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Nothing could prepare Bruce for when a little eleven year old hits him with a tire iron and calls him a âbig boobâ
natureâs first green is gold
When he took him in, giving him food and shelter and love, he could never expect the overwhelming feeling of protectiveness growing in him
her hardest hue to hold
Bruce took him under his wing, and gave him some as well, Robin coming back alive. The magical spirit of the small bird almost clearing the smog that covers the dark town
her early leafâs a flower;
Itâs the happiest Jason has ever been
but only for an hour
And then the arguments started, and they both get angry and both are too stubborn
then leaf subsides to leaf
Jason runs to a different country, insistent on finding the truth, to save his mom, only to be met with a fate too cruel for a soul too kind
so Eden sank to grief,
BOOM
so dawn goes down to day
Bruce was too late. He held his sons broken and battered and lifeless body in his hands, trembling as he prayed it wasn��t real
nothing gold can stay
#nothing gold can stay#jason todd#every time i see this poem i think of robin jason and finally wrote it out#i also think jason would love this poem#dc robin#jason todd robin#dc comics#dc#bruce wayne#batman#dc universe#dc drabble
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Dysprosium, Mary Soon Lee
dysprosium, AN 66, is a silvery-white rare earth metal. its name is derived from the greek dysprositos, meaning âhard to get atâ, owing to the difficulty in separating and isolating this rare earth element. dysprosium is used to measure neutron flux, to fuel reactors, and to activate phosphors. terfenol-d is a magnetorestrictive alloy, meaning that it changes shape when a magnetic field is applied, and is used to manufacture underwater acoustic systems.
jason âroboâ robertson, dallas stars #21 for @simmyfrobbyâs nhl periodic table poems <3
#i had a couple different ideas for poems that were taken by the time i could go deranged for a couple hours to make this but as I looked#i was like WAIT NONE OF YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE JASON ROBERTSON YOU HAVENâT SEEN MY TEXAS CAM and had to do it. also was STRUCK with the#sudden immaculate vision of the Dallas D as part of terfenol-D and could not get it out & robo is the most dance! person i know on the team#liv in the replies#dallas stars#jason robertson#nhl periodic table poems#guys i am plagued with visions and no execution skills!! every day i come here and learn one new skill on GIMP the way god intended!!!#today it was emboss. also cannot claim any credit for the pulse to the magnetic beat photo which is so cool that was one where i had a#couple and was like maybe i can do like crayon shockwaves like the art process video kasper showed? and then found that picture and was#like thank you lord stanley for knowing my limitations. thank you for your understanding in this moment it was a trial enough to make#expand contract dance and one would THINK i would have fucking learned from the claude animorphs tragedy!! i did not. but i did use the#shear tool and 3D rotate so at least if weâre animorphing itâs SLIGHTLY better. anyway me frantically doing this like WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT#WAIT FOR ME YOU GUYS ARE SO FAST i keep seeing all of these and just spinning around in circles until i get dizzy & fall down Iâm so happy#the drive folder for this is just called joy!!!!! because joy this is such a cool idea but now because it brings me so much joy#i just saw the Travis dermott one and burst into tears super normal AND someone did exactly what i wanted with hydrogen which was the water#the ice!!!!! itâs so perfect!!! and cody ofc did silver lord stanley. like does it ever make you cry how beautiful & creative everyone is?#anyway if you see me post and delete this and then update it or change it no you didnât itâs fine. but i wanted to be included#if i could make the dysprosium letters not have a white background i would I simply could not fuck with it at 1AM. we are hitting send#it may not look like it but i queue#pretend i spoke at length about the reasons why i picked all the pictures & the element just know that itâs there inside my brain u can ask#GUYS I TAKE IT ALL BACK I SAW NEONFRETRAâS ISOTOPES AND I COULD MAKE THE EDITS EVEN THOUGH THEYâRE THERE!! ISOTOPES!!!! YOU GUYS!!!!!!#get ready for the edits then. dylan magnesium my beloved child of stars who can never return⌠like i wish i could say anyone else but itâs#i KNOW number nineteens bismuth donât make me Google how many years nolan played hockey but also thereâs ej for stable so.. also half-life#actinium claude giroux my beloved⌠when i saw there already was a claude i thought maybe Brady too for that#I donât know how but flerovium doubled magic is percolating in my brain as was promethium bad boy because I was like hmmm. tyler. but#couldnât commit and THEN SOMEONE DID BAD BAD LEROY BROWN TYLER BERTUZZI TO PROMETHIUM AND BESTIE I AM KISSING YOU ON THE MOUTH!!! with cons#anyway shane wright germanium with juraj slafkovskĂ˝ but showing him very obviously not missing it. if jack eichel was not an asshole#the narratives WOULD be narrativing. you could argue for a sidovi here with the calder cup and potentially a best friend stealing narrative#(the most recent is cam yorkeâs acquisition of jamie d from trevor zegras which would then require a yorkie one for silicon the other side)
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Embracing Uncertainty: my beginnings at 37
It's been 400 days since I have plunged into this dystopian atmosphere of uncertainty and perplexity. 400 days since I've enjoyed - and taken for granted - the joys of having a steady paycheck, a steady rhythm, steady health insurance. Now, my days are a constant change. My paycheck resorted to unemployment insurance. My health insurance came directly out of pocket and directly left field on forcing me to change my providers. And my mental health has taken a heavy, heavy toll. So much so, in fact, that I feel that I developed many different adaptable personalities to match the varying conditions I end up in.
As a true millennial, I know - and have been told endless times - the algorithm to being successful in life.
"Go to college, get your bachelors, go to grad school, specialize in something. That way, when you get out, you would have a leg up against the competition vying for the same level of job positions."
Fast forward a few years, we realized that the American Dream seemed more like a fantasy. Fast forward a few decades and we realized that it was a farce, a joke. A standard by which we were kept in line to mature and fester like any other open wound...and like any would that constantly gets pecked and poked, scars form.
Yet, one thing I realized from sitting in my bed and alternatively creating and rotting, praying and crying, worshipping and cursing...that I was not made for just this. I was created for more. To stand out and stand up. To reign in this fear and anxiety of the future. To fully put my future in God's hands, and to walk forward with my head held high on this dilapidated bridge over boiling hot lava.
And with this epiphany set behind me, written down to hold me accountable, I invite you to join me on this new and exciting adventure. I will fall down and skin my knees and get back up and repeat the same thing over and over. But I will defiantly walk towards places unknown, things unseen, and people unspoken to.
Source: Embracing Uncertainty: my beginnings at 37
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What do you think about this?
I thought it...
Jason is emotionally adopted by every rogue, villain and enemy of Batman and the BatFam with the exception of the Clown
Like he can just annoy Tim by requesting Ra's to please give him Tim's spleen jar and show it to Tim before giving it back to Ra's.
Each bat kid has one rogue that is connected to them and Jason becomes the favorite of all Robins because... 1 is to be petty and 2 he broke down the enemies defenses and made himself their favorite.
Jason is petty like that.
i actually love this! funnily enough, i think Jason accidentally befriended a few of them even as Robin (an interesting detail: as Robin Jason was very inclined to believe that rogues of Gotham can actually change, while Bruce brushed him off; in one of comics, he really wanted to believe that Penguin had changed their ways, and, of course, he turned out to be wrong, and Bruce explained him that people like him don't change, but isn't it just *so* curious and feels like unintentional foreshadowing? especially, considering that Bruce pushes the "this kid would end up a criminal [or dead] if not for me" from the very beginning of Jason's arc?)
but back to the point, i absolutely love this headcanon. i don't think he will tolerate *all* of them (definitely not Penguin and Crane, I think; Harley, depending on how triggered he is just by Joker association), but the most? for sure. putting my bet that Selina and Pamela might be his favourite, actually.
the funniest part most of them are, like, nerds with PHD. that's exactly a type of people that will welcome his rants about books and law, politics and economy, andâ you get it.
and then, there is Ra's. they are very annoying to each other, but they collaborate when they know that their ideas and duo will annoy others. Bruce is getting grey hair every time he knows Jason is at LoA again? Ra's announce that Jason is his grandson as well. Dick is getting a tick because Al Ghul's family is his least favourite family in the world? Jason *accidentally* mixes up chats and sends Dick his selfie with Ra's instead of Talia. bonus points: Dick hates that his chat is somewhere next to Talia, too.
do he also help rogues on occasions when he wants to annoy Bruce? sure.
Batman, trying to catch Selina after she stole something from city hall again:
Jason, calling him in the middle of the chase: Sos, emergency
Batman, pausing: Son? What's wrong?
Jason: I am stuck resolving Riddler's shit, and I really need help with the last one.
Batman: What is it?????
Jason: What cat says when Bat fails again?
Batman: Uhâ
Jason, before hanging up dramatically: Don't be mean to your second son.
Batman: Excuse meâ
Selina, hopping on a suspiciously familiar bike with a suspiciously familiar vigilante driving it: Muah!
Batman: Shit.
Dick, barging inside the Cave, furious: Had you managed to fight with Jason again?
Bruce: ...How did you know?
Dick: I've spent thirteen hours trying to resolve all Riddler's trials. Some of them were required to quote Jane Austin and fill blanks in Edgar Allan Poe's poems. HOW DO I KNOW?!? GO AND APOLOGISE, YOU STUPUD OLD MAN.
Bruce: ^_^
Red Hood and Riddler on the other side of town: (collective evil giggles)
Tim, sighing, because police asked Red Robin to regulate Poison's Ivy rally in front of CGDP building: Man, it is Sunday...
Tim, squinting at a familiar figure in leather jacket: Jason? What the fuck you are doing here? Are you under Ivy's pollen influence, too?
Jason, holding a big ass poster: Nah, man, just helping my girl Pam
Tim: ...Honestly. Whatever. I'll leave the territory to you.
#jason todd#red hood#dcu comics#batman#dcu#dc universe#batfamily#bruce wayne#batfam#dick grayson#ra's al ghul#poison ivy#pamela isley#tim drake#selina kyle#riddler#â lie's rambling
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â here comes the sun ęŁŕ§â§âË.



