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Hydra will always choose cyborgs over androids.
Of course they will, androids don’t bleed.
Sure, cyborgs scream when you cut the rest of their arm off and they beg for their mother and when the pain is bad enough they pray incoherently for god to take them and sure, an android won’t try to escape and won’t have dreams and nightmares and memories that leak back in no matter how much you fry the brain out of their skull but androids don’t bleed.
Sure, cyborgs ask questions and wish on shooting stars and beg and regret and wake up screaming from nightmares, but androids don’t bleed.
When you kill an android, it doesn’t let out a rattling breath and look peaceful as it finally escapes decades of violence and brainwashing and pain. When you kill an android, it doesn’t thank you. It doesn’t haunt your every dream, like the cyborg who breathes his breath which is really a last sigh of relief as he dies.
Hydra won’t choose androids.
Androids don’t bleed.
A cyborg will bleed himself to make up for what’s been done to him.
#bucky barnes#the winter soldier#hydra#marvel#marvel mcu#own writing#bree yaps#this is so embarrassing why did I write this?!#trying to get back into the old special interest/hyper fixation#I need the serotonin
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HBO I want the trailer(s??) NOW thank u ☺️
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stupidity,
it is once again time. the boop war part two electric boogaloo!! anyways i hope this declaration of war finds you well :)
kisses,
the victor
THE VICTOR?
THIS IS A CHALLENGE OF MY HONOR RAAAHHHH
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Me refreshing the page every 30 seconds after posting a new chapter to a fic:
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me giggling and ordering comms for both my non-dark urge and dark urge self-inserts as if i’m not broke and income-less until the summer
#yk what#i need the serotonin#i deserve it#ive been suffering for a month straight and its only gonna get worse
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Idk if you've seen it, but Appending-fic is a friend of mine and He really enjoyed wfma, so much so that he started a series called Sonic 202X which features the Whipples and Wachowski’s, just as older teenagers. A lot of stuff you've mentioned, like Eclipse becoming a DM happens in his fics. You should check it out ( the first fic, back to the egg shaped future is in my bookmarks on ao3)
my guy.
you can NOT come into my inbox
and drop this piece of information
WITHOUT A LINK/lh
#fosertalks#brb gunna go find those fics now#i NEED the serotonin#catch me screaming at the top of my lungs#as i try to find this fic#i need the brothers brothering
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I write something! I did it! The muse didn't even suddenly abandon me partway through!
Against the Smoke of the City (I Marched)
There is a city called Gotham that doesn't exist, but by god the Daily Planet is going to find it. Or Gotham is so cursed the outside world doesn't even know it's there, but that's nothing in the face of a reporter's curiosity.
Just off I-nine in New Jersey, there is a city that doesn't exist.
Clark knows this because for weeks the Daily Planet has been researching every piece of evidence they could find to prove the city that doesn't exist, did exist.
It started with a piece on the richest companies in the world where the numbers just wouldn't add up. It was Marlene Samson's first big piece, and she was crying when she came to Dean Jones, the Daily Planet's best eye for tax returns and accounting, certain she had to have done something wrong. The rest of the Planet assumed that would be the end of it, extending Marlene their sympathies for running into so many problems on her first big job, but certain it would be solved soon with Dean looking at it.
It was not.
Three weeks later, Dean came in with raccoon eyes, greasy hair, and a four foot pile of files that he had to make Clark help him carry.
Apparently, Marlene didn't do anything wrong, it was just that there was a whole multi-billion dollar company somewhere on the East Coast that existed in government tax data, agreements with other companies, and nowhere else.
It should be noted that even as a company that regularly reported on alien invasions, Superman's love life, and Lex Luthor's newest schemes, this was not the conspiracy the Daily Planet expected to find on an average day.
The crown jewel of Dean's coffee-fueled hallucinogenic research binge was a series of photos of an unfamiliar logo for one Wayne Industries on a variety of products from luxury cars, to prosthetic limbs, to the coffee maker in the office, often covered by a sticker from whatever company didn't want to admit they were reselling the products of a nonexistent corporation. Under each logo was a minuscule maker's mark that said, "Made in New Jersey."
This was about when the whole thing stopped being a personal project and became a company-wide mystery that the Daily Planet was determined to solve.
Diane and Thea were the next to come up with something. They were the history buffs of the group, the ones who wrote about the historical value of such-and-such building or how this event a century ago affected the city today. Real interesting stuff, if a little niche for some of their readers.
"The New Jersey Mystery" it was called.
It was a whole thing for anyone interested in the historical urban development of the New England area. Clark didn't claim to understand it, but Diane said that a large number of historians, amateur and professional, believed that there was something off about the socio-economic development of New Jersey, particularly in the lack of big cities. According to the historical and modern shipping routes, there should have been a harbor city as big as Metropolis in the area, but there just… wasn't. It was, frankly, baffling and mildly concerning to most historians, according to Thea.
