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"Tiktok therians" Can we stop telling physical therians, Holotheres, Lycanthropes and other identities that aren't Spiritual / Physiologically that they're invalid and not part of the community?
Physicals, Lycanthropes, Holos and literally everyone else, Can we stop telling Younger therians, "TikTok therians," and other therians they're not part of the community?
Hey guys it's almost like you're trying to divide the community more! I know this is lowkey hypocritical because of my last post but like. The spiritual / Mental Anon is still a therian, surprise! I just think they should stay out of the Tumblr side of the community considering they chased everyone else off every other app especially tiktok, I genuinely have seen so many phys/holos/etc express discomfort because of the harassment on tiktok.
I also hate the way y'all treat each other because guess what, I was a tiktok therian! Oh my! It's almost like I developed as a person though and even discovered I might even be a physical alterhuman! Can we just educate each other and not try to 'outkin' each other???
It's highkey annoying, it's weird and the harassment of others in our community is so fucking embarrassing. I don't understand how the most "open-minded group" can be so closed minded towards each other when we should be trying to educate each other and motivate each other.
#caliber shoots#alterhuman#therian#otherkin#nonhuman#Therian blog#therian community#physical therian#questioning physical alterhuman#physical alterhumanity#physically nonhuman#lycanthropes#holotheres#Spirtual therians#spirtual alterhumanity#hypocritical post ngl#I can be a little bitchy and mean but BFFR
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İ want to messily rant about something which is the way this fandom treats canon ships.
Ships like aoikane are so very obviously canon from both sides (Aoi is so obviously inlove with Akane if you don't see that you have zero media literacy im sorry) yet they keep getting hate left and right, in some platforms (cough cough, twitter, cough) you will get jumped if you say you enjoy it.
Meanwhile a ship like mitsukou gets a completely different light and is just, you are auto expected to like it just because its canon? Just that, whenever someone brings up not liking mitsukou its just "BUT İTS CANON!!!!" who genuienely cares? İ straight up just don't like their dynamic im not too big on right person wrong time unless specific settings/an au
And it irritates me how those same people will deny aoikane or teruaoi or even Sakura's obvious pan/bi coding despite them being so obviously canon
And that behavior just pisses me off so much because in everyother fandom of ever, not enjoying a canon ship is completely normal and not a big offense but in tbhk fandom its a whole another story. And that makes me even more judgemental towards mitsukou because its fans are so annoying about it being canon.
İ am not fucking getting up everyday praying for mitsukou to not be canon because lets be honest it pretty much is. And i hate how these people are just so sticky to it thinking a ship can be liked just because its canon.
#especially considering how they treat certain rarepairs.#very suspicious ngl.#like if you will only ship canon ships im expecting you to ship aoikane and sumi6 too#its just so hypocritical#tbhk fandom in general sucks tbh#shout out to my 4 friends who never even heard of tbhk but still feed my terukane delusions you're the kind of people tbhk fandom needs#this is just a messy rant bcs im so angry about this recently i hope i got my point across#and god forbid they are also terukane shippers my god they give me so much second hand embarrassment#sometimes you gotta just learn that your ship won't be canon bro#ok thats all#ill post a coloringater today i promise
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I get a little sad every time I have to unfollow a previous mutual/someone I loved to follow. I have to curate my own blog to my liking, but it makes me sad when there is such hate being spewed in this community.
