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Congrats, Jayce, on your newly acquired hallucinogen persisting perception disorder. That's why we don't fuck around w/ research chemicals, champ.
#he's having the wost trip ever#jayce arcane#jayce talis#arcane season 2#arcane season 2 spoilers#hallucinogens#acid trip#shroom trip#i hope they do something interesting with it#i also hope its permanent#yk#for fun
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Charles representation enjoyed here again! I’ve not read much of the comics bc I can’t afford them but I just rewatched FC and I was wondering if Charles being paralyzed is the same in the comics (Erik doing it)? Do they often include that part of his story?
hello my inquisitive friend :] !!!! im more than happy to give some more info bout the origins charles' disability in the comics- to the best of my abilities that is !
while they don't include an origin for his paralysis in EVERY story/run, as far as i know there are three major ways charles loses his mobility (though like yourself, i havent read many of the comics so far, so i could be missing a few. this is the part where i invite readers to submit additional info if im leaving any out)
the very first manner of charles losing his legs was relayed to us in the original X-Men run of the 60's in issue #20
(X-Men #20: "I, Lucifer!")
before magneto was regarded as charles' main adversary there was the extraterrestrial lucifer (who sported the same color scheme, ironically. it wasnt as though lucifer came before magneto so it was definitely A Choice..) who charles would have a semi-reoccurring feud with for a bit early on in the series. during their first encounter, charles would corner lucifer in his lair only to have a stone slab dropped on him, disabling his legs indefinitely
the second manner in which charles loses his mobility- and the time where erik is the most involved and is most deliberate- comes from. Our Favorite Universe in 2001: The Ultimate Universe
(Ultimate X-Men #1: "The Tomorrow People")
as is typically how charles x magneto team-up arcs go, while charles and erik worked together for some time it wasn't very long before erik wanted to pursue more Dramatic Measures for mutantkind. and As This Story Goes, amidst trying to escape the savage lands sanctuary he and erik built, erik drove a metal spike through charles' spine, leading to his disability in this verse
lastly, we have the House of M- or more specifically its prequel miniseries, Civil War: House of M- verse in 2008:
(Civil War: House of M #2: "Revolution")
(Civil War: House of M #3: "Reign")
similar to Ultimate and the movies, this is another timeline where charles and erik team up. this time however, charles is more willing to follow erik's ideas after seeing the horrors of genosha upon reading the mind of a mutant who escaped the island, and the two seek to liberate the other mutants left behind. unfortunately, during their mission, a sentinel collapses the building charles and co. are infiltrating, leading to the loss of his legs
hope you had fun reading- i had fun typing up everything and looking back at these issues :] !
#long post#x-men#x-men comics#cherik#snap chats#also! its very easy to find these issues online for free. thats what ive been doing LMAOO#i still have to read ultimate and house of m in full so i have very little idea of the plots beyond these issues#again i only really buy issues if i really like the story or if i happen upon it in the wild and it piques my interest enough for me to tak#buuuut yeah as far as i know here's how charles loses his legs. in various timelines#bruh what makes me pissed about ultimate is that art of charles getting spiked is actually so fuckin well drawn#horrifying but its drawn so well it makes me mad#as far as i know they dont address the origin of his disability in any of the cartoons#not that i can remember of 92 and i havent finished evolution#we'll just have to see 😩#its kind of insane with the classic timeline cause not even like three/four issues later#charles builds some kind of device that lets him walk using his Psionic Energy or something#granted its not permanent and does need to recharge and he doesnt use it often but still. wild#anyway ! hope this helps :]
