#hunt athalar headcanon

[danikamariewrites]

Hello, could you do the"reader who wears skirts and thigh higs" with the crescent city Boys? 🥺💗

CC Boys Reacting to you in a skirt and thigh highs 👀

A/n: I can’t believe I didn’t think of them immediately after I wrote the batboys one

Warnings: some smutty thoughts hehehe

Ruhn

You’d be dressed up in your cute lil outfit for a party

when you come downstairs Ruhn is shook. He cannot take his eyes off you

He’s constantly winking at you while he’s playing games with the boys

And when he finally dances with you, you tease the shit out of him

When has enough Ruhn pulls you upstairs and sits you on his face

Flynn

It would be the same situation as with Ruhn

You’d show up to the house with intention of teasing him all night until he snapped

You exaggerate your hip movements and are super touchy with him but pull away at the last second

When Flynn finally snaps it’s when you hand him a drink while he’s sitting on the couch

You straddle him and he just hands the drink to Dec and takes you to his bedroom

Hunt

Hunt would be sitting on the couch watching a Sunball game waiting for you to be ready for date night

When you stand in front of the TV Hunt finally notices you and his eyes look like they’re about to fall out of his head

“Do I look good?” And you do a lil spin for him. You know you look good you just like being cute with him

All through dinner and dessert he can’t focus bc you’re playfully kicking his feet under the table

When he flys you home he flys fast and practically breaks down the apartment door

You two don’t make it to the bed and he just takes you on the couch

Tharion

Tharion calls Bryce legs so we all know he’s obsessed with your legs

You’re just in something casual nothing too fancy for the middle of the day when you meet him by the Istros

As you walk and lounge in the sun Tharion can’t keep his eyes off you

He eventually pulls you onto his lap rubbing his hand up and down your thigh as you lightly kiss his neck

Ithan

I think Ithan would show the most self restraint

He’d pretend that you weren’t distracting him at all. Nope not one bit.

Then Ithan would see you doing something so normal like just talking with your friend and you look so perfect and happy

And he just takes you and comes up behind you, wrapping his arms around you kissing your neck, holding you close to him

[witchthewriter]

𝐁𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐑𝐮𝐡𝐧 𝐃𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐚𝐧'𝐬 𝐌𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐝𝐞

⤷ gender neutral and any size reader. Requests are open, thank you for reading!

ᴹᵃˢᵗᵉʳˡᶤˢᵗ | ᴹᵃˢᵗᵉʳˡᶤˢᵗ ᴵᴵ

ISTP/ISFP

Gryffindor

Chaotic Good

Scorpio Sun, Aries Moon, Aquarius Rising

𝑺𝑭𝑾🌿

・You know when you meet someone, and you don't have to force your personality to fit into some kind of shape?

・That's what happened with you and Ruhn

・Ever since you met, there was a spark. You were both curious about each other.

・You were drawn into the way he looked. Not many fae tattooed themselves from nearly head to toe, or had so many piercings

・It made your heart beat faster and faster

・You knew you were attracted to him

・And he made you laugh within minutes

・But you didn't want to give him the satisfaction

・So, the one thing that has stayed throughout your relationship is the goddamn bickering. Which really is just another form of banter.

・This has caused a lot of angst between the two of you.

・But you both knew it was pure play. Flirting. Humour. Banter.

・Everything changed when you had a panic attack in front of him. You were so embarrassed. But the way he held you, cupping your face, moving your hair behind your ears, wiping away the tears.

・His purple eyes bore into your own and you felt instantly calmer.

・From that day on you thanked The Maker. Because staring into his eyes - something clicked. Like a piece was perfectly placed; one you never knew you were missing.

・Making you blush is one of his favourite hobbies. Seeing you duck your head, cover your face or roll your eyes makes his day.

・Very protective; is able to stop himself from taking a swing at the asshole. He's more of a rip him to shreds verbally and then wrap an arm around your shoulder and walk away.

・But don't think he won't get physical over you. Because Ruhn definitely will.

・Would rather take your last name when you get married - his holds too many bad memories

・He knows his smirk makes you weak in the knees but when you brush over his bare skin, he nearly gets on his own knees to worship you

・Would walk to the ends of the earth to find you. There's nothing Ruhn would not do for you. Kill, maim, avenge, even die for you.

