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j need to get back into life drawing post haste
#i think im losing . construction in my art#im forgetting how to draw bodies think. idk#literlaly so annoying . its like fun when u get the hang of things but then u neglect one aspect in pursuit of another#and then have to go back and touch up that old skill to try and balance jt and theres that brief period where#eveyrthing is harmonious and then it outpaces itself again and becomes ths juggling act#overall i enjoy it . the drawing sessions but smtimes finding the will 2 get out of bed is like pulling teeth#bc i know im never going 2 walk out of there feeling satisfied but . actually idc#a lot of my pals . my friends there r a couple of decades older than me and they have the best advice tbh#randy. and donna . randy and donna and third guy whose name i forget . -> if u r satisfied at the end of a session did u rly learn anything#always want 2 improve . right right#UARHGHQHHH ill do it ill go . im scared bc i feel like it tends to artblock me#bc i start getting in my head ab what i know/see vs what i can only draw#but im sooo addicted 2 wanting to get better . i want to draw like a million people i see on here who have that great construction and#weight and anatomy and dynamism . i want to be like u . ill work to be like u ill try#and i feel like ive negelcted my basics for soo long .. i need to get ths foam shapes and a lamp . NOWWWW#yotasuke#i miss yotasuke so much.damn. thats crazy . anyways#the way he points out that yatoras dedication/hard work is a talent . like ueah . i agree w him im envious of that r u kidding me#and ytora walkimg arnd like oh u have it so easy ytsk. he needs to shut the hell up smtimes#i meed to see them eviscerate each other blood and all.#spongebob icecream truck- not that yatoras hard work isnt Also a skill but ykwim . if youve read YKWIMM#bc he was always like woe is me im soo untalented and its like no bro u r you just manifest it differently . that natural drive is a talent#but that natural drive also takes skill to foster and nurture else it has no purpose .#no i cant be blp posting in the tags bye
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Hey. So this. Is kind of sudden but just hypothetically. hypothetically ml mutuals and blorbos from my notes if I dropped watching ml will you. stop interacting
#N rambles#So uh. I just. The recent episode. I am kind of very Very Conflicted about it#And I am obviously going to wait and see how this all plays out but Hypothetically if it becomes something I dislike#I'd just stop watching it#And this show is so special to me this si literally my first fandom and#It has actually impacted my life a lot and I've grown so much#So it makes me miserable to see it failing but what makes me even sadder#is losing all the people who made this fandom experience so amazing#And I don't want such a big change but I am just. Thinking#If I stop going here will I have to give up all this interaction#I am so sorry this is so weird#I don't know. Just thinking#Maybe I'll wait till five to six more episodes are out and then watch them#I would probably not mind spoilers though#but. yeah#I obviously am not considering it right NOW but if such a. Thing happens#I don't want eveyrthing to be too quiet around here lol
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Last exam of this semester lets gooooo aaaa
#cant fuckn wait to be done#i will just go there and plss plsss lemme have my turn i wanna say it i know it i know eveyrthing pls i wanna be finished#its an oral exam#cmonnnn#this semester was shit#i want summer
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Well how do I move on from this
#I really truly hope that the world is kinder#and more understanding and gentler#I just can’t do this anymore#if only you knew how much I just can’t move on maybe there’d be far kinder words to be said#but I am glad I was able to show you love and make you feel comfortable and special I really am.#at least I hope I was able to do that#at least I hope I was#what is happening to me guys I’m turning into something else#and all of eveyrthing has changed me so much and I’m scared of who I’m becoming and where I’m going#we all just want love we want to be loved and looked after and truly cared for#I know that but maybe I am just meant to observe#nothing at all absolutely nothing will stop any of this and so it’s time for me to stop clinging#stop clinging not only to this but to any sort of hope for myself#and give my life away at least so others can feel better however little I can
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Forget a Mistborn movie, where's the Reckoner's movie with Stephen Lang playing Prof
#i have so many thoughts on a potential reckoners movie#there are a lot of things it would be cool to see#and i think i can pretty accurately predict how they'd adapt the books and eveyrthing#like obviously it will be a ya trilogy#oh and they'd almost certainly make Steelheart hot#imagine tumblr's reaction to that#and just the idea of epics in general#it would be wild#on second thought#im not sure i want that#because yeah it would be hilarious but also#i dont need to see everyone thirsting over Steelheart or god forbid Prof#but i just know the internet would go crazy for it#anywho yeah#ive got so many thoughts about a reckoners movie#but the main one#is that i would donate a kidney and part of my liver if it meant we got a reckoners movie where stephen lang plays Prof#like i watched Terra Nova after reading the series#and immediately needed it
