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aq2003 · 4 months

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i saw a post saying boom was good bc it feels like it could be done with any doctor/companion duo and honestly that was one of the things i felt was wrong with it

#in a show with a title character that could be Literally Anyone and a companion sharing the lead that could be Literally Anyone #i value the little moments that set this duo apart from the rest. ESPECIALLY when it comes to returning writers like rtd/moff #fifteen and ruby felt a little too eleven/twelve and clara adjacent in boom. in both their dialogue and characterization #space babies also landed a little weird at first bc it lifted a bit from end of the world BUT the scenes that fifteen and ruby #had to themselves. like ruby getting covered in snot and fifteen laughing. or fifteen and ruby looking after the Space Babies #or fifteen going out of his way to save the monster bc that monster is the only one of its kind Just Like Him Fr #that stuff is so good and its also something we haven't seen from another nuwho doctor. the vulnerable bleeding-heart empathy #and a dynamic w a companion that is basically 'two troublemakers that just deeply love fun and adventure and getting into trouble together'#oh yeah and also the devil's chord was peak fiction because it touches on fifteen's renewed connection and love for humanity #and marries it to ruby being a musician and how music like any art is the expression of the human soul etc etc #WHAT MAKES A DOCTOR WHO STORY GOOD TO ME IS PARTLY HOW THE PREMISE TIES INTO THE DOCTOR AND COMPANION'S CHARACTERS #IT HAS TO FEEL LIKE IT WAS TAILOR MADE TO THEM. ELSE IT WONT LAND RIGHT TO ME #i hate the take that they should've saved wild blue yonder for a fifteen episode bc #the tension is hinged on how well the doctor/companion know each other. u have a level of it that u can ONLY get #with fourteen and donna who are two halves of a whole soul but have also spent much more time missing the other than knowing them #im not rewatching fifteen's eps rn until a week later when i can watch it w my qpp but #rn i still feel a stronger sense of fifteen and ruby's characters from all the rtd-written eps rather moffat #which like. i get that a lot of that is my personal dislike of moffat's writing style but still #dr who #15 era #dw spoilers

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phantomeros · 6 months

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Thinking about them.... Ex scientist Mechanic living in the wastelands for blackmailing the government x scrapped android soldier that she rebuilt from her car.....

Aka. Dr caligaris cyberpunk grandchild x android cesare the somnambulist

#my art #oc #oc: azura #Oc: cesare #I need to post on here more so have my. Oc brain rotation #This is just cropping the two images i already posted of them but like. Do you understand how much i need them to kiss Right Now #robot girl #Mechanic #Queer art #Blabla whatevrr tags i need to use #Transfem #(the car is transfem but doesnt really know it yet. Girl moment will commence)#Mechanic is transmasc guygirl bigender sweep #The android cesare is the one that wants to be human looking btw he feels a weird sense of shame seeing the skeleton parts on the face #He/they/she for car and she/they for mechanic btw #Im just rambling at this point. If anyone has questions about them hmu #They are tragic yuri fr

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toytulini · 5 months

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the challenge of i should commission art of my ocs. would love to commission like, siiyr or bokrae, maybe krachyn or jula. siiyr or bokrae would make the most sense, maybe krachyn. i think theyre the ones with the most detailed notes on their anatomy

but also

oh god i cannot subject another artist to the anatomical war crimes i committed in making these ocs

#toy txt post #ig id be best off commissioning someone w a lot experience w like. centaurs. let alone commisioning them actually doing anything #interesting. the good bad news is ai cant do it either. fucking i cant even do it. why did i make these bitches. i gave bokrae a gf #but shes not. she cant even. her lips dont really do a kiss shape shes all teeth #siiyr has too many fucking elbows and a weird skull situation #bokraes skull continues to break my brain. i think it does break physics in universe. birdie did weird shit w that eye #its constantly trying to explode #the art ideas i have for bokrae and siiyr have plagued me for years even now in my depression funk of no new ideas #i cant bring myself to subject other artists to them?????#i should specify Bokrae's teeth more tho probably. i used to jokingly explain it away as she has all the teeth/they change #and. they do. canonically birdie has to replace all of her bones over time especially her skull. but also #that was me being lazyyyyyyyyyyyy #idk i know you dont necessarily need like a super detailed ref sheet to commission things but like. if i was commissioning my own ocs id #want that probably?#maybe i will try to draw the girls today. probably not doing anything interesting #bc i have not drawn for One Billion Years and im out of practice with Normal Human Anatomy let alone #these fucking Monsters #also maybe one day ill figure out Jared #pigeon head on a deaths head moth body with gemstone eyes is something i can see in my head but when i try to draw it it doesnt look right #so. need to work on that? the main thing about jared is that he needs to Scuttle #and id like to incorporate a pigeon #hm #hmmmmmmm

