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pokemon-ninjago-world · 8 months ago

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Screw it. Jay in a suit.

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violetscanfly · 5 months ago

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Once again I offer you art that I didn't post when it was made✌🏻 One thing I have learned is to never throw away your art because even if you don't immediately like it you might some day

#and this isn't to say I don't cringe at some of my old art 😂 I think that's just an inescapable part of the experience #I think it's mostly perfectionism that stops me from liking some of my drawings #because fairly often I just randomly find a drawing that I actually really like but never posted cause I deemed it not good enough #and then later I'm like “so what if there are weird mistakes that stick out to me. If someone else had drawn this would I think this way”#and I see the parts that stopped me from posting a piece and am like why did it seem so important back then #I love looking through my old art and being like I'm so glad I drew this #especially if it's something I had forgotten about #idk what brought this art ramble on ig I'm just happy to find joy in creating when there's so much a i bs going on #also the paper this is drawn on literally has “why can't I draw anymore” on it so if you're feeling artblocky know that it will pass #violetscanfly #artists on tumblr #watercolour #wei wuxian #mo dao zu shi #mdzs fanart #mdzs #wei ying

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kyuhu · 4 months ago

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would be great if tumblr would actually show me posts of the blogs I follow instead of 5 repeating ones I've seen 20 times already

#my dash consists of five posts and then I'm at the point where I left yesterday?? Like there has to be more omg #also is tumblr randomly unfollowing blogs a thing? because I noticed I don't follow people anymore I used to follow #it also could be that I got softblocked which I don't mind #I just don't want to refollow again if it really was a softblock like I do respect peoples privacy #but idk if it was intentional or just tumblr beeing tumblr #nh #delete later

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non-un-topo · 3 months ago

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I realize I've been so flaky with responding to asks, finishing my drawings or fics I promised, etc. I've kind of been drifting in and out of tumblr without interacting much. Real life just finally started, and I need to build up a ton of motivation and find time before I can work on a fandom project. Just wanted to say that I'm still here and still working on stuff, just slowly.

#i'm speaking to a dead fandom but still lol. thought i'd disclose.#i've reached new levels of perfectionism with my art which prevents me from drawing or posting anything at all #and my writing has really changed in the last few years to the point where i don't feel a space for myself in fandom #not sure how to explain it i just don't feel like i really have a space on ao3 or tumblr or even discord. like i don't enjoy fandom -#- much anymore or any/all of the things that most people in the fandom enjoy.#not because of any drama or discourse that happened. i just genuinely feel like an outsider.#i'm still trying to get myself to write because i have so many unfinished projects i want to post #but at this point it's like. writing to a brick wall?#i don't want to be an author who stops posting because my works don't get enough interaction or whatever. the tog fandom -#- is in a quiet period. it's gonna happen. esp with the way fandom is nowadays.#so i don't want to do that to the people who actually read and love my work #i just want to express how hard it really is to keep writing when you 1) feel you don't belong in fandom / are an outsider #and 2) have next to no interaction on your works.#maybe it would be easier to write and post if my wips weren't all long. i think that's also part of it.#so to the people who actually reblog my art and take the time to comment on my fics: genuinely i appreciate you so so much.

