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I may be a Dutch Hater, but I'm a Hosea Supporter
#art#andre talks#red dead redemption#red dead redemption 2#rdr2 fanart#hosea matthews#dutch van der linde#dutch can suck dick and go die in a sidewalk i dont care#but if hosea says goes#i aint gonna question it#arthur morgan#john marston#im with john on this one#i dont remember hoseas jacket im in the middle of the class when i drew this pne lmfao#rdr2
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#ryo aoki#masato arakawa#snap sketches#i havent drawn anything vaguely doujin esque in twenty minutes. tragic !#rite of passage for masato fans to make a drawing with masato and aoki together that has a sinister undertone i think yk#still love saying 'masato' and 'aoki' as if theyre different people. ship of theseus type question i guess idk this aint bout that#i was gonna try to do an ambigram for 'mirror' but boy im bad at ambigrams so i gave up#k bye here's to not drawing for another month
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had a human au thought of Barnaby and Wally. idk doing their taxes or going through bills together since they share a house & Barnaby going "hey we could get married for tax benefits and health insurance. wait no what if i want to marry Howdy someday? it's illegal to be married to two people." Wally goes "we could get divorced" and Barnaby gets legitimately sad like:
#wally: uhhhhhh. um. i think i left the oven running#barnaby: YOU DONT BAKE- GET BACK HERE AND ANSWER THE QUESTION#in human au barnaby's ideal world he can marry both his platonic life-partner And the love of his life#but the american government says No smh#my heart goes out to polyams everywhere#fuckkkkk getting unwell about this aus barnaby and wally again everyone#like i have so many different little plot lines and mini aus for the au#like what if there was a covid arc?#in my mind lockdown happens while wally is Elsewhere#so he cant exactly get back home! and obviously no one is happy about that but wally is dealing well enough#but barnaby's like 🥺 my lil buddys out there all on his own and im alone here so im gonna call him every day#(also i like to think that howdy spends lockdown w/ barn or vice-versa but this aint about that)#wally: vibing#barnaby: a bit of a wreck#absolutely unprompted#wh modern human au#but then also Angsty Thoughts of yo when they all get old uhhh who dies first#and In My Mind! they both die within a few days of each other#maybe barnaby goes first and wally just. pines away. broken heart syndrome babey!#also having soft thoughts of them when they first became friends#barnaby taking him to the farm and introducing him to the animals <3#wally trying to help out with morning chores after a sleepover <3#ms. beagle absolutely adoring wally and always having his favorite snacks In Stock for whenever he comes by <3#that one time barnaby broke somebody's jaw for going a little too far w/ insulting wally & almost got expelled <3#mannn they're so! honestly goals#oh and later on when they have their own place wally having his own lil art studio#and barnaby continuing to be his go-to muse <3#wally probably has so much fuckign art of barnaby lmao#OHHHHH AND THE CAR CRASH ARCCCCC DONT EVEN GET ME FUCKIGN STARTED#EMOTIONS CENTRAL THAT IS
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I gave up on rendering the weapons but GUNS N' ROSES RAAAAHHH MY FAVORITE KIND OF DYNAMIC I'M SO HAPPY THEY INTERACTED IN GAME EFVWJKV
inspo from @/reikiwie-art's so we're official now ?!! ♡♡♡
#my art#animedrawing#lmao i'm questioning what style am I applying here aaaaa#metal be shiny tho#ALSO YUS THAT'S ROBIN BOOSTING THEM#imma draw my favorite hsr team next as a meme#fanart#fanart of a game#honkai star rail#hsr argenti#hsr boothill#not gonna tag robin cuz she smol in this art#breaking my alphabetic characters routine once again#argenthill#i will never forget how i got argenti#only because i wanted hanya and then got him in the first 10 pull#my besties told me his my favorite character type LMAO IDK WHAT THAT MEANS FOR ME#considering my favorite genshin character is Noelle it aint too far ig 😂😭🙈#i'm too shy to tag other artists pls#don't mind me DON'T PERCEIVE ME
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all the blond charles slander on here is so funny to me since i personally headcanon that mcavoy!charles was born blond but went brunet early on in his childhood. even if he’s not blond anymore the fact remains that he WAS once upon a time and therefore he is no less cursed than any other charles <3
once upon a time there was a blonde boys heart in a brunette .....