#idk it just sucks#cause it’s like I see how people act like they are only right and are way too crass#and think that it’s okay to constantly bash characters or blogs that are okay with the characters or relationships#it’s too long of a thought for me to put out there#and i would definitely call out on some posts I’ve seen#that are super hypocritical#but I don’t want the discourse so I’m just not gonna post beyond this one#just getting my thoughts off my chest#i’ll probs delete this later#ngl
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................. not to rain down on anyone's parade but barely characterized 14 year old lucerys could never have the swag eleanor or henry had
#1#2#3#4#5#again you do you per carità i'm not here to judge anyone's taste because then i'd be a fucking hypocrite#but this still made me laugh#maybe because i never really understood the hype around luke/aemond. i mean i get it on a intellectual level#but there are so many juicier pairs in hotd that while i understand why people would ship it i'm not sure why it's so popular#no hate to the pairing or anything of course. you can ship whatever you want!#but this reeks of the usual inflated m/m ship with one (or two) fictional men with weak or barely acknowledged characterizations#while incredibly complex female characters (at least in comparison) are JUST THERE#again this is not a hate post about the ship or slash pairings (OBVIOUSLY!!)#but still. in any case the eleanor/henry dynamic fits better with rhaenicent or maybe daemyra tbh#like... even when i love a ship with all my heart i wouldn't assign *every* possible au to them but only those who fit their characters bes#if my otp is a etl ship i wouldn't want to read or write a childhood friends to lovers au because what i like about them#is that they fucking hate each other's guts and perpetually try to kill the other (before falling in love... and sometimes even after)#if a pairing is more p&p like i really couldn't get into a wuthering heights au even if i'd recognize it's magnificently written#because that's not what these characters and their dynamic are. it would be projection#at this point i would prefer to read/write about two ocs ngl#again in fandom you can do whatever you want i'm no one and i could never tell you what you can or can't like. that'd be ridiculous#and idw the op of that post to feel bad about it. it's just my personal preference/opinion on fanworks that's all#val speaks#val rambles in the tags#txt
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here's a thing about palestine/israel that i can't stop thinking about. supporting an ethnostate, apartheid, and/or genocide seems like just about the most un-jewish thing one could possibly do. i genuinely do not get it.
like. irl, i've been osmosizing jewish culture and scholarship for the past several years. the impression i’ve gotten is of a people who has undergone untold amounts of discrimination and violence over the past couple millennia, and who is proud of their resilience in the face of that oppression. i know that enduring oppression doesn’t necessarily make someone a good person. and obviously, no group is a monolith. but my impression has been that recognizing that harm and defending other downtrodden groups was a common principle of jewish culture. hell, that’s why my alma mater was founded — so i was living in that legacy for the past ~6 years.
even if you think jewish people have the sole right to the land that we call israel, the israeli state's treatment of palestinians flies in the face of all of that. to go "fuck you, i got mine"*, treat another ethnic group as second-class citizens, and concentrate, blockade, and slaughter them seems completely irreconcilable with what i have come to know and appreciate as jewish values. a complete betrayal.
like. am i missing something big here or
*or, more accurately, “i will fuck you over to get mine”
edit: obviously not every jewish person supposed israel/is zionist. but, as we’ve all seen jewish anti-zionists say recently, most jewish ppl in the imperial core are. and this genocidal ethnostate calls itself ~the jewish state~.
#i’m genuinely asking here.#in fact‚ i’m scheduling this post for sunday morning bc i know that some of the ppl who could answer this keep shabbat.#txt#i've been wanting to convert for a long time#and honestly‚ participating in pro-palestinian action has made me feel closer to that.#nothing makes me feel more in-tune with jewish values than fighting for the liberation of an oppressed group.#but i've realized that this is going to make it way way harder to find (a) rabbi(s) to help me convert.#because (1) i get the impression that anti-zionist rabbis are hard to come by‚ (2) obviously i want palestine freed‚ and#(3) for the reasons stated above‚ zionism strikes me as absurdly hypocritical for a scholar of judaism.#and it's incompatible with the jewish values that i want to embody.#ngl i’m crying a bit#edited slightly for words
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That's the point where you write it yourself. 😂
The relationship between shipping and fanfic is so much more than a binary choice between "niche ship where it's impossible to find anything" and "popular ship where it's impossible to find anything readable". There's also "niche ship that has thousands of fics because it's captured the imagination of an extremely specific kink subculture that you're not into at all", "popular ship whose writing community became established during an early hiatus and never incorporated any subsequent developments, instead diverging into an alternative canon that's unrecognisable to fans of the actual source material", "moderately well-represented ship where literally everything seems to have been written by a single impossibly prolific author whose grammatical quirks drive you up the wall", etc.
