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snowhashiraamiya · 1 year ago

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It's time 💜

Roses

Hyunjin x F!Reader

TW: TW: Loneliness, exhaustion, little space,

Comfort, Art, Fluff, Rest

Timeline: Reader is constantly pushing themselves to come up with new choreography for the upcoming album of SKZ, Hyunjin and reader are in a relationship, and reader finally breaks down and isolates themselves because of exhaustion. Hyunjin spends the night with them and draws with them, and cuddles and falls asleep with them.

Setting: Practice, Dinner, Readers dorm

Word Count: 967

The music was loud in their ears, SKZ was practicing for their next tour coming up in a few weeks. All of the members were exhausted, but your exhaustion was greater and yet no one knew it. Mainly because you'd practice extra just to keep yourself busy.

You were in charge of coming up with the choreography with Lee Know for the extra song the group had added to their album. You were so tired, your body ached in pain and you were blinking constantly.

Lee know had checked on you a few times, just to make sure you'd be drinking enough water, and taking enough breaks, but you'd insist that you were fine. You hadn't slept much the night before. Hyunjin, your partner of 7 months, was worried about you. Although he wasn't the best at expressing his emotions, he worried about you regardless.

Finally, when practice was over, the group had decided to have dinner together. You were too tired to be social, your head pounded and your body hurts like hell. So you kindly said goodnight to the group and took your dinner to your room.

Hyunjin watched you go, he rested his head on the table and tried to rest, he said as also exhausted,but he knew he had to be there for you.

"Hyunjin?"

He lifted his head and fluttered his eyes and moved his hair out of his eyes,

"Mmh?"

Changbin looked at him and then moved his eyes towards your room. Hyunjin looked at your door and then breathed gently. He then smiled at Changbin and stood up and walked to his own room.

Hyunjin grabbed his artbooks and pencils from his room and walked to your room and knocked quietly. You were quiet, your heart was pounding and you felt tired, but restless. Things were difficult, you almost wanted to give up.

You looked up at your door and stood up quietly hugging your security stuffed ferret. Hyunjin's skzoo animal was a ferret, and he gave a stuffed version to you to cuddle with when he wasn't around.

You walked to your door and opened it just a bit, you saw Hyunjin holding a few sketchbooks and pencils. He knew you love to draw, your eyes widened and then you opened the door a bit more so he could see you.

Hyunjin's heart thumped in his chest, not only did he think you were the most adorable girl in his life, you looked so so cute. He longed to kiss your cheeks, and play with your hair.

You stood in your doorway, hugging the soft ferret plush, your hair trailing down your back. You were in your pajamas, with soft socks on.

"Hi darling."

You waved quietly, Hyunjin's eyebrows furrowed as he realized you were most likely nonverbal. He tilted his head and gave you a soft smile, "Baby, do you want to draw with me? We can cuddle after?"

Your eyes shined and you jumped up and down a few times, nodding your head quickly. Hyunjin chuckled, "Can I come in?" He kept his voice soft, he didn't want to scare you.

You nodded and opened your door more to let him in the room. Your room has a soft sunset glow to it, cute string lights hanging from the walls, your bed filled with soft blankets, pillows, and stuffed animals.

You giggled and waddled to your bed and Hyunjin followed you and sat on his knees in front of your bed and set a sketchbook on your bed in front of you. You laid on your belly and started to doodle in the sketchbook, and so did hyunjin in his.

He drew roses on his paper, and you kicked your legs quietly as you giggled and continued to draw, Hyunjin watched you and chuckled. He then started to draw you with roses in your hair. He'd hoped you liked the photo.

The two of you continued drawing for a long while, and he started to color his drawing. Eventually, when you finished your drawing, you showed it to Hyunjin and he smiled.

"It's beautiful darling, like you!"

You blushed and smiled, and then you reached with grabby hands towards him, he chuckled and crawled up on your bed and wrapped his arms gently around you. You snuggled your face into the crook of his neck.

"What did you draw?"

You murmured, Hyunjin smiled and then let go of you for just a moment and picked up his sketchbook and showed you his drawing.

It was you

You were wearing a flower crown made out of beautiful roses, and you were sitting cross legged and holding your ferret plush, you blushed and hugged Hyunjin.

He smiled and hugged you back, "You're beautiful my darling. I love you so so much." You kissed his forehead and he chuckled.

You curled up in a ball by his side, and he snuggled you, wrapped his arms around you and rested his chin on the crown of your head, humming softly.

"Let's rest baby, I can tell we're both exhausted."