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I am going to scream and cry so many times I hate bugs they're so awful
#they make me feel so awful and now. my hand hurts because i scratched it too hard#i fucking hate bugs theyre disgustingGJJJJFJRHHHBBNDNDBBDAAAAAAAAA#im trying to listen to nice music and people talking to Feel Better but this is not working oh my god#and now im seeing little things and its really AGHHH and im just sitting in the kitchen thinking bugs will crawl onto me#i am burning to death#eveyrthing is awfulhbbnngnnnfnrbdhhshhhhfjrndnfnnnd#i dont want to sleep#im just so fucking happy theres no roaches#roaches are horrible and just their name makes me ejghhh#i am not having a good time anymore fuck!!!#i think ive given up on cleaning my room but ill take out the trash and go sleep on the couch or something#i dont know where theyre coming from so im terrified that theres just a pile of ants that have made an awful little nest in my room#i think ill take out the trash in the morning#i fucking hate bugs. ants.a dn everything#i am going to rip out all of my hair i am Crying this is Terrible
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THIS IS THE BEST THING IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE!!!!!!!! THE COLORING, THEIR POSES, THE EXPRESSIONS..... PERFECTION!!!!!! 💛💛💛💛💛💛
@megatraven AYE AYE CAPTAIN
#THIS IS EVEYRTHING I WANTED THANKS FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE IT'S PERFECT#BEAUTIFUL ART#alyanette#toxinelle#hesperia#alya#mari#IF YOU HAVE A KOFI OR PAYPAL OR SOMETHING PLS LET ME KNOW!!!!!!#ml spoilers#FAVE
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EMMMMMMM! i know you love cliff hangers you always do them :(((( !!! but like still amazing holy crap
yes yes immediately yes. another part for sure!we need will and sam to finally talk
PART 7!!!! (yes there will be more and as many parts as y'all want this to be) here's also a small moment of will dropping eveyrthing for samy, but it will also be in the next part as well 😌
au masterlist
part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, part 6
"hello?" will breathed.
"will?" a wave of relief washed through him when he heard samy's familar voice on the other end.
"samy? h-hi.." he was at a loss for words that he couldn't say anything other than hi despite the million questions running through his brain.
"h-hi. i-i'm sorry this is..i haven't called," samy started and will could hear the edge in her voice which made his heart break.
"let's go boys! on the ice!" coach warsofsky called into the locker room, his loud voice making the blonde cringe and curse to himself because this phone call really couldn't have happened at a worse time.
"shit, are you at practice right now? i-i'm sorry..i totally forgot..i can call back?" samy began when she heard his coach through the phone. shit.
will knew he needed to get on the ice or else warsofsky would make him do lines, but he couldn't just hang up now—not when he was finally hearing his girlfriend's voice after a day of not hearing anything. plus, he knew one of the reasons samy probably didn't call until now was because she didn't want to distract him from hockey.
"come on, pick it up! pick it up! we have a long practice ahead of us!" warsofsky boomed again as more of will's teammates filed out of the locker room.
fuck it.
will dashed out of the locker room through the other exit. he scrambled into the hallway where he nearly fell over from his skates still on and the blade cover hitting the tile. "no, no..i can talk. i promise. it's good to hear your voice..i-i was worried," will admitted softly, sinking onto the ground where he pulled his skates off.
"y-yeah. sorry. i'm sorry. i should've called. i don't know i didn't. i just–"
"are you okay? luke told me about your surgery," will cut the brunette off because even though he was upset that she didn't call him, he needed to make sure she was okay first and foremost.
"uh, yeah. i'm okay. just a tendon tear. nothing serious," samy swallowed, glad will couldn't see the anxiety clouding around her while she glanced around the hospital room and luke pretending not to listen.
"a tendon tear is kind of serious..you didn't get up off the field," will said more as a statement.
"i-i..yeah..but i'm fine now. i promise. it just kind of knocked the wind out of me, but i'm fine. i promise," the girl said like she was trying to prove it to herself too.
"i'm glad you're okay. i was really worried about you," his words made samy feel even guiltier, especially because of the soft tone he was using with her even though she expected him to be mad she didn't call sooner.
"i know. i'm sorry. i should've called," the youngest hughes admitted, head hanging low.
"why didn't you?" will asked, his voice still soft which made samy cringe.
"i just..i didn't wanna bother you knowing you're still getting settled into the team and the season..i didn't think it mattered because i'm fine now and it wasn't anything serious like i was dying or something," the brunette admitted again.
"of course it matters. you matter to me. you're my number one priority," his words brought a bright blush to her cheeks.
"you just have so much on your plate..i didn't wanna burden you. didn't wanna..put too much on you and make you run out or something.." samy mumbled the last part and will was pretty sure he felt his heart shatter into a million little pieces hearing her say that.
"you thought i was gonna..leave you again?" the crack in his voice hurt. a lot.
