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i love writing my thesis. no thougths, only a book in front of me, word document and BURNING issues from 6 thousands years ago
#this is literally the best thing that happened to me. nothing else works as good for calming my issues#writing my thesis works wonders on my unstable mental health#i <3 my thesis#the best startegy for thought blocking (something i have to do all the time if i want to remain relatively stable and instead of slipping i#to insanity)#moje
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this essay shit is eas
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NICHOLAS GALITZINE for GoldDerby (May 17th, 2024)
#*#rwrbedit#rwrbsource#rwrb movie#rwrb#red white and royal blue#ngalitzineedit#nicholas galitzine#henry fox mountchristen windsor#henry fox#iuserzoe#userninz#userclara#tusertha#chrissiewatts#sheisraging#usertj#userrlaura#mialook#usergay#babe. that wasn't the question. interviewer this movie is fun: nick anyway here is my henry thesis. he's right tho <3#idk i can't watch him talk and then be like oh he hates henry#he CLEARLY loves this role#bc henry is such a dynamic character#which y'all love to pretend he isn't
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Ty Lee | all-american bitch
I know my place and this is it
[video description: an amv centered on Ty Lee set to “all-american bitch” by Olivia Rodrigo. The video focuses on Ty Lee's dynamic with Azula throughout the years, and juxtaposes Ty Lee's bubbly flirty persona with her extremely efficient chi-blocking fighting style and shrewd observations. end description.]
cw for flashing. extended video description under the cut
First verse contrasts scenes of Ty Lee, Azula, and Mai as children with scenes of Azula threatening Ty Lee in Return to Omashu, and from then on being a weapon for Azula in her mission. Scenes mainly pull from the trio’s early book 2 action as they chase Aang.
First chorus: on “Forgive and I forget”: Ty Lee mid-air doing a flip cuts to young Ty Lee landing a flip. young Azula pushes young Ty Lee to the ground and laughs. Ty Lee chi-blocks a kyoshi warrior on "And I act like it. She flirts with Sokka on “Got what you can’t resist” and chi-blocks Katara on “perfect all-american”
Second verse features mainly scenes from the end of book 2 when Ty Lee, Azula, and Mai are in Ba Sing Se disguised as Kyoshi warriors. Many of the scenes show Ty Lee being undignified, contrasting with the lyrics (but fitting the ironic tone of the song). These scenes include Ty Lee jumping into the sludge during The Drill, her covered in mud, and flying through the air with Mai after Appa flaps his tail at them.
Second chorus: “Forgive and forget”: Ty Lee after her circus performance agreeing to join Azula. Other clips juxtapose Ty Lee during The Beach with Ty Lee fighting during The Boiling Rock.
“I know my place”: Rapid cuts of Ty Lee and Mai beside Azula, cut to Ty Lee anxiously looking side to side during The Boiling Rock confrontation. On the second “I know my place”: Rapid cuts of Ty Lee hugging Mai, and Mai and Azula preparing to fight.
“And this is it”: Ty Lee chi-blocks Azula.
Bridge: Scenes from the fallout of Ty Lee betraying Azula - Mai and Ty Lee being arrested − cut together with Ty Lee’s emotional outburst during The Beach campfire scenes. During the screaming and fast-paced music, there are rapid cuts of Ty Lee fighting and moments beside Azula, in between cuts shots of Ty Lee crying.
Outro: Ty Lee bowing to Azula during Return to Omashu. Then Ty Lee crying during The Beach party, and Azula apologizing to her.
