#hyunlix fanfic

[moonchild9350]

Always

summary: you and Hyunjin have a peculiar relationship with your roommate Felix

pairing: est. relationship Hyunjin x fab!reader x roommate Felix

genre: sprinkle of fluff, smut-18+MDNI

word count: 2.7k

warnings: cockwarming, spanking, breeding kink, mention of pregnancy, partner sharing, unprotected sex (don't), multiple creampies, squirting, nipply play, dirty talk, use of term slut

notes: short, sweet, and filthy lol I just love hyunjin and felix omg

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It’s the end of the day, the part where you start to wind down, your mind exhausted from the day’s activities. You’re sitting on your bed holding your penguin plushie as you scroll through your phone when you notice the time.

Seeing that it is almost seven, you sit up as excitement courses through you, your core clenching in anticipation for the evening that’s in store.

Hyunjin will be home soon after a long day at work. You miss your boyfriend dearly, the hours long without him.

At the thought of seeing him soon, you get up out of bed and shimmy out of your sweatpants and panties, leaving yourself in only his oversized shirt, the hem barely grazing your thighs.

You pad to the door and open it, making your way to the living room where a certain blond is sitting, his eyes trained on the tv…that is until you walk in.

At your entrance, Felix looks up and flashes the smile you have grown to love, all teeth and dimples, as he sets his phone down. He beckons you over, his tiny finger making a come hither motion as he invites you to sit on his lap.

You stand there for a moment, gazing at the beautiful man, your hands behind your back. You take him in, how the bulge within his grey sweats is ever enlarging, his cock twitching as you take one step forward.

“That’s it, come here sweetheart,” Felix purrs as he pushes his hair out of his freckled face.

You’re wet, incredibly so, as your body is trained almost like Pavlov’s dog. At the stroke of seven, you become horny, the thought of cock filling you up making the feeling almost unbearable.

You arrive in front of Felix and giggle, as your cheeks flush at the sight of the blond.

“Ready sweetheart?” Felix asks, his hands reaching into his sweats to pull his cock out, giving it a few strokes as he spreads the precum that’s leaking from the tip around.

You nod as you take in his hard cock, perfect and chubby, all ready for you.

He holds it steady as you straddle his legs and bring your core to his length. Felix helps you line his cock with your entrance as you experimentally lower yourself, sighing at the stretch his tip provides.

You left your hips up before bringing them down once more, this time taking all of him. You let out a whimper at feeling full, your pussy keeping his member nice and snug within your wet walls.

You wrap your arms around Felix and nuzzle your head in the crook of his neck as he holds you close. You just sit there, feeling his chest rise and fall with each breath, reveling in the comfort of being in Felix’s arms.

You relax further as his hands sneak beneath your shirt, his fingers gently trailing your back as he continues to watch the show on the tv screen.

And so it goes. You and your boyfriend have a particular arrangement with Felix, your roommate. He joined your little abode around a year ago, all sunshine and happiness, and thankful for you both taking him in.

As time went on and you three became closer, feelings of friendship turning into something a little more with each passing day. You were already dating Hyunjin, and Felix knew that, but he couldn’t let his feelings go to waste, confessing one day while at movie night.

You remember looking at Hyunjin, a smirk forming on your face at the confession. Little did Felix know that you both liked Felix too and were more than willing to open up your relationship to include him.

Felix was delighted, as the best case scenario played out. However, before he could get too excited, Hyunjin laid down some ground rules.

The first rule he imposed was you were his at the end of the day and only his, but Felix can enjoy the perks of having you close by, whatever those perks may be. He also demanded that Felix prep you and get you ready for him before he got home.

Felix readily agreed, as he got to be with you, feel you, and that was more than he had bargained for.

So here he was, “prepping” you by having you warm his cock. He loved how you felt around him, your pussy always warm and wet, your slick dripping down onto his pants, forming a constantly enlarging wet spot.

You both sat there for a while, waiting for the door to open and for Hyunjin to walk in. However, you were starting to feel needy, Felix’s cock feeling too good within you. You knew you were playing with fire, but decided to proceed, needing some type of relief as you waited for your love.

Smirking against Felix’s neck, you clenched down on his length while pressing wet kisses to his neck, a soft whimper escaping your lips.

Felix’s breath hitched for a moment before he recovered, lightly tapping your ass and gripping the flesh tight. You grinned before repeating the motion, this time feeling his cock twitch within you as he let out a low groan at the sensation. Felix gently rocked your hips over his cock, his length dragging deliciously against your walls.

You gripped his neck tighter as you breath caught, hoping he would do it again. However, Felix recovered, remembering that Hyunjin gets to have you first.

“Behave,” he said, his deep voice rumbling deep within his chest and flowing to your ears.

You let out a sigh, as you lightly nipped his skin, Felix jumping at the slight pain. You’re not sure how much longer you could wait, needing to move, to gain any type of friction to ease your aching pussy.

As you thought of moving again, the door opened and in walked Hyunjin. You watched as he dropped his bags and kicked off his shoes before walking over to the living area. He smiled at seeing the two of you, wrapped in an intimate embrace, as you warmed Felix’s cock.

“You two are adorable,” Hyunjin cooed, taking out his phone to snap a picture, wanting to add it to his ever growing collection of his two favorite people.

Hyunjin continued to gaze at you two, the blood flowing to his cock as he took in your flushed cheeks, your disheveled hair as you continued to nuzzle your head in the crook of Felix’s neck. He took in Felix, his eyes dilated and veins prominent on his hands as he gripped your ass tighter. He knew how Felix felt, your pussy too warm, wet, and just perfect.

“Ready love?” Hyunjin asked, walking closer to you.

You nodded your head, keeping your face tucked into Felix’s neck as Hyunjin wrapped his arms around your waist. You let out a moan as Hyunjin lifted you off of Felix’s cock, the sudden emptiness making your walls contract as he carried you bridle style to your bedroom.

He laid you down on the soft sheets and began stripping his clothes off, his eyes on you the whole time. You watched as his cock sprang free, as he dragged his sweats down his thick thighs, licking your lips at the sight.

“Take your shirt off love, you know the drill,” Hyunjin commanded as he stood before you in all his glory.

You shuffled to take the garment off, your tits now on display for your lover. You leaned back and fondled the flesh, watching as Hyunjin stroked his length.

“Mm spread your legs love, show me your pussy,” Hyunjin said, as he bit his plush lips.

He let out a moan as you spread your legs, your folds parting and displaying your wet entrance and puffy clit. You whimpered as you swiveled your hips, wanting to touch yourself to ease the ache. However, you didn’t dare touch what was his, wanting him to have his fill first.

“That’s it love, such a pretty pussy just for me.”

Hyunjin approached you, as he slotted himself between your legs. He leaned over you, his body hovering over yours as caged you in, his lips finding purchase against yours. He kissed you passionately as he brought his cock to your entrance, pushing the tip in with a swift motion.

You moaned loudly against his mouth as his cock speared you open, your pussy welcoming him in with no hesitation. Hyunjin smirked at your reaction as he snapped his hips into yours once, twice, as he pushed your body up against the bed with the force each thrust. He set a fast pace, as he pounded into you, his hips withdrawing until his cock was almost out of your pussy before slamming back in.

Loud moans rang through the room, as Hyunjin fucked you, so loud you’re sure Felix could hear you from the living room. However, that was part of the thrill, the thought of Felix with his cock out, his hands stroking his length, the thought of fucking you at the forefront of his mind.

You squealed as Hyunjin adjusted his hips, the new angle causing his cock to brush against your sweet spot with each thrust, the drag sending little shockwaves through your core.

You tried to say his name, but nothing came out, your mouth left wide open as Hyunjin brought you closer to your orgasm.

Hyunjin could tell you were close, as your walls clenched around him, attempting to keep him deep inside you. He listened intently as you mumbled words, the syllables barely audible as you became cock drunk, chanting that you need his cock and don’t stop.

He could never get used to your pussy, how wet you get as he fucks you, as Felix teases you as you cockwarm him every night. Your pussy was made for him, stretching perfectly to accommodate him.

“Cum in me,” you whimpered, hoping he would not pull out like he usually does.

You wanted to be filled, to have his cum stuffed within you, so much so that it leaks out and doesn’t stop.

Hyunjin was shocked at first, but quickly recovered, grinning at your words, more than happy to oblige.

“My love wants me to fill her up, breed her good hmm?” Hyunjin asked as he swiveled his hips against yours.

“Yes, baby please, breed me,” you whined as you locked your legs around his ass pulling him as close as you could.

Hyunjin sought out your lips, pressing sloppy kisses to them as he continued to grind into you, the neatly trimmed hairs rubbing against your clit with each thrust. He felt like he would go insane as your walls clamped around him, urging him to cum, your tits rubbing against his chest perfectly, adding extra stimulation to his sensitive nipples. He placed his lips right at your ear as he continued to whisper dirty words to you.

“Fuck this pussy, love. Gonna cum, breed this pussy so good that it’ll stick and make you a mommy.”

At that you let out a loud cry, the thought of carrying Hyunjin’s child causing you let go, your orgasm wrecking through your body. You clutched onto him as he continued to fuck you through your high, his pace never faltering.

You whispered in his ear, your litany of his name causing him to moan as he came, spurt after spurt of his cum painting your walls white.

You rocked your hips against his thrusts, holding him close as he finished emptying himself within you. With a shaky breath he stilled, collapsing gently on top of you.

You laid there for a while, your breathing slowly going back to normal as Hyunjin pressed lazy kisses to your neck.

“We’re not done yet love,” Hyunjin finally whispered in a sultry voice.

He got up, withdrawing his now softened cock from your core. You could feel his cum slowly seep out, the trickle forming a sticky path down your ass. Hyunjin tutted at the sight, his finger gathering his cum before stuffing it back inside of you.

“Need that to stick don’t we? Keep it in love.” Hyunjin warned as he gave you a stern look.

You nodded in agreement, as he maneuvered behind you. He brought you back against his chest, his arms wrapping around you snuggly. He pressed a kiss to your hair whispering sweet nothings as you both rested in the moment as two.

“Felix,” Hyunjin called shortly after, his arms still wrapped around you as he cradled your body.

The blond opened the door and walked in, a smile plastered on his freckled face.

“Sounds like Hyunjin took good care of you sweetheart,” Felix cooed as he got undressed. “Think you can take me too?”

You knew it was a rhetorical question as you would take his cock regardless but you answered nonetheless, wanting to please Felix.

“Give me your cock Lix,” you said, spreading your legs wide for him. Hyunjin gripped your thighs, bringing them to your chest to keep you open for him. Felix wasted no time slotting himself between your legs, his eyes trained on your swollen pussy.

“Would you look at that, you’re dripping in cum,” he teased. “Let’s just push that back in,” Felix grunted as he slid his cock into your pussy, a loud squelch echoing throughout the room as his cock pushed Hyunjin’s cum further inside you.

“You’re so wet sweetheart, take it all yeah?” Felix grunted as he slid his cock in and out in and out, your pussy letting both men know how wet you were with each thrust.

You whimpered as Felix began to pound into you, your eyes on his beautiful face. Your walls clenched at the sight of him falling apart above you, his hair falling in his face with the exertion.

You were about to reach up and grasp his face when Hyunjin let go of your legs and pinched your nipples, the jolt of pain sending waves of pleasure straight to you core.

“Ahh!” You moaned as Hyunjin toyed with your nipples, his fingers alternating between brushing against them and pinching them.

“Is Felix fucking you good love? Keep those legs open,” Hyunjin said, his voice right at your ear.

“Mm yes!” You said as you took a shaky breath.

“Love this pussy, just taking me. Look at that, sucking me right in,” Felix groaned his eyes trained on your walls stretching over his cock.

“Not gonna last long sweetheart, gonna cum, gonna give you my cum yeah?”

Hyunjin chuckled, his breath tickling your ear. “Hear that love? Gonna let Felix breed you full too?”

You were floating at his words, wanting nothing more than Felix’s cum within you.

“Lix give me your cum,” you begged as you spread your legs even wider, keeping them open just like Hyunjin instructed.

“Damn sweetheart, Hyunjin’s cum not enough for you that you need mine too? Are you our little cum dump?” Felix teased as he smirked.

You nodded quickly, little “mmms” leaving your lips.

As Hyunjin continue to play with your tits, he said in a low voice, “my little slut, gonna let Felix breed you too. Fill you up, give you his baby hmm?”

At the thought of carrying their babies, not knowing who the father was, you let out a loud whine, as you squirted, your walls contracting rhythmically around Felix’s cock.

The feel of you clamping down on him, holding him in tipped him over the edge, his cum filling your pussy, the fluid mixing with Hyunjin’s.

You whimpered as he pulled out, a gush of fluid leaking out down your ass and onto the sheets. You preened as Hyunjin whispered praises in your ear, his hands softly stroking your sides.

You watched as Felix left to go find a towel, returning shortly after leaving. He helped clean you off, before pressing a soft kiss to your lips.

“Good night sweetheart,” Felix said as he gave you a smile. He then got up and snatched his clothes, leaving to go back to his room.

“Let’s get you ready for bed. Get under the blankets love,” Hyunjin said as he helped you maneuver under the warm fabric.

He got in next to you and pulled you close. You were on the verge of sleep when Hyunjin broke the silence.

“I hope it really did stick and you’re carrying one of our babies.”

You didn’t say anything but laid there thinking about what he said. You wouldn’t be mad but actually happy at the thought as you loved both of the boys.

And that was a thought that you knew would always remain.

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Silent Chains

paring: non idol¡hyunjin x non idol¡felix

synopsis: Hyunjin has always been the calm, collected one, but beneath his calm exterior lies a dangerous obsession with Felix. As his feelings for Felix turn darker, Hyunjin uses his subtle tendencies to control Felix’s life, manipulating him into thinking no one else will love him the way Hyunjin does. The deeper felix falls into their twisted relationship, the harder it is to escape.

A/N: The song chains by Nick Jonas inspired me to write this. 😙

wc: 3.8k

Warnings: yandere, manipulation, secret cameras, heavy angst, faking death, mentions of cheating, obsession, stalking, possessiveness.

Hyunjin was always the calm, collected one. He was the type of person who never let his emotions get the best of him, no matter what the situation was. That was one of the things Felix loved about him. Hyunjin made Felix feel safe, like nothing could ever go wrong as long as Hyunjin was by his side. They seemed perfect together Hyunjin was caring, attentive, and always knew the right things to say.

In the beginning, their relationship felt like a dream. Hyunjin would tell Felix how much he meant to him, how special he was, how no one else could love him the way Hyunjin did. Felix believed him. He felt lucky to have someone like Hyunjin in his life. But what Felix didn’t realize was that those words, which seemed so sweet at first, were slowly starting to control him. Hyunjin’s subtle manipulations were like a web, wrapping around Felix’s life until he couldn’t see how tangled he’d become.

Hyunjin started to take control over small things like what Felix wore, who he hung out with, even what he posted on social media.

“I just want the best for you,” Hyunjin would say.

Felix believed him. Hyunjin always knew best. Whenever Felix tried to spend time with their friends without him, Hyunjin would make him feel guilty.

“No one cares about you the way I do,” Hyunjin would whisper.

Felix was oblivious to how possessive Hyunjin had become, but their friends noticed.

One day, Felix made a new friend named Han. Han was funny, outgoing, and the two of them hit it off right away. It felt refreshing for Felix to have someone new to talk to, someone who didn’t have the intensity that Hyunjin brought. Felix thought nothing of it. He was just happy to have a friend. But Hyunjin saw things differently.

The more time Felix spent with Han, the more distant Hyunjin became. He wouldn’t say anything at first, just watching, but Felix could feel the tension growing. Hyunjin started asking questions about Han, probing into every detail of their friendship.

“Are you sure you two are just friends?” Hyunjin would ask, his voice calm but his eyes sharp.

Felix laughed it off, insisting that nothing was going on between them, but Hyunjin didn’t believe him.

The more Hyunjin stewed in his jealousy, the darker his behavior became. He started flirting with Han, trying to get closer to him behind Felix’s back. At first, Han thought it was strange but harmless. But as Hyunjin’s advances became more obvious, Han realized what was happening. He told his boyfriend, Minho, about it, and Minho wasn’t pleased. Minho confronted Hyunjin, accusing him of trying to break up his relationship with Han. What followed was an ugly fight between Minho and Hyunjin, with Minho calling out Hyunjin for his obsession with Felix.

“You’re trying to keep Felix trapped!” Minho shouted during their confrontation.

“You don’t let him live his life. He’s not yours to control!”

Hyunjin’s calm exterior finally cracked, his rage spilling out. He tried to defend himself, but Minho’s words rang true. And that’s when Felix started to see it, how Hyunjin had been manipulating him all along. The things their friends had tried to tell him, the little moments that felt off, it all clicked into place. Hyunjin had been controlling every part of Felix’s life, making him believe that no one else would ever love him the way he did.

Felix decided he couldn’t do it anymore. He wanted out. When he told Hyunjin he wanted to break up, Hyunjin’s reaction wasn’t what he expected. Instead of sadness or anger, Hyunjin simply smiled… a cold, dangerous smile.

“You’re not going anywhere,” Hyunjin said, his voice steady.

“If you leave me, I’ll make sure your family pays for it.”

Felix’s heart dropped. He knew Hyunjin was serious. There was no bluff in his voice, no empty threats. Hyunjin knew everything about Felix’s family, and he had the resources to hurt them. Felix tried to argue, but Hyunjin cut him off.