𝑹𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒔

Tough on the Outside, Soft on the Inside (Ruhn) x The Top (You)

Overly arrogant, flirty (Ruhn) x Pretends To Be Unfazed, But Is Dying On The Inside (You)

“Shut Up” x “Make Me”

𝑹��𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒄 𝑷𝒍𝒐𝒕 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒆

Intertwined Destinies

𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒆 𝑺𝒐𝒏𝒈

Fire In The Water by Feist

Blood Moon by John Lunn & Eivor

The Lure by The Weeknd

𝑁𝑆𝐹𝑊 🔞

・Every time with him is hot and heavy; it's hard to breathe when you're both in the mood. It's as if the world doesn't exist and all you can do is be in one another's arms

・You're both as dominant as each other, but when you tease him, gods help you. He'll have you bent over any flat surface, taking you from behind.

・Definitely an ass slapper.

・Growls in your ear both in the bedroom and in public

・Something turns primal in him whenever he's with you. Sometimes it feels like he's a hairs breath away from completely ravishing you

・Ruhn is definitely one to keep a naughty polaroid of you

・At times you think you're both insatiable; no matter how many times either of you cum, nothing is good enough.

・As Mates it's easy to explain. Your souls were made for one another, and so is your biology. Therefore, you both have high fucking sex drives.

・You're obsessed with Ruhn's hands and he knows it. Large, veiny and usually with a few rings. He rests his hand on your thigh, and will slowly move it closer and closer to your core - no matter who is around

・His cock is 8 inches when hard, veined, 3cm in girth. Circumcised; when he's horny the tip is a dark weepy red and when after orgasm it's slightly darker.

・As much as he can be serious and passionate, Ruhn also loves when you two can be silly while having sex. Talking about your day, or laughing when you two almost fall off the bed.

・The first time you had sex, Ruhn didn't last as long as he usually does. He was a whiny, whimpering mess, head in the crook of your neck, pumping in and out of you relentlessly.

・It was like fucking for the first time.

・Nothing compared to being with the person you were supposed to be with.

・Ruhn couldn't stop kissing you, and not just your lips. His favourite part was behind your ear. Trailing hot breathy kisses down to your neck.

・He apologised, but it didn't mean he was done. It just meant there was more natural lube for you.

[shadowdaddies]

So being sick with covid and being on my period at the same time is not fun so I was wondering if you haven't already done it a sick reader head cannon? With whatever Sarah J. Mass male you want or all of them whatever you want.

ah I'm so sorry you're sick love! covid definitely seems to be making the rounds right now, stay safe and I hope you feel better soon💜

SJM Males When You're Sick Headcanons

ACOTAR

Azriel

⁃ Azriel knows you’re sick before you do

⁃ His shadows wake him up in the night when they hear your sniffled breathing, notice your fever

⁃ He’s up and getting you water and a cool rag, making some tea with medicine from Madja as soon as you are up

⁃ If he has to go anywhere, he leaves his shadows with you to keep him updated on how you’re doing or if you need anything

⁃ He gets you your favorite flowers and a book, which he reads to you as you take a warm bath, the water helping with any congestion 

⁃ Picks out your favorite clothes for you to sleep in, keeping an eye on you while being careful not to pester you too much

Rhys

⁃ Rhys secretly loves the excuse to take care of you

⁃ You usually tease him for using magic to do the smallest things, so he takes every opportunity to make anything you could need appear in an instant. You want warm soup? Right there. Another blanket? Five blankets of various fabrics appear without hardly a thought. 

⁃ You are not leaving the bed. Rhys pushes any meetings or responsibilities he has to stay with you, taking the opportunity as the perfect excuse to spend quality time with you, absolutely spoiling you in every way

Cassian

⁃ Cassian gets anxious, immediately going to Madja for any possible medicine you could need

⁃ He would ask for step by step instructions on how to best care for you while you’re sick, and stick to that routine

⁃ He makes sure to make you food with lots of nutrients to boost your immune system 

⁃ Azriel and Feyre both tell him to calm down and that you just need to rest, so Cassian carries you everywhere. He is undressing you, lifting you into the bathtub, washing your hair…

⁃ And then he discovers how much he likes carrying you everywhere, cradling you to his chest bridal style. It becomes a tough habit for him to break once you’re feeling better

Lucien

⁃ listens to you and what you need

⁃ He’ll do lots of small things, like bringing you a sweet treat or small gift to cheer you up

⁃ Knowing you feel terrible, he consistently tells you how beautiful you look and how lucky he is to be your mate, despite your laughter and protests

⁃ Plans a special night for the two of you once you’re better doing something he knows you love 

Eris

⁃ this sweet baby is on high alert the moment he notices something is wrong

⁃ Once you’ve assured him that no one hurt you, you just aren’t feeling well, he checks you over thoroughly