#snap chats#thats so jvevlekjvlkej tho there aint anythin to DISPROVE your theory ............ curious !!!#also hi dinner was epic! tumblrs being A Website again cause i thought i had ???? another ask i was gonna answer ??? but it fuckin. gone???#this happened to me earlier this month and im over it. tubmrl fix your website thanks i like answering questions you know !#with that tho im gonna sleep im tired goodnight everyone !!!!
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"I would like to ask the local cleric more about their religion, as being raised with an open mind to listen and learn (and only told of one legend story for bedtime in my youth)... Father Syrus didn't hold any belief himself, but he was still enjoying listening to others of their own..."
"... but right now, I don't think they would be open to... talking with me just yet... what with my gray skin and all..." ^^;
(Wanted to ask Father Aldurn as Orchid just for laughs)
But luckily, with the magic of her charm, she's able to walk the town freely. Even enter the church, and speak to reverend Father himself.
Father Aldurn closes his book before he continues.
"The Aether, and the Nether, both places one could access with the right resources. Heaven and hell. Death brings one of three options:"
"One: A soul that is virtuous, is given the gift of "creation," spirit awakening within the paradise of the aether, free to fly and create in true paradise for eternity.
Two: A soul that is vengeful, filled with hatred and spite, is bound to eternal damnation. Dread souls to become a part of the soul-sand that covers the nether realm.
Three: Some say, that within the realm of the void exists a form of purgatory. Lost souls wander the barren wastelands of the void and the endrealm, their former beings slowly stripping away, until they become akin to a pearlless enderfolk, screaming in the dark with powers they can't control."
"If you want to learn more, my child, perhaps you would like to attend one of my sermons!"
#and this is why i waited so long to answer this question#im working on parts 4 and 5 of DDE right now#but i figured i should probably break up the intense plot with something a bit...lighter#there was gonna be at least 2 more drawn panels erxplaining all the lore#but that first book thing took it out of me#anyways HOORAY MINECRAFT RELIGION#it's sort've like a vague cross between christianity and greek mythology#with some general minecraft lore sprinkled in for flavor#spent about an hour flying around the aether there aint much to it so i had to get creative with mods ^^"#anyways heres wonderwall#minecraft#minecraft ask blog#minecraft creative#creative mode#minecraft villager#minecraft illager#minecraft cleric#minecraft villager oc#ask#not anon#answer#minecraft angel#minecraft notch#mojang
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Fuck I scared myself awake.
I had a dream my Druid was at the tiefling party and chatted with Wyll then went to get her back blown out by Astarion (yknow usual party shenanigans)
But then after sex the game didn't go to morning the party just was dying down so I was like "???" And noticed Wyll wasn't in his spot and my Druid had the "drunk/hung over" condition.
So I go to talk to him but he's sitting there and before I knew it he somehow became a bloated zombie and I was like "NOOOOOO HOW?!?!" and I had to kill him because he was poisoning the area!
It was so upsetting!!!
None of the other party members seemed to realize they just thought Wyll was fine but I'm like "How'd this happen!?" And tried to use the "Speak to Dead" spell to figure out what happened but then I woke up :(
TLDR: Bring Wyll in your party more!! Scary dreams like that could mean you're not using him enough! :<
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#bg3 wyll#baldur's gate 3 wyll#baldurs gate 3 wyll#call me pathetic/crazy if you want but dreaming of wyll makes me realize i need to use him more#how did he become a zombie?! it dont make sense#in the dream it was multiplayer so i was questioning my friend the whole time#i aint gonna lie someone was gonna find mizora scalped on the street and hornless because no one touches Wyll#it literally scared me awake like what the fuck#wyll bg3#wyll#wyll ravengard#my homie!!!
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Is Zipbomb strong enough to survive a piano falling on his head?
Idk I don't think about these things
(The tags contain an off topic ramble.)
#zimmy speaks#i imagine if he knew somethhing like that was gonna happen hed survive by avoiding or destroying the piano before it could crush him#but if he didnt know? idk hed probably get crushed but its not what would kill him???#i hope yall dont think i have every little intricate detail about what zip can and cant do in a liytke folder in my head lol#he aint that deep lol#im stating this in case someone tries asking some deep questions in the future relating to him#like the deepesf thing about him tbh is probably “oh he spares girlfriend that time becayse he hates her and eants to see her suffer#or whatever.#sorry this turned into an unrelated ramble btw i chose a horrible time to answer this (6 am without sleeping)
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yall, one time I told this girl I was talking to that I had bad writer's block and she responded with "well why don't you use chatgpt for your writing then?" and I never told anyone but that's haunted me for like 2 years now, and I just had to get it off my chest.
