#i always knew i was stupid
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#im on the verge of a complete breakdown.#im too stupid for university and there's no one i can talk to.#i don't know what to do#im so overwhelmed and im getting c's at best#im trying so fucking hard but nothings working#i don't have the time to have a relationship AND go to university at the same time#i feel so horrible and i can't stop fucking crying#i was gonna hunker down and spend all day studying after my class tomorrow but i can't because i have a fucking appointment#nobody seems to fucking get it#my partner got fixing straight a's when he was in uni and he's just so fucking smart and i can't seem to hit the mark#i always knew i was stupid#never realized i was this stupid#im not like suicidal suicidal#but its definitely seeming appealing rn
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when i got on twitter and said if katara had killed yon rha, zuko’s opinion of katara’s core character wouldn’t have changed (we even see that the split second shot of him seeing her blood bend) but aang’s would have- THEY NAILED ME TO THE FUCKING STAKE YALL! they hated jesus because he told the truth!
#I am absolutely not wrong#everyone on twitter is so stupid and I’m right and that’s just the truth#like aang looks at katara through rose tinted glasses and when he shows who she really is he backtracks#katara intentionally does not show that side to him and even said out her own mouth she knew he’d never understand#zk you guys will always be the better ship#I will not change my stance on that#zuko#katara#zutara#atla#anti kataang#look I’m tagging correctly guyssssss
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how to scare a goody two-shoes ravenclaw 👵🏻
#based on a scene from chap 4 of my fic ( lowkey its kinda giving “or worse... EXPELLED”)#inferi and spiders and dark wizards?? w.e.....SCARY LIBRARIAN THAT MIGHT GIVE YOU DETENTION?? now THATS spooky#someone commented on this chap recently and i always re-read/skim chaps that ppl comment on LOL#so when i read this again i had to draw it (even tho it doesnt actually happen and seb just THINKS about doing it) but this is how itd go😊#choccyart#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian x mc#clora clemons#agnes scribner#one of the few things i have in common with clora is being a simp for authority...i loved being my teachers favourite LOL#even if i was a bad student i won them over by being the class clown LOOL#idc if my teachers think/knew i was stupid (i am) but they MUST think im funny and thats all that mattered🤡🤡🤡#for clora its the opposite tho ig LOOL she needs the teachers to know shes a good student BAHAH#being pegged as a delinquent is the worst thing that could ever happen to her😱😱😱😱 rip
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My favourite loser scientist (we are legally married)
Handplates!Gaster by @zarla-s (thank you so much for this AU it has given me life for the past 6 years)
#handplates gaster#gaster#undertale#art#wd gaster#I'm sooo in love with him it's not even funny#anybody who can recognise the formulas on his tie gets points <3#and no they aren't random scribbles >:)#I'm picturing either the goatparents or Alphys gifting him with this stupid science tie#And Gaster was like “Why would I need a tie with basic thermodynamic equations a skeleton of my caliber obviously has them memorized”#(he absolutely does not)#Gaster trying to remember what the equation is for the thermodynamic process of work done by an expanding gas : :/#The tie: hold my threads#Tried to draw him as babygirl in a suit but he just ended up looking cripplingly depressed (as always)#promise i'll make him cuntier next time#my stupid skeleton wife#my favourite is the one on the couch he just looks so cute...gah my heart#gushing hours#I had Ukagaster opened while painting all three and it made my entire life if only you knew bbgirl#my art
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I feel so unwell
The sadness on Apollo's face too... Oh I am sooo not okay
#a final farewell...for he knew Hector was doomed to die 💔#will I ever stop being sad over Hector's death? No actually#like wtf was Homer thinking#I'm actually feeling so upset being reminded of Hector's death and I feel stupid for that aksjeks#Hector I will always love you 🥹#Achilles#Apollo#Athena#Hector#mine#vase paintings
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Brat and it’s the same but team green is there so it’s not
#song choices and lyrics for the characters based mostly on vibes but somewhat based on lyrics#love that weve just collectively agreed that apple is aegons song#btw alicent is never working it out on the remix i fear 😔#i had a really hard time choosing cristons song it was between B2b and everything is romantic#same for aemond he was either going to be i might say somwthing stupid or so i#everyone else tho? i knew#i always knew#team green#alicent hightower#aemond targaryen#aegon II targaryen#helaena targaryen#criston cole#otto hightower#hotd#house of the dragon
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wonderful
#there is a ranboo that goes withthis but i didn't like how he was looking imma restart from scratch tmrw😭😭#ctubbo#michael beloved#ctubbo fanart#Guys you have no idea what i went through today like it wa fucking crazy i need to share this#so i went to the mall after school right and im going home at like 8 on the train with my friend bc i was supposed to be picked up ay her#stop right but then im told to just go to my stop and take the bus and im like ok sure but the problem is my phone is on SEVEN PERCENT and w#hen i get to the stop my moms like u have money for the bus right and im like ueah and i check and i have NO MONEY#BUT I DIDNT TELL HER ANUTHING BC I DIDNT WANT HER TI GET MAD BC I KNEW SHE WOUDKNT WANT ME TO WALK ALL THE WAY HOME AT NIGHT (FOURTY BLOCKS#So im like ok im getting on the bus now my phone is on four percent i have to WALK HOME allll that way and there's this crazy ass upward hi#ll that's like ten blocks long ITS NOT EVEN THAT BAD but like my mom thinks im on the bus so im trying to speed walk as fast as i can and i#RAWDOGGED it too because MU PHONE WAS GOING TO IDE!!!!#I made it home at two percent U guys i was so proud of myself thank u for listening#IM SO MAD IT WOUKDVE BEEN OKAY IF I WASNT IN A RUSH And also if i had music uggghhh Whatever#I bought this really cute skirt at garage hold on let me find it#lexi pleated skort color Navy blue ITS SOOOO CUTE got some new leg warmers too yesss....#I NEED TO DOWNLOAD THE TRANSIT APP i woukdve been able to attach my apple pay and buy the stupid ticket if my phonewasnnt#too dead to do al that...#Guys always make sure u carry cash with yiu goodbye
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Helluva human versions as I'd like to see them..pt.1?