⁃ He will make sure that you are tended to for everything you could need, assigning various people to give you medicine, cook you whatever meals you like, etc

⁃ But he’ll complain that they’re not doing a sufficient job and take over, halting his duties to take care of you

Throne of Glass

Rowan

⁃ Teases you for getting sick, saying you’re being irresponsible and not taking care of yourself

⁃ But he’ll insist on caring for you, making no sure you get plenty of rest and that no one bothers you with responsibilities

⁃ He’s the perfect one to hold you when you’re sick, his warm body soothing against yours as he wills a gentle, cool wind against your face

Crescent City

Hunt

⁃ he’d hear your small cough when he came in the house and immediately crumble

⁃ He’d rush over to you, asking what hurts and if he can get you anything to drink or eat, ordering your favorite food to be delivered

⁃ He’d pick you up in his lap, bundling you in blankets as he held you close until you fall asleep

⁃ He’d let you watch whatever show you wanted, even if the sunball game was on (but once you’re asleep, sunball is back on the TV)

⁃ Forehead kisses. Constantly. Carrying you into the shower, softly washing your body while he kisses all over your head and shoulders, wherever he can show physical affection

Ruhn

⁃ This cute dumbass would tease you at first, probably ask if you’re hungover 

⁃ Once he realizes you’re sick, he’d go all out. Messaging Flynn and Dec to gather food and medicine for you while he sets you up in your shared room with blankets, pillows, TV, etc

⁃ He lays in bed with you, absentmindedly playing with your hair, watching tv, just to be there if you need anything and so you don’t feel alone

⁃ He’s definitely searching on his phone “will I catch my girlfriend’s sickness if I go down on her?”

[tilseptemberends]

CC Beach Trip (Contains some spoilers for HOFAS)

Hunt: Driving there and back because he doesn't trust anyone else not to crash and kill them all. If Isaiah is coming along he's probably been squished into the back with Ithan despite Hunt trying to get him a better seat.

Bryce: Passenger princess extraordinaire. Neck pillow, feet up on the dash (totally ignoring Hunt who has repeatedly told her to sit properly), hoarding the aux cord because her friends need to be educated about good music.

Tharion: Gave Sathia his headphones once Bryce got ahold of the aux cord. He is using the cooler as a car seat because they were one short and it seemed fun. Once they arrive he spends most of his time chilling on the beach. Until Sathia asks if they can go swimming and then he gets into the water with her, ending with her just attaching herself to his back while he swims around. (He's got a tail in the water so it's cool and fast af)

Sathia: Taking pictures of just about everything. Spent 3 hours the night before making sure her hair dye wouldn't get wrecked by the saltwater and another 2 debating which swimsuit was best. She has a timer set to remind people to refresh their sunscreen and the only one that doesn't listen (Ithan) gets no sympathy when they wake up with wicked sunburns the next day.

Ithan: Fully passed out in the backseat. but once they arrive he's the one who ends up carrying everyone's stuff around. He didn't bring much with him but by the time everyone's ready to leave he's got five bags and several hats and loose sunscreen bottles and wallets. Sathia keeps telling him to put on more sunscreen but he insists he's fine because his sunscreen is really strong and the bottle says it lasts for hours.

Ruhn: Got a different car so he and Lidia could drive with the boys. He has a trunk full of beach game equipment that no one ends up actually using because the boy just want to hang out and swim, and Lidia doesn't know the rules to most of them. (She's willing to learn but most of them require more than 2 players anyway) He spends most of his time keeping Lidia calm and keeping an eye on Ace and Brann.

Lidia: She is trying so hard to not panic any time she loses sight of someone or if someone looks like they're not having a good time. This woman is not built for relaxing but she's trying so damn hard. She wants this to go well so bad, she is willing to sit through every single game rulebook if it means improving the mood. She By the end of the day she's so stressed out and exhausted that she knocks out in the passenger seat of the car and the next morning she is not so subtly probing Ace, Brann, and Ruhn about if they liked the trip or not.

[throneofspicybooks]

I finished HOFAS and have been sporadically crying ever since. Not because the ending was particularly sad, but because I just love the characters and the books so much that it’s like tearing out my soul when I have to say goodbye :/

[azrielsbxtch]

Do you know what’s so great about the similarities between the Brythalar Bonus and Azriel’s Bonus….

These are the most recent Bonus chapters she’s written. Azriel’s for ACOSF and Brythalar’s for HOSAB which came immediately after ACOSF….

