onto the seat next to him for Mystery to eat.) to open the conversation. “Why did we start the Mystery Skulls?”
Vivi paused. “Because we wanted to travel around and investigate ghost sightings.”
Arthur shook his head. “That’s what you and Lewis wanted. I was perfectly fine with traveling and spending time with you guys,” he said with a fond smile. “I love spending time with you.” His smile fell. “I never liked the investigating part. I always felt scared the whole time. I would’ve been all right with just driving you guys around and staying with the van, but…” Vivi and Lewis always convinced him to come with them. “I guess I wanted to spend even more time with you guys…” He shook his head. “Anyway, I convinced myself it was fine because we were doing something you liked, but…” He scratched the back of his neck. “How do I put this? Even when we went on a trip to somewhere I wanted to go, we got sidetracked by investigations to and from, even if we could’ve avoided it or left it to the local authorities. I think at some point I convinced myself that it was okay because it’s not like you planned any of that, except…except it wasn’t okay. Everything was about the Mystery Skulls the paranormal investigators, even when I wanted a break, even when I was scared out of my mind, even when my anxiety got worse…” He shook his head. “I can’t spend the rest of my life doing something that terrifies me. I can’t be a Mystery Skull anymore.”
“Oh…” Vivi looked devastated. “I mean, I was going to suggest a break, but if you’re sure you don’t want to be an investigator anymore…”
Arthur nodded. “I’m sure. I still wouldn’t mind traveling with you guys and taking care of the equipment, but I’d rather stay out of the way when you do your work.” He shrugged. “Who knows? Maybe eventually I’ll be comfortable enough to occasionally go on a job with you, but I think it’s time for me to move on and do something else with my life.” He smiled sadly. “And I know that’s selfish, but…I think sometimes you have to be selfish to take care of yourself. I tried to be selfless, and it ended up messing me up pretty badly, so now I kind of have to be a bit selfish.”
The whole table was silent as everyone digested that. “Then…I guess the Mystery Skulls are over,” said Vivi.
Arthur blinked. “What? No, c’mon, you’ve still got Lewis and Mystery.”
Lewis winced as Vivi gave him a look. “Vivi’s only tolerating my presence because I had a way to find you. She’s…still understandably angry with me.”
“And I disguise myself as a dog so most sane folks won’t consider me an investigator,” pointed out Mystery.
Arthur huffed. “Vivi, I’ve already forgiven Lewis for trying to kill me.”
“What?!” The rest of the restaurant turned to stare at Vivi and Lewis’ shout.
“Sorry, sorry,” said Lewis, whose hair looked a little wispy. “Just, caught us by surprise there.” He chuckled nervously as most of the other patrons returned to their meals. He turned to give Arthur a confused look. “And what’s this about forgiving me?”
“I’d like an explanation for that too,” said Vivi.
“I got possessed by a demon. So when it pushed him off a cliff he didn’t see a demon pushing him. He saw me pushing him. I can understand the confusion. Heck, the demon probably wanted Lewis to think it was me,” admitted Arthur. “And I admit I feel awful about that. I probably always will, but that’s not what we’re talking about right now.” He turned to Lewis. “You don’t have to go into detail, but what did you think when you first became a ghost?”
Lewis winced. “Well, it took me a few seconds to realize I was dead…and it took me a little while to remember what happened. Then I just got so angry I could barely think straight. I just knew you’d…pushed me. It wasn’t fair. I-I had to hurt you too. It was only fair, and I kept thinking like that…” He turned his gaze towards Vivi. “Until you protected him.”
Vivi gave him an unimpressed look. “And you still tried to blow us all up.”
Lewis winced. “Yeah, I was still hazy. I didn’t snap out of it until…until I dropped Arthur and realized I didn’t want that after all.”
“Uh huh.” Vivi turned to Arthur. “Is there a point to this?”
“You said ghosts can be really confused and not think straight when they first die,” Arthur reminded her. “And let’s face it, Lewis has every right to be upset about dying! And, well, it made sense to think it was my fault at the time, so I can see why messed up logic led him to think I had to pay for his death.” He turned to Lewis. “Don’t get me wrong. I’m still terrified that your first reaction was to jump straight to murdering me instead of, like, leading police to your body or appearing to your family and telling them what happened. Yeah, one of those would have probably ended with me getting arrested, but if you figured out that you were wrong, you could appear and, I dunno, pretend you had amnesia or something. Murder…is kind of permanent. I would have never imagined you’d do something like that…”
Lewis looked guilty. “I wouldn’t have thought I was capable of it either. I just…hurt so much.”
“Everyone was hurting,” said Vivi. “Yes, that includes me. I might not have been able to remember you, but I saw how upset everyone else was and couldn’t do anything to stop it, and Arthur lost his arm and nearly died! And what did he focus on? His missing friend! He nearly worked himself to death looking for you!”
Lewis was getting pretty cowed so Arthur decided to interrupt. “I’m pretty upset with you too Vivi.”
Vivi gave him a startled look. “Me? Why?”
“You lied to me, and not a little lie either. You consciously decided to hide how Lewis died from me!” He pointed at his shoulder. “And you knew I was trying to find out what happened even before Lewis came back as a ghost!”
“Well, it’s not like we need to find Lewis anymore,” pointed out Vivi.
Arthur winced along with Lewis. “Ow, that’s harsh.” Arthur shook his head. “That’s not my point. Would you like it if-Oh, wait. That’s actually a pretty good comparison.”
“Hm?”
“Lewis tried to hid how he died from you. How did that feel?” asked Arthur.
Vivi winced. “Yeah, that wasn’t…A part of my life was ripped out of my head. That’s not the same thing.”
Arthur nodded. “I guess not, but you were still trying to cover up a major event in my life that irreparably changed it.” He sighed. “Try to put yourself in my shoes. You spent months trying to figure out what happened during a period you lost your memories. Suddenly everyone knows, but won’t tell you. Won’t, not can’t. You know the difference.”
Vivi huffed but was silent for several minutes. “Okay, I can see where you’re coming from.”
Arthur let out a sigh of relief. “Thank you.”
“But I’m still angry with you,” she said, looking straight at Lewis.
Oh come on. What would it take to get her to talk civilly with Lewis?
A throat cleared itself under the table before Mystery climbed into the open seat next to Lewis. None of the other patrons or workers batted an eye at the behavior. “If I may, Vivi, how would you react if Arthur pushed you off a cliff to your death?”
Arthur let out a hiss. What would he do if Vivi and Lewis both died?
“Is Arthur possessed?” asked Vivi.
“No,” said Mystery.
“I wouldn’t-I couldn’t-” Arthur shook his head. He knew he couldn’t do that.
“Well, I guess I’d go confront him about it,” said Vivi.
Mystery raised an eyebrow. “And is that all you would do with your temper?”
Vivi blushed. “Okay, I might’ve beaten him up…or worse…I guess if I wasn’t thinking completely clearly it would be easy to go overboard.”
Mystery nodded. “You would try killing him.”
Vivi looked away. “Maybe…Probably.”
“Oh, it seems I was mistaken. Arthur was possessed when he killed you.”
Vivi’s head snapped towards Mystery. “Wha-You just said he wasn’t!”
“Well, if it had been you, you wouldn’t have had any way of knowing that it wasn’t Arthur,” pointed out Mystery. “Demons are crafty like that. I wouldn’t be surprised if it influenced Lewis after he manifested.”
“Is that why I’m a skeleton?” questioned Lewis.
“No, that’s what happens when you’re killed by an act of betrayal,” explained Mystery. “Or a perceived act of betrayal in this case.” He turned his attention to Vivi. “And as I’ve pointed out before we wouldn’t have beaten Shiromori and the demon without his help.”
“Oh, that’s right. Lewis mentioned I was possessed again,” interrupted Arthur. “Did I hurt anyone?”
Mystery shook his head. “Nothing permanent.”
Arthur smiled. “That’s good.”
Vivi frowned. “You’re not gonna ask what else happened?”
Arthur shrugged. “You guys fought a demon and this Shiro lady and won, but how’d you get the demon out of me?”
“The same way as I did before,” said Mystery. “Although it did a lot less damage this time.”
So his arm had been ripped off again. “Hey, wait. Does that mean my port wasn’t ripped off by the stalagmite?”
“Uh, no, that was the demon,” said Lewis. “You…You were impaled.”
Arthur blanched. “I what?”
“Yeah, but you didn’t die immediately.”
“No one mentioned that in the hospital,” pointed out Arthur.
Lewis winced. “When the demon possessed you it made the holes close up.”
Okay…so he’d been closer to dying than he thought. “Do I need to be worried?”
“I am not sure,” admitted Mystery. “The demon is completely out of you, and we…sealed the arm away. Still, it did technically change your body, but it was for survival purposes so I don’t think it will have any side effects unless you are badly injured again or run into a powerful entity.”
Arthur looked between Mystery and Lewis. “Don’t you two count?”
“I keep my power suppressed unless I actually need to use it,” said Mystery.
“I’ve been doing that too,” said Lewis.
“Okay…” Arthur didn’t really get it, but he figured he’d find out if they had some sort of effect on him eventually. “Actually, I was wondering. Why didn’t you say anything to us in the cave?” Arthur asked Mystery. “If you’re a super powerful kitsune. Shouldn’t you have been able to pick up on it? I mean, it would’ve been a bit of a shock to find out you could talk, but it would be a lot better than…you know.”
Vivi groaned. “He was so afraid of attracting that tree chick that he doesn’t even tell people he can talk!”
Mystery bristled. “You saw what she was like. She would’ve killed us both!”
“So how dangerous was this lady?” asked Arthur.
“She could grow back all of her body parts, including her head,” said Lewis. “And she could travel underground about as quickly as a car. Pretty sure she was as physically strong as me at least. And she had those scissors…”
Mystery cleared his throat. “As, you can see, she’s a dangerous enough opponent that I wanted to avoid attracting her attention.”
Arthur could accept that. He understood being afraid and wanting to protect someone you cared about. “But…why didn’t you do something as soon as the demon started to possess me?” He’d be fine with losing his arm in that case. At least then Lewis would still be alive.
Mystery’s ears lowered. “I…I didn’t want to hurt you. I thought maybe I could restrain you, find a way to force it out, but it was stronger than I thought, and the possession progressed so rapidly. By the time I realized I would need to find another option it was too late to save Lewis.”
Arthur could understand not wanting to hurt a friend too. He sighed. “Let’s face it: We all fucked up, and I’m pretty sure we all did at least a couple of things that could’ve prevented all of this. Can we just try to move on? You guys are my best friends. I can’t-I don’t want to imagine life without you.” He’d already seen what it was like without Lewis. “So, even if we can’t go back to the way things were, maybe we can at least have something similar?”
Lewis looked rather stunned by the suggestion, Mystery looked pleased, Vivi looked exasperated. “You really wanna be friends with the guy who tried to killed you?”
Arthur laughed nervously. “Don’t get me wrong. I’m still feeling nervous being around Lewis. I probably will be for a while, but I know that he’s acting more or less like he did before he died, although you’re being a lot quieter than usual.”
“Of course I am!” said Lewis. “I thought that you killed me! Even though we were best friends! And…I nearly threw everything away…” he muttered looking down.
Arthur and Mystery gave Vivi a pointed look. She threw up her hands. “Okay fine! I will try to get along with Lewis!” She gave him a look. “As long as he behaves.”
Lewis nodded rapidly. “I swear I have absolutely no desire to hurt anyone!”
Arthur smiled. It wasn’t much, but it was something. “So, what’s the plan for the rest of the day?” asked Arthur.
“We go back to Tempo, of course!” said Vivi.
Arthur winced. “Can we wait until tomorrow morning? It took a while to get down here. We’d either have to stop somewhere on the way back or arrive at, like, 2 in the morning.”
Vivi winced. “Ugh, and we have two cars to drive back too…” She sighed. “Fine, but at least call Lance. He was worried sick about you.”
Arthur winced. “Oh. Yeah. My phone should have enough of a charge for that.” He started to take out his phone before he remembered they were in the middle of a crowded space. “Actually, can we go somewhere more private for this? We’re done eating anyway.”
Vivi thought for a moment and nodded. “Good point! Lance can be pretty loud when he’s upset.”
They ended up back at the park, Arthur sitting on a bench while Vivi and Mystery played fetch and Lewis hovered nearby. Literally. “Uh, Big Guy, your feet are kind of…”
Lewis made an annoyed sound and lowered to the ground. “You would not believe how hard it is to keep your feet on the ground when you don’t have mass.”
Arthur honestly had no idea how to respond to that and decided to turn his attention back to calling Uncle Lance.
…
This was gonna be bad.
