#i COULD do it myself

[kdjvmn]

whoever makes a buddie edit to oceans by seafret i will love you forever

[oh-shit-i-spilled-my-genderfluid]

Saw these pants at a thrift store

I NEED someone to draw Simon Fairchild in these

[gravyhoney]

On god, Right hand on the Bible, if someone made Arin and Sora acrylic charms I would buy them so so fucking fast. I swear on my life.

[ultimateutdrfavesbracket]

its ok they'll kiss in the loser bracket

YOU’RE SO RIGHT

[hinamie]

trick or treat!

[calbeloved]

....just saw that im blocked from seeing what my average grade total is 😊😊😊 that's the thing that determines what's your grade for the end of the year btw 😊😊 i feel so normal about this i am so not panicking

[northernfireart]

read the whole story> here by @clarionglass :)

[inkskinned]

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

[pisscreant]

had a vivid dream where there was a "play as Kim" mod and I was super excited

after like 2 mins gameplay Harry just turned around looking scandalised and was like "Ohgod... It's me, Kim. *I'm* Grandpa Piss!"

he refused to elaborate even after I savescummed and exhausted all dialogue options

then a notification flashed like "THOUGHT GAINED: GRANDPA PISS" and I went to the thought cabinet screen. all it said was "What the fuck does he mean by that."

[virtualplushy]

one important thing that Must be understood about interpersonal relationships is that you have to stop interacting with people who love you like they’re one slip-up away from leaving you. you have to trust that the ppl you love mean what they say. you have to believe that when they say “this hurt my feelings,” that they’re also saying, “can you please love me this other way next time?” and you have to wrap your head around the fact that even if you don’t understand Why someone loves you, you can accept that that they do. true, honest, & open love does not function like hp in a video game !!!!!!

[chloesimaginationthings]

There's doomed yuri... in my FNAF ruin?

[soyochii]

Quick doodles before I evaporate.

[paipah]

MIKU SAMOAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i didnt expect to have so much fun drawing this tbh

thoughts and notes:

Tuiga (headdresses worn by chiefs and their children) made to be her huge hair. I made her a fiafia dancer because shes a performer. The fire dance itself is done typically by men only but i let her have some fire as a treat :). She also wouldnt have any tatau at her age but i gave her a hand one anyway based vaguely on my mums one. theres alot of other bits i could talk about but im by no means an expert, but if anyone is interested they can feel free to ask 🇼🇸🇼🇸🇼🇸🇼🇸

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[starzknight]

So do i hate this but i feel like if i spend more time on it my head will explode, plus my professor might actually kill me if i don't finish my essay today só yeah here it is i guess

[welcometogrouchland]

[ID in ALT] I've made posts before about Talia/Dick co-parenting Damian moments (will never happen but let me dream) and this came to me in a vision. Took me ages to finish for some reason 😭 and then even longer to post

[hinamie]

to moving forward