#i WANT TO KNOW EVEYRTHING

[lemongogo]

j need to get back into life drawing post haste

[shiroolynn]

Last exam of this semester lets gooooo aaaa

[fair-dinkum-mechanic]

Well how do I move on from this

[crazynerdandproud]

Forget a Mistborn movie, where's the Reckoner's movie with Stephen Lang playing Prof

[watch-out-it-bites]

I am going to scream and cry so many times I hate bugs they're so awful

[dnangelic]

' ... ah . ' a squint . a glare , and then ---

' just who'd die of embarrassment , you idiot ?! ' a lunge for ritsuka's cheek ! he pulls an ounce of it between thumb and pointer , punishment ! punishment !

--- and then as fast as his retribution had begun , he lets go .

' i just don't want someone like you getting in the way ! ' a growling roar and a huff . ' the more people that know , the more that start to get involved and try to make a mess out of everything , ' and when you liked someone , really liked them , a part of you wanted them all to yourself --- right ? not just to keep , but to impress . it was the same ! ' --- so just let me do my job and work my magic ! the timing's just been ... off , ' and there were , of course , just a few other , ( err , ) menial concerns ... ' but even someone who hates me isn't off-limits !! '

ㅤㅤ" TALK about harsh ... " Well, not that Dark didn't have a point. Ritsuka was so painfully eager to express his heart when it came down to the people he loved but it was way too embarrassing to be called out on it yet another time !

ㅤㅤJust as he was about to finally make the only plausible guess, a finger was pressed up against his lips and he blinked, taking a moment to realize his intention. He found himself pausing as he considered it before his own knowing smile took his lips. " ... Afraid you'll die of embarrassment if I do say it ? " He couldn't help but tease. " But ... I guess you're right. It probably is better to leave them unsaid but I do have to ask ... have you actually confessed to this person ? " From the way Ritsuka spoke, it was clear that his own love was reciprocated but what about Dark ? Actually, what kind of relationship did they have anyways ? It seemed to be unrequited from the way they were spoken of.

[peachhcs]

https://www.tumblr.com/peachhcs/766558720067043328/httpswwwtumblrcompeachhcs766163417530875904

EMMMMMMM! i know you love cliff hangers you always do them :(((( !!! but like still amazing holy crap

yes yes immediately yes. another part for sure!we need will and sam to finally talk

PART 7!!!! (yes there will be more and as many parts as y'all want this to be) here's also a small moment of will dropping eveyrthing for samy, but it will also be in the next part as well 😌

au masterlist

part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, part 6

"hello?" will breathed.

"will?" a wave of relief washed through him when he heard samy's familar voice on the other end.

"samy? h-hi.." he was at a loss for words that he couldn't say anything other than hi despite the million questions running through his brain.

"h-hi. i-i'm sorry this is..i haven't called," samy started and will could hear the edge in her voice which made his heart break.

"let's go boys! on the ice!" coach warsofsky called into the locker room, his loud voice making the blonde cringe and curse to himself because this phone call really couldn't have happened at a worse time.

"shit, are you at practice right now? i-i'm sorry..i totally forgot..i can call back?" samy began when she heard his coach through the phone. shit.

will knew he needed to get on the ice or else warsofsky would make him do lines, but he couldn't just hang up now—not when he was finally hearing his girlfriend's voice after a day of not hearing anything. plus, he knew one of the reasons samy probably didn't call until now was because she didn't want to distract him from hockey.

"come on, pick it up! pick it up! we have a long practice ahead of us!" warsofsky boomed again as more of will's teammates filed out of the locker room.

fuck it.

will dashed out of the locker room through the other exit. he scrambled into the hallway where he nearly fell over from his skates still on and the blade cover hitting the tile. "no, no..i can talk. i promise. it's good to hear your voice..i-i was worried," will admitted softly, sinking onto the ground where he pulled his skates off.

"y-yeah. sorry. i'm sorry. i should've called. i don't know i didn't. i just–"

"are you okay? luke told me about your surgery," will cut the brunette off because even though he was upset that she didn't call him, he needed to make sure she was okay first and foremost.

"uh, yeah. i'm okay. just a tendon tear. nothing serious," samy swallowed, glad will couldn't see the anxiety clouding around her while she glanced around the hospital room and luke pretending not to listen.

"a tendon tear is kind of serious..you didn't get up off the field," will said more as a statement.

"i-i..yeah..but i'm fine now. i promise. it just kind of knocked the wind out of me, but i'm fine. i promise," the girl said like she was trying to prove it to herself too.

"i'm glad you're okay. i was really worried about you," his words made samy feel even guiltier, especially because of the soft tone he was using with her even though she expected him to be mad she didn't call sooner.

"i know. i'm sorry. i should've called," the youngest hughes admitted, head hanging low.

"why didn't you?" will asked, his voice still soft which made samy cringe.

"i just..i didn't wanna bother you knowing you're still getting settled into the team and the season..i didn't think it mattered because i'm fine now and it wasn't anything serious like i was dying or something," the brunette admitted again.

"of course it matters. you matter to me. you're my number one priority," his words brought a bright blush to her cheeks.

"you just have so much on your plate..i didn't wanna burden you. didn't wanna..put too much on you and make you run out or something.." samy mumbled the last part and will was pretty sure he felt his heart shatter into a million little pieces hearing her say that.

"you thought i was gonna..leave you again?" the crack in his voice hurt. a lot.

