#hyper ventilating/sobbing

[125storejuice]

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[stattikdemon]

Echos of a Dream - Request (Alastor x Reader)

Good morning my dear sinners

Today I bring you a request a friend of mine asked me to write. She gave me permission to post it, but due to the heavy themes, I don't feel comfortable tagging them

I hope you like it 🥰

TW: mentions of abortion, spontaneous abortion, mentions of self harm, mentions of suicide, depression

You looked at the kitchen calendar, some days were marked with a red pen and a few scribbles on some days. You counted again and again, just to make sure you were right. Alastor entered the kitchen and heard you mumbling to yourself - "Something wrong, my dear?" - his grin wide as always as he started to prepare breakfast. "I'm late..." - you answered, barely a whisper.

You heard a slight record scratch. Alastor put down the knife he was using and came closer to you. "Are you sure, darling?" - he hugged you from behind, his arms wrapping around your belly protectively. "Yeah, I counted 10 times now, I'm definitely late." - you were starting to hyper-ventilate, but Alastor turned you around and placed his forehead in yours. "Now, now, my dear... take a deep breath for me, would you? Let’s just do the test first, alright?" - he took a deep breath and waited for you to follow. Deep breath in. Deep breath out. Deep breath in. And with a last shaky breath out, you nodded - "Okay...". He guided you to the bathroom, and you took a test out of the cabinet, opening it with shaky hands. He put his hands on yours softly - "My love, do you need a hand?". You nodded, tears started to pool in your eyes, but you didn't let them fall, not now. "Do you want me to stay, my dear? Just say the word, and I’ll be right here with you." - he was still grabbing your hands. You nodded again, and he led you to the toilet, still grabbing your hand but turning around as you took the test. You let go of his hand to clean yourself and the test before heading to the living room.

You turned the test upside down so you couldn't see it, before sitting down next to Alastor and cuddling with him, trying your hardest not to cry. He petted your back, his nails on your skin soothing you as you waited for the longest 3 minutes of your life. The seconds on the clock were ticking louder and louder in your head as you counted. 30, 31, 32... The time was so slow, you were holding Alastor’s hand, you just wanted the wait to be over. 120, 121, 122... The ticking was so loud, you grabbed his shirt, and you snuggled even more on his chest, looking for a way to muffle the sound. 178, 179, 180... You couldn't move, the fear paralyzing you. Alastor stroked your hair and kissed your head - "Sha, do you want me to grab it?". You nodded, and he summoned one of his tendrils to carefully grab the test and took hold of it without flipping it. "Are you ready?" - you nodded, turning your head to see the test. He carefully flipped it, and you both saw the result.

You couldn't take it anymore, and the tears started falling heavily down your face. One faint line and another half visible. Not another one... Another pregnancy down the drain just like that... You took the test from his hand and threw it away from you, your vision completely clouded by your tears. "My love..." - Alastor tried to comfort you, but you swat him away. "No! I'm done! Just leave me alone!" - you raised your voice and stormed to your room, locking the door behind you. You stumbled in the dark to your bed and cried, your sobs muffled by your pillow. You hear a knock on the door - "My love, don’t feel bad. We knew this would be tough... but don’t give up now, please." - he tried to calm you. "Just leave me alone!" - you spoke louder than you wanted, practically screaming at him. You hear him sigh and turn away. A few seconds later, you hear keys jiggling and the front door opening and closing. You screamed into your pillow, the tears even heavier now. You were alone, you were worthless, and now even your husband felt the same. You thought about getting the kitchen knife, you really did. You just wanted to end this. All this suffering. You wanted to get up, but your legs weren't letting you. Your body felt like lead, and you just couldn't move anymore. And so you cried... You cried until you fell asleep.