warnings: just headcannons pairing: riordanverse boys x daughter of apollo
percy jackson loves how good you are with your bow and arrow. he sucks majorly at archery so when you found this out you did everything in your power to teach him to be just as good as you were. this took four months. but! the good thing was that he learned eventually. it took this long solely because every time you were explaining something his eyes would trail down to your lips and heâd zone out and one thing leads to another now heâs kissing you and now youâre kissing back and now youâre not even in the archery field anymoreâ itâs a whole thing. during the fourth month you got sick of his nonsense and forced him to finally listen to your words and he ended up finally learning basic archery (he later earned a reward for his obedience). besides your great archer skills youâre also skilled at painting. like usual, percy loves to fool around. youâll have your canvas out and paint sprawled along your pallet but this dumbass takes a finger of paint a spreads it over your face. you both end up covered in paint and your work long forgotten. you made a mental note never to let him paint with you again, but knowing percy and his gorgeous sea green eyes you had no choice but to let him join you again. though you do warn him not to play around with your paint or heâd wake up blue (he probably wouldnât mind this though)
jason grace is utterly obsessed with your singing voiceâ most to all nights this is the only thing that can soothe him to sleep. but not even just during the evening, itâs basically mostly throughout the day when youâre singing to him. sometimes you even play a variety of musical instruments to add onto the factor (he ended up learning how to play piano thanks to you). and!! another thing he loves about you is your poetry, especially when the poems are about him, those make his knees go all weak and his cheeks flush pink and heâs such a school girl, itâs ridiculous. but he loves your poems regardless if theyâre about him or not, he likes listening to your sweet-like-honey voice and your extremely high vocabulary (gods, he loves your high vocab). along with your love for poems you also share a love for reading, often youâll find old books to read together, whether itâs together, or separately then you talk about them later, he adores talking about nerdy books together. and since writing is something dear to you and your siblings you wrote your own novel some day with the help of your boyfriend (heâs your number one supporter), including a sweet dedication to him as a thank you and an I love you
leo valdez takes advantage of your healing abilities. every hour he shows up in the infirmary with a new injury whether itâs a small cut or something serious. after a while you started to realize he was purposely hurting himself so he could see you during your work. you scolded him for this and told him youâd much more appreciate his visits if he wasnât hurt all the time. so after you told him this he started spending less time with his trinkets and getting hurt and more time bothering you in the infirmary (additionally bothering your patients). youâve found, though, itâs not so easy to care for your patients when your boyfriend has permanently attached himself to you, you eventually had to restrict him from seeing you during your working hours. but do you think this would stop him? no it did not. every day he would wait for you outside as you work, your siblings scold him and tell you to take care of him so that resulted in you getting kicked out of the infirmary too. though with this new free time and all your siblings busy you were able to get the cabin all to yourselves!!
luke castellan is pretty sure every room you walk into instantly brightens up with beams of sunshine (not even figuratively, he really does believe this). your aura is enough the blind the regular manâ but lucky for luke he is no regular man, heâs your boyfriend. unfortunately, this does have its downsides, which includes you waking up at the literal ass crack of dawn watching as the sun rises. slowly and carefully you slip yourself from his arms to sit on the porch of cabin eleven as you watch the sky switch from a dark purple/black hue to various colors including orange, pink, or yellow (sometimes all three if your dad is feeling generous enough). over time, though, luke realizes you arenât in his arms anymoreâ the first time this happened he was confused and searched frantically for you, but eventually he gets used to you waking up early. on some mornings he will sit outside with you (he loves the way your irises get all bright and yellow at this time of day), he likes how everything is quiet and tranquil and this is one of the only times heâs able to spend alone time with you. he savors these moments over anything else in his life
#xoxochb#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo series#pjo fandom#percy jackson#pjo#percy series#pjo hoo toa#percy jackson x reader#percy jackson x you#percy jackson x y/n#percy jakson#riordanverse x reader#riordan universe#riordanverse#luke castellan fluff#luke castellan x you#luke castellan x reader#luke castellan#leo valdez pjo#leo valdez x y/n#leo valdez x you#leo valdez x reader#leo valdez#jason grace imagines#jason grace x y/n#jason grace x you#jason grace#jason grace x reader
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there are days that it is hard, and unfair, and some horrible part of me wishes i could have been born in a different world. i love being queer, i hate how others react to it. when i first came out at 15, my mom whispered: please don't say that. your life would be so much harder.
it is harder.
it is also a tuesday, walking my dog. we are both skiving off of work, and yes both of us have dyed hair and pronouns. mine is patchy - it was my first time trying bleach; i didn't have enough. theirs is a resilient toadstool green. a little girl comes up to us and asks um, excuse me? is your hair real? 'cause jason says you're a fairy.
it is sunday brunch, all of us talking over each other, overfull on love. she is trying out a new name today, and we made her a cake with today's name scrawled in shaky purple letters. she laughs so much she cries and then gets frosting in her hair. someone young at a different table keeps giving us these large, wide eyes: the same look we have all been on the other side of. the kind that says, breathless: wait, is that possible?
it is a half-fight in a supermarket because he loves "dance moms" and says abby's tiktok is funny and meanwhile i think the children in that show should be allowed to sue abby lee miller for child abuse. i tell him that it led to the casual acceptance of child harassment for mainly adult views; and then i am standing, suddenly, in someone else's thrown soda. there's a white lady standing there, furious, saying something about hell-on-earth. i had forgotten i was wearing stuff with pride colors. and then it is this: he had just been casually arguing with me - and within an instant, he squares his shoulders and goes after her like i am his sister
on saturday i sat in a circle while beca played with my hair and we were all over 30 and we laughed about how much happier we are being this old, how much more we appreciate our community. 25 minutes from now, we will be on stage to dance in baggy beige clothing, but for now we look on with envy to the dancers in loud-and-bright buttondowns. where are they getting these shirts! i cry, distraught. everyone laughs. one of our friends has a mushroom witch hat. this would have been cringey in high school, probably. instead we are all delighted with each other; happy just to be here and alive and moving
it's that last week my new friends cried with joy for me when they heard i'm getting top surgery. every so often i have the honor of being the first person someone feels comfortable enough to tell. i'm trying to make long fluttery butterfly wings to wear to pride; but i don't know anything about fabric or dye, so my friends have been sending me their personal advice.
i think in a different poem i would talk about how sometimes you walk into a room and put the mask back on. but i'm sleepy and my whole brain is fuzzy so i think in this one, it's a monday, and my dog and i took a nap on a couch, and i had missed texts from friends. i used to wake up lonely. i think this poem is about walking into a room and seeing someone and just knowing, the way you just-know-sometimes, and then giving them that little smile, and seeing them light up with joy and relief. it is how we always seem to be able to find each other in a crowded room. how we always seem to make friends with each other before even we know-it-to-be-true. it is saying: we're very different people; but i belong to you.
it is harder, yes. but it comes with a built-in family.
#wish this was better written!!! but im sleepy!!#writeblr#pride#lgbt#but for real please help me make these lesbian wings. gonna get the supplies tomorrow . i have#no sewing machine but know how to hand sew#have never done a good job with tie dye so idk why im just runnin with it#ps im specifically going to boston pride next weekend come hang out with me
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Jason Grace Dating Headcanons!!



Thank you to all who begged for this after I mentioned I wanted to write it. This one goes out to yaâll!! Other PJO characters dating hcs may come out as well, probably sometime after the new year if I decide to write them at all. Lmk any male characters youâd like to see if I were to do them. In the meantime, enjoy our blond Supermanâs dating hcs!!
â˘for starters, Jason would 1000% be a gentleman. You cannot convince me otherwise.
â˘if youâre with him anywhere, in public or in the privacy of your own space, he will make sure your hand is in his basically at all times. If you pull your hand from him, he will give you such a disapproving look LOL.
â˘if youâre ever out driving just you two, he will almost always be in the drivers seat. He just loves driving his passenger princess around anywhere she wants. This may just be me, but I feel like heâd have bad motion sickness in the car, especially after his mother died in a car accident, and the only way he'd be able to be in the car is if heâs the one behind the wheel.
â˘book advent calendars every Christmas, Valentineâs Day & your birthday!
â˘Jason Grace is definitely a chivalrous man, and nobody can convince me otherwise!! He carries all of your bags if you go shopping at the mall, opens every car and building door. Heck, he will even carry you around like a bride on her wedding day if youâre too tired to walk or if you injured yourself. He wonât ever complain.
â˘he definitely will spoil you.
â˘I feel like his love language would be acts of service, physical touch or gift givingânot really receiving. He wonât ever turn down a gift from you, but he prefers to be the one giving the gift instead. He still lets you anyway.
â˘let us all never forget that Jason is definitely a hugger. I mean he tried hugging Nico until he realized he didnât like hugs, and immediately backed up and apologized.
â˘because of this, if you happen to be like Nico, in the sense that you too donât like hugs, heâll back off and apologize to you, as well. Which brings me to the next headcanon:
â˘RESPECTFULâ˘!!! Must I elaborate farther??
â˘as for dates, heâs definitely the type to set up a picnic under the stars.
â˘for food served at your picnic date, I think Jason will ask Leo to help him make your favorite meal. It will end up turning out amazing because duh, Leo coached him!
â˘heâs definitely the type to date for marriage, and I think heâll know very quickly if he wants to marry and settle down with you. I mean, he was already imagining a future with Piper not long after they began dating, sooooo.
â˘also to go with that one, he definitely already has money laid aside for your engagement ring.
â˘on another note, I can see Jason letting you try on his glasses. He will definitely comment on how he thinks you look better with them on then him.
â˘so. many. compliments!!
â˘expect a bouquet of flowers from the Demeter/Ceres cabin on your front steps of your house and/or cabin every month.
â˘little notes left by Jason with poems, reminders or words of affirmation will be all over your home/cabin.
â˘despite the challenges he faces with learning disabilities, I can see Jason being an huge reader, and I can see him reading all of you favorite books so he can sit down together to discuss things with you.
â˘encouragement in every single situation, good or bad.
â˘your well being and needs will ALWAYS come first, he even vowed it on the River Styx.
â˘if you have a fear of heights, heâll for sure be down to help you overcome it. Keep in mind tho, he wonât ever push you into facing it until youâre ready.
â˘if youâre afraid of thunder and/or storms in general, he will be definitely down to cuddle to make you feel better. Tho he has some control over thunderstorms, he wouldnât be strong enough to go up against his dad (also only one with a death wish would be willing to go up against Zeus), so cuddles and distraction is the only way for him to help you.
anyways, overall, Jason is 10/10 husband materiel!!