“And don’t think I don’t know what you do in this house,” Hyunjin added. “I have cameras set up. I’ve been watching you.”

Felix was horrified. The house he had shared with Hyunjin, the place he thought was his home, was filled with secret cameras. Every move he made had been watched. Every conversation, every moment of privacy it was all under Hyunjin’s control.

Felix realized there was no easy way out. He was trapped, forced to stay with someone who had turned their love into something twisted and dangerous. But he wasn’t ready to give up. He reached out to Han in secret, telling him everything. Han was shocked but determined to help.

Together, Felix and Han came up with a plan. It was risky, but it was the only way Felix could escape. They decided to fake Felix’s death. It had to be convincing, something that would make Hyunjin believe Felix was gone for good.

The plan went into motion one day when Hyunjin was away. With Han’s help, Felix disappeared, leaving behind enough evidence to make it look like he was dead. He left no trace of where he was going, no clues for Hyunjin to follow. And with that, Felix started a new life, moving to the other side of the world under a different name.

Felix’s new life across the world was everything he could have hoped for. The days of walking on eggshells, always looking over his shoulder, were behind him. He settled in a quiet coastal town, far away from the chaos he had left behind. The first few weeks were strange. The absence of Hyunjin’s constant presence was both a relief and a source of anxiety. Felix was always waiting for something to go wrong, for Hyunjin to find him, but as the days turned into weeks and the weeks into months, he started to let his guard down.

The small town became his sanctuary. He rented a modest apartment near the beach, far removed from the cameras, the manipulation, and the fear that had plagued him. Every morning, he would walk along the shoreline, feeling the sun on his skin, the breeze in his hair. For the first time in years, Felix felt like he could breathe.

Han stayed in touch, sending Felix the occasional message to check in.

“He’s still looking for you,” Han would warn

but Felix felt secure in the distance that separated them. He had done everything to erase his past. His name was different, his appearance changed, he had even dyed his hair, cutting it short to make sure no one would recognize him. He had built an entirely new life, one that Hyunjin could never touch.

Yet, despite the peace, Felix couldn’t shake the lingering memories of Hyunjin. The nightmares came often. He’d dream of the cameras, of Hyunjin standing over him with that calm, menacing smile. In the dream, no matter how far Felix ran, Hyunjin was always there, watching him from the shadows. Felix would wake up in a cold sweat, his heart pounding. He’d remind himself that Hyunjin wasn’t there, that he was safe, but it didn’t always feel that way.

Sometimes, he would catch himself glancing at the corners of his new apartment, half-expecting to find a camera. Old habits, old fears they were hard to shake. But Felix reminded himself that he wasn’t trapped anymore. He had broken free.

Back in his old life, Hyunjin was unraveling. His perfect, calm demeanor was crumbling, replaced with an obsession that consumed him. He couldn’t accept that Felix was gone. He refused to believe it. Even though the evidence pointed to Felix’s death, Hyunjin knew deep down that it wasn’t true. Felix was out there, somewhere, hiding from him, and the thought drove him mad.

Hyunjin spent months trying to track Felix down. He hired private investigators, poured over Felix’s social media, looking for any clue that might lead him to where Felix had disappeared to. Every dead end only fueled his obsession. His friends, once supportive, began to pull away from him, uncomfortable with the way he spoke about Felix. They saw how dangerous he had become, how twisted his love for Felix had grown, but no one knew how to help him. Even Han, who had once been patient, stopped answering Hyunjin’s calls. He had been one of the few people who could see through Hyunjin’s calm façade, understanding how toxic his obsession with Felix truly was. After helping Felix escape, Han cut all ties with Hyunjin, making it clear that he wanted nothing to do with him. Hyunjin took this as a betrayal, seeing Han as an accomplice to Felix’s disappearance.

Hyunjin’s behavior grew more erratic. He couldn’t sleep, couldn’t eat. His thoughts were consumed by Felix. Everywhere he looked, he saw reminders of him their shared apartment, the streets they used to walk together, the places they’d go on dates. But now, those memories were tainted with the realization that Felix had left him. How could he have been so blind to it? How could Felix his Felix have turned his back on him?

Months passed, and Hyunjin’s obsession reached a breaking point. He started searching through Felix’s old phone records, scouring them for any name, any number, that might give him a clue. One night, in a moment of desperation, Hyunjin reached out to Minho, Han’s boyfriend. He knew it was a long shot, but he couldn’t let go of the idea that Han had helped Felix disappear. If anyone knew where Felix was, it had to be Han.

Minho wasn’t surprised when Hyunjin showed up at his door late one night, unannounced and uninvited. There was a part of him that had been expecting this. He had seen Hyunjin spiral for months, had heard about the lengths he was going to in order to find Felix. But Minho wasn’t afraid of him. He stood firm, blocking the doorway when Hyunjin tried to push past him.

“You need to let him go, Hyunjin,” Minho said,

his voice calm but firm.

“Felix is gone, and no amount of searching is going to bring him back. He wanted to get away from you.”

Hyunjin’s eyes burned with a mix of anger and desperation.

“You don’t understand,” he muttered through clenched teeth. “Felix and I are meant to be together. He needs me.”

“No, Hyunjin,” Minho said, stepping closer. “Felix didn’t need you. He needed to be free from you.”

“You needed Felix” Minho stated in a firm tone.

The confrontation was short, but the impact hit Hyunjin hard. He stormed off into the night, but Minho’s words lingered. Deep down, he knew they were true, but he couldn’t accept them. Hyunjin couldn’t let go, not yet. Not when he was so sure Felix was still out there.

Meanwhile, Felix was starting to rebuild his life. It wasn’t easy, but every day brought a small victory. He made new friends, found a job at a local café, and started to feel like himself again. Slowly, the memories of Hyunjin began to fade, replaced with moments of peace and freedom. The weight of his old life lifted, and for the first time in a long while, Felix allowed himself to dream of a future without fear.

But the fear never fully disappeared. There were moments when Felix would walk down a crowded street and think he saw Hyunjin’s face. His heart would race, his breath catching in his throat, but when he looked again, it was always a stranger. Those moments reminded him of the danger he still lived with, the threat that loomed in the background. He knew Hyunjin well enough to know that he wouldn’t give up easily.

Han, the loyal friend, visited Felix whenever he could, helping him stay grounded. He brought news from back home but never mentioned Hyunjin unless Felix asked. And Felix rarely did. He didn’t want to know how Hyunjin was doing, didn’t want to hear about the obsession that still lingered in his absence. It was too painful, too close to home. Instead, Felix focused on healing, on putting the pieces of his life back together.

One evening, after nearly a year of living in hiding, Felix received a message that made his heart stop. It was from an unknown number, and at first, he thought it might just be spam. But when he opened it, his blood ran cold.

The message was simple

unknown: I’m coming for you, Felix. I know you’re not dead.

There was no name, but Felix didn’t need one. He knew exactly who it was from. Hyunjin had found him.

Panic set in immediately. Felix’s hands shook as he stared at the message, his mind racing. How had Hyunjin found him? He had taken every precaution, cut ties with his old life. There was no way Hyunjin could know where he was. But deep down, Felix had always known this day might come. He just hadn’t expected it to come so soon.

Felix called Han, his voice trembling as he explained what had happened.

Han’s response was immediate “You need to leave. Now.”

Felix knew Han was right. He had to disappear again, start over somewhere else, but the thought exhausted him. He couldn’t keep running forever.

“What if he keeps finding me?” Felix whispered, his voice barely audible.

“We won’t let him,” Han said firmly. “I’ll help you. But you need to move fast.”

The next few days were a blur. Felix packed up his belongings, once again preparing to leave behind the life he had built. It felt like déjà vu, like he was trapped in a cycle that he couldn’t escape. But this time, the fear was different. It wasn’t just about Hyunjin anymore, it was about his own survival. Felix knew that if Hyunjin found him, there would be no going back. Hyunjin wouldn’t let him go a second time.

With Han’s help, Felix planned his next move carefully. This time, he wouldn’t just disappear he would erase every trace of his existence. He changed his name again, set up a new identity, and booked a one-way ticket to a remote island where he could blend in with the locals. No one would know who he was, and he would be safe.. at least for now.

On the day of his departure, Felix looked out at the ocean one last time, taking in the peaceful scenery that had become his home. He felt a pang of sadness, knowing that he was leaving behind the life he had fought so hard to build. But there was no other choice. Hyunjin was coming, and Felix couldn’t stay.

As the plane took off, Felix closed his eyes, silently praying that this would be the last time he had to run. But in the back of his mind, he knew the truth, Hyunjin wouldn’t stop until he found him. And when that day came, Felix would have to be ready.

For now, though, Felix focused on one thing: survival. He had escaped once, and he would do it again, no matter what it took. But he knew that as long as Hyunjin was out there, somewhere in the world, watching and waiting, he would never truly be free.

And neither would Hyunjin. The obsession had consumed him, and as the months passed, it became clear to everyone who had once known him Hyunjin was no longer the calm, collected person he used to be. Felix had become his entire world, and without him, there was nothing left. As Felix’s plane soared above the clouds, he stared out the window, trying to force himself to relax. The ocean below looked endless, vast and unreachable just like the new life he was heading toward. But no matter how far he went, there was always the gnawing feeling in the pit of his stomach. The feeling that Hyunjin would eventually find him again.

Days passed after Felix landed on the small island. It was remote, quiet, and isolated from the rest of the world. The perfect hiding place. Felix moved into a modest cottage on the outskirts of a small village. The air was different here, the salty breeze carrying the scent of freedom, and the locals treated him like just another face. No one asked questions, and Felix was grateful for that.

For the first time in a long time, he felt a glimmer of peace. He picked up a job at a local bakery, working odd hours to keep his mind off things. The routine became comforting. Wake up, work, go home, repeat. The nights were the hardest, though. Lying alone in the darkness, Felix’s thoughts would wander back to Hyunjin. Was he still searching? Had he given up? The message he received before leaving still haunted him, but with every day that passed without another one, Felix allowed himself to believe, just for a moment, that maybe Hyunjin wouldn’t find him after all.

Meanwhile, back in the city Felix had fled from, Hyunjin had become a ghost of his former self. The obsession that had once driven him to find Felix was now an all consuming madness. He barely slept, barely ate, and his once-polished appearance had grown disheveled. He couldn’t focus on anything but Felix where he might be, what he was doing, who he might be with.

The investigators Hyunjin had hired had all given up, insisting that Felix was dead, just like everyone thought. But Hyunjin knew better. He had seen through the lie. Felix’s death had been too clean, too convenient, and it only fueled Hyunjin’s resolve. He had poured over every clue, every connection Felix had, and narrowed it down to one person Han.

Hyunjin had always suspected Han had a hand in Felix’s disappearance, but now he was certain. In a fit of desperation, Hyunjin decided to confront Han, showing up unannounced at his apartment one night. The confrontation was tense Han’s patience had long since worn thin, and Minho’s protective instincts had kicked in after Hyunjin’s increasingly aggressive behavior.

“You have to stop this, Hyunjin. He’s gone. Felix wanted to be free from you, and you’re just proving why he had to leave in the first place,” Han had said, his voice sharp and unyielding.

Minho stood by his side, arms crossed, glaring at Hyunjin as if daring him to try something.

But Hyunjin didn’t care. “I know he’s alive, and I know you helped him.” His voice cracked with desperation. “You don’t understand—he needs me. He’ll come back to me once he realizes that no one else will love him like I do.”

Han’s eyes narrowed, pity mixing with frustration.

“You don’t love him, Hyunjin. You control him. There’s a difference, and Felix saw that.”

The words stung.

Unknown: Hi Felix, I found you.

Felix’s breath caught in his throat as he stared at the message on his phone. His vision blurred as panic surged through him. The familiar dread that he had buried for so long now crawled its way back into his chest, gripping him with a cold, suffocating fear. His hands trembled, the phone slipping from his grasp and landing on the bed with a dull thud.

No. This can’t be happening.

He forced himself to breathe, but every inhale felt like a struggle. Felix rushed to the window, pulling the curtains aside just enough to peer outside. The darkened street was empty. The only sound was the faint whisper of the ocean in the distance. But even the familiar sound of the waves, once calming, now felt ominous.

Felix backed away from the window, his mind spinning with questions. How had Hyunjin found him? He had been so careful. Had someone tipped him off? Did Hyunjin have eyes on him this whole time, waiting for the perfect moment?

His mind raced with worst case scenarios. He knew Hyunjin was capable of anything. The cameras he had set up in their old house, the threats, the manipulation, Hyunjin always found a way to stay in control. Felix’s escape, his freedom, now felt like an illusion.

He ran to his bedroom closet and pulled out a small suitcase he hadn’t touched in months. His hands moved quickly, stuffing in clothes, essentials, anything he could grab. He had to leave. He had to disappear again. But as Felix frantically packed, another message came through, the phone lighting up on the bed.

Unknown: Don’t run. You know I’ll find you again.

Felix’s breath hitched. It was like Hyunjin could see him, like he knew exactly what Felix was doing at that very moment. He looked around the room, paranoia setting in. Was there a camera? Had Hyunjin found a way to watch him even here, even now?

Another message buzzed, the sound sending chills down Felix’s spine.

Unknown: I’m closer than you think.

Felix froze, the suitcase slipping from his hands. His heart thundered in his chest, and every muscle in his body tensed as if waiting for something, anything, to happen. He slowly walked to the door, his ears straining to hear any sound from outside.

And then, from the front of the house, came the unmistakable sound of footsteps. Soft, deliberate, and far too familiar.

Felix’s stomach dropped, his pulse racing.

A knock echoed through the house.

Felix backed up, eyes wide, his mind screaming at him to run, but his body frozen in place. Another knock.. louder this time, followed by a chilling silence.

Then, a voice.

“Felix…” It was Hyunjin, his voice soft, almost soothing.

“I know you’re in there.”

Felix’s heart pounded in his chest, the sound of his name sending a fresh wave of terror through him.

“I told you, no one will love you the way I do.” The voice grew darker, laced with something dangerous, something twisted. “You can’t hide from me.”

Another knock slow, deliberate.

Felix’s breath came in short gasps as he backed further into the room, his mind screaming for an escape, but every way out seemed blocked. The footsteps outside grew louder, and the door handle rattled as if Hyunjin was testing it.

“Open the door, Felix.” Hyunjin demanded.

Felix pressed his back against the wall, his entire body shaking as he stared at the door, knowing that on the other side stood the person he had run so far to escape. And now, Hyunjin had found him.

The door creaked open slightly, just enough to let Felix know that Hyunjin was inside.

“Felix…” Hyunjin’s voice was closer now, so close Felix could almost feel the weight of his presence.

Then, all at once, everything went silent.

Felix held his breath, his eyes locked on the crack in the door, waiting for what was going to happen next.

And then,

The door began to creak open, inch by inch, as Hyunjin stepped inside…

MASTERLIST

[afiakh]

**Title: Secret Whispers of the Heart**

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The dorm was alive with the usual chaos of eight young men living under one roof. Laughter echoed through the halls, mingling with the sound of someone practicing vocals in the living room and the rhythmic thud of feet hitting the floor as another member danced in the practice room. Felix sat cross-legged on the couch, scrolling through his phone, a soft smile playing on his lips as he watched a video of a fan edit of him and Hyunjin. The comments were flooded with "Hyunlix is real!" and "They’re soulmates, change my mind." He chuckled softly, his heart fluttering at the thought.

Hyunjin walked into the room, his black hair slightly damp from a recent shower. He was wearing a loose tank top that showed off his toned arms, and his plump lips curved into a smirk as he noticed Felix on the couch. "What are you smiling at, Lix?" he asked, plopping down beside him.

Felix quickly locked his phone and shook his head, his cheeks tinged with pink. "Nothing, just... fan stuff."

Hyunjin raised an eyebrow, his sharp eyes narrowing playfully. "Fan stuff, huh? Let me guess—Hyunlix edits again?"

Felix laughed nervously, scratching the back of his neck. "You know how it is. Fans love to ship us."

Hyunjin leaned back against the couch, his arm casually resting behind Felix. "Well, they’re not entirely wrong, are they?" he said, his voice low and teasing.

Felix’s heart skipped a beat. He glanced at Hyunjin, who was looking at him with an intensity that made his stomach twist in the best way possible. "What do you mean?" Felix asked, his voice barely above a whisper.

Hyunjin shrugged, his smirk softening into a genuine smile. "I mean... we’re pretty close, aren’t we? Closer than just friends, maybe."

Felix felt his face heat up. He opened his mouth to respond, but before he could, Bang Chan’s voice called out from the kitchen. "Hey, you two! Dinner’s ready!"

Hyunjin stood up, offering Felix a hand. "Come on, let’s eat before Changbin devours everything."

Felix took his hand, his heart racing as their fingers intertwined for a brief moment before Hyunjin let go. They walked to the kitchen together, their shoulders brushing lightly, and Felix couldn’t help but wonder if Hyunjin felt the same electric spark that he did.

---

As the weeks went by, the tension between them grew. It was in the way Hyunjin’s hand lingered on Felix’s waist during dance practice, the way Felix’s eyes followed Hyunjin whenever he wasn’t looking. It was in the late-night conversations they had when the others were asleep, their voices hushed as they shared their dreams and fears.

One night, after a particularly grueling practice session, Felix found himself alone with Hyunjin in the practice room. The others had already gone back to the dorm, but Felix had stayed behind to perfect a move. Hyunjin had stayed with him, as he always did.