Your eyes felt heavy and stinged, your eyelids refusing to open. But you managed to open them anyway and looked around in shock. The sight in front of you was magical. Alastor was resting by your side, above your bed he had placed some LED strings, making the room dim but enough for you to see and not hurt your eyes. Then you noticed that your pillow was no longer covered in tears but was fully dry, and new sheets were covering you, alongside your favorite blanket. You looked at your bedside table and noticed a few water bottles and your favorite snacks. You tried to get up, but Alastor wrapped his arm around you - "Don’t trouble yourself, my dear. I’ll get it for you." - and he grabbed one of the bottles with his magic while helping you to sit up. He twisted the cap and handed you the bottle, and you took small sips at a time. You had no idea how thirsty you were until you started drinking, and you finished almost the whole bottle before your stomach growled. You looked at the clock and remembered that you hadn't taken breakfast or had lunch, and it was almost dinner time already. You reached for your favorite cookies and started eating slowly, trying not to look Alastor in the eyes. But you couldn't take it anymore, and the tears started falling down your face again. You couldn't control them, their weight was too great for you to stop them on your own.

Alastor let you eat a few more cookies before softly taking the package out of your hands and putting it back on your bedside table. He grabbed you and pressed you closer to his chest, you didn't try to hide your sobs now. He just held you close to his chest, his heartbeat was soothing you. You feel a few drops falling on your head, and although he wanted to be strong for you, you knew that deep down he was as devastated as you, and he couldn't help but let a few tears drop from his eyes. You felt completely useless now, your sobs stopped, and you felt your will to live slowly flickering away. The strongest person you knew, your rock, the person you knew you could lean on for everything, was now breaking because of you. "I'm so useless..." - you said, barely a whisper. "Oh, please, don’t say that, my love..." - he tried to hold you closer, but you just unwrapped yourself from his arms and laid down facing away from him. "Why are you still with me? I'm a good for nothing. I can't do anything right, and this is all my fault..." - the tears started to run down your face again, and you started to sob. You felt him shifting and lying down next to you, his arms wrapping around you, bringing you closer to him.

He held you tight, and although you tried to free yourself from his arms, he didn't let you this time. "Turn to me, my love... please, won’t you?" - he pleaded with you. You took a deep breath and turned slowly to him, slowly raising your eyes so you'd look at him. He looked at you softly and caressed your cheek. You couldn't believe how much love was behind this man's eyes, the way he was showing his feelings for you, no mask, no filters, just pure unconditional love. How were you so lucky to be married to this man, when you were so useless. "You are not useless, my dear. I never believed that for a moment. To answer your question: I’m with you because I love you, and I vowed to stand by your side for all eternity—through the good times and the bad. And I intend to keep that promise, no matter what." - he softly kissed your forehead - "And if I'm not mistaken, you made the same promise, did you not?" - he looked at you with a slight smile. You just nodded, not knowing where he was going with this. "Then let me help you through this. We’re in this together, and we both knew how difficult it would be. But I’m here, and I’m not leaving you. I don’t want us to face this alone. Let’s do it together, shall we?" - he smiled softly at you, making you giggle lightly. "Deal..." - you answered, kissing him softly.

"Alastor! I need help!" - you pleaded from the other room. Alastor came to your side almost running - "What is it, my dear?" - he looked at you top to bottom to see if you were injured. "I need to pee, and I can't get up from the couch, I'm too big." - you raised your arms like a baby and looked at him with big doe eyes. He chuckled and helped you up, bringing you closer and caressing your big belly. "You, my love, are just perfect."  he said before pulling you closer to a passionate kiss, which you broke and walked fast to the bathroom. "Sorry, I need to pee!" - you shouted while running to the bathroom and closing the door behind you. Alastor chuckled at your theatrics before heading back to the kitchen to finish making lunch.

[woso-dreamzzz]

Bear getting fake arrested when she has a tantrum and actually thinking she’s going to jail and breaking out in hyper ventilating sobs and begging Keira and Lucy not to send her away and Keira’s all like look what you’ve done now as she tries to soothe bear

Lucy: *also in tears* I'm sorry!

Keira: Then unarrest her! Set her free! Freedom for Bear!