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todayisafridaynight · 4 months

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thinking about vampiric arakawas again just so i can make a 'blood-sucking politician' joke

#snap chats #have i ever posted my vampire arakawa musings. i think i did long ago in a distant land. or at least for halloween vjaERLVKJ #anyway i was having my evening stroll with my dog and thinking about how much i love dark-renaissance age stories and whatever #which is a weird way to lead into vampires since At Least Dracula vampire stories dont start until the victorian - progressive era #though i guess you can do whatever you want with mythical creatures and its not as if vampiric stories cant start during the 1400s either #theyre immortal and Not Real (i hope) so anythings possible theres no need to be super restrictive #i am. literally not getting to the point Point Is it could be funny .....#thats why they cna be really good assassins like just eat your targets tf <- vampires dont eat people #but then of course i have to wonder the implications ... oh ive definitely made this post but im still curious #fuuuck man i wanted to make my joke but i just realized how do i even get to that joke cause i dont think masato would be a vampire #dhampir as i definitely said way back then IF THAT. what were the circumstances wait shut up why are there police next door #bro im too nosy this post is interrupted hang on #not nosy enough to keep watching im bored its probably nothing anyawy. cause i think sawashiro and ikumi woudlve been human #like during the uhhh idk dark ages and maybe arakawa turns sawashiro into a vampire later on but what of masato .....#idk im not gonna think too hard about it. right now just take my blood-sucking politician joke idea we'll figure it out later #stopppp i was wondering about vampires in japanese pop culture but then i rmemebered mandurugo WHICH. are filipino but STILL FOUL #im everywhere im ending the post now bye #wait i have to end this post cause why tf did my bestie send me a tweet being like 'look forward to the future of chao'#since shadow x sonic generations is coming soon LIKE DONT PLAY WITH ME AVBOUT CHAO I DONT PLAY ABOUT THEM FUCKERS #ok im ending the post now for real bye im gonna throw up

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opens-up-4-nobody · 7 months

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#its weird. ive been feeling mostly ok #which i mostly attribute to the medication working but everything still feels hollow #which i guess i would associate with a lack of enrichment and human connection #but i dunno what i would even b looking for there. i dont kno how to feel joy #so i guess the medication isnt working that well #i dunno. sometimes i think my brain just doesn't work right. things dont connect in the right places #im also grappling constantly with the knowledge that i need to put more effort into reading #i know i bitch about it constantly but i cant express how profoundly frustrating it is to not be at the same reading level and everyone else #at the age of 26. its just gutting every time i cant carry out a conversation on a paper #like genuinely i might have to rethink my whole future bc i dunno. i dunno it just doesn't seem reasonable with my lack of basic #reading skills. im already opperating far above my head. ill read a paper 3 times and not understand. its so frustrating #its stupid. but whatever. im supposed to cultivate gratitude. ill try again tomorrow #im just frustrated bc i kno it wont get easier. i just have to work harder #unrelated

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quietwingsinthesky · 10 days

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sometimes i think about my spn oc and how i rewrote everything about amara to interact with the story i was trying to tell about her. there were some really neat ideas in that i need to recycle for something one day. like, in the show proper, they just let amara take over a human baby and that’s fine, but amara’s not Meant To Be Here. this entire universe is one constructed in her absence. saying she can possess a human body should be like saying if you took a person and sent them to a universe where 1+1=3, they could just figure out how to function within that.