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gremzon · 2 months ago

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I might have OCD actually

#idk i can't tell if its ocd or paranoia #but all my life these “share this text to 10 contacts or your mum will die” always made me unreasonably panicked #and more and more because of posts like “donate now or you are a horrible person” make me deeply unwell #i feel so selfish because i know it's not their fault #im not blaming palestinians reaching out for help more like the people who share the posts and then guilt trip everyone #and i really dont wanna block the tags because it'll make me feel even worse and i still want to be informed #i have so many asks pilling up but idk what to do because I'm useless i can't help in anyway i dont have any reach and no money in my name #and i dont wanna close asks because i do enjoy ask games #but also idk what to do #because when i reply its so hard i feel miserable because i can't help but as soon as i reply i get 20 new ones and it's incredibly overwhel #overwhelming #but when i dont answer my brain is screaming at me “if you dont reply your while family will die in a car crash”#and it's a simple mental image to think of the more asks i answer the more i get the more my brain tells me awful things #I'm sorry to any mutual i may have unfollowed because they shared so many guilt tripping posts i genuinely can't do it anymore #and i feel terrible #and I don't wanna leave Tumblr because it's my only social platform left lmao and thevother ones are all awful its the inly one i like #I'm just not in the right mental state to constantly see “donate or you dont deserve to live even if youre poor” kinda posts #it's not even triggering its just making my “ocd” worse than it ever was #all day long my brian been telling me “you will die today because you didnt answer the asks!!”#it's genuinely horrible idk what to do and eother way i feel like a piece of shit i feel like i dont have the right to feel this way

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crystalkitty1220 · 7 months ago

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Man I wonder where the leader of the fear realm could've gone, it's alMOST LIKE NEVIN HAS AN

#had to re-edit the image real quick because the original edit was from a post I made about Drew years ago #and while the Drew thing is becoming less and less likely. Nevin havinv one has basically been canon since #someone mentioned Greg's (was it Britney's) aura being familiar in s2ch1. ive been putting together a list of every line #that points to Nevin's aura throughout the whole thing (most from s2ch1 but then s2ch10 came out and it was really canon at that point)#but clearly i'm running out of time to say ''i fucking called it'' before it's explicitly stated and i dont want to be in another situation #where somebody else will beat me to a theory and me posting anything about it will seem like copying them. sorry about that btw i had #thought i had already mentioned theorizing that nevin was possessed by a demon in that old theory i made but i had forgotten that one was #super old and was about sigma. so no copying there i just got extremely paranoid there was a mention of a cult and i was like ''nuh uh #that's way too specific and out there of a detail to end up in both our theories'' and i forgot the rest of my super old post was outdated #as hell. and echos had gone ''yeah they're so similar!'' and i took their word for it but now i'm realizing they were probably just trying #to be supportive. so yeah no copying there i was just beaten to the punch of saying something. but i will NOT back down from the aura shit #because i have been calling that shit FROM THE START or at least since i started reading ibvs back when ch20 came out.#also not backing down from saying chris was the worse friend because these past few chapters are the first time isaac has done anything tha #could knowingly upset chris meanwhile chris has. let edward drag isaac to the lair after isaac said edward would beat him up. chose not to #believe edward was holding the secrets over their heads because 'it was something isaac had said' and then immediately distrusted edward in #the next chapter because a random person he didn't know said to steal a book (might i mention how that entire scene proves chris' lack of #development and refusal to take responsibility because it perfectly alludes to when chris had brought those fireworks into his old school #and makes me wonder if charlie has actually gotten him in trouble with his past schools or if he's still just not taking responsibility #and if him following nevin to the woods to test out their powers is an extension of ''if something bad happens its not my fault''#like seriously this man would bring a mysterious suitcase onto a plane if he's told to). uh what was i talking about agai #anyway on a related note my mental state has only gotten worse since i left tumblr and the habit of thinking about chris instead of sleepin #or doing schoolwork has not stopped. so i was still failing for a while and might graduate now but am still staying away from tumblr.#so yeah this was a little update and im not going to linger this time im just going to leave tumblr again right after hitting post #addendum because i just can't let things go. and was thinking about chris again. i don't think his lack of development is because of bad #writing (anymore. i used to.). instead i'm certain his character arc is going to continue into him following someone (nevin probably) into #doing something really bad. and then he'll finally get actual consequences and go 'oh shit i fucked up real bad this time'#if you think that theory is reaching too far into the future you should hear mine about isaac dying at the end lmao

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dreadlockholiday · 4 months ago

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I miss the stucky fandom from the 2020-2022 era, it was so lively with so many amazing people and there was so much good content going around