[caspersickfanfics]

*busts door open* IM BACK

I’m not gonna be too weird about this but- ironically- today was a day of much crying, and from that I was re-reminded of few things that got me thinking about the other nights rants so I have just a few more considerations~

again- not necessarily a fit for the current fic situation BUT. Types of crying. I feel like Cyno really doesn’t cry much at all. And maybe this was a given lol but I wanna talk about it anyways 😭

He’s just that kind of person and I feel like that tracks with canon. Even if he isn’t bottling up emotions, like if he’s sad and he’s letting himself feel sad, even then he may not cry that much. but if he is crying- or sobbing due to fever-addled hysteria- it’s him doing everything he can to keep it quite. Like muffled sobs, or just tears spilling uncontrollably, and so much, sniffing. That kind of crying you get when you just can’t stop crying even if you really want too. Maybe because it’s so stifled it lands in his body, so he’s stiff, or hunched or shaking a little. And! I feel like it’s so much easier to slip into hyper ventilation when you’re not breathing cuz you’re trying to hold back tears.

I think under Tighnaris care and comfort he’d be a bit more vocal? Maybe? Or!! Or when it gets really bad and he can no longer help it that’s when his sobs sound like, well, sobs. And that’s new territory for nari and cyno both. I think Tighnari would need some serious comfort after all this himself because it’s scary seeing your partner in so much distress even if you know they are okay and kinda just out of it.

I think cyno would try really really hard to communicate well, but he’s struggling cuz he’s sick enough and emotional enough that he’s not quite making the most sense? He’s stumbling over his words and he’s not quite sure how to explain what hurts and in what way- But he knows that he’s worrying nari and so he’ll try his damndest to make sense, and at the very least be honest. Maybe not at first but once they settle into his recovery I think he’d try 🥺

I also was thinking about more comical things Cyno would get upset over? Idk if it’s the vibe at all lol, but if his fever is high enough or if say the meds he’s on add to the loopy ness, I can picture him being very very distraught over just how *pretty* nari is. Maybe not full on crying but I can see him just starting and pouting cuz his partner is just…too perfect??? And if anything happened to him what would he do??? His EARS!! They are so soft- and he falls apart

idk these aren’t as fun as the ones from the other day but oh well lol 😑

WELCOME BACK AHH!!! I'm sorry you had a crying day and I'm sorry to post this so late when you sent it ages ago!!!!!!!! I hope you're feeling better now and if not, I'm sending you all the hugs!!!

This ask has me in a chokehold because I do think about characters crying a lot and I agree with you I don't think Cyno cries much at all. Even though I want to make him cry all the time LOL. Honestly though him and Tighnari both, especially in the canon world, I really have trouble picturing them crying.

100% agree that Cyno would be pretty quiet. My instinct was that he cries without realizing it and that's why he's quiet but I am now obsessed with your (paraphrased) "he is quiet on purpose which can lead to hyperventilating" like. Yes. And that progression to sobbing is really intriguing, definitely seems like something I'd like to explore if I can work it in somewhere!!!

I also headcanon Cyno as being very honest with Tighnari! I could see him downplaying stuff unintentionally - like, he's always a little banged up, so he brushes off discomfort without a second thought sometimes. And he might initially resist Tighnari urging him to look a bit more closely at that, but he'll cave eventually.

I also could definitely see Tighnari having a hard time with Cyno really crying, depending on the situation............ and at the same time I could see him actually being reassured by it. Like, finally, Cyno's letting himself being completely open. Finally he's letting himself be honest and feel things fully. But also Tighnari is going to frequently check his temperature to make sure it's not gotten to a dangerous place to be causing this. And freaking!! Absolutely to Cyno crying over how pretty Nari is and how much he loves his ears/tail/claws/etc. Maybe apologizing for "springing Collei on him" all those years ago and Tighnari is laughing because, like, he adores Collei and is so glad Cyno brought her to him.