#jason grace fluff#jason grace headcanon#jason grace x reader#percy jackson fandom#percy jackson#heroes of olympus x reader#jason grace x you#pjo x reader#pjo fandom#pjo series#pjo hoo toa#heroes of olympus
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What are your top fanfic recs for 2024?
aha!! I am late answering this as usual but I went through all of my bookmarks made in 2024 to pick out my favs and I saved the links in an email draft and then when I went to make this post it was poofed gone so then I abandoned the idea but am back, recollecting links here and half rereading them as I go lol.
So these are some of my particular fav fics read and bookmarked in 2024, not necessarily that were published in 2024. (Though I think most of them were)
Also I donât know if most of these authors have Tumblrs or what their handles are if they do, so if you recognize one and know it please tag them! Or let me know and Iâll edit in the tag.
So:
Ground Control to Jason Todd by TheThoughtsThief [22,520 words]
Jason died at fifteen years old. He recalled a light, searing and white against the expance of a black sky and the nothingness of space. He recalled a star, speaking to him with a morose calm. Then, finally, he remembered the universe giving him a second chance at life. A few years down the line, he goes chasing after myths to figure out why.
Or, a Dick and Jason space road trip au featuring Japanese death poems, Shakespearean tragedies, and Abba's greatest hits.
My first bookmark of 2024! This fic is super unique. Iâm not usually big on AUs but road trips are my jam so I gave this one a shot and the ~vibes~ are impeccable. Itâs soft and flowy and the recurring poetry and the relationship between Dick and Jason and the willowy liminal space experiences⌠so good.
Hope is the Thing with Feathers by TheSilencer [13,106 words]
"Oh." Nightwing said. "It's your first time."
"My what?" Jason said.
"It's like 'The Time Traveler's Wife.' Except I'm not your wife. Not that I'd be a bad wife, but not for you. That'd be gross - Wait, is that movie even out, yet?" Nightwing rambled, and Jason stood up on wobbly legs. "Shoot. I guess it doesn't matter. Not relevant -"
Or Jason Todd is a time traveler, and Dick Grayson is always his destination.Â
A story about brothers doing their best.
Basically what it says in the description. Jason randomly moves through time throughout his life, always landing where Dick Grayson is. sometimes Jason needs Dick, and sometimes Dick needs Jason, and neither of them ever really has the full picture of whatâs going on. But they do their best for each other<3 theyâre brothers your honor đđ
Still hurts underneath my scars by valkyriered [2,928 words]
âStop.â The man in the purple suit says, and Jason freezes.
âStay there.â He says. âDonât move.â
Jason tries to lurch forward, has some half-prepared snark about being told what to do, and he finds that he canât. He canât even move his arms. His eyes dart around the empty warehouse. Fuck. âWho are you?â Jason demands. âWhat is this?â
The man doesnât even look over at him. âStop talking.âÂ
Iâll warn, this fic says âno archive warnings applyâ but there is heavy implication of previous sexual assault. No direct references but itâs definitely there.
The use of Killgrave in this is stellar, I still find him one of the most terrifying villains Iâve ever watched or read about in anything Iâve seen. The moment is small and doesnât even seem that bad on the surface but the writing puts you in Jasonâs head and you can feel how frightening it would be, and how scared Jason really, really is. Has made me think about using Killgrave in a fic sometimes cause it truly has some juicy potential.
There is comfort, and Selina is great in this, but it is from Jasonâs POV and he is still pretty Not OkayTM when it ends, so just, you know, be careful with yourselves. Itâs very well written and Jason is well taken care of by his loved ones in the end but itâs a hurty one.
Displacement by @imbecamiel [21,244 words]
âHeâs dead,â Tim said, blankly.
âLook at me.â Jason ducked his head to catch Timâs eyes. âHey, look at me. You didnât kill him. You just shot him. No big deal, right? Youâve injured lots of people. Just part of the job. Doesnât matter it was with a gun this time. Doesnât change anything. Iâm the one who killed him. Youâre fine.â
Loooove this fic. Tim accidentally fatally shoots someone in self defense. Jason is there, sees Tim panicking, and finishes the job himself so he can take the blame.
The relationships in this fic are so good, and the CHARACTERS are just SO GOOD. I started to say a lot more but then I just started summarizing the whole thing and spoiling it. Just know that Jason and Timâs interactions in this are great, and Bruce and Jason have SUCH a good and satisfying end to their arch in this, which is so important to me and can be hard to find.
A Sad Song With Nothing To Say by WakingNightmares [14,805 words]
It starts with the Make A Wish foundation, and ends with a funeral.
Which, Bruce supposes, is unfortunately how things involving the Make A Wish foundation usually work. But what happens in-between catches him completely off-guard.
Ok, know first that this fic isnât really my usual fair because itâs heavy on the hurt and light on the comfort. Be prepared if you decide to read this one.
A young gotham boy dying of cancer uses his Make A Wish Foundation wish to meet The Red Hood, more as a joke than anything, not expecting it to actually happen. The boy has no one else, heâs dying alone and in pain, and Jason canât do anything about the pain but he can keep him from being alone. So he stays with the kid, whenever he can, and soon the other bats start helping, so heâs not by himself. But Jason grows attached, and Bruce knows, they all know that it is not going to end well. That the devastation this is going to wreak on Jason will be no small thing. But no one really has the heart to do anything but help.
Like I said this fic is damn well agonizing but it hit me in such a cathartic way. Because itâs devastating. The story is so painful, but everyone is helping. Everyone is there. There is so much love in this fic and as much comfort as can be offered even if it is not nearly enough. And when it endsâBruce is there.
Open Line by @lurkinglurkerwholurks [2,140 words]
Dick pinched the phone between his ear and shoulder as he pulled the crate down from the top shelf. The line rang twice before connecting.
âHey, you busy?â Dick stepped down from the stool and carried the crate to the table, popping the top and flipping it off to the side to reach inside.
âEverything okay?â Bruce asked. His voice sounded close, like he was in a small space.
Dick is dealing with some unexpected grief and Bruce is a good dad. Thatâs all you need sometimes, you know?
Eat Your Heart Out by Lishalalalala [35,527 words]
What people donât expect of Bruce Wayne is his ability to love in such a detailed way. What people absolutely expect of Jason Todd is his ability to show up at the worst place, at the worst time, every damn time. But not all late-night calls from the hospital are bad, not all galas are bad, and not all of Bruce's culinary attempts are bad. Featuring food; Jason's self-esteem issues, his complicated relationship with food; and the different ways confidence can be filled. Also featuring one Bruce Wayne trying his best.
(Endeavoring to grow up shouldnât have been this hard considering itâs the second round for him. )
A story of Bruce and Jason revolving around each other, pinging off in different directions when things donât go well. Of love shown through food. Of Jasonâs skittish and slow acceptance of that love.
Each chapter is its own scene, little time skips between, building on each other to craft a very soft picture. This fic makes me ache in such a way. Itâs poetic, it manages to make sweet, nostalgic moments stab you in the heart. Very recently completed, and I still need to leave a comment on the final chapter, whoops.
Also gives a well thought out and reasonable explanation for Bruceâs poor cooking skills lol.
Thats all from 2024, but im gonna cheat and also add one from this month cause I read it yesterday and have been gushing about it since and thereâs so little Steph and Bruce fic out in the world, it needs more love.
If they could only remember/which one is you and which one/the source of all fire by @luvo27 [9,086 words]
When sheâs not with him on patrol, he knows sheâs often patrolling on her own. When sheâs not patrolling on her own, he knows sheâs wandering around Gotham. She doesnât spend a lot of time at home, not even after her father died. She seems, Bruce thinks, like sheâs lonely. He clears his throat. Stephanie looks up from her phone. Bruce can read the screen upside down, sheâs still looking up solar eclipses. An idea starts to form in his mind. He starts to ask, âDo youâŚwould youâthe path of totality crosses over Vermont. Or the state of New York.â âYeah,â Stephanie turns her phone to face him. âI was looking at the maps.â âThatâs a little over seven hours away by car,â Bruce says.
Or: Stephanie and Bruce take a road trip to see the solar eclipse, featuring: Stephanie Brown and her Stephanie Brown-ness, Bruce Wayne and his Bruce-ness, and grief.
Bruceâs POV throughout. Stephanie is Robin, Jason is dead, and Bruce can see so much of Jason in Stephanie that he can barely look at her. But even in his grief he canât stop caring, canât stop wanting to help her. Canât stop being terrified that she will meet the same end that Jason did.
Bruce is messy and heâs not doing amazing but heâs trying very hard. Stephanie is also messy and not doing amazing, but she is trying very hard. Has a soft ending but deals pretty heavily with grief, so be aware.
Hope you enjoy these!!
#So many of these are very sad sorry lmao#2024 was an emotional time i guess#Fanfiction#fic recs#batbirdies answers#Selkienight60#Batfam
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Since The Dragon Prince is ending (or at least the second arc is ending) in December I'll celebrate that by listing the funniest things I've witnessed in the fandom during these years:
-The Great Aaravos Thirst of 2019.
-Knowing The Thirst⢠had been even greater if Tumblr wouldn't have banned porn just a year earlier.
-Aaravos' character designer being very happy with all the thirst posting.
-The Great Virst of 2019 that was balanced out by the people who thought Viren was a total troll.
-Rayla-Claudia-Callum love triangle speculations before s3.
-"Viren actually killed everyone, including Sarai and his ex-wife", speculations during s1-3.
-Aaravos Is A Good Person and a cinnamon roll -speculations.
-Fandom calling Ethari "The Tinker" before his name was revealed and also correctly predicting him and Runaan being a couple long before it got confirmed.
-Jason Simpson (Viren's VA) being grumpy about people shipping Aaravos and Viren while Todd Erik Dellums (Aaravos's VA) egged the fans on and seemed to find the ship pretty funny.
-After the Midnight Star poem's full English translation got released some fans concluded that Elarion was a human girl Aaravos once was in love with and thus Elavos was born. You can still search the ship name on Tumblr to experience the time campsule of 2019 era of the fandom. Yes, people shipped Aaravos with a literal city and I think that's beautiful.
