#i am THIS close to caving
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Every time I see trans Leo I smile. Like yes that turtle is trans thank you…
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#trans leonardo#rise leo#so close to caving and just writing a full on fic or making a full on comic for trans leo ngl#sometimes I get so many feelings for trans leo and I go searching for stuff but that well is sadly quite shallow and I run out of things 😔#the more time that goes on the more things I learn that just make me believe this headcanon even more#sorry it is one am and I’m having trans Leo thoughts again#my apologies ❤️
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Spur of the moment out of context sketches from Spider's Web with Strings Attached. Might not seem like it, but I've been going through a mini burn out spell due to overworking myself the past week and allowing myself to create messy sketches of this fic has been a small comfort. So once again, thank you @psychologicalwarclaire for writing this fic. Will always be incredibly thankful I found this gem in the depths of my ao3 searching.
#i flew too close to the sun a couple days ago and am now paying the price#aka I animated too long and crashed real hard#this is normal behavior for me#im at the tail end of this dont worry#but all i wanted to do was draw stuff from this fic#prob bc i told myself i needed to finish my other projects#and to stop creating more wip#but i needed this so i caved#and allowed myself to make unpolished art#anywho this fic is amazing go read it#rottmnt fanfic fanart#pixels tortle art#rottmnt doodles#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt leo#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt fanfiction#tw blood#its a pencil shading but just in case
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my take on The orv webtoon panel 💥
open for better quality | no reposts
#kim dokja#yoo joonghyuk#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv#fanart#myart#doodle#me drawing this like: i've made a grave mistake kdj looks way too pretty lol#ppl going to a.nime nyc and getting autographs from s.leepy-c just know that i am so jealous of you (lighthearted)#same goes for ppl seeing jk's golden live on stage >< how does it feel to be living my dream#anyway this took ummm 5+ hours.. i definitely respect comic artists for delivering high quality works esp for weekly series#i'm this 🤏 close to caving and reading the orv webnovel just btw. i don't believe i'll be able to hold out for much longer
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thinking about a past idea of mine again... collecting gluten-free recipes from Joker Out fans and making a handmade cook book out of them that we can give the band as a gift
#i am so close to asking everyone for recipes#finger hovering over the “new tab” button#google twitching with excitement because it knows i will cave soon and start my research#joker out#the night speaks
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Rewriting a fic over and over again until not a single line of the original fic remains. Fic of Theseus.
#i am positive someone has made this joke before#like relatively recently like i feel like fic of theseus came to me too quickly#liza blather#editing a Very Long original fiction thing rn#and i feel like as i have done more and more editing i have gotten worse and worse at it#and instead i just cave to the ‘rewrite the entire thing’ impulse#which is bad enough in the og thing but now i’m out here building the fic of theseus again and again and again#i refuse to examine this phenomenon any more closely#anyway send help#save me grocery store brainstorm. grocery store brainstorm save me
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Wait a minute. “Can’t Catch Me Now” is actually so Eliana and Dusknoir coded…hmm. Hm. Wait. Wait.
#should I cave. should I just allow it to happen. should I feel guilty about forsaking my beloved wood gecko.#help guys I am struggling frfr😭#sofie now I know how it felt to take the plunge with travailshipping#I would actually appreciate all my moots’ opinions on whether Eliana/Dusknoir should be end game or not#I shipped her with Grovyle for so long and now I’m not so sure since I’ve revised everything and studied Dusknoir more closely#*soft confused crying *#fisara’s scrawlings#ao3: in the morning light#music
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I wonder how bagi felt arriving at alcatraz, finally having a lead pan out after so long, only to find out that the man whose very name brings fear to half the prisoners inside, somebody who sounds so far from the gentle brother she remembers, was just 5 minutes out of her reach.
#i watched bagi telling roier abt her and cellbit#and i am Thinking#the fact that they were so close and yet missed eachother by minutes#i wonder if she found the island they'd been surviving on#a bullet still embedded in the cave wall#qsmp#q!bagi#gemeos do misterio#qsmp mystery twins
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HELLO SIR GREELY TUMBLR
I HAVE ARRIVED
HERE IS MY SIR GREELY DEN
THIS IS MY FIRST TIME DOING IT SO IT LOOKS VERY SPLICED BUT STILL!!!
IT LOOKS MUCH BETTER WHEN ITS MY ACTUAL DEN SO COME CHECK IT OUT AT PURPLENINJA1105 !!!!!