Arthur turned on the phone, dialed the number, and waited for Uncle Lance to answer. Usually it took two or three rings, but he answered after only one. “Arthur?”
“Hi Uncle Lance,” Arthur said sheepishly.
“WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN?!” Even Lewis winced from the shouting. “Do you have any idea how worried I was?!”
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to run off like that,” said Arthur.
“How do you accidentally run off to another town?!”
“It just happened. I just was gonna drive somewhere to be alone, but I guess I was in a sort of…trance? I feel like there’s a better word than that, but I’m sticking to trance until I can remember it. I was sort of in a trance thinking about all the stuff I’d just found out, and my body was on autopilot, and I guess since I didn’t have a destination in mind I just kept driving until I snapped out of it.”
Uncle Lance was silent for a moment. “I knew you were gonna react badly to that.”
Arthur nodded. “Yeah, I can see why you wouldn’t tell me…Anyway, I wanted to work through my feelings and thoughts on my own so I figured I’d stay here for a few days and then head back. I wasn’t expecting you to send the rest of the gang after me.”
“You saw what happened when Lewis went missing. Why wouldn’t we do the same for you?” pointed out Lance.
Arthur paused. “Uh…That’s a good question. Low self-esteem?”
“Arthur…”
He winced. “I have to start seeing that therapist again, don’t I?”
“I’m going to make an appointment as soon as this call is over.”
Arthur sighed. “Yes sir.”
“…You are feeling better, aren’t you?”
Arthur nodded. “Yeah, I am.”
“And you’re all right with Lewis being there?”
Arthur looked over towards where Lewis was watching him. “Yeah, he’s acting like his old self. I’m a bit anxious because of everything, but I don’t think he’s going to do anything like that again.”
“If he does I’ll kill him myself,” said Lance, ignoring the fact that Lewis was technically already dead.
Heck, Lance would probably find a way to make him double dead.
“You’ll be coming home now?” asked Lance.
“I ended up pretty far away so we’re gonna wait until tomorrow morning to head back. We should get back some time in the afternoon,” said Arthur.
“That’ll work,” said Lance. “But I ain’t letting you out of my sight for the next week.”
Arthur snorted. Lewis gave him a confused look. Arthur lowered the phone. “I’m grounded,” he whispered before bringing the phone back up to his ear. “That’s fair.”
“Good. And after that you better not disappear ever again. You got too many who care about you, understand?”
“Well, it’s pretty obvious now,” admitted Arthur.
He heard Uncle Lance sigh over the phone. “You take care of yourself. Stay safe.”
“I will.”
“I’ll see you tomorrow. Love you.”
“I love you too.” Arthur hung up with a relieved sigh. “Well, that’s done.”
“He wasn’t too upset?” asked Lewis.
“Once he calmed down, no. Just worried. Can’t blame him,” admitted Arthur. He paused. “Hey, where are Vivi and Mystery?”
Lewis wordlessly pointed behind them. Arthur turned and saw Mystery running around with the ball while Vivi chased him, trying to get it back. She was smiling so she wasn’t upset or anything. Arthur smiled. “Huh, that’s…She looks happier than she’s been the past couple of weeks.”
Lewis winced. “Oh.”
Right, Vivi hadn’t visited him. “Maybe we should let ‘em go at it for a bit.”
“Hm.”
The two watched Vivi and Mystery for a bit.
“So…you’ve been seeing a therapist?” asked Lewis.
Arthur nodded. “Yeah, after…the cave, when I woke up I started having panic attacks. I figured it had something to do with what happened even if I couldn’t remember it. It’s actually pretty good, my therapist helped me work through some of my more illogical fears and got me to feel a bit better for myself. Got me on a decent anti-anxiety medicine too.”
“I think Lance gave that to Vivi,” said Lewis.
Arthur nodded. “Yeah, I can probably afford to miss a dose or two, but if it gets out of my system I think I’ll be in trouble.” He paused for a moment. “You know, it might do you and Vivi some good to see a therapist.”
Lewis sighed. “I…probably could use it, but what would I even say? I can’t exactly say that I was killed by a demon possessing my…” Lewis trailed off. “What are we to each other?”
Before Arthur would have responded that they were best friends without a moment’s hesitation. Now though…Was that accurate? “I’d say we’re friends at least. Maybe we can work back up to best friends.”
Lewis looked away. “…At least you’re still willing to be friends,” he muttered.
Arthur looked back towards Vivi. “Give her some time. I think once she sees you’re the same as you are in her memories she’ll warm back up to you.” He wasn’t sure Vivi would want to date Lewis again, but he wasn’t going to say that. “…Do you guys feel up to seeing a movie?”
They ended up seeing the same movie Arthur had seen before. There were jokes, lampshade hanging, and making fun of dumb decisions. It was great.
After that, they picked up a bunch of Chinese food and went back to the hotel room where they watched random stuff Anaheim and the other tiny ghosts (Lewis called them Deadbeats. Funny.) would choose. If you took away the ghosts it was pretty similar to what they’d do when they were on their own before.
“We should get to bed. We need to get up early to head out,” said Vivi.
Arthur checked the time. “Yeah, you can use the bathroom first. I can change out here.”
They were all guys. Arthur just made sure to angle himself so that Lewis didn’t see the scars and port.
The problem was that there were two beds, and it didn’t hit Arthur that he probably wouldn’t be sharing with Mystery until he saw Vivi climbing into the bed he’d obviously been using. “Uh, that’s…Should I use the other bed?”
“You’re not sharing with Lewis,” said Vivi in a tone that brokered no argument.
“He can have it to himself,” said Lewis. “I don’t sleep anymore.”
“Yeah, that works!” Arthur quickly climbed into the other bed and Mystery jumped into Vivi’s. “Feel free to keep watching TV. Just keep the volume low, okay.”
He said that, but he lay there for about half an hour unable to sleep. That wasn’t really odd. He’d had this problem since he was a kid. He turned, opening his eyes for a moment.
Lewis was floating between their bed in a reclining position. “Trouble sleeping?”
Arthur nodded. “Just the usual.”
Lewis was silent. “You…you oughta have an easier time if you shared with Vivi.”
Arthur frowned. “I don’t feel comfortable climbing into her bed while she’s sleeping.”
“She won’t care,” said Lewis.
She wouldn’t. She’d done it herself several times. “Let me rephrase that: I don’t feel comfortable doing that to you,” said Arthur.
Lewis looked surprised for a moment before looking away with a grimace. “She said the same thing.”
“Hm?”
Lewis shook his head. “Nothing. I just said something stupid to Vivi before.”
“Oh.” It seemed like more than that, but Arthur wasn’t going to press him. “Well, if you’re okay with it, maybe Anaheim can be my snuggle buddy instead? I was getting pretty comfortable with him by the time you got here.”
There was a chirp right before he felt something smooth wrap around him and nuzzle under his chin. Arthur reached up to give him a good scratch only for the hairs on the back of his neck to rise. He didn’t think he’d done anything to make Lewis upset. He glanced up. Lewis looked unbothered, but the other Deadeats were watching him. “Um…Lewis…”
And then Arthur was suddenly buried under a mass of Deadbeats. He let out a distressed sound. “Whoa! No, don’t do that!” The Deadbeats were quickly removed by an apologetic Lewis. “Sorry. They can be…very affectionate.”
“I am not ready for that many ghosts,” admitted Arthur. In fact he was feeling a lot less sleepy now. “I think I’ll watch TV with you for a bit.”
Arthur did eventually get to sleep and woke up to the sun starting to rise and shine through the window. He sat up in bed, Anaheim making a yawning sound. He frowned and looked around in confusion. Vivi and Mystery were still sleeping in their bed, but where was Lewis?
Arthur glanced down at Anaheim. “Well, he must be coming back if he was willing to leave you here.” He gave Shaggy a good scratch. “Wonder what he’s doing.”
Several minutes of sitting in the bed later, he noticed something out of the corner of his eye and turned to see a hand coming out of the door. Fortunately, he recognized it as Lewis’ hand before he could panic. Lewis’ hand groped for a moment before grabbing the doorknob and turning it so he could walk inside with a couple of bags.
Well, that explained why Lewis hadn’t just gone through the door. “Good morning,” greeted Arthur.
“Good morning,” greeted Lewis. “You would not believe some of the looks I got when I went to buy breakfast.”
“Well, you are wearing a full dress suit,” commented Arthur. Could Lewis not change into other clothes? “And…you’re wearing sunglasses?”
“I can’t change my eyes,” explained Lewis. “Most people would panic.”
Arthur nodded in understanding. “I get it.”
“So, uh…” Lewis hefted the bags. “I got breakfast.”
Arthur smiled. “Thanks.” Arthur got out of bed and shook Vivi. “Up and at ‘em.” Vivi groaned. “Lewis has food.”
That got Vivi to crack her eyes open. “Is there coffee?”
Lewis nodded. “I ordered a couple of large ones.”
“Mm…” Vivi and Mystery rolled out of bed. “Right. Let’s eat up so we can head out.”
Arthur paused. “Does anyone have a coin?” Lewis dug one out of his pocket and handed it over. “Thank.” He flipped it. “Tails.”
“And that means?”
“I’m riding with Vivi,” said Arthur matter-of-factly. He turned to Lewis. “Would you mind driving the van back?”
“Sure, no problem.” Lewis’ eyes went to Arthur’s port. “Uh, not to be insensitive, but how…?”
“Lots of practice,” deadpanned Arthur.
A quick breakfast and wash up later, they were getting into the cars. “I think I’ll keep Lewis company,” said Mystery before jumping into the van.
“Looks like it’s just you and me,” commented Vivi as she climbed into her car.
“Yeah. Wow, I can’t remember the last time I saw you without Mystery,” commented Arthur as he climbed in as well.
They set out. Arthur glanced in the rearview mirror to watch the van. Still behind them. It made him a bit uncomfortable. Maybe if they talked it would distract him.
Actually, it was a bit odd that Vivi wasn’t talking yet. Maybe she was still a bit upset at Arthur? Should he try saying something. What should he say? “I really am sorry for scaring you guys.”
“Just don’t do that again,” said Vivi. “I was terrified that I would find you and you’d be dead.”
Arthur winced because as much as he wanted to deny that would happen it had been what happened with Lewis. “Yeah, not one of my better ideas. I’ll stick with you and Lewis from now on.”
“You really care for him,” muttered Vivi.
“Of course I do,” said Arthur. “He’s…well, he was my best friend. I guess right now he’s a good friend, could be a best friend again once we adjust to everything.”
“Are you in love with him?” asked Vivi.
Arthur spun towards her? “What?! Where did that come from?!”
“You forgave him way too easily for trying to kill you. You’re trying to get me to forgive him so we can all be friends again. You spent months looking for him at the detriment of your own health. Before he died, you were willing to do pretty much anything for him,” listed Vivi.
“I’d do anything for both of you!” protested Arthur. “You’re my friends!”
“I don’t want to be friends!” Arthur felt his heart break. “I want to be more than that!” Wait. What? “But every time I drop hints you ignore it, and you completely miss my flirting! I thought it was because you’re ace, but now I’m wondering if you were willfully ignoring all of that.”
Well, that, wow. “I, uh, I did notice some of the flirting, but it was while Lewis was missing, and, well, you couldn’t remember, but you were Lewis’ girlfriend, and it seemed like it would be wrong and taking advantage of both of you.”
“Well, we’re not dating now! Heck! He practically gave you permission last night!”
Arthur blinked. “You were awake for that?”
Vivi nodded. “I wanted you to say yes. Why wouldn’t you?”
Arthur sighed. “I don’t want to be a replacement for Lewis. You were probably projecting on me when he was missing or something.”
Vivi gave him a look. “Did you seriously convince yourself of that?!”
Arthur shrugged. “It makes sense!”
“No, it doesn’t!” argued Vivi. “Everything to do with Lewis was gone! And you really think I would flirt with someone I’m not interested in?”
“Um, playfully, maybe. That’s what friends do, right?” asked Arthur.
Vivi made a frustrated sound. “Do you ever flirt with Lewis or me?”
“I don’t know how to flirt at all,” pointed out Arthur.
“…Okay, I can believe that,” admitted Vivi. “Generally, friends only flirt with each other if they find each other attractive.”
“Oh.”
“I flirted with you before Lewis died,” continued Vivi.
“You did?” Arthur couldn’t remember that. “It seems like that would upset Lewis.”
“He was flirting with you too.”
That made his brain short circuit. “Huh?”
“We’d been trying to figure out if you were interested in joining in our relationship practically since Lewis told me he’s bi,” explained Vivi. “You didn’t exactly make that easy by the way. Given, it was only like two months, but still. How could you miss all of that?”