"i dunno..maybe? i didn't wanna.. be too much or something."
the silence engulfed them whole. will pulled a hand through his hair as he struggled to find the right words and samy bit back more tears threatening to escape.
"you know i'd never leave you again, right? i love you, samy. a lot more than i can even begin to explain," finally, will said something while trying to keep his voice from cracking even more.
"i know that."
"you're not a burden to me, i promise. you're the only thing i think about all the time so there's no way you'd be too much for me. if anything, i'm too much for you," his attempt at a small joke made both of them laugh.
"i love you, will. i'm really sorry i was scared to reach out. i guess it's just been hard..trusting again," the brunette mumbled a bit ashamedly and that broke will's heart again knowing samy was still trying to trust him.
before he could respond though, the door next to him burst open and he snapped his head up. macklin stared down at him looking wide-eyed. "there you are, smitty. you gotta get on the ice. coach is looking for you," the brunette rushed out and will knew he needed to go for real this time.
"yeah, okay. i'm on it. tell him i was in the bathroom," will said and macklin nodded as the two hurried back into the locker room.
"i'll call you again, okay? i love you," will said to samy still on the phone.
"yeah, okay. sorry for keeping you. i love you," and that was it. they hung up and the blonde quickly rushed to the rink before he got in even more trouble.
later, while will waited for macklin to finish up his shower, he was on his phone searching plane tickets and the fastest he could get out to michigan. samy's admission earlier broke his heart and he hated she still felt that way, so he wanted to do everything he could to prove to her that she did matter to him and she wasn't a burden.
he found the tickets that would get him out by tomorrow morning and into michigan that afternoon. he glanced up at his teammates and coach's office—he'd get killed if he just left without warning for a few days. he probably wouldn't even play.
but will needed to see samy. he needed to prove to her that he's drop everything for her no matter what.
so he bought the tickets in a few quick taps and they were in his email a second later.
#will smith hockey#hughes!sister x will smith au#samy x will#samy hughes#will smith x oc#will smith imagine#boston college hockey#boston college#uofmichigan#umich hockey#will smith hockey angst#will smith hockey fluff#ws6#wsh2#umich#umich wolverines#umich fic#umich blurb#umich imagine#san jose sharks#sjs#sj sharks#nhl#nhl blurb#nhl fic#nhl imagine#nhl hockey#hockey#macklin celebrini#umich soccer
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eli i’m having dirty bookworm thoughts again… they can at least break me from my reading slump not only make me more addicted to sunghoon 🤨 DOES SUNGHOON EVEN READ why am i coming up with these kind of ideas 😭
i’m thinking 💭 you’re writing a romance novel with a few sex scenes sprinkled in there and when sunghoon finds out about them after you give him to read your first draft he gets jealous?? you’ve spend so much time thinking about these things what if you were horny and you touched yourself after writing them out? and you didn’t tell him a thing?? he decides to do every single intimate scene from your book to you tonight but TIMES better 🙃
sunghoon is really going to be your bias sweetie i think, you're constantly losing your mind over him (but don't ever stop, i love it). it's so funny to me how we're always associating him with books lmaoo but i'm here for it and i love to write it everytime.
SUNGHOON has always been very supportive of you and every project you started. so when you announced that you had been writing some novels and wanted to get serious with that, he couldn't have been more proud of you.
he was so attentive to your every need whenever you started another writing session. he brings you tea or coffee when you're thirsty and cooks for you when he knows you've spent the whole day working on your novels and didn't eat. but sunghoon was always there to take care of you and help you out of your writing blocks by giving you idea, or reading your texts to help you improve.
so when you told him that you wanted to start writing a romance novel, he was all in helping you even if he teased you a little bit by reminding you not to describe him too much as the perfect boyfriend. but apart from that, he doesn't try to interfere in the creative process too much, not asking about the plot if you don't mention it to him. but sunghoon is always there to help you whenever you need it.
it's not until you give him the first draft of your novel to read that he notices the few sex scenes that you also wrote. and listen, sunghoon is not easily getting jealous, he trusts you with his life, so how did words on paper were getting angry ? because he was. he could only imagine you thinking about all the dirty scenarios you wrote, all alone while he could have been there and make them come true. he couldn't help but wonder if you touched yourself while writing all this.
sunghoon didn't even reach the end of the novel before picking you up and carrying you to the bedroom. you don't even understand what's happening until your boyfriend starts to undress himself.
"you're such a naughty girl princess, writing all these things when you could've just told me that you wanted to get your ass spanked."
your cheeks were burning as you tried to defend yourself. yes, the sex scenes of your novel were self-indulgent, including all the fantasies you couldn't voice to sunghoon. but you didn't think that he would pick up on that. though he clearly did as he caged you in with his arms, lips inches away from yours.
