#i almost dont want this to go in my art tag but i did actually spend time on it..
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meruz Ā· 2 years ago
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parody of this tiktok...
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katabay Ā· 11 months ago
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original thief series basso & garrett :)
ngl, it's about quality over quantity for me. an npc can have a total of three minutes of screen time, but if they have a cool name, they can live rent free in my head and I'll spend several hours trying to decipher drawable features from a blurry screenshot of pixels
there is a vague hint of a story here, and that's because every time I try to play thi4f, I get incredibly frustrated with how Not Fun the game play is. like, is the story good? well. but it has a PLAGUE. that should've given it instant 'I'll replay this once a year' status in my heart, but the game play sucks so bad that I've never finished it. I can't believe Not Fun gameplay beat out my obsession with narrative plagues.
anyway, the idea is basically if the original era had a game with a plague centric narrative and some other stuff I liked out of thi4f thrown into a narrative blender, with a heavy dash of horror thrown in because some parts of the thief games were scarier to me than entire dedicated horror genre games.
ā­ places Iā€™m at! bskyĀ / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost /Ā cara.app
#if i had a laptop and the skillset i would attempt a story mod because the thief modders who create whole mission stories#are GENIUS and also somewhat terrifying. love them! xoxox#anyway im actually kind of obsessed with parts of thi4f but its also like. not at that sweet spot of almost good enough to be fun#to talk about. which. for the record. has not stopped me from talking about it at length to people#the city itself actually fucking fascinates me. its almost alive and im SO mad that not a single part of that game is actually terrifying#it should be gnarlier and instead it feels a bit like it doesn't quite want to be trapped in the story it has to tell?#but between the level that has the bodies on the meathooks#and the scene with the bodies hanging from the rafters or whatever that was and garrett living in a clock tower#because the game is very much ALMOST about changing times and authoritarian violence and capitalism#(like. by virtue of how the story sort of spins out i think it misses it's mark on a lot of stuff here#in the sense that i dont feel like it actually wants to tell that story. it wants to. go in a different direction. or at least walk on top#of those themes instead of through it)#ANYWAY between all of those things. it does kind of live in my head rent free. they did create a compelling setting#SHAME THEY DIDNT WANT TO ACTUALLY EAT ANY OF IT#unrelated but i would've given thi4f a 10/10 if they kept garrett's fucking nail polish from the concept art. cowards. unforgivable#thief the dark project#i still have no idea how to tag the game series as a whole RIP#sorry for the dedicated dark project fans. if you know what the general series tag is. please let me know#garrett thief#basso thief
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nyatbinary-81 Ā· 8 months ago
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@vulpixisananimal sifstem art jumpscare!! more specifically i got bored and decided to mess around with sif and mal's outfits.
#my art#this is how I think theyd present themselves either in person or in headspace. the slouchers <3#sifs outfit is simple; the boots i always give them (but with star laces for funsies); loose sweater; simple pants#the pants are Meant to be jeans but isat doesnt Specifically Have Jeans so. theyre just Pants.#the sweater is slightly looser bc sif doesnt seem like a Form Fitting Clothes kinda guy to me but hes Trying to be more open#on particularly good days theyll roll the sleeves up or wear a sleeveless one methinks#even if everyone Knows abt the self-harm scars its hard to Look at them.#i also associate them being more open with them not wearing an eyepatch. esp bc hes the only one of the three to go without it#for mal (or 'ami' as i like to call it) i wanted smth reminiscent of a mourning outfit bc mal du pays means homesickness#and i picked 'ami' as a nickname bc ami means friend :] at least according to my basic translator. i dont speak french <3#ami's outfit being dark is also reminiscent of the inversion thing its got going on in canon.#ik the veil is starred in the original but i think ami would want the fewest reminders of home. on account of The Issues#(actually if i can come back to sifs laces sif also has issues with reminders of it bc of the memory loss but the shoelaces are His Choiceā€”#ā€”which gives them a form of control over it and they can keep it subtle or undo it if he wants. which makes it easier)#anyway. i put amis hair in an updo and smoothed the hat bc i think ami wants to be Unremarkable. Unknown. so it keeps its silhouette Simple#(it still keeps the pins. theres smth comforting abt them. they shine like stars and theyre not stars and theyre not Home. but theyre You.)#and i kept the long hair i gave loop. dont ask me why its so long when the canon hair is short. maybe their hair kept growing over the loop#OH and i drew ami in a side profile bc Silhouette and also bc i think itd make an effort to keep people away from its blind spot#andddd i think thats about it? plus i actually managed to keep this one within a reasonable timeframe.#if their hair changes lengths/the proportions change between drawings. no they dont šŸ’› peace and love and body craft#OH AND YOU FINALLY GET TO SEE WHAT I MEAN ABT SIFS BOOTS BC THESE ARE THE BOOTS I GAVE THEM ON MY REGULAR DESIGN ARENT THEY NEAT#i did actually try to give sif a different font but nothing Works for them like the pixel font. i cant explain it.#i think 'ami' would be a nickname that mira gives it. bc. shes Fantasy French. and its a sort of 'youre more than your yearning/loss' thing#me every time i think abt sifstem: yeah they just rotate in my head. nothing major#me every time i talk abt sifstem: oh hey im almost at tag limit again#au Good what can i say
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lestink Ā· 25 days ago
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IVE GOT MORE THUNDER LEGION/RAIJINSHUU CRUMBS THAT IM GOING TO EXPLODE ABOUT
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CW: FAIRY TAIL GAME 2 SPOILERS BELOW
tagging @freedjustinemywife and @selfawarecobalt (also if youre reading this come join us on the thunder legion community)
Before I get to the goods I wanted to point out something that made me laugh:
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Wendy has often said in the game how much she admires Laxusā€™ kinder side (not her calling him the gay uncle of the guild) but whenever she does so MIRA almost always reminds her and the player that ā€˜nah i remember when u did this shit back in 2009ā€™ ITS SO FUNNY
OK NOW HERES A CUTE EXCHANGE OF ELFMAN GIVING LAXUS GIFTS (i donā€™t understand the occasion tho, xmas during the war?? idkk) FROM THE THUNDER LEGION
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my freakout thoughts:
bixlow making a mini doll???? im gonna cry thats so fucking CUTE,,, imagining bixlow sitting down to carve one out for laxus with a silly face,,ough,,bixlow is so sweet i NEED TO SEE HIM
freed knitting a sweater.....ok so the entire thunder legion are all arts and crafts oriented ok i will explode. AND A PROTECTION ENCHANTMENT TOO?? the bodyguarding never stops even if he's offscreen he's still got it FUCKK i miss my wife. and youre so right elfman WEAR IT LAXUS U DICK. also,,,,laxus recognized the sweater from the pattern itself so freed has knitted things with that similar pattern before...AUGHHHHH freed knitting the thunder legion and laxus outfits what if i suddenly combusted
EVERGREEN MAKING A STEWWWW and the elfever crumbs with chef evergreen and taste tester elfman,,,man if elfman doesnt marry her I WILL. this is quite possibly the softest and coziest little side event ever, where the hell is the thunder legion when i'm freezing in my apartment....