which in story took the form of Amara being something that could not be Understood, only Rationalized. a force locked outside the narrative who could only get inside and destroy things if given a role within it. by the Winchesters as A Monster To Face. by Chuck as Wayward, Unreachable Sister. and by miss oc as. simultaneously a projected creature to be saved, an amalgamation of injustices done to herself (and others) that would never be righted but could be made up for by being a part of this. and as something impossibly powerful that could be both protection and purpose.

and the Darkness wasn’t any of those things, really, but to have agency in her own story required new shackles, but ones she was always straining against. she wouldn’t fit inside the confines of a human mind, let alone a body, at least not well enough to leave it Intact. like lucifer burning through nick, but Worse. because the burns were an expected outcome of skin not strong enough to hold him. humans were built for angels, some were built better and some worse, but they’re meant to work. putting amara in human skin should disconnect the skin and mind and soul from the reality her brother built itself, i think. slowly. bit by bit.

and at the same time, i’d gone and written the kind of wild scenario you really can only write for your thirteen year old mary sue, given that spn oc the part of herald/high priestess/failed vessel. which she pursued with wild abandon like that would fix anything wrong with her <3

in the end, running alongside the borrowed family theming of the original show was my own theme of “how much self-annihilation will you accept to make your point. are you accepting it, really. or are you seeking it.” not just physically, in letting something unmake the base components of what you are as it tries to fit inside you or in it constricting and suffocating itself beyond self-recognition to get inside in the first place, but, obviously, it’s supernatural, how much selfhood do you cede to your family. is it worth it.

it was interesting, if nothing else. let thirteen year old me cook. she had ideas.

#spn oc #don’t mind this i’m rambling about nothing i felt nostalgic about her (<- my oc)#there was also an explanation in the mix for why amara was called amara in this au too despite. you know. not being a baby.#and it was like. a vessel’s desperate attempt to separate itself from the thing inside it by naming it something other than itself.#like a last moment of self-preservation. the opposite of lucifer using nick’s face and us all agreeing to think of it as his. you know?#and amara means beauty.#it’s a very human need. to name things. and the thing is that humanity itself is antithetical to what amara is. in this au.#not because of any inherent quality of it. but because it was not made with her in mind.#i keep bringing up lucifer but he’s such a good comparison case of what thirteen year old me was trying to construct here #and what i can better explain now that im. not thirteen. but its that. lucifer has beef with humans because they have common ground.#the only reason he can hate them is because they’re recognizable to him. terrible little cockroaches. but something he understands.#amara as i conceived of her could not hate or love or understand humanity. or the world. or anything as we know it. because it was not made #to be seen by her. it was made with the express purpose of her never encountering it.#when i was thirteen i wanted her to be so much more alien than she was. unfortunately this is supernatural and supernatural deals in #Just Some Guy forever and ever <3 #but it was my story so i made her fucked up and weird and beyond comprehension.#except. of course. when forced to bend into a shape that makes her Not her.#i don’t think proper envesseling would have been a process either her or the oc survived. not because they’d die but because they’d get.#stuck? i think? that was what the intent was. that they’d get melted together like plastic toys.#chuck had a nice smooth envesseling in this au because these toys are made for him.#and angels need consent and angels get bleedover from their vessels because the toys are shared with them but they’re closer to being toys #themselves too.#i’ve rambled enough honestly no one cares about this but me aksjfkjfks #what was i talking about. right! the naming!#the naming of amara is a nail in her coffin because she is named and it is so human to be named and to be perceived and to be shaped by that #perception. even without malicious intent. even to be looked at as destruction itself and be named beauty.#in the same way you kill what something could be by learning what it is. the way a unicorn dies when you discover how rhinos were drawn.#does that make sense? that’s what kills her. bit by bit.