"gonna make all these things you wrote real hm ?"
and he would so do that : manhandling you in all the positions you described, slapping your ass, fucking you rough until you cried and letting you sit on his face. eveyrthing you wrote, he did it ten times better, resulting in you orgasming too much time to count and your body dripping with sunghoon's cum.
"now you will tell me everything you want baby, right ?"
when you nodded mindlessly, too fucked out to focus on anything else than his beautiful face and his cocky smirk.
"good girl. you know i'm the only on to make you feel like that"
#sunghoon and bookworms are a match made in heaven#eli answering your questions#eli's moots#dinna's asks#enhypen hard thoughts#enhypen hard hours#sunghoon hard thoughts#sunghoon hard hours#sunghoon smut#sunghoon x reader
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fic rec friday 33
welcome to the thirty-third fic rec friday! where, on friday, i rec five of my favourite fics.
1. Rose-Colored Boy by melancholymango
“I missed you, you know.”
“Yeah?�� Lance sighed, warm and giddy, clearly not absorbing how serious the words truly were. Keith nodded his head for a few seconds, not trusting himself to speak around the size of his emotions. He was suddenly brought back to the years alone on the whale, when all he’d had to keep him going was memories of his friends, of Lance.
“Yeah.” Keith said, more certainty in his voice now. He reached down, hesitantly threading his fingers through Lance’s and giving his hand a squeeze. Lance tensed next to him. “I still do.”
“I mean, I’m right here.”
“Are you? You still seem pretty far away.”
again i know im not really big on those fics that make the team out to be deliberately cruel, but sometimes its cathartic tbh. sometimes you remember canon and ur just like yeah what if he got angry. what if someone got angry for him. what then. and mango gives us that
2. Swamp of Sorrows by SwissArmyKnife
Pike gets exposed to acidic ooze, which leads Block (& Keith) to make a few discoveries about their party’s rogue.
“We can't leave them like this,” Meklavar said of Valayun and Pike, who’d been laid beside the fire. "Look at how bad those welts are." She came up with a bottle of oil and a cake of soap. "I can smell water nearby. We can get them washed and roll them in a blanket to sleep off the spore. What do you think?"
"I think it's our only choice," Takashi said.
monsters and mana fic!!!!! everybody say YES to righteous anger on pike’s behalf. and also say yes to pike bc i love him. this fic is interesting bc its a little tense and awkward bc this ragtag team of misfits doesnt quite trust each other yet but they also cant quite stop themselves from caring about each other. so even though they dont all agree on eveyrthing and dont agree about all, they do agree that pike needs more care than he got. also unrelated but the fact that shiro’s m&m name is fucking takashi kills me every time like man just wants to be himself 💀
3. Beneath the Champagne Sea by SwissArmyKnife
The paladins make a diplomatic visit to a planet with sexual dimorphism roughly opposite that of Earth. Women are larger and more powerful, while men are leaner and smaller. Cue their horror at gaunt, sickly Pidge and mild disgust with the ’womanly’ Shiro. Lance hits the sweet spot. He's got the build and features to draw the eyes and the charm to keep them. Their hosts are quite taken with him, in particular the daughter of the queen, whose forwardness is a comic reversal of Lance’s usual dynamic with women. Lance likes the attention and finds her intriguing, but eventually things take a discomforting turn.
Lance tried to step around her, wanting to walk away from a conversation that seemed less and less likely to end well, but Leh’n seized his wrist before he could. Her grip was tight, and freeing himself would require an act of aggression, which he still wanted to avoid. ‘Think of the mission, of how important it is to get the castle up and running again,’ he coached himself.
Still, that did nothing to stop his blood pressure from skyrocketing as Leh’n leaned closer and said. “I am not accustomed to reluctance.”
i swear to god that ive recced this before, but i couldnt find it in my records so here it is!! this fic is endlessly fascinating. the exploration of gender roles is super interesting, considering who is impacted in this fic and how. the discussion about beauty standards, power imbalances, the alien wrench in things was so cool! and i think lance, who is very much someone who rides that gender lines in terms of presentation of hobbies and even chracter traits, makes sense as the main character here. interesting think piece.
4. you had me at merlot by @ryomakun
“Oh my God,” Lance says as he covers his face. Keith’s tinny voice blares from his laptop speakers: “What do you call a fake noodle? An impasta.” See, this joke might have been funny if someone charismatic and charming had said it, but Keith’s flat voice and even flatter expression effectively kidnaps, tortures, and then decapitates any chance of it being remotely humorous.