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#having so much trouble focusing on work this month i jst want to draw the same 5 things in my sketchbook over#and over again....#a doodley#also ive been so TORN bc i work loosely in sketchbook...of course...i dont make any ''finished'' pieces so everything is just Whatever#but i keep seeing ppl say its bad to draw without purpose....#which is true....bc practice makes permanent#i fear im getting my wheelbarrow stuck in the mud. or whatever that one post/quote was. hope u know the one#was it mud? or cement? either way it was SOMETHING about how if you wheel down the same path over and over again#itll be hard to break free
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some ultrakill fans flaming people for playing on lenient/harmless is so funny to me because here i am in my little corner playing on harmless with Also 100% damage reduction (in major assist settings) because my severe anxiety cannot handle the idea of me taking any damage at all . i am wearing my propeller hat and eating my lollipop and i am having fun :3 (and maybe one day i can ease that anxiety and play without major assists)
#me when my crippling anxiety is crippling fr#listen . its not as if i Want to get fucking heart palpitations whenever a few goddamn filth spawn in a room#its just how it is . and the only way to ease my irrational ass anxiety is by becoming fucking invincible#I KNOW ULTRAKILL IS SUPPOSED TO BE A (at least somewhat) STRESSFUL AND FAST PACED GAME !!! do not get me wrong#but holy shit man . do not underestimate my anxiety#fucking minecraft survival stresses me out when i encounter a fuckin skeleton (unless its multiplayer . then Suddenly all is ok . stupid#ass anxiety bruh fml)#prelude was stressing me out . PRELUDE . THE FUCKING TUTORIAL#im hoping i can ease up and slowly raise the damage taken to at least like 50% . eventually#im on 1% damage rn because even raising from 0 to 5 was scary LMAOO#like its not as if i want to play it the fuckin baby way . i WANT to be able to actually play ultrakill with damage n shit#but i just have to ease into it ig . because i cant even play video games without my anxiety screaming at me smh . fym my anxiety is a#permanent fixture in my life ? bullshit#im just hoping i can play Normally someday . eventually . because while playing with like 0 damage is more fun than being stressed out 24/7#it Is ofc . a little boring (bc No Shit) .#i want to challenge myself and i will . eventually#surely if ive done all a b and c sides in celeste i can do ultrakill on harmless haha right#ignore the fact that theyre two completely different games and that ive never played an fps in my life#and also that i have 15k deaths in celeste LOL (at least the idea of dying in that game isnt terrifying . shrug)#intense games like ultrakill just aint for everyone . thats why the assist options are there and why there r easier modes#theyre there for losers (/lh) like Me !!!! and i appreciate that theyre in the game bc i Do rlly like ultrakill#and i Do rlly want to play it (‘properly’ someday) . its js that ppl have issues like motion sickness or anxiety#and if they need assistance or an easier difficulty to enjoy the game then thats fuckin fine#literally who cares . ive watched so many videos on ultrakill now and ive seen all the tech n shit and know all the lore#its not as if i dont know the game enough to play it properly lmao#but sigh . at least i can do fun movement tech (except boosting . havent tried yet idk) like slam storage#movement is ez . combat is Hard (but not in the usual way like aim . just Anxiety™)#im ranting so much im such a yapper . anyway#ultrakill#kristiliyaps
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Digging myself out of art block, didn't feel like drawing humans, have some birbs!
#i love these sm yall!!!#been on a bad art roll (not posted); needed this ToT!!#also whoooo!!!! my eye is finally in decent shape!!#its still a teeny bit blurry and im rlly hoping its not permanent but eh#works for me!! that was such a big scare mannn hahaha#my art#berryblu arts#crows#crowposting
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Today has been one of those "Sorry! I couldn't hear you over the texture of my socks" days.