“But…You were dating each other,” said Arthur, still too shocked to date properly.
“You can have more than two people in a romantic relationship,” explained Vivi. “Dunno why it doesn’t happen more often,” she muttered.
“And you…both of you…wanted…with me.” Arthur was stumbling over his words pretty badly by this point. Of all the things he’d been expecting today, this wasn’t one of them.
“Yeah, we were pretty sure you felt the same way from what we could tell,” said Vivi. “Did you feel the same way? Considering how much confessing we’ve been doing, I’d really like to hear your answer.”
“I…” Arthur swallowed. He’d been hiding this for so long. It would have been wrong of him to say anything. It would have been selfish. He didn’t want to ruin his friendship with either of them But maybe now…Maybe it would be all right. “I did. Do. I do. I still like both of you. Like that.”
“…How can you still have feelings for Lewis?” asked Vivi.
Arthur thought. It would be pretty reasonable to avoid someone who tried to kill you, but…
Arthur kept thinking of all the good times he’d had with Lewis, and the bad times…Well, in retrospect they weren’t so bad and showed how much they were willing to help each other. And they were happy around each other.
Lewis made a mistake. He’d admitted as much and obviously felt guilty about it. “People mess up. As long he doesn’t try to hurt either of us again, I can forgive him.”
“But if he does do something like this again?” pressed Vivi.
“…” Arthur sighed. “Then the Lewis we knew is gone for good.”
Vivi nodded. “If we can agree to have nothing to do with him if he ever tries something again then I’ll give him a chance too.”
Arthur smiled. “Thank you.”
…
“I missed him too,” muttered Vivi. “After everything he did. It’s so stupid.”
Arthur reached over and clapped Vivi on the shoulder
“And since you’re not going to ask…” Vivi looked towards Arthur as much as she could while driving. “Would you like to go out some time?”
“Um…” Arthur glanced in the rearview mirror back towards the van. “…We shouldn’t hide it from Lewis.”
“We won’t,” said Vivi.
“Okay, but let’s not show off in front of Lewis,” said Arthur. “It’ll be hard enough on him as it is.”
“Hm. Yeah, best not to push him,” said Vivi.
Not quite what he meant…although it was a fair point. “So, uh, you know more about dating than I do. What do you want to do?”
“We could go to Nekoya. Maybe see a movie depending on how we feel,” suggested Vivi.
Arthur nodded. “Yeah, that sounds good.” Nice and simple.
They broke the news to Lewis when they stopped for lunch. The only sign that Lewis was upset was his heart turning blue with a crack in it and his skull briefly becoming visible before he looked down. “Right. You two. That makes sense.”
“It was my idea,” said Vivi.
“I figured,” said Lewis.
“We’ll be keeping it pretty casual for now,” said Arthur. “And we can hang out during our downtime, all three of us.”
“…I missed that,” admitted Lewis.
“We all did,” said Arthur.
“Oh come on! That’s the fifth time in a row” complained Lewis as they played Super Smash Brothers Melee.
Arthur stuck his tongue out. “I’m just that awesome!”
Vivi giggled and punched his arm. “You dork!”
“We could play videogames again,” suggested Arthur.
“Uh, I tend to make electronics malfunction when I touch them,” Lewis reminded them.
“I bet I can find a way around that,” said Arthur.
“No one’s getting left out this time,” said Vivi. “Not after what happened last time.”
Arthur winced a bit at that. Yeah, feeling left out had probably contributed to being possessed.
The rest of lunch was awkwardly silent.
They got back to Tempo and headed straight to the Peppers’ house. The living Peppers were all waiting outside. “Arthur!” Paprika ran over and hugged Arthur around his legs. “You didn’t disappear!”
Arthur winced before hugging her back. “Yeah, I’m sorry for scaring everyone like that.”
Paprika looked up at Arthur with big eyes. “Are you gonna stay for dinner?”
…He guessed it had been a long time since he’d done that. He should try to make a casual visit, no earth-shattering revelations, no fights, no yelling, just spending time with them. Not today though. “I should get home. Uncle Lance is probably worried sick about me.”
Paprika pouted but nodded. “But you’ll come back?”
Arthur nodded. “Yeah, Sunday.”
Paprika smiled and nodded. “Okay!” Then she ran over to give Lewis a hug. That made Arthur feel a bit better. At least Lewis had support at home.
Mr. Pepper walked over. “Are you feeling better?”
Arthur nodded. “Yeah, sorry if I frightened anyone. I wasn’t really thinking straight.”
“I can’t really blame you,” admitted Mr. Pepper. He breathed in. “You know…none of us blame you for what happened. We know you’d have to be possessed to do something like that.”
Arthur smiled at him. “Thanks. That helps a lot.”
“I’m heading home,” said Vivi. “I’ll see you Saturday.”
Arthur nodded. “Okay, see you then.”
The rest of the Peppers walked over as Vivi drove off.
“Why is Vivi angry with you anyway?” asked Cayenne.
“I messed up her memory,” lied Lewis.
Belled frowned and pointed at his heart. “Wasn’t that orange before?”
Lewis hid his heart with his hand. “It’s changed color a couple of times before. I’m still learning how this works.”
Arthur knew what had caused the color change and was sure Lewis knew too. “Well, I better get going. I’ll see you guys…in a few days.” He’d see if he could convince Vivi to come too.
Uncle Lance was not outside when he got home. That was just how Lance was. Arthur walked inside. “I’m home.”
“In the garage!” Arthur walked in and saw Lance working on a car. Right, Lance had a larger workload while Arthur was gone. Lance glanced over towards Arthur. “You okay?”
Arthur nodded. “Yeah.”
“Got it out of your system?”
“Yeah…I wish you’d told me, but I understand why.”
Lance paused in his work for a moment. “I was gonna tell you eventually. When things calmed down. I was worried you’d do something to hurt yourself if I told you too soon.”
Arthur thought for a moment. “Okay, I might not have reacted badly if it had been broken to me gently over time,” admitted Arthur. “Asking Lewis to just tell me might not have been a good idea. No changing it now though.”
Lance grunted. “Did you straighten things out with him at least?”
“Yeah, I still feel kind of uncomfortable around him, but it’s not as bad as before. Still kind of worried about upsetting him if I’m not careful, but if he didn’t-Oh, um, right. That.”
Lance gave Arthur a somewhat worried look. “What happened?”
“Nothing bad! Just a bit unexpected. Vivi asked me out on the way back, and I said yes. I guess we’re dating now,” announced Arthur. “Anyway, we told Lewis. He didn’t shout or try to hurt anyone, but I think we broke his heart a little.”
Lance narrowed his eyes. “Did either of them mention that Lewis thought you killed him to have Vivi to himself?”
Arthur’s eyes widened. “He-what?! Neither of them ever said anything about that!” He thought a moment. “Although I guess it didn’t occur to me that Lewis would try to come up with a motive for me killing him.” Finding out he’d been possessed had been enough reason for Arthur. Sometimes people just suddenly turned out to be awful or sociopaths or something, but now that he thought about it even they wouldn’t risk a murder unless there was something they really wanted. “Well, uh, that might make things…more awkward than they were already going to be, but I think we can move past it.”
Uncle Lance gave Arthur a long look. “I’d feel more comfortable if you put down some of those protections you keep around.”
That was fair. Arthur put those defenses up all the time, usually when he was feeling more anxious than usual. “Okay, and since that seems like a good segue point, I sort of quit the Mystery Skulls.”
Lance raised an eyebrow.
“I say sort of because I said I didn’t want to do the investigations except maybe maintain the equipment, but I’m fine with traveling with Vivi and Mystery and maybe Lewis if we all manage to make up. Just to hang out with ‘em, you know? I’d just hang out in a hotel room or the van while everyone else investigated. Vivi agreed with it and said she was going to take a break from investigating for a while. I think she needs the break just as much as I do to tell the truth.”
“She did,” agreed Lance. “I won’t lie, I’ll feel better knowing you’re staying away from that sort of thing, if only because I know you’ll be happier this way.”
Arthur laughed nervously. “Yeah, I guess it was a bit overdue.” He leaned against the car, watching Lance work. “So, what’s wrong with this one? Fan belt?”
“Yeah, broke and got stuck in the rest of the engine,” said Lance. “Hand me that ratchet, will ya?”
Arthur nodded. “Sure thing.”
The rest of the day was spent helping Lance repair the car, and thing were good between the two of them.
Vivi and Mystery came to the garage around lunchtime the next day. “Hey Arthur! Hey Lance!”
Arthur blinked. “Vivi? I wasn’t expecting you today.”
Vivi smiled. “I thought I’d surprise you. Brought you some lunch.” She hefted a large box.
“Oh, thanks. That’s nice of you.” Arthur frowned as something occurred to him. “Oh, wait. Is this a couple thing? It seems like a couple thing.”
“A bit, but I also wanted to check up on how you were doing,” admitted Vivi. “I know we should plan lunches ahead of time once you start fixing cars again since you won’t always be able to stop working on a car immediately.”
“But I could probably surprise you if I wanted to,” said Arthur.
Vivi thought for a minute before nodding. “I might have to take a moment to finish a task or helping a customer, but, yeah, you’d have an easier time coming to surprise me for lunch than I would you.”
Arthur nodded. He wouldn’t mind doing so on a slow day. “Okay, well, let me check how Uncle Lance is doing.” He ducked into the garage where Lance was taking a wheel off a car. “Can you break for lunch?”
“Gotta finish rotating these tires first,” said Lance.
“Okay, well, Vivi came to visit for lunch so I’m gonna go on break with her.”
“Sure, go ahead. I’ll join you two in a bit,” said Lance.
“Okay, thanks,” said Arthur as he ducked back out. He opened the door to his and Lance’s apartment. “After you.”
Vivi had brought over BLT’s. Hers was bigger than Arthur and Lance’s. Mystery had a sandwich that was even bigger than Vivi’s that he was scarfing down. “So how are you doing?” asked Vivi.
“It’s been pretty much the same as it’s been since the crash,” said Arthur. “I’m doing secretary stuff and really simple stuff. I’ve had a lot of free time that I’ve been using to look my arm over.” He swallowed. “I’m thinking of adding a heat coil to it or at least an attachment. Cold weather’s supposed to make stumps hurt.”
Vivi, familiar with Arthur’s fight against phantom limb syndrome, nodded sympathetically. “At least we live in Texas. I know the prosthetics are going to be worn by people in colder climates though.”
“Yeah, might need to make it adjustable,” muttered Arthur. Some places were colder than others. “So, what about you? Duet didn’t mind that you missed some work?”
“She considered it an emergency,” said Vivi. “I might need to put in a bit of overtime to make up for it, but that’s if Duet can find something for me to do. I’m more worried about Chloe.”
Arthur blinked. “Why would you need to worry about Chloe?”
“When Lewis and I started dating, she interrogated me about it for two days,” explained Vivi. “When she finds out I got my memory back, dumped Lewis, and started dating my other best friend, she’s going to try and press me for all the juicy gossip.”
Arthur made a face. “Yeesh. Is this how people feel when we ask questions about them? No wonder they don’t seem to like us.”
“It’s not just that. I have to keep her from figuring out Lewis is dead,” pointed out Vivi.
Arthur groaned. “She’s still after an undead boyfriend?” Vivi nodded. “Hey, uh, how do you think that would work?”
Vivi hummed. “I guess it would depend on the type of undead. Some would be safer to be in a relationship than others, and some are more likely to take advantage of you than others.”
“Where does Lewis fall in that spectrum?”
Vivi paused. “I’m sure. If he’s the way he was before, I’d say it’s safe, but, well, outside of our little trip we haven’t spent a lot of time with Lewis since he came back.”
“Yeah, I guess we could’ve handled that a bit better,” admitted Arthur. “Um, uh, you said you and Lewis wanted to bring me into your relationship. Do you think we might bring Lewis in once we see how he’s doing?”
Vivi was silent. “I love that you’re the type of person who would forgive Lewis after everything, but like you said we haven’t spent much time since with him since he came back. We’re not sure if he’s the same person still.”
“Oh…”
“That’s not a no,” said Vivi. “I just want us to be sure he’s who we fell in love with before we jump into something serious.”
That was fair. If Lewis was managing to hide all that rage…Well, Arthur was pretty sure dating someone who tried to kill you counted as being in an abusive relationship.
…Yeah, best to avoid that sort of thing.
Lance came in around then so they switched to lighter topics. Vivi and Mystery finished their lunch shortly afterwards and headed back to the bookstore.
That had been nice. Arthur thought he could enjoy that happening regularly.
Saturday rolled around. The plan for the date was an early dinner and a movie, but there was no rule saying they couldn’t hang out before then.