I've also been thinking about Tighnari and crying. I picture him as a nonchalant but infrequent crier. Maybe some anxious/frustrated crying in extreme situations, but generally if things aren't going well, he compartmentalizes to figure out a solution. If something is upsetting to him and it's really shocking, maybe he'll shed a few tears without realizing, but then he'll wipe them away and do what needs to be done. If he's in a lot of pain, he'll cry but be really reassuring ("It just hurts a little, don't worry. Could you possibly help wrap this? My hands are a bit unsteady" tears running down his face) to anyone who's around the whole time, while treating his injury if he can. And... I think if he finds out someone he really cares about had something bad happen to them, he'd respond with rage. Even, like, Collei with her Eleazar - if anything worse had happened to her, I don't think his initial response would've been to cry. It would've been "I'm going to fucking murder who or what ever caused this disease." And then when things calm down he'd go to his hut, hide under the covers, curl up into a ball and sob.

Hm. I dunno if you've picked up on this by how much I wrote but. Personally..... I think this was just as fun as your previous asks sdjkfsdjksfj thank you so much for sending ittttt ily <333

[mystk]

Comfort in pain

Soft!Muzan x Soft!S/O

TW; Nightmares, panic attack??

SFW

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Not my best work 😢😢

Muzan woke up in a cold sweat, bolting upright with a gasp,"Fuck, fuck.." he hissed under his breath, choking back a sob as the oppressive fear slowly melted away.

He was in bed, safe.

He sighed, reaching out to hug his lover, only for another wave of pure panic to wash over him as he made contact with blankets instead of flesh.

Distantly he was aware he was hyper-ventilating, scanning the room to find them.

The creaky bedroom door opened, snapping Muzan out of his paralyzed state as he snarled at the intruder, lips curled back to reveal his teeth.

"Muzan?" He groaned at the familiar voice, falling back against the mattress, "Fucking bastard."

The bed dips on one side as ?? Sat down, "You good?" Muzan grunted in response. "Scared me."

A warm hand cupping his face was all Muzan needed to calm down, leaning into the touch as he sat up, half-crawling half dragging himself into ???'s lap, burying his face in their shoulder.

"Nightmare?" Muzan didn't respond, pressing his face into the crook of their neck and sighing.

"Just- hold me." ??? Didn't argue with the request, wrapping an arm around Muzan, "I'm here whenever you want to talk about it."

"I know." Muzan replied, yawning.

#out of motivation 😢

[bix-bom]

Marble Roomies AU Lore !!

The guys didnt go through everything with The Operator, but they have the feeling that they did.

Let me explain:

So the guys went through everything in a different timeline, they see all of the stuff happen as memories they didnt actually make or as dreams/nightmares that feel too real. They sometimes get flashes of memories in different places or while doing different things, like an extreme sense of deja vu.

Some scenarios where this has happened:

One day, the guys were all over at Alex's place cleaning and packing. They just bought the house they now live in and Alex was the first one to move in after they cleaned and redid the whole place. Tim was grabbing some open boxes and came across the mask. He knew it was probably just from some project Alex had to do for a thesis or something, but as he looked at it he started to have a panic attack. He dropped the box and shakily held the mask, memories he didnt even know he had clouding his brain. He fell to the floor and sat shaking, sobbing,  and hyper ventilating. Jay heard the commotion and ran into the room, the others following not far behind him. Jay grabbed the mask from Tim and grabbed his arms, trying to get him to explain whats happening. After everything calmed down, they all sat in the room together silently. The mask sat on the floor in the middle of the room where Jay threw it. Nobody knew what the mask was from, besides Alex but he just knew it as the mask from a past project for school. They all felt uncontrollable fear, sadness, anger, everything. They all knew what it was, but they didnt actually know, it was their memories but not theirs. Theirs from a different world, different timeline, one thats still linked to them somehow. This left the guys shaken up, and for some reason Jay felt the strong urge to call Jessica and make sure shes ok. Apparently she had a lot of anxiety all of a sudden at the same time that they did, weird coincidence huh? They all agree to take a break and ask Jessica if she wants to go out to eat together and she accepts happily. They go to a small diner that they hang out at pretty regularly and talk, though there are times when everyone got quiet and it was the type of quiet that hung heavy in the air and invaded everyones lungs like a thick smoke. As soon as everyone got back to Alex's place, they threw the mask out. Or at least they swear they did, but it was in the back of Tims trunk somehow. They all threw it away together? So why is it back?