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shrikebrother · 9 months

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yes of course i agree we should treat children with compassion they are human beings & they deserve more respect than theyre given. but also i just dont like them. i would prefer not to be around young children. these are ideas that can coexist

#its so weird how sometimes when i tell ppl i dont want to be around children its like they assume im this cartoon villain that loudly #proclaims to every kid they see how much they hate them & believes children dont deserve rights #im just an easily annoyed person with a bad temper . kids are annoying. more often than not they can TELL when you dont like being around #them & that makes them feel worse! i also dont want to risk getting angry at them!#i know how i felt as a kid & as much as i deserved respect as a human i also know that i was really irritating #looking back i would have 100% preferred ppl who were annoyed by me to not be forced to hang around me . it benefits no one #txt

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mwagneto · 1 month

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i really love kick scooters i've been using one to get around instead of walking whenever possible since i was like 10 and i'd like to say i'm fairly good at it but sometimes when i'm hurtling downhill at landscape blurring speeds it does occur to me that i'm gambling my life on 2 metal pipes and 2 wheels small enough to be tripped up by a pebble

#I've only fallen like 3 times i think which imo is pretty impressive with how often i use it. BUT one of #the times was coz i didnt notice a PEACH SEED on the sidewalk and the wheel couldn't get over it and i ate shit #it made me way more cautious about avoiding junk on the road like what the fuck man...#post inspired bc i was going downhill on a sidewalk and had to cross a road so i lifted the #front wheel as per usual when the terrain switches (so the wheel doesn't get caught and trip me) but #somehow i managed to shift my gravity just the right way that I glided across the road just on #the back wheel and the front only touched down once i reached the opposite sidewalk #now I'm sure this is smtg one could do on purpose and I'm also sure it looked cool as hell but DAMN. felt really weird #and im deathly afraid of tripping plus i dont have a trick scooter i always get the #ones w the slightly bigger wheels and wider deck coz i use them to get around not for tricks #i do take them to the skatepark dgmw but im not meant to. no wonder im on like the 4th one by now #it's still like lightweight enough for tricks it's the perfect balance of light enough to jump with but #big enough to be comfortable for long term shit so it's ideal... but like oh my god if this #tiny ass machine snaps im a smear on the pavement #not even machine it's powered by pure leg. device? wikipedia says human powered street vehicle. sure yeah that #barking

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anarchne · 3 months

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i wish i could remove the word “adopt” from kept peoples’ vernacular lol

#they constantly say shit about ‘adopting’ people and it’s so fucking weird to me #like it’s this cute and flippant thing and a sign of enjoying something #or whatever #and especially in fandom they use it for their blorbos and say they want to adopt fictional children and i hate it #adoption is not serious to people who are not adoptees at all and as adoptees we are taught to downplay the severity of our experiences #because if we say ‘hey that’s not funny’ then we get told told we are being too sensitive #we are a marginalized community that’s not even recognized as such and it absolutely fucking sucks and our trauma isn’t funny or cute l #joking about adopting people and characters is weird if u know what adoption really is #it is a LEGAL process that changes our identities and erases all biological lineage and seals our records (sometimes forever)#adoptees are 4x more likely to have mental health issues and substance abuse problems and we are more likely to be abused by our parents #and yet kept people wct as if we are not real people. we are constantly dehumanized in many ways #either adoption is romanticized or it’s a joke and either we are not human as our problems are brushed off #or we are not human and get verbally abused whenever we say something about how experiences aren’t always sunshine and rainbows #not to mention the fact that we are infantilized as well #it’s just… adoption is a different way of experiencing life. like my worldview is entirely different than someone who is non-adopted #there are things that have never even crossed their minds. they couldn’t imagine not knowing what their parents look like #or knowing their siblings or cousins or having multiple birth certificates or having a price tag over their head #yet adoption is just casual for them. it’s no big deal. YEAH IT’S NBD BECAUSE U ARENT ADOPTED!!!!!!!#keep our experiences out of your fucking mouth!!!!!!!#but someone will probably say im being dramatic or too emotional or whatever for being upset #like sorryyyyy. my bad! how overdramtic of me to be upset about not having the same rights as other people and not laughing along with them #god fucking dammit #adoptee voices #adoptee #adoption #adoption in fandom

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naes-dairy · 6 months

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Hey.