#ive never used any ai stuff for writing.#it's such a wacky idea to me#like#?????#why write if i aint gonna write???#CALL ME OLD FASHIONED 👴#idk i thought people used that chatgpt thing like google. i didnt know you could have it write stories for you????#question mark???
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Day #4 of sending daily kinfessions to @unhingedkinfessions as if they were my diary until they get tired of me
Date: Sunday, March 3rd, 2024
Theme of today's kinfession: New kinsider + updates
Dear diary @unhingedkinfessions
Okay first of all HELPPPP not me kinsidering (very lowkey but still) from HARRY POTTER!!! NOT THE TERF SOURCE 😔. Like ik kinning from there is normal, but stilllll. Anyways, i think that i may be Nymphadora Tonks, but idk idk. It's a very lowkey kinsider but still 🤷
ALSO, updates on the ATLA/TLOK stuff: I THINK I'M GETTING ROHAN MEMORIES, finally a little bit of clearness 🙏. I remember a little bit from the temple and my relationship with my siblings :). Milo made fun of me all the time help. And i think i was a gay man too wich is funny.
Thank you again for listening i hope ya'll are surprised for my consistency sending this asks 😼
Sincerely: daily anon
Questions of the day for the mods (so they don't get tired of me for now)
Do ya'll have siblings? Is your relationship with them good?
Did ya'll listen to Tom Cardy? What do you think of his songs?
Bonus questions coz i'm feeling generous
Do you guys have a song that perfectly, and i'm saying PERFECTLY fits a kin of ya'll? Mine is Sunday Bloody Sunday (from U2) for my Matt Murdock kin :D!
"like i know kinning from there is normal-" WOAH there pal i gotta stop you there. not in my fucking house! dont care if its a kinsider keep that shit to yourself when it comes to stuff causing irl harm lmao? or stop engaging w the source at all maybe???? jesus. ur acting like its sooo quirky good for you i guess. skipped the ask for a second and was about to say you were being way too personal with the sibling question until i read That. some of you are getting wayyyy too comfortable whoever said we needed rent lowering gunshots w uhkf was right . but at least you got to day 4! cocks gun does anyone wanna try and go for day 5
#i read your day 5 ask btw im just not answering it bc i aint reading all that. you got way too personal w the questions real quick#'how much cheese should be on mac n cheese? anyway mods tell me abt your family.' goddamn#anyway. close the door on ur way out 👍#mod joker#anyway thats a joke dont go for day 5 if youre gonna write something so long please make it actually unhinged slash entertaining#not a kinfession
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I hate being sick
All I wanna do it write my silly little dreamnoblade fanfiction while being wrapped in my silly little blanket and chatting with my silly little online friends but NAH
#I WANNA BE HEALTHY SO BAD#god gave me two struggles in live its not FAIR#one being trans the other being health issues#wait theres a third#lets not forget my himbo bf#I love him soooo much#hes the sweetest but sometimes I wanna crush his head against a wall#in a very lovely way though#not gonna talk about my health in detail but being on watch in a hospital is NOT FUN#my dad got me his laptop so i can play minecraft and all#but I aint telling my family to get my fanfiction from my computer at home#NOT RISKING THAT#also not gonna start a new one on this cause all his stuff automatically gets on his cloud#AND NAH#CAN YALL IMAGINE MY FATHER CHECKING HIS CLOUD AND FINDING DREAMNOBLADE FANFICTION ON THERE?!#nOO#citrus talks#so yeah if you are also bored my asks are open come talk or whatever please#though I will sleep now but I will answer tomorrow and the day after please ask whatever#no matter regarding writing or dsmp or fanfictions or dnb or personal stuff (not too personal though lol) or headcanons or questions about#AUs or whatever#love yall muah muah#that was me giving yall smooches
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what are your interests that aren’t yakuza
uhm. a lot !!! I think !!!