"You’re amazing, you know that?" Hyunjin said, his voice soft as he watched Felix dance.

Felix stopped, panting slightly as he turned to face him. "Thanks, Jinnie. You’re not so bad yourself."

Hyunjin stepped closer, his eyes dark and intense. "Felix, I..." He hesitated, his voice trembling slightly. "I need to tell you something."

Felix’s breath hitched. He could feel the weight of Hyunjin’s words before he even said them. "What is it?"

Hyunjin reached out, his fingers brushing against Felix’s cheek. "I think... no, I know... I’m in love with you."

Felix’s eyes widened, his heart pounding in his chest. "Hyunjin..."

"I’ve been trying to hide it, but I can’t anymore," Hyunjin continued, his voice raw with emotion. "Every time I see you smile, every time I hear your laugh, it’s like my heart can’t take it. I love you, Felix."

Tears welled up in Felix’s eyes as he stepped closer, his hands trembling as he reached for Hyunjin. "I love you too," he whispered, his voice breaking. "I’ve loved you for so long."

Hyunjin’s lips curved into a smile, and before Felix could say anything else, Hyunjin closed the distance between them, capturing his lips in a soft, tender kiss. It was everything Felix had ever dreamed of and more—the warmth of Hyunjin’s lips, the way his hands cupped his face, the way his heart raced in sync with his own.

When they finally pulled away, Felix rested his forehead against Hyunjin’s, his eyes still closed as he savored the moment. "What do we do now?" he asked softly.

Hyunjin chuckled, his thumb brushing away a tear from Felix’s cheek. "We take it one step at a time. Together."

---

From that day on, their relationship blossomed in secret. They stole kisses in empty practice rooms, held hands under the table during meals, and whispered "I love yous" when no one was around. They played little games, like leaving love notes in each other’s pockets or sneaking into each other’s beds at night. To the world, they were just best friends, but to each other, they were everything.

---

**The End... or Just the Beginning?**

[happyhuffles]

Cherry Red - 09

Martial Arts. 

3.4k

Masterlist

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The next two weeks had passed in a blur and I was hardly outside at all. 

It was a good thing really. I was moving up in the ranks of trust and had spent the last few weeks sewing the Prince's coronation attire. In fact, I had been asked to sew all of the rest of his clothing for all outstanding events. 

I can't lie and say that wasn't strange. The day after I had discovered the clearing on the grounds he had approached me personally to ask if I would work as head seamster for him specifically. Of course I am not in any sort of position to refuse, yet he made me feel as if I had a genuine choice.

Since then, I had been spending most of my hours in a chamber filled with expensive materials. Creating the dress wear for the future king, the man I was assigned to spy on. He was unknowingly making my job much easier. 

Every interaction, every detail I picked up from our brief meetings about his preferences or schedule, was another thread in the web of information I was weaving. At the same time, working so closely with him posed its own risks.

Felix was at the center of them all and I couldn't seem to shake his attention. 

If the Prince’s attention was steady and calculated, Felix’s was a storm—unrelenting and impossible to ignore. He was everywhere. Always lingering in the background, his sharp eyes taking in far too much. He hardly spoke to me, but the way his gaze lingered on me, the way his presence felt heavier than the Prince’s... it set my nerves on edge.

What unsettled me even more was the dynamic between the two of them. I had noticed that both he and the Prince were much closer than either of them let on. The way they moved around each other and communicated through their eyes told me there was something more under the surface. 

The Prince’s instructions to Felix were often given in half-sentences or single words, and Felix understood them perfectly. More telling was the way they communicated through their eyes—a glance, a slight shift of expression, subtle but deliberate. They trusted each other implicitly.

That bond unnerved me. It made Felix’s constant presence feel less like a nuisance and more like a calculated maneuver. He wasn’t just watching me for his own amusement; he was watching me for the Prince.

He was also watching me now. I can feel his gaze on me even with my back turned. But, I act as though I'm oblivious. I act as the stupid human every supernatural being believes me to be. Leaning into the role I’d been playing since I arrived—the naive, simple human, too insignificant to be worth a second thought. Every stitch of thread I pulled, every carefully placed bead, was deliberate. My movements were calm, measured, giving no hint that I was hyper-aware of him

I sat beside Rose at the long table, the two of us sewing in quiet concentration. Rose was humming softly, her needle moving deftly through a delicate sleeve. When Felix had entered the room earlier, I’d immediately—and a bit rudely—ended my conversation with her mid-sentence. She didn't seem to notice his arrival yet. Still, she didn't question my unsolicited rudeness. For that I was grateful.

Felix had a way of blending into the shadows despite his magnetic intensity. For a normal human like Rose, when he wanted his presence could go completely unnoticed. But, I was no ordinary human. I had been trained to be a machine and was especially inclined in stealth training. I wasn’t just adept at evading detection; I’d been trained to spot others who could slip around unseen just like me.

That’s why I noticed him, even when he tried to fade into the periphery. His stillness wasn’t like that of an idle observer—it was charged, intentional. Every inch of him was alive with focus, every movement or lack thereof deliberate. It reminded me too much of the instructors back at the office, the way they’d train me to stalk my prey with unerring precision. 

"Suki?" Rose speaks suddenly. 

I look up from the needle between my fingertips and find her looking embarrassed. The tips of her ears burned and her eyes avoided mine.

"Hmm?" I hum in response. 

"Did I offend you earlier?" she questions, looking down shamefully. 

“Offend me?” I asked, my voice soft but steady. “Why would you think that?”

Rose hesitated, her needle faltering mid-stitch. “You… stopped talking so suddenly earlier. I thought maybe I said something wrong.”

Guilt swarmed in my stomach but I didn't let it show on my face. Instead I played the ditzy girl. 

"Oh, no. I'm sorry, I just get lost in thought easily." I giggle, letting sincerity shine in my eyes.

Rose’s shoulders eased at my words, the tension slipping from her frame. She gave a small, sheepish smile, her fingers resuming their delicate work on the fabric in her hands.

Suddenly the door thudded, stealing our attention. 

It was Felix. 

He was pretending to enter the room as if he hadn't been lingering in the shadows for the last ten minutes. 

“Ladies, good evening,” he greeted smoothly, his voice rich and velvety, as though he had just stumbled upon us by chance.

To my dismay Rose perked up immediately at his presence. Why did my only friend in this place have to be so close to him.

"Felix!" she exclaimed excitedly. 

Rose drops the needles in her hands and closes the distance between them pulling the vampire in for a hug. 

Felix seemed momentarily caught off guard by Rose’s enthusiasm, his body stiffening for a fraction of a second before he eased into the embrace. His sharp, calculating gaze softened, if only slightly, as he patted her back with a level of gentleness I wouldn’t have expected from someone like him.

“Good to see you too, Rose,” he murmured, his tone warmer than usual.

As Rose pulled away, her face lit up with a beaming smile. “It’s been so long since we've hung out. Have you been busy with the Prince?”

Felix chuckled softly, as if he knew something we didn't. “You could say that. Duty calls, as always.”

I returned my focus to the fabric in my hands, pretending to be absorbed in my work. 

Rose giggles in response before grabbing him by the arm and dragging him to an empty chair at our sewing table. 

"Stay with us for a little please. I've missed you twinnie," Rose pleads. 

Twinnie?

My focus is torn away from the pattern in my hands and I look up at them confused. 

"You guys are twins?" I say, letting my curiosity get the best of me. 

Rose laughed, her cheeks glowing with amusement. “Not really. We just happened to be born on the same day."

Felix rolled his eyes slightly, as if annoyed by her sentiment, yet I understand the opposite. His usual sharpness seemed to dull around Rose, his edges softened by her warmth.

I nod my head in understanding and fall back into my work. Its best in I slip back into silence and allow them to catch up.

 There’s something calming about watching their dynamic, despite my growing unease at Felix’s ever-present watchfulness.

Rose's chatter fills the space between us as I focus on my stitching, and to my surprise the vampire talks back just as animatedly.

His responses are light, teasing, a far cry from the sharp, focused individual he usually is. It’s strange to see this side of him, and yet, it makes sense—his connection with Rose is genuine. Its hard not to love a soul like hers. 

I keep my head down, pretending to focus on the fabric in my hands, but my mind loves to remind me of the past. Felix and Chris used to be friends. Watching him interact with Rose now made me sure of it. The way he joked and quietly shared his affection was a perfect mirror to Chris. 

I try to push the memories aside, focusing on the task at hand. The fabric in my hands seems to blur for a moment and instead of a thread I see my friends face. Wherever he is now, I hope he is ok.

"Suki?" Felix says suddenly. 

He and Rose are both looking at me with concerned eyes. They must have noticed my distraction. 

I hum in response as I did to Rose earlier. 

"Would you like to go to the village with us tomorrow?" he questions. 

I blink, caught off guard by his sudden question.

"To the village?" I repeat, trying to sound casual, though my mind is already racing.

Felix nods, his gaze steady. "Rose and I were talking about going tomorrow. Thought you might like to join us. It's a chance to see something other than these walls." His tone is light and I'm surprised by his warmness. 

Rose chimes in, her voice soft with enthusiasm. "It would be nice to have you with us, Suki. We could use a little company." She smiles warmly, the offer sincere.

I glance down at my hands, the delicate fabric now feeling heavier than it should. My immediate instinct is to say no. No I do not want to spend a second anywhere else but here. I still need to figure out the guards schedules and security cameras. Plus I can't afford to miss any information that slips into my ear by accident working so close to the Prince. 

But, my rejection doesn't allow me to build rapport with them. With Felix, who I so desperately wish to stay away from but need to become close to. He is the most trusted person to Prince Hyunjin. 

Taking a steadying breath, I finally answer. "I think... I’d like that."

Felix’s lips curl up slightly, a rare smile that feels almost approving. "Great. We'll leave in the morning, then."

He turns his attention to Rose, giving her a quick nod as well, his presence almost like a shadow as he moves toward the door.

Before he leaves, he pauses just in the doorway, his eyes flicking back to me. For a fleeting moment, I catch a glimmer of something—something I can’t quite place. It’s gone almost as soon as it appears, replaced with the usual indifference.

"Good day," he mutters and with that he disappears through the door.

_____

Tonight Rose is in my room once again. 

It had become quite the habit. The person who had been stalking her door still has yet to leave her alone. 

Rose sat cross-legged at the foot of my bed, her usual brightness dimmed tonight. She was unusually quiet, fiddling with a loose thread from her dress as she stared off into the distance. Her hands moved with a sort of absent-minded precision, but her mind clearly wasn’t with her hands.

“You okay?” I asked softly, my voice cutting through the quiet room.

Rose blinked, as if pulled from some deep thought, and offered me a small, unconvincing smile. “Yeah... just tired,” she murmured, though I could see the way her eyes darted nervously toward the door. I’d caught her doing that more than once tonight, a glance that spoke of more than simple weariness.

“Rose,” I pressed, sitting up slightly, "you know if you hadn't forbade me that freak would be eating from a straw for the next year."

This elicits a giggle from her and her eyes bulge in shock. 

"I still can't believe you learned krav maga on the literal street. There is no way a little thing like you can take down a grown man." Rose snorts. 

I chuckle at her words as well. 

There is a slight possibility I had strayed from my background cover. In an effort to comfort Rose who was worried she would be drawing the weirdo stalking her to my room, I told her I was trained in a form of martial arts. It was my way of letting her know that it wouldn't be so easy to hurt me, and that if needed I could defend her.

Yes I was trained in krav maga, but I was also trained in every existing form of hand to hand combat. The weak human persona didn't need to deceive her, not when she sought me out for safety.

I had told her I wanted it to stay a secret, mostly because I wasn’t sure what kind of ramifications there might be if Felix knew. The vampire already had a keen eye for things I didn’t want him to notice. Thankfully, she didn't question my odd choice of secrecy.

“I know, I know,” I say, shaking my head with a grin. “It’s not exactly the most glamorous story, but it’s the truth.”

Rose doesn’t seem to mind my less-than-glamorous origin story. She’s always been the type to embrace the oddities in life. “I just can’t picture you kicking ass, Suki. You seem so... innocent.” Her words are light, teasing.

I raise an eyebrow, catching her eye. “You’d be surprised.”

Legally, I am classified as a serial killer. But, Rose doesn't need to know anything about that. 

I suppress the dark thought quickly, pushing it to the back of my mind where it belongs. There's no reason to let it seep into the conversation now. Rose doesn’t know the full extent of my past—no one does, not really. The things I’ve done, the things I was trained for, are buried under layers of secrets and forgotten identities.

But when I look at her, I see someone who's innocent in a way I can no longer afford to be. She trusts me, believes in the version of me I’ve allowed her to see. And for her sake, I’ll keep it that way.

"Have you told Felix about this guy?" I question suddenly. 

If she had that would be a perfect way to get things dealt with. The vampire is certainly very protective of her. 

Rose freezes at my question and I see her eyes glaze over as if remembering something in the past.

"I..." She hesitates, chewing on her bottom lip, her eyes darting away from me. “I haven’t,” she finally says, her voice low and distant.

I raise an eyebrow, surprised. "Why not? It seems like he would take care of it in a heartbeat."

She nods, "Thats the problem, and if he takes care of it I don't think that guy would live to see another day."

Her words hang heavy in the air, the weight of them sinking in. So she is aware that Felix is a violent being.

I watch her carefully, trying to gauge whether she truly understands just how far he would go to protect her. Felix’s calm demeanor can easily mask the storm that’s always simmering beneath the surface. I’ve read all about it in his file.

“But you don’t want him to do that,” I state more than ask, the realization dawning on me.

Rose nods slowly, her face hardening with a quiet resolve. “I don’t want him to lose control like that. It’s... not who he really is. At least, not the person I know.”

I can’t help but feel a bit of admiration for her. She’s not just worried about the danger to herself; she’s worried about what it would do to him. It’s a sentiment I can’t quite relate to. My instincts have always been more about survival than emotional protection. But I understand it, in some way.

"So," I begin, my voice steady, "we have to handle this ourselves then."

Rose looks at me confused.

"I'll teach you how to defend yourself and in return you will let me handle the guy," I propose.

Rose looks at me, her brow furrowing in confusion as she processes my words. I can see the hesitation flicker across her face, but beneath it, there’s also a quiet determination.

“You want me to... fight?” she asks slowly, her tone unsure.

I nod, my gaze steady. "Not fight, exactly. But at least be able to defend yourself. You don’t need to be a fighter, but you should have some basic skills—enough to get away if things get bad. And in return, I’ll handle the guy who's been stalking you."

She bites her lip, her gaze dropping to her lap as she thinks over my words. I can tell she’s weighing the offer carefully, trying to balance the risks and the benefits. After a long pause, she looks up at me again, her eyes filled with resolve.

“Okay,” she says softly, almost to herself, before looking me straight in the eye. “Deal.”

I nod, feeling a weight lift off my shoulders. “Good. We’ll start tomorrow.”

_____

After the morning session with Rose I was left with enough energy to sustain me for what felt like a week. It felt absolutely amazing getting in a workout that consisted of something more than just sit-ups and pushups in the confinement of my room. The freedom of the clearing I found was exhilarating and I was glad to be able to put the magical space to good use. 

Rose on the other hand looked as though she was going to drop dead at any moment. Maybe I went a little too hard on her.

She trudged beside me as we made our way back to the castle, her shoulders slumped, her breaths labored, and her feet practically dragging in the dirt. Her disheveled hair stuck to her damp forehead, and her usually bright eyes were glazed with exhaustion.

“Are you... sure... I’m not dying?” she panted, her words broken up by heavy breaths.

I chuckled, patting her on the back. “You’re fine. It’s just your body getting used to moving.”

“My body isn’t used to moving,” she shot back, glaring weakly at me. “It’s used to sewing, baking, and sitting.”

“Then it’s about time you showed it what it’s capable of,” I teased.

Rose groaned, throwing her head back dramatically. “This is not what I signed up for. I thought you’d teach me some cool moves, not make me run around like a lunatic and punch the air for an hour!”

I hadn't met this side of Rose yet. Its weird to think this girl is three years my senior. 

“It’s called building a foundation,” I replied smugly. “You can’t learn the ‘cool moves’ until you get the basics down.”

She mumbled something under her breath that I was certain wasn’t flattering, but I let it slide. Watching her stumble along beside me, I couldn’t help but feel a bit proud. For all her complaining, she’d stuck it out and given her best effort—and that was more than I could’ve asked for.

“Don’t worry,” I said as we approached the castle doors. “Tomorrow will be easier.”

Her head whipped toward me, eyes wide with disbelief. “Tomorrow?!”

I smirked, holding the door open for her. “Of course. Consistency is key, Rose. Besides, you’re doing great.”

She groaned loudly, trudging past me into the castle. “I think I hate you right now.”

I laughed softly as I followed her inside. “You’ll thank me later, now go wash up for our outing today."

She whipped her head around to me and with a sassy smile said, "Don't forget i'm technically your boss Miss Chee."

I blinked at her, momentarily caught off guard by her sudden burst of sass. Then I smirked, crossing my arms. "Oh, trust me, Rose, I haven't forgotten. But I don't recall ‘boss’ being synonymous with ‘drama queen.’"

Rose stuck her tongue out at me before dragging herself up the staircase, each step punctuated with an exaggerated groan of exhaustion.

“Don’t be late,” I called after her, unable to hide the amusement in my voice.

“Late?” she shot back from halfway up the stairs. “I’m going to collapse! If I show up at all, consider yourself lucky!”