#i feel like im so desperate for attention its kinda disgusting #but at the same time like. no??????? 💀#i literally dont do anything isnt it a basic human need to want attention (or something like that i guess 😒)#but no i guess i hate myself soooo much i cant even want to speak to ppl #idk. im weird. i feel weird.#im literally such a loner and kts evident with my interactions. i probably look like a clown. I'll never do this right i swear #i cant even be called a friend. i dont even talk to my irl friends! im just so boring. theres nothing interesting about me.#im a 'nice' person thats it. i dont really like anything #i dont hate anything too badly. im a people pleaser. im disgusting. tbats ot #thats literally it.#i really should've just stopped trying ages ago. but im not good at that #im sorry for not giving up.#honestly im so selfish thinking things like these. my thoughts are so swlf centered. sigh. i wish i could think about things other than.#yknow. my feelings?#oh boy time to hate myself again #oh. i need to stop this. I'm gonna cringe over this in the not so fistant future. im so embarrassing.#expresso the depresso

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citrine-elephant · 7 months

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someone asks, "what's in your pants?"

✦ optional leon s kennedy responses that are probably canon compliant ✦

-back off buddy, they're mine -you want 'em off, huh? take me out to dinner first, then we'll talk. -uhhh...? i am...? -shit, where is it? shit, fuck, whERE IS IT- -some gum, why? helena, please don't tell me we're going spelunking again-

#tw transphobia #trans leon sounds dope #however i have a proposal (genitalia mention/implication): intersex leon #¿por qué no los dos?#idk sometimes i feel weird about trans man headcanons #and for this one it's just cause of the soft boy/prettyboy aesthetic surrounding leon?#look im a feminine guy who cries and is emotionally open so i get it #idk i don't hate on anyone for having the headcanon!#just how i feel don't let me stop you!#go wild my fellas (gendern't usage)#fellas should be gender neutral cuz it's short for fellows right? like fellow human imo idk

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toytulini · 5 months

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saw fanart yesterday that i was ehh on

but it brought me to the conclusion that, if shrek was a lesbian, if shrek was a woman, i think she would be exactly the same as canon movie shrek, actually, and in fact. to the point, she would be so indistinguishable, that i can no longer be convinced that canon movie shrek isnt a he/him lesbian, and im excited to rewatch all the movies through the lens of percieving shrek this way. i think it will be based. excited.

#toy txt post #okay i think this post is sufficiently distanced from dunking on the fanart so i dont have to banish it to the drafts #have you no love in your heart for bald lesbian shrek?#smh turning him into a lesbian should not be that scene in shrek the third where they pluck his brows and put him in a wig #disclainer the fanartist is in their rights to draw whatever they want to draw yadda yadda i know #i simply think the fanartist is wrong ♡ also weird to choose to draw a scene with human fiona. instead of ogre fiona #idk i think i was approaching in slightly worse faith last night when i first saw it and im feeling more forgiving now.#maybe theyve drawn other scenes with ogre fiona and thats just the one that made it on my dash. idk #i did scroll through the shrek the third tag specifically looking for the scene where they dress him and fiona up #and saw the far more unforgivable sin of an edit of shrek with defined abs. far more haunting. no shrek of any gender would ever have abs #fuck i dont even think the human version of shrek that was specifically supposed to he conventionally attractive had fucking abs #i was also being unfair last night in the group chat scoffing at this persons taste in human fiona like why would you not draw like #the badass warrior fiona she was so cool. but thats unfair of me. ppl find beauty everywhere #but also really no ogre fiona? when like a big theme throughout the series is accepting her ogreself as she is and that shes still #beautiful like that?#....im gonna try to find that fanartist and block them so they dont see this post tho i dont want them to feel bad vdjsjdvjsgigdgri #which is why im making a post on my own blog the next day and not interacting with their post

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vaugarde · 8 months

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that time when scarlet and violet was released around the same time as sonic frontiers and we were all talking about the bugs and bad framerate in sv but sonic fans were going “HA!!! everyone has to apologize to sonic for giving him shit for 06!! cause now theres a WORSE example and we can shit on pikachu for having a bad game!!!” and like look i actually did like 06 so this isnt coming from someone who hates sonic and wants the franchise to fail or whatever, but its so clear to me that we are never gonna escape toxic workplace culture and crunch in video game development because like, what’s happened to 06 and scarlet/violet arent unique phenomenons specific to those companies, they were the result of crunch culture and i really feel like having fandom wars over that is pointless. this can happen to literally any franchise you are not unique. sonic 06 is not retroactively “good” because something that “deserves” to be hated more finally dropped, yknow? both games suffer from the same problem and nothing will change or get fixed if we ignore that