-The drought period of 2019-2022 hiatus where it was just a couple really weird terminally online fans posting their harmless headcanons, including a small fandom of a. ten people forming around Viren's ex-wife Lissa.
-Unhinged TDP fan theories like "Aaravos is Callum's Dad" and "Callum will learn every primal source" aka wanting TDP to be Avatar 2.0 but with elves.
-The fan response that parodied these theories including "Everyone is a Startouch elf, especially Bait"
-The Great FartGate of 2022 aka all of TDP Twitter collectively complaining about the fart jokes in s4.
-These 2024 Valentine's Day posts most likely done by the lead writer Devon Giehl.
-If you search Aaravos on Google the most frequently asked question is about his gender.
-TDP wiki gleefully listing Aaravos and Viren as Sir Sparklepuff's parents after s5.
-The fandom never letting go of the "Viren imprisoned Harrow in Pip" theory.
-Which Primal Source Are You -Quiz from 2018 foreshadowing events of the show like "where would you hide a dangerous magical object" and one of the answers being "in the bottom of the sea" possibly referring to Aaravos' pearl.
-A tweet fans thought was a mistake actually foreshadowed Aaravos being a giant.
I'll add more later if I feel like it.
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ok one more: behold, one of the most popular TDP posts on Tumblr
#btw I think a VA disliking a ship is 100% ok#It's actually kind of refreshing that a VA just states their honest opinion isntead of trying to please fans in every turn.#as a Fandom Old I find fans asking about shipping extremely weird and I don't wanna get involved#I literally have almost all of the official staff blocked on Twitter lol#tdp fandom#sarasade text#fandom wikies are usually full of mistakes so I'm not that fond of them in general but the Sir Sparklepuff thing was funny#tdp s6#tdp s6 spoilers#tdp s5#the dragon prince#viravos
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MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
Also, I wanna say that I love your detective m/n so bad. Like omg, do you have anything more of him?
Im glad you like him, he's a silly little guy I like making stuff for.
I have to much to say for detective y/n (I don't know if I should use y/n or m/n for the male y/n's I have) but their a lot about detective y/n that I may use in a fic but I don't know but he does go on undercover jobs for secret missions but once he had to go undercover at a gala once and was confused on why Bruce Wayne was there as it wasn't really a gala he would go for and he ended up getting in the way of y/n's mission and let's say y/n doesn't like Bruce for a while as the guy who y/n needed to track down was able to escape for a bit. Plus detective y/n drinks some champagne but doesn't really like the taste of it but still drinks it at galas if he can cause.
But some angst on him is that he had a lover a long time ago but when y/n was to propose to them, they were killed so detective y/n is scared to love someone as even though they loved them. He knows he should move on but he is scared that the hole in his heart would be torn more as he wants to feel love again but is just scared that he isn't ready for that rollercoaster again. But he also feeds stray cats outside of his work and got a stray cat who lives at the station named bandit (Gordon let's y/n keep bandit around also the station really likes bandit) plus y/n also keeps the ring he wanted to propose with, in his pocket and sometimes fiddles with it thinking of what he could have done to prevent that day even if the whole situation was out of his control.
As I said in another post about detective y/n, he does have a lot of scars on his body but none on his face or neck as most of them are on his arms and back due his job back at the city he use to work at and still now in Gotham causes him to get some scars but he doesn't tell anyone because he doesn't like people worrying about him. He also has a interest in making poems sometimes as he made a lot about his ex lover. Many of them now sealed away in his desk drawer in his office as he sometimes reads them seeing the small doodles his lover made on the paper he poured his heart out in for them. Tracing his thumb over the small hearts near the parts that his lover liked (which was all of it) and sometimes they would make one for him and he will forever keep them with him but looking at them has him imagine 'if they were still here. Would we have lived our dream life together like we promised?'
He is sometimes scared by the bat family. He is friends with Tim, Jason and dick but is still scared of Damian sometimes cause like he doesn't want his arm to be dislocated again by the little kid with the strength of Hercules. He does like Alfred as he reminds him of his uncle Gordon when he tried to be serious. Plus as I said detective y/n sometimes has to get rides from the heros because sometimes his car is damaged by the fights heros get with villains so y/n has had awkward silent car rides with Batman as y/n is scared to ask anything to Batman as Batman isn't a big conversationalist is what y/n heard.
(anyways guys hope you liked this yap session. Happy late Christmas or happy holidays. Please drink water and stay healthy and if you guys like this you can request more but that's all.)

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hey babe- I sucks so much that your sick and stressed. Maybe some soft Jason HCs will help. - Jason will highlight and annotate lines or passages in his book that remind him of you. He will say them to you late at night when both of you are tucked away in bed to make it seem like he made it up himself. You know he's lying since you have read all of his books but you indulge him. That adorable proud smirk on his face is too kissable not too. - Both of you have scheduled reading dates once a month where you'll spend most of the day just reading on the couch. Your head in his lap or his head in yours. You spend supper that night talking about your separate books. - He loves it when you slightly tug on his hair or gently scratch his skin (non-sexually). It's like a reminder to him that he didn't make you up and that he can still feel you so closely. He's dead asleep as soon as his head connects with your chest and your hands tangle in his thick black hair. He'll smile and giggle like a little kid as you kiss the white tuft of hair tangled over his forehead. - If your a hero/vigilante yourself, he coordinates his patrol times so that you'll start patrol together. He only takes his mask off during patrol time when he's with you on a secluded roof-top or warehouse. The first thing he always asks is 'you ok hun? anything happen?' - After patrol, he's always antsy to pamper you first. He helps you out of ur uniform, sweeping you up into his arms to be placed in the bath. The warm water, scented at your request, settles your nerves, the tension leaving your muscles as Jason starts washing down your shoulders and chest. He settles behind you, your body trapped against his. His legs on either side of you and his thick arms holding you tightly against his chest. His chin usually rests on the top of your head as you ramble about your evening. He'll press soft sweet kisses under your ear and along the curve of your neck, making you giggle. - He'll help you step out of the bath and wrap you tightly in a towel, giving you one of his shirts to change into as he finds his sweatpants. You fall asleep on top of him, nestling into the safety of his arms. Both of you are cozy and extremely sappy. But it's just a fraction of the love that he pours into you and your relationship. Jason falls asleep smiling, knowing that he has the most important person in his life wrapped up and safe tangled in his arms.
You donât understand, this genuinely just made my whole day, week even!! Thank you!!! These are the sweetest headcanons ever, I would die for soft Jason. I had the stupidest grin on my face reading the first one, heâs such a loser, but in the best way possible. And because of that, Iâd also like to add on to that oneâŚ!
You know when a song comes on that you know really well and you just canât help but sing along? I think there would be a time in your relationship where heâd recite you a verse from his favourite poem, acting all high and mighty like this is his own work. Youâll look at him with a small smile on your face, trying to hold yourself back from reciting along with him, but you canât help it!! Once you start, heâll stop and get this really cute, sheepish smile, knowing that heâs been caught.
Youâll both let out a giggle and to tease him further, youâll tell him heâs an amazing writer and that youâre a big fan of his works. This will end in one of two ways, heâll tackle you and smother you with kisses or heâll tickle you until youâre both a laughing mess. Either way, this doesnât stop him from reading out his favourite lines to you and pretending like theyâre his own.
The scheduled reading dates one also has me on such a chokehold. I want to be bundled up in a cosy sweater with big blanket and have him lay his head on my lap, while I play with his hair and read to him (I suck at reading out loud, heâd probably make fun of me LMAO).
I also want him to tell me about the books heâs reading, his eyes wide, full of life and beaming with passion.
This is when he looks the prettiest. Heâs so excited, heâs waving his hands around gesturing to things, pacing around the room, trying to explain this crucial point in his story to you. You canât help but stare at him in awe, heâs just so so pretty like this.
#gn!reader#jason todd#red hood#jason todd imagine#red hood imagine#jason todd x reader#red hood x reader#jason todd headcanon#red hood headcanon#batfam
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Let's build Jason a bookshelf !
Pride and Prejudice - homeboy is an Austen fan canonically, we need at least this one.
Hamlet -do I need to say more? Do I?
Water for the elephants: He won't admit it, but the book reminds him of Dick, and he reads it any time he misses him. It's angsty enough to maintain a front while actually being a romance with a satisfying ending.
The Outsiders: It's not just that the story is relatable and really well written; it's the themes of loyalty, grief and heroism, and the imagery and hopefulness shining through, and it's the way Johnny reminds him of Roy and sometimes, after Roy's death, he will close his eyes and picture the two of them together in an abandoned church, in that quiet space safe from the war raging outside, reading Gone With the Wind while Roy provides uncharitable commentary about the characters' decisions.
Under The Whispering Door (TJ Klune): This one was gifted to him by Tim because "the main character is an asshole ghost, I thought you might relate." Of course, these idiots could talk to eachother about emotions and go to therapy, but why do that when you can bait your brother into reading a story that will help him process a bit of his relationship with his own death and the family? The worst part is, it worked great, and Jason is so upset that it became one of his favourite books. (The part about the stages of grief is scientifically inaccurate, though. He would know.)
A compilation of TS Eliot's works: Maybe it's because I'm a big fan of TS Eliot and Jason, but every time I reread one of his poems, I think about Jason and I'm sad. The Hollow Men, in particular about the fallen soldiers from WWI, hits so hard as a Jason poem, especially when you consider he lived through the explosion but died of smoke inhalation.
Flowers for Algernon: After losing Bizarro, Jason rereads it often, sitting on rooftops, every time the sky is bright enough to see the stars. He reads it out loud, and the words burn his tongue and taste bitter every time every time, but he likes to pretend his friend is listening, and feels a little less alone.
The Oresteia: This one belongs to the list Jason has read many times and should probably read less, because he projects the tragedy onto his real life and it's a bad influence that comforts him in the idea that he was doomed from the start and might as well burn the remains of the bridges with his family. Good luck trying to pry it out of his hands though! He also loves the idea of being seen at his worst, in the midst of all his hopelessness, and being loved anyway, cradled with unwavering devotion.
Frankenstein : He's a huge Mary Shelley fan, both as a person and a writer. As for Hamlet and the Oresteia, he definitely projects maybe a little too much of some of the characters, but hey, not everybody can brag that they relate to the Creature on such a visceral level.
What else would you guys add?