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Keith accidentally starts a YouTube channel. Lance, of course, refuses to be left out. It goes about as well as you'd expect. (Ft. copious amounts of wine and a truly shameless number of references to MyDrunkKitchen, DailyGrace, and general pop culture)
this fic is HILARIOUS. its one of the firsts i ever screenshotted for the scrapbook i have of fics that made me laugh out loud. i offer you this one part that really made me giggle:
““It tastes good,” Keith says petulantly as he glares at the accusing finger Hunk has pointed at him. “No offense Hunk but that stuff you gave me for my twenty-first tasted like feet and antiseptic.”
“That was a merlot,” Hunk wails. “The good kind, too!”
Ignoring them, Lance stands in front of the rum selection. This is why he didn’t want to bring anyone. They might call him loud and embarrassing, but at least he doesn’t yell inside WalMart about the virtues of a “real red wine.” An elderly couple passes through, eying the bickering three. Lance resolutely pretends he is here shopping by himself.“
the way they are so ridiculous that LANCE of all people is embarrassed of them...cinema. also this fic is peak bc it has klance as enemies to lovers and childhood friends to lovers at the same time. iconique
5. Flayed by @admiralcanthackett
Lance gets hit with a face full of spores and it leaves him wracked with pain. Touch is the only relief he can find.
yes i know i tag this author all the time but in my defense there was a point in my life where i was OBSESSED with faer fics. truly. anyways this one has unexpectedly protective keith, like to a very high degree, and im loving the heavy themes of trust and emotional as well as physical vulnerability
that’s it for today!! i’ll see y’all back next friday for the next fic rec post!!!
#pretty varied this week tbh!!#anyways#vld#voltron#lance#lance mcclain#keith#keith kogane#team as family#lance & hunk#established klance#enemies to lovers#fic rec#fic rec friday#langts#monsters & mana
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THE CLASSIC MATCHUP - @nickeverdeen!
-> THE "MEET ME IN THE POURING RAIN" COUPLE<3
#now playing ... "darling i'd wait for you" by delaney bailey!
gwen stacy's hugs are rare, so when they do happen, they mean something. the first time she hugs you is after a long day at the spider society, both of you are exhausted and just about ready to fall asleep. her hand is in yours as she walks you home, the moon shining brightly in the night sky, turning bits and pieces of the puddle-covered sidewalk white. the rain begins to pour harder, and soon enough, your synchronized walks turn into a pitter-patter of sprints as fast as the rain, and both of you are laughing hard barely seeing two steps ahead of you. when she finally does make it to your house, she wraps her arms around you, holding you tightly. at first, you're not exactly sure why she's hugging you, because she usually needs a reason to, but you roll along with it anyway. with hair dripping and clothes soaked, she pulls away and waves goodbye. you discover a few years later that the hug came from her realizing for the first time that she was in love you.
she absolutely loves that she's not the only one that gets louder the closer she gets to someone! knowing that you're there to ramble and talk just as much as she wants to is a feeling of comfort, so the conversations are limitless. she'll be there to listen to your favorite memories, and even if some are more painful than others, she'll be the one holding you and nodding encouragingly as you speak. she's also completely fine with you getting distracted or easily lost, because she really doesn't see that as much of a problem, knowing she was the same growing up. she's there to guide you through every obstacle of your life if you let her.
while she might not know the names of your favorite games or books or interests, she can and she totally will get onboard with them!! in regards to krav maga, if she doesn't know what it is at first, she'll ask you countless questions about it, and then go on a youtube binge to further study what it is.
when you face difficulties, whether it be dysphoria (i hc gwen as trans because yes obviously she would be so supportive) or familial issues or whatever it is, she'll keep her voice low and calm. the moment she sees you back away or even a flash of sadness on your face, she'll take the hint. gwen will make sure that you feel safe around her if it's the last thing she does. she'll hold you and press gentle kisses to your forehead, because she wants you to know that you're deserving of love just as you are.
RANDOMIZED TROPE:
" climbing in through the window in the pouring rain "
-> it comes to a shock to the spider society that you two never argue, despite gwen's occasional sarcastic comments. when you two do happen to disagree on something, she will never ever give you the silent treatment, and does eveyrthing she can to communicate what she has to say. but as always, some things become difficult, and gwen stacy eventually has to find a way to apologize to you (falling asleep angry is her number one aBSOLUTELY NOT rule in her book !!), and she'll text you at like . two in the morning and be like "hi can you open your window it's cold",, and she'll come in and genuinely apologize. she'll let you say what's on your mind. she'll hold you if you need it and she'll nod understandingly and UAGSH she loves you sm <33acaschhc
-> THE COUPLE THAT HONESTLY FORGETS THEY'RE TOGETHER SOMETIMES
#now playing ... " old with you " by grent perez!