“How did you do that with one arm?” questioned Vivi.
Arthur grinned from where he was hanging upside down from the monkey bars. “I climbed up on top of them, flipped over, and moved up from there.” He shrugged. “It was pointless but so satisfying.” He was gonna need to get back into shape if he wanted to keep up his parkour habit.
Vivi grinned. “Any other acrobatics you wanna try?”
Arthur thought a moment. “Nothing I should get up to right now. Actually, can you help me down? I’m starting to get lightheaded.”
Vivi helped steady him as he climbed down. “You must’ve been a clown in a past life or something.”
“Clowns are clumsy though. Wouldn’t an acrobat be more likely?” asked Arthur.
“I dunno. Clowns have to be pretty nimble to get away from bulls.”
Arthur blinked. “Huh, you know I never thought of it like that.” And now he was picturing himself in a clown outfit. “So, are we gonna play fetch or not?”
“Yes, please!” said Mystery. “I brought my favorite frisbee!”
“Quick question: Why do you enjoy fetch so much if you’re not a dog?” asked Arthur.
“Foxes are canines,” explained Mystery.
Eh, that and many videos of playful foxes was enough to explain it for Arthur. “Okay then. Guess we’ll run around until we get hungry.” Then he grabbed the frisbee and threw it as far as he could.
The next couple of hours were spent on shenanigans in the park that may or may not have involved the swings, a baby carriage, and so many squirrels.
“We can never tell anyone about that,” said Arthur as they drove away from the park.
“I don’t think they’d believe us,” said Vivi.
Arthur glanced in the backseat where Mystery was playing with a squeaky toy. “What about other people who deal with weird stuff?”
Vivi paused. “Okay, maybe they would, but like you said we won’t tell them.”
“…We might tell Lewis one day when we actually find it funny,” commented Arthur.
Vivi hummed. “He might not believe the part about the squirrels.”
Arthur snorted. “Really? That’s the part that’s unbelievable?”
“He knows what we get up to.”
They were still giggling a bit hysterically when they got to Nekoya. “So, will Mystery be coming with us?” asked Arthur.
Mystery shook his head. “I’ll let you two have your privacy. Just bring me some chicken.”
“He’ll probably sneak into the movies somehow though,” warned Vivi. “We won’t be able to tell though so don’t worry.”
“Should we still get him a ticket?” asked Arthur.
“Oh, there’s no need for that. I won’t be using a seat,” reassured Mystery.
“Now, c’mon, I’m hungry,” said Vivi.
Arthur had been to Nekoya before. It offered mostly authentic Japanese cuisine with a few not quite authentic dishes for people who wanted something a bit closer to western fare. Arthur had a pretty good idea what he wanted to eat: Seafood udon. Maybe a couple of pieces of sushi.
“I’m getting a sushi boat!” decided Vivi.
“Ah. I was thinking of getting a couple of pieces of sushi,” said Arthur. “Mind if I poach ‘em from you?”
“Nah, go ahead. That’s not all you’re going to eat, is it?”
“I’m getting some seafood udon.”
“Dessert?”
“Oh, uh, maybe if I’m still hungry.” Something hit Arthur. “Uh, do we split the bill?
Vivi nodded. “Yeah, I know you’re sort of rich now, but I’m not gonna make you pay the whole bill when I’m getting something worth $40.”
“I’m not rich. I mean I guess I might become rich in a few years,” admitted Arthur. “But that’s if someone doesn’t come up with an improved version of the technology that will be used instead.”
Vivi snorted. “Don’t sell yourself short. I know you’re always coming up with ways to make your arms better. If anyone is going to make your tech defunct, it’s going to be you.”
Arthur blushed at that. “I’m not gonna make any assumptions. Anyway, since I’m stealing a bit of your sushi, I’ll pay like $10 of your bill. That sound good?”
Vivi hummed for a moment. “Sounds fair. Just give me $10 when you have the time. I don’t think they can split an item between two people.”
They spoke a bit more about work, customers, coworkers (Not that they had a lot of those.), and any difficult cases they’d had. While they were waiting for food, Vivi asked a bit more about his heating coil idea and asked if there was a cooling coil. He admitted that he probably could’ve used something like that when he’d first gotten his arm attached, but he’d been focusing on other things at the time.
While they were eating Vivi spoke about a book she’d read recently. It was a horror novel. Arthur was a bit relieved actually. She’d been avoiding the genre around him lately, and he’d been getting a little worried about her.
Arthur was still a little hungry so he ordered a scoop of red bean ice cream. Vivi ordered a decadent chocolate lava cake. Arthur might have stolen a bite.
They were pretty full when they headed to the movie theatre. They decided to see Big Hero Six, but had a little while before the movie started. They spent it goofing off in the small arcade. Arthur somehow managed to beat Vivi, much to her frustration.
The movie was good. The death of Tadashi hit them hard. Vivi figured out within a few minutes who the villain was. Arthur commented on how viable some of the tech in the movie would be in real life. He wouldn’t mind seeing if he could replicate a couple of them.
They both were rather curious about whether the fact the movie ended with two Baymaxes would come up in a sequel.
All in all, it was a pretty good night.
As Arthur stopped in front of Vivi’s apartment he turned to her. “That was pretty fun, not that different from just hanging out.”
Vivi chuckled. “Yeah, I’ve noticed that too. I like to think it means we were always compatible.”
“So, do I walk you to your door? I kind of want to.”
“I won’t complain if you do.”
Vivi’s apartment was maybe 50 feet from the van, but it was nice to spend another couple of minutes with her.
“So…we can do this again next week?” asked Arthur.
Vivi nodded. “Yeah, if there aren’t any movies we want to see out we can go to one of our houses and watch something.”
That made Arthur feel happy. “Great, that’s great.”
Vivi giggled. “And now I’m going to kiss you.”
That made Arthur freeze up. He had absolutely no experience with kissing. At all. He had no idea what to do. Vivi tugged him down a bit a planted a peck on his lips. She gave him a wink. “We can practice kissing next time,” she promised.
Arthur’s brain wasn’t working enough to respond.
“I’ll see you tomorrow when we go to visit Lewis,” promised Vivi as she opened the door. “Drive carefully, okay?”
Arthur nodded dazedly. “Okay.”
Vivi smiled and gave him a hug. “I love you.”
That got Arthur to grin goofily. “I love you too.”
They stayed like that for another couple of moments before parting. Vivi gave one last wave as she and Mystery entered the apartment.
Arthur took a moment to recover his wits enough to get back to his van, and he was grinning goofily the whole time.
That was the best day he’d had in a long time.
Arthur was still feeling ridiculously happy the next day as he spent the morning messing around with his heat coil idea.
He’d sobered up a bit when it was time to go visit Lewis.
“You’ll be careful? Vivi’s got those paper spell things?” questioned Lance.
“I’ll be careful, but I don’t know what Vivi’s going to be doing.” She may in fact be bringing ofuda to the dinner. “Other people are going to be around. Anyway, I don’t think Lewis is interested in attacking me anymore.”
Lance made a considering sound before nodding. “All right, but if he does anything to you, I’ll exorcise him myself.”
Arthur nodded. “I’m sure Lewis already knows.”
“Then I won’t hold you up.” Lance made a shooing motion. “Get out there and have some fun.”
Arthur smiled. “Thanks Uncle Lance.”
Arthur made a quick detour to pick up Vivi but arrived at Lewis’ house after about 20 minutes. “…Are you as nervous as I am?” asked Arthur.
Vivi nodded. “Yeah, but don’t worry. I took precautionary measures!” She rolled up a sleeve to show a couple of ofuda taped to her arm.
Huh, what were the chances?
“I wouldn’t worry. I spoke with Lewis when I was alone with him, and he was genuinely remorseful,” reassured Mystery. “Even after you two decided to start dating. A bit depressed, but not violent.”
Arthur could understand the depression. “Well, let’s see if we can cheer him up and hope we don’t make it worse.”
Things were finally getting better. Arthur didn’t want everything to slide backwards.
They knocked on the door. It was immediately opened by a deadbeat that chirped at them. “Hi there,” greeted Vivi.
“Jalapeño!” The deadbeat let out a startled sound before flying away. Lewis appeared a second later. “Oh, good, just you guys. The deadbeats keep trying to answer the door even though I told them to lay low!”
“They’re probably bored,” said Arthur. “Actually, maybe you can get your parents to let you out for a little bit to let them burn off some energy.”
“Yeah, just find a graveyard or some deserted forest or something,” added Vivi.
Lewis gave them an odd look. “That’s a nice suggestion. Come on in.”
“Thanks.”
“Vivi! Arthur!” Paprika and a few deadbeats ran over to give them hugs. “I missed you!”
Vivi gave Belle a smile. “You saw us just a few days ago.”
Belle pouted. “You guys left as soon as you got here though!”
Arthur laughed nervously. “Yeah, don’t really have a good excuse for that, but we are here now!”
“Yeah, I, uh, helped cook,” said Lewis. “It’s been a little off since I can’t smell anymore.”
“Nah, it tastes the same,” said Cayenne from the sofa. “Wanna watch Spongebob with us?”
“I was hoping to get some samples of the cooking,” admitted Vivi.
“It’ll be ready in 10, 15 minutes,” said Lewis. “Just give it a few minutes.”
Vivi pouted. “Fine…”
Arthur was distracted by the Spongebob episode by this point. “Oh, I love this one!”
“You’re an adult. How do you still like Spongebob?” questioned Belle.
“Hey, I was even younger than you two when this started airing,” pointed out Arthur. “You don’t always outgrow what you like.”
Vivi made a sound as she came over. “Personally, I don’t care for it much anymore except for the scary episodes.”
Arthur turned to Mystery. “What do you think?”
Mystery barked and put his head on Arthur’s lap like a normal dog. Cayenne giggled. “Dogs can’t see TV screens.”
Did…Did no one tell the Peppers about Mystery? Arthur met Vivi’s eyes, and she shook her head. Okay, pretend Mystery’s a normal dog for now. “He can hear it though.”
At this point Spongebob laughed causing Mystery to dart his head towards the television and growl. Guess he didn’t like Spongebob Squarepants.
True to Lewis’ word, Mr. Pepper was calling everyone over to eat within a few minutes. It was the familiar Mexican-Spanish-Italian cuisine, spicy enough that you could feel the burn in your sinuses. There were some lighter parts of the dishes for Arthur since they knew he couldn’t really handle spicy food.
“It looks delicious!” said Vivi as she happily started piling food onto her plate.
Arthur nodded in agreement as he got the less spicy food. “I have missed eating your cooking.”
Cayenne pouted. “You should’ve come by the restaurant!”
“That’s sort of my fault,” admitted Vivi. “I got horrible headaches when I visited you guys, and Arthur was keeping an eye on me, so…yeah.”
Arthur coughed uncomfortably. “I probably could’ve made more time to visit you on my own…” He could admit he’d been obsessed with putting his arm together and figuring out where Lewis was. “Guess I lost sight of things a little.”
“But how ‘come you guys didn’t come to visit after Lewis came back?” asked Cayenne.
You could practically cut through the silence that arose after her question. Arthur glanced at Lewis, who looked rather panicked. “Partly because Uncle Lance was being protective of me. I hurt my shoulder pretty badly. Partly because I have enough of a ghost phobia that I had to work myself up to seeing Lewis again. I still panicked pretty badly though.”
“My head hurt for a while after my memories were repaired, especially when I thought about anything to do with Lewis,” lied Vivi. Her head had been fine after a couple of days.
“It’s been a rough time for all of us,” said Mrs. Pepper. “Let’s not dwell too much on how we dealt with the pain and focus on moving forward.”
It was very good advice, even if it was difficult to follow. Arthur focused on eating and trying to come up with something to talk about with Lewis.
So he realized that Lewis looked more downcast than usual while staring morosely at his empty plate.
Oh. Oh…
“You can’t eat at all?” asked Arthur.
Lewis clenched his fists. “No.”
Arthur had suspected as much after eating out with Lewis, but the idea was just…horrifying. Lewis loved cooking and eating with his family. Losing that along with everything else just seemed cruel. Arthur felt guilt and wished there was a way to let Lewis eat something.
It was another few minutes before the idea occurred to Arthur. “Can you possess people?”
That got Arthur several shocked looks. “I have no idea,” said Lewis. “It’s not something that ever occurred to me to try.”
“But do you think you might be able to eat if you did?” pressed Arthur.
“I, uh, I don’t think it would affect the other person’s abilities. I guess I could, but I’m not sure I’d actually taste what they can,” said Lewis.
“It would make sense for you to be able too,” said Vivi around a mouthful of pasta. “You could still see and hear and touch, so you oughta have all the senses.” She swallowed. “Might have some sensory deprivation going on though.”