#jason todd analysis#Jason Todd#jason todd is a nerd#red hood#red hood and the outlaws#red hood/arsenal#roy harper#bizarro#arsenal#batfam#batfamily#the outsiders#the oresteia#Frankenstein#flowers for algernon#ts eliot#under the whispering door#red hood and arsenal#batman and robin#jason todd#Jason's bookshelf
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Could you do Jason Grace dating HCs? He would be such a good boyfriend
Fem! Jason Dating HCs
࣪đ¤.á note -> *SHE would be such a good *GIRLFRIEND.
࣪đ¤.á warnings -> none.
࣪đ¤.á content includes -> fluff, kissing, cuddling, dates, clingy, poor girl is touch starved, reader admiring her muscles (ËśËâ¤ËËś).
ŰŤ ęŁŕ§ Jason is a very kind, thoughtful and gentle girlfriend. She always makes sure that you are comfortable and secure in the relationship. Jason does not want you to think that she doesnât love you so she makes sure to remind you how much she loves you every day.
ŰŤ ęŁŕ§ She is incredibly touch starved. The poor girl just canât help but always want to be around you and touch you. Jason loves when you hold her while cuddling or when you play with her hair while her head lays in your lap, but sheâs too embarrassed to ask so she would only nervously hint at it until you realize what she wants.
ŰŤ ęŁŕ§ Jason loves touching you. No matter if sheâs just holding your hand, your pinkies linked, resting her forehead against yours or having her arm around your waist it doesnât matter as long as she gets to be close to you. Sometimes Jason just seems like a cute love-struck puppy when it comes to you.
ŰŤ ęŁŕ§ Her favorite places for kissing you are your hands and forehead. Jason doesnât know why she loves kissing you there, but she loves it. She would kiss your forehead all the time, and Jason loves to bring your hand to her lips and press a kiss to your knuckles, all while looking at you like youâre her everything.
ŰŤ ęŁŕ§ You are obsessed with Jasons arms, and let's be honest who wouldnât be? She is quite muscular and the way they look when she rolls up her sleeve or when she flexes her body makes you almost faint. And donât get me started when sheâs all sweaty from training.
ŰŤ ęŁŕ§ She is such a gentle woman. Jason would always hold the door for you, helping you in your seat, giving you her jacket when you get cold without hesitation, would carry your bags, etc. Hell, she would even carry you around like a bride if youâre too tired to walk or if you had injured yourself. She wonât ever complain.
ŰŤ ęŁŕ§ Jason loves planning your dates. She makes sure to always think through what the perfect date would be for the two of you and would take into consideration what both of you like and dislike. More often than not the two of you would have a picnic date, but always in a different location.
ŰŤ ęŁŕ§ She is the type to date for marriage, and Jason undoubtedly is already thinking about marrying you and having a whole life with you. I like to think that she would keep a special notebook filled with thoughts about your life together, where you would like, if you would have kids, etc. Jason makes sure to hide it well so you would never see it.
ŰŤ ęŁŕ§ Jason would compliment you all the time and she loves bringing you flowers she found or got from the Demeter cabin, itâs just her way of showing you love. Also expect many notes and poems from her on all of your things, some even ending up in your cabin! Your siblings definitely tease you for it.
ŰŤ ęŁŕ§ She loves cuddling with you at the end of each day. Jason doesnât care if youâre the big spoon or if she is (though she loves being held by you), as long as sheâs able to hold you at the end of the day, falling asleep with you in each other's arms, she feels like she could do anything.
#jason#jason x reader#jason grace#jason grace x reader#hoo#hoo x reader#the heroes of olympus x reader#heroes of olympus x reader#the heroes of olympus#heroes of olympus#wlw#sapphic
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đľ guess who finished the argonautica by apollonius of rhoooodes đľ
the peter green translation served me well and i enjoyed the sizable commentary section, although it probably influenced my interpretation more than i'd like for a first read (green is VERY opinionated and also hilariously bitchy about scholars he disagrees with. the first time i've read such a sarcastic translator's commentary!)
BUT ANYWAY THE EPIC ITSELF:
iiiii have never felt this much anxiety reading an epic before?? there's an ambiguity and sense of danger in this poem's events that aren't necessarily WORSE than in other epics, but there's a feeling that i can't... actually trust the heroes involved. the argonauts are rowdy and reactive, and jason is NOT able to take charge of them -- he shrinks away and goes silent whenever his leader position is called into question. the mob rules, whoever shouts the loudest (often telamon!) in any given situation gets to decide, no thought of consequences.
or maybe reading about a main character who wants to do great things but suffers from debilitating conflict avoidance is a little too real. agh.
(and it's not like the thebaid! you can't trust the heroes in the thebaid either but their hubris and egos makes them PREDICTABLE. there's something unnervingly ambiguous and potentially unsafe about jason and his argonauts, even though they never get up to anything truly horrible. in this version anyway)
jason is incredibly intriguing -- even at his most unlikeable. it's like he tripped and fell into a story he doesn't belong in, he's so awkwardly miscast as a great greek hero and can't live up to the poem's own hype. he's described as heroic at every turn even when he's not actually being heroic, like in an INCREDIBLE passage as he fights the dragon teeth warriors and he's said to "valiantly hide behind his shield". LOOK AT THAT PHRASE!! HE'S BRAVELY COWERING. incredible writing. apollonius is genuinely a master of subtle sarcasm throughout.
like it says a lot that there are MANY variations of the line "but Jason, eyes fixed on the ground, sat there speechless, unmoving, at a loss in this crisis". and baby there are a lot of crises in an epic...
also maiden-coded jason still makes me vibrate! his frequently downcast gaze, his shy passivity, how delicately his body is described, the way he is a sexual object to pursue instead of the pursuer, how unusually tactile he is... one of the most memorable parts to me is when he finally gets the golden fleece, and what does he do? he doesn't raise it above his head in triumph, he doesn't wrap it around himself like a glorious cape and stride to address his men. he disengages completely and, spellbound, pets it and caresses it and combs his fingers through it in almost erotic delight. just. immediate zoned-out personal gratification, we're hitting masturbation parallels, no other greek hero would DO that!
which also makes it interesting that they use the fleece as bedding for their wedding night. i wonder which one jason enjoys lying with most, medea or the fleece...?
yeah so when medea appeared suddenly allllll my affection for jason evaporated. i'm not one of those "yay medea butchering her children is girl power actually!!" girlies (that's five hundred times too reductive a way to engage with a greek tragedy for me), i was prepared for whatever kind of medea apollonius would give me, but WOW SHE IS SO INCREDIBLY SYMPATHETIC (and intentionally so, see how she isn't even the one to kill her brother in this), she is SO ill-treated here. it's SHE who undoubtedly is the gods' plaything in this, not jason!
like how HORRIBLE her experience of being obsessively in love is! (turns out getting shot by eros' arrow is a psychological and emotional NIGHTMARE!!) how painfully aware she is of her own irrationality, how intense her inner life is. at one point she thinks so much about jason all night that she self-induces a (shockingly realistically described) migraine! she loves him so much she wants to kill herself instead of feeling something so intense and unpleasant and overwhelming. JESUS CHRIST it's so evocative.
she torches her whole life, her own safety, her own family for jason, and all he can do (after a lot of pushing) is murmur vague promises. it's HEARTBREAKING the utter helplessness she accepts to live in for him. there is no safety net for her, no way to regain safety if things go wrong (and you are so painfully aware that things WILL go wrong)
generally the argonautica feels more closely related to the odyssey than any of the other epics i've read. not just all the sailing, but the centrality of magic, and of course visiting a lot of the same places -- including the court of alcinous and arete before they had nausicaa (and arete is already the one in charge!)
more moments i keep thinking about:
that first lovely glimpse of the inherent dysfunction of the expedition as the argonauts have gathered for the first time ready for departure, and jason delivers a speech like "men! now that *I*, jason son of aeson, have arranged MY glorious expedition so that *I* can find the glorious fleece and win MY kingdom back, who do we all figure should be captain? đ" and all the argonauts immediately start chanting "HE-RA-CLES! HE-RA-CLES! HE-RA-CLES!" it's so funny
heracles' role is generally so amazing, what contrast he offers! because HE IS the old-school hero who can do anything, fight any enemy, who has everyone's ear (if not respect -- he seems to be a LOT to handle, even for the other argonauts), who can LEAD. but they FORGET HIM ON AN ISLAND AND LEAVE HIM BEHIND, and now jason, tripped-and-fell-into-epic-heroism jason!, gotta be fully in charge and timidly face every obstacle himself.
i genuinely didn't know hylas getting abducted by the nymphs was from this myth! AND HE'S HERACLES' LOVER, actually the eromenos to heracles' erastes?? and heracles LOSES HIS SHIT TO AN ANIMALISTIC DEGREE at the loss of hylas. this is why none of the other guys brought along their boytoys, dude, this is a disaster.
i REALLY appreciated the introductory rollcall of EVERY argonaut (even if half of them were never mentioned by name again). i always wish we had something like that for odysseus' main crew in the odyssey. it's nice having that overview.
one of the most memorable glimpses into the lives of the gods i've read: eros and ganymede in the garden, playing knucklebones together under the shade of flowering trees and they're both so youthful and so inhumanly beautiful and the scene is so idyllic -- and then aphrodite stomps in and immediately snaps at her son "what are you grinning at, you unspeakable little horror?" she HATES that spoiled teen. it's zeus and ares all over again.
speaking of gods, that one time the argonauts make landfall, and in the distance they see apollo just walking across the land (each footstep thundering) and they're scared stiff and just wait until he's fully passed by... and then can finally get on with their business. no followup, no consequences, just a random incident to freak them out. it reads like an animal encounter, like they saw a huge bear on a hike, i'm obsessed.
i got jumpscared any time the text mentioned "the son of oineus". i'm like WHAT. TYDEUS?? but no, meleager's here, it's fine.
as i mentioned, jason is the one who murders absyrtus (although medea isn't uninvolved) but i'm particularly fascinated by how neutrally we're told about the rituals he performs to not be cursed for it. like there's our wondrous hero, cutting off his murder victim's hands and feet, lapping up the blood and spitting it in the corpse's mouth three times. all done, welp, time we were on our way!
circe can see at first glance that she and medea are related because they both have the sun god's golden eyes, i love that!. and THEN THEY SPEAK TO EACH OTHER IN COLCHIAN, WHICH JASON DOESN'T SPEAK. he's sitting right there and i love that he doesn't understand what these incredibly powerful women are talking about.
obsessed with how jason is described as "walking like the morning star" (bright, promising, bringing good fortune) on lemnos and is then likened to a star of destruction and woe as he's about to meet medea for the first time. aaaaa it's so good.
the argonauts being challenged to a boxing match, and I GUESSED CORRECTLY that they would choose polydeuces as their champion!! i am embarrassingly proud actually. i did not know there was a boxing match (to the DEATH) in the argonautica but i KNEW polydeuces was famous for his boxing.
also i love that when they get to the garden of the hesperides it's a WRECK because heracles was there THE DAY BEFORE!!!! what an incredible sense of time and place, only seeing the IMMEDIATE AFTERMATH of the labours of heracles.
it's so WEIRD when the argonauts get to libya and they're out of supplies so they all just immediately give up and cry and hug and lie down in the sand to die. until the local goddesses come like "JESUS ARE YOU FOR REAL WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU GIVING UP NOW. GET GOING FOR FUCK'S SAKE."
oh ancient texts, i will never get used to your incestuous dreams of good fortune (no it's GOOD that he cried with shame for passionately fucking his daughter in his dream, that's a very lucky dream to have apparently).
and then apollonius just signs off like "yeah i know they're not home yet but i promise nothing interesting happened after this point. THE END." like he's just NOT gonna touch whatever fuckery happens after, you wanted the argonauts well you GOT the argonauts.