ALL 3 OF THEM GIVING LAXUS CASH JUST IN CASE ok this reminds me of the talks i had with @yellow-guiding-lantern about the thunder legion being the keepers/the only ones who could reign in rabid dog laxus, this just affirms whats TRUE theyre taking care of his dumb ass
moving on:
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youre so right lucy the thunder legion DOES love him im so sick of them /aff (if i dont see them soon i will make it on international news)
THUNDER LEGION FORMATION CRUMBS????
i always did wanna learn how they got to be together and though i know the gaiden had its own interpretation i wondered how else it could have happened, and this is a very interesting and different approach the way FREED is the one who wants to fight laxus first (angry freed????? CAN I SEE????)
i have so many questions like?? why did he get so angry??? did laxus break a rule that enraged him?? like maybe threatening the safety of others??? did freed give laxus a good fight?? were bixlow and evergreen involved at this point??? and what does that mean freed only wanted laxus for his strength???? elaborate??????
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OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDD
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mira is so funny the way she can quickly uncover laxus' facade of trying to stay tough and hard, in the source material + game she's always been the anchor of staying true to one's feelings. in other words, she's all "aaaaaaahhh i caught you caring"
elfman catching laxus blushing too HAHAHA his whiteness will work against him. (also- manhood????? was there no other word they could have used???)
NOT TOO MUCH ON THE THUNDER LEGION LUCY??? to be fair i also love gift giving, i love to give my friends lots of little things i know they'll love so i don't see the "obsessiveness" of this.
MY TAKEAWAYS:
Mirajane Strauss will forever be Laxus' greatest opp (undefeated streak)
the Thunder Legion are the best gift givers in the guild, they're the equivalent of the rich aunties who want to spoil you rotten
I want to see no more Freed characterization calling him a pushover or cheerleader for Laxus, he's literally the one consistently defying his arrogance ON AND OFF SCREENšŸ—£ļø
Laxus and the Thunder Legion are private people, but everyone can see their love and devotion to each other and I think that's so beautiful
If I don't see new Thunder Legion content soon WHERE I CAN ACTUALLY SEE THEM another CEO will pay for it
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creatingblackcharacters Ā· 11 days ago
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Where is the line when it comes to calling out how people draw black characters? Im genuinely asking. Just did some digging in the elphaba tag. 28/35 of the top art did a great job of depicting her microbraids. Of those 7 that did a bad job, all but 2 of them put in effort to draw microbraids, its just that some of those artists arent very good. Soā€¦ theyre practicing. Additionally, there were 2 pieces of art (in addition to that 35) that were clearly depicting the musical and book art (obvious fans for years, from before cynthia was cast and the movie). Soā€¦ wheres the line? Do we call out just those 2 who didnt put in a real effort to draw her microbraids? Do we call out all 7 who didnt draw them well? Do we message them privately, even though we really dont know them at all besides this one piece we happened to come across? Do we send them an ask about it and hope they arent malicious? It stands to reason that they KNOW they should put in an effort, theyre in the *obvious* minority of artists in this fandom soā€¦ odds are they do not give a fuck about depicting Black hairstyles well. I dont want to make a fuss where its not beneficial, especially as a non black person, for the obvious reasons of how fandoms typically treat black fans. But, there IS an issue, however small a percentageā€¦ so wheres the line?
I must admit, this one gave me an off vibe šŸ˜… To one of your concerns, Let me put it this way:
"I know that Nazi will never change his mind, so I'll let him keep speaking loudly in the room where I and everyone else is sitting. It won't make a difference if I say anything to him. If we ignore him, he'll go away."
Is that true?
Or will speaking up let that Nazi know that at least ONE person in the room hears their bullshit and doesn't accept it? Will speaking up let the people in the room that the Nazi was targeting realize that everyone else in the room isn't also a Nazi that condones the way they're being treated? Will it allow them to feel stronger in speaking up? Will it at least show that you are not a fellow Nazi, because your actions are what deliver- and silence and tolerance delivers nothing, in this case?
"Making a fuss where it's not beneficial"- I always say here that my entire purpose is not to change your minds, but to shatter the excuse of your ignorance. I could have always just ended it with "everyone's a goddamn racist for funsies on here and I hate all of you"- because in my experience when we talk about "where's the line" on here, it's almost non-existent for the majority, not the minority! It's incredibly tempting to damn you all!