#helluva boss#helluva fanart#helluvaverse#helluva stolas#helluva striker#Not proud with the bird though: he does not deserve being humanized in any form#stolas#prince stolas#striker#prince stolas of the ars goetia#helluva boss striker#make ugly old rich guy st*las canon#i hate his stupid bishounen human design#like he doesn't even look over 30 yo#but anyway ugly asf#also bimbo striker rights#like have you seen him on storyboards? we were robbed#phos4usm0th definitely knew what they were doing#no matter how hard vivz tries to masculinise straighten and whatever conversion therapy she's gonna perform on him#striker will always be a diva a star a killer queen#also plan to do blitz and fizz next stay tuned#humanization#kinda?#maybe i really should add these#helluva boss critical#anti stolas#stolas critical
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I think acting like Jimmy’s struggles on Earth were like legal or related to being a criminal are so odd. Not in a bad way but just odd.
Like don’t get me wrong, I personally believe he’s had a run in with the law but I feel like it’d be minor, not even something that would get him a record. It could’ve, but it was dropped, not worth the time to pursue someone that down on their luck, probably not a dime to his name.
He’s a bad guy don’t get me wrong but it’s seems like his issues were with not being well-adjusted? In the whole sense, he’s snarky and unnecessary rude. He’s quick to anger and says things to pit people against each other. He likely doesn’t have many friends and we know he’s not financially well. I think tacking on bad traits diminishes the fact of what he did. Trying to fit him to that obviously evil arch type is a little bland to what he actually is. He’s normal enough to be a minor blip on the radar and that’s how he gets away with what he does.
Jimmy is ultimately scared of being in trouble. He gets into it but panics. He hates being confronted and he just doesn’t do things were he knows or perceives a bad outcome will happen to him.
#like he has misdomeaners in my mind no doubt but running from the cops? nah he’s not stupid enough#also it’s just like I only see it being used to say Curlu knew or should’ve known how bad he was before he gave him the job and I think#that’s a cop out cause like just let him be an evil tumor that infects people like a big#point is that their was reasonable doubt in Curlys mind about Jimmy if he was just that shitty always do you really genuinely believe he’d g#get him the job like he’s surprised Jimmy adjusted well due to the responsibility they have not because he’s being a law abiding citizen#it’s just like adding on shit for the sack of adding it on and like how do I use this in discussion like I think he dodged rent#got into bar fights for catcalling and Curly like thought this was a sterile enough thing to keep Jim clean#like he’s a morally bankrupt person by the end of the game but it’s implied he was just really grey back on earth hence why he has leeway#from anyone at all like ughhhh ask me about it cause it’s like again adding facts to characterize th that just aren’t canon#and it can overshadow the symbolism or story trying to design them from points we’ll never know#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing
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ROBOTS CANNOT CRY, I HAVE TRIED
Does anyone notice how Axis makes a lot of jokes, jokes that are usually mentioned after he says something lore heavy
#like :all of my comrades have rusted over: was quickly brushed aside with :I always knew I was the best:#what if he was stupid because of memory repression and trauma#what if I made him depressing#my art#axis#undertale yellow axis 014#undertale yellow axis#axis 014#uty axis#uty#uty fanart#undertale yellow#undertale yellow fanart
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smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.
#jrwi show#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying#nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess#ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so#i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little.#AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair.#AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair#both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother.#GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home#but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns.#he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again#not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO#i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED#all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis#but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum#and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it#youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales.#YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!!#you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound.#elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now.#this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes#BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply
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🌹🌹🌹!!
You get the random snippet of what borders a crackfic of how I now headcanon Lamb and River having to bump into one another over the years because of David Cartwright.
He hated the countryside almost as much as he hated the OB. It was too hard to avoid notice when you were the only thing around worth noticing, and nobody was more observant than bored housewives and pensioners. The lack of hustle and bustle of thousands of cars and millions of people made the relative quiet of the bucolic landscape of Tunbridge Wells oppressive.