#its missing some of my fav items that i really want like the sir gilbert palace thrones and the table but still#the campihng spot at the bottom is for sir gilberts army whenever they need to come and plan!!#this one is sir gilberts main house (they live in seperate houses but stay at each others houses all teh time)#i have so many hc about the relatinonship statuses of the main alphas#sir gilbert and greely are happily married#cosmo and graham are currently courting each other (see the roses in grahams area and the monkey rug in cosmos area)#liza and peck are besties but are gonna date in the future (one of them is an oblivious lesbian and the other is constatntly pining)#((its up to interpretation which is which))#but you can still tell that they are besties from the closeness of their areas and teh merging items#they also have a lil area outside for them to play games and snack items for the gals in form of the bamboo and carrots#the cave section is their war room and teh phantoms have infiltrated it so they just make up pretend plans there to trick the phantoms#i- i love them so much#i am far too autistic about cartoon animals#anyway nice to meet yall#sir greely#sir gilbert#greely#animal jam#animal jam classic#den decorating#feel free to add on
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PHOBIA OF SEAWEED IS AN ACTUAL THING?????????????????? you see i am not afraid of the open waters nor am i scared of the things that live there,, like i regularly spend time watching deep sea videos i think they're so cool but oh my fucking god the idea of KELP IS MAKING ME LIKE ACTUALLY TWITCH EEEEEEEEUUUUUUUGHHH okok actually looking at it is kind of fine but the thought of it touching my feet is genuinely making me wanna throw up😭😭😭😭😭
#this is such a stupid thing bc sometimes it's fine#i live by the ocean i am a fish i have seen seaweed i have touched seaweed but it's different when you grab it on purpose compared to it#just randomly touching you#DOES THAT EVEN MAKE SENSE#OMFG I'M GONNA SPIRAL#like once i thought i was gonna drown#mickey lore time#we were paddleboarding with my family and then me and my brother got off it and we started swimming to the shore and like we're both very#good swimmers so this was nothing insane aaand there were no waves or anything and my parents were still close by#but then at one point i was like oh i wonder how deep this actually is and i went under and i tried to touch the ground and sEAAWEEEDDDDD#EEEEEEEEEEEEEEUUUUUUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I FEEL SICK JUST THINKING ABT ITTT#and it freaked me out so fucking bad and then i suddenly felt so tired and i just wanted to get out but i was still far away and i couldn't#stop thinking abt how it's gonna touch my feet again lmao#and i was very very very close to a panic attack in the water😭😭#oops#anyway i survived and i never told anybody i thought i was gonna drown bc i am not a pussy like that whewwwww#also. when i played subnautica (i only played for a few hours) i was more afraid of the fuckass kelp forest than anything else😭😭😭#i started thinking abt this bc i saw a video of a man in this dark scary cave (????) and like it was fine i was super intrigued until he pu#his fucking foot on the rock and you can just see the layer of seaweed i almost jumped out of my bed FUUCKKK THATTT
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There’s literally no heterosexual explanation for this. Why is he looking at him like that???
#I wanted to give an example of how close I am to caving#obsessed with this clip 😩#officially released content btw#if the company was able to make a 20 second clip with two clothed men so hot can you imagine the fan art and fics…#i MIGHT have to scope the scenery a little!#callyie chat
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Wait... the war's over, Xianle has fallen and Xie Lian is called back to the heavens, and almost-certainly-Hong-er is getting into fights with the people burning down Xie Lian's temples? Huh. I thought for sure he died on the battlefield as a soldier...