So, he needed less spicy food then? “If that’s the case he’d be better off trying it with me,” commented Arthur. “I…don’t mind giving it a try.”
“Whoa! Hold on! You got possessed by-” She glanced at Paprika and Cayenne. “That other thing!”
“I don’t actually remember any of it though,” pointed out Arthur. “I’ve tried. All I got was a headache and a weird sleep paralysis dream with a cat that turned into a raccoon.” He paused. “There weren’t any tanuki, were there?”
“No, just a couple of bats,” said Lewis. “What would a tanuki even be doing in Texas?”
Arthur gave Mystery a meaningful look. Mystery was doing his best to look innocent.
“You could try later with one of us,” pointed out Belle. “We could eat some potato chips or something.”
Lewis made a bit of a face at that. He wasn’t a big fan of junk food. “Nah, I think I’d rather try it while Vivi’s around in case something goes wrong.” He turned to face Arthur. “You’re all right with this?”
Arthur nodded. “Sure, just don’t do anything weird with my body.”
“Okay…” Lewis stared. “How do I do this?”
“Maybe if you hold his head or something?” suggested Vivi. “Or turn intangible and try to go through him…”
“Right.” Lewis carefully cupped Arthur’s face in his hands and pressed his forehead to Arthur’s. He was so warm…and he smelled the same he had in life. Arthur closed his eyes and leaned into the touch.
Then Lewis was gone, but not gone. Lewis wasn’t holding Arthur, but Arthur could still feel him, just on the inside instead of the outside.
He opened his eyes, and felt a sense of disorientation. Wow, this feels really weird.
“Where’d Lewis go?” asked Belle, looking like she was about to cry.
“I’m right here,” Arthur’s mouth said with his voice. His head looked down to see Lewis’ heart floating in front of his chest. “See, here’s my heart. I can’t believe that worked,” Lewis continued. What an odd sensation. “I can stop.” Arthur could probably put up with it for at least a few minutes before he started freaking out.
“How do you feel?” asked Vivi.
“Off balance.” Lewis paused before lifting Arthur’s single arm. “…Oh.”
“I think it took some time for Arthur to get used to that as well,” commented Mr. Pepper.
Lewis picked up a spoon. “Everything seems bigger for some reason.”
“That’s cause you’re not a giant now!” said Cayenne.
Everyone else snorted at that. Arthur would have snorted if he’d still been in control of his body. “Yeah, ha ha,” said Lewis. Then he turned his attention to the plate. There was longing and trepidation. Lewis picked up some rice on the spoon. “I can smell at least. It smells amazing.” Then he spooned the rice into his mouth.
Arthur thought it tasted pretty good, if a bit spicier than he preferred, but Lewis panicked and flew out of his body so fast that Arthur choked. He coughed for a moment, slamming his hand into his chest. Someone was rubbing his back. “Are you okay?”
Arthur nodded as he managed to drink some of the milk he’d been given. “I’m fine. What was that?”
“It was spicy!” Arthur looked over at Lewis in surprise and recoiled a bit. Lewis had his skull out and was holding his hand up to where his mouth had been. “That’s…You ate it so I know it has to be mild, but it was like it was as spicy as the Bhut Jolokia special!”
“Well, if you haven’t eaten anything for a few months, I guess you lost your tolerance for it,” reasoned Mr. Pepper. “I guess you’ll need to work your way back up to it.”
Lewis let out a ghostly moan as several Deadbeats patted him to try and cheer him up. “Wonderful.”
“We’ll figure something out,” said Mrs. Pepper. She turned to Arthur. “And how are you?”
“My, throat’s a little sore, but uh…” Arthur gestured towards Lewis. “Your skull…”
Lewis’ sockets widened for a second before his face was back in place. “Oops. Sorry.”
“It’s all right. No one minds,” reassured Mr. Pepper, glancing towards Paprika, who was wide-eyed.
Oh, right, she was a bit scared of Lewis’ skull appearance. She wasn’t crying or anything though. She looked more startled than anything, so maybe she was less scared now?
Mrs. Pepper reached over to give Paprika a reassuring hug. “Let’s get back to eating, shall we?” she suggested. “We made a cinnamon-chocolate mousse for dessert.”
That was enough to get the younger kids eating dinner again, although Belle took a moment. She looked worried. Arthur couldn’t blame her. He sighed and took Lewis’ hand in his own. “It’s not much, but if you do want to eat something when I’m around, we can do this again.”
“Or he can possess me,” pointed out Vivi. “Or the Peppers, okay, maybe not his sisters. They’re probably a bit young for that to be safe. Point is Lewis can possess people other than you.” She gave Lewis a pointed look. “As long as it’s consensual. Got it Mister?”
Lewis smiled sadly. “Of course.”
Dinner was more or less back on track after that with more mundane topics of conversation, although Arthur noted that no one brought up the fact that he and Vivi were now dating.
Probably for the best. It would feel too much like he was shoving it into Lewis’ face.
Lewis saw them off. “Um, thank you for coming over.”
“It’s no problem,” said Arthur. “I…I really did miss you. I still kind of do if that makes sense.”
Lewis sighed. “That makes too much sense.”
Vivi patted his arm. “Hey, we’ll be seeing each other more often!”
Lewis perked up a bit. “Really?”
“Yeah, I mean I’m sort of grounded this week,” admitted Arthur. “But after that we can come visit sometimes after work.”
“Might come over a bit earlier next week so we can spend some time with you before dinner,” added Vivi.
Lewis made a sound not unlike a sigh as he finally smiled. “I’d like that.”
“Okay, then we’ll see you next week, at the latest,” promised Arthur.
As they drove away, Vivi turned to Arthur. “It really didn’t bother you being possessed?”
Arthur shrugged. “I guess it should, but like I said I can’t remember the possession. Weird I know, but at least that’s one less trauma in my life.” He paused and glanced at Mystery. “That was safe for me to do, right?”
“As long as Lewis doesn’t try to tear your soul apart,” said Mystery. He gave a far too toothy grin. “And you can be sure he wouldn’t be around for long if he attempted it.”
Arthur sweatdropped. “Oh, uh, thanks.”
“Oh, don’t worry. You’re less susceptible to that sort of thing now than when we went to the cave,” continued Mystery. “You should be able to push him out before he does any permanent damage.”
“If you say so,” said Arthur. “But was there anything that made it obvious it wasn’t me in control?”
Vivi snorted. “You mean besides the heart floating in front of your chest?”
Arthur nodded. “Okay, yeah, I guess that would give it away, but was there anything else?”
Vivi hummed. “Well, your eyes turned violet, like Lewis’ before he died. Other than that, nothing obvious.”
“Possessions usually aren’t obvious,” said Mystery. “Partly because the possessor will try to keep anyone noticing and trying to remove them and partly because most entities aren’t powerful enough to affect the appearance of their host.”
Arthur wondered what it said about Lewis that he’d been able to change Arthur’s body at all. “Well, I guess we’ll be learning a bit more about it.”
Vivi nodded. “Yeah, if only to give Mr. and Mrs. Pepper a break. You know they’re going to insist Lewis possess them daily from now on.”
Arthur winced. “Yeah, I guess it would be nice to have a break from that.”
“And I’ll see if there’s a way for him to eat food without possessing anyone too,” said Vivi. “It wouldn’t work all the time, but it would probably be safer.”
Arthur nodded. “If anyone can find a way to make this work it’s you.”
Vivi got a determined look on her face. “Oh, believe me. I will.”
After a couple of weeks, things were getting better. Arthur wasn’t grounded. He was getting used to dating, although he still had trouble believing it sometimes. Things were slightly less awkward with Lewis. There was still a lot of walking on eggshells, but if they got on the right subject they’d relax and talk and laugh, like before the cave. Arthur liked to think their relationship was salvageable.
Then Arthur ran into a problem: Christmas. More specifically, Christmas presents.
Arthur generally would either buy someone a toy or game they liked or something he felt they could use. He already had an idea what to get everyone…except for Lewis.
Lewis was still causing electronics to malfunction if he wasn’t careful, and Arthur hadn’t had a chance to try and get around it so games were out. A movie or something might not be out, but Lewis hadn’t been in a movie theatre since March so Arthur wasn’t sure what Lewis would like.
It didn’t help that Mrs. Pepper regularly bought recently released DVDs and they had a streaming service.
Getting Lewis something he would use was out too. No electronic gadgets (again), and Lewis could literally make simpler stuff if he needed it. Arthur had seen him make a parmesan grater once when they couldn’t find theirs. It was actually really convenient most of the time.
So Arthur wasn’t really sure what to get Lewis. It had happened before, but he hadn’t been trying to mend a relationship the other years.
Arthur decided to just take the direct route. “Hey, Lewis, what do you want for Christmas?”
Lewis blinked. “Where’d that come from?”
“I’m just having trouble thinking of anything,” admitted Arthur as he pet Anaheim in his lap.
Lewis thought for a moment. “Huh. You know. I haven’t put that much thought into it. I guess if you figure out the electronics thing you could get me a new phone.”
Arthur winced. “I haven’t really had the chance to do much about that besides look up some theories and alternate energy sources.” He had some ideas, but it probably wouldn’t be ready by Christmas.
“Maybe a good book or some manga then,” suggested Lewis.
Arthur frowned. “But that’s what Vivi gives you…”
“Yep! I’ve managed to find some gems at work!” Vivi proudly proclaimed. She frowned. “Although, what have you been into lately?”
Lewis looked very nervous for a moment. “Skip Beat?”
“That sounds vaguely familiar,” muttered Vivi. “I’m sure I can find some volumes. How far along are you?”
“Volume 10.”
“Okay, don’t go any further than that,” instructed Vivi.
“Yes ma’am.”
“I guess I could just go for a book,” admitted Arthur. “But…I just would like to get you something more if that makes sense…”
“Ah, don’t worry about it,” said Lewis. “It makes sense that a ghost would be kind of hard to buy for.”
It still bothered Arthur though, even as Vivi showed him the romance books at Tome Tomb. “This one is about a time traveling FBI profiler.”
“Is it violent?” asked Arthur. “I’m not sure I want to give him something violent.”
Vivi sighed and put the book back. “Okay, here’s…no wait, he’s not into harem stories.” Vivi perused a bit more before pulling out a seemingly random book. “This one’s in a fantasy setting. It involves a princess running away from home to avoid an arranged marriage, starting a coup to steal the throne from her father, and marrying a dragon.”
Arthur stared at the book. “Can the dragon turn humanish?”
“Yes.”
“Okay, maybe.” Arthur took the book.
Vivi smiled. “Now, let’s take a look at the manga.”
Tome Tomb’s manga collection was quite eclectic. They had some well known manga, but a lot of it was obscure enough that you’d need an expert like Chloe. Arthur was getting ready to open his mouth and ask for a recommendation when he spotted one of the manga that were on display and let out a gasp. “That’s it!”
Vivi and Chloe gave him a startled look. “What is it?” asked Vivi.
Arthur pointed at the manga. “Sailor Moon!”
Chloe nodded. “It’s a classic and a pioneer of the magical girl genre, although I prefer Digital Princess Alpha myself.”
“I think Lewis has all the volumes already,” said Vivi.
“No, not like that. Sailor Moon has a transformation locket that’s shaped like a heart!” explained Arthur. “I could make something for Lewis to slip on over his…” Chloe was here. “Locket to make it look like Sailor Moon’s!”
“Oh…” Vivi frowned. “Would you have time for that sort of thing?”
“I think so,” said Arthur already drawing up plans in his head. “I can mold some steel in the shape, plate it with silver or chrome, something shiny, paint or enamel it, set some crystals in it, I think I can make this work!”
“Well, I know you wanted to give Lewis something meaningful this year, so I won’t try to talk you out of it,” said Vivi. “But at least buy the book so you have a back up in case you can’t make it in time.”
“Deal.”
Arthur started drawing out the plans as soon as he got home. He had memorized the size and shape of Lewis’ heart by now so he sketched that out first. Then he started sketching how big the Sailor Moon attachment would have to be to keep it nice and snug. Oh, he could line it with something nice and soft, like felt or velvet. Velvet would probably fit with the theme a bit more.
Before long, Arthur had the plans all drawn up. Now he had to make it. The metal working part wouldn’t be too hard. He just had to wait to get the final okay from the doctor to put his arm back on, which he should get in a few days. Until then, he could order the other supplies he needed and wait for them to arrive.
Thank goodness for the internet.
A few days later, Arthur was finally able to reattach his prosthetic. He let out a sigh as he rotated his left arm. This was a bit of an earlier model, but it wasn’t too different from the busted up model. It just required a lot more maintenance. He could put up with that for a few weeks.