"i dunno..maybe? i didn't wanna.. be too much or something."

the silence engulfed them whole. will pulled a hand through his hair as he struggled to find the right words and samy bit back more tears threatening to escape.

"you know i'd never leave you again, right? i love you, samy. a lot more than i can even begin to explain," finally, will said something while trying to keep his voice from cracking even more.

"i know that."

"you're not a burden to me, i promise. you're the only thing i think about all the time so there's no way you'd be too much for me. if anything, i'm too much for you," his attempt at a small joke made both of them laugh.

"i love you, will. i'm really sorry i was scared to reach out. i guess it's just been hard..trusting again," the brunette mumbled a bit ashamedly and that broke will's heart again knowing samy was still trying to trust him.

before he could respond though, the door next to him burst open and he snapped his head up. macklin stared down at him looking wide-eyed. "there you are, smitty. you gotta get on the ice. coach is looking for you," the brunette rushed out and will knew he needed to go for real this time.

"yeah, okay. i'm on it. tell him i was in the bathroom," will said and macklin nodded as the two hurried back into the locker room.

"i'll call you again, okay? i love you," will said to samy still on the phone.

"yeah, okay. sorry for keeping you. i love you," and that was it. they hung up and the blonde quickly rushed to the rink before he got in even more trouble.

later, while will waited for macklin to finish up his shower, he was on his phone searching plane tickets and the fastest he could get out to michigan. samy's admission earlier broke his heart and he hated she still felt that way, so he wanted to do everything he could to prove to her that she did matter to him and she wasn't a burden.

he found the tickets that would get him out by tomorrow morning and into michigan that afternoon. he glanced up at his teammates and coach's office—he'd get killed if he just left without warning for a few days. he probably wouldn't even play.

but will needed to see samy. he needed to prove to her that he's drop everything for her no matter what.

so he bought the tickets in a few quick taps and they were in his email a second later.

[elllisaaa]

eli i’m having dirty bookworm thoughts again… they can at least break me from my reading slump not only make me more addicted to sunghoon 🤨 DOES SUNGHOON EVEN READ why am i coming up with these kind of ideas 😭

i’m thinking 💭 you’re writing a romance novel with a few sex scenes sprinkled in there and when sunghoon finds out about them after you give him to read your first draft he gets jealous?? you’ve spend so much time thinking about these things what if you were horny and you touched yourself after writing them out? and you didn’t tell him a thing?? he decides to do every single intimate scene from your book to you tonight but TIMES better 🙃

sunghoon is really going to be your bias sweetie i think, you're constantly losing your mind over him (but don't ever stop, i love it). it's so funny to me how we're always associating him with books lmaoo but i'm here for it and i love to write it everytime. 

SUNGHOON has always been very supportive of you and every project you started. so when you announced that you had been writing some novels and wanted to get serious with that, he couldn't have been more proud of you. 

he was so attentive to your every need whenever you started another writing session. he brings you tea or coffee when you're thirsty and cooks for you when he knows you've spent the whole day working on your novels and didn't eat. but sunghoon was always there to take care of you and help you out of your writing blocks by giving you idea, or reading your texts to help you improve. 

so when you told him that you wanted to start writing a romance novel, he was all in helping you even if he teased you a little bit by reminding you not to describe him too much as the perfect boyfriend. but apart from that, he doesn't try to interfere in the creative process too much, not asking about the plot if you don't mention it to him. but sunghoon is always there to help you whenever you need it.

it's not until you give him the first draft of your novel to read that he notices the few sex scenes that you also wrote. and listen, sunghoon is not easily getting jealous, he trusts you with his life, so how did words on paper were getting angry ? because he was. he could only imagine you thinking about all the dirty scenarios you wrote, all alone while he could have been there and make them come true. he couldn't help but wonder if you touched yourself while writing all this. 

sunghoon didn't even reach the end of the novel before picking you up and carrying you to the bedroom. you don't even understand what's happening until your boyfriend starts to undress himself. 

"you're such a naughty girl princess, writing all these things when you could've just told me that you wanted to get your ass spanked."

your cheeks were burning as you tried to defend yourself. yes, the sex scenes of your novel were self-indulgent, including all the fantasies you couldn't voice to sunghoon. but you didn't think that he would pick up on that. though he clearly did as he caged you in with his arms, lips inches away from yours.

"gonna make all these things you wrote real hm ?"

and he would so do that : manhandling you in all the positions you described, slapping your ass, fucking you rough until you cried and letting you sit on his face. eveyrthing you wrote, he did it ten times better, resulting in you orgasming too much time to count and your body dripping with sunghoon's cum.

"now you will tell me everything you want baby, right ?"

when you nodded mindlessly, too fucked out to focus on anything else than his beautiful face and his cocky smirk.