Instead, I made an entire blog to give people a chance. If I, who actually undergoes the very bigotry I teach about, have the grace to do that for you, I do believe that everyone else can reach inside for the strength to apply and hold accountable. There's always a benefit to speaking up against racism and injustice, even if it's not "changing their mind".
Now, if you genuinely just don't want to do that, then don't- but recognize that that's not because nothing can be done! That said, you don't have to fight every battle, and every battle doesn't have to be a fight! For those who you genuinely think are just "new" or "learning" artists, when you point out the issue, you can offer guidance. "Hey, here's an idea on how to better capture this braid pattern in a way that more accurately reflects Black hair". It doesn't have to be a "callout" off rip. If they don't take it well, then that's on them. That's a reflection of their character, not yours. And as a nonblack person, that is a role in your allyship that is important, because I don't expect Black people to have to show grace and teach to those who do wrong by us.
So no, I can't give you some statistically defined line of "oh this is antiblackness". because it's not that simple and it never has been.
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beperoncin Ā· 5 months ago
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NOW LOADING...
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COMPLETE!
ā˜… this is stonetooth cave. it shouldn't be too tough. ā˜…
ā˜… NAMES ā˜…
bold names are preferred names, regular names/pronouns are for anyone, italic names/pronouns are for close friends only
pip, peperoncino, stonetooth
ā˜… PRONOUNS ā˜…
he/him, they/them, shake/shakeself
ā˜… INFO/BYI ā˜…
most of the things on my blog are reblogs and rambles. i occasionally post original art for stuff like cookie run and wario land and rhythm heaven but. :3
i am fictionkin. like of peperoncino cookie? the silly ever? doubles are on thin ice i wont immediately block every double on sight but just be careful. you can interact and maybe tag my stuff as me/kin/id unless i say you cant.
i am a minor please keep that in mind if you have a mdni blog (mdni is an anagram of mind :b)
i fucking love wario land shake it. did i tell you how much i love wario land shake it? wario land shake it is my favorite game of all time.
i definitely have depression im just not ready to self diagnose. i probably have a couple other undiagnosed disorders but im just gonna do this shit without any meds. not the best idea but fuck it we baaaaaaall.
also i might (keyword might. im not sure if im actually plural since i have a hard time doing common system stuff but who knows.) be plural since i have too many guys in my head and i just let them freeload.
im also a selfshipper. i have two romantic f/os that im in a polycule with and a couple platonic/queerplatonic and familial f/os. also two enemy f/os. long list. dont want to put it on main. im nonsharing with my romantic f/os btw.
i have sideblogs yay. only two i feel like showing are
most youre getting is my main f/o is melon bun. shes so pretty F THE CYZJSJSJJSHWBWJSNHAMNWJEHEBEJENHB
@lemon-x-peperoncino (my lemoncino sideblog)
@putting-peperoncino-in-places (on hiatus but)
ā˜… INTERESTS ā˜…
old list was too hard to read so i'll make it easier on the eyes
currently wario land shake it has the biggest chokeholds on me right now. i hardly post about it but i promise whenever it's mentioned i go Feral
the caretaker and fanworks save me. save me the caretaker and fanworks. i'm making one myself /srs
omori is also a big inch rest of mine. sunny just like me fr
iron lung (the game. you know with the blood ocean) has a pretty big chokehold too but not as big as the prev three :b
rhythm heaven is pretty big (given that's mainly what i reblog here. almost all of my mutuals are rhythm angels /vpos)
i also like vocaloid and other vocal synths. and project sekai. wonderhoy
i don't think i would consider cookie run a big interest but right now two crob storylines are killing me (again, /vpos) and those two storylines are the treasure of legends and spelunking expeditions
every day i pray for another spex update IM DESPERATE I WANNA SEE MY GIRL AGAIN PRETTY PLEASE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP DEVSIS
wario worlddddddddddddd i loubve waro word
most of my interests contain wa- so heres a list of everything else that has wa-:
watashime slug. waterflame. wario land 3 and 4. wario as a whole.
okayyyyyy also i also kinda like by the numbers lists but i'm close to leaving the community. until daniel dixon's 1m btnl is out at least
some other stuff i like but rarely to never talk about are endoparasitic and mouthwashing and warioware and certain roblox games
idk!!!!!
slow blinks at whoever is reading this /p
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koi deleted his blog so im repasting the link
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rel124c41 Ā· 9 months ago
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I suck horribly at actually talking to people but I NEED to make it known how much I've loved and enjoyed your jade fics!!! Every single one has been a total banger., i've been fed so well.
I absolutely loved the readers lack of autonomy in your japanese folklore fic (im typing off memory so my spelling of everything will be off) they didn't have a choice in anything. fish wife <3 I'll admit I was a little confused with the Garappo, i truly thought it was some weird suicide until Jade later mentioned it. And why Floyd mentioned his brother dying to one, (I honestly thought it was supposed to be jade creature)
AGHHHH fish wife??? really?? fish wife??? the ending was so delicious, i could almost visualize it. so lovely. the fear, lack of autonomy, the loss of all they've known, never knowing what's real and what's a fantasy. I'm not sure what you envisioned for their future, but I can imagine that lack of autonomy will be more of a pressing issue than it was. God, the view of that though!!! Someone you only remember when you're too hazy to be in the real world, someone that's been with you throughout your life, someone that's wanted you since you could remember. isn't that so romantic? Finally together where the sun can't part you, under the water.
i dont know how to really explain what im feeling, or what i think, but i feel like it's such a poignant visual to be killed by this Jade in that way. It feels like watching a puzzle you've been working on be completed, or reaching a new plot point in a game you like, it's this feeling of intrigue, anticipation, idk. I always get that feeling reading your fics and also HOLY FUCK THEYRE SO LONG!!!!!!
and dont think i've forgotten your other fics LOL im ready to talk about those too holy fuck. I don't have that much to say unfortunately, I really enjoyed them just as much but I'm far more speechless. The Jade fic based off of Mera's god! Floyd was... really nice. The altar scene felt like Jade was punishing them for something. That's just how the bee crumbles, though. "sadist" might not rhyme with "jade" but it's basically the same word anyway... I loved watching Jade's opinion of Reader change over the time skips, he goes from mild annoyance/hate or, idk, repulsion (?) to interest, to love (menace style).