Arthur worked the metal into the proper shapes, connected the pieces, electroplated it with chrome, coated it with various colored enamels, set the crystals in place, and lined the interior with velvet.
By the time Arthur finished, he thought he had a pretty good replica, just in time too. Christmas was only a couple of days away.
Arthur slipped it into the giftbox, took care to wrap it, still made a mess wrapping it, decided to just tape the box shut and put it in a nice gift bag instead, and now he just had to wait for Christmas day.
…
But first he could really use a soda.
Christmas finally came around. In the Kingsman household that meant sleeping in until 10, having a brunch that included cinnamon rolls and shrimp ‘n grits, and a quick present exchange.
Most people would question why Lance and Arthur only gave each other one present each, but they tended to buy things for themselves if they needed or wanted something, which made them a bit hard to buy for.
Arthur got…Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney. “Uh…Thanks, but why this game?” Not that he didn’t appreciate it, but it wasn’t his usual genre.
“It’s got mysteries and ghosts. Figured it would make you feel better if you give Vivi a ride to a haunted house and stay behind,” explained Lance.
That did make a certain sort of sense. Arthur made a not to give it a try sometime.
Now, it was Lance’s turn. He took the tissue paper out of the gift bag, shortly followed by…gun oil. “Ah. Thanks. Was starting to run a little low.”
Arthur nodded. “I noticed. I was sort of worried you’d buy more before I gave it to you.”
Lance nodded in understanding. “I figured I could wait a little.” He chuckled. “Now, go spend some time with your girlfriend.”
Arthur blushed but had to admit he did want to give Vivi and Lewis their presents today. “Thanks Uncle Lance. I’ll be back for dinner.”
He and Vivi were going to spend the day together. They were just planning to spend time with Lewis too…assuming they could convince the Pepper parents to let Lewis out for the day.
“Please, please, please, please, please.”
Yeah, they were a couple of adults begging like little kids, so what?
Mr. and Mrs. Pepper stared at them for a moment before Mr. Pepper turned to Mrs. Pepper. “It is Christmas.”
Mrs. Pepper nodded. “True. I think it would be all right.”
Vivi turned towards the living room. “Ya hear that Lewis? We’re busting you out of here!”
Lewis was in the middle of letting Paprika stick bows on him. “Oh, Paprika, I kinda need to go.”
“Not yet.” Paprika stuck another bow on him.
“Now?”
“No.” Another bow.
“Now?”
“No.” Another bow.
“Now?”
“Hm…” Paprika stuck one more bow on Lewis. “Okay, you’re good.”
“Great!” Lewis stood so quickly that he floated off the floor for a moment. “Thanks for the makeover. I’ll be back for dinner, promise.” He walked over to Vivi, Arthur, and Mystery. “So, what’s the plan?”
“It’s a surprise,” said Vivi. “C’mon.”
As soon as Lewis was in the van he let the bows fall through him and with a flash of purple fire changed his jacket and ascot into a purple sweater and lilac scarf. Handy.
It was a short drive to a nice hill that overlooked about half of Tempo. The grass was pretty brown this time of year so they sat in the back of the van with the doors open. It was a bit cool, but Lewis was keeping them pretty warm.
“Okay, gift exchange time!” proclaimed Vivi. She paused and looked at Mystery. “Did you get us anything?”
Mystery nodded. “My blessings and protection. That means a lot coming from a kitsune of my ability.”
“You didn’t have money to buy anything,” deadpanned Vivi.
“That too.”
“I got you chicken jerky,” said Vivi, holding out the bag. She gave him chicken jerky all the time.
“That’s fine by me.” Mystery immediately dug into the jerky.
Vivi rolled her eyes before holding her gift out to Lewis. “Here you go. Merry Christmas.”
Lewis carefully unwrapped the gift. It was a romance novel and the 11th volume of a manga that Arthur didn’t recognize. Lewis gave Vivi a big smile. “Thank you. I love them.”
Vivi handed Arthur his gift. “And here’s one for you.”
“Thanks.” Arthur quickly unwrapped it. “Ooh, Star Wars: New Republic. Awesome. Thanks again.” He handed Vivi a wrapped package. “And here’s a gift from me to you.”
“Ooh.” Vivi unwrapped it. She got an odd look on her face as she pulled out an odd white device. “What is it?”
“A spirit box. You talked about trying one.”
Vivi looked startled for a moment before smiling. “Thanks Arthur. I’ll make sure to use it next time I’m on a job.”
Arthur smiled back. “Happy to hear it.” He turned to Mystery. “I wasn’t sure what to get a kitsune. It sounds like the foods you’re supposed to like wouldn’t last. So instead I got these sweet potato treats from this lady at the farmer’s market.” Mystery immediately stuck his head in the bag and started snapping up the treats. “…And clearly I had nothing to worry about.” He held out the last gift to Lewis. “And then there was one.”
Lewis took the bag, pulled out the tissue paper and blinked. “Oh wow…” He pulled out the locket replica. “This is amazing! Where did-Did you make this?!”
“Yep, open it up.”
Lewis found the latch and flipped it open. “Oh, it’s a box! That’s pretty cool.”
Arthur chuckled. “It’s not a box exactly. I designed it so that you could keep your heart in there if you wanted to.”
Lewis blinked again. “You-really?”
“Yeah, uh…” Oh wait. Maybe that was a taboo thing. “You don’t have to use it for that if you don’t want to. You could use it to hold other stuff if it’s not comfortable.”
Lewis studied the locket for a moment before placing his heart inside and closing it. The locket floated in front of him. “It’s pretty snug…soft though.” He smiled towards Arthur. “Thank you. I love it, really.”
Arthur felt butterflies in his stomach. “I’m glad. That means a lot to me.”
“I haven’t really had a chance to go out shopping, so I made you guys some small cakes,” said Lewis as he pulled some boxes from…somewhere. Arthur decided not to question it. He checked the labels on them before passing them out. Arthur checked his. Looked like chocolate with caramel and sea salt. “Thanks I’ll have some after dinner.”
“It’ll be hard, but I’ll wait too,” said Vivi as she closed her box.
Mystery was, once again, already eating his gift. Looked like peanut butter from what Arthur could see.
“So, do we head back or stick around for a while?” asked Lewis.
“The plan was to just sit here for a bit,” admitted Arthur.
“Might talk a bit, but mostly just watch the town,” added Vivi.
“Sounds good,” said Lewis.
The four took a moment to organize themselves. It ended with Lewis between Vivi and Arthur with his arms around them and Mystery sprawled across their laps. Even better, Lewis was to Arthur’s left, which meant his natural warmth was making Arthur’s arm ache less than it had lately. It was soothing and left Arthur feeling much more relaxed than usual. He could stay like this for hours.
It had been maybe 10 minutes when Vivi tugged at his sleeve. He gave her a lazy look. “Hm?”
Vivi pulled him a bit closer. “We should ask him now,” she whispered into his ear.
Oh…She was okay with it? He glanced up at Lewis who seemed to be trying very hard to ignore whatever they were doing.
Arthur hated that Lewis was being left out at all.
Mind made up, Arthur pulled himself up so that his and Lewis’ heads were at roughly the same level. Lewis smiled at him. “What’s up?”
He was going to lose his nerve if he waited any longer so Arthur decided to just take the plunge and kiss Lewis. On the lips. It wasn’t a deep kiss or anything (He still wasn’t very good at kissing.), but it got the point across.
As soon as Arthur pulled away, Vivi took advantage of Lewis’ surprise to swoop in and give Lewis another kiss. Lewis stared in shock for a couple of moments before starting to tear up and pulling Arthur and Vivi into a big hug. Arthur and Vivi hugged him back and kissed his cheeks. Lewis killed them back. Vivi and Arthur grinned at him and each other.
Mystery snorted. “It’s about time.”
Vivi snorted. “God, yes, why did we wait so long?”
“Does it matter anymore?” asked Arthur.
Lewis shook his head. “No, I…I’m just grateful it was still possible.”
Vivi nodded. “Yeah, now let’s just enjoy it for as long as we can.”
Arthur was going to enjoy this for the rest of his life. He let out a content sigh. Things were finally getting better than they were before the cave.
Life was good.
#giftfic#msa#mystery skulls animated#Arthur Kingsman#Vivi Yukino#Lewis Pepper#Mystery the not-Dog#Some Lance#It was supposed to be for msa holiday spirits but I think I missed a message and got kicked out#oops#slow burn#recovery#Arthur has a pretty nasty freak out#Vivi is angry#Lewis is realizing how badly he messed up#msaholidayspirits2019#They said I could post it after all!
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When the Steam Summer Sales were almost starting Tecsie decided to clean up their Steam wishlist a little bit by writing a Steam Wishlist Clean Up post which was inspired by Lia’s Down the TBR Hole book blogger meme.
I really liked this idea and asked Tecsie if I could take part too so here I am. I finished my original list but I’ve picked it back up now that its grown a little.
Sit back, enjoy, and browse some video games with me.
Starting Point: 149
I decided to stay on track and continue the wishlist clean up! It will only be a small one this week as I’m still balancing scheduling posts, length, and what my wrist can manage!
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🎮 Reigns: Game of Thrones by Nerial [purchase] I’ve loved a previous Reigns game where you play as the Queen so of course I want to try another of their games thats themed. Also, its not an expensive game either which is a bonus. This is on my priority list for sure.
🎮 The Miskatonic by Rapscallion “Explore the most prestigious occult school in North America, in a hilarious dark comedy set after the Lovecraft canon.” Yes, a thousand times yes. KAL HAVE YOU SEEN THIS, I feel like this is also a game for you! I’m sad though because theres no achievements so its on the keep and not priority list.
🎮 Dawn by Brave Rabbit Games What on earth was I doing in December when I was adding things to my wishlist? Because this is another free game. I was going to remove it as it’s a platformer and I’m very bad at them but seeing that its free I guess I can give it a quick try and see how I progress!
🎮 Omen Exitio: Plague by Tiny Bull Studios [purchase] “Omen Exitio: Plague is inspired by the gamebooks of the ’80s and ’90s, mixing the alien and horrifying universe created by H.P. Lovecraft with an original plot and characters, all guided by your choices similar to the visual novel / CYOA genres.” I believe this game speaks for itself, similarly to Miskatonic, I will keeping this for sure. In fact this does have acheivements and I love CYOA books so it can land on the priority list!
🎮 Speed Dating for Ghosts by Copychaser Games. I’m not super drawn to this game as the art isn’t my usual go-to choice but the synopsis sounds weird enough that I wanna try it! It also have a lot of very positive reviews so sure I’ll try it.
Stats at the end of this post
Priority: 2 / 5 Keep: 3 / 5 Remove: 0 / 5 Steam Wishlist total: 145
Ooops for only removing 1 game this time round. Hopefully with 3 being free I can check them out soon so we’ll lower it some more.
Only a short one this week, half of the games that were left, cause my arm is feeling achey still when I do a lot of typing. At least y’all love these posts so you wont mind me splitting this into two.
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Steam Wishlist Clean Up (19) When the Steam Summer Sales were almost starting Tecsie decided to clean up their Steam wishlist a little bit by writing a…
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A Deeper Love by Cassandra Clare
I bought every single one of The Bane Chronicles and The Tales of the Shadowhunter Academy books exactly like i am buying these, one by one. Month by month. I've got to say, ive found myself comparing these to those and wow, Cassie, these have got me so worked up. Two of the stories so far have made me cry hysterically. One has left my heart achey and each one of them, i love your work and ilove how you release each one each month but Ghosts of the Shadowhunter Market...i believe its going to be one of my favorites up there with Lady Midnight ☺
Those scenes with Tessa and Jem, the regret and sadness that he couldnt be there the way he wanted to for her. That just pulled at my heart strings so much, A Deeper Love was brilliant. We learn so much about how Tessa handled herself. I liked seeing her that way, i liked seeing her as an immortal talking about visiting her family and trying to move on with her life. Not forget of course but learning to live again.
It was also very informative about Kits background which was exactly what i wanted. I definitely enjoyed learning about the lost herondale line from Catarina (we've learned some from her before, TftSA)
Anyway i recommend it strongly it isnt much, spend the extra few bucks and enjoy the short story you will not regret it. Purchase the others as well! Every Exquisite Thing was my favorite up until today lol have a great day!