I chuckled, shaking my head as I watched her retreating form. There was something oddly endearing about her theatrics. Despite her complaints, I could tell she was starting to enjoy herself—or at least the sense of accomplishment that came with surviving the session.

Hopefully, our trip into the village later today isn't to strenuous.

[kaynk8]

3 am

Warnings: drama, breakup, suffering, alcohol, angst, complicated relationship, drunk Hwang Hyunjin, hyunlix

You're everything I need and it's so dumb

And even when you're putting me through hell

You're not like anyone else (c) Rosé, 3 a.m.

💔

Silence of the dark rooms is torn into pieces by the doorbell.

Desperate. Shrilling.

Once. Twice.

Three times.

‘Lixie,’ the voice from the other side is hiccupping, barely able to put the words in a coherent sentence.

‘I know you’re there. Open the door.’

‘Please,’ the voice is begging now.

‘I know you hear me.’

Yes, he does. He hears.

Leaning against the door, nails digging into the flesh of his palms until it hurts, Felix doesn’t say a word.

‘I…’ hiccups. ‘I love you.’

No, he doesn’t.

What that person behind the door does to Felix cannot be called love.

But Felix believes him.

Hyunjin does love him. In his twisted, broken, suffocating way.

Loves him.

Hyunjin mumbles something. Another ‘I love you’, and ‘sorry’ and a bunch of more and more absolutely meaningless words for him reach Felix’s ears.

Felix believes him. He wants to.

But if only there were a slightest chance that one single thing he says would turn out to be true. From a hundred thousand lies, one single truth to hold onto. He’d fall for it again. Again and again. He’d let Hyunjin pull him back into that delusion.

If only just one thing were true.

But even them.

Even them were never true.

Felix’s face twitches from the pain pouring down his cheeks.

Hwang is an illusionist, with a bottle of cheap whiskey in his hand. Blindly plunging his words all over the place.

Felix doesn’t even try to dodge. He listens and listens and listens.

The words slash through the wood of the door, tear his skin, break his bones.

Perhaps that’s why, pierced by them, Felix cannot pull away from this goddamn door.

But nobody...nobody will save him. Nobody will take out the blades and cure his wounds. There will be no breaking news about a man, 24 years old, found in his own apartment, with multiple word wounds.

Alive.

Pathetic.

‘Lixie...’

Hyunjin clumsily slams at the door. With his fist, or foot, or head.

The door shudders, and Felix winces from the blow against his fragile shoulders.

He hates him for what he’s doing to him. Hates him.

Hates him. Hates him.

Felix makes the words go over and over, over and over in his head like a mantra.

So that he doesn’t forget. So that he doesn't give in to the voice calling out for him.

Felix doesn’t want to picture Hyunjin, lying there on the cold tiling, leaning against his door, desperately begging him to let him in.

Doesn’t want to hear his full whiskey-soaked lips say his name.

Doesn’t want to remember the scent of his perfume. The one Felix still greedily inhales with every single piece of dust around him. The one that still clings to the black T-shirt, folded carefully on the chair in the bedroom, waiting for its owner to come back.

Felix sits on the cold floor. He doesn’t cry any more.

In the middle of the night, a glass shatters on the other side. The door upstairs opens and then closes. Silence falls once again.

Felix stares through the long hallway into nothingness with the bedroom window at the end.

Minutes. Hours.

The dawn’s starting to break.

From the other side of the door everything is silent.

Felix stretches his legs, struggling to get up.

Opens the door and walks out.

The landing is empty. He’s probably gone.

Felix shrugs from a gust of chilly air. Glances behind the door.

Breathing calmly, Hyunjin sleeps on the stairs. Locks of hair and tiny bits of paint, chipped from the old railing, stuck to his sweaty face. His coat is dusty, soaked in something dark. Next to him – shattered pieces of glass and a dry puddle of liquid that looks like blood. It used to be whiskey. Or Felix’s heart.

It’s hard to tell now.

Hyunjin could never tell, that’s for sure.

Ask him who broke it, he’ll say it wasn’t him.

Whatever.

At least Felix won’t feel this dull, never-ending heartache.

Because his heart is here. Shattered into million pieces on the dirty stairs.

Or crumpled and carelessly tossed into a garbage bin, alongside with an empty pack of cigarettes.

Forgotten beneath a bar counter after another bender.

Left on the table beside someone else’s bed.

Felix doesn’t know now. But he did give it to Hyunjin, long ago.

But ask him where it is now, Hwang will claim he never took it.

Felix throws an empty, swollen glance at the lying man one last time, closes the door

and goes to sleep.

[shaytuan]

Preview of new update for ‘Hyunjin’s Boy.’

As Hyunjin wrapped up his explanation and started handing out project guidelines, I felt a nudge from Changbin. I glanced over to see him grinning at me like a wolf about to pounce.

“What?” I asked, trying to play it cool.

Changbin leaned in closer, his voice low but filled with amusement. “Oh, come on, Lexie. Did you see the way he was looking at you during the whole Lust thing? Dude was practically fucking you with his eyes.”

My face flushed instantly, and I shot him a warning look. “Shut up, Bin.”

But Changbin wasn’t done. He wiggled his eyebrows and whispered in a mock-sultry tone, “Felix… capture Lust. I want you to feel it. You know what I mean, right?” He snickered, barely able to contain his laughter.

“Stop it!” I hissed, smacking him lightly on the arm, but it was no use. Changbin was in full tease mode now.

“I’m just saying,” he said, still grinning like a maniac. “You know he was hinting at you. And let’s be real, Lix…if you’re gonna embody one of those sins, Lust is, like, perfect for you.” He waggled his eyebrows again, looking way too pleased with himself.

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Sneak peek at “Hyunjin’s Boy.”

My breath hitched, the unexpected praise momentarily robbing me of my anger. But just as quickly, the resentment returned, simmering beneath the surface. "So, what? That makes everything okay?" I snapped, crossing my arms over my bare chest.

Hyunjin shook his head, taking another step forward until we were inches apart. "No," he murmured, his hand reaching out to gently cup my cheek. "It doesn’t make everything okay. But it’s true. You’re the most talented student I’ve ever had."

My skin tingled where Hyunjin’s fingers brushed against me, a contrast to the heat of his anger. "Talented," I repeated, my voice thick with sarcasm. "Is that all you see me as?"

Hyunjin’s thumb stroked my cheekbone, his touch tender and reassuring. Making me shiver."No, Felix. I see you. All of you." His other hand moved to my shoulder, his grip firm but not demanding. "And I want to show you."

I swallowed hard, the intensity of Hyunjin’s gaze making me feel exposed. "Show me what?" he whispered, his defenses beginning to crumble under the weight of the Professors sincerity.

Hyunjin’s lips curved into a soft smile, his eyes dark with intent. "This," he said simply, leaning in to capture my mouth in a slow, reverent kiss. It wasn’t possessive or urgent; it was gentle, almost worshipful, as if Hyunjin was trying to convey something beyond words.

Full story here: The sound of the waves crashing against the shore provided a rhythmic backdrop to my agitated pacing. The beach house, usually a serene escape, now felt like a prison of my own making. I had left the gallery in a fury, driven by a mix of hurt and anger that still simmered just beneath the surface. My hands trembled as I yanked off my tie, tossing it onto the couch with more force than necessary.

"What did I do wrong?" The words echoed in my mind, each repetition stoking the fire within me. Hyunjin’s face, contorted with confusion and frustration, was seared into my memory. I clenched ny fists, nails digging into my palms as I fought to control the torrent of emotions threatening to overwhelm him.

I unbuttoned my shirt, slowly at first, then faster, as if the act of undressing could shed some of the weight pressing down on my chest. The fabric fell away, revealing the tension coiled tightly in my muscles. I paused for a moment, staring at my reflection in the floor-length mirror across the room. My eyes were dark, filled with a turmoil I couldn’t quite name.

Footsteps behind me made my heart jump, but I didn’t turn around. "I thought you’d be here," Hyunjin’s voice cut through the silence, soft and cautious. I froze, the absence of anger in Hyunjin’s tone catching me off guard.

I spun around, my movements sharp and defensive. "What are you doing here,Professor?” My voice was colder than I intended, but I couldn’t bring myself to soften it.

Hyunjin stepped closer, his gaze never leaving mine. "I wanted to explain," he said, his voice steady but gentle. "You’re right, Felix. You’re not just my pupil. You’re... extraordinary."

My breath hitched, the unexpected praise momentarily robbing me of my anger. But just as quickly, the resentment returned, simmering beneath the surface. "So, what? That makes everything okay?" I snapped, crossing my arms over my bare chest.

Hyunjin shook his head, taking another step forward until we were inches apart. "No," he murmured, his hand reaching out to gently cup my cheek. "It doesn’t make everything okay. But it’s true. You’re the most talented student I’ve ever had."

My skin tingled where Hyunjin’s fingers brushed against me, a contrast to the heat of his anger. "Talented," I repeated, my voice thick with sarcasm. "Is that all you see me as?"

Hyunjin’s thumb stroked my cheekbone, his touch tender and reassuring. Making me shiver."No, Felix. I see you. All of you." His other hand moved to my shoulder, his grip firm but not demanding. "And I want to show you."

I swallowed hard, the intensity of Hyunjin’s gaze making me feel exposed. "Show me what?" he whispered, his defenses beginning to crumble under the weight of the Professors sincerity.

Hyunjin’s lips curved into a soft smile, his eyes dark with intent. "This," he said simply, leaning in to capture my mouth in a slow, reverent kiss. It wasn’t possessive or urgent; it was gentle, almost worshipful, as if Hyunjin was trying to convey something beyond words.

Full story here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/53978578/chapters/136640482

https://archiveofourown.org/works/53978578/chapters/136640482

[moonchild9350]

Under the Stars

summary: you and felix plan the ultimate surprise for hyunjin's birthday.

pairing: hyunjin x gn!reader x felix

genre: est. relationship, fluff, suggestive

word count:2.7k

warnings:none

notes:it’s hyunjin bday week and he deserves the world <3

please do not copy, translate, modify, or use without my permission. ©️moonchild9350

“Hyunjin let them go,” Felix chuckles, his hands working to untangle the ferret from your waist.

“No! I want all three of us to go on this trip!” Hyunjin whines as he grasps you tighter and buries his head in your neck.

“Ah love, I’m sorry I can’t come. We can video chat everyday though,” you cooed as you attempted to soothe your boyfriend, carding your fingers through Hyunjin’s long locks.

“Promise?” Hyunjin asked, pulling back to look you deep in the eyes.

“Mmhmm, I promise.”

That seemed to appease him because he let go of you and gave you a quick peck on the lips before walking to the door. Felix snickered and mumbled ‘dramatic’ under his breath.

“Bye baby, I’ll talk to you later.” Felix embraced you in a tight hug and pressed wet kisses all over your face causing you to giggle.

“Okay, okay, you’re both gonna be late.”

Felix hummed and released you. Hyunjin picked up his and Felix’s suitcase and blew you a kiss. You watched as they walked out the door, Hyunjin whining again about the lack of your presence on this trip.

It’s Hyunjin’s birthday and so you and Felix planned out a little trip for him, wanting to make sure he is pampered. The only kicker is that you wouldn’t be able to be there until much later, having to finish up last minute work at the office. Hyunjin made known immediately how he felt about the situation, whining and pouting nonstop since he found out you wouldn’t be there.

You were sad about not being able to leave with the two of your boyfriends, but you reminded yourself of the plan and continued on with your day.

— —

Hyunjin adjusts himself in his seat as he stares of out the airplane window. It’s a beautiful, sunny day. A perfect day for flying. However, his mood is dampened as he doesn’t feel complete. Felix is next to him, glancing every now and then worriedly. He’s reassured him time and time again that the trip will be perfect. But how can it be perfect when you’re not there with them?

He startles as Felix grasps his hand and gives it a squeeze. “Don’t worry love, this trip will be great. It’s your birthday, let’s make the best of it okay?”

Hyunjin stares into Felix’s chocolate brown eyes, takes in how he seems almost desperate, a slight shine to them as if he’s about to burst into tears. Felix is right though. It is his birthday and he should try to have fun as his other lover is right here next to him.

“Okay,” Hyunjin says and squeezes Felix’s hand back. Felix breaks out into a huge smile, relief plastered on his face that he’s gotten through to him. Hyunjin pulls the hood of his sweatshirt up and onto his head and relaxes against the seat and closes his eyes, drifting off immediately as the plane takes off for its destination.

— —

Felix is wired, his energy overflowing and he’s trying not to let it show. Phase one of the plan is being executed and he is dragging along a grumpy Hyunjin behind him. He knows the ferret is only irritated because he’s hungry and Felix plans to remedy that as soon as possible.

He expertly maneuvers his way through the throngs of people, gazing occasionally at the beautiful scenery. He’s been here many times before, but never with Hyunjin. When asked where Hyunjin wanted to go to next, he replied immediately Paris, jealous that both you and Felix have been multiple times, sometimes for pleasure and others for business.

You both began planning the trip, making sure the itinerary was befitting for Hyunjin. Felix’s thoughts are interrupted as Hyunjin grumbles a “are we there yet?” He takes a few more steps and then stops in front of a little cafe, the smell of fresh brewed coffee and baked goods wafting through the doors.

There’s little tables scattered on the patio, with the doors open to reveal other tables occupied by diners. Felix smiles, “we’re here. Let’s sit outside yeah?”

Hyunjin takes in the quaint cafe and then squeals. “It’s so cute Felix!” His irritation is gone and in place curiosity takes over as Felix guides him to an empty table.

“It is. I love coming here. They have an excellent cappuccino and their pain au chocolat is to die for.”

“I think that’s what I’ll get,” Hyunjin says not even opening the menu that was left at the table.

Felix ordered, getting the same as Hyunjin and then reached for his hand. He smiled gently, rubbing his thumb across the smooth skin. He thinks how lucky he is to call Hyunjin his boyfriend and that he was born on this day.

“It’s so beautiful here,” Hyunjin observed. He loved the little trees that lined the sidewalk, precious pink flowers blooming on the branches. The temperature was perfect and nicely warm, not a cloud in sight.

“It is. I’m so glad I was able to take you here,” Felix responds. He observes Hyunjin’s face, a pang in his stomach as he looks at the slight frown.

“Y/n would love it here,” Hyunjin whispers, looking down at his hand intertwined with Felix’s.

Felix agrees, you would love it here as you loved quaint places but also just loved spending time with your lovers. He’s about to voice so when the food arrives, the fluffy treat plated with great detail. Hyunjin is quick to grab his camera that he’s taken with him and snaps a few pictures of the food. After a minute or so, he trades his camera for his fork and knife and begins to eat.

He groans as he takes the first bite, the bread light and fluffy on his tongue and the chocolate rich. Felix chuckles at his reaction and takes a sip of his own coffee.

“Told you,” Felix says and reaches out to wipe off the chocolate that is now residing on the corner of Hyunjin’s lips.

He then stuck his finger in his mouth, licking the sweet treat clean off the digit. Hyunjin stared flabbergasted at him, but his look of shock was quickly replaced with a smirk.

“Was it good?” Hyunjin teased, sticking his tongue out and licking his lips.

“Mmhmm, it was baby,” Felix cooed.

Hyunjin chuckled and shoved the last piece of bread in his mouth and finished his coffee. Felix hailed the waiter and paid, chatting the whole time. Hyunjin loves watching Felix yap with others. He has such a kind soul, easily becoming friends with everyone. He finds himself blushing at the thought and tucks a stray piece of hair behind his ears.

“Ready?” Felix asks as he pockets his credit card.

Hyunjin nods and stands up, following Felix to their next destination.

— —

“No, no, the lights need to be a little higher,” you quipped at the man standing on a ladder, his arms high above his head as he fixes a string of lights to a pole.

With a watchful gaze, you see him fix the fixture, smiling when it’s in the right place. You scramble to another group of workers, who are sitting up a table, placing the place settings perfectly.

Everything seemed to be going as planned which made you elated. Felix sent you a message and said that breakfast was a success and Hyunjin only mentioned you once, which was a surprise. The report made you happy and allowed you to focus on the task at hand.

Everything had to be perfect, and if you had any say about it, it would be.

— —

Felix guides Hyunjin through the city, walking hand and hand and only stopping occasionally to snap a picture. Hyunjin has taken several of him and vice versa, wanting to document the day so you can experience it later…even though it’s only through film.

They finally make it to the park and Hyunjin’s eyes light up as he grasps his camera tighter eager to begin taking photos. There are couples about and parents with children, everyone enjoying the warm, spring day. Felix watches as his lover scampers from flower to flower, snapping pictures and then showing him the result, gushing about how beautiful the print came out and mumbling about what he should shot next.

Hyunjin walks ahead toward a water fountain, pausing to take a picture every few steps. Suddenly he gets an idea and beckons Felix forward.

“Go stand next to the fountain baby, I’ll snap your picture!”

Felix smiles and obliges, pausing in the center of the fountain. He chooses a variety of poses and holds them until Hyunjin says okay. Picture after picture and pose after pose are done until Felix asks him to take a break.

“Let me get some of you baby,” Felix says grabbing the camera from Hyunjin.

Hyunjin nods and takes his place at the fountain and begins to pose, enjoying the little photoshoot. His mind drifts to you, wishing once more you could be here to enjoy this moment. He can hear your giggles, so soft and sweet until it turns into full on laughter, your cackles echoing in whatever quiet space you’re in.