The reader fulfilling nothing in the end was certainly something. I loved it.
I've never really had a family, so I can't understand reader's motivations in your "crowley finds a way to send Yuu home" fic, but it made me wish I had one. I enjoyed the ending, the usage of the ghost camera. Poor Jade, really. I don't have much to say, because I'm not personally a fan of angst.
I feel like I can safely say you're my favorite writer, even above Mera. (who i now know you're also a fan of!!! which is neat!!!!!)
i know i probably could've DMed you but I feel like an ask is more appropriate >:) i hope you enjoy the long ask, as an artist myself this is kinda like tags on my art, and i really feel like you deserve that happiness. not good at talking, my bad!!!!
oh the way this made my day, iā€™m on break for my 6-2 shift and just AAAAAAAAAA thank you thank you thank you for this ask (*ā‰§āˆ€ā‰¦*) iā€™m geeking over here man,, iā€™m so flattered
okay to answer the first thing about why Floyd mentions his brother got killed by one!! the entire point of him going there is to check if his future sibling in law opinion on yokai, his brotherā€™s lovesick so Floyds on the case
he had to make the reader let him stay!! the idea of the garappa outside is more terrifying to the reader than letting in a stranger & he mentions his brother dying to one (falsely!!! heā€™s lying ofc!!!)
bc the readerā€™s like oh that sounds familiar for him to have a brother, that fits into place ā€” doubled with the bath salts, itā€™s an ease slip inside the shrine
ā€œthe fear, lack of autonomy, the loss of all they've known, never knowing what's real and what's a fantasy.ā€ dude why did you write Sundo better than me??? why did you write the whole thesis of Sundo in a more poetic and all around better way that i ever could holy shit
also if i was the reader iā€™d give into to be an umi bozu so easily,, like the eldritch beauty of becoming something truly incomprehensible, some Berserk-esque creature
like look at this!!!!! it would be so cool to be this!!!!! GIANT FISH WIFE!!!!
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AAAAA to be a huge monster loved and adored by your husband who stole/shares your immortal soul and infects your memory like a leech šŸ’•šŸ’•
ā€œIt feels like watching a puzzle you've been working on be completed, or reaching a new plot point in a game you like,ā€ AAAAA THANK YOU!!! (ļæ£äøŖļæ£) this particular part has me geeking,, iā€™m a big video game fan so to mimic that feeling of completeness, integrality!!!
and yeah iā€™m always worried about length bc iā€™m too fluent in yappanese when it comes to writing
the altar scene in Psilocybin was definitely a mixture of punishment and accepting them into his world ā€” heā€™s always going to be salty that he does not know what fear tastes, smells, looks like upon the reader! (怃Ā“āˆ€ļ½€)
iā€™m a HUGE mommaā€™s girl so thatā€™s where the theme of Schism came from haha and i love Toolā€™s music ā€” thank you for saying u like the ghost camera usage, i was worried the audience might not get this BUT reader does not end up leaving; that end scene is specifically with the fragment of her soul from the photograph on Jadeā€™s desk
ALSO MORE THAN MERA???? AAAAA THATS CRAZY PRAISE šŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’• (Oāˆ†O)
UM THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS ASK <<<3 im tattooing it in my head forever!!!! also ure my first mutual and itā€™s such an honor bc youā€™re so incredibly talented and AAAA iā€™m still geeking šŸ’•
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ze0n-wuz-here Ā· 23 days ago
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TW: Traumadump???? Vent
Hey uh
How much of an unhealthy trauma response is it to block artists when they post something related to the events that happen after ROTTMNT S2? Specially if itā€™s Raph art? Even saying the name is a trigger
Like, it traumatized me, but not the ā€œOh haha! Yeah I got traumatized from it!ā€ no, I mean REALLY traumatized, like, losing sleep, heart pounding extremely heavily, shutting myself from everyone, and it would take multiple days until I calm down completely again, only for it to get shoved down the drain as I get another reminder of those events
I have to block so many tags and words, and then also block so many people, people that DONT EVEN DESERVE TO BE BLOCKED BECAUSE I LOVE THEIR ART AND THEY SEEM LIKE COOL AWESOME PEOPLE AND I FEEL LIKE SHIT WHENEVER I BLOCK THESE PEOPLE, THEY DONT EVEN DESERVE TO BE BLOCKED YET HERE I AM. Itā€™s a very weird trauma response that I have, and itā€™s awful /srs
I feel like I canā€™t even enjoy the show without thinking of all those awful events that happened after S2, things that even mentioning will trigger me, characters that I have to tag that come from that that I have to tag and pretend theyā€™re not there, because of how traumatized I got from it
I want to seek therapy so bad, but my mom will have to know about this, and if I tell her that I wanna go to therapy because of an ANIMATION, she wonā€™t take me seriously, in fact I donā€™t think even the therapists will take me seriously
I have gone through all stages of grief except acceptance at this point, itā€™s so awful, and it hurts so bad, and this trauma wasnā€™t that bad the first time i saw that. Itā€™s only been getting worse, like a plague. Itā€™s been going on for 2 years by now.