"good girl. you know i'm the only on to make you feel like that"

[theshypinkflower]

how would you think the btd cast + tpof would be parents in general? assume the child is theirs or like they willingly adopted

Oooooo a long answer. Sit down anon we’re gonna be here for while. (THIS HAS BEEN SITTING IN MY DRAFTS FOR TOO LONG SO HERE HAVE THE FIRST THREE DADS)

🔨Strade:

-Pretty sure it’s canon he’s good to kids

-He’s like the goofy dad that blares his old rock music when picking you up from school to embarrass you

-He’s all smiles and very light hearted

-He does know when to be strict, but it’s nothing out of the ordinary

-With a kid in the house though it’s hard to have victims, I mean when you’re young he can do a good job of keeping you out of the basement but as you get older he’s gotta find another place to get his energy out and film his videos

-If you turn out as sadistic as him he’d be so proud of you

-he makes SUCH good food too, he is a pro at working the grill

-he’s the dad who makes you hold the flashlight while he’s working on a car, you’d always be helping him with projects and what not

🦊Ren/Fox:

-huge nerd dad

-since you were born you’ve been watching anime, playing classic games, reading manga

-he’s a very affectionate dad, he always makes sure to tell you he loves you. He thought your little ears and tail (cmon ofc you’d be a hybrid) were so cute. Even if you are adopted he just has such baby fever, def adopted you as a baby.

-he shelters you quite a bit, he’s worried that you might meet someone like Strade when you finally move out and that terrifies him. No matter how many times hes said he loved strade.

-I see ren being a huge foodie, like hell read about restaurants with like picture worthy foods and he just knows he has to take you with him

-spoils you ROTTEN, his kid will never leave him if spoiled, right? They’ll wanna stick around! Plus your little trinkets and goodies make great distractions when he’s…filming. Plus I imagine as Ren gets older (more like Fox now) gifts are his way of apologizing. Fox is more emotionally distant than he was when he was younger, so saying sorry is a bit difficult.

🌿Lawerence:

-Look I know this question is under the guise of each character WANTING kids but I CANNOT see Lawerence genuinely wanting kids

-Kids are loud, messy, and obnoxious. Aka, eveyrthing Lawerence hates

-He is too terrified to even adopt a kid, he doesn’t see himself as responsible enough to care for a kid. Especially with his sadistic needs and the fact he’s constantly rotting

-He thinks bringing life into this world would be selfish of him (little does bro know he’s infertile)

-If you want kids I’m sorry but it’s a no go from Lawerence. You can have plant babies instead! (Cats and dogs are also out of the question. Sorry, no fur babies.)

(I do have HCs for Cain as a dad but they are more canon aligned with his ACTUAL kid, same goes for Akira. I already did Sano hcs as a parent, you just gotta look through my headcanon tag. I LOVED doing this hc btw, I LOVE IT WHEN YOU GUYS ASK ME THINGS EHHEHEHEHEHEH)

[megatraven]

THIS IS THE BEST THING IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE!!!!!!!! THE COLORING, THEIR POSES, THE EXPRESSIONS..... PERFECTION!!!!!! 💛💛💛💛💛💛

@megatraven AYE AYE CAPTAIN

[ancha-aus]

NewAgeAU Drabble - Magic and Love

Because I had an idea. For a shorter drabble/snippet while I continue to scheme on the big thing. And i needed to focus on something else for a bit. I hope you are ready @spotaus because i felt like writing something sweet and a tiny bit of a gutpunch! :D

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"The Princess looked at the wizard. Waiting with held breath as they considered her request. But one thing she had no considered with her question, was the fact that the wizard loved to play tricks.

And a trick he played. He nodded and agreed to the young Princess's request and the Princess's soul swelted with hope. She would have wings and fly away and fly free.

The wizard waved his wand and the Princess felt herself change. She gained the wings she had wished for so desperately but that was not all. She could feel her skin start to thin as her dress grow too tight. She felt her face start to stretch, as if she had a pimple growing under her skin. Her hands shook and she stared down, only to see her beautiful brown skin turn a bright angry red as her nails grew into claws.

The Wizard chackled with glee as the Princess turned into a feared dragon with a sample wave of his magic." The voice pauses as the hand moves to turn the page.

"How did that work?"

Ccino blinked and shot him a confused look. Nightmare stared at Ccino as he was waiting for his answer. He did feel a bit back of breaking Ccino out of his concentration and reading.

Ccino looks down at the book "What do you mean?"

Nightmare snuggles closer to Ccino. Ccino is so tall! Or maybe Nightmare is still real tiny? He is arleady 5 and everyone said he should be stronger and bigger but Ccino said he was fine. and Ccino is already like... twelve! He would know right? He is real smart and grown up!

Nightmare carefully touches the drawing of the wizard and the princess. And the next picture on the next page. Of a feared dragon "Magic... How does magic work?"

Ccino blinks and looks at the book before smiling at him "I am not sure? I am not that smart Nightlight... Maybe you can ask Dream and his teachers?"

Ngihtmare looks back at Ccino with confusion "But you know everything..."

Ccino laughs and shakes his skull "I don't Nightlight. And it is okay that i am not smart like you and Dream." he smiles again.

Nightmare shakes his skull again and pouts up at Ccino. His mom always tells him not to pout but Ccino never does. Ccino just smiles at him when he pouts.

And Ccino smiles at him gently. He rubs his cheek and mutters softly "No need to be sad..." He keeps rubbing his cheek "Maybe Dream will share what he learned in his classes?" Ccino glances at Dream.

Who is rolled up and sound asleep. Hugging a large plushy close as he sleeps peacefully though stroytime. Nightmare isn't even sure why Dream wants to be here for storytime. He always falls asleep.

Thought that he gets... It is nice to sleep with Ccino in his bed. It is warm and comfy and feels nice to be near their Ccino.

Nightmare shakes his skull and pouts "Dream says his teachers told him that i would need special training to know and learn and i don't get that. My classes are other stuff." it is unfair. He wants to learn magic. He looks at Ccino "I want to know magic. Please?"