"korra has an incredibly rare, never before seen soft spot for you," is what bolin marvels at after the first interaction between you two.
and oh man it is so true. korra will admit it proudly after a few weeks of dating, no doubt about it !!
korra loves loudly. she makes it clear just how much she loves you, but she also loves casually, which speaks volumes. she'll make sure that your hair stays out of your face, and will notice from the slightest twitches when you're ready to head back home to recharge, or you need to be alone. she loves proudly, too, and makes sure that you know just how much she cares for you
her job as the avatar is taxing, but being with you makes it worth it. she doesn't mind when you stutter at all, and will defend you to the end of the world if she needs to. she doesn't yell as often around you, either, and if she does, it's because she's passionate about something. she will never yell in anger around you.
memory problems? no worries! korra knows what it's like all too well, and will make sure that you feel comfortable enough around her to ask for help to find something. she'll make sure that your apologies aren't needed for making mistakes, and will guide you through the most difficult of times.
lots and lots of arms slinging around shoulders. wherever she walks, she walks so casually with you because she feels safe and comfortable around you, so much so that it gets her wondering why relationships are so stressful for others. your conversations mimic those of being awake at sleepovers when one should be fast asleep, with suppressed giggles and barking laughter.
a/n: thank you so so much for the request!! i'm so so sorry this took me so long!!! hopefully this will suffice! if i missed anything please don't hesitate to let me know >:D!! have a great day and take good care of yourself ^^
#ellie's.matchups<3!#AHSHCJHS THANK YOU FOR REQUETSSING#requet#REQUESTING#gwen stacy atsv#across the spiderverse#gwen stacy x reader#spiderverse matchups#scheduled.posts<3!#lotk x reader#korra
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i don't wanna burden u all w this but this is a real call for help, ppl :((
so. the thing is i met this user few months back here and we became moots considering we had many shared interests and stuff and we r also sort of moots in law or smthng. and well, we became pretty nice friends and we started chit-chatting w each other. not only abt jjk or other animanga but also yk. abt our irl lives and stuff
but. over the past few weeks. things hv started to turn so fkn horrible
so well. over the last three or two months or so, tht user and i became sort of besties. and we started to chat regularly. and now that i notice eveyrthing more closely, there hv always been red flags...
everything became worse two weeks ago, i think
when they started to complain to me how i hv been "not paying them attention!!" all the while i hv been active on the dash, busy interacting w my other moots. how they hv been "feeling insecure" because of it. like. why i took some time more to reply to their messages when i was already busy reblogging stuff on the dash. why i did not react to them posts they tagged me in, the same day. WHY I DO NOT TREAT THEM THE WAY I'M TREATING OTHER MOOTS
i tried to deal w this situation as maturedly as i could
like. i told them very gently and respectfully how i hv not been trying to ignore them. how my life is an awfully busy one, and i do not even log into tumblr everyday. and even if i do, more often than not, it's js for my ten min breaks in between my study sessions. AND I DO NOT TREAT THEM ANY DIFFERENTLY THAN MY OTHER MOOTS, THAT IS FOR SURE
they did not react too positively to my polite messages, always trying to pull the victim card OVER AND OVER AGAIN. how much they love me. why i cannot see their love for me. why i don't consider her as my most important bestie the same way so they see me.
[they hv always been so jealous of my other moots, now that i look at our initial messages... like. they were always so jealous, like. wtf]
i tried to pacify them as much as i could. tried to make them see that i cherish them as much as my other friends here. but wtv i was telling was falling on deaf ears. so for the sake of my well-being, i decided to keep some space between us, a wish i politely let them know
SMTHNG THEY DECIDED TO BLATANTLY IGNORE. DISPRESPECT.
despite me requesting for some space, they kept sending me dms. as if nothing ever happened between us!! as if they did nothing wrong to me!! i decided to reply as dryly as possible to them 'cause istg i hv not one ounce of interest to talk to them anymore, let alone chat
and well. this continued for a few days when all of a sudden. few days back, they again started how i hv been "ignoring" them. how i hv been acting distant to them and stuff. how much they love me [they said it AGAIN] and they want me to care back for them js as much
OKAY PPL. WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I DO NOW. LIKE, I'M PISSED BEYOND LIMITS AND I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW WHAT I MUST BE DOING HERE
#tw rant#tw vent#kit muses 💭#also. the undertones to their messages r making me so uncomfy#like. i hv always seen them as a very good PLATONIC bestie#i hv nvr held any sort of romantic feelings for them. like NVR EVER#their messages r making me feel as if i'm the victim of a yandere#i'm hating it here :(((
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UNFORGIVEN 001. — le.m
about : UNFORGIVEN will be a three part series from now : the start of the UNFORGIVEN era, to the actually comeback, to the promotions of UNFORGIVEN. All about Garam’s replacements life as a LE SSERAFIM member during the UNFORGIVEN comeback !!
pairing : lesserafim x 6th!member
song rec : next page - ive
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“ AHHHHHHHHHH “. Eunchae screamed as she ran into your groups practice room.