It was very much a deliberate decision writing these two bonus chapters and choosing to end both with similar wordings and feelings.

I don’t care what happened in ACOWAR or “fOuR bOOks oF bUilD uP”

These chapters are the most recent things SJM has written and the only ones with relevance as far as I’m concerned.

Acting like SJM doesn’t regularly change up her plotpoints no matter the set up😒Case in point : Moriel

[fieldofdaisiies]

The migraine headcanons for ACOTAR intrigued me. Same prompt for the CC boys?

I think you are referring to @redbleedingrose's migraine headcanons? I am very happy to provide those headcanons for the CC men. If you haven't read the ones from Rose for the bat boys yet, you definitely have to check them out, they were so beautifully written!!!❤️❤️ here we go:

Ruhn

Ruhn will notice very quickly that something is bothering you, that something is hurting you

his alarm bells will go off, because there is hardly anything worse than seeing you hurt

he will make sure the room is completely dark and no light is disturbing you

Ruhn will be quick to rush into the city and get some medicine for you (he obviously has told you to stay in bed as long as he is gone)

once he returns and gives you the medicine, he runs a bath for you,

once the tub is filled with warm water, he picks you up from the bed, carrying you to the bathroom, helping you undress and heaves you into the water

he joins you in the bath, sitting behind you, you sitting between his legs

the starborn prince has wonderful hands, soft palms and slender fingers, and he makes use of them

he will massage your shoulders, trying to ease some of the tension that has built up during the day

of course he has also provided a tea and a glass of water for you beforehand -> you need to stay hydrated of course

and Ruhn will also make sure you drink, "that was only a tiny sip. come on, one more."

once the water cools, Ruhn will help you out of the tub

your migraine has gotten a bit better, but is not yet fully gone

Ruhn helps you dry off, picking out your softest pyjamas and helps you get dressed

once you are done, he will obviously carry you back to bed as you feel dizzy and then cuddle up in bed with you

you rest your head on his chest while Ruhn hums lightly and whispers sweet nothings (very low and calm in order to not trigger anything or hurt you by talking too loudly)

he can only relax once you drift off and fall asleep on his chest

Hunt

oh Hunt, he knows what migraines feel like, having suffered from them all his life

he will definitely immediately darken the room and get some tea for you, "I will be right back, my love."

when he returns with the tea, he will fluff up the pillows so you can sit up in bed and drink your tea

as the pain is so much, tears will leave your eyes which Hunt is quick to catch

once done with the tea, Ruhn spreads his wings and sits back on the bed

he lets you rest your head in his lap, his hand placed on your shoulder and his wing folded over you

he will obviously also tuck you under the bedsheet, providing more warmth and comfort for you

his fingers softly brush through your hair, up and down your neck, over your shoulders, while you two stay in complete silence

only later when the migraine starts to vanish a little will he read to you -> your favourite book, in a low and calm voice until your lids once again feel heavy and you start to fall asleep

Ithan

Ithan will notice immediately that something is off, that your are dealing with a migraine -> it's his wolf instincts

and speaking of wolf, Ithan would shift so he is in his wolf form

but not before providing you with some chicken soup, a herbal tea, a big glass of water and your fluffiest and more comfortable pyjamas

Ithan will snuggle into bed with you, letting you rest your head on his fluffy belly

he will purr softly while you tangle your hand in his fur and practically feel how the vibrations of his belly and the soft purrs ease your headache

his paw with softly stroke up and down your arm

other days when he does not shift, Ithan would pull you to his chest, letting you curl up to him under the sheets

the blinds are closed so no light comes in and hurts you even more

Ithan will be very careful with you, no noises, no quick movements, enough water to keep you hydrated

he will also text all his friends that they have to be calm when they get home in order to not disturb you

he will buy some medicine online, letting it deliver to your flat, so he does not have to leave you alone

but he will tell the delivery man that he has do send a message and should under no circumstance ring the doorbell

once he has helped you take the medicine, all Ithan will do is hold you in his arms, fingers brushing over your skin, until you manage to fall asleep

Tharion

I think Tharion would just take you to the water with him, holding you up while you are lying on your back, the cool water soothing the migraine and your sore and tense muscles

[5sospenguinqueen]

Hunt: We definitely blew Plan A.

Bryce: Time to activate Plan B.

Ruhn: What's Plan B?

Bryce: We don't actually have one yet. But, we have two and a half hours to come up with one.