Ccino frowns as he thinks. Staring at the book and messing with it. Nightmare waits patiently. He knows that Ccino needs time to think sometimes. Probably because he knows everything and stuff! Means he has to think through eveyrthing he knows and find the right answer! Kinda like how Nightmare has to look through lists and stuff to find the books he needs!

Ccino speaks slowly and softly "My... parents told me... long ago... That magic is connected to your soul... That what you can and can't do is all in there..." he smiles nad taps Nightmare's sternum and Nightmare can't help but giggle as he pushes close to Ccino's side. Ccino smiles again as he speaks "My... dad used to say that he could do magic because he loved us... My mom loved to sing and her sungs were magic... So... I think it is love related?" he tilts his skull.

Nightmare smiles before frowning. He stares at Ccino "But... but you love us loads. Loads and loads." more than anyone. Ccino loves them the absolute most! "But you have no magic..."

Ccino frowns before grinning and leaning close "Wanne know a secret?"

Ngihtmare is already nodding as he stares.

Ccino grins as he pokes his sternum softly "love, also comes from your soul."

Nightmare blinks and Ccino continues wiht a grin as he points at his soul "My soul is still tiny. It doens't have a lot of room. So... Because i have so much love... my soul is already full. It can't fit any magic in there anymore." he grins and nuzzles Nightmare's skull and Nightmare leans close with a happy purr.

"And how could my soul not be full of love? When I love you and your twin so much?"

Nightmare smiles brightly as he leans into Ccino's embrace. "I love you."

Ccino giggles and nuzzles the top of his skull "And I love you my little Nightlight. You and your brother both. I love you both so much."

Nightmare smiles as he pushes close to Ccino. He always smells of baked stuff and vanilla. He is warm and Nightmare feels safe.

Ccino hums softly "Want me to continue reading or go to sleep?"

Nightmare can't help but yawn as he mutters "Sleep? Can you hum?"

Ccino laughs softly "Of course." They lay down as Ccino puts the book to the side. Nightmare is soon surrounded by the warm soft blanket as he lays plastered against Ccino's side. One arm around him as the other is no doubt hugging his dear twin close as well. Ccino nuzzles his skull again and then a soft humming starts. Familiar tunes and dips and falls and Nightmare yawns as he falls asleep.

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Nightmare stares at the very old book. He had found it in the library, forgotten on a shelve and it brought back memories from so very long ago.

His tendrils move and twitch with his emotions. Ever moving, never silenty, never calm.

He would do everything to go back to then... When he felt save and home...

He traces the drawing with the princess with a large red dragon behind it. Her in the shadows of the beast she was forced to turn into. She had only wanted to be free.

He should put the book back on the shelve. Return it to its rightful place.

Instead Ngihtmare just tugs it under his shoulder as he returns to his bedroom. It is very late. He had spend a long time in his study to work on new plans to secure his rule and secure the safety in his castle.

Ngihtmare returns to his bedroom and opens the door. The room is dark and empty. Still he leaves the found book in his personal bookshelf. He stares at the empty room and bed.

Nightmare is about to get ready for bed when he just... He shouldnt'... He is an adult now. Older. Wiser. He knows now. He knows the pain and suffering his... his mother... had done to...

He shouldn't keep bothering him.

In the end he still leaves his own room. Nightmare stalks through the empty and dark castle. Melting into shadows to remain hidden and silent.

Ngihtmare stops before a nice sturdy door. Nightmare had been sure to move him to a better room. A better home to rest.

He relaly shouldn't...

He stil knocks on the door.

Nightmare shouldn't do this. Ccino has very early mornings. He needs his sleep and the chance to rest. Nightmare can't keep waking him up in the middle of the night.

The door creaks open and Ccino looks out of the creak "My king?" the door opens fully.

Nightmare can't stand the title. Not when Ccino says it. It isn't right "Just me."

Ccino frowns as he glances around and looks at him searching "Is something wrong? did something happen?"

Ngihtmare shakes his skull "Can I... come in?"

Ccino blinks but nods "of course." He opens the door further. Nightmare goes inside and it gets easier to breath.

The room is all soft growns with small potted plants. It is a small safe haven. Nightmare feels terrible for intruding on Ccino's space. This is suposed to be his space yet Nightmare ends up here so often.

Ccino looks up at him "Nightmare? What is wrong? did soemthing happen?" he frowns as he thinks "Ddi someone mess withyour food? Did the guards say something again? I can look into it in the morning?"

Ngihtmare shakes his skull but can't get it past his teeth. The reason why he is here. The same as he feels right now.

Ccino frowns but nods as he guides him towards his small couch. Ccino helps him sit and sits wiht him "It is oaky. deep rbeaths. Stuff is changing quickly and it can get overwhelming. You are still learning about beign a king and people still need time to get used to you as king. You can do this." he smiles at him.

Nightmare can't keep it in anymore "Do you love me?"

Ccino looks shocked and Ngihtmare feels terrible "I am sorry. I shouldn't ask. It is unfair to you as I am a king now." He is selfish and a terrible person.

Ccino frowns as he take shis hand "It is oaky... I am jsut surprised. I thought... I thought you said you have magic that makes you able to feel things that others feel now. Empathy and things like it. I figured you would be able to feel how I feel?" and he just looks at him curiously.