#Me Talking#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#TGCF liveblogging#I am only *almost* certain this is Hong-er#because frequently this boy's *eyes* (plural) are mentioned and no mention of either being red#nor any mention of bandages to the face or even of his right eye being swollen shut#(there are in fact several mentions of his 'eyes' doing things that would mean both are open)#and I REALLY thought Hong-er died in battle... I have seen so many references or portrayals in fic of Hong-er dying on the battlefield#But on the other hand there's absolutely no way this isn't Hong-er is there?#Defending Xie Lian's temples. Painting Xie Lian for the temple. That interaction mirroring the one at the little shrine before the war.#The many things the kid said that DEFINITELY Hong-er or Hua Cheng or Wu Ming would say. 'You're the only real god' especially#The accompanying illustration 100% looks like Hong-er (it even has what might be some bandages under his hair and the right eye closed)#I'm so confused... I suppose I'll have to wait until either book four or the Cave of a Thousand Gods clears all this up
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i went to ikea
#aiden's monologuing#am i proud of myself for spending ten dollars i wasn't planning to? no#do i love this bear i've named harry? yes#am i going to make this little bear little outfits? also yes#anyway i got a new mattress that isn't half caved in yayyyy. hopefully no more neck pain... no more back pain...#also went to cookout to get the watemelon shake before august ended#the big version of this bear is so big i want him so much but i do not have money or room for him#i Love the way this bear is constructed. he's very shakeable#ok. time to close my eyes to my bank account#we got so lost in the ikea... to get to checkout you have to go past a bunch of tarps??#oh but some of the design to show off products was really good. saw some incredible lamps#it was like a mcdonalds play place for me. but alas it was hot and confusing#got the pulled pork sandwich instead of the swedish meatballs. it was cheaper. and also tasty#they do put little flags in the meatballs which i am sad i didn't get one. but also it is literally just the swedish flag
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#Finally caved and took some emergency anxiety meds and I am now close to tears because it dulled the extreme stress and fear#which was keeping me going in survival mode#so I am now just. emotional and vulnerable and sad as all absolute fuck lol yay#but also the fucking relief of my pulse finally dropping below 100 and feeling like I can get a full breath in is about to make me weep fr#@ benzos I love you so much thank you for my life
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Crazy how I can be totally fine one minute and then BAM! Anxiety!
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See the issue with starting a playthrough you're not romancing Astarion in is he's heavily trying to manipulate you into dating him, it's literally his plan, and I do struggle not to fall for it.
#bg3#astarion#so far i havent caved but i got close#baldur's gate 3#jessie rambles#i am trying so hard to play a lesbian because i am one#but fictional men#omg#bg3 spoilers#baldurs gate spoilers
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We have rock drakes!! But at what cost. >.<
The spinos did as well as we'd hoped, and we got a pair of eggs and got out without any of our tames dying. That said... it was still a mess. >.<
We had climbing picks to get into the nests but no glide suits yet, which was probably our first mistake. Also neither of us really knew where we were going, so it took forever to get to the trench. Getting the eggs wasn't too hard, we just checked the first nests we found and got a 75 and 85 - not great but they're just for getting more eggs so we didn't care. I went first and we killed off the drakes that aggroed, then Kel went after the second egg which was higher up and that's where it started going wrong.
We thought we'd cleared the area after the first egg but still had a couple drakes aggro, and since Kel was too high to just jump down like I did she got targeted right away and ended up getting killed halfway down the trench wall. I managed to clear the drakes off, then climbed up to her body to get her inventory and bulbdog. She'd died in a little cubby, and when I picked up the bulbdog I fell in and got stuck, and went and picked up her inventory (and thus the egg) before I'd realized so when even more drakes came after me I couldn't get away.
Respawned, had to make more hazard suits and picks and actually made our gliders this time, then we got more spinos and headed back. This time we went straight to the Spine and glided down, and managed to find a clear spot to land and get the spinos out. Found our guys, balled up the extra tames and got our stuff back, then tried to head out of the trench and realized we didn't know how to get out.
We ended up having to ball our spinos and climb up the wall, then proceeded to work our way back to the Spine. Had to rinse/repeat a couple times, and we had just reached the skeleton when we got jumped by more rock drakes and both got killed again.
Respawned again and made more suits, picks, and gliders, grabbed our last spinos and got back to our stuff, but at that point we realized that we really had no idea where to go and we were probably just going to keep dying trying to figure it out. So I put out a call for help, and one of the other players came to rescue us. XD
She guided us out of the trench - and piggy-backed us for part of it on her drake - and we finally got home, after a brief backtrack to get red gems for the saddles. We need to farm more mats to make AC units to hatch the eggs, but that will be tomorrow's chore (along with repairing all our stuff >.<).
We both never want to go through that again, but we have our drakes now so hopefully it will be a lot easier next time. \o/
#ark survival ascended#ark aras cluster#this is why we waited until we had an entire day to devote to it >.>#because holy cow that was a mess#i am still shocked we didn't lose any of the bulbdogs tbh#we'd just glided across the element lake to the skeleton when we got jumped the second time so didn't have our spinos out >.<#but hey we have /so many/ spare suits now >.>#gonna be sticking close to home for the next couple days#we are NOT going back to the trench until those drakes are well-leveled#but then we can actually look for good eggs \o/#gonna hit the first cave soon too \o/#we want glowtails bad and we can get the artifact while we're at it
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