“ THEY POSTED THE CONCEPT PHOTO’S “. Eunchae said as she jumped around shoving her phone into all of our members faces.
A little after ANTIFRAGILE promotions you and your members started to prepare for our second comeback. But you still didn’t feel like you fit in. Your were a replacement, for the groups former member garam.
To sum it up she had a bullying scandal, was kicked out, then later it was found out she wasn’t a bully after all.
You were put into the group a few weeks after everything had settled. Even though people were sad that Garam left and was innocent; the fans welcomed you with open arms mostly. You got some hate but you just shrugged it of. You had your members right?
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“ AND THAT’S A WRAP “
You had just finished you group photoshoot for your upcoming comeback ANTIFRGAILE, when you heard your leader start to speak. “ Ok eveyone grab your stuff and get into the group can we have a lot to do tomorrow so get eveyrthing quickly! “.
Everyone left in pairs.
chaewon & eunchae
sakura & kazuha and…
Just as Yunjin was about to run up to join her favorite leader and maknae she, pulled you up from the set. “ Ok so where did my favorite 07’ leave her stuff “. You smiled as you showed Yunjin where your stuff was and cling onto her as she got her stuff.
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“ Ok everyone in the car “. Chaewon said from outside of your groups vans as all of you got in.
Through out the whole ride Yunjin clung to you and you both joked in the back seat of the car.
“ Seriously I found it really cute when you accident winked at the camera ! “. Yunjin teased you as you rolled your eyes at her. “ Ohh is that so… Then if that’s true I find it really cute how you always make that face when you eat “. Yunjin pretended to be appalled, causing you to laugh you even more, and causing Yunjin to see she was doing her best job at making you feel apart of the group.
Well that was until you got back to the dorms…
As soon as the car stopped Eunchae grabbed Yunjin, telling her how they had to watch this new show she had watch and just like that you felt alone again.
It’s not Eunchae’s fault of anything. You just felt you didn’t have that one person to always hang out with in the group. You alway’s stayed in your room practicing and talking to your mom about how you felt.
“ Y/n baby I’m sure it will get better… they just need time to get used to you! they did just loose a member they new for some time just to have another one pop in to fill in her spot.. “.
“ I know mom.. It’s just that it’s not even like I can talk to anyone else! We don’t exactly have a lot of time to socialize with other idols “. Your mom immediately chimed in again.
“What about that… Sullyoon you said asked for your number! maybe you should talk to- “. You tuned out after that. Sure you and Sullyoon had talked when she came to drop of Kyujin so her and Eunchae could hangout. But you guys weren’t that close yet.. Ya she could relate because she was really shy in her group but.. You just wanted a good connection with your members.
You just didn’t want to feel like the random bitch who took there other member spot…
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“ Look at Y/n ! I wish I had vocals like her.. “. Eunchae said as she ran up to you, camera in hand filming for your groups channel. “ Hi Eunchae “. You said as the younger girl frowned. “ I thought we decided that you would call me Manchae Y/n “. You became flustered as you corrected your mistake. “ Sorry.. Hi Manchae ! “. You said as Eunchae turned the camera around and sat next to you to give you a big hug.
Moments like this usually happened with the members. But just like that.
“ Come here Manchae “. Kazuha yelled.
They were ripped away from you…
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You tried you best to connect with the member but they still missed their member and you could tell. You had tons of great moments with the members. But.. they never lasted for more then a second. The fans couldn’t really tell this was happening.. but you could.
That’s why after the shoot for UNFORGIVEN ended you just tried the leave as fast as you could so you could, just get in the van and listen to your music till you got back to the dorms.
But it seems like fate had a different plan for you. As you were walking of set you felt someone grab you. “ Watch out Y/n you could have tripped and really got hurt !”. Chaewon said as she grabbed you and held you in her arms. Turns out water had spilled and wires were close to the spill and you were about to trip into the whole mess and get seriously hurt.
The other members ran over seeing if you were ok. Hugging and kissing you asking if you were ok. While you just stood in shock. “ Why do you guys care so much? “. All of your members looked at you in shock. “ Because your or member Y/n! “. Sakura said holding your hand firmly. “ We don’t want anything bad to happen to you.. we are family now and family doesn’t let the other get hurt “. Yunjin said as you started to cry in Chaewons arms.
“ Y/n what’s wrong “. Eunchae said as she brushed of your tears. “ Nothing I just feel like I’m finally apart of the team now “. You said as the girls gathered around you for a group hug. As one of the staff members took a photo, to remember the day you finally felt like you were a real LE SSERAFIM member.
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Next installments of UNFORGIVEN will come soon !!