Ngihtmare looks at him helplessly before looking away "Just because you love someone doesn't mean you can't also hate them..." Dream loved him but hated him now. His twin still feels both ways towards Nightmare. Ngihtmare himself hates his mother, but some part of him will forever love Nim even if that love hurts sometimes.

He just... He can't handle Ccino hating him.

Then two arms lock around his shoulders and Nightmare freezes. Ccino hums "this used to be easier when you were smaller... That is one downside is supose. Makes it harder to embrace and hold you."

Nightmare can't help it as he just sinks completely into Ccino. Shrinking into himself to try and make himself fit. He ends up laying in Ccino's arms as Ccino lays his skull on top of Nightmare's "As for your question. Of course I love you. I still love you and your brother very much Nightmare. Nothing changed that."

Ngihtmare wants to cry. Instead he just holds unto Ccino tighter. His tendrils wrapping around the other to hold him clsoer.

Nightamre needs to check. he needs to be sure "But you are stuck..."

Ccino hums "And you canceled the contract as soon as you knew about it. You made sure it wouldn't keep me locked in as soon as you realised you could free me."

Nightmare lays against the other. Feeling his soul slowly calm down "It is still my fault... If it hadn't been for me.... You wouldn't be..."

Ccino hums as he just continues to keep his skull on top of Nightmare's "It wasn't your fault, neither was it Dream's. It was all on Nim. Nim decided she was allowed to steal children. Not you two. You two aren't at fault. If it hadn't been me it would have been someone else."

Nightmare frowns as he leans against him "You were... stuck in a living hell. Just because Nim decided to steal you."

Ccino gives a small shrug but answers him out loud as well "It was rough... but you know what? Even in that darkness, I had a small ligth in there to help me." then a bit more teasing "A little Nightlight."

The old nickname feels like an arrow through his soul but in the best way. He tightens his grip on Ccino.

Ccino mutter softly to him "And just to be sure. I still love you Nightmare. That isn't changing. I will be right here for when you need me."

Nightmare finally feels his feelings and soul calm down. And once his soul calms so does his magic.

Nightmare feels himself start to fall asleep as Ccino hums a familiar tune. One he holds so dear and knows by heart. Nightmare lets hismelf relax and swears he will make sure that Ccino gets the next day more free time to relax. But for now he is warm and safe and so very loved.

[wyked-original-writing]

owl man lore. enkys. lore. pls. i beg. i wish ot know eveyrthing about him. how does he influence all the events in tgopd? does it all come back to hims? also, does he interact the main caseT? oh1 and why owl? actualli ave more questions--what's his origin sotyr? and why so many deahtns on his hands.

sorry im very sleep but i ned to wno.

So ahhh this gets deep in spoilers and I mean for the series so proceed below the line at your own risk...not sure how much will be used or changed by the time I get to book 4.5

Enky is the first god....he sprang forth from the void and is the void...the others showed up many years after he had started building a world alone. The company was nice and slowly they began to create things for the planets within the realm.

Enky can travel between them at will as can Solace and Kieran if he wanted to as they all have a connection with the ether of the world that the other gods do not.

Long ago there was a war in which Damaluna Enky's betrothed died in, with here death Enky snapped and ended the war by killing the one responsible but as a result well...let's just say only a handful of the gods survived the explosion the fates died and they had to rebuild...

Enky is the only one who saw the path Nereza was going down and warned the others but it was for naught.... They did not listen..

Bonus fact by warning them of it he was sacrificing his own happiness as he knew that if that path wasn't taken then Damaluna wouldn't be reborn again.. but for those he considered family he was willing to remain alone forever...

Well, they didn't listen events are happening and Mal, Oisìn, Taz and Jade are in the heart of it along with Kieran... He is manipulating things in a way that gives them the best chance as he cannot outright help them as it would cause another war and he'd rather not be the only god left in existence...

Owls were the bird that Damaluna had a connection with...she had one as a pet so his preference for owls is a commitment to her...before meeting her his preference had been crows and eagles...but the swift wings of an owl aren't too bad and it reminds him of the times he traveled with her in his owl form.

Kieran may be the main god of the series but Enky has his hand in everything including certain actions that solace takes.

I hope that answered your ask.

[autisticlancemcclain]

fic rec friday 33

welcome to the thirty-third fic rec friday! where, on friday, i rec five of my favourite fics.

1. Rose-Colored Boy by melancholymango

“I missed you, you know.”

“Yeah?” Lance sighed, warm and giddy, clearly not absorbing how serious the words truly were. Keith nodded his head for a few seconds, not trusting himself to speak around the size of his emotions. He was suddenly brought back to the years alone on the whale, when all he’d had to keep him going was memories of his friends, of Lance.

“Yeah.” Keith said, more certainty in his voice now. He reached down, hesitantly threading his fingers through Lance’s and giving his hand a squeeze. Lance tensed next to him. “I still do.”

“I mean, I’m right here.”

“Are you? You still seem pretty far away.”

again i know im not really big on those fics that make the team out to be deliberately cruel, but sometimes its cathartic tbh. sometimes you remember canon and ur just like yeah what if he got angry. what if someone got angry for him. what then. and mango gives us that

2. Swamp of Sorrows by SwissArmyKnife

Pike gets exposed to acidic ooze, which leads Block (& Keith) to make a few discoveries about their party’s rogue.