It wasn't hard to guess that a missing city and a missing company were more likely than not connected.
Catt Grant was the next to dig something up, finding an old piece from the gossip section about some kind of scandal, written by one Vicki Vale. Dale, the IT guy, managed to find some emails from her time in Metropolis that identified the mystery city as sitting on the Mullica River, next to the Great Bay. Mrs. Vale complained extensively about the swamp land around the city, apparently caused by a dam being built where it shouldn't some fifty years ago, now spread to the entire area. The waters were known to be toxic enough to kill a swimmer, but not dangerous enough for the municipal government to do something.
That was just the beginning of it. Jack found police reports about a mafioso that was to be sent back to New Jersey to be tried with the rest of his group. Stella traced charity funds back to a foundation in the city. Sawyer and Thea managed to make a model of the supposed dam, putting an exact location to the place.
So.
Just off I-nine in New Jersey, there is a city that doesn't exist. They don't know its name, size, or population, just that money comes flowing out, legally and illegally, but people stay in.
And it is Clark and Lois's responsibility to prove that it does exist, and, hopefully, to figure out why it's on no map, spoken by no human tongue, and invisible to satellites and Superman's gaze.
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They take a bus first. They'd both prefer to drive themselves, but James Pierceson managed to get an interview that suggested that only people who'd been before could find the city they were looking for. A train was out too, as even if the conductor was a native of the place, it still only had a small chance of passing through the city. That was all James had gotten out of his interview, though. Nothing about the city itself, the company that drew Daily Planet's eyes, nothing. Just how to get in, and a warning to make sure they could still get out afterward.
The bus is their only real option. It's a creaky old thing, grimy in all the wrong ways, but it had the only driver they found that knew where they were going.
Clark stares out the window as they ride, eyes on the road so he knows how to come back if he needs to. He watches as the woods slowly change into swamp land, filled with strange, nasty , brackish water that smells too much like corpses for comfort.
Lois is beside him, typing on her laptop, putting together everything they've found so far, ready for whatever they find in the city. She looks up when she feels him tense against her shoulder, just in time to see the sign as the bus passes.
Turn Back All, nailed to a half-dead tree, rusted red and falling apart.
"Just a little joke folks, the locals aren't fond of tourists so they like to scare 'em off if they can. Just means we're getting close."
The rest of the bus is seemingly mollified by the bus driver's words, chattering about the fun local custom, but Clark's eyes are on the next sign, peeking out of the foliage on the other side of the bus.
Beware.
The bus goes silent.
Danger.
Leave This Place.
Warning: Death.
They just keep showing up, one after the other even as the sky gets darker with clouds and the rot in the air gets thicker. Some are clearly set up by the city, with neat lines and bright colors. Some are probably made by the citizens, big pieces of wood or metal covered in messy paint. A few are just paint on the trees, dripping like blood.
Go Away.
This Place is Not Safe.
Get Out.
"They might as well have said 'Abandon All Hope, Ye Who Enter Here,'" Lois mutters.
Clark snorts, but his eyes stay up. The bus is turning a corner, and a city is finally visible through the thick foliage.
It was tall, is Clark's first thought. There aren't any suburbs of short little houses for the bourgeoisie, no industrial outskirts, just crumbling brutalist architecture and gothic decor right from the entrance.
He can finally hear the city too. He doesn't know why he couldn't before, how it hid from Kryptonian ears, but it echoes in his ears now, gunshots and sirens and screams and whispers. He can't hear anything else on top of the noise, like the rest of the world no longer exists even to Superman's ears. He would have been afraid if his mind had room for it.
The bus is being swallowed, Clark was suddenly sure. The signs were the teeth of the great and terrible city he sees before him and soon they would pass through the maw and enter the place of no return. Soon they would be in the throat and it would convulse and throw them downward and then the city would digest them alive. Whatever was left would not be the same as what entered.
The bus stops at a rickety station just inside the city. The bus driver turns to them as the doors open and his smile is friendly but his eyes are distant and tired.
"Welcome to Gotham," he said. "The most cursed city in America."
"Good luck."
#cursed gotham#hidden gotham#clark kent#lois lane#daily planet#gotham is cursed#wayne industries#batfam#kind of#reporter clark kent#mystery#fanfiction#my fic#my writing#gotham can't be found if you don't already know where it is#please enjoy this#i need the serotonin
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Package :D
#rice rambles#yippee#gotta convince my mom to stop at the post office after work for me#like It's not urgent it's just a keychain but STILL#I need the serotonin
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Also if anyone makes gifs of my boys feel free to tag me/send then my way
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me, who has 6473846 games started and none finished: hmm what if I installed these 2 games again?