#kpop fanfic#kpop#kpop idol x reader#kpop imagines#kpopidol#kpop gg#kpop girls#kpop smau#reader x idol#reader insert#le sserafim#kpop rp#chaewon#chaewon lesserafim#sakura#sakura lesserafim#sakura le sserafim#chaewon le sserafim#yunjin#yunjin le sserafim#yunjin lesserafim#kazuha#kazuha le sserafim#kazuha lesserafim#eunchae#eunchae le sserafim#eunchae lesserafim#eunchae fluff#eunchae x reader
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literally i feel like such a massive cow becuase i can't stand this woman that i work with who wants to be my friend. she's completely innocuous and i'm being massive bitch to her but literally eveyrthing she does pisses me off. i think i need ego death. does anyone know if that's possible with household materials or does it have to be psychedelics
#im feeding her cats for her when she goes away soon and i'm already just furious about it but i feel like i can't say no beucase i'm also#taking care of my friend's cat who lives in the same building and she knows that. so its like. my hands are tied. and i cant be like i can'#take care of your cats because every time you speak to me i experience a white hot bolt of irritation straight through my head
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I’m kinda hooked on your theatrical au rn and the meal worms in the brain kinda want more info to chew on. If it don’t hurt none, can we know how gangle is on a day to day basis? Like how strict is she? seems like she argued with Jax for a while before putting him backstage. And he’s a repeat offender. So does she have some kind of empathy then? Will she excuse or give “appropriate punishment” to small mistakes/accidents? Sorry if it’s a bit much-
Gangle is an- interesting boss. She is not very strict but not an easy going AI too. She has small pet peeves that will make her angry and get you a ticket backstage. She can be a bit confuse when you use her words against her like what Jax did in the first comic. Depending on the situation Gangle will give you time to explain and it could excuse or decrease your punishment but sometimes she will just yelled at you and give it to you right away. Small mistakes and accidents will give you a pat on the back saying “it’s okay” but something small for the actors can be something big for Gangle so it’s best to be careful! Especially on her rules. Gangle is not good with “feelings” being like she can feel everything but not really understand why she is a bother to others, kind of like Caine in the original series but a bit more aware. Unlike Caine gangle is more frequent with her appearance like directing, though she spends sometime building sets, npc’s, adventures, and more. When not a work she is usually hangout with Tip and Rule in her penthouse/house which is all the way at the top of the circus tent. (The cafe is still there dw) Depending on the actor she can feel a bit of empathy but to her they’re all kind of like pets in which she has a favorite and a least favorite.
I was so happy getting this ask so don’t apologize! And don’t be afraid to ask more!
This is just what I needed to get back on working on this AU a bit which are the redesigned of the characters here you can see gangles. I also change the AU to THE AMAING DIGITAL THEATER since it just works better but if this cause some problems I will change it back cause nowadays there’s like a AU for eveyrthing
#tadc#gangle#tadc gangle#the amazing digital circus#theater gangle#The amazing digital theater#TADC theater AU#sorry I was kind of rambling I just like to answer questions with giving a lot of info
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Universe
Name: Universe Age: Universe Gender: fluid Species: universe Powers: can warp, create, destroy, give, take, restore, lock, and forget memories. able to create anything, or destroy it. can breathe life into anything. can calm anything down, even if it is a raging beast. when someone is giving birth around them, which is a 200 mile radius when in 'human' form, it has a 200% success rate, but they will get rid of the pregnancy if you don't want it. able to see and travel into various dimensions, and yes, the multiverse is real God: embodiment of the universe. god of life, creation, peace, memories, and birth Rank: ethereal Children: gods, animals, plants, universes, life, creation, peace, memories, birth, dragons, demigods Nieces: yes Nephews: yes Grandchildren: animals, plants, dragons, demigods, hybrids Partners: yes Siblings: Dracno, Rublex, Chaos Extra Info: reincarnation of Infinity
Children of Universe:
Universe's children are said to be etheraly beautiful and yet have that uncanny valley feeling to them. Universe's children never stay the same species unless they are born from the same mortal parent. the size and height vary, with the smallest being 4'11" and the tallest being 10'9"
House of Universe:
Universe doesn't really care for their houses unless it helps someone in need, as long as they aren't bad people. the houses are: Universe, Life, Creation, Peace, Memories, Birth, Eveyrthing, Eterna, Vita, Crea When you gain these houses, you gain Universe's favor and they will reach out to you more often
Signs Universe is reaching out:
many, many things which I cannot list right now...but just know that they are and they care
Universe is thinking about plans for the apocyalpse silently, but it waiting until they do something
#universe#god of life#goddess of life#god of creation#goddess of creation#god of peace#goddess of peace#god of memories#goddess of memories#god of birth#goddess of birth#embodiment of the universe#balancity#god#gods#goddess#goddesses
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