Another instance was when the guys were hanging out late at night in Tims place. His stuff was only half packed up so they decided to stay the night so they could get to work when they woke up. Tim was a little off the whole day and nobody thought anything of it. At some point during the night everyone got pretty open. They all talked about random things, things that frustrated them, things that hurt them, things they love, reminiscing the past.They never did this often, but when it happened it helped them feel more human to eachother and bond. It was especially weird for Brian or Alex to say anything but that night they did. Maybe everyone was feeling emotional because of the house change, the progression of time hitting them harder now than ever. Maybe they'll have these nights more often when they all move in together. Some time during that night, Tim became silent. After a depe conversation between Jay, Alex, and Brian about their fears for the future and how they wish the past was different, they notice how quiet Tim is. Brian asks first whats wrong and Tim hesitates before finally speaking. He tells them about these visions, these memories that he doesnt remember doing, this tall pale monster, the murder and hurt between all of the guys. Everyone sat stunned and silent and Tim poured his heart out. Finally, he told them about his childhood in the hospital, his schizophrenia, and how even with his medication he gets very vivid episodes and sees the Operator. After he finished, the guys slowly agreed that they've also had these visions and they dont think its only Tims schizophrenia. They all told eachother about the things they've been experiencing and all of their theories. Maybe they all had schizophrenia by some freak coincidence? Maybe they all have some sort of shared delusion? Maybe they all shared this experience in a past life? Maybe they are all on the brink of time together, living a life they shouldnt have, they accidentally went in the other direction of the timeline? Who knows. But what they do know is that they all feel a little closer, a little more seen, and are willing to take on whatever they are going through together.

Ill def do more of these in the future but if you guys have any ideas for any, send them in! Doesnt have to be angst it could be literally anything. Also doesnt have to be just my au it could be normal mh, creepypasta, slenderverse, or whatever other arg! Thanksssss <3

[aceofwonders]

the image of emyr dissociating with fire reflecting in his good eye....which turns into him hyper ventilating and sobbing "I'm sorry" over and over again upon three failed wisdom saves (the visions of anita getting worse and worse)

[screwzara]

LDF AU, p4 a Truth

Boboiboy was devastated when Aliya died. She was his aunt, he loved her so much, but he never really thought about how she died.

He was so wrapped up in his grief, taking care of Ali, and making sure Auntie Liya wasn't forgotten, that he never thought how odd it was that she died in a car accident.

She wasn't a bad driver, always followed the rules and never broken them. Of course being a good driver didn't mean she wouldn't get into an accident, bbb would think about this fact then put into a box because he’s got too much stuff to deal with.

If her car wasn't in the shop. It had broken down a few days ago, forcing Aliya to carpool with her co-workers or take the train. Auntie Aliya was the only one dead, or hurt, but she couldn't have been the only one in the car.

Also, there wasn't a report of any car accident the day she died, and considering the road she took were heavily used, an accident should've been on the news, but there was no news at all, almost like someone was trying to make sure it wasn't on the news.

His parents were relieved, Uncle Zali was already a bit famous, and they didn't want any attention on the young mourning kids.

So to make it simple, Bbb knows he has a lot of trauma regarding Auntie Liya's death, being scared of going into cars the year she died, worrying that his parents might die, stuff like that. He thought he had closure, he thought her death was unexpected but not horrible. She didn't look hurt, when they buried her, he almost started bawling because it looked like she was sleeping, and the fact she wasn't hurt so bad. But he was so glad she didn't die in pain.

Looking back almost ten years later bbb realises that there were a lot of things he didn't know.

And a lot more emotions.

Because he's 90 percent sure he's having a panic attack.

When Ali first told him what happened with Nicki, and the MAYOR OF CYBERAYA, he was feeling too many things to really process that Aunty died like that.

His adik, was practically being taken advantage of by not one but two adults

Not to mention the fact he almost got killed because of them, which is also a fact he's probably going to have a panic attack about later.