You nodded and hugged him like a koala bear, Hyunjin held you by your lower back and thighs and you cuddled with each other for a long while.

"Mmmmh."

You breathed gently and Hyunjin snuggled closer to you, and the two of you fell asleep in each other's arms.

I wish I could've wrote a little bit more for hyunjin, but I've been so exhausted lately, and am struggling with writers block, please forgive me 😭

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snowhashiraamiya · 1 year ago

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IT'S TIME 😩❤️

Don't Cry

BangChan x F!Reader

TW: Bullying, Social Embarrassment, Anxiety

Setting/Prompt: Reader is socially embarrassed after a concert, but fakes her emotions and breaks down after the concert, alone in her room. Chan then finds her and comforts and reassures her.

Word Count: 1,710

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Felix

Hyunjin

BangChan

Rumors, Whispers about reader

Readers internal thoughts

"[Name]!"

"[Name]! Is it true you've considered a relationship with a fellow member of SKZ?"

"[Name] over here!"

"[Name]! Are you collabing with SKZ on a new single?"

"[Name], The company insists you distance yourself from performing, what is your opinion on this?"

"I heard she's in a relationship with their leader, Bangchan, how lucky is she."

"I'm more than sure he'll leave her eventually."

"That gives you a chance right?"

It was overwhelming, my heart was racing and it was like the world was spinning. Chan and the others were more than excited to have me perform with them. It was an amazing concert, although it's like I could hear all the whispers and rumors around me.

"I believe that's enough questions for now! Thank you stays for coming out tonight! We'll see you next time!"

I heard Felix speaking over the microphone, my heart was pounding and I waved goodbye to all of the fans before exiting the stage with SKZ and the staff. I could hear my heart in my ears, what if the rumors get out online? Sure Chan and I have been together for a few months, 6 to be exact. But we didn't think it would get out anywhere.

Chan watched you, He was sure there was something on your mind, but he couldn't put his finger on it. Perhaps he would speak to you about it later. As you walked next to Hyunjin, you two were chatting quietly. The group had decided on going to dinner, and you had been invited along.

Although you'd love to join them, your head was spinning. You couldn't think, even Hyunjin's voice sounded a little bit muffled in your ears. You had kindly denied the invite and made your way to your room. SKZ had 8 members. BangChan, Felix, Han, Changbin, Seungmin, Lee Know, I.N, and Hyunjin. You were just a back up, although people knew who you were.

Even if you weren't apart of the group directly, they still treated you like a fellow member regardless of your title. At that point, you were standing in front of your door before you realized that you had zoned out again.

You looked up and to your sides and then entered your room and shut the door immediately dropping your bag and laying on your bed. You hugged your pillow as tears prickled at your eyes. You loved him, and he loved you. But it still made your heart thump that people were starting to hint at the fact that you and Chan were more than friends.

You finally sat up in your bed and pulled off your shoes and stripped yourself of your clothing and made your way to the shower. It was exhausting, your career, your job, the shows, people. Overall you loved your life, but it was just so overwhelming at times.

After maybe 30 minutes in the shower, you quietly curled up in your bed with a book and you turned on a lamp and sat up. Even though you'd showered, ate something, and gotten into comfy clothing, your head still was filled with all of these what ifs.

"Y'know, we cry too sometimes, [Name], don't think your not allowed to. This kind of life sure can be overwhelming."

Hyunjin's voice trailed through your head. It was a conversation you two had been having earlier. He was right and you knew it. Chan would be by soon to check on you, when he did, you would only hope that you would have your emotions together before then.

****

It was fuzzy, okay, breathe. What can you hear? See? Taste? Smell? Feel? Deep breaths. It's probably just a dream, calm down. In for 4, out for 4. It's fine. This is fine.

Knock knock knock

"[Name]?"

Chan?

"Darling, can I come in?"

Yes, come in.

"Baby? Can you hear me? The door's locked I can't-"

What? Did I lock it? He has a key right?

"[Name], doll, I need you to open the door."

Please… come in, I can't.

"Hey, Felix, you got the keys to the dorm right?"

"Yeah Chan, which one do you need?"

"The one to [Name's] room."

Breathe… what can I see? Nothing. What can I hear? Chan, Felix, Keys.

Chan, Felix, Keys.

"Thanks man, I'll be at practice soon, I just need-"

"No it's fine Chan, stay with [Name] for now. It's no big deal."

"If- you insist. I know I need to stay with her."

"Relax Chris, stay with her."

Breathe, it's okay, breathe. He's here. Calm down.

"[Name], dear, I'm here. Just a second."