He thinks of how you’d splash him and Felix with water, just to run away when they attempt to splash you back. The thought is so entertaining to him, he starts to smile even more, the gesture truly reaching his eyes. Felix notices but doesn’t say anything and instead continues to snap pictures.

Once done, he continues to walk through the park with Felix, hand in hand again. Felix chatters about his next project with the agency and how he will have to be in England for two weeks. Hyunjin can’t let this news bring him down, not on his birthday and when he’s taking a leisurely stroll around a beautiful park in Paris.

He’s happy, incredibly so even though his other half is missing. He knows Felix worked hard planning this vacation and he wants to savor every moment he can.

“We’re going to a museum next. One that you’ve been wanting to go to for a while.”

Hyunjin stops dead in his tracks. “No way! We’re going to the Louvre Museum!”

Felix chuckles and nods, reaching out for Hyunjin’s hand again. The walk isn’t far and Hyunjin hurries along with new fervor. He’s taken aback by the building, in awe of how large it is. He’s completely overwhelmed and has no idea where to start first, so he takes a moment to look at the map.

Felix watches as Hyunjin studies each painting, taking in the careful strokes of the paint brush, the story portrayed through the artists eyes. He notifies Hyunjin mumbling to himself occasionally before raising his camera to his eyes and snapping a picture.

Satisfied that he’s seen enough with the current room, Hyunjin drags Felix to the neighboring one, a collection of Rembrandt’s hung carefully on the walls. The process starts over again and Felix never grows tired but instead has a renewed love for his boyfriend.

Hours are spent in the museum, so much so that the sky is beginning to darken and the sun is going into hiding, preparing a path for the moon to rise. Hyunjin is happily looking through his gallery as he and Felix walk out of the museum. He was able to obtain many beautiful shots and he couldn’t wait to show you when he got home.

“What about we grab dinner?” Felix inquired, his own belly letting out a deep rumble as if to solidify his question.

“Yes, I’m starving,” Hyunjin groans and lets his camera dangle from his neck.

Felix smiles and feels excitement brewing, knowing that Hyunjin would love the surprise he has in store. He quickly navigates the streets as the stars make an appearance, lighting up the night sky. He walks and walks until the Eiffel Tower comes into view, the massive structure towering high into the sky.

Hyunjin is quiet, observing the tower, his eyes sparkling at the fact that he’s at one of the most famous buildings in the world. He’s quick to hold his camera to his eye and focus the lens before pressing the shutter button, capturing what’s in front of him, or rather above him, in all its glory.

Felix allows Hyunjin to take it all before grabbing his hand. “Let’s go to the top. Dinner awaits us there.”

Hyunjin glances at him curiously but follows him anyway into the elevator and stands next to Felix as the door closes. The ascent is relatively quick and smooth and before Hyunjin knows it the doors are opening to the 1st floor.

He is taken aback by what’s in front of him, a surprise that he most definitely wasn’t expecting. There is soft lighting hanging from the support beams, some bulbs twinkling and making the space seem magical. A huge “happy birthday Hyunjin” sign drapes above a table set for dinner with an unexpected guest in one of the chairs.

Hyunjin feels excitement bubble up within him and he squeals as he runs to the person at the table who is now standing up.

“Y/n!” He exclaims, engulfing you in such a hug he lifts you into the hair and spins you around. “You’re here!”

Felix watches in amusement as Hyunjin rocks you back and forth, his heart bursting with love for you two. He walks over and gently places a hand on Hyunjin’s shoulder causing him to pause.

“Surprise!” You shout, wiggling your fingers for effect. “I didn’t want to tell you I’d actually be here. I’ve been setting up this space for your special birthday dinner.”

“It’s perfect,” Hyunjin gushes.

You usher both boys into their seats and begin serving the food, making sure to put extra helpings on Hyunjin’s plate. He eats with gusto, mumbling out “hmm” every few bites. Your heart swells even larger as you watch Hyunjin scrunch up his face as he takes a bite, the cuteness of his method of eating overwhelming you.

“We’ve had a busy day,” Felix says, wanting to make sure you were up to date on today’s adventure.

“Yeah? Well I definitely want to hear all about,” you said giving Hyunjin a smile.

After eating, Hyunjin picked up his camera and had you and Felix pose for pictures before getting in the shot himself. The lighting was perfect, giving a calming backdrop with the night sky in the background.

Standing at the railing, all three of you looked out over the city, listening to the sounds of people who had places to be in this city of love. You looked up at the sky and bounced in place as you took notice of the numerous stars, accented by the moon.

You scanned the sky, looking for two constellations in particular. “Ah! There is is! Perseus and Andromeda!”

The boys say “huh” in unison their heads craned to the night sky.

“See, look! The W shape there represents Cassiopeia who was Andromeda’s mother and next to it in the K shape is Perseus. They were lovers.”

You point out the constellations and watch as the boys faces change from confusion to excitement.

“Just like us,” Hyunjin murmurs reaching for your hand and Felix’s.

It’s silent for a moment as you all continue staring at the night sky. Your love for each other is eternal just like the stars that litter the black canvas shining brightly for all to see. The thought made you smile and you squeezed Hyunjin’s hand in earnest.

“Yeah, just like us.”

You hear a sniffle and look over to see Felix crying, little tear drops sliding down his flushed cheeks.

“Felix! Don’t cry!” Hyunjin panics, reaching out to wipe the tears from his face…albeit aggressively.

“They’re gone! I’m okay!” Felix groans with a chuckle at Hyunjin’s dramatics.

You bent over cackling, your boyfriends never failing to make you smile. “Okay, okay, settle down,” you said, grabbing Hyunjin’s hand and Felix’s in your other.

Hyunjin smirks at Felix who sticks his tongue out and giggles as he intertwined his fingers with yours.

“Happy birthday Hyunjin,” you say, pressing a gentle kiss on his plush lips.

“Yeah happy birthday,” Felix follows suit, his voice deep and gravely. He kisses Hyunjin passionately and withdraws right as Hyunjin begins to whine.

“Alright loves, let’s save that for the bedroom eh?” You tease, raising your eyebrow at the two boys.

“Well then, what are we waiting for?” Hyunjin smirks before pulling you two toward the elevator.

You and Felix can’t help but smile, ready for what’s in store for the rest of the night.

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[infamousbicat]

good morning i have published a Fanfic !!!!!!!!!!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/57094540/chapters/145208968

[seospicybin]

THE BABYSITTER.

PART I

Felix x reader x Hyunjin. (s,f)

Chapters: Part II / Final part.

Synopsis: Working as the family's babysitter, you learn a lot from Hyunjin and Felix's happy marriage, including their sex life. (13,3k words)

Author's note: Sorry for the late delivery. Hope you enjoy this one too!

Unlike any other toddlers, little Aster has a liking for vacuum cleaners. Instead of going to the toy store, he prefers going to the electronic store to look at vacuums, he doesn't play with them but likes hearing their sounds. You believe it's because it offers a similar sound to the white noise machine he has in his room.

"Vacuum!" He adorably shouts, jumping on his little feet while pointing at the vacuum on the display.

"Yes, vacuum!" You nod.

"Wanna play!" He cutely mumbles while tugging his index finger between his two front teeth.

Seeing that it is displayed on the top shelf, there's no way you can put it down yourself and risk knocking the other things on the display, you squat down to be on the same eye level with him.

"It's too heavy," you tell him, gently patting his small head.

You point at the one on the bottom shelf and offer it to him to play, "How about this one?"

He eagerly nods, watching you take the vacuum cleaner for a spin even though it's not turned on. You carefully hand it to him, letting him hold the handle with his small hand, and push it through the aisle of the electronic store.

"Do you like it, Aster?"

He's laughing as he keeps pushing and making vacuuming sounds through his little mouth. His laughter is so infectious that you can't help but laugh as well.

The journey in the electronic store continues to the lawnmowers. You let Aster walk on his own and observe the lawnmowers parked throughout the whole section.

"Car!" He says as he taps at the tire of the red lawnmower.

"It's not a car," you inform, lifting him by the waist and putting him on the lawnmower.

He turns his head at you with a questioning look on his face.

"It's a lawnmower," you tell him.

"Lamoomoowee," he incorrectly pronounces it, riding the lawnmower like a hobbyhorse.

"Lawnmower," you slowly enunciate it for him while steadily holding his back to prevent him from falling.

"Lammowah," he gets it even wrong this time and as if he knows he says it wrong, he breaks into a wide grin.

Oh, this is why you like children, they're pure and innocent, as opposed to adults who are oftentimes complicated and messy. With children, you get to be honest and open, you don't have to be afraid of being judged, and they see you for what you truly are.

"You're blessed with a beautiful boy," a lady says as she gently gives Aster a quick ruffle on his hair.

You feel flattered whenever someone thinks that Aster is your child but if his real parents caught anyone saying that to you, you're sure they'd be offended.

"Oh, thank you!" You mutter with a smile, "But I'm just the babysitter."

"Oh?" The lady gasps in surprise, then gives Aster another ruffle and a gentle pinch on his cheek before leaving you be.

Your phone dings in your jacket pocket and you pull it out to check if it's coming from Aster's dad. Indeed it is and he's almost finished getting his hair done.

"Aster baby, we have to go," You say to him, taking him by the hand and putting him back into the stroller, "Dada is waiting!"

You're told to meet him by the entrance of the supermarket so as you're pushing the stroller, you're craning your neck to find him.

"There's dada!" You exclaim once you spot him.

Aster is giggling as he is strapped into his seat as you push the stroller at full speed and start wriggling his body when he notices his father waving his hand at him.

"Hi, sweet boy," Felix says to his son, unbuckling the straps around his chest and lifting him.

"Are you having fun?" He asks the little one with a boop on his nose.

"Yes," Aster answers with a nod and presses his mouth onto Felix's cheek.

"We just got back from looking at vacuums," you share while holding onto the stroller.

"Must be fun. Dada is jealous," he jokingly says while hoisting Aster higher in his arms.

He then turns to look at you and shows his new hairstyle, it's still blonde but it looks like he trimmed it a little.

"What do you think?" He asks for your opinion while giving his hair a subtle flip.

You lowly chuckle, "You look stunning!"

"Thank you," he says, then turns at Aster to ask for his approval next, "Do you like it, Aster?"

"Yes," he shortly says, it's unsure whether he understands the question or not but it's enough to make Felix smile in response.

This is when you find the resemblance between Aster and his dad, they share the same warm genuine smile with their nose slightly scrunched.

The trip continues with a grocery shopping and Aster gets distracted by the plush toys on the shelf, pointing at the one that looks like the pet dog at home.

"Mandu!" He shouts in excitement.

You grab one and hand it to him, letting him play with it as he sits inside the trolley.

"It indeed looks like Mandu," Felix says as he puts a loaf of bread into the trolley.

"What a lovely couple!" An elderly says as she walks past the three of you.

Felix and you automatically exchange a look and then burst into laughter at the same time.

This is not the first time both of you have heard such a thing. Whenever the two of you are together, especially with Aster around, it seems to them that the two of you are married and Aster is your love child.

First of all, you wouldn't mind having Felix as a husband, he's beautiful and kind, he's a successful food blogger who has written dozens of cookbooks, and ultimately, a good dad to Aster.

Unfortunately, Felix is very well taken and is happily married to his husband, Hwang Hyunjin.

-

"Bubba!"

That's a nickname Aster likes to call you, you pick up his toy from under the sofa in case it's what he tries to say to you.

"Yes, sweet Aster?"

"Water, please?" He sweetly asks while rubbing his chest with his hand, a sign language that means 'please'.

"I'll get it for you," Felix says from the kitchen even though he's busy preparing dinner.

You stay with Aster, keeping him company as he's playing with his toys in front of the TV.

Felix comes with Aster's water bottle and offers it to his son himself, he watches as he sucks water through the straw.

"My sweet boy is thirsty, huh?"

Aster swallows his drinks and gasps in exaggeration, "Thank you, dada!!" He cutely mutters.

"You're very welcome, angel," he says back and kisses the top of his head.

Felix may seem tough with his lean, toned body and his deep voice but that's just what he appears to be. As opposed to tough exteriors, he has a very tender soul and is not afraid to show it.

"Do you mind turning on the news?" He politely asks.

"Yep, sure," you say, flicking the TV channels to the one you know he wanted to see.

Felix's husband, Hyunjin, works as a news anchor in a TV station and he usually works either the noon or the night news but at times, he does one in between those times.

"I texted him, telling him to wink if he wants Martinis served when he comes home," Felix says as he's chuckling while his hand constantly playing with Aster's hair.

"Oh? What?" You gasp and you must admit that an interesting way to flirt with one another, "You think he'll do it?"

Felix shrugs but he knows what he's doing because who doesn't like having drinks served when you come home after a long day of work? Not you, obviously and it's sad that no one does that for you.

A few minutes later, the breaking news intro flashes through the screen and you guess this must be it. Hyunjin's long and angular face fills the screen, his dark hair slicked back and he wears a tie in a color that compliments his skin tone well.

"Look, Aster! That's Daddy!" You say as you shake his hand in excitement.

Aster looks up from his toy and sees his dad's face on the screen, his face lights up like a Christmas tree once he sees him.

"Daddy!" He shouts.

"That's Daddy," Felix says, planting another kiss on Aster's head.

Mandu barks noticing the familiar face on TV and starts standing on his hind legs as if he's trying to reach Hyunjin through the screen.

"The meeting of the 49th Asia Audit Committee was held on 11 March at the Asia Hall to discuss matters related to audit, risk, and governance of the secretariat," Hyunjin eloquently reads the news then there it is, the wink. It's so subtle that it may seem like he was trying to blink but it's a wink.

Felix cracks a laugh, probably not expecting that he would actually do it on national broadcast and in the middle of him reading the news.

"Well, guess we'll be having Martini tonight," he says as he gets up from the carpeted floor, "You should stay for dinner because you don't want to miss it."

You feel bad for always turning down his offer and you reckon it's time to accept the invitation for dinner. Also because Martini sounds like a nice treat.

"Well, since I'm driving, I'll only have one Martini," you remind him.

"Wise choice!" He comments.

To be honest, it's always a treat to have dinner at this household. Despite his specialty in baking, Felix is a great cook and you'd love to have dinner here every day if you could but you don't want to be greedy and exploit their kindness. Boundaries exist for a reason and you respect those boundaries because at the end of the day, they're your employers and you are the employee.

Hearing the familiar sound of his dad's car pulling up the driveway, Aster runs to the door with Mandu trailing behind him, he's squealing with saliva dribbling down one corner of his mouth.

You abruptly stop setting the table to follow him and are ready to help if he accidentally trips or falls, you stop him from going further and make him wait in the foyer.

"Daddy will be here soon," you assure him, containing his excitement with one arm around his waist.

A moment later, the door opens and Hyunjin steps inside, he's still dressed in his work attire sans the suit jacket, he has his white shirt loosened around the neck and the sleeves rolled up to his elbows.

Aster jumps as he squeals and you can't contain him anymore, you let him run at his dad. Hyunjin is quick enough to get on his knees and catches him in his arms.

"Is this Aster or monster Aster?" He likes to baby talk to the little one while pressing ticklish kisses onto his neck.

"This is monster Aster!" He playfully tickles Aster's stomach, making him squirm and giggle, more drool dribbling down his mouth.

"Give Daddy a kiss!" He demands, offering his cheek at him.

Aster opens his mouth wide and instead of kissing, it looks like he's going to take a bite out of Hyunjin's cheek.

"Ouch! That hurts!" He exclaims, rubbing his cheek which is wet with Aster's drool.

You gasp when you see the faint teeth mark on Hyunjin's cheek, "Oh, my God! You have the—" you point at his cheek.

"This is not the first time," Hyunjin calmly says to you while walking further into the house, he drops his briefcase on the sofa and comes up to his husband who's busy making sure the spaghetti sauce is flavorful.

Hyunjin places a hand on the small of Felix's back and leans in for a long, lingering kiss on the lips. Felix drops everything he's doing to properly welcome him home with a hu and not enough with one kiss, Felix pecks his lips and smiles when he pulls away.

"Aster bit me," Hyunjin immediately tells on his own son like a child, pointing at the teeth mark on his cheek.

Felix hurriedly checks it and gently rubs it with his thumb, "Aster, you bit daddy?"

"Monster Aster!" He mumbles in response to Felix.

"Oh? Monster Aster who bit daddy?"

"Uh-huh," he repeatedly nods.

"Monster Dada is coming to bite you then," Felix jokingly says.

Aster breaks into laughter and then hides in Hyunjin's neck as Felix attacks him with kisses on his stomach. It's just the three of them in their loving bubble.

"What are we having for dinner?" Hyunjin asks with his hand placing gentle rubs on Felix's back.

"Spaghetti with meatballs, Aster's favorite," He answers while stirring sauce in the pan.

"Smell good," Hyunjin comments, and then they exchange a look that is filled with so much love.

The whole interaction makes you feel like you're watching a movie scene that describes what a happy, loving family looks like. Your heart bursts thinking if the future holds something like this for you too.

"Can you stay with Bubba, darling?" Hyunjin says to his son, coming up to you to hand him over.

"Daddy will get back soon, okay?" He convinces him with a kiss on the cheek before leaving to go upstairs.

"And you, young gentleman, time to wash those dirty hands," you tell him.

Dinner is served on the table and just from the look of it, you can tell Felix's cooking is going to taste so good like always. Once in a while, you check Aster if he's eating his dinner well and from the way his mouth is slobbering with spaghetti sauce, you can tell he is.

"Isn't it like spring break for you?" Hyunjin suddenly asks.