I feel so stupid for having been traumatized by this. It makes me feel so stupid and immature. I canā€™t even enjoy the fandom because of that. I wish there was something, like a discord server that completely banned topics related to the events after S2, so I could feel completely safe, but Iā€™m being completely irrational, so I can only suffer in silence, I get more hurt by seeing ROTTMNT content than actual enjoyment. Even after telling myself ā€œthis isnā€™t real, this canā€™t hurt youā€, it still hurts like hell.
I tried taking breaks from those events, but they just keep coming back to me like a boomerang, and I donā€™t really have many people to walk about this. None of my real life friends know. Only about 2 or 3 mutuals know about my trauma
I wish those events had never happened. I wish to have my mind erased, at least to forget those events. I want to enjoy ROTTMNT again. But itā€™s getting increasingly difficult, as my trauma gets worse and worse, and again, it makes me feel so stupid that THIS is the trauma I have. Maybe it wouldā€™ve been understandable had i been 7 or 9 when I watched it. BUT NO. IM ALMOST AN ADULT AND IM ACTING LIKE THIS.
And itā€™s ALL because of the things that happen to Raph in there. I donā€™t know what is it about me, but whenever I see aftermath stuff, anything, o get super stressed, specially if Raph is in there. Even if itā€™s a simple doodle. It sucks. It hurts. It wasnā€™t like this, and yet here I am. Raph used to be my comfort character. Yes, I discovered him when those events had already happened, but I still found comfort in him, until it started getting worse and worse, like a disease. I took so much of that comfort that seeing him in those situations where he got hurt made me feel so much pain. He had become a stress inducing character, and Im still obsessed with him.
I tried finding alternate fandoms, fandoms that were similar to Rise, or at least that had characters similar to Raph, but none came close to what Rise was for me, because either thereā€™s not enough content, the fandom is dead, both, or they simply donā€™t hit as hard, and unfortunately itā€™s gonna take a big while before I can find something that replaces what Rise did
I know the most no-brainer solution is ā€œQuit social mediaā€ ā€œgo outsideā€ shit like that, but it doesnā€™t work for me, I get reminders either way. I donā€™t wanna abandon talking to my friends.
I donā€™t wanna block people. They did nothing wrong. They were just making art, or posting images, or making fanfics, and Iā€™m sitting here like the cowardly idiot whoā€™s best response is to block them and block everything that reminds me of those events. Iā€™m not as active in the Rise servers Iā€™m in because of those events. Those events ruined ROTTMNT for me.
I just wanna find something. A group. A community, where they talk about Rise, but completely banning topics relating to, wellā€¦ those events, it would be my safe haven, but since these events are what brought in most people to the fandom, I canā€™t have that. I donā€™t wanna leave the fandom. It shaped me so much, and I donā€™t wanna lose that, I just wanna find a community that only talks about the show. Fanart ONLY about the show, discussion ONLY about the showā€¦. But just as the conservatives say, Iā€™m just being a ā€œspecial snowflakeā€ for this, and it makes me feel like shit. I feel like shit. It hurts so much.
Im sorry for anyone whoā€™s reading this who had to watch me vent about some dumb turtles
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neolxzr Ā· 2 years ago
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actually based on my tags on the other post im going to talk about shu stepping down as leader maybe not in the DIRECTLY next event because it might even make sense for this story development to be another mika center?? but who knows im not the writers. but this almost feels like an important development to shu specifically at least to me
like valkyrie is obviously very important to shu, it is his creation and in the beginning it was entirely based on his aesthetics, his choreography, his designs, his lyrics, his everything, and it's still obviously his driving force but after meikyuu denshi kairou which SO heavily incorporates mika's aesthetics and his ideas its clear that the direction valkyrie is moving in is a valkyrie that they both contribute to equally
i think shu has been striving for this ever since he called mika his partner in art and told him he's not his doll anymore and he's been pushing mika to create on his own for the past like idk million valkyrie stories but this is such a new look and feel for them and it's clear that shu is embracing the idea that valkyrie is a partnership and it belongs to the both of them.
mika's ideal has always been shu and even as an artist he reveres the things he creates but he very clearly has his own ideas of what to create and where to take valkyrie and i think shu no longer being the leader will emphasize the fact that they are equals, and mika's ideal should always be to create things that he likes and his proud of and not just things that shu will be proud of him for
because shu will be proud of him regardless of whether or not he is trying to please him with his art!!! shu wants to see mika grow and become a confident and independent artist to stand alongside him, and with their individual independence i think it will strengthen them as a unit and as partners
and i think it's important for shu to almost give valkyrie to mika. not in the sense that he becomes the leader but in the sense that it now belongs to the both of them and they can both lead it in whatever direction they want to and they are there for each other and to nurture each other's creative endeavors
did i even make a point here?? i dont know. anyways valkyrie is a pair and they are equals do not separate them
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bunnakit Ā· 1 year ago
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every month of 2023 šŸŒø
thank you so much for the tag @sparklyeyedhimbo my beloved!
i've only been making gifs since september and watching bls since june. prior to that i was actually working a lot on my art and writing and working on my legend of zelda OC, vasru (i miss you bb i swear i haven't forgotten about you - someday ill come back to that massive wip project)
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september šŸŒø
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in september i posted my very first gifset! i made a few gifs prior to this but the quality was.. eh. these were the first ones i felt confident enough to post.
i also made a set for my favorite not me scene per episode
october šŸŒø
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october i made my favorite gumpa moments set! i also made this single gif from only friends (which i have still never seen) which has the most notes of any of my gifs (tho gumpa is catching up)
i also made my gmmtv live papang set, papang show announcements set, my moonlight chicken almost kiss set, and my gaipa set
november šŸŒø
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november i made way too many inspector m gifs. here's the 'official' set and then the honorable mentions set ! i think this is the month i showed the most growth and learned the most and really came into my own style.