[artisticallyalexis]

Headcanon event, after Hunt is freed Ruhn and him go on a side quest together to the tattoo parlor. Ruhn explains how tattoos make him feel in control of his life and choices; Hunt decided then and there to get his ears pierced (he isn't keen on donning another tattoo just yet), one of his first bodily choices as a free angel. 

[shallyne]

Hunt showing Feyre and Rowan technology and video games and phones while Bryce shows Rhys and Aelin guns

[fantasymindpalace]

ever since i learned bryce was a dancer, my headcanon was that bryce is a stripper. just imagine the possibilities:

-bryce telling hunt that her abnormal wealth is from dancing to hide who her father is

-bryce telling hunt to wait on the roof of the club, and he does, until one night it gets too rowdy inside and he goes in and sees her dancing for the first time

-hunt jealous but also amazed at her talent

-hunt secretly wanting a lap dance but he’s “on the clock”

-bryce giving danika a lap dance

-bryce’s secret double life (ballerina by day, pole dancer by night)

-one night, hunt brings a stack of money with him and buys bryce’s time for the whole shift so no other men can talk to her

-bryce dancing for hunt all night, then they go home together ;)

there’s soooo much to do with this and alllll the possibilities are hot

[danikamariewrites]

Hi! I feel like we don’t see a whole lot about Hunt and his wings! Could you please write something Hunt x reader that has to do with his wings? This isn’t even necessarily about smut either! I just noticed that we see a lot about the bat boys’ wings, but never really Hunt.

Hunt and his wings headcanon

A/n: so true anon! And he has a lot of trauma with his wings, poor boy. I went more fluff on this one

Warnings: mentions of trauma and injuries

A lot has happened with Hunt’s wings, especially in the first book

He gets them cut off thanks to Sabine and we know Sandriel abused him (in a similar way Amarantha did to Rhys in my opinion). I also think it was mentioned in HOSAB that Sandriel plucked his wings

Hunt has a big wingspan (I like to think just like Az)

He usually keeps them tucked in to avoid hitting others or objects

He’s very particular about the wings themselves and that area of his back

He doesn’t like when people walk behind him or touch his back/get too close from behind

It takes a lot for him to trust someone after everything with Shahar and the war

When you started dating he was open about his boundaries with his wings and you respected that, you’d never do something to make him uncomfortable bc you’d never want that for yourself

One night when you were making dinner together in the kitchen you noticed a couple of feathers ruffled on the back of his wing

You reached your hand out to move them back in place without thinking

As soon as your finger graze the dark soft feathers Hunt jumped, turning to look at you his face showed hurt and confusion

You felt guilty for forgetting, “I’m sorry! Hunt I’m so sorry. You just…you have a feather bent I was just going to fix it.” His expression turns to slight shock. You were going to help his wings?

He slowly turned his back to you, unfurling his wing just enough to give you access

You reached out gently moving it back into place with the others

“All done.” You gave him a small smile. He moved his wing to look at it and smiled. “Thank you.” He said softly

Hunt didn’t say anything about it for a few days, he had to think through what happened with you

A few nights later you’re sitting on the couch, Hunt’s head in your lap, your fingers brushing through his hair

Hunt had wanted to ask you all night but he couldn’t get up the courage. ‘It was just like what you were doing now’ he thought to himself. Hunt cleared his throat and you looked down at his nervous face, “y/n?” “Yes love?” “Will you…touch my wings? Like how you’re doing with my hair?”

You were shocked that he asked but more than happy to do it if it brings him comfort

At first Hunt was tense as your tan your fingers across his wings. After a few gentle touches he seemed to relax

After about 15 minutes he was purring like a cat

It was sweet. You were happy he trusted you to touch his wings

From then on he was comfortable with you touching his back and wings

You love being able to help him be comfortable with his wings

As more time passed you noticed his wings relax during daily occurrences

Hunt was more relaxed around people

And when lounging around you’d never seen them so low to the floor, like he wasn’t afraid anymore

[etchedjade]

Nesta Archeron's birthday in Autumn! With her besties ofc!

Left to right: Emerie, Gwyneth Berdara, Eris Vanserra, Nesta Archeron, Azriel, Bryce Quinlan, Hunt Athalar.

This is mine own fanon/headcanon with all my favorite characters. If you disagree with a ship/grouping... keep it to yourself please and thank you!

[queentala]

There is no fics about hunt athalar x reader. And THAT IS UNACCEPTABLE! Can you write something?