You swallow your food before answering, "Yes."

"And you don't have any plans for spring break?"

"I do. The plan is playing with your 18-month-old son," you playfully answer while twirling pasta with your fork.

Hyunjin doesn't ask more about it, you guess he doesn't want to make you uncomfortable with those kinds of questions.

"She doesn't like going out much," Felix says then flashes a knowing smile at you, "Just like you."

Hyunjin pouts at him in response but Felix finds it cute that he grabs his hand on the table and squeezes it.

"Is that true?" Hyunjin asks for confirmation from you.

"Yeah. I just want to finish college as soon as possible and I can do all those things later," you explain.

You understand that this way of thinking is unlike most people but you like to keep your focus on one thing and that is finishing your education.

You didn't even plan to keep working as their babysitter, you needed the extra money to replace your crappy car but as time goes on, you learned that they're a nice family and Aster is such a sweetheart so you decide to continue working for them until you graduate.

"Look at me, baby!" You say as you wipe Aster's mouth with a wet wipe.

He keeps wanting to nestle his head in your neck but you can't let him do that with all the spaghetti sauce all over his mouth and cheeks.

"You're getting sleepy, mmh?" you sweetly mutter as you reach to clean his cheek but he keeps dodging away.

It's not even his bedtime yet and Aster usually plays for a bit after dinner, but it seems like he can barely keep his eyes open anymore.

Hyunjin checks on you and notices that Aster is getting drowsy, "I'll get him to bed," he softly mutters to you.

You carefully hand Aster to him and he immediately nuzzles his head into the crook of his neck, then rest his eyes closed.

Since Hyunjin is taking your task away, you decide to help Felix clean up in the kitchen, scraping the leftovers off the plate to load them into the dishwasher next.

"You don't have to do that," Felix says as he's busy gathering the ingredients for the Martini.

"But I already did," you say with a grin and close the dishwasher, "Can I help you with anything?"

He looks over his shoulder at you, "Yeah, can you take the cocktail glasses out of the fridge?"

"Got you," you open the fridge and have no problem finding the three chilled dainty cocktail glasses perched on the the middle shelf of the fridge.

Felix meticulously measures the liquor, one part dry vermouth, and 6 parts gin before pouring them into the mixing glass, then gives it a good shake.

Once he deems it's mixed well, he carefully pours them into the glasses and instead of olives, he uses the lemon peel as garnish.

You're impressed with his drink-mixing skill but more impressed with how elegant he looks doing all that stuff.

"I want to be you when I grow up," you say in awe.

That earns a nice chuckle out of him as he wipes the kitchen island with a napkin, "You will," he playfully says.

"Now, where's my hard-earned Martini?" Hyunjin says as he returns from putting Aster to sleep and comes back carrying Mandu in one arm.

Felix lifts the drink and shows it to him, "It's ready!"

After having a toast, you can't bring yourself to drink it because it looks so pretty but not drinking it would be rude to the one who made it. You take a small sip and try to reserve it as long as possible.

It's so refreshing and nice, you can taste a hint of citrus from the lemon. You believe it's the first time you have a drink that is skillfully made by some.

"This is so good," you genuinely compliment and can't stop yourself from getting another sip at it.

"Compliment to the chef!" Hyunjin says with a seductive smile and pulls Felix closer to his side, resting his arm around his waist.

There's the look of love again and you can tell what's coming after that, yep, Hyunjin kisses Felix on the lips with his smile lingers on his face.

Flustered, Felix hides his face in his neck exactly like Aster did earlier.

"You always smell good, babe," Felix whispers and he probably thinks that you don't see him planting kisses onto Hyunjin's neck.

Hyunjin tilts Felix's head to land a sweet kiss on his lips and they smile at each other after, "I like it whenever you do that," he mutters, pulling him even closer to his side.

All of a sudden, you feel like third wheeling, you abort your plan to savor every sip of your Martini and gulp it at once.

"It's getting late. I'd better go," you say, putting the glass down on the kitchen island.

Not waiting for their response, you gather your things and shove them into your bag. You're walking back to them to say bye.

"Be careful on the way home," Felix says as he gives you a quick hug.

You hoist the strap of your bag higher on your shoulder, "I will. Goodnight!"

"I'll send you off," Hyunjin offers, walking you out of the door, and as you take the car keys out of your bag, he snatches it.

"Are you sure you're okay to drive?" He asks.

"It's only one drink," you assure him.

"Sobriety test. Go!" He says, refusing to make a compromise.

You subtly roll your eyes at him and walk in a straight line to prove that you're not under the influence and sober enough to drive.

"See?" You tell him as you turn around to face him.

"Now, do a cartwheel!" He orders, leaning his side against the doorway.

"Seriously?" You groan.

Hyunjin bursts out laughing, "No. I'm joking."

He approaches you to hand your car keys back and puts them right in your hand, "Here. Drive safely."

"I will."

"Thank you for today," he says as he stands in the doorway.

You flash him a smile before getting into your car, "Goodnight, Mr. Hwang!" You poke fun, knowing how much he hates being called by his surname.

"It's Hyunjin," he insists while gritting his teeth.

You have the fun now and chuckle, "Goodnight, it's Hyunjin!" You shout as you pull the car out of the driveway.

That's pretty much how your day went in the Hwang-Lee household. You've been working for them for eight months and there's not a day where you don't feel jealous of their romantic and harmonious marriage life.

-

They don't make you babysit on the weekends but there's always an exception.

Tonight is a date night for Felix and Hyunjin, and you come a little after seven even though they'll leave at 8. You knock on the door and let yourself in, they probably know you'll be coming anyway.

"Bubba is here!" Felix says, knowing that it's you who came through the door.

Aster appears from behind the wall and grins when he looks at you, he's trudging his way to you and almost stumbles on his own little feet.

"It's Astalalala," you exclaim, calling him by the nickname you give him. You squat down to hug him and catch a whiff of that nice baby scent that clings to him.

"How are you, sweet Aster?" You ask.

"Good," he shortly answers.

"And where's my kiss?" You ask, tapping your cheek to show him where to kiss.

He rushes to kiss you on the cheek and instead of his lips, his nose bumps your cheek first.

"Thank you, Astalala," you sweetly say with a smile.

You carry him up as you walk inside and find Felix in the kitchen as you expected, he is already dressed in a dark silk shirt with a tie-neck collar and is making sandwiches.

"Hey, I made you a cold-cut sandwich," He says, shoving a piece of cheese into his mouth.

"Oh, no. I had dinner," you meekly say, feeling bad for refusing.

"Well, you can have it later," he simply resolves.

"With pleasure," you respond because it looks so good and you'll definitely eat it as soon as you get hungry.

"Aster had his dinner already," He informs you as he puts back everything into the fridge.

He suddenly lands a slap on his forehead as if he's just remembered something, "Oh, I forgot to change his pillow covers."

"Don't worry, I'll do it," you assure him.

He awkwardly stands in front of you and asks, "Is it too much?"

"Not at all. You look stunning," you convince him, turning your head at Aster to seek his approval, "Right, Aster?"

"Yesss," he hisses through his bunny teeth.

"Thank you, sweetheart," Felix says and presses a kiss on his round cheek.

As you take Aster to the living room to watch his favorite cartoon, Hyunjin appears from the top of the stairs and is dressed in a suit, he skips the tie tonight and keeps the top two buttons open.

"Are you ready to leave?" He asks his husband who's still busy in the kitchen.

Felix glances up to see Hyunjin descending the stairs, "Yeah. I just need to—"

"Oh, my God. Stop cleaning up," you scold him since he can't seem to relax without making sure his kitchen is clean and tidy.

Felix drops the cloth and washes his hands under the sink, "Yes, I'm ready," he replies to his husband.

Hyunjin and Felix take turns kissing Aster before leaving the house, you send them on their way out while carrying their son in your arms.

"Bye, baby," Felix throws an air kiss at Aster.

"Bye, bye, dada!" You make him say them to his dad and he follows suit, waving his small hand at him as he says it.

"Have a great night!" You shout at them before they get into the car.

There's not much left to do but play with Aster in the living room and at the first sign of him getting drowsy, you hurriedly run him a bath and prepare him for bed.

As he picks the storybook he wants you to read, you change his pillow covers per Felix's instruction, then you sit on the small sofa and have Aster sit on your lap to read the storybook together, he mostly looks at the pictures as you read it to him.

It doesn't take long until he drifts into sleep with his head resting on your chest, you cuddle him until he's deep in his slumber before putting him in his crib.

"Night, sweet Aster," you whisper and leave the door to his bedroom slightly ajar.

As a reward, you eat the sandwich Felix made and it's worth every bite of it, having it with a can of soda from the fridge. Finished with your second dinner, you take a tour around the house, looking at the photos hung on the walls.

One is of Aster when he was a baby along with his tiny footprints and then there's a picture of the three of them together on Aster's first birthday. On the biggest frame is Hyunjin and Felix's wedding photo, they're both wearing white suits but Hyunjin's is embroidered with a flower pattern while Felix has this lace tail on the back of his suit jacket. You've never seen a more beautiful couple than them and you believe they're what people call a match made in heaven.

Having nothing else to do, you curl up on the sofa and read a book you brought with you. The next thing you know, you wake up startled hearing someone entering the passcode to the house.

You scramble to get up and pick up the book falling off your lap, you check the time on your phone, it's a little after eleven so it must be them coming back from their date.

It's true, you can hear their laughs as they enter the house and their low chatter, you also catch them smooching through the reflection on the TV screen. You act like you're not seeing it and cover your face with the book, pretending to read.

When you hear their footsteps coming into the room, you slowly put down your book and smile, "Oh, you guys are back!"

"Oh, hey," Felix says, foolishly grinning with his cheeks flushed, looking like he's slightly drunk.

Hyunjin looks not that different, his cheeks red and he's all smiles when he places his hand on Felix's waist.

"I'll go check on Aster," he says with a soft smile.

You wait until Hyunjin leaves to ask something, "Hey, do you mind if I'm staying over? I'm so sleepy, I don't think I'll able to drive home—"

"Of course!" Felix hastily answers, then sits on the sofa next to you, "You know I don't feel good letting you drive at night."

"Oh, thank you," you sincerely say.

"Hey, since you're staying, why don't we have a glass of wine?"

It's a nice offer and you would love to accept it but you don't want to disturb their date night, it's better if you get yourself out of the scene as to not ruin it for them.

"I'd love to but I'm... I'm tired," you gently refuse with an apologetic smile.

He places his hand on your hand and squeezes it, "That's okay. You'd better rest then."

You smile at him and bring your book with you, "Goodnight."

"Night!" He says back.

Right before you enter the guest room, you see Hyunjin surprises Felix with a back hug and then he whispers something into his ear that makes him laugh, filling the space with his deep laughter.

Now you know that they're not drunk, they're just in love.

-

Sunday morning at the Hwang-Lee household consists of a hungry toddler and a cook who doubts his pancake souffle is fluffy enough. Then you enter the scene as a girl in search of her first intake of caffeine.

"Morning," you cheerily greet everyone, softly poking Aster's cheek as he chews on his mini pancakes.

"Morning!" Felix says back without looking up from the pan, "Coffee?"

"I'll get it myself," you say, getting yourself a cup from the cabinet and carefully pouring some hot coffee from the pot.

"How's your sleep?" He asks, serving you a delicious-looking pancake souffle, it jiggles as he pushes the plate across the kitchen island.

"I slept so well, thank you," you answer with a sleepy smile and start with a small sip of coffee, you can feel it rejuvenate you from the inside.

Felix anxiously watches as you eat the pancake, "Do you think it's fluffy enough?"

You take a moment to chew and swallow before answering, "I think it's perfect," you honestly answer, it tastes even better than the ones made in the pastry shop.

"More apple, please!" Aster cutely asks.

Felix rushes to slice the peeled apple for him and places them on his plate, "More apple for Aster," he cutely says, then kisses his head.

"Thank you, dada," Aster mumbles with his mouth full of food.

He then pulls the drawer open and takes something out, "Since you're here..."

He slides an envelope toward you and you reckon it's your pay, he insists on paying weekly because he knows you may need it for gas. One look at it and you know they put extra bills in there. They have always been so generous with the pay.

"Thank you," you say, accepting it with gratitude.

"Do you mind running some errands for me tomorrow?"

"No. I don't mind at all," you answer.

Felix comes up with a list of things to buy along with his credit card, handing it to you, "You can come late tomorrow."

"Consider it done," you assure him, putting the list and the credit card into the envelope.

"The last one is for you," he says, putting a gift card in front of you, "So you don't have any excuses to not spoil yourself."

As expected, he knows you so well. You're reluctant to spend money on such things when it can be used for more important things but Felix oftentimes reminds you that it's okay to spoil yourself once in a while.

You crack a laugh and put the gift card into the envelope, "I will. Thank you," you say.

Not only generous, they always come with extra something like this. Just last week, he bought you a new laptop bag and scented candles.

The sound of Mandu's barks only means that Hyunjin is back from walking him. He comes in panting and brushing his dark hair to the back, exposing a layer of sweat coating his forehead.

"Mandu almost fought someone's dog," Hyunjin shares as he's getting himself a glass of water to quench his thirst. You find it cute that he likes to rant to his husband like a little kid.

"It's a Rottweiler and it's like this big," Hyunjin continues, describing how big the dog Mandu almost picked a fight with. He then goes to sit on the stool next to his son and watches his ear.

"What do you have here, baby?" Hyunjin asks the little one with a gentle ruffle on his hair.

"Apple," he shortly answers, offering a slice to him.

Hyunjin takes it into his mouth even though it's slobbering with yogurt, "yum..." he hums in delight.

Felix joins in with them, sitting next to him, and intently watches as Hyunjin digs into the pancake souffle.

"I don't think it's fluffy enough," Felix sighs, taking his baking very seriously.

Hyunjin takes a second to thoroughly taste it and says, "No, it's perfect," he disagrees with him.

He then looks at you to convince him more, "It's perfect. Right?"

"I told him the exact same thing earlier," you respond, shoving a spoonful of it into your mouth.

"It is?" Felix doubtfully asks as he also digs into the pancake and takes a bite.

"It's perfect," Hyunjin reassures him with a peck on his lips.

When he pulls away from the kiss, he softly mutters, "You're perfect."

This is too early for this but you have accepted the fact that there'll be not a day where it doesn't feel like you're third wheeling when you're around them. You look away and quietly sip your cup of coffee.

"Hey, we're going to the aquarium today. Are you coming?" Hyunjin asks.

You look around to check if Hyunjin is really asking you, "oh that sounds fun but I have to drive my mom to her book club meeting," you explain.

They had a date night and now they're having a family day, and it's endearing that they invite you along but you can only say yes once in a while.

You gently pinch Aster's round cheek and say, "Maybe next time.

-

The next day, you come to their house with both hands carrying bags of groceries. Notices that you're struggling to carry them yourself, Felix comes to your aid, taking a few bags out of your hands.

"Sorry I made you do all this," Felix says as he puts the bags on the kitchen counter with loud thudding sounds.

"No, it's okay. It's not a big deal," you assure him, putting the last few bags onto the counter.

Since everything is all accounted for, you take out all the receipts along with his credit card and give them back to him.

"I hope I didn't miss anything," you say.

Felix doesn't even glance at the receipts, he puts them inside the drawer and slips the credit card back into his wallet.

"I guess Aster is napping?" You ask, sitting on the stool with a glass of water.

"Yes, he just went to nap," he answers, "Lunch?"

"I had lunch."

"I just baked some Madeleine. Do you want some?" He offers.

"With tea?" You ask with your eyebrow raised.

He brightly grins as if you read his mind, "Of course!"

After putting away a box of party supplies in the pantry, you join Felix on the back porch for some tea and Madeleine he baked. The sunny weather makes a perfect ambiance for tea time.

You find Felix scribbling something in his notebook, the one he uses to write down recipes or ideas for his next cooking videos. You grab a Madeleine once you sit on the chair next to him.

"So, I assume you'll film a cooking video soon?"

After having Aster, Felix decides to be a stay-at-home dad and film cooking videos for his food blog, he's still has a great following and plans on writing a cookbook.

"Yes, and it's not going to be an easy one," He says, hinting at something with his scrunched nose.

"Does it involve your 19-month-old son?" You guess, raising your eyebrow at him.

One of Felix's most popular cooking videos is one with Aster in it, you guess people like seeing them together even though it could get messy at some point.

"It wouldn't be the first time," you say since you had the experience of helping them film the previous one and it was messy.

"Will you help me?" Felix asks with hopeful eyes.

"Absolutely!"

It's not even about the money anymore. Helping them comes as a second nature to you. In fact, they feel like a family to you that there's nothing that you wouldn't do for them.

-

Aster can indeed be a handful but not the kind that you can't manage. He was only 13 months old when the previous video was filmed and he's older now, hopefully, he's better at understanding what and how things work.

Once he wakes up from his nap, you give him snacks, some fruits, and cheese slices while Felix is preparing ingredients in the kitchen and setting up the cameras.

Now that he's refreshed from the nap and full from the snacks, Aster gets in the right mood to film with Felix. He makes him stand on the chair next to him to start filming.

Your job is simple, make sure that the cameras are recording well and filming at the right angles, the rest will be edited by Felix.

"Today, Aster and I are making banana bread," Felix says to the camera.

It never ceases to amaze you how that deep voice belongs to him.

"What are we making, Aster?" He asks his little one.

"Banana bread!" He eloquently answers.