“We can't leave them like this,” Meklavar said of Valayun and Pike, who’d been laid beside the fire. "Look at how bad those welts are." She came up with a bottle of oil and a cake of soap. "I can smell water nearby. We can get them washed and roll them in a blanket to sleep off the spore. What do you think?"

"I think it's our only choice," Takashi said.

monsters and mana fic!!!!! everybody say YES to righteous anger on pike’s behalf. and also say yes to pike bc i love him. this fic is interesting bc its a little tense and awkward bc this ragtag team of misfits doesnt quite trust each other yet but they also cant quite stop themselves from caring about each other. so even though they dont all agree on eveyrthing and dont agree about all, they do agree that pike needs more care than he got. also unrelated but the fact that shiro’s m&m name is fucking takashi kills me every time like man just wants to be himself 💀

3. Beneath the Champagne Sea by SwissArmyKnife

The paladins make a diplomatic visit to a planet with sexual dimorphism roughly opposite that of Earth. Women are larger and more powerful, while men are leaner and smaller. Cue their horror at gaunt, sickly Pidge and mild disgust with the ’womanly’ Shiro. Lance hits the sweet spot. He's got the build and features to draw the eyes and the charm to keep them. Their hosts are quite taken with him, in particular the daughter of the queen, whose forwardness is a comic reversal of Lance’s usual dynamic with women. Lance likes the attention and finds her intriguing, but eventually things take a discomforting turn.

Lance tried to step around her, wanting to walk away from a conversation that seemed less and less likely to end well, but Leh’n seized his wrist before he could. Her grip was tight, and freeing himself would require an act of aggression, which he still wanted to avoid. ‘Think of the mission, of how important it is to get the castle up and running again,’ he coached himself.

Still, that did nothing to stop his blood pressure from skyrocketing as Leh’n leaned closer and said. “I am not accustomed to reluctance.”

i swear to god that ive recced this before, but i couldnt find it in my records so here it is!! this fic is endlessly fascinating. the exploration of gender roles is super interesting, considering who is impacted in this fic and how. the discussion about beauty standards, power imbalances, the alien wrench in things was so cool! and i think lance, who is very much someone who rides that gender lines in terms of presentation of hobbies and even chracter traits, makes sense as the main character here. interesting think piece. 

4. you had me at merlot by @ryomakun

“Oh my God,” Lance says as he covers his face. Keith’s tinny voice blares from his laptop speakers: “What do you call a fake noodle? An impasta.” See, this joke might have been funny if someone charismatic and charming had said it, but Keith’s flat voice and even flatter expression effectively kidnaps, tortures, and then decapitates any chance of it being remotely humorous.

--

Keith accidentally starts a YouTube channel. Lance, of course, refuses to be left out. It goes about as well as you'd expect. (Ft. copious amounts of wine and a truly shameless number of references to MyDrunkKitchen, DailyGrace, and general pop culture)

this fic is HILARIOUS. its one of the firsts i ever screenshotted for the scrapbook i have of fics that made me laugh out loud. i offer you this one part that really made me giggle: 

““It tastes good,” Keith says petulantly as he glares at the accusing finger Hunk has pointed at him. “No offense Hunk but that stuff you gave me for my twenty-first tasted like feet and antiseptic.”

“That was a merlot,” Hunk wails. “The good kind, too!”

Ignoring them, Lance stands in front of the rum selection. This is why he didn’t want to bring anyone. They might call him loud and embarrassing, but at least he doesn’t yell inside WalMart about the virtues of a “real red wine.” An elderly couple passes through, eying the bickering three. Lance resolutely pretends he is here shopping by himself.“

the way they are so ridiculous that LANCE of all people is embarrassed of them...cinema. also this fic is peak bc it has klance as enemies to lovers and childhood friends to lovers at the same time. iconique

5. Flayed by @admiralcanthackett

Lance gets hit with a face full of spores and it leaves him wracked with pain. Touch is the only relief he can find.

yes i know i tag this author all the time but in my defense there was a point in my life where i was OBSESSED with faer fics. truly. anyways this one has unexpectedly protective keith, like to a very high degree, and im loving the heavy themes of trust and emotional as well as physical vulnerability 

that’s it for today!! i’ll see y’all back next friday for the next fic rec post!!!

[reggies-eyeliner]

THE CLASSIC MATCHUP - @nickeverdeen!

-> THE "MEET ME IN THE POURING RAIN" COUPLE<3

#now playing ... "darling i'd wait for you" by delaney bailey!

gwen stacy's hugs are rare, so when they do happen, they mean something. the first time she hugs you is after a long day at the spider society, both of you are exhausted and just about ready to fall asleep. her hand is in yours as she walks you home, the moon shining brightly in the night sky, turning bits and pieces of the puddle-covered sidewalk white. the rain begins to pour harder, and soon enough, your synchronized walks turn into a pitter-patter of sprints as fast as the rain, and both of you are laughing hard barely seeing two steps ahead of you. when she finally does make it to your house, she wraps her arms around you, holding you tightly. at first, you're not exactly sure why she's hugging you, because she usually needs a reason to, but you roll along with it anyway. with hair dripping and clothes soaked, she pulls away and waves goodbye. you discover a few years later that the hug came from her realizing for the first time that she was in love you.

she absolutely loves that she's not the only one that gets louder the closer she gets to someone! knowing that you're there to ramble and talk just as much as she wants to is a feeling of comfort, so the conversations are limitless. she'll be there to listen to your favorite memories, and even if some are more painful than others, she'll be the one holding you and nodding encouragingly as you speak. she's also completely fine with you getting distracted or easily lost, because she really doesn't see that as much of a problem, knowing she was the same growing up. she's there to guide you through every obstacle of your life if you let her.