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HELLO EVERYONE GUESS WHO'S BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (â˘Ě¤Ěáâ˘Ě¤Ěŕš) I've got another @pjo-equinox-solstice-exchange fic for you, this time for the darling @lavndvrr who asked for Valgrace, so OBVIOUSLY that's what I went with. We also got a wee lil bit of hurt/comfort in there for some spice. I hope you like it!
The title comes from Paul Laurence Dunbar's poem "Good-Night" because I am clinging to my title of Most Pretentious Bitch In This City with pride.
And with that, here is And ease thy soul with slumber bright.
Piper chewed her bottom lip while she studied him. Eventually, she spoke. âLeo⌠doesnât like sleeping.â âIâve gathered that much,â Jason confessed. âIs there any reason for that? Any way I can help?â âI dunno.â Piperâs gaze drifted over to where Leo was still sitting, enjoying the breeze Jason had called for him. âHe doesnât like being exposed. Thereâs not really anything you can do, other than wait for him to feel okay around you.â She hiked a challenging eyebrow at him. âYou willing to do that? You ready to wait?â For Leo? Anything. Jason shrugged. âYeah, of course.â *-*-* Leo's not sleeping, and Jason is concerned. Unfortunately, there's only one thing Jason can do to help, and that's to simply love him.
Jason would freely admit that he was more than a little concerned about Leo. Beyond the usual levels of âmother henningâ that Leo and Piper liked to accuse him of, that is. And it was all because heâd been in the middle of a really boring meeting, eyelids heavy, when he realized something unsettling.
Leo didnât sleep. Well, that wasnât quite true. He did sleep. Obviously he slept, even if he made it abundantly clear that he would give just about anything to avoid it. But he didnât do it often, always the first one on the ship awake in the morning and the last one up at night, and Jason could count on one hand the number of times heâd seen Leo asleep, and they were all during the quest to save Juno when theyâd been stuck together on the back of a giant metal dragon together with nowhere to hide. Since that realization, Jason hadnât been able to focus on anything but that, and now he was just sitting there staring at Leo with a crease across the middle of his forehead while Leo sat with his legs dangling over the side of the boat, tinkering with some complicated bits of bronze and wires.Â
âAre you, like, actually gonna talk to me, or should I go hang out with Hazel instead? She said she could teach me how to paint my nails without making a massive mess. Because as much as I hate painting my nails, it would be better than this.â
Jason blinked in shock and turned to see Piper looking at him with her eyebrows up near her hairline and a half-smirk on her lips. He chuckled softly and scratched the back of his neck. âSorry, I was, uh, distracted.â
âYou donât say.â She cocked her head to the side. âWhat are you thinking about?â
âLeo.â
âWell, you are breathing, so I had assumed that much.â
Jason felt his cheeks flame and he scowled at her. âShut up.â
Piper didnât look apologetic in the slightest. âSo, what, specifically, are you thinking about Leo?â
Jason sighed and let his eyes trail back over to Leo, who had put away his little project, and was now just staring out over the sea, the sun beaming down on his cheeks. Without thinking about it too hard, Jason called a tiny little breeze to blow over Leo, the wind gently tugging at his curls and making him smile in easy contentment. Jason shook his head and turned back to Piper. âYou roomed with Leo at Wilderness, right?â
Piperâs brow puckered, clearly not expecting the question. âUh, yeah. For, like, three months. Why?â
âDid you ever see him sleep?â
Immediately, Piper stiffened, and she bristled up defensively. It was a stance Jason was more than familiar with, seeing as both Piper and Leo fell into it the instant someone asked a question that touched a little too close to those sensitive parts of their pasts. Jason had learned by now that the best way to handle these moments was to just sit back and let them scowl at him suspiciously. He couldnât get his feelings hurt and push at them or try to desperately backtrack what he said, he just had to sit there and wait until their hackles went down and they approached him like a hesitant alley cat of their own volition.
As expected, Piperâs shoulders relaxed and her brow smoothed out and she instead went to chewing her bottom lip while she studied him. Eventually, she spoke. âLeo⌠doesnât like sleeping.â
âIâve gathered that much,â Jason confessed. âIs there any reason for that? Any way I can help?â
âI dunno.â Piperâs gaze drifted over to where Leo was still sitting, enjoying the breeze Jason had called for him. âHe doesnât like being exposed. Thereâs not really anything you can do, other than wait for him to feel okay around you.â She hiked a challenging eyebrow at him. âYou willing to do that? You ready to wait?â
For Leo? Anything. Jason shrugged. âYeah, of course.â
âYou sure?â Piper asked. âIt took, like, two months for him to get comfortable with me and we literally lived together.â
That was a startling revelation. The idea that there had ever been a point in history when Leo didnât implicitly trust Piper was almost ridiculous. Still, he just shrugged in easy acceptance again. âYeah, sure. He can take however long he needs. Iâm not going anywhere.â
Piper gave him a beaming smile, and Jason knew heâd said the right thing. âYou really arenât, are you?â
Jason quirked his mouth up in a smile, and let his gaze settle comfortably on Leo again. This time, though, Leo glanced over, his eyes bright and his lips curled up lazily. Jason gave a little tiny wave and Leo tipped his head back with a laugh that Jason couldnât hear, but still made his heart thump heavily in his chest.Â
Yeah, Iâm not going anywhere.
*-*-*
After that conversation, Jason had somewhat forgotten his observation. Piper had told him to wait for Leo to come to him, and he was more than willing to do just that. He knew without a shadow of a doubt that Leo would eventually turn around and see Jason standing there with arms outstretched and allow himself to be wrapped up and squeezed tight. Metaphorically, that is. Literally, Leo was already more than comfortable with Jasonâs proclivity for physical contact and his love of proximity, which Jason was glad for. If he hadnât been allowed to fold his favorite people tight to his chest and give them gentle headbuts and rub their cheeks together, heâs pretty sure he would have started ripping his hair out.Â
Piper didnât exactly love all of Jasonâs physical affection. She was happy to receive hugs and sheâd hold his hand or press kisses to his cheeks, but she liked to keep it brief. She didnât like being tangled up and held in place so Jason could show her just how much he appreciated her existence, and that was just fine with him. She still gave him those blinding smiles and spoke to him in that kind tone and would sit in silence at his side for hours at a time. Jason knew Piper loved him, she just needed room to breathe while she loved him.
Leo was an entirely different story, though. For as much as Jason wanted to tuck Leo into that little spot behind his ribs and beside his heart where he knew Leo would be safe forever, Leo seemed just as eager to crawl right under Jasonâs skin and live there. There wasnât a moment where Jason and Leo were relaxing together when Leo wasnât all but plastering himself to Jasonâs side. Not that Jason made it all that easy for him to do anything else, seeing as he was immediately reaching for Leo with grabby hands the moment heâd made himself comfortable on the couch. Piper liked to laugh at them, but Leo would always scoff and accuse her of jealousy from the comfort of his and Jasonâs cuddle pile.
They were in the middle of one of those cuddle sessions when Jason was forcibly reminded of his conversation with Piper. The whole crew was piled up in the living room, having a Percy-mandated movie night. Annabeth had pulled the short straw (Jason wasnât about to accuse anyone of cheating, but he highly suspected it) and sheâd chosen Wizard of Oz of all things. Percy had gone completely red and bashful at her choice, which Jason didnât understand until Piper leaned in with a conspiratorial whisper and told him and Leo that Wizard of Oz was the first movie Annabeth had ever seen, and it was a movie Percy had watched with her. Leo had snickered, but Jason confessed he found the gesture very sweet and more than a little romantic. Leo accused him of being a sap, his gaze soft and his smile fond.