#remember remember #we were all in lockdown so we had nothing else to do but be here all day long #and so many fics got written in those years #so many great artists were active #and generally the tumblr dashboard was always full and alive #i understand that now we started living our lives again and a lot of people don't have time for fandom anymore #but it's also because marvel did some good damage with all the bullshit they produced after endgame #and new generations that come on here sadly don't really contribute much because they think it works like Instagram #liking posts isn't enough if you want to see more content #i miss those days and i miss so many of those people that now are inactive #i hope you are all doing well and i wish you all the best #dready rambles #stucky

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yolkyweichei · 29 days ago

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it's really funny to me how you can ask people for advice on a conflict, and they'll enthusiastically state that "you don't owe anyone an explanation" and "no is a complete sentence" - and then when they're in that position - refuse to take no for an answer and feel they're entitled to an explanation. Some major self reflection needs to be done, but I'm tired of waiting for it to happen.

#just a vent post #i dont like doing these but i really needed to scream into the void #and i dont have twitter anymore to do that lol #i also know my blog is likely being monitored by these people so this is also a public statement to them #if yall dont wanna be found out #don't interact with my stuff in a way that generates notifications lol #lol ok im so over this situation thank you tumblr for letting me vent #maybe now that i screamed about it #ill be able to get back into creating things #k bye

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izzy-b-hands · 5 months ago

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I keep forgetting I can't seem to get the current version of xkit to work on my new laptop and going to do stuff that it let me do fjldksafjdlsaj

#text post #im p sure the mutual marker thing was a feature w/them bc i'm missing them on everyone that #as far as I know I was still a mutual with #then again I did drop like. fifteen followers over the last week #but that usually happens whenever I start actually posting my personal thoughts on my personal blog lmao #have also gotten a few messages both politely and not so politely asking me to essentially shut the fuck up re: my personal posts #idk what to tell y'all on that bc like. i have a lot of folks I follow n' enjoy who post just as much /even more than me re: personal stuff #I think im just particularly irritating even when I'm trying really hard not to be and try to edit my posts down/keep them under readmores #but im trying to be better #not trying hard enough tho apparently and this tag essay probably won't help but. idk.#i think we're all allowed to be as irritating/post as much personal stuff as we want on our blogs #but i also think im still operating uselessly on how tumblr was a few years ago. ppl don't like that anymore it seems #and that's okay but I gotta work on catching up to that and do better #anyway. it's possible i did lose most of my mutuals and tbh it's not a big deal it's just a lot of ppl at once like. damn.#makes me wonder what the last straw was just out of curiosity #bc if that's really what happened then im down to like. maybe three or four mutuals left and it hasn't been that low since I first started #on here back in like. tail end of hs beginning of college #I also keep missing the quick reblog feature which was my fave but. someday I will figure out why xkit isn't working for me #and i will fix it. at a time when im not sick and feeling cruddy lol

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terr4ance · 10 months ago

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I have a terrible habit of not reading the books I own, so I am going to post here on tumblr to force myself to act. I am like 130 pages from the end of game of thrones, 1/3 of the way through brave new world, halfway through rethinking suicide, and very near the beginning of my late granddad's memoire. I want to finish game of thrones this week, and get further through brave new world. I will do this. this will definitely work. I never make false promises as far as goals are concerned I promise...

#booklr #books #literature #reading #no but like reading is really fun #and I wish I would just pick up a book instead of going straight to social media and youtube #same with other forms of media #I'm so indecisive I can't even choose which media to watch #then I have some kind of life event:TM: happen which means I stop watching a series halfway through #and then forget about it and can't be bothered to start watching again #the same happens with books #I really want to get through the few I've started so I can start reading snow crash and children of time #like... without feeling guilty #because I don't want to start anymore books without finishing these first #also this is how tumblrs use tags right?#just a big mess?#game of thrones #brave new world #george rr martin #aldous huxley #snow crash #neal stephenson #adrian tchaikovsky #children of time #a song of ice and fire #winter is coming #also tyrion appreciation post #we stan tyrion #my girlfriend really likes sansa and I just don't... I think that's because the tv series doesn't do a great job preserving her character #that's what my girlfriend says anyway...