#it's finally here... my ty lee thesis statement :)#apologies again for bringing usamericans anywhere near atla ...... but . you know. empire for an empire#this is literally the first time i've edited a video on any program at all in over a DECADE#and of course the ideas/moments that inspired me to do this whole thing were the most technically complicated to do lmao#i learned so much for this please clap#finally. shoutout to o who I literally could not have done it without!#and to every atla fanvid I studied... mutuals you are all so skilled! <3#flashing cw#ty lee#amv#r.post
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Chibi!Reverb 2024: If My Heart Was A Compass, You’d Be North
@vin420’s art work
@snorlaxlovesme’s ao3 fic
My entry for Chibi!Reverb 2024!! I had so much fun finally getting to join reverb despite my really hectic schedule and the fic is GREAT fucking hallelujah
#soul eater#reverb 2024#soul eater fanart#blackstar#death the kid#kidstar#deathstar#neeks draws#i had like 3 different drafts for each check-in bc i kept redoing shit 😭😭#but its ok#i honestly wanted to make something cleaner and rendered#but then again#schedule#bleh#i also just finished my college thesis finals so im extra brain dead
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you're gonna dance with me before this night is through
#NO MOTA KNOWLEDGE REQUIRED! just a silly dance comp <3#something fun to get myself back in the editing groove!!#i had a BLAST with this#artie shaw but make it disco#(from an album by charlie calello of all disco covers of big band classics hell yeah)#sooo much time remapping to make clips match the tempo of the song lmao. worth it#needed something relatively brainless not my usual thesis type stuff#(except for cutting bucky with curt to paulina to buck...could mean nothing!)#anyway enjoy!!#mota#masters of the air#motaedit#mastersoftheairedit#kbsd.amv#kbsd.hbow#40sjukebox#it counts!
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1917 - sam mendes & krysty wilson-cairns / go to the limits of your longing - rainer maria rilke
#beauty persisting thru terror death and grief is LITERALLY the thesis of this movie to me. if i ever get around to writing my silly little#essay that's the entire point of it. like. god. what a theme. what a quote. 1 million percent scocoded to me <3#len's edits#web weaving#1917#1917 movie#1917 film#1917 (2019)#blakefield#william schofield#will schofield#lance corporal schofield#thomas blake#tom blake#lance corporal blake#1917 web weaving#1917 edit
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this is why red tornado assigned them one shared brain cell
#rimi talks#have i posted this before i do not remember. regardless this is my timkonbart relationship thesis#idiot trio <3#tim#kon#bart
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“You need Kira’s mercy.”
“I need His mercy. I beg for it.”
From Heard in Heaven by @lightyaoigami
#happy lateeeeeee late late birthday Monica#sorry my gift to you took 800 years but u had a vision (and also had to defend my thesis plan hahaha)#anywayyy#death note#lawlight#light yagami#l lawliet#my art#tw blood#this fic is veryyyyy sexy and something about L having a broken nose is sending me#why do I feel sexually about a broken nose???? I’m fucked in the head for ever by fic#everyone read that fic it’s got everything: sex and violence#I <3 violence
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I've been trying to think about what I want to say about these first two episodes of Love in the Big City. I'm watching it slowly, it's a show that makes me want to sit rather than rush ahead, and it also hits a little too close to home to enjoy freely (I've only watched the first two episodes so far and my knowledge of the rest of the story is fairly vague so bear with me).
Go Young experiences two major losses. The parallels between these losses, what could have been vs. what can never be again was what particularly stood out to me.
Mi Ae represents a beautiful time that is forever lost. After she gets married, there's no one he can be fully himself with. He simply doesn't have another relationship on that level, platonic or otherwise, and that's truly such an isolating experience. Who do you call when you're in trouble? Who do you complain to? Who will always be your first port of call?
Often, youthful friendships are particularly intense, you're at a point where the world feels so enormous but you don't quite know what to do with it, or yourself yet. Everything still feels new and exciting. You meet people who understand you in ways you've never been understood and can't imagine it won't last forever.
And then you experience that loss for the first time.
Kim Nam Gyu experiences it too. It's clear early in their relationship that Go Young is overwhelmed and uncomfortable with the intensity of Nam Gyu's feelings (his expressions during the padlock and ring scenes in particular). He feels suffocated and anxious, he's not ready for it. So, rather harshly (at least the first time) he ends things. I've been on both ends, which makes it a lot easier to empathize with both of them. While I feel for Nam Gyu incredibly (especially as I read him as very neurodivergent), that discomfort is not something easily resolved, and it's only made worse by his inability to move on. But how can he when he also has no one else?
In the end, Go Young mentions that he missed out on what could have been a long and lasting love with Nam Gyu but I wonder if that's true. Would he have eventually opened up and reciprocated that intensity? Or would he have continued to wallow in his discomfort and let that resentment pile up even further? It's hard to say, but based on the way he behaves, I think the latter. He just wasn't in a stage of life to accept it yet, without the experiences he has with Mi Ae, and without Nam Gyu's death, would he have made it to that point before it became too much? He says he didn't really believe love was possible for someone like him, it took him a lot to get to the point where he even starts to believe it; I find it hard to imagine that he could've gotten there purely through a relationship with Nam Gyu at that stage, as sad as that might be.