#tlh#james herondale#will herondale#james carstairs#herongraystairs#catarina#brother zachariah#ghosts of the shadow market#cassandra clare#the infernal devices
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A to Z meme
rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better
Tagged by the lovely and talented @goingtothetardis . Thanks doll! 😘
a - age: I’ll be 31 in a month, whoo!
b - birthplace: Nowheresville in the Bible Belt, USA
c - current time: 11:44pm
d - drink you last had: Water; I am the very pinnacle of excitement
e - easiest person to talk to: My spouses 💙💖💜
f - favourite song: The genie’s song in Aladdin (hush don’t judge me)
g - grossest memory: Nope! I have successfully repressed all of those like any other normal human worm bebbie. Alternatively, one time my very young cousin pooped and smeared it all over the bathroom, so...?
h - horror yes or horror no: Depending on the subgenre, absofuckinglutely (gimme that sweet sweet ghost story and/or sociopolitical metaphor and/or gothic romance pleeeeez)
i - in love?: I am I am 💙
j - jealous of people?: Mmm I’m jealous of certain qualities that other folks seem to have, like the ability to Adult Well or produce creative stuff on a regular basis or not worry about the weirdest dumbest shit :/
l - love at first sight or should i walk by again?: How about we both walk away how does that sound lol
m - middle name: Elbert
n - number of siblings: 1 sestra
o - one wish: To win the lottery. Is it an original, clever, or particularly insightful wish? Nope! Am I okay with that? I 1000% am! :D (but for realsies if I won big lottery money then after taking care of all the responsible adult stuff I’d absolutely love to start a fashion company devoted to making flattering designs for all female and femme-leaning nb bodytypes (incl trans women, natch), and I would spend half my days writing fic and baking and drawing and trawling the interwebs for good causes to donate money/time to, le sigh, that’s the dreeeeeam)
p - person you called last: Hmm, lemme check! It waaaaaaas ::drumroll:: my mom! Awww
q - question you are always asked: Any one of a series of very very very nice questions about my various artsy-fartsy crafty ventures (usually about baking or decorating or drawing) because people are nice, and then I get suuuuper awkward and overwhelmed and I shrivel and die a little because how does social, how human, where hide :’D
r - reason to smile: Tomorrow I get yummy Easter food with the folks! And an Easter egg hunt! And Imma bake a caaaaaake
s - song you sang last: Why Should I Worry (or whatever that song from Oliver and Company is called lololol)
t - time you woke up: 1:00pm, because guess what has two thumbs and is suffering an amazingly uncomfortable and tiring and achey period surprise it this biiiiiitch pity me >:(
u - underwear colour: Grey and white stripey
v - vacation destination: Florida, to visit the mom and the famfam. But I’d love to visit the UK someday!
w - worst habit: ::sings:: Procrastinaaaationnn
x - x-rays: Mmmm do routine check-up xrays at the dentist count...?
y - your favourite food: My mom’s savory canneloni dish (think giant macaroni shells stuffed with ham, chicken, garlic, onions, and spinach, smothered with alfredo and baked till lightly browned, ugggggh so goooood)
z - zodiac sign: Taurus! and bunny rabbit! 🐇
And for my next trick imma tag @tiffotcf @travelingrose @lvslie @jemsauce @wordsintimeandspace Do the thing! If you’d like to do the thing. :3
#goingtothetardis#tiffotcf#travelingrose#lvslie#jemsauce#wordsintimeandspace#mbb talks back#like sorry for whining about my period y’all#i’m tired and crampy as fuuuuuck#i start birth control tomorrow wish me luck!!!#:D
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The Twelve Days of Phlintmas: A Clint Barton/Phil Coulson Rec List - Day 9
On the ninth day of Phlintmas, my fandom gave to me:
Nine post-film fix-its,
Certain pairings very quickly become fix-it central: Qui-Gon/Obi-Wan from Phantom Menace, Harry/Eggsy from Kingsman, and of course, Clint and Phil. I love a fandom where everyone just looks at the canon, looks at each other, shrugs, and proceeds to come up with one million different ways that That Thing Did Not Happen. In Phlint, we have several different fix-it eras: immediately after Avengers when we were all coming up with ideas for how to make Phil Not Be Dead: early Agents of SHIELD when there were a million theories as to what exactly happened to Phil and why Tahiti was a magical place: and more recent stories, where the truth behind TAHITI is known and the writers are finding different ways to bring Phil and Clint back together on the other side of it. (I’ve personally done at least one story from each era and I’m sure I’ll keep on writing more, because I love fix-its and there are a million ways that they could happen.) Here are some of my favorite examples of Phlint fix-its, taken from various of the Fix-It Eras.
Don’t Be Alarmed if I Fall Head Over Feet by sirona was one of my early favorites in the pairing. I love the slow growth over time of the relationship, and the feelings at the end give me that delightful twist of angst that just really hits the spot sometimes--and then between the end of the story and short and sweet sequel, it actually gives us sufficient comfort to make up for the hurt! (too much hurt, not enough comfort is one of my fanfic pet peeves.)
Some People Just Collect Stamps by Closer is another one of my early favorites from the fandom. It’s another one with great achey FEELS, and enough decompression from the feels to make it all feel resolved and satisfying.
The Gift of Idunn by shell is another “first era” fix-it, where an alternate universe Phil is brought to the MCU by an Asgardian artifact. The emotions are so great, and the romance builds so well, and the payoff is SO satisfying. Truly a classic. Plus, there are a few one-shot sequel fics! Bonus!
What’s In A Name? (series) by desert_neon is a really nice character study of Clint and Phil, their relationships with the other Avengers, and the way that their relationships with each other are different and more profound.
Don’t Mention Demi Moore by so_shhy: In which Phil is a ghost--kind of-- and only Clint can see him. Glorious pining and suspense of the “he’s back but will they get him BACK” kind and the feels, oh, the FEELS.
You’re It by sottovoce81 has some really nice AU fix-it angst, with bonus “William Brandt is really Clint Barton” crossover goodness.
A Binary System by concertigrossi has a great slow-build, delicious pining, awesome feelings, and a TWIST that is fairly unique in the fix-it literature. Enjoy.
A Hundred Bottles of Beer or Just Lucky by florahart - the more of these lists I do the more I keep cheating, because I could not decide which of these two fix-its to put on the list! Just Lucky is a fix-it with soulmarks, and Hundred Bottles is a sort of slow-burn fix-it, and they are both amazing and you should read them both.
The Problem With Pablo by Kathar - okay I am MAYBE a TINY bit biased, because this was a gift fic for me, but what else IS a rec list if not a place to try to get everyone else to read your favorite stories? This is a super awesome modern-era fix-it that riffs off the scene in Agents of SHIELD where Phil uses “Pablo Jimenez” as a fake name in a hotel. You see, Pablo Jimenez is a simple exporter of llamas and llama-related equipment, and he has a ridiculous accent and he keeps kissing Clint on the cheek, and he smells different and, and he looks different and Clint doesn’t know what to MAKE of it all, okay? He feels funny about Pablo. Pablo makes him feel funny. And then Phil dies, and Pablo dies with him, and Clint realizes just what those funny feelings were about... and then Phil comes back. Read this fic for HUMOR and FEELINGS and PINING and ROMANCE and the SYMPATHETIC MARMOT, and most of all, read it for Pablo.
Eight wacky hijinks, Seven massive epics, Six giant wieners,
FIIIIIIIIIIIIVE WEDDING RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINGS!
Four AUs, Three soulbonds, Two Russian bros, and a story about TAHITI.
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Lines from songs that make my chest hurt "this is my body, the only thing that i own entirely" "miss you perfectly, like a dream" "i remember becoming winter, haunted by light / true love turned to sickness in my body, trembling all night" "The world is ending inside you, let it love you to death" "We cant change this place the way it changes us" "My concept of happiness is completely based on fiction / accustomed to disappointment from the human condition" "Im looking at pictures of myself smiling with people i dont talk to or even talk shit on anymore" "Im waiting on you to get better, even if that means nights spent in the outpatient center" "I cant bear to see him, like this again" "Maybe i should get some sunlight, but its just some yellow burden to me" "Shadows settle on the place that you left, our minds are troubled by the emptiness" "I am forgetting to be someone" "Whatever i did for you last year i cannot do again" "there is very little left of me, and its never coming back" "Theres no doubt in my mind that if you could you would try to crack my ribcage open and pull my heart right through" "Someday, ill toss all your presents, and bury the letters left unsent" "If you be my star, ill be your sky, you can hide underneath me and come out at night" "I live to let you shine" "I was just 16 years old when i first lost my mind, in the summer metro ride, to the faceless ghosts inside" "Im not getting better, but i take these drugs i should, every night i sleep and hope i dream of something good" "Am i real to you? Can you even feel me?" "I am your ocean" "And i ask why? Why do we die?" "How can you be happy when you wear all black?" "I feel violent all the time, inside of me" "You ache through the days, cause youll never mend your ways" "Maybe human's not such a bad thing to be" "Shes not eating again, shes not eating again" "We've got your back, whatever thats worth" "I had a friend who had made a flag day, blood on their hands from shards of a heartbreak" "It wont get better, that doesnt mean its gonna get any worse" "If theres one thing i could never confess, its that i cant dance a single step" "She imagined everything i said in falsetto, the only way to justify my childish despair" "Absence makes the heart grow fonder, fondness makes the absence longer" "I am learning to love, i am learning to let myself be loved" "Isnt it obvious to you?" "Im just a brain with a pet body" "I guess its not surprising but its spring and now i should leave" "Change my mind so much i cant even trust it, my mind changed me so much i cant even trust myself" "It pulls all on down my sore feet, i wanna go back to sleep" "We kiss on the mouth but still cough down our sleeves" "Remember through sounds, remember through smells, remember through colors, remember through towns" "In that room when i first knew that i could love you" "I am listening to hear where you are" "I wish i could save her in some sort of time machine" "Tired of being awake, take all yr klonopin" "You were never supposed to leave, now my heads splitting at the seams" "Nothing happens, no one tries, pull the trigger on my mind cuz lifes a fucking bummer" "I dont like how things change" "Flowers are born to die, let the pain be" "I hate my mind and im stuck here in it" "Your heart is a muscle the size of your fist, so keep on loving, keep on fighting, and hold on, hold on....hold on for your life" "Brain never stops ticking, sometimes an on/off switch would sure come in handy" "My passion is spread too thin, its just like, i love...everything" "Somethings not right, shadows appear, i close my eyes...is this real life?" "I need your glow to glow" "Oh my god... youre in my head" "wanna be haunted, wanna be loved" "when i was younger i didnt have any fun" "you dont like me anymore" "He creeps into my bed, he fills me with dread, but everything is fine" "if the water takes me in the end, ill let myself drown" "Theres so much we could do if i wasnt dead" "i am not myself, havent been in months" "No one is invincible, everyone is immortal" "Everything feels cold when you lack something familiar, there was light trapped where the sun was... this is harder than i thought" "Try to find your way out to a city so big that it is bound to keep your secrets" "Wake up, is this a dream or reality?" "Let the air and fairness in this achey atmosphere erase the fear of coming off too strong" "left to find a reason to twist those thoughts so dry, one of us is always leaving, pile cans up to pass time" "I know i cant handle anything without losing my mind" "She is beautiful, but she dont mean a thing to me" "Only you can change yourself" "Home doesnt have an address" "they say you gotta pray if you wanna go to heaven, they dont tell you what to say when your whole life is turning to hell" "jesus christ im not scared to die, im a little bit scared of what comes after" "you ruin everything you touch and destroy everyone you love" "i want to feel more than just sorry for myself" "I used to be a better person" "Im breaking down in anybodys arms" "What a tragedy, you and me" "wonder what i would write, for a reason, if i just stopped breathing tonight" "Eyes that burn so bright they make me pure" "I slept all day, i awoke with distaste" "she bruises coughs, she splutters pistol shots" "im learning how to be here and nowhere else" "on your machine i slur a plea for you to come home, but i know its too late, i should have given you a reason to stay" "But i wish i still felt the same now, but i am emptier than ever somehow" "I cant abide by rules which are not my own"
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Met With A Zap, Chapter 8
TITLE: Met With A Zap CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: Chapter 8 AUTHOR: fanficshiddles ORIGINAL IMAGINE: Imagine Darcy and Loki meeting for the first time. They instantly dislike each other and are constantly at one another’s throats in arguments. Darcy even ends up using her taser on him at one point. Others around them get fed up of being stuck in the middle of their pranks and arguments. But eventually, Loki finds himself falling for her sassy mouth. RATING: M
I woke up with a killer headache. Idiot I am had forgotten to close the curtains so the sun was shining in and nearly killing me. I groaned as I sat up and rubbed my eyes.
‘Shit.’ I hissed as my head throbbed. That was some hangover. I couldn’t even remember much about the night before. Especially after having a drink with Loki… Shit. Loki. How long had he stayed for…. fuck. There was someone. In. My. Bed. Next. To. Me.