Calories

I'm sorry it took me so long but I had to rewrite this few times. Also sorry it s about such serious topic but I felt like I had to write something about this. (Please read note at the end to learn more, thank you <3)

P. S. Forgive me all those tags but I want as much people as possible to see it

Hunt Athalar x fem!reader

Warnings: eating disorders, anxiety, swearing

Words:2280

Living in a society where beauty has a very strict definition has never been easy. Especially for a woman. No matter how perfect you seem to be, how pretty you are people will always judge you. Not always out loud or in your presence but I can guarantee you that someone’s eyes are always following your every step, waiting for you to stumble. Of course it’s all up to you whether you let these hateful words break you or not but let’s don’t forget that even the strongest person feels weak sometimes.

It was two in the morning when you finally entered your apartment. Everything was quiet, all lights off as only a slight moonlight and light of city below you illuminated your home. You placed your gym bag on the floor. One again you lost track of time.

Tiptoeing to your bedroom your eyes met the cutest view possible. Hunt was already asleep, his dark hair falling onto his face, mouth slightly open as his arm was wrapped around your pillow. His gray powerful wings spread out in all their glory making your lover look like an art. So beautiful. Peaceful. You smiled leaning against door frame. Your poor baby, he was probably waiting for you as always but he was too tired and fell asleep.

As quiet as possible you changed into your nightclothes and headed towards the kitchen to grab some water. As you drank you noticed a little note laying on a counter.

I knew you’ll be back home late at night and I thought that after an intense work out, you would be hungry. You fav dinner is waiting in the oven. Love ya sweetheart <3

Hunt always made sure you eat well and take proper care of yourself. And that’s one of the reasons why you fell in love with him. Although you had to admit that you boyfriend overreacted a bit sometimes.

Delicious smell hit your nose as you opened the oven, tempting you to eat all of this amazing food. Hunt always was an incredible cook and knew how to get you to eat. You were already reaching for the plate when a wave of uncertainty hit you. After all, you haven't sat in the gym for a few hours, burning calories to overeat now. Each bite made you farther and farther away from your desired goal. With a sad frown you closed the oven and once again tiptoed towards your bedroom. 

You delicately lifted one of Hunt’s wings and slipped under comfy covers. You were already happy that you managed to don’t wake your boyfriend up when he lifted his head and looked at you with sleepy eyes.

“I didn’t meant to wake you up baby.” You stroked his cheek gently. “Go back to sleep.”

He didn’t said anything. Just wrapped his arms around you, moving you closer to his chest and burring his face in you hair, falling immediately asleep. You pressed your face against his neck and tried to drift off to sleep as well yet those cramps in your empty stomach made it definitely harder.  

You would regret it anyway. You did yourself a favor. You kept telling this to yourself until you finally dozed off from exhaustion.

That night was quite restless. Despite tiredness you were awake as soon as the sun began to appear on the horizon. Not having anything better to do you headed towards the bathroom, hoping that cold shower will be able to awaken you a bit.

Quickly you shook off your night clothes and stepped into the shower. Warm water soothing your sore muscles as you relaxed, leaning your forehead against cold wall and washing your body.

You spent almost an hour in the bathroom. Well, you were all washed up and dried after twenty minutes but you spent over half an hour staring at yourself in the mirror, turning around and looking at your reflection from all sides trying to find the angle at which your body would look satisfactory enough.

You stared at yourself with hopeless expression when bathroom door cracked open. With the speed of light you grabbed your robe and wrapped it around you. You exhaled as you saw the love of your life.

“You scared me!” you smacked his arm playfully as Hunt kissed you good morning.

“Sorry sweetheart. Didn’t meant to” he smiled and rested his hands on your hips, pushing them against his. You could feel his morning problem growing hard.

Once again Hunt pulled you in for a kiss and started sliding down the robe off your body. You bit your lip and slightly pulled away before he could finish it.

“I don’t have time for this, love. I need to be at work in an hour.”

Lie.

As much as you loved sex with Hunt you didn’t felt like doing it today. In fact you didn’t liked the idea of standing naked in front of him.

“Another day without you?” he asked with sadness in his eyes.

“I’m sorry...” you smiled apologetically and left the bathroom, walking towards your wardrobe.

One of the best parts in autumn is wearing hoodies all the time. Especially your boyfriend’s ones. After you were done you quickly repacked your gym bag and headed towards front door.

“You’re not gonna eat breakfast?” Hunt asked as you passed by kitchen.

“I will eat at work. In fact I already promised Danika and Bryce I’ll eat lunch with them.” You put on your shoes and coat.

Another lie.

“You haven’t eaten dinner I made for you yesterday. Y/N is something wrong?” Large hand grabbed your chin and forced you to look into those incredible eyes full of love.