#autistic#actually autistic#audhd#it's so embarrassing!!!#like yes i care and yes i was listening but also no i have no idea what you just said#getting diagnosed gave me permission to admit what's REALLY wrong and also do shit outside social norms to make it suck less#but it also makes me look “weird” to non autistic people (and past me who wasn't diagnosed til my 30s)#I can remember past me saying that I couldn't be autistic because I don't do [thing] (I was powering through and suffering)#It's like... I have a mild allergy to a couple foods but didn't know for YEARS so I'd eat whatever and either suffer or take benadryl#then well into adulthood one of my friends was listening and was like DUDE YOU ARE ALLERGIC TO THAT ARE YOU KIDDING ME!???#doctor had me change my diet DRASTICALLY but the constant itchiness and sore throat and stomach pain went away#but sometimes people act weird or put out when I ask questions or refuse food#sometimes people lie and say a food is safe when it's SUPER not and then I'm having an allergic reaction on the way home#my body is permanently damaged because of decades of trying to eat like everybody else#meanwhile my mental health took that hit from decades of trying to ACT like everybody else#I'm sooo much happier now with my safe foods and silly fidgets and good textures AND I can live an active life!#but sometimes people give me funny looks when I ask for the grill to be cleaned or don't like a new shirt because it makes me anxious#hell the other day a dude gave me a weird look (and I overheard shit they said) because I HAPPY STIMMED at Hot Topic (Hazbin merch)#meanwhile my friends love my stimming because its the “Jamie barometer”#my (best friend's) mom says the biggest compliment to her cooking is when she can hear me foot tapping under the table#so... yeah#a diagnosis is permission to be me and have a better life at the cost of dealing with assholes because I'm not masking or lying anymore#bluewind talks#holy journal entry batman!#did NOT intend the tags to turn into... whatever the fuck this is XD#but if for some reason you read this far? I hope you found something in it that made you think or made you smile (if not hi anyway! ^_^)
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well ya girl's getting braces. it's official 👍
#well like. first i need to get a dental cleaning then get my two baby teeth removed and then get the braces so its gonna take a few weeks#also that gap i was worried about?? yeah its def gonna be there i just hope its not TOO noticeable w the braces and whatnot#and that my permanent teeth fill it in QUICK 🔪🔪🔪#also i better look cute in them because i have to wear that shit for 2 YEARS. good god#raquel speaks
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anonymous said : dan heng, since the vidyadhara are self reproducing, does that mean marriage and dating don’t exist for your culture?
⸻ ❝ the vidyadhara are not self — reproducing. they undergo the cycle of self — reincarnation. it begins with embryonic development in the ancient sea and once the egg is nurtured , it proceeds to hatch. the young vidyadhara are then guided into adulthood under the elders , where they acquire knowledge gradually , and discover their specialisation to depart to their respective places. in their maturity they become elders themselves and teach the young , who then realise their trade as their elders once did. after seven centuries , they return to the same sea , lose their memories , molt and revert to embryos once more to await their hatching rebirth. the cycle then restarts. ❞
❝ this hatching rebirth does not affect romantic inclination — marriage and dating are not exclusive for procreation. vidyadhara are capable of experiencing emotions such as love. any creature with a consciousness is. on the luofu , i have come across a great deal of individuals who express their affliction. but it is true that aversion for romance exists , which largely stems from the removal of memories in later years. however , love has proven to be quite powerful and challenges even fate itself. ❞
#* ✦ 𝐈𝐕. ❮ isms ❯ ⸻ ❝#* ✦ 𝐕𝐈. ❮ muses ❯ ⸻ ❝ 「 dan heng 」#i felt like formatting wasn't necessary for the dialogue since this was an explanation more than anything but i wanted to try another style#i tried to scrutinise with research on this topic since theres the quest but theres a billion theories associated with vidyadhara and love#such as long the permanence granting them reincarnation but that doesn't necessarily equate to long leading them to love#they were simply long-life creatures before and most likely knew love since then#theres also the unfortunate aspect of hatching rebirth where as yueyuan states if you break an egg then that vidyadhara is gone#however why theres so many could be due to beginning with a large sample pool#its quite interesting and i hope i dont sound like a nerd but yeah#also have some il icon cause its relevant#okay if im inaccurate i apologise plead face
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Need you to know that every single time I watch 5x18 I think of “gay sex is less gay than whatever these guys got going on” “usually pairings don’t matter but these guys fucked and that’s the hill I’ll die on” “they’ll be like ‘can I talk to you’ and go 30 minutes to a scenic location w ambience”