The door opens, and your eyes flutter, it's fuzzy still. It's okay. The ceiling looks blurry, was I crying? Yes? Yes. It's just tears, breathe.

"Doll, it's Chan, I'm here. Can you hear me?"

You nodded your head, you could hear his footsteps, and then heard his soft voice again, "Baby? Can I sit? Can you look at me?" You nodded and then felt the bed shift. Chan took a seat on your bed, he looked at you. You were shaking, and your eyes were filled with tears. He felt so bad that he wasn't here sooner.

He knew something had happened at the concert. But now he was here, and he was determined to help you through this panic episode.

"Baby?"

"Mmh?"

You slowly gained feeling in your body again, and you sat up to look at him. He looked tired, his hair fluffy and his hoodie frumpled slightly. He looked into your eyes and lifted his hand and caressed your cheek. "Big hug?"

Your face twisted in emotion and you tried not to cry, you could only nod your head. Chan immediately moved closer and wrapped his arms around you and pulled you to him and hugged you.

He rested his hand on your head and rubbed your hair while pressing a soft kiss to your forehead. "Talk to me baby, what's bothering you?" You shifted and snuggled your face into his hoodie, "Just… rumors. I thought it had gotten out about us…"

Chan just breathes as he listens to your worries, he thinks of the words to say to you. "I heard people whispering about me at the concert." you croaked out as you trembled in his arms. He rubbed your head and rocked back and forth.

"I understand your worries [Name], and although there isn't much I can say that you don't already know, what I can say is that I will be here with you through it all."

Chan looked down at you and kisses your forehead, "You're not gonna let them tear us apart?" You murmured. Chan's eyes softened and he presses a soft kiss to your cheek.

"Of course not darling, I assure you."

You looked up at him and he gave you a smile, "Breathe darling, do you remember our steps?" You nodded and snuggled up in his arms.

"Are you sleepy?"

You nodded once more, but Chan looked at you with a gentle smile, "Why don't you have a small snack before sleeping?" You pouted a bit and Chan just chuckled and boops your nose.

The two of you had a small snack before snuggling up in each other's arms again in your bed. He was so warm, you didn't want to let him go. Chan hugged you closer and pressed kiss after kiss to your forehead, he couldn't get enough of you.

You were beautiful, adorable, loving, amazing and more in his eyes. He wanted you to believe it. But he knew that it would take time for you to gain your self confidence back.

You eventually fell asleep in his arms as Chan continued to kiss your forehead over and over while snuggling you. Tomorrow would be all about you, he wanted to treat you tomorrow.

Maybe go out to eat, and even get your nails done, he knows you have been wanting to do that for a while. Chan loves to spoil you as much as he can, even if it's just with himself or things he purchases for you. To Chan, his love language is quality time and physical touch.

He loves it when you hold his hand, or hug him. Anything involving physical contact, it grounds him. It's true, this lifestyle can be difficult, but imagine it. If you two hadn't been accepted into the company, the two of you would've never met.

He's overfilled with joy that he made that decision. He has his son's, the other 7 members, and you. Nothing could make his life brighter. Except… he isn't able to livestream for STAY anymore. The company said he can't. Although he would love to.

Chan felt you shifting in your sleep so he started rubbed circles on the small of your back to keep you calm. Let you know he was still here with you. He continued to press soft kisses to your head and comfort you so you could sleep peacefully.

He continued to snuggle you and comfort you as you slept in his arms, he even started singing to you, "Youtiful." One of the group songs they had put together. It was your favorite, and he knew if you were dreaming, that song would keep you calm.

As the night continued, Chan felt himself growing more sleepy as the two of you were cuddled up in your bed, it was warm, it only made him more exhausted from the long day the two of you had.

Your bodies were tangled like two koala bears cuddling, your arms around his neck and rubbing his hair. It was a comfort method of yours. Him, his arms held you close and his lips pressed gently against your forehead.

In the morning Chan would make sure you'd have the best day, but for now, he cuddled you.

BangChan finally gave in to the exhaustion and while falling into a deep sleep, he held you against his chest in a big hug that he knows you love.

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I'm so excited to finally post this 🥺❤️

Chan is such a sweetheart, and if you aren't familiar with SKZ, I highly recommend checking them out. Truth is, Hyunjin is my bias, Felix is my bias wrecker, and Chan literally appeared out of nowhere and said "Yep I'm here now."

I'd consider him a tie with Hyunjin as my bias. Anyways, I hope you enjoy this fic I wrote for Channie, Felix's will be posted on Friday 👀

If you have any requests, remember my ask box is open!! ❤️❤️

Ily all sm, have a great rest of your day 💜