"That's right," Felix cheerful responds and briefly kisses his head.

Felix starts peeling the banana and handing it to Aster, telling him to break them into pieces. Aster follows the instructions well but instead of dumping them into the mixing bowl, he eats it.

"You just had your snack a while ago," Felix says while laughing and letting him have a piece for now.

He then hands him the next banana and watches him breaking it off again. As he's about to put it in his mouth, he looks at him and says, "Aster, into the bowl!"

Aster gives in and dumps the banana into the bowl. However, on the third banana, he caves in and thinks of eating it again. Felix quietly watches him, letting him decide whether he would follow the urge or be able to resist it.

Aster looks at Felix and grins, catching him off guard, he shoves the banana into his small mouth. You hold the urge to laugh out loud watching the whole thing behind the camera.

"Bubba, I think we need more bananas," Felix mutters at you.

You hurriedly pick a couple of bananas from the fruit bowl and hand it to him, no need to worry about getting filmed, Felix will edit you out later.

After smashing the bananas in the bowl, Felix shows Aster how to crack an egg and dumps it into the bowl. He fails on the first try, completely shatters the egg and it drops onto the table.

"We'll do it together, okay?" Felix patiently teaches him to properly crack the egg on the edge of the bowl and successfully puts it into the bowl this time.

"You know what it is, Aster?" He lifts a bowl of flour at him.

Aster looks at you to find the answer, you inaudibly mutter the answer to him.

"Foufou," he hesitantly mumbles his answer.

"Yes, flour," Felix exclaims, letting him dump the whole thing into the mixing bowl.

Aster accidentally pours it off the bowl and some of it spills onto the table, "Oh, no..." he sadly mutters.

"That's okay," Felix assures him, adding extra flour from the bag.

"Now, sugar," he says, making Aster do it again.

He shakes his head, probably afraid would spill it again, "No. Dada do it," he says.

"Dada knows Aster can do it," he encourages but you can tell that he tries not to intervene as Aster lifts the bowl of sugar.

Aster manages to put it in perfectly and Felix gasps in pride, "See? Dada knows you can do it!"

Aster grins in response to his dad's praise and watches as Felix mixes the whole thing with a whisk. He stops to switch turns with his son, letting him mix it as he pleases.

"There you go," Felix sweetly mutters.

It indeed gets very messy at the end of the filming but it's nothing compares to how heartwarming it is watching them baking together. Felix is so patient and gentle the whole time and Aster is smart for his age, precocious even.

As everyone waits for the banana bread out of the oven, you take Aster to the back porch and let Mandu out to play in the backyard. Together, you're watching the sunset and a flock of birds flying in between the burst of gold and orange in the sky.

"Do you see that, Aster?"

"Birdies!" Aster exclaims, tilting his head and looking mesmerized by what he's seeing.

"Yes. Birdies flying," you say.

Aster raises his hand in the air and waves it at the birds, "Bye, bye birdies!"

"Bye, bye birdies," you follow suit, also waving your hand high.

When you come back inside, you are greeted by the delicious smell of freshly baked banana bread. Despite the messy process, it turns out really well.

Felix takes a few pictures for the blog and slices it to have a taste at it, he hands you a slice on a plate. As for Aster, he breaks a piece, blowing on it before feeding it to him.

"Does it taste good?"

"Good," he answers even though he's still chewing.

Considering that it was made by a toddler, it tastes alright and probably tastes better than the one baked by an amateur at baking like you.

"Good job, Aster," you raise your hand at him for a high-five.

In the middle of dinner, Aster gets sleepy and you immediately take him upstairs. You don't even need to read him a storybook or rocking him in your arms, he must be tired that he's falling asleep while having his bottle of milk.

You come back downstairs and find Felix has done cleaning up in the kitchen.

"Hey, will you stay for a round of video games?" Felix asks, turning around from the counter as you arrive at the base of the stairs.

Since Hyunjin will be coming home late to do late-night news, you decide to stay a little longer with Felix even though you have zero ideas on how to play video games. He patiently guides you through it while also controlling his console in his hands.

In the third round, you finally get the hang of it but not good enough to beat Felix at it. You eventually give up and decide to watch him play on the side.

Felix takes a break from playing and grabs two cans of beer from the fridge, drinking it on the sofa together.

"Hey, can I ask you some personal questions?" He asks out of the blue.

Yes, you're working for him but you are comfortable enough with him to talk about personal things. You nod in answer, "Yes, sure."

Felix sips his beer first before coming up with the personal question he wanted to ask, "Are you seeing anyone?"

"No," you answer with a light head shake.

"May I know why?"

"I'm not looking for relationships at the moment," you shortly answer.

Finishing your college is your top priority now and as for everything else, you can always do it later once you graduate.

"Is it because you don't want to or...?"

"I think I've said it before that I'm focusing on graduating college first," you answer.

"But are you open to it?"

"I'm always open to it but not for now," you firmly answer.

"How about casual ones?"

"You mean... casual dating?"

"Why? You've done it, right? Sex?"

You shyly chuckle because you don't talk about such things with anyone, not even with your mom.

"Don't get shy with me. We're both grown up and Aster is asleep," he says with a soft laugh.

"Well, I've done it but... I don't know," you decide to leave it at that, deciding not to tell him in detail.

"Was it good? Bad? Average?"

"I don't have that many experiences to know for certain if it was good or bad," you honestly share and it surprises you that you don't find it awkward to tell him that. Maybe it's because you know he won't be judgmental about it.

Felix nods at your answer and he seems to need a moment to process it, "Are you open to experiment?"

"You make it sound like it's a chem class," you playfully respond to his question.

"Experimenting is what led me to meet Aster's dad," Felix remarks with a quick eyebrow raise.

You crack a laugh and finish your can of beer, "I don't know. I'm not that confident with myself."

"Nonsense!" He strongly disagrees.

"You're undeniably gorgeous," he genuinely compliments as he brushes your hair to the side, "and that says something coming from me."

You laugh again and put down your empty can on the table, "well, thank you!"

Felix shifts on his seat and turns his body to face you, "do you trust me?"

"I do," you answer without a beat and that tells him how much you trust him.

"Do you trust me enough to experiment with me?"

"With you?" You ask in confirmation.

"Yes."

"I don't know..." you doubtfully answer, "I don't want things to be awkward between us."

"It won't. Trust me," he convinces you.

There's nothing to lose here and it's just an experiment, not a real thing. It's more relieving to know that he initiates the idea and you can trust him on that.

"Who knows you have a thing for a dad of one?" He jokingly says.

"Okay," you say with a nervous laugh.

"Okay," he says, putting his hand on your shoulder and gently massaging it, "Now, relax."

Felix glides his hand up to the nape of your neck and continues massaging you there, his fingers softly scratching the back of your hair. It works to help you relax, your shoulders are no longer tense and your heart beats steadily.

"Now close your eyes," he speaks so low it's almost like a whisper.

You obey him without question and close your eyes, nothing happens until a moment later, you feel his lips against yours, soft meets soft, and together locked in a slow, sensuous kiss.

Felix skillfully pries your mouth open with his tongue and you willingly open it for him, letting him taste you more.

With the hand that stays on the nape of your neck, he can angle your head as he pleases, and that way he can deepen the kiss.

The quiet in the room only adds to the tension and you hold your breath, not wanting to change a thing about this moment, you want to keep it as long as you can and only let go when you start to feel faint from lack of oxygen in your lungs.

"And that's what a good kiss should be," he mutters.

Instead of feeling awkward, you feel funny and break into laughter, "Maybe I do have a thing for a dad of one," you joke back.

Hyunjin walks in on the two of you laughing on the sofa together and both of you immediately quiet down which gives the impression that he interrupted something.

"What's going on?" He asks, taking his suit jacket off and folding it neatly in his arm.

"Nothing," you shortly answer.

"I taught her how to kiss," Felix blurts out.

"Oh," Hyunjin says, but he doesn't seem as surprised as you think he would be, "Are you sure you taught her well?"

Hyunjin's unexpected reaction to it makes you wonder if he knows that it's true and he doesn't mind any of it. Or maybe you should feel relieved that he doesn't mind that his husband kissed the babysitter.

"Hey, why don't you stay over?" Felix suggests out of the blue.

The plan is to leave once Hyunjin is already home, you grab your phone and get up from the sofa, "Oh, no, I'll just—"

"You're staying over and I'm getting us drinks," Felix insists, pushing you to sit back down on the sofa.

"I'll help," you offer, getting the glasses from the cabinet while Felix is getting the liquor.

You return to the living room while clutching the glasses close to your chest, finding Hyunjin grabbing the knot of his tie and loosening it around the collar before pulling it hard, seamlessly taking it off at once.

"You don't know how to kiss, huh?" He says with a smirk, undoing the cuffs of his shirt before rolling the sleeves up to his elbows.

"I know how to kiss," you say with a dramatic eye roll.

Felix places a sealed bottle of liquor and a bowl of ice on the table along with a sealed bottle of liquor, "I showed her how a good kiss should be," he says.

Hyunjin sits on the sofa and grabs the bottle of liquor to uncap it, "Show it to me then."

You snort thinking that he's joking and Felix shifts the attention to the drinks, "Let's have some drinks first!"

Felix drops an ice cube into each glass while Hyunjin carefully pours the liquor to fill all three glasses without spilling a drop.

However, on the third round of drinks, Felix holds his hand out at you, "Come on!"

You glance up and look at him in confusion, "Huh?"

"Time to put it to practice," he says, holding his hand farther at you.

You awkwardly place your hand in his and let him help you get up from the sofa, he pulls you so hard that you bump into him.

Felix is quick enough to catch you with his arm around your waist, "do you trust me?"

"To do what?"

He dramatically rolls his eyes at you and asks you again, "Do you trust me?"

In a way that he has no intention to harm you mentally or physically and you feel safe enough to do almost anything then the answer is yes.

"Yes," you reply.

Felix nods as he takes your answer, he holds you close and puts his hand on your jaw, "Just follow my lead, okay?"

You don't know what he's going to do but you nod anyway, "Okay."

He leans in and kisses you, a little harder than the previous one. With the hand steadily holding your jaw, he can easily part your mouth open by pulling your chin down and that way, he can deepen the kiss.

One thing that you have to admit is that Felix is a good kisser, his kiss contains all sorts of things, it's hot and wet, gentle yet intense at times.

He has thing thing that he does with his tongue, he likes to twirl it around yours before tugging it between his teeth. The moment he lets go, you're running out of breath.

"Good, right?" Felix asks.

You innocently nod, "Yeah."

"Now, you do it to me," he says, asking you to practice it on him.

You take another moment to take a breath before leaning in and kissing him, doing exactly what he did to you earlier. It might not be perfect but you're trying your best to impress him.

As you're busy kissing him, Felix takes your hands and places them on him, one on his shoulder and the other on the back of his neck. He then puts his arms around you and pulls you closer until there's no inches of space left between your bodies.

Feeling left out, Hyunjin gets up from his seat and stands behind you. You're not aware of his presence until you feel his hot breath against your ear.

"Guys, let me in on the fun," he mutters, planting his mouth on your neck.

What in the world is this? This should only exist in your wild fantasies. You have to actively tell your brain that it's real and it's happening right now.

Felix breaks the kiss only for Hyunjin to take his turn, turning you the other way and pressing a ķiss on you. His lips are softer than you imagined, kissing him feels like you're kissing the clouds.

Felix's hands are making their way to the front of your blouse, undoing the buttons, and then taking it off you, exposing your upper half body to the cool night air.

As if Hyunjin kissing you isn't enough, Felix puts your hair to the side so he can place searing kisses on the nape of your neck and shoulders. He swiftly snaps your bra open with one hand then pulls the straps of your bra down your shoulders.

Aware that your breasts are freed from their confines, Hyunjin glides his mouth down to your neck while Felix is cupping them in his hands, fingers lightly rubbing on the blossoming buds.

"Oh, they're perfect..." Hyunjin sighs in awe, licking his already wet lips.

He slightly bends down to be able to put his mouth on your breast with Felix holding it up for him, you gulp air as you watch him using his tongue to play with your nipple.

A moan escapes your mouth as Felix pushes your breasts to the middle which allows Hyunjin to take them both in his greedy mouth at once.

After a while, Hyunjin helps himself by holding them up himself. Felix lets go of you to take off his sweater, he then takes your arm to drape it around his neck.

"You're so soft, bub," he whispers into your ear.

You can feel his warm skin against your back and the outline of his abs as your hand aimlessly groping around his body.

Hyunjin detaches his mouth off your breast and he reaches past your shoulder to kiss Felix, making you caught in between them.

This is the first time you don't mind third-wheeling them, you look at how their lips are locked in a passionate kiss and feel jealous of it.

"Come here, babe," Hyunjin says, pulling you in and making you a part of that kiss.

You get to the point that you can't tell whose lips are you kissing, it's one, endless kiss, soft on soft on soft.

Felix manages to take Hyunjin's shirt off and gets it out of the way, it's at a time like this that you feel the need to step out to understand the situation you're in.

They're different but beautiful at the same time, one offers different charms than the other but they're as attractive in your eyes. Your eyes are having a feast as you look at their sculpted bodies like looking at two Greek gods and it indeed feels a little unreal.

"Let's spice things up," Felix comes up with a wild idea and it involves pushing Hyunjin onto the sofa.

Unsure of what to do, you follow Felix's lead, sitting on the carpeted floor as he parts his legs open and Felix starts to unzip his fly open. He doesn't waste time pulling his erection of out its confine and lets it spring free.

They're maintaining eye contact as Felix pumps his length in his hand and then he turns to you, taking your hand and wrapping it around Hyunjin's cock.

Hyunjin's cock is all about the length but that doesn't mean the girth isn't impressive, the pink tip is as luscious as his full lips, making you want to have a lick at it.

As if he reads through your head, Felix asks, "Want to try and take it in your mouth?"

Not really wanting the whole thing in your mouth, mostly because you doubt you can take it well but since he offered, you nod in answer.

"Want me to show it how?" He offers again.

And you nod again.

Felix licks his lips before starting, slightly tilting his head down and then licking the tip until it's wet. He takes a couple of inches into his mouth, adjusting himself to the size to finally take more of Hyunjin's length, and the next thing you know, he takes all of him in his mouth.

You don't know how he does that with his small mouth and without gagging, you keep gulping your air as you're watching him.

On the other hand, Hyunjin softly scratches Felix's head and lowly mutters, "Just like that, baby."

Felix gasps when he pulls away, a string of saliva connected his lips with the tip of Hyunjin's cock.

"Want to go for it?" he asks, scooting to the back to make room for you.

You like how they do not pressure you to do anything you don't want to and it creates a safe space, making you feel comfortable enough to continue.

To begin, you take a deep breath and let it out. Then you follow what Felix has shown you, licking the tip just like you wanted to and then slowly, taking him into your mouth.

Felix observes from the back, he gathers your hair in his hands and makes a makeshift ponytail on the back of your head.

"Oh, you're taking me so well," Hyunjin coos, can't stop looking at how his cock slides in and out of your mouth.

When you deem you have adjusted yourself to his size, you dare yourself to take more only to have it hit on your uvula and you immediately pull back.

"Slowly, bub, slowly," Felix softly mutters to your ear.

You reorganize your breath and try again, taking it slow as Felix instructed, only taking it as far as you can.

"You can use your hand," Felix suggests, putting your hand on the base of Hyunjin's cock to compensate for the rest you can't take in your mouth.

You sync the movement of your mouth and you can hear Hyunjin lowly moaning in response to the stimulations.

"Like that, yes," Hyunjin sighs, throwing his head in back, completely overwhelmed by what you're doing to him.

Seeing that encourages you to keep going without forgetting to breathe and relax.

"Good girl," Felix praises with a sweet kiss on your shoulder.

He lets you have it for another moment before stopping you, he holds your shoulder and says, "Want to do it together?"

Unable to give a verbal answer, you nod in answer.

You and Felix, each take a side and then stick your tongue out to run it up and down Hyunjin's cock. At times, you both go in the same direction, your tongues twirled around his cock and alternating between sucking and licking.

Oh, to be Hyunjin and blessed with the view of you and Felix, both of your mouths lathering around his cock. He's truly enjoying it, he tangles his hands in your heads and gently tugging at it.

"Oh, so good, so fucking good..." Hyunjin breathlessly murmurs.

Eventually, both of your lips meet on the tip and Felix pulls you for a kiss, he holds you by the neck, smiling as he kisses you.

"You're a fast learner," he praises you.

You shyly smile and mutter, "Thank you!"

He brushes your hair to the side, also removing the hair stuck to your lips then tucks it behind your ear. He leans in to place kisses along your jaw and continues the trail to your lips.

Felix gets up from the floor to sit on the sofa, he looks at you and says, "Come sit on my lap!"

You do what he asked, sitting on his lap and slowly resting your back against his chest. Felix smiles as he wraps his arms around you, his hands caress your skin with so much gentleness. You take the initiative, tilting his head so you can kiss him as he touches you all over.

Another pair of hands join in, Hyunjin's long fingers tugging at the waistband of your jeans as he plans to take your jeans off. Once he pops the button open, he slowly pulls them down and you're shivering as his fingertips graze your skin.

You feel exposed as you're only wearing your plain white underwear and Hyunjin's head is between your legs, hanging not far from your heating core.

"Relax, bub," Felix coos as he glides his hand down until it lands on your clothed sex, his dainty finger skillfully finds your bundle of nerves through the fabric and circles on it.