while she might not know the names of your favorite games or books or interests, she can and she totally will get onboard with them!! in regards to krav maga, if she doesn't know what it is at first, she'll ask you countless questions about it, and then go on a youtube binge to further study what it is.

when you face difficulties, whether it be dysphoria (i hc gwen as trans because yes obviously she would be so supportive) or familial issues or whatever it is, she'll keep her voice low and calm. the moment she sees you back away or even a flash of sadness on your face, she'll take the hint. gwen will make sure that you feel safe around her if it's the last thing she does. she'll hold you and press gentle kisses to your forehead, because she wants you to know that you're deserving of love just as you are.

RANDOMIZED TROPE:

" climbing in through the window in the pouring rain "

-> it comes to a shock to the spider society that you two never argue, despite gwen's occasional sarcastic comments. when you two do happen to disagree on something, she will never ever give you the silent treatment, and does eveyrthing she can to communicate what she has to say. but as always, some things become difficult, and gwen stacy eventually has to find a way to apologize to you (falling asleep angry is her number one aBSOLUTELY NOT rule in her book !!), and she'll text you at like . two in the morning and be like "hi can you open your window it's cold",, and she'll come in and genuinely apologize. she'll let you say what's on your mind. she'll hold you if you need it and she'll nod understandingly and UAGSH she loves you sm <33acaschhc

-> THE COUPLE THAT HONESTLY FORGETS THEY'RE TOGETHER SOMETIMES

#now playing ... " old with you " by grent perez!

"korra has an incredibly rare, never before seen soft spot for you," is what bolin marvels at after the first interaction between you two.

and oh man it is so true. korra will admit it proudly after a few weeks of dating, no doubt about it !!

korra loves loudly. she makes it clear just how much she loves you, but she also loves casually, which speaks volumes. she'll make sure that your hair stays out of your face, and will notice from the slightest twitches when you're ready to head back home to recharge, or you need to be alone. she loves proudly, too, and makes sure that you know just how much she cares for you

her job as the avatar is taxing, but being with you makes it worth it. she doesn't mind when you stutter at all, and will defend you to the end of the world if she needs to. she doesn't yell as often around you, either, and if she does, it's because she's passionate about something. she will never yell in anger around you.

memory problems? no worries! korra knows what it's like all too well, and will make sure that you feel comfortable enough around her to ask for help to find something. she'll make sure that your apologies aren't needed for making mistakes, and will guide you through the most difficult of times.

lots and lots of arms slinging around shoulders. wherever she walks, she walks so casually with you because she feels safe and comfortable around you, so much so that it gets her wondering why relationships are so stressful for others. your conversations mimic those of being awake at sleepovers when one should be fast asleep, with suppressed giggles and barking laughter.

a/n: thank you so so much for the request!! i'm so so sorry this took me so long!!! hopefully this will suffice! if i missed anything please don't hesitate to let me know >:D!! have a great day and take good care of yourself ^^

[vagabond-umlaut]

i don't wanna burden u all w this but this is a real call for help, ppl :((

so. the thing is i met this user few months back here and we became moots considering we had many shared interests and stuff and we r also sort of moots in law or smthng. and well, we became pretty nice friends and we started chit-chatting w each other. not only abt jjk or other animanga but also yk. abt our irl lives and stuff

but. over the past few weeks. things hv started to turn so fkn horrible

so well. over the last three or two months or so, tht user and i became sort of besties. and we started to chat regularly. and now that i notice eveyrthing more closely, there hv always been red flags...

everything became worse two weeks ago, i think

when they started to complain to me how i hv been "not paying them attention!!" all the while i hv been active on the dash, busy interacting w my other moots. how they hv been "feeling insecure" because of it. like. why i took some time more to reply to their messages when i was already busy reblogging stuff on the dash. why i did not react to them posts they tagged me in, the same day. WHY I DO NOT TREAT THEM THE WAY I'M TREATING OTHER MOOTS

i tried to deal w this situation as maturedly as i could

like. i told them very gently and respectfully how i hv not been trying to ignore them. how my life is an awfully busy one, and i do not even log into tumblr everyday. and even if i do, more often than not, it's js for my ten min breaks in between my study sessions. AND I DO NOT TREAT THEM ANY DIFFERENTLY THAN MY OTHER MOOTS, THAT IS FOR SURE

they did not react too positively to my polite messages, always trying to pull the victim card OVER AND OVER AGAIN. how much they love me. why i cannot see their love for me. why i don't consider her as my most important bestie the same way so they see me.