#lilith.txt#i'm thinking about tw3 and dos2 again#i need the serotonin#no game is doing it for me right now#still trying to play eso#i won't give up on that one#i just need the stars to align just right#besties and girlies help
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if you have posts/images that I can add to my hdb-moodboard folder just send them to me. even if I don't know you. send me stuff
#I ''only'' have 57 pics#i need the serotonin#don't send me just sillyman stuff send me the stuff harry the apocalypse hobo ultralib cop would make too#disco elysium#pointless microblogging
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Rex my darling your as beautiful as ever.
#TBB s2e7#i live for new Rex content#or just clone content in general#tbb#the bad batch#the bad batch season 2#order 66#gimme more 79s#i need the serotonin
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hey! I just wanted to say I love your fic A Fresh Start SO MUCH !! the writing is just *chefs kiss* and the slow burn is just long enough to be agonizing but in literally the best way possible, it’s written SO WELL AND I JUST LOVE IT SO MUCH DUDE !!!!!
I love your fic so much, and for the past couple of days I’ve been kicking around the idea to ask you: is it ok if I draw your character Nima from A Fresh Start? I just love her so much and she’s one of my favorite side characters, and I was hoping I could ask if it was ok if I could draw her? She’s just such a fun character and I really like the idea of drawing her pink(?) skin and other details, and if I could draw her, do you mind providing any details about her? Like maybe some references, any outfit she wears, or just any sort of spare details you have about her?
anywyas, tysm, I love your fic a LOT and have a good day !! <3
ps. if you have an anon list going, I wouldn’t mind going by ⭐️ (star) Anon :)
THE SOUND THAT LEFT MY MOUTH WHEN I READ YOUR MESSAGE WAS INHUMAN. ABSOLUTELY YES YOU CAN DRAW NIMA HOLY SHIT IM SCREEEEAMING.
Okay. Deep breath. Holy moly. Alright. Guess what, my friend? You just opened Pandora's box. You asked for spare details but I'm about to ramble for DAYS. Nima's got a full history and backstory (b/c I'm obsessive about this kind of stuff) that I haven't been able to explore in the story to the degree I want SO NOW YOU GOTTA SUFFER THROUGH PARAGRAPHS OF INFORMATION.
Just swear to me that you'll send me the finished result because I neeeeeeed it. You think I'm insane and feral now? Just you wait. Okay. Now, info dump waiting below.
So mentally the closest face claim I have for Nima would be the actress Seo Ye Ji (as in if Nima got to ever see the silver screen that's exactly who I would want hired to play her lol).
Nima is pretty average in height, and she's built firm. Not a body builder by any means, but you can see the strength in her arms and shoulders from the multiple years of working in a garage doing heavy lifting and being hands on. Her skin tone is a more pastel shade of pink, like a soft bubble gum pink, but her lekku both have a sprinkling of freckles all over them in a darker shade of pink. Her eyes are a dark brown, and she has freckles across the bridge of her nose and on her cheekbones that match the ones on her lekku.
Nima has no tattoos or piercings, she's terrified of needles. Markings of note though, she has a collection of scars along her arms (burns and cuts) from her work. Nima has a bad habit of getting excited when working on a project she's excited about and in her excitement she'll forget to wear gloves or cover her arms in the proper gear.
When she's working, Nima wears a pair of navy mechanic coveralls to protect her skin when doing more dangerous work, but as said previously, Nima has a bad habit of shrugging out of the upper half to tie the arms around her waist leaving her in either a plain tank top or sports bra. She does it to cool off, but often forgets to zip the upper body part back up before getting back to work. While on the job, there are three things she always has on her: a pair of work goggles either resting on her forehead or hanging around her neck, an old pair of work gloves she's kept forever despite their disrepair, and a matching set of dark brown work boots. All three were gifts from her father when she got her first job as a mechanic.
When Nima's not working, her style is all over the place. She prefers pants and shorts to dresses and skirts and tends to lean toward large, loose fitting t-shirts that she'll tuck into high waist shorts or pants. But, she's also a big fan of oversized hoodies, cardigans, and flannels for when the weather gets cooler.
I attached some random pictures I found on pinterest of things I could picture Nima wearing.
AGAIN DON'T FORGET TO SEND ME THE ART PLEASE I'M BEGGING YOU🥺⭐️
#a fresh start#nima#fan art#listen to me#i am losing it#omg#any sort of art of my work will make me foam at the mouth#i'll be rabid#i need the serotonin#pls#asks#feel free to ask me about anything!!
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i have 99 problems & these magnificent socks will fix like 98 of them
today's bug thing are these very hungry caterpillar socks!
#correction theyll fix nothing but ill feel significantly better lol#i need the serotonin#:')#the hungry caterpillar#hungry caterpillar#*weeps softly*#me stuff
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off sick from work so a gal would really appreciate some asks to keep my day interesting - stories, questions, fantasies, dirty thoughts, fun facts, literally anything and everything 💕
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