You're squirming against him and can't hold yourself back from moaning as he applies just the right pressure on it, making you drenched down there.

Felix puts his hand to cup your sex and rubs his fingers in between your folds, "Let's take this off, mmh?"

Hyunjin volunteers to do it for you, grabbing the elastic band of your underwear and Felix makes you hold your legs up so he can easily take it off of you.

Even after the underwear is off, Felix steadily holds your legs by the back of your knees and then parts your legs open, making you feel more exposed than before.

Felix presses a haste kiss on your jaw and says, "Hyunjin will take good care of you now."

Your attention is shifted to the man kissing down your inner thigh, you're squirming as his mouth inches closer to your wetness and when it finally makes contact, you sharply gasp.

If it weren't for Felix's hands steadily keeping your legs open, you would have clamped Hyunjin's head in between. The sight of his red, plush lips on your cunt is enough to arouse you, but now he's using his tongue, running it up and down your slit. He teases your hole with his finger before replacing it with his tongue.

"Oh, fu—" You press your lips together to stop yourself from finishing your curse.

Felix lets go of your leg so he can put his hand in Hyunjin's hair and pushes his head deeper into your wetness while Hyunjin is intensely staring back at him.

"You're doing good, darling," he says to him.

Hyunjin smiles in response to his words, he draws back to take a breath and opens his mouth wider to take more of you.

"Touch yourself," Felix says, taking your hands in his and he makes you cup your own breasts in your hands, kneading them together with him.

"Feel so good, right?" He murmurs, his breath tickling your ear.

You're overwhelmed, your legs are spasming at how intense it gets and the knot inside you tightening, you feel like imploding. You've never experienced these feelings before until now and you don't know how to handle it.

Hyunjin retracts his mouth, showing his mouth and chin glistening wet with your essence. He lands a lick between your folds and slowly, inserts his finger into you.

"Oh..." you moan, gripping Felix's forearm so hard your nails dug into the flesh.

Hyunjin smirks as he stares up at you while pumping his finger in and out of you. A while later, he pulls it out only to add another digit and now two of his long, slim fingers are inside you.

"The way you're sucking my fingers in..." he sighs, planting his mouth on your clit to tease it with his tongue and suck on it.

As if that isn't enough for him, he curls his fingers and he touches you right on the spot that makes you loudly moan. You can tell that Felix is looking at the baby monitor to check on Aster which reminds you to keep yourself quiet. But it's so hard as Hyunjin incessantly sucking on your clit with his fingers repeatedly hitting on your spot.

When Hyunjin pulls away, you can finally breathe out and relax, far too relaxed that you feel weak on the legs. Felix has to move you like you were a rag doll, he's laying you down on the sofa and then he lays next to you.

"Are you okay, bub?" He asks you with a gentle caress on your cheek.

Other than can't feel your legs? You nod, "I'm okay."

Felix softly smiles and plants his lips on yours again, making you a little less conscious and less insecure with yourself. You allow yourself to do as you please, touching his body and boldly putting your hand in his pants. You pull his pants down just enough to let his cock spring free and put your hand around it, slowly stroking it.

"Fast learner," he murmurs against your lips.

You triumphantly smile in response, opening your mouth for him so he can deepen the kiss.

The sofa isn't big enough to fit three people and Hyunjin ends up hovering above you, placing kisses on your neck and chest.

Felix's hand parts your legs open and he doesn't waste time touching you there again, rubbing on your clit as he kisses you.

The second Felix breaks the kiss, Hyunjin takes his turn. He lowers his mouth on you, hastily kissing you on the lips and then on the skin under your ear.

"Want to be inside you," he whispers.

He cups your jaw and looks at you with a piercing gaze, "Can I?"

The first thing you do is look at Felix to seek his permission first. Instead of doing that, he asks the same thing to you.

"Will you let Hyunjin do it, bub?"

It's too late to back out now, isn't it? Honestly, you've been wondering what it feels like to have something beautiful like what they have and now, you get the chance to experience that.

You swallow air and nod, but you know they need the consent to be uttered verbally, "Yes."

Rather than going right into it, Hyunjin and Felix work together to place kisses all over you, you believe they're trying to make you relax and it works, you feel less nervous with every searing kiss they plant on your skin.

Felix puts your leg over his body, exposing your gushing hole to Hyunjin and he stares at it while stroking his cock in his hand, so hard and veiny, pulsating with so much desire.

"You're so wet, bub," Felix hums as he lightly caresses your inner thighs with his fingertips.

Getting impatient, Hyunjin rubs his length in between your folds, lubricating it with your arousal. Felix helps to smear it all over his length and gives it a few pumps.

"And you're so hard, my love," he says to Hyunjin which he immediately responds with a haste kiss on his lips.

"You have to wait for your turn," Hyunjin says, leaving another peck on his lips before shifting his attention back to you.

Hyunjin tenderly kisses your lips and holds your chin as he says, "I'm going in, yeah?"

With one hand resting on your abdomen, he aims his cock toward your entrance and slowly pushes it in. Felix props his elbow against the sofa to be able to see how Hyunjin's cock disappeared into you little by little.

Oh, he stretches you out and fills you in immediately, you look down and he's not fully in yet.

"Just a little bit more, bub," Felix mutters to you, placing soothing rubs on your inner thigh.

"So tight," Hyunjin says through his gritted teeth, also overwhelmed by being inside you.

Hyunjin pulls back to slowly push it back inside you deeper than before. The slightest of movement and you can feel his whole length inside you.

"Oh! Oh, my—" you muffle yourself by pressing your lips together.

"You take him so well, bub," Felix coos, removing the hair covering your face then kisses you.

Hyunjin gives it a moment to adjust to each other, he rubs your abdomen and places a tender kiss on your sternum, "You feel so good around me," He murmurs, his lips brushing your skin as he speaks.

Felix gives Hyunjin's hair a ruffle and pulls him for a kiss, then together they place kisses on each side of your face. He turns your head to the side and captures your lips in a kiss as Hyunjin starts moving.

He starts slow and keeps a steady pace, he maintains eye contact with you if he isn't looking down at the way his cock slips in and out of you.

"Do I feel good?" Hyunjin asks in a soft tone and a soft gaze.

"Uh-huh," you answer between your moans.

Hyunjin smiles and he remains steadily thrusting into you, but adding more intensity to it, the skin slapping sound grows louder and echoes in the living room.

Felix buries his mouth in your neck while his hand goes down south, giving you extra stimulation by playing with your clit.

"Please, please..." you beg.

"Please, what?" Hyunjin asks with a faint smirk on his face.

You don't know why you plead in the first place but it's getting so overwhelming, you don't know how you can take this much and your brain is still able to function.

"Please..." you pathetically plead again.

Hyunjin pauses for a second, he props his hands on each side of your waist to give him more leverage, and that way, he can add more depth and intensity to his thrust.

"You want to cum, mmh?"

You eagerly nod even though you're not sure if that's what you want but you know it's what you need.

"You hear the girl," Felix says, putting his hand on Hyunjin's shoulder, "Give it to her, babe."

Hyunjin feels encouraged, he doesn't even need it at all, he's been thrusting into you non-stop, taking you closer and closer to your release. He brushes his hair to the back and adds speed to his thrusting.

You don't know that you've been crying until you feel the tears rolling down your cheeks, your moaning and crying, sometimes it's a mix of the two, feeling so overwhelmed that your brain is short-circuit.

"My goodness, oh," your voice is shaking from how hard Hyunjin thrusts into you.

"Don't hold your breath," Felix speaks right into your ear, his teeth faintly nibbling on your ear.

But you keep holding your breath because if you don't, you feel like you're about to completely lose it and combust.

"Please, please," you plead again because it's the only word your brain can compute.

Hyunjin thrusts even faster and harder, your body quakes along to his movements. Felix holds your hand as if he knows you need something to hold on to.

"Oh, oh..." your moans turn into broken cries.

"You're close, mmh?" Hyunjin manages to say as he puts all of him to get you to your release.

Your eyes are screwed shut and more tears rolling down your cheeks, you feel hot all over even though your body is covered with a thin layer of sweat.

"I can't– can't take it anymore," you stutter your words as you choke on air from constantly moaning and crying.

"Just let go, bub, let go," Felix murmurs.

You let out a choked sob and follow his words, letting yourself go even if it means you're going to explode into a million little pieces.

Two, three thrusts later, you hit your climax and everything suddenly turns white. You feel faint but at the same time, you feel this wave of electricity surging through you.

You're completely out of it until a moment later, you open your eyes to find Hyunjin rushing to pull out of you. He then holds his cock in his hand, pumping it as fast as he could until the white of his seed spurts out of him.

"Oh, yeah, baby," he sighs while keeps pumping his cock.

Felix gasps in awe watching Hyunjin make white streaks all over your chest and stomach with his seed, glistening and feeling hot on your skin.

"Oh, look at that!" He looks at Hyunjin and says, "You cum a lot, honey."

Hyunjin stops pumping his cock once he deems he's done releasing his load. He tilts his head to the back and lets out a broken yet satisfied moan.

"Gosh! That was so fucking good," he says, placing a haste kiss on your parted mouth.

Felix uses his finger to take a swab of Hyunjin's cum and have a taste of it, he smiles as if he's just tasted something as sweet as honey. Guessing that you're curious about it too, he takes another swab at it and shoves it into your mouth.

"Isn't Hyunjin taste so sweet?" He asks.

You're too fucked out to respond and Felix notices it too, he lands a sweet kiss on your lips and jaw, then says, "It's okay, we'll take care of you."

You want to stay awake but you can barely keep your eyes open anymore, you're in and out of it for quite some time. You open your eyes and see Felix licking Hyunjin's cum off of you. You close your eyes and when you open them later, you find Hyunjin and Felix, both naked and kissing each other. The next time you open your eyes, you find Felix hovering above you while Hyunjin is thrusting into him from the back.

The last thing you remember is someone putting clothes on you and after that, it's all black.

-

This is embarrassing. You wake up in the guest room wearing Felix's sweater and short pants which means someone must have put those clothes on you and then carried you to the guest room so you can comfortably sleep on the bed.

What's more embarrassing is you'll meet them whether you like it or not because it's their house.

You get off the bed and find your pile of clothes on the chair, even more embarrassing that you have to meet them wearing their clothes.

This why they called it a walk of shame and you're stupid to ever think that it would never happen to you.

Out of the guest room, you head straight to the kitchen because it's easier to face one of them first and Felix is always in the kitchen.

Felix is mysteriously looking glowing and radiant like usual, it's like he didn't drink the same amount of alcohol to you or got in a threesome last night.

He turns around and immediately notices you coming, "Good morning, bub!"

Unlike him, you're aware that you must have looked swollen and terrifying so you cup your face with both hands.

"Morning," you croak.

He turns around again to grab a glass and fills it with orange juice, then serves it to you, "How are you feeling?"

You shyly chuckle and say, "Tired."

"Reasonable," Felix comments. He gasps as if he gets reminded of something, he pulls open the kitchen drawer and takes out something.

"You might want to take this," he says, putting a Morning After pill for you.

It's endearing that he pays more attention to such things than yourself. You rip it open with your fingers and waste no time to take it.

"Thank you," you mutter as you wash it down with orange juice.

"It's not time for Aster to have a sibling yet," Felix jokingly says.

It's actually nice that he treats you like any other normal day, you were really afraid that what happened last night would make things awkward between you and him but turns out, it was all in your head.

But you don't know for sure since you've only met Felix and—

"I heard Aster is getting a sibling?" Hyunjin says from the top of the stairs, all dressed for work and carrying Aster on his shoulders.

"Haha you guys are so funny," you say with dry laughs.

How is it fair that you're the only one looking like shit this morning?

"Airplane!" Aster shouts while patting Hyunjin's head with his tiny hands.

Hyunjin grabs his hands and stretches them out, swaying them left to right like an airplane. Aster is giggling as Hyunjin jumps onto the base of the stairs.

"Time for breakfast, sweet boy," Felix says, ordering Aster to sit in his baby chair.

Hyunjin tilts his head to look at his little one, "Time's up, little buddy."

Aster giggles and plants his mouth on Hyunjin's head to place a kiss, "Oh, thank you, sweetheart."

He then carefully takes him down from his shoulders and sits him in his baby chair.

"Aster's favorites for breakfast," Felix says as he serves his plate in front of him.

"Blueberries," Aster mumbles with drooĺ dribbling down the corner of his mouth.

"And yogurt," Felix adds, putting the small spoon on his plate.

"Thank you, dada," he mumbles with his hair tousled and his cheeks flushed.

"For you, scrambled egg and toast and bacon," Felix says, putting your plate of breakfast.

"Thank you," you mutter.

"And for my breakfast?" Hyunjin asks as he walks over to him and pulls him into a hug.

Felix smiles as he puts his arms around him and affectionately kisses him on the lips. He pulls away but Hyunjin presses another kiss on him, longer and lingering.

Them making you feel like you're third-wheeling again means things are alright and it's a relief to know that what happened last night doesn't change anything about them or worse, ruin what they have. You know you can't forgive yourself if what you did would ruin this very beautiful, precious thing of theirs.

"I can't stay for breakfast," Hyunjin says.

Felix stops him from turning away, he tugs at the collar of his shirt and fixes his tie for him, "Are we still on for a date night?"

"I should take a raincheck on that," Hyunjin answers, tilting his head upward as Felix tightens the knot of his tie.

"That's okay. We can do it next week," Felix says, now flattening the lapels of Hyunjin's suit jacket.

"Invite Bubba on our next date night," Hyunjin suggests a wild idea, flashing his sly smirk at you.

"And we'd get a sibling for Aster," he jokingly adds.

You roll your eyes at him and fill your mouth with food.

Once he's done, Felix lets him go and hands him his cup of coffee, "well, I want a baby girl," he also piles in on the joke.

"We can arrange that," Hyunjin says, smirking as he sips his coffee.

Can't say you agree to get Aster a sibling but you feel good knowing that your presence doesn't feel like a threat to them, if anything, they make you feel like you're a part of them.

"I have to go," Hyunjin says, taking another sip of his coffee before putting it down on the kitchen counter. He runs to get his briefcase and walks back to the kitchen to kiss his husband.

"Have a great day at work," Felix says after placing a peck on Hyunjin's lips.

Hyunjin sweetly kisses him on the cheek and whispers, "Love you."

Felix hugs him with such love and says back, "I love you."

Oh, they're disgustingly in love with each other, you can't decide if you get the urge to vomit from watching them or you're merely filled with so much jealousy.

Hyunjin walks up to Aster and plants a long kiss on the top of his head, "Daddy has to go to work, okay?"

Aster reaches for him and adorably places a kiss on Hyunjin's cheek, "Buhbye," he says while waving his hand at him.

"Be good, my sweet angel," he says for the last time with an endearing pat on the head.

As for you, he places his hand on your shoulder and squeezes it, "Have a great day, bub," he says.

"You too, Mr. Hwang," you shorty respond while chewing your food.

"It's Hyunjin," he says with a fed-up tone.

"You too, it's Hyunjin," you say with a sly grin.

Hyunjin ignores you and takes another look at Felix, staring at him with wistful eyes as if he's reluctant to go to work, and then waves bye at him.

A moment after Hyunjin leaves, Felix notices that Hyunjin left his car keys on the kitchen island.

"Honey, you're forgetting something," Felix shouts as Hyunjin hasn't gone out of the house.

You can hear his rushed footsteps and he returns to the kitchen, unexpectedly kissing Felix on the cheek.

"I'm going now," he says with a smile, thinking that the thing he forgot is kissing him bye.

"Honey!" Felix groans while laughing and you also burst out laughing from witnessing it.

"What?" Hyunjin asks in utter confusion.

Felix lifts the car keys and shows it to him, "You forgot your car keys."

"Oh?" He gasps with his mouth forming a perfect O shape, he innocently takes the keys out of Felix's hand and uses it as an excuse to kiss him again.

It's hard to not get jealous of them because you see, if there's one thing that makes you believe in love, it's them.

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ℍ𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕒𝕔𝕜🧸

Summary (Short series):

The story follows an omega, enslaved and owned by JYP, who encounters Felix, a kind-hearted member of the SKZ pack. Felix feels sympathy for her and decides to bring her back to his pack, only to discover she is the last remaining soulmate. While Minho shows a protective side toward her, Hyunjin and Seungmin are openly hostile, leading to tension within the pack. As the omega grows closer to Han and distanced from Felix due to the negativity, Felix becomes affected by the situation.

The plot thickens with Felix’s impending heat and a studio lock-in with Chan. After winning an award, Hyunjin’s rejection of the omega drives her to isolate herself, exacerbating her discomfort. A vacation to the cabins sees new threats as wolves attempt to kidnap Felix, the omega, and Han. The situation leads to intense heat cycles, and the pack dynamics become even more strained. I.N struggles with his feelings towards the omega, bound by pack rules that only Bangchan can mark her first.

Despite challenges, including social media backlash against Felix and overwhelming experiences in public, the omega finds solace in gardening and caring for animals. The story resolves with pack members addressing their conflicts, accepting one another, and finding a balance in their complex relationships.

𝕀𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕠𝕕𝕦𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟

𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕘𝕦𝕚𝕕𝕖🧸

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕠𝕟𝕖: Love at first site

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕨𝕠: Why is she here?

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕖𝕖: Rules of the pack

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕗𝕠𝕦𝕣: "who used my kitchen?"

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕗𝕚𝕧𝕖: Soft pillows

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕚𝕩: short skirts and pretty omegas

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟: Sleeping beauty

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕖𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥: Fresh start

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