#snap chats#dont think its a surprise to say i love sonic. i dont post bout it anywhere but i do very much love sonic#and kirby !!!! i love kirby .... and like. other videogames 💀#i like talking about comics with my bro. we rewatched all the xmen movies since i was leaving for college and that was funny#i get legal rights to mention that today cause someone did a minedai ver of a lipstick ad james mcavoy and michael fassbender were in#i did scream and cry when i saw it. btw. its bookmarked in my heart and on my twitter but moving on#dragonball's alright. i GUESS. i GUESS i like dragonball ... i havent been keepin up with it but daima's droppin oct 11th so i heard#maybe i oughta go back to reading manga .. thatd mean i go into a bookstore again vjaLKAJ#i also like reading :) but i dont exactly make fanart for reading jvELKVJA#SO FUNNY THO my library was giving away free dupe books and i know the librarian scared of me walking away with two piles#lets just get back to videogames that was easier. i like metroid :) gonna throw up when MP4 comes out#though. VERY funny that they didnt remaster MP2 and MP3 for the switch before but whaddya gonna do i'll live#metroid fusion is real fun ...... i really like metroid fusion ... yk maybe i dont have a lot of interests#MEGAMAN I LOVE MEGAMAN and resident evil …… capcom gang ……. ace attorney omg them too 😩#i always think AA is sega but no its not. criminal but it does mean phoenix wright shows up in MVC so thats alright ig#at least not. franchise? interests? like i like sports and Reading As I Said but i aint bloggin bout that#yeah idk. 'what are yuor other interests' is such an odd question cause i HAVE other interests i just dont think about it#yk. unless i have a blog for it LOL but for most of these i dont#but yeah i guess. theres that !!!!!! its like 1AM im definitely excluding things i like but vjlaekvjaeklJVELAKJ
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scenes from my fics 1/? — Presentation for Two, Please
This was not what Tadashi had in mind when Elsa had shyly asked him to come over to her apartment after their anniversary dinner. The atmosphere was right: moody lighting, jazz music, great wine, and alone time. He didn't expect her to whip out a projector and a 200-page academic thesis paper, though. Who said powerpoint presentations can't be romantic?
Or, Elsa proposes in the nerdiest way possible.
Bonus:
(kisses are so hard to draw, i’ve been tryna make them kiss for half a week now)
*:・゚✧ — commissions are open -> more info here
#tadelsa#elsashi#tadashi hamada#queen elsa#big hero 6#frozen#disney#disney crossover#rotbtd#my fic <3#storyboard?#i barely know how to draw rooms .#i also barely know how to draw kisses !!!#fluff#the next one aint gonna be fluff lmao champagne problems ure next#dont ask questions abt where the projector is . this is san fransokyo we dont need that#my art#lilandraws
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writing poetry sometimes feels like you gotta cut yourself open to express it idk smear all your organs all over the page and hope somebody else reads something beautiful. is that like divination the way it's expressed in various places and things? I dunno. poetry never slides off your skin like water off a duck's back. it's from within I think. sometimes you have to tear yourself apart to get at the words and sometimes it just wells up from within and gushes out. always from somewhere deep inside. sometimes it's difficult and horrible and painful but the alternative would be worse. sometimes it's from sheer joy that must overflow into words. I think that's beautiful personally. skin splitting from joy. it happens, I think, to us all at some point. or maybe I'm just a creature of extremes. maybe that online test I did because a friend recommended it is true. it said my symptoms were high. I don't know. maybe it is true, maybe it's not. I read a book once where there was a character named Nathan Hill-and-Dale, and while I'm not nearly as extreme as he was portrayed, in my extremes, I know I'm a fairly volatile person. funny, for most people who see me IRL seem to think that I'm fairly calm. nope, I'm a volcano. watch out, even when I'm apparently calm I might blow up one way or the other. one of my residents' family members said today that I was young and bubbly and she was glad to see it because happiness is the prerogative of the young. a part of me wished I told her. I have actively tried to kill myself once; I have come extremely close to the same actions countless times including yesterday; I would sooner hurt myself than others; if I had my own choice I would simply starve. of course I didn't tell her. sometimes I think I'll never get better. at this point I would consider it a very high chance that I will either die by suicide or end up in hospital following an attempt. not now, of course. but despite my fierce love for my course it has stress associated with it and I think that it's very likely that no psych help on earth would fix my mental health enough for that not to be an option mentally in this short time. I think it's possible to recover from all of the things I struggle with. God help me, I hope it is. the real question is whether I will survive long enough to recover from them. and the answer? I know not. I was reminded of a past interaction with the boy today, where he called my name - I turned - his grandfather, a photographer, was waiting to see if he could get a decent photo, for we were at a church conference and he was trying to get photos everywhere. they were laughing. I could not help but laugh. that memory is tainted now, for he would not look at me now, let alone try to pull such a stunt again. I don't blame him. I don't blame anyone for it. I wonder what would happen if I blocked all my friends on discord; who would seek me out? part of me hopes people would, another part hopes they would not. sometimes I just want to be left alone to curl up and die. it would be easier. so much easier than living, and living, and living. I tried writing poetry just now. it felt like trying to cut myself open, I couldn't get the words out. it only made me feel rather wild. I'm desperate for change, for something. something. what is that something? I don't know. did you know I'm a sadist? I would not in a public place express the thoughts that led me to that conclusion. but I am. I wish I wasn't. there's an obvious solution to that. quick, and easy. so easy. too easy. I tried writing poetry, and then instead of writing anything coherent, I wrote this.