#ngl tho i identify with this post#browsing thru the latest a03 fandom that i am#if it's not the shit characterization#it's the shit 'grammatical quirks' aka more of these people need to learn what a real sentence is#nigh impossible to find decent characterization plus passable writing skills plus okay story#with the volume of stories to troll through#if one of those factors is bad enough i drop it like a hot rock#dead to me#if there's one thing the latest gen of a03 writers need to do it's#LEARN HOW TO F*ING WRITE#I'm begging you once you know what a sentence is you'll go far :')#anyway#i joke that people should write the story they're not finding#but for this fandom i will NOT#and I'll be a hypocrite about it lol#humor#a03
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this is why i hate powerscalers and shonen junkies...
btw i meant "can throw" not "cant throw" oof
#manga#anime#shonen#like Jesus christ bro i havent insulted you at all or said any of that#vent post#rant post#what a sad existence#imagine getting offended that easily jesus#finally insulted him here just cuz i really needed to get that out of my system#what a sad fuck#i feel kinda hypocritical posting this ngl but i dont wanna bottle up my emotions
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#I'm not going to comment on a teenagers post on tumblr im not gonna comment on a teenagers post on tumblr#mantra again hubris on Tumblr dot com#dragontalk#Yes brain even if it DID jump up 100 notes#you're going on a rant about it in tags you are obviously nor in the headspace for a fair and nuanced critique of term usage#....#like I'm looking into the situation and it DOES suck and ngl i wouldn't be surprised if there DID end up being crew or folls being taken#advantage of... cause launching a streaming service isn't necessarily Easy. and if it turns into some kind of#'o rhe conditions sucked and we weren't paid what we were owed' etc. etc. i will take it back and set the table my damn self#I'll wash the fucking dishes after too God Damn#but overcharging for your art and putting it behind a shitty paywall isn't eat the rich. idk.#also at the end of the day it's folks venting about Very Valud frustrations#like. it sucks! legitimately. I'd hate if my horror game playing man put all his shit behind a paywall#or casual geographic or lindsey Nicole or whoever#i wouldn't pay for it and I'd be super disappointed.#and if they had been proponents of eating the rich etc. etc. yeah I'd feel pretty betrayed and like they're hypocrites#but. maaaan. just... reeeeeeee#i think this is all probably Kids These Days-ing about shit I've done before too#and to be fair. I've Learned through Helpful Post Rebuttals but. euuuygh. i don't have the tumblr base to deal with#death threats over being a... *googling noises* watcher apologist or something
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#tw ed#i feel like such a hypocrite leaving most of the potato in my lunch (and most of my lunch too but shh)#like considering my post from earlier#and I DO love potatoes with a passion but this one was so big and ngl it tasted kinda weird#and pls ignore that i also skipped breakfast this morning :)#no i mean my mom gave me another glass of juice later and i did drink it so i basically had breakfast#i just get full so fast and im not in the mood to eat most of the time idk
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Things genshin women do that are annoying.
[Furina, Mona, Lynette, Lumine+Paimon, Yomiya] gn! reader. Fluff, kinda crack ngl
a/n: im gonna post my works here instead of my main page because it’s less cluttered here. Also first real attempt at writing.
Furina: 🍰
You know the annoying birthday tradition where you’re blowing out your birthday candles, then someone comes up behind you and smashes your head in the cake? Yeah she does that. Yet she HATES having it happen to her. What a hypocrite 😒 She gets a back up cake though if that makes you feel better.
Yoimiya: 🧨
Accidentally set you on fire once… maybe twice or more.. 🔥 Look it’s not on purpose so I forgive her !! Sometimes she just doesn’t realize how close you are to the firework :( I personally hc that she’s got poor depth perception. And that comes into play here. It’s annoying but it’s forgivable 😕 She loves you and fireworks, sometimes she just overlooks the fact you’re a little bit too close to said firework.
Mona: 🌌
Burps loudly then blames it on you. You decide to take her to a nice restaurant because she’s broke and you’re a good s/o. How does she pay you back? By letting out the loudest stankiest burp then blaming on you. 🤢 People are whispering to each other how it’s so rude of you to not even say “excuse me” especially in a fancy establishment. Thanks Mona.