i also made the beam (moonlight chicken) set, the save your tears mv set, bake me please ep1, this manner of death tan set (that did SO BADLY), my first the sign set, and bake me please e2
i also made this meme for my beloved @porschesbabydaddy
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december šŸŒø
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not the first gif i made of december but the first time i put subtitles on a gif, so a lil milestone. i made a lot of bake me please and the sign sets for december. i'm not going to link them all but basically page 1-3 of my gifs are all december.
i think my euripedes set and my would you mind it are my favorites of the month~
i've really, really enjoyed learning how to gif and experimenting and learning new things! it's really connected me with so many people and i can't wait to see what 2024 brings for all of us.
i'm being a nasty lazy lil guy and anyone that wants to do this pls feel free bc i dont wanna tag (im sure most have already been tagged lol)
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rayneyar Ā· 6 months ago
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Hi! So for the fanart awards, i was wondering what the process was for selecting the art? Cause I know i submitted art to the form, but I see that almost none of it got nominated, but one of my pieces that had to have been submitted to the form was nominated. It also seems like there are the same 3-5 artist in almost all of the categories. They obviously deserve to be there, but i think so many other artist also deserve to be there that i know had multiple works submitted but weren't nominated even once. Also here on tumblr, I am the only person that used the tag to submit art but it wasn't nominated. Im not trying to accuse you of anything!!! Im just curious what the selection process for the nominations was.
I went to go check the form and realized that the art didnt go through. I did put it tho, but for some reason it deleted? I dont know. It was one of the first things I did actually, and I donā€™t know why the form google thing would do that. I think it mightā€™ve been because I put the form nominations first and maybe didnā€™t save it right which is why it deleted? Or something like that. I want to apologize deeply for that. Iā€™m very sorry that happened. But besides the form, I took most of the hashtags from twitter. Although, i dont know if itā€™s just me, every time I search the hashtag on tumblr, it doesnā€™t seem to show anything. So what I then tried was checking for it through everyone who liked the post and it still showed me nothing. I thought that it was probably an issue and then I searched it up again to find the same result. I assumed that no one on the app had used the hashtag since I know only like 30? people liked the post. I donā€™t think Iā€™m much of a big account, thatā€™s why I thought that. And obviously I wasnā€™t going to put my own favorites, that would be unfair. So maybe that is why most of the art on this app didnā€™t go through. And once again, I am really, really sorry that happened and would like to make it up in the future. I have an idea of how to make it up for the final results but of course nothing will make up for this mistake. I shouldā€™ve reread everything before finishing it.
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murcielagatito Ā· 2 years ago
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post ā€œNot *everything* is about racismā€ *goes on to do EXACTLY what fandom does to poc when we speak up about unfair shit*
hey anon! youre part of the fucking problem!! deactivate your account <3
have you ever heard of systemic racism? (but just in case)
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have you EVER read ANY article about how people of color are treated in fandoms? (teen vogue) have you ACTUALLY critically read how writers write barbara???? tags from a fan
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go to the avanine tag just go to it how much of those posts came from me?
ive been in fandom for a really long time and my favorite characters have always been the ones that dont receive as much love. if you REALLY wanna get into it, my all time favorite star trek ship b7 used to have CRUMBS for content when i first got into them. and you know what i did??? I FUCKING CREATED SO MUCH FOR THEM
link not that u need literally any proof but look through my trek sideblog. nowadays they get way more love and content but it want until i and a few mutuals got the ball rolling that bā€™elanna is finally getting the love and attention she deserves. ive created so much art for star trek ALONE that it literally takes up almost all my storage on a 64gb sd card. do u KNOW how many fucking art files u can store in 64 gb?? a fuckton
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(for comparison most of my art files at that time were smaller than 6mb bc of discord)
im not saying shit just to say shit ive created so much fucking art but im not gonna keep doing it for people who are unappreciative. like i said before, we dont stick around when we r being mistreated why should we? its your role as a fucking white person to not make everything about yourself when a show is literally not made for you. its a love letter to black people and somehow yall still make that shit about yourselves. but sure go be a keyboard warrior and make more poc feel like shit amirite?
youre ignorant for thinking this way and your behavior is literally the perfect example of what happens when god forbid we speak up about unfair shit. stop being part of the fucking problem and listen for once in your life when we finally have the courage to call that shit out
i speak from experience
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mechacringekitty Ā· 1 year ago
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Hey hey! Finally remaking my pinned! Under the cut because it did get a bit long. I reccomend reading the whole thing if you can.
I'm Doll/whatever variation of my blog name you want to call me. You'll probably see me called a lot of names, I swap quite often and love nicknames.
It/its or any neopronouns, I'm alright with most gendered terms but I am agender. Please do not refer to me as nonbinary, I dislike the term when applied to myself. Pronouns.page here. I might talk in third person, use number = letter typing quirks, or put [brackets] around my speech sometimes.
I'm pansexual, fictoromantic, and too tired to figure out the rest. I RB selfship content and very happily support it. I might block you if we have the same F/O[s]- I dont like to share. That being said, proship/comship not welcome.
Diagnosed autistic, this blog is a place for me to be incredibly autistic about my interests and do assorted other things.
Nonhuman! Yep, I'm one of 'em. Don't feel like listing exactly what I am, mostly because I half have no idea myself, but you'll figure it out if you follow me long enough.
Interests and fandoms include Hollow Knight, Wings of Fire, ULTRAKILL, Rain World, computers/robots/tech in general, and dragons are my special interest. Asks are always open to chat about them! Or other things, if you know me. I love to talk. About my ocs especially. [Here is my toyhouse if you would like to have a look.] My oc blog is @webspinning !!
I fucking love music, almost all kinds, though I have a particular love for rock. I won't be able to say anything coherent or thoughtful but you can always talk to me about music. Or ask for song requests...or give me some...