It couldn’t be… Could it? Fuck, it was Loki.
‘Oh god no.’ I cried out as Loki opened his eyes and stretched in a cat like manner.
‘Good morning, Darcy. You look like you’ve seen a ghost.’
‘No. No. No. No. No. Please tell me we didn’t have sex?’
‘That’s not what you were saying last night.’ Loki purred as he reached a hand over and ran a hand down my back.
I jumped up and spun around, but then I realised I was butt naked. So I quickly grabbed my dressing gown and covered myself up.
‘Aww. That was such a nice view for first thing in the morning.’ Loki grinned.
‘I… I need to shower. I can’t believe this.’ I huffed and rushed to the bathroom.
I scrubbed myself down and felt so sick. How could I have slept with Loki? I don’t even remember anything about it. But I know I did, my muscles were aching. Which is how I knew we did have sex. I was always achey the morning after a good fuck. Lord why did it have to be with Loki. He was very sexy, but he’s a god. Out of everyone here it had to be Loki.
When I eventually left the bathroom, Loki was dressed in some casual Asgardian clothes. Even in them he looked delicious. But I snapped myself out of it again and hissed at him.
‘Last night should not have happened.’
He frowned before arguing back.
‘You were the one that came on to me. You say you can’t remember, but at the time you were begging for me.’ He growled.
‘No. I would never beg. Especially not for you.’ I shouted.
‘Well you did, mortal. Whether you like it or not you had sex with me last night and you loved it.’
‘NO!’ I shouted at him and covered my ears. I stormed through to the kitchen but he followed me through.
‘You were screaming my name as I made you writhe in pure pleasure.’ He shouted as he followed me.
‘La la la la la.’ I tried singing to drown him out. But he grabbed my wrists and pulled me around to face him. His nose was scrunched up as he glared at me.
‘You were begging for more of me.’ He snarled.
‘It was a mistake!’ I shouted again at him. For a split second I was sure I seen a little hint of hurt in his eyes, but it was gone not even a second later so I must have been mistaken.
‘You’re right. It was a huge mistake and I should never have slept with a mortal like yourself.’ He let go of my wrists and in a blink he was gone.
‘Fuck.’ I sighed as I sat down and put my face into my hands.
‘How could I have let this happen.’ I mumbled to myself.
Loki’s POV
I was angry. So angry. She had allowed alcohol to take over her body so much that she forgot our night together. She had loved every second of it… As had I.
Truth was I had grown very fond of Darcy. We seemed to get along rather well. Both liked pulling pranks, especially on one another. I do not understand why she acted so horrible this morning. All the signs that she liked me too had been there. Subtle, but I knew them.
So the way she had said I was a mistake… It did hurt. But she was right, it had been a mistake. She is nothing more than a mortal from this disgusting planet.
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“War Dances” by Sherman Alexie
Synopsis: From one of the most original and celebrated writers working in America today, War Dances is a highly charged collection of stories and poems that deftly captures the myriad aspects of modern relationships.
Published: 2009 (Grove Press) Genre: Fiction, Poetry Rating: 3.5 out of 5 Reader Review: (A quick note unrelated to this review: A lot has changed here on Tumblr and what was once muscle memory without a second thought in regards to what to press, what goes where and where stuff is has now become rusty and cobweb-ridden. I'm applying oil to creaky joints and blowing the dust away from my personal page now, but (clearly) I don't go on this site much anymore. However, I still want to keep this page active if for no other reason than for writing purposes. Maybe a personal rant, maybe the random 2AM dream-turned-muse-turned-poem, but most definitely for book reviews. The rest of its use remains unclear, but maybe some day I'll get back into the reblogging of things. That being said, hello, all. It's been quite a while.) Now, something to note about me is that I really don't have a "favorite" author, nor a favorite story. Heck, I was tasked to do an assignment in college that asked of me to name "notable writers" that helped me become who I am now, and it was like pulling my own teeth. I’ve never thought much of a "favorite of all time”, more like a favorite of the moment. But this man, Sherman Alexie, has consistently remained one of my “all-time” favorite writers since late in high school. His perspective, as a Native American with a plethora of health problems, is unique, brash and captivating. The stories he tells, with nearly all of them relating back to a Native American character or perspective, are refreshing in both their first-glance simplicity and underlying complexity. His ability to make his readers think is something not many 21st century authors are able to achieve. In short, I adore him. And I think it was that adoration of him that made me get this book without a second thought. No, wait, I take that back. I know it was that adoration of him. And he's one of those authors that I can never find myself wanting to stop reading. This made him a perfect candidate for my need to pass a long and painful day at home with a fever recently, with something easy and able to transport my mind away from constant thoughts of my hot, achey body. I'm actually reading 2 other books right now, but I’d left them at work (these days I work at a library so of course I'd do that on the one day I need them). I grabbed the blue book with the red Puma sneakers off of my bookshelf and dove right in, expectations high. ...I’ve now used 3 paragraphs to not talk about the book, so let’s talk about it, shall we? This book is a compilation of fiction short stories and poetry in a (seemingly unintended, but existing nonetheless) pattern of 3 poems before the short story, and repeating. While, in his past works, there are usually ties between each piece by the person telling/starring in it-- a person of Native American descent-- this time around, that's not always the case. It's in his poetry mainly that the race of the storyteller isn't that clear, and frankly doesn't matter much, as some of his poems ("The Limited", "On Airplanes") depict situations that can be or have been applicable to any human being regardless of race. They're ones you could easily consider as pieces Alexie wrote moments after they happened, when he had a private moment to collect his thoughts while still being in the heat of the moment. Others, like "The Theology of Reptiles", "After Building the Lego Star Wars Ultimate Death Star", and any poems starting with "Ode to" are soaked in nostalgia, and come off more as musings or retellings of a time long since passed not only in Alexie's life, but in the lives of others from his same decade(s). And of course, as it is not only in his writing style but in his own DNA, there are poems that do talk about aspects of Native American life, both in the past and in the modern world ("Go, Ghost, Go"). Alexie also tries his hand at vignettes (for the first time, as far as I know), and rather than each mini-story being tied together by a theme, they are tied together by their final mini-story. In fact, in one of his vignettes, the final mini-story is called Collision (from his "Roman Catholic Haiku" vignette) to emphasize two seemingly random stories coming together in a cohesive way. He also conducts a series of self-interviews (I'm not exactly sure what call them, which I kind of like), where an interviewer will ask a question, and the interviewee will answer only just barely relating back to that actual question. It's kind of hard to explain without just copy-pasting the questions/answers here, but if you can, I suggest you look them up yourself ("Catechism" and "Big Bang Theory"), as they, along with the vignettes, are what I found to be the most intriguing and all around stand-out pieces in this collection. What remains to be talked about are his short stories, which I've always found to be his most compelling in his mediums of writing. There six stories in this book: "Breaking and Entering", "The Senator's Son", "The Ballad of Paul Nonetheless", "False Symmetry", "Salt", and the story for which this book gets its name, "War Dances". I won't go on and on about each one of these stories, since that does ruin it for someone who hasn't read this book yet and, really, who wants a breakdown of EVERY piece in a collection jammed into one review? So instead, I'll pick out a few to go more in-depth with, and talk briefly about the others without giving much away. Between each of these six short stories, Alexie delves into a myriad of serious topics, while still putting his signature stamp of dark humor and splash of well-measured irony in each. "Breaking and Entering" talks about race and how our media operates today (even for this being written 8 years ago, it's still very contemporary as of late thanks to a certain new leader of the US...). "Salt" has the reader and the subject of the story reflecting on life and death, again a heavy topic but with enough light-hearted commentary as to not make you feel as saddened as you maybe should be. "The Senator's Son" talks about politics, the gay community and how they can (unexpectedly) intertwine, and "The Ballad of Paul Nonetheless" depicts love, lust, sexual desire and a lack thereof all in one story.
Of all of these stories, "War Dances"- a series of events chronicled in the life of a man who suddenly loses his hearing and, while getting treatment, reflects on the loss of his father (a self-destructive Indian) and his own mortality- and "Salt" are the two that felt the most complete in the sense of being very concise and well-rounded. This isn't to say that the other stories are not, but it might have something to do with Alexie's style incorporated with each piece's subject matter. If you're familiar with Alexie's short stories, you'll note that he's not one to have a finite happy or sad ending, or an “ending” at all. He leaves endings hanging on what is usually (but sometimes not) a humdrum moment, one that's not as exciting as other points in the story. In fact, for a couple of these stories, I ended up thinking "...Wait, that's it?" by the time I finished the last sentence. I find this more as a testament to human life than a negative in Alexie's story-telling abilities. Not everything or every day or every event ends with some grand finale with fireworks and a passionate kiss, or a heart-wrenching death followed by an epilogue to give the reader closure. Life just isn't like that, which is the point Alexie tries to make. Sometimes, despite your successes and your hardships, your story is meant to end on an "eh" moment. Both of these stories do have that unfinished "eh" moment by the end, but they feel right, as I said, given their subject matter. And these moments do have their poignancy. You have to really analyze the last paragraphs to understand their significance, as Alexie isn't one to hit you upside the head with symbolism, but these stories' final moments left a lasting impression on me, a mark of a great story told. You're probably wondering why this is only a 3.5 out of 5 to me, especially since 1/3 of this review is me gushing about Alexie. Well, while I liked the shorter pieces mentioned above, the bulk of this book is made up of these six short stories. It would be like me saying I only considered a movie my favorite movie for just one scene; you CAN like parts of an artistic work without feeling obligated to like it as a whole. And that's how I feel coming away from this book. I couldn't help but feel like Alexie's own established style was sort of his downfall with some of his short stories. He focuses a lot on inner thoughts of the narrator, as well as focusing on small details for the sole purpose of making the reader believe that the narrator really has an interest in or is whatever occupation/hobbyist they claim to be. And that's fine because I usually admire small details like that, but certain stories feel lost because of this. "Breaking and Entering", while compelling in its second half, nearly lost me on its first half because it literally went off on a tangent about things that pertained to the character, but didn't matter in the overall story. And "The Senator's Son"- another story with so much potential- spent so much time world-building and character and relationship establishing that by the end, there's a sense of deflation as it's the only time Alexie breaks his own rule and tries to tie it all up in a neat bow for the ending, with a sort of a "where are they now" conclusion that just doesn't... fit. The worst offender is "The Ballad of Paul Nonetheless", which is the second longest short story at 33 pages, but feels like the longest by a mile, and not in a good way. It suffers from all of the problems mentioned: long amounts of world building with not much to show for it, pages spent on articulating details and quirks that don't matter a whole lot for the overall story, and so on. It's a "ballad" in the stereotypical sense that it's long-winded and drawn out, only to fizzle by its ending note. And this really hurts for me to say, because there have been so many better stories from him with more established purpose and plot done with half the pages as this story. But it was honestly a chore for me to get through. There are certain aspects that reel you back in, but not nearly enough of them. I was wanting more of those certain moments, past what the character’s philosophies and fetishes are in favor of getting right to his core issues, but seldom got them. It could be that some themes or blurbs within the story are lost on me, that I don't appreciate them enough to find them useful to the overall story, but I still stand by my belief that it's the worst- which I say loosely, as I really didn't hate it- of them all. Now that I think about it, I wonder if I feel this way because the main character isn't really established as Native American as are the main characters in 95% of Alexie’s other works. I can't help but think if, by not making the main character an Indian, he loses a bit of the Alexie magic that enchants his other stories as the ability for him to place himself in that character's position is somewhat gone. I wonder... To conclude this VERY long review, despite my gripes with some of the short stories, there are really wonderfully done pieces with either a strong personal message, an almost uncannily relatable tone, or a sense of depth that can only be brought forth by someone like Sherman Alexie, given his background and his personal traumas. While it's not his best book, I would highly recommend giving it a read. I may have made the score lower than needed because of my own disappointment as a fan, but don't let this dissuade you! It's been 8 years now without a new book from Alexie, so if you want the most modern of his tales and the most current of his poetry, read this book. His subjects are so topical especially given the America we currently live in, you'll feel like he wrote them 8 months ago rather than 8 years. He tries new things and new techniques and that alone is bravery in print. If you're a fan as I am, you might not come away feeling totally satisfied, but you'll come away feeling content overall for having let yourself into the (physically damaged) head of Mr. Alexie.
#book reviews#books#tory reads#war dances#sherman alexie#fiction#poetry#indian#native american#race#sexuality#life and death#identity#hello i'm just here to drop this off#it's so hard to write a short review for 20 works in one book you know#and it's been like a year which is actually how long it's been since i finished a book#that's so damn sad#also tumblr got a ton of ads everywhere ew#bye bye loves
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