Lynette: ☕️
Probably the least annoying offender here. She sneaks up behind you constantly 👻 She’s not doing it intentionally, she’s just a quiet person yk? But nonetheless she’s still scares tf outta you sometimes. You’ll be outside gardening or something and she’ll quietly put her hand on your shoulder to pull you towards her. Now you’re thinking about get kidnapped by some of her enemies. 😓 Panic attack aside… Happy to see you Lynette!
Lumine: ✨
Okay Lumine doesn’t embarrass you (often), but Paimon does. And since they come in a package, if you want her you’re also going to get Paimon too.👩👧Between the micro aggressions with the people of Sumeru and constantly walking into your guy’s intimate moments; she is constantly embarrassing you. But Lumine adds on to the embarrassment by NEVER CORRECTING THAT FLYING LAVENDER MELON 🍈 Just tell her to stop being so rude sometimes and let me live in peace!!!
likes and reblogs appreciated <3
#yoimiya x reader#yoimiya#furina x reader#furina#mona x reader#mona#lynette#lynette x reader#lumine x reader#paimon#lumine#genshin hcs#genshin x reader#gn reader#mouse writes#💀 writes#fluff
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I was thinking about the Namek Saga (as I often do ngl), and I find it really interesting that, despite all attempts to claim otherwise, Vegeta seems to care about Gohan and Krillin at least a little bit by the end of the arc. He's upset when he thinks Krillin got killed by Freeza.
He saves Gohan without any actual benefit to himself.
Although he does immediately claim it was to show off. Which I could take at face value I guess, but seriously? That's a pretty weak excuse. Especially because Freeza seemed to pick up on Vegeta having some concern for Gohan earlier.
I do not believe you, Vegeta. Also, wow that was fucked up of Freeza, nice touch on the evil.
So I'd say that Vegeta does have at least some level of concern for Gohan and Krillin, which has formed impressively quickly given that they've been teamed up less than one day. I guess they did both assist in kicking Vegeta's ass a few weeks ago, which probably went a decent way toward winning his respect. It's not a level of concern deep enough for him to actually risk himself on their behalf, but he seems distressed by them being hurt. It would sort of make sense if this tenuous bond formed earlier when they fought the Ginyus together, but Vegeta actually saved them first.
Again, I could take this at face value but c'mon. Saiyan prince, but tsundere king.
They do rescue him back, so maybe that's what earned them a tiny bit of loyalty.
However, Vegeta certainly didn't seem like he was expecting it and is even annoyed that they did it. Which is a bit hypocritical of him given that he just saved them. However, this could be the reason why he rescues Gohan from Freeza later on. He could be repaying the favor. He doesn't gain any tactical advantage from that, same as Gohan didn't really gain anything saving him here. But it honestly doesn't even seem like he's thinking of this moment later on. It seems like he just saved Gohan sort of by reflex and then had to justify it to himself (and everyone else present).
Why Vegeta gets invested in Gohan and Krillin is already pretty interesting to me. (I've seen the opinion that Vegeta sees himself in Gohan without realizing it, which is possible. The parallels between them has been the subject of a few tumblr analysis posts. I've also seen the idea that Vegeta sees Gohan as a subject to protect because he's a Saiyan child. However, neither really explains Krillin.) I'd be interested in other people's opinions on it. I can see it being some level of mutual respect or even just the pure pragmatism of being able to use them later.
But I also end up with a secondary question. If Vegeta can save others, or care about them in this span of time, why does he treat the people who he's been partnered with for at least 25 years like this?
Seriously why is he so callous about them both? It's fascinated me for ages, especially because I can directly contrast it with his behavior in the following arc. Obviously the Doylist answer is that Vegeta went from basically pure evil one-off villain who was supposed to die to an antivillain with a smidgen of sympathetic traits between the first and second arc. But I want a Watsonian one. Especially because both Raditz and Nappa seem to think Vegeta would help them.
Why would they think he'd help them? And why didn't he do it? Especially because he does help his new teammates in the next arc. Did the three of them have an epic argument at some point recently and Vegeta isn't over it? Had Vegeta been gradually internalizing more of Freeza's values and decided to rebel against the values a little too when he switched to open rebellion? Had he been slowly losing respect for Raditz and Nappa and this was the final straw, but Krillin and Gohan had earned more respect? Or did he grant both of his teams the same level of concern but Gohan and Krillin do a better job at being competent on their own?