#mentioned this in discord earlier but ive been thinking about it. like its weird #like it drives me insane how ppl looked at the bugs in 06 and decided it was bad cause it had a complicated story or had humans in it #when like!! i guarantee you if the game was actually finished and not rushed and made in such a toxic environment ppl wouldnt care as much #about the story being convoluted. hell maybe the story would have been way better #and then they go ‘’well ig sonic is just a cursed franchise thats bad cause sonic has friends or whatever’m #when sonic boom came out everyone was all like ‘’lmao sonics just inherently bad i guess its made by stupid devs’’#when that game was ALSO put through development hell and the devs were in terrible conditions #idk for sure if this is the same with forces but that also reads like a rushed incomplete game to me #the problem is not the hedgehog it is terrible workplace culture it is crunch it is capitalism #and i feel insane as a fan of both franchises cause im seeing this happen twice to two franchises that mean a lot to me #and instead of seeing the pattern people just weaponize it and go ‘’oh WE never had a problem but YOU do’’#idk if im explaining any of this right its just an exhausting conversation #oh also people retroactively using swsh to insult 06 is bonkers. ‘’ha ha 06 is bad cause it looks like swsh!’’ ????????????#echoed voice

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mechawolfie · 11 months

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i can not begin to explain how much it hurts knowing i am barred from so many things ppl consider "normal" because of my upbringing

#smudgy.txt #.vent #'what highschool did u go to' is a fun (/s) one #like yeah sorry i was denied many experiences commonly believed to be Normal Human Experiences #& had a life even people who advocate for help for abused ppl don't consider #so im just. well idk where i was going w that. i just wanted to complain #i want to get mad at my parents but that doesn't change anything. doesn't make me feel any more human #doesnt stop the weird looks from ppl when i bring it up #guh. i do not feel ok right now

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jazbell · 2 years

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well that was like. good. i liked it but the show as a whole still needs some work imo. more Thots in the tags

#trigun spoilers #trigun stampede #first of all rip roberto you will not be missed im so sorry #i dont really care abt him tbh #he was a walking death flag and didnt have nearly enough screentime for me to have any feelings abt him #so im sorry but it didnt really hit :/#meryl crying did tho!#i hope they keep doing her right #idk how many episodes are left but i really wanna see her open up more #also she has a Gun now #again elendira being a baby now is weird but i still love her i hope she gets more screentime #im happy they brought up tesla!#i think shes v important to knives character and its a shame that she wasnt in 98 at all #her story is Very fucked up and adds a lot of nuance to the human/plant relationship and especially to rems character #sad that there isnt a lot of legato i love that freak #finally what the FUCK is knives gonna do to vash WHY is he putting him in an aquarium #i hope we get some body horror from it #one of the biggest losses from the manga is that plants dont look freaky as hell and its so sad #make those bitches eldritch and beyond comprehension!!!!!

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nexus-nebulae · 1 year

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i shouldnt have to talk to a fucking ai chatbot in order to send a goddamn support email just let me fill out a fucking form like a normal person

#i seriously cannot communicate like this #like it's actively ruining my ability to get my point across #because the chatbot words things in a way that my Talking To Humans scripts seem correct #but then i get an email back and see that the message i sent is fucking incomprehensible #because it doesn't fucking include the questions the chatbot was asking me so it REALLY looks like a one sided conversation #its so fucking weird and stupid as hell #and the support agent is completely unable to help because my initial message essentially contradicts everything my email said #i hate support emails that force you to pick a product you're having an issue with #when the issue is instead with a software or launcher related to it *but the software or launcher isnt a fucking option*#so im forced to say 'im having issues with my mouse' and THEN say 'uh actually the mouse is completely fine its the app thats broken'#and then the support agent refuses to listen bc the email from the chatbot said that my issue was with my mouse right!!!!!

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