#tw suicide#tw suicidal ideation#tw sh#personal#puddleglum hours#tried writing poetry and the very act of trying made me desperately want to harm. i think i'll break my streak today. all the things have#been so bad today. not so much the individual things as they all stack up together. almost the worst most constant dysphoria ive ever#experienced. coincided with eating new stuff which was scary. weighed myself yesterday on dad's recommendation and found out i *believed*#id gained like more than double what i *did*. feel so disgustingly fat and heavy tho why can't i just stop eating. why is everyone#prolonging my existence. serious question. this includes myself. whats the good. im tired but not. and oh so disgusted with myself.#weak. stupid. failing. only a fool talks like this. oh but don't worry im safe. safe enough anyhow. oh look nothing's real that explains#something. but i am safe. aint me as gonna commit suicide today. don't worry about me. im ignorin my friend who's worried about me bc she#has her own struggles. im not gonna ad to them at this point. selfish enough i am already. ive been choking on disgust all day even through#my jubilation over reaching a fourteen day streak. funny i literally don't care now. gonna break it. unless i'm too coward to do otherwise.#i ought. i ought to do other things too. i don't know how long i can keep on going like this. pray for me.
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Slowly reconfiguring my altar space but I'm gently adding Halloween decorations as September passes and October approaches, I'm personally obsessed with the little ghost lights. Anyway I don't have a dedicated sideblog for this stuff anymore so I'm just slapping it on main :)
#witchblr#taking a break was so good for me because now im getting back into the flow of it? im realising how my beliefs and shit have shifted#still going to gently worm my back into witchcraft like. im not gonna do any blots or anything for a good while#and figure out ONCE MORE what actually works with my practice#like do i WANT divination to be part of my craft? or do i just feel like i have to#like when was the last time i touched my tarot or my runes or my oracle deck or my pendulum? even before my break?#and when it comes to deitywork. is that something i can commit to? has my time with Loki come to a close? lots of questions to ask.#and also do i really want to keep a grimoire/bos? because im too much of a perfectionist for it#and the stuff i do regularly are in my head. if I'm doing something different then I'm going to use other books as research points#idk theres a lot to think about. maybe I'll just ponder the wizard and stop sweating the details lmao#you'd think i had this shit figured out after over a decade but fuckin nooooppppeeeee#anyway witchcraft is always a journey and there's always more to learn and experience#its easy to say that shit but harder to accept it#ALSO LOKI LIVES IN MY BEDROOM I AINT EVER GONNA HIDE HIM AWAY#i cherish all the time spent with a deity and appreciate them for being there during that part of my life#just like with hecate before its ok if my time with loki is over. it is what it is. its not sad its something to look fondly on
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Yo guess who just finished A Court Of Thorns and Roses
#yes im going to be insufferable#yES i spent all day reading a romance book abt fairies and YEA it made me hard#SO WHAT#anyway holy fuck yall#i need to make another post there aint gonna be any room#i say lowkey 6/10. writing felt young and bare#though im a fruit and prefer reading more flowery metaphor filled confusing ass psychological stuff#it was a great book and ive already purchased the other ones#but it was also sort of predictable and a smidge TOOOOO cheesy for me at times#perhaps i need to get out of my own head though- i did read it in one mf sitting lmaooo#i have so many words and literally no friends that like to read books#actually considering joining a book club because every book ive read has changed me in some way shape or form#[this one reawakened my previous love for stockholm type romance- and sent me down a rabbit hole of rereading my old faves!!]#i dont understand how 5 more books were made though. tbh only had 1 MAYBE 2 burning questions/desire to read feelings at the end of the book#it wraps up neatly and stands beautifully as a solo book i suppose#but i miss the dedication to a series!! let me be confused and scared and so mad the next book isnt in the library rn!#TOTAL FURB SCORE: 6/10 furbs
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