#vegeta#long post#I have pics I didn't use which means they're going in their own post lol#not sure if I should tag the other relevant characters because I'm not really analyzing them meaningfully
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So I saw this post about the victims of gaiman and it was..... not very well thought out ngl.
It was basically one of those 'lets not jump to conclusions' type posts and OP listed some known facts and 'facts' about what was up at the time.
Their reblogs were a mess. People weren't happy at all with what they had to say. I think they made another post with more correct info, but that didn't help, because the 'lets not jump to conclusions' vibe was still there.
I think OP was leftist and sorry, not sorry, the American left (online at least) is very immature and hypocritical. This backfires on you in cases like this, because if it were anyone else being accused, most of you would have jumped to crucifying them.
People have been frustrated with the way you've been tiptoeing around gaiman, especially with what he admitted to doing. Even if it's proven that rape wasn't committed, he still slept with young women young enough to be his daughters. That's gross! What business does an old man have sniffing around brand new young adults?
I know you all looked up to him and admired his work, but coming online and making 'lets not jump to conclusions' type posts is not the way to deal with these revelations!
I made an earlier post that said something along the lines of 'waiting patiently to see more posts about this situation' but I take it back if the posts you're making are taking the focus off the victims and potentially excusing horrendous crimes.
One thing OP said that I agree with is that y'all should get off the internet and touch some grass. And probably put down your Good Omens and Coraline for a bit.
And probably delete any iffy posts you made about this situation before it comes back to haunt you in the future.
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Just in case this attracts the wrong people: I don't argue on the internet. I'm not a debate- type person and I don't enjoy the act of going back and forth with people that don't want to hear you. If you want to argue, do it with the wall.
#neil gaiman#tw rape#rape allegations#leftist tumblr#everybody needs to chill and some of tou need to think about your behavior
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My fear of posting smth in social media
Smth like this is very hypocritical for me ngl, like there's other fandom that ship different characters who canonically in a relationship (examples: Player in AUL being ship w/ different characters when he canonically have a girlfriend, Stan being shipped with other characters when he canonically date w/ Wendy and whole other stuff), like why be against someone who just shipped a canonically relationship Character with another Character when you did the same and say that they're exes and made their canon partner toxic/cheater? it felt kinda scary for me to send a post a ship post that involved with a character who's canonically in a relationship w/ others
Edit: in the original post, it had smth that I didn't rlly know it was wrong, to avoid more problems, I change it (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)
#osc community#osc#object shows#object show community#ii#inanimate insanity#ii oj#ii orange juice#ii salt#fear maybe
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My honest reactions of episodes 5 and 6 (part 2)
PART 1 : HERE
(‼️ SEASON 4 SPOILERS ‼️)
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Okay I just HAD to devote the full Alibert inn scene from episode 5 here CUZ WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT YUGO GOING BACK TO EMELKA!! I know I already mentioned Chibi and Grougal (as well as the tree Tofu tower) in part 1 but part 2 will basically be about all the rest of the inn scene cuz tumblr couldn’t let me have more than ten images per post (I know the site apparently lets u have more but I always use the phone for it so shush.)
But first, we finally get to see Alibert again after all those years 💕
Alibert. Sweetie. Baby. You can take care of two (technically four) kids with the addition of a freaking INN, you COOK for the customers, AND, ON TOP OF ALL THAT, you’re the MAYOR of EMELKA, that same place where you run the inn and take care of your adopted sons.
You do much more than just “taking care of an inn”, you got three jobs AND you’re still sane. You’re three in one, a whole package, props to you king. He’s such a boss ass man I love him 💕💕
NAH MAN
Not these ppl trying to avoid the inflation 😭😭 I don’t blame them tho. I would’ve said the same thing lol.
(Also is the wine a call back to Gustavio? Plz it would be so funny if the reason why Alibert is angry is cuz these ppl are saying how “bad” it is just so the prices can stay the same but also because he’s mad that they’re calling Gustavio’s wine “disgusting” even if they were all just trying to make him not raise the prices!)