I physically cannot watch the ep without these tags running through my brain on a straight loop. Like wow yeah they do know their assholes are gonna get obliterated when they get back, so true
GOOD bc those men r fuckin fr
#i looked thru those posts to rmember what it was about and…#ik its in poor taste to be like ‘wrow im literally right about everything’ but i mean am i not literally right about everything??#asks#and ik they were just trying to make the new team seem cool so they could promo the show but man#they really just turned on the cooper x hotch chemistry and broke the knob just to see what would happen#also maybe this is distasteful right after answering another ask by complaining ab the fandom getting sidetracked by shipping but COME ON#hotch only smiles that big when 1. there is a beuatiful woman ab to ream his ass or 2. there is a beautiful old man ab to ream his ass#n e way#i love to infect peoples minds so its lovely to hear that—years after my posts—u r still thinking ab this#i hope i have permanently altered your experience
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procreate only letting you have one reference layer for filling/auto selection is actually so medieval. who decided that was a normal thing to have. literally no comparable art program ive used has such an arbitrary limitation
#mayor talk#this is gonna be massive cope but procreate ACTUALLY released a roadmap that said they plan on updating procreate by the end of the year#and beyond. so theyre not completely leaving it to dry in favor of dreams forever at least#i am REALLLYYY hoping one of the updates later down the line is a complete overhaul of the reference system#THE FACT YOU CAN ONLY SET ONE LAYER AS A REF IS STILL INSANE TO ME#ibispaint at least lets you customize fill reference#please procreate i love your app [and also permanently bonded to it bc im too stubborn to branch out to an alternative] but#its still so busted man pleeease dont abandon it soon 😔😔😔#not even just the reference system but. man where do i start#the layer menu also needs a complete makeover i hate it so bad#the perspective grid is jank and needs some improvements#the drawing assistant needs work entirely actually#THE TEXT TOOLL AAAUUUGH it feels like such an afterthought#i need to finish writing my whole list of grievances to post to the void soon
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oh my god i just found out that meloetta is obtainable without an event in the indigo disk, which is great bc i adore meloetta and the way they're making previously event only mythicals available in other ways is nice. the best part tho is that it sings relic song, its got an animation synced to the song i ADORE this
#clai speaks#indigo disk spoilers#pokemon spoilers#pokemon dlc spoilers#its also got a wildly specific summon method which is fun it reminds me of the regi puzzles#i hope they keep this up i'd love for them to bring back fun events tied to mythical pokemon#also just making mythicals available ingame permanently is great! legends arceus and bdsp did but you had to own other games so--#--you basically end up paying $70 for a mew or shaymin or whatever#oras also let you get deoxys in the postgame but that games old now relatively speaking#point is WAHHHH MELOETTAAAA#i'd go get it right now honestly but the switch is occupied orz
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so no furina story quest 2 :((
#personal stuff#delete later#AUUUGH.#i guess since she isn't technically an archon she'll get one at the same time as everyone else. but no neuvillette quest either??#we don't get to dive deeper into the previous hydro archon or anything?#no spices from the west either... what's the point of this update even#kidding. dainsleif quest at last. oh my god#looked like remuria during the trailer?#also i am simultaneously getting immernachtreich and hexenzirkel vibes from certain places in the trailer. hmm#SPOTTED ALBEDO'S FLOWER ON THE STAINED GLASS#OHHH SHIT. SIBLINGS. HOORAY [afraid]#okay i thought we would go back to remuria for the dain quest but it DOES make more sense to go back to sumeru with its links to khaenri'ah#oh my god the eng pronunciations of these names are killing me. i have never heard them said like this before <//3#but yea sigewinne and clorinde look nice :]#sethos!!!!#love him.#he's traveling!! visiting sumeru city!!!#interesting to me that he was a spear user in the story quest but now he uses a bow#hermanubis took my polearm proficiency can't have shit in the temple of silence#was kind of hoping we'd at least get the polearm he used to flesh out that weapon set#aww the animation looks nice. kind of hate that they're leaning so far into the ''aether as the mc'' thing but whatever. it's fine#SECRET ROOM IN THE MONDSTADT LIBRARY. HEXENZIRKEL DESIGN DETAILS. LET'S GOO#OH IT'S PERMANENT? WOOO#i don't even care abt the rewards for the most part i'm more excited by the hexenzirkel implications and getting to go to mondstadt#natlan teaser wooo. i'm not. super excited about any kind of mount system i'll be 100% honest#maybe i'll change my mind on release but like. i did not love the sorush system#i enjoy exploring as Me and My Characters. idk#i really hope we at least get gourmet supremos. christ. we didn't see them at all in fontaine