[they hv always been so jealous of my other moots, now that i look at our initial messages... like. they were always so jealous, like. wtf]

i tried to pacify them as much as i could. tried to make them see that i cherish them as much as my other friends here. but wtv i was telling was falling on deaf ears. so for the sake of my well-being, i decided to keep some space between us, a wish i politely let them know

SMTHNG THEY DECIDED TO BLATANTLY IGNORE. DISPRESPECT.

despite me requesting for some space, they kept sending me dms. as if nothing ever happened between us!! as if they did nothing wrong to me!! i decided to reply as dryly as possible to them 'cause istg i hv not one ounce of interest to talk to them anymore, let alone chat

and well. this continued for a few days when all of a sudden. few days back, they again started how i hv been "ignoring" them. how i hv been acting distant to them and stuff. how much they love me [they said it AGAIN] and they want me to care back for them js as much

OKAY PPL. WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I DO NOW. LIKE, I'M PISSED BEYOND LIMITS AND I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHAT I MUST BE DOING HERE

[wonik1ss]

UNFORGIVEN 001. — le.m

about : UNFORGIVEN will be a three part series from now : the start of the UNFORGIVEN era, to the actually comeback, to the promotions of UNFORGIVEN. All about Garam’s replacements life as a LE SSERAFIM member during the UNFORGIVEN comeback !!

pairing : lesserafim x 6th!member

song rec : next page - ive

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“ AHHHHHHHHHH “. Eunchae screamed as she ran into your groups practice room.

“ THEY POSTED THE CONCEPT PHOTO’S “. Eunchae said as she jumped around shoving her phone into all of our members faces.

A little after ANTIFRAGILE promotions you and your members started to prepare for our second comeback. But you still didn’t feel like you fit in. Your were a replacement, for the groups former member garam.

To sum it up she had a bullying scandal, was kicked out, then later it was found out she wasn’t a bully after all.

You were put into the group a few weeks after everything had settled. Even though people were sad that Garam left and was innocent; the fans welcomed you with open arms mostly. You got some hate but you just shrugged it of. You had your members right?

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“ AND THAT’S A WRAP “

You had just finished you group photoshoot for your upcoming comeback ANTIFRGAILE, when you heard your leader start to speak. “ Ok eveyone grab your stuff and get into the group can we have a lot to do tomorrow so get eveyrthing quickly! “.

Everyone left in pairs.

chaewon & eunchae

sakura & kazuha and…

Just as Yunjin was about to run up to join her favorite leader and maknae she, pulled you up from the set. “ Ok so where did my favorite 07’ leave her stuff “. You smiled as you showed Yunjin where your stuff was and cling onto her as she got her stuff.

-

“ Ok everyone in the car “. Chaewon said from outside of your groups vans as all of you got in.

Through out the whole ride Yunjin clung to you and you both joked in the back seat of the car.

“ Seriously I found it really cute when you accident winked at the camera ! “. Yunjin teased you as you rolled your eyes at her. “ Ohh is that so… Then if that’s true I find it really cute how you always make that face when you eat “. Yunjin pretended to be appalled, causing you to laugh you even more, and causing Yunjin to see she was doing her best job at making you feel apart of the group.

Well that was until you got back to the dorms…

As soon as the car stopped Eunchae grabbed Yunjin, telling her how they had to watch this new show she had watch and just like that you felt alone again.

It’s not Eunchae’s fault of anything. You just felt you didn’t have that one person to always hang out with in the group. You alway’s stayed in your room practicing and talking to your mom about how you felt.

“ Y/n baby I’m sure it will get better… they just need time to get used to you! they did just loose a member they new for some time just to have another one pop in to fill in her spot.. “.

“ I know mom.. It’s just that it’s not even like I can talk to anyone else! We don’t exactly have a lot of time to socialize with other idols “. Your mom immediately chimed in again.

“What about that… Sullyoon you said asked for your number! maybe you should talk to- “. You tuned out after that. Sure you and Sullyoon had talked when she came to drop of Kyujin so her and Eunchae could hangout. But you guys weren’t that close yet.. Ya she could relate because she was really shy in her group but.. You just wanted a good connection with your members.

You just didn’t want to feel like the random bitch who took there other member spot…

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“ Look at Y/n ! I wish I had vocals like her.. “. Eunchae said as she ran up to you, camera in hand filming for your groups channel. “ Hi Eunchae “. You said as the younger girl frowned. “ I thought we decided that you would call me Manchae Y/n “. You became flustered as you corrected your mistake. “ Sorry.. Hi Manchae ! “. You said as Eunchae turned the camera around and sat next to you to give you a big hug.

Moments like this usually happened with the members. But just like that.

“ Come here Manchae “. Kazuha yelled.

They were ripped away from you…

-

You tried you best to connect with the member but they still missed their member and you could tell. You had tons of great moments with the members. But.. they never lasted for more then a second. The fans couldn’t really tell this was happening.. but you could.

That’s why after the shoot for UNFORGIVEN ended you just tried the leave as fast as you could so you could, just get in the van and listen to your music till you got back to the dorms.

But it seems like fate had a different plan for you. As you were walking of set you felt someone grab you. “ Watch out Y/n you could have tripped and really got hurt !”. Chaewon said as she grabbed you and held you in her arms. Turns out water had spilled and wires were close to the spill and you were about to trip into the whole mess and get seriously hurt.

The other members ran over seeing if you were ok. Hugging and kissing you asking if you were ok. While you just stood in shock. “ Why do you guys care so much? “. All of your members looked at you in shock. “ Because your or member Y/n! “. Sakura said holding your hand firmly. “ We don’t want anything bad to happen to you.. we are family now and family doesn’t let the other get hurt “. Yunjin said as you started to cry in Chaewons arms.

“ Y/n what’s wrong “. Eunchae said as she brushed of your tears. “ Nothing I just feel like I’m finally apart of the team now “. You said as the girls gathered around you for a group hug. As one of the staff members took a photo, to remember the day you finally felt like you were a real LE SSERAFIM member.

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Next installments of UNFORGIVEN will come soon !!