Love how Yugo doesn’t say that same shit to Ruel after all those years of cooking for his ass and never getting anything from him.
Like even the whole Brotherhood calls Ruel a “cheapskate” but the only time where we see Yugo say that same shit is when he says that to his own CUSTOMERS?!?
Gurl bye Yugo’s such a silly little hypocrite!! 😭😭
OMG THE WHOLE FAMILY’S BACK TOGETHER!!
Adamaï get your stupid lizard ass over here.
It’s been so long since I’ve seen these two just laughing and hugging like this 💕💕💕
Also, Ankama tried being very slick with Az and his wife.
Nah cuz how can you not see these two and not think about Yugo and Amalia?? Does the thought never come to mind or what??
They literally give off the same energy, how did no one say anything before???!!?
THESE LITTLE TOFUS ARE OBVIOUSLY A SILLY PARALLEL TO THESE TWO AND NO ONE CAN TELL ME OTHERWISE.
Okay now the next part of the Alibert inn scene is very important to me so listen.
Recently, I came scrolling on @moths-are-better’s recent posts about Yugo and I came up on the one where he drinks the “milk” that was in the cup in the scene below.
But like-
@moths-are-better STOP LYING TO YOURSELF THIS IS CLEARLY WINE!!!
Look at all the other people drinking in the inn before they left: they all had that same kind of cup, insinuating that they were drinking wine (and also cuz they confirmed it was wine while trying to avoid any possible future inflations with Alibert).
I just love how Ankama deliberately shows us small scenes like this to remind us that Yugo can do adult things even though he looks like a kid. Because THIS is one of those scenes! Just look at how Alibert quietly pulls the cup of wine away from Yugo as soon as the guy starts ranting about his problems.
That’s clearly not milk lol I just love your delusions @moths-are-better 💕💕
But not only did this scene made me realize that nothing can stop Yugo from doing adult things despite how he looks, it also helped me realize that Yugo is the type to only drink when he’s having problems. We clearly see him about to drink more while ranting to Alibert before he carefully pulls the wine away from Yugo cuz he KNOWS Yugo would drink more just for that.
That level of attention to detail is amazing and I’m so glad I managed to catch up to the hints early on.
Alibert be looking like Yugo’s bartender AND therapist in just that moment alone lol
Ngl I would’ve loved to see a drunk Yugo if he had been able to drink more before Alibert intervened.
‼️ EVERYONE ‼️
👏 BE👏 LIKE 👏 ALIBERT 👏 ❤️❤️
This is making me wanna have kids too man….
His caring and calming attitude towards Yugo and the way he just treats him, cares for him, and acts like a responsible parent during all these years really makes me wanna do the same thing someday. Alibert is so good at his job(s) that he’s even beating a freaking goddess. Let that sink in. (actually any good parent like Alibert would beat the Eliatrope goddess’ parenting easily lol)
Alibert is genuinely so sweet, patient, thoughtful, and understanding of Yugo. Like even though he just heard Yugo say he finally found his true family, Alibert doesn’t take his words as insults and would rather just let him spill out all of his words to him.
When I said I missed these two like this, I really meant it. This inn is not only where Yugo was raised in but it’s also Yugo’s comfort place.
My ass knows this is foreshadowing.
It just knows.
Older Yugo where u at? We need to talk.
Ankama’s gonna ruin this family and laugh about it while eating some croissants.