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ok good news, just had a really good conversation with my mirror and decided im still unwell about her 👍
#i have more thoughts about 2 pages in btbatb than i do about the entire first issue of kt ravager#its like vaguely out of character for her to be able enough to voice her feelings like that#especially to someone she doesnt know very well#but i dont even care#because YES rose with complicated views on killing <3#rose wanting to do the right thing and essentially using the justice league as her moral compass <3#rose leaving the team the minute she starts to realize it doesnt align with her view of the world <3#i hope her leaving stormwatch is permanent bc i dont. LOVE her on that team.#but also ive been spoiled recently by getting TWO roses in one month#so if she leaves..... what if i dont get to see her anymore
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honestly kristen stewart like most female celebrities probably got her body hair lazered off years and years ago, just bcs it's easier when youre a public figure/constantly filming.
#people r being weird!#judy go on T like its that easy and doesnt give you an entirely different look than the onr dhes describing and again#lazer is permanent#saying she isnt butch enough idk its working for me lol#performative over hyped safe butchness is definitely like a conversation to be had but also shes always and will always be a screen#crush even in her bella days. everytime i wear an olive long sleeve I'm like wow i hope its giving bella. its not
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i wish more people understood the concept of activism burnout and compassion fatigue. you do like genuinely have to pick your battles, and that usually means something local that you can make a real difference with. if you get overwhelmed with every problem nothing is going to change.
#i have friends in organizations similar to DWB and the like. and when there are disasters they are sent overseas to go help.#whereas my focus remains here because i cant handle more disaster relief tbh and thats. thats okay.#i still take part in programs for queer rights in local politics and providing aid to those without permanent residence#i get that like. its frustrating to hear people not talking ab whatever Your thing is#but they also have Their things#absolutely fucking no one on this website has ever spoken about the rising houseless and opioid problems in new hampshire. but i still help#headspace hotel is right. if you hear about every disaster and think you have a personal responsibility to do something for all of them.#youre going to lose hope so so so fast bc it feels like the world is unfixable#but its not. its just only fixed a little bit at a time. on a very individual level.#everyone talks ab activism and caring but theyd make more change by googling ''charities in my area''#unrebloggable for now bc im mostly just venting tbh#fortunately this is pretty much only an issue online so i know when i do my next thing itll feel like the world is okay again.#until then this is a worrying rise and im really worried that younger people will think activism is useless#or worse that if you see someone not talking ab a specific issue youll assume they dont care at all#when theres just nothing they can do.
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i just finished playing in stars and time the other day, and because everything has to come back to amphibia, im thinking about the calamity trio and timeloops.....
#isat spoilers in the tags#gonna ramble a bit in the tags but before i do that#isat is a really cool game that you should totally check out if its ur type of thing#and i wanna talk about spoilers#so consider this a warning#anyways. i keep thinking about specifically marcy and siffrin#the way that they both held on so tightly to their closest and only friends#how they were both so scared of losing those friends and the extremes they went to in order to make sure they wouldnt#but then also how all three of the calamity trio were so codependent towards each other at some point#how they all held so much fear - in some shape or form - of losing the others. of being left behind#like im very biased towards marcy so he's always gonna be my first thought#but also theres that one sasha timeloop fic that left a permanent dent in my brain#and theres all the sasha and siffrin parallels... how they both were so desperate for control#for some sense of agency. for security.#....i feel so bad about not adding something about anne#but. i'll be real. marcy and sasha are the main ones that are. in my brain. with this.#but uh. yeah#the isat brainworms. the amphibia brainworms. theyre plaguing me.#(i hope this doesnt show up in the main tags-)#j rambles#k.txt
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