They say in the middle of the fight with the adrenaline pumping you can't feel yourself loose a limb, it's what happens later that hurts like hell.

They're right, because he’s certainly feeling the pain of the fact that Aunty Liya died saving Cyberaya because of some stupid old man's ego, and her misguided former best friend, and her family thought, no were told, she died in a car accident of all things.

He can't breath, he think with a hysteria he hasnt felt in almosta year. He's had panic attacks before, after a hard fight, or just reaching his limit after a horrid day, but this one takes the cake.

He grips the sink the tightly, and tries to count to ten. It works with varying degrees of success.

Eventually his knees buckle and he's hyper ventilating on a cold bathroom floor in the middle of night, the tears start slipping down his face and bbb, so, so tired, just stops all notions of trying to stay calm, and sobs.

Ironically, he hasn't cried this much since he found out, incorrectly, how Aunty Aliya died

I'M CRYING OMG-

U, sweet anon, have graced me with more angst to burn my already bleeding heart to ashes

*screams* i might make bbb go against M.A.T.A in the form of very very inconveniencing pranks to get back at them-

Plus he'll most definitely try to pummel someone at this point

[phantomdecibel]

Finished s4 and good GOD. They put their entire magussies into that! Which is the second time I’ve used that joke but they deserve it because *CHRIST* DUDE!

God, I can’t believe the finale was a fucking THREE PARTER and no one told me! Hot fucking damn. Holy shit. Hyper ventilating screaming kicking.

…do I want to know what a ‘magussie’ is–

HELL yeah it’s so fucking g o o d –

The way Jon was laugh/sobbing in despair was just… *chefs kiss* muwAH. Amazing. Also the infamous “hello Jon sorry for the deception” XD

(good cows!! Good Cows!!!!!!)

[quitealotofsodapop]

[I feel like an entity that could help Akino and Carmela in this instance would be Kṣitigarbha, the bodisattva of Hell, and owner of Diting (the dog who could tell SWK and LEM apart). His big thing is relieving those in the underworld of torment and suffering. I could see him bargaining with the Ten Kings or King Yanlou/Yama to let Carmela's soul leave the afterlife with Akino, less the demoness wreck havoc upon the Underworld in her grief and vengance.]

Wait.. what if..

When Akino, Macaque and a few other family members visit Diyu, Kṣitigarbha offers Carmela to Akino and Carmela is holding a small ball of energy that was meant to be their kid?

What would the reaction of the elders (great-grandparents, grandparents, ECT) when they see Carmela holding the small ball of energy?

JAHAJSB angst /pos

sequel to this post. Character death tw for it too.

Akino sees the little soul-ball in Carmela's arms. Pauses. Blinks.

And breaks down *sobbing*.

Multiple family members + Carmela's soul are required to bring Akino out of her hyper-ventilating. Diting probably even gets in for some dog comforting.

The elders are similarily shocked/grieving, especially PIF (who I hc has lost a pregnancy before) who rushes forward to hug Carmela and Akino both. This accidentally proves to Akino that her high-standard great-grandma really does approve of their relationship to some extent. Some of the elders are sad but understanding, not every new soul makes the full journey the first time.

Once everyone leaves the Underworld (Ox-Head and Horse-Face acting as escorts), the little soul ball just sorta... disappears. Carmela and Akino have a long night of crying and talking once they get home.

A few days later Carmela notices that her symptoms havent changed from since before her trip into the underworld... and starts yelling excitedly for Akino to get her a certain test.

I hope you like the little extra happy I added at the end /pos

[doctorguilty]

Hhh pt 3

I also had a full blown panic attack this morning like sobbing and hyper ventilating and almost screaming and stuff, not for any specific reason I just got hit with a sudden wave of incapacitatingly terrible feelings, I had to take ativan to calm down and go to sleep

So anyway yeah just. The nightmare doesn't end

[despair-to-future-arcs]

Yeah, me too.

I wanted what happened...

Yeah, I gotta see how bad it was-!

Hu-Huh?! What the hell!