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rotisseries · 1 year ago

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actually now that the clique thing is a few days old, i didn't really get involved for a reason and I don't feel super strongly in either direction

but I will say that like. while there's certainly a problem of less interaction on the fanworks/posts from less popular blogs, this isn't really a byler exclusive issue? this happens in most fandoms these days, interaction is just on a decline in general which IS. a problem but not really a "byler tumblr is cliquey" problem. in regards to any actual cliques I wouldn't say they don't exist but I don't think it's "the popular kids" themselves doing this. I don't know if the rest of you have some other bloggers in mind that I don't know about, but as someone who is mutuals with a fair amount of who I thought were the popular blogs, they are always very nice and welcoming to me, and actually easy to talk to once you just. see them and talk to them as a normal human and not an omnipotent fandom god. so this is all to say that if there's a clique issue I think it's from the outside. I think maybe people are perceiving these bigger blogs who all happen to be friends as these untouchable idols in fandom and it's. making it cliquey from the outside. like are they a clique or have you just convinced yourself they wouldn't want anything to do with you and isolated this group from everyone else. this isn't to say that people can't be assholes of course just that I don't think any of this is intentional

#I think a lot of post interaction problems are also just probably coming from the fact that I don't think anyone checks the tag anymore #I certainly don't. I just keep up with what my mutuals are posting #and my mutuals are posting their work and they're sharing their friend's work or the work their friend shared from someone else #so if you're a little known blogger it can just be harder because. your posts just aren't making it as far you have a few followers #and they have even fewer. and so unless you get an anomaly popularity boost it'll be harder for a post to get traction #also “it's a clique bc all the popular blogs are friends and only associate with each other” well they have been friends for months #or a year now. and also probably were not as popular when that friendship started #so it's more like. a friend group forms and then when one of you gets a popularity boost so do the others bc you're friends #and then next thing you know it's a friend group of popular bloggers #anyway. all this to say get out and make some friends! either I'm right and this will actually fix the problem #or there really is a clique in which case why tf would you want to associate with them anyway #but genuinely this is rich coming from me actually known to most as godawful at talking to people irl #but it's really so simple to make tumblr friends it just requires you to be a little brave and genuine #if you see someone posting a lot of cool stuff follow them!! and then get in their askbox and talk to them about something #if they have an au you really like talk to them about that if they have some music they've been posting about check it out #and tell them what you thought!#just like. be friendly and open they'll probably respond in kind and next thing you know you have a really cool friend #anyway if you're one of my mutuals and you saw me like a post the other day or whatever that might feel contrary to this #well the other day I was just watching things go down lmao #I didn't care what any posts said I was busy with my own discourse lol #(and also if you're ANOTHER mutual wondering wtf this post is about don't worry about that)#idk I think I just. haven't really witnessed cliquey behavior but I see posts about this with enough notes #that sometimes I think. well you guys gotta be experiencing SOMETHING so idk. idk #I guess this is another “some people just have friends” post #anyway I think a good thing to remember here also is that we're arguing about popularity on Tumblr Dot Com. brother we are bloggers #and we're calling it cliques. like a highschool movie

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howtobeamagicalgirl · 1 year ago

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I wish it wasn't so difficult to maintain friendships. I miss having a lot of friends.