#and that’s it. only two parts. i ain’t gonna write more parts.#now i need a fan idea concept where Yugo has Alibert AND Gustavio as his two dads lol#in an au where Alibert never broke up with Gustavio 😭😭#wakfu#ankama#krosmoz#wakfu reaction#wakfu reactions#wakfu season 4#wakfu s4#wakfu season 4 spoilers#wakfu s4 spoilers#wakfu season 4 episode 5#wakfu s4 ep5#wakfu season 4 episode 5 spoilers#wakfu s4 ep5 spoilers#wakfu yugo#yugo#yugo wakfu#wakfu alibert#wakfu chibi#chibi wakfu#wakfu grougal#wakfu grougaloragran#wakfu az
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Ngl I am spiraling a bit after reading your "couldn't really come to terms with my sexuality and naively glamorized being taken advantage of by a woman" post. I am bi but I didn't realized I could be attracted to men until my 20s so in my teens I was just focussed on all the homophobia thrown at me (early 2000s were hell) and yea I was heavily attracted to older and more dominant women. My attraction to men turned out to be a non-starter and the few times I acted on it it was horrible. So I worked through the trauma that gave me and came out of it as what the girlies call "febfem" these days. But i never worked through why I mainly fantasize about women taking advantage of me as well. And that this fantasy started way before I ever experienced trauma from men etc. So it's probably because I had issues with internalized homophobia as a kid/teen. I never confronted it as an issue because no woman ever hurt me irl and no woman ever took advantage of me irl. My relationships to women and the sex I had with them has always been healthy. Even though I fantasize and long for something less healthy sometimes. The older I get the more I think I should maybe work through that? Luckily the things I fantasize about are way less bad than what I had on my mind when I really loathed myself for being ssa/gnc/etc. But I feel like a hypocrite sometimes when I argue against kink culture and bdsm while theoretically still being very much okay with the thought of a woman taking advantage of me. It's gotten better over the years automatically as I got rid of some self hatred and internalised homophobia but I never addressed it as an issue. Despite it probably being one
Well, I can't to your own experiences but I will say that that phase in my life also came from some level of low self worth. Not being conventionally attractive growing up, I had the desire to be "so desired" that etc etc. So I didn't really feel that I "deserved" to be taken advantage of, but I twisted it as the ultimate form of attraction. Lesbian, bi, or straight, we all live in the same culture and my thoughts were not formed or influenced outside of it.
I think it was also that thing a lot of people do about lessening the extent of things within the context of women/wlw relationships. Abuse is bad, but it's not so bad if it's a woman doing it to you (false). Rape can be traumatizing, but if it was a woman I might actually enjoy it since the threat of extreme pain, callousness, and being killed are removed from the equation (false). When I slightly conceded to my sexuality, I was also in the thick of a porn addiction in high school. So I associated my sexuality with men, as if liking women is a manly trait.
It's a thick web of self realization and societal norms and implications. I think if you were going to work through it, I would urge you to both take it slow and allow yourself to consider the most uncomfortable of implications regarding your fantasies. To be clear: YOU are NOT a bad person for having these thoughts. You are a piece in the system as much as anyone else and its influence is woven into everything.
I made that post because I never realized how many other ssa women had this happen to them as well, and I think the fact that that one post sent you into a spiral means that it is worth not necessarily normalizing, but acknowledging and working through as a community so that other women can either skip over it or know how to combat it when those feelings arise.
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a bit vent-ish, but....am I the only one who hates it when people demonize Elliot Ludwig or the prototype as this cruel character??😭😭😭
Like, Elliot LOVED making the kiddos happy, so why would he be the one in charge of the experiments?
And the prototype literally SAVED A KID AND SACRIFICED HIS ONLY CHANCE AT FREEDOM IN THE PROCESS-
Ngl I wasnt immune to the Prototype/Elliot Ludwig slander UNTIL I saw some amazing analysis posts made by @/lassieposting about the little we have of him as a character, and then I felt silly for not realizing that sooner. And I feel you so much! Altho I believe the actual game will make Elliot Ludwig to be an evil hypocrite who doesn't actually care for kids, I much prefer the idea of him being yet ANOTHER victim to corporate greed. Idk! I think it just ties so well! Not even those on top are immune to the evils of greed!
AND THE PROTOTYPE SAVING THEO, SACRIFICING HIS OWN ESCAPE IN THE PROCESS? LIKE? HELLO? WHY WASN'T THIS IN THE GAME MORE? ITS JUST FANTASTIC CHARACTERIZATION AND GIVES SO MUCH TO WORK WITH REGARDING HORROR AND TRAGEDY. WHY IS THE GAME LIKE THIS. ARGH.
Im with you, Anon, I dont like it when people demonize him 💔
#poppy playtime#ask tag#elliot ludwig#the prototype#experiment 1006#its the same thing as demonizing catnap to me#they're both victims who did bad things! they arent one dimensional villains!
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