“I’m alright baby, I swear. I just have so much work lately and my boss put so much pressure on me so I sometimes forget to eat. I just have so much on my mind... And thank you for the dinner yesterday but I ate with my friends after gym so I wasn’t really hungry.”

Lie number three. Excellent...

You stood on your toes and placed sweet kiss on Hunt’s cheek. “I gotta go. Have a nice day.”

“You too.” His soft lips once again found yours.

You pulled off and walked out of your apartment, of course not forgetting your gym bag.

***

Next days weren’t much different. You worked since morning till late afternoon, then you intensively worked out until late at night, you came home to your sleeping boyfriend and woke up in the morning to start once again. You were so overworked and stressed you barely had time to rest.

Additionally you became really fragile to the effects of your surroundings. Your old demons and anxiety came back and didn’t left your side for one step. Every time you looked in the mirror you felt like you were melting away, falling out of the shape. And you hated it. Hated yourself. At the beginning you didn’t eat because you had no time. Now you were avoiding it on purpose. Each eaten calorie hunted you for the rest of the day, stopping you from eating anything else. Exercising to keep in shape quickly turned into an obsessive attempt to lose weight even if you didn't wanted to admit this to yourself.

You came back earlier today. All gyms in town were closed because of some holiday. You shook off your shoes and padded deeper into your apartment, tired and unhappy that you had to give up daily training. You slowed down when you noticed red peals covering the floor. Following their trail you reached the living room.

“Hunt?” You called your boyfriend. Confusion and anxiety hitting you, whispering that you definitely forgot something. Judging by all those decorations it was something important.

Seconds later strong arms wrapped themselves around your waist, soft lips leaving few kisses on your neck and shoulder. “I didn’t expected you for another two hours, sweetheart.” You turned around, looking at your lover’s handsome face. He was wearing elegant black pants, his white shirt was completely unbuttoned and his black hair tied up in a bun. He was fucking hot. “Please forgive me almost nothing is ready yet but happy anniversary my love!”

Fuck.

Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!

You knew your eyes immediately widened and pure terror appeared on your face and probably even in your scent. Hunt quickly realized what’s happening because he tried to pull you closer to him with visible worry in his eyes.

“I’m a horrible person” your voice cracked as you pulled away from his arms. How the heck could you forget?! It’s your third anniversary. You knew Hunt even took day off to prepare everything but yet you still forgot. He wanted to spend lovely evening with you but if the gyms weren’t closed, you’d probably be home again at midnight or later. You wouldn’t even think about him. What a monster you were...

Overwhelmed with all those awful thoughts you backed away until you reached couch. Collapsing on it with a silent cry you hid your face in your hands. Hunt immediately was kneeling beside you, his hands stroking up and down your thighs trying to calm you down.

“Y/N. Y/N sweetheart look at me” he desperately tried to make you look at him, stop crying or anything. Fuck, he would rather be tortured than see you like this. “Baby, it’s nothing that you forgot. Y/N/N please, it’s okay.”

“It’s not...” you rasped out with difficulty. Anxiety making it impossible to breathe.

Hunt stood up and quickly you were placed on his laps, soft gray feathers smoothing your skin as he tightly wrapped his wings around you and stroked your hair until you calmed down a little. “There you are... It’s alright now.”

You looked up at your boyfriend with red eyes full of shame. “I’m so sorry Hunt...” you wanted to apologize to him, explain how sorry you are and how much you don’t deserve such a wonderful boyfriend and he should find a better girl but you couldn’t. Not even a word left your mouth making you sob even more.

“Y/N/N...” he kissed your forehead and pressed you to his chest impossibly tight. “I’m not mad, really. I don’t care if you forgot, I just want to spend some time with you. You’re the greatest thing in my whole life and I love you so so much and you’re so overworked lately it hurts me. I just wanted hold you, laugh with you. I don’t care if you forgot to put on elegant dress or buy ma a gift because I don’t care about those. I just want you, baby...” Hunt wiped your tears and looked you deeply in the eyes, making sure you’re listening to his every word. “Please stop worrying and let me take care of you, hm? I’ll prepare you hot bath so you can relax while I’ll finish making our dinner, okay?”

You turned your head to look at the kitchen where half-prepared dinner waited to be finished. Baked potatoes, chicken, muffins, wine, grapes...

Calories, calories, calories...

“I- I can’t.” you looked back at Hunt. Seeing all these delicacies made you feel faint but you were so tempted to sink your teeth into this wonderful food. You exhaled deeply not being able to bear this anymore.