Unfortunately, for as romantic a gesture as the choice was, the movie itself wasnât exactly entertaining. Percy and Annabeth were obviously enthralled, and Hazel was still fascinated with any and all color film, but Frank was zoned out and playing with a Chinese finger trap, and Piper was actively snoring from her place on the floor in front of Jason and Leo.Â
Beside him, Jason heard Leo huff and felt him burrow even closer to Jasonâs side. He smiled softly and tugged Leo impossibly closer. âTired?â
âBored,â Leo corrected. He shifted around until he could grumpily squish his cheek up against Jasonâs chest. âThis movie is a snooze fest. Canât believe this is how Percy introduced Annabeth to cinema. I can hardly keep my eyes open.â
Jason chuckled and rested his chin in Leoâs dark curls. âDonât worry about it. If you do fall asleep, Iâll wake you up, if you want.â
Leo went stiff as a board, and Jason cursed himself, furious that heâd gone and drawn attention to the matter. Still, he deliberately kept his breathing slow and even, like he hadnât said anything at all. Leo didnât speak, but his fingers were tapping out Morse code messages on Jasonâs chest so fast a professional decoder would have trouble keeping up, and Jason was half-certain Leo was going to hop to his feet and flee.Â
Yet he remained still.Â
âYouâll wake me up?â Leo asked softly.Â
âOf course,â Jason promised without a secondâs hesitation. âIâll keep an eye out, make sure nothing interesting happens.â
Leo chuckled and settled back against Jasonâs chest. âIâll hold you to that, Superman.â
Leo never did fall asleep for the rest of the movie, or even the one they put on after. But he remained at Jasonâs side, and his breathing was slow and even and his eyes drooped heavily. A sharp tension that Jason had never noticed before was suddenly absent from Leoâs shoulders, and Jason realized that for the first time ever, Leo was completely and totally relaxed. Leo wasnât asleep, they hadnât gotten there yet, but this felt important.Â
Jason couldnât help but press his giddy smile into Leoâs curls. Take as long as you need. Iâll be here.Â
*-*-*
Jason was on night watch the next time he thought about Leoâs sleep issues. In all honesty, he liked the night watch, especially when the Argo II Â was in the air, rather than the water. He liked prowling around the deck, empty other than himself, and getting lost in tracking the way the air flowed around the ship, keeping it aloft with a breathtaking combination of engineering and magic. Leoâs work in bringing the ship to life from nothing but a twelve-year-old crayon drawing had always impressed Jason, but there was something about getting to actually feel the way Leoâs work cut through his element that left him near breathless in wonder.Â
Plus, if he was on the night watch, that meant none of his crew members were, and there was a little part of his brain that insisted he take care of them that he couldnât ignore. If he was on night watch, that meant that all of his friends were safe and asleep in their beds, resting easy with the knowledge that Jason was awake to protect them.
Well, most of his friends were asleep.
âLeo?â Jason called softly. âWhat are you doing up here?â
Leo jerked upright with a sharp gasp, and he whipped his head around, eyes wide. When he saw that it was Jason looking at him, he sagged in relief and let his eyes slide back shut. âHey, Jason.â
âThat doesnât answer my question,â Jason accused, keeping his tone gentle. He lightly stepped into the crowâs nest from where heâd been flying moments before, and took a seat at Leoâs side. He snaked his arm around Leoâs waist and tried not to feel too pleased when Leo slumped into his side and thunked his head down on Jasonâs shoulder. âWhat are you doing up here?â
Instead of answering, Leo fiddled with the hem of Jasonâs shirt for a moment. âWhat are you doing up here?â
âFeeling the air flow,â Jason answered easily. âI can sense it when Iâm grounded, but itâs easier up here. If I focus, I can almost see the air currents and the wind moving around the ship.â
âHuh,â Leo said softly. âThatâs neat.â
âIt is,â Jason confirmed. He smiled over at Leo then. âI know Iâve said it before, but you really did a good job making this thing, Leo.â
Leo shrugged half-heartedly. âItâs not that great. Besides, itâs not like I built it by myself.â
Jason was shaking his head before Leo could even finish speaking. âNo, itâs more than that. This ship is yours. Even if other people helped build it, youâre the one who made it, and everyone except you would agree. And it really is that great. I told you I was feeling the air, right? Do you know why I like doing that?â
âI figured it was some Sky Boy thing.â
âItâs not.â Jason closed his eyes and smiled softly, losing himself in the airflow again. âI like it because it lets me feel the ship in a way no one else can. I can feel the way you made it all work. I can feel the way the engine manipulates the air, I can feel the magic that it uses.â He chuckled quietly. âItâs all very Leo.â
âThatâs, umââ Jason heard Leo swallow heavily. âThatâs neat.â
âItâs amazing,â Jason corrected. âThe work you did is amazing, Leo. Youâre amazing.â He opened his eyes to see that Leo was already staring at him, cheeks vermilion, and he smiled. âThis ship? Itâs beautiful, Leo.â
âI-â Leo cut himself off with a choked noise and tucked his face into Jasonâs shoulder. âThanks.â
Jason huffed out a quiet laugh and pinched out a few of the tiny flames that had sparked to life in Leoâs curls. âYouâre welcome. I mean every word.â
Leo swallowed heavily enough for Jason to hear again. âI know you do.â
Jason hummed, content with Leoâs response and started combing his fingers through Leoâs hair. He curled each lock around his finger before pulling it taught and releasing it to watch it bounce back in place. Every now and then another little fire would spark to life, but heâd smother it just as quickly as it formed, delighting in the way the flame would dance over his fingers for just a moment.
Then, Leo broke the silence. âDo you still wanna know why Iâm up here?â
Jason hummed softly, considering. âIf you wanna tell me, yeah. If not, Iâll live with not knowing.â
âOkay.â Leo was back to tugging on Jasonâs shirt hem, picking at the loose threads with his bitten-off fingernails. Jason said nothing, and just waited until Leo cleared his throat. âI, um, had a nightmare.â
Jasonâs attention immediately piqued and he frowned. He wanted to ask so many questions. Was it a nightmare about the quest? Was it a message from a god? Or was it a nightmare not related to any demigod stuff at all? Was he dreaming about his past, or was it a classic teenage nightmare like showing up to school in his underwear? Did he want to talk about it? Was there anything Jason could do to help? Would he be content to sit back and let Jason fix everything that was wrong in his life or would that be too much to ask?Â
Instead of any of that, he just nodded in sympathy. âSo you come up to the crowâs nest after nightmares? Canât sleep?â
âDonât want to, more like,â Leo muttered. âI justâ I hate that moment when you wake up, you know? That moment when youâre not in the dream any more, but you realize that youâre still in danger because you were just asleep. Makes me sick. So I come up here to get as far away from everyone as possible.â
Jason didnât understand that feeling. Not fully, at least, but he doubted Leo expected him to. So, he just hummed softly. âI get it, man. You want some company, or do you wanna be alone?â
Leoâs fingers fisted in Jasonâs shirt like he was worried Jason would leave, but his tone was light and teasing when he said, âYou know Iâll never say no to your company, Superman.â
âAlright then,â Jason agreed easily, feeling like his chest was going to burst from pride. âYouâve got it for as long as you want it.â
They fell into silence after that, neither of them speaking a word until the sun rose up over the horizon and Piper called them down for breakfast. Leo just stayed curled up next to Jason, playing with his shirt hem and tracing patterns on his chest and tapping out messages Jason had no hope of deciphering. He didnât sleep, but he did rest, and Jason was more than content to keep watch over him as he did so.Â
*-*-*
Jason hadnât been sleeping well. Not since Percy and Annabethâ Not since Rome. Every night he laid in bed, perfectly still like heâd been called to attention, and with a few practiced deep breaths, he was asleep, just like heâd been trained. But it didnât matter. It didnât matter how many hours of sleep he got, he woke up the next morning just as exhausted as he had when heâd gone to bed. Every day he woke up and gritted his teeth through whatever the gods threw their way, before collapsing into bed and falling asleep so he could do it all again the next day.
But that wasnât happening tonight. For some reason, Jason couldnât sleep. Heâd done everything he knew how to do, but there was something keeping him awake. Something gnawing at his consciousness that told him he couldnât sleep. Something that said he had to stay awake. That there was something he needed to do.Â
He growled softly and threw himself out of bed, storming (almost literally) down the silent halls. Coach hadnât been enforcing the curfew recently, and even if he tried, Jason wasnât in the mood to listen. He was at the end of his rope. He needed to get rid of this energy. He needed to find one of the training dummies and slash and hack at the thing until it was nothing but a sad pile of straw and Camp Half-Blood t-shirt. He needed toâ
He froze suddenly, all the tension and aggression draining from his body in an instant.Â
He wasnât quite sure how heâd gotten there, but he realized he was outside of the engine room door, and he heard something that he couldnât ignore. It wasnât the sound of tears, but it was careful, even breathing, each inhale and exhale counted and measured out. It wasnât the sound of tears, but instead the sound of fragile refusal of them. Considering where he was, there was only one person who could be on the other side of that door.Â
Jason crept into the engine room, and as expected, Leo was there. He had his back to the door, his forehead pressed to the superheated metal of the main boiler, and he was breathing deeply, counting softly in Spanish with every breath. His hands were clenched in tight fists on either side of his face, and Jason could see the way he was visibly trembling from head to toe. Jason bit his lower lip for a moment before he called out in a hushed whisper, âLeo?â
Leo gave a full-body flinch and spun on his heel, eyes bright with fury. âWhat the heck, Jason?â he snapped. He roughly scrubbed one of his hands over his face to get rid of his scowl. âDonât you know not to scare stressed-out demigods? Very good way to get skewered.â
âYou donât carry a weapon.â
âCharbroiled, then.â
Jason didnât respond, he just furrowed his brow in concern. âAre you okay?â
Leo gave him a look. âJust peachy, dude.â
Jason sucked his teeth for a moment before he spoke. âI know Nicoâs been spending a lot of time in the crowâs nest. Is this where youâve started going after nightmares?â
Leo snorted derisively. âNo nightmares here. In fact, Iâm the least likely person on this ship to get nightmares.â When Jason made a questioning noise, he got a rueful grin in response. âYou gotta sleep to have nightmares.â
Jasonâs brow furrowed, and he swallowed around a lump in his throat. He looked at Leo a little closer and realized that the ever-present bags under his eyes were even darker and puffier than usual. âIâm a little scared to ask, but when was the last time you slept?â
Leo shrugged casually. âRome.â
âLeo,â Jason breathed. He felt sick. âLeo, that was almost two weeks ago. How are you even still alive?â
âSo long as I have a project to work on, I physically donât need sleep,â Leo explained like he was walking Jason through another simple math problem. âItâs a gift from dear old dad.â