We're working on sorting out issues and my headmate likely won't post here for a long while, if ever, but I am possibly part of an endogenic system- it's very complicated and I'm unsure of what's going on myself. I don't tolerate antis.
I do art and play video games and screech over other people's characters and so many other things. Commissions closed, requests extremely selectively open, art trades semi-open. My blog is a place for me and me only, it's disorganised but I can find my way around. If you're offended by things here, ah, leave! Goodbye! Tags - hound.txt - talking tag. i ramble hound.art - original art that i post...sometimes hound.games - me playing games! usually short little things, sometimes screenshots :) beware spoilers save for later - stuff for me. ignore that various oc tags that are "oc;[name]" - also for me. ignore that too, unless you're a moot and find it funny singing to the stars - selfship tag :) hopefully ill remember to actually use it
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what-if-nct Ā· 2 years ago
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Tagged by @karetahana Thank you for tagging me honšŸŒøšŸŒøšŸ’•
Are you named after anyone??
Kind of so my mom named me something completely different but my Grandma changed my name when she came to get me from the hospital. My first name was originally Jasmine but my Grandma changed it to Joyce cause it sounded like my Grandpa's name George. My middle name is a disaster cause my aunt chose it, its horrible and i hate and i want to change it to Jasmine. I do think Joyce fits me as a first name better though
When is the last time you cried??
Monday, the usual no one has ever loved me and never will, im fine.
Do you have any kids??
No unless my stuffed animals count.
Do you use sarcasm a lot??
Not often, sometimes.
Whatā€™s the first thing you notice about people??
Their hair, it's the first thing my eyes go to especially if it's like a bright color or a cool style.
Whatā€™s your eye color??
Brown.
Scary movie or happy ending??
Happy Ending. I just want everything to be like a Barbie movie and it works out perfectly. I didn't like the craft's ending because Nancy, Rochelle and Bonnie Deserved better. Like they didn't even do anything wrong, they were no where too taken over by power.. In this power point I will explain how Sarah was the actual problem.
Any special talents??
I can touch my head with my foot, I can even easier touch my nose with my foot, does that count? Is that a talent.
Where were you born??
Florida
Do you have any hobbies??
I collect dolls and I sew. the amount of clothes I've taken apart and sew into completely different things. I turned a long sleeve top into a spaghetti strap top and im really proud of it. I just never wear long sleeve tops unless its off the shoulder and cause it had a velvet cheetah print heart that said Bratz and cheetah print neckline I couldn't so I changed it and was able to keep the neckline intact also had to take it in cause it was pretty big in the waist.
Do you have any pets??
Yes, I have a sister. She's a good pet and I love her.
What sports do you/have you played??
I was a cheerleader and also did dance through middle and high school. Random story no one asked for I only learned to do a split out of spite because the head cheerleader while the coach was out went down the line to ask who could do a split and skipped me cause I was the biggest cheerleader. But I am unnecessarily flexible so every night I practiced doing a split and it took me like a week to do it. And I heard some of the other cheerleaders say I was only on the team to be a base. First of all I was the only bitch there with rhythm and who was good a choreography because I was also in dance. Like Just because I'm fat it doesn't mean anything. One thing about me, being fat has never stopped me from doing anything. The way other people treated me for being fat hurt as a child and was the sole reason I fell into depression and self harm. But I stopped caring what other people think a long time ago, like fuck everyone who has a problem with fat people that has nothing to with us. Their just fucking little bitches. I may have went on a tangent there.
How tall are you??
Legally 5'7 but I can't accept it so in my mind 5'8. Yes, an inch matters, my whole life was a lie.
What was your favorite subject in school??
Art and Dance, in 12th grade I had like almost all electives beside English and math and I didn't have PE! Like it was the best thing ever.
Dream job??
Princess, but like in the sense where I can wear a tiara and go to balls and be pampered but with out all the rules.
I tag @theficblog @hopeticket @dibidibidismynameisleeknow @joonsbonsailurks @jjongolese @jonghyuns-husband @ncityinthebuilding @farraige25 @simply-elegantly-kai @tremendousmasculinity , @kumigrlrl you dont have to do it if you dont want to and I also tag anyone who wants to do it.
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mg549 Ā· 2 years ago
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tagged by @graveyardrabbit šŸ‘!