“Y/N I don’t understand...” He looked as if he was about to panic. His eyes widening even more and filling with tears as you guided his hand under your sweater. His warm fingers meeting with much less skin than before, shakily trailing along your stomach as he couldn’t believe it. You could swear he stopped breathing.

“I need help” you whispered almost soundless “I’m so fucking hungry but I can’t even stand the thought of eating. I torment myself on the gym every day and I can’t stop. I look in the mirror and I want to throw up because I hate what I see. I’m tired Hunt... I need help.” you cried on his shoulder.

“Y/N...” his voice cracked as well. “Baby if you would have told me sooner... I could have helped you right away. Gods, how could I be so blind and didn’t notice anything. Y/N/N I should be the one apologizing to you.” Tears slid down Hunt’s tanned cheeks, his strong arms holding you tightly as you hid your face in the crock of his neck. “I will help you overcome this, I swear on my soul sweetheart.”

You straightened yourself and wiped your tears with hoodie sleeve. You smiled faintly and shook your head. “Okay” was all you whispered. If you’d start talking you would end up crying again.

“I will make you something light but nutritious to eat. We will start with small steps to don’t overwhelm you but you have to recuperate as fast as possible. It will be alright, I promise.”

Little nod was your whole answer. Hunt stood up still with you in his arms and entered the kitchen. His grip on you didn’t eased even for a while when he was preparing you food.

And while you hung on him like baby panda you wondered what have you ever done to deserve such a pure love like the one Hunt has for you.

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Anorexia, bulimia, counting calories, excessive eating, overthinking about what we eat or any other eating disorder are very serious problems nowadays, affecting more and more people, especially teenagers. It cannot be ignored.

I don’t want to write a whole essay on this topic here but please, if you see someone struggling with eating, try to help. Choose your words carefully and think twenty times before making comment about someone’s body or don’t speak at all.

If you are struggling with eating disorders, don’t be afraid to reach for help before it’s too late. If you’re afraid to speak with people in your surroundings, you can always text me. As a never skinny person I know how it feels to hate your own body. I’m still learning how to cope with it but what I know for sure - hiding from the world and pretending everything is alright won’t make it any better.

Remember that the size of your waist doesn’t define your worth <3

[throneofspicybooks]

Two thoughts I’ve had since finishing HOFAS

Will sjm go on tour for HOFAS? I think it’s weird that we didn’t get a tour edition but also considering how bad the marketing around the book was, I think they might have just given up/whoever was doing the marketing on her previous books left. I know at one stage she was supposed to be in London with Fane (I even saw the listing on their website and had plans to buy tickets even tho I live in Australia) but that got cancelled and has been confirmed with Bloomsbury that it’s not happening.

I just think it’s so odd that we’re not even getting a virtual tour or anything?? Like we even got a livestream for the Barnes and Noble release of HOSAB but not for one of the most anticipated books of the year?? It’s all very disappointing but it gives me a sliver of hope that she might actually go on tour. At this stage tho, I think there’s about a 20% chance she actually will.

This is just a side note but why didn’t we get any preorder incentive?? Because they already had so many preorders?? They would’ve known how many posters they had to make. Honestly it just kinda feels like greed to me but idk

My other thought is a very scary one: we won’t be getting a new sjm book until 2026. Obviously I have no confirmation on this and am just speculating. But I know Bloomsbury has said that no special editions of HOFAS can be made until 2025 and the only reason I can think for them doing that is that there won’t be any new book released next year. If you think about it, we didn’t get any new book last year but we got a bunch of special editions from different companies e.g. Fairyloot, Illumicrate to keep us ‘entertained’ for lack of a better word until the new release. I think the same thing will happen next year, too.

That thought is definitely not a pleasant one and it’s honestly spiking my anxiety like crazy. 😬😬 Also if you’re going to reference that article that said Sarah would be having 7 new books this year maybe just go back and have a little reread. She was contracted for 7 new books on top of what she was already contracted for, not 7 for this year. The article also called Samantha Shannon a ‘new author’ soooooo

BUT please let me know your thoughts! I need someone to pull me off the anxiety ledge that I’m currently sitting on 😭

[azrielsbxtch]

What do you think about the theory that azriel will leave velaris in cc in live in their world ( i never read cc so idk what their place is called) i just don’t see why he would leave? He is fiercely loyal so i just can’t imagine him leaving rhys and cassian and i don’t think his mate is someone from another world

This is a theory?😂

I’m sorry I just…I can’t take bryceriels seriously anymore I just can’t