*Naoyuki came across a scene that had blood around the area, some people were in the med bay and one person who was tied up, look to be hyper ventilating which one girl had a hold of him as they were tied up*

WOUNDED ADULT: I-I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry... I just saw on-one of those... one of... one of those demons and I panic, I...I re-really didn't mean to, I didn't...!

I know, I know you didn't mean to but still you almost attempted to harm someone's kid, we need to have you hold still until Naoyuki gets here...

I'm here Akeru, everything good?

Oh, Naoyuki! Seems your here! Ye-Yes, seems that one of the adults was going out grocery shopping to get supplies and then they saw a kid and nearly attack them so I had to step in and get them away...

Th-They started to calm down but things got violent and it ended up with some people requiring medical attention, so some of them might be hurt.

I see... okay thanks for telling me, I'll speak with them...

*Naoyuki walks over and kneeling down at the gagged adult*

Hey there, from what Akeru told me; it seems you had nearly attacked someone, right?

WOUNDED ADULT: I-I know and I'm so-sorry... I just... I saw a kid and I fucking panic, I...I thought they were going to attack me...!

I know but they weren't going to and I'm sorry that I couldn't be here but here's the thing...

They aren't connected to Monaca Towa or the Warriors of Hope, they are just kids spending time with their parents, they got nothing to do with Towa City so just breath, okay? Just calm down or should we wait until you got a hold of yourself...

WOUNDED ADULT: I...I...I rather wait until I got a hold of myself...

Kay, got it - if you need anything then inform one of them to untie you, got it?

WOUNDED ADULT: Ye-Yes... I will... I'm s-so sorry...! *starts sobbing*

Right, one of you keep an eye on this one - I need to check something...

ADULT: Okay, I'll do that...

Thanks, if you need me - I'll be in my office! *Naoyuki and Akeru walks away*

Well... at least that calm them down, thank goodness...

And for the record, you really should hurry up more; I had to nearly resort to nearly snapping that guy's arm off, you are aware of that, right?

I know, was just at a meeting so sorry it took a while, anyway I'm back now and we can finally get an update.

[saltynsassy31]

FUCK FUCK

It's 00:47 and I'm sobbing my eyes out cuz my parents snores are too loud

We got home super late so I decided to try and jump straight to bed before they did

But they still went to sleep faster than me and UGH

I can sleep through most noises, why is this bothering me so much???? I start to doze off, about to sleep and then the snore suddenly gets loud and snaps me awake

I'm freaking out I have to go to the clinic at 7am

I can't stop crying why is it so loud to me? Why am I so sensitive to it? Nothing I do helps I can't I'm actually just loosing it

I spent so long just hyper ventilating I want to go to sleep I'm so tired I just want to sleep bit every time I do the snore gets louder I can't stop crying this is awful I want to sleep so badly I'm so fucking tired I can barely see me typing I can't I can't make it stop please just make them stop!

[toystorylover]

dream diary: dream 4 (part4/2)

Kinda gory ig....

I looked over and noticed, my other ferret walking in. Her name was rose. I watched as she slowly walked in, i was horrified. She was the ferret that I held in my arms when she died...in the real world...

I reached my hand out, trying to grab her before the dogs could, but then a golden retriever scoops her up and bites her in half. The blood splattered everywhere.

I fell back onto my knees, holding matthias's dead corpse. I was crying and crying saying "STOP STOP PLEASEE" practically begging them to stop it.

The dog chewed and chewed and then spat her out. I reached for her corpse and held both of my dear pets tightly. I cried and cried and cried. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry.." I sobbed.

I realized something..This house has appeared in my dreams before...My tears dropped one by one as I thought about how it was all my fault...All..MY...Fault...I hugged matthias and rose's corpses tighter as my vision distorted and became swirly.

I woke up, hyper-ventilating with tears coming down my eyes, my face burned and my chest hurt. When I finally calmed down, I got ready for the day and pretended it never happened....

[blueboyluca]

We are all doing ok this morning

[tookalittlejourneytotheunknown]

hey everyone ya boi is single again (and trying and failing to hold it together rn)