last song: mama by mcr <3
currently watching: nothing šŸ˜”āœŠidk its hard to get me to watch tv shows. oh i did jst remember like 2 years ago or sth i started watching Every X-Files Ever with a big excel sheet of all my opinions and shit. but its been hard to get thru bc the later seasons have not been very enjoyable and also ive been Busy with work n putting out consistent art n shit that its hard to justify sitting down and not doing anything for that long ig. ive also slowly been getting thru various slasher franchises&watching iconic horror movies since i love horror but havent watched a lot of the movies, &its easier for me to get thru an hour and a half of sth Complete than 45 mins of a Part of a larger story. the original scream is def the cream of the crop of what ive seen so far, meanwhile i watched the first saw last night and it was incredibly stupid and frustrating to watch. 9/11 rly took its toll on media
currently reading: šŸ˜¶ even harder than videos bc i absolutely cannot multitask while reading. recently finished frankenstein (which i started literally almost 3 years prior (its not that long or difficult i jst struggle to justify spending time on things that i dont considerĀ ā€œworkā€ in my brain) (also it was p good but you could literally cut out the second part and the story would benefit imo it jst rly slogs down the pace and axes any tension for a lot of details that could be conveyed much quicker if they were explained in less detail)) and the communist manifesto (didnt take nearly as long bc its like pamphlet length gbdkjd) edit everyone go read izroulia actually a new series came out today&i haven't been able to read it yet but its been keeping me going fr i love how earnest it is in being itself its such a good piece of safe media for me if that makes sense
current obsession: ughhhhhhhhh ive been in between obsessions for a lil bit i feel like. idk this is sth i struggle w/ bc the last thing i felt fully like Enveloped in was the adventure zone (orig. arc) which ended. 5 years ago. lemon demon&lemonville came shortly after but it was hard to feel it was on the same scale bc it was actively in creation as i was there and associated #Drama also lessened its grip faster than it wouldā€™ve had it been like an existing show or sth. plus theres less ppl obvs. had a brief good omens phase but it burned out pretty quick bc i had so thoroughly dissected it very quickly.Ā &since then ive kind of jst been cycling between existing interests (monster high/fashion dolls in general, mercreatures, creepypasta/slenderman/horror in general) plus the occasional mcr blast but it doesnt quite Grip the same bc there arent like Characters i can rotate. the best ive gotten is obsessing over my own ocverses but its not the same.... idk i rly rly Want to feel the Passion that fandom brings but none of the media thats blown up interests me enough to consider consuming the media or i take a peak&dont like it cause im picky...idk my fundamental problem is that im picky and hard to please bc i can deconstruct things so easily to see its Bones and if a story is more surface level and straightforward and easy to understand its hard for me to keep my attention on it at the stage of my life im in. that being said aquamarine is my fave movie tho so. but then again i think ppl jst write it off cause its a chick flick. idk recommend me things but dont be surprised if its not my vibe ig
ummmmmmmmmmm idk who to tag u can do this if u want to&say i tagged u but i think i was kinda a bummer w/ these answers so šŸ˜”āœŠ
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rainbowgod666 Ā· 5 months ago
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...i mean you forgot my tags but if you want yapping then whatever its almost midnight where i am.
Ok so
"Every romance book is called The Cootie Paradox" i mean. Not exactly, its usually some My Immortal tier bullshit that makes you wonder just how HARD society failed women, but also it adesso how most of these books (which i never actually READ btw šŸ¤”) are basically just "what if twilight but with no superwholock supernatural shit and with r/womenwritingmen guys. Also none of the girls is described in a way that makes ANY eventual actor older than 17". Which just. Ew.
"Every horror movie is called Saunter" look. 90% of my posts are made under the presumption that one day pm seymour *will* be like "and what the fuck would YOU be, huh? :3". Of course every movie tries to be the new Thing/Saw/Friday the 13th/Gremlins/Tremors/Etc., because sure, art is beautiful regardless, but the monke brain wants golden statues, so why not try doing exactly what another film did? (And then you realize that not only there was no vision other than "fuck them they dont deserve to be better than me"Ā¹, but also CINEMASINS watched that damn thing, and everyone in the comments agreed its the first time he had a correct opinion). Then the fucking FNAF movie came around and said "shut the fuck up and stick to the source material. Take some liberties if you want either a sequel or just want the movie to be Itself rather than Just Another Thing" and that was so cool.
"Every middling adult fiction book is called The Thousand Mile Road To Kelly Larson": m8 im already Autism Blasting onto you your OWN DAMN POST. last thing ya need is another post about the #society (which is so many dead memes i cant even-)
"Every influencer lead dieting brand deal is called FrĆ¼mpi" dude. There are way too many posts about the "fitness regime" of society, all of them done by people that, unlike me, actually KNOW wtf they are talking about. Best i can tell you is what i KNOW (which is that excess in fiber or proteins kinda deletes your fucking intestine's internal CPU) and not what i FEEL (which i would do, but i dont want to sound like an... *audible disgust* a m e r i c a n c o n s e r v a t i v e šŸ¤¢). Also lets be honest, FrĆ¼mpi is White People Code for "food that tastes good but funds the fucking idk gaza genocide? Congo genocide? The one in Sudan? Do americans think the world is a sandbox for them to kill as many people as they can? And they say videogames cause violence the fucking cunts". And also the name sounds like a granola bar you eat because a box of the things is 1.10ā‚¬ and its the cheapest in the store and you go back home and you eat one of them and then you realize that damn bar is an offbrand of an offbrand of an OFFBRAND. How. The fujkck.
"Every resale app is called Bootd" the only thing i can say here is: Making Ebay 2 is idiotic, but at least the names sound somewhat funnyĀ² so there is an argument for that (also tech illiteracy is KINDA rampant so something that isnt older than me is probably easier to navigate or whatever)
"Every video essay made by someone who just picked a piece of media at random and thinks reading off the Wikipedia page for 80% of the vid is "good enough" is called The Capitalist Horror of Peppa Pig": ok. What fucking HBomberguyClone did you snort this off. Usually video essays are.done correctly. There are sources in the description nobody reads but they still put them because they care dude are you ok do you need somebody to talk to nobody gets this sort of visceral reactions unless they are particularly mad at the topicĀ³ DO YOU NEED A HUG-
"And every place we experience all these things and more is called earth šŸ’•": ...ok no thats actually kinda wholesome cause it implies humanity is Kinda Cringe-desu Innit Bruv and yet thats... what makes us human. Huh. Maybe i shouldnt set the bar on the ground for someone that can jump like a grasshopper.
So yeah this is all the content and the confusion i could squeeze from your post OP. In any case, my ask box is open (and so are my DMs really) and there are helpful footnotes in the post in case something needs higher clarification or is. You know. A Funny.
Also i proofread this damn thing. Something i didnt do for my ACTUAL IRL CLASS TESTS. SO.
every romance book is called the cootie paradox every horror movie is called Saunter every middling adult fiction book is called the thousand mile road to kelly larson every influencer lead dieting brand deal is called frĆ¼mpi every resale app is called bootd every video essay made by someone who just picked a piece of media at random and thinks reading off the Wikipedia page for 80% of the vid is "good enough" is called The Capitalist Horror of Peppa Pig. and every place we experience all these things and more is called earth šŸ’•
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