It also made it impossible for the minutes not to drag as he waited for Cartwright to get his carcass in gear without having anything more interesting to look at than the carefully manicured lawn and garden, where the only thing out of place were a pair of abandoned gloves and a trowel near the hydrangeas, likely from where Rose left them when she came to greet him at the front of the house.
He frowned at the gloves. They were unusually small, even for Rose, who, while hardly Amazonian in stature, was not child sized. The fact that they were even left out seemed odd. Rose never left anything lying about, even if she was still using it.
Lamb took another drag on his cigarette, blowing out a puff of smoke in a blue-gray circle above his head as he considered the benign mystery. Perhaps David had hired a midget to look after the undergrowth.
“I thought only wizards could do that?”
Lamb choked on the smoke, almost inhaling the cigarette entirely as he jackknifed forwards, coughing and hacking violently, his face turning beet red and probably some shade of purple, too.
When he finally remembered how to breathe, with only the occasional hack that sounded like a cat about to be sick on the carpet, he twisted sideways to glare up at the tree.
A boy - less than ten, more than five - Lamb was not a good guesser when it came to the ages of children - leaned around the bulk of the tree trunk, peering curiously down at Lamb from his perch several feet up. He looked unconcerned about having nearly killed Lamb, but moderately curious about this stranger.
“Where the fuck did you come from?” Lamb wheezed.
#slow horses#river cartwright#jackson lamb#look I have thoughts on this#and I feel like even if they didn't run into each other in canon#River at least knew a fair bit about him because David tells River he can learn a thing or two in Slough House with Lamb#And we know David likes to tell war stories#and I now have this vision of an incredibly suspicious Lamb wondering what the fuck River did to wind up in Slough House#Because he knows that River isn't so stupid to bungle a training exercise like that#and it is because he has personal experience of River being stealthy and always sneaking up on people#I give you exhibit A#slow horses fanfic
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ooh, let the light in at your back door yelling 'cause i wanna come in ooh, turn your light on look at us, you and i, back at it again
#sweeney todd#sweeney todd revival#broadwayedit#sweenett#been working on this since i realized it's been THREE MONTHS without them D:#every day i think i miss them MORE which is so fucking stupid#they were always... touching... each other.......#the way she RUNS to him when he finally comes home and the beadle is in the parlor.... god help me.#him showing her the chair is sooooo. marrieds. evil marrieds.#the fact that... the fact that their love is poisoned by lovett's deception but... setting that aside...#(lol)#they're each other's safe place... he fills her heart and home with purpose. and she's his constant. his safe harbor.#ykw she didn't get that ring but she did get forever 😈😈😈 hellbride. :')#**#otp: if you only knew#not a lot just forever.........
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im watching death note and this image is the only thing beamed into my empty skull the entire time
#it’s legiterally so stupid like what editor read this story and was like yeah send it#i always knew the back half was bad even as a teenager#but anyone watching this at an age older than 15 can see it never had a leg to stand on#the sheer number of contrivances every episode is exhausting. and all the contrivances work in light’s favor#why would the police chief bring his work computer home and connect it to his home wifi.#why would the FBI agent carry an ID with his government name on it when they KNOW kira needs a name and a face.#why would light assume that tipping off the police to the fact that he has police connections would work in his favor#like why would he assume that L wouldn’t just work with a different team of cops once he knows#…and why didn’t L just start working with a different team once he knew. there’s more than 5 cops in japan#like it’s so STUPID#L thoroughly cooked light and put him on a plate in his first 2 episodes and then they had to nerf his intelligence to keep the show going#because he’s the only smart one in the (alleged) cat and mouse game!!!!
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Me, age 15 : Percy Jackson looks very cool... I wish i would've read it before when i was in the target's audience age, like my brother did. I'm too old to read it now.
Me, age 18 : *speedrun PJO HoO and ToA by finishing each book in about 1-2 days, watch the show twice in 2 months, work on a dnd-inspired rpg in pjo universe, create half a dozen of ocs and brainstorm them lore/quests, imagine if my otps had children and then make an au where said children overthrow Olympus, work on a Nico cosplay (attempt at crafting a sword in foam)-
#you know what somewhere deep inside of me ive always knew i would get a hyperfixation on pjo someday#i feel stupid for having been embarrassed for being interested in young-teens books for so long#but better late than never#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo#percy jackson#heroes of olympus#hoo#toa#trials of apollo
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stopppp saying 15/rogue is jackdoctor 2 like i get it but also noone will ever be jackdoctor. which is a good thing coz whatever the fuck jackdoctor does to my mind should never ever be repeated
#like the parallels are clear and definitely on purpose but he's a new guy.. and im SOOO fucking glad he's a new guy oh godddd.#I've been living in terror for MONTHS because of the stupid recast theories like objectively i#knew they had to be wrong but the fear was always there.#doctor who#dw spoilers#15th doctor#rogue#jackdoctor#jack harkness
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