#ranntics #these days I usually don't talk to anyone but my girlfriend #and my coworkers. but they're not my friends. there isn't anyone at work I would hang out with outside of work.#I have a few groupchats with college friends but I'm not really active in them.#friendships over text messages are so hard. but I also don't like leaving my apartment.#and I live so far away from my closest friends. and a lot of them live in major cities that I don't like driving in.#I sometimes wish I was able to message my tumblr mutuals instead of just interacting with posts and making posts to be interacted with #but honestly I have been awful at it the times I've tried. I just can't hold conversations with people anymore #idk. I feel like I'm losing the person I used to be #I used to be. idk. funny and charming and popular and cute. now I'm just. miserable.#I guess I was miserable back then too. but at least people thought I was funny

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chintadraws · 2 years ago

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I LOVE your fashions for the Dp characters. Will u be doing Valerie next?

Thank you! I had a lot of fun coming up with the outfit ideas for each of the characters. I did have WIPS of Valerie lined up alongside Kwan and Dash, but it's been years since I've done anything about it. We'll see how things go though!

#dnpanimationstudioclone #thanks for the ask <3 #can't make any promises since I'm hardly even on tumblr anymore let alone checking in on fandom stuff #part of me misses drawing fanart but I also don't really have the draw to it as before #who knows maybe the spark will return #I'm just glad people still like the stuff I have posted here at least

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shoutzwastaken · 1 year ago

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#so glad i still have tumblr so i can vague freely without remorse in the tags #anyways how many times does someone have to ghost you in a day for them to not be your best friend anymore #because it's getting really hurtful at this point #like you cannot make it more clear that you do not want to interact with me #you post yourself talking to other people and you always have shit to say to them but to me it's nothing but dismissal #which is fine but also don't say you “miss me” when i've been here the whole time #waiting for you to remember i even exist #how am i supposed to believe you if you do nothing to prove it?#i can literally only take your word for it when you say that because your actions are the opposite of what you say #sorry #i just want to not feel like shit #and have a best friend who talks to me again #i guess that is too much to ask

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penrose-quinn · 2 years ago

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Sometimes, I'm not surprised why GL!MC turned out the way they are :c

#pen rambles #green light #they're the most surpressed oc/mc i've had in awhile #which also makes them dangerous if they lived their life astray (in the other tls.....)#but what i really like abt them is that they're trying to break out of the cycle (even tho they always fail or think they fail :') )#i'm really not all that confident on posting their backstory here bc i believe it wouldn't do so well haha #understandable given i don't think multichapter fics don't really thrive in tumblr imo (also dealing w links are a nightmare rip)#i post mostly for the people who i consistently see in my notes up until now (sadly most of them aren't in the tr fandom anymore :c )#at least i do get to archive all of my thoughts in gl bc it's nice to retread once i finish the series #(it really sucks i didn't have a tumblr way back bc i would've liked doing this for my older fics :((((( )#somehow my tags got longer lol #why do i always do this in every post??#**i don't believe multichapter fics thrive in tumblr (ahh typos)#***suppressed (idk how to spell apparently </3)

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foxmulderautism · 1 year ago

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a new lesbian character has entered the dallon literary universe/lover boy sphere

#the lover boy lesbian and gay solidarity is very important to me #i need to read more on lesbian + butch history in sf just generally but i can see beau finding a lot of connection with his lesbian besties #esp w his own identity as a leather gay man + bonding over shared experiences and same feelings experienced differently #i love solidarity i love community etc!#also not to briefly and vaguely comment on tumblr queer discourse but it annoys me how some posts i see take the whole idea of #'blending' within queer identities and how the lines are actually really blurred if ur not chronically online!!!#when its like...when you look at the history you see a lot of really beautiful instances of solidarity and community and sharing culture #that still do that with an understanding of boundaries and differences #but like to me its about how the ways different groups can come together! and the ways they don't!#especially as like. a transmasc who still feels closely connected to their time as a lesbian but doesnt want to be seen AS one anymore #and believes i can have that connection without needing to stay in a space that i no longer see myself a part of. which is okay!#that was a tangent but its been on my mind both w RR/lover boy and my own personal experiences LOL #anyway i think their name is ximena! love when i think about how lovely a name is and then a whole person materialises in my head #thats how half of my character creations go....

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