Mi Ae offers a bit of an interesting foil here. She chooses loss, but the loss of her authentic self. She chooses the safe option, a stable relationship and job, pleasing her parents, following societal expectations. Maybe the guy isn't quite right, but in the end what seems most important to her is that security, and she's willing to take a loss to get it. As others in the tags have pointed out, Go Young doesn't have that option. There is no option that will (mostly) guarantee him security and safety that would even be remotely tolerable and grant him any degree of happiness. Perhaps he could have chosen to lose parts of himself to be with Nam Gyu, but that wouldn't have provided him the type of security Mi Ae enjoys. If something went wrong and it didn't work out, he could stand to lose even more.
I think that's something that a lot of cishet people fail to understand, and part of what these episodes have done so well for me. Really underlining how the queer experience differs and how isolating it can be (which I think is reflected in Nam Gyu as well).
#litbc book club#love in the big city#also sidenote i really love the idea of a book club discussing each ep#its been so fun to read everyone's meta and it really made me think about a lot of different aspects of the show that i probably wouldn't#have considered as deeply#also its nice to use my brain for media analysis now that im done my thesis lol#anyways i cried like 3 times watching episode two if you couldn't tell#words
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If your banker breaks, you snap; if your apothecary by mistake sends you poison in your pills, you die. True, you may say that, by exceeding caution, you may possibly escape these and the multitudinous other evil chances of life. But handle Queequeg’s monkey-rope heedfully as I would, sometimes he jerked it so, that I came very near sliding overboard. Nor could I possibly forget that, do what I would, I only had the management of one end of it.
Moby Dick by Herman Melville (chapter 73, The Monkey-Rope)
Max's version /
#hi. welcome to the magnum opus moby sails thesis statement <3#john silver#black sails#bsedit#blacksailsedit#madi black sails#moby sails#i could honestly do one of these for every character on the show but i decided to stick to max and silver (and madi) as foils and#as opposite reactions to this quote#if that makes sense?#also i know that my free will is shoving a lot of ideas into this gifset but. you get it. you get it. right?
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“Everything you have ever done, you have done for love.”
dean winchester | “love love love”, by the mountain goats
#i don’t really like the font here. but whatever#tmg#spn edit#my edit#webweaving#spn thesis#= love as violence.#dean winchester#deangirlisms#sam winchester#oliver talks#spn#supernatural#i’ve had this in my head for months. <3#poison in the water
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✨Happy birthday to our favorite little drummer!!✨
#with my thesis i don't have time for a full artwork rn so jure gets a little bday doodle#he's got a great drawable face i love him#little cartoon cat <3#jure maček#joker out#my art#my doodles#if you're wondering if i have a consistent art style yeah nah but hey im enjoying the process
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This was very funny to me because I could only assume that this ask was a drawing request but I’ve literally never gotten any asks on this blog before so it was rlly confusing at first.
Regardless, it inspired a sketch which turned into this digital piece, you got fucking lucky lol.
Needless to say I’m always open to asks and reqs, but if yr not paying me it’s not guaranteed I’ll draw it lol :/
#I’m in thesis rn so my time is limited but after December#I’ll have way too have free time and a need for mouney#hellsing#hellsing ultimate#seras#zorin blitz#only good nazi is a dead nazi <3#seras victoria#hellsing fanart#kouta hirano#hellsing manga#fanart#this was a great ask and I know I didn’t quite do what u asked but I had my own interpretation
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they're thinking about very different things
#hello. hi *taps mic* is anyone there. can anyone hear me#im alive. slowly coming back .... MAYBE?#my style really sucks after not drawing for so fucking long but. sighs. we'll get back on the horse eventually#but yes this is not great. but whatever. i can LEARN AGAIN#guess what i've been binging w a friend all this time. exactly#we legit did 14 to 16 hour marathons. several weekends. 10/10#i could write a whole ass thesis about supernatural. i've never had so much fun watching a tv show. top 3 babey#mr kripke im so sorry you were so misunderstood. i get your vision now. i understand EVERYTHING#btw supernatural was made to be dubbed in spanish. way better. way funnier. tremendously sorry for you if you're watching it in english#spn#dean winchester#sam winchester#sam's giant badly barely drawn hands#my art#supernatural
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