Jason squeezed his eyes shut and took in a few deep breaths to calm himself. He wasnât sure if he wanted to shout or cry, but he knew both would only make things worse. âWhy?â
âHm? Oh, I dunno. I guess since heâs the god of making stuff we get, like, super hyperfocus. I bet you the Athena kids canââ
âNo. I mean, why are you doing this?â
Leoâs teeth clicked shut and he looked away from Jason. âSomeoneâs gotta keep this ship running.â
âYou didnât have to do this before.â
âThings are different now.â
Jason clenched his fists at his sides. âLeo, you need sleep.â
âDonât you get it? I canât,â Leo snapped, his fury from before returning. âI canât sleep, Jason! I can try all I want and Iâm never going to! Itâs just never going to happen! At least this way Iâm not being useless! I told you, I donât need sleep.â
âYou said you donât physically need sleep,â Jason corrected. âSleep is more than just physical. Everybody needs sleep to function. Good sleep.â
âI bet Percy and Annabeth are getting some really good sleep down in Tartarus.â
The air went tense between them and Jason couldnât breathe. âIs that what this is about?â
Leo jerked his head away again. âNo.â
âLiar,â Jason accused immediately. He stepped forward and gently took one of Leoâs hands in both his own. âDo you⌠Do you think you donât deserve sleep? Because of that?â
Leo still wouldnât meet his eye, but his hand twitched in Jasonâs hold until he had his fingers wrapped around Jasonâs pinky and he squeezed. âIâ No, thatâs ridiculous. I just wanna make sure the ship stays in one piece so we can rescue them. Thatâs all.â
Jason ignored him and stepped closer, staring at Leoâs face as hard as he could to make his point clear. âIt wasnât your fault, Leo.â
Leo squeezed his eyes shut. âYes, it was.â
âIt wasnât,â Jason insisted. âI donât care what you say. Youâve told me about the cookie already. You did that to save Frank and Hazel. Percy and Annabeth wasnât your fault any more than it was mine or Piperâs or Nicoâs or anyoneâs. If it had anything to do with that fortune cookie, then it would be Nemesis's fault. Not yours, Leo. Never yours.â
Leo was shaking like a leaf in winter now, and when he looked up at Jason his eyes were wet with tears. âJace?â
âYeah?â
âIâm tired.â
Jason felt his heart shatter right into a million pieces. He dropped Leoâs hand, but only so he could hold open his arms in invitation. âThen sleep, Leo.â Leo stumbled forward the few steps between them before he crumpled into Jasonâs chest with a sob. Jason squeezed his eyes shut and wrapped Leo up in a hug so tight it made his shoulders ache. He slowly lowered them both to the ground until he was leaning against a wall, and Leo was curled up against his chest in his lap. He pressed his trembling lips to Leoâs forehead. âJust sleep, Leo. Iâll take care of you.â
It took a long time for Leoâs tears to run dry, but eventually they did and his gut-wrenching sobs trailed off into the softest, gentlest snores Jason had ever heard in his life. Jason didnât sleep at all that night. He stayed awake, arms wrapped securely around Leo and eyes boring holes in the door, daring anyone to come in and disturb the fragile peace that had fallen between them. Jason didnât sleep that night, but Leo did, and that was all that mattered.Â
*-*-*
Jason groaned as he shuffled down the hall, trying desperately to stretch out the ache in his back. Heâd slept a little funny the night before, which meant, of course, that his whole body was going to be in pain all day. He once again found himself cursing sixteen-year-old Jason for doing, well, everything that heâd done, leaving thirty-year-old Jason to deal with the mess. Sixteen-year-old Jason may have been the one getting attacked by monsters and nearly dying on a bi-weekly basis, but thirty-year-old Jason was the one with a job, a caffeine addiction, and semi-chronic back pain, so who really had it worse, hmm?Â
But for as much as some parts of getting older sucked, Jason couldnât, and more importantly wouldnât, say he hated it. He loved getting older, and he was keenly looking forward to every ache and pain and discomfort that came with getting to live the years ahead of him. Getting older meant sorting through junk mail and paying bills and long, frustrating phone calls with his internet service provider, but it also meant home. It meant deep breaths, knowing he was allowed to just be. It meant a house heâd helped pick out and a mattress that needed to be replaced after years of use and a coffee pot given to him for his birthday that was too fancy for him to properly use but still made a fantastic pot every morning. It meant knowing he was safe and happy and loved and that nothing was going to change that.Â
It also meant a much more rigorous shaving routine, he thought to himself, scratching at the prickly fuzz on his cheek. Heâd have to go to the bathroom and shave as soon as his coffee got started, otherwise he wasnât going to get kissed.
He was suddenly interrupted by a very sharp nose being pressed hard in between his shoulder blades and thin arms being wrapped around his waist. He chuckled softly and squeezed the hands laced in front of him. âGood morning, Leo.â
âI was sleeping,â Leo complained in his sleep-thick slur, pressing even closer to Jasonâs back like he was trying to fuse with his spine. âWoke me up.â
âI did not,â Jason protested. âI was very careful. You stayed asleep the whole time I was getting out of bed. How is this my fault?â
âYou left,â Leo said simply. Jason turned around in Leoâs arms and Leo thumped his cheek down on Jasonâs chest to scowl up at him. His hair was a mussed up mess, and his eyes were puffy and a little crusty with sleep, and his face was all smooshed up and covered in crease marks from their sheets, and his brow was furrowed in a furious pout.Â
He was the single most beautiful thing Jason had ever seen.
âIâm sorry I left you,â Jason teased, stooping over to press their foreheads together. âI promise I was planning on coming back.â
âYou better,â Leo mumbled. Jason leaned forward just a bit more to press their lips together and Leo let out a soft sigh of contentment. Then he lifted his hands to cup Jasonâs cheeks like he always did, and he suddenly recoiled, flapping his hands around like heâd stuck them in something disgusting. âBleh! Gross! Go shave your face!â
Jason laughed before he used his hold on Leoâs waist to drag him closer, and he started rubbing his hairy jaw all over Leoâs neck, just to hear him squeal. Once Leo resorted to smacking, Jason relented and just pressed their foreheads together again with a grin, delighting in the blotchy red beard-burn that was already starting to form. âI love you.â
 âYeah, well, I actually hate you,â Leo informed him with a huff. To prove his point, he pressed a kiss to the tip of Jasonâs nose. âNow, come on. I wanna go back to sleep.â
âOh?â Jasonâs eyebrows flew up near his hairline. âAm I allowed back in your bed? I thought you hated me.â
âIâve decided that I love sleep more than I hate you,â Leo informed him.Â
âAnd you canât sleep without me?â
âDuh. Donât ask stupid questions.â
Jason chuckled softly, love blooming bright and warm in his chest. He pressed a kiss to Leoâs forehead, ignoring Leoâs gagging at the feel of his stubble. âOkay, Iâll be there. For as long as you want me, yeah?â
Leo grinned then and hugged Jason, eyes shining as he looked up at him. âGet ready for a very long day in bed then, Mr. Valdez.â
âI think I can live with that,â Jason smiled back, running his fingers through Leoâs curls. âYou go back to bed and Iâll be there as soon as I get my coffee.â
âUgh! Fine!â Leo groaned like the most put-upon man on Earth as he slumped out of the kitchen. When he was out of sight, he shouted down the hall, âAnd get that gross stuff off your face before you come back!â
Jason laughed then, loud and bright and filling the home heâd made with Leo. Still, he dutifully made his way to the bathroom to shave, though he did deliberately miss a tiny little patch under his jaw for Leo to pet and complain about later. Then he filled up his biggest coffee thermos, knowing he wouldnât be given permission to leave the bed for several hours, and made his way to the bedroom, where he was welcomed in with lazy smiles and jaw-cracking yawns and luxurious, cat-like stretches.Â
As always, Leo curled right up against Jasonâs chest with a contented sigh. He didnât fall asleep immediately, but he did completely melt, fiddling with the buttons on Jasonâs shirt and tapping out I love you on Jasonâs chest, which he returned each time with a kiss to Leoâs hair. But then he did fall asleep, right there in Jasonâs arms, pressed right to Jasonâs heart. In his sleep, he snored, the sound loud and grating like a chainsaw in need of a tune-up, and he drooled, and his face twisted up in weird expressions, and he managed to pin Jasonâs arm in a way that kept him from drinking his coffee and almost immediately made it go numb.Â
And he was beautiful.Â
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You may know singer Jason Mrazâs songs âThe Remedy (I Won't Worry),â âIâm Yours,â âLuckyâ with Colbie Cailat, and âI Wonât Give Up.â What you may not know is Mraz is bisexual.
In June 2018, at the age of 40, Mraz penned a "love letter" to the LGBT community, as part of a Billboard feature during Pride month and a line in the poem said, "I am bi your side. All ways." He also shared that he had sexual experiences with men
During a recent podcast appearance, Jason explained why he didnât come out earlier. âIn the â90s, being gay was like [the] punchline of a joke, and I didnât want to be the punchline of a joke.â Mraz said âI was very shy and and scared of what my family would say, or what my hometown would think or just whatever.â
Mraz says that while he was a âlate bloomer,â he feels âlike my life is just starting.â âI love where I am and I feel so much love for myself finally that can only enhance the next relationship,â he said, âwhen I find one.â
#it's never too late to come out#coming out and accepting yourself is a way to love yourself#jason mraz#bisexual
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Drew Tanaka from Percy Jackson and the Olympians

Reasoning: "Sheâs a mean girl and mean girls are always lesbians as we are all aware. I donât think she actually liked Jason rather she just wanted to make Piper jealous, or thought that having a boyfriend would make her look cool. I also think that her being a lesbian could give her more much-needed depth and complexity beyond just being an archetypical mean girl. Perhaps sheâs mean because she feels very insecure about herself and is struggling with internalized lesbophobia(being a closeted lesbian and all) and feels the need to appear straight. Perhaps she has a harsh and strict father who is deeply conservative and would disapprove of her being gay, if not having openly done so already(I got this from a Reddit post trying to expand upon Drew, ofc). Or perhaps she fears becoming less popular when others find out that she is gay and not the perfect ideal straight girl that they had hoped she would be(Little Miss Perfect intensifies). Also she is the daughter of Aphrodite and it would be cool to have a daughter of Aphrodite who is a lesbian since she is the goddess of love, so whoâs to say that she wouldnât accept lesbian love? Especially since in the real Ancient Greece Sappho was devoted to Aphrodite and even wrote a poem that Iâm sure we all know by now, saying that slender Aphrodite has overcome her with longing for a girl. Considering this it would make a lot of sense for Drew to be a lesbian, and would also do a good job of showing that lesbian love is as beautiful and valid as any other love. And it could also be used to give Drew the character development and redemption arc that she was miserably deprived of in canon. Also she wears orange(camp half blood tshirt) and pink(pink eyeliner accessories etc.); now letâs seeâŚwhere else do I recognize those colors from? HmmmâŚđ¤ I havenât the slightest clue. No, not